Sermon
...Committed To The Last Words Of Jesus | Clayton Hentzel
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Crossing family. So glad you guys made it today.
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Happy New Year. I know it's some of our
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locations. We probably should have had a
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little hair of the dog out in the lobby for some of you.
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But we are glad you're here and whatever condition you arrived
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in. Before we get into the sermon, I
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want to take just a little bit of time and I just want to pray
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for you. I know that right now.
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There's some of you you are in the middle of a pretty
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challenging season. Some of you are coming.
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In out of a pretty challenging season.
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But I also know that there are some of you all across this
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region. Who 20:23 is going to have a lot
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of situations and a lot of challenges for you to navigate.
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and, Those challenges could be all across the spectrum, they
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could be Financial, they could be occupational.
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Some of them are going to be relational.
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It's going to be Issues going on in your marriage or struggles
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inside of your parenting. Some of you you're going to have
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to navigate the painful loss of loved ones, or the loss of jobs,
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or maybe even the loss of dreams.
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And in all of those moments, I want to remind you of what I
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said. During our Christmas Eve
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services, this is something that is Christians.
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Not only do we get to cling to you, and we must cling to, but
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it's also a truth that we can distribute one of the names of
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Jesus is Emmanuel God With Us. If that means is no matter what
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you're in the middle of right now, no matter what you're
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coming out of or going into in fact, no matter what 2023 throws
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your way. I want you to have this promise
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to cling to God is with you. He's not going to abandon you.
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He is there to guide you to direct you.
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If you have the courage to follow him, And so even though
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we don't know what lies ahead we know who's going to be with us,
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no matter what we face and I just want to pray that over all
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of you before we jump into the sermon, would you guys pray with
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me? Heavenly father, thank you so
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much for hearing us. I am amazed at your ability to
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simultaneously. Be with all of us who are
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struggling and hurting and sorrowful and how you are able
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to mourn with us as we mourn. And at the same time, you are
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able to Rejoice with those of us who are rejoicing and
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celebrating and in a period of Thanksgiving.
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And God I I know that there are thousands of stories and
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complicated situations represented inside of the sound
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of my voice. I know that this upcoming year
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is going to have mountaintops and it's going to have values.
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And God I pray that you would help us to remember that you are
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always with us that you would give us the wisdom to seek you
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out and the courage to follow your direction.
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And God, that we would take the sense of comfort that we have
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from you. And that we would Point other
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people to it and your name, I pray.
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Amen. I want to welcome those of you
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joining here in Quincy, at our 48th Street, and 929 campuses,
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those of you in Macomb, and Kirksville, and Pike County and
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Hannibal, and Lima Mount Sterling Keokuk, mom, at
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Jacksonville online. And inside this, I began last
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year with a sermon He's called there has to be a place and I
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received a lot of encouraging emails and I got a lot of
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comments and messages. I even had someone designed,
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there has to be a place hoodie and they sent it to a bunch of
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us and I was going to wear it this weekend, but when I was
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doing laundry which I do all the time, I may have shrunk it and I
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didn't want to be the hairy belly button, mid-drift pastor.
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And so I just I decided to Leave that at home, but there were so
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many things inside of that sermon series that I didn't get
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to say things that I wanted to. We just didn't have time for and
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so many things that we didn't get it.
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That I want to chance for us, just to kind of review that we
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decided that we're going to just start off this year.
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With there, has to be a place 2.0.
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And for years, our church has been governed and committed to a
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series of statements that are very specialist.
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We call them our core values. They dictate the sermon series,
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we do what we preach, how we preach, what our worship
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Services look like how we deploy our resources and engage and
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initiatives and how we staff are different environments.
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And for some of you, this is going to be brand new
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information and this is important because it'll give you
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a chance to peek Into the Heart of this church.
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For some of you you've been here for a really long time, this is
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going to be a great opportunity for you to kind of review
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reflect and maybe re-engage. And so I want to spend just a
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little bit of time with you today.
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Kind of talking about the heartbeat of the crossing, one
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of our core values. In fact, our first core value is
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outward, we will do whatever it takes to reach people who are
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far from Jesus. We unapologetically prioritize.
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Those we are trying to reach over those.
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We are trying to keep that is a hard statement to say, because
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it comes with real pain, casual trip to the grocery store, by
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many of our staff and aisle after aisle, you're going to
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interact with somebody who used to be a part of our church.
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And we could have made changes at our church to keep them.
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But we unapologetically prioritize.
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Those we are trying to reach over those.
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We are trying to keep hear me. That does not mean we don't love
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you. Oh we love you.
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We just love your unsaved friends and family more and
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there has to be a place. That is committed to the mission
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of Jesus. Jesus said, I have come to seek
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and save that which was lost It's not the healthy who need a
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doctor, but the sick there has to be a church.
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And you're going to be thankful, were this kind of church when
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your girlfriend wants to start going to church somewhere or
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your grandkids, want to come to church somewhere or your boss is
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looking for a place to go to church.
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You're going to be excited when it's your friend, your family
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member sitting next to you. That this place is dedicated to
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helping people find that relationship with Jesus Christ.
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And a place to point them when they start asking spiritual
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questions, second one is downward.
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We will gladly give up the things we love for a future
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generation. We of even more.
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In fact, we're so committed to this last year.
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We revamped our 02:18 Ministries, we rebranded under
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this gin. This Jenn is now not next.
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We don't want them to get serious about their faith and
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start participating in the mission of Jesus.
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When they're 40, we want them to start when they're four and 14
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and 24. And so we are going to
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strategically aim our church towards Younger people.
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Now old people. And you you identify okay, you
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know, you're old when you start saying, I'm young at heart,
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that's when you know your old. Okay, well I'm young at heart.
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Hear me. Listen, I got gray in my beard,
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okay, we're fam, okay? This does not mean we don't love
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you. We love you, deeply.
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But let me ask you this question, is there anything more
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important to you than your kids? Is there anything more important
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to you than your grandkids? What I'm saying when our church
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is downward is we want to come alongside of you to help you
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reach. The people that are the most
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important to you to help them develop the skills and the faith
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for them to be able to navigate the mission of Christ and life
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with Christ earlier rather than later how many of you you took
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an awful lot of stupid pills between 16 and 36.
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We would like to reduce the amount of good pill intake in
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your family tree, and I think you'd want to partner with us in
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that Journey It was Jesus. Who said let the little children
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come unto me? And do not hinder them and
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sometimes you're going to get frustrated because the way we do
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Church in the way it manifests itself isn't necessarily always
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to your liking And you're going to go why can't we, you know,
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one of the places where people like to pick at is worship.
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Now, let me be clear. I love all of our worship people
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at all of our worship, he locations, but I have I have
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music preferences, too. and, sometimes we lose people out the
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back door of our church because of the worship that we do in our
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auditoriums and I get it. But there has to be somebody.
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Who's willing to try and make sure that there's a worship
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service that younger people can engage in.
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One of my biggest regrets growing up was my parents didn't
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go to a church that had what I would call a staff compliment.
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And so, I grew up without a Christian Social Network.
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I didn't have any, what I would call Christian social peer
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pressure. I had more of a drink.
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This smoke, this crowd, then a read this, pray, this crew, I
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think your life and my life would have both been better.
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We had some of these people in our lives.
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I wish I had somebody. My parents are good godly
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people. I wish I had somebody other than
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my parents to talk to. Because do you remember that
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period in your life? When you didn't want to talk to
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your parents about what was going on in your head and heart?
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Yeah, some of your like actually I feel like that's where we're
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living right now. Yeah, and sometimes it's nice to
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have somebody come alongside of you as a parent and help you
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navigate what's going on in your kids and someone to come
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alongside of your kids. When maybe you're not the voice
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that they're wanting to lean into, we need to be a church
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that creates an opportunity for that to take place in every
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single one of us has a part to play whether that's contributing
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at a high level on Super Bowl weekend when we open up camp
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signups or when we give you guys an opportunity to give
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generously to create a scholarship, so that no kid is
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turned away. Or whether you come alongside of
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our next gen team and you try to become a part of the Pastoral
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team to the over, 1,500 kids who walk inside the crossing every
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single week. Another one of our core values
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is relevant. We will do fresh things in fresh
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ways, to reach people. No one else is reaching.
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There are going to be times. When we start things up, change,
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things up, and shut things down. We will do this for the express
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purpose of making sure that our church doors.
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Do not become a time machine where it is 2023 outside and
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1983 on the inside. I was talking about worship
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earlier and, you know, there's some of you have you have your
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opinions on worship. I remember when Andre Harper
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who's my my brother-in-law, we met Andre on the mission field
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and then my sister just kind of put him in her carry-on, and
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brought him, brought him back with us.
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And so he's sitting up in Macomb front row right next to me and
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he's worshiping the music and I mean, he's, you know, he's from
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Jamaica. So he was clapping on beat which
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was like, a new thing for me. Macomb and and and we're singing
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our, you know, white Christian music.
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And he's just up there. Getting down with it.
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And I turned to him and I'm like, Andre, you don't know a
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single one of these songs. How do you guys have heard me
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tell the story before? How are you able to worship?
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And this was back? When he was way cooler than he
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is now because he had like this thick Jamaican accent.
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Plankton mun. Okay.
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He said, he said I'm a Christian I can worship anywhere.
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Okay, then that's interesting. Doesn't that make sense that the
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more mature you are in Christ? The less it has to be about you
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to be able to worship Him. And maybe our deep affections
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for our spiritual preferences is actually giving away our lack of
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spiritual maturity away. Look, I'm a old school person at
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heart. My first church, I preached.
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The sermon I did the communion. I led the worship and I did the
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Sunday school class. There's a little old lady with a
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humpback. You played the piano and I would
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ask her to change the key to put it in my range.
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She didn't do it or know how to, I don't know.
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And we just sang what she played.
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And I love, I do, I there are certain hymns that mean a great
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deal. To me there's times when I am
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writing a sermon and I write my sermon with the Gaithers on
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repeating. Those of you who don't know, the
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Gators are, I'm glad you love The Crossing, okay?
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That's why we do what we do. Because if we were running my
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play, listen to me. We would not create an
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environment where I would want to bring my own friends.
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Right? I want when you get in your car
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or your listening to music on your phone that what you are
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hearing in your car and what you're hearing on your phone is
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what you are participating with on o on a weekend.
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This year, we're going to be doing some things with sermons
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and technology and create a greater sense of Engagement and
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learning and our time together. And some of these times, we're
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going to get it right. And sometimes we're going to get
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it wrong. And if we screw it up, I'm going
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to apologize to you. Sometimes we're going to take it
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too far. And I just need you to hear me
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say this. That way, you're not surprised.
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I've pre decided I would rather be a church.
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That takes it too far. Then a church.
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That doesn't take it far enough. That's like in my heart.
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I got an incredible rebuke email about 3 weeks ago.
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I'm going to do a sermon on confrontation, at some point it
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was the best confrontation ever. And she's like, this is what you
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did, that was wrong. And you know what I said?
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You're exactly right, I'm incredibly sorry.
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When we screwed up will admit it, but I just want you to know
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that we are predisposed to try and do everything we can to make
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a difference for Jesus innovate, we will take big faithful to
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rest and never insult god with small thinking and safe living.
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We've taken some big faithful risk here at the Crossing And
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we've had unbelievably major wins, like miracles in our
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midst. And we've also had devastating
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losses. I talked about this last year.
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I remember when we shut our Paducah campus down those of you
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who maybe haven't been here for a while.
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We used to have a Crossing location in Paducah Kentucky and
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it just wasn't just wasn't working.
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We were trying everything we knew how to try and people just
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weren't coming and so we shut it down and I remember being
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catalyzed in my heart that day that I would rather be a church
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that launches a campus to try and reach people and later has
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to shut it down. Then be a church that never
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tries never take risks and has a perfect track record.
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When we get to heaven, I'm going to be the first one in line
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going God. Why didn't this work out?
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And there's many times was frustrating because we spent
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time and talents, and, and money to make something happen.
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And I just need you to hear me say when we do something.
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My time and my talents and my money will be some of the very
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first invested in whatever it is, we're doing.
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And if we miss it, when I get to heaven, I'm going to ask him,
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why? Just like you didn't, but I
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would rather take what I have and try and make his big of a
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difference for God, as I possibly can think avoid I just
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don't know, because not all seed, that is planted takes
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root, God has called you. And I to sow seed and to water
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seed, but we know this. God is the one who supplies the
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growth. This year, we were able to
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partner make it have a strategic partnership with connect.
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You've heard me talk about this ministry before.
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Maybe some of you have bought the sweatshirt, I hope in the
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coming years to expand their Ministry offering and become the
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go-to, place for people who need help and people who are hurting.
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I remember being scared about the sermon series Weeds in my
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garden and going we going to preach this church 20 with a 12
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weeks on mental health or we can have to shut it down halfway
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through. It was a big faithful to risk
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for us to step. Up into those Waters.
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And on the back side you just see how God moved, in fact, this
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weekend across the country. Multiple churches are actually
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doing the very same sermon series and blessing their
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people. We must refuse to have a
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scarcity mindset that we should believe that God is worthy of
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big, beautiful risks. And if we screw it up, I'm going
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to tell you. I'm sorry.
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If we make, if we miss it I'm going to go.
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Yep, we could have done that one better.
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But I also promised that we will continue to try and take risks
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for Jesus. Next one, make leaders, we will
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develop leaders who honor God and inspire people and they will
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change the world. There's so much I want to say
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about this. I want to exponentially increase
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this in the future. I want to do more than just
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double down, triple down or quadruple down, but that's going
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to take a lot of time. But in the meantime, we need to
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give people a place to play and to learn and grow and develop As
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Leaders. You guys have done this for me.
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I mean, I used to be super cool with long hair, and my ears
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pierced. Then, I got a speeding ticket.
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And well, I lost my hair and now my wife won't let me grow back.
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You're stuck. Okay, we're neither one of us
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are happy with how I look this year.
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I'm going to be coaching a group of 20 guys on helping them
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become even more, strategic leaders and pastors.
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We're going to continue to give young people a place to lead and
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take ground for God. What that means is, sometimes
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you're going to be in an environment and you are going to
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wish that there was somebody older.
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Wiser more, put together and someone with more with different
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fashion sense than the person that is in front of you.
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And I'm right there with you. I wish you guys had that too,
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but Where else would you want young people to lead and deploy
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their talents? Then in the church?
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And on behalf of God, Timothy if you're was a young man who was
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the pastor in Ephesus and for those of you who are Bible
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nerds, you're like yeah that's sketchy for those of you who
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don't know, let me put it in different terms.
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If you like you sending your high school kid to go, be a
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pastor on, the Las Vegas Strip. And God used Timothy and blessed
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Timothy and a beautiful Church grew out of that place.
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David was just a boy when he killed Goliath we believe that
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young people can do great things for God, we believe that people
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have a part to play in that you can participate in.
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It means you don't have to go to Bible college for four years to
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be a pastor at our church and that you can learn on the go if
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you have a heart, that's willing to be surrendered to the Lord.
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And so maybe instead of Thinking we could be a church that is a
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really good job of coaching and cheering them on.
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Because they might be the people that reach the people that are
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your people. Next one, grow, we will never
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stop measuring changing and moving for growth because
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nothing matters. More to God than people.
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We want to have a laser focus on leveraging, everything in our
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power to join God in his saving work.
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There has to be a place that is committed to reaching growing
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baptizing and discipling. The Very people that Jesus died
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for. This is why we started a
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marriage Retreat Center. Gave away money at our Super
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Bowl last year to school activities.
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He's expanded our uncommon offering to multiple States for
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the last 18 months. We've been working on how to
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provide a staff compliment at all of our locations.
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To increase our ability, to effectively Pastor our
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communities. And that's why we've started to
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launch our in your corner initiatives which you're going
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to hear way or more about that in the coming weeks.
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Last one We Are One The church is the hope of the world, and we
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can accomplish infinitely more together than apart.
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Our locations are where we gather That's where we hang out
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but that is not the church. You're the church.
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And you're the church and your the church and I'm a part of the
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church and when you and I take what we have been given and
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collectively put them in the hands of God.
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There is no telling what he will do.
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We do all of these things because here at the Crossing we
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are consumed with this mission statement to help people find an
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intimate personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
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This might be the secret sauce of the crossing, this might be
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the one thing we do, so, right? That God.
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Blesses. All the other things that we do
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wrong. That's why in almost every
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single sermon you should hear us, talk about it.
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That's why when we land the plane which is what we call.
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The after we say we're moving to a time of decision, your campus
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pastors talking to you or I'm talking to you during that plane
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landing moment. Every single week, you should
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hear a campus Pastor or somebody talked about it and if you don't
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call us on it, If you don't hear it, I want you ticked.
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I don't want this to be a standard that we as a staff or
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we as Elders carry, I want it to be a standard that we as a
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church, collectively commit ourselves to that.
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We will be a place that talk about the life-saving
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life-changing gospel work that Jesus did on our behalf.
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I don't want you to be going. I'm kind of glad we took a
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weekend off. Because I know I get it.
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Some of you, you've heard it so many times, you tune it out.
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And some of you you've heard it so many times you like do we
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have to do it every single week? I had a person come up to me
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Macomb when I was the campus Pastor there and Sammy, do we
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have to talk about it every week?
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And I'll be good answer and I was, you know, I wasn't as wise
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as I am now and how I handled it but let me I get it.
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You've heard it before. And you might have heard it a
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hundred times. But what you need to understand
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is we've looked at the numbers every single weekend at almost
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every single service at almost every single location.
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Somebody is hearing it for the first time.
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And for you it's old hat but for them it is water in the desert.
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It is good news to their situation.
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Furthermore. While you might get tired of a
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saying it, you'll be sitting on the edge of your seat, waiting
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for us to say it, when you bring your friend and your family
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member, and maybe the reason you're getting tired of that
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three-minute pitch in the sermon is because you haven't brought
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someone who needed to hear it in a really long time.
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So and I mean you can be a spiritual as you want to be.
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I'm gonna love you anyway. Can I encourage you that maybe
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instead of being ticked during that part of the sermon and
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going, oh my goodness, not the gospel message about Jesus
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coming on my behalf again. That's okay that you would maybe
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do just pray. God, I remember when I first
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heard it and I know what it changed and in my life.
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God if there's somebody in this room that has never heard it,
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would you give them ears to hear and a heart.
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That's ready to receive it. That would be a really good like
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super mature response. but you do you and you might be going to
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Clayton. I mean, this is where we live,
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you know, how do people, you know, not know Jesus.
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But in all of our communities, there are people on this
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spiritual continuum. - fives all the way to plus 5 S.
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Like if zeros where you meet Jesus, there's people that we
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need to help find Jesus. People who hate God hate Church
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hate you. They're all on here and then
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there's you and your grandma over here on the plus 5 is your
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like four star Christians. You're getting ready to be, you
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know, made a general and we as a church you and and me we have a
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responsibility to everybody on the spiritual continuum. we have
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this responsibility and you might be going but Clayton,
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there's like, nobody over here in our area and you think that,
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you know, Jerry's talked about this before like churches of our
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size exist in big cities When you go to hang out with these
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other pastors, you're talking to them.
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Like, where you from, like I'm from Nashville.
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And where you from, I'm from Chicago, where you from?
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I'm from Miami where you from? I'm from Jacksonville, where you
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from? I'm from Dallas.
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Where you from? I'm from Louisville.
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Then they go. Where you from Like Quincy.
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Kirksville Hannibal become kit gun mount.
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So where's that in between Chicago and st.
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Louis. Next to the corn and the Chevy
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trucks. That's where we're at.
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And you would think you would think.
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That everybody around us knows, Jesus.
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You think when there's a McDonald's in every town and you
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can get fed through your drive-through window and as long
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as we've had the gospel message that everybody around us knows
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Jesus. But I did some digging in the
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most recent statistics that I could find is to make it super
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clear. Think of it as a, there's a
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there's nuns and there's non nuns when I say nuns.
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I don't mean little old ladies who work at the Catholic Church.
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I mean people who have no religious affiliation at all,
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none and then there's not nuns people like you.
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And when they were identified in our Region's, these are people
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who go to the Baptist Church, the Catholic Church, the
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Methodist Church, the Presbyterian Church, the
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Christian Church, the Assembly of God Church.
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These are all the non nuns. And who knows how many people
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who go? Yeah, I'm one of those actually
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have an intimate personal relationship with Jesus.
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I'm not judging. I'm just saying.
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Whatever. But then there's a whole group
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of people that call themselves nuns, there, none of those.
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And in Adams County, that's 14,000 people.
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Twenty-two percent. That means if you live in Adams
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County, and you go to Walmart and you get out of your car,
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that's one that's you. And then the person who's
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pushing the carts that's to and the person checking you out is
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3. The next person you run into
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does not know Jesus and that happens on every single aisle as
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you shop If you're McDonough County, 20,000 people 62 percent
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of the population that means that when you're in the
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Drive-Thru at Wendy's, every other car does not have a
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relationship with Jesus. There, a nun in Adair County,
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it's 14,000 people. 57% of the population, Pike County 9,000,
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people are 58 percent of the population Marion County.
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Missouri Fort are 11,000 or 40% of the population.
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Brown County 4,000 people or 56% of the population, Lee County
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Iowa, where I grew up, 17,000, people or 50% of the population.
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Warren County is 10,000 people or 43% of the population.
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And Morgan County is eighteen thousand or fifty-one percent of
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the population. And those are just the
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communities where we have a Crossing location.
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That is not a comprehensive list of all of the counties from
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where people come to attend, one of our locations. you heard me
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say this last year, my prayer is to make this all ten thousand,
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seven hundred, ninety five square miles, the hardest place
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on planet Earth to get to Hell from And on the average, fifty
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percent of the people, in all of our communities, have no hope
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for tomorrow. No help for today.
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And there needs to be a place that says not on our watch that.
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There would be kids that would grow up and there's testimony
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would be there was this group of people who are a part of this
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church that were committed to reaching my parents and
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committed to help me grow in my relationship with the Lord and
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my family is all the better for it.
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And in order to do that there has to be a place that makes
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Jesus last words their first priority.
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They take the last words of Jesus and they make them their
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first priority Matthew chapter 28, then Jesus came to them and
Matthew 28 chapter mention
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said all authority in heaven and on Earth has been given to me,
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therefore, go and make disciples of all Nations, baptizing them
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in the name of the father, and of the son and of the Holy
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Spirit and teaching them to obey everything.
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I have commanded you and surely. I Am With You Always to the very
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end of the age. this has to be a place where not just the elders,
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not just the pastor's, not just the staff, but all of us make
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our highest priority Jesus last words that I exist my time, my
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talents, my resources, exist, to help people begin and live out
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an intimate personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
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Well, what does it look like when there's a place dedicated
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to those core values? Well, let me tell you what can
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happen. Hello.
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I was an inmate in Vandalia Missouri.
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I was released from the Missouri Department of Corrections modok
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on July 21st 2022. I want to take a little bit of
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your time to tell you. Thank you, thank you to the
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amazing people who came to Vandalia every Monday night and
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a lot of us to hear God's word and guidance to the voices of
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the pastor's, you all saved my heart mind and soul, you helped
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me. So very Much by helping me to
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reach out to God for help. I was an extremely broken
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shattered person from The Life Choices I had made and from the
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cards that were dealt to me, I still remember the first time I
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went to service in 2019, I like the service so much but was only
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able to attend to Services because I was transferred to
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another facility. But when I came back, the fourth
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time to Vandalia covid-19. Ian and you are not allowed on
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the campus but in November of twenty Twenty-One they allowed
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you back. And when I was asked, By another
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offender about the service, I was like, why not nothing better
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to do on a Monday night? The first service was and of
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course, amazing with the music, the sermon and the communion.
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I liked it enough. I decided that I was going to
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keep going to the service on Mondays, because I was always
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told, don't give up on the Miracle because you never know
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when it will occur. I've had a very rollercoaster
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relationship with Jesus ever since my mother was murdered in
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1999 when I was 17 years old at 41 years old.
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I made a decision to continue to attend your church.
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I have no idea. Exactly when it happened but the
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band played Battle Belongs and I knew something was happening
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because I got cold chills in my eyes, filled up with tears.
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Let me explain why that's important.
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I have not cried tears of any type since 1999.
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I was hard and when my mother passed away in 99 and 20 years
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later in 2019, I was completely Frozen my heart and soul ceased
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to exist when what? The one person in my life who
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had raised me and believed in me, my grandmother passed away.
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Six days after I was released from the first time from modok,
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then in July of 2019, six months after my grandmother.
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My best friend. Brittany passed away from an
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overdose. That was the final straw.
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I froze. Everything in me.
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So, I would never in my life, have to feel the pain of a truly
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broken heart. Obviously, I don't deal well
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with emotions. So, what tricks does the devil,
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give us to stop the feelings of a broken heart.
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Well, he gave his crystal meth cocaine.
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Heroin and now, fentanyl, I fell for those tricks.
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And when my heart broke back in 1999, the devil's tricks
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actually worked for the physical pain because I was numb, So my
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choice every time I was hurting, would be to turn to drugs over
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and over. I was definitely living a life
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of insanity this past year. When I was locked up, I decided
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I was done with the drugs and I was finally ready to remove all
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the negativity inside my heart and soul.
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I turned to the crossing sermons on Monday nights, as a stepping
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stone. At first, I thought nobody could
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possibly understand and relate to the extreme pain and hurt.
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That was frozen inside of me screaming to be released but I
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had Frozen it. Then all of a sudden, I felt
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him. I felt God, run through my veins
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and my heart started to beat with Hope and Faith and then
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came the tears. When I realized I had never been
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alone, he has always been with me the Footprints Prayer that
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people talk about it describes me.
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He has carried me all these years because I didn't, because
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I couldn't walk on my own because I was so broken and
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shattered. Now, at 41 years old, for the
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first time I picked up a Bible and I read it, I've always heard
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of the story of Jesus birth and death, but to actually sit there
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and read Matthew and Mark, and Luke and John.
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On open my eyes and heart to what Jesus really did for me,
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for all of us, I even watch the History Channel show Easter
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weekend called The Bible and I cried, I cried real tears as I
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watched what he was put through so that my sins could be
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forgiven, everything that happened.
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Since I got locked up in 2021. I don't believe would have
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happened if I had not decided to go to the sermons in November as
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I stated before you and your sermons kicked off my Kicked
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started. My intimate are.
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They kick-started my intimate personal relationship with God?
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I now not only no, but believe 100% that God Is Bigger, that
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nothing is bigger than God, and that I am never alone, he is
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always there. I just have to make the choice
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to listen, to open up my heart and soul, and listen for his
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guidance and love to embrace me. So, again, thank you.
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Hopefully, with my openness and acceptance of Jesus as my Lord
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and Savior. I will never have to go back
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through the doors of modok. All I want in life is true,
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happiness and peace, and serenity between my ears.
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When I close my eyelids, I have faith that we'll all occur and
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definitely plan to continue watching your services online.
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I now live in st. Charles Missouri.
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So it's a long drive for me to come to Quincy.
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But one day when I have her driver's license and a legal
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vehicle, I love that. There's nothing more.
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Crossing that line right there. I will be there at the Crossing
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and I'll be baptized declaring my surrender.
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Love hope faith and belief that Jesus Is My Savior and died.
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So I could live in heaven with him, I can almost promise that
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if it not been for the Crossing in Vandalia, I would have gone
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back to my old life of drugs misery hopelessness praying that
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when my eyelids or my eyes shut that they would never open
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again. Now, I smile, I'm happy.
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I I love life again. I laugh and everything is
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genuine not fake and it's all because they were brought into
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my life. I pray that you receive this and
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it puts a smile on your face because you have helped save a
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soul that was lost and dying in Misery all alone.
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Everyone. I talked to, since I got out,
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say they love how happy and full of faith.
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I am, which would not have been happened.
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If you had not guided me back to Jesus and to God, sending you
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love and prayers to each of you Crossing.
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Family, there has to be a place that takes this seriously.
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And I say it's here. I say it's with us and I say
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it's now we're moving to a time that decision.
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So if you're here and you've never started an intimate
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personal relationship with Jesus Christ, you're going to hear me,
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say something like this every single week when you come in
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about every six weeks, I'm going to give you the same pitch.
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I'm going to give you right now because it's just true for me.
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The greatest decision I ever made was making Jesus Christ.
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The lord and savior, my life. And my biggest regret is I
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didn't do it sooner and that's not just my testimony.
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That is the testimony of hundreds of people in this room.
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And I know you might be going to Clayton.
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I'm pretty jacked up. I'm pretty messed up.
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I just want you to know we get it. so, the people that are
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sitting in the same row with you, If you knew their story,
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you might not want to sit by them. but it's amazing what God
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can do to a heart into a soul and to a life I know that
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there's times when you look at yourself in the mirror and
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you're like me, and why am I still like this?
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I still have so far to go. But there are other times when
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I, you find yourself and you're going, where did this come from?
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This is this is not who I used to be.
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It's because not only does he give you a new heart.
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But he he introduces things that only God can introduce into your
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life and some things happen immediately and other things
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take time. But we serve a God who
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specializes in transforming. People might talk all about that
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next week. But I believe that there is
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nobody who's too far gone. And I don't know what situation
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you find yourself in today. I just know that God can redeem
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it. I know that God can redeem you.
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That's why he came And maybe today's the day, where you're
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finally like. Yep.
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I'm going to start my intimate. Personal relationship with
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Jesus. I'm going to be obedient in the
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area baptism. Or maybe today's the day where
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you're just going to be honest and go I got some questions and
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would somebody please answer them.
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And you can talk to me, you can talk to the person has to be
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right over by the baptistry. If you don't want to take my
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word for it, to talk to somebody in this room that you see that,
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you know, and say tell me how do I handle this or I've questions
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about It's just silly to me that you would have those questions
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and not feel comfortable to at least ask him.
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Because I'll just tell you. It was the best decision for me.
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To the rest of you in the room. The Jesus followers.
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I just want to love with you on a couple things and this year
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who are some people that you want to take a spiritual
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responsibility for Spiritual ownership of People that you're
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going to pray for on a regular basis.
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People, you're going to invite people that you hope to have one
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day sitting next to you. Could we use this first service
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to the year to commit ourselves to being diligent?
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In those matters to seeking and saving those who are lost?
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Some of you might be going, I don't even have any people who
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in my life that don't know Jesus.
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Then maybe that's where you start is.
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You need to start praying for some lost people.
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Maybe you start praying for your boss Clayton.
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I don't like my boss. Yeah, maybe you should start
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praying for your boss because Jesus liked him so much.
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He sent his son to die for it. What about my mother-in-law?
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Yeah. Even even her.
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What about my ex-wife even her That we would be a people that
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would pray and invite. But Clayton, they're gonna have
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questions. I don't have answers to read
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your Bible Google and give me a call, let's not be people that
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come up with excuses. Let's be people that come up
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with life-changing Solutions which is just pointing people to
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Jesus. Maybe you go over to the
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baptistry, put your hands in the water.
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Maybe you go somewhere around one of the walls.
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Maybe you want to just get down on your knees where you're at or
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maybe you want to come up here to the front, but could we just
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Be people who commit to praying and reaching people who are far
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from Jesus, that we would, as individuals, hold the banner
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high. But this will be a place where
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people can find an intimate personal relationship with Jesus
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Christ. Our communities need it, our
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families deserve it. Would you stand with me?
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Got this year. We want to commit ourselves to
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you, to your purposes, to your glory, to your mission.
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There's going to be times when we're afraid scared, worried,
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frustrated, ticked, mad confused.
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And in those moments, God help us to continue to push into your
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will, and your purposes, and your grace, and your mercy on
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our lives. God, give us the courage and the
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ability to make decisions today that will reap spiritual fruit
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in the future. God hardened our resolve and our
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commitment to you. Soften our frustration and our
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fears. With others, God, use us in a
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mighty and magnificent way. God do something in this church
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in all of its different expressions.
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In all of its different communities do such a work in us
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and around us. And through us that only you can
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get the glory. Your name I pray.
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Amen. Your name I pray.
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Amen.