Sermon
Psalm 90
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Good morning. If you got a Bible, go ahead and
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turn that open to Psalm 90. We're in the middle of a we're
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in the middle of a little bit of a random sermon series until
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community groups launch again next month.
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We're calling it Psalms for every square inch.
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It's been a little bit scattered.
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You know, pastors are primarily just picking, hey, this Psalm
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has moved me. We're going to exposite this
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Psalm and I am doing Psalm 90, which I've always wanted to
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preach on and I decided to preach on this, I think last
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Sunday night. And it, it, it dawned on me like
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Friday night way too late. It dawned on me, Oh no, kids are
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going to be with us during that sermon.
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And the reason why it came to me as an Oh no is because as you
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read through the 1st 1112 verses of Psalm 90, you'll notice that
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it's a very def forward Psalm. And so my, it's not my intention
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to, it's not my intention to rush any difficult conversations
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that your kids want to have with you.
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And at the same point time, what, what the Bible does is it
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forces us to confront big issues that the world is ignoring.
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So I'm not going to try to like, I'm not going to try to, what
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I'm going to do is rather than preaching, I'm going to elevate
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my vocabulary like an inch. Does that make sense?
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OK, so I'm not afraid of words like death, even with kids in
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the room. But rather than preaching A
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sermon that's centered around death, I'm going to preach a
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sermon that's centered around frailty.
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Understood. Mortality.
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Brevity and and stuff like that. And as we slosh our way through
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those first 11 or 12 verses, I think you'll find that it will
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be worth it in order to get to verse 12 or 13 in in Psalm 90.
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I'm going to pray. Then we'll move through this.
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Heavenly Father, the Psalms, Lord Psalms explore difficult
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subjects like mortality. But my, my prayer for us this
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morning is that we would know that we do not have to explore
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tough subjects alone. We don't.
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And so my prayer for us is that the light of the Holy Spirit in
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this moment, that he would illuminate this room, that he
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would illuminate our hearts, He would illuminate our minds so
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clearly that we could see and sense the presence of Jesus with
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us here. It is Jesus who is our guide
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through difficult subjects. It is Jesus who is with us.
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He will take us by the hand and he will guide us through things.
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And at the end of the day, the only thing I have found in my
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heart in my life, the only thing that has ever helped me make
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sense of human frailty and mortality and brevity and death,
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the only thing that is ever satisfied my itch to know why
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that's even a thing is the death of Jesus Christ.
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And so may the death of Jesus and the death of Jesus alone be
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what brings comfort to us. This morning, in the name of
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Jesus, all God's people prayed. Amen.
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Psalm 90, I read the, I read in, in my opinion, the perfect novel
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during my sabbatical, my three weeks off.
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It was a phenomenal novel. It was written 50 years ago and
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apparently it didn't get a lot of attention when it was written
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in like 10 years ago. Out of nowhere, this novel
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started to get a ton of attention in literary circles as
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a quote UN quote perfect American novel.
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And so I picked it up in this novel.
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It absolutely ruined me. It devastated, needed me.
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I was, I was reading the the final chapter of the book.
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It was a work of fiction. I was reading the final chapter
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of it in Starbucks and I'm sitting, I'm not, I'm not
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kidding. I'm sitting there in the middle
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of a public coffee shop trying to read the ending of this book
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and I have tears coming down my face.
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I'm like, Oh my goodness, how many pages are left?
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And so I looked down and there's like 6 pages left still.
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I'm like, oh, I'm not, I'm too much of a mess.
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I'm not going to be able to make it through this publicly.
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So I, I put my cap on like I hid my face and I walked to my car
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and locked myself in my car in the parking lot in order to read
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those last 6 pages privately so I could just weep.
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It was, it was really close to a perfect novel.
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I don't know if anybody's ever heard of it.
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The book was called Stoner, not that kind of Stoner.
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Relax, we're in church. Relax.
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It's written fit. Have you heard of this, Tara?
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It's, it's like Hemingway and Steinbeck had a baby kind of
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stylistically. It's it's fantastic.
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It's on my desk in my office. You should go take a peek at it
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right now. But essentially what makes it
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exceptional is the fact that it is a book about an ordinary
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American life, and it gets depth and meaning to an ordinary
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American life. And what happens to It's called
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Stoner because his name is William William Stoner and
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Stoner goes through the difficulties of an ordinary
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life. His his marriage turns out to be
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cold and cruel and it devours him.
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He falls in love with his teaching job, but then one of
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his bitter coworkers tries to destroy his career and stunts it
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permanently. He falls in love with his
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daughter, but she is, in a way, taken from him.
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And so the entire book is just filled with this sense of loss
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and broken dreams and this sense of loss and broken dreams.
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For Stoner, it hits him hardest in this moment early on when his
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dad dies. His dad was a farmer.
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And I just want you to, for a moment, I just want you to
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consider this quote from the book Stoner.
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Has he? Stoner has just attended his
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father's funeral. And then he goes out into the
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farm that his father farmed. And this is what the book says,
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quote. They buried his father in a
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small plot on the outskirts of Boonville, and William returned
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to the farm with his mother. That night he could not sleep.
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He dressed and walked into the field that his father had
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worked, year after year to the end that he now had found.
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Stoner knelt in the field, and he took a dry clod of dirt, a
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dry clod of earth in his hand, and he broke him, and he watched
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the grains darken, the moonlight crumble and flow through his
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fingers. He thought of the cost, exacted
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year after year by the soil, and it remained as it had been, a
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little more barren, perhaps a little more frugal of increase,
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but nothing in the farm had ultimately changed their lives.
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He's thinking about his mother and father.
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Their lives have been expended and cheerless labor, their
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wheels broken, their intelligences numbed, and now
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they were in the earth to which they had given their entire
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lives. And slowly, year by year, the
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earth would take them. Slowly the damp in the rot would
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infest the pine boxes which held their bodies, and slowly it
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would touch their flesh. And finally, it would consume
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the last vestiges of their substances, and they would
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become, they would become a meaningless part of that
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stubborn earth to which they had long ago given themselves.
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Yeesh. Right.
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So Stoner is holding a clot of dirt in his hands, and he's
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letting it slip through his fingers.
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And the point here is that Stoner is experiencing
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existential dread as he considers the end of his father,
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and he comes face to face with the fact of his father's
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mortality. He makes a common but crucial
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error. Cynicism, right?
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It's all meaning. My father had given his life to
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this farm, and at the end of his life, it's just going to consume
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him. It's all must be meaningless.
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And the first half of Psalm 90 reads like the author of the
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Psalm has a handful of soil in his hands.
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And as it crumbles through his fingers, he's wondering what is
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the point of all this meaninglessness?
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Are we having fun yet? If you're able, let's stand for
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the reading of God's Word. There are some preliminary, I
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guess optimistic verses. Lord, you have been our dwelling
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place in all generations. Before the mountains were
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brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world
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from everlasting to everlasting, you are God.
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And then it hits, but you return man to dust, and say, return how
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children of man for 1000 years in your sight, or but as
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yesterday when it is passed, or as a watch in night you sweep
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them away. As with the flood, they're like
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a dream. Like the grass that is renewed
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in the morning. In the morning it flourishes and
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is renewed, but in the evening it fades and Withers.
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For we are brought to an end by your anger, by your wrath We are
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dismayed. You have set our iniquities
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before you, our secret sins in the light of your presence.
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For all our days pass away under your wrath.
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We bring our years to an end like a sigh.
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The years of our life are 70 or even by reason of strength 80.
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Yet their span is but toil and trouble.
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They are soon gone and we just fly away.
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Who considers the power of your anger and your wrath according
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to the fear of you? And then there's a pivot.
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So in light of all of that, so teach us to number our days,
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that we may get a heart of wisdom return.
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O Lord, how long have pity on us, Your servants, satisfy us in
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the morning with Your steadfast love that we may be, that we may
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rejoice and be glad all of our days.
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Make us glad for as many days as You have afflicted us, and for
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as many years as we have seen evil.
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Then our lives can be filled with purpose and meaning.
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Let Your work be shown to Your servants and Your glorious power
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to their children. Let the favor of the Lord our
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God be upon us and establish the work of our hands upon us.
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Yes, establish the work of our hands.
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It starts down here, then it ends up here.
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What's going on? You can have a seat and as you
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do, look at those first 2 verses right there.
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Those kind of the the way that stands a functions.
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This is kind of a a preliminary comment on on the Psalm.
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What the psalmist says in verse one and two is Lord, you've been
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our dwelling place in all generations before the mountains
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were brought forth or ever you would even form the earth and
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the world from everlasting to everlasting.
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You are God. What the psalmist is doing right
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out of the gates, what he wants to establish is the fact that
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God is eternal. He has no beginning, he has no
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end. He has a alpha and he's the
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Omega, which begs a question, a literary question, which is
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well, why? Why would this psalmist want to
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point out or highly like the eternality of God of all things
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the eternality of God at the beginning of this Psalm answer
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because it's going to create a stark contrast with about what
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she talks about next. God is eternal.
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He has no beginning or end. Human beings.
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On the other hand, man life is brief, life is frail, life is
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fickle versus 3 and 4. You return man to dust and say
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return, O children of man for 1000 years in your sight are as
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but yesterday when it's passed or as a watch in the night
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finitude brevity of the human life, the length of a human life
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from God's perspective is it is like nothing is what the
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psalmist is saying in verses 3 and four 1000 years from our
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vantage point. It's just to God.
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It's just like a a brief moment that has already become a
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distant memory to God. It's like, it's like nothing.
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And then then you have versus 5 and 6.
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You sweep them humans, you sweep them away.
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As with a flood, they're like a dream, like a grass that's
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renewed in the morning. In the morning it flourishes and
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is renewed, but in the evening it fades and wither.
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Some poetry is what the Solomon is employing to make the same
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point, which is the brevity of human life, The brevity of the
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human life compared to the eternal God of the cosmos.
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What's it like? It's like the poetic device of
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grass. It sprouts up one day and grows.
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The next day it Withers and is gone.
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Finitude and the brevity of the human life verses 7 and 8.
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Psalmist goes on to say, For we are brought to an end by your
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anger, by your wrath. We are dismayed you have set our
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iniquities before you, our secret sins in the light of your
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presence. This is a theological take on
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finitude and the brevity of the human life in verses 7 and 8.
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What the author of the psalmist pointing out here is that
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finitude is penal, right? It's a it's a pen, it's a
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penalty, right God, God doesn't like death.
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He hates death. It's an intruder upon his
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creation. But it is the penalty of sin
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that is entered into the cosmos. And so whenever the psalmist
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sees finitude and more mortality, the psalmist is
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reminded of the anger and wrath of God towards sin and it's
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penalty which is death, finitude and the brevity of human life.
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I'm not, I'm not proud of this story.
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I, I'm going to tell it really quickly as as a means of
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repentance. I regret it now, but about about
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10 years ago, I, I was young and dumb and I was at a pastor's
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conference in Chicago with some of the leaders from the church
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that planted us. And we are sitting at a round
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table with another pastor from Chicago.
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And he's going through a difficult season of ministry.
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And of course I would never, we would never laugh in his face.
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And we, we listened in the moment, but he's going through a
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tough season in, in ministry. And all of us were leaning in
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and he just kind of leaned back after it all.
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And he said, he said it's just death, pastoral ministry, it's
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just death. And all of us were like, and for
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the next year or two, sometimes we would sit around whenever we
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would talk about pastoral ministry and how we enjoyed it,
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we, we would always bring that up as a means of mockery about
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being like, Oh yeah. Well, you know, at the end of
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the day, it's just, it's just death.
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But that's the exact tone of Psalm 90.
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Like those are the 1st 12 verses.
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Look at verse 9 through 11 For all our days.
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They pass away under your wrath. We bring our years to an end
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like a sigh. The years of our life are 70 or
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maybe 80, yet their span is it's toil and trouble.
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And then there's gone and we fly away.
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Who considers the power of your anger and your wrath according
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to the fear of you? Again, finitude and the brevity
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of of life. This time, the psalmist takes a
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mathematical approach to the problem.
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And he says, look, you got maybe 70, maybe 80 on average.
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And it's like, yeesh, this guy is the life of the party, isn't
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he? Be be honest.
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You're not. You're not inviting him to your
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community group. All right?
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This is the guy who wears all black, listens to too much My
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Chemical Romance and wears too much eyeliner.
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It goes to the party, sits in the corner, talks about
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existential. It's just death.
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This guy is such a buzzkill, right?
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Here's where it gets really interesting.
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Who wrote Psalm 90? You don't have to guess.
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Look at the inscription at the very beginning of the Psalm.
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It tells you Jay, Who wrote Psalm 90.
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Sorry, you're not in trouble. I just thought you'd have the
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answer. Moses, do you know how many
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psalms Moses has written? One.
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This is the only Psalm he wrote a prayer of Moses, the man of
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God. Watch this.
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Watch this. This is going to make everything
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click. It's going to make these first
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11 verses click. OK, Moses, if you don't know,
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he's the man of God in the Old Testament who led the people of
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God out of slavery in Egypt and ultimately to the Promised Land.
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But while they were in the wilderness, which was supposed
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to be a short stint, the people of God sinned big time.
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And they were condemned by God to wander in the wilderness for
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40 years, 40 years, 40 years to wander in the wilderness before
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entering the Promised Land. Why 40?
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Well, Numbers actually, the Book of Numbers actually tells us 40
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the numbers exact because God wanted to allow for the current
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disobedient generation of Israelites who sinned to pass
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away before entering into the Promised Land.
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So here, here we go. Watch this.
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So while Moses was leading the people of God through the
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wilderness for 40 years, do you know what he saw?
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A lot of finitude. How much?
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Good question. Let me prove it to you.
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According to Numbers, another book in the Bible, there was a
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census that was taken at the beginning of the wilderness
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journey and it recorded exactly 603,550 men of fighting age.
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So only men who are aged 20 and up 603,550.
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Most scholars estimate that the total Israelite population.
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If you throw in women, children, elderly or sorry, women,
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children and Levi White said there, it was probably around 2
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million, give or take half a million.
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Some say 1.5, some say 22.5. We'll meet in the middle and say
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about 2 million people. Here's where it gets really
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interesting, though. The logic of wandering for 40
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years in the wilderness is that all men 20 years and upwards
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need to pass away before entering into the promised land.
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That number would have been the 603,000 number, not the
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2,000,000 number. If you spread that number, we'll
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even crank it down. The number of 600,000 out over
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the course of 40 years. Do you know how many deaths
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yearly happened in the wilderness?
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15,000, probably more, but about 15,000 to put that in
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perspective. That means about 1250 deaths
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were happening in the wilderness per month.
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To put that into perspective, while Moses was leading the
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people of God wandering through the wilderness, he was seeing
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about 40 deaths per day, 40 per day.
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That means that if Moses never sleeps, which of course he does,
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and if Moses never takes breaks, which of course is not true, But
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if Moses did never sleep and then never took a break, then on
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an average day of pastoral ministry for Moses, he's
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performing about two funerals per hour.
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That's all he's doing. You know what he's doing?
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He's digging holes and performing funerals.
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That's that's his job. And when you get that, all of a
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sudden, Psalm 90 makes a lot of sense.
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You sweep them away like a flood.
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Yeah. People are just dropping.
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Yeah. Life is just death.
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Yeah. Moses spent 40 years wandering
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around in a cemetery. That's what the wilderness was
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for him. It was a cemetery.
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Does Psalm 90 make sense now? So no wonder Moses wasn't the
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life of the party, right? No wonder he was a killjoy.
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Or is he being killjoy? Not to sound like Shrek, but I'm
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convinced the shape of life is like an orange.
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Onion's great too. Shape of life is like an orange.
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The surface feels, tastes, appear, smells bitter, and it
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turns your face sour. But if you peel your way through
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the bitterness, and the key is you have to go through the
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bitterness at the very of the center of it, underneath the
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bitter wrapper of it, is the glorious divine sweetness of the
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orange. This is the way that God has
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designed life. It doesn't matter if we prefer
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it to be a different way. It doesn't matter if we like it.
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It doesn't matter if we approve of it or wish it were different.
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A true experience of joy in life is not like choosing between a
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happy experience or sad experience.
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That's not what the Bible's talking about when it puts forth
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joy for you. It's like, oh, I don't want to
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have a sad experience. I want to be happy.
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That's not what it's like biblically.
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It's not the way it works. It's more like an orange in its
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peel. Like an orange in its peel,
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right? You see this with Paul in First
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Corinthians. Paul's describing his entire
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ministry and he says sorrowful comma yet always rejoicing.
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Which one is it? Are you happy or sad, bro?
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Sorrowful, yet always rejoicing, like an orange in its peel.
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Real biblical joy is always wrapped in the sadness and
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sorrow and suffering of life. Joy has a bitter peel of sorrow
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around it, and you must go through it, not avoid it, not
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pretend it doesn't exist if you want to bite into the citrusy
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flavor of joy. As Christians, we don't get to
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plug our ears and convince ourselves that life should be
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easy and still arrive at joy. That's why the cross is the
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symbol of the Christian life. That's why the cross is the
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center of the Christian faith, because the shape of the cross
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is the shape of life. What happened with the cross?
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Jesus went through death, through sorrow, through
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suffering for the joy that was set before him, not one or the
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other. And so as Christians, when we
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call our way through the bitter orange peel, right, And we do
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hard things like considering the fact that we're mortal,
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considering the fact that we're sinful, considering the our
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experience of convictions of sin, whatever the hard thing is
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in life, when we claw our way through the bitter orange peel,
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we are fighting for joy. Look at that fight for joy.
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We don't mean pretend like everything's fine.
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We mean dig, dig deep. But I tell my, I tell my
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wrestlers, they don't like it. They don't think it's funny.
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I like it. I tell them.
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I tell them, look, you are, you are never closer to happiness
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than when you are exhausted. They hate it.
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They hate it. I what I do with my middle
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school wrestlers is when they're, when they're warming
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up, I, I yell, Hey, what's fun? And they have to yell hard work,
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but they hard work. So I yell what's fun hard work.
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And then I yell what's hard work?
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And they yell fun. I don't know why they keep
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asking me to coach. I don't even know why they keep
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on inviting me back. They like it.
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They just pretend not to. What's hard work fun?
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What's fun hard work. But your brain is wired in such
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a way that like, it literally was designed by God to not have
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the capacity to release feel good chemicals unless you face
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difficult challenges. Your brain hoards all of your
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joy chemicals in its brain unless you're willing to go
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through a challenge and then it releases all those feel good
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chemicals. That's the way life is.
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That's why when, when wrestlers are going, when they're, when
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they're doing sprints, I'll yell how, how lucky are you guys to
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be able to be doing sprints right now?
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Your your poor friends at home, They're stuck on the couch.
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My goodness, those poor souls are stuck on the couch.
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They got to, they got to be watching their favorite TV show,
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scrolling on their phones. You're just getting more and
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more sorrowful, but not you. You're once Sprint away from
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happiness. And it's it's true.
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It's true, right? Bring that up because this is
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the shape of Psalm 90. I bring that up because I think
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that the spiritual realm mimics the physical realm.
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You don't experience biblical joy by avoiding hardship or
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ignoring the sorrows or ignoring the pains in your life.
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You must face them. Memento Mori.
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Be mindful of your frailty. Admit you're going to die and
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then go through them. That's why when Moses confronts
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his own mortality long enough for those first 11 verses, when
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he does the hard thing that human nature is averse to, I
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don't want to think about it. When he rejects the comfort of
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ignorance, I don't want to think about that stuff.
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It ultimately leads him to joy. Moses is not a killjoy.
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Moses is a custodian of joy. Psalm 90 is not morbid.
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Moses's response, verse 12, we see it.
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His response is not, not to tell people, well, you know, life,
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life is just death. So, you know, just walk around
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fixated on death and drag your toes.
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No, look at verse 12. This is his response.
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He says, OK, so teach us to number our days that we may get
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a heart of everybody. Say wisdom, great, I want to be
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wise. Do you want to be wise?
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What? So what would that look like?
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What would it look like to live a wise life in view of our
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finitude? We'll look at verse 13.
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Moses pleased with the Lord, return, O Lord, how long have
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pity on us. And then he goes on to say,
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satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love.
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Why? That or in order, or for the
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sake of Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast
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love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.
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In case you missed it, here's a different way of phrasing it.
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Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us and for as
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many years as we have seen evil and then he goes on to say then
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our lives can we can do meaningful work that matters.
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He was on as I let the favor right you God's God's love for
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us of the Lord our God be upon us and then establish the work
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of our hands. Yes, establish the work of our
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hands. Wow.
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So the wise heart follow me here that knows that she's mortal and
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her days are numbered. How does she live?
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The Psalm tells us she lives in dependence upon God, asking God
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to help her quote, rejoice and be glad all of her days.
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Wow. So the effect that Moses wants
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Psalm 90 to have on us isn't for us to walk around with our tails
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between our legs like Eeyore all the time.
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He, he wants us to walk through the sorrow and sadness and
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suffering of our life so that we live with an urgency for
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pursuing maximum joy in God. What's the word for that?
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That's wise. It's wisdom.
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There's actually a ton of practical used to this.
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Aquinas kind of a big deal in the 13th century Aquinas, 13th
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century theologian. He had such an interesting take
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on this that I actually I had to read what he wrote twice.
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Aquinas said quote, rather than face the weight of mortality,
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the soul turns to distractions, agitation and laziness.
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This is helpful because this happened in the 13th century.
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I tend to think like, oh, this is like a 21st century problem.
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We want to put makeup on everything and not avoid hard
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things because we have technology.
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No, it's a human problem, right? They're going through this in
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the 13th century. Aquina says rather than face the
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weight of mortality, the soul will turn to anything
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distractions, agitation and laziness.
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And he goes on to say this is a kind of spiritual disgust.
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OK, Right. That makes everything watch this
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heavy and meaningless. Interesting.
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I was like, is he saying what I think he's saying?
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Right. It would seem that pretending
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like you're not mortal would actually make life feel lighter,
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right? But what Aquinas is saying is it
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actually makes everything feel heavy and meaningless.
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So refusing to acknowledge your mortality, according to Aquinas,
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makes everything heavier. How so?
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Let's let's test this really quickly.
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I know I'm pushing time right now.
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Imagine for just a moment, an issue in your life right now.
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I don't care what it is. It's between you and the Lord.
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Maybe it's a tough decision. You have to make it work.
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Maybe it's a conversation you know you need to have in your
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marriage. Maybe it's a behavioral issue
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with the kid. I don't like Whatever it is.
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Imagine one of those issues, and I want you to hold that issue in
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your heart right now. How does the issue feel in your
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heart? Heavy.
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It's heavy. That's why we're all going to
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say, man, it's heavy. OK, Keep that issue in your
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heart right now. But I want you to tell yourself
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one truth that you normally don't remember.
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Here's the truth. Someday you're going to croak
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and stand before Jesus. How does that, how does that
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make the issue feel? It doesn't vanish.
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That's foolishness to pretend like it's not an issue.
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But it gets lighter, doesn't it? You have that issue, and it's
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worth thinking about and it's worth trying to do the right
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thing. But you when you remember your
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mortality, the issue gets appropriately lighter.
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That's what Aquinas is saying, right?
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If you don't do that, everything feels so heavy and meaningless.
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But the human heart that contemplates her mortality
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understands that the appropriate decision in every situation is
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to urgently seek joy in Jesus. And this, what this does is it
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empowers her to obey Jesus, to listen to Jesus, to honor Jesus,
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and to enjoy Jesus with an urgency in every moment.
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Most people don't have this realization until it's too late.
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Stoner, the book that I was talking about, he has this a
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similar realization. He's not a Christian, and so he
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doesn't have a religion, his epiphany while he's on his
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deathbed, but he does have a really common epiphany on his
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deathbed. I just want you to look at it,
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all right? It's a lot different than his
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clump of dirt moment. He's sitting on his deathbed
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with his wife. And this is just a moving
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paragraph. It says, quote.
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A new tranquility had come between them.
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It was like a quietness that was like the beginning of love, and
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almost without thinking, Stoner knew why it had come.
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They had forgiven themselves for the harm that they had done each
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other, and almost with regret, he looked at her now, in the
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soft light of late afternoon, her face seemed young, and
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online he sees her differently. If I had been stronger, he
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thought. If I had known more.
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If I could have understood. And finally, mercilessly, he
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thought, if only I had loved her more.
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As if it were a long distance and had to go.
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His hand moved across the sheet that covered him and touched her
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hand. So when he's holding the clump
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of dirt, he makes a common error in considering his mortality.
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It's just meaningless. But now, on the edge of his own
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passing, he's hit by the correct meaning of mortality, which is I
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wish I would have loved more. Moses in Psalm 90 is saying
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Wisdom is having that deathbed realization right now in the
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Pew. You're sitting in, in the moment
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you're occupying and not waiting until it's too late.
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It's coming to the conclusion right now.
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Oh my goodness, my days are numbered.
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I need to urgently fight for Jesus.
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I need to urgently fight for joy and satisfaction in Jesus.
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I need to love Jesus. The one who created me.
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The one who, even when I was enemies with him, took on flesh
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for me. The one who died for me.
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The one whose death on the cross purchased forgiveness of sins
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for me. The one who gave his
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righteousness to me. The one who sent his Spirit to
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me. The one who even now at the
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right hand of the Father, continues to intercede for me,
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and the one who, who after the days of my numbered life are
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over in this mortal body, will resurrect me to eternal life
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with Him. And, and then and then are you
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guys with me? And when you see that, then you
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can see Psalm 90 with gospel eyes.
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You could see it with gospel eyes.
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And this is where the gospel blows up.
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Psalm 90. You ready?
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Here it is. Are your days numbered?
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Yes. In the mortal, failing sinful
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body you have yes. Are your days numbered?
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Yes. But do you know whose days are
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also numbered? Deaths.
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Days are numbered. Death has a leash on it.
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Death has an expiration date. That's why we sang O the
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fullness of salvation. Sin and death defeated both of
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them. The Western Church is really
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good at focusing on the defeat of sin, which is great, right?
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And you're going to be in heaven with your soul with them, and
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that's great. That's just not what to him, we
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call full salvation. Full salvation requires the
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resurrection. You ever wondered why?
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Why do we even need to be resurrected if our souls are in
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heaven with God? Because our bodies are still in
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the ground waiting for us. And if God leaves them there,
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that means death wins. That's only half a gospel.
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Jesus wants to defeat sin and death.
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Death is God's enemy. He hates it.
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He's not partners with it, he's not a fan of it.
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He's willing to employ it when necessary, but he hates death.
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It is his enemy. That's why the Bible says that
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when Jesus returns, even death itself will be destroyed because
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of the death of Jesus. You can actually read verses one
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through 11 and apply it to death.
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Verse 7, death will be brought to an end by your anger, by your
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wrath. Death will be dismayed.
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Verse nine, death will pass away under your wrath.
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Death will bring its years to an end like a sigh.
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Jesus doesn't just want to save your soul.
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He does. He also wants to crush death and
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resurrect your body. Amen.
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And that's why when Jesus died, he did not merely die.
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When Jesus died, he took a shovel into the grave with him.
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And where there was only a wall, Jesus dug an exit so that all
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who believe in Jesus will be resurrected into everlasting
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glory and March out of the grave on resurrection day and triumph
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over death. Deaths days are numbered.
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The the grip, the grip, the grip that death's greedy little hands
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right now have on the bodies of your loved ones.
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It's slipping. It's slipping.
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And when Jesus comes back? When he returns, he's going to
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break each and every one of Death's fingers to finally and
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fully destroy it so that for those in Christ Jesus, there
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will be a resurrection into eternal glory.
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So until that day, until we see Death defeated, until we see
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death destroyed, until we see death crushed, what would be a
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wise way to spend our very numbered days?
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What would it look like to live a wise life?
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Answer. Seek maximum joy in Jesus
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urgently, every moment, every day.
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Fight for joy in Jesus. Heavenly Father, thank you for
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the destruction of of death and the good news of the gospel.
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Sometimes, yeah, I don't know if anybody needs to hear this.
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Sometimes we think that Christianity means that we have
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to pretend like like death doesn't bother.
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I I remember Lord, there was a friend of mine who one time told
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me when he was at the funeral of a loved 1.
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He was told by his parents, said he wasn't allowed to cry because
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his friend was safe with Jesus in heaven, and that should make
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him happy. And of course, that part is
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true. It's just not the full truth.
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It is very possible, and I think even healthy to #1 yes, be happy
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that the souls of our loved ones are with Jesus in heaven.
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And yeah, we can also be very angry and very sorrowful that
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death currently has a grip on their mortal bodies, and that
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can make us angry and sorrowful. And the reason why it's OK is
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because that's the way you feel about death.
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The Book of Revelation, you call death the final enemy of God.
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You don't like it, you despise it.
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You weep at it in the person of Jesus Christ and the Gospels.
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And yeah, but we weep and mourn not as those who have no hope.
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We do so with the full knowledge that one day Jesus Christ will
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return and destroy and defeat death and crush death underneath
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his feet and throw him into into the lake of fire.
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And we believe that. And so, Lord, until that day, I
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pray that you would teach us to number our days so that we might
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be wise people. So it's in the precious name of
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Jesus that all God's people prayed.
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Amen. Let's stand and let's worship
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this Jesus together.