When The Clay Collapses, He'll Catch You - Bro Jeremy Howell 10-6-2024

And now will you turn with me to the Brook

of Deuteronomy. May I direct your attention to the thirty

first chapter and the sixth verse. Brother Nathaniel, Jeremiah chapter

number eighteen, verses number one through six. Brother Jesse, Salm

Chapter number one oh three, Verse number fourteen. How many

of you visited the Holy Land Experience in Orlando, Florida

back when it was open? Just to how and our

family visited it. One of the owners appeared where we

were at when we visited, And I'm telling you, I

wanted to talk to jan Croups just for a little while.

I said, Lord, if you'd send her right by here,

I'd like to talk to her about sanctification and separation from.

The spirit of the world, the.

Orlando Holy Land, Biblical Bible Holy Land Experience. Brother Jesse,

Well you know what for those Jens, thank you, SA

came down too early. They're fixing the half the South

Florida experience. Milton is fixing the.

Shower them. Yes he is.

They'll be able to say I've had the South Florida experience.

Amen.

Well, how many of you're thankful you've had the Bethel experience.

How many of you're.

Thankful you've had the Holy Ghost experience. You've had that

experience where God spoke directly to you. That doesn't happen

just anywhere. You know, hurricanes don't just pass through anywhere,

just anywhere, and don't experience. Well, we're fixing experience here

in South Florida and not just every church experience. Is

what you all experienced tonight as you heard these elders

weep and cry and testify, and let you know God's

got your number.

Brother Nathaniel.

Jeremiah, chapter number eighteen, verses number one through six, listen, church,

And the word which came to Jeremiah from the Lord, saying, arise.

And go down to the Potter's house. And there what

I cause thee to hear my words? Then I went

down to the potter's house and beheld he wrought a

work on the wheels, and the vessel that he made

of clay was marred in the hand of the potter.

So he made it again another vessel, asked single good

to the potter to make it. Then the word of

the Lord came to me, saying, old house of Israel,

cannot I do with you as this potter saith?

The Lord?

Behold as the clay is in the potter's hands, So

are ye in my hand, Old.

House of Israel. Read that last verse again, Brother Nathaniel,

Old House of Israel.

Cannot I do with you as this potter saith the

Lord behold at the clay is in the potter's hand,

So are ye in my hand.

Old House of Israel. Again, I want to preach a

sermon to hold it goes titled when the.

Clay collapses, he catches it.

Brother Jesse sawm Chapter number one oh three, verse number fourteen.

Or he knoweth our frame.

He remembereth that we are done.

Let's stand for the reading of our texts. Remembering what

Brother Thomas Sterrett said under the power and the influence

of the Holy ghosts, he cried out with a.

Loud voice, Ah, but doust, Brother.

Jesse just read Psalmn chapter number one three and verse

number fourteen. He knoweth our frame, that we are but dust.

Deuteronomy chapter number thirty one and verse number six. The

Bible says, be strong and of a good courage. Fear

not nor be afraid of them.

For the Lord thy God, he.

It is that doth go with thee. He will not fail.

Thee nor for safety, did not sister weaknesses to him

and say these fairy things. I'd like to ask you

to stretch your hand toward Heaven, ask the Lord to

be with us tonight and to anoy his serving heavenly

Father with thank you.

For the privilege to be in your house.

I thank you, Lord for the.

Annoughting to come from the holy world, the Holy Ghost.

We pray that you would anoy this thy servant prive

and nobody I am, but doest I pray that you

would preach through me, Holy Ghost. I have nothing more

than a toil in your hand, and I pray that

you would see fit to annay it.

God, Nor set a god in my mouth, and help

me to say only those things that you would have

me to say, nothing more or less. And nought the

ears of this thy people, that they might hear what

it is the Spirit of God says under the church

tonight Here the preached word, not of my words, God,

but of your words. But a year help them not

to be hearers only, but to heed. Let the sayings

go below the shoulders.

Not in the mind only God in one ear and

out the other.

God, let them go below the shoulder saturating the spirit

of the soul, the intermost part of that being. I prayed,

and may we depart this place joint pull it and

not sorroftly in Jesus's name. And Church said, hey, man,

and I already had this semi notes, look at your

neighbor and say, hey, neighbor, did you know you're but dust?

Hey, neighbor, did you know he's the potter and you're

the clay.

Our text is found in an Old Testament book of

the Holy Bible.

This morning I.

Mentioned the material called leather in the sermon that I preached.

I said that I liked the smell of old and

new leather. How many remember that statement? Several of y'all do?

And great, Well, what are you holding in your hand

right now? You're holding a sacred book in leather binders.

I still like the smell of a new Bible. And

the church said amen. As a pastor of a holiness church,

holdiness people like Bibles, and.

Holdiness people like by their.

Past Bibles when they don't know what else to my

hold my desk in that office there's about six brands

speaking whatever that means new Bibles. That's a terminate expression

of yester year. How many of you remember them, old

timers saying his brand speaking new.

Hold my desk.

There are six brand spanking new Bibles.

And I love to crack open the card oil.

Cases, that in case or envelop.

That leather Bible, for whenever I open it up, I.

Get a whip of it.

And that a role must smell so good. It is

the smell of new.

Leather that has never been broken, that has never been.

Defiled by the oil of a man or.

A woman's hands. Again, that secret book is found in leather.

I still like the smell of a new Bible, And

the church said, amen, I still like the smell.

Of new leather shoes.

I still like the smell of a new leather wallet,

a new leather belt. And the children and the church said,

oh me, Papa's got a new leather belt. Papa's got

a new leather wallet. Well, you ought to rejoice over

that new leather wallet. And it's okay to prowl over

that new leather bell because I don't believe I won't

ever use it, but you still should prown about the

idea of me choosing to use it. I've raised my children,

I've done what I needed a new concerning correction and discipline.

And I'm leaving the raising and the rear of them

grand babies up to Dad and Marmon. How many of

you have confidence that Dad and marm will do a

good job. They will mimic a parent the actions of

the parents.

And I want every person in this building to know,

if you choose.

To not discipline your child, you will find that your

child has been.

Spoiled in your very old hands.

And so I want to talk a little bit more

about that new leather Bible.

It smells so good, but I still preferred the look

of an.

Old one, I said, I still prefer prefer the look

of an old Bible.

I thank God for that born out leather Bible.

Of those saints of God that were in that church

house when.

I was a little boy.

I'm telling you, inside of that Bible, how we're tiem

what do you call them things? No notes, the little

crazy looking notes, they're pastel colors.

Memo notes.

Yeah, I gotta rw memo notes right inside of that Bible.

You fine memo notes denoting and no where God.

Had spoke to them concerning a certain passage of scripture.

And you could tell that that Bible meant so much

to those people.

I believe that people of God still loved the Bible.

I remember when.

Hypocrite Church of God preacher came.

Over to our church there in Lortona, and he scorned

manager of mine from unreliing verses of Scripture and his Bible.

And I thought, pact cat, hypocrite preacher, you ought to

go back to the church that you're p history rather

than pastoring and preach some of that Bible that you're

over looking. Some of that stuff you used to pull

out and pinpoint in your servants, now you're over looking.

He was so concerned about the markings of a.

Young man in his Bible.

When I want you all to know that I have

been encouraged at times by some of the notations that

I I'd seen in my grandmother's Bible.

A lot of times.

During services of in that o their Church of God,

I would sit between Papa and grinding. Sometimes I would

crack open the Bible and begin to read some of

the things that my grandmother had wrote about how God had.

Stirred her soul in a time of prayer.

I want you to know that the people that Moses

was speaking to concerning our texts.

Were people that had heard directly from God that they

were people if you would, that had me may notations

in the Bible of how God had spoken to Moses

and given their specific commandments and instructions regarding their liveson

and Mother Nathaniel and disport It's message. And a whole

lot was said about their easy life's history, including the

years of their captivity in Egypt.

And this book of Deuterotomy is.

Chuck fool of history.

Concerning the nation of Israel as a nation, they.

Had of a loving leader named Moses.

So he was a pastor.

If you wid a lot of people do not proceied

Moses to have been a pastor to these people. But

if we study the man, the minister, and the ministry,

he will conclude that Israel's first pastor was.

To make man Moses.

In this Pastor Moses.

He spent a lot of time reminding the people.

Of God about the covenant that they had with God.

They shared this covenant between them and the Lord. In

this writing we find Pastor Moses preaching his heart.

In this book of the Bible, we find that this

man is.

Giving gree specific summons or farewell addresses, But in the

Daniel he seems somewhat.

Disturbed in a spirit.

This for one hundred a twenty year old, holy whiteheaded.

That man has a few words to give the young

rip of snappers.

Before that possess the promise and before.

He used to go home and be with the Lord.

You see, he's preaching the nurse to a second tire

of wondering.

In the wilderness for forty years. I don't know about

you all, but I would not.

Be at all excited about a forty.

Year camping trip experience in the wilderness.

So the two week.

Vacation just kind of navigating of charing tearturing.

The girl from point out to poor.

Me usually would have been okay than forty years of

counter tripple in the guess. Even if you Sue has

a right is instilling left to the tempso.

Of the Tunisa, that is, speak down.

Bother morockless palace and call that almighty. I will still

not be a lesser in the wilderness expirital that the duration.

There telling years.

How many volunteers tonight.

Would tailor into the frontier of Alaska with better than

the thing.

We had and commit to forty years not one.

Person left read the hell enough they stood upper.

They rast head.

How many people in the stilling will commit to one

week or two week expedition in the wildernesses of Alaska.

I will you see about to the dirty handswer among

seventy people that will commit to sexual that experience, you

see mose To say is addressing people left the sick

and tired that the parents.

Are making bad choices.

So I know that they're wching your colored desert.

Babies that have been raised in the desert. And then

there holding there the stories the land.

Of Egypt, the hundred the stories.

Of their parents are being in captivity, and I'm sure

they want the the staies stories a pacic lesson whether

or not they shp with somebody Elsewer there was nothing

at all exciting about being a captivity in Egypt that

they could tell the last story that say that, And

there's nothing in the eye exciting that about testify about

turn the mons, disobedience.

In the wilderness and a too weak nature turning in

to a forty year disaster.

I that's some young person.

The rest down in the mod you not do not

got it. It can't out it ho a cher, but

it will turn out into a lot go disaster.

There's a lot of young people in a holiness in

pecostal churches following the teachings of.

The Ambush, and they're going out to soul LOLd oats.

That rebellion is creeping into their hearts and stubbornness.

It's beginning to manifest. And Brother Nathaniel, sometimes people watched

as to hell an I did they begin to.

Leap over the fact that the Dimple has his hands

on their little babies.

It doesn't matter the age of the person.

If it's a fifty your old woman, that's fact slighting

Oh God.

And turning her heroes and going in a mother direction.

It pout trouble the pastor and the first lady. It

were trouble the iris to the church. If a standing Manza.

Little Johnny and little Susie, it were trouble.

Dads of Manse I'm missing.

I'm telling you, Mama, she will loose sleeper at night

wondering what distant land. Now that's the devil how her baby.

I'm telling you the failty of that situation. He is, sir,

And I'm telling somebody it's her reality. Here tonight you

can be in service.

You in good right now and be out of church.

The two months up period of timor eximp.

With the dolls.

You don't understand come on now. You don't understand that

the faulty of life. You don't understand your faulty of

your temptation. You don't understand the.

Frailty of your resistance. It's only die the grace of

Todd that every person in this feeling tonight is saved.

It's not on our own tenderness, it's not the whole body.

It's only because of the turdness of God.

You don't understand how easily you could fall. You're never

too tall to fall. Ask King Saul about that. You

see Moses giving this address Cilly handkerchiefs got a string

on it. Moses was given this address to people and

needed it. And I'm talking to somebody in this building

tonight you needed. Your body is in this building, but

your mind is elsewhere. I said, God talked to me today,

and I want you to know. You don't realize how

close you are to falling. You see, Moses gave this

address in.

Awe and women form, and we can read and learn

so much from.

These messages from each of to Canaan. There were two stones.

There were places of burial for people that fully intended

to make it. There were people that were exciting. They

were very much excited. When the Red Sea.

Parted by the hen of God.

It was not to write in.

Moses that party the sea.

It was the hen of God. I'm telling you, when

God to write it after the.

Word, see the weirdest sampra from that chopper party the seeds,

the ms con.

Jail and wood silent, and on the other or come

on now and tell us somebody be married together to.

The tim the dancer.

Then the summer si that we made the rochesses there

the summer said to the season happily made.

And I'm cooking up the ma the season with somehow

to the retire good in two years.

It's thinny two years and flandrising. We're telling you the

Bible lift. They're pre running to them, sir, just line

the toliber guy. Are you doing this?

And we see they go out from their pal till

the two relation.

There was said of the wrestle, let's go the collecting

mana come happen, Okay.

You know where.

Having received the price, haveing cried over to you. Haven't

promised I'll be prepared. Haven't promised I'll be ready. Listen,

you gotta be ready, whether you're tired or not. You

gotta be ready, whether you go to work or not.

You've got to be ready. You got to be packed

up and ready to go with. Our human nature is

to rock back and take it easy, rock back and

take it easy.

I'll be okay.

I mean, our scouts have already surveyed Kana's land, and

they've come back, and we concur that it's impossible for

us to infiltrate and infest our promise land. And you

know what, brothers Yese, rather than fighting, the good packed

and rather than go into battle, they turn their heels

at the threshold of the promised land and they wonder

in circles in the wilderness.

For forty years.

I don't know about everybody.

In miss feeling, when I'm sure Pastor Moses at times

he was tempting to take Josua and Caleb and said,

let's just go ahead, the three of us, just like

one biblical man said.

He said, the Lord can say, why many for my food?

The bird yes, saying no, because for the goodness of God.

We see Moses being patient, We see Aaron being patient,

We see Josuah being patient. You see Caleb being patient

calip but the part remains the.

Same way that them burying them.

He even know they're practicing patience even though they're top battles.

Are they're seeing reader or without a cause?

The s a practive because who did they say if only.

Two years from now you're gonna die? Didn't learn because

of of repair?

That's stunning missing This is a nicketive, hon the couldn't

miss it, and the mercy how tired.

It tells us what he's had a sudden night.

Even though you make mistakes?

Did you are not give you up? I sat daughter,

you are my off you.

I feel hold to go say this place.

A lot of our young people wouldn't they make mistakes, sister?

Would they feel like God has given up for them?

There's an expression from yesterdayear Old Thomas would say things

like this you bone it or I've bonet? How many

of y'allre familiar with that expression? They would make a mistake,

sometimes tragic, sometimes fatal, sometimes for major or minimal consequences,

And na would Deane and Tam have known it, brother, Jesse.

I've heard your mama before say, oh kick me.

There's a lot of times she has requested of her

husband and her.

Six children, five boys, and want girl to kick her.

We know better than to kick her because she will.

Probably kick back her.

But one of her favorite.

Expressions he is which she's bluid, or she's feeling.

Mistake her she put the wrong top of flower.

In the midst, or she used too much of.

This or that.

Her expression is, oh kick me if it ain't any rats,

it's all kick me.

Who's the only two expressions that she has.

She's a woman of few.

Words for which she speaks. She speaks words of wisdom.

Most of you that know me know I've got a

lot of catchy phrases. I've got a lot of sayings,

and a lot of you will picked up on her.

I convit some you know you'll probably be using, and

a lot of them only I'm.

Sure you will. You do every here it, sister.

I've heard of savan.

When they make a mistake, they say over it.

I believe it.

They're to know who live, You're gonna make a mistakes.

The sols you reason, you're gonna fly it had your

princer and recall the stift.

You said, we cancer no, just the know to be.

Then I call I shall an listen you're telling every

means her heavy answer, you are a posa.

Of your head. Then might talk part o your pacer.

Then remember this, so the pet's a liar the precision

you had out, Hey, yes you did, brother saying no

was at my house recently and his little daughter Natalie

was running by. About the time she went running by,

he stuck his foot out and he told everybody. He said,

I promise that was not on purpose. I had no

idea whatsoever that she was going to run by at

that moment. The timing was bad. And can I tell you,

sometimes young men and young women make mistakes because the

timing of the devil is perfect, and sometimes their timing

is imperfect. Sometimes they make mistakes and do something.

Not willingly but unwillingly.

I'm not talking about people commending habitual sin, going down.

There to make daters to play questionable.

Games on their cell phone that needs the best why pile.

Connection they can get, you know better than that, I said,

if he winks ago what I was teaching Don Caesar.

When you're over there tapping the why.

Pie connection they're doing listen to my things. I don't

know who in person was.

If somebody text you today, they said they've been listening

to the podcaster.

They've been listening to the.

Podcaster, and they said, Pastor.

Howell, who beseech you to target the pornography industry.

Who beseech you to attack you to pus, who's every

time you got her? Somebody?

So don't the preacher against it?

Somebody got to speak up? And I guessed that this

I try and say name without the smarta.

So listen, our.

Preacher, that's our fou to say us somebody.

We're preach against it.

But sometimes unwillingly, unintentionally, we trip up, and we fall.

After we fall to and we tail. And I'm telling you,

sister wouldn't said it tonight.

I strive to behold because.

He mandated mandated it to be. So I have committed

to be perfect because he challenged me to be perfect.

And his sister Howell said, I know what I was

gonna preach all that. She said, I don't practice sinning.

She said, I don't sin every day. I'll go most

weeks without sinning.

And she said.

Sometimes maybe I'm a little impatient sometimes with their grandchildren.

Maybe they fluster me because they're not as obedient as

Fine was.

So you know why that is because we ain't Daddy

and we ain't.

Mama, and they're not gonna.

Listen to us the way they listen to.

Dad and Mama.

Your mama's nature is the fight that your mama's nature is.

Don't know, you know my nature is. So I'm gonna

let Daddy get it. Any Daddy don't get it, I'm

gonna pray that.

Daddy gets it. Oh, nod in this feeling.

You're right here.

I am not advocating promoting on Chester Piler will fully

sin anymore.

I am not saying absal sere he's a secret and

that God's standing up there to catch you and to

turn out.

To you and then tell me Copper, I'm telling you there,

whenever you make a mistake and you know it turns

against the grain of who you are, you know, what

tends against the nature and who you lie, just even

become a.

Chime of God.

Ever to an open.

Every feel terrible?

Have we done a steaming in there?

God's w you know?

Yet?

No?

Yes, God, Well, I'm.

Just gonna give up because I'm a failure. I'm just

gonna give up because I got laid off. I'm just

gonna give up because I didn't succeed. I'll tell you

what Torradians do. We've got a lot of oranges down here.

Ifn burs, you don't succeed, cut the orange in half,

joke in it.

If it burst, you don't succeeed, cut the orange in happy.

I'm telling somebody in this feeling what you need to

do is dust the there to offer if your need.

Say, let off your elbows.

Let's say, deah ba, you might be redressing good as

a pastor. That's a persuador. He as a essing your

pain and lets you want to.

Say, get up, Get up?

Here's a how did the present tonight? Are thankful that

God is a god of second chances. There are people

to spreading their time life beaten of.

Suffer because of bad experiences and bad chosses, some of

which they had nothing to do with. I want to

ask it again, how many have tripped and fallen flat

on your face that you've got saved?

How many have.

Hard to say God, I'm so sorry?

When you know what God says, I knew it. I

just knew it.

I want you to be perfect. I want you to

be holy.

I want you to be sactified. I want you to

be separated. I don't want you to have a cheat days.

I don't want you having cheat days. I don't want

you having cheat days. But where you make mistakes? Oh,

come on now, I don't want you having cheat days.

I don't want you having a social drinker every six months.

I don't want you view to tell long ready hever

talk gets. I don't want you having cheat days. Don't

you make a mistake. I want you to know mistake

for you to you talker.

Saga is kicker that nasty Peter. I have no labor.

The sailor. I cannot put here. I said, I do

not come here.

It's anybody else besides me to a holy good. I

don't see today having any problem with my whim.

Or my voice, having not teach too much over the

last couple of weeks. That's miraculous because God is speaking

to somebody tonight in a nutshell. Pastor Moses is telling

this second generation the desert babies, to remember God says

what he means, and he means what he says, that's

another expression.

Come yesterday here, how many of you believe that that

God says what he means, that means what he says.

God was letting these people know, if you are to

be blessed, you are to obey the Lord's commands, since.

To whom some of them are getting the holy ghosts.

Because of what they're doing every day of the week.

It's not a mishant. It's not a mistake.

Oh, come on, now, there is a defiant.

Response to God's commands.

Seek God in far forest.

I ain't gonna commit to that.

Fast and pray.

I'm not gonna commit to that hoping myself out of

the body hand of God.

No, I'm disinterested in that path.

When God says I don't know who you are, and

I'm disinterested in granting access to you to Heaven, you

gonna wish that you hadn't have made that stuff your priority.

Shall I keep preaching or ship when go to the house.

I ain't gonna volunteer for a forty year wonder in

the wilderness.

I'm telling you what they're wondering while wandering, Brother Gifford,

forty years, you'd have thought somebody had prayed something through.

By that time, you'd have thought the leaders over their

twelve tribes of Israel with have repented of their ways

and said.

God, but you please have mercy on me what it was.

Somehow they didn't believe it would make a difference in

their life. God could have shortened that forty year period.

The same way if Judas, when he fell, If Judas

had a went to Calfrey and he had all and

on that pavement so to speak on them rocks and

asked the Son of God, just as the other thief did,

have mercy on my despicable, filthy, disgusting, defalled soul, you

know would have happened. Jesus would have forgave him system

how and i as passed their first lady.

A lot of times we.

Look to see how people gonna react when they fall.

What is their response gonna be. Are they gonna just

lay there and sulk? Are they gonna just lay there

in power? Are they gonna just lay there and die

and give up? I remember one time, reading many many

many years ago. It was an exploit of one of

the frontiers when while they were on one of their

expeditions trying to take hides a greeously bear came out

of the woods and attacked one of those men that

was in that hunting party, and brother Caleb.

Those men decided that there was no way that man.

Would live or survive such an attack, and after three

or four days of watching him wither away. Now I

need I need to check this tonight after church, so

you don't hold me to all the specifics in the details,

but I'll give you the gist of what happened. And

brother saying, if I remember correctly, they left that man

for dead because they were afraid of some native Indians

of that area coming to take their lives, and so

some had already left, and those that were standing watch,

maybe it was five or six men, they decided, this

man's gonna die, we might as well cover him up.

We might as well leave him for dead. I think

it goes something like.

This, maybe three to four months later, well.

They were one of them trained in post trading hides.

Out came that man that they had left for dead.

Now I'm telling you right now, Brother Jesse. They were

certain that that man had been left in that state

and that cond and that he had died, and he

had been food for the foxes. The wolves and for

that very grizly bear that had attacked him. Could you

imagine living with the guilt and the shame.

Of knowing you left your frind in such a condition.

I know a lot of holiness.

Pentecostal people just like the priest and those other people

that passed by that man that was on the wayside

left for dead.

I know a lot of people that have left young

people that have.

Become bitter and hurt and offended in the house of God.

And they supposed him to be dead, or they left

him for dead, and they just said their worthless God

has done with it.

But I want you to know the spirit of a.

Father as somebody that has not had the clearest mentality.

They're gonna get up from there and they're gonna approach

somebody after a while.

They're gonna say, you may have drucked me up for dead,

but I am not dead.

I know I even extra I'm make wearing my body's cars.

A man, I put some monselt my cut their cups

come in, I put some monts, turn my pair headed.

But I should not be turning out.

I should not.

Took them back prepared it turning ropersent I'm not gonna need.

To prepare the God said he in this touchdown.

Moses to the God will not forsake you. God room

not paying who God will not leave you.

Forty years is a long.

Time, Moses, for you to have to keep putting up

with their mast.

Forty years is a long.

Time for pastor Moses to keep changing dirty diapers. I

don't like going in circles in the woods in a

boat on a hunt trip. I don't even like going

in circles on an airplane. When they start circling back,

I'll say, what's wrong?

What's wrong?

A commercial airliner is not supposed to turn like this?

What's wrong? When he missed his path. I don't know

how many of you have missed your path to taken

some wrong turns, but I know I'm preaching to somebody

here tonight, and I want to tell you.

When the clay collapses, God catches it.

Whenever Adam and Eve were formed in fashion of the

dust of the ground the Holy Trium, Godhead, Brother Jesse,

they knew that mankind would falter and fail.

They knew that they would not pass the test.

They knew that Lucifer himself would be too much for

them to handle.

And you know what happened, Brother Nathaniel, when that woman

faltered and fell, they activated the Calvary code.

And I want every person in this building and know them.

Before the very foundations.

Of this world was formed, God had a plan to

catch the clay when it collapses.

I'm telling somebody in this building tonight, you don't have

to give up.

You don't have to give out, you don't have to

give you. God's coming to pick you up.

So we find here in this book of the Bible, many, many,

many examples of when Moses is reminding them of how

God helped them. And so the one twenty year old preacher,

he is trying to help people since the route. He's

telling them, I'm telling you, if you obey God, you're

gonna have blessings. If you disobey God, you're gonna be cursed.

If they are to be blessed by the Lord, you

have to obey God's commandments.

Is he's what he's thinking?

And how many know that that covenant was conditional? How

many of you know that there were stipulations in that covenant.

They had to hear and they had to heed, They.

Had to observe, and they had to keep. They had

to have, and they had to hold, They had to trust,

and they had to obey. Moses literally sets before them

the choice.

Of life and death.

It is yours tonight. You will choose to either die

or live. You will choose the life the words or

lose your life, or you will choose.

To get up your model, your pastor first lady or

the eldest do you will remember whatever Stephen was stolen,

he died, but you will remember when Paul was stolen

that made the mistake of the leaven him to dead.

You know your Paul down, he got on part of that.

He be stones her.

He trusted himself up.

Had he not turned down that the world that somebody

made the holding stones that trust.

That's a something there. Knock you down, as stupid parish.

You should not let her keep it out.

I'll tell us somebody's not looking about. I'll tell you,

oh that again, I said, tell you ry locks.

Up, lots me.

Well, I get up. Now. Listen to what the Lord

laid upon my heart.

For those that are listening to this message right now,

towards the end of this address, and due to lorn

of me, thirty one and six. We hear Moses telling

them what the Lord has said, be strong and of

a good courage. For you nothing will be afraid of them.

Don't you be afraid of the death. Don't you be

afraid of his imps. Don't you be afraid of the

hounds of hell that's dipurniture, heals. Don't you be afraid

of the enemies, all them ie tides out there?

For the Lord thy God, he it is that doth

go before thee, and you will not fall thee nor

for safety.

The Bible rulers in this field and word, we'll remember

the history of the people. They have witnessed the entire

generation before.

They'll make bad choices, and as a result of their

bad choices, they lost forty years of their life. Has

that not calls for bitterness? I mean, if you've had

to have been spending your will's dad, Mob, I'd be

forty years in the promised land.

Now forty years old.

Just get started. Half my life's gone. They told us

there in Saint Augustine that the average life span of

the people that lived between the fifteen hundreds and the

seventeen hundreds was I believe the age of forty eight.

Huh up here in crickets right now, why would I

even bother living? Somebody just said I can't live a.

Very full life and only a half of a century.

Yes you can, Oh, yes you can. Well, preacher, you

don't know what I'm going through. You don't know what

our forefathers went through in this country. You don't know

what our spiritual forefathers went through Reder Wilderness. You don't

know what Uncle Abraham went through.

A lot.

I'm telling a lot right now.

You better quit looking out there at the well wading plans.

Oh my Jesus, Oh you ought.

To think about Uncle Abraham. I'll just hit a stump

right there. And I want to tell something that I

have told the Howell Boys for years. I told him,

I said, if you ever faltered, you ever fell, make sure.

You get up.

I told him, brother, just so many times, if you

ever fail being God, I want you to know I

love you unconditionally. But I also want you to know

he loves your more thing I do. I'm told the

Howell Boys in handed to I said, no matter what

sins you may end up being because of bad choices,

there's always gonna be a handshake from Dad and a

bear h from Dad, readily available when you need it.

I may not approve of your lifestyle, I may not

approve of your choices that I'm always gonna be willing

to lift you up out of that stinky says you much.

My question for somebody here tonight is are you gonna

lay there and die? Are you gonna get up and

go with us? And I feel that in my soul

the choice is yours.

You're gonna lay there and.

Die, You're gonna wither away in the sandy dunes? Are

you gonna get up or go with us?

They send in frontiers, but sometimes.

Would be enduring the same thing that others were enduring.

But something would just say you don't want I just

can't do it anymore. I just can't go another mile

through this desert. I just can't push another whek this wilderness.

I just can't struggle like this for another day. He'll

help you if you'll let him. When it clay collapses,

he'll catch him. When Adam and Eve fell in the garden,

he called it. When Jerremaine Howell fell at sixteen years

of inspiracy, he called me. Conviction set in God is sorrow.

There's been times that I've review Brother Caley brokecat. One

of the things that I always admired about Brother Caleb.

Couldn't my brother Cayn was by the time I got home,

he was like Brother Johnny Platt. Before I got home,

he had already wrote me a book and said, Pastor,

I want you to know I appreciated what you did,

and I want you to know I'm remorseful, and I'm sorryful,

and I apologize. Come to her brother Jesse. Brother Jesse

as well as the rest of my sons, would do

the same thing. These men didn't wanna die spiritcy. They

would say, Pastor, thank you for rebuking me.

Right.

One time I had to rebuke an elder in this church.

And pastors don't let if silly elders hold that over

your head. Where the Bible said rebuke, not an elder,

because the pastor is the chief order that.

No matter what his age is.

But he was speaking very harshly for his precious bride

of what sixty something years, and in her honor. I

wanna show y'all something to like her a little bit.

Look what I had on while I was preparing to preach.

She gave him to me, and I knew what I

was gonna be preaching on it, and I said, in

my office writing a few notes more wearing these things.

She gave in to me as a gag gift because

one time I said, pray for me. I'm getting old.

I'm forty and I can barely see my Bible as

I read my texts. She showed up with that smirk

that on his sister Plattue could give, with that index

finger kind.

Of wiping across the.

Top of her lip, and she said, I've got something

for your brother Jeremy and y'all. Now she would do

her head cock it and then look out the side

of her eyes, and I said, what is it? She said,

open the bag, and in there with six pair of

sunglasses that looked like this, but also a pair of

red glasses. I slipped them on when I got to

this illustration, and I said, you know what, I'm gonna

honor you, Barbarick. But he will speaking and harshly to her,

and I need the Holy Ghost to help me right here.

And I went to him and I said, I'll rebuke

you right now in the name of Jesus. And how

many of y'all witnessed that I wasn't saying it politely.

Everybody that witnessed that come to the front. He was

probably in his late seventies, by the insister Cheryl.

And I went to him. Y'all know how kind I am.

Y'all know how respectful I am to my elders, but

I also am I gonna disobey God.

In the spirit of God moves on me.

About a week and a half ago, somebody started messing

with my vehicle over there late at night, and I said,

I need a couple brothers to come over here and

check the exterior of this building for me, because if

I go out there, I'm going out there if y'all

know what I'm saying, and it's not gonna be good.

At the headlines and the Wink news tomorrow morning says

local pastor blows some homeless man into eternity.

I said it'd be best for.

Y'all just to drive up on him and show them

off them to me to walk out. Well, the next

morning at nine thirty am, they've done it again, and

Brother Ethan roadecap and I found the tracks and we

saw the suspicious vehicle go by, and Brother Jesse. That

night they did it again.

There was no phone calls being made to any members

of this church saying I.

Don't want it to get nasty or uply. There was

no phone calls being made. Could you come help me

out please? I reached under that bed and pulled out

my helper, and I walked right out that door just

as fast as I could, fully intentioned, fully intending to say,

may I help you?

Right?

Huh.

There was no trembling, there was no shaking.

There was no I'm gonna throw up after I killed

a man if they're gonna mess around my house where

my precious wife sat. You know what Brother Aaron will

had said the second time him and Brother Tyler had

checked outside for me. He said, they don't even know

who they're messing with. The Spirit of God moved on me.

That night. Brother Johnny Platt spoke very harsh to his wife,

and I said, I rebut you right now in the

name of Jesus. And I wasn't speak it into msne

thank you Lord. And he didn't say anything at all

to me. But I knew in that moment it's gonna

be a make or break Johnny Platt. He can lay

right there and die, or he can get up. I've

slowed this down on purpose because somebody needs to hear this,

or somebodies need to hear of this. And I said,

she's a child of God. And I leaned into that

window and I said, I repeat you right now, in

the name of Jesus, that's a child of God. And

she said, getting pastor you're telling the truth. Amen, that's

the only ad field of the fire. But I didn't

back down. I said, that's.

Wrong to treat the woman that brought four ten children

for you like that. I said, Papa, that's wrong.

But it was God that has stirned my spirit because

enough was enough now when it gets by nature, that's

not who Jeremy Howell is. But you know what, the

old man didn't have a cell phone, he wouldn't have one.

But by the time he got to Ava, I was

over at McDonald's celebrating with the church people, just having

a good time, celebrating a wonderful service.

No, I wasn't feeling bad about old man God, not

at all. But when I checked my cell phone and

looked at the time that he had left that message.

In that ten or twelve minute drive home, within thirteen

minutes off here pulling out his.

Tamway was not the love of pstor.

Relative in the howl. I want you to know I

told about.

What you said. I was going to talk about it

like that.

I asked God to forgive it. I ask you to

forgive it, and I'll see you next time.

And you know that one of the last times I

saw that two together, they were looking at each other's eyes.

They made me so uncomfortable.

When I'm saying your death bed, I said, do I

need to leave?

This? Looks my car the rain making situation. I'll tell

you God.

Can help you get up.

Give you are too.

What's a harm by yourself hand of the mighty hand

of Dad that he fly taunts you in your time?

Just tell her yourself. Don't start said to night, harm

by yourself?

Doe.

Oh Jesus, you say I bought it. I messed up.

How many you remember the story of.

Conscious Pilot, Thank you Bethel. That was about twenty five

of you that remember that encounter and experience. How many

of you remember the story of Punchius Pilate washing his

hands seemingly of the blood of an innocent man called.

Jesus of nasterals.

His story and say he was unable to wash his

hands of that invisible blood.

He thought he had got it off, but it was there.

The physical blood of Jesus had never touched him.

But sister, how he knew.

The blood of that innocent man was all his hands. Bros.

Hands were stained with invisible blood. They said that he

would walk around.

Like a madman at times.

Thinking upon his failure when he did not deliver that

righteous just man that he's found the fault with from.

The handswer of his opposers, and from his hands from

his persecutors. Say, how many of you know you cannot

rush her? Who are handswer upon guilt and shame?

No matter how many times he scrubbed and.

Washed his hands, the guilt and of shame was still there.

Did you notice something special and significant about our golden text?

God won't wash his hands of you? I shouted over

this today, Praise the Lord. How to louse?

God wouldn't wash his hands of these people that are

turning circles. God let them just keep on going in circles,

just giving him an opportunity after opportunity after opportunity to

humble himself into repent. Moses made it clear that even

though their parents had made mistakes, their good Master was

still mindful of them.

Moses came in his shirts.

He's gonna go with you. He's going before you.

He will not forsake you, he will not fail you.

Our brother read our context at Jeremiah eighteen.

And he brought out that verse number four.

The Bible said in the vessel that.

He made a claar was marred in the hand of

the potter, So he made.

It again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter

to make it.

To listen, the potter wasn't like powder.

To He wasn't ready to be finished with it. He

didn't wash his hands of the matter. He didn't lost

his hands of the clay. Now, who are mist broken?

Who went this smard?

We had this? Now porn? Who that collapsed?

He caught it to run rapper his shirt sleeve, and

who turned a little worker?

And he returned to make something better. The song writer

pending the lyrics over and over. He moulds me and

makes me into his likeness. He passions the clay. How

I feel the Holy ghost in this place tonight? I

believe God is looking for sorrow Godness, Savo, I'm sorry

God that I made a mistake. You remember what the

Holy Girl sits Some months ago, the Holy girls said,

if you don't follow me rock.

And be broken, the rock will follow you and grind

you to power.

Get the imagery of the great prophets here of my

getting up from a time of prayer, and sister how

literally dusting off his knees and his elbows.

And doing us the Lord had instructed him to do.

And he walked to the Potter's house. The Lord God

had nudged him.

You go down to the Potter's house.

If you don't look when he got there, the Lord showed,

you're a man of the prophet. That the clay can

be moted, or it can be marred in the handsome

of the preacher, in the handsome of the Messiah, in

the handsome for the potter, in a handsome on a master,

it can be mourned.

Hold on.

Won half a brother, Johnny Platte, Where you be moted

or will you be marred? Brother Caleb, I didn't receive

only one text message like that, I received a dozen.

Sister Wouldton hadn't only told me one time? If I

need to be corrected, correct to me. She's told me

a dozen times, Sister Howl said to night, I thank

God for every time I received spiritual discipline. What is

it gonna be? You're gonna be motive? Are you gonna

mar might?

I say?

When the clay collapses, he doesn't give up on it.

He catches it.

He doesn't cast it away. He catches it, and he

holds to it, and he clings to it, intending to

bring forth the vessel for the fire. Sister, you didn't

know what I was fixing to say just thirty minutes

later from your testimony. It's right here in my notes.

God never gives up on his children. So I'm one

O three and verse number fourteen. Except for he know

with our frame.

He remembers that we are dust. Look at your neighbor

and say, hey, neighbor. God knows me.

He knows exactly what I'm made of. He put me together,

he knows why I'm on this earth. He made me

from the dust of the ground.

I am dust. That's the very words, brother Stare, it said,

I am dust.

So I know God speaking of somebody tonight. But what

I'm afraid of? You're not being broken? And what you

don't realize God knows that the choice is yours. Y'all

know what happened when David sinned. The difference in David

and Saul was simply this. David had God this sorrow,

and David said, created me a clean heart. O, God,

renew a right spirit within me. David was basically saying

us that creative power, that formative power, and make a

new spirit in me. The saints of God right now

weeping in this building. There's some right now feeling God

the sorrow. This, some saying Lord, I'm sorry that my

sin cost you hurt pain. Do you know every time

you act out of rebellion, God sees of warlock or

god' sees which to.

Obey is better than.

The sacrifice and the hearken than the fat of realms,

rebellion and stunnornnesses as the sin of bleached craft. When

you square your shoulders and say I will not be broken, listen,

child into God. We're all children. Listen, child, God will

break you. The Bible said, for he knoweth our frame,

He remembereth that we are dust.

In Genesis two and.

Seven we find the account of the Lord framemen or

fashion and mankind of dust or dirt. It was God

who collected a few particles of earth and fashion to man.

As sophisticated as the human body is, it's still dust.

And when its system ceases to operate and function, God

returns it back to its original form and state, which

simply is unmolded dust. Unmolded dust. Do I need to

repeat that? As sophisticated as the human body is, it's

still dust, and when its operational system ceases to operate

and function properly, it returns to its original form and state,

simply put, unmolded dust. Brother Jeremiah has to retort to

two crematories, and he can tell you it is true

that sometimes when they open body backs where they have

found a body that is laid in the forest floor

for thirty days or more, that it is already returning

to dust. But you know what, when the saint of

God collapses, just to hand, then the Bible said to

be absent in body is to be present with the

low word when the clay collapses, Sister Walker, when the

clay collapses, Sister Woot. For those of you that are widows,

those of you that are living at home alone, Lena

venture Jacob for a man whose wife left him years

ago because he wanted to serve God. Brother Laru, for

a young man that lives at home because his wife

left him because he wanted to serve God. Sister Simmons,

for a woman that for many years lived at home

alone because a husband didn't want to serve God. When

the clay collapses, God catches it. I was training last

week about these that lived at home alone, and I said, God,

I know they don't want to die alone.

And some of you, you're so busy wanting.

To buy cars, want to find spouses, want to find companions,

won't start a new life. You're not mindful of things

like that. But that's why I'm the pastor, and that's

why you're a Parisian.

So I was praying.

I said, God, what about the concern that some of

these that live alone have of breaking the hip and

lying in the floor and dying after a day or two?

I said, would you strengthen them and help them and

give them peace if that's bothering any of them?

Lord?

And that was the first time he spoke to me

about what I'm preaching on tonight, and Brother Jesseid I

cried in the spirit I laughed in the spirit, cause

he said, the moment they draw their last breath, there

were me, and I heard the Holy ghost recite that

scripture that says to be absent in body is to

be present with the more. When the clay collapses, he

catches it. When that man that had set by the

wayside begging in the courtyard of the rich king, with

dogs coming by and locking the swords on his body,

says the howell, the Bible said that the process of tide,

the rich man died, and in hell he opened his eyes,

being tormented into flames of fire. But concerning that beggar,

that poor man, the Bible said, and I paraphrase, when

he died, God called him, said the angels carried him

into Abraham's bosom. When the clay collapses, he catches it.

Brother Jeremia, somebody in this building came to.

Me last week.

They said I have I won't give the name, but

they said I had a dream that brother Jeremiah had

a terrible accident, and they said that it was so

bad that when I woke up, I was trembling and shaken,

and said, the rest of that dream is he didn't

make it. He said somebody called me and said, Jeremiah's

been in a terrible accident and the body is so

badly torn up to trying to figure out what to

do with it, Brother Jeremiah. They came to me sincerely concerned,

and I said, you don't want to I won't pray

about that, and I have them praying about that. You

won't be the first one the devil was ever trying

to destroy. Now you could call it the mind this

morning's message and know that there's no cause for fear

concern and rm that we should be prayed, and we

shouldn't be texting and driving and be distracted, and you

probably should get your situation checked. And I asked that person,

I said, do you know anything about his health condition?

You know anything about it about that time we had

that dream he was having that serious attack. They said,

I don't wanna let you talk about I said.

Yeah, well, I mean he told me one morning on

the way to work.

He told he's having a.

Nice of heart attack or throve. It was all he

could do.

And you called your wife and said, live you don't

hear from me, it's because I've been taken to the hospital.

In the neighborboods.

So s sister, who I wonder if the Holy ghost said,

already run the high jack, and because somebody in this

building would be obedient to the Lord and pray if

divine intervention had to take a place, so ready, I'm saying,

when the clay collapses, he catches it. I said, d

do you you know about But as he went through,

just no, I don't know nothing about that. Come, my brother, Philip,

this is a specimen of a young man right here.

And I feel a sweet spirit of God in this building.

I remember it was it a Sunday afternoon, and he said,

I gotta tell you something that I don't wanna put

on you, and I don't wanna tell you about. He

said that you need to know, and I don't wanna

put any more on you. He said, but I think

I had cancer. That was cause for concern and calls

to pray. Brother Stereo. We could give up and just

cast him off for dead, or we could get into

fight and pray. Brother Jeremiah, you, sister Leah, could get

in the fight and pray. You elder sisters and brothers

that are living alone. You could get in the fight

and pray you young people are slipping up and tripping

up and fall the fat on your face. You can say,

I refuse to die. You could give me this want.

You did not cry and pray. I've told you young

men to be strong, but I'm not afraid to cry.

In God's house or another presence of God spirit. I'm

not afraid to cry. I've done my share of it today.

Brother Ethan almost called cut his finger off.

The other day.

He messaged me and he said, Pastor, I'm in bad shape.

If you don't hear back from me, I've collapsed.

I'm going to handy.

If you don't hear back from him, you must be called.

I've collapsed. I'm about to pass out because I cut

my finger off. I'm getting sick, I'm blacking out. I

called his parents. I said, I'm up here in Saint Augustine.

Somebody needs to get to him right now. Brother Ethan,

that slip of a knife could have easily been in

an artery and it could have been fatal. But when

the clay collapses, he catches it. He called Brother Philip

it at tears. He's caught. Brother Jeremiah. We're gonna continue

praying for both of these brothers. He helped a brother

Ethan sister Hannah. I remember it was been about three

to four years ago. I first had a dream of

you being abducted, and then about a year later. And

I'm not one that lives in fear, and I'm not

one to watch his movies or documentaries or anything like that,

but I am one to hear from God and us

beak as a fool. But every time I had a

spiritual dream of that nature, I would tell her. I

pull her to the side and tell her.

And then it was about a.

Week and a half ago, I said, don't go to

the office, stay away. One of the boys came to

me and said, do you remember you had a dream

of that nature about a year ago and you told

us that hand it had been abducted and that law

enforcement couldn't find her, that God led you to her

body and you found her lifeless on the side of

the road out Portla Belt. I said, yeah, I remember that,

And I said, the Holy Ghost has been preparing us

for a long time. Or what almost happened a week

and a half ago. But I'll tell you what's worse

than a physical abduction is a spiritual abduction. When somebody's

saved and sanctified and holy goes fulled, but a bad

spirit gets in that heart, it gets to work and

and it causes that clay to become bread on it,

and that clay begins to be marred, and it it

ain't pliable in the hand of the Lord. This is

a very sober ending to this message, and I intend

for it to be, for it's how God led me.

To end it. Sister.

And I could look at these young men and say

every one of them are worth their weight in gold.

I can look at.

These young women, brother would and say they are all

turbles of great price. But when the play messes up,

the devil will say they're all worthless. And I speak

as a fool here, and I'm not boasting, but a

lot of youth groups have busted up, and a lot

of our young people have fallen by the wayside, because

when kids messed up, nobody believed in them. And I

want to tell our young people, I believe in you,

but if you're gonna make it, we're gonna have to

see your truly sorry from messing out. And I want

to say something to brother Jesse. You would concur with

this it's not hard to move dust. Blow it and

it's gold, life as a vapor. It's here today and

gone tomorrow. When you blow it. The devil says, that's it.

God's done with you. God's finished with you. But I

want to tell you one more time, No, he isn't.

The devil was a liar and he's the father of

all liars. God is a finish with you. It's not over.

God's got you. I want everybody to look at you

on hands. Would you pick up your brother with those hands?

Would you help your brother with those hands if he

was left for dead on the wayside, would you use

those two hands to pull your brother up and out

of that ditch? And let me ask you something. When

Jesus looks at his nails guard hands, don't you think

he's just waiting on the opportunity for you to invite

him to pick you up? And that's what Dave had said,

I've been a mess. He lifted me up out of

that mess, first to acknowledge I'm in a mess. But

then the second verse is he's dipped me up out

of that mess, out of that hole, humble pit of claim,

set my feet upon a solid rocks, just to Wolden,

You're not the only one feeling this.

I feel a world one in I's old.

This is a make or break situation, a make or

break sermon for somebody in this building tonight. And I

want to tell you that God has not done with you.

If you've made a mistake and have fallen flat on

your face, let Jesus pick you up. If he has

to reach way down, Jesus will pick you up. Brother Jesse,

would you come to the pien and tonight.

Let's stand.

I'm not gonna have a general altar call tonight. Uh

how the lords didn't us give this alter call? I know,

as sure as I breathe and live it that there's

five people in this building that I have to come

to this after. I don't want anyone else to move

unless you know that, you know that, you know you

need Jesus to kick you up. These altars are open.

May we bow our heads and close our eyes. I

need a train in church right now. When the clay collapses,

he catches the.

Preacher.

I've slipped, I've fallen, I've got mixed up. I've got

messed up. I've made some mistakes. So all the guys

I guess we got fire precious young men over here.

Definitely the Holy Ghost do. But I also believe there's

a young woman. Mom and dad don't know it, but

you've followed it wouldn't take much for them to see

if they did just a little closer. But I don't

want to point it out, and I don't want you

to point out. I just want to see you pray.

That's it, brothers, which y'all.

Sing some of that right here as well.

But this week, presence of God who through this build tonight.

Maybe there's a dad and a mom that would say,

I haven't been sented, but I haven't been who I

need to be, and I know that I haven't been

as strong as I need to be. The clay has collapsed.

Maybe there's an elder that it's been troubled about, dying

at home alone, whatever a category situation you're in, I

want you to know God's got you.

God's got you.

If you die and fall a flat on your face,

God's got you. It's your young person and you make

a bad choice, make a horrible mistake.

God's got you.

He's ready to forget, who's.

Ready to pardon, and he's ready to clean a slate.

He's ready. I feel like if you don't let your

heart break that I and so my brother k a

bow cap.

I said so many times, I'm sorry.

Tell Jesus, I'm sorry.

And I'm gonna get a that's it. That's how about

time of trayer?

Shall we? I'm sorry. I told the Lord a couple.

Of nights ago.

I said, God, there's nothing in the world like your preasents.

There's nothing in the world like your treasence.

Just being in your presence is so beautiful. The silver

ward it is so time the spression.

I'm sorry, Lord, start with the city wood jeezy. Sometimes

I'm gonna fall.

Although he's there to catch me.

There's two times I have with at long and I

knows he.

Sees my failures.

He still lost me.

When I get to week on my journey, he gives mister.

Say, I'm down and I'm not out. I've heard, but

have no movie.

I've et up for me.

You may see my mascar.

My mom Dada broke in hard.

But it is not the end down.

I'm going out the ball the ball.

I know that I'm not.

I've heard, but I know.

I'm for me going to get up mob see one

at the star.

The boy hard, but.

It's not.

I'm gonna rise the the ball.

I've been looking bad as a strong wine. I've carried

the way so long. I've covered all the bliverish sheds,

which if you there was nothing wrong.

I've been hoping for all of me recalled play for the.

Change so I won't get the winning.

It's time pasting air up is on the.

I'm down and I'm not.

I'm hurting me.

Have no fee y up from.

Me, gonna get up from him? You may see my

bata stor. I'm gonna then about in a hard but

it is nothing now.

Where I'm goings a ball the fall. I now that

I'm not I'm hard to have nophee log up for me.

Don't get up, bob held.

You don't see my batter star.

I'm losing a broad in her hard and it's nothing

in that all.

All w at the ball the ball yet I've known that.

I'm done now, but I have no fear up for me.

Where may see my scars. I wouldn't there working hard,

but if not the end and.

I'm going out the bar the ball.

Oh he never said it would be easy.

Sometimes I'm going to fall.

Although he's there that capts me.

There's two times I feel a long and I know

who he sees my failures.

He still last me any but he eats. We met.

Don't get weak on my.

Journeys the street to say, I'm yelling out, I'm hoping

to have Nope, ut up for me, going.

To get up from me in the way.

Let see my man's gone. Whom the working hard and sting.

I'm going.

The fall, I'm not.

I'm loving have healthy love me.

He from me, moing up for me, saying, see mastor.

Who the working hard and is naughty in that.

I'm going the lad.

Look, God has a strong mind.

I can't do it so long I kept putting up

all the blemouss, pretended there there's nothing wrong.

I mean hold compative musical play badang so.

Tail. He said that he's had anything l for me.

There are probably.

He's seen a battlestar.

I then a boking hard and.

He's spy.

The ride the bars.

I've been up for me.

He may see my man is.

Gone along.

You God, he is happy in.

I'm go ride the bad the bar.

You never said it would be easy.

So towns haven't the ball, although these days that catch me.

There's two towns.

I'm feeling alone, and I know he sees my failures.

He's still to.

Make me anyway. You haven't leave called majority. He can

use me the street to say nothing on