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Don't Let Doubt Take You Out | Pastor Todd Mullins

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  1. Are you thankful for the move of God's Spirit?

  2. Amen. Hey, stay standing.

  3. Stay standing Every room. And here's why, because I want

  4. to. I want to give honor where honor

  5. is due. The Bible tells us to do that.

  6. And today we are blessed because we have someone who is very,

  7. very special to this house and to Pastor Sarah, my wife and I,

  8. Pastor Todd Mullins, who is the lead pastor of Christ Fellowship

  9. Church. Yeah, in West Palm Beach is in

  10. the house today. I told you last week he was

  11. going to be here and he's here. Everybody's so pumped.

  12. And Pastor Todd and his wife Julie are the pastors of Christ

  13. Fellowship Church, a multi site church like our church.

  14. They have I think 13 locations now up and down the East Coast

  15. of Florida. And we have told them for a long

  16. time, you take the east, we'll take the West, we'll meet

  17. somewhere Okeechobee or something like that.

  18. Clewiston, right? But but you guys know that that

  19. he means you've heard us talk about them often.

  20. Pastor Todd is, is a mentor, is a friend, is a Big Brother and

  21. is a pastor to me and to my wife.

  22. And so I'm so thankful about a year ago, he released a a new

  23. book called Don't Let Doubt Take You Out.

  24. And we're actually launching this series for the next 4 weeks

  25. here at Next Level. And so so here's what's going to

  26. happen. We have these books available in

  27. all the foyers, which by the way, he said he doesn't make a

  28. penny on this. Everything he every sail goes

  29. right back into their church to build their church in in, in

  30. West Palm. So anyway, here's what I think's

  31. going to happen as Pastor Todd is preaching today.

  32. I have a sense that God's going to speak to you.

  33. So come on, let's stay in this atmosphere, prayer and openness.

  34. But secondly, I think God is going to put someone's face on

  35. your heart and go, oh man, I wish they were here.

  36. I wish they could hear this word.

  37. Hey, listen, on your way out today at all our locations,

  38. don't just buy one copy, get 2 copies.

  39. Here's why. One for yourself to read and

  40. absorb and let God, you really marinate this word deep into

  41. your spirit over the next few weeks.

  42. But then secondly, get one for a friend that you can give to them

  43. this week and say, hey, I heard this guy preach at our church

  44. this weekend. It was awesome.

  45. I thought of you, I bought this book for you.

  46. Why don't you come with me next Sunday and join me in the house.

  47. Amen. Use this as a tool for

  48. evangelism. Sound good?

  49. So come on everybody, further ado.

  50. Will you give it up for my pastor?

  51. Come on, how you doing? Hey Church, we love you so much.

  52. Grab a seat at all our locations today.

  53. It is so good being with you. I am so excited to be here.

  54. It feels like home maybe because I've been here so much and

  55. somebody from the team next level come over and hang out

  56. with us at Christ Fellowship and we're working together.

  57. In fact, there's already things I've seen that you're doing

  58. today that I want to take back and do it our church next week.

  59. So thank you for letting me borrow and steal in Jesus name.

  60. I'm honored to be here and I'm honored to to be in relationship

  61. with your pastors. You have a great church.

  62. You have some great pastors. They are truly Julianized,

  63. dearest friends, we mean that we've been through highs and

  64. lows and usually on the lows we get a box of Donuts together.

  65. That's what we do. And we pray, we eat Donuts and

  66. pray together. But I want you to know that they

  67. are the real deal. You are you are under some great

  68. leaders that love you. They love Jesus, they're holy,

  69. and they know how to have fun all at the same time, which is

  70. amazing. So thank God you're in this

  71. house learning and growing what it means to walk with Jesus.

  72. And I'm honored to be here. I'm honored that you're kicking

  73. off a series. Don't let doubt take you out.

  74. And then I get to be a part of kicking that off with you today

  75. and that you're going to read through this.

  76. I believe the Lord gave me a clear word that I wrote in this

  77. book that isn't, it is my story because doubt almost took me out

  78. many times. But I believe it's the story of

  79. a lot of people that struggle with doubt or insecurities or

  80. anxiety or fear. And God has a very clear answer

  81. when it comes to all of that. When I wrote the book, Don't Let

  82. That Take you out, it was interesting because people said,

  83. Todd, why did you write a book about doubt?

  84. Because it seems like you have such strong faith, the gift of

  85. faith. And the Bible actually talks

  86. about a spiritual gift of faith that God gives to people.

  87. And I believe God gave me that gift because it's easy for me to

  88. take him at his word. Like I'm just like, all right,

  89. that's I got it to believe for the miraculous.

  90. But could it be that God actually gives you a spiritual

  91. gift in an area of your need? Like he might have looked down

  92. at my life. And man, that boy's going to

  93. need some faith because he's going to struggle with doubt.

  94. So I'm going to give him the gift of faith so he can work

  95. through some stuff He's got to work through.

  96. In fact, the very fact that I am up here preaching to you on

  97. Sunday morning is a miracle because I didn't want to do

  98. this. I didn't know how to do this.

  99. I in fact, it was the furthest thing from my mind to be a

  100. pastor. Not that I didn't like pastors,

  101. I had some great pastors when I was growing up.

  102. I just didn't want to be 1. I, I plan to be a doctor, an

  103. orthopedic surgeon. And so I was in school going for

  104. that and I had some pastures that saw something on my life

  105. and they called that out of my life.

  106. And I prayed with it. And I was like, yes, I'm

  107. supposed to go into ministry. So about the same time, my

  108. parents had started a Bible study in our home in Palm Beach

  109. Gardens over in the West Palm Beach area with about 20 people.

  110. I went off to school, came back and it became a church and there

  111. was 50 people. It had grown a lot in just a few

  112. years, stayed small for a long time.

  113. But after 25 years of serving my mom and dad's vision, 25 years

  114. of serving them in in kind of small places for many years, it

  115. was time for Julie and I to step up and become the the lead

  116. senior pastors. And, but by the time we, we let

  117. me say this, 25 years is a long time to wait for something

  118. right. And I just want to encourage

  119. somebody don't wander in the waiting.

  120. A lot of times when you're waiting and it doesn't feel like

  121. God is showing up on the time, He's never late.

  122. God is never late. He's always on.

  123. He's rarely on our time, but he's never late.

  124. And in the waiting, He works on us.

  125. The waiting is never wasted. Think about Joseph, it was 13

  126. years from the pit to the palace.

  127. For David, it was 22 years from the time he was anointed to be

  128. king until he was appointed as king. 22 years, right?

  129. I could go on and on, but if you are in the waiting room of God,

  130. if you're in God's waiting room, you're in a good place, you're

  131. in good company and God is doing work on the inside of you so he

  132. can work through you in a remarkable way.

  133. So, so don't wander in the waiting.

  134. So 25 years of of being faithful, God said it's time to

  135. be the senior pastor and I go, OK.

  136. But the problem was the church was no longer 70 people.

  137. It now had over 11,000 people in attendance every week, a staff

  138. of about 150 and a budget that was so big I couldn't count it.

  139. I've like God, I don't know if I can do that.

  140. I could do the 70 people. I just don't know if I can do

  141. the 11,000 because I don't know what I'm doing.

  142. And if I fail, everybody's going to see it because I'm going to

  143. fail on a platform. And at the time, I didn't know

  144. how to, I hadn't been preaching that much.

  145. I preached a long time ago when I was a youth pastor, but I

  146. didn't have any preaching skills.

  147. And my dad said you got to, you got to get that up to speed,

  148. son, because like kind of a job requirement that you.

  149. So he was the old football coach.

  150. He gave me a few coaching points, kick me on the backside

  151. and get out there and give it a go.

  152. So I'm giving it a go with 11,000 people.

  153. And at the same time we had just brought John Maxwell down, that

  154. author and leadership guru and he became one of one of our

  155. teaching pastors and lived there.

  156. So he every time I was trying to preach, John was on the front

  157. row. So I would just stay away from

  158. where John and he was taking notes while I would preach.

  159. And I'm thinking, what in the world could he possibly be

  160. writing down that I am saying right now?

  161. I do. And then one Sunday while I was

  162. up trying to preach, I looked out in this section right here

  163. about 14 rows back from the platform and I saw a person that

  164. looked like this evangelist, world known evangelist called

  165. Reinhardt Bonke. I know.

  166. Oh, wow, that's what I thought when I saw I'm preaching and I'm

  167. like, there's Reinhardt. Why is Reinhardt Bonke?

  168. And if you don't know who Reinhard Bonke is, just Google

  169. him. You're going to see a picture

  170. probably like this. This he would be, he would go

  171. evangelize in Africa, Africa for Jesus.

  172. And when he would get up, there would be a million people at his

  173. crusades and he would preach and they would get saved and they

  174. would get healed. And he's in the auditorium while

  175. I'm trying to learn how to preach.

  176. So I remember the moment when I brought all my doubts and

  177. insecurities to God and I was like, God, I don't know if I do

  178. this, like I don't know if I have what it takes to do what

  179. I'm being asked to do. I I just don't think I'm enough

  180. for this. And I remember the moment when

  181. God actually answered that prayer and it wasn't the answer

  182. that I was expecting and it wasn't the answer that I was

  183. actually hoping for. You know, I might have been

  184. hoping for Todd as I was with your father.

  185. I will be with you. Something I don't know Mufasa

  186. epic. I don't know, I don't know what

  187. I had playing in my mind, but it was something like that.

  188. But what I got when I was like, Lord, I don't think I have what

  189. it takes. What I heard back was, Todd,

  190. you're right, you don't have what it takes.

  191. You're not enough. And I remember thinking, well,

  192. maybe I should go be that doctor after all, Too late.

  193. But as I continue to listen to the voice of the Holy Spirit,

  194. what I heard him say was, Todd, you're not enough.

  195. But I am. Todd, you don't have what it

  196. takes. But I've got what you need and

  197. it made me lean into the Lord. See, what I learned in that

  198. moment is that the benefit of the doubt is that it made me

  199. desperate. The benefit of the doubt is that

  200. it keeps you dependent. The understanding that that you

  201. have weaknesses makes you lean into the strength of God and so

  202. can actually be good for us. We're not trying to muster up

  203. our own strength and power and self-made and I can do it.

  204. It keeps us leaning in to the father.

  205. So what I've learned in all these years of pastoring people

  206. and and having conversations with people is I learned that

  207. everybody deals with that. Even the most confident person,

  208. you know, at work, you know, they kind of get on your nerves.

  209. That person. Everybody deals without

  210. everybody. Nobody is immune from this.

  211. And doubt attacks us in three key areas of our life.

  212. And I would imagine it's attacked you in in these same

  213. the first long before you ever doubt God, you doubt yourself.

  214. You know, you, you, you see what everybody else is doing starts

  215. in school in comparison. You're like, oh, look at what

  216. they're doing. And I don't know if I'm good

  217. enough to make the team. I don't know if I'm And so we

  218. start holding back and we carry some of those things with us all

  219. through our life. We think that we can't.

  220. So we don't, we don't step out. We don't live the life we're

  221. created to live. We hold back and doubts trying

  222. to take you out from being who God created you to be.

  223. Then doubt works its way into our friendships and our

  224. relationships. When somebody hurts you, what,

  225. what's the first thing that you do?

  226. Well, don't do it again, right? You, you question their motives,

  227. you question their loyalty, their commitment, their

  228. friendship, and you start to withdraw.

  229. And so doubt is trying to actually take you out of the

  230. relationships that God has created for you.

  231. But I've learned that doubt does its most damaging work when it

  232. comes to the supernatural and when you think about it.

  233. And doubt is actually the natural response to the

  234. supernatural, because if something is supernatural, it

  235. means it's above the natural. And so when we can't see it or

  236. touch it or quantify it, it's easy to doubt it and discount

  237. it. And so when doubt works its way

  238. in, when God doesn't maybe answer your prayers the way that

  239. you thought he should, he doesn't come through.

  240. When you think he would, doubt creeps his way in and says,

  241. well, prayer doesn't work. God's not real, God's not there

  242. for you. This must not work.

  243. And doubt is trying to take you out of your relationship with

  244. the one that holds life altogether.

  245. But what I've learned is if we deal with doubt the right way,

  246. it doesn't have to take us out. Doubt can actually lead to a

  247. deeper faith because then you begin to work through, why do I

  248. believe what I believe? Doubt can actually lead to what

  249. I call a God fidence. It's not a confidence, it's a

  250. confidence like in who God is and who God says I am.

  251. And that gives you a strength no matter what you have to face in

  252. life. And when you handle doubt right

  253. in relationships, it actually leads to healthy conversations,

  254. working through some of the problems that you're facing.

  255. So doubt doesn't have to take you out.

  256. So today I want to look just at one part of of doubt and I want

  257. to look at a story in the Bible that this guy is actually what I

  258. would call the poster child of doubt.

  259. Doubt almost took him out. In fact, if you looked up in the

  260. Bible a person dealing without, you might see the face of

  261. Gideon. Gideon had to deal with some

  262. doubt. In Judges chapter 6, we read

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  263. this story about this frightened farm boy that becomes a national

  264. hero in two chapters. But he had to step out of his

  265. comfort zone and into his calling.

  266. He couldn't listen to the voices of doubt and anxiety and fear

  267. that was trying to hold him back.

  268. He had to step out and say yes to God.

  269. Can I tell you that when you say yes to God, that yes will

  270. determine your destiny? That yes will shape every

  271. decision you make? After that, even when you don't

  272. even know what the yes fully means, you say yes to God.

  273. Gideon ended up saying yes. So the story opens up and

  274. telling us that for seven years the Israelites were in Judges

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  275. chapter 6. The Israelites have been

  276. tormented and terrorized by their enemy, the Midianites.

  277. The Midianites would swarm in and take all of their crops and

  278. their animals. And they lived in such fear that

  279. it said the Israelites were now living in caves.

  280. They wouldn't even live in their homes because they were afraid

  281. all the time. And this went on for seven

  282. years, Year after year, month after month, nothing seemed to

  283. change. He thought he was nothing's

  284. going to change, nothing's good. It's always going to be this

  285. way. Discouragement had kind of set

  286. in on the people of God. And maybe you're there or you've

  287. been there before where the enemy has told you nothing's

  288. going to change that situation, that problems are not the same

  289. problem in your marriage, same problem in your company, same

  290. financial stuff, same physical over.

  291. And you start getting a little bit despaired, settle in on you

  292. because it feels like nothing's going to change.

  293. That's exactly where the Israelites were.

  294. So you're not alone. It was in that moment that the

  295. Angel of the Lord came up behind Gideon while he was in a hole

  296. thrashing some wheat, which is not where you would normally do

  297. it, but he was hiding in a hole because he didn't want the enemy

  298. to come take his wheat. So he's hiding in a hole, scared

  299. to death, and the Angel of the Lord comes up behind him and

  300. goes, the Lord is with you, mighty warrior.

  301. And I bet there was some reverb on it, mighty warrior, mighty

  302. warrior. But it scared him even more.

  303. What? And Gideon probably was

  304. thinking, there's no mighty warrior here.

  305. But I am a whole scared to death of the enemy.

  306. You, you got the wrong guy. Like I'm not a mighty warrior.

  307. Do you not see what's going on here?

  308. The mighty warrior must live down the street.

  309. You just go down there. But we know that God didn't get

  310. the wrong address today. We know that God does not make

  311. mistakes, which tells us that the way God sees you is

  312. different than the way you see you.

  313. Let that sink in because Gideon did not see himself as a mighty

  314. warrior, but the Angel of the Lord, which by the way, anytime

  315. you see the Angel of the Lord in the Old Testament is a reference

  316. to the pre Incarnate Christ. It is Jesus showing up on the

  317. scene before he shows up in Bethlehem.

  318. So this is Jesus, not some Angel, the Angel of the Lord

  319. saying to him. So that tells me that if he sees

  320. that in Gideon, but Gideon didn't see that in himself.

  321. The way you see you is different than the way God sees you.

  322. We, we have a tendency to see all of our failures and our, our

  323. mistakes and our, our flops. But God sees the gifts and the

  324. calling and the destiny and the purpose that he has placed in

  325. your life. You know why?

  326. Because he put it there, he, he put it in your life.

  327. He, he knows it's there. We tend to think sometimes, man,

  328. how could God ever use me in in some great way?

  329. You know, I, I've messed up so, so much.

  330. I don't believe that God is so worried about the ways you've

  331. messed up. He just wants you to step up and

  332. become the man of God, the woman of God that God has called you

  333. to be like, be the leader in your family, be the leader at

  334. your work. Come on, let's go.

  335. And sometimes it may not be so much that you feel like you've

  336. messed up so much, but you just feel unqualified, like you're

  337. just thinking about who is me? Who am I that God would ever

  338. want to use me? I mean, I just, I don't even, I

  339. don't know that much. I'll tell you who you are.

  340. Do you know that the Bible, the word of God, has prophetic

  341. declarations in it of who you are?

  342. When you are in Christ, it says that you are a child of God.

  343. You are a new creation. You are a member, an important

  344. member of God's body, his family.

  345. You're an ambassador for Christ to the world.

  346. You are a living temple of the Holy Spirit.

  347. In Romans 8, you are loved unconditionally.

  348. In Ephesians 2, you are seated with Christ in heavenly places.

  349. You are more than a conqueror. This is who you are.

  350. You are chosen and set apart for God.

  351. Now that's just a few things of who you are.

  352. Yet so often we live so far below what God intended our

  353. lives to be, and instead we end up settling for lies.

  354. Lies that maybe somebody spoke over us when we were kids,

  355. somebody said something to us. You're not worthy of anything

  356. worth love and you're no good. You'll never be able to do

  357. anything. And those things, they stick to

  358. us. I had, I had things spoken over

  359. me, not by my family, but by kids at school when I was in 4th

  360. grade that to this day is just as loud as my voice speaking to

  361. you See, things like that try to stick to us and try to hold us

  362. back, right? Or maybe sometimes we're pinned

  363. down by our past mistakes and failures and we're thinking,

  364. well, I'm just kind of living out what I guess I deserve.

  365. What if? What if we stop listening to the

  366. lies banging around in our minds and we actually listen to what

  367. God says about us? Let me tell you this.

  368. The truest thing about you is what God says about you.

  369. The truest thing about you is not what some kid in 4th grade

  370. said or what your ex said. The truest thing about you is

  371. what God says about you. And God, he always sees the best

  372. in you. It's like parents, when you have

  373. young kids, you always see the best in your kids.

  374. Don't you like your little Angel?

  375. Like if you get a report that they got in a fight at school,

  376. you're like, what would be my child?

  377. What did the other kid do right? Or if, if, if the teacher

  378. saying, well, they're, they're, they're not paying attention.

  379. Well, it must be because they're not being challenged because

  380. they're gifted, right? I mean, because we see the best

  381. in our kids until they're teenagers.

  382. That's another story. But I'm just saying, well, God

  383. sees the best in you. That's why he was able to see

  384. the best in Gideon and actually call him a mighty warrior.

  385. And then Gideon begins to make all these excuses.

  386. He's the least in his family. Their family's the least in the

  387. clan. The clan's the least in the

  388. tribe, our tribes the least. I mean, just like all these

  389. excuses. Can I tell you it was almost

  390. like the Angel Lord didn't even listen to him.

  391. God is not surprised at your humanity.

  392. He's not taken back because you're dealing with some stuff.

  393. He knows all about that stuff, right?

  394. He he he's not surprised by your doubts and insecurities.

  395. He just doesn't want you to be controlled by them.

  396. He wants you to be able to step out and be the person God has

  397. called you to be. So the Angel of the Lord didn't

  398. even respond to all of his excuses.

  399. What he says in verse 14. He says go in the strength you

  400. have and save Israel out of Midian's hands.

  401. Say that last part with me out loud.

  402. At all of our campuses have I not sent?

  403. You go, have I not sent you? Go with the strength you have.

  404. Have I not sent you to that, to that workplace?

  405. Have I not put you at that school?

  406. Have I not placed you in that neighborhood, in that family?

  407. Have I not put you there? Go with the strength that you

  408. have. It may not feel like much, it

  409. may not look like much, but go with what you got.

  410. You got a little bit. Go with what you got.

  411. I feel like I came all the way from West Palm Beach to tell

  412. somebody at next level. Go with what you got.

  413. You think God's got something on your life.

  414. God's given you a little courage, a little faith.

  415. It is it may you may just have a little bit of faith, but didn't

  416. Jesus say all you needed was a little bit of faith?

  417. Didn't he? Didn't he say in Matthew that if

  418. you have faith as small as a mustard seed, a mustard seed is

  419. this is like a speck of pepper small.

  420. It's really small. But he says if you have faith as

  421. small as a mustard seed, you can say to that mountain, move from

  422. here to there move. It could be a mountain of fear,

  423. a mountain of debt, a mountain of sickness.

  424. You can say to that mountain, move from here to there, and

  425. what does it say? And it will move.

  426. It will move. All it takes is mustard seed

  427. faith. But what I've learned is that a

  428. seed is not supposed to stay small.

  429. A seed was never created to stay a seed.

  430. A seed was created by God to get what?

  431. To get planted in the ground, to get water, to get nourished, to

  432. get fertilized so so your seed, your faith can start small.

  433. It's just not supposed to stay small, right?

  434. I'm afraid too many Christians have been walking around for

  435. years with their mustard seed faith.

  436. All I can learn. Look at my mustard seed, George,

  437. Jesus said, Jesus said, all I need is the little mustard.

  438. I got my little mustard. He also said, grow that thing,

  439. right? Plant that thing, work that

  440. thing. That's what you put that in the

  441. ground, right? Let it grow.

  442. You go with the strength you got.

  443. Let me tell you, your strength is going to get stronger because

  444. your faith is going to grow when you go with what you got.

  445. OK, one other thing about about this part of the story and then

  446. we'll move on. I love where God meets Gideon in

  447. a hole, in a ground, hiding. He didn't wait for Gideon to

  448. become a mighty warrior, a great man of faith.

  449. Get his act together and then I'll use you.

  450. No, he, he, he met Gideon right where he was.

  451. Here's here's the point. God meets you where you are

  452. today, wherever you are on your spiritual journey with him.

  453. He, he meets you right there and he speaks to you right there and

  454. he, he calls you right, right there.

  455. He, he doesn't wait until you've got it all together.

  456. He doesn't wait till you've got all your issues worked out to

  457. say, I want to amuse you. I want to take you from where

  458. you are and move you up. He, he's going to meet you right

  459. where you are now. He loves you too much to let you

  460. stay where you are, right? So he's going to pull you out of

  461. some stuff, but he meets us right where you are.

  462. So I wonder where you are today. What doubts and fears and

  463. insecurities and struggles and stuff you're still working

  464. through that you think are keeping you back from being who

  465. God created you to be? I want to tell you no.

  466. You got to step out of that. Step out of that thinking and be

  467. who God has created you to be. So.

  468. So Gideon takes the Angel of the Lord.

  469. His word finally gets out of the hole.

  470. But before he can go deal with the Midianites, he has to deal

  471. with some sin stuff in his home and his family.

  472. The Angel tells him to go tear down this altar that his father

  473. had built to a false God named Baal.

  474. And so there was this dualism going on in their life.

  475. They were trying to worship God and worship the things of the

  476. world, this other God, which happens a lot in our lives.

  477. Without knowing it. We can worship God and we're

  478. still kind of chasing after other things where we try to

  479. tack Jesus on to a just a part of our lives.

  480. And what the Angel Lord said, No, no, no, we got a clean,

  481. clean house, right? There's some things you got to

  482. go tear down and remove so that I can build you up and be who

  483. you're supposed to be. The same is true for us.

  484. God loves us too much to let us stay where we are with some of

  485. the stuff we got in our life. He's going to say that's got to

  486. come down so you can be built up.

  487. There's some things that you've been holding on to that you've

  488. got to remove so that you can actually walk in the freedom and

  489. the power and do do what I've called you to do.

  490. But that that altar's got to come down.

  491. Feel like that's a word for somebody today.

  492. There's an altar that's got to come down.

  493. There's something that you have been made an idol in your life

  494. or you've given too much attention to and got to saying

  495. that's got to come down. But when you read the story,

  496. Gideon didn't go by himself to tear down the altar.

  497. It was too big for him. He actually took a group of of

  498. men with him from his man case and they had to get there and

  499. they had to go tear this alter down together.

  500. Can I tell you there are some things in your life that have

  501. gotten so big you need some help getting it torn down?

  502. It might have been something that was passed down forgetting

  503. and it was generational, something that been passed down

  504. from generation and he needed some help.

  505. You need some help. That's why your pastors are all

  506. the time encouraging you to get in a group because when you

  507. group up, you can grow up. When you get in a group, you get

  508. around some people that know some things about God that you

  509. don't know. They know the Word of God.

  510. They've been walking with the God more than you've been

  511. walking with God. And their faith is actually

  512. going to help your faith get stronger.

  513. But if you never connect to a group, if you just come in and

  514. sit and soak and sour and leave, you're never going to become who

  515. God's created you to be to help you grow up, get in a group.

  516. And then maybe some of you are thinking, well, Todd, I'm good.

  517. I'm not, I'm not dealing with any of that.

  518. I'm strong in my faith. You need to group up to help.

  519. Some of the people that just got saved at Easter know how to grow

  520. up in their faith, right? So Gideon deals with the altar

  521. of Bale. He gathers 32,000 men to go

  522. fight the Midianites. And that sounds like a lot,

  523. 32,000, But there were 135,000 of the Midianites coming against

  524. them. So the odds are about four to

  525. one, one to four, right? Not bad.

  526. They could do that. I've seen enough Mission

  527. Impossible movies, right, that they could.

  528. They could probably take them out.

  529. So God said, yeah, you got too many.

  530. Tell everybody who's scared they can leave.

  531. And Gideon probably like, can I go to 22,000 of them, walk out

  532. on Gideon 22,000, turn and leave.

  533. Can I tell you one of the hardest things that I've seen is

  534. when somebody walks out on you, Hard to deal with.

  535. When somebody leaves you, a business partner leaves you, a

  536. friend leaves you. They don't even tell you why.

  537. They just get mad at you and they leave about something.

  538. A family member that won't talk to you anymore, a spouse that

  539. walks out. And anytime somebody walks out,

  540. it opens the door to doubt because you begin to go, well

  541. what, what's wrong and why did they leave?

  542. And I can't believe it and maybe it's me and maybe it's something

  543. I did and maybe it's something I should have done better.

  544. And what about them I thought? And doubt just starts swirling

  545. around in her head. Gideon had 22,000 walk out on

  546. him. 2/3 of his army left him. He was already dealing with his

  547. own insecurities and, and, and, and fears as he was.

  548. He was unsure about himself. And 2/3 walk out.

  549. So now he's down to 10,000. And then God says you still got

  550. too many, take them down to this spring and watch them drink

  551. water. And if they drink water, like by

  552. scooping it up in their hands, you can keep them.

  553. But if they get down on all fours like a dog, you got to let

  554. them go. So they go to the spring 9700 of

  555. them they're kicked out and only 300 are left with the water.

  556. And so Gideon tells them, okay, everybody who drink like a dog,

  557. you got to go. You know that they were probably

  558. going dog. What's up with that?

  559. That doesn't even make sense. What are you thinking?

  560. That's and Gideon probably was thinking, what am I saying?

  561. Why would I do this? Did I really hear from God,

  562. right? Or was that some bad hummus I

  563. had last night? They're all going to go talk

  564. about me and say Gideon the Goober told us to go home

  565. because we drank. You know, he was dealing with

  566. all of that fear and insecurity. You know, he was back in 2021.

  567. I got to go to Israel and it wasn't my first time.

  568. I've been to Israel like 1213 times before, but I've always

  569. been in large groups. And I wanted to go and just

  570. experience the Holy Land, like just go and be.

  571. So my wife and I and two of our couple friends went with us and

  572. we went over there and I wanted to go some places we had never

  573. I'd never been before. And one of the places was Gideon

  574. Springs, the spring that he took his army to.

  575. And they know from the archaeological digs that right

  576. around the area, and this is the only water source, that this is

  577. the exact location where Gideon took his men.

  578. Now it's bigger than that. It broadens out and it streams

  579. down. But that would have been where

  580. they were. And I don't know why a puddle of

  581. water messed me up that day. But when I stood at Gideon

  582. Springs, I had to walk away from Julie and a few of the other

  583. people. And I'm getting tears in my

  584. eyes. I'm like, what is going on?

  585. Why am I crying? I think I was moved a little bit

  586. by what Gideon must have been going through, the insecurities

  587. that he was already dealing with, the pressures that he

  588. already felt, and now all these people that walked out on him.

  589. And then now he's up at 300 and I'm supposed to leave this.

  590. I don't even know that I know what I'm doing.

  591. God, I just feel so like insecure.

  592. But he obeyed anyway. I think what got me that day was

  593. his obedience that he did not question God or reason with God

  594. or argue with God. He just said, OK, but God, I'm

  595. going to do it. I'm going to care more about

  596. what you say to me than what they're going to say about me.

  597. I care more about you and your blessing.

  598. I'm going to, I'm going to walk in obedience.

  599. And there's a lesson we can learn from this part of the

  600. story that you don't have to understand completely in order

  601. to obey immediately. Let that get in your spirit.

  602. You don't have to understand completely in order to obey

  603. immediate because I guarantee that Gideon did not understand

  604. completely how this was going to work or if it was going to work,

  605. but yet he obeyed immediately. And there was a blessing that

  606. comes when we obey God even when we don't fully understand His

  607. plan. In fact, most of the times you

  608. and I are not going to fully understand His plan.

  609. He's going to a lot of times when God ask you to do

  610. something, you're only going to get a, a little prompting of

  611. your spirit. You're going to get one word 1

  612. scripture one. It's like a piece to a puzzle.

  613. That's all you're going to get. And you're not even going to get

  614. the puzzle box top to figure out how that piece fits in.

  615. You're going to get this one little piece and he's going to

  616. say, go trust me in this surrender this area, obey me

  617. here, right? Trust him.

  618. And it's scary when that happens because you're, you're actually

  619. stepping into the unknown. Like what if I do this?

  620. I think about Abraham stepping into the unknown.

  621. When God caught Abraham, he says, I'm going to show you, I'm

  622. going to build a nation out of here.

  623. I'm going to show you a land that I'm going to give you.

  624. But you've got to leave your, your homeland, your people that

  625. are worshipping all these false gods and doing all these things

  626. that are not, they're going to take you out of that.

  627. So I can get you where you need to be.

  628. And so he told Sarah, we're leaving, pack everybody up,

  629. let's go. And Sarah asked, I'm sure, where

  630. are we going? And Abraham probably responded,

  631. I don't know, because when you read the Scripture, God says,

  632. I'm going to show you when you get there, so just get going.

  633. Can you imagine? He had to step out from his

  634. known everything that He knew. He had to step from the known

  635. into the unknown. Can I tell you that when God

  636. calls you to step from your known what you know and trust

  637. Him in the unknown, it's only unknown to you.

  638. It's not unknown to God because nothing is unknown to God.

  639. It's only scary to you. It's sacred to God because

  640. you're actually trusting him. You're actually saying, yes,

  641. God, I trust you even though I don't know.

  642. And that yes, will shape everything in your life.

  643. I wonder what God has been asking you to step out and trust

  644. him in. I wonder if there's an area of

  645. your life lately that you've since the Lord just kind of

  646. repeatedly saying trust me with. That might be your business or

  647. your career. There might be a future decision

  648. that you've been praying for wisdom on and you sense the Lord

  649. saying something and he's just saying, trust me.

  650. It's just a one piece of the puzzle.

  651. It could be a relationship. Trust me in that.

  652. That's not the right relationship for you.

  653. Trust me in that. Trust me, I've got better for

  654. you than that. Don't, don't, don't stay there.

  655. Not talking about a marriage. I'm talking about it could be

  656. finances. It's amazing to me that for

  657. Christians, Christ followers who love Jesus, that finances is one

  658. of the last areas that we actually trust God in.

  659. Even on our money. It says in God we trust the very

  660. thing that we don't want to trust God with, right?

  661. Is that funny? We'll trust him with a lot.

  662. We trust him with our eternal salvation, our soul.

  663. Yes, Lord, I trust you with my soul.

  664. We trust him with our family. Lord, take my kids, please take

  665. my kids, take my husband, my wife, take your God.

  666. But when it comes to our finances, we're like, Oh no, I

  667. can do better. I can do better than I don't

  668. have to trust you with this, right?

  669. So I wonder what it is the guy's saying, take a step.

  670. Trust me with this. So Gideon, trust God takes the

  671. challenge. He steps out with his 300 men to

  672. go against 135,000. So the odds are stacked against

  673. him like this isn't going to work.

  674. I'm sure he was thinking this isn't going to work and maybe

  675. you're up against something today that you feel like the

  676. odds are stacked against you and it's just it's not going to

  677. work. This is going to work.

  678. The odds are stacked against my dream that God's put in my

  679. heart. It feels like it's not working

  680. in my business. I don't have enough.

  681. I don't, I don't have enough resources.

  682. I don't have time. I don't have enough money.

  683. Can I ask you a question? What if?

  684. What if not enough is just enough?

  685. What if not enough is just enough to keep you from relying

  686. on your own strength and abilities and not lean on your

  687. own understanding, but in all your ways, acknowledge him and

  688. he'll direct your path. What if, what if not enough?

  689. What you're dealing with is is just enough.

  690. So Gideon, with not enough, takes his 300 men, separates

  691. them into three groups, gives them all a torch, a jar to cover

  692. the torch, and a trumpet. Not a spear, not a shield, not a

  693. sword, a torch, a jar and a trumpet.

  694. Again, they had to be going. What's up with that?

  695. Right? He spreads them out around the

  696. enemy's camp on the Cliff where the enemy was there.

  697. And Gideon, let me let you know a secret.

  698. Gideon. He stepped out with doubt.

  699. There is no way that he knew how this was going to work or if it

  700. was going to work. But he stepped out with his

  701. doubt. Sometimes you just got to step

  702. out in your doubt. It's like, OK, got him on.

  703. Because you know a little. You may not know it all, but you

  704. know, a little talk a lot about stepping out in faith.

  705. You know, stepping out in faith. Yeah.

  706. Well, yeah, it took some faith for getting to do that.

  707. But he stepped out in doubt. And that doubt kept him

  708. dependent. That doubt kept him holding on

  709. to Jesus. So they they climb the hill

  710. around the enemy. It says that once they all break

  711. their jars and then the torches light up the the hillside, they

  712. blow their horn and then they shout freedom.

  713. No, that's Braveheart. They shot a sword for the Lord

  714. and for Gideon. And so it says in the Bible that

  715. the enemy down below was so shocked and scared by the noise

  716. and the lights and the trumpets, they started killing each other.

  717. They started turning on each other, kill each other and they

  718. ran off. So the guys didn't even have to

  719. fight them. The Lord fought the battle for

  720. them. They went down and got all the

  721. plunder and all the stuff from the enemy's camp.

  722. What I want you to see is that in that one day the people were

  723. delivered. God's people were were set free

  724. from the harassment of the enemy that had been going on.

  725. Day after day, year after year. Something changed.

  726. But it wouldn't have changed if Gideon hadn't gotten out of his

  727. home. If he had stayed listening to

  728. doubts and fears and insecurities, he would have

  729. never stepped out. And it not only impacted Gideon,

  730. he actually became exactly who the Angel of the Lord said he

  731. was, a mighty warrior, right? But it not only impacted,

  732. impacted him and impacted an entire nation, it impacted

  733. Listen to this people that Gideon never knew, people that

  734. Gideon would, would never, would never meet.

  735. So this whole story was, was bigger than Gideon.

  736. The same is true for you. When you step out from your

  737. doubts and fears and anxieties and you trust God.

  738. Fear no longer forms your future.

  739. Faith does. You step into your your destiny.

  740. But you can't do that hiding in a hole in the ground, listening

  741. to the wrong voices. Fear and faith, they actually

  742. have the same root definition. Think about it.

  743. Fear and faith. It's believing that what you

  744. cannot see is going to happen. Fear and faith, believing what

  745. you cannot see is going to happen. 1 is born out of

  746. darkness. Despair 1 is born out of light.

  747. And the one that you align yourself with today will

  748. actually shape your life. I don't want doubt to take you

  749. out. Like it almost took me out.

  750. Like it almost took Gideon out. I want you to live with a faith

  751. that is growing courage, confidence that God is working

  752. in your life and he's going to work through your life.

  753. And no matter what you're facing right now in your life, that

  754. he's got more for you. He has more in store than you

  755. even have in mind. But it's going to require you to

  756. not listen to doubt and despair and discouragement, but step out

  757. and be who God's called you to be.

  758. So I want to, I want to pray for you today and I want to pray the

  759. gift of faith over you because I believe God's given me that

  760. gift. I want to pray it over you today

  761. that you would receive it. So if you have been maybe

  762. struggling with doubt, struggling with fear and

  763. anxiety, this prayer is for you. And so in all our locations, if

  764. that's you today, I just want you to do something bold.

  765. If that's you, I just want you to stand so I can pray over you.

  766. If you are dealing with doubt, despair, discouragement and it's

  767. and you go. It's been trying to Take Me Out,

  768. Todd. It's been trying to keep me from

  769. being the man, the woman that I'm called to be.

  770. And I, I'm not going to deal with any longer.

  771. I'm going to, I'm going to take my, I'm getting out of the hole.

  772. I'm taking my stand today at all our locations.

  773. If that's you, not everybody has to stand.

  774. But if that's you, that's OK. I'm going to pray over you

  775. today. Would you just hold your hands

  776. open like this in a posture of receiving as I pray?

  777. Father God, I thank you that we can come to you today on the

  778. authority of your word that says who we are in you, that we are

  779. chosen and we are loved and we are anointed and we are purposed

  780. and we have life full of destiny and we're not going to let

  781. anything hold us back. So I pray for my brothers and

  782. sisters that are standing today. God is an act of faith.

  783. They stand today. They say they're no longer going

  784. to listen to the lies of doubt that would try to trip them up

  785. and take them out. Lord, I pray faith over them

  786. today. I pray for the gift of faith

  787. that you've graciously given to me.

  788. God, I deposited on their lives today.

  789. The faith would rise up in them today that when doubt begins to

  790. shout at them that God faith would scream louder that they

  791. would know who they are in Jesus name.

  792. You can put your hands down with the rest of you stand for this

  793. last prayer if you need to get your relationship right with

  794. Jesus. Can I tell you that the only way

  795. that you'll ever live the life that you've been created to live

  796. is in right relationship with God.

  797. And so if your relationship with him isn't right, forget about

  798. it. The rest of life is going to be

  799. off. But if that gets right, he can

  800. make all things right. And so if you need to get your

  801. relationship with Jesus right, maybe you've never had one, or

  802. maybe it's just not where it needs to be.

  803. This last prayer is for you. And if you would say, Todd,

  804. include me in this prayer right where you are, would you just

  805. raise your hands up high across all our little campuses?

  806. If that's you today, hold him. Up high we're all going to pray

  807. this prayer out loud, but those you with your hands up, you

  808. prayed a little bit louder. Pray this after me say, dear

  809. Lord Jesus come into my life. Forgive me of all my sin for

  810. going my own way, for doing my own thing.

  811. Today I turn, I make you the Lord of my life in Jesus name I

  812. pray, Amen. Come on, let's thank God today

  813. for all those that made that decision.