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David Pursues God | Jerry Harris

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  1. Well, good morning, Crossing Church.

  2. How are you doing today? It is good.

  3. And I'm not going to ask you this time, decide to try to get

  4. you to do it louder. And there's a reason for that,

  5. because the song that we just sang, I'm praying God come and

  6. turn this thing around. I mean, that's kind of a

  7. reflection of my heart right now.

  8. I don't know about you, but do you feel a little bit like your

  9. heart is under attack if you're watching the news, if, if you're

  10. seeing what's going on in the world, whether we're talking

  11. about the this what Hamas did coming into Israel.

  12. I mean, we've got a group that was planning on going to Israel,

  13. 156 people the day after Christmas and all that's being

  14. canceled and then, you know, rescheduled and going through a

  15. we're going to have to go through a whole process there

  16. because, you know, it's a war over there.

  17. Now. The idea that people are all

  18. over the world marching and and chanting Hamas slogans is kind

  19. of beyond me as well. And I'm I'm trying to understand

  20. the human heart. You you hear the story about a

  21. guy that goes into a bowling alley in a restaurant and shoots

  22. the place up and and kills 18 people and injuries more and

  23. then goes and kills himself. What in the world is wrong with

  24. this world? Right?

  25. And it and it can really be like a weight on us, right?

  26. Like, what do I do with this? What do I do with with, with

  27. these feelings? Then I come to church.

  28. I come into a place like this. We sing a song like that.

  29. But then we see what God, and only God can do as person after

  30. person after person, turns their heart over to the saving power

  31. of Jesus Christ. And that gives me hope.

  32. That's what that song says. All of my hope is in the name,

  33. the name of Jesus. So I hope today that that's

  34. what's happening in your heart, that you're you're saying, you

  35. know, I know that these I'm not. I'm not shutting my my eyes.

  36. I'm not covering my ears. I I know what's going on in the

  37. world around me, but all it does is reinforce the fact that I

  38. need to put all of my hope in the name of Jesus.

  39. And this is exactly where you need to be to do that.

  40. And we're thankful for everyone that's joining from all of our

  41. locations all around this area in three states.

  42. And if you're inside or online, we're thankful for you as well.

  43. And last week we introduced a new series called Handle with

  44. Care, and it's about the heart of David and the life of David.

  45. And we explored his heart last week when we were talking about

  46. how God formed it and and how God chose him and called him.

  47. And we got a feeling of the raw material of a man that was after

  48. God's own heart. And we learned some things about

  49. David. I know I learned some things

  50. about David. That that he was despised

  51. probably because of other people's sin, not his.

  52. That he was overlooked. That he was the least in his

  53. family. That he was subject to harsh and

  54. dangerous circumstances that the people that were supposed to

  55. love him actually put him in. That he was in the most humble

  56. of circumstances. And yet those were the

  57. circumstances that God used to shape David's heart.

  58. And what I see in David is that at that point in his life, he

  59. doesn't curse his lot in life, but he embraces it instead.

  60. And he chooses in that embracing, in that keeping a

  61. positive mental attitude, he is choosing the substance of his

  62. heart. And the substance of David's

  63. heart, in a wide overview, is that it was humble.

  64. David chose to have a humble heart.

  65. Now that's a sermon I need to hear, because I really struggle

  66. in this area, that this is a besetting sin of mine, that I I

  67. tend to want to have a prideful heart.

  68. Maybe you're where I am and maybe you're a little bit of a

  69. control freak like I am, and and you want to have more of a

  70. prideful heart. You want to depend more on

  71. yourself. You want to have a sense of

  72. independence. But what I see in David at the

  73. core is a humble heart. And what is that?

  74. When I say that, what does that mean?

  75. A humble heart is a soft heart. It's a heart that is more easily

  76. molded into whatever God wants it to be, and you can see that

  77. illustrated in different ways. Like a humble heart finds

  78. gratitude easier instead of being bitter, right?

  79. It tries to capture the blessings, even if those

  80. blessings are small. And it finds that easy to do.

  81. How about you? Are you that way?

  82. Are you able to capture blessings, or do you want to

  83. concentrate on the bitter stuff in life?

  84. And even if those blessings are kind of hard to find, you find

  85. them easier with a soft and humble heart.

  86. You know, a humble heart doesn't want to take the credit.

  87. It would rather give the credit. And that's because a humble

  88. heart is a generous heart. And that is generosity, when

  89. instead of trying to take the credit for yourself, you'd

  90. rather give it either to God or to someone else.

  91. A humble heart is a teachable heart, and I struggle sometimes

  92. having a teachable heart and a prideful heart's.

  93. The opposite of that is he a prideful heart.

  94. He can't learn anything because it already believes it knows

  95. everything, right? But a humble heart is teachable,

  96. and and this is where David's choice comes in.

  97. You see, the raw material was there because God created

  98. David's heart. And the raw material for

  99. everything that God wants to do in your life, it's already

  100. there. Do you know that anything and

  101. everything that God calls you to do in life, He has already

  102. equipped you with all of the raw material that you need to do

  103. that, But that does not absolve you of making the proper choices

  104. so that your heart is a conduit for all that raw material to be

  105. expressed, glorifying God. When we come to David, it was

  106. like, you know, he was, he had the raw material and was wired

  107. to be a leader, but he became a good follower first, and that

  108. was where his humble heart and his choice came in.

  109. He was wired to be a champion, but his first battles against

  110. the lion and the bear were never even noticed by anyone else

  111. except him and God. He was wired to be this

  112. incredible artist, this this musician, this songwriter, but

  113. he found inspiration in the most normal, base, basic things in

  114. life. He was wired to be this

  115. incredible prophet, this foreteller and 4th teller, but

  116. he never took advantage of that gift that God had given him to

  117. manipulate people. You see, all of those choices

  118. that David made were proceeding out of a humble heart, and we

  119. are the ones who determine the substance of our hearts.

  120. If we choose to be prideful, we'll be like Pharaoh in the Old

  121. Testament, where, you know, Moses tells Pharaoh, let my

  122. people go. But the Bible says that Pharaoh

  123. hardened his heart. He made a choice about how he

  124. was going to receive the message of God.

  125. He had a prideful heart, not a humble heart, and so it he

  126. hardened his heart. And then, after we get through

  127. about half the plagues, it says God hardened Pharaoh's heart,

  128. which means the effect that God had on a prideful heart was to

  129. harden it rather than to soften it.

  130. It was Pharaoh that made the decision of what the substance

  131. of his heart would be. If it would have been the

  132. substance of wax, it would have melted.

  133. But because he chose for it to be the substance of clay, it

  134. hardened under the light of God. See, a heart that's prideful is

  135. a heart that God has to shatter before he can mold it.

  136. But if we choose to be humble, our hearts will be pliable, and

  137. we'll be able to see God's purpose no matter what the

  138. circumstances are that we face. You know, Jesus talked about

  139. this in the most famous sermon he ever preached, which was in

  140. Matthew 5-6 and seven. We call it the Sermon on the

  141. Mount. And the Sermon on the Mount

  142. begins with the Beatitudes. And the Beatitudes are these

  143. beautiful attitudes we're supposed to have.

  144. Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of

  145. God. Blessed are they that mourn, for

  146. they'll be comforted, right? You know, he says all of these

  147. things at the beginning. But when you look at this, when

  148. you look at this, the first one, the first one is actually

  149. talking about the substance of your heart.

  150. What does it mean to be poor in spirit?

  151. Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of God

  152. or the Kingdom of heaven. It means that you recognize your

  153. spiritual poverty. A humble heart recognizes

  154. spiritual part of poverty, poor in spirit.

  155. So I want to seek the Lord 1st instead of my own needs.

  156. First, would we approach God and we approach God with a prideful

  157. heart. It's like we have a cup in our

  158. hands. OK, but that cup is already

  159. full. Like we're asking God, Lord,

  160. fill my cup. But he can't because it's

  161. already full of your stuff. You know what I'm trying to say?

  162. A prideful heart is already full of your own stuff.

  163. And so the first thing that we have to do if we want to have a

  164. humble heart before God is we have to turn the cup over.

  165. And you have to pour that stuff out.

  166. Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of

  167. heaven is the process of turning that cup upside down and pouring

  168. it out. It's actually something that we

  169. do in our mind. We make a conscious decision to

  170. do that. I understand the truth that I am

  171. poor in spirit. And then it goes to the second

  172. Beatitude, which is blessed are they that mourn, for they'll be

  173. comforted. You know what mourning is?

  174. That's emotional. So it isn't just an intellectual

  175. idea of being spiritually poor. It's causing an emotional

  176. reaction, which is I I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I filled my heart

  177. and my life up with all my own stuff.

  178. So it's your whole self. Not just your intellectual self,

  179. not just your emotional self, but all of you.

  180. So both of these realities happen as I'm I'm pouring out

  181. this cup and making it empty. A humble heart is an empty cup,

  182. which is beautiful, because then God fills it with good things.

  183. Like when you go on and you start reading the rest of the

  184. Beatitudes, there's some things there that you just can't have

  185. on your own, like pure in heart, who's pure in heart?

  186. Like none of us, right? That has to be imparted to you

  187. by God because it's not something inherent to you or

  188. inherent to me. So the things that God wants to

  189. give us are only available if there is some sort of a

  190. receptacle inside of us to put those wonderful things in.

  191. And that's where David started. He started with a cup that was

  192. poured out, lifted up to his Heavenly Father that then God

  193. could fill with good things. If we want to have a heart after

  194. God's, it begins with humility, and humility begins with our

  195. attitude. It's not the circumstances, it's

  196. how we interpret them. How do you interpret your

  197. circumstances? Are you looking at the blessings

  198. instead of the bitterness? Are we finding opportunities in

  199. our circumstances instead of using them to make excuses?

  200. Are we turning the cup over to empty out the things of this

  201. world so that we can hold up to God, an empty cup and let him

  202. fill it? And you know what?

  203. Some of you right now, that was your sermon.

  204. Like you can just completely disconnect from everything else

  205. I'm going to say and just start internally processing that and

  206. working on that in your heart. If I was sitting there and

  207. somebody else was preaching that to me, that's probably what I'd

  208. be doing right now. I'd probably be going OK, that

  209. that that's a that's a plateful for for me today.

  210. OK, God, you got you, got you got to help me here.

  211. Have a humble heart. If we really do want that, and

  212. if we really do have a desire to have a humble heart before God,

  213. then God can shape that heart into ways that reflect him.

  214. And that's what God did for David.

  215. And you see this happening in David's life.

  216. David had the heart of a stranger.

  217. Well, what do I mean by that? Well, it means that he wasn't at

  218. home in this world. Now, I told you last week that

  219. there's 150 psalms in in the Book of Psalms, and 75 of them

  220. David wrote. But the other 75 other people

  221. wrote, but David was the one responsible for compiling them,

  222. Right? And eleven of those psalms were

  223. written by the sons of Korah. Some of my favorite psalms in

  224. the Book of Psalms were actually not written by David.

  225. They were written by the sons of Korah.

  226. Now who are they? Who are the sons of Korah?

  227. There's a whole sermon there that I have.

  228. I don't have time to preach, but incredible sermon that actually

  229. would connect the last week because they had a very

  230. questionable lineage. There's a story about who Korah

  231. was when Moses led the people out of out of Egypt toward the

  232. Promised Land and what God did. Anyway.

  233. They had a reputation, OK, that they had to live down of what

  234. Korah had done and how God judged him.

  235. So they had a questionable lineage.

  236. Like I talked about last week, David had a questionable

  237. lineage. But do you know what David did

  238. for the sons of Korah? First of all, he made them choir

  239. directors, songwriters, and singers.

  240. He also made them doorkeepers in the temple.

  241. I mean they have this these interesting roles and and so the

  242. song that I'm going to use in a little bit is was written by the

  243. sons of of Korra. And some people might think,

  244. well, those are kind of not really manly, manly jobs, you

  245. know, they're kind of different than that.

  246. Well, you you've got those guys all wrong.

  247. But before they were ever choir directors and songwriters and

  248. singers, they were mighty warriors in David's inner

  249. circle, the sons of Korah. So they had fought with David

  250. and they wrote Psalm 84. And David loved these psalms.

  251. Like David didn't have to actually write it.

  252. Again, David has a humble heart, so he doesn't have to be the one

  253. who writes the song to like the song.

  254. Have you ever noticed there's some people that are so prideful

  255. that the only things they like are the things they come up with

  256. and they don't like whatever anybody else came up with?

  257. Well, David wasn't that kind of guy.

  258. He actually loved what other people produce.

  259. Let me ask you this question. Have we ever sung a song at the

  260. crossing? And it just connects with your

  261. heart and it's like it opens up all the doors and windows and

  262. you, you feel the the fresh air, the spirit of God just blowing

  263. through your heart. Because when you sing that song,

  264. it just touches you. But you didn't write it.

  265. Somebody else wrote it, right? But that doesn't mean that it

  266. doesn't connect with you. And I really believe Psalm 84

  267. was one of those psalms that really connected with David.

  268. It was a reflection of how he felt.

  269. Let's read it together. The 1st 12 verses.

  270. How lovely is your dwelling place, Lord Almighty, my soul

  271. yearns, even faints for the courts of the Lord.

  272. My heart and my flesh cry out for the living God.

  273. Even the sparrows found a home and the swallow a nest for

  274. herself where she may have her young, a place near your altar.

  275. You notice David's not necessarily at home in a palace

  276. or as a king. He would rather be in the House

  277. of God. Lord Almighty, my king and my

  278. God. Blessed are those who dwell in

  279. your house. That's the heart of a stranger,

  280. that they are ever praising you. Blessed are those whose strength

  281. is in you, whose hearts are set on pilgrimage.

  282. Like I will put in the time and and I will make the journey so

  283. that I can be in the House of the Lord.

  284. I might that might not be my home, but I want it to be my

  285. home. As they pass through the valley

  286. of Baca and make it a place of springs.

  287. Autumn rains also cover it with pools.

  288. This is him describing their way to Jerusalem, to the temple.

  289. They go from strength to strength till each appears

  290. before God and Zion. Hear my prayer.

  291. Lord God Almighty, listen to me, God of Jacob, look on our

  292. shield. O God, look with favor on your

  293. anointed one. Better is one day in your courts

  294. than 1000 elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper

  295. in the House of my God than dwell in the tents of the

  296. wicked. For the Lord God is a son and

  297. shield. The Lord bestows favor and

  298. honor. No good thing does he withhold

  299. from those whose walk is blameless.

  300. Lord Almighty, blessed is the one who trusts in you.

  301. When David had the opportunity to sing that song that was

  302. written by the sons of Korah, I'm sure that he connected with

  303. it because it defined his longing to be in the presence of

  304. God. But we all know reading about

  305. David's life, he wandered. He wandered away from God.

  306. He did it a lot. And Psalm 84 is is a reflection

  307. of an intention. Have you ever, like sung a song

  308. in it? And it's talking about how much

  309. I care about God and how much I love God and all that.

  310. And you kind of have a hard time singing it because.

  311. You know that that's not actually true about you.

  312. You know, it's like that's not, that's a little bit puffed up

  313. for you. And maybe I don't have a right

  314. to sing. It saw many force like that.

  315. It's not talking about necessarily what is, but it's

  316. talking about what I would want it to be.

  317. Like my the intention of my heart.

  318. This is the desire of my heart. This this is the kind of

  319. relationship I want to have with God.

  320. This is the kind of priority I would like to have with God.

  321. Now David little different than the sons of Korah, because that

  322. humble heart made him a very transparent man and so he writes

  323. 12 verses in Psalm 139. Now a lot of us, when we look at

  324. Psalm 139, we concentrate in the middle section of it, where it

  325. talks about being fearfully and wonderfully made.

  326. And it all of my days were written in your book before one

  327. of them came to be. And you knit me together in my

  328. mother's womb and all that, right.

  329. But look at the 1st 12 verses that David writes.

  330. It says, you have searched me, Lord, and you know me now.

  331. This is real. This is transparent.

  332. You know when I sit and when I rise, you perceive my thoughts

  333. from afar. You discern my going out and my

  334. lying down. You're familiar with all my ways

  335. that that should make you a little uncomfortable.

  336. Do you really, God, do you really know all my ways, not

  337. just the ones I want you to know before a word is on my tongue?

  338. You know it, Lord, You know it completely.

  339. You hem me in behind, and before you lay your hand upon me.

  340. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to

  341. attain. Where can I go from your spirit?

  342. Where can I flee from your presence?

  343. You see, there's there's that human side of us that

  344. necessarily want to be in the presence of God.

  345. But I can't escape you. God, you're there, right?

  346. If I go up to the heavens, you're there.

  347. If I make my beds and depths, you're there.

  348. If I rise on the wings of the dawn.

  349. If I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand

  350. will guide me. Your right hand will hold me

  351. fast. If I say, surely the darkness

  352. will hide me and the light become night around me.

  353. Even the darkness will not be dark to you.

  354. The night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to

  355. you. That is a deeper and more

  356. transparent reality. Because what David is admitting

  357. is that the presence of God is where the truth is.

  358. Not just general truth, but the truth about David, The truth

  359. about all of his inconsistencies, about all of

  360. his hypocrisy. It's right there, and that's

  361. uncomfortable for us, right? But when we know that it leads

  362. you to the 23rd and the 24th verse, look what it says.

  363. Search me God and know my heart. That's a scary thing to pray.

  364. Test me that's even scarier and know my anxious thoughts.

  365. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way

  366. everlasting. That is what comes out of a

  367. humble heart. To have a heart that pursues God

  368. is to be a person of constant reflection and repentance.

  369. It's where the truth is revealed, and then it's

  370. addressed with repentance. David had the heart of a

  371. stranger, and it proceeded out of a humble heart.

  372. He also had the heart of a warrior.

  373. Now there's no doubt about that. There's plenty of information in

  374. the Bible about that. Look at Samuel Second Samuel

  375. 814. He says it puts he put

  376. Garrison's throughout Edom and all of the Edomites became

  377. subject to David. But this sentence is the one I

  378. want you to see. The Lord gave David victory

  379. wherever he went. That's pretty powerful isn't it?

  380. David had the heart of a warrior.

  381. As long as he was in the presence of God, God gave him

  382. the victory. Now, next week, Clayton is going

  383. to be preaching about this epic battle, this epic battle between

  384. David and Goliath. And I'm not going to spend time

  385. on that and steal his Thunder, but I'm going to steal just one

  386. verse that refers to the heart of David.

  387. It's First Samuel 1747, so he's facing off with Goliath in the

  388. with Goliath in the Valley of Elah.

  389. And they're having this conversation, which is like this

  390. hateful conversation. And this is how David ends it.

  391. Before he goes on attack, all those gathered here will know

  392. that is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves, for the

  393. battle is the Lord's, and he will give all of you into our

  394. hands. This is powerful because what

  395. David is saying, his warrior's heart is saying this.

  396. Whatever victory I receive, it's not about me.

  397. It I'm not going to be the one who wins it.

  398. God is going to be. It's not even a physical battle.

  399. It is not a battle of of weapons like swords or Spears.

  400. The matter of fact, God is going to be the one who does the

  401. fighting. God is going to be the one who

  402. does the winning. And God is going to be the one

  403. who receives the glory. Now, you can't do that unless

  404. it's not about you. You can't do that with pride.

  405. You can't do that unless you have a prepared, repentant

  406. heart, and all of David's victories depended on that.

  407. And so do all of yours, all the battles you fight, all the

  408. giants you face. Without it, even the things you

  409. perceive as victories in your life really aren't.

  410. They're still defeats. Unless the battle belongs to the

  411. Lord. David had the heart of a

  412. warrior, and it flowed out of a humble heart.

  413. Finally, David had the heart of a father.

  414. There's no doubt that when you read about David's life and the

  415. tragedies of his life, you realize how much of A father he

  416. wanted to be. He really did desire to have the

  417. heart of a father. In a few more weeks, we're going

  418. to be learning about David's biggest defeats, because the

  419. biggest defeats actually happen in David's own heart.

  420. Those are the places where he loses battles.

  421. And we're going to also learn just how much it costs him.

  422. You see, when David gives in to the lower story and the sinful

  423. desires that are in his heart, not only does he become a victim

  424. of it, everybody around him becomes victims of it.

  425. There's a while ago I I preached a a sermon on the erosive power

  426. of sin and how sin all begins inside the mind.

  427. And there are 7 ES related to that.

  428. And it's the way all sin comes to us.

  429. It's the entrance of a thought. Then we entertain the thought.

  430. Then we examine the thought like, well, you know how good

  431. this is going to feel versus what's going to cost me.

  432. And then we get to this fourth E, which is to enjoy the

  433. thought. It's where we actually begin

  434. sinning, because sin begins in your mind and in your heart.

  435. So to lust after a thing, to want to do a thing, to defy God

  436. is where sin happens, right? And then some of us believe

  437. Satan's lie, that is. Well, since I'm already guilty

  438. of this sin, I may as well go ahead and do it.

  439. So after I enjoy the thought, I go to the to the 50, which is to

  440. experience the thought. And we think that it's the same.

  441. It isn't the same because when we're enjoying the thought,

  442. there's only one victim of that sin, and that's you or me.

  443. But when I experience the thought, then the rock hits the

  444. water and the ripples go out and everybody else around me gets

  445. affected by it, right? Because that's what Satan does.

  446. He doesn't want to just destroy you, He wants to destroy

  447. everybody you love and care for. Nobody knows that better than

  448. David because there's a big shift between it being in my

  449. mind and actually acting it out and the place where it hit David

  450. the hardest was with his children.

  451. David had the heart of a father, but he failed as a father.

  452. He was defeated as a father. And the fact is, it was

  453. heartbreaking and it was avoidable.

  454. And your sin is heartbreaking and avoidable.

  455. My sin is heartbreaking and avoidable.

  456. And the truth is even though we want to always paint ourselves

  457. as the victim, we are also the perpetrator.

  458. We're both. We play both roles all the time,

  459. both victim and perpetrator. And there's only one thing we

  460. can do. Same thing David did in Psalm

  461. 51. John wrote about it the apostle

  462. first, John 19. It says if we confess our sins,

  463. he God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and

  464. purify us from all unrighteousness.

  465. We see David doing that in Psalm 51.

  466. He wrote it down how humbling it would have been to admit that in

  467. a song, and that's what he did. Now understand that that doesn't

  468. mean there aren't going to be consequences and restoration.

  469. Some people really have a really skewed view of what restoration

  470. means. Restoration does not mean

  471. everything goes back to the way it was.

  472. Restoration means that your relationship with God is in the

  473. process of of being restored. But you can still be

  474. disqualified from a lot of things because of the

  475. consequences of your sin or my sin, and that definitely

  476. happened to David. It does mean that your

  477. relationship is moving back into a right place with your Heavenly

  478. Father, and David knew that. He wrote about it in Psalm 23.

  479. Look at the second-half of verse three.

  480. It says He guides me along the right paths for his name's sake.

  481. Some of you may have memorized it as that.

  482. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's

  483. sake. And one thing we need to learn

  484. from David is that the path of righteousness never, ever, ever,

  485. ever goes through fields of sin. I've talked to people before

  486. who've said, well, you know, we did this, but I can see God's

  487. hand in it. No, you didn't.

  488. That's Satan's lie. God would never lead you.

  489. He would never lead you through a field of sin.

  490. There was always a better way. Like you hear Clayton say over

  491. and over. God's way is the best way.

  492. You see, David had the heart of a father, but he failed in many

  493. ways as a father. Good warrior really wanted to be

  494. in the presence of God, had the humble heart, but still needed

  495. grace and mercy, didn't he? Just like we all do.

  496. So all three of these characteristics that we see in

  497. David's heart reflect the heart of God.

  498. God is a stranger. You know that he's a stranger.

  499. When God describes himself, or prophets describe God, they use

  500. a word to describe him over and over again.

  501. And that word is holy, right? Holy.

  502. What does that mean? It means other than like the the

  503. actual definition of that word means to be separate.

  504. Other than that, God is a holy God.

  505. Basically. It's a recognition that this is

  506. something that God is that I'm not.

  507. Any holiness that I'm going to ever have in my life isn't going

  508. to be mine. Any holiness that's going to

  509. happen in my life, God's going to have to impart that to me.

  510. It's going to have to be the result of an empty cup that he

  511. fills with holiness. I need to be holy.

  512. I need to be separated from worldliness and pridefulness and

  513. all that other stuff. But you see God, that he's truly

  514. that he is a stranger, He is holy.

  515. There is a distance between US and God, because even though we

  516. were made in this image, sin has messed that up.

  517. But God, and only God through Jesus Christ can close the

  518. distance. And someday he's going to finish

  519. that work and this world won't be your home anymore.

  520. God is also a warrior. He has never gone into a battle

  521. that he hasn't won. In Romans 8 it says we are more

  522. than conquerors. Through him that loved us right.

  523. He never loses a battle, but the greatest battle ever fought was

  524. the one his son fought right here in the dirt on a cross with

  525. his blood, when he defeated once and for all the power of sin and

  526. death and proved it when after he died he rose from the dead.

  527. God is also a father. And unlike David and his

  528. failures, he's a good father, a great father.

  529. And good is a Good is a great word and great is a great word.

  530. But it's not the best word, The best word to put in front of

  531. Father is this one. Ready.

  532. Our Father. Our Father.

  533. And unlike David, our Father will never leave us.

  534. He'll never forsake us. He'll never abandoned us, be

  535. lured away from us, deny us or fail us.

  536. See, I don't want to be a man after David's heart, but like

  537. David, I long to be a man after gods.

  538. And I hope that's what you want to be as we move to a time of

  539. decision. I have no idea what you're

  540. dealing with right now. I have no idea what you walked

  541. in to this room with. If you're online, I have no idea

  542. what you're carrying with you right now.

  543. And you really have no idea what I may be carrying right now

  544. because although we might put a nice face on it, you know, clean

  545. up, smile, and maybe we're actually having a good day or a

  546. good season in life, that can change.

  547. The circumstances can change at any given moment, right.

  548. So some of you I know, might be in a, in a time of real

  549. struggle, hurt, and maybe you feel isolated and alone, like

  550. other people don't understand you.

  551. They don't know what's going on, and maybe you're just reluctant

  552. to dump the truck in their front yard and tell them the truth

  553. about what's going on. It's kind of human nature, isn't

  554. it? I don't want to burden anybody

  555. else, which is also a prideful heart, by the way.

  556. But if you listen to the scriptures from Psalm 139, God

  557. already knows that God is fully aware.

  558. Maybe you've never even spoken it before.

  559. A word is on my lips. You know it, right?

  560. Even though you've been running from God.

  561. The thing is, you can't outrun God.

  562. He's faster than you. And the fact is, if you would

  563. just stop running for a moment and turn around, he's not in the

  564. distance. He's right there.

  565. And the Bible teaches us that we're two or three are gathered.

  566. He's right here, and there's more than two or three of us

  567. here, so he's here. So you've done good to this

  568. point. There is a proximity right now

  569. between you and Almighty God, between you and Jesus Christ.

  570. But if you want him to do a work in your heart today, where does

  571. it begin? Not in a stranger's heart or a

  572. warrior's heart, or even a father's heart.

  573. Begins with a humble heart, a heart that admits that I'm not

  574. strong enough on my own, that I can't do it by myself, that I'm

  575. just a child. And that's why these steps are

  576. here. Because getting down on your

  577. knees is at least some sort of visual representation of

  578. humility, of understanding that God is greater than I am and and

  579. he can do things I could never do.

  580. And when we bring the hurts or desires or anything that's

  581. filling our heart right now, if we if we realize that I've

  582. already filled my cup with all my own stuff and I need to pour

  583. it out, do it in a humble fashion.

  584. And that can happen today. I have no idea what you're going

  585. through, but God does. So why don't you deliver an

  586. honest prayer to him? Maybe it's the Psalm 84 prayer.

  587. Maybe you don't think that you can do it, but it really is your

  588. best intentions, what you'd like to be able to do.

  589. Maybe it's a more transparent prayer, like Psalm 139.

  590. I don't know. But why don't you let him have

  591. his way? Some of you have never come into

  592. an intimate, personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

  593. And you might look at people that are getting down in that

  594. water, the water of baptism, and you might think that's

  595. embarrassing and that's humbling.

  596. But do you ever see that on their faces when they come out

  597. of the water? Do you ever see people that,

  598. like, I'm so embarrassed that I did this?

  599. I am I I feel so humiliated that I did this?

  600. No, because it is a reflection of a desire to have a humble

  601. heart before God. I can't take my sins away, but

  602. Jesus, you can. I can't wash them away.

  603. But you shed your blood and my sins are washed away in that.

  604. I have no idea. I have no idea what God is doing

  605. in your heart right now, but I will just give you 2 words

  606. before we pray. Let him would you stand with me,

  607. Heavenly Father, in Jesus name. I pray that we would let you.

  608. We would let you do whatever it is you want to do right now.

  609. I pray, Father, that you would help us to turn down the volume

  610. knob of the noise of this world so that we can hear the still

  611. small voice of our Father. In Jesus name, Amen.