Borrowed Bread | Borrowed (Part Two)

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that Easter week, really, really excited about being able to

worship the resurrection. With you, but that's going to

start. Friday evening, I believe that

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an invite with people. So that means that we anticipate

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morning, April 5th. And we also, the reason that we

do the Saturday night service is because we know that if you're

serving on Easter Sunday, we're not able to get in here.

During a service time. So that Saturday night.

Service at 5:00. 30 That is for our volunteers.

And then of course, Easter Sunday, really looking ahead at

that this morning at the 11:00 service, we get to celebrate

baptism. Just some amazing, amazing God

stories that we'll get to celebrate.

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It'll be right after the 11:00 service.

So in the 930 service, you have time, run home, run some

errands, whatever. You come back here, join us

downstairs in the theater at 12:30 and we look forward just

to spending. Some time.

With you now, there's also a big elephant in the room.

I understand that like. Why is my hand wrapped and why

is my face skinned up? I've been trying to come up with

good stories. I really have.

One that I've heard is I told Julie what I was going to preach

and she said no, you're not, and that's not what happened.

Another was I got in a fight. And apparently nobody.

Believes that it kind of hurts my feelings actually.

The truth is, I was last. Night at the Gainesville.

Square. And did y'all know that if you

walk in in the square? In that main area.

That there are two steps. That you have to step down.

I didn't. So minding my own business,

having a great day, nice weather out and the next thing I know

I'm skidding on my face and and sliding on my hand and it.

Hurt and I'm trying. To hold back.

Tears. And there's two.

Guys that are that are helping me UPS like hey man how you

doing? And to make matters.

Worse, there's this massive. Saint Patrick's Day.

Party going on to the other side of the square so I know what

they're thinking why I fell and I was like no you know I just

didn't see the stairs so anyway that's it as as boring as the as

reality is so I am taking some missions for better stories to

tell people if you're interested but in all seriousness you know

it is so great just being able to be with you this morning and

be able to worship with you you know one of the things that that

is just crazy to believe is when we survey kind of our community

I would say that over the last. 8 days since the the the tragic

passing and death of coach. Hughes there's there's been a

wider range of emotions. There, there's a deep sense of

hurt. And loss and grief over, over,

over the passing of Coach Hughes there.

There's a an immense measure of of.

Loss and grief on. Behalf of of Laura.

And and Luke and. Owen.

I think that there's a a. Lot of.

Hurt and loss and grief. On behalf of Five High School.

Students and their and their. Families and then.

I think that. There's this, this collective

community anger. At A at a media and their social

media postings that have that repeatedly mischaracterize the

entire. Ordeal and listen that that's

that's on top of the individual and the personal.

Heartaches and heart breaks and hard times that I think that

every single one of us are going through.

And I think that deep down, we want to really be a part of the.

Of the healing process. As a matter of fact, I'd go so

far to say that whether you're in the room or with us online, I

think that the vast majority of us, we want to in some way,

somehow be a part of the healing process to bring help and

healing to, to, to, to the broken hearted in our community.

Maybe the broken hearted within our own home, the broken hearted

within our, within our sphere of influence, our friend group.

But here's the problem, And maybe I'm the only one, but I,

I, I don't think that I am. Here's the problem.

We just don't know where to start.

We don't know where to start when it comes to being a part.

Of the healing process of all the.

Needs that we see. Going on around us.

And, and here's what I would tell you is if that's you, if

you want to be a part, if you want to be used to help bring

about healing, whether it's in your community, maybe it's in

your family, maybe it is you're just really convicted over the.

Lostness and the brokenness. Of the world that we see around.

US. And you don't know where to

start. I would tell you this morning,

you're in the right place because that's exactly what

we're going to be taking a look at this morning.

So exactly what we're going to be taking a look at this

morning. A couple weeks ago, or actually

last week, we began a brand new sermon series called borrowed

and in in the in in in the Bible, we're able to read about

Jesus life where Jesus borrowed 5 things.

He borrowed a boat, he borrowed some bread, he borrowed a

donkey, borrowed a room, and he borrowed A barred a tomb.

This morning we're going to take a look.

At the second instance. Of those things that he borrowed

and even though, even though all five of those items that he

borrowed, God uses to teach us in different ways has has

something different for us to learn from each of those five

items. I think that there's a unifying

truth. There's there there's something

that we we we're calling the big idea throughout this series.

And if you're taking notes with us here it is, is what Jesus

borrows, he blesses to use for our good and for his glory.

What Jesus borrows, whether it's a boat or some bread or a donkey

or a room or a tomb, what Jesus borrows, he blesses to use for

our good and for his glory. So this morning we're going to

dive into those second, that second instance to where we're

going to see very popular story, very popular event, very popular

narrative in Jesus ministry. It's where Jesus took bread and

he he, he, he broke it and he blessed it and he multiplied and

he fed over 5000 people. So if you have a Bible with you,

I want to invite you to find Luke chapter 6 or John chapter

Luke 6 · chapter mention John 6 · chapter mention

6, John chapter 6 with me this morning.

John 6 · chapter mention

And once you find your way there, we'll go ahead and pick

it up in verse 1. So we're going to go John

John 6 · chapter mention

chapter 6 one through 14, he says after this and we'll talk

about what the. This is in just a moment.

After this, Jesus went away to the other side of the Sea of

Galilee, which is the Sea of Tiberias, and a large crowd was

following him because they saw the signs that he was doing on

the sick. Jesus went up on the mountain

and there he sat down with his disciples.

Now the Passover was a feast, or the Passover, the Feast of the

Jews was at hand. We'll come back to that because

that's pretty important background lifting up Jesus eyes

looking up, lifting up his eyes then and seeing that a large

crowd was coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, one of

Jesus disciples. Where where are we to buy bread

so that these people may eat? Jesus said this to to test

Philip for he himself knew what he would do and he's God.

Philip answered him. 200 An airy worth of bread would not be

enough for each of them to get a little.

Then one of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother,

said to Jesus, hey, there's a boy here who has five barley

loaves and two fish, but what are they for?

So many and Jesus said have the. People sit down.

Now there was much grass in the place, so the men sat down,

about 5000 in number. Then Jesus took the loaves, and

when he'd given thanks, he distributed them to those who

were seated, so also the fish as much as they wanted.

And when they had eaten their fill, he told his disciples,

gather up the leftover fragments, that nothing may be

lost. So they gathered them up and

filled 12 baskets with. Fragments from the five.

Barley loaves left by those who had.

Eaten Verse. 14 When the people saw the sign that they had that

he had done, they said, This is indeed the prophet who is.

To come into the world. Now, just to make sure that

we're all on the same. Page.

Give you a little. Bit of background.

Of what's going into. John, Chapter 6.

John 6 · chapter mention

John chapter 6 is right after. Jesus finds out that.

John 6 · chapter mention

His, that his. Cousin John the Baptist.

Has been beheaded. So when we read in John chapter

John 6 · chapter mention

6 verse one the after this he he we're we're told that Jesus gets

away he he's almost getting away to the other side of the Sea of

Galilee just to spend some time with his closest friends just as

a as a time of grieving the loss of John the Baptist.

But word starts to get out about the about the whereabouts and

the movements of Jesus. So there's this huge crowd that

travels around the Sea of Galilee and kind of tracks Jesus

down because Jesus has immense popularity at this point in time

in his ministry. It is through his teaching and

it's through his performing of miracles.

So this massive crowd is is looking to follow Jesus because

they want to hear him teach and they also want to see him do

some miracles and hopefully be the recipient of a miracle

themselves. Now John 6 verse 4 tells us it

John 6:4

was the time of the. Past Passover, the festival.

Of the Passover. Now what's the Passover?

The Passover was and still is a festival that's celebrated by

Jews to commemorate God setting them free.

The Jewish people, setting them free from Egypt.

And from slavery. And it derives from, if you go

back at the very beginning of the book of Exodus, it derives

from the 10th, the last and the final of the 10 plagues that God

brought down upon the people of Egypt.

And that 10th plague was God would go by one night and he

would kill the first born in every household that did not

have the blood of a lamb painted over his doorpost.

God would literally Passover that house.

That's where. That's where the feast of

Passover. Comes from.

So theologically, Jesus is doing this miracle during the feast of

Passover as a precursor to where he's about to say, if you keep

reading in the book of John, he's about to refer to himself

as the bread of life. And that's going to start to

make more sense to the disciples after.

This miracle. But theologically, he's doing

this miracle during the feast of Passover as a foreshadowing that

he is the ultimate sacrifice. He is the Lamb that is sat.

There will be sacrifice for the sins of the world.

That will that, that, that, that will, that will keep God's wrath

from coming upon the sins of the people as long as you have.

Accepted the sacrifice. Of Jesus.

That's theological, but practically it's important for

us to know that there's so many people that have swarmed this

area for this time of the year, the Feast of Passover.

So food would be scarce back in those days.

There was no like mobile ordering.

There was no Uber Eats, there was no catering, there was no

DoorDash. And even if there was the, the,

the, the local vendors, the local restaurants, they would

probably be really, really low on food because so many people

have swamped this area to come into this area from all over the

world to celebrate the feast of Passover.

So as people start to gather, as the crowd starts to gather,

there's a question that starts to percolate.

And Jesus is actually the one that asks the questions.

You pick that up, he's the one that asks the question, Hey,

where are we to buy bread so that all these people can eat?

And, and I believe that it's right there.

I believe that it's right there that the disciples face the same

quandary that you and I face when we're looking at great need

around us and we don't even know where to start.

If you're taking notes with us, let me show you two major ways

of why we don't even know where to start.

And this is playing out through the disciples.

Check this out. I don't know where to start

because I believe #1 the problem's too big.

I don't know where to start because I believe #1 the problem

is too big. Check this out.

Look at what Jesus asked Phillip and then look at Phillips

response here. Phillip answered him, hey, where

we need to buy bread enough for these people to eat?

Phillip answered him. Hey, 200 and Neri worth of bread

would not be enough for each of them to get a little.

I kind of get the sense that Phillip as more and more people

are are are coming on to the scene, Phillips kind of doing

the calculations in his mind. Isn't it interesting how Phillip

immediately pops off with this answer?

Hey, more than 202 hundred and Neri.

They would it wouldn't be enough.

Now 200 and Neri, the modern day equivalent is anywhere between

10 and $20,000 or 6 to 8 months wages.

Phillip is is just calculating. He's tabulating in his mind.

Hey 200 and Neri 10 to $20,000. Jesus that isn't going to be

enough. 86 to 8 months wages. I don't.

Think that's going to be enough? Jesus, he he was analyzing the

situation. Do do we have any like over

analyzers here this morning in the room online?

Hey, you are my people man. We love us some good.

Facts and and statistics and data.

Don't we? We love.

It. And if you're, if you are an

overanalyzer or you're married to an overanalyzer, you know,

this is how an overanalyzer's brain.

Processes things like. We we take in all the

information, we take in the data, we factor in the

variables, and if the equation doesn't come out equally,

equalling the need, then we just assume that nothing can be done.

Here's the problem with that. It's when we assume that nothing

can be done. We are left feeling hopeless

over the situation, and we're also left feeling powerless and

purposelessness. Or a sense of.

Purposelessness When we run the data and we see hey, hey, the

the the. Final answer.

Doesn't equate to the. Need I guess there's.

Nothing I can do. And what do we do when when we

take on the sense, hey, there's nothing I can do?

We kind of fade to the background and go, hey, there's

nothing I can do. Why?

Because the problem. Is just too big.

I think there's another. There's another broad category

of that keeps us from. Knowing where to start.

And it's this is what I do have. It won't matter what I do have.

It won't matter. We see this plainly playing out

in in the response of Jesus, one of Jesus other apostles, Andrew.

Check out what Andrew. Said.

Andrew basically is like raising his hand to Jesus and goes, hey

Jesus, there's a boy here who has five barley loaves and two

fish. But what are they for?

So many, you got to think that Phillip is sitting there going

hmm, 5 barley loaves, probably 220 thousand people, 5000 men,

there's probably. Kids.

Women's 20. Thousand.

That means that 5. Barley loaves.

That's probably going to be only. 0.025%.

Portion of each bread? That's not going to be enough.

And for 20,000 people 2 fish. That's going to be like. 0.01%

portion. For each person, that's not

going to be enough. Geez, we don't have enough.

Listen, Andrew didn't say this. Hey, Jesus, there's a boy here

who has five barley loaves and two fish.

He didn't say that because he had great faith and.

Confidence in Jesus he. Said it as a way of saying hey

Jesus, this is what we got and it ain't enough.

So it's probably not going to matter.

I wonder how many of us are here this morning that that it's not

that you discount. I believe that the vast majority

of us, we truly believe that when it comes to being used in

the hands of God, we don't think that we have absolutely nothing

to offer. I believe the vast majority of

us, we, we believe. Hey, listen, I want to be.

Used as an. Instrument to bring health and

and and help and healing in our community.

But what I do? Have.

It's not. Enough to to matter what I do

have it, it's not significant enough to make a difference.

Can can I tell you? Something when we here's.

The danger of that thinking. When I'm convinced that what I

do have it won't matter, that's a surefire way of me

guaranteeing that I'll hold on to it what I do have.

And when I hold on to what I do have, that's the surest way of

making sure that it won't matter.

Here's a question for you, whether you learn more towards

Philip as an overanalyzer or. Or or an.

Andrew that is saying, hey, what I do have it.

It's not. Going to be big enough to matter

whether you learn more towards them and your and your wiring or

your personality. What did what did Andrew and and

Philip have in common here? They failed to.

Factor in. Jesus, they completely failed to

factor in Jesus, Philip, his attitude.

Jesus, the problem's too big, but not for Jesus.

Luke, what I what I do have it it.

It won't matter. Well, not with, not with Jesus.

If you're taking notes with this, let me.

Give you a. Statement to hold on to and this

is huge when it comes to us not knowing where to begin or where

to start when we want to be used in the hands of God to bring

about health, help and healing. To those around us.

Check this out. We're focused on what we can't

do and not. Focus on what Jesus can do.

We're focused on what we can't do, not focused on what Jesus

can do. Jesus.

The problem's way too big. Jesus.

The knees, the grief. The loss, the hurt, they're way

too deep. Jesus, the marriage is beyond.

Repair is too broken. Jesus.

The relationship. It can never, it can never be

healed. Jesus the the the same

struggles, the the mentor emotional struggles that that

I'm. Facing.

I, I, I faced them for years. They're that that's.

Just who I am now. I've just got to accept a new.

Normal Jesus, what I've struggled with and what I'm

tempted by, I'm still tempted by and, and I and I, I failed.

I failed and then I got back up and I, I attempted to, to, to,

to, to find health and, and healing and break the chains of

that addiction or break the, the hold of that temptation and I

just ended up failing again. Listen, one of the things that

we have got to. Focus in on is.

Many times we're focused on what we can't do.

I can't break these chains of addiction.

I can't restore this marriage. I can't overcome these battles.

I can't overcome these addictions.

We're not so much. Focused on what Jesus can do.

There's a huge difference. Let me show you what I mean.

Did you? Realize that the.

Answer to the question Where do I even begin?

Or where do I even start? Did you know that it's embedded

in Jesus's own question at the beginning of John?

Chapter 6 My. Guess is you've probably never

seen this, but I want to show you and it's a complete game

changer. Check this out John chapter 6

John 6 · chapter mention

lifting up his eyes Jesus then and seeing that a large crowd

was coming toward him. Jesus had to fill where are we

to buy bread so that these people may eat in your note

sheet at the top of your notes or if you have a bottle with

you, circle that word we circle that word.

We. Jesus to Philip said this is a

we problem. Philip mistook it as a me

problem. Jesus wasn't asking Philip to

necessarily tabulate the need. Jesus wasn't asking Philip, hey,

where are you going to go get all this money?

Jesus was telling Philip he was inviting Philip.

Hey Philip, when the numbers don't line up, but the Son of

God shows up, miracles can happen.

Philip, this is not a me problem.

This is a we problem, Jesus told Andrew, Andrew this is a wee

problem, not a me problem. Andrew mistook it as a me

problem. Jesus wasn't asking Philip, He

wasn't asking Philip to place a large catering order.

Jesus wasn't tasking Andrew. He wasn't asking Philip or

Andrew to place a large catering order.

And he wasn't tasking Andrew with going through the.

Entire crowd and finding. Everybody that was that brought

food with them. Jesus was inviting Andrew into

this narrative of, Hey Andrew, if something that is small and

little is placed in my hands, I can multiply it and feed a

multitude. That's it.

It's not a me problem, it's a we problem.

Let me give you another statement to hold on to here.

It is not enough in my hands, more than enough in.

His. Not enough in my hands, but more

than enough in his. Whatever you're going through,

whatever you're battling through, whatever breaks your

heart, whatever is, is actually pressing in what that that that

deep desire to be that source or use as an instrument of help and

health and healing, whether it's to a community at large, whether

it's within your own family, within yourself, or in the

brokenness, the overall brokenness of the world.

Let me go ahead and tell you what God has gifted you with.

It's not enough in your hands, but it's more than enough in

his. Hey, we don't, Philip.

We don't have the problem is too big, not for Jesus in your own

hands, Philip. You're right, Andrew.

What we have, it won't matter. It's not enough to.

Matter in his own hands, he was right, but something given that

is small into the given freely into the hands of Jesus.

Jesus has a way of blessing it, breaking it and multiplying it

and to using it for his good and for his glory.

It's a beautiful thing. I'm not saying that.

I'm not saying not enough in my hands.

More than enough of his as a trite statement or some ultra

super religious sounding statement.

It is a plea as your pastor to please stop the insanity of

thinking and living as if it's all on you.

It's not. Give it to Jesus.

Give the brokenness, give the little bit that you have over to

Jesus and say, Jesus, here is all that I have.

Would you take it? Would you bless it?

Would you break it? Would you multiply?

Would you take the little that I have and perform a miracle?

From it. It's not a.

Trite statement is a it is a plea to stop the insanity.

Let me get you doing me a favour if you if you, especially if you

have a Bible. If it's a hard copy Bible, maybe

a digital copy. I want you to look at the at the

heading of Luke Chat or John chapter. 6 I don't want, I don't

know. Why I keep?

Saying Luke. Look at the heading of John.

John 6 · chapter mention

Chapter 6 My. Guess is because this is the way

it is in my Bible. The heading is Jesus.

Feeds the 5000. The heading is Jesus.

Feeds the 5000 but. I believe that that's not where

the miracle started. I believe the miracle in John

John 6 · chapter mention

chapter 6 began with a little boy that wasn't even counted

culturally. Culturally significant enough to

be counted. Among the 5000.

Men, I believe the miracle in John chapter 6 started when this

John 6 · chapter mention

little boy said, hey, here's here's what I have and he

trusted Jesus enough to take what he.

Gave him. This is just my speculation.

Of a crowd of 20,000 people, I find it very difficult if not

impossible to believe that this boy was the only one that.

Brought food with him. You ever thought about that?

Now, if it was just 5000 men, Yeah, that.

Tracks. But out of 20,000, out of 20,000

people, the moms, the grandmothers, the mother

figures. You mean to tell me that nobody

even brought snacks? I mean listen, nobody knows how

to pack and prepare like a mom that knows that she's going to

be camped out of the baseball field all day, right?

So if 20,000 people, you mean that this little boy was the

only one that brought some food with them?

I don't think so. Which then poses the question,

if this little boy wasn't the only one that brought food with

them, then why didn't everybody else offer their food?

Because I believe this little boy of a.

Crowd of 20,000. He was the only.

One that trusted Jesus enough with a little that.

He had listen if. Jesus can do such a powerful

miracle with five loaves of bread and two fish.

Imagine what he can do. With a life, with a marriage,

with a church that is fully committed and devoted to him, I

want to end our time this morning with something that may

seem a little little odd, but I think it's going to be so

important for us. I want to end our time this

morning just. With a invitation of what it

looks. Like for us to.

Place what little we have. In our hands, into the hands of.

Jesus. So if you feel uncomfortable.

Doing this then don't don't feel like you have to but.

If you're able to, I just want to.

Ask that you, wherever you're at, if you would stand with me.

If you're with us online, wherever you're at, unless

you're driving, just stand. And as you stand, I I.

Just want to invite you to to to to close your eyes.

We're not going to do anything weird.

With your eyes closed. We're closing our eyes just.

To tune out any all any and all distractions that are going on

around us. So here we are with.

Standing with our eyes closed. And then I just want to ask you

if you would just extend your hands palm up, palms up.

You can raise them high, you can keep them low, but just place

your hands palms up just as a. Reminder that is impossible.

For us. To give Jesus.

Everything that we have in our hands while we live close

handed, so in. This posture with our.

Eyes closed and with our palms up, I just want to get you to

think through some questions with me this morning.

What are the hurts and the needs that I see within me?

What are the hurts and the knees that I see within me?

What are the? Hurts and the needs that I see

in my family. And what?

Are the hurts and the needs that I see around me.

Then once you have those hurts and needs in mind, I just want

to invite you to spend a little bit of time talking to God and

wherever you're at, just pray something like this.

God, what I know. Of these hurts and needs, you

know even more. God, what I know of these hurts

and needs, the hurts and needs within me, the hurts that I see

in my family, the hurts that I see around me, God, what I know

of them, you know even more than follow that up with God, as much

as I care about these hurts and needs, you care even more.

God, as much as I care about these hurts and needs, you care

even more. God I place, and finally God I.

Place what little. I have in my hands, into your

hands. So that.

You can do what only you can do. God, please bring about.

Healing and God, please use me as an instrument of your

healing. Let me go ahead and pray over us

and after we pray, just invite us to stay in this posture.

If you, if you feel that you want to come down and and spend

some more time and prayer with God at the at the front, then do

that. If you feel that you need to

come, step forward and talk to a pastor, pray with somebody.

Come and do that. God, we thank you for the fact

that you remind us that. What we know.

Of the hurts and the needs that are going on around us, God, you

know even more. God as much as we.

Care about bringing about help and health and healing to those

hurts and needs. God, you care about that even

more. God, as much as we desire to be

used as. Instruments in your hands.

God you desire. That for us.

Even more God, whether we come. At our problems and the issues

that we see around us. Through the default framework of

God, the. Problem's too big, There's

nothing I can do. God, would you remind us to

factor you into that equation? Because the the problem is too.

Big for us, but it's not too big for you.

God, would you remind us that all miracles.

Start with a mess. But we know the miracle worker

God if we come at. Our problems and the issues that

we see around. Us through the default.

Lens of. What we have isn't big enough to

matter. God, would you remind us that if

that is true, if we keep it to ourselves, but if we place the

little that we have into your hands, God, you can bless it and

break it and multiply it and. Use it to perform the

miraculous. So God through it all, whether

whether the things that are. Pressing on our hearts and on

our minds. The most are the needs that we

see within ourselves, or the needs that we see within our

families, or the needs in which we see in the community.

Around us, God, I pray that you would keep our hearts and our

minds focused. Towards you and realizing that

as long as you're in the equation.

Nothing is impossible. So God, I pray that you would

continue. To bless and to break and to

multiply. What is obediently and?

Faithfully placed in your hands, it's in.

Jesus name that we. Pray Amen.

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