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Shame Off You | Pastor Luis Quintero

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  1. So glad you're here online, Family, we see you.

  2. We're grateful you're with us. Everybody in this room, you put

  3. your hands together. Let's welcome everybody that's

  4. joining us this weekend. If we've we've never met, if

  5. we've never had the opportunity to do so.

  6. My name is Luis Quintero. I'm one of our pastors here on

  7. staff. I get to serve with our lead

  8. pastors, Pastors Matt and Pastor Sarah on our executive team.

  9. I'm also a part of our teaching team and it's just such a great

  10. honor to get to share God's work today.

  11. I just want to let you know, Pastor Matt today is along with

  12. Pastor Charles, another one of our our teaching pastors There

  13. are in one of our network churches in Arizona.

  14. They're ministering there and so be praying for Pastor Matt.

  15. But we're just so grateful for our pastors, aren't we?

  16. They't amazing. They love God, they love US, and

  17. come on. Yeah, show some love to your

  18. pastors. We're just so grateful for you

  19. pastors. And we we get the honor, I get

  20. the honor today to close out a series that we've been on for

  21. the last several weeks. This is week #4 and we're

  22. closing out a series that's called Don't Let Doubt.

  23. Everybody say Don't let doubt take you out.

  24. That's what we've been talking about over the last several

  25. weeks. We've been looking at how doubt,

  26. how the enemy uses things like fear and other tactics to make

  27. us doubt God. And, and when that happens, then

  28. that doubt takes us out of all of the promises of God, all of

  29. the potential God has for our lives.

  30. And, and today my assignment as we close this series, I get to

  31. talk about one of those little tools the enemy uses often in

  32. our lives to to keep us from trusting God from from believing

  33. in in the promises of God and to take us out.

  34. And this specific, this, this specific little tool that he

  35. uses. It's one of those that often

  36. sits right underneath doubt. It's kind of one of those that's

  37. a little deeper. It's really quiet.

  38. And for many of us, we've been carrying, we've been carrying

  39. something like this for a long time.

  40. And The thing is that we rarely talk about it.

  41. Today I want us to see how the enemy often time uses shame to

  42. make us doubt God. And when he when he makes his

  43. dog out, he takes us out from all the potential, all the

  44. promises of God. And so I just want to invite us

  45. to open up our hearts. Every location right now, I want

  46. to invite you to just bow your head, close your eyes.

  47. I want to invite us to pray. I want to invite us to just

  48. allow the Lord to do a work in our hearts today.

  49. Heavenly Father, we thank you for this opportunity to be

  50. together in your house. God, I thank you for everybody

  51. that is under the sound of my voice today.

  52. Lord, we just come to you and we say, God, we open up our hearts

  53. to your word, Lord. Well, if there's anything right

  54. now that we would that that that would keep us from receiving the

  55. good seat of your word, we lay it aside.

  56. If there is worry if there is any any just distraction or we

  57. put it down, we lay it down at your feet and and we just open

  58. up our hearts to your word. We open up our hearts to your

  59. spirit. Lord, speak to us today.

  60. Heal us today, change us today. We pray, pray just allow me to

  61. be a conduit of your spirit, Lord that I would just be in

  62. tune with your spirit as your word just leads forward.

  63. We pray all this in Jesus mighty name and everybody said Amen and

  64. Amen. So I was preparing this week and

  65. just praying about all right, Lord, I was trying to remember

  66. the first time that I felt shame in my life and it was it didn't

  67. take that long. I have a pretty pretty quick

  68. core memory that came up. And if you've never heard some

  69. of my story, I grew up in in Columbia.

  70. I grew up in a Christian household.

  71. My parents were amazing. They exposed us to the things of

  72. God from very, very young. And so I was in church like 4

  73. times a week. Monday nights I was in church.

  74. I don't even remember what was Monday nights, but I was there.

  75. I remember being there Wednesday nights.

  76. It was Bible study. Every other Saturday was prayer

  77. and fasting. Sunday morning, it was the

  78. services. I was there all the time.

  79. And I remember this specific memory.

  80. I must have been like 8 or 9 years old.

  81. It was a Wednesday night Bible study.

  82. There was like 100 people at the church.

  83. And I remember coming in, it was a long day of school and, you

  84. know, I was tired. And I remember the pastor, I

  85. think he was teaching on David and Goliath.

  86. I'm like, I know this one. And so I was like, I'm going to

  87. take his news. And so I just, I remember laying

  88. down on my mom's lap and how many of you have ever like you

  89. fall asleep and then you startle yourself up like you wake up

  90. like all jolted up. Anybody else like so this, this

  91. happened to me. The problem is how it happened.

  92. I was sleep and the next thing I know, I jolted myself up by

  93. ripping the loudest fart. I'm 18, like an 8 year old has

  94. ever. I I believe this wholeheartedly

  95. that it was and I just jolted up.

  96. And the worst part is I, I jolted up and then I just saw

  97. everybody's face turn. Everybody's laughing.

  98. I felt the blood rush to my face.

  99. I smiled, but I wanted the earth to swallow me.

  100. Who does that? I just pretended like I was

  101. still asleep and went back down to sleep.

  102. And I remember laying on my mom's lap and thinking, who does

  103. that? Like what is wrong with me?

  104. That's the first time that I actually felt that there was

  105. something wrong with me. Somebody that makes mistakes in

  106. their sleep, well, how do you do that?

  107. And then as I started kind of going through my years in

  108. school, I remember not too far after that, probably a year

  109. later, I was in class and I was a very active kid.

  110. And so I was probably messing up somebody's day or joking around.

  111. And I remember teaching correcting me.

  112. And she corrected me in front of everybody.

  113. And at the end she said, shame on you.

  114. And I remember thinking, what, what does that even mean?

  115. Later on, I remember being in a in recess.

  116. We were just playing soccer with a buddy and we got into it.

  117. You know, things happen. You want to win.

  118. We start kicking each other, punching each other.

  119. We're fighting. Teacher comes over and separates

  120. us, goes what's what is going on here?

  121. Hey, shame on you guys. And I remember thinking, what is

  122. the shame thing? Why is it, why is it like a

  123. thing that they just throw on me like a jacket?

  124. What is what does that even mean?

  125. And why does it feel like every time I hear that, it's not that

  126. I made a mistake, but it feels like something's wrong with you.

  127. You are the mistake. And you see that's exactly how

  128. shame works. Shame takes a negative

  129. experience and then he personalizes it.

  130. So instead of it being I made a mistake, shame says the enemy

  131. uses shame and says you are the mistake.

  132. It sticks to our identity. Shame sticks and attacks our

  133. identity, and that's what the enemy does.

  134. The enemy takes these moments in life where maybe we've made a

  135. mistake, where where we're sinful, or something happened,

  136. or maybe something was done to us.

  137. Maybe there was a simple thing that was done to us, something

  138. wrong that was done to us. And the enemy takes those

  139. things, attaches shame to them, and then with those things, it

  140. then distorts our identity because we start believing

  141. things about ourselves that are not true.

  142. Here's the problem. The problem is this.

  143. If shame can distort our identity, then it can actually

  144. distort our destiny. It can distort our future.

  145. Because if I'm believing things about myself that are not true,

  146. I'm not going to be able to believe God about the things

  147. that He's believing for me, that he calls on Scripture for me.

  148. You see where I'm going with this?

  149. You see on healed shame can keep us from living in the freedom

  150. that Jesus came to give us when he died on the cross.

  151. Jesus said this in John 10/10. He said the thief comes only to

  152. steal kill and destroy specifically for this message

  153. your identity kill, steal and destroy your identity and Jesus

  154. says I have come that they may have life and have it to the

  155. full. Now that that word full means a

  156. lot right. If if Jesus meant full life for

  157. us, it doesn't mean that we're going to have perfect lives

  158. without problems. It means that we can have a full

  159. life with abundant overflow of God, with wholeness, with

  160. freedom, with true identity in him, so that no matter what

  161. comes our way, we can live in his will.

  162. You see, I believe that there are many of us here today under

  163. the sound of my voice, every location.

  164. Who? Maybe you're missing out on that

  165. full life that Jesus came to give us because shame keeps

  166. whispering. Yeah, yeah.

  167. That's not for you, though. Yeah.

  168. That that that's that's for other people.

  169. You, you're broken. You are broken.

  170. And many of us maybe believe that I am broken.

  171. Pastor Lewis, you don't understand.

  172. Though I have a broken sexual past.

  173. Pastor Lewis, you don't understand.

  174. There are things that that I've done here in the last few years

  175. and in my present that I am broken.

  176. I can't fix this. I can't.

  177. It's the same thing over and over.

  178. Some of us walk around feeling like we're unwanted.

  179. Pastor Lewis, you don't understand.

  180. I'm in my second, third divorce. You don't understand, Pastor

  181. Lewis. I live on the streets.

  182. I'm. I'm homeless.

  183. The shelters won't even take me. I am actually unwanted.

  184. I grew up in the foster system from home to home to home to

  185. home. Nobody wanted me.

  186. I am actually unwanted. And many of us walk around and,

  187. and, and we believe this, this thing that attached to our, our

  188. identity, Many of us deal with addiction and, and we deal with,

  189. with lying maybe, or, or anger. And we believe that we are

  190. damaged. Something was done to us.

  191. Maybe something happened earlier in our lives.

  192. And then there's no way God can fix this.

  193. I, I feel dumb. I am disqualified.

  194. You don't understand the mistakes that make at school,

  195. the mistakes that make them work.

  196. I am, I am dumb and this is what shame does.

  197. It attacks our identity and here's what the enemy would

  198. love. The enemy would love to keep you

  199. with that distorted identity because it'll keep you from the

  200. promises of God that are yes and Amen for those who have placed

  201. their lives in Christ Jesus. He hears the thing.

  202. Shame can be hoped away, can be wished away.

  203. Shame can only be healed that the cross.

  204. Shame can only be healed by Jesus and the work that he did

  205. on the cross recovery for us. Here's what you need to know

  206. today. I believe Jesus wants to change

  207. some names today. I believe Jesus wants to heal

  208. some hearts today. I believe Jesus is saying this

  209. not shame on you, shame off you son, shame off you daughter.

  210. I pay for it in Calvary already. And I believe today you can

  211. receive healing in the mighty name of Jesus.

  212. I've titled my message today, shame off you.

  213. Look at your neighbor and say shame off you.

  214. Come on, shame off you. Jesus came and he said shame off

  215. you. Now, now here's the deal.

  216. When we're struggling and dealing with shame, there are

  217. certain things that will manifest in our lives, certain

  218. things that will come up in our lives.

  219. And so I want us to look at a scripture today.

  220. This was the the very first account where we see shame

  221. coming into the world. This is the moment where Adam

  222. and Eve, just for context, we're going to go to Genesis, Genesis

    Genesis 3 chapter mention

  223. chapter 3. Adam and Eve sinned.

  224. They went against the will of God.

  225. They disobeyed God. If you know the story, they live

  226. perfectly in in the Garden of Eden with God.

  227. There was nothing wrong. There was closeness intimacy

  228. that were naked. It was, it was free, it was

  229. amazing. And God gave him dominion over

  230. everything, over the food, over the animals.

  231. But God told him, hey, there's only one thing I don't want you

  232. to do. And he's to eat from this one

  233. tree. And then here comes Satan, the

  234. serpent comes in and he convinces Eve to eat from that

  235. tree. Eve goes ahead and does it.

  236. And then Adam then follows along.

  237. And what happens here we're going to start reading is the

  238. moment that they realized, Oh my goodness, there's some shame

  239. coming in. So verse 7 says this, This is

  240. both Adam and Eve. Then the eyes of both of them

  241. were open and they realized they were naked.

  242. There it is. That's where shame came into the

  243. world. So they sewed fig leaves

  244. together and made coverings for themselves.

  245. Now they're covering from each other.

  246. Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he

  247. was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid

  248. from the Lord God among the trees of the garden.

  249. But the Lord God call to the man, and he said, Where are you?

  250. And Adam answered, I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid

  251. because I was naked, so I hid. And then God said, Who told you

  252. you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree

  253. that I commanded you not to eat from?

  254. And Adam said, the woman you put here with me, she gave me some

  255. fruit from the tree and I ate it.

  256. Come on Adam, come on brother. Then the Lord God said to the

  257. woman, what is it that you have done?

  258. The woman said, the serpent deceived me and I hated you.

  259. See, everything changed after this moment.

  260. Sin entered the world, and so did shame.

  261. And so I want us to look at four ways in which shame manifests

  262. itself in our lives. These are these are probably

  263. things that if you're dealing with shame, you're going to

  264. recognize in your own life because this is exactly what has

  265. plagued humanity ever since that moment.

  266. Here's the first thing. The first way in which shame

  267. manifests in our lives is this shame makes us hide from God.

  268. Shame makes us hide from God. In verse 8, we see that they hid

  269. from the Lord among the trees of the garden.

  270. You see, what happens is we often hide from God because we

  271. believe that because of what we've done, because of what has

  272. happened to us, that he hates us.

  273. That he doesn't want to do anything with such a messed up

  274. person. That my addiction, my anger, the

  275. thing that was done to me in my past, makes me unworthy of God's

  276. love, makes me unworthy of God's care for me.

  277. And So what we do is we hide from God, we hide from his

  278. presence. We don't spend time with God.

  279. We hide from his word. We don't pick up the truth of

  280. God's word to cover our lives. And then we hide from God's

  281. house, the people of God. We hide, we stay away from the

  282. things of God. And my friends, I'm here to tell

  283. you today, nothing good happens when we're away from God.

  284. Nothing good happens. Our flesh kicks in our our

  285. desires kick in. And we often wonder, why do we

  286. act and respond and think the way we do is because oftentimes

  287. there's shame attached to it. Now, I want you to notice

  288. something very powerful about this story.

  289. In this story, notice that God did not leave Adam and Eve.

  290. Adam and Eve hid from God. The very next thing we see is

  291. what we see. God coming and looking for Adam

  292. and Eve. You see, God was, God was

  293. looking for both of them. But shame whispers, God is

  294. disappointed in you. God doesn't want to do anything

  295. with you. God cannot use you.

  296. God loves other people more than you.

  297. But the gospel of Jesus Christ says that even though we have

  298. messed up, even though wrong things have happened to us, God

  299. so loved the word that he said, Jesus, there is grace for you.

  300. He loves you. He's calling some names today.

  301. He's saying, hey, Bob, I'm looking for you.

  302. Hey, Amy, I'm looking for you. Hey Natalie, me, I'm looking for

  303. you. God is looking and searching for

  304. His children. This is grace and He wants to

  305. heal you today. He wants to change your name

  306. today #2 What a shame. How does shame manifest in our

  307. lives? First, it makes us hide from

  308. God, but second, shame makes us cover from one another.

  309. Shame makes us cover from others.

  310. Verse 7, it's when they realized that they had sinned and shame

  311. came in Adam and Eve. They sewed fig leaves together

  312. and they made covering for themselves.

  313. In other words, now all of a sudden they were very aware of

  314. their shortcomings. They were very aware of their of

  315. their humanness, right? And they started covering, they

  316. started kind of pretending and kind of, you know, hiding from

  317. one another. You see, we may not be using

  318. good old fig leaves like they did, but there's some modern day

  319. fig leaves that we hide behind and we cover from others.

  320. Some of us, we believe we're so damaged and we believe we're so

  321. dumb that that we hide behind our success.

  322. That if you only see how successful my business is, how

  323. successful my family is, if you can only see how that's it

  324. proves that I am not that damaged.

  325. I'm not that dumb. But we go home and we still deal

  326. with that. Some of us, we hide behind

  327. perfection. If everything is just pristine,

  328. if everything looks good on social media and everybody

  329. believes that I am perfect, maybe I proved that.

  330. Maybe I'm not that unwanted. And some of us, we love humor,

  331. but we hide behind our humor. We feel so unwanted.

  332. But because we're funny, we keep joking.

  333. We keep doing all of this because it's the only way that

  334. we can feel some love from people.

  335. But in reality, we go home and we feel this.

  336. We deal with this sense of unwantedness.

  337. This, this, this belief of being unworthy, disbelief of being

  338. unlovable. Some of us, I believe you are.

  339. You're a people pleaser because you, you, you, you believe that

  340. if you just say yes to everything, if you burn yourself

  341. out, if you just yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, maybe that'll prove

  342. that I'm lovable and they'll love me and they'll stay and

  343. they'll care for me. But we're not dealing with the

  344. root, 'cause you see, shame teaches us to manage our image.

  345. But Jesus says, let me heal your heart.

  346. You don't have to worry about that image.

  347. You don't have to worry about that thing you're pretending to

  348. be. As a matter of fact, I believe

  349. that there's many of us today. James 5 says this, that if we

  350. confess to one another and we pray with one another, there is

  351. healing that happens. But Jesus can't heal you because

  352. you keep pretending to be somebody you're not.

  353. And Jesus wants to heal the real you today.

  354. Here's the third way. The third way that we can see

  355. shame manifest in our lives is this #3 shame makes us act in

  356. fear. Shame makes us act in fear.

  357. Verse 10 says this. I heard you in the garden, Adam

  358. said, And I was afraid. There's the fear because I was

  359. naked. So here's his action.

  360. He hid. Fear cost him to hide.

  361. You see, shame brings fear and when the fear starts to drive

  362. and lead our decision making, making it, it makes us do things

  363. that are not godly. It makes us, you know, act in

  364. certain ways that are completely against God's will for our

  365. lives. There's many a times where that

  366. fear will tell you, hey, you can't trust God.

  367. You can't trust people because if they only knew they're real

  368. you who can accept you? Hide, be angry, bite back and we

  369. start acting based out of that fear.

  370. For many of us, God has called you to lead, but fear kicks in

  371. from that shame and and you hear, don't lead.

  372. Don't lead in your business, don't lead in your home.

  373. Don't do that. You're not smart enough for

  374. that. You're not qualified for that.

  375. And that came from a place where you picked up some shame.

  376. Shame will tell you to not hope or try because man, you've tried

  377. and it never works. You're never going to change.

  378. Why are you hoping for? Fear starts driving our decision

  379. making when we don't allow Jesus to heal the shame to give us a

  380. new name. Let me just say this, if you

  381. missed Pastor Matt's message last week, he spoke all about

  382. this. He spoke on fear and how fear is

  383. used by the enemy to to keep us from doubting God and to keep us

  384. from all the the amazing things that God has for us.

  385. Here's the fourth thing that shame does, the way it manifests

  386. in our lives when when we are dealing with shame, when our

  387. shame is done, heel #4 shame makes us blame others.

  388. He makes us blame others. See, God comes looking for them

  389. on in the garden. Adam, where are you?

  390. Eve, where are you? What's the first thing that Adam

  391. does? Hold up, God, I know I'm a

  392. little undone here and naked and shameful.

  393. It wasn't me. You made her out of me.

  394. It was her fault. Then God comes to even.

  395. What does Eve do? You created the serpent.

  396. It was the serpent. Here's here's what's.

  397. Here's what's crazy about shame. Shame keeps us from looking at

  398. ourselves. Shame keeps us from allowing God

  399. to come in and heal. And he makes us blame others.

  400. And I believe that right now, maybe sitting next to you is the

  401. person who's been taking the brunt of your shame, but your

  402. spouse is the one that gets blamed for some of the things

  403. that you're unwilling to deal with.

  404. Your kids are dealing with the shame that you're undealing.

  405. You're not dealing with maybe your coworkers, your friends.

  406. Because shame makes us blame others.

  407. Shame makes us cover from others.

  408. Shame makes us hide from God. Shame makes us act out of fear.

  409. Pastor Lewis, what do we do? How do how do we, how do we

  410. allow God to heal our shame? It is very simple.

  411. But it's a step of courage that requires us to have some faith

  412. to believe this. But here's what we need to do.

  413. We need to take our eyes of that mistake.

  414. We need to take our eyes of what you've done, of the mess up that

  415. you've made, of the sin that you've committed.

  416. We got to take our eyes of the sin that was committed to us.

  417. In other words, we got to take our eyes of the shame and we

  418. have to put our eyes on Jesus. We got to come to Jesus.

  419. Hebrews 12/2 says this, looking unto Jesus, the author and the

  420. finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him,

  421. he endured the cross, despising the shame, and he sits now at

  422. the right hand of the throne of God.

  423. You see, Jesus already on the cross of Calvary paid for our

  424. sin, but he also took on our shame.

  425. You see, the cross was a shameful act, the the cross.

  426. The cross meant that you would be stripped and mocked and

  427. exposed and rejected publicly. And Jesus said, I'll do that for

  428. my son and for my daughter. See, Shane came into the garden

  429. with Adam and Eve, but Shane was healed and Shane was defeated at

  430. the cross with Jesus. I'm so grateful for that.

  431. I know I've experienced that many a times because Jesus, when

  432. he heals you, when he gives you a new name, that shame no longer

  433. defines you. And there's no greater way to

  434. walk in life to fulfill the call as parents, to fulfill the call

  435. as students, as as employees, our bosses, as as people in this

  436. world. As a matter of fact, the most

  437. important call we have as Christians is this.

  438. There's no greater joy that to live in that freedom to tell

  439. others about Jesus. We are disciples of Christ and

  440. we are. If we're not filled with that

  441. shame, we're going to be able to declare where our shame was

  442. healed and help others. And so today, if we allow him, I

  443. believe Jesus wants to take those distorted identities,

  444. takes those place of shame and, and he wants to bring new names.

  445. He wants to heal what you've carried for many years.

  446. Some of us have been carrying some of his labels for many,

  447. many years, maybe 30-40, fifty years.

  448. And today can be the day where Jesus heals you.

  449. I believe some of us have walked around for many years believing

  450. that you're broken, Pastor Lewis, I am broken and you don't

  451. understand. I, I endured abuse in my life.

  452. You don't understand what I've had to deal with as a child.

  453. You don't understand what I've had to deal as an employee.

  454. There's been betrayal in my life and abandonment in my life and

  455. failure in my life. There's been things that have

  456. been spoken over me tell me that I am broken by my friends today.

  457. I want to encourage you, if you have the faith to come to the

  458. cross, and if you have the faith to say Jesus, I give you my

  459. shame, then he says this. You are a new creation.

  460. Therefore if anyone is in Christ, they are a new creation.

  461. The old is gone and the newest here.

  462. You no longer have to carry that identity.

  463. I believe some of us have been walking around feeling like

  464. we're unwanted, believing that we're unwanted.

  465. You don't understand the divorces.

  466. You don't understand Pastor Lewis.

  467. I have gone from shelter to shelter.

  468. I've never experienced a parent in my life.

  469. I am actually unwanted. But today, if you have the

  470. courage to come to Jesus, and if you say Jesus, take my shame, I

  471. will pick up a new name. He'll say to you, no, no, no,

  472. no, no, no. You are not unwanted.

  473. You are welcome because Ephesians says that comes

  474. consequently. You're no longer a stranger.

  475. You're no longer somebody that God doesn't know, but you are a

  476. fellow citizen. You are welcome into the

  477. household that he's created. You are not unwanted.

  478. Your identity is of a son and a daughter.

  479. That's welcome to Pastor Lewis. You don't understand.

  480. I'm so dirty. The things I've done in my life,

  481. how I've cheated, how I've, I've, I've manipulated.

  482. You don't understand the drugs I've taken, you don't understand

  483. the the alcohol abuse that I've had all my life.

  484. I am so dirty. I'm too far gone.

  485. There is no way God can clean me up, but today you come to the

  486. cross and you say, Jesus, I give you this label.

  487. I'm telling you today Jesus is going to remind you that he

  488. washes you clean, that you are pure.

  489. In John 19 He says if you confess your sin, he is faithful

  490. and just to forgive you and forgive you of your sins and

  491. purify you. You're no longer dirty.

  492. You are washed clean. The Bible says that as far as E

  493. is from the West, he won't remember your sin.

  494. The Bible says that that he will wash you as white as snow, and

  495. that dirt that you feel, that shame that you feel, if you

  496. bring it to the cross, He will heal it.

  497. Some of us feel completely unlovable.

  498. You walk around every day feeling this way and trying to

  499. prove to everybody that you are worth loving.

  500. And it's exhausting. And you go home and you cry

  501. yourself to sleep. Some of you have been rejected

  502. so much in your life. You are walking around believing

  503. this every day. But if you bring this to Jesus,

  504. if you let Him have that label, he'll say this about you.

  505. You are beloved of mine. He says that I, I actually will,

  506. I will give you a new name, sees what great love the Father has

  507. lavished on us, that we are called sons and daughter,

  508. children of God. So that pain that you feel can

  509. be healed at the cross today if you allow Jesus to give you a

  510. new name. That sounds great.

  511. I'm just just unworthy. Some of us, I believe When I was

  512. writing this, I felt like there's many of us under the

  513. sound of my voice, where you feel like you deserve

  514. punishment. I don't deserve anything.

  515. The pain I've caused and the pain that has been caused to me

  516. tells me that I am not worth anything.

  517. I deserve some punishment, if any.

  518. If maybe I'm punished enough, then I'll feel worthy.

  519. Have good news for you today. If you bring this to Jesus and

  520. you lay it at the cross. He says you're a son, you're a

  521. daughter. For God so loved the world that

  522. he gave his one and only son. You are worth the Son of God.

  523. He loved you so much. He said whosoever believes in

  524. him will not perish, but will have eternal life.

  525. It is in the, it is at the cross.

  526. It is at the work of Christ. It is that healing that he

  527. brings to our lives. And today I just want to

  528. encourage us with this. Shane may have given you a label

  529. and an identity, but today Jesus wants to give you a new name, a

  530. new identity. If you would just allow him

  531. today to do so. If you come to him, if you come

  532. to the cross and allow him to do that, I believe he will.

  533. Here's what I want to do with the few moments that we have

  534. left. I want to pray over us.

  535. If you're here today and you are tired of living with the labels

  536. of shame, that distorted identity that shame has brought

  537. to your life, and you're ready to come to Jesus, you're ready

  538. to receive a true and new identity as I invite you to

  539. close your eyes and bow your head in a moment, I, I want you.

  540. That's you today. Here's what I want you to do.

  541. They're in your seat. I want you to just put your

  542. hands like this. And here's what this means,

  543. Jesus, here's my shame. Jesus, here's my unworthiness.

  544. Here's my belief that I'm dumb. Here's you're going to lay it at

  545. him and he's going to pick it up and you're going to leave your

  546. hands out and Jesus is going to give you a brand new name.

  547. I believe that. Hearted So with every eye closed

  548. and every head bowed, if that's you today, this is a holy

  549. moment. This is a moment between you and

  550. God. The Spirit of the Lord is in

  551. every one of our rooms and everybody that's watching.

  552. If that's you today, if you're tired, I love living with that

  553. shame. I just want you to strange your

  554. arms like I showed you a minute ago.

  555. Here's what I want you to do. I want to lead you through a

  556. prayer, but I want you right now for the next few seconds, I want

  557. you to tell Jesus what that shame is.

  558. I want you to tell Jesus, here's here's my shame, Lord.

  559. Here's my my belief that I'm unlovable.

  560. Come on, every location right now, give it to Jesus.

  561. Lord, I believe I'm dumb all my life.

  562. Come on, give it to Jesus. Father, I feel so dirty.

  563. I've been, I've been carrying this label of being dirty all my

  564. life, feeling like I don't deserve anything better.

  565. But but the worst, give it to Jesus right now.

  566. Come on every location, bring it to Jesus.

  567. Bring it to Jesus. I'm broken, I'm damaged.

  568. God can't use me too far gone, whatever that is right now.

  569. Come on, just give it to Jesus. that you died on the cross for

  570. me and that you took my shame on the cross.

  571. I give you my shame today and I receive a new identity.

  572. I receive a new name. And so Father, right now I pray

  573. you speak to your children. You are a new creation in Christ

  574. Jesus. Some of you, you need to know

  575. that you are pure because of the work of Christ.

  576. Father, I pray right now speak to your children.

  577. You are called in your anointing.

  578. You are the head and not the tail.

  579. You are loved. You are cared for.

  580. If a good father gives good things to his children, how much

  581. more our Heavenly Father will care for his children.

  582. So God, I pray right now for those that have felt unworthy

  583. that you would cover them right now.

  584. Those who have been feeling for a long time like they, they

  585. don't belong. God, I pray right now that they

  586. would, They would feel your arms around them, they would feel

  587. your love, they would feel your care.

  588. Father, they would see you on the cross, receiving all that

  589. was for them, that you bore for them.

  590. God I pray, speak, speak life. Lord, speak those identities.

  591. God, I pray right now in Jesus name, new beginnings.

  592. God, I pray for dreams right now in Jesus name.

  593. God, I pray for healing. There are many of us right now

  594. that the Lord is reminding you of when that moment took place.

  595. The moment where you pick that shame, you remember the words

  596. that were spoken, you remember the act that happened.

  597. I pray healing in Jesus name, God, heal that wound, Father.

  598. I pray heal that wound. Cover that wound with your oil,

  599. with your anointed God, healing in Jesus name for you.

  600. That that goes, that doesn't longer identify you.

  601. That's no longer what you believe about yourself.

  602. Jesus is bringing healing. Thank you, Father.

  603. Right now move in every room. Receive that name, beloved,

  604. called anointed. Receive that name.

  605. You are you are a son and a daughter of God.

  606. Stay in this atmosphere of worship.

  607. Every head bow, every eye close. If you are here today and you

  608. right now, you're experiencing Jesus.

  609. This is who he is. This is what he does.

  610. He loves you, He cares for you. You are not too far gone.

  611. Maybe you are here today and you have never trusted your life to

  612. Jesus. You've never prayed the prayer

  613. of salvation. I want to encourage you today.

  614. I want to invite you today. If that's you, I want to give

  615. you an opportunity to, to change the label in your life from

  616. Sinner, from from being apart from God to being a son and a

  617. daughter. In the way the Bible tells us

  618. that that happens is by accepting the sacrifice of Jesus

  619. on the cross, by confessing with our mouth and believing with our

  620. heart that Jesus Christ is Lord, that he died and he rose again

  621. and because of that we are saved today.

  622. If that's you, you, you recognize you've, you've walked

  623. away from God, you, you, you've sinned against God, you've gone

  624. against his will and you want to come home and become a part of

  625. the family of God. I want to give you that

  626. opportunity with every head bowed and every eye close.

  627. If that's you, you've never prayed the prayer of salvation.

  628. I want to, I want to lead you in that.

  629. And I just want to know who I'm praying for.

  630. So with every head bowed, every eye close, if that's you at the

  631. count of three, would you just raise your hand?

  632. 123 Pastor Lewis, that's me. I would love to pray the prayer

  633. of salvation. I would love to, to pray that I

  634. see your hands, a couple of hands.

  635. I believe there's some hands going up in every room.

  636. If that's you today, here's what I want you to do.

  637. Pray this. Jesus, I thank you for dying on

  638. the cross for me. I come to you broken.

  639. I come to you sinful. I confess that I am a Sinner.

  640. But today I believe in my heart and confess with my mouth that

  641. you are Lord, that you died, but you were risen from the dead to

  642. pay for the penalty of my sin. I receive the grace.

  643. I receive the gift of salvation. And today, Jesus, I give you my

  644. life. I come to you as I am and I

  645. thank you that because of your grace, because of your love for

  646. me, you will change me to who you want me to become.

  647. I give you my life today in Jesus name, Amen.

  648. And when we're praying, we're going to close this moment.

  649. So grateful for many hands that that were raised in our pastors,

  650. our location pastors are going to come up and they're going to

  651. give us some instruction. But I just want to pray for all

  652. of us as the church, as we close this moment, believing in faith,

  653. sealing the work that got us done in every one of our

  654. locations. Heavenly Father, we thank you.

  655. I thank you Lord, for the many of us that are going to walk out

  656. of this place today with a new identity in you.

  657. God, I thank you. That shame is off of us.

  658. You said of Jesus shame off you Father, because you took on the

  659. shame that was due to us today. We get to walk out in freedom

  660. today. We get to walk out in faith to

  661. get, We get to walk out with joy, Father, and we thank you

  662. for that. We praise you for that.

  663. Thank you Lord for the good work that you are doing and that you

  664. have done. Today we seal it in Jesus name.

  665. That what the what the God of heaven did this morning and

  666. today the enemy will not be able to steal it in Jesus mighty

  667. name. If you believe that, come on

  668. church, can we give Jesus some praise for that?

  669. Amen.