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More Than Enough – Luke 9:10-17 – Lindsay Sytsma

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  1. Good morning, everyone. Welcome to Corey this morning.

  2. It is lovely to have you here this morning.

  3. I'm gonna try to. The space is gonna be used for

  4. both. Here we go.

  5. Welcome again. That's lovely to have you here.

  6. If you don't know who I am, my name is Lindsey Sisma.

  7. I am a member here at court, right.

  8. I get the privilege of teaching on occasion.

  9. I am married to someone on the pastoral staff guy just leading

  10. worship and it is as always a pleasure to be here with you

  11. this morning and just to dig into the word of God together.

  12. So we have been walking through the book of Luke.

  13. If you've been around for many months, this is what it's been

  14. happening. We've been looking through Luke

  15. section by section, really digging into the gospel of Luke

  16. and this word gospel, it means good news.

  17. The Greek word is you on galleon and before it was really kind of

  18. a Christian word or associated with Jesus.

  19. Yuan Galian just meant a royal proclamation or an imperial

  20. announcement, and Luke and really all of the gospel writers

  21. are really kind of leaning into that definition.

  22. They are proclaiming a good news announcement that the Kingdom of

  23. God is here and that it is breaking through in the person

  24. of Jesus and Luke by sharing the life and the teaching and the

  25. ministry of Jesus. What he's trying to do is paint

  26. a picture of what the Kingdom of God looks like with Jesus as

  27. king, but also how those who follow after Jesus, those who

  28. see themselves as citizens of the kingdoms, disciples of

  29. Jesus, how they should live in light of the Kingdom.

  30. And I'm excited to dig in this morning because Today's Passages

  31. is actually one of the most famous stories that is shared

  32. throughout the gospels. It is one of Jesus's most

  33. familiar miracles. And yet I think this passage

  34. gives us a really cool glimpse. I think in my opinion, it shows

  35. a really full and yet really challenging picture of what the

  36. Kingdom of God looks like. And if you sit consider yourself

  37. a follower of Jesus here, what it means to live in light of

  38. this Kingdom. So we are gonna dig right into

  39. our text. We are in Luke 9.

  40. If you have a Bible with you, you can turn to Luke 9.

  41. You can of course, welcome to use smartphone.

  42. There are Bibles at the back. If you like the physical Bible,

  43. you're always welcome to grab one.

  44. But here we are in Luke 9 versus 10 to 17 when the apostles

  45. returned. I'll stop right there.

  46. I know 3 words in. Don't worry, I won't be doing

  47. this the whole passage. But when the disciples, the

  48. apostles returned, what has happened is if you weren't last

  49. week, Jesus commissioned and gave authority to the disciples

  50. to go out and to preach the Kingdom of God, to heal those

  51. that they came in contact with and that and to do ministry in

  52. Jesus's name. So they have done that and now

  53. they are returning. That's where we are right now.

  54. So when the disciples returned, they reported it to Jesus what

  55. they had done. Then he took them with him and

  56. they withdrew by themselves to a town called Bethsaida.

  57. But the crowds learned about it and followed him.

  58. He welcomed them and spoke to them about the Kingdom of God

  59. and he healed those who needed healing.

  60. Late in the afternoon the 12 came to him and said send the

  61. crowd away so they can get go to the surrounding villages and

  62. countryside and find food and lodging because we are in a

  63. remote place here. He replied will you give them

  64. something to eat? They answered we have only 5

  65. loaves of bread and two fish unless we go and buy food for

  66. all of this crowd. About 5000 men were there, but

  67. he said to the disciples have them sit down in groups of about

  68. 50 each. The disciples did so and

  69. everyone sat down, taking the five loaves and two fish and

  70. looking up to the heaven. He gave thanks and broke them.

  71. Then he gave them to the disciples to distribute to the

  72. people. They all ate and were satisfied,

  73. and the disciples picked up 12 basketfuls of broken pieces that

  74. were left over. This is the word of the Lord.

  75. So like I said, this is one of Jesus's, let's call it iconic

  76. miracles that are ever performed.

  77. It's one of the few stories that appears in all four of the

  78. gospels, and the details between those gospels line up pretty

  79. close, remarkably closely actually.

  80. It is the miraculous feeding of a massive crowd.

  81. And at its core, this is a story of supernatural abundance, mass

  82. multiplication of food. But it also shows Jesus concerns

  83. for meeting people's basic human needs, for caring for people.

  84. And I also think it's an invitation for the disciples to

  85. trust in what Jesus is doing. And I love to imagine myself

  86. inside the story of scripture. I love reading the Bible and

  87. picturing how I would react, what this would look like if I

  88. was there. And part of me just kind of

  89. wants to sit in the picture of the mechanics of what happened.

  90. Like is this Mary Poppins bottomless carpet bag where food

  91. just keeps coming out of it? Is it dropped from heaven in one

  92. massive load? I mean you really have to ask

  93. yourself, my science brain goes, how does this work with the law

  94. of the conservation of mass? Anyone there with me?

  95. I love thinking about that. But here is the truth we have to

  96. confront today. The how is never explained and

  97. the gospel writers don't ever seem interested in explaining

  98. it, which tells me that the how is not really the main point.

  99. So before we go any further, I want to kind of establish 2

  100. truths that are going to kind of ground what we do today.

  101. First is that with God and with Jesus, the world does not have

  102. to work the way it normally does.

  103. I mean this in the very physical that he can break through the

  104. law of conservation of mass. And I mean this metaphorically

  105. as well. They show us a different way to

  106. live and to be one that is different from this world.

  107. The second thing is that I believe this, this miracle is a

  108. living picture of what the Kingdom of God looks like in

  109. action. The Kingdom operates by a

  110. completely different set of rules and values and priorities.

  111. So we are not going to focus on the how this morning.

  112. We are going to focus on The Who and the what and maybe a little

  113. bit of the So what. And while there are many ways

  114. that we could explore the text this morning, today I want to

  115. look at 5 words that are shared in this passage. 5 words that

  116. when we put them together, I believe they paint a vivid

  117. picture of Jesus, of who he is and what his Kingdom looks like.

  118. These 5 words are going to be our window to see what the

  119. Kingdom of God looks like as it breaks through the person of

  120. Jesus Christ. So the first word that I want to

  121. look at is the word welcome. In verse 17 it says he welcomed

  122. them and he spoke to them about the Kingdom of God and he healed

  123. those who needed healing. The word here does not mean

  124. polite, a polite nod or a reluctant social courtesy.

  125. It means to gladly receive someone or in this case lots of

  126. someones. It's to embrace their presence,

  127. to be present with them and to give them access freely and

  128. joyfully. Remember the context.

  129. Jesus and the disciples have just been out doing ministry.

  130. They've just returned. They might be tired.

  131. They have gone kind of out of their way to be in a remote

  132. place, to meet together, potentially to rest.

  133. But the crowd finds them. They wanted more of Jesus.

  134. And the crowd in some way interrupts this moment they are

  135. trying to share together. It reminds me of when Annabelle

  136. spoke about the woman with the chronic bleeding a few weeks

  137. ago. How this healing, this divine

  138. moment, this change in her life started with an interruption.

  139. She reached out and she touched Jesus as he was on his way to

  140. perform another miracle. And this interruption became a

  141. turning point in her life. It became this sacred moment of

  142. miracle. And Jesus welcomed that

  143. interruption for her. And I think we see something

  144. similar with this crowd. They interrupt, but instead of

  145. being annoyed, instead of sending them away, which he

  146. could have done, Jesus welcomes them.

  147. He embraces them. He just sees their desire for

  148. him and he meets it. He teaches them and he heals

  149. them. This welcome culminates in one

  150. of that cultures most hospitable acts, the sharing of a meal

  151. together. The disciples want to send the

  152. people away for food. And to be clear, I don't think

  153. the disciples are being mean in this.

  154. I think they genuinely are concerned that this crowd is

  155. hungry and that they are in a remote place.

  156. And yet, even in this remote place, Jesus makes sure that

  157. they are fed, that they have their needs met, that they eat

  158. together. This is the beauty of Jesus

  159. welcome. And I think this is the first

  160. snapshot of the Kingdom in this story.

  161. It is a Kingdom of welcome. It's gates, swords, doors.

  162. However you envision it, they are open.

  163. It is a place of hospitality, not hostility, not judgment, not

  164. dismissiveness. It is a Kingdom of open arms,

  165. not a proverbial closed door. Think about the ministry of

  166. Jesus. He welcomes children to him when

  167. the disciples want to shoe them away.

  168. He welcomes and eats with sinners and tax tax collectors

  169. that the religious leaders would reject.

  170. He sees any ministers to the marginal, marginalized and the

  171. disenfranchised. He welcomes the sick, the weary,

  172. the spiritually lost, and those that are said to be unclean.

  173. And he does not tolerate these people.

  174. He opens himself up to them gladly.

  175. The Kingdom is for them. The Kingdom is a place of

  176. welcome. The second word I want to look

  177. at is the word give. It shows up twice in this

  178. passage in different forms. If you happen to be sitting

  179. there reading the Greek, as I know so many of you are this

  180. morning, it shows up in two different ways, but I promise

  181. it's the same root word behind those two words.

  182. It shows up first in verse 13 where Jesus turns to his

  183. disciples and say, well, you give them something to eat.

  184. Then later in verse 16, after he blesses the food, after he

  185. breaks the food, Luke writes that he, Jesus, gives the food

  186. back to the disciples to distribute to the people. 2

  187. forms of the same word. 1 is a command, an instruction.

  188. The other is an action. Now just imagine this moment.

  189. The disciples have already pointed out what they see as an

  190. issue. Thousands of thousands of people

  191. who have been sitting here for a while.

  192. They are likely hungry. They are also in a remote place.

  193. There's not really any nearby towns, at least not ones that

  194. can meet their needs. There's no pop up fruit stands,

  195. no food trucks, no plan. I sympathize with the disciples.

  196. I love a good plan. The disciples see their own

  197. supplies as meager. All they can see is the

  198. impossibility of this situation. And Jesus looks straight at them

  199. and says, well, you give them something to eat.

  200. I can almost feel the calculation happening in their

  201. head. Like for me, I'm I get like

  202. anxious for them. I'm actually anxious for them in

  203. this moment because they are doing the math in their head.

  204. And five loaves and two fishes equals not enough.

  205. But it's so interesting, isn't it?

  206. Because these are the same disciples that just returned

  207. from healing the sick and performing miracles and

  208. proclaiming the Kingdom of God. They have been living in the

  209. miraculous. They have been given the

  210. authority and the commissioning of Jesus.

  211. And yet when they're confronted with this crowd, they cannot see

  212. past their own scarcity. They feel the weight of the

  213. impossibility. Again, I do not say this as a

  214. judgment. I completely sympathize with

  215. them, but I also love what we see them do, even in the

  216. uncertainty. They obey.

  217. They hand over what little they have.

  218. They organize the people into groups like they've been asked

  219. to do. They take that step into

  220. participation even without understanding how this is going

  221. to possibly work. And then Jesus takes what is

  222. given to him by the disciples. Jesus blesses it.

  223. He breaks it. And here's the beautiful part,

  224. He gives it back to the disciples.

  225. They are the ones who are going to distribute the food.

  226. And what's really interesting is in verse 16, this second give,

  227. it actually is the word gave. He gave it back to the Sipples.

  228. It's written in what's called the imperfect tense.

  229. What that means is that this doesn't actually mean it's a one

  230. time handoff. It's continuous.

  231. The image here is of Jesus giving and giving and giving and

  232. giving. There is this continuous

  233. outpouring coming from him when the disciples.

  234. What the disciples gave to Jesus is given back to them in an ever

  235. increasing continuous measure. The little that they have

  236. surrendered to Jesus is more than enough when it is in His

  237. hands. That is the picture of the

  238. Kingdom on one side. The disciples are invited into

  239. participation to give what they have, even when it feels

  240. insignificant to give what they have, even with the belief that

  241. it is not going to be good enough.

  242. They are invited in this moment to share what they have so that

  243. it can be shared with others through the act of giving.

  244. And on the other hand, you have Jesus.

  245. He is this continuous source. He is multiplying, sustaining.

  246. He is expanding what has been placed into His hands and He is

  247. giving it back to the disciples to use to bless others.

  248. We live in a world where giving is often seen as a loss.

  249. We're it's approach that all of you give, you're losing

  250. something. But in God's economy, the giving

  251. is that you are joining in with His overflow of abundance.

  252. You get to become an active part of what God is doing in this

  253. world. Jesus doesn't command his

  254. disciples to give so that they are deprived.

  255. The goal is not to deprive them. The goal is to draw them into

  256. the work that He is doing. Psalm 24 says that the earth is

  257. yours and everything in it. We so often think that what's in

  258. the disciples hands in this story was first theirs, but

  259. really it was first Gods and then it was in the disciples

  260. hands to steward. They give it to Jesus.

  261. Jesus multiplies it, expands it, and then puts it back into the

  262. hands of the disciples so that they can go and share and give

  263. and bless those that are there with them.

  264. The next word I want to look at is the word everyone.

  265. In verse 15, it says Jesus gets the disciples to organize the

  266. crowd to sit down in smaller groups and it says that everyone

  267. sat down. In verse 17, Luke tells us that

  268. they all ate. Again, all is the sense of

  269. everyone. It's not some, it's not most,

  270. it's everyone. There is a togetherness in this

  271. passage that I don't want us to miss.

  272. If you opened your Bibles or maybe even depending on what

  273. what app you're using to read the Bible, the story is

  274. traditionally called the Feeding of the Five 1000.

  275. That's title in my Bible. I use Bible Gateway to copy and

  276. paste this some verses into my sermon.

  277. It is also called the Feeding of the 5000 at Bible Gateway NIV

  278. version. You can look it up after if

  279. you're concerned about that. Some more modern translations

  280. have have changed this to the feeding of the multitudes, but

  281. we usually stick with the feeding of the 5000.

  282. There's a problem with that. 5000 only includes the men that

  283. were there. It even says that in the

  284. passage. OK, that's, that's not where

  285. we're going. Calm down.

  286. That was my husband, by the way. I know that this number only

  287. counted men. The women and children are not

  288. included in that tally. And most scholars agree that

  289. women and children would have been present, likely in larger

  290. measure. That means that there is

  291. probably there could have been 10,015 thousand, 20,000 people

  292. as part of this miracle, this miracle of abundance, what Jesus

  293. does here, it's actually so much greater than we sometimes think

  294. because of how many everyone actually includes, because it's

  295. not just 5000. And I'm not saying this to be

  296. critical of Luke, and I'm not saying this to make an angry

  297. statement about the ancient world.

  298. That is how the culture recorded numbers.

  299. That was the cultures general perception of women and children

  300. that they could be overlooked, literally not counted or seen as

  301. insignificant. But Luke also shares a powerful

  302. observation because when the bread and the fish are passed

  303. out, it says that everyone eats, all are fed, all are satisfied,

  304. even those that society didn't count.

  305. Jesus welcomed them. He saw them, he saw all of them,

  306. he preached to all of them. He healed all of them or those

  307. that he healed in that crowd and he met all of their needs in

  308. that moment. That is the beauty of this

  309. moment is that the Kingdom of God is not just for the

  310. powerful, for the the visible, or for those who qualify, the

  311. ones that history might remember.

  312. In fact, the Kingdom has a bent towards the overlooked, the

  313. discounted, the uncounted. Jesus shatters throughout his

  314. ministry. He shatters insider outsider

  315. lines. Everyone was at the same table

  316. with him or in this place in the same remote place.

  317. He loved everyone, especially those that the world tends to

  318. ignore. In fact, if you notice something

  319. really interesting about this passage, this is a slight aside,

  320. I will admit, but Jesus has them sit in smaller groups of about

  321. 50 people. Now there is an entire

  322. numerological component to this passage which we are not going

  323. to get into, but you can research that.

  324. It's interesting. But 50 is an interesting number

  325. that Jesus chose one because 50 has ties to the concept of

  326. Jubilee. We've talked about that earlier

  327. in this series. It is God's, it's the kind of

  328. the Super Sabbath, it's the 50th year.

  329. It is a Super Sabbath, a year long Sabbath where God's promise

  330. of freedom and provision for all of His people in the wilderness.

  331. When Moses in the wilderness with the Israelites, he also

  332. divided them into smaller groups and one of those sizes was of

  333. about 50. And that was to ensure that

  334. people's needs were met and that people were well cared for.

  335. I don't think that number is random.

  336. It is within the context of community, these smaller

  337. communities, that the illusion of scarcity that we talked about

  338. earlier is completely broken and where the reality of abundance

  339. unfolds when we sit together, when we share together what God

  340. provides in this image of togetherness, it is an image of

  341. everyone, of everyone being welcome in the Kingdom.

  342. Next word I want to look at is the word satisfied.

  343. And verse 17, it says they all ate and were satisfied.

  344. The Greek word here means just what the English suggests.

  345. It means their physical hunger was filled, their need was met.

  346. But it goes deeper than that as well, because to be satisfied

  347. means to be filled to the point of contentment, to having a need

  348. meant so that there is no sense of lack.

  349. This is a miracle of abundance. Keep reading, we're going to see

  350. it. Soon there was too much food.

  351. There were 12 baskets of leftovers, and yet Luke doesn't

  352. say, well, they all gorged themselves.

  353. They all hoarded the extra. Most took some now, but they

  354. also snuck some in their backpacks for later.

  355. The word here is satisfied. It's not indulgence and it's not

  356. excess, even though there is abundance.

  357. In fact, the point of God's abundance is that there be

  358. enough, even the appearance of more than enough, but that

  359. enough is not actually really used with the crowd that is

  360. there the enough. The abundance means that

  361. everyone there was full and complete in that moment.

  362. It is a picture of provision that says that God meets the

  363. needs of today without there being any anxiety for tomorrow.

  364. It is very much aligned with the passage of when Jesus is

  365. teaching his disciples how to pray and he says give us this

  366. day. Our daily breads give us enough

  367. for today. But there's also another layer

  368. here because Luke, as we have noted, it says that they are in

  369. a remote place. But the Greek word here is

  370. actually better translated to the word wilderness.

  371. Any Jewish listener, and many Gentile listeners who are

  372. familiar with the story are immediately going to think back

  373. to Moses in the wilderness and God providing manna and quail

  374. for his people. God provided manna from heaven,

  375. but the people were told to gather only enough for what they

  376. needed in a day. If they tried to hoard it, take

  377. more than they needed, save it, it would spoil.

  378. It was a lesson in trust that God would provide enough to fill

  379. their needs. The wilderness in the Bible is

  380. generally understood to be a place of testing, a place where

  381. scarcity feels very real, but where God invites his people to

  382. discover. Underneath the lack they see is

  383. the reality of God's provision and abundance.

  384. And that's exactly what happens here.

  385. The disciples look at their five loaves and their two fish and

  386. they say that it's not enough, but they hand it to Jesus and he

  387. turns it into abundance. And not just an abundance in

  388. general, but an abundance that could be shared with everyone so

  389. that everyone had enough and was satisfied to the point of

  390. contentment. And something that I love about

  391. how Luke writes this is that he writes it in the passive voice.

  392. He says they were satisfied. The action happened to them.

  393. In this sentence, the action didn't happen from anything that

  394. they brought or anything that they did.

  395. They are satisfied because of what Jesus provided, because of

  396. what Jesus did. And here is where the Kingdom of

  397. God comes into focus. And this Kingdom abundance is

  398. real, but its purpose isn't indulgence or hoarding or

  399. stockpiling. Abundance is given so that needs

  400. are met. Abundance is given so that we

  401. can understand and learn the value of contentedness, of

  402. satisfaction. And it sounds easy, but that is

  403. a very hard lesson to learn in this world that always says you

  404. need to be saving, striving, and gathering more for your

  405. security. The lesson here is learning to

  406. trust that God will provide. That is what the Kingdom looks

  407. like. It is a place where the

  408. abundance of God meets our hunger and our longing and our

  409. fear of not enough. And if we let it, it will fill

  410. us completely. It will teach us to live in the

  411. freedom of being satisfied. It will teach us the

  412. contentedness of enough that the excess is not necessarily For

  413. me, the last word I want to look at is the word broken.

  414. And that word shows up again twice in this story.

  415. It says he gave thanks. Jesus gave thanks and he broke

  416. the loaves and the fishes. And then at the end in verse 17,

  417. when the disciples gathered up what was left over, it says that

  418. the broken pieces were left over.

  419. So he gathered the they gathered the broken pieces.

  420. Usually we think of broken as a negative word.

  421. Broken means something needs to be thrown out or useless or it

  422. needs to be discarded in some way.

  423. But here brokenness is directly tied to the abundance in both

  424. places were broken in brokenness, as mentioned, It's

  425. either mentioned before the miracle or directly after it.

  426. This idea of brokenness and abundance and multiplication are

  427. directly connected in this passage in verse 15, when Jesus

  428. breaks the bread, that's an unlocking moment.

  429. Again, breaking bread is an act of hospitality.

  430. It's an act of welcome. It can be an act of covenant.

  431. To break bread with someone is to invite them into a

  432. relationship. But practically speaking as

  433. well, the bread in the story had to be broken before it could be

  434. shared. The act of blessing and breaking

  435. is intrinsically connected to the miracle of provision and

  436. abundance. Without breaking, that abundance

  437. is not shared. It doesn't reach everyone and

  438. then at the end of the story, after everyone is eaten hadn't

  439. been satisfied, the disciples gather the leftovers, the

  440. overflow of this miracle, and it is called the broken pieces.

  441. We talked earlier about how you know this miracle abundance.

  442. Everyone is satisfied with point enough.

  443. We said that just a few minutes ago.

  444. But the idea here is that even though there is abundance, it is

  445. not wasted. The broken pieces themselves,

  446. the evidence of God's abundant provision, they are not wasted

  447. or thrown out. Even in a miracle of

  448. multiplication, even in a miracle where it looks like

  449. there is excess, nothing is wasted.

  450. The fragments are gathered up and we assume it's to be used

  451. for another time. It is not, as far as we know,

  452. ever used on those that have been satisfied in the crowd.

  453. It is being stored up for another use, another purpose.

  454. Maybe we distributed to people in need on their travels.

  455. But whatever it is, the miracle is not wasted.

  456. And what an interesting picture of the Kingdom that this paints,

  457. because it almost feels like attention.

  458. Like why would Jesus make too much food?

  459. Why did he produce extra? And then also the focus on there

  460. being just enough. Why do we see these two things

  461. together? And I think again, if we go back

  462. to this idea of satisfied, it's that the Kingdom is a place of

  463. abundance without overindulgence.

  464. It's abundance where maybe we know that the excess is not just

  465. for us, it is provision. The there is provision, not only

  466. provision, but it's also this. Jesus can do increasingly more,

  467. but the excess is not wasted. The broken pieces are collected

  468. and used for later. Brokenness is connected to the

  469. idea of abundance. These are not opposite ideas.

  470. These are connected ideas in this story.

  471. I mean, the promise of the Kingdom of God is 1 of

  472. abundance. It's just not necessarily an

  473. abundance. The world prizes as citizens of

  474. the Kingdom of God with Jesus as our King, and that is available

  475. to everyone. What becomes available to

  476. everyone is abundant Mercy's abundant fruitfulness, abundant

  477. forgiveness, abundant love, overflowing more than enough

  478. abundance not to be hoarded, but to be shared.

  479. And yet, brokenness is also an image of the Kingdom.

  480. It is a Kingdom full of broken and imperfect people, and not a

  481. brokenness that means that you have to be discarded.

  482. It's a brokenness that has a purpose.

  483. It is a brokenness that has value that is not wasted.

  484. I mean, after all, we worship a king who was broken for the sins

  485. of this world. This story of the feeding of the

  486. multitudes, it shows a rhythm of taking, blessing, breaking, and

  487. giving. It's the exact same rhythm that

  488. we see in the Last Supper when Jesus takes the bread, he

  489. blesses it, he breaks it, and he gives it to the disciples

  490. sitting around the table with him.

  491. Luke is creating a foreshadowing event.

  492. He's creating a glimpse of the Last Supper world.

  493. Jesus will sit at a table. He takes, He blesses, he breaks,

  494. and he shares and he says that this is a symbol for you.

  495. This meal, these actions, they are pointing to what I am going

  496. to do for you. I am going to be taken away.

  497. I am going to be broken. My life will be poured out for

  498. you. I am giving myself away for you.

  499. So when Jesus feeds the multitude here in Luke 9, Luke

  500. is preparing us. He is pointing us towards the

  501. culminating moment when the King himself will give his life and

  502. be broken on a cross. And through this breaking comes

  503. abundance and satisfaction and life in Christ.

  504. Welcome, give everyone satisfied and broken.

  505. It is an interconnected picture of the Kingdom and the king, and

  506. I really wrestled with those words this week.

  507. Welcome give everyone satisfied and broken.

  508. I had a sense this week I'm going to try not to cry cause I

  509. cried every time I prepared this in my sermon.

  510. I felt a profound sense of heartbreak for how far our world

  511. feels from this picture and yet how desperately it needs it.

  512. And I am not trying to say that to be a doom and gloom.

  513. It is a genuine sense of mourning.

  514. And I know there is so much beauty in the world and that we

  515. need to see it and celebrate it. But sometimes even that beauty

  516. feels like it's being trapped in a system so very different from

  517. what those worlds words represent and from the picture

  518. of the Kingdom. And yet, in the same time as I

  519. talk about wrestling, I recognize the tension in myself,

  520. how much I struggle at times to live into those Kingdom words.

  521. And I sometimes think it's because I don't live in the

  522. wilderness of nothing. I live in a world of privilege,

  523. and privilege can make me want to close the door instead of

  524. offer a welcome, and it can make me hold tightly and be concerned

  525. about my own self preservation when I am called to give and be

  526. generous. It can make me count some people

  527. as more valuable than others, even though I really, really

  528. hate to admit that. It can make me restless, never

  529. satisfied, even when I have enough.

  530. It can make me want more and more and more.

  531. It can make me want to hide or discard the broken pieces of

  532. myself instead, or and the broken pieces and other people

  533. for that matter, rather than looking on them with value and

  534. gathering them with care. I live in this conflict.

  535. I think we live in this conflict.

  536. I love the vision of the Kingdom and yet I know how hard it is to

  537. live that out in the middle of this world and yet that is what

  538. we are called to do. Leonard Sweet in his book The

  539. Bad Habits of Jesus, Don't let the title be off putting to you.

  540. It's a good book. He talks about the abundance of

  541. Jesus and he says this Jesus expects his followers to

  542. surrender their all to him to put at his disposal and that at

  543. the disposal of the Kingdom all of their possessions, all of

  544. their time, all of their abilities, even their very

  545. lives. The world will say what a waste,

  546. but Jesus will say well done and he's right.

  547. Living like this will look upside down to this world.

  548. It will look impractical at times.

  549. It might even look a little bit foolish, but that is the way of

  550. the Kingdom. So the challenge maybe just for

  551. me this morning, maybe for us, maybe for us as a worldwide, as

  552. part of the worldwide church and for the worldwide church, it's

  553. to not walk out here and try harder to create the Kingdom and

  554. our own image to find a way to reconcile how we want to live

  555. and force the Kingdom into alignment with that image.

  556. Maybe the challenge for us is to surrender what we have, to put

  557. ourselves in the hands of Jesus and to trust Him to do what He

  558. did with those lobes and fishes, to bless it, to break it, and to

  559. multiply it so that it can be given away for the benefit of

  560. others. The world does not need a church

  561. that reflects itself. The world need a church that

  562. reflects Jesus, a church and its people who welcome, embrace

  563. everyone, live satisfied in Jesus, and see the value in

  564. things even when they appear broken.

  565. I feel about your heads with me. Jesus, we thank you that you our

  566. of abundance, that you are a God of abundance, that you give in

  567. our overflowing measure, that you do more than we could ever

  568. ask or imagine. We think of the times where we

  569. have felt only scarcity and lack and we repent and ask

  570. forgiveness for those times and and know that you call us into

  571. greater things. That you call us into this

  572. Kingdom, That you call us into welcoming people, all people.

  573. That you call us to give ourselves and that which you

  574. have blessed us with away so that we can help others.

  575. God, we pray for the courage to live lives of contented

  576. satisfaction. To know when to say is enough to

  577. know that sometimes the excess is not for us, that you bless

  578. and you bless and you bless, but that we so that we can be a

  579. blessing to others. God, it is hard.

  580. Would you give us the strength, the courage, and the calling?

  581. Would you have your spirit prompt us to see how we might

  582. live more in alignment with this picture of the Kingdom?

  583. God, may we have the courage to surrender our lives to you, to

  584. give our all to You, knowing that when we give that you can

  585. do so much more than what we think that you can do, that you

  586. can turn even what we see is not enough into magnificent

  587. abundance. We thank you, Jesus.

  588. We thank you for for being broken, for us, for our sins,

  589. for the sins of this world. God, we thank you for that.

  590. May we not be afraid of that. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.