Sermon
Don't Let Doubt Take You Out | Pastor Todd Mullins
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Transcript
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Are you thankful for the move of God's Spirit?
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Amen. Hey, stay standing.
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Stay standing Every room. And here's why, because I want
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to. I want to give honor where honor
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is due. The Bible tells us to do that.
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And today we are blessed because we have someone who is very,
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very special to this house and to Pastor Sarah, my wife and I,
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Pastor Todd Mullins, who is the lead pastor of Christ Fellowship
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Church. Yeah, in West Palm Beach is in
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the house today. I told you last week he was
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going to be here and he's here. Everybody's so pumped.
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And Pastor Todd and his wife Julie are the pastors of Christ
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Fellowship Church, a multi site church like our church.
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They have I think 13 locations now up and down the East Coast
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of Florida. And we have told them for a long
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time, you take the east, we'll take the West, we'll meet
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somewhere Okeechobee or something like that.
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Clewiston, right? But but you guys know that that
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he means you've heard us talk about them often.
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Pastor Todd is, is a mentor, is a friend, is a Big Brother and
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is a pastor to me and to my wife.
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And so I'm so thankful about a year ago, he released a a new
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book called Don't Let Doubt Take You Out.
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And we're actually launching this series for the next 4 weeks
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here at Next Level. And so so here's what's going to
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happen. We have these books available in
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all the foyers, which by the way, he said he doesn't make a
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penny on this. Everything he every sail goes
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right back into their church to build their church in in, in
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West Palm. So anyway, here's what I think's
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going to happen as Pastor Todd is preaching today.
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I have a sense that God's going to speak to you.
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So come on, let's stay in this atmosphere, prayer and openness.
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But secondly, I think God is going to put someone's face on
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your heart and go, oh man, I wish they were here.
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I wish they could hear this word.
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Hey, listen, on your way out today at all our locations,
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don't just buy one copy, get 2 copies.
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Here's why. One for yourself to read and
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absorb and let God, you really marinate this word deep into
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your spirit over the next few weeks.
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But then secondly, get one for a friend that you can give to them
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this week and say, hey, I heard this guy preach at our church
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this weekend. It was awesome.
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I thought of you, I bought this book for you.
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Why don't you come with me next Sunday and join me in the house.
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Amen. Use this as a tool for
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evangelism. Sound good?
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So come on everybody, further ado.
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Will you give it up for my pastor?
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Come on, how you doing? Hey Church, we love you so much.
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Grab a seat at all our locations today.
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It is so good being with you. I am so excited to be here.
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It feels like home maybe because I've been here so much and
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somebody from the team next level come over and hang out
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with us at Christ Fellowship and we're working together.
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In fact, there's already things I've seen that you're doing
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today that I want to take back and do it our church next week.
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So thank you for letting me borrow and steal in Jesus name.
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I'm honored to be here and I'm honored to to be in relationship
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with your pastors. You have a great church.
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You have some great pastors. They are truly Julianized,
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dearest friends, we mean that we've been through highs and
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lows and usually on the lows we get a box of Donuts together.
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That's what we do. And we pray, we eat Donuts and
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pray together. But I want you to know that they
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are the real deal. You are you are under some great
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leaders that love you. They love Jesus, they're holy,
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and they know how to have fun all at the same time, which is
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amazing. So thank God you're in this
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house learning and growing what it means to walk with Jesus.
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And I'm honored to be here. I'm honored that you're kicking
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off a series. Don't let doubt take you out.
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And then I get to be a part of kicking that off with you today
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and that you're going to read through this.
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I believe the Lord gave me a clear word that I wrote in this
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book that isn't, it is my story because doubt almost took me out
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many times. But I believe it's the story of
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a lot of people that struggle with doubt or insecurities or
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anxiety or fear. And God has a very clear answer
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when it comes to all of that. When I wrote the book, Don't Let
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That Take you out, it was interesting because people said,
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Todd, why did you write a book about doubt?
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Because it seems like you have such strong faith, the gift of
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faith. And the Bible actually talks
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about a spiritual gift of faith that God gives to people.
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And I believe God gave me that gift because it's easy for me to
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take him at his word. Like I'm just like, all right,
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that's I got it to believe for the miraculous.
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But could it be that God actually gives you a spiritual
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gift in an area of your need? Like he might have looked down
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at my life. And man, that boy's going to
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need some faith because he's going to struggle with doubt.
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So I'm going to give him the gift of faith so he can work
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through some stuff He's got to work through.
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In fact, the very fact that I am up here preaching to you on
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Sunday morning is a miracle because I didn't want to do
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this. I didn't know how to do this.
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I in fact, it was the furthest thing from my mind to be a
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pastor. Not that I didn't like pastors,
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I had some great pastors when I was growing up.
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I just didn't want to be 1. I, I plan to be a doctor, an
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orthopedic surgeon. And so I was in school going for
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that and I had some pastures that saw something on my life
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and they called that out of my life.
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And I prayed with it. And I was like, yes, I'm
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supposed to go into ministry. So about the same time, my
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parents had started a Bible study in our home in Palm Beach
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Gardens over in the West Palm Beach area with about 20 people.
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I went off to school, came back and it became a church and there
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was 50 people. It had grown a lot in just a few
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years, stayed small for a long time.
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But after 25 years of serving my mom and dad's vision, 25 years
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of serving them in in kind of small places for many years, it
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was time for Julie and I to step up and become the the lead
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senior pastors. And, but by the time we, we let
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me say this, 25 years is a long time to wait for something
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right. And I just want to encourage
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somebody don't wander in the waiting.
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A lot of times when you're waiting and it doesn't feel like
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God is showing up on the time, He's never late.
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God is never late. He's always on.
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He's rarely on our time, but he's never late.
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And in the waiting, He works on us.
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The waiting is never wasted. Think about Joseph, it was 13
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years from the pit to the palace.
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For David, it was 22 years from the time he was anointed to be
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king until he was appointed as king. 22 years, right?
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I could go on and on, but if you are in the waiting room of God,
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if you're in God's waiting room, you're in a good place, you're
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in good company and God is doing work on the inside of you so he
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can work through you in a remarkable way.
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So, so don't wander in the waiting.
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So 25 years of of being faithful, God said it's time to
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be the senior pastor and I go, OK.
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But the problem was the church was no longer 70 people.
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It now had over 11,000 people in attendance every week, a staff
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of about 150 and a budget that was so big I couldn't count it.
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I've like God, I don't know if I can do that.
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I could do the 70 people. I just don't know if I can do
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the 11,000 because I don't know what I'm doing.
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And if I fail, everybody's going to see it because I'm going to
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fail on a platform. And at the time, I didn't know
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how to, I hadn't been preaching that much.
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I preached a long time ago when I was a youth pastor, but I
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didn't have any preaching skills.
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And my dad said you got to, you got to get that up to speed,
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son, because like kind of a job requirement that you.
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So he was the old football coach.
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He gave me a few coaching points, kick me on the backside
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and get out there and give it a go.
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So I'm giving it a go with 11,000 people.
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And at the same time we had just brought John Maxwell down, that
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author and leadership guru and he became one of one of our
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teaching pastors and lived there.
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So he every time I was trying to preach, John was on the front
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row. So I would just stay away from
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where John and he was taking notes while I would preach.
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And I'm thinking, what in the world could he possibly be
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writing down that I am saying right now?
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I do. And then one Sunday while I was
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up trying to preach, I looked out in this section right here
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about 14 rows back from the platform and I saw a person that
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looked like this evangelist, world known evangelist called
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Reinhardt Bonke. I know.
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Oh, wow, that's what I thought when I saw I'm preaching and I'm
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like, there's Reinhardt. Why is Reinhardt Bonke?
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And if you don't know who Reinhard Bonke is, just Google
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him. You're going to see a picture
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probably like this. This he would be, he would go
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evangelize in Africa, Africa for Jesus.
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And when he would get up, there would be a million people at his
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crusades and he would preach and they would get saved and they
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would get healed. And he's in the auditorium while
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I'm trying to learn how to preach.
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So I remember the moment when I brought all my doubts and
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insecurities to God and I was like, God, I don't know if I do
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this, like I don't know if I have what it takes to do what
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I'm being asked to do. I I just don't think I'm enough
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for this. And I remember the moment when
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God actually answered that prayer and it wasn't the answer
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that I was expecting and it wasn't the answer that I was
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actually hoping for. You know, I might have been
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hoping for Todd as I was with your father.
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I will be with you. Something I don't know Mufasa
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epic. I don't know, I don't know what
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I had playing in my mind, but it was something like that.
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But what I got when I was like, Lord, I don't think I have what
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it takes. What I heard back was, Todd,
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you're right, you don't have what it takes.
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You're not enough. And I remember thinking, well,
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maybe I should go be that doctor after all, Too late.
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But as I continue to listen to the voice of the Holy Spirit,
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what I heard him say was, Todd, you're not enough.
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But I am. Todd, you don't have what it
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takes. But I've got what you need and
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it made me lean into the Lord. See, what I learned in that
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moment is that the benefit of the doubt is that it made me
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desperate. The benefit of the doubt is that
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it keeps you dependent. The understanding that that you
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have weaknesses makes you lean into the strength of God and so
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can actually be good for us. We're not trying to muster up
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our own strength and power and self-made and I can do it.
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It keeps us leaning in to the father.
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So what I've learned in all these years of pastoring people
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and and having conversations with people is I learned that
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everybody deals with that. Even the most confident person,
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you know, at work, you know, they kind of get on your nerves.
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That person. Everybody deals without
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everybody. Nobody is immune from this.
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And doubt attacks us in three key areas of our life.
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And I would imagine it's attacked you in in these same
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the first long before you ever doubt God, you doubt yourself.
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You know, you, you, you see what everybody else is doing starts
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in school in comparison. You're like, oh, look at what
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they're doing. And I don't know if I'm good
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enough to make the team. I don't know if I'm And so we
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start holding back and we carry some of those things with us all
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through our life. We think that we can't.
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So we don't, we don't step out. We don't live the life we're
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created to live. We hold back and doubts trying
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to take you out from being who God created you to be.
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Then doubt works its way into our friendships and our
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relationships. When somebody hurts you, what,
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what's the first thing that you do?
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Well, don't do it again, right? You, you question their motives,
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you question their loyalty, their commitment, their
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friendship, and you start to withdraw.
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And so doubt is trying to actually take you out of the
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relationships that God has created for you.
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But I've learned that doubt does its most damaging work when it
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comes to the supernatural and when you think about it.
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And doubt is actually the natural response to the
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supernatural, because if something is supernatural, it
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means it's above the natural. And so when we can't see it or
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touch it or quantify it, it's easy to doubt it and discount
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it. And so when doubt works its way
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in, when God doesn't maybe answer your prayers the way that
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you thought he should, he doesn't come through.
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When you think he would, doubt creeps his way in and says,
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well, prayer doesn't work. God's not real, God's not there
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for you. This must not work.
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And doubt is trying to take you out of your relationship with
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the one that holds life altogether.
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But what I've learned is if we deal with doubt the right way,
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it doesn't have to take us out. Doubt can actually lead to a
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deeper faith because then you begin to work through, why do I
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believe what I believe? Doubt can actually lead to what
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I call a God fidence. It's not a confidence, it's a
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confidence like in who God is and who God says I am.
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And that gives you a strength no matter what you have to face in
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life. And when you handle doubt right
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in relationships, it actually leads to healthy conversations,
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working through some of the problems that you're facing.
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So doubt doesn't have to take you out.
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So today I want to look just at one part of of doubt and I want
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to look at a story in the Bible that this guy is actually what I
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would call the poster child of doubt.
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Doubt almost took him out. In fact, if you looked up in the
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Bible a person dealing without, you might see the face of
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Gideon. Gideon had to deal with some
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doubt. In Judges chapter 6, we read
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this story about this frightened farm boy that becomes a national
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hero in two chapters. But he had to step out of his
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comfort zone and into his calling.
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He couldn't listen to the voices of doubt and anxiety and fear
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that was trying to hold him back.
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He had to step out and say yes to God.
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Can I tell you that when you say yes to God, that yes will
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determine your destiny? That yes will shape every
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decision you make? After that, even when you don't
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even know what the yes fully means, you say yes to God.
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Gideon ended up saying yes. So the story opens up and
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telling us that for seven years the Israelites were in Judges
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chapter 6. The Israelites have been
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tormented and terrorized by their enemy, the Midianites.
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The Midianites would swarm in and take all of their crops and
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their animals. And they lived in such fear that
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it said the Israelites were now living in caves.
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They wouldn't even live in their homes because they were afraid
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all the time. And this went on for seven
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years, Year after year, month after month, nothing seemed to
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change. He thought he was nothing's
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going to change, nothing's good. It's always going to be this
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way. Discouragement had kind of set
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in on the people of God. And maybe you're there or you've
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been there before where the enemy has told you nothing's
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going to change that situation, that problems are not the same
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problem in your marriage, same problem in your company, same
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financial stuff, same physical over.
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And you start getting a little bit despaired, settle in on you
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because it feels like nothing's going to change.
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That's exactly where the Israelites were.
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So you're not alone. It was in that moment that the
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Angel of the Lord came up behind Gideon while he was in a hole
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thrashing some wheat, which is not where you would normally do
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it, but he was hiding in a hole because he didn't want the enemy
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to come take his wheat. So he's hiding in a hole, scared
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to death, and the Angel of the Lord comes up behind him and
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goes, the Lord is with you, mighty warrior.
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And I bet there was some reverb on it, mighty warrior, mighty
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warrior. But it scared him even more.
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What? And Gideon probably was
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thinking, there's no mighty warrior here.
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But I am a whole scared to death of the enemy.
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You, you got the wrong guy. Like I'm not a mighty warrior.
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Do you not see what's going on here?
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The mighty warrior must live down the street.
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You just go down there. But we know that God didn't get
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the wrong address today. We know that God does not make
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mistakes, which tells us that the way God sees you is
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different than the way you see you.
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Let that sink in because Gideon did not see himself as a mighty
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warrior, but the Angel of the Lord, which by the way, anytime
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you see the Angel of the Lord in the Old Testament is a reference
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to the pre Incarnate Christ. It is Jesus showing up on the
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scene before he shows up in Bethlehem.
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So this is Jesus, not some Angel, the Angel of the Lord
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saying to him. So that tells me that if he sees
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that in Gideon, but Gideon didn't see that in himself.
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The way you see you is different than the way God sees you.
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We, we have a tendency to see all of our failures and our, our
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mistakes and our, our flops. But God sees the gifts and the
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calling and the destiny and the purpose that he has placed in
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your life. You know why?
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Because he put it there, he, he put it in your life.
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He, he knows it's there. We tend to think sometimes, man,
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how could God ever use me in in some great way?
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You know, I, I've messed up so, so much.
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I don't believe that God is so worried about the ways you've
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messed up. He just wants you to step up and
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become the man of God, the woman of God that God has called you
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to be like, be the leader in your family, be the leader at
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your work. Come on, let's go.
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And sometimes it may not be so much that you feel like you've
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messed up so much, but you just feel unqualified, like you're
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just thinking about who is me? Who am I that God would ever
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want to use me? I mean, I just, I don't even, I
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don't know that much. I'll tell you who you are.
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Do you know that the Bible, the word of God, has prophetic
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declarations in it of who you are?
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When you are in Christ, it says that you are a child of God.
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You are a new creation. You are a member, an important
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member of God's body, his family.
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You're an ambassador for Christ to the world.
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You are a living temple of the Holy Spirit.
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In Romans 8, you are loved unconditionally.
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In Ephesians 2, you are seated with Christ in heavenly places.
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You are more than a conqueror. This is who you are.
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You are chosen and set apart for God.
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Now that's just a few things of who you are.
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Yet so often we live so far below what God intended our
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lives to be, and instead we end up settling for lies.
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Lies that maybe somebody spoke over us when we were kids,
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somebody said something to us. You're not worthy of anything
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worth love and you're no good. You'll never be able to do
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anything. And those things, they stick to
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us. I had, I had things spoken over
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me, not by my family, but by kids at school when I was in 4th
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grade that to this day is just as loud as my voice speaking to
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you See, things like that try to stick to us and try to hold us
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back, right? Or maybe sometimes we're pinned
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down by our past mistakes and failures and we're thinking,
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well, I'm just kind of living out what I guess I deserve.
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What if? What if we stop listening to the
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lies banging around in our minds and we actually listen to what
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God says about us? Let me tell you this.
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The truest thing about you is what God says about you.
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The truest thing about you is not what some kid in 4th grade
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said or what your ex said. The truest thing about you is
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what God says about you. And God, he always sees the best
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in you. It's like parents, when you have
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young kids, you always see the best in your kids.
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Don't you like your little Angel?
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Like if you get a report that they got in a fight at school,
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you're like, what would be my child?
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What did the other kid do right? Or if, if, if the teacher
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saying, well, they're, they're, they're not paying attention.
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Well, it must be because they're not being challenged because
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they're gifted, right? I mean, because we see the best
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in our kids until they're teenagers.
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That's another story. But I'm just saying, well, God
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sees the best in you. That's why he was able to see
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the best in Gideon and actually call him a mighty warrior.
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And then Gideon begins to make all these excuses.
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He's the least in his family. Their family's the least in the
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clan. The clan's the least in the
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tribe, our tribes the least. I mean, just like all these
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excuses. Can I tell you it was almost
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like the Angel Lord didn't even listen to him.
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God is not surprised at your humanity.
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He's not taken back because you're dealing with some stuff.
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He knows all about that stuff, right?
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He he he's not surprised by your doubts and insecurities.
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He just doesn't want you to be controlled by them.
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He wants you to be able to step out and be the person God has
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called you to be. So the Angel of the Lord didn't
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even respond to all of his excuses.
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What he says in verse 14. He says go in the strength you
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have and save Israel out of Midian's hands.
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Say that last part with me out loud.
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At all of our campuses have I not sent?
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You go, have I not sent you? Go with the strength you have.
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Have I not sent you to that, to that workplace?
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Have I not put you at that school?
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Have I not placed you in that neighborhood, in that family?
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Have I not put you there? Go with the strength that you
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have. It may not feel like much, it
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may not look like much, but go with what you got.
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You got a little bit. Go with what you got.
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I feel like I came all the way from West Palm Beach to tell
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somebody at next level. Go with what you got.
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You think God's got something on your life.
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God's given you a little courage, a little faith.
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It is it may you may just have a little bit of faith, but didn't
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Jesus say all you needed was a little bit of faith?
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Didn't he? Didn't he say in Matthew that if
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you have faith as small as a mustard seed, a mustard seed is
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this is like a speck of pepper small.
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It's really small. But he says if you have faith as
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small as a mustard seed, you can say to that mountain, move from
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here to there move. It could be a mountain of fear,
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a mountain of debt, a mountain of sickness.
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You can say to that mountain, move from here to there, and
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what does it say? And it will move.
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It will move. All it takes is mustard seed
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faith. But what I've learned is that a
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seed is not supposed to stay small.
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A seed was never created to stay a seed.
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A seed was created by God to get what?
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To get planted in the ground, to get water, to get nourished, to
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get fertilized so so your seed, your faith can start small.
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It's just not supposed to stay small, right?
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I'm afraid too many Christians have been walking around for
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years with their mustard seed faith.
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All I can learn. Look at my mustard seed, George,
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Jesus said, Jesus said, all I need is the little mustard.
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I got my little mustard. He also said, grow that thing,
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right? Plant that thing, work that
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thing. That's what you put that in the
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ground, right? Let it grow.
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You go with the strength you got.
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Let me tell you, your strength is going to get stronger because
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your faith is going to grow when you go with what you got.
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OK, one other thing about about this part of the story and then
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we'll move on. I love where God meets Gideon in
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a hole, in a ground, hiding. He didn't wait for Gideon to
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become a mighty warrior, a great man of faith.
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Get his act together and then I'll use you.
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No, he, he, he met Gideon right where he was.
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Here's here's the point. God meets you where you are
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today, wherever you are on your spiritual journey with him.
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He, he meets you right there and he speaks to you right there and
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he, he calls you right, right there.
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He, he doesn't wait until you've got it all together.
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He doesn't wait till you've got all your issues worked out to
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say, I want to amuse you. I want to take you from where
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you are and move you up. He, he's going to meet you right
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where you are now. He loves you too much to let you
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stay where you are, right? So he's going to pull you out of
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some stuff, but he meets us right where you are.
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So I wonder where you are today. What doubts and fears and
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insecurities and struggles and stuff you're still working
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through that you think are keeping you back from being who
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God created you to be? I want to tell you no.
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You got to step out of that. Step out of that thinking and be
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who God has created you to be. So.
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So Gideon takes the Angel of the Lord.
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His word finally gets out of the hole.
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But before he can go deal with the Midianites, he has to deal
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with some sin stuff in his home and his family.
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The Angel tells him to go tear down this altar that his father
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had built to a false God named Baal.
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And so there was this dualism going on in their life.
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They were trying to worship God and worship the things of the
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world, this other God, which happens a lot in our lives.
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Without knowing it. We can worship God and we're
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still kind of chasing after other things where we try to
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tack Jesus on to a just a part of our lives.
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And what the Angel Lord said, No, no, no, we got a clean,
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clean house, right? There's some things you got to
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go tear down and remove so that I can build you up and be who
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you're supposed to be. The same is true for us.
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God loves us too much to let us stay where we are with some of
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the stuff we got in our life. He's going to say that's got to
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come down so you can be built up.
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There's some things that you've been holding on to that you've
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got to remove so that you can actually walk in the freedom and
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the power and do do what I've called you to do.
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But that that altar's got to come down.
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Feel like that's a word for somebody today.
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There's an altar that's got to come down.
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There's something that you have been made an idol in your life
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or you've given too much attention to and got to saying
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that's got to come down. But when you read the story,
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Gideon didn't go by himself to tear down the altar.
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It was too big for him. He actually took a group of of
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men with him from his man case and they had to get there and
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they had to go tear this alter down together.
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Can I tell you there are some things in your life that have
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gotten so big you need some help getting it torn down?
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It might have been something that was passed down forgetting
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and it was generational, something that been passed down
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from generation and he needed some help.
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You need some help. That's why your pastors are all
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the time encouraging you to get in a group because when you
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group up, you can grow up. When you get in a group, you get
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around some people that know some things about God that you
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don't know. They know the Word of God.
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They've been walking with the God more than you've been
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walking with God. And their faith is actually
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going to help your faith get stronger.
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But if you never connect to a group, if you just come in and
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sit and soak and sour and leave, you're never going to become who
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God's created you to be to help you grow up, get in a group.
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And then maybe some of you are thinking, well, Todd, I'm good.
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I'm not, I'm not dealing with any of that.
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I'm strong in my faith. You need to group up to help.
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Some of the people that just got saved at Easter know how to grow
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up in their faith, right? So Gideon deals with the altar
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of Bale. He gathers 32,000 men to go
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fight the Midianites. And that sounds like a lot,
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32,000, But there were 135,000 of the Midianites coming against
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them. So the odds are about four to
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one, one to four, right? Not bad.
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They could do that. I've seen enough Mission
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Impossible movies, right, that they could.
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They could probably take them out.
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So God said, yeah, you got too many.
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Tell everybody who's scared they can leave.
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And Gideon probably like, can I go to 22,000 of them, walk out
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on Gideon 22,000, turn and leave.
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Can I tell you one of the hardest things that I've seen is
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when somebody walks out on you, Hard to deal with.
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When somebody leaves you, a business partner leaves you, a
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friend leaves you. They don't even tell you why.
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They just get mad at you and they leave about something.
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A family member that won't talk to you anymore, a spouse that
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walks out. And anytime somebody walks out,
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it opens the door to doubt because you begin to go, well
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what, what's wrong and why did they leave?
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And I can't believe it and maybe it's me and maybe it's something
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I did and maybe it's something I should have done better.
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And what about them I thought? And doubt just starts swirling
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around in her head. Gideon had 22,000 walk out on
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him. 2/3 of his army left him. He was already dealing with his
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own insecurities and, and, and, and fears as he was.
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He was unsure about himself. And 2/3 walk out.
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So now he's down to 10,000. And then God says you still got
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too many, take them down to this spring and watch them drink
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water. And if they drink water, like by
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scooping it up in their hands, you can keep them.
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But if they get down on all fours like a dog, you got to let
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them go. So they go to the spring 9700 of
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them they're kicked out and only 300 are left with the water.
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And so Gideon tells them, okay, everybody who drink like a dog,
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you got to go. You know that they were probably
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going dog. What's up with that?
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That doesn't even make sense. What are you thinking?
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That's and Gideon probably was thinking, what am I saying?
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Why would I do this? Did I really hear from God,
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right? Or was that some bad hummus I
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had last night? They're all going to go talk
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about me and say Gideon the Goober told us to go home
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because we drank. You know, he was dealing with
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all of that fear and insecurity. You know, he was back in 2021.
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I got to go to Israel and it wasn't my first time.
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I've been to Israel like 1213 times before, but I've always
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been in large groups. And I wanted to go and just
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experience the Holy Land, like just go and be.
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So my wife and I and two of our couple friends went with us and
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we went over there and I wanted to go some places we had never
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I'd never been before. And one of the places was Gideon
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Springs, the spring that he took his army to.
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And they know from the archaeological digs that right
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around the area, and this is the only water source, that this is
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the exact location where Gideon took his men.
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Now it's bigger than that. It broadens out and it streams
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down. But that would have been where
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they were. And I don't know why a puddle of
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water messed me up that day. But when I stood at Gideon
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Springs, I had to walk away from Julie and a few of the other
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people. And I'm getting tears in my
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eyes. I'm like, what is going on?
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Why am I crying? I think I was moved a little bit
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by what Gideon must have been going through, the insecurities
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that he was already dealing with, the pressures that he
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already felt, and now all these people that walked out on him.
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And then now he's up at 300 and I'm supposed to leave this.
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I don't even know that I know what I'm doing.
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God, I just feel so like insecure.
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But he obeyed anyway. I think what got me that day was
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his obedience that he did not question God or reason with God
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or argue with God. He just said, OK, but God, I'm
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going to do it. I'm going to care more about
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what you say to me than what they're going to say about me.
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I care more about you and your blessing.
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I'm going to, I'm going to walk in obedience.
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And there's a lesson we can learn from this part of the
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story that you don't have to understand completely in order
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to obey immediately. Let that get in your spirit.
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You don't have to understand completely in order to obey
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immediate because I guarantee that Gideon did not understand
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completely how this was going to work or if it was going to work,
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but yet he obeyed immediately. And there was a blessing that
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comes when we obey God even when we don't fully understand His
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plan. In fact, most of the times you
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and I are not going to fully understand His plan.
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He's going to a lot of times when God ask you to do
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something, you're only going to get a, a little prompting of
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your spirit. You're going to get one word 1
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scripture one. It's like a piece to a puzzle.
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That's all you're going to get. And you're not even going to get
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the puzzle box top to figure out how that piece fits in.
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You're going to get this one little piece and he's going to
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say, go trust me in this surrender this area, obey me
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here, right? Trust him.
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And it's scary when that happens because you're, you're actually
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stepping into the unknown. Like what if I do this?
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I think about Abraham stepping into the unknown.
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When God caught Abraham, he says, I'm going to show you, I'm
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going to build a nation out of here.
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I'm going to show you a land that I'm going to give you.
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But you've got to leave your, your homeland, your people that
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are worshipping all these false gods and doing all these things
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that are not, they're going to take you out of that.
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So I can get you where you need to be.
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And so he told Sarah, we're leaving, pack everybody up,
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let's go. And Sarah asked, I'm sure, where
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are we going? And Abraham probably responded,
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I don't know, because when you read the Scripture, God says,
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I'm going to show you when you get there, so just get going.
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Can you imagine? He had to step out from his
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known everything that He knew. He had to step from the known
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into the unknown. Can I tell you that when God
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calls you to step from your known what you know and trust
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Him in the unknown, it's only unknown to you.
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It's not unknown to God because nothing is unknown to God.
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It's only scary to you. It's sacred to God because
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you're actually trusting him. You're actually saying, yes,
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God, I trust you even though I don't know.
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And that yes, will shape everything in your life.
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I wonder what God has been asking you to step out and trust
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him in. I wonder if there's an area of
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your life lately that you've since the Lord just kind of
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repeatedly saying trust me with. That might be your business or
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your career. There might be a future decision
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that you've been praying for wisdom on and you sense the Lord
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saying something and he's just saying, trust me.
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It's just a one piece of the puzzle.
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It could be a relationship. Trust me in that.
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That's not the right relationship for you.
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Trust me in that. Trust me, I've got better for
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you than that. Don't, don't, don't stay there.
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Not talking about a marriage. I'm talking about it could be
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finances. It's amazing to me that for
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Christians, Christ followers who love Jesus, that finances is one
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of the last areas that we actually trust God in.
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Even on our money. It says in God we trust the very
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thing that we don't want to trust God with, right?
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Is that funny? We'll trust him with a lot.
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We trust him with our eternal salvation, our soul.
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Yes, Lord, I trust you with my soul.
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We trust him with our family. Lord, take my kids, please take
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my kids, take my husband, my wife, take your God.
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But when it comes to our finances, we're like, Oh no, I
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can do better. I can do better than I don't
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have to trust you with this, right?
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So I wonder what it is the guy's saying, take a step.
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Trust me with this. So Gideon, trust God takes the
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challenge. He steps out with his 300 men to
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go against 135,000. So the odds are stacked against
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him like this isn't going to work.
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I'm sure he was thinking this isn't going to work and maybe
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you're up against something today that you feel like the
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odds are stacked against you and it's just it's not going to
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work. This is going to work.
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The odds are stacked against my dream that God's put in my
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heart. It feels like it's not working
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in my business. I don't have enough.
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I don't, I don't have enough resources.
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I don't have time. I don't have enough money.
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Can I ask you a question? What if?
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What if not enough is just enough?
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What if not enough is just enough to keep you from relying
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on your own strength and abilities and not lean on your
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own understanding, but in all your ways, acknowledge him and
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he'll direct your path. What if, what if not enough?
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What you're dealing with is is just enough.
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So Gideon, with not enough, takes his 300 men, separates
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them into three groups, gives them all a torch, a jar to cover
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the torch, and a trumpet. Not a spear, not a shield, not a
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sword, a torch, a jar and a trumpet.
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Again, they had to be going. What's up with that?
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Right? He spreads them out around the
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enemy's camp on the Cliff where the enemy was there.
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And Gideon, let me let you know a secret.
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Gideon. He stepped out with doubt.
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There is no way that he knew how this was going to work or if it
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was going to work. But he stepped out with his
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doubt. Sometimes you just got to step
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out in your doubt. It's like, OK, got him on.
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Because you know a little. You may not know it all, but you
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know, a little talk a lot about stepping out in faith.
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You know, stepping out in faith. Yeah.
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Well, yeah, it took some faith for getting to do that.
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But he stepped out in doubt. And that doubt kept him
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dependent. That doubt kept him holding on
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to Jesus. So they they climb the hill
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around the enemy. It says that once they all break
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their jars and then the torches light up the the hillside, they
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blow their horn and then they shout freedom.
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No, that's Braveheart. They shot a sword for the Lord
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and for Gideon. And so it says in the Bible that
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the enemy down below was so shocked and scared by the noise
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and the lights and the trumpets, they started killing each other.
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They started turning on each other, kill each other and they
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ran off. So the guys didn't even have to
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fight them. The Lord fought the battle for
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them. They went down and got all the
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plunder and all the stuff from the enemy's camp.
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What I want you to see is that in that one day the people were
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delivered. God's people were were set free
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from the harassment of the enemy that had been going on.
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Day after day, year after year. Something changed.
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But it wouldn't have changed if Gideon hadn't gotten out of his
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home. If he had stayed listening to
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doubts and fears and insecurities, he would have
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never stepped out. And it not only impacted Gideon,
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he actually became exactly who the Angel of the Lord said he
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was, a mighty warrior, right? But it not only impacted,
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impacted him and impacted an entire nation, it impacted
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Listen to this people that Gideon never knew, people that
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Gideon would, would never, would never meet.
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So this whole story was, was bigger than Gideon.
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The same is true for you. When you step out from your
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doubts and fears and anxieties and you trust God.
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Fear no longer forms your future.
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Faith does. You step into your your destiny.
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But you can't do that hiding in a hole in the ground, listening
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to the wrong voices. Fear and faith, they actually
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have the same root definition. Think about it.
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Fear and faith. It's believing that what you
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cannot see is going to happen. Fear and faith, believing what
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you cannot see is going to happen. 1 is born out of
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darkness. Despair 1 is born out of light.
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And the one that you align yourself with today will
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actually shape your life. I don't want doubt to take you
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out. Like it almost took me out.
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Like it almost took Gideon out. I want you to live with a faith
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that is growing courage, confidence that God is working
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in your life and he's going to work through your life.
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And no matter what you're facing right now in your life, that
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he's got more for you. He has more in store than you
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even have in mind. But it's going to require you to
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not listen to doubt and despair and discouragement, but step out
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and be who God's called you to be.
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So I want to, I want to pray for you today and I want to pray the
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gift of faith over you because I believe God's given me that
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gift. I want to pray it over you today
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that you would receive it. So if you have been maybe
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struggling with doubt, struggling with fear and
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anxiety, this prayer is for you. And so in all our locations, if
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that's you today, I just want you to do something bold.
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If that's you, I just want you to stand so I can pray over you.
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If you are dealing with doubt, despair, discouragement and it's
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and you go. It's been trying to Take Me Out,
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Todd. It's been trying to keep me from
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being the man, the woman that I'm called to be.
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And I, I'm not going to deal with any longer.
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I'm going to, I'm going to take my, I'm getting out of the hole.
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I'm taking my stand today at all our locations.
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If that's you, not everybody has to stand.
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But if that's you, that's OK. I'm going to pray over you
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today. Would you just hold your hands
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open like this in a posture of receiving as I pray?
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Father God, I thank you that we can come to you today on the
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authority of your word that says who we are in you, that we are
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chosen and we are loved and we are anointed and we are purposed
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and we have life full of destiny and we're not going to let
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anything hold us back. So I pray for my brothers and
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sisters that are standing today. God is an act of faith.
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They stand today. They say they're no longer going
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to listen to the lies of doubt that would try to trip them up
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and take them out. Lord, I pray faith over them
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today. I pray for the gift of faith
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that you've graciously given to me.
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God, I deposited on their lives today.
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The faith would rise up in them today that when doubt begins to
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shout at them that God faith would scream louder that they
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would know who they are in Jesus name.
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You can put your hands down with the rest of you stand for this
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last prayer if you need to get your relationship right with
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Jesus. Can I tell you that the only way
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that you'll ever live the life that you've been created to live
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is in right relationship with God.
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And so if your relationship with him isn't right, forget about
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it. The rest of life is going to be
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off. But if that gets right, he can
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make all things right. And so if you need to get your
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relationship with Jesus right, maybe you've never had one, or
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maybe it's just not where it needs to be.
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This last prayer is for you. And if you would say, Todd,
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include me in this prayer right where you are, would you just
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raise your hands up high across all our little campuses?
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If that's you today, hold him. Up high we're all going to pray
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this prayer out loud, but those you with your hands up, you
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prayed a little bit louder. Pray this after me say, dear
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Lord Jesus come into my life. Forgive me of all my sin for
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going my own way, for doing my own thing.
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Today I turn, I make you the Lord of my life in Jesus name I
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pray, Amen. Come on, let's thank God today
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for all those that made that decision.