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Patrick | Todd Pierce and Riding High Ministries

Crossing Church with Clayton Hentzel

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  1. Come on, oh, crossing family, I am over the moon about what is

  2. about to happen. You guys can have a seat.

  3. I want to welcome those of you joining at all of our different

  4. locations, those of you watching online, and those of you who are

  5. part of the crossing inside. I also want to wish a very

  6. special welcome to those of you who are new to the crossing,

  7. whether it's your first time or your first time in a long time.

  8. And I mean this, our church loves you.

  9. We are rooting for you. We are in your corner, and we

  10. cannot wait until you've had a chance to experience what we

  11. have experienced in Jesus Christ.

  12. I want to say another special welcome to the 950 Club, to the

  13. 950 of you that have been praying at 9:50 in the morning

  14. and 9:50 at night. Forgot to do an amazing work

  15. this weekend because I know that new stories are about to be

  16. written because we're going to have a very special experience.

  17. I also want to welcome Patrick. Do we have a shot of Patrick?

  18. What up Patrick? Thank you, Patrick.

  19. You've got an interesting journey ahead of you.

  20. I'd also would you guys give a warm crossing welcome to my

  21. friend Mr. Todd. Come on up here.

  22. Mr. Todd. The best compliment I got today

  23. was someone was walking in this room and they came up and they

  24. thought that I was the cowboy. They didn't know that.

  25. That's how good I look. You look like Hank Williams in

  26. those glasses. Yeah, I know.

  27. I'm I'm going. I'm going for RIP.

  28. That's, that's my, this is Mr. Todd and he goes all across the

  29. country and does this. And this is an incredible

  30. ministry. We've had a chance to partner

  31. with riding High Ministries. Make sure you seek them out on

  32. all their social media and on YouTube because you're only

  33. getting a snapshot of what what they do.

  34. But tell me what we're about to experience.

  35. Well, I'll tell you more as we go, but really the only thing

  36. that I've got control of over the next hour is going to be

  37. myself. And I think that this is kind of

  38. the dilemma of heaven, that Jesus, just out of love, refuses

  39. to take control of us. And he gives us this freedom to

  40. do whatever it is that we will with our lives.

  41. But once you discover who he is, he's pretty, pretty

  42. irresistible. That's exactly right.

  43. So crossing family, I'm going to ask a very special thing,

  44. whether you're joining at one of our locations or you're here at

  45. 48th St. would you just extend your hand towards Todd or the

  46. screen? We're going to pray for him.

  47. Heavenly Father, I just ask that you would keep him safe as he

  48. enters the ring. God, that you would write a

  49. beautiful story, not just for him and the horse, but for us

  50. and you. God, that this would be a

  51. spiritual marker of something that we never forget.

  52. And your name, I pray. Amen.

  53. Get after it bud. Thanks, man.

  54. Wow, this is such a such a wild night.

  55. You guys have got pigs and goats and sheep and llama and ponies

  56. in your church. I had to come to Illinois to see

  57. it, but you guys did it and you've got a whole bunch of sand

  58. in your front living room here. I appreciate the prayers like

  59. the investment people of like sometimes money's easier to give

  60. then like actually connecting your heart to what it is that

  61. God loves and loving what he loves and interceding for that.

  62. So just to have you all praying for me specifically and my

  63. family and this event means the world to me.

  64. And we're just going to kind of stay in a place for the next

  65. hour, if you will, that I don't know.

  66. I'm sure a lot of you just came because you like to see what's

  67. going to happen and why it is that there's a horse in church

  68. and it's, it's worth coming for. Like that's just kind of a cool

  69. thing. But I want to invite you that

  70. this could be the moment that you've been waiting for your

  71. entire life where you've you've done what it is that you've done

  72. up until now. And you've got an amazing story.

  73. And if someone would take the time and listen to your story,

  74. they'd be fascinated by it. But many of you have maybe

  75. missed out on the fact that you can actually live your life in

  76. love. And I'm going to do my best.

  77. I've never met this horse. And they brought him from a

  78. local ranch. And So what did we say His name

  79. was Patrick. So Patrick, I can tell this

  80. isn't a wild, wild horse, but Patrick's confused.

  81. And I'm not sure, but that word confused has taken on a new

  82. meeting in our culture where we've got a culture that's kind

  83. of confused that we don't really know what our life is about.

  84. And we've done our best with what it is that we've been

  85. given. And I want to find some way for

  86. you to connect to this guy that Patrick has got this far in life

  87. with the experiences he's had and with the tools that he's

  88. been given. And it looks like he's grown up

  89. to be healthy and strong. But I don't know if you can have

  90. enough of an imagination to think what is he thinking right

  91. now? I'm pretty sure it's not like we

  92. think. And he's wondering why it is

  93. that all of this is happening. But already, if you watch his

  94. right ear, he's fascinated by the fact that I am standing

  95. right here in the middle of all of this.

  96. And because of the fascination with all the distractions that

  97. surround him, I'm going to ask him to do a series of things

  98. over the next hour to make it to where that wildness that's in

  99. his eyes, there's a reason it's there.

  100. He's alert and he's curious and he's got fire in his eyes.

  101. And I love it because I don't want to take that fire from him.

  102. I want him to understand that all this emotion that he's

  103. feeling right now, it was actually something that he was

  104. given as a gift. And when he knows what to do

  105. with it, it's going to become significant to him.

  106. We spend a whole lot of our life running around and we're

  107. reacting to the world around us, and we find all sorts of

  108. strategies to figure out how it is that we can get safe, how it

  109. is that we can get comfortable. And that's not a bad thing.

  110. I think that it makes sense that that's what he would want is to

  111. find a way to get safe and to have provision.

  112. But there's some thoughts that have never crossed his mind

  113. because the questions have never been asked.

  114. He's making a whole bunch of decisions right now and I'm not

  115. going to talk too much. He's smart enough to know that

  116. there's all sorts of dividing thoughts and things that he

  117. could give his attention to. And I feel something so deeply

  118. for him that he can feel what I'm feeling because I can give

  119. all of my affection towards him and invite him into a a brand

  120. new lifestyle that never even crossed his mind that it was

  121. possible. And we've got a world that's

  122. filled with conflicting narratives.

  123. I'm not really sure who to trust anymore.

  124. The stories that are being told, the things that are even coming

  125. across the news. And really it's been pretty

  126. traumatizing to us as people. It's affecting how it is that we

  127. find our peace. And it's it's affecting how it

  128. is that we're able to love ourselves and how it is that

  129. we're able to love each other and how our families are going

  130. to make it and why it is that we're going to do the things

  131. that we do. And it's all got really

  132. confusing, more so than the planet has ever experienced.

  133. And technology has made it to where you can find out all the

  134. top 20 worst things that's going on in the planet right now.

  135. What are we going to do with all of the bad news and even the

  136. parts of your story that you feel like are so broken and you

  137. don't know what to do with them. Patrick has never had any

  138. resource to do anything about his life other than figure out

  139. how to stay safe and get comforted.

  140. And he's done really good with that so far.

  141. And this is what I'm invite you into.

  142. Well, Austin is just going to worship over you because we're

  143. not needing a whole bunch of new information tonight.

  144. We're needing to have something going on within us that we're

  145. inviting Jesus, the King of the universe, the Prince of Peace,

  146. the one that was the word of God that was made flesh.

  147. And he came and he dwelt among people.

  148. He was not just a man. He was the beginning and the

  149. end. And then he demonstrated to us

  150. what it looks like to be fully alive.

  151. And it never entered the hearts of man, what it is that they

  152. were capable of if they would just become one with him and

  153. that he gave every one of us. And this is the the thing I was

  154. talking about from up front is that it's amazing that God would

  155. create us and then he would turn US loose and allow us to choose

  156. him or choose our own way. And that's going to be the the

  157. decision that he gets to make. And just by my presence and what

  158. it is that he feels that's going on with enemy, he's going to be

  159. asked to do things that's actually against his own nature.

  160. His nature would be to keep anything off its back.

  161. That's the no go zone. That's the danger zone.

  162. And that's why if you ever watch a horse get broken, that's when

  163. they throw fits and they buck and they, they do crazy things

  164. because they're trying to protect themselves.

  165. They're not just being mean. It's against their nature for

  166. something to be there. But there's something miraculous

  167. that happens when he says that. I've given everyone of you in

  168. this room, everyone of you within the sound of my voice,

  169. you've been given the right to become sons and daughters of

  170. God. And if you're not a son of God,

  171. if you're not a daughter of God, if you don't know what I'm

  172. talking about, then tonight, please, for God's sake, for your

  173. sake, for your family's sake, for the generations that are

  174. going to follow you, do something about this.

  175. Don't just listen. Living.

  176. God, come fall afresh on me, come awaken me from my sleep,

  177. blow through the cabins of my soul, pour.

  178. It makes you overflow. Spirit of the living God, come

  179. fall afresh on me, Come awaken me from my sleep, blow through

  180. the cabins of my soul, pour it me to overflow.

  181. Oh. Come and fill me, get over.

  182. There's a reason that I'm here, because his understanding of

  183. authority has been what he learned from other horses.

  184. Our understanding of authority and what it looks like to submit

  185. has been taught to us by our culture, and we've missed what

  186. it is to be a king that has so much love, so much humility,

  187. that he would lay himself down so that others could live, and

  188. that that was the demonstration of power and authority.

  189. But this horse has never experienced someone that is

  190. already shown him that I do have authority, I do have an

  191. influence that he's allowed me to already get on him, which is

  192. a miraculous thing just in and of itself.

  193. But he does not understand why I would put myself in a vulnerable

  194. position to him. And it's this life of mystery

  195. that he's going to spend the rest of his life caught up in.

  196. And I think that this is the invitation that humanity has

  197. been waiting for. And somehow religion has

  198. misrepresented it. And we've we've got lost in the

  199. busyness of, of maybe doing church or thinking that there's

  200. some way to find that you're going to get this fulfillment

  201. that you were created for outside of this good God.

  202. He's going to hang in tension his entire life and learn to

  203. move very fast, not knowing where he's going.

  204. It's what Jesus invited us into was this lifestyle of faith.

  205. Darn it. Good job, buddy.

  206. Yeah, I know. I was up there and then now I'm

  207. down here and it happens, but I'm not upset.

  208. Did I scare you? It gets way better, I promise.

  209. It's almost like you could have some compassion for what it's

  210. like for someone to have had experiences in their life where

  211. it's like, I don't know if I want to trust or believe in a

  212. God that I don't understand. And that would allow so many

  213. things that are going wrong to continue to go wrong.

  214. Your glory God, is what our hearts long for, to be overcome

  215. by Your presence. Lord, our spirit are welcome.

  216. Come flood this place and fill the atmosphere.

  217. Your glory, God, is what I long for, to be overcome by your

  218. presence, Lord. Just your presence, Lord.

  219. OK, I know it's scary. It's scary, but I'm good.

  220. It's a terrifying thing to fall into the hands of the living

  221. God. It's unbearable to not.

  222. And we're going to have to decide what it is that we're

  223. going to place all of our faith in.

  224. Because if you're putting your faith in your own idea who of

  225. who God is, then you've actually just created an idol.

  226. And us as humans, we've been around long enough to know that

  227. it that just don't work. And this ruthless, like vicious,

  228. pursuing, loving God decided that he would not let his people

  229. take the punishment of their own sins.

  230. He would let the brutality that we deserve be taken out on

  231. himself. It's a good boy.

  232. It's a good boy. And the kindness and the

  233. generosity of heaven. It says that I, I could do

  234. whatever I want with you all, but I'm just going to wait and

  235. you can keep going. And this horse has got the

  236. option like he can just keep running in circles.

  237. And I'm grateful that he didn't for very long.

  238. But there's some parameters around him.

  239. For those of us that live in this day and age, the parameters

  240. is maybe planet Earth. Like you can't get off the

  241. Earth, but you just can't hide anywhere.

  242. No matter where we go, we're going to find ourselves still

  243. running. And if this good Father has

  244. presented himself in such a way to where you're devoted to

  245. something, and if you being devoted to yourself or to your

  246. own form of godliness or your religion, ask yourself if you're

  247. getting what it is that you desire.

  248. Do you have faith, hope, and love?

  249. Are you filled with goodness and kindness and gentleness and

  250. self-control? Do you feel like you're actually

  251. able to manage what's going on within you?

  252. Your beautiful son. Great job, great job.

  253. Give me something. So many things to pay attention

  254. to. Don't worry, I've gotten really

  255. good at it. It's good.

  256. Really. Yeah, you're doing so good.

  257. It'd be helpful probably for them if I quit falling off, but

  258. I can't help it. That's a good boy.

  259. What if partnership with God like it's taken me a lifetime?

  260. I'm 54 years old and I'm falling more and more in love.

  261. This doesn't wear out. This father that I so

  262. desperately need now more than ever is continuing to teach me,

  263. showing me how to become what He is.

  264. And that's love. And that we can look at the

  265. world so differently. We can we have an opportunity

  266. that we don't just see through our own pain and through our own

  267. experiences. Thanks, Patrick.

  268. You see what he was looking at? He's never seen himself on

  269. camera before. He's like, why the long face?

  270. That's an old rodeo joke. Isn't that something?

  271. Your beautiful son, but I prowl. Yep, that's us.

  272. Man. I love this picture right now

  273. because the Bible talks about the idea that we can actually

  274. look in a mirror with veil, the faces, and then the veil gets

  275. lifted off and we don't just see our face, we see the glory of

  276. God. That there's something about

  277. Jesus feeling the heart of a man and a woman that makes it to

  278. where he feels us with his glory.

  279. And we don't have to look in the mirror and stare at brokenness

  280. and failure and the things that we continue to struggle with,

  281. like repentance is going to become a new lifestyle that I'm

  282. inviting you, son, into a brand new way of seeing yourself.

  283. That if you can see yourself with me, that there's nowhere we

  284. can't go, there's nothing we can't do.

  285. There's actually no weapon that can be formed against you that's

  286. going to ever prosper. How did we miss this part?

  287. The oneness that we have with God that there's no more

  288. separation. There's not a set of rules that

  289. I'm waiting for Him to follow in order for me to want connection

  290. with Him and the oneness that He's invited me into.

  291. He said yes, so I will never say no.

  292. And it doesn't matter how many times I hit the ground.

  293. We're not. We're not going to stay in this

  294. place. I'm going to keep inviting him

  295. into new things. It's still you.

  296. We've got like, I don't know, 6000 years of history that we

  297. can see it biblically and we see what man did the the people of

  298. God, how it is that they were given a lifestyle, a miraculous

  299. lifestyle of provision and information and a structure to

  300. live within. And we've got thousands of years

  301. of watching what man does with being LED around with the rules.

  302. And it wasn't a bad idea for thousands of years.

  303. That's exactly what God had for his people is you choose me and

  304. choose to follow me. You'll be prosperous in all your

  305. ways. We have a nation.

  306. We started off that way with a submission to something that we

  307. actually put on paper. That there's a way that we're

  308. going to conduct ourselves and there's an accountability that

  309. we're going to hold ourselves to and and our government to, and

  310. that there's going to be a freedom.

  311. A freedom that we're willing to lay down everything for.

  312. In my generation, we have taken so much for granted that as

  313. though our own nation is now suffering the way the children

  314. of God suffered way back in the day, they were still under his

  315. covering all. They were under his provision,

  316. and they were suffering because they refused to do it His way.

  317. But I've got some really good news that we're not stuck there,

  318. and it's not because we're Americans.

  319. We're not stuck there because there was a final price that was

  320. being paid. And This is why it is that the

  321. blood of Jesus is such a big deal.

  322. That's not the marker of Christianity.

  323. That was the price paid so you and I could be free and that our

  324. nation doesn't have to follow. But As for me and my household,

  325. we're going to follow, but it's not going to be from this

  326. position. This is not good leadership and

  327. this is what the rules present to us is here.

  328. Just do the right things and follow these ways.

  329. The rules aren't the problem. The problem is that he's still

  330. living his life, just separated from me.

  331. And the oneness that Jesus bought for us was why it is that

  332. it's so important for him to be decided that this is what it's

  333. going to look like the rest of my life.

  334. And from this position, he's going to go places that he could

  335. have never gone on his own. And he's not going to be limited

  336. to the parameters of this fence or any other pasture.

  337. He has my mind and he has my thoughts.

  338. His ways are going to become my, my ways are going to become his

  339. ways. And we only get to see a little

  340. snapshot of this, But if we look at the timeline that we know of,

  341. what happened to those 12 that decided that, yes, Jesus, we're

  342. going to follow you Because after he died, there was a lot

  343. of confusion going on because they still wanted to follow

  344. Jesus. And Jesus said it's not the way

  345. anymore, boys, gals, the 100 or so that we're following him.

  346. We're going to have to find out what Jesus meant, that it's

  347. better if I go away because when I go away, I'm going to send the

  348. counselor, the comforter, the empowerer.

  349. The spirit of my spirit is going to be sent and come upon you.

  350. So the call is no longer come, follow me.

  351. The invitation has become one with me, and me becoming one

  352. with God is a whole lot different to me.

  353. Just deciding that I'm going to follow some principles.

  354. It's why it eyes is that I can stand before you as a father and

  355. as a husband. Knowing that I've been invited

  356. into a love affair with a father that is so kind and so good and

  357. so powerful that he's continuing to give me new ways to forgive

  358. myself and to forgive the people around me.

  359. To be able to love without conditions, to make it to where

  360. even those things around me might be falling apart.

  361. That there's an integrity and a dignity and a strength within me

  362. that makes it where we can stand.

  363. If this is the invitation that Jesus gave to his people, then I

  364. I just think it's really important that we ask ourselves

  365. this question. What are we doing with it?

  366. Because when the followers of Jesus were filled with his

  367. Spirit, they didn't just keep doing normal things.

  368. I think I want to put the saddle on him, Britain.

  369. I want to do this just for he's getting a little bit dull and I

  370. see this happening in the church folks.

  371. So I'm, I just really want to make a point.

  372. I'm not talking about this church.

  373. I'm talking about the worldwide people of God that have gone

  374. silent and they're missing. Where are they?

  375. And this is just going to be a shout out to the world.

  376. Like where is my family? I'll stand here and I can only

  377. do what I can do. And I'll continue to plead.

  378. I'll continue to humble myself before my own family, but we

  379. can't just keep doing the same old thing.

  380. So he's never had a saddle on. So again, it's a big deal.

  381. The followers of Jesus, they, they just did what he did.

  382. They did what he asked him to do, but they didn't know that

  383. they were actually not just learning a model lifestyle, but

  384. they were positioning themselves to be the very hosts of heaven,

  385. that their bodies would become the Tabernacle that our bodies

  386. are actually now, the temple of God.

  387. The places that they would go to be in the presence of God now is

  388. something that is dwelling inside of them, and they didn't

  389. get it until that day when it happened.

  390. And so, Holy Spirit, we ask you to fall on us in a way that

  391. we've never understood before. We receive your power and your

  392. grace and your feeling that we would become like those that

  393. thought they were just other men, normal men, normal women.

  394. Some of you here don't know all the stories, so I'll tell you

  395. these people that devoted their life to following Jesus after

  396. they killed Jesus and they buried him.

  397. All that time they spent with Jesus, they still didn't get it.

  398. They went back to fishing. They didn't know what else to

  399. do. They didn't continue to just go

  400. and heal the sick and the blind and preach the gospel of the

  401. Kingdom of Jesus. They quit.

  402. They didn't know what to do next.

  403. That's a good boy, Patrick.

  404. But they were single hearted and devoted to Jesus.

  405. They just didn't know what to do.

  406. And I think there's so many of you here that if I were to ask

  407. the question, do you want to give your life to Jesus?

  408. So many of you're just going to say absolutely.

  409. Like, who doesn't want this? If I go from something that's

  410. just walking around behind fences trying to stay alive and

  411. figure out how I can get some enjoyment out of this life, to

  412. something that now has a purpose and a vision and a power to do

  413. things that were impossible before.

  414. If this is what Jesus offers, who would not want this?

  415. But we're also going to know what to do.

  416. And I know that he actually wants to lay down.

  417. I don't know if you guys can pick that up.

  418. I call it drunk in the spirit. So, and I've been accused of

  419. this so, and I know there's an online audience too, but I've

  420. been accused of drugging with the horses because of this.

  421. Like this isn't a horse that's never been ridden, never had a

  422. saddle on it type of reaction with several 1000 people around

  423. him in lights and screens and noise and he's about to lay down

  424. and go to sleep. It's peace.

  425. It's a piece that goes beyond understanding.

  426. It's what we're dying for, folks.

  427. It's why it is that no matter how hard you feel like you're

  428. going to try to just do it better tomorrow, it just doesn't

  429. ever come because you just can't find the peace.

  430. And if the invitation of heaven is come to me, all of you, if

  431. you're weary and you're heavy burden, you're tired, you're

  432. anxious, learn from me, for my ways are gentle and they're

  433. kind. Goodness gracious, and I know I

  434. thought we moved enough. Now I'm not upset.

  435. Everybody takes some deep breaths because he's figuring

  436. out what he's going to do with himself.

  437. And when people around you get triggered and start getting out

  438. of control, there's something about a kind answer that turns

  439. away all of this and we'll wait. I did pop my knee that first

  440. time I got backed off earlier this evening, so I'm a little

  441. disabled. So that's an excuse.

  442. I'm telling you that because I'm prideful.

  443. Isn't that terrible? OK, let's try this one more

  444. time. Now give me a second.

  445. OK, now we can play. OK, I didn't say it was going to

  446. be easy. OK, this this life of following

  447. Jesus. If you think it's boring, come

  448. follow me. There ain't nothing boring about

  449. saying yes to Jesus, because by saying yes to Jesus, I'm saying

  450. no to a whole lot of things. That's going to upset a whole

  451. bunch of other people. There's a lifestyle and there's

  452. a sacrifice involved in it, but it's worth it.

  453. It's a good boy. It's just a problem, isn't it?

  454. He won't go to the left. So just for the sake of time,

  455. we're going to keep going to the right.

  456. Do we want to bet on if he's going to buck me off again?

  457. OK, OK. Yeah.

  458. It'll even out here in just a minute.

  459. That. Oh boy.

  460. Oh, my God. Oh, my goodness.

  461. Not funner. Yeah, I don't take near as much

  462. energy. Can you see the picture?

  463. Folks, please don't get caught up in this.

  464. Because the invitation of a lifetime stands before you.

  465. And it's the Spirit of God presenting himself to us in a

  466. way that it's like, can you see it?

  467. Because Jesus would do things like hold up a branch and say

  468. this branch not connected to the vine is never going to have

  469. fruit. Likewise, you, disconnected from

  470. me, will never bear fruit. And this could be a matter of

  471. theology for y'all. Like people think that you can

  472. be born again and you can leave God.

  473. I don't know that. I know that if you're asking

  474. that question, you're asking the wrong question.

  475. The better question is, Papa, why am I feeling disconnected

  476. from you? Why am I not feeling your peace

  477. and your joy and your provision? Why do I not feel this wisdom

  478. that I once felt? It's OK.

  479. Like that's a better question to ask.

  480. And then repentance would be, can I look again?

  481. Can we, can we do this, do this again?

  482. I promise the answer is always going to be yes.

  483. It's so simple, it's hard for some people to understand.

  484. You can make it as complicated as you want to, but I recommend

  485. that you don't because there was actually a warning and it was

  486. like, I'm afraid you guys are actually going to miss the

  487. simplicity that's in the Gospel the same way Eve missed it when

  488. she was in the garden and she missed out on the simplicity

  489. that was in the gospel. She was deceived into asking the

  490. wrong questions. She questioned who she was.

  491. She questioned who God was. She questioned where she stood.

  492. Are you really good? And it just got confusing.

  493. And I feel like we're in a time of like the most confused people

  494. group that's ever been around because we've got so much

  495. information, but somehow the information isn't being

  496. translated into wisdom. And it's not stopping because

  497. generation after generation, if we don't do something about it,

  498. if I don't become whole, how can I ever lead my sons to be whole?

  499. And I'm grateful that they know God is a father as well.

  500. So I'm the way. It's not all on me, but I still

  501. do get to stand in this position of what is it that I'm going to

  502. do with my sons? Because now that they're grown,

  503. they don't have to do what I say.

  504. But because of this really special thing that we get to

  505. enjoy as a family is that we communicate about the things

  506. that I've done that have hurt them and the ways that I can

  507. partner with them to bring healing.

  508. And how it is that we're all in this together.

  509. That I'm being fathered by God the same way they're being

  510. fathered by God. And we get to do it together

  511. now. I think He's done enough.

  512. You did so good. That's a good

  513. boy. You can do what you want, but if

  514. you're willing, shut your eyes for a minute.

  515. Take a couple of really deep breaths.

  516. Come on guys, deep breaths. Unless you give light, you are

  517. loved. You bring light to the darkness,

  518. You give hope, You restore every heart that is broken.

  519. Great are you, Lord. It's your bread in our lungs, So

  520. we pour out our praise. We pour out our praise.

  521. It's your bread in our lungs, So we pour out our praise.

  522. You only great are you, Lord. You get a light.

  523. You are love. You bring light to the darkness.

  524. You give hope. You restore every heart that is

  525. broken. Oh great, are you Lord?

  526. It's your bread in our lungs, So we pour out our parades.

  527. We pour out our parades into your bread in our lungs, so we

  528. pour out you only. It's your bread in our lungs, so

  529. we pour out our bread. We pour out our praise into your

  530. bread in our lungs, so we pour out our praise to You only.

  531. Some of you haven't felt a piece like this in a long time.

  532. Papa's not mad. There's no more punishment.

  533. You don't have to go anywhere. We're being caught up into this,

  534. like, eternal love affair, but it is set in a world that's at

  535. war. And we don't fight this with

  536. just flesh and blood. Like this is a battle that we

  537. get to decide what we're going to do with right here in this

  538. safe place because you guys are covered.

  539. And I know this is going to sound a little weird to y'all,

  540. but there's been so much prayer and angelic covering and

  541. presence in this room that's making it to where you're having

  542. an opportunity that you may never have again.

  543. Because it just gets too loud. It gets too messy.

  544. We fall back into the same patterns.

  545. Don't walk out of this place ignoring the fact that you're

  546. being covered right now and you're being able to hear

  547. mysteries of heaven that could it be this simple?

  548. That there's a God who just wants me to trust him?

  549. That it's really the only thing worth living devoted to and out

  550. of devotion to God, I become like him.

  551. Don't take that the wrong way. It was what Jesus wanted us to

  552. do was become like him. That we do get to represent to

  553. the world what it looks like to be loved, embodied, and that we

  554. don't live in reaction to the chaos around us and because of

  555. our interaction, so we can have such holy moments with other

  556. people that what you carry inside of you becomes infectious

  557. in the best way possible. This is why there's hope.

  558. This is why it is that I still believe not just in what I can

  559. do, but what it is that we can do as a family.

  560. Hey man, I think you're up, boss.

  561. I asked him if I could jump in his arms and have him carry me

  562. around. He's like 6 foot 8 you.

  563. Did such a good job. Yeah.

  564. You're OK now. I'm a lot bigger than he is.

  565. Horses are really good at a couple of things.

  566. They're good at running, they're good at biting.

  567. They're really good at kicking. And for some of you, that's kind

  568. of what you've been good at for a really long time.

  569. Things don't go the way you want to do.

  570. You bite, you kick, you run. Marriage got hard, You kicked,

  571. took a bite. You ran.

  572. Job got hard. You kicked.

  573. You bit. You ran a wild horse.

  574. That's all it knows. It knows food scarcity.

  575. It knows I've got to figure out a way to get some water.

  576. And when things don't go my way, when things get scary, when

  577. things get tough, I got three options.

  578. I can bite, I can kick, or I can run.

  579. And I got to ask you a really simple question.

  580. How is that working for you? How's that going?

  581. You can look at this horse and you can see unlimited potential,

  582. but that unlimited potential is only released when it begins to

  583. trust, when it takes the same muscles that it would use to

  584. bite to receive a bridle, it takes the same muscles that it

  585. would use to kick and run and is used to start pulling and

  586. carrying and step into its purpose.

  587. You take a wild horse, it is learning to only trust those 3

  588. instincts. But you take a horse that has

  589. learned to trust and you know what happens?

  590. That horse is taken care of. It doesn't worry anymore about

  591. where it's going to get his water because the cowboy brings

  592. it. It doesn't worry anymore about

  593. where is he going to get his food.

  594. The cowboy brings it. It doesn't worry anymore about

  595. where is he going to get his food, The cowboy brings it.

  596. It doesn't worry about the predators anymore because the

  597. Cowboys got it. You got 2 choices.

  598. You can keep doing you or you can come into a trusting

  599. relationship with Jesus Christ. The Bible says in Second

    2 Corinthians 3:17

  600. Corinthians chapter 3 verse 17, where the Spirit of the Lord is,

  601. there is freedom. That means that if you do not

  602. have the Spirit of God in you, you do not have freedom.

  603. You have something, but it's not that.

  604. But when you come into an intimate personal relationship

  605. with Jesus Christ, the Bible says that the Holy Spirit takes

  606. up residence in your life. And when the Holy Spirit takes

  607. up residence in your life, you finally experience freedom.

  608. And so I just got to say something to those of you that

  609. are gathered at our different locations, to those of you that

  610. are here in this room watching online, a part of the crossing

  611. inside. If you have not started an

  612. intimate personal relationship with Jesus Christ, would you at

  613. least consider it? Some of you have been blaming

  614. God for what people did. You said no to God because of

  615. what people have said about God. But you've never let God's

  616. record stand on its own. And I know that you're going to

  617. say that I'm just the preacher. And of course I'm going to say

  618. this so you don't have to believe me.

  619. Can I get a wide angle shot? Here's what I would tell you is

  620. my testimony that the greatest decision I ever made was making

  621. Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

  622. And if there's anybody at any of our rooms who would say that,

  623. that's your story too. Would you put your hand up?

  624. You don't have to believe me. Believe the people in your row.

  625. Believe the people that brought you.

  626. I'd also tell you this is my testimony that this my biggest

  627. regret is I didn't turn my life over to him sooner.

  628. I did not trust him sooner. And I'm guaranteeing you that's

  629. not just my story. If somebody else in one of our

  630. locations has that same story, would you put your hand up?

  631. So here's what I'm saying. The best decision we ever made

  632. was starting a relationship with Jesus Christ.

  633. And our bigger biggest regret is we didn't do it any sooner.

  634. So in just a few moments, I'm going to pray and the band's

  635. going to start singing and people at your locations are

  636. going to stand and sing and some of them are going to come to the

  637. steps and they're going to pray. And what I want to encourage

  638. you, if you're here today and you've never started a

  639. relationship with Jesus Christ, you can go next to the baptistry

  640. underneath the screen at the location you guys are watching

  641. from. And we would love an opportunity

  642. to pray with you, to talk to you, to answer some of the

  643. questions that you have. The Bible also says this in

  644. Proverbs chapter 3, verse five and six.

    Proverbs 3 chapter mention

  645. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own

  646. understanding in all your ways. Trust Him and He will make your

  647. path straight. Crossing family.

  648. Those of you who already have a relationship with Jesus Christ,

  649. right now, I want you to think of an area, not every area, an

  650. area of your life where you are not trusting God.

  651. That area of your life will never be made straight.

  652. That area of your life will never experience peace.

  653. That area of your life, if it is not turned over to Jesus, will

  654. always be at war against you. But God and His goodness allows

  655. us to come to Him with our burdens and lay them at His

  656. feet. And He promises to give us a

  657. peace that surpasses understanding.

  658. And so crossing family, if you've got something that you

  659. need to let go of today, an area of your life that you need to

  660. turn over and trust him in, would you do that?

  661. And I'm going to invite you guys to be able to go up to the steps

  662. and pray. I'm also going to ask you while

  663. you're at the steps praying, who is a person that you know that

  664. doesn't know Jesus? And would you pray that God

  665. would use you to introduce him into the want, but introduce

  666. them to the one that changes everything, crossing family

  667. across all locations? Would you stand with me real

  668. quick? God, I'm asking you right now to

  669. do a mighty work, cement this moment and this story and this

  670. illustration in our minds and in our hearts.

  671. God, I'm asking that today would be a spiritual marker, a never

  672. going back moment for every single person that can hear my

  673. voice. God that people that are far

  674. from you would be brought close to you, people that have been

  675. holding out on you would finally turn those areas over to you.

  676. And God that the people we love would find what we love about

  677. you. In your name I pray.

  678. Amen.