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Lamenting Despondency: Remembering God

Trinity Cambridge Church

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  1. We are in Psalms 42 and 43 today, so if you would open your Bibles there.

  2. I will be preaching from both Psalm 42 and 43,

  3. since they were most likely in their original composition a single psalm.

  4. And we know that because many of the surviving Hebrew manuscripts present them together as one psalm,

  5. and because they share the same theme and refrain, as you will see as we read through them.

  6. And so far in this series in the Psalms of Lament, we have talked about focusing on turning to God rather than withdrawing from Him.

  7. And then we also talked about groaning to Him in lament and appealing to Him to act on the basis of His character.

  8. And today we are going to talk about the fourth step of lament, of remembering who God is and what He has done.

  9. Let me pray for the reading and preaching of God's Word.

  10. Father, we long for You.

  11. We do pant for You.

  12. But we need You even more desperately than we ourselves know.

  13. So won't You press us this morning with that need?

  14. So that we leave this place as people who desperately fling themselves onto Your arms, into Your care.

  15. People who trust You and praise You.

  16. Even when we don't feel like it.

  17. Even when our souls are downcast.

  18. So form us now in the preaching of Your Word.

  19. To be such people.

  20. For Your glory.

  21. In Jesus' name we pray.

  22. Amen.

  23. If you are willing and able, please join me and stand for the reading of God's Word.

  24. From Psalms 42 and 43.

  25. To the choir master.

  26. A maskil of the sons of Korah.

  27. As a deer pants for flowing streams, so pants my soul for You, O God.

  28. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

  29. When shall I come and appear before God?

  30. My tears have been my food day and night.

  31. While they say to me all the day long, where is Your God?

  32. These things I remember.

  33. As I pour out my soul.

  34. How I would go with the throng and lead them in procession to the house of God.

  35. With glad shouts and songs of praise.

  36. A multitude keeping festival.

  37. Why are You cast down, O my soul?

  38. And why are You in turmoil within me?

  39. Hope in God.

  40. For I shall again praise Him.

  41. My salvation and my God.

  42. My soul is cast down within me.

  43. Therefore, I remember You.

  44. From the land of Jordan and of Hermon from Mount Mizar.

  45. Deep calls to deep at the roar of Your waterfalls.

  46. All Your breakers and Your waves have gone over me.

  47. By day, the Lord commands His steadfast love.

  48. And at night, His song is with me.

  49. A prayer to the God of my life.

  50. I say to God, my rock,

  51. Why have You forgotten me?

  52. Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

  53. As with a deadly wound in my bones, my adversaries taunt me.

  54. While they say to me all the day long,

  55. Where is Your God?

  56. Why are You cast down, O my soul?

  57. And why are You in turmoil within me?

  58. Hope in God.

  59. For I shall again praise Him.

  60. My salvation and my God.

  61. Vindicate me, O God.

  62. And defend my cause against an ungodly people.

  63. From the deceitful and unjust man deliver me.

  64. For You are the God in whom I take refuge.

  65. Why have You rejected me?

  66. Why do I go about mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

  67. Send out Your light and Your truth.

  68. Let them lead me.

  69. Let them bring me to Your holy hill and to Your dwelling.

  70. Then I will go to the altar of God,

  71. To God my exceeding joy,

  72. And I will praise You with the lyre, O God, my God.

  73. Why are You cast down, O my soul?

  74. And why are You in turmoil within me?

  75. Hope in God.

  76. For I shall again praise Him,

  77. My salvation and my God.

  78. God's holy and authoritative word.

  79. You may be seated.

  80. Psalms 42 and 43 deal with a common human experience of despondency, despair, or depression.

  81. According to a Gallup poll conducted in February 2023,

  82. The percentage of U.S. adults who report having been diagnosed with depression

  83. At some point of their lives is 29%.

  84. Up 10% from 2015.

  85. And 17.8% of Americans say that they are currently depressed.

  86. That's almost one in five.

  87. Maybe you feel down on most days.

  88. Maybe you have diminished interest or pleasure in most of your activities.

  89. Maybe you feel tired, fatigued all the time.

  90. Or feel worthless and overwhelmed by guilt.

  91. Maybe you're having trouble concentrating or making decisions.

  92. Or maybe you just don't feel like getting up in the morning.

  93. Of course, this has spiritual implications.

  94. When you feel this way, you feel like God is absent.

  95. You don't feel His personal care for you.

  96. You don't feel like worshiping, let alone serving God.

  97. When we feel this way, is there anything we can do?

  98. Psalms 42 to 43 teach us that when our souls are cast down

  99. And we feel forgotten by God,

  100. We should remember God.

  101. And so we're going to first talk about feeling forgotten by God.

  102. And then we'll talk about remembering God.

  103. Chapter 42, verses 1 to 2,

  104. Express how the psalmist feels spiritually.

  105. He feels parched, longs for communion with God.

  106. As a deer pants for flowing streams,

  107. So pants my soul for you, O God.

  108. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

  109. When shall I come and appear before God?

  110. I didn't know this about deers until I looked it up this week.

  111. But deers apparently don't drink a lot of water

  112. Because they get most of their water from the food that they eat,

  113. Like plants and nuts.

  114. But when there's a drought,

  115. Or in desert climates like Palestine or Israel,

  116. With occasional prolonged seasons without rain,

  117. Deer get desperate for water.

  118. And because either there's not enough food,

  119. Or the food is dry,

  120. They don't get enough water

  121. To replenish their water need in their body

  122. From the food that they eat.

  123. And that's when they start to wander around

  124. In search of flowing streams.

  125. Bodies of water.

  126. And as they do that,

  127. They pant.

  128. Because that's how animals get rid of heat from their bodies.

  129. Expel heat by breathing really fast

  130. And then inhaling cool air.

  131. And so imagine a parched deer

  132. In the middle of a drought,

  133. Desperately longing for and looking for water.

  134. So pants my soul for you, O God.

  135. It says in verse 1.

  136. And then verse 2 continues,

  137. And here we see the nature of the psalmist's inner turmoil.

  138. His main problem is that he is far away from God.

  139. But he's surrounded.

  140. His enemies are nearby.

  141. This is in the old covenant days,

  142. We have to remember,

  143. When meeting with God was usually limited

  144. To a physical location,

  145. The temple in Jerusalem.

  146. It's different for us now,

  147. Because we are the church,

  148. The people of God,

  149. And we are God's temple.

  150. And the spirit of God is present with us,

  151. To meet with us in a special way

  152. Whenever two or three of us are gathered

  153. In the name of Jesus.

  154. The spirit of God is present.

  155. And so no matter where we are physically.

  156. But this is the old covenant days,

  157. And the psalmist feels effectively

  158. Caught off from God's presence

  159. Because he cannot worship God

  160. With God's people in the temple

  161. In Jerusalem.

  162. In verse 6,

  163. He tells us that he is in the land of Jordan

  164. And of Hermon from Mount Mizar.

  165. That's the northern extremities

  166. Of the country of Israel,

  167. The land of Israel,

  168. Where the mountain ranges meet the seas.

  169. He longs to appear before God,

  170. But his circumstances prevent him

  171. From doing that.

  172. And so his enemies taunt him,

  173. Seeing that he looks like

  174. He's been abandoned by God.

  175. The enemies taunt him in verse 3,

  176. All the day long,

  177. Where is your God?

  178. This is the nagging question

  179. That is at the center

  180. Of the psalmist's turmoil.

  181. It says again in verse 10,

  182. As with the deadly wound

  183. In my bones,

  184. My adversaries taunt me

  185. While they say to me

  186. All the day long,

  187. Where is your God?

  188. This taunt, he says,

  189. Is like a deadly wound

  190. In his bones.

  191. The word deadly wound

  192. Is a translation of a noun

  193. That can mean shattering.

  194. The Christian Standard Bible

  195. Translates that verse this way,

  196. My adversaries taunt me

  197. As if crushing my bones.

  198. A sprained muscle

  199. Will give you discomfort and pain.

  200. But a crushed bone

  201. Cripples you.

  202. And that's the kind of emotional agony

  203. That the psalmist is in.

  204. While he is down,

  205. His enemies are using

  206. The crushing weight of that question

  207. To push him down even further.

  208. Where is your God?

  209. If your God cares so much about you,

  210. Why did you lose your job?

  211. If your God really loves you,

  212. Then why do you have this chronic

  213. Or terminal illness?

  214. If your God is so powerful,

  215. Then why did he not answer your prayers?

  216. If your God is so good,

  217. Why is there so much evil in this world?

  218. All of these taunts can be summed up

  219. In this one haunting question.

  220. Where is your God?

  221. And the psalmist feels like

  222. He hears this from his enemies around him,

  223. Not once in a while,

  224. But all the day long.

  225. And remember the psalmist said in verse 1,

  226. That his soul pants for,

  227. And thirsts for God,

  228. As a deer pants for flowing streams.

  229. But there is a notable contrast

  230. In metaphors here,

  231. Because that flowing stream

  232. Is nowhere to be found.

  233. The flowing stream,

  234. Which represents God's life-giving presence,

  235. Is nowhere to be found.

  236. Instead, in verse 3,

  237. He says,

  238. My tears have been my food

  239. Day and night.

  240. It's a sad contrast.

  241. Instead of drinking

  242. From the vigorous,

  243. Life-giving streams of God,

  244. The psalmist has to settle

  245. For eating his own dripping tears.

  246. When a person is dying of thirst,

  247. I forget who told me this,

  248. One of you guys told me this,

  249. That if you're dying of thirst,

  250. Apparently our body is so efficient

  251. At sanitizing or cleaning

  252. The liquid in our system,

  253. That you can actually drink your urine

  254. Several times

  255. Before it will start,

  256. You know,

  257. I guess hurting you.

  258. And that's how people survive.

  259. So when there's buildings crumble

  260. And they're stuck underneath

  261. And they don't rescue for days,

  262. That's how people survive.

  263. They drink your urine.

  264. And that's almost the kind of

  265. Forlorn picture that you see here

  266. Because there's no flowing streams

  267. And he's eating his own tears

  268. As food

  269. While his enemies attack him

  270. All the day long.

  271. Then in verses 7 to 8,

  272. The psalmist turns these water metaphors

  273. On their heads.

  274. He writes,

  275. Deep calls the deep

  276. At the roar of your waterfalls,

  277. All your breakers and your waves

  278. Have gone over me.

  279. He's comparing his plight

  280. To being swallowed up by the waves.

  281. The word waterfalls,

  282. It doesn't necessarily refer to waterfalls.

  283. It's referring to any kind of

  284. Large body of water,

  285. Flood waters.

  286. And the phrase,

  287. Deep calls to deep,

  288. Recalls the cosmic scale of God's creation

  289. And flood judgment in Genesis

  290. During the days of Noah.

  291. So for example,

  292. The waters of the formless void

  293. Before God filled it with creation

  294. Was called the deep

  295. In Genesis 1-2

  296. And when the flood waters

  297. Of God's judgment

  298. Descend during Noah's days

  299. In Genesis 7-11

  300. He says that the fountains

  301. Of the great deep

  302. Burst forth

  303. And the windows of heavens

  304. Were opened.

  305. Similarly,

  306. Exodus 15-5

  307. Describes the Red Sea

  308. Swallowing up the Egyptian army

  309. This way,

  310. The floods,

  311. Or literally,

  312. The deeps

  313. Cover them

  314. They went down

  315. Into the depths

  316. Like a stone

  317. So deep calls to deep

  318. It refers to

  319. Deeps above

  320. Falling down

  321. And crashing upon

  322. The deeps below

  323. So the deeps of God's rain

  324. And the waters above

  325. Meeting the waters below

  326. Of the ocean

  327. So imagine

  328. Howling rains

  329. And rolling seas

  330. And rolling seas

  331. Meeting each other

  332. And that's how the psalmist feels

  333. He feels so overwhelmed

  334. By the taunting

  335. Of the wicked

  336. He says

  337. All your breakers

  338. And your waves

  339. Have gone over me

  340. Here is an

  341. Unflinching affirmation

  342. Of God's sovereignty

  343. Even in the midst

  344. Of our deepest

  345. And most mysterious sufferings

  346. Look at what he says

  347. The psalmist says

  348. God has allowed

  349. These things to happen to him

  350. All your breakers

  351. And your waves

  352. Have gone over me

  353. Not the adversary's

  354. Breakers and waves

  355. Not Satan's

  356. Breakers and waves

  357. Your breakers and waves

  358. Oh God

  359. Have come over me

  360. Because he recognizes

  361. That God is still

  362. On his throne

  363. And God is still

  364. Ruling and reigning

  365. And so he sees

  366. That his hand

  367. Is somehow involved

  368. Even in his suffering

  369. God's allowed it

  370. But the struggle is real

  371. Because the waves

  372. And the breakers

  373. Are relentless

  374. So imagine

  375. In a stormy sea

  376. Trying to stay

  377. Above water

  378. He's gasping for air

  379. And just sputtering water

  380. And comes up

  381. Above the surface

  382. And then the waves

  383. And the breakers

  384. Come over him again

  385. And then he's washed down

  386. And pushed underneath

  387. That's how he feels

  388. He's so cast down

  389. So what does the psalmist do?

  390. He says he pours out

  391. His soul to God

  392. In verse 4

  393. Notice the water metaphor again

  394. Pour out

  395. The psalmist does not

  396. Bottle up his emotions

  397. Or try to sanitize

  398. His feelings

  399. He just pours out

  400. His soul to God

  401. And that's how we

  402. Must respond to

  403. When we are cast down

  404. When the floodwaters of life

  405. Overwhelm you

  406. Pour out your soul to God

  407. Here's yet another

  408. Possible secondary meaning

  409. To the phrase

  410. Deep calls to deep

  411. As the waters of God

  412. The floodwaters of God

  413. Descend upon you

  414. You call out

  415. From your own deep

  416. Down below

  417. To the one

  418. Who has sent

  419. His breakers and waves

  420. Over you

  421. So your deep

  422. Calls out to the deep

  423. Of God

  424. And so don't try to

  425. Stuff your feelings

  426. Stoically

  427. Or act like

  428. You're not affected

  429. By what's going on

  430. Around you

  431. Be honest with God

  432. And share your feelings

  433. With God

  434. Pour out your heart

  435. To him

  436. The psalmist is having

  437. An ugly cry session

  438. Right

  439. My tears have been

  440. My food

  441. Day and night

  442. We get to eavesdrop

  443. A little bit

  444. On the outpouring

  445. Of the psalmist's soul

  446. In chapter 42

  447. Verse 9

  448. I say to God

  449. My rock

  450. Why have you forgotten me?

  451. Why do I go mourning

  452. Because of the oppression

  453. Of the enemy?

  454. God

  455. You're supposed to be

  456. My rock

  457. My bedrock

  458. My foundation

  459. The immovable

  460. Unshakeable ground

  461. Upon which I stand

  462. So that I don't sink

  463. In the mire

  464. So where are you God?

  465. Why have you forgotten me?

  466. Why do I go mourning

  467. Because of the oppression

  468. Of the enemy?

  469. And he repeats

  470. That exact same question

  471. In verses 43

  472. Verse

  473. Chapter 43

  474. Verse 2

  475. For you are the God

  476. In whom I take refuge

  477. Why have you rejected me?

  478. Why do I go about mourning

  479. Because of the oppression

  480. Of the enemy?

  481. As we see in chapter 43

  482. Verse 1

  483. He's being attacked

  484. By ungodly people

  485. Deceitful and unjust men

  486. And he wants to be delivered

  487. But God

  488. You're supposed to be

  489. My refuge

  490. My fortress

  491. To protect me

  492. From the arrows

  493. Of the enemy

  494. My shelter

  495. From the storm

  496. So where are you

  497. When I need you

  498. Most?

  499. He thinks that God's

  500. Not there for him

  501. And of course

  502. That's theologically

  503. Incorrect

  504. But we don't need

  505. To trip over the words

  506. This is not an expression

  507. Of what the psalmist

  508. Believes objectively

  509. Rather it's an expression

  510. Of what he feels

  511. Subjectively

  512. In Job 6.26

  513. I've heard this

  514. John Piper

  515. Comment on this

  516. In the past

  517. Job 6.26

  518. When his three friends

  519. Who are miserable comforters

  520. And worthless physicians

  521. Are trying to correct

  522. Job's theology

  523. When he is only

  524. Expressing his pain

  525. Job responds this way

  526. He says

  527. Do you think

  528. That you can reprove words

  529. When the speech

  530. Of a despairing man

  531. Is wind?

  532. When people are speaking

  533. Out of their deep pain

  534. And suffering

  535. Their words are just

  536. Fleeting winds

  537. Passing by

  538. And just like

  539. You can't catch wind

  540. You can't try to

  541. Fix

  542. Their theology

  543. Or correct their words

  544. In the middle of that

  545. They will come to their senses

  546. Soon enough

  547. God didn't correct

  548. Job's theology

  549. When he was calling out

  550. To him

  551. And crying out to him

  552. In pain

  553. And nor do we need to

  554. When our friends

  555. Are struggling

  556. And crying out

  557. In pain either

  558. There's a time for that

  559. But it's not

  560. In the middle of that

  561. So what next?

  562. Is that all we can do?

  563. Cry?

  564. Pour out our souls to God?

  565. Eat our tears as food?

  566. There's still more

  567. We can do

  568. And there's a very

  569. Important word

  570. In these psalms

  571. That's repeated twice

  572. At key junctures

  573. Remember

  574. When tears are his food

  575. And his enemies

  576. Are taunting him

  577. All the day long

  578. Where is your God?

  579. The psalmist

  580. Remembers God

  581. In verse 4

  582. These things

  583. I remember

  584. As I pour out my soul

  585. How I would go

  586. With the throng

  587. And lead them

  588. In procession

  589. To the house of God

  590. With glad shouts

  591. And songs of praise

  592. A multitude

  593. Keeping festival

  594. The psalmist

  595. Cannot now

  596. Gather with

  597. God's people

  598. And in the house of God

  599. And lead them in worship

  600. As he desires to

  601. He cannot now

  602. Keep the festivals of God

  603. To celebrate his provision

  604. And deliverance

  605. But he remembers them

  606. He thinks on them

  607. He meditates on them

  608. And reminds himself

  609. Of them

  610. And we see that same pattern

  611. In verse 6

  612. My soul is cast down

  613. Within me

  614. Therefore

  615. I remember you

  616. Even when he feels

  617. Overwhelmed

  618. By the breakers

  619. And the waves

  620. The psalmist

  621. Brings God's character

  622. To remembrance

  623. In verse 8

  624. By day

  625. The Lord commands

  626. His steadfast love

  627. And at night

  628. His song is with me

  629. A prayer to the God

  630. Of my life

  631. So here's the answer

  632. To the enemy's taunts

  633. All the day long

  634. By day

  635. And by night

  636. Remembering

  637. The Lord's

  638. Steadfast love

  639. Remembering

  640. His love

  641. And singing

  642. Of His love

  643. And praying

  644. To Him

  645. On the basis

  646. Of His

  647. Steadfast love

  648. It's a special

  649. Sweet word to us

  650. Steadfast love

  651. God's

  652. God's

  653. Hesed

  654. His loyal love

  655. His covenantal love

  656. That's what we remember

  657. When the realities

  658. Of our lives

  659. Seem to contradict

  660. The reality

  661. Of who God is

  662. We remember

  663. That God has

  664. Bound Himself

  665. To us

  666. In irreversible

  667. And unbreakable

  668. Covenant

  669. And that He

  670. Will keep

  671. His loyal love

  672. To us

  673. Forever

  674. So when our

  675. Souls are

  676. Cast down

  677. And we feel

  678. Forgotten by God

  679. We remember God

  680. This is a remarkable

  681. Central insight

  682. Of these two

  683. Psalms

  684. You probably

  685. Notice the refrain

  686. That occurs

  687. Three times

  688. Chapter 42

  689. Verse 4

  690. 11

  691. Verse 11

  692. Chapter 43

  693. Verse 5

  694. Why are you

  695. Cast down

  696. Oh my soul

  697. Why are you

  698. In turmoil

  699. Within me

  700. Hope in God

  701. For I shall

  702. Again

  703. Praise Him

  704. My salvation

  705. And my God

  706. If you struggle

  707. With depression

  708. Often

  709. Commit that verse

  710. To memory

  711. And repeat

  712. That to yourself

  713. And speak to yourself

  714. Because who is

  715. The psalmist

  716. Here talking to

  717. He's not

  718. Talking to us

  719. The audience

  720. As he is

  721. In other parts

  722. Of the psalm

  723. And he's not

  724. Talking to God

  725. As he does

  726. In other parts

  727. Of the psalm

  728. He's talking

  729. To himself

  730. Why are you

  731. Cast down

  732. Oh my soul

  733. This is the art

  734. Of speaking

  735. To ourselves

  736. Or preaching

  737. To ourselves

  738. When we

  739. Are cast down

  740. Or depressed

  741. The

  742. Martyn Lloyd-Jones

  743. One of my

  744. Favorite pastors

  745. From the 1900s

  746. He's a Welsh

  747. Pastor

  748. And he

  749. Comments

  750. On this psalm

  751. In this way

  752. In his famous

  753. Book

  754. Spiritual Depression

  755. Quote

  756. The main trouble

  757. In this whole

  758. Matter of

  759. Spiritual Depression

  760. In a sense

  761. Is this

  762. That we allow

  763. Ourself

  764. To talk to us

  765. Instead of

  766. Talking to

  767. Ourself

  768. Am I just

  769. Trying to be

  770. Deliberately

  771. Paradoxical

  772. Far from it

  773. This is the

  774. Very essence

  775. Of wisdom

  776. In this matter

  777. Have you

  778. Realized that

  779. Most of your

  780. Unhappiness

  781. In life

  782. Is due

  783. To the fact

  784. That you

  785. Are listening

  786. To yourself

  787. Instead of

  788. Talking to

  789. Yourself

  790. Take those

  791. Thoughts that

  792. Come to you

  793. The moment

  794. You wake up

  795. In the morning

  796. You have not

  797. Originated them

  798. But they

  799. Start talking

  800. To you

  801. They bring

  802. Back the

  803. Problem of

  804. Yesterday

  805. Etc

  806. Somebody

  807. Is talking

  808. Who is

  809. Talking to

  810. You

  811. Yourself

  812. Is talking

  813. To you

  814. Now this

  815. Man

  816. The psalmist

  817. Treatment

  818. Was this

  819. Instead of

  820. Allowing

  821. This self

  822. To talk

  823. To him

  824. He starts

  825. Talking to

  826. Himself

  827. Why art thou

  828. Cast down

  829. Oh my soul

  830. He asks

  831. His soul

  832. Had been

  833. Depressing him

  834. Crushing him

  835. So he stands

  836. Up and says

  837. Self

  838. Listen for a

  839. Moment

  840. I will speak

  841. To you

  842. You have to

  843. Take yourself

  844. In hand

  845. You have to

  846. Address yourself

  847. Preach to

  848. Yourself

  849. Question yourself

  850. You must

  851. Say to

  852. Your soul

  853. Why art thou

  854. Cast down

  855. What business

  856. Have you

  857. To be

  858. Disquieted

  859. You must

  860. Turn on

  861. Yourself

  862. Upbraid

  863. Yourself

  864. Condemn

  865. Yourself

  866. Exhort

  867. Yourself

  868. And say

  869. To yourself

  870. Hope thou

  871. In God

  872. Instead of

  873. Muttering in

  874. This depressed

  875. Unhappy way

  876. And then

  877. You must

  878. Go on

  879. To remind

  880. Yourself

  881. Of God

  882. Who God

  883. Is

  884. And what

  885. God is

  886. And what

  887. God has

  888. Done

  889. And what

  890. God has

  891. Pledged

  892. Himself

  893. To do

  894. Then having

  895. Done that

  896. And on

  897. This great

  898. Note

  899. Defy

  900. Yourself

  901. And defy

  902. Other people

  903. And defy

  904. The devil

  905. And the whole

  906. World

  907. And say

  908. With the

  909. Psalmist

  910. I shall

  911. Yet praise

  912. Him

  913. For the

  914. Help of

  915. His

  916. Countenance

  917. Who is

  918. Also the

  919. Health of

  920. My

  921. Countenance

  922. And my

  923. God

  924. End quote

  925. Don't

  926. Just

  927. Listen

  928. To your

  929. Doubts

  930. And fears

  931. Tell yourself

  932. That God

  933. Is sovereign

  934. And good

  935. And faithful

  936. And true

  937. Don't just

  938. Listen

  939. To your

  940. Guilt

  941. And self

  942. Condemnation

  943. Tell yourself

  944. That where

  945. Sin abounds

  946. God's grace

  947. Abounds

  948. All the

  949. More

  950. Tell yourself

  951. That Jesus

  952. Died

  953. On the

  954. Cross

  955. To justify

  956. The unrighteous

  957. Don't just

  958. Listen

  959. To your

  960. Feeling

  961. Of abandonment

  962. And forsakenness

  963. Tell yourself

  964. That God

  965. Has adopted

  966. You

  967. As his

  968. Child

  969. And that

  970. He loves

  971. You

  972. With an

  973. Everlasting

  974. Love

  975. Ever since

  976. Alec

  977. Coppin

  978. Published

  979. His article

  980. The biochemistry

  981. Of affective

  982. Disorders

  983. In the

  984. Journal of

  985. Psychiatry

  986. In 1967

  987. Many of

  988. Us have

  989. Been told

  990. That depression

  991. Is caused

  992. By a chemical

  993. Imbalance

  994. In the brain

  995. Particularly

  996. Due to

  997. Lowered

  998. Serotonin

  999. Levels

  1000. This idea

  1001. Was popularized

  1002. And publicized

  1003. In the

  1004. 90s

  1005. With the

  1006. Advent

  1007. Of

  1008. Antidepressants

  1009. That increased

  1010. Levels of

  1011. Serotonin

  1012. In the brain

  1013. And it

  1014. Was pushed

  1015. Out

  1016. With a lot

  1017. Of money

  1018. Behind it

  1019. By the

  1020. Pharmaceutical

  1021. Companies

  1022. And it

  1023. Became the

  1024. Standard

  1025. Explanation

  1026. In English

  1027. Textbooks

  1028. And then

  1029. Surveys

  1030. Suggest

  1031. That 80%

  1032. Or more

  1033. Of the

  1034. General

  1035. Public

  1036. Still

  1037. Believes

  1038. That

  1039. The primary

  1040. Explanation

  1041. For depression

  1042. Is chemical

  1043. Imbalance

  1044. In the

  1045. Brain

  1046. However

  1047. This

  1048. Has been

  1049. Debunked

  1050. By more

  1051. Recent

  1052. Studies

  1053. For example

  1054. The article

  1055. Entitled

  1056. The serotonin

  1057. Theory of

  1058. Depression

  1059. A systematic

  1060. Umbrella

  1061. Review

  1062. Of the

  1063. Evidence

  1064. In the

  1065. Journal

  1066. Molecular

  1067. Psychiatry

  1068. Published

  1069. In 2022

  1070. Concludes

  1071. That there

  1072. Is no

  1073. Correlation

  1074. Let alone

  1075. Proof of

  1076. Causation

  1077. Between

  1078. Serotonin

  1079. Levels

  1080. And

  1081. Depression

  1082. This is

  1083. Not to

  1084. Say that

  1085. There cannot

  1086. Be physical

  1087. Causes

  1088. Of depressive

  1089. Symptoms

  1090. If you

  1091. Have

  1092. Food

  1093. Intolerance

  1094. Or

  1095. Thyroid

  1096. Problems

  1097. Or

  1098. You got

  1099. Infected

  1100. With mono

  1101. Or

  1102. You have

  1103. Chronic

  1104. Fatigue

  1105. Syndrome

  1106. Or if

  1107. You have

  1108. Postpartum

  1109. Or

  1110. Menopausal

  1111. Problems

  1112. These

  1113. Things

  1114. May very

  1115. Well

  1116. Contribute

  1117. To your

  1118. Feeling

  1119. Depressed

  1120. Depressed

  1121. But

  1122. These

  1123. Physical

  1124. Issues

  1125. Alone

  1126. Cannot

  1127. Wholly

  1128. Account

  1129. For

  1130. Depression

  1131. It's

  1132. Far

  1133. More

  1134. Complex

  1135. Than

  1136. That

  1137. And

  1138. The vast

  1139. Majority

  1140. Of

  1141. Cases

  1142. Always

  1143. Involve

  1144. How

  1145. We

  1146. Respond

  1147. To

  1148. And

  1149. Process

  1150. The

  1151. Losses

  1152. And

  1153. The

  1154. Stresses

  1155. Of

  1156. Our

  1157. Lives

  1158. What

  1159. Has

  1160. Been

  1161. Proven

  1162. To

  1163. Be

  1164. Effective

  1165. In

  1166. Helping

  1167. People

  1168. Who

  1169. Are

  1170. Depressed

  1171. Is

  1172. Actually

  1173. A

  1174. Form

  1175. Of

  1176. Talk

  1177. Therapy

  1178. Called

  1179. Cognitive

  1180. Behavioral

  1181. Therapy

  1182. Which

  1183. Focuses

  1184. On

  1185. Challenging

  1186. And

  1187. Thereby

  1188. Changing

  1189. Distorted

  1190. Thought

  1191. Patterns

  1192. And

  1193. Beliefs

  1194. In

  1195. Order

  1196. To

  1197. Improve

  1198. Emotional

  1199. Regulation

  1200. And

  1201. Reduce

  1202. Problematic

  1203. Behaviors

  1204. So

  1205. CBT

  1206. Nowadays

  1207. Is

  1208. Touted

  1209. By

  1210. A

  1211. Chorus

  1212. Of

  1213. Mental

  1214. Depression

  1215. Anxiety

  1216. Substance

  1217. Abuse

  1218. ADHD

  1219. OCD

  1220. And

  1221. Even

  1222. Eating

  1223. Disorders

  1224. But

  1225. This

  1226. Is

  1227. No

  1228. 20th

  1229. Century

  1230. Invention

  1231. This

  1232. Is

  1233. What

  1234. The

  1235. Bible

  1236. Has

  1237. Been

  1238. Teaching

  1239. For

  1240. 3,000

  1241. Years

  1242. So

  1243. I

  1244. Don't

  1245. Want

  1246. You

  1247. To

  1248. Believe

  1249. This

  1250. Because

  1251. CBT

  1252. Says

  1253. So

  1254. But

  1255. Because

  1256. The

  1257. Bible

  1258. Says

  1259. So

  1260. Cognitive

  1261. Behavioral

  1262. Therapy

  1263. Is

  1264. Just

  1265. A

  1266. Fancy

  1267. Name

  1268. For

  1269. Reminding

  1270. Yourself

  1271. Of

  1272. The

  1273. Truth

  1274. Of

  1275. Replacing

  1276. Lies

  1277. With

  1278. The

  1279. Truth

  1280. And

  1281. We'll

  1282. Put

  1283. It

  1284. To

  1285. Another

  1286. Way

  1287. Speaking

  1288. To

  1289. Yourself

  1290. Rather

  1291. Than

  1292. Listening

  1293. To

  1294. Yourself

  1295. To

  1296. Frame

  1297. It

  1298. Biblically

  1299. It's

  1300. Not

  1301. Being

  1302. Conformed

  1303. To

  1304. This

  1305. World

  1306. But

  1307. Being

  1308. Transformed

  1309. By

  1310. The

  1311. Renewal

  1312. Of

  1313. Our

  1314. Minds

  1315. As

  1316. It

  1317. Says

  1318. In

  1319. Romans

  1320. 12

  1321. 2

  1322. This

  1323. Is

  1324. Really

  1325. Important

  1326. I

  1327. Hope

  1328. You're

  1329. With

  1330. Me

  1331. Our

  1332. Feelings

  1333. Are

  1334. Not

  1335. An

  1336. Automatic

  1337. Inevitable

  1338. Result

  1339. Of

  1340. What

  1341. Happened

  1342. To

  1343. Us

  1344. Rather

  1345. Our

  1346. Feelings

  1347. Are

  1348. A

  1349. Result

  1350. Of

  1351. What

  1352. We

  1353. Tell

  1354. Our

  1355. Selves

  1356. About

  1357. What

  1358. Happened

  1359. To

  1360. Us

  1361. Our

  1362. Feelings

  1363. Are

  1364. Not

  1365. Merely

  1366. A

  1367. Response

  1368. To

  1369. Events

  1370. To

  1371. Our

  1372. Interpretation

  1373. Of

  1374. Events

  1375. This

  1376. Is

  1377. Why

  1378. Our

  1379. Mind

  1380. Is

  1381. A

  1382. Battle

  1383. Ground

  1384. So

  1385. Are

  1386. You

  1387. Giving

  1388. Your

  1389. Mind

  1390. Free

  1391. Rain

  1392. And

  1393. Listening

  1394. To

  1395. It

  1396. Idly

  1397. Or

  1398. Are

  1399. You

  1400. Speaking

  1401. To

  1402. It

  1403. When

  1404. The

  1405. World

  1406. Around

  1407. Us

  1408. Taunts

  1409. At

  1410. Us

  1411. Where

  1412. Is

  1413. Your

  1414. God

  1415. Yes

  1416. We

  1417. Need

  1418. To

  1419. Turn

  1420. To

  1421. God

  1422. And

  1423. Go

  1424. To

  1425. Him

  1426. And

  1427. Appeal

  1428. To

  1429. Him

  1430. Boldly

  1431. Why

  1432. Have

  1433. You

  1434. Forgotten

  1435. Me

  1436. Why

  1437. Have

  1438. You

  1439. Rejected

  1440. Me

  1441. But

  1442. We

  1443. Don't

  1444. Stop

  1445. At

  1446. Giving

  1447. Voice

  1448. To

  1449. Those

  1450. Raw

  1451. Feelings

  1452. We

  1453. Need

  1454. To

  1455. Continue

  1456. To

  1457. Process

  1458. Those

  1459. Feelings

  1460. And

  1461. We

  1462. Need

  1463. To

  1464. Speak

  1465. To

  1466. Ourselves

  1467. Why

  1468. Are

  1469. You

  1470. Cast

  1471. Down

  1472. Oh

  1473. My

  1474. Soul

  1475. Why

  1476. Are

  1477. You

  1478. In

  1479. Turmoil

  1480. mercies new every morning? And isn't God's faithfulness great? Why do you catastrophize

  1481. and believe that your life is a disaster and that you can never get anything done or amount

  1482. to anything? Why do you believe that you can never overcome your besetting sins? Did not

  1483. God say that it is He who works in you both to will and to work for His good pleasure?

  1484. Did not God say in Jude 24 that He is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you

  1485. blameless before the presence of His glory with great joy? Why do you think that you are

  1486. ugly and unworthy of love? Did not God, your Creator, knit you in your mother's womb fearfully

  1487. and wonderfully? Why do you feel like you need to rearrange and reorder your

  1488. room compulsively or wash your clothes and bedsheets compulsively as if you have control over

  1489. everything in your life? Is not Christ the sovereign Lord in whom all things hold together even in

  1490. the midst of your disordered room and germ-infested world? Does God not say in Isaiah 45, 7-9,

  1491. I form light and create darkness. I make well-being and create calamity. I am the Lord who does all

  1492. these things. Woe to Him who strives with Him who formed Him, a pot among earth and pots. Does the

  1493. clay say to Him who forms it, what are you making? Or your work has no handles? Why do you think that

  1494. alcohol or THC or pornography will bring you happiness? Why do you think that you can manipulate

  1495. these idols for your own pleasure without coming under their power and rule? Does not Psalm 106, 36

  1496. teaches that idols become a snare to us? Does not Psalm 16, 11 teach us that fullness of joy is found

  1497. not in these substances or pleasures but in God's presence that at His right hand are pleasures forevermore?

  1498. Please don't hear what I'm not saying. I'm not saying that once you master this technique that you will

  1499. never be depressed again in your life. The Bible never offers false promises and that's not what we see in

  1500. Psalms 42, 43. Once again, there is this dialectic back and forth that we've seen in other Psalms of lament

  1501. between despair and hope, between what we feel and what we know, between what we see around us and

  1502. around my life and what we believe. The psalmist speaks to himself in chapter 42, verse 5,

  1503. why are you cast down, O my soul? Why are you in turmoil with me and within me? Hope in God,

  1504. for I shall again praise Him, my salvation in my God. But then shortly afterwards in verse 9,

  1505. he's back to saying, God, why have you forgotten me? Why do I go about mourning because of the

  1506. oppression of the enemy? So he has to speak to himself again in verse 11. Why are you cast down,

  1507. O my soul? Why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him,

  1508. my salvation in my God. But then you keep reading in Psalm 42, verse 2, Psalmist is,

    Psalms 42:2

  1509. back to saying, God, why have you rejected me? Why do I go about mourning because of the oppression

  1510. of the enemy? So the psalmist has to speak to himself yet again. So he repeats this three times

  1511. in the course of this psalm. Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you in turmoil within me?

  1512. Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him, my salvation and my God. And that's how the psalm ends.

  1513. There's no happy ending or resolution in that sense, but he keeps speaking to himself.

  1514. These psalms helpful remind us that even when we remind ourselves of God by speaking to ourselves,

  1515. the battle for our mind will continue throughout life. But if you don't speak to yourself with God's

  1516. truth, the lies that incubate your anxieties and addictions and self-hatred, etc., will consume you.

  1517. So when your soul is downcast within you, remember what 1 Corinthians 10, 13 says,

  1518. no temptation has overtaken you. That is not common to man. God is faithful and He will not let you be

  1519. tempted beyond your ability. But with the temptation, He will also provide a way of escape that you may be

  1520. able to endure it. First, when you are downcast, remember this is common to men. That's comforting

  1521. because it shows that you're not alone. So you can reach out to your brothers and sisters in Christ.

  1522. And second, when you are downcast, remember that God is faithful. He will help you. And He will not let you

  1523. be tempted beyond your ability. With every temptation, He promises to provide the way of escape.

  1524. And what is this escape? A pain-free, temptation-free, sinless life? No.

  1525. The escape is this. That you may be able to endure it. God provides the way of escape by providing you the

  1526. strength to endure. God will help you to endure through your grief. And God will help you to endure

  1527. through your fears. And God will help you to endure through your depression. So persist in remembering God

  1528. and persist and speak to yourself, why are you cast down, O my soul?

  1529. And as Christians, we have even better reason than the psalmist to hope in God.

  1530. To again praise Him, my salvation and my God.

  1531. When I was searching through the Old Testament, trying to figure out the meaning of the phrase

  1532. deep calls to deep, I came across an amazing parallel between Psalm 42 and Jonah's prayer in Jonah 2, 3-6.

  1533. From inside the belly of the fish, Jonah prays,

  1534. For you cast me into the deep, into the heart of the seas, and the floods surrounded me.

  1535. All your waves and your billows passed over me.

  1536. And that last phrase, all your waves and the billows passed over me,

  1537. in Hebrew is identical to Psalm 42, verse 7.

    Psalms 42:7

  1538. All your breakers and your waves have gone over me.

  1539. But that's not all. The parallels continue.

  1540. Jonah 2, 4-6 say,

  1541. Then I said, I am driven away from your sight, yet I shall again look upon your holy temple.

  1542. The waters closed in over me to take my life.

  1543. The deep surrounded me.

  1544. Weeds were wrapped about my head at the roots of the mountains.

  1545. I went down to the land whose bars closed upon me forever.

  1546. Yet you brought up my life from the pit, O Lord my God.

  1547. It seems like Prophet Jonah is deliberately echoing the words of Psalm 42 to describe his situation.

  1548. Just like the psalmist, he feels that he is driven away from God's sight and longs for the holy temple.

  1549. Just like the psalmist who feels like the floodwaters are swallowing him up at the roots of Mount Hermon and Mizar,

  1550. Jonah feels the waters closing in over him at the root of the mountains.

  1551. And just like the psalmist, Jonah prays with faith that God will bring up his life from the pit.

  1552. The psalms 42 and 43 then were ultimately fulfilled by Jesus.

  1553. Because Jesus said in Matthew 12, 40 that he himself is the sign of Jonah.

  1554. He said,

  1555. For just as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the great fish,

  1556. so will the Son of Man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.

  1557. Jesus went down to the deep.

  1558. When he died on the cross for our sins and was buried in the grave.

  1559. But he rose again on the third day having defeated sin and death so that we might receive salvation.

  1560. Jesus went down to the deep in our place so that we sinners do not have to.

  1561. And that means no matter how deeply painful our suffering,

  1562. we will never ever descend to that deep where Jesus had to go.

  1563. And in this way, Jesus is the ultimate answer to the psalmist's abiding hope in the Lord in Psalms 42 and 43.

  1564. Jesus is the reason why we can speak to our souls no matter what suffering comes our way.

  1565. Hope in God.

  1566. For I shall again praise him.

  1567. My salvation.

  1568. And my God.

  1569. The psalmist's prayer in verses 3 to 4 of chapter 43 were answered.

  1570. Send out your light and your truth.

  1571. Let them lead me.

  1572. Let them bring me to your holy hill and to your dwelling.

  1573. Then I will go to the altar of God.

  1574. To God my exceeding joy.

  1575. And I will praise you with the lyre.

  1576. Oh God my God.

  1577. Who is the light?

  1578. Jesus said,

  1579. I am the light of the world.

  1580. Who is the truth?

  1581. Jesus said,

  1582. I am the truth.

  1583. God answered the psalmist's prayer by sending Jesus as the light and the truth to lead us into this age

  1584. when we ourselves as God's people have become the holy hill and the dwelling place of the spirit.

  1585. And so when our souls are cast down and we feel forgotten by God,

  1586. let's remember God and speak to our souls.

  1587. Why are you cast down?

  1588. Oh my soul.

  1589. Why are you in turmoil within me?

  1590. Hope in God.

  1591. For I shall again praise him.

  1592. My salvation and my God.

  1593. Let's pray together.

  1594. Let's pray together.

  1595. God,

  1596. breathe fresh faith and hope

  1597. into the hearts and souls of every single brother and sister in Christ here.

  1598. So that as they take on the difficult circumstances of their own lives,

  1599. of which only you know fully,

  1600. that they might be able to persevere,

  1601. endure,

  1602. in faith,

  1603. in faith,

  1604. preaching this gospel to themselves,

  1605. addressing their souls,

  1606. crying out to you in pain,

  1607. that we may know you are near,

  1608. and that we may bring you glory even in those circumstances.

  1609. Thank you for the gift of these psalms to us.

  1610. And for the saints who have gone before us,

  1611. they will endure tremendous suffering,

  1612. so that we can derive encouragement

  1613. from what they have written down for us.

  1614. what you have inspired them to write down for us.

  1615. Thank you, God.

  1616. In Jesus' name we pray.

  1617. Amen.