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Love The Lou Weekend

Crossing Church with Clayton Hentzel

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  1. Welcome Crossing family. I am so excited that you've

  2. decided to join us for this incredible weekend.

  3. I want to welcome those of you at all of our locations.

  4. Those of you who are part of the crossing inside, and those of

  5. you who are joining us online for probably some beach or some

  6. fantastic time delay. God bless you.

  7. We wish we were you next week. We are starting something great

  8. here at the crossing at all of our different locations that

  9. will take us all the way through the summer.

  10. And we believe here at the Crossing that this could be one

  11. of the Best seasons of spiritual growth in your life and I'm

  12. hoping that you will join us. You're going to get more

  13. information about that at the end of the service but I really

  14. am hoping that you will join Jennifer and I on this journey.

  15. But today I am excited to welcome, one of our Premier

  16. Mission Partners to the crossing Lucas R ugly started.

  17. Love the loo a Ministry that specializes in doing physical

  18. and spiritual work in neighborhoods to bring about Out

  19. healing his brother. Actually, attends our Keokuk

  20. location with his family and they are dear friends, too many

  21. who call The Crossing home. In fact, many of you have gone

  22. on mission trips to partner with them in St.

  23. Louis as a part of the great work that they're doing and I am

  24. hoping that many more of you will choose to do the same.

  25. One of the many things that I love about Lucas is that he is

  26. not doing Ministry in the Inner City from a house in the

  27. suburbs. Instead he moved Get him himself

  28. and his wonderful wife and they are raising their four kids

  29. right on. And right Street.

  30. He has brought with him a dear friend and partner in Ministry

  31. from love, the loo to share with us today.

  32. So here's what I need after this video that you're going to see

  33. it's a short video. I would love for you to give one

  34. of the warmest. Crossing, Welcome to our

  35. partners and dear friends in Ministry.

  36. At one point, I felt like we had a shooting death every weekend.

  37. Yeah. And it was so fresh.

  38. It was the fear was just like, I mean, you could just feel it.

  39. well, I don't like hearing the sirens and I you know some of

  40. the best come up with a you know when the sirens when the

  41. ambulance comes If I hear gunshots, I can say, oh, that's

  42. two blocks away, half the time now, I don't even go inside

  43. because I'm like, that's a block away.

  44. We'll be fine. You don't get your faith.

  45. Like to me. Get yellow tape for a murderer,

  46. some bait, but shooting with that.

  47. It really saw somebody die. Doesn't that mean teletype mean?

  48. Somebody's death? Yeah.

  49. So my family has lived in North st.

  50. Louis all the and write for 11 years now.

  51. And I've always wanted to make a difference in God's kingdom and

  52. so moving into the neighborhood. I felt like was just a real

  53. tangible way to do that, but I was really surprised when the

  54. script got flipped and I was the one who was learning all the

  55. lessons. I guess I was just surprised at

  56. the amount of work, he was going to do in my life.

  57. So this is a story of a White Guy, moving into a black

  58. neighborhood hoping to do good. But then finding out that I'm

  59. the one who needs got, this is heavy stuff, but even in the

  60. heaviness There's Hope. and so, today we want to share with you

  61. not a story of loss but that story of redemption

  62. So, what happens is, you'll hear a siren off in the distance and

  63. you won't necessarily pay attention to it.

  64. And then you'll hear a second one.

  65. And it's usually coming from the opposite direction and the third

  66. one. And then by the time you hear

  67. the ambulance wine and the low Rumble of a fire truck, you

  68. begin to realize that all of these Sirens are converging onto

  69. one spot where you are and they get louder and they get louder,

  70. and they get louder and then the sirens stop.

  71. And when the sirens stop, you know, that distress is on the

  72. doorstep. When the siren stop.

  73. You know, you shouldn't watch the news that night because

  74. you're not going to just know the story.

  75. You're going to know the names attached to the story.

  76. There Are Places. In America, where the sirens are

  77. stopping every night and it's the scene of trauma where trauma

  78. becomes just the normal reality that we live through.

  79. Places of suffering places of grief.

  80. My daughter told me that, as she's falling asleep, she's

  81. learned how to time the sirens once every 10 minutes, there's a

  82. siren going off in North st. Louis on, in Wright Avenue,

  83. which means that, as kids are falling asleep, On in, right?

  84. They're not counting sheep. Accounting sirens.

  85. And guys, I could stand up here Keyshia and I could stand up

  86. here. And we could tell you story

  87. after Story of grit. We could tell you of the trouble

  88. that we've seen, but that is not the story.

  89. Actually got good news. You guys ready for it?

  90. Okay, here's some good news. Jesus is putting North City back

  91. together again and he's not going to stop until he's

  92. finished. He's not quittin, he's not.

  93. He's just getting started. And in some of the hardest

  94. places, some of the hardest environments is where, where God

  95. likes to do his best work and so if you've walked in these doors

  96. and you're suffering and you're struggling and you're depressed

  97. and you're down and out, and you're broken and you don't even

  98. know why you're here is a really great Sunday.

  99. Because we can relate, we know what that's like.

  100. I've got one scripture to share with you guys this morning.

  101. This is in Philippians 3:10. It's actually just one verse and

    Philippians 3:10

  102. Paul writes this as he is in Chains and so if you would, I

  103. just want you to picture Paul in prison in chains for just a

  104. second. And he writes this.

  105. He says, I want to know Christ. Yes, to know the power of his

  106. resurrection and participate with him in his sufferings,

  107. becoming like him in death. Paul isn't writing from

  108. Starbucks, he's not journaling, he's not doing his personal

  109. devotees, I'm with the, with a Bible study, he's in Chains and

  110. he says, I want to know Jesus the power of his resurrection to

  111. participate with him in suffering.

  112. Becoming like him in death. And so, Paul equates suffering

  113. with Jesus, To knowledge to a mental assent.

  114. And he kind of likes it. He's looking forward to those

  115. times where we're all of his flesh can be stripped away, and

  116. he can know what it's like to be with Jesus, to suffer, like

  117. Jesus, to suffer with Jesus. Like I said, there are places in

  118. the United States. Like North st.

  119. Louis. Our people have suffered.

  120. It's become a reality. And the thing that I've learned

  121. in 12 years of ministry, is that God has not left the city.

  122. He's actually forging and forming through this refining,

  123. fire. Some of the best faith that

  124. you're ever going to see. And for those of you who are on

  125. the mission field where you're at and you're in, you're serving

  126. and you're you're with the poor, you know that it's not it's not

  127. a Poverty of the wallet. It's a, it's a Poverty of the

  128. mind that Jesus can can take and transform in a heartbeat, and

  129. he's doing it. And so, because that is the case

  130. I get too. And it is my honor to hand.

  131. This microphone over to a dear friend, a neighbor a CO minister

  132. in the gospel Keisha Williams. Good morning.

  133. I always after have to come after Lucas, I like what am I

  134. supposed to say? Oh my God, so I have had the

  135. unique ability to live in the city of St.

  136. Louis my entire life, right? Except for two years, why

  137. ventured off? And I thought I was an adult and

  138. I went out and lived in Pacific and Eureka and I have to tell

  139. you it was nice. It was quiet like it is around

  140. Quincy and I was like, this is nice.

  141. This is nice. But unfortunately because As I

  142. have been in the city, all of my life it was too quiet.

  143. I'm used to you know the sirens I'm used to the No, that was,

  144. that was, that was until my street so it became too quiet

  145. for me. And I love the neighborhood, you

  146. know, I had the ability to forget my keys in the door, and

  147. the car was still there in the morning, and we were still there

  148. in the morning. So that, you know, all of those

  149. things were nice when I lived out in Pacific in Eureka.

  150. But what I missed the most about living in the city, when I moved

  151. out. Of it was the sense of

  152. community. Like there is a sense of

  153. community in the city of st. Louis.

  154. And I'm sure you guys probably have it here, but in the city of

  155. st. Louis, we watch out for each

  156. other. We are concerned about each

  157. other. Sometimes, you can even say that

  158. we're nosy about each other, right?

  159. I'm reminded of a story of a woman that I've come to find to

  160. know And she reminds me of all of the reasons, why the city of

  161. st. Louis is like Ground Zero for me

  162. because first of all, there's a lot of gyms there, there's a lot

  163. of Legacy there, there's a lot of generational work wealth

  164. there, on top of death Calamity. You know all of that is true but

  165. I promise you it's true. We do have a lot of that, but we

  166. also have hidden gems. We also have life.

  167. We also Have wealth inside the city of st.

  168. Louis that the news is not talking about.

  169. So it takes us as individuals of the Gospel to come and bring

  170. forth what God is doing. So, the young lady that I was

  171. speaking about, she was a product of her environment, her

  172. mother died at the age of nine of disease.

  173. Her father was an abusive alcoholic her older siblings

  174. because she was the youngest of five were already, you know,

  175. doing life. They were out in the streets.

  176. They were Adapting to their environments.

  177. So it left her being taught by the streets.

  178. It left her being taught and Trauma it left her being

  179. self-raising self-taught, which is not always a good thing

  180. without the rearing of an adult's, right?

  181. So she went on to high school and before she graduated, she

  182. had three children. Her teachers and the peers kind

  183. of told her. Hey, you know what you've done?

  184. All you were going to do might as well drop out.

  185. You know, just just be a baby mama.

  186. That's what You're going to do, you're really good at it, you

  187. know, do that. She had already became a

  188. statistics by everybody's concept, right?

  189. But then, she had a community of people around her, the community

  190. made sure that they were empowering her with love.

  191. They were empowering her, letting her know that you can do

  192. anything, you set your mind to, not only do they Empower up

  193. Empower her with their words, they put their words into

  194. action, they watched her kid. They made sure that she had

  195. enough to eat. They made sure that her children

  196. were clothes, they made sure that she was on her way to

  197. school. She had time to do her homework

  198. so that she can Excel. So she does not have to be what

  199. they called her. Tom passes on, she graduates.

  200. High school with honors. All three of her children in

  201. attendance. Comes up out of that at the age

  202. of 25. She moved back into the same

  203. neighborhood, one of the roughest in St.

  204. Louis buys a house. Becomes a pillar in the

  205. community. She drives out the drug dealers.

  206. This is my house. This is where I live.

  207. You guys can't do this here. She starts a neighborhood of

  208. watch, not only for her, three children, but for the children

  209. in the community at Large, when they were hungry, she made sure

  210. that her doors were open when they needed somewhere to stay.

  211. She made sure that they had a place and it became a safe haven

  212. for the community. She walked up and down the

  213. streets, cleaning up, the alleys cleaning up the streets.

  214. Making sure that her community was beautiful, regardless of

  215. what they heard about it. On the news.

  216. Regardless of we seen someone dying on the street next door to

  217. her, she made sure that she was taking care.

  218. Care of her community. Not only did she engage and be

  219. impactful on contact. She engaged the neighbors to

  220. also do the same things. Those are the hidden gems that

  221. are within the city of st. Louis that the news is not

  222. talking about. Those are the people that we

  223. stand on their shoulders saying that yes we can.

  224. God is still working. God is still doing the thing and

  225. he's going to do it through us. Thank you.

  226. So, I'm from Jackson Missouri, which means that my neighbors

  227. were cows and we didn't have streets.

  228. Where I grew up. We had roads and you were lucky.

  229. If yours was paved moved, my family, like it's been

  230. mentioned. Move my family on to end right

  231. Avenue about 12 years ago and God's just done this work in my

  232. life and it's frustrating. Because I moved to help all

  233. these people. And God says, you're the one

  234. that needs help. And he keeps showing me all

  235. these ways that I need to grow. I want to share with you just

  236. some, some of those ways that God is has grown me.

  237. When we moved on to Enright Avenue, I saw, I saw poverty, up

  238. close and personal, we met kids like day one who didn't have

  239. beds, who would roll up a sweatshirt sleep in the kitchen.

  240. There was a partment across the street from my house where we're

  241. neighbors would pack in, you know, 12 or so.

  242. Into a one-bedroom apartment, I would meet kids that would steal

  243. from the grocery store, not because they were devious and

  244. destructive but because they didn't know what they were going

  245. to eat that night. And and so my view pretty

  246. quickly was man. I need to help these poor kids.

  247. I need to help these poor kids and it and I inadvertently I

  248. went from looking at them as like, Hey, we're all in this

  249. together to us helping them me coming in to them.

  250. And this was the same time that the term white savior,

  251. industrial complex was being coined.

  252. It was the Same year that the book when helping hurts came

  253. out. And I was doing that,

  254. inadvertently, not not intentionally, I love Jesus.

  255. I want to go where the need is, but I at different points failed

  256. to recognize that I had the same need In 2014, there was a kid

  257. that was shot on our block. And it set off a gang war where

  258. the neighborhood kids 15 16 year old children not thugs. but

  259. these kids didn't know what to do with their grief and so they

  260. formed this group that would Kind of mourn together every

  261. evening and I would go over and I would hang out with them and I

  262. take bottled water and and pray and ask him to come over to my

  263. house and charge their cell phones and and so I got pretty

  264. tight with these guys. And after a few months they

  265. still didn't know what to do with the the inside pain.

  266. And so one of them went and got revenge on somebody up the

  267. street and then I was back and forth for two years of drive-by

  268. shootings. Until every single one of those,

  269. those kids was either dead or in jail.

  270. We lost an entire generation to gang violence.

  271. Just like that. And if you would ask me at that

  272. time, like like, how are you doing?

  273. What's going on? I don't know that I had any good

  274. news. There's a felt like everything

  275. was death around us and all of the neighbors, were were scared.

  276. We were holding on for dear life.

  277. It felt like the prayers were hitting the ceiling, and I don't

  278. know if you've ever had those times in your life or in your

  279. ministry but he just felt like God, where are you?

  280. It was a weekend where we took the younger brothers and sisters

  281. of those gang members and we started taking vacant lots and

  282. turning them into Gardens and and I remember back then saying

  283. to them and we can either go death or we can go life.

  284. We can keep going this wide Road where where it's easy but

  285. everybody's dying all around this.

  286. Or we can try a different way and narrow road.

  287. Every single one of those kids chose that.

  288. Narrow road that path to life. And at the time, I thought path

  289. to life meant, let's just get these kids some jobs.

  290. Let's get them, different trajectory where they can make

  291. some money and have some opportunities and have some

  292. resources. Jesus says, you can gain the

  293. whole world and lose your soul. And wouldn't it be a shame if if

  294. our whole Ministry was just to get kids, a couple bucks.

  295. So they could what, Be rich. Is that our purpose?

  296. Is that our call? Is that what we're trying to

  297. lead? People to know.

  298. And I know we're trying to lead people to Jesus, but there's

  299. been times in my life where I thought, man, we just we just

  300. need resources. We just got to get some better

  301. education, and that's true. We're at a point now with our

  302. work. And I know there's more lessons

  303. coming, but, but a few weeks ago, I sat down with 15, boys.

  304. Age is 12 to 23, bunch of young uns compared to, I'm not going

  305. to tell you that, it's getting bad.

  306. My back is, you know, given out and and so everybody's young

  307. compared to me. Now, I'm looking at these kids

  308. and, and And I wasn't getting through to him.

  309. I don't know why, you know, but it just wasn't Landon.

  310. And finally I said, How many of you should not be alive to this

  311. day? Like what?

  312. Like you, none of like, like you shouldn't be here.

  313. And every single one of those kids raised their hand from 12

  314. to 2 about 21:15 kids, all raise their hand believing that they

  315. should not be alive. And that's, that's the reality.

  316. That's true. so, I followed it up and I said, What are you

  317. alive for? Why are you here?

  318. We got into some good stuff that night.

  319. Because God has them alive, not just to survive. not just to get

  320. rich, not just to get some education or have some power

  321. here on Earth, but to have abundant thriving life in

  322. Christ. Wow look it's a it's crazy to

  323. me, right? Because I live in that

  324. neighborhood and I see those same kids right into know that

  325. that is their reality not knowing you know what, tomorrow

  326. holds but the difference is we have the ability to Know Who

  327. Holds Tomorrow. And so with that it's it

  328. changes. Our perspective, it changes how

  329. we do things. And it just it's I think God

  330. forgot, that's all I can say. But the woman that I was

  331. speaking about earlier I know her intimately, right?

  332. Because she was my mother growing up.

  333. We didn't have a lot. There are times that we may have

  334. went to sleep with, you know, by choice.

  335. Because there's always peanut butter and jelly to eat, right?

  336. Like you have that no matter what we weren't raised up on

  337. steaks and shrimp and lobsters and things like that, but we

  338. never had an opportunity where we you missed a meal.

  339. But what I could say is that we were able to engage our

  340. community in such a way, that it made such an impact on us as

  341. adults, right. And I love my mother so much

  342. because even though we didn't have a lot, she gave out of what

  343. she had. That's where that wealth came

  344. from. That's where she took on the

  345. principles of what God said, if they're hungry, I'll feed them.

  346. If they're without clothes, I'll make sure they're fed.

  347. If they are hurting, I'll bandage their rooms.

  348. I think she took the heart, the parable of the Good Samaritan.

  349. And if you don't know that, I'm going to give you the real

  350. quick, Keisha version, it is in Luke.

  351. You can go ahead and find it for yourself.

  352. It's a really good read. It really helps you to

  353. understand who your neighbor is. Sometimes we have a question

  354. about. I don't know if those people are

  355. my neighbors because we don't Look alike.

  356. We don't share the same things, but I'm here to tell you that we

  357. all go through the same things. There's different seasons of our

  358. lives and we all come out different, depending on the

  359. lesson that we've learned, right?

  360. So, Jesus is talking a synagogue.

  361. And someone asks, hey so what who do, who is my neighbor?

  362. Like, who am I supposed to take care of God, said, I'm glad you

  363. asked. So, he gave them a parable of a,

  364. man, a Jewish man walking, and he was beaten he was robbed, and

  365. they left him for dead. And as I'm telling this story, I

  366. want you to kind of put in your mind, the things that Lucas and

  367. I are saying that happens in the city of st.

  368. Louis, we've been broken, we've been robbed.

  369. We've been kind of Left 4 Dead. No one wants to bother with us.

  370. We're sitting in despair. We're sitting in tragedy.

  371. We're sitting income Calamity and Chaos, so then the priest

  372. came by and he seen the man. He was like, nope, not me.

  373. Today, I'm busy. I got to get this sermon.

  374. I got to do this. So we just kept on walking not

  375. only to keep walking. He removed himself from the The

  376. situation and he left. Then came a levite.

  377. He seen the man, the man seen him.

  378. He said not my problem. Somebody else behind me that

  379. somebody else is going to see him so that will let them take

  380. care of it. Let it be someone else's

  381. problem. So he kept moving then came a

  382. Samaritan man. Him and his donkey their walk

  383. in. They see the man and they took

  384. pity on him. They seen him they'd seen him

  385. better. They seem him near death, they

  386. seem them bruised. They seen him without hope and

  387. he stopped to take care of him. Not only, did he see about him,

  388. he used his oil and back then, you know, oil was priceless.

  389. They needed that. That was a part of their living.

  390. He used his oil to minister to his wounds.

  391. He didn't know this man. All he seen was someone who is

  392. considered God's child. He didn't see that, you know,

  393. maybe they were he didn't take no thought of what could have

  394. happened to him. But all likewise he ministered

  395. to the man. He did not leave him there.

  396. He picked him up. He put him on his donkey he took

  397. him to the end. Told the Cake, The Innkeeper.

  398. Hey so I found this man, I need you to minister to this man.

  399. I need you to make them. Well, I have to leave but on my

  400. way back, I'm going to check back in to make sure that he's

  401. okay. And he's on his way the man that

  402. the Jewish man that was hurt was full of gratitude.

  403. What I love about this is that that is what God is calling us

  404. to do. He's calling us to remove

  405. ourselves from us. Like, we're so stuck in our own

  406. way, sometimes that were not able to see the need of those

  407. around us. I get to see the need because

  408. his smack dab in my face, but sometimes the need is not always

  409. present, right? Like we have so much trauma in

  410. our lives that again, we all are suffering from the same.

  411. Trauma, abandonment. Disapproval, shame.

  412. Guilt. That's the city of st.

  413. Louis, the difference is someone walked alongside you.

  414. All walked alongside me and gave me direction.

  415. They gave me Jesus who gives me strategy G for tomorrow.

  416. How he teaches me, that I can use my time, my talent, and my

  417. treasures, for my neighbors. And not keep it all to myself.

  418. I'm like my mother. I don't have a lot of anything.

  419. But what I do have I give freely because I know that there's a

  420. God who sits high and looks low and he's going to take care of

  421. my household because I'm taking care of his God is amazing.

  422. He is putting the city of st. Louis back together again, bit

  423. by bit, he is strategically placing individuals like myself

  424. and Lucas and some of you who have come down and volunteered

  425. your time your talent and your Treasures to build up.

  426. A seemingly forgotten community. God deals in broken things.

  427. I'm a witness. He deals in batter.

  428. That's where he does his best work.

  429. He said those who are well do not need a physician.

  430. There are already. Well, I come to seek those who

  431. are lost. that is our job as people go, ye therefore Preach

  432. and teach to All Nations. The city of st.

  433. Louis is a nation. Quincy is a nation.

  434. It is our responsibility. It is our reasonable response.

  435. To get in the trenches and to help pull someone else out.

  436. Thank you. Want to give you some more good

  437. news this morning. This is a weird statistic but we

  438. haven't had a shooting death on our block in over six years.

  439. I know that's strange but the sirens are literally stopping

  440. you guys. This is what Jesus does when

  441. Jesus hangs on the cross. He is saying he's proclaiming an

  442. end to suffering when he raises from the dead.

  443. He's saying, hey those those places those environments he has

  444. power and dominion over any of that.

  445. His perfect love drives out fear.

  446. When I tell you one quick story, I think it'll be quick, we'll

  447. see the video that you saw. There's a woman in that video.

  448. She's older, her name is tuwana, she'll never be on this stage.

  449. She'll never be a keynote speaker.

  450. She doesn't want any of that when I met to wanna and she's

  451. allowed me to share her story. When I met her, she might have

  452. been labeled as homeless She's amazing.

  453. And over the years, we've gotten to know her to bring her on

  454. staff. She's that incredible of a

  455. minister. Last year, I was sitting with

  456. her and, and it was all of our staff at love to Lou.

  457. And I said, twanna, what is it that keeps your heart healthy.

  458. How do you keep going? She's been through a lot.

  459. She's seen it and she goes, she was well, every morning I pray

  460. and I read my Bible with my auntie.

  461. And that's a really sweet Sunday school answer.

  462. And so I said that's great and I was getting ready to move on and

  463. so I was like, no, no. You guys need to hear this

  464. story. And and she's not boasting,

  465. she's not bragging in herself, but she told us the following

  466. story. She said her aunt and her used

  467. to be really close. We used to be best friends, had

  468. a falling out because Tawanna got pregnant.

  469. And this is, this is you know decades ago.

  470. Towanda got pregnant and the father to her children cheated

  471. on her, with several women but one of them including her

  472. auntie. And her auntie got pregnant.

  473. They're pregnant at the same time and they became very

  474. distant. The Auntie didn't want the baby

  475. and Towanda said, at some point, I'll take that baby.

  476. And she did and she raised two girls on her own.

  477. Turned out the the father of the children was was abusing the

  478. kids and Tawana spoke out against it to the family and the

  479. family said we should. We should just solve this in

  480. house and Towanda said, no, we have to go to the authorities

  481. and she turned him in. He went to prison.

  482. And everybody turned their back on Tawana.

  483. And for 20 years they hated her They said all kinds of terrible

  484. things about her, the whole family was ripped apart, covid

  485. happened, and the Auntie walked into a situation where there's a

  486. robbery and she got shot in the face.

  487. Towanda came to me at that point.

  488. And and and she said, hey Lucas. I feel like I might have caused

  489. this because I prayed for Revenge, You know, those psalms

  490. where, like David goes off and he's just praying against his

  491. enemies twanna. Had prayed that this is a little

  492. prayer challenge for, I guess, I know now that she, she she had

  493. prayed this prayer that that God would get even in.

  494. And her enemy got shot in the face and lived.

  495. And to want to then was guilty. And she's like, what do I do

  496. with this? We talked about it and I guess

  497. the only church answer I had was something about forgiveness and

  498. so she took that and she ran with it.

  499. And she she said I this is after about a week of praying, God Has

  500. Lifted it off of me. I forgiven her She told me about

  501. how she was going to go to the hospital and to tell her and she

  502. did Tawana went to the hospital reconnected with her.

  503. Her Aunty said I forgive you. It's all, it's all behind us.

  504. They cried, they prayed. They started reading their Bible

  505. and every morning to wanna reads her Bible and praise.

  506. With her auntie. God is doing some really cool

  507. stuff in the city. And he continues to do this work

  508. and we're here to share a lot but there's really just to

  509. prayers that I have today. The first one is that if you're

  510. suffering. If you're struggling, if you're

  511. in it. So is God.

  512. And I'm praying that he would reveal himself to you today and

  513. that the suffering can be used for his glory.

  514. The second prayer. Is that God?

  515. We are asking. That on each campus.

  516. You would be raising up your people.

  517. To be connections. To be Bridge Builders into these

  518. pockets, in our society, that are broken, Jesus, we absolutely

  519. need you to lead us. Give us an identity of Truth.

  520. Tellers of bold, Proclaimers to go into places and to be with

  521. people, where might seem crazy. God, we need you.

  522. We pray all of this because of you and your name.

  523. Amen. There is hope because there are

  524. still people that want to see in our city Drive.

  525. Because we live here. The what I see a community want

  526. to see, he is playing us and I we always got to come together

  527. and make it happy. That's witnessed a lot so I'm

  528. saying like so hope you think Dom was you serve when you don't

  529. like it you give up time and energy and effort supposing.

  530. You don't know you feel the void.

  531. I don't know for what that person is missing, they could be

  532. missing my mom uncle and we helped by filling that void.

  533. Yeah. And anyway, I saying nice things

  534. compliments, even smiling. I think this probably the

  535. biggest thing is just the parent for your nasal.

  536. I'm still able to love and I'm still able to smell I believe

  537. that st. Louis will be changed when we

  538. just all learn to love each other and be more neighborly.

  539. I think the biggest meet in St. Louis is love.

  540. I know, there is hope for St, Louis, because Jesus is not done

  541. with this city yet. There's a lot of good here.

  542. There's a lot of talent in St.Louis, there's a lot of

  543. smiles. There's a lot of Joy.

  544. There was hope for st. Louis because of the people who

  545. are in it and it starts here, it starts now And I just thank God

  546. for his people. The good outweigh the bed

  547. because it's not every day, it's not every hour.

  548. Like I have a lot to be thankful for and the things that God has

  549. helped me through, I think it's really important for people to

  550. understand that God hasn't left the city and in fact, he's doing

  551. really Cool stuff here. This is God's work.

  552. He takes death and turns it into life, and we're literally seeing

  553. that on a regular basis, the sirens stop when Jesus enters

  554. the story, it's when the kid gets fed or learns to read where

  555. the neighbor is helped with their house.

  556. It's win. The vacant lot goes from being

  557. overgrown and kind of like a jungle.

  558. And turned into a garden like it's really tangible stuff.

  559. It's not rocket science. This isn't something you need a

  560. degree for like this is like very practically showing love.

  561. It's loving actions that are going to transform our city.

  562. And our DNA is the church. Is that love?

  563. You want to know where the hope is right here with us?

  564. This is a story of when the siren.

  565. Top and it's a story of Hope and it's a story that I want to

  566. invite you into tomorrow might be different.

  567. But today right now we do Have you listened just a little

  568. bit closer? You may hear some Sirens having

  569. to this place right now. They may be heading to this.

  570. This room, they may be heading to maybe wherever you're

  571. watching online right now. And you have to ask yourself.

  572. Why? Why are the sirens heading here

  573. is because some people That people and and even myself we

  574. love dearly. They are in need of some

  575. immediate help, they are in need of some immediate attention,

  576. they're needing rescued. And even though we may not be

  577. able to right now to hear you verbally or vocally screaming

  578. out, help help help. And your lives.

  579. Your lives are crying it out. The situations that you are

  580. currently in and they're crying out.

  581. The looks on some of your faces scream, that you are needing

  582. help and you don't know where to turn.

  583. And their situations and in this world that we live, in this

  584. reality that we have is this state of being separated from

  585. God and almighty God, because of the sin that exists in our

  586. lives. and for some of you what you've been trying to do, you've

  587. been trying to do in your own power, you've been trying to do

  588. in your own strength, you've been trying to rescue yourself

  589. But there's good news. There's help available to you.

  590. This is happens when, when you start an intimate, personal

  591. relationship with Jesus, you no longer have to do it within your

  592. own strength. You no longer have to do it with

  593. your own power. You've been walking around

  594. outside of relationship with Jesus, with this kind of this

  595. homemade first aid kit, you've been, you've been hurt.

  596. So you put a bandage on yourself.

  597. You can't walk. So you get your own crutches and

  598. you try to do things your own way.

  599. But again, when you're doing things on your own, It doesn't

  600. last, it's not possible. So the hope that we have and the

  601. hope that we get to share every single time that we get the

  602. opportunity to do it is that help is here and it's found in

  603. the person. It's found in the name of Jesus.

  604. He's our rescuer. He's Our Redeemer.

  605. He is the one that saves us that that pulls us from the pit.

  606. He's the one that takes our homemade bandages and he gives

  607. us something new. What I love about Romans Romans

  608. 10 it says this that everyone Every single person.

  609. Anyone and everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be

  610. saved. Anyone who calls on the name of

  611. Jesus will be saved and I'm encouraging for those of you,

  612. you've not started that relationship with Jesus In This

  613. Moment, call on the name of Jesus, throw away that first aid

  614. kit. Bring him your pain, bring him

  615. your shame, bring him, the sins that have kept you separated

  616. from God. And you say, Jesus, I'm turning

  617. away from those sins and I'm turning NG to you.

  618. Put your life In His Hands today.

  619. Let him transform you. Let them take this old heart.

  620. Let them do surgery to it. Let him give you a new one.

  621. I'm encourage you in this moment, start that relationship

  622. with Jesus right now and just a little bit.

  623. We're gonna sing some songs couple songs and just we're

  624. going to worship, we're going to just celebrate all that he's

  625. done for us. And and if you are in that spot

  626. where you're just like, I've been doing this for too long on

  627. my own and I need Jesus, I need to transform my heart and I

  628. don't want to do it myself. I need him to do it.

  629. There's going to be someone right by the baptistry that

  630. would love to help you walk through what it looks like to

  631. have. A relationship with him to take

  632. that next step to get into the Waters of baptism and and really

  633. declared you are made new. You are a new creation.

  634. The old has gone. The new has has come.

  635. You can start that relationship with Jesus today.

  636. For the rest of us in this room. All of us who have said, yes to

  637. Jesus. All of us who are pursuing

  638. Jesus. We're trying to do this thing as

  639. a Christian and it's hard. But one of the parts in that

  640. video that I heard that stuck out to me, just the one we just

  641. watch, you may have missed it, but it said this, it says it

  642. starts here. And it starts with us

  643. Christians, it starts here in this moment and it starts with

  644. us and love the loo and credible.

  645. Incredible things that God is doing in and through them.

  646. There they are committed to reaching people in the greater

  647. st. Louis area and their

  648. neighborhoods all around them men but our call and our

  649. commission right here is to reach as many people as possible

  650. to tell them the good news that I just shared with you to the

  651. whole world whether that's in Quincy Illinois, whether that's

  652. in the surrounding area, maybe you're in Liberty, maybe you're

  653. in Camp point, maybe you're in mended, maybe you're in

  654. Hannibal. Maybe.

  655. I don't know where you're at. Maybe, Um we're in Missouri,

  656. somewhere in Iowa, maybe somewhere in Indiana.

  657. Maybe you're about to travel to Florida.

  658. You're going to Hawaii on vacation.

  659. It doesn't matter where you're at.

  660. Where ever? Your feet are hitting the

  661. ground. The our mission doesn't change.

  662. We Can't Stop. We won't stop as Christian

  663. because it starts here and it starts now, we got to tell

  664. people how they can be rescued And so my personal burden and I

  665. know so many of you Christians, your personal burden is the

  666. same. It's how do we reach more people

  667. for Jesus? And a question.

  668. I keep asking myself. the thing that breaks my heart the most

  669. Is, what am I doing about it? Like today, what, what am I

  670. doing about it to share with someone that they need?

  671. Jesus, because we are called to be missionaries for him.

  672. Everywhere we go. And so in this time of decision

  673. for you as a Christian is a simply just come up here in a

  674. humble way. And the way that we humble

  675. ourselves, as we get down on our knees and we just enter into a

  676. time of prayer and we say, God, I need I need boldness.

  677. I need, I need you to use the words that are going to come out

  678. of my mouth. I need you to use the actions

  679. that happened through my fingertips.

  680. Gotta pray that as a people that come into my path that you would

  681. soften their hearts. I pray God that you can and that

  682. you will use me and that he will and he can use you.

  683. There is hurt and there is pain all over this world.

  684. But we have the greatest news. We have the greatest hope.

  685. So why should we keep that to ourselves?

  686. And I don't think we should and the way we do that, is it starts

  687. right here in this moment. So if you would stand with me,

  688. let's go to him in prayer. Let's go to him.

  689. As we humble ourself, let's go to him as we asked him to come

  690. with us. In this moment to give us the

  691. direction we need. Jesus, we are so thankful God

  692. for this time. So, thankful for these moments,

  693. maybe to be just re-centered to your gospel, to be re-centered

  694. to the call that you you put on our lives.

  695. God, the way that you call us to go out into the The world.

  696. To reach people for you. To tell them about you to not

  697. stop until this whole world knows about you.

  698. God, that our personal burden. God, this is that more people

  699. would know you. And God, I pray that because of

  700. this moment right here, because it starts right here and it

  701. starts with us, God, I pray that you would do something in the

  702. parts of the people. Listen, you do something in my

  703. heart. God, that would make your

  704. kingdom grow. That would bring hope to someone

  705. who doesn't have hope that lives would be turned around in this

  706. moment. Jesus, we love you.

  707. We pray all this your name. Amen.