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God Doesn't Give Up | With Craig Hilbing

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  1. Oh, welcome crossing family. Today we are starting a brand

  2. new series. There has to be a place, but

  3. we've heard we've done that. There has to be a place a bunch

  4. of times. But the new tagline is with real

  5. stories of real people with real faith.

  6. I want to welcome those of you joining at all of our different

  7. locations, those of you watching online, and those of you who are

  8. part of our inside family. Last week we talked about what

  9. God did in US and through US over the past year.

  10. And in addition to all the stuff we talked about, we broke ground

  11. on the new multi site building starter repairs on the Camp Dam.

  12. So that way it'll be full of water next year.

  13. Set records in every measurable area, updated our app.

  14. But you guys know this. Our work remains undone.

  15. And So what we, what you may not know is what we're going to be

  16. doing this year. And so I figured I'd take a

  17. little bit of time today to kind of let you know what is going to

  18. be coming at you over the next 12 months.

  19. And one of the things I want to do is I want to walk you through

  20. the sermon series that we're going to be taking you through.

  21. Now. I love all the sermon series

  22. that we do as a church, but I am incredibly excited about what we

  23. have in store for you in 2026. We're going to be doing.

  24. There has to be a place for the next 4 weeks and then on Super

  25. Bowl weekend we will be having a Defend Your Turf weekend and we

  26. will be inviting in Sean McDowell.

  27. Now Sean McDowell is the son of Josh McDowell.

  28. Those of you who grew up in church, you probably know that

  29. name. He was the author of More Than a

  30. Carpenter and helped shape the faith and defend the faith for

  31. millions for decades. And his son Sean is a professor

  32. of Talbot School of Theology at Biola University, and his main

  33. focus is on apologetics. Or how do you know that your

  34. faith is in the right thing, in the right place?

  35. How do you have a reasons for the faith you have?

  36. Because Christians, we do not have some blind faith.

  37. It is a measurable faith. It is a faith that is tangible

  38. and it is backed by history and science and reason and

  39. rationality. And he has a YouTube channel

  40. focusing on the biggest questions about God, morality

  41. and culture with over 374,000 subscribers.

  42. His videos have been seen over 54,000,000 times.

  43. And I mean this, he will become a great resource for you and

  44. your family when you're trying to make sense of the world or

  45. trying to make sense of the word.

  46. And it will be a great weekend for you to invite the people

  47. that are close to you but far from God.

  48. Then right out of that, we will jump into a seven week series on

  49. the names of God. You've heard me talk about this

  50. before. Lots of people will say negative

  51. things about the God of the Old Testament, but what they might

  52. not know is that the Old Testament gives God some of the

  53. most beautiful and meaningful names.

  54. And these names contain power and promises for every seeker

  55. and for every believer. And then we're all going to have

  56. an epic Easter weekend at the crossing.

  57. And then right after that, we are going to launch into a five

  58. week series on marriage and family.

  59. We know that one of the biggest challenges people face is having

  60. a godly marriage and raising a godly family, and we want to

  61. help. Then we're going to do a

  62. three-week series on generosity and Kingdom impact.

  63. And when we do that, we're going to be looking at behind the

  64. scenes of every great movement of God stands a few generous men

  65. and women. And we're going to learn from

  66. their stories, from history, and hopefully as a church, we will

  67. follow their example to believe in God, to step out in faith,

  68. and to serve the purposes of God in our generation and in our

  69. region. And then we will step into what

  70. I believe might be the most powerful sermon series of the

  71. year where we are going to take 4 weeks to learn about the Holy

  72. Spirit. The role of the Holy Spirit in

  73. the life of the believer might be one of the most overlooked

  74. and most needed issues in our day.

  75. Now one of the ways you can help us is that way we don't have a

  76. huge fight between our different teams that work here at the

  77. crossing is we don't have names for a couple of these series.

  78. So if you hop on your app right now, you can actually vote on

  79. what the next those two series, the marriage and family series

  80. should be called and what the series on the Holy Spirit should

  81. be called. And I'm hoping you guys make the

  82. right choice because there's one that I desperately want in both

  83. of those categories, but I'm just trusting the Holy Spirit to

  84. guide you into what the sermon series on the Holy Spirit should

  85. be called. But whatever, whichever, you

  86. only get to vote once, so make it count.

  87. But whatever you vote is what we're going to end up calling

  88. it. And we'll reveal it when we get

  89. into the marriage and family series.

  90. And we'll reveal it when we get into the Holy Spirit.

  91. When you open up your app in the For You section after you take

  92. it, say, hey, I'm here. You can pick on the options for

  93. marriage and family. The marriage and family ones are

  94. fun. Just so you know you're going

  95. to. You'll dig it if you have it and

  96. you can do it right now. You don't have to listen to me.

  97. You can pull up the app and vote.

  98. Then we are going to launch into another Bible engagement

  99. initiative. In 2022 we did Ecclesiastes and

  100. the Gospel of John. In 2023, we did the book of

  101. Romans. In 2024, we did Decisions in the

  102. Desert, which took us through Exodus and Leviticus.

  103. Last year we did First Corinthians, but this year, the

  104. sermon series that I am the most excited about.

  105. We are going to walk you through the longest recorded sermon in

  106. the Bible by none other than our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

  107. That's right, we will be doing an entire sermon series on the

  108. Sermon on the Mount for 17 weeks.

  109. And I'm telling you, if you're a new to faith, when you realize

  110. what Jesus is doing, not just for believers, but he's wanting

  111. to do and invite you into you and the Sermon on the Mount,

  112. it's going to be transformative. Then we'll do what we always do.

  113. We'll have a powerful Christmas series and get ready to remember

  114. to celebrate the birth of Jesus. And then we'll be at State of

  115. the Church and 2026 will be behind us.

  116. Now, I should probably clear the air on a couple of things.

  117. One, I absolutely love preaching to you.

  118. I love that you allow me to be one of the primary spiritual

  119. voices in your life. However, I don't want to be the

  120. only voice that is spiritual in your life.

  121. And how many of you? Now, don't mess this up,

  122. especially if you're sitting with your mom.

  123. How many of you enjoy mom's mom's cooking?

  124. If you didn't raise your hand there and your mom sit next to

  125. you? That's weird.

  126. OK, guess we're going out to eat.

  127. All right, OK, yeah, I love moms cooking, man.

  128. I love it. But sometimes I like it when we

  129. get to go out to eat and we get to try something that we haven't

  130. tried before, eat something we haven't eaten before, or we just

  131. get to show up and allow somebody else to to service in a

  132. really big way. And so every year what I try to

  133. do is I try to give you as much of Mama's home cooking as I

  134. possibly can, but over the course of the year, I actually

  135. like to take you out to eat and allow other people to come in

  136. and speak words of wisdom into your life.

  137. And so this year we're going to have another incredible lineup

  138. of leaders and pastors from across the country that will

  139. come in, I think four or five times that we're going to come

  140. in and share with us. And I am really excited about

  141. our guest speaker lineup for 2026 especially.

  142. Well, I don't want to give it away.

  143. The hope is that through these series and through all of our

  144. speakers that this will be a great year of spiritual growth

  145. for you and for those you love. However, you will not grow as

  146. much as you need to grow if you are only eating spiritually once

  147. a week on the weekend. If you are wanting to become all

  148. you are to become in Christ, it will not happen if you have a

  149. weekly routine but you don't have a daily discipline.

  150. So how do you establish a daily discipline in the Lord?

  151. Let me walk you through it. The first thing you need is you

  152. need a time. You need to make a commitment.

  153. Hey, when am I going to spend time with the Lord?

  154. For me it is. I don't say it's the first thing

  155. I do in the day. It is the first thing I do once

  156. my kids are away from me. Because trying to have a quiet

  157. time and your kids ask you questions is hard.

  158. So for you, depending on your season of life, you need to pick

  159. a time. Then you need to pick a place.

  160. Where are you going to go to have that time?

  161. For me, it's either my Home Office or the desk in my Home

  162. Office, or it is the desk at my office at work.

  163. That as soon as I get there, before I do anything else,

  164. Jennifer rehabbed one of our closets upstairs.

  165. Sometimes she goes up there, sometimes she just does it on

  166. the bed, 'cause you know, she's cool.

  167. You might choose. And then you're going to need a

  168. Bible. Now when I talk about Bibles, I

  169. want to give you a little insight.

  170. I'm a big fan of all the apps and all the things that are out

  171. there. But one of the reasons why I

  172. really like a paper Bible is because it doesn't send you

  173. notifications from your friends. It sends you notifications from

  174. God. And if you're like me, you pull

  175. up your iPad and next thing you know, you get notifications on,

  176. you know, how the bears did last night.

  177. And that can, you know, you can go, yeah, that was for a couple

  178. of. No, you guys are asleep.

  179. All right, Well, listen. So what I want to do is I want

  180. to give you a couple of notes on how to get a Bible.

  181. So one the translation that our church uses almost all the time

  182. is the NIV and if you are a person who's going I want to

  183. understand the word of God a little bit more, I'm going to

  184. encourage you to get an NIV study Bible.

  185. This is the Bible I got before I started the campus up in Macomb.

  186. In fact, inside of here it has Jennifer checking in Kennedy.

  187. The first time Jennifer was no was was a Hensel.

  188. I put that in there. I was like you belong to me now.

  189. So you now for those of you who are young in your faith, let me

  190. say something. When you get an NIV study Bible,

  191. there's a line at the bottom of every study Bible.

  192. Everything below that line is a really smart person who has

  193. spent a lot of time learning about Jesus talking to you, but

  194. it is not Jesus talking to you. Everything above the line is the

  195. word of God. So everything up here is the

  196. word of God. Everything below it is the

  197. people of God trying to help you understand the word of God.

  198. But the stuff below the line is not the word of God.

  199. And if you get one of these because you're going to have

  200. questions when you read the Bible, I still have questions

  201. when I read the Bible. It will help you navigate it.

  202. Now, some of you you may have already had one of these for a

  203. long time. You're looking for something new

  204. and something fresh. If this this is like your you

  205. know, fellas, this is like your this is like your all-purpose

  206. Bible. This is this is your this is

  207. your super black eagle. This is that's what this is OK,

  208. now this right here, this is your Barrett 50 Cal all right,

  209. this bad boy, look how pretty this is.

  210. OK, now this is super expensive. This is called a Skylar NIV

  211. Bible. It is an absolutely beautiful

  212. Bible and it will become like an heirloom if you get one of

  213. these. It's going to the kids, they're

  214. going to want it. It lays flat, it's beautiful to

  215. read. It's got decent sized print, and

  216. here's why I wear it. You know how sometimes when you

  217. get dressed up like you just feel a little bit better about

  218. yourself. You get up, you take a shower,

  219. you clean yourself all the way up, you put a tie on or

  220. whatever. You just feel Sometimes I want

  221. an elevated experience with the Word of God.

  222. And so I have a Bible that gives me an elevated experience.

  223. When I open this, I feel like something special is going on.

  224. You, you might be going. I've been reading my Bible for a

  225. long time. I need a little change up.

  226. That's a great change up for you.

  227. What's the next one I got? OK, now this is totally nerddom.

  228. This is total nerddom. OK, this is also super

  229. expensive, but I'll tell you, this is one of my favorite

  230. purchases I've made and I can't tell you how long.

  231. This is called the Bibliotheca Bible.

  232. All these are in the thing. OK, this is turn to your

  233. neighbor and say he's a nerd. Oh boy, get ready.

  234. This is a hardback lay flat special font.

  235. That watch has no verses and no chapters.

  236. If you were to like open a scroll in the Old Testament and

  237. you were to just read it, it didn't have verses, it didn't

  238. have chapters. You just read it.

  239. Here's why I like this. You're reading in the Gospel of

  240. John and John 316 just jumps out at you because you didn't

  241. realize you were in 101112131415.

  242. It's just it springs up on you. It is designed.

  243. Listen to the sentence to create an immersive literary

  244. experience. Girls, you know how you're

  245. reading a book like Harry Potter or whatever it is you girls read

  246. and you just keep turning the page.

  247. That's what this is designed to do.

  248. It is designed to have a font that is easy on your eyes.

  249. So you start reading your Bible and you don't stop.

  250. Now here's what I'm doing. I did this.

  251. This was my I think this was 24. I went all the way through.

  252. This is just the New Testament I've got right now.

  253. I'm doing the old, I'm doing the, the Pentateuch.

  254. Then it's got this is the writings, this is the profits,

  255. OK? The only downside is now they

  256. only sell this with the apocrypha.

  257. So it's kind of expensive because you just throw the

  258. apocrypha in the trash. You don't need it.

  259. Sorry about that, Catholics. We'll talk about that when we

  260. later. But here's why I'm telling you

  261. all this, OK, here's what I did with this one because it's so

  262. immersive. I wrote in the margins all

  263. across it, and that's completely OK for you to write in the

  264. margins of your Bible. Now here's what I'm doing with

  265. this. I'm taking all of the margins

  266. once I go all the way through the Bible.

  267. And this is what I have for my sons.

  268. This is an NIV journaling Bible that is designed to allow you to

  269. write in the margins. And what I will do once I get

  270. all the way through the Bible, writing all my notes in the

  271. margins, is Jennifer and I are going to go through and

  272. highlight everything that I wrote and highlighted in my

  273. Bible. And this will become a gift to

  274. my boys on their wedding day. And it will have all the things

  275. that their dad learned in the scriptures for them.

  276. The reason why I'm telling you this is sometimes you're going,

  277. man, I'm having a hard time engaging in God's Word.

  278. I'm having a hard time learning and growing.

  279. And what I would, what I'm telling you is start an

  280. adventure. Pick a different Bible that

  281. might change the way you interact with the text.

  282. Pick a reason why you're getting involved with the text and start

  283. allowing the text to form you and shape you.

  284. And the nice thing about the journaling Bible is it already

  285. has space on the sides for you to do a spec so you can every

  286. time you're reading a scripture, you can look for a sin to avoid,

  287. a promise to claim, an example to follow or a command to obey.

  288. Now, once you have a time, a place and a Bible and there's

  289. you can get all kinds of Bibles, but we are this one doesn't come

  290. in NIV. It's a special one off

  291. translation. All the rest of these are NIV's.

  292. The only reason I'm telling you NIV is that's what we use 99% of

  293. the time at our church. So if you're going, hey, I want

  294. to be when I read my Bible, I want it to be the same Bible we

  295. were talking about. But the next thing you're going

  296. to need is you're going to need a plan.

  297. And the reason why you need a plan is because you need a

  298. guide. You know, if you're trying to

  299. lose weight this year and you're only going to eat right one day

  300. out of the week, you're going to stay fat.

  301. If you're trying to get in shape this year and you're only going

  302. to work out one day a week, those jeans are going to get

  303. pretty tight. And so I want you to have a plan

  304. to grow spiritually, not a regret that you didn't grow

  305. spiritually. And one of the best tools I

  306. think I can give you is Mark Moore was one of my favorite

  307. Bible college professors. He's actually preached at our

  308. church multiple times. And he's written a bunch of

  309. books, but his three most recent books will help you grow in a

  310. meaningful way. In 15 minutes a day.

  311. Every single one of you has 15 minutes.

  312. If you were to get Core 52, it is a DAILY GUIDE that will help

  313. you build your Bible like you. If you're looking to build

  314. confidence in God's Word, have a guide to help you get through

  315. the maze of Scripture. This is like your Disney fast

  316. pass on Bible knowledge. You'll love it.

  317. Then there's Quest 52 and that is a DAILY GUIDE all about

  318. Jesus. It is a year long pursuit

  319. designed to help you not just know Jesus more or know more

  320. about Jesus, but to know Jesus more.

  321. And then his most recent book is Wisdom 52 and it is a 52 week

  322. guide through the Proverbs that helps you live with clarity,

  323. character, and peace. Now you can get resources all

  324. that on your app so that way you can grab as many of the things

  325. you want to get so you don't have to remember it.

  326. All right now why am I telling you that I want you to do this?

  327. I'm going to give you 2 reasons. 1, you need a light for your

  328. path. The world is dark and it is

  329. going to try and trip you up this year.

  330. Psalm 119105 says your word is a lamp for my feet and a light on

  331. my path. Second thing is, is the Bible is

  332. our weapon against the enemy. The Bible tells us that our

  333. struggle is not against flesh and blood but against the

  334. spiritual forces of evil in this Dark World.

  335. And Ephesians chapter 6 says that you and I are to take up

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  336. the sword of the spirit which is the word of God.

  337. In other words, unless you are a person of the Word, you will not

  338. be able to make a difference in the world.

  339. If you don't commit yourself to the Word of God, you will be

  340. susceptible this year to the schemes of the enemy.

  341. Now, to illustrate this, I've asked one of our elders to come

  342. up and share a bit of his story. For those of you who don't know,

  343. our church is overseen by a group of men called elders.

  344. They are deeply committed not just to Christ, but deeply

  345. committed to this church. They oversee our vision, our

  346. mission, our theology, our initiatives, our expansions, and

  347. our finances. And there are ten of these men

  348. in our church and they come from five of our locations.

  349. Now, they are not like a House of Representatives where we're

  350. trying to get, you know, elders from each and every single one

  351. of our locations. That role is reserved for our

  352. campus pastors who are the point leaders at all of our locations.

  353. And I am incredibly grateful for that group of men.

  354. I lovingly refer to our elders as the our Supreme Court Justice

  355. Justices, OK, because they have lifetime appointments and their

  356. job is to be prepared to stand before God for the decisions

  357. that were made at this church. And did we accomplish the

  358. mission of this church? And for the last four years,

  359. Craig Helbing has served as the chairman.

  360. And before each of our elders meetings, he gives a devotion to

  361. make sure that our hearts are in the right place as we prepare to

  362. make decisions regarding the present challenges and our

  363. future possibilities. And one of his devotions was so

  364. moving that I told him that one day he would share it with our

  365. whole church. What you might not know is that

  366. Craig is a man who regularly lives out what I just talked

  367. about. Craig is a man who has a time, a

  368. place, a Bible, and a plan. And it is because of the years

  369. of regular daily devotion that he can share with power and

  370. confidence what you are about to experience.

  371. So, crossing family, would you give Craig Hill Bing a warm

  372. welcome? Wow, thank you.

  373. I just came today. I just wanted to share with you

  374. the fact that God doesn't give up.

  375. And in Colossians chapter one, verse 29, it says it this way in

  376. the NCV version. And I love the way that it says

  377. it. It says I work and I struggle

  378. using Christ's great strength that so powerfully works in me.

  379. And you know, all throughout the Bible there's a pattern that you

  380. can't miss. And that pattern is this, that

  381. when people doubt themselves, when they feel unqualified, when

  382. they fail, God doesn't give up. You know, in the Bible, when

  383. Joseph was betrayed by his own brothers and then thrown into a

  384. pit, abandoned and forgotten, God didn't give up.

  385. When Moses stood in front of the burning Bush and he said, Lord,

  386. you've got the wrong guy. I don't even speak.

  387. Well, God didn't give up when an entire nation of Israel, they

  388. were freed slaves. They stood on the edge of

  389. freedom and they said we'd rather go back to Egyptian

  390. slavery than to trust God with what's next.

  391. God didn't give up. And when Peter promised loyalty

  392. that Jesus had dinner during the Last Supper and then denied even

  393. knowing him a few hours later, God did not give up.

  394. And when the human hands of the soldiers fasten the divine hands

  395. of Jesus to the cross with spikes, it wasn't the soldiers

  396. who held him there. It was the love of God who held

  397. him steady, a God who would give up his only Son before he would

  398. ever give up on us. And, you know, everyone thought

  399. that the story was over, but God took the crucifixion of Friday,

  400. and then he turned it into the celebration of Sunday.

  401. But oh, how Satan loves to make us think that God won't do that

  402. kind of reversal in our own lives.

  403. I mean, he's the master at making our worries over our past

  404. mistakes and our fears over our future haunt us because he uses

  405. things like our guilt and our shame and our lack of

  406. self-confidence to cause us to step out of the race.

  407. But that's a lie straight from hell.

  408. And as followers of Christ, we need to know this, that the

  409. Spirit of God lives in us, that He will do what we cannot.

  410. He doesn't give up. And I definitely don't say that

  411. as someone who has it all figured out, God is teaching me

  412. every day. But over time, God has patiently

  413. taught me what it means that He doesn't give up, even when I was

  414. convinced that He should have. And this truth, it became clear

  415. to me. I don't know exactly when, but

  416. it was probably about 12 years ago.

  417. And I remember that year clearly because it was the same year

  418. that I had just started to be an elder in training.

  419. And some of you may know my story, but for those of you who

  420. don't, I just want to say this so that I can put this in

  421. context. When I was 16 years old, I was

  422. driving a car and I was involved in an accident that killed my

  423. best friend, and it was negligent.

  424. Alcohol was involved and I was 100% responsible.

  425. And for many years after that, before the Lord really opened my

  426. eyes to the truth of the gospel, my life was marked by bad

  427. decisions and trying to deal with the things that I had

  428. broken. So like I was saying, about 12

  429. years ago I was asked to go on a mission trip to Florida with

  430. some high school kids and a young pastor who's since become

  431. a great friend of mine, Josh Bailey was leading the trip and

  432. it was him and I going down and we had quite a few kids going,

  433. so we needed larger vans to fit everyone in.

  434. And a few days before the trip, Josh called me and he said, hey,

  435. I need to pick you up from work because we need to go down to

  436. the DMV and get the classification changed on your

  437. driver's license so that you can be the driver of one of the

  438. larger vans and then I'll drive the other one.

  439. And so he picked me up from work and we went to the DMV and, and

  440. Josh stayed in the van while I went inside to get the changes

  441. made. And I went up to the counter and

  442. I told the woman I was going on a mission trip and what I was

  443. doing. And she pulled up my

  444. information. And she paused, and she looked

  445. at the screen. And then she called another

  446. employee over. And after a moment, she said,

  447. I'm sorry, we're not going to be able to do that.

  448. You were involved in an accident where someone died.

  449. And because of that, you'll never get that classification on

  450. your driver's license. And so with all the guilt and

  451. the shame that Satan could put on me, I had to walk outside,

  452. back outside and tell Josh what had happened.

  453. And that was hard and it was embarrassing.

  454. And I don't remember us having much conversation on the way

  455. back to work. If we did, I don't recall it.

  456. But what I do remember is the voice in my head that was

  457. saying, do you realize what you've done?

  458. Like you're a fake and you're a phony and you shouldn't even be

  459. on this trip, You see, because Satan knows what he's doing.

  460. And when things break in our lives or were damaged in certain

  461. areas, he knows exactly where to attack.

  462. And what I didn't know was that after Josh had dropped me off,

  463. he went and found another van that was smaller and one that I

  464. was licensed to drive. And he what we did was is he

  465. drove 1 van, I drove another and then my wife and his wife drove

  466. our minivan and we were able to fit all the kids and, and make

  467. it work. And you know, we went on that

  468. trip and God did some incredible things.

  469. And I just think if Satan would have had one in that moment, in

  470. my mind, God would have missed. I would have missed all that God

  471. was doing at that time. I mean, during the trip, two

  472. kids were baptized in the ocean, and it was really special.

  473. But what really stands out to me is what happened on the way

  474. home. You see, we had to leave about

  475. 4:30 in the morning because we were going to drive straight

  476. back and drop the kids off that evening.

  477. And so we were driving on this really busy Interstate.

  478. It was 4 lanes. It was going in each direction

  479. and, and I would I was leading and, and Josh was in the van

  480. behind me and we have been driving for a few hours.

  481. So it was daylight when a drive shaft fell out of a pickup truck

  482. in front of me and I was able to avoid it.

  483. But when I looked in my rearview mirror, I saw that Josh had hit

  484. it and the van bounced up in the air.

  485. And he immediately pulled over to the inside lane of the

  486. Interstate and, and there was barely enough room there because

  487. there was concrete barriers on the side.

  488. And I pulled off on the outside shoulder a little ways down the

  489. road, and my wife pulled in behind me and we had walkie

  490. talkies. And I heard Josh say in a panic

  491. voice, the van's on fire. Everybody out.

  492. And so I jumped out of the van and I took off running across

  493. this four lane Interstate and there was cars coming and my

  494. wife was screaming at me to stop, but I didn't care.

  495. I, I just kept going. And when I got to the van, there

  496. was smoke everywhere, but it wasn't fire.

  497. It was, it was antifreeze that was spraying on the hot exhaust

  498. pipe. Because you see, when the the

  499. drive shaft had ripped off from the underside of the van, it had

  500. broken those lines loose and they were spraying on the

  501. exhaust. And so knowing that the van

  502. wasn't on fire, we were able to get all the kids back in the

  503. van. And there was antifreeze all

  504. over the ground and it was hot. And I laid underneath the van

  505. and we had a roll of duct tape in the van.

  506. And I was able to hook the lines back up.

  507. And then we took a case of water that we had inside the van and I

  508. was able to fill the radiator back up and we were able to limp

  509. the van to the next exit where there was an AutoZone.

  510. And and Josh and I got the parts and we fixed it.

  511. And we got back on the road. And I remember driving the rest

  512. of the way home knowing that, you know, all the kids were

  513. fine, but I was covered in antifreeze.

  514. But I had this tremendous sense of peace and my necklace was out

  515. because I've been crawling on the ground so much.

  516. And it's a necklace I got when I accepted Christ.

  517. And on it was Galatians 220 and it said I have been crucified

  518. with Christ. It's no longer I who live, but

  519. Christ who lives in me. And this life I now live in the

  520. flesh. I live by faith in the Son of

  521. God who gave his life for me. And that's when I realized that

  522. God did have a purpose for me on that trip, that I wasn't

  523. disqualified, and that Satan is a liar because our God doesn't

  524. give up. And I said all that to say this,

  525. that every day, you and I, all of us, we face things that we're

  526. we can't do by our own power and strength.

  527. And we just have to remember to tap into the one with the power

  528. that lives inside of us. I love this first and 2nd

  529. Corinthians chapter 12, verse 9. It says this, My grace is all

  530. you need. My power works best in weakness.

  531. You know, there is a reason that the windshield is bigger than

  532. the rearview mirror. And it's because our future

  533. matters more than our past. And we need to say this with the

  534. Apostle Paul when he wrote this in the book of Philippians, he

  535. said, forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies

  536. ahead. I strain to reach the end of the

  537. race and receive the prize for which God is calling us.

  538. Thank you. Great.

  539. Job. Thanks man.

  540. I don't know where you are on your spiritual journey today,

  541. but I want you to know that Satan is a liar and God can

  542. still use you. You might feel unqualified.

  543. You might feel like a failure. You may have walked in here

  544. today covered in guilt and shame.

  545. You might be right now on the verge of giving up.

  546. But our God is undefeated at using broken and willing people

  547. in a mighty way, which means He can still use you.

  548. The question is, will you let Him?

  549. We're moving to a time of decision.

  550. Yeah, it's really not a matter of if or is it, you know, real,

  551. like there are broken people in this room and there's broken

  552. people who are listening to my voice right now.

  553. And, and if I had to guess that brokenness, what you have been

  554. trying to do over and over and over again is just saying how

  555. can I fix myself? How can I get out of this

  556. brokenness? What can I do?

  557. What can I read? Where can I go?

  558. And I just need to give you some really, really good news for

  559. those of you who do not know Jesus Christ as your personal

  560. Lord and Savior. There is no better day.

  561. There is no better moment, there is no better time, and there is

  562. no better place than to completely surrender and start

  563. this relationship with Jesus that you were made for, that you

  564. were created for, and you could be wrestling with all sorts of

  565. things. But I need you to hear this.

  566. When Craig said yes to Jesus, he had no idea how God was going to

  567. use him in the future. He had no idea what God could do

  568. or would do in him or through him.

  569. But here's what you need to know.

  570. He knew enough. He knew enough to know that he

  571. needed Jesus. And I'm just going to tell you

  572. this in this room, if you've been listening, if you've been

  573. here for a while or you just been here for today, you know

  574. enough. You know that Jesus loves you,

  575. He cares for you, and He wants to walk with you step by step,

  576. that you don't have to go through this journey by

  577. yourself. You don't need to continue

  578. trying to do things on your own. He says you can be saved through

  579. faith, through grace that Jesus provides, not because of

  580. anything you can do. And here's what I know.

  581. Every time we get to this moment, there's probably another

  582. voice you're hearing, There's probably some things that

  583. you're, you're thinking and your subconscious that keeps telling

  584. you, man, he's not talking to you.

  585. He's saying, hey, hey, maybe you just wait.

  586. Maybe next week, hey, maybe when all the the world and the

  587. galaxies all align, that's when you can go all in for Jesus.

  588. You're not ready. You don't know enough.

  589. Do you know what you did last night?

  590. Do you know what you said on the way to church?

  591. There's no way you can get in the waters of baptism.

  592. There's no way that God would accept you.

  593. Can I just tell you something and can I just declare

  594. something? That is the voice of Satan and

  595. you heard it time and time again.

  596. Satan is a liar. And we will stand on that truth.

  597. We will stand on that ground. And here's what I want to invite

  598. you to do instead of listening to that voice say not today, not

  599. you. Maybe it's the person next to

  600. you. Maybe it's next week.

  601. Start listening to the voice of the Father calling you, calling

  602. you home when you come into that intimate, personal relationship

  603. with Jesus. There's a story that Jesus

  604. tells, and I just got to give you the imagery real quick, the

  605. story of the lost son, the prodigal son, the voice of the

  606. father's calling him like he's waiting for his son.

  607. And when the son comes back home, finally the father meets

  608. him, greets him, puts a a coat over his shoulders, gives him

  609. sandals on his feet, puts a ring on his finger, and he he

  610. celebrates with a meal because his son, who was once lost, is

  611. now found. His son who was once dead is now

  612. alive. And when you start a

  613. relationship with Jesus, the Father wants to embrace you.

  614. And so in just a moment, the worship team is going to come

  615. out like they always do. And we're going to sing some

  616. songs in response. Some are going to come to the

  617. steps and they're going to pray. But if you are here, you're

  618. like, Nope, today's the day. I'm going to give my life to

  619. Jesus. But you have questions or you're

  620. like, hey, what? What's next?

  621. There's going to be a couple right by the baptistry that

  622. would love to help you take your next step, your most important

  623. step of following Jesus. For the rest of us in this room,

  624. to those who know Jesus, who are walking in that relationship,

  625. maybe you're one of the 1389 people who started that walk

  626. with Jesus last year, or you've been walking with Jesus for five

  627. years or 20 years. Listen, can we just be honest?

  628. Satan still tries to lie to us. He still tries to get us to

  629. believe that we cannot be used, that we've gone too far away.

  630. And I just want you to know, listen, God can still use you.

  631. And I believe that there's something God is wanting to call

  632. you to do. And so maybe for you, you just

  633. simply need to just listen a little bit more, lean in a

  634. little bit more, commit to spending more time with him.

  635. Maybe during this song, your step would just to become up to

  636. these steps to get down on your knees and ask God to do this.

  637. Would he light a fire inside of you to pursue him even more on a

  638. daily basis? Would you ask God to give you a

  639. direction or a word or a or a name that you could go, but just

  640. trust that he wants to lead you to your next step?

  641. Would you stand with me? Let's pray and let's let's

  642. respond. Let's ask God to light a fire

  643. inside of us. God, you are everything.

  644. You are everything, everything we do.

  645. You are so good. What a God you are and we're

  646. going to sing that out. What a God you are that you made

  647. away when it seemed like there was no way like it.

  648. It doesn't make sense the type of love that you have for us.

  649. But God right now in in humility, I pray God that we

  650. just OfferUp our praise, OfferUp our surrender, OfferUp our time,

  651. OfferUp our mind and our hearts to you in this moment.

  652. Would you speak to us? Would you move in us?

  653. Would you use us? In Jesus name I pray.

  654. Amen.