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Come Away with Christ | Pastor Daniel Batarseh (Gospel of Mark Bible Study Series)

Bible Study with Pr. Daniel Batarseh | Verse by Verse Series | Maranatha Bible Church - Chicago

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  1. Many Sundays. Let me put it this way.

  2. Almost, every Saturday night. I feel like the next day is

  3. Christmas. For many reasons.

  4. And one of those reasons is, I am eager to preach the word.

  5. And even there, as I'm singing with you, I feel that excitement

  6. and I pray and ask the Lord to help.

  7. But there are also many Sunday's including this one, where I just

  8. wish we can keep singing. We will continue to sing but for

  9. now we will go to the word of God.

  10. And so meet me in Mark chapter 6 As we look at three simple

    Mark 6 chapter mention

  11. versus today, Mark 6. It may be there in verse 30.

  12. My goal today is to invite the Willing heart. to take the time

  13. and to sit before this text and to stare at this snapshot of the

  14. Lord Jesus Christ, long enough that you would be able to

  15. comprehend on some level The mindfulness, the compassion and

  16. the gentleness of Jesus. And that your heart would be

  17. more convinced and more compelled regarding such

  18. qualities in the Savior than ever before.

  19. My Hope. And my prayer is that these

  20. lingering observations over these three verses would

  21. stimulate higher exaltation of Christ in your life and in mine.

  22. That with every minute that passes by through the word of

  23. God, this afternoon, the Lord himself would be elevated in our

  24. affections elevated in our meditations and eventually

  25. elevated in are imitations by his power.

  26. And by his grace If you're wondering what the topic of this

  27. sermon will be, if you're wondering what will dominate

  28. this presentation, it's very simple.

  29. It's very clear, it's very plain.

  30. It's Jesus Christ. There is no greater subject than

  31. him. He is the golden thread that

  32. weaves through the holy scriptures.

  33. He is the Bedrock that every narrative, every story, every

  34. psalm, every proverb every prophecy every epistle, Is built

  35. on. It's Christ, it's the Lord

  36. Jesus, the son of the Living. God The Treasure of the father

  37. and the object of our adoration. The great Apostles said

  38. something and it is no wonder in Colossians 2 3, that Christ in

  39. whom is hidden all all what the treasures of wisdom and

  40. knowledge. That wonderful Apostle also said

  41. in Romans 16:25 now to him who is able to strengthen you,

    Romans 16:25

  42. according to my gospel and get this and the preaching of Jesus

  43. Christ. Did you catch it?

  44. There is a strength that is reserved for and imparted to the

  45. Saints who are willing to give their ear to the preaching of

  46. the man Jesus Christ. Iced.

  47. There's something powerful about Christ, being heralded Christ,

  48. being expounded, Christ being discovered, just Christ.

  49. Just Jesus. And what do we have before us

  50. today? That will help us no, this

  51. strength that Paul speaks of let's read together.

  52. And verse 30 in Mark 6. The apostles returned to Jesus

  53. and told him all that they had done and taught.

  54. And he said to them, come away by yourselves to a desolate

  55. place and rest a while. For many were coming and going,

  56. and they had no leisure even to eat.

  57. Lord. May you bless us with the

  58. strength that your servant Paul spoke of as we simply Behold The

  59. Glory of your son. In Jesus name, amen.

  60. The Holy Spirit. Has just finished concluding a

  61. flashback concerning, John the Baptist martyrdom, the gruesome

  62. execution that he experienced under the Filthy Hands of Herod

  63. and herodias. And after giving us a very

  64. detailed account, he now brings us back to real time and reminds

  65. us that the disciples were sent out by Jesus on their first

  66. Evangelistic campaign, and apparently they came back

  67. successful. They came back with a completed

  68. mission. And for the first time in the

  69. gospel of Mark in verse 30 the Disciples of referred to as the

  70. apostles and it's very fitting because these disciples fulfill

  71. the very meaning of that word, the word Apostle simply means

  72. one who is sent out? Or you can expound upon that.

  73. Definition one, who is sent out with orders and these men

  74. Faithfully fulfilled? Exactly.

  75. That they were given a commission, they were given

  76. orders, and they went out and they came I'm back.

  77. Satisfying. What Christ had asked of them?

  78. But these Apostles did not just go out.

  79. They did use not fulfill what the desires of their master was.

  80. No, we read here that they knew instinctively to come back to

  81. Jesus. To return to Jesus.

  82. A transitional comment here, that's worthy of Greater

  83. meditation. Something that offers us more

  84. than just an awareness that they were indeed faithful in what

  85. Jesus told them to do. Here we have some kind of a

  86. model here. We have some kind of a brilliant

  87. example. Of the steps that we should

  88. follow in in our service here we have some kind of a balance a

  89. principle for us when it comes to serving God and I pray that

  90. you want to serve him. I pray that you are serving him.

  91. And what is that? Exactly.

  92. These disciples who were committed to activity for

  93. Christ. At the same time, did not lose

  94. sight of their fellowship and their accountability to Christ.

  95. Unfortunately, this is not the case for many people.

  96. Many laborers in the kingdom of God today, they understand their

  97. assignment They've been able to successfully identify the gifts

  98. that they've been given by God. They know the holy orders

  99. according to the word and they give their strength to observing

  100. exactly what has been given to us and this sacred blueprint.

  101. and yet, at the same time, they rarely report to the one who

  102. commissioned them in the first place.

  103. Not these men. What these disciples are

  104. demonstrating here. And this one occasion is what

  105. every believer should Endeavor to make a holy habit.

  106. And that is to know a dependency upon the Lord.

  107. And dependency upon the Lord is communicated through communion

  108. with the Lord. No matter where he sends you, no

  109. matter what you do for his name, you and I must have it

  110. conviction of continually and regularly bringing before him

  111. our successes. Our concerns.

  112. Our worries, our fears, our confusion, especially your

  113. ideas, and your plans. And at the same time, we must

  114. not fail to come before him regularly to give him his due.

  115. Praise. To bring it to spread before his

  116. feet are anxieties. And to express our faith in him

  117. for our tomorrow's. Come to Christ.

  118. Come to him regularly. In the midst of serving him,

  119. don't lose sight of that, wherever he sends, you think of

  120. yourself as someone with a rope around your waist and that rope

  121. is held in the hands of the Savior.

  122. And he threw the messages like this.

  123. Tugs on you. And to remind you the source of

  124. all of this. And not to go, too far, and not

  125. to go too long without returning to him and looking at him and

  126. speaking to him. And telling him all that you've

  127. done and saying all that you have taught and expressing

  128. exactly what it is. That is going about in your

  129. life, especially as you live under the banner of glorifying

  130. him. The disciples did this more than

  131. once the disciples did this. Again, when they were sent out

  132. on another mission, this time, with dozens more namely 272.

  133. And in Luke 10, we see a little closer look at what this kind of

  134. dance of service and accountability to Christ looks

  135. like, can I show it to you in, Luke, 10 17?

  136. And Luke 10:17 says that the 72 returned with joy.

    Luke 10:17

  137. Saying Lord, even the demons are subject to us in your name.

  138. They returned with joy. There are many dangers ahead for

  139. the servant of Christ. There are many hazardous things.

  140. There are many warnings, there are many challenges, but can I

  141. tell you something the matter? How difficult it may seem no

  142. matter what kind of things we see in the word of God,

  143. concerning being hated for his namesake and being despised for

  144. righteousness and persecution from our family.

  145. In the difficult choices, in order to express our

  146. consecration to the Lord. It's A Joyful thing to serve

  147. him. It's a joy filled thing to serve

  148. him. They returned with joy after

  149. serving him. And if you're not experiencing

  150. that Joy, not saying that you will not know difficulty, but if

  151. you don't have joy, you maybe are doing it wrong.

  152. Maybe for the wrong reason. And they come to Jesus.

  153. Again, what a thing to imitate to remain connected to Christ.

  154. Not just when you are in need, but also in your triumphs And

  155. your accomplishments. With trophies that have been

  156. placed in your hand with crowns that have been placed on your

  157. brow, where do you bring those things?

  158. Do you put them on the shelf of your self-confidence?

  159. Do you put them in a glass casing for you to look at to

  160. give you some worth. Or do you bring them to the feet

  161. of Jesus? And give him the glory.

  162. That is due his name. They come to him with joy and we

  163. see that in this place of serving but also fellowshiping

  164. of going. But also coming.

  165. We see what crisis willing to give in principle in return for

  166. the one who knows how to come before him.

  167. Looking what we see here in Luke 10 again.

  168. If you scroll down after verse 17, what Jesus says to them in

  169. verse 18 and in verse 19 it says here and he said to them, I saw

  170. Satan fall. Like, lightning from heaven.

  171. Behold. I have given you authority to

  172. tread on serpents and scorpions and over all the power of the

  173. enemy and nothing shall hurt you.

  174. I see Revelation there, greater Revelation, I saw Satan fall

  175. down like lightning from Heaven. Oh, there's a revelation of the

  176. authority of Christ of the glory of Christ of the strength of

  177. Christ, but more than just Christ's Authority.

  178. There is this reassurance to the Disciples of the authority that

  179. he's given them. M of the promises that belong to

  180. them. The TaylorMade Graces that

  181. belong to them. And this is what you can expect.

  182. When you come to Christ greater revelation of him, greater,

  183. assurances of his promises for you as his child.

  184. He is faithful to do that and you need that.

  185. I need that. I was reading Psalm 1:19 this

  186. week. I'm in the Book of Psalms.

  187. You heard me say that last time and when I was reading Psalm

  188. 1:19 that chap. I'm so familiar with that

  189. chapter. Many of us are very familiar

  190. phrase theologies and truths about the glories of the word of

  191. God. But there is something.

  192. Is that a surprise? There is something that I saw

  193. and oh, did it stir me and it still stirring me now.

  194. Go to Psalm 119. I have to share it with you.

  195. I'm sorry. Verse 96.

  196. I just want, I want you to believe.

  197. That when you take time for the Lord, he will honor that and he

  198. will meet you in one way or another.

  199. And in Psalm 119 verse 9600, this blessed me This is this is

  200. a commentary about the word of God and this is what the

  201. psalmist says. I have seen a limit to all

  202. Perfection, but your commandment is exceedingly, Broad.

  203. What a verse, what is he saying here?

  204. Well, and the realm of all creation. no matter what

  205. terrain, you entertain, if you're in the realm of nature,

  206. if you go to the Arts, if you go to the Sciences, if you look at

  207. clever inventions, If you study scientific discoveries. if you

  208. peek into the complexities and the joys of languages, All these

  209. things have their limits. All these things have their

  210. limits in their brilliance. They're exhilaration and their

  211. stimulation but the psalmist says the word of God is

  212. exceedingly Broad. Exceedingly brought it has no

  213. borders. There are no Dimensions.

  214. Climb as high as you will. You will not find a ceiling dive

  215. as deep as possible. You will not find a bottom When

  216. you come to the word of God, unlike the objects of this life

  217. though, the author is the creator that we worship.

  218. Realize this. You cannot exhaust, its

  219. excellencies. You cannot say I've reached the

  220. point of complete Revelation and application.

  221. No, it's never ending. It is never ending in its supply

  222. of aw. Humbles.

  223. You it teaches you a comforts. You it makes you wiser than your

  224. teachers. It brings light to your path.

  225. It Whispers, wisdom. And it never ends all your

  226. commandment is exceedingly. Broad.

  227. Christ. When you come to him, he'll give

  228. you, he'll give you Revelation, he'll give you Assurance.

  229. He'll remind you of promises, but we see him even granting

  230. more to the one who makes that habit, and that practice of

  231. coming to him, not just serving him, not just doing things in

  232. his name, but sitting before him coming to him.

  233. Look at verse 20 of Luke chapter 10.

    Luke 10 chapter mention

  234. What does he say something that you and I are very familiar

  235. with. He says here after talking about

  236. their Authority. Nevertheless do not rejoice in

  237. this that the spirits are subject to you, but Rejoice that

  238. your names are written in heaven when you come to the word of

  239. God, when you come before the presence of God?

  240. Yes, there will be Revelation. Yes, he will grant you some

  241. Assurance, but he also in his love bring correction.

  242. And he'll realign your thinking, you see, they had this Joy but

  243. Christ saw that, it was a misguided Joy, or that there is

  244. a priority issue here in the object of their joy, and he

  245. gently reminds them. The ultimate thing is my grace,

  246. not what you do, not how you perform.

  247. But what I have done, let that be the supremacy of your

  248. Delight. And listen, if I'm saying this

  249. because it's true, if you do not, I'm talking to the servant

  250. of the Lord, if you do not make it a regular practice to come

  251. before him. When I mean before, I mean his

  252. word, his presence in the Simplicity of silence and

  253. Devotion to him, then you can be misguided in your priorities,

  254. even in your service. Then you can lose sight of what

  255. really matters. You can begin to be tempted to

  256. put your joy and the authority. He has given you instead of who

  257. he is. And what he's done on your

  258. behalf. So we see a wisdom here.

  259. We some see something, wonderful.

  260. These are more than just transitional comments in the

  261. Gospels. If carefully interpreted there

  262. is wonderful, instructions for the Saints.

  263. And one might object to these kind of applications with these

  264. verses and say brother you are you were trying to pull

  265. something out of a time in church history, time and

  266. Redemptive history. That doesn't apply.

  267. They had access to Jesus. They could come to him at any

  268. time. He was physically there to,

  269. which I would respond. Do you think they were any less

  270. dependent upon Christ after he ascended into heaven?

  271. All, there's so many examples of that may give you one.

  272. In Acts 15 when the elders came together to speak and to

  273. converse it to come to a conclusion about how these

  274. Gentiles who believe in this Jewish Messiah.

  275. How should they live what? Jewish laws apply to them?

  276. And there was debate, there was back and forth and finally,

  277. there was a settlement, there was clear Direction and I love

  278. with the letter, says the letters at the these elders and

  279. leaders wrote to the Gentiles. And this is the part that I want

  280. to draw to your attention, an axe, 15:28, it reads in that

  281. letter quote for it has seemed good to the Holy Spirit and to

  282. us to lay on you, no, greater burden than these requirements.

  283. And then They spell out those requirements.

  284. But did you see that? It seemed good to the Holy

  285. Spirit. And to us.

  286. Yeah, I get it this this is this is a clear indication that these

  287. distinct representatives of Christ.

  288. The apostles had access to divine revelation and direct

  289. access to the Lord to have, what is necessary to lay the

  290. foundations of the doctrine of the church.

  291. I get it, but can you feel the familiarity and the intimacy of

  292. that statement? It seemed good to the Holy

  293. Spirit and to us as though the Lord was in their midst and was

  294. numbered among them. As though, the Lord was present.

  295. So, present in that vital crucial council meeting, As

  296. though the Lord graciously. Was given access by these

  297. Apostles. They had access to him with such

  298. immediacy and availability and he was willing to bring a

  299. comforting conclusion to this difficult time for the church,

  300. it seemed good to the Holy Spirit and to us indicating

  301. that. They consulted them indicating

  302. that in that room filled with Saints.

  303. They did not fail to turn to their God.

  304. And to seek him and to ask of him and they receive something

  305. from him. Is he any different today?

  306. I'm not speaking about him, giving you more Revelations of

  307. the word of God. That's a different Spirit

  308. speaking to you. I'm speaking about how he is

  309. there and he can speak and he can guide and he can lead and he

  310. can illuminate. Surely he is the same.

  311. Surely he is the same. He is with us now.

  312. He's with you at all times. And this is one of the great

  313. Thrills of our faith. We're coming to celebrate today

  314. and this is one of the great Thrills of our faith.

  315. Yes, the gospel, but who is our God, what kind of God is he?

  316. Can I tell you what kind of God is?

  317. He is a personal God. He is an approachable God and

  318. more than that, he is a God. Who is acquainted with each of

  319. us? He is acquainted with each of

  320. us. And that is what you see in,

  321. Mark, 6, and Mark 6 when these men came to tell them, all that

  322. they had done and taught, Jesus said to them, come away by

  323. yourselves to a desolate place. And rest a while.

  324. What care, what attention? What love What's sympathy?

  325. What understanding you know what I love about that?

  326. This was Jesus. As idea this Retreat to rest was

  327. not a protest from the disciples after a long journey out.

  328. Preaching saying, Lord, we've been, we've been working really

  329. hard. We need some kind of a vacation

  330. here. Can you work something up?

  331. Because we need a few days to just kick back and relax.

  332. That's not what these disciples is.

  333. This was the Lord Jesus who looked at his men and after

  334. they've given him the account of their service, he says come

  335. let's go. Now, that's rest.

  336. Why? Because he knew that they needed

  337. rest. There's no indication that these

  338. men expressed that need or that desire.

  339. And I think that's by Design, is to show us that the Lord was

  340. aware of something that perhaps, they were not even aware of

  341. themselves. And the lord gave them, what?

  342. Perhaps? They did not know they needed.

  343. He knew what his servants needed and he provided exactly what was

  344. needed. That's Christ, he he just

  345. doesn't send you off to do things.

  346. And in says, I'll see you on Judgement Day to give you your

  347. grade He's there observing and watching, as long as we are

  348. close to him, we are safest and as long as we are close to him,

  349. we will know. his presence in this way, I thought to myself,

  350. looking at this, you know, when we think about the omniscience

  351. of God, when you even here that the very word demands are right

  352. on the emissions, that the the doctrine of God being

  353. all-knowing, And usually what comes and what Spring sport in

  354. the imagination. Is the massive implications of

  355. that ability. God knows all things and when we

  356. just even begin to entertain what that looks like.

  357. We usually can't get Beyond his perfect awareness of the future

  358. and his ability to solve every mystery and matter known to man.

  359. And all of that is true. God knowing all things Christ,

  360. knowing what was happening in the lives of their disciples and

  361. beyond all of that. Should the man such amazement of

  362. the, the depth and the breadth of that kind of characteristic.

  363. Just like the other Omni characteristics of God. but you

  364. know what, the Holy Spirit help David, recognize something about

  365. the Omni omniscience of God, rather and what he realized

  366. about the omniscience of God is that it was not just something

  367. that was so Grand and powerful and Beyond what we can

  368. contemplate, it was deeply personal And individually

  369. applicable. You know, the text that I'm

  370. perhaps referring to Psalm 139, Psalm 139, the plain reading of

  371. it, alone can melt the heart. Let me read it to you.

  372. And then, let me show you some things about it.

  373. What is David say, as the Holy Spirit brooded over his mind and

  374. showed him something, just something about the mind of God.

  375. Well, this is it. Oh Lord, you have searched me.

  376. And known me. You know, when I sit down and

  377. when I Rise Up, you discern my thoughts from afar, you search

  378. out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my

  379. ways. Even before a word is on my

  380. tongue behold O Lord you know it all together.

  381. You hem me in behind and before and laid your hand upon me.

  382. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me.

  383. It is high. I cannot attain it.

  384. Generally, it is not a comforting thought to know that

  385. somebody is watching you all the time.

  386. It's not usually a comforting thought to know that somebody is

  387. evaluating and watching your every move.

  388. And I agree. That's disturbing.

  389. It really depends who's doing it and why they're doing it.

  390. And when it comes to understanding how God

  391. investigates, There is an element of that that should

  392. cause a fear of God to arise in the heart of a rebel or a

  393. hypocrite to reconsider their ways.

  394. And yet David when this download comes to him, he understands

  395. that this aspect of who God is is worthy of Wonder and

  396. admiration. This is something that he's

  397. enjoying as much as he is perplexed by.

  398. He is enjoying it, he's writing about, he's writing a song to

  399. it. And again, I just read it and

  400. it's clear, it's obvious. But when you just take the time

  401. to really pick it apart and see what this really implies, oh,

  402. your heart would be stirred even more.

  403. Let me give you a couple of examples.

  404. Look, back at verse 3 of The Psalm.

  405. He says you search out my path and my lying down and are

  406. acquainted with all my ways. You know, the word search there

  407. is not the same word, a search in the Hebrew as verse 1.

  408. He says in verse 10 Lord you have searched me but that's not

  409. the same word. Now our hebrew-speaking pastor

  410. here is going to confirm that later on to me at least.

  411. The word for search here. In verse 3 is the Hebrew word

  412. Zara. A word that is associated in

  413. that is winnowing, you know, the process of taking grain mixed

  414. with Chaffin to throw it up into the air.

  415. So that some kind of wind would Gus through it and remove the

  416. chaff so that grain that the substance of Desire remains And

  417. that is what David is using here when he says that he says you

  418. search out my path, you are win, knowing you are casting off

  419. certain things. You are removing certain things

  420. about my path and when I, when I laid down, why that word?

  421. Why bring that here at this point?

  422. What is he trying to say? Well, I believe this is what he

  423. is trying to say that in some way, when the Lord looks at you,

  424. And the Lord's knowledge of you is so precise.

  425. So true. So perfect that he is able to

  426. distinguish in you that which is false and that which is true.

  427. He is able to evaluate you to such a degree that he can make a

  428. distinction between the insincere and the sincere, the

  429. genuine and the disingenuine. He's Able with x-ray vision to

  430. know, the truest of your motives, the deepest parts of

  431. your thoughts, you may be able to fool your pastors, you may be

  432. able to fool your wife, you may be able to trick your parents,

  433. you may be able to put on a smile and convince the church or

  434. the crowds or your employees. You may be able with your

  435. introvert Tendencies to pull away from those who are closest

  436. to you. But this God will scrutinize

  437. you. He carefully examines you and it

  438. takes him no effort to do so. Same brother.

  439. That's kind of scary. Not if you think of it in the

  440. right way. David is saying your knowledge

  441. so penetrates whatever, shall I think is shielding me and you

  442. are able to grasp my true substance, you know, it all And

  443. yet you still want to walk with me.

  444. You still want to provide for me.

  445. You still want to lead me. You still want to fellowship

  446. with me? You still want to use me.

  447. Be honest. If some people even the closest

  448. people knew, you knew just 10% of your deepest hearts, are your

  449. deepest thoughts. They might want nothing to do

  450. with you. But not this God.

  451. He considers it all your imaginations, every passing

  452. thought, every sigh, every idea everything that is there in your

  453. heart, in the middle of the night.

  454. And then you see this in verse 5.

  455. What does he say? In verse 5, you hem me in behind

  456. and before and lay your hand upon the you have Mian.

  457. Something about surrounding. There's something here about

  458. protection. Yes.

  459. It's an idea of the omnipresence of God, but it's more than just

  460. the presence of God surrounding me.

  461. Remember, the context you're leading up to this point, it's

  462. the knowledge of God that surrounds me.

  463. Every area of who I am. Every thoughtless, step every

  464. every word that I don't have intention to mean something.

  465. Every plan, every idea, every everything that goes by the

  466. quarter of my mind, all of that, you're there.

  467. You're just there. I never, I never make you

  468. surprised and I can't hide from you.

  469. And what's so brilliant about verse 5 is that he goes from the

  470. mind of God to the hand of God. And you lay your hand upon me.

  471. Think about that, you lay your hand upon me, the idea of your

  472. hand, his hand being Upon Us implies personal interaction,

  473. you see, you need to understand that part.

  474. If you're going to understand the omniscience of God, because

  475. if you just hear the doctrine of the omniscience of God, you

  476. might be tempted to think that all God is, is some Divine

  477. supercomputer with a massive database that has no affection

  478. tied to, or connected to the knowledge.

  479. He possesses He's not just somebody who has surveillance

  480. cameras in every corner of the universe and sits in some box

  481. somewhere in the heavens. No, the very knowledge, the

  482. great knowledge of God even with you.

  483. Yes, you son of Adam, you son and daughter of a fallen parent,

  484. Fallen parents redeemed in Christ.

  485. Yes. Even that knowledge of all your

  486. Brokenness in your inconsistencies, it doesn't

  487. distance God from you, it draws him to you in a make some extend

  488. his hand upon you that protection that provision.

  489. That chastisement when it's necessary, that concealing of

  490. you is all provided as a result of what he knows about you.

  491. Everything about you. And yet still he comes to you

  492. and he commits to you. And ultimately, we see that in

  493. Jesus Christ, that he comes into the world.

  494. With all that he knows about us. And he recruits, and he calls

  495. for people to come to him. And when there's disciples that

  496. do come to him, he displays his Shepherd heart and he said to

  497. them, come away by yourselves to a desolate place, and rest

  498. awhile. He's so real.

  499. You and I can praise God. This afternoon that we don't

  500. worship a cruel and insensitive unfeeling Taskmaster.

  501. As much as he is concerned about how we serve him, he is

  502. concerned about the servants. And he looks at you not just

  503. what you do, but at you and he cares.

  504. And in his Providence, he knows what to bring, what to remove,

  505. what to add, what to subtract, he gets your attention.

  506. He tries to get your attention when you do Veer off.

  507. And in many ways, he communicates to us, primarily,

  508. yes, through his word. He's just a glorious master.

  509. Who deeply cares about us. You know, it's amazing.

  510. How you forget some things. I'm 31 and I forget things.

  511. And I heard it doesn't get easier as you get older.

  512. But I was reading this late last night, I was looking over this

  513. and I was just trying to, you know, it's very hard for

  514. preachers. Have mercy on preachers.

  515. To try to get up before people and to even attempt to

  516. communicate, the excellencies of Christ is such a wearisome task.

  517. I don't know of one true faithful preacher who who

  518. attempts to preach on Christ and walks off the pulpit satisfied.

  519. Satisfied yes and trying to be faithful to the text, but never

  520. satisfied and attempting to try to color his glories with words

  521. and with passion and with emotion, and more importantly,

  522. by the power of the Holy Spirit. I was looking at this as

  523. thinking about just the Lord, just Jesus Beyond Doctrine him

  524. personally. And this this came to mind and

  525. would, you know it? I forgot it and it came to mind.

  526. So I'd get to journal some things.

  527. Your brain will forget but paper doesn't And this is what came to

  528. mind. Many years ago, just walking

  529. with the Lord and I'll end with this testimony before we break

  530. bread together. I remember those first first few

  531. months that first year and a half so busy so wonderfully

  532. busy. No, no complaints.

  533. So wonderfully preoccupied with the things of Christ, so had

  534. school had work but Friday's was Youth Night.

  535. Friday's was youth night with some of the young adults where

  536. we helped lead the youth and Saturday.

  537. Saturday was evangelism night was prayer worship and we would

  538. go out and then Sunday, we had church church not at 1 p.m. and

  539. morning, 10 a.m. and 11 a.m. 11 a.m.

  540. And then Sunday night, young adults meeting too late into the

  541. night and in Fellowship afterwards, and then restart.

  542. Heaven on Earth. Those days, heaven on Earth, and

  543. remember that going week after week after week, and I began to

  544. realize I'm human. And I actually need to eat and I

  545. need good sleep. And so I was beginning to feel

  546. the weight not of the difficulties of it, not of the

  547. displeasures of it. No it was the most enjoyable

  548. thing. You could not convince me to do

  549. anything else on a weekend. There was a band of brothers and

  550. sisters who felt the same way. And what began to happen was

  551. because of wise people in my life older people.

  552. Who observed. My Life, One in particular

  553. reached out and said, brother. It's wonderful.

  554. It's great but just consider how this might work out in the long

  555. term. And I began to even feel that

  556. weariness. And I would begin to talk to the

  557. Lord about it, and I had to had to take a city bus to take the

  558. subway to take the street train, just to get to the internship

  559. for the week. And so this friend advised me he

  560. just gave me biblical principles of rest not rest in the way you

  561. and I understand dressed to go on a vacation somewhere for, you

  562. know, it's amazing that you go on vacation thinking, you need a

  563. break, you come back from vacation.

  564. You need a vacation from your vacation because true rest true.

  565. Rest comes from Christ. You're going to go on vacation

  566. that's fine. Go on vacation with Jesus and

  567. not from Jesus. And so the true rest.

  568. True rest. There's a place for physical

  569. Repose. I get it.

  570. Don't hear me wrong here. And it should begin to talk to

  571. it. Talk to about about these things

  572. to the Lord. I was just walk to the bus.

  573. I remember walking to the bus and just in my heart with my

  574. backpack, just talking to the Lord, talking to the Lord about

  575. it. Lord, this is where I'm at.

  576. This is what I'm feeling. I have a wise brother, who's

  577. speaking it to my life and telling me just to get a

  578. different kind of rhythm going on and And it was challenging to

  579. me, because usually, when you hear about people, taking a

  580. break from serving the lord, they were using that even really

  581. doing anything for the Lord. They want to take a break from

  582. worldly Pursuits. They barely attend church.

  583. They're not part of any Ministry yet.

  584. They want to take a break. I'm aware of that and I don't

  585. see serving Christ as a difficult thing, but just like,

  586. in Mark 6, we're human. He remembers that we were

  587. destined, but flesh. Spraying to the Lord about it.

  588. And it wasn't a one-time prayer, was just a few days, praying and

  589. even going to the next week, praying about this praying about

  590. this. And what I want to serve you, I

  591. want to do this for you. But how do I go about this one

  592. day? I'm walking to the bus.

  593. When I got on that bus, was the same bus at the same time.

  594. I would always sit in the same seat.

  595. If you take me to Etobicoke Ontario, now I can tell you

  596. where I sat on that city bus. It's right there.

  597. So clear in my mind and there I am.

  598. The same prayers being prayed, trying to understand this

  599. wanting to serve the Lord, but wanting to know his will in even

  600. serving him. And as I get on the bus which

  601. was usually empty at that time of the day, I went up and I

  602. climbed the back of that bus where was elevated?

  603. And I sat in my chair and when I look down on my seat, I saw a

  604. pamphlet And when I looked at the pamphlet, I was stunned

  605. because on that pamphlet is said Sabbath.

  606. Biblical principles for rest. I looked around.

  607. There is nobody around. I picked that pamphlet up, I

  608. made sure it wasn't some weird thing as Seventh-day Adventist

  609. kind of teaching about the Sabbath or anything like that.

  610. So no this is sound. This is clear.

  611. Put it down and I took a picture of and I send it to the person

  612. who's been speaking to me for days and weeks and all these

  613. sent back was something on the lines of God is loud.

  614. The bus took off. And I sat there, looking at

  615. this, you can interpret this however you want.

  616. I thought to myself. You know me.

  617. You know me. You search me and you know me,

  618. you know, my going, you know, my coming, you know where I sit on

  619. the bus. You know what I say on my way to

  620. the bus? You care.

  621. You don't just cross your arms in the heavens and look down and

  622. say, you're going to actually even peep these kind of prayers

  623. to me, you know what I did for you?

  624. You better get busier. Your gentle Shepherd.

  625. I just began to praise God on that bus.

  626. And I put that away and I think it's somewhere, I don't know

  627. where it is. I find it.

  628. Maybe I'll show some of you show and tell.

  629. He's so real. He's so close.

  630. You're saying, yeah, but you're a Ministry and your impassive

  631. know. I was 22 years old, finishing,

  632. my advertising degree. Barely able to make spaghetti

  633. for lunch. Not knowing what tomorrow holds

  634. not knowing what I'm going to do with my degree, not knowing

  635. where I'm going to live, not knowing what I'm going to not

  636. knowing anything other than this is the word.

  637. I want to live for him and love him and then that place of my

  638. life. The Lord and some providential

  639. way. Just gave me a nudge.

  640. I believe. Again, you can interpret it how

  641. you want but I'm here to tell you more than my testimony more

  642. than any Authority. This word you can trust and this

  643. word wherever you see of Christ, even that little Glimpse where

  644. he says, come away, I know what you need.

  645. I'll lead you all guide you. I'm here with you even when I

  646. send you out, don't forget to come to me.

  647. Don't forget to open your heart to me.

  648. From time to time, I'm sure in many ways.

  649. He'll remind you. He'll reveal himself to you.

  650. He will instruct you. He'll correct.

  651. You and he'll make you fall in love with him more and more.

  652. Do we do? Thank you.

  653. and we ask Lord that this afternoon, we would simply

  654. Relish in the revelation of the personal Christ. and Lord, as we

  655. prepared to partake in this meal, Help us remember that your

  656. ultimate Act of love the very thing that started it all.

  657. Was the cross. You died for us, you bled for

  658. us. So that you can have us.

  659. Pray for the weary heart. The heart that is weary for.

  660. Natural reasons. Lord, pray that this time

  661. together would have just given fresh strength to serve you with

  662. greater Zeal and passion. I pray for the weary heart whose

  663. we read by sin who does not know you who does not know how you

  664. can make our burden light. Your yoke is easy.

  665. I pray Lord, with my brothers and sisters for The Sinner.

  666. To find that Sabbath rest in Jesus Christ.

  667. And Lord, we pray that our hearts would be clean as we come

  668. to this table. That you would not be grieved by

  669. our motives, you who know all things.

  670. Lord, we can always find something that makes us

  671. unworthy, but for conscience unrepented, sin.

  672. Show us your what we need to do before we eat and drink. would

  673. you be blessed, would you be blessed as we remember, you

  674. Faithfully soundly and with worship, we look to you now and

  675. Thanksgiving. Amen.

  676. Let's stand and Worship the Lord.

  677. What are we singing about? We're singing about the truth of

  678. the Gospel were singing about what he's done for us on that

  679. night. When Jesus was betrayed, when

  680. Jesus knew what he was going to suffer, when Jesus knew the

  681. agonies of the Cross, we're told there that they sang A Hymn,

  682. they sang A Hymn. Listen, how can someone sing

  683. knowing what they are about to suffer?

  684. And I think there's a principal there for us.

  685. You can sing while you suffer, why?

  686. Because he's worthy of your song, sing of his grace, sing of

  687. his glories, because he is worthy.