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God Can Handle Your Heartache - Pastor J.D. Howell 6-14-2026

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  1. Will you turn with me to the Book of Exodus.

  2. May I direct your attention to the second chapter. We'll

  3. be looking at the twenty third, twenty fourth, and twenty

  4. fifth verse tonight. I appreciate you being in the house

  5. of the Lord tonight, Brother Nathaniel, Will you turn to

  6. first Peter chapter number three and verse number twelve, and

  7. Brother Jesse Saint Matthew's Gospel chapter number fourteen. You'll be

  8. reading verses number thirty through thirty two. Again, Brother Nathaniel.

  9. One Peter chapter number three and verse number twelve, and

  10. Brother Jesse Matthew, Chapter number fourteen, verses number thirty through

  11. thirty two. Brother Nathaniel, would you read that verse Peter

  12. three and twelve.

  13. Please, for the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous,

  14. and his ears are open to their prayers. But the

  15. face of the Lord is against them that do evil.

  16. Aren't you thankful that the righteous person's prayers are heard

  17. of the lordy man, Brother Jesse Matthew, Chapter number fourteen,

  18. verses number thirty through thirty two.

  19. My brother, but.

  20. When he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid and

  21. beginning to sink. He cried, saying, Lord, save me and immediately,

  22. Jesus stretched forth his hand and caught him, and said,

  23. unto him, O, thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?

  24. And when they were coming to the ship, the wind ceased.

  25. Peter cried. Peter cried.

  26. Early this afternoon, the Lord put it upon my heart

  27. to preach a sermon titled God can handle your heartache.

  28. Let's stand for the reading of our golden text, Exodus,

  29. chapter number two, will be reading Verses number twenty three

  30. through twenty five. The Bible says, and it came to

  31. pass in process of time that the King of Egypt died,

  32. and the children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage,

  33. and they cried, and their cry came up, and God

  34. by reason of the bondage, and God heard their groaning,

  35. and God remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac, with Jacob.

  36. And God looked upon the children of Israel, and God

  37. had respect unto them. Look again at verse number twenty four,

  38. and God heard their groaning, and God remembered his covenant

  39. with Abraham. Look at verse number twenty three, And the

  40. children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage, and

  41. they cried May we pray, Heavenly Father, we love and

  42. we praise you. We thank you for the opportunity to

  43. be in the house of the Lord. With thank you

  44. God for these people of light precious faith. I pray

  45. that you will set a guard at their ears, help

  46. them to hear your voice.

  47. Lord, We know you hear our cry. We know you

  48. hear our hearts.

  49. Cry, the silent cry, the loud cry, the cry and

  50. the prayers of your people. We pray Lord, that we

  51. would hear your words. We pray that you would anoint

  52. this thy servant, set of guard and my mouth, and

  53. help me to say the things you would have me

  54. to say, nothing more or less. We pray these sayings

  55. would go below the shoulders. Let them saturate the heart,

  56. the mind, the spirit, and the body. Lord, May we

  57. depart this place joyfully and not sorrowfully in Jesus's name.

  58. And the Church said, Amen, as you're being seated, look

  59. at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor, God can handle

  60. your heartache. Our text is found in an Old Testament

  61. book of the Holy Bible. The Book of Exodus is

  62. a very special book of the Bible to me because

  63. many times I have referred to this particular book of

  64. the Bible to give people who felt like they were

  65. being held captive by their spiritual captor's hope. And there

  66. is no doubt that the very aim of this book

  67. speaks hopeing to the heart of any captive. I've heard

  68. of people being abducted and being held in captivity for

  69. one or two days, and after one or two days

  70. of being held in captivity against their will, and after

  71. numerous hours of crying out, they have welcomed people to

  72. come and deliver them. There have been people that have

  73. spent countless hours, numerous years being held in captivity against

  74. their will. I've heard of people being discovered after spending

  75. twenty to thirty years in captivity, perhaps in some twisted

  76. person's basement, and even though they were in that twisted

  77. person's basement, being abused, and perhaps it even brought forth

  78. children into this world. Their testimony has been the closestem

  79. Neighbors never paid any attention to their cry. I've heard

  80. neighbors say, after many years of gone by, and after

  81. the deliverance, I thought a time or two over the

  82. years that I heard somebody crying. Early this morning, around

  83. four point thirty, I heard this loud alarm sounding off,

  84. and I believe it was God bringing something to my

  85. attention and the Lord requiring some prayer time of me.

  86. And after a while I asked Sister Howell. I said,

  87. Sister Howell, did you hear that noise? And Sister how

  88. was a very light sleeper, and Brother Jesse. She didn't

  89. answer me, and I asked her again. I said, Sister Howell,

  90. did you hear that noise? And she did not answer me,

  91. And finally I put my hand on her shoulder and

  92. I said.

  93. Honey, did you hear that alarm?

  94. And I could tell by the way she answered me,

  95. Sister Wooton, that she really had not even heard what

  96. I said. She was sleeping so soundly, and evidently that

  97. alarm that I heard was something spiritual that the Lord

  98. had allowed me to hear for whatever reason, the Lord

  99. wanted me to be stirred from slumber and sleeping, to

  100. be spiritual and to pray. And all day long, I've

  101. been inquiring of the Lord what was the meaning of

  102. the alarm that you sounded? Him my ears, and I've

  103. been on my toes spiritually, and my ears have been opened.

  104. Sister just tuned in for the voice of the Lord.

  105. I said, God, speak to me concerning the sounding off

  106. of this alarm. And Brother Jesse, I will not tune

  107. the voice of the Lord out. But I want you

  108. to know that we, as mortals, we have tuned out

  109. the cries of needy people. I remember one time hearing

  110. somebody say that they are living their life with regret

  111. because in a certain neighborhood they heard the cry of

  112. a young person and they disregarded it.

  113. And they found out the next day that in a pond.

  114. Nearby, a young child had drowned and lost its life.

  115. If that person had only been sensitive to the need

  116. of the hour, of the need of the moment, and

  117. had responded properly, that young life would have been saved

  118. and spared. But because somebody did not give heed to

  119. that certain sound. And Brother Rick Jacob, here tonight in

  120. this Golden Text we find a time that the Bible

  121. readers and students could talk to us for countless hours

  122. about when the descendants of Abraham, them special Hebrew people,

  123. came to a place when they were no longer and

  124. peace of mind. They were no longer happy about their

  125. living situation. They were no longer in pleasant circumstances and

  126. could conditions. It is during a time of captivity in

  127. the country of Egypt, and the Bibles have they are

  128. crying out by reason of the bondage, and many Hebrews,

  129. including the mother and Moses, had desired deliverance from the

  130. tyrants of such a lamb. Moses's very life was spared

  131. because of his mother's cry unto the Lord. And when

  132. she cried unto the Lord, there is no doubt the

  133. Lord heard her cry, and God allowed her to rear

  134. and to raise up a deliverer for his people. And

  135. Moses's mother, Jacobed and his sister marry him. They made

  136. up their mind that they would rather please the Lord

  137. from the members of the Egyptian government, including the mighty

  138. wicked Pharaoh, and Jacobed and marry him dared to go

  139. against the words of the Pharaoh. Easier said than done,

  140. But these women were willing to do what God had

  141. put it in their heart to do in order for

  142. their people to experience true deliberance. In the Book of Acts,

  143. chapter number five, in verse number twenty nine, we read

  144. an account of Peter and the Apostles saying to the

  145. Sanhedrin Council, we ought to obey God rather than men.

  146. You see, the followers of Jesus never back down to

  147. the devil and his hitchmen. The true followers of Jesus

  148. seek not opportunity to be people pleasers. If I know

  149. anything at all about sister Iris Root, and I can

  150. say she has no desire whatsoever to be a people pleaser.

  151. When it comes to pleasing her lord, I have seen

  152. her go against her very own husband, even though he

  153. was her best friend, and even though he had her

  154. best interest in mind ninety eight percent of the time,

  155. when it come to displeasing her Lord, because of her husband,

  156. she was unwilling to do it.

  157. You see the.

  158. Context behind Peter's declaration and statement is this The Sanhedrin

  159. Council of Jerusalem had accused the Apostles of preaching about

  160. Jesus Christ, and this hypocritical religious Jewish, bored the leadership

  161. of Judaism, had told the apostles to forbid one another

  162. from preaching in the Lord Jesus Christ's name. And Peter

  163. he squared his shoulders and put a bony finger in

  164. the faith of opposition, and he said, we will continue

  165. you preaching the name of Jesus Christ and the power

  166. that's found in the name of Jesus Christ. In other words,

  167. Peter and the apostles did not back down like Jacob

  168. bed the mother of Moses and the apostle Peter.

  169. The leader of the early Church.

  170. We should choose to obey and to do God's will,

  171. rather than look for ways to please the government or

  172. anyone else who attempts her to persuade us to disobey

  173. the commandments of the Lord, taking us away from the

  174. New Testament and featuring her into the Old Testament.

  175. You will find.

  176. Three three Hebrew young men who had received an ultimatum

  177. of another powerful dictator, and they told that powerful dictator,

  178. we will not bow.

  179. And they did not bow. Neither did they budge or ben.

  180. I want you to know, as the child of God,

  181. you can reject the devil's ultimatum. If your spouse tells

  182. you to reject Jesus and his words, you do not

  183. have her to obey your spouse. For years I have

  184. seen her young women be led the truth by the

  185. spirit of God, and when they got home, their husbands

  186. chose to bully them and mis use their scriptures and

  187. say that those women are to be in subjection to

  188. their husband, and they give them an ultimatum, and they

  189. tell them not to go back to the Holiness Church,

  190. or not to go back to that church where they're

  191. receiving spiritual help. But the Bible told us that that

  192. husband is to be subjective to the will of God,

  193. and the Apostolic brethren, the founders and the leaders of

  194. the early Church, and would tell them the same thing

  195. they told the Sanhedrin counsel. Yes you can listen to

  196. your husband about not spending too much money. Yes you

  197. can listen to your husband about knowing not going beyond

  198. the budget. But when it comes to the words of God,

  199. it is better to obey the Lord rather than man,

  200. whether that be husband or son.

  201. Are y all with me in this house here tonight?

  202. You see?

  203. The devil cannot stand being told to know. Pharaoh don't

  204. like being told no. The Emperor Babylon does not like

  205. being told know. Neither does a disobedient spouse. But according

  206. to the scriptures that we've read in our golden texts

  207. to night and when people are rejected, they retaliate an

  208. attempt to afflict Again, should I say it again? When

  209. people are rejected, they attempt to retaliate and to afflict.

  210. And the Bible said that these descended of Abraham, these

  211. little Abraham and these little Saracens that were scurrying out

  212. through the land of Goshan, We're being afflicted because they

  213. were the people of God, because they still felt like

  214. Egyptians were unclean, because they still served their.

  215. God and there was a remnant to try.

  216. To worship him and spirit and in truth, and because

  217. of the Abrahamic coming that had been given to Abraham.

  218. Those people still felt like they may have been part

  219. of Egypt, but they were not of the spirit of Egypt.

  220. And that's the same thing for us as children of God.

  221. We are mortals, and we are human beings. We are

  222. living in this world, but we are not of this world.

  223. We are not of the spirit of this world. And

  224. the Bible set up any man love the world and

  225. the love of the Father is not in them. And

  226. can I tell you what infuriated Pharaoh was the fact

  227. that these Hebrews would not allow themselves to become Egyptians.

  228. And they could have been her Egyptians. Now they could

  229. have been Egyptians at this time, for centuries had passed by,

  230. since Jacob and his sons had been sustained by the

  231. grain of Joseph.

  232. But ibelishly they.

  233. Did not want to lose their aboramic coming at Harstly,

  234. they still and wanted to know Jehovah by.

  235. The name I am the God.

  236. Her Abraham, Herbisac and Jacob Harbistly, they still fought like

  237. Joseph did. Whether we're blessed or prosper in this land.

  238. We don't want one bone being left.

  239. In the sandy dudes herveja, and that's what our.

  240. God wants to hear. You say, hear the night through tears.

  241. God, I'm expirituing a herdachre like I have never expirits

  242. before in this life. I've had my share of sorrow

  243. in this life, I've had my share of trouble. But God,

  244. I know you, My Father, God, I know you.

  245. Orter for coming it of Jesus, and I want you

  246. to know Father.

  247. This world is not my home, and I want you

  248. to get me out up here as soon as you can.

  249. I don't understand how the people of the church world

  250. seem to be so comfortable in this world. I am

  251. comfortable with the idea of evangelizing the known and unknown world.

  252. I am comfortable with taking the Gospel onto foreign soil.

  253. I am comfortable with spending my own diamond dollar in

  254. order to help further the Kingdom for the King's sake.

  255. I am willing to be spent every ounce of streat

  256. God can have. I'm telling you every hair on my head,

  257. God can have every ounce of sweat. God can have.

  258. What I'm saying is the Lord can work me as

  259. a servict for his gruey, for his namesake, and for

  260. his Kingdom's sake, in order to advance the Kingdom. But

  261. I will never, I said, never declare citizenship of this country.

  262. For Father Abraham, he told us that we should look

  263. for a city that half foundations, whose muder and maker

  264. is God. I'm preaching to some saints here the night

  265. that are dealing with hardship and heartache. I want you

  266. to know God can handle that heartache. All you gotta

  267. do is new like these Hebrews did in the land

  268. her beeds a pi sae God. I'm being applicted for

  269. stending for the truth God. I'm being beaten back bew

  270. for preaching the truth God. I'm being abused verbery for

  271. her separating myself from the rest.

  272. Of the world.

  273. And I want you to know God will here that prayer,

  274. and God will raise up her deliberal on your behalf.

  275. That's what Sister wood And testified about this past Sunday morning.

  276. She said, for years, for years, for two decades, I cried,

  277. and I prayed, and I asked God to send me

  278. a deliver that would preach the truth and help liberate

  279. me from dead and dry services. She went on to say, actually,

  280. we didn't really even have a real house of worship

  281. that we could depend on being there the next month.

  282. She said, people would come and gone.

  283. We had dashed hopes, and we had shattered visions. We

  284. had shattered dreams of what could be because one come

  285. and then another came, and then so on and so on.

  286. Sister Hammond told us that night of how many she

  287. had in a space of less than.

  288. Eight years, I believe if.

  289. You counted accurately, she said, around six pastors short space

  290. of eight years.

  291. I don't know.

  292. What kind of deliverances took place amongst them, six men

  293. trying to help Sister Hammond and her family in eight years,

  294. but I'd say if they had really been the deliverer

  295. and Sister Hammond had cried out, for they would have

  296. stayed and fought a few more battles with a hem

  297. and family. Sister who gave you the scripture that said,

  298. wait to hold the Lord Sunday morning.

  299. Wait on the Lord, and he.

  300. Shall renew thy strength, she said, there was a period

  301. in my life where I just cried. Had I cried?

  302. Had I cried? Had I cried? Her sister Hammond said

  303. the same thing. There was a period of time when

  304. I cried, and I cried, and I cried, and I cried.

  305. Come on, now, how many times had jocob Bed cried out?

  306. How many times had she got behind the tent and

  307. whispered the prayer as the Egyptian.

  308. Taskmaster passed by.

  309. I'm telling you God knows all about her your herd ache. God,

  310. here's the silent cry, I said, God, here's the silent cry.

  311. I'm sure there were times Jocobed had to do like

  312. head when Hannah was in the presence of the priest Eli.

  313. She could not give us louder as she wanted to.

  314. She couldn't cry Ha's loud and she felt like cried,

  315. But she cried, I said, but she cried. Hey, God

  316. ain't interested in a bunch of cry babies. But there

  317. are some things they are rough cry about. I said,

  318. there are some things. Got a word to cry over?

  319. Amen? There? Amen?

  320. Now having a good church to go to with something

  321. to cry over, the old timer's taught us, don't you

  322. cry over spilt milk. But when you ain't got a

  323. church to go to, when you don't have a house

  324. of worship that you're comfortable with, that's preaching the whole truth.

  325. When you get that feeling, they're not true blue pure vanilla,

  326. blue ribbon, gray head and your troubled sister Hell. You

  327. know where I'm at right now, Sister Neelly. You know

  328. where I'm at right now, Sister Smith. You know where

  329. we're at right now, Sister Hell, you know where I'm

  330. at right now. Are y'all listening to me getting in

  331. there early in that bedroom and praying and saying, God,

  332. I need a deliver Do you know That's what happened

  333. in the House of Manoah when now Mama got to

  334. praying and the Bible said the anchel, how the Lord

  335. here to Sampson's mother and said, I'm going to allow

  336. you to burst them a deliverer. I'll tell you sometimes

  337. you want to use the tears for what they are

  338. to be used for.

  339. You want to use the tears to move.

  340. The heart of God, not manipulate your fellow man.

  341. I'm pulling you.

  342. Sampson came in to existence because somebody's cry, Ah, wocome.

  343. The Master.

  344. Brother, stare at you know how it was in the

  345. times of the Judges.

  346. They do good.

  347. Because the deliverer rose up because somebody cried into the Lord.

  348. And then in time they would do bad, an appliction

  349. would come. And then after they had humbled themselves, after

  350. they succumbed the servitude, after they had the right attitude

  351. of humility and servitude, after they're in the sandy dunes

  352. and don't care that the dirt's on their face, after

  353. the tears have flowed from their face, and they said, God,

  354. you know what we need. Sister Wood went on to say,

  355. she said, I am no longer a multing eagle. You said,

  356. those aren't her words. Well, that's basically what she was saying.

  357. She said, I waited on the Lord as an egle.

  358. And then she said, but now about nineteen years I've

  359. been flying high.

  360. Those are her words.

  361. She said, I've been soaring honey in I've been flying,

  362. she said, I've been into high places in.

  363. God for the last two decades.

  364. You know how that came about her, which she prayed,

  365. she meant business, which.

  366. She told God how broke her heart less.

  367. But there was nobody to preach the truth that there

  368. was nobody looking to help the liver everybody from the enemy.

  369. Then God heard, I said the end. God heard our text. Hei, godard,

  370. I'm telling you here the night, God will here.

  371. A man, a man. He knows how to handle your

  372. heart ache. He's so cool.

  373. You'd Pastor Howell step in here, Pastor Howell, step in here,

  374. Sister Hell. When they called us to Naples, when we

  375. walked in the specialist office and he's sitting there, leaned

  376. up against the table and he's got his arms folded,

  377. he said, mister how I'm glad you came.

  378. I'm glad you came for your boy's support. I'm glad

  379. you're here.

  380. I'm glad you didn't choose not to come, he said,

  381. with you and mister f upset down. I said sure.

  382. I looked to him, man to man, and I said,

  383. expect bad news. Expect bad news, and you know what

  384. that's specialist of rocking our world as politely as he could.

  385. Unintentionally as he did, he started rocking our world. I

  386. put my hand on his shoulder. No tear flowed down

  387. my face. I won't gonna make him feel like it

  388. was a hopeless cause I wasn't gonna make anybody in

  389. this church feel like we'd have a funeral in the

  390. next two years, although some felt like that would be

  391. what happened. But you know what, whenever I went home,

  392. I closed that bedroom door and I shut out my troubles.

  393. I shut out my heartache, I shut out my grief.

  394. I shut out my family, I shut out my wife. Oh,

  395. there wasn't no conversation with Charity. There was a conversation

  396. with the Lord. And I feel big, huge warm tears

  397. flew down my face and I said, God, this poor

  398. man is crying. And that's the summonst words. He said,

  399. this poor man cried, and the Lord heard him and

  400. delivered him out of all of his troubles. I'm telling

  401. you here the night God has heard. I said, God

  402. has heard. And when God has heard, he makes no

  403. difference what the banker said. With God has heard, it

  404. makes no difference what the doctor said, with God has heard.

  405. It makes no difference what Pharaoh has said. Hey, come on, now,

  406. God has heard. God knows how the hand of your heartache.

  407. I said, God knows how to handle your heartache.

  408. Them little Abrahams and them little Sarah's have been forgotten

  409. in Ghoston.

  410. And I want to tell you he ain't one little

  411. any bit of child of God, every bit forgotten.

  412. Them the little Hebrews crying out, And Bible said, then

  413. the Lord remembered his covenant with Abraham. Then the Lord

  414. remembered his covenant with Abraham. Well, you know what, there

  415. is a better covenant than Abraham a covenant. There is

  416. a better covenant than the Dividic covenant. God made some

  417. wonderful covenants between him and Abraham and David. But there's

  418. one is called the Messianic covenant. I said, there's one

  419. called the messy Hadic coming. And my big brother Jesus

  420. is holding the papers, and I want you to know.

  421. You can ask Peter. Peter went out with Biddy that

  422. to Jesus, saw him deny him. Hey, when Peter reap

  423. there is parity, and since heredy behind the pair, I'm.

  424. Telling you, Peter, Jesus hurts you weep.

  425. I'm telling you, Peter, Jesus say, hurt you cry. You

  426. failed him, Yes you did, but he hurts you cry.

  427. When Peter cried, got hurt true repentance.

  428. Our golden text said Peter got out of the boat,

  429. and he beginning to sink, cried. That's the inspiration of

  430. this sermon, says to say, Hell, God spoke to my

  431. heart and said, when Peter cried, I heard. I said,

  432. explain it to me. I'm just an Ignot country preacher.

  433. He said, when he was out there weeping bitterly, I

  434. heard him. When he was turning in the sea, when

  435. he began to sick, I heard him. And I'm telling

  436. every child of kid, whether you're a little Sarah, her,

  437. little Abraham, her Peter, Hey, come on.

  438. Now, God has heard your cried.

  439. It don't matter whether or not pray Rose forgot Joseph.

  440. God has not forgotten you. God has not forgotten you,

  441. Brother Jesse. I fear that hell trembles when your mother

  442. wails in the spirit. I told her last night, I said,

  443. don't you ever stop crawling up between these views and

  444. wailing out for this people, sister, don't you ever stop

  445. crying because there's one thing I've noticed about the mothers

  446. of ears with this place. When they cry God heres

  447. and Brother Philip. I got a sneaky suspicion that you

  448. and Sister Elizabeth have the same kind of rapport and

  449. relationship with the Lord. Hey, you want another child, just

  450. go ahead and crying to the Lord. That's what Hannah did.

  451. There are some things worth crying about. There are some

  452. things worth calling under God for assistance over.

  453. Oh come on, now, are you willing to cry about

  454. it again?

  455. I'm not talking about manipulating pullo man, I'm talking about

  456. messaging the Master, I said. I'm talking about her messaging

  457. for mass time the spirit. Make it the intersission, recruiting

  458. the spirit, don't make it innercession through groodings.

  459. I text SEB. They cried by the reason of their groanings.

  460. It was spirit induced, spirit him spired. These altars are

  461. open right now. I feel like there's somebody that needs

  462. to pray right now. I remember that message God gave

  463. me for Brother Philip, Hope for the underdog. I've only

  464. seen Brother Philip cry very few times. That particular service,

  465. he cried and the Lord heard him. I didn't see

  466. him cry after radiation treatments. I didn't see him cry

  467. after chemotherapy treatments. I didn't see him cry after they

  468. ripped his body apart.

  469. Sister Hannah.

  470. I expected him to cry when they put that brace

  471. on him to hold his body together, But I did

  472. not see him cry.

  473. Are y'all with me? But it got in the altar

  474. and he cried.

  475. It sounds like Sister Hannah, right, Sister Hannah, Samuel's mother.

  476. She got in the altar and she cried, and the

  477. Lord heard her. You got a prodigal son and daughter.

  478. Go ahead and cry about it. It won't do you

  479. a bit of good to cry over truth, because truth

  480. is truth. And I started out this message telling you

  481. God's being will never budge or back down on truth.

  482. The devil don't like being told no. But when it

  483. comes to legitimate prayer requests and legitimate complaints and legitimate

  484. struggles and legitimate problems, you can cry unto the Lord.

  485. We know the Bible said that God here's not the

  486. prayer sinners. Our cotext was the ears of the Lord

  487. are open to the prayers of the righteous. His ears

  488. are tentative to their cries and prayers. And brother Jesse.

  489. I'll say it one more time. The altars are open,

  490. Brother Jonathan, A message you preach just came to mind.

  491. There's more to do than murmur. If you need a

  492. job in order to provide for your family, that's something

  493. you ought to cry about. If you need a pay

  494. raise in order to make your mortgage, that's something to

  495. cry over. If you need a healing, you need the

  496. enemy to leave your mind alone, that's something to cry over.

  497. Victory is yours tonight. I want to tell you I

  498. feel it in my soul. There's some of you you

  499. can get a prayer through. I feel like a lot

  500. of you can get a prayer through. Heymen, Well, I've

  501. heard a lot about my sin. I've heard a lot

  502. about my disease, my troubles, my woes, my worries, my anxiety,

  503. my anxiousness. Before the cock crows, you will deny me thrice.

  504. But after Jesus looked him in the eyes, he went

  505. wept bitterly.

  506. And you know what.

  507. The Lord allowed Peter to be the great preacher that

  508. delivered the great message of Pentecost. Peter was sincerely repentant.

  509. He saw the extent of his failures, but he knew

  510. the extents of the Master's mercy. Jesus, I perish. Save me,

  511. And he, beginning to sink, cried, said, Lord, save me.

  512. You need God to pict you. You've been disappointing him

  513. time and again, and you're sick of it. Why don't

  514. you cry and say, Lord, I'll be honest. If you

  515. don't help me, I'll never get over this. If you

  516. don't help me, I need you. He's heard your prayers.

  517. The disciples were on the sea, and the Bible said,

  518. whenever the winds were tempestuous in the ways we're beating

  519. against the ship. That the disciples came to Jesus as

  520. he laid fast asleep, and they said, Master, carest thou,

  521. not that we perish. Master carest Thou, not that we perish.

  522. They cried into the Master. The Lord doesn't slumber. The

  523. Lord doesn't sleep. He's just waiting on that heart cry.

  524. He can handle your heartache. He can help you make

  525. that mortgage payment. He can heal your sick baby. He

  526. can fill your love and with a holy ghost. He

  527. can save the prodigal son and a daughter. He can

  528. fix your mind. As they sing, I want you to pray,

  529. ask Jesus to handle your heartache, you Christ.

  530. Yeah, there's some things not worth crying over, but there's

  531. some things you ought to cry over if they're sinning

  532. your life.

  533. He disappointed the Lord. Do like Peter, weep bitterly. God,

  534. I failed you, and I'm sorry. He'll forgive you. He'll

  535. heal you. God Night, I've heard of people crying all

  536. night long, and Jesus delivered me.

  537. Set me free.

  538. Help over this heartache, Amen, Jesus. He knows your voice.

  539. His ears are open unto you. You'll cry. His eyes

  540. are over the righteous. His ears are tentative tonight. I

  541. want you, Mama, to pray for them babies. He'll hear you,

  542. and he'll answer.

  543. God heard them.

  544. Egyptians had been beating them Hebrews way too long, way

  545. too long. Finally somebody cried over it, got an audience

  546. with a king, got an audience with a master.

  547. He never slumbers, he never sleeps. But can you can you.

  548. Get his attention, Jesus, Jesus, thou son of David, have

  549. mercy on me. Blind Barbibas cried when they called him

  550. this staring at the carpet. It's not crying to the

  551. Lord staring at the pattern on the ceiling. It's not

  552. crying to the Lord. Fill on you mind, shine, save

  553. me Jesus, save me.

  554. The Master.

  555. And your voice and joy this time to reread yours child,

  556. you cry, tvel.

  557. The Master. Did it hit you without any morning? The

  558. storm of your life had begun. See no hope in

  559. the distance. You're frighten and knew it to run.

  560. Mind now your vast soul is feeling and you're thinking

  561. you'll surely drown. And you cried out for help from

  562. the same your and know you came up.

  563. Now me calls you pray all night.

  564. All your mind.

  565. Child, your cry.

  566. Have a woke.

  567. The Master.

  568. And he knew your voice and your hands.

  569. Is time to read. Joyce child, your card have woke.

  570. The Master.

  571. Read all night God you on.

  572. With all over mine, chid over crist have a over

  573. crime the Master, your voice, your.

  574. Hands is time to read, child, cries, have.

  575. The Master.

  576. Crossing the calm see the Jesus. The disciples were getting

  577. concerned

  578. And started fine and the blowing