Bro Philip Howell 1-19-2025

Oh, brother Philip, I can't shake this.

You keep coming to mind.

Come just share your heart. If it's three minutes or

thirty minutes, just share your heart. I am prepared to preach,

but you go ahead.

Brother.

I thank the Lord for the spirit of the Lord.

We fell here all day, even now as well as

this morning.

I woke up with the first thing that come to

my mind. Sometimes I'll fight and fight with the Lord,

trying the Lord, would you.

Give me some And it seems like most of the

time it's when I'm coming out of my sleep, and

this morning, the first thing that come to my mind

is I'm not gonna.

Leave the father's house right thinking of that prodigal son.

He had everything he needed, and I know that's a

story most of us know very well. But he had

everything he needed at the father's house, and it took

what he had.

At the father's house to get him where.

He wanted to go.

Right.

And sometimes what we need is to stay here.

But because we can.

Get it all in our mind, that we got it together, because.

We're in the father's house and we think we could

do it elsewhere, but we couldn't.

All I'll do is lose everything.

We got at the father's house in that other country

and this morning can be awakened.

Call what happened?

If you realize in that moment, did I not have

what I needed?

Could I not pray with the people?

Lost what I had? It time it?

Let it be awake up? Call for you to say.

When the Man of God was praying, I realized deep

down inside I couldn't.

Reach heaven like I want you.

I took't reach heaven with the Man of God.

I want to be someone that when the time comes.

But I found faithful.

Look that I found ready as we stay smoke in

there being faithful and consistent.

In that time when it was needed. I wanted. I

wanted to have what I needed. I wanted to be

to prayer. I wanted to be there the Man of

God needed me.

I wanted to be the PLANL want happen.

To someone that the pastors used to being there when

he went to call for him.

They wasn't there this morning. I want to be a

step fast stay fan.

I'm always and you hear me say it a lot.

I've admired about my parents steady.

Yeah, I know some people.

Saying I agree, we have our ups in our downs.

Stepfast is what matters. Stepfast is what we want to

confidence in stead.

Fastest what people looked up to.

When you're consisting, you're always the same, swear sleep, consisting.

You're always got a message.

Consistently, you'll always hear from God. Consistent, you'll pray and

ain't not going on answer.

I want to be that way.

I don't want to go out.

To the far country. They had just mentally, he physically

been scarcely all. I want to have what I need

where the time comes. I thank them for the spirit

of the Lord.

We felt to thee.

I thank you for the miracle, we say, and I

don't tell him that went all the way down.

I wasn't talking much, but I looked at brother Jesse

and I said, she's gone.

Looks like that's warmed over. I thank God for the miracle.

Ye, I can't win the man of God call on.

That's so true.

There's a lot of im want to freak out the

man God with bag.

And see what Rudy said.

Ship back. Jesus done the same thing talking the rollers.

Get that.

God came down lace from my dad. God done shut

by God.

I prove it shut by God, will move right here,

he thinks, an annoying man, I'm gone.

I thank the Lord for the leadership they have. I

thank you for what he done.

He's went worthy of.

That'd be crazy, whatever he.

Think.

I want to say that again.

Let check yourself.

This morning, I feel like I'm living right, but this

morning I made sure I checked myself. I said, y'all,

right now, I think I'm know. If Pastor was to

call me right now and say you better pray, I

checked myself to see y'all, I hope I have what

I wouldn't need in that moment, and check yourself. Let

it be a time where you said I'm gonna go

ahead and buckle down and be faithful.

I don't go ahead.

To night could be the knife we all shovel at times.

Let the knight be the knife that you slipped the

mental switch. Let me say, I, well be that man

that the pastor's end up here on.

I'll be alone.

When someone needs to pray.

Then it's down in my spirit.

Let's see you pray.

At the house where when the time comes you can say, Pastor,

I got your bible, Pastor, I.

Pray, Pastor, I pray in heaven or fall.

Man Jesus, don't them doubters get out to God. We

didn't have a single doubt, or I don't know that

we did, But the way the Man of God said it,

it sure seemed like you.

That's the same thing Jesus said, not in doubt. And

I knew in that moment.

I've watched my pastor for years. I knew the man

was on a mission. He grabbed the old pending.

Life for you.

Knowing that in that moment here's God that he and

then I'm talking to wouldn't move.

It's a privilege and an honor to be a part

of this time.

It's an honor. It is a privilege.

To be somewhere where a man has enough of God

to raise a girl. I get thinking tired of people

just standing.

Ain't in a man.

I respect a man that'll buckle down and except what

God tells him to people and just.

Found faithful.

People take the owner that the Man of God deserves.

I get it.

It ain't the man, but in the same sense, it

is the man, because you ain't being one that's had

the life, but you need to God.

Can you by that?

It isn't the man of God?

Oh Wicha Elijah could call it down, not Elisha. We

tell all the stories of the men in the Bible

and the things they did.

Yeah, God done it through them, and that makes us

respect the man.

Too many people, we'll say, you know, all that's not

all in the pastors.

I get that, but it is.

It is.

Too many people.

I'm telling you, they don't respect it the way they should.

I know this church respects second to none, but that's

been a have people in mind for years. People say, oh,

I know it's not brother so and so. I know

it's not you know what he done. I understand that

it is God. But I respect a man, I really do.

I respect a man that will concentrating.

And give his life to God that God can use

because it ain't easy.

Whenevery one of us want to lay our head.

On the pillow atnot that man's up praying. It ain't

an easy life. And I respect that, and I know

I said it, but just make sure it is.

It is a lot in the man of God.

You respects so many men.

In the Bible because of the way they.

Would surrender and give everything away.

They give their life, they give their harm, everything to

the ministry.

And you're looking at a.

Man that don't exactly that, just as I'm in the Bible,

ain't butter nobody else.

From the hard too many people.

I know, I've said it a butts tonight they will it,

and I get the man of God in respect.

They need to. I respect my pastor more than.

You'll ever know, Sister Grace, is right, God's honest truth.

In the moment. If it needed to happen.

I ain't a swearing man, but you could swear on it.

Fire would fall if that man asked God for it.

I've seen more things than would fit on paper or

most but the times God use that man, the times

we would be asleep all of a sudden, it's pack up,

go somewhere.

God leads him right to a man ten hours away

right their. So it just like that in the Bible.

We love to take an allan and it's all about

that man that God used, right, and God use that

man this morning.

And ship out of ship out him the cancer.

Y'all use that man.

And I'm trying.

The Walla says we're in a place we a re shepherd.

That you call healing down that the call rather they down.

Right. I thank the Lord.

Go what he's done tonight. Stay right here, brother Philip.

Y'all do realize he's supposed to be either dead or

ain't up.

We're again so.

Miracles apart therapy.

We're all without that work yard.

We ain't noticed that man.

He's quaint.

Oh my god, helllloah hello Hello, Because of proper all

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