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Living Under The Shadow - Bro Jesse Howell 5-10-2026

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  1. It's wonderful to be in church this evening. Amen again

  2. on Sunday. Appreciate what all has been done and said

  3. already thus far in the service. And I just appreciate

  4. the Lord. I got a new Bible right here, and

  5. it does not want to cooperate, but I want to

  6. say I appreciate my pastor and this opportunity to be

  7. here tonight to bring the word of the Lord. I

  8. did try to study and pray for this, and I

  9. believe that I have got a hold of the mind

  10. of the Lord because he spoke to I feel like

  11. he spoke to me. Amen, and I just want to

  12. obey him. I want to say I appreciate the offering

  13. a man i, miss, I appreciate your giving and all

  14. that you've done thus far. Thank you to each and

  15. every one of y'all for what y'all have done and

  16. what you are doing for my wife and my beautiful

  17. family and for our family. Amen. Welcoming our new baby girl. Amen.

  18. We're just plumb thrilled about what God's done. Amen. Just

  19. a wonderful Amen. Uh man. I said, I wasn't going

  20. to say Amen that much, but I'm letting a few

  21. slide here. Tonight. But we're very thankful for what God

  22. has done, just the manifold blessings and wonderful Amen. Power

  23. of God. But we thank God for that and for

  24. all of you all. Amen. It's just wonderful. And I've

  25. got you thinking about how many times I say Amen

  26. tonight now, so every time I say it, y'all going

  27. to be smiling at me. That's all right, that's all right.

  28. So thanks Sister Wooting. Amen. That's something us young preachers

  29. getting a habit of. And that's that habit dies hard man,

  30. disr Turn with me to the Book of Beginnings this

  31. morning or this evening tonight, this after this evening. As

  32. Brother Nathaniel was saying, we always did good to get

  33. a good kick out of that, I wanted the Lord

  34. to help us tonight. About halfway through the song service

  35. there at the nursing home, my voice left me. I

  36. couldn't sing on key or nothing anymore. I tried to

  37. preach and I was I wasn't much more than a

  38. whisper over there. And so I just trust the Lord

  39. to help us here tonight. I don't want to miss

  40. anything here. I do miss my pastor and his wife

  41. so very much. We appreciate their burden here for the

  42. work of the Lord, and we appreciate them doing the

  43. work of God wherever they're at, Amen, everywhere they've gone,

  44. everywhere they go, everywhere they have gone, or everywhere they

  45. will go. I just believe because I've seen it, Amen,

  46. that they do the work of the Lord. I do

  47. appreciate my mother. Amen. I love her dearly, and I

  48. just thank God for giving her to me and to us. Amen.

  49. All right, can I'm gonna get some co text following

  50. my pastor's footsteps, shall we? I need two brothers that'll

  51. read for me. Thank you, Brother Nathaniel, hey man, follow

  52. my pastor's example here, Brother Nathaniel, would you turn to

  53. the Book of Psalms, chapter number fifty seven, verse number one,

  54. Brother Caleb Matthew, the twenty third chapter and verse number

  55. thirty seven. Thank you, brethren, Psals fifty seven and verse

  56. number one, Brother Nathaniel Matthew, twenty three and thirty seven,

  57. Brother Caleb, Amen, be.

  58. Merciful unto me, Old God, be merciful unto me. For

  59. my soul trusteth in thee yay in the shadow of wings.

  60. Will I make my refuge until these calamities be overpassed.

  61. AmAm brother Caleb Matthew twenty three and verse number thirty seven,

  62. My brother.

  63. Old Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets and stones

  64. them which are sent unto the How often would I

  65. have gathered the children together even as a hen gathereth

  66. her chicks under her wings, and you would not.

  67. Hey man? Genesis chapter number twenty one. Genesis chapter number

  68. twenty one. For our text this morning or this app

  69. this tonight, ibout did it for real that time? Genesis

  70. chapter number twenty one. We're gonna start reading. In verse

  71. number nine, we'll read a few versus the scriptures. Here.

  72. And Sarah saw the son of Hagar, the Egyptian, which

  73. she had born unto Abraham, making wherefore she said, unto Abraham,

  74. cast out this bond woman and her son, for the

  75. son of this bond woman shall not be with my son,

  76. even with Isaac. And the thing was very grievous in

  77. Abraham's sight because of his son. And God said, unto Abraham,

  78. let it not be grievous in thy sight because of

  79. the lad and because of thy bond woman. In all

  80. that Sarah hath said unto thee hearken unto her voice,

  81. For in Isaac, shall thy seed be called, And also

  82. the son of the bond woman, will I make a

  83. nation because he is thy Seed. And Abraham rose up

  84. early in the morning and took bread and a bottle

  85. of water, and gave it unto Hagar, putting it on

  86. her shoulder, and the child, and sent her away. And

  87. they departed and wandered in the wilderness of Beersheba, and

  88. the water was spent in the bottle, and she cast

  89. the child under one of the shrubs. Would you lift

  90. your hands and ask the Lord to help us here

  91. just a little while, Lord, we thank you so much

  92. for your goodness and your mercy, your grace and your kindness. Lord.

  93. I stand here today is your humble servant, Lord, understanding

  94. that I'm nothing without you God, that I can do

  95. nothing without you. Lord. I am just a few days

  96. and full of trouble God, and I need your help

  97. Lord tonight. If we're gonna accomplish anything for your work,

  98. for your work, God, if we're gonna do anything that's good, Lord,

  99. we're gonna need you to help us. God. I acknowledge you, Lord,

  100. and my need for you. I love you. I thank you,

  101. and I praise you, and I depend on you. In

  102. the wonderful name of Jesus. We pray, Amen and Amen.

  103. I do want to kind of stick with the theme

  104. here tonight, Amen, on this beautiful day that we have

  105. set aside to celebrate our mothers. I felt the Lord

  106. lead me this way, and I felt the Lord speak

  107. into my heart Saturday, early earlier, not real early, but

  108. early Saturday morning. Amen, I want to preach you a little

  109. title called living under the Shadow. Amen. Our text here

  110. tonight has escorted us through the halls of time and

  111. once again brought our attention to the tale of two

  112. quarrelling mothers, namely Sarah and Hagar, neither of which are

  113. innocent or blameless. Amen. You remember the Hebrew matriarch Sarah

  114. had become impatient in her waiting for the promise of

  115. a son. Brother Nathaniel preached Amen about that that matriarch, Amen,

  116. trying to press or trying to force the will of God.

  117. This morning, here's yet Amen, another one that tried to

  118. do the same thing. She had become impatient with the

  119. promise of a son by God because God had told

  120. Abraham that he would that he would bring give Abraham

  121. a son. And Sarah had just become real impatient there,

  122. and she gave to Abraham her Egyptian servant or slave

  123. named Hagar, that she might give Abraham the child that

  124. he was promised. And this was not a far fetched

  125. thing in this Bible time for women to do that.

  126. You can remember. You can remember throughout scripture where there

  127. were certain times whenever women would give their servant or

  128. their handmaid to their husband so that he would have

  129. more children and more sons to name. I remember Rachel

  130. and Leo would give. I believe one of them was Billa,

  131. and I forgot the other one. But they gave to

  132. Jacob their their handmaids, and he had more sons through them.

  133. So Sarah had kind of done the same thing here,

  134. but she was doing it not just that Abraham would

  135. have more sons, but she was trying to bring about

  136. the will of God, and she was trying to bring

  137. about the plan of God in Abraham's life, and she

  138. was trying to bring the promised child that God had

  139. promised to Abraham. In chapter number sixteen of the same book.

  140. Here the in Genesis we find of Hagar's attitude towards

  141. toward her mistress Sarah. When she realizes that she's carrying

  142. Abraham's child a man. When she realizes she's carrying the

  143. child of this great man, her attitude changes, and her

  144. demeanor changes, and and the way the way she talks

  145. to Sarah changes. She just she was. She was just

  146. Sarah's handmaid. She was just Sarah's servant. She was a nobody.

  147. She was there when Miss Sarah said, go do this.

  148. Then Hagar said yes, ma'am. When Hagar whenever Sarah warned

  149. something and she told Hagar, go do this. That's all

  150. that Hagar was was just a little servant. But when

  151. she realized that she was, that she had in her

  152. womb the son of a great Ma'am. When she realized

  153. that she had conceived of Abraham, her attitude changes there

  154. from a from a and she no longer has the

  155. attitude of a and she no longer has the attitude

  156. of a bondwoman. And I was surprised that Sarah had

  157. given Hagar to Abraham to be his wife. Ay man,

  158. it was I don't and I would have to search

  159. it the scriptures more to to really realize if if

  160. when Sarah did that, she gave up her servant her

  161. servant rights. Maybe whenever she gave Abraham as a wife,

  162. maybe Hagar was no longer a slave. I don't think

  163. that was the case. But nevertheless, Sarah gave Hagar to

  164. be Abraham's wife, and she became the mother to Abraham's child.

  165. Now this slave or this servant woman now feels superior

  166. to Sarah. She now she feels like that she's on

  167. a higher level than Sarah is because Sarah was barn

  168. Sarah could not bring forth a child, and now she

  169. has done that, and now she feels like she has

  170. surpassed Sarah, and she's greater than Sarah. And now she

  171. feels like she can look down on Sarah, and she,

  172. no doubt, she no doubt began to treat Sarah differently

  173. than when she did whenever she was first her servant. Amen.

  174. So this is why I say that neither Sarah or

  175. Hagar are innocent in this quarreling, in this going back

  176. and forth, and in this jockey and for position. Amen,

  177. that neither would because Sarah had forced the will, tried

  178. to force the will of God. Might I say, and Hagar,

  179. whenever she realized what had happened, then her attitude changed

  180. and she became a different woman. Amen. In chapter number

  181. twenty six, closer to our text, Abraham puts in chapter

  182. number twenty one, rather closer to our text, Abraham puts

  183. on a feast to celebrate the weaning of his longer

  184. waited promise by Sarah. Because now, Amen, now the promise

  185. has come forth. Now now after Sarah has made the

  186. mistake that she made, and and and Ishmael is now

  187. running around. Now Sarah actually brings the promised child into

  188. the world, and and God's promise is fulfilled in their life.

  189. And Abraham puts on a feast to celebrate the weaning

  190. of this child. Then he's celeb and he puts on

  191. a feast to celebrate the long awaited promise by Sarah,

  192. his wife. And during the festivities there, during the festivities there,

  193. Hagar and Ishmael was no doubt in attendance. They no

  194. doubt attended the ceremony or whatever took place the big feast.

  195. They were there with all the crowd and all the

  196. all the people that were there celebrating Isaac. And they

  197. were there. And during the festivity, Sarah catches eyes with Ishmael,

  198. and she sees Ishmael mocking the the child. There she

  199. sees Ishmael mocking Isaac, or mocking the festivities, or or

  200. she just realizes that Ishmael didn't have the right attitude

  201. that she thought he should have. And I wonder where

  202. he learned that from. Brother Nathaniel mentioned that this morning,

  203. and I had this in my notes already, but in

  204. verse number six, in chapter number sixteen, I already talked

  205. about it. Hagar had become a new woman, and Hagar

  206. had begun despising Sarah. The Bible said, Hagar despised Sarah

  207. after she realized what was taking place in her body,

  208. after she realized who she had become, after she realized

  209. the status that she had just received, she became a

  210. different woman, and she began despising Sarah. The Bible said,

  211. Hagar when she saw that she had conceived her mistress

  212. was despised in her eyes. So Sarah had been come

  213. despised in Hagar's eyes because she felt like she was someone.

  214. So I just have to believe that Ishmael learned that

  215. molcking and Ismael learned that despising attitude from his mama

  216. because he had seen how Hagar had talked about Sarah

  217. that he had seen how Hagar had talked about Isaac,

  218. that he had picked up on those trades, and he realized,

  219. if Mollikan do it, then I can do it. Heymen,

  220. I think that's where Ishmael learned it. Brother Nathaniel mentioned

  221. it this morning. Few children are taking up after us,

  222. few children are walking in our footsteps. These children are

  223. following our path, the waath of relay and the wreath

  224. of relieve. We've got little ones following behind us, and

  225. they're watching us, and they're learning from us. Ishmael learned

  226. from Hagar, and Sarah sees Ishmael mocking promised child, marking

  227. the festivities, marking the party, and Sarah at this point

  228. she's already I don't the scripture, don't record it, but

  229. I believe that that it was. It was those those

  230. few years between Ishmael's birth and and Isaac's weaning. I

  231. believe it was a rocky time in the life of

  232. Sarah and Hagar. Hey Man, you you remember that.

  233. I believe it was was us, Rachel and Leah that

  234. was kind of fighting for Jacob's love there writing, and

  235. Leah felt like she would be she would be loving

  236. more than Rachel because she couldn't have children.

  237. And I think kind of the same thing was going

  238. on here in the life of Sarah and Hagar, as

  239. they were kind of fighting for Abraham's love and fighting

  240. for Abraham's respect. Way about in Ishmael learned the ways

  241. of that. Just just this disc if you will, and

  242. he had learned the ways of his mother. Amen and

  243. Sarah fighting and bickering and fussing because they were despised

  244. in each other's eyes. Amen. Sarah here reaches her tipping

  245. point and she goes to Abraham as she requests Abraham

  246. to send Hagar and Ishviel away. Sarah can take it

  247. no more. She's had all she can take, and she

  248. tells Abraham, you gotta send her away. I can't have this,

  249. this child taking the inheritance of my child, the promised child.

  250. But it was your mistake, Sarah, but steal, Abraham. I

  251. can't take this. I've had all I can take. I

  252. took all that I can and it's time for them

  253. to go. It's time for them to the part. Amen, Sir,

  254. Abraham's not help you about it. We read it in

  255. our text because he did love Ishmael. Amen, he loved Ishbel,

  256. He loved his firm born son. Amen. Even though it

  257. was kind of uh not, it was definitely not the

  258. plan of God. Still Abraham loved that child that God

  259. had given him. And Abraham said, and God told Abraham,

  260. go ahead and listen to Sarah, go ahead and do

  261. what she said, go ahead and send Hagar, and go

  262. ahead and send Ishmael away. But I'm still gonna make

  263. of him a great nation because of who he is,

  264. because of whose son he is, Abraham, just because he's

  265. your son, He's still gonna have a he's still gonna

  266. be a great man, and he's still gonna be a

  267. great nation. And you know, many a kingdoms have come

  268. against Ishmael, many people, many kings, and many many wars

  269. have happened where people are trying to take Ishmael out

  270. and they can't. Amen. He's still got a promise from

  271. God on him that he will stand until God says

  272. it's time. Amen. So we read after Abraham, here's from God.

  273. Very early in the morning. He wastes no time. And

  274. once he got the ok from God, and once he

  275. got the orders from headquarters, as he all saying goes,

  276. he got up early in the morning, and he gathers

  277. some bread, and he gets some water together, and he

  278. puts it in a bottle, and he sends Hagar and

  279. Ishmael out into the wilderness. He sends the longtime slave

  280. of Sarah into the wilderness of Beersheba, and they begin

  281. to wander around. Haygard didn't know where she was going.

  282. Heygard didn't know what to do. She didn't have any

  283. idea of what to do, or where to go or

  284. tough to call along. All she knew that Abraham had

  285. told me. You told her you gotta get out. The

  286. time's come where you gotta leave. Mama's not happy no more.

  287. Mama's not okay anymore because of the mocking, and because

  288. of it, it's sizing. You've gotta get out now. It's

  289. high for you to leave. So Hagar and Ishmael, no doubt,

  290. with tears in their eyes, and Abraham with tears in

  291. his eyes. They said, son, I'm sorry, I don't understand

  292. it fruly, but I do, because God said it's time.

  293. Abraham loved is Ishmael there, and no doubt he loved

  294. Hagar as well. They had been together for years. Amen.

  295. But they said, it's time for you to go. And

  296. I really don't know if Hagar and Ishmael realized their

  297. dire situation when Abraham first came to them and informed

  298. them that they would no longer be living within the

  299. camp with the blessings of God. I don't know. Maybe

  300. they did, but maybe they didn't. But whenever Abraham said

  301. it's time for you to go, their situation got dire

  302. as soon as Abraham said, it's time for you to go.

  303. And all I'm giving you is a little bit of

  304. water and I'm giving you a little bit of bread.

  305. But Abraham, you have all these flocks. But Abraham, you

  306. have all these herds, and Abraham, God's blessed you so much.

  307. And all I'm kidding is a little bit of water

  308. and a little bit of bread. Well, I don't know

  309. saying that, Hey, God, but it's time for you to go.

  310. It's time for you to take a look and go

  311. find your way in the wilderness. Hagard israel situation was terrible.

  312. At that moment. All they had was a bottle of water.

  313. All they had was some bread. Abraham had been blessed,

  314. Abraham had the blessings of God upon his life, and

  315. Hagard had raised her son in the lap of riches.

  316. Abraham had raised his her son in the house of Abraham.

  317. The men of God the wrong that God said, this

  318. is my man, That's what this food grew up in.

  319. Is foul grew up in a camp where they had

  320. plenty to eat. This fool grew up in a camp

  321. where they had plenty to drink. And now all I've

  322. got it was a little bottle of water, and all

  323. I've got is a little bit of bread. Hey, Gord

  324. and Israel had no doubt drank water from the wells

  325. of Abraham's servants. I don't think Ishman was pretty young

  326. at this time yet, But I don't think it for

  327. whatever went out there and learned how to dig a well.

  328. Because Daddy had so many servants. I don't think this

  329. one had ever learned how to hunt a deer, ay

  330. man or some kind of wilderness wilderness bird amen, because

  331. Daddy had so many servants, and everything he ever knew

  332. that was just given to him, and everything he ever

  333. wrot it was just kill, I told him. And now

  334. he finds himself having a walk away from Dad's camp.

  335. Hagard was nothing but a slave when she met Sarah.

  336. When she began traveling with Abraham, she was nothing but

  337. a slave. And in process of time, as God began

  338. to bless Abraham and he had become big, and he

  339. had he had begun to bless Abraham, and Abraham had

  340. begun to get growing in the grace of God, then

  341. Hagard knew what it was like to climb that ladder. Amen.

  342. If she was yet a servant, then she knew what

  343. it was to be one of the well most well

  344. taken care of servants, because she was the servant of

  345. Miss Sarah and mister Abraham. So she was a pauper

  346. when she met Abraham and Sarah, no doubt. And now

  347. she finds herself in the same state as she was in.

  348. Now she's took a big backslide, and she's went all

  349. the way back to where she's started, and may be

  350. worse than she's ever been. Because even as a slave,

  351. they would at least have something to eat, and even

  352. as a slave, they would have at least somewhere to

  353. leave their head at night and to feel a little

  354. bit of sense of safety. But now she's just outing

  355. a great big wilderness, and she don't know what to

  356. do now she's just wandered around, so she has really

  357. slid back, and she's less now than she's ever been.

  358. Sarah and Hang are now seemingly nobody, in the middle

  359. of a great big desert, in the middle of a

  360. great big wilderness. Nobody cared, nobody knew, nobody knew where

  361. they was. For him had said it was time to go.

  362. And if they didn't know what a blessing it was

  363. to dine at Mama Sarah's table, if they didn't know

  364. how what a blessing it was to grab that cup

  365. of water and lift it to their lips as a slave.

  366. But this one was not a slave. This one was

  367. a son a man. And if he didn't realize what

  368. a blessing it was for him to be able to

  369. walk up the daddy's well and grab a coat on,

  370. i's cold glass of that water that well and stick

  371. it to his list, by now he does. By now

  372. he realizes what kind of shape he's in. By now

  373. he gonna starting to realize the real role setting in.

  374. I'm not in the tenser avor him no more. I'm

  375. not in the camp with the great Man of God anymore.

  376. Now I'm out here in the wilderness. Now I'm out here,

  377. no no matter here and no bread. This is a

  378. mother's day. And there's a lot of times that we

  379. take for granted the amenities of mama's house. There's a

  380. lot of times as young men where we take for granted.

  381. Get those clothes who're just gonna be stacked up in

  382. a laundry basket, all nice and folded, and set my

  383. ur redroom door. Amen. I don't know if your mama

  384. folds your folded, folds your clothes or not, but my

  385. mama did, Amen. And most of the time she just

  386. fowed them up, get them all nous and clean for me,

  387. get them in a great big laundry basket, and just

  388. see him right there on the door. And all I

  389. had to do was go grab the basket, take it

  390. in my room, and seek it in my drawers. Amen.

  391. When I was smart about it, I didn't get I

  392. didn't move out of mom and Dad's un until I

  393. got married. Amen. I could have I had my house

  394. a few months before I got married. Amen. But I

  395. was smart and I just stayed right there at mom

  396. and Dad's house because I realized the blessings Amen of

  397. pulling my chair up to mama's table. Heymen, I realized

  398. the blessing of just going in the fridge anytime and

  399. pulling out that container and left over us anytime I

  400. wanted it because Mamma had been on the shove. Amen.

  401. I realized that I could just go to my dresser

  402. and pull out that work shirt anytime I wanted because

  403. Mama had been in the ladgery room. Here. Don't come

  404. a time when you don't get that. Amen. We gotta

  405. be grateful and thankful for what Mama does. We gotta

  406. buy nurse. You say I should preach on spiritual things, Well,

  407. this is pretty close to spiritual, but this is Mother's Day,

  408. and I think we ought to be grateful and thankful

  409. for the mothers that God gave us. Amen. We just

  410. take for granted that there's gonna be a meal on

  411. the table. Brother Caleb was smart too. He moved out

  412. of Mama's house and said, Grandma, you want to move in.

  413. That's a smart man, Amen, But there's a lot of

  414. things that we take for granted, and you don't realize

  415. it until you don't have it. You say, where does

  416. this tie in? While you have him? And paid attention

  417. to what I've been saying, hey, God probably didn't. I

  418. don't know. Maybe she did. But when she got in

  419. the rareriness, when she went without, Brother Dylan probably knows

  420. what I'm talking about. When do you get in the

  421. wilderness when you don't have it, then that's when you

  422. really understand the blessing there was. If hey, God didn't

  423. realize it, well she sure does now because now she's

  424. missing out on all of that good stuff we take

  425. for granted, the washing of the clothes and the cooking

  426. of the meals and the cleaning of the house. Amen.

  427. We don't really realize it or appreciate it correctly until

  428. we don't have it, until it's not there anymore. Her

  429. young pastor one time told me, and this is I

  430. thought it was kind of funny, But a young pastor

  431. told me one time that brother Russell McDonald was come

  432. by it come come by his church and he was

  433. preaching for him, and uh, he told him. He told

  434. the congregation, the young pastor's congregation. He said, Yeah, this

  435. young pastor right here, he's got it made in the shade,

  436. all expense paid, drinking pink lemonade. Amen. Sometimes that's who

  437. we are. We don't realize it. Amen. Sometimes we had

  438. it made in the shade and we didn't realize it.

  439. We never realized, trust how easy it was. We're just

  440. how good it was until we don't have it. Amen.

  441. And if you ever have you ever heard somebody and

  442. if you grew up in church and you have a

  443. good attitude and you have a good mouth, and then

  444. and you don't go and work and you act like

  445. the devil, there was a good chance that one of

  446. your coworkers has told you, man, I can tell you

  447. lived a sheltered life. I've heard that so many times. Oh,

  448. you live a sheltered life. I can tell you just

  449. lived a sheltered life. I did live a sheltered life,

  450. and I thank God for it. Is that supposed to

  451. be an insultant, hey man, Because if it was supposed

  452. to be one, I sure ain't taking it that way,

  453. because I know the things that my parents sheltered me from,

  454. because I know the things that my mama prayed away

  455. from me, and to know the things that my dad

  456. prayed away from me. And I know I lived a

  457. sheltered life, and I thank God for it. I appreciate

  458. a sheltered home, sheltered from the winds, of this world,

  459. sheltered from the things of the hurt and the pain

  460. and the sorrow of this world. I thank God for that.

  461. A lot of us here today were blessed to live

  462. under the shelter of a godly mother praying for us

  463. and shielding us from the broken heart and the pain

  464. and the suffering that many in this world face. Heymen,

  465. there's a lot of us that lived in homes, and

  466. we grew up in sheltered homes. And God used our parents, Amen,

  467. as that little hen Amen that our cotext there in

  468. the book of Matthew as God was talking about Jerusalem,

  469. and God used that motter. Hey, God used that's all

  470. to open up those rings. Had to provide a shelter

  471. for us, had to desight to provide a safe haven

  472. for us. Amen, There's a lot of us that lived

  473. in a sheltered, sheltered atmosphere thanks to our godly mothers

  474. and fathers, Sheltered from the broken homes, sheltered from all

  475. the hatred, sheltered from the peaceless nights through no sleep

  476. because our parents were in the next room fighting. I

  477. don't know what that's about, and I thank God for it.

  478. Maybe I don't know what it's like to hear my

  479. dad and my mom with their verses rings hording and

  480. screaming and one another. Because I've been sheltered. I've been

  481. sheltered by His grace, captain us safety face, protected by

  482. the prayers of those who sought His face. We've been

  483. sheltered by the grace of God and by Bible believing,

  484. praying mothers and fathers. David said there in Psalms chapter

  485. number ninety one, he that dwelleth in the secret place

  486. of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of

  487. the Almighty. That sounds like a sheltered place to me.

  488. Hey man, that sounds like a safe haven to me.

  489. What a privilege it is for us that lived in

  490. those environments, that lived in those homes. And I'm not

  491. throwing down on anybody that wasn't, but I'm preach it

  492. to a houseful of young people that were. Hey man,

  493. we've lived in a house where we can look around

  494. and we can realize though it may not have been perfect,

  495. although you'd be hard to convince me that mine wasn't. Amen,

  496. but you might look at your household it say well,

  497. it was good, but it wasn't perfect, but still we've

  498. been sheltered. But still you've got something to thank God about.

  499. That's something that care enough for you to at least

  500. try to shelter something. What a privilege to look and

  501. realize that we've lived under the shadow of the Almighty

  502. because Mama and Dad knew how to find a secret place.

  503. David said, he that dwells in the secret place. You

  504. knew how to be sheltered. You knew how to dwell

  505. under the shadow, find the secret place. Our parents found

  506. the secret place. We were sheltered. We were under the

  507. shadow of the Almighty because Mama and Daddy went to

  508. the secret place, because mam and Dad went to the

  509. prayer closet and they prayed for us. There ever comes

  510. a time when we leave the sheltered environment of our

  511. parents' home like his sword did. If there ever comes

  512. a time where we get out from under Abraham's wings,

  513. and we get out from under Sarah and Abraham's householder

  514. with their little camp, and we leave that sheltered environment

  515. and we find ourselves in the wilderness of this life,

  516. he will be imported that we are able to find

  517. the same refuge for ourself. Hey man, it's important for

  518. us to learn how mom and Dad gave us the

  519. sheltered environment. It'll be important for us to learn how

  520. mom and Dad's shot was a shadow from the sun,

  521. ay Man. They will be important for us to learn

  522. how to get in the secret place. So there are

  523. little ones and ourselves can find us in the shadow.

  524. We can find ourselves in the shelter and in the shade.

  525. In verse number fourteen and fifteen of our text, hey

  526. Gard and Ishmael now find themselves out in the wilderness

  527. on their own. And they no longer are in the

  528. tents of Abraham. They're no longer experiencing the blessings of Abraham.

  529. But now they're wandering under the beating son of the wilderness.

  530. They're wondering there in the wilderness of Beersheba, and the

  531. water's all gone, and the bread's all gone, and now

  532. Hegard don't know what to do. Haygard don't know where

  533. to turn, and she don't know where to go. And

  534. the brady little boy Ishmael had learned his mama's ways,

  535. the brady little boy that what's mocked. He now realizes

  536. just how blessed he was, that little boy that once

  537. mocked Sarah and once mocked the Isaac. Now his mind

  538. can go back and remember how blessed Isaac still is,

  539. and Hagar can remember how blessed Sarah still is. He

  540. realizes how blessed he was while living in the shelter

  541. and the provision of Abraham. Abraham had provided tense and

  542. a safe place away from the sun, a way to

  543. escape the desert heat, a way to find shelter from

  544. the burning sun. As they walked around the sun out

  545. on the sand, and the sun beat down upon them,

  546. and Heygard, it hurt us stress with no water or

  547. no food. She takes this with the point of death.

  548. Is for now, is at the point of death. She's

  549. done all she can. She can't do nothing else. She

  550. can't help him no more. She's done all she can.

  551. He ever felt that way. I'm sure there has been

  552. a few mothers that felt that way, felt like Hegar.

  553. I have nothing else to give him, I have nothing

  554. else to do for them. I don't know what else

  555. to do. Heygar finds herself in this place, no water,

  556. no food. She takes Ishmael and she puts him under

  557. the shrubs in the wilderness. She finds a little shade

  558. for the man, for the young boy. She finds a

  559. little shelter from the heat, Amen, and she takes Ishmael

  560. at the point of death, and she places him under

  561. the shade, and she places him under the shadow of

  562. the shrub, Amen, hoping that maybe he just find a

  563. little relief and hope, and then maybe he'd find just

  564. a little bit of shade away from the beating something. Amen.

  565. Sometimes mothers help must feel that way when they've done

  566. all they can, when they feel like they're what they

  567. can do is limited, and they just realize that they

  568. can't do nothing else, and they just got to find

  569. a shady place, and they've gotta find a shove of

  570. the place of safety. And they just put the child

  571. under the shade, under the shrub and they just said,

  572. I've gotta let God handle it from here. It's out

  573. of my hands. God, there's nothing else I can do.

  574. They've left the tents of Abraham, they walked away from

  575. the shelter of Abraham. Here there's nothing else I can do.

  576. But Heygard found out in verse number seventeen that God

  577. knew where the little boy was, that she had committed

  578. to the shade that little child, that She was just

  579. looking for a little bit of relief for him. She

  580. loved that boy. You say she didn't love him, she

  581. left him there to die. No, she loved him so

  582. much that she couldn't stand to sit there and watch

  583. that boy suffer like that. She had all she could

  584. take of seeing it is full suffer, and she said,

  585. I can't take it no more. There's nothing else I

  586. can do. Haygard found out in verse number seventeen that

  587. God knew where the shade was, and God knew where

  588. the shelter was, and God knew where Hagar had putish Man.

  589. Hagar found out that God would visit her son as

  590. he laid there in the shade of the shrub. God

  591. would visit them. They would raise them up once again

  592. and do a wonderful miracle in their life. Life wasn't

  593. over for Hagar, it felt like he was. For Hagard,

  594. she felt like she had done all she could do,

  595. and she committed him to the shade. She committed him

  596. to the only shelter that she could find when her

  597. wish you felt like she couldn't give him no more.

  598. Whif you felt like her shelter right out hen she

  599. just found the all shout there around and she said, God,

  600. it's all God, DoD's our house. Had I just committed

  601. to you, Man, I just kidding, and I just trust you.

  602. I told you my inspiration. Inspiration came for this message

  603. Saturday morning. Amen. Saturday morning, I was driving westbound on

  604. State Roade eighty between Label and Alpha, just a little

  605. bit before eight am. We were taking our brand new

  606. little baby girl that God blessed us with for her

  607. two day appointment, her two day check up to see

  608. the pediatrician, just to make sure. And everything was still

  609. looking good. And then everything was still going okay. And

  610. I had to go clear to the other side of

  611. Fort Myers, Amen, on the west side of Fort Myers,

  612. and I was coming there between Label and Alva, and

  613. I was headed west on State Rhode eighty. And I

  614. looked to my right there in the in the uh

  615. cal pasture, and my wife will probably remember me saying, Lord,

  616. is that you Amen? Because I just felt the word

  617. whispering to my heart. Amen, And I in this message

  618. began to work on me in And I didn't have

  619. a text, and I didn't have a title, but I

  620. looked to my right and I seen what seemed to

  621. me to be a little black angus heifer calf Amen.

  622. And she standing out there in that field as the

  623. sun was rising up on the east, Aymen, I'm sure

  624. it was a beautiful sunrise on when in West Palm Beach,

  625. Amen on the eastern coast. And as that sun was

  626. coming up, I passed by this little cow, and I

  627. looked in the field and I seen this cow, and

  628. the sun was cast in a westward shadow from that tree.

  629. And that little calf was standing not close to the

  630. stump of that tree, not directly under the tree, but

  631. that little calf was standing about ten feet behind that

  632. tree where that big shade was being cast from that sun. Amen.

  633. If she had been too close, the only shadow that

  634. was there was the trunk. But she stepped back to

  635. wear that big beautiful limbs of that old tree was

  636. branching out, causing just this beautiful shade I'd ever seen

  637. in my life. And I know it was a little

  638. before eight, so the sun probably wasn't too hot yet,

  639. hey man. But this was a young calf, or a

  640. young cow rather, And I realized that that cow knew

  641. the importance of being on the right side of the tree,

  642. hey Man. And I felt like the Lord began talking

  643. to me about the importance of the shade and about

  644. the importance of the shelter. Hey, God knew the importance

  645. of the shelter. That little cow knew that that son

  646. that was beating down, what's gonna get hot. It's gonna

  647. get hot. It might not be hot right now, but

  648. it's gonna be hot that if I can get into shade.

  649. I forget what they say the shade is, but it's

  650. a reasonable reasonable amount cooler in the shade than it

  651. is in the direct sunlight. I want to say it's

  652. ten to fifteen degrees. It's what they would say most

  653. of the time in the shade versus in the direct sunlight.

  654. And that little cow knew where she needed to stand.

  655. That little cow realized that if I'm gonna be sheltered

  656. from this beaten sun, if I'm gonna find shelter from

  657. this sun that's gonna be beaten on me, then I've

  658. gotta get in the shade. Then I've got to get

  659. in the portion of the tree to find protection from

  660. the sun. And I realized Saturday yesterday, I realized that

  661. the Cross of Calvary cast a shadow of shelter from

  662. this old word. Then I realized that the cross of

  663. Calfrey stands so tall, and it's sand so shrong, and

  664. it cast a shade between us and this world. When

  665. the sun shines on us, when the world beats on us,

  666. when we feel like we're in the wilderness, when we

  667. feel like, hey, God, and we we've gone nowhere to turn.

  668. If we get on the right side of the tree,

  669. if we get on the right side of the cross,

  670. then we'll find shelter. Then we'll find shelter from this world.

  671. In the shadow of the cross, We'll find shelter from

  672. the sun. The cow realized that it mattered which side

  673. of the tree she stood on. Hegar knew to find

  674. a shelter for Ishmael, to prolong Ishmael's life as long

  675. as possible. She found to protect him from the direct

  676. sun rays and the direct sunbeams. Heygar understood the importance

  677. of shelter. Our parents understood the importance of staying in

  678. the shelter of the cross. Our parents realize the importance

  679. of raising us on the right side of the tree.

  680. If you will, amen, we have a lot of young

  681. parents here, and I count myself in that crowd. Amen.

  682. I'm only only twenty eight here, and I've gotta understand

  683. the importance. Hey maen Ay, we have to understand the

  684. importance of raising our children on the right side of

  685. the cross. Amen. We've gotta understand the importance of finding

  686. that sea place, Amen, that we may twell in the

  687. shadow of the Almighty. When David fled from Saul, he

  688. understood he needed a shelter, and he needed a safe place,

  689. and he needed a safe haven. And our brother read it.

  690. I do believe Brother Nathaniel read it. Psalms, chapter number

  691. fifty seven, first number one. David pin these words, be

  692. merciful unto me, O, God, be merciful unto me. For

  693. my soul trusteth in the Yay, in the shadow of

  694. out wings. Will I make my refuge until these calamities

  695. be overpassed. If we're going to withstand the calamities of

  696. this world, if we're gonna stand with stand the storms

  697. of this life, when we've got to understand, then we've

  698. got to realize the importance of dwelling in the shadow,

  699. under the shadow of the Almighty. When David found himself

  700. at goodness, stand with me tonight when David found himself

  701. in the fight of his life when the odds were

  702. stacked against him, when the odds were not in his favor.

  703. He knew that if he could find that, he knew

  704. that he could find a refuge in the shadow of God.

  705. The only relief Heygark could find for Ishmond was the

  706. shade of the shrub. The only relief that we can

  707. find for ourselves and for our children, We'll be under

  708. the shadow of the Almighty. Heygar couldn't find no food.

  709. Heygar's eyes were blinded to the water, to the well

  710. that was before her. She couldn't find water, and she

  711. couldn't find food. But Heygar said, one thing I can do.

  712. I can provide a little shelter. One thing I can

  713. do is I can give ish for just a little

  714. bit of just a little bit of relief from this

  715. beaten sun. One thing we can do parents, is we

  716. can give our children. We can't promise them everything in

  717. this world. We can't promise them everything that they may want.

  718. But one thing Haygard found out that she could do,

  719. and Heygar found out the only thing she needed to

  720. do was find a little bit of shelter for that

  721. little boy. Find a little bit of shade, but under

  722. the tree. When Hagar put her under the shrub, there,

  723. the Angel met her there. If you put them in

  724. the shade of the tree, if you put those little

  725. ones under the shadow of the Almighty, God will meet

  726. you there. God will meet us there. Amen. All we

  727. gotta do is just try to find a little bit

  728. of shelter from this world, find a little shade from

  729. this world. Could we pray this evening? Hey man, I

  730. want to make sure that as a parent, that I

  731. provide the shelter from this wicked world that I need to,

  732. and that I'll provide the shelter from this wicked world

  733. that I knew, and I'll just let God take care

  734. of the rest. I'll just let God meet me there,

  735. and I'll just let God meet them there, aymen, in

  736. that place of shelter where I have committed them,