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...Committed To The Last Words Of Jesus | Clayton Hentzel

Crossing Church with Clayton Hentzel

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  1. Crossing family. So glad you guys made it today.

  2. Happy New Year. I know it's some of our

  3. locations. We probably should have had a

  4. little hair of the dog out in the lobby for some of you.

  5. But we are glad you're here and whatever condition you arrived

  6. in. Before we get into the sermon, I

  7. want to take just a little bit of time and I just want to pray

  8. for you. I know that right now.

  9. There's some of you you are in the middle of a pretty

  10. challenging season. Some of you are coming.

  11. In out of a pretty challenging season.

  12. But I also know that there are some of you all across this

  13. region. Who 20:23 is going to have a lot

  14. of situations and a lot of challenges for you to navigate.

  15. and, Those challenges could be all across the spectrum, they

  16. could be Financial, they could be occupational.

  17. Some of them are going to be relational.

  18. It's going to be Issues going on in your marriage or struggles

  19. inside of your parenting. Some of you you're going to have

  20. to navigate the painful loss of loved ones, or the loss of jobs,

  21. or maybe even the loss of dreams.

  22. And in all of those moments, I want to remind you of what I

  23. said. During our Christmas Eve

  24. services, this is something that is Christians.

  25. Not only do we get to cling to you, and we must cling to, but

  26. it's also a truth that we can distribute one of the names of

  27. Jesus is Emmanuel God With Us. If that means is no matter what

  28. you're in the middle of right now, no matter what you're

  29. coming out of or going into in fact, no matter what 2023 throws

  30. your way. I want you to have this promise

  31. to cling to God is with you. He's not going to abandon you.

  32. He is there to guide you to direct you.

  33. If you have the courage to follow him, And so even though

  34. we don't know what lies ahead we know who's going to be with us,

  35. no matter what we face and I just want to pray that over all

  36. of you before we jump into the sermon, would you guys pray with

  37. me? Heavenly father, thank you so

  38. much for hearing us. I am amazed at your ability to

  39. simultaneously. Be with all of us who are

  40. struggling and hurting and sorrowful and how you are able

  41. to mourn with us as we mourn. And at the same time, you are

  42. able to Rejoice with those of us who are rejoicing and

  43. celebrating and in a period of Thanksgiving.

  44. And God I I know that there are thousands of stories and

  45. complicated situations represented inside of the sound

  46. of my voice. I know that this upcoming year

  47. is going to have mountaintops and it's going to have values.

  48. And God I pray that you would help us to remember that you are

  49. always with us that you would give us the wisdom to seek you

  50. out and the courage to follow your direction.

  51. And God, that we would take the sense of comfort that we have

  52. from you. And that we would Point other

  53. people to it and your name, I pray.

  54. Amen. I want to welcome those of you

  55. joining here in Quincy, at our 48th Street, and 929 campuses,

  56. those of you in Macomb, and Kirksville, and Pike County and

  57. Hannibal, and Lima Mount Sterling Keokuk, mom, at

  58. Jacksonville online. And inside this, I began last

  59. year with a sermon He's called there has to be a place and I

  60. received a lot of encouraging emails and I got a lot of

  61. comments and messages. I even had someone designed,

  62. there has to be a place hoodie and they sent it to a bunch of

  63. us and I was going to wear it this weekend, but when I was

  64. doing laundry which I do all the time, I may have shrunk it and I

  65. didn't want to be the hairy belly button, mid-drift pastor.

  66. And so I just I decided to Leave that at home, but there were so

  67. many things inside of that sermon series that I didn't get

  68. to say things that I wanted to. We just didn't have time for and

  69. so many things that we didn't get it.

  70. That I want to chance for us, just to kind of review that we

  71. decided that we're going to just start off this year.

  72. With there, has to be a place 2.0.

  73. And for years, our church has been governed and committed to a

  74. series of statements that are very specialist.

  75. We call them our core values. They dictate the sermon series,

  76. we do what we preach, how we preach, what our worship

  77. Services look like how we deploy our resources and engage and

  78. initiatives and how we staff are different environments.

  79. And for some of you, this is going to be brand new

  80. information and this is important because it'll give you

  81. a chance to peek Into the Heart of this church.

  82. For some of you you've been here for a really long time, this is

  83. going to be a great opportunity for you to kind of review

  84. reflect and maybe re-engage. And so I want to spend just a

  85. little bit of time with you today.

  86. Kind of talking about the heartbeat of the crossing, one

  87. of our core values. In fact, our first core value is

  88. outward, we will do whatever it takes to reach people who are

  89. far from Jesus. We unapologetically prioritize.

  90. Those we are trying to reach over those.

  91. We are trying to keep that is a hard statement to say, because

  92. it comes with real pain, casual trip to the grocery store, by

  93. many of our staff and aisle after aisle, you're going to

  94. interact with somebody who used to be a part of our church.

  95. And we could have made changes at our church to keep them.

  96. But we unapologetically prioritize.

  97. Those we are trying to reach over those.

  98. We are trying to keep hear me. That does not mean we don't love

  99. you. Oh we love you.

  100. We just love your unsaved friends and family more and

  101. there has to be a place. That is committed to the mission

  102. of Jesus. Jesus said, I have come to seek

  103. and save that which was lost It's not the healthy who need a

  104. doctor, but the sick there has to be a church.

  105. And you're going to be thankful, were this kind of church when

  106. your girlfriend wants to start going to church somewhere or

  107. your grandkids, want to come to church somewhere or your boss is

  108. looking for a place to go to church.

  109. You're going to be excited when it's your friend, your family

  110. member sitting next to you. That this place is dedicated to

  111. helping people find that relationship with Jesus Christ.

  112. And a place to point them when they start asking spiritual

  113. questions, second one is downward.

  114. We will gladly give up the things we love for a future

  115. generation. We of even more.

  116. In fact, we're so committed to this last year.

  117. We revamped our 02:18 Ministries, we rebranded under

  118. this gin. This Jenn is now not next.

  119. We don't want them to get serious about their faith and

  120. start participating in the mission of Jesus.

  121. When they're 40, we want them to start when they're four and 14

  122. and 24. And so we are going to

  123. strategically aim our church towards Younger people.

  124. Now old people. And you you identify okay, you

  125. know, you're old when you start saying, I'm young at heart,

  126. that's when you know your old. Okay, well I'm young at heart.

  127. Hear me. Listen, I got gray in my beard,

  128. okay, we're fam, okay? This does not mean we don't love

  129. you. We love you, deeply.

  130. But let me ask you this question, is there anything more

  131. important to you than your kids? Is there anything more important

  132. to you than your grandkids? What I'm saying when our church

  133. is downward is we want to come alongside of you to help you

  134. reach. The people that are the most

  135. important to you to help them develop the skills and the faith

  136. for them to be able to navigate the mission of Christ and life

  137. with Christ earlier rather than later how many of you you took

  138. an awful lot of stupid pills between 16 and 36.

  139. We would like to reduce the amount of good pill intake in

  140. your family tree, and I think you'd want to partner with us in

  141. that Journey It was Jesus. Who said let the little children

  142. come unto me? And do not hinder them and

  143. sometimes you're going to get frustrated because the way we do

  144. Church in the way it manifests itself isn't necessarily always

  145. to your liking And you're going to go why can't we, you know,

  146. one of the places where people like to pick at is worship.

  147. Now, let me be clear. I love all of our worship people

  148. at all of our worship, he locations, but I have I have

  149. music preferences, too. and, sometimes we lose people out the

  150. back door of our church because of the worship that we do in our

  151. auditoriums and I get it. But there has to be somebody.

  152. Who's willing to try and make sure that there's a worship

  153. service that younger people can engage in.

  154. One of my biggest regrets growing up was my parents didn't

  155. go to a church that had what I would call a staff compliment.

  156. And so, I grew up without a Christian Social Network.

  157. I didn't have any, what I would call Christian social peer

  158. pressure. I had more of a drink.

  159. This smoke, this crowd, then a read this, pray, this crew, I

  160. think your life and my life would have both been better.

  161. We had some of these people in our lives.

  162. I wish I had somebody. My parents are good godly

  163. people. I wish I had somebody other than

  164. my parents to talk to. Because do you remember that

  165. period in your life? When you didn't want to talk to

  166. your parents about what was going on in your head and heart?

  167. Yeah, some of your like actually I feel like that's where we're

  168. living right now. Yeah, and sometimes it's nice to

  169. have somebody come alongside of you as a parent and help you

  170. navigate what's going on in your kids and someone to come

  171. alongside of your kids. When maybe you're not the voice

  172. that they're wanting to lean into, we need to be a church

  173. that creates an opportunity for that to take place in every

  174. single one of us has a part to play whether that's contributing

  175. at a high level on Super Bowl weekend when we open up camp

  176. signups or when we give you guys an opportunity to give

  177. generously to create a scholarship, so that no kid is

  178. turned away. Or whether you come alongside of

  179. our next gen team and you try to become a part of the Pastoral

  180. team to the over, 1,500 kids who walk inside the crossing every

  181. single week. Another one of our core values

  182. is relevant. We will do fresh things in fresh

  183. ways, to reach people. No one else is reaching.

  184. There are going to be times. When we start things up, change,

  185. things up, and shut things down. We will do this for the express

  186. purpose of making sure that our church doors.

  187. Do not become a time machine where it is 2023 outside and

  188. 1983 on the inside. I was talking about worship

  189. earlier and, you know, there's some of you have you have your

  190. opinions on worship. I remember when Andre Harper

  191. who's my my brother-in-law, we met Andre on the mission field

  192. and then my sister just kind of put him in her carry-on, and

  193. brought him, brought him back with us.

  194. And so he's sitting up in Macomb front row right next to me and

  195. he's worshiping the music and I mean, he's, you know, he's from

  196. Jamaica. So he was clapping on beat which

  197. was like, a new thing for me. Macomb and and and we're singing

  198. our, you know, white Christian music.

  199. And he's just up there. Getting down with it.

  200. And I turned to him and I'm like, Andre, you don't know a

  201. single one of these songs. How do you guys have heard me

  202. tell the story before? How are you able to worship?

  203. And this was back? When he was way cooler than he

  204. is now because he had like this thick Jamaican accent.

  205. Plankton mun. Okay.

  206. He said, he said I'm a Christian I can worship anywhere.

  207. Okay, then that's interesting. Doesn't that make sense that the

  208. more mature you are in Christ? The less it has to be about you

  209. to be able to worship Him. And maybe our deep affections

  210. for our spiritual preferences is actually giving away our lack of

  211. spiritual maturity away. Look, I'm a old school person at

  212. heart. My first church, I preached.

  213. The sermon I did the communion. I led the worship and I did the

  214. Sunday school class. There's a little old lady with a

  215. humpback. You played the piano and I would

  216. ask her to change the key to put it in my range.

  217. She didn't do it or know how to, I don't know.

  218. And we just sang what she played.

  219. And I love, I do, I there are certain hymns that mean a great

  220. deal. To me there's times when I am

  221. writing a sermon and I write my sermon with the Gaithers on

  222. repeating. Those of you who don't know, the

  223. Gators are, I'm glad you love The Crossing, okay?

  224. That's why we do what we do. Because if we were running my

  225. play, listen to me. We would not create an

  226. environment where I would want to bring my own friends.

  227. Right? I want when you get in your car

  228. or your listening to music on your phone that what you are

  229. hearing in your car and what you're hearing on your phone is

  230. what you are participating with on o on a weekend.

  231. This year, we're going to be doing some things with sermons

  232. and technology and create a greater sense of Engagement and

  233. learning and our time together. And some of these times, we're

  234. going to get it right. And sometimes we're going to get

  235. it wrong. And if we screw it up, I'm going

  236. to apologize to you. Sometimes we're going to take it

  237. too far. And I just need you to hear me

  238. say this. That way, you're not surprised.

  239. I've pre decided I would rather be a church.

  240. That takes it too far. Then a church.

  241. That doesn't take it far enough. That's like in my heart.

  242. I got an incredible rebuke email about 3 weeks ago.

  243. I'm going to do a sermon on confrontation, at some point it

  244. was the best confrontation ever. And she's like, this is what you

  245. did, that was wrong. And you know what I said?

  246. You're exactly right, I'm incredibly sorry.

  247. When we screwed up will admit it, but I just want you to know

  248. that we are predisposed to try and do everything we can to make

  249. a difference for Jesus innovate, we will take big faithful to

  250. rest and never insult god with small thinking and safe living.

  251. We've taken some big faithful risk here at the Crossing And

  252. we've had unbelievably major wins, like miracles in our

  253. midst. And we've also had devastating

  254. losses. I talked about this last year.

  255. I remember when we shut our Paducah campus down those of you

  256. who maybe haven't been here for a while.

  257. We used to have a Crossing location in Paducah Kentucky and

  258. it just wasn't just wasn't working.

  259. We were trying everything we knew how to try and people just

  260. weren't coming and so we shut it down and I remember being

  261. catalyzed in my heart that day that I would rather be a church

  262. that launches a campus to try and reach people and later has

  263. to shut it down. Then be a church that never

  264. tries never take risks and has a perfect track record.

  265. When we get to heaven, I'm going to be the first one in line

  266. going God. Why didn't this work out?

  267. And there's many times was frustrating because we spent

  268. time and talents, and, and money to make something happen.

  269. And I just need you to hear me say when we do something.

  270. My time and my talents and my money will be some of the very

  271. first invested in whatever it is, we're doing.

  272. And if we miss it, when I get to heaven, I'm going to ask him,

  273. why? Just like you didn't, but I

  274. would rather take what I have and try and make his big of a

  275. difference for God, as I possibly can think avoid I just

  276. don't know, because not all seed, that is planted takes

  277. root, God has called you. And I to sow seed and to water

  278. seed, but we know this. God is the one who supplies the

  279. growth. This year, we were able to

  280. partner make it have a strategic partnership with connect.

  281. You've heard me talk about this ministry before.

  282. Maybe some of you have bought the sweatshirt, I hope in the

  283. coming years to expand their Ministry offering and become the

  284. go-to, place for people who need help and people who are hurting.

  285. I remember being scared about the sermon series Weeds in my

  286. garden and going we going to preach this church 20 with a 12

  287. weeks on mental health or we can have to shut it down halfway

  288. through. It was a big faithful to risk

  289. for us to step. Up into those Waters.

  290. And on the back side you just see how God moved, in fact, this

  291. weekend across the country. Multiple churches are actually

  292. doing the very same sermon series and blessing their

  293. people. We must refuse to have a

  294. scarcity mindset that we should believe that God is worthy of

  295. big, beautiful risks. And if we screw it up, I'm going

  296. to tell you. I'm sorry.

  297. If we make, if we miss it I'm going to go.

  298. Yep, we could have done that one better.

  299. But I also promised that we will continue to try and take risks

  300. for Jesus. Next one, make leaders, we will

  301. develop leaders who honor God and inspire people and they will

  302. change the world. There's so much I want to say

  303. about this. I want to exponentially increase

  304. this in the future. I want to do more than just

  305. double down, triple down or quadruple down, but that's going

  306. to take a lot of time. But in the meantime, we need to

  307. give people a place to play and to learn and grow and develop As

  308. Leaders. You guys have done this for me.

  309. I mean, I used to be super cool with long hair, and my ears

  310. pierced. Then, I got a speeding ticket.

  311. And well, I lost my hair and now my wife won't let me grow back.

  312. You're stuck. Okay, we're neither one of us

  313. are happy with how I look this year.

  314. I'm going to be coaching a group of 20 guys on helping them

  315. become even more, strategic leaders and pastors.

  316. We're going to continue to give young people a place to lead and

  317. take ground for God. What that means is, sometimes

  318. you're going to be in an environment and you are going to

  319. wish that there was somebody older.

  320. Wiser more, put together and someone with more with different

  321. fashion sense than the person that is in front of you.

  322. And I'm right there with you. I wish you guys had that too,

  323. but Where else would you want young people to lead and deploy

  324. their talents? Then in the church?

  325. And on behalf of God, Timothy if you're was a young man who was

  326. the pastor in Ephesus and for those of you who are Bible

  327. nerds, you're like yeah that's sketchy for those of you who

  328. don't know, let me put it in different terms.

  329. If you like you sending your high school kid to go, be a

  330. pastor on, the Las Vegas Strip. And God used Timothy and blessed

  331. Timothy and a beautiful Church grew out of that place.

  332. David was just a boy when he killed Goliath we believe that

  333. young people can do great things for God, we believe that people

  334. have a part to play in that you can participate in.

  335. It means you don't have to go to Bible college for four years to

  336. be a pastor at our church and that you can learn on the go if

  337. you have a heart, that's willing to be surrendered to the Lord.

  338. And so maybe instead of Thinking we could be a church that is a

  339. really good job of coaching and cheering them on.

  340. Because they might be the people that reach the people that are

  341. your people. Next one, grow, we will never

  342. stop measuring changing and moving for growth because

  343. nothing matters. More to God than people.

  344. We want to have a laser focus on leveraging, everything in our

  345. power to join God in his saving work.

  346. There has to be a place that is committed to reaching growing

  347. baptizing and discipling. The Very people that Jesus died

  348. for. This is why we started a

  349. marriage Retreat Center. Gave away money at our Super

  350. Bowl last year to school activities.

  351. He's expanded our uncommon offering to multiple States for

  352. the last 18 months. We've been working on how to

  353. provide a staff compliment at all of our locations.

  354. To increase our ability, to effectively Pastor our

  355. communities. And that's why we've started to

  356. launch our in your corner initiatives which you're going

  357. to hear way or more about that in the coming weeks.

  358. Last one We Are One The church is the hope of the world, and we

  359. can accomplish infinitely more together than apart.

  360. Our locations are where we gather That's where we hang out

  361. but that is not the church. You're the church.

  362. And you're the church and your the church and I'm a part of the

  363. church and when you and I take what we have been given and

  364. collectively put them in the hands of God.

  365. There is no telling what he will do.

  366. We do all of these things because here at the Crossing we

  367. are consumed with this mission statement to help people find an

  368. intimate personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

  369. This might be the secret sauce of the crossing, this might be

  370. the one thing we do, so, right? That God.

  371. Blesses. All the other things that we do

  372. wrong. That's why in almost every

  373. single sermon you should hear us, talk about it.

  374. That's why when we land the plane which is what we call.

  375. The after we say we're moving to a time of decision, your campus

  376. pastors talking to you or I'm talking to you during that plane

  377. landing moment. Every single week, you should

  378. hear a campus Pastor or somebody talked about it and if you don't

  379. call us on it, If you don't hear it, I want you ticked.

  380. I don't want this to be a standard that we as a staff or

  381. we as Elders carry, I want it to be a standard that we as a

  382. church, collectively commit ourselves to that.

  383. We will be a place that talk about the life-saving

  384. life-changing gospel work that Jesus did on our behalf.

  385. I don't want you to be going. I'm kind of glad we took a

  386. weekend off. Because I know I get it.

  387. Some of you, you've heard it so many times, you tune it out.

  388. And some of you you've heard it so many times you like do we

  389. have to do it every single week? I had a person come up to me

  390. Macomb when I was the campus Pastor there and Sammy, do we

  391. have to talk about it every week?

  392. And I'll be good answer and I was, you know, I wasn't as wise

  393. as I am now and how I handled it but let me I get it.

  394. You've heard it before. And you might have heard it a

  395. hundred times. But what you need to understand

  396. is we've looked at the numbers every single weekend at almost

  397. every single service at almost every single location.

  398. Somebody is hearing it for the first time.

  399. And for you it's old hat but for them it is water in the desert.

  400. It is good news to their situation.

  401. Furthermore. While you might get tired of a

  402. saying it, you'll be sitting on the edge of your seat, waiting

  403. for us to say it, when you bring your friend and your family

  404. member, and maybe the reason you're getting tired of that

  405. three-minute pitch in the sermon is because you haven't brought

  406. someone who needed to hear it in a really long time.

  407. So and I mean you can be a spiritual as you want to be.

  408. I'm gonna love you anyway. Can I encourage you that maybe

  409. instead of being ticked during that part of the sermon and

  410. going, oh my goodness, not the gospel message about Jesus

  411. coming on my behalf again. That's okay that you would maybe

  412. do just pray. God, I remember when I first

  413. heard it and I know what it changed and in my life.

  414. God if there's somebody in this room that has never heard it,

  415. would you give them ears to hear and a heart.

  416. That's ready to receive it. That would be a really good like

  417. super mature response. but you do you and you might be going to

  418. Clayton. I mean, this is where we live,

  419. you know, how do people, you know, not know Jesus.

  420. But in all of our communities, there are people on this

  421. spiritual continuum. - fives all the way to plus 5 S.

  422. Like if zeros where you meet Jesus, there's people that we

  423. need to help find Jesus. People who hate God hate Church

  424. hate you. They're all on here and then

  425. there's you and your grandma over here on the plus 5 is your

  426. like four star Christians. You're getting ready to be, you

  427. know, made a general and we as a church you and and me we have a

  428. responsibility to everybody on the spiritual continuum. we have

  429. this responsibility and you might be going but Clayton,

  430. there's like, nobody over here in our area and you think that,

  431. you know, Jerry's talked about this before like churches of our

  432. size exist in big cities When you go to hang out with these

  433. other pastors, you're talking to them.

  434. Like, where you from, like I'm from Nashville.

  435. And where you from, I'm from Chicago, where you from?

  436. I'm from Miami where you from? I'm from Jacksonville, where you

  437. from? I'm from Dallas.

  438. Where you from? I'm from Louisville.

  439. Then they go. Where you from Like Quincy.

  440. Kirksville Hannibal become kit gun mount.

  441. So where's that in between Chicago and st.

  442. Louis. Next to the corn and the Chevy

  443. trucks. That's where we're at.

  444. And you would think you would think.

  445. That everybody around us knows, Jesus.

  446. You think when there's a McDonald's in every town and you

  447. can get fed through your drive-through window and as long

  448. as we've had the gospel message that everybody around us knows

  449. Jesus. But I did some digging in the

  450. most recent statistics that I could find is to make it super

  451. clear. Think of it as a, there's a

  452. there's nuns and there's non nuns when I say nuns.

  453. I don't mean little old ladies who work at the Catholic Church.

  454. I mean people who have no religious affiliation at all,

  455. none and then there's not nuns people like you.

  456. And when they were identified in our Region's, these are people

  457. who go to the Baptist Church, the Catholic Church, the

  458. Methodist Church, the Presbyterian Church, the

  459. Christian Church, the Assembly of God Church.

  460. These are all the non nuns. And who knows how many people

  461. who go? Yeah, I'm one of those actually

  462. have an intimate personal relationship with Jesus.

  463. I'm not judging. I'm just saying.

  464. Whatever. But then there's a whole group

  465. of people that call themselves nuns, there, none of those.

  466. And in Adams County, that's 14,000 people.

  467. Twenty-two percent. That means if you live in Adams

  468. County, and you go to Walmart and you get out of your car,

  469. that's one that's you. And then the person who's

  470. pushing the carts that's to and the person checking you out is

  471. 3. The next person you run into

  472. does not know Jesus and that happens on every single aisle as

  473. you shop If you're McDonough County, 20,000 people 62 percent

  474. of the population that means that when you're in the

  475. Drive-Thru at Wendy's, every other car does not have a

  476. relationship with Jesus. There, a nun in Adair County,

  477. it's 14,000 people. 57% of the population, Pike County 9,000,

  478. people are 58 percent of the population Marion County.

  479. Missouri Fort are 11,000 or 40% of the population.

  480. Brown County 4,000 people or 56% of the population, Lee County

  481. Iowa, where I grew up, 17,000, people or 50% of the population.

  482. Warren County is 10,000 people or 43% of the population.

  483. And Morgan County is eighteen thousand or fifty-one percent of

  484. the population. And those are just the

  485. communities where we have a Crossing location.

  486. That is not a comprehensive list of all of the counties from

  487. where people come to attend, one of our locations. you heard me

  488. say this last year, my prayer is to make this all ten thousand,

  489. seven hundred, ninety five square miles, the hardest place

  490. on planet Earth to get to Hell from And on the average, fifty

  491. percent of the people, in all of our communities, have no hope

  492. for tomorrow. No help for today.

  493. And there needs to be a place that says not on our watch that.

  494. There would be kids that would grow up and there's testimony

  495. would be there was this group of people who are a part of this

  496. church that were committed to reaching my parents and

  497. committed to help me grow in my relationship with the Lord and

  498. my family is all the better for it.

  499. And in order to do that there has to be a place that makes

  500. Jesus last words their first priority.

  501. They take the last words of Jesus and they make them their

  502. first priority Matthew chapter 28, then Jesus came to them and

    Matthew 28 chapter mention

  503. said all authority in heaven and on Earth has been given to me,

  504. therefore, go and make disciples of all Nations, baptizing them

  505. in the name of the father, and of the son and of the Holy

  506. Spirit and teaching them to obey everything.

  507. I have commanded you and surely. I Am With You Always to the very

  508. end of the age. this has to be a place where not just the elders,

  509. not just the pastor's, not just the staff, but all of us make

  510. our highest priority Jesus last words that I exist my time, my

  511. talents, my resources, exist, to help people begin and live out

  512. an intimate personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

  513. Well, what does it look like when there's a place dedicated

  514. to those core values? Well, let me tell you what can

  515. happen. Hello.

  516. I was an inmate in Vandalia Missouri.

  517. I was released from the Missouri Department of Corrections modok

  518. on July 21st 2022. I want to take a little bit of

  519. your time to tell you. Thank you, thank you to the

  520. amazing people who came to Vandalia every Monday night and

  521. a lot of us to hear God's word and guidance to the voices of

  522. the pastor's, you all saved my heart mind and soul, you helped

  523. me. So very Much by helping me to

  524. reach out to God for help. I was an extremely broken

  525. shattered person from The Life Choices I had made and from the

  526. cards that were dealt to me, I still remember the first time I

  527. went to service in 2019, I like the service so much but was only

  528. able to attend to Services because I was transferred to

  529. another facility. But when I came back, the fourth

  530. time to Vandalia covid-19. Ian and you are not allowed on

  531. the campus but in November of twenty Twenty-One they allowed

  532. you back. And when I was asked, By another

  533. offender about the service, I was like, why not nothing better

  534. to do on a Monday night? The first service was and of

  535. course, amazing with the music, the sermon and the communion.

  536. I liked it enough. I decided that I was going to

  537. keep going to the service on Mondays, because I was always

  538. told, don't give up on the Miracle because you never know

  539. when it will occur. I've had a very rollercoaster

  540. relationship with Jesus ever since my mother was murdered in

  541. 1999 when I was 17 years old at 41 years old.

  542. I made a decision to continue to attend your church.

  543. I have no idea. Exactly when it happened but the

  544. band played Battle Belongs and I knew something was happening

  545. because I got cold chills in my eyes, filled up with tears.

  546. Let me explain why that's important.

  547. I have not cried tears of any type since 1999.

  548. I was hard and when my mother passed away in 99 and 20 years

  549. later in 2019, I was completely Frozen my heart and soul ceased

  550. to exist when what? The one person in my life who

  551. had raised me and believed in me, my grandmother passed away.

  552. Six days after I was released from the first time from modok,

  553. then in July of 2019, six months after my grandmother.

  554. My best friend. Brittany passed away from an

  555. overdose. That was the final straw.

  556. I froze. Everything in me.

  557. So, I would never in my life, have to feel the pain of a truly

  558. broken heart. Obviously, I don't deal well

  559. with emotions. So, what tricks does the devil,

  560. give us to stop the feelings of a broken heart.

  561. Well, he gave his crystal meth cocaine.

  562. Heroin and now, fentanyl, I fell for those tricks.

  563. And when my heart broke back in 1999, the devil's tricks

  564. actually worked for the physical pain because I was numb, So my

  565. choice every time I was hurting, would be to turn to drugs over

  566. and over. I was definitely living a life

  567. of insanity this past year. When I was locked up, I decided

  568. I was done with the drugs and I was finally ready to remove all

  569. the negativity inside my heart and soul.

  570. I turned to the crossing sermons on Monday nights, as a stepping

  571. stone. At first, I thought nobody could

  572. possibly understand and relate to the extreme pain and hurt.

  573. That was frozen inside of me screaming to be released but I

  574. had Frozen it. Then all of a sudden, I felt

  575. him. I felt God, run through my veins

  576. and my heart started to beat with Hope and Faith and then

  577. came the tears. When I realized I had never been

  578. alone, he has always been with me the Footprints Prayer that

  579. people talk about it describes me.

  580. He has carried me all these years because I didn't, because

  581. I couldn't walk on my own because I was so broken and

  582. shattered. Now, at 41 years old, for the

  583. first time I picked up a Bible and I read it, I've always heard

  584. of the story of Jesus birth and death, but to actually sit there

  585. and read Matthew and Mark, and Luke and John.

  586. On open my eyes and heart to what Jesus really did for me,

  587. for all of us, I even watch the History Channel show Easter

  588. weekend called The Bible and I cried, I cried real tears as I

  589. watched what he was put through so that my sins could be

  590. forgiven, everything that happened.

  591. Since I got locked up in 2021. I don't believe would have

  592. happened if I had not decided to go to the sermons in November as

  593. I stated before you and your sermons kicked off my Kicked

  594. started. My intimate are.

  595. They kick-started my intimate personal relationship with God?

  596. I now not only no, but believe 100% that God Is Bigger, that

  597. nothing is bigger than God, and that I am never alone, he is

  598. always there. I just have to make the choice

  599. to listen, to open up my heart and soul, and listen for his

  600. guidance and love to embrace me. So, again, thank you.

  601. Hopefully, with my openness and acceptance of Jesus as my Lord

  602. and Savior. I will never have to go back

  603. through the doors of modok. All I want in life is true,

  604. happiness and peace, and serenity between my ears.

  605. When I close my eyelids, I have faith that we'll all occur and

  606. definitely plan to continue watching your services online.

  607. I now live in st. Charles Missouri.

  608. So it's a long drive for me to come to Quincy.

  609. But one day when I have her driver's license and a legal

  610. vehicle, I love that. There's nothing more.

  611. Crossing that line right there. I will be there at the Crossing

  612. and I'll be baptized declaring my surrender.

  613. Love hope faith and belief that Jesus Is My Savior and died.

  614. So I could live in heaven with him, I can almost promise that

  615. if it not been for the Crossing in Vandalia, I would have gone

  616. back to my old life of drugs misery hopelessness praying that

  617. when my eyelids or my eyes shut that they would never open

  618. again. Now, I smile, I'm happy.

  619. I I love life again. I laugh and everything is

  620. genuine not fake and it's all because they were brought into

  621. my life. I pray that you receive this and

  622. it puts a smile on your face because you have helped save a

  623. soul that was lost and dying in Misery all alone.

  624. Everyone. I talked to, since I got out,

  625. say they love how happy and full of faith.

  626. I am, which would not have been happened.

  627. If you had not guided me back to Jesus and to God, sending you

  628. love and prayers to each of you Crossing.

  629. Family, there has to be a place that takes this seriously.

  630. And I say it's here. I say it's with us and I say

  631. it's now we're moving to a time that decision.

  632. So if you're here and you've never started an intimate

  633. personal relationship with Jesus Christ, you're going to hear me,

  634. say something like this every single week when you come in

  635. about every six weeks, I'm going to give you the same pitch.

  636. I'm going to give you right now because it's just true for me.

  637. The greatest decision I ever made was making Jesus Christ.

  638. The lord and savior, my life. And my biggest regret is I

  639. didn't do it sooner and that's not just my testimony.

  640. That is the testimony of hundreds of people in this room.

  641. And I know you might be going to Clayton.

  642. I'm pretty jacked up. I'm pretty messed up.

  643. I just want you to know we get it. so, the people that are

  644. sitting in the same row with you, If you knew their story,

  645. you might not want to sit by them. but it's amazing what God

  646. can do to a heart into a soul and to a life I know that

  647. there's times when you look at yourself in the mirror and

  648. you're like me, and why am I still like this?

  649. I still have so far to go. But there are other times when

  650. I, you find yourself and you're going, where did this come from?

  651. This is this is not who I used to be.

  652. It's because not only does he give you a new heart.

  653. But he he introduces things that only God can introduce into your

  654. life and some things happen immediately and other things

  655. take time. But we serve a God who

  656. specializes in transforming. People might talk all about that

  657. next week. But I believe that there is

  658. nobody who's too far gone. And I don't know what situation

  659. you find yourself in today. I just know that God can redeem

  660. it. I know that God can redeem you.

  661. That's why he came And maybe today's the day, where you're

  662. finally like. Yep.

  663. I'm going to start my intimate. Personal relationship with

  664. Jesus. I'm going to be obedient in the

  665. area baptism. Or maybe today's the day where

  666. you're just going to be honest and go I got some questions and

  667. would somebody please answer them.

  668. And you can talk to me, you can talk to the person has to be

  669. right over by the baptistry. If you don't want to take my

  670. word for it, to talk to somebody in this room that you see that,

  671. you know, and say tell me how do I handle this or I've questions

  672. about It's just silly to me that you would have those questions

  673. and not feel comfortable to at least ask him.

  674. Because I'll just tell you. It was the best decision for me.

  675. To the rest of you in the room. The Jesus followers.

  676. I just want to love with you on a couple things and this year

  677. who are some people that you want to take a spiritual

  678. responsibility for Spiritual ownership of People that you're

  679. going to pray for on a regular basis.

  680. People, you're going to invite people that you hope to have one

  681. day sitting next to you. Could we use this first service

  682. to the year to commit ourselves to being diligent?

  683. In those matters to seeking and saving those who are lost?

  684. Some of you might be going, I don't even have any people who

  685. in my life that don't know Jesus.

  686. Then maybe that's where you start is.

  687. You need to start praying for some lost people.

  688. Maybe you start praying for your boss Clayton.

  689. I don't like my boss. Yeah, maybe you should start

  690. praying for your boss because Jesus liked him so much.

  691. He sent his son to die for it. What about my mother-in-law?

  692. Yeah. Even even her.

  693. What about my ex-wife even her That we would be a people that

  694. would pray and invite. But Clayton, they're gonna have

  695. questions. I don't have answers to read

  696. your Bible Google and give me a call, let's not be people that

  697. come up with excuses. Let's be people that come up

  698. with life-changing Solutions which is just pointing people to

  699. Jesus. Maybe you go over to the

  700. baptistry, put your hands in the water.

  701. Maybe you go somewhere around one of the walls.

  702. Maybe you want to just get down on your knees where you're at or

  703. maybe you want to come up here to the front, but could we just

  704. Be people who commit to praying and reaching people who are far

  705. from Jesus, that we would, as individuals, hold the banner

  706. high. But this will be a place where

  707. people can find an intimate personal relationship with Jesus

  708. Christ. Our communities need it, our

  709. families deserve it. Would you stand with me?

  710. Got this year. We want to commit ourselves to

  711. you, to your purposes, to your glory, to your mission.

  712. There's going to be times when we're afraid scared, worried,

  713. frustrated, ticked, mad confused.

  714. And in those moments, God help us to continue to push into your

  715. will, and your purposes, and your grace, and your mercy on

  716. our lives. God, give us the courage and the

  717. ability to make decisions today that will reap spiritual fruit

  718. in the future. God hardened our resolve and our

  719. commitment to you. Soften our frustration and our

  720. fears. With others, God, use us in a

  721. mighty and magnificent way. God do something in this church

  722. in all of its different expressions.

  723. In all of its different communities do such a work in us

  724. and around us. And through us that only you can

  725. get the glory. Your name I pray.

  726. Amen. Your name I pray.

  727. Amen.