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The Passions of the Soul | Gluttony : Desiring More Than is Good

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  1. Friends, our teaching scripture this morning comes from Luke

    Luke 16:19–31

  2. chapter 16, verses 19 to 31. It says there was a rich man who

  3. was dressed in purple and fine linen, and who feasted

  4. sumptuously every day, and at his gate lay a poor, poor man

  5. named Lazarus, covered with sores, who longed to satisfy his

  6. hunger with what fell from the rich man's table.

  7. Even the dogs would come and lick his sores.

  8. The poor man died, and was carried away by the angels to be

  9. with Abraham. The rich man also died, and was

  10. buried in Hades, where he was being tormented.

  11. He lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far away with Lazarus by

  12. his side. He called out, Father Abraham,

  13. have mercy on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his

  14. finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am in agony in

  15. these flames. But Abraham said, Child,

  16. remember that during your lifetime you received your good

  17. things and Lazarus in like manner evil things, but now he

  18. is comforted here and you are in agony.

  19. Besides all this, between you and us a great chasm has been

  20. fixed, so that those who might want to pass from here to you

  21. cannot do so, and no one can cross from there to us.

  22. He said, Then I beg you, father, to send him to my father's

  23. house, for I have 5 brothers, that he may warn them, so that

  24. they will not also come into this place of torment.

  25. Abraham replied, They have Moses and the prophets, they should

  26. listen to them, He said. No, father Abraham, but if

  27. someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.

  28. And he said to him, if they do not listen to Moses and the

  29. prophets, neither will they be convinced.

  30. Even if someone rises from the dead, this is the word of the

  31. Lord. Good morning.

  32. It's good to be with you this morning.

  33. See some brand new faces and faces that I haven't seen in a

  34. long, long time. And I was just sitting there

  35. doing worship, thinking about how wonderful it is that the

  36. church is such a place where anyone can come in and anyone

  37. can be reunited. And it's like one of the only

  38. places in the world where those things are true.

  39. And I just love that. So what a strange story.

  40. I, I think actually that this particular story of Jesus is one

  41. of the strangest stories that Jesus tells.

  42. It starts out, you know, like most stories, Jesus almost

  43. always opens his stories the same way, you know, things like,

  44. you know, there was once a man or a man had two sons or, or

  45. there was a couple and they were throwing this giant feast.

  46. And, and this is sort of Jesus's way of letting you know that

  47. he's about to tell a story. And these are the stories that

  48. we, we call the parables. This is a parable of Jesus.

  49. So if you're getting a little distraction, you know, about

  50. like man, there's so many details in that story.

  51. This is a made-up story. It's not real, but this is how

  52. Jesus begins his story. It's how we know it's a parable.

  53. And so the first thing to remember is that it's a story

  54. that Jesus is telling a specific group of people, because Jesus

  55. has taken on the role of a rabbi and a prophet, and he's going

  56. around all of these different villages and cities.

  57. And he's he's telling these stories to try to help people

  58. understand what it means that God is sort of on the move.

  59. And the Kingdom of God is spilling out into the world and

  60. people are following him and he's trying to help them make

  61. sense of that. All of the, the stuff that Jesus

  62. is saying, he's saying stuff about the Kingdom of God and

  63. about what the Kingdom looks like and about how the Kingdom

  64. comes and about what the proper response to the Kingdom might be

  65. and what it looks like to miss out on the Kingdom, what it

  66. looks like to not see it, to not notice what's happening.

  67. So strange story, but how, how does the story work?

  68. I want to start there. There is a rich man who's

  69. dressed in purple and fine linen, who feasted sumptuously

  70. every day. When's the last time you heard

  71. the word sumptuously read out loud to you?

  72. Had to practice that one a little bit.

  73. Hang on to that picture of a rich man, fine purple linen,

  74. feasting every single day. We're going to come back to that

  75. idea. And at his gate lay a poor man

  76. named Lazarus who was covered in sores.

  77. He's probably battling leprosy who longed to satisfy his hunger

  78. with what fell from the rich man's table.

  79. Even the dogs would come and lick his sores.

  80. So there's this rich man named Lazarus and he dies and he's,

  81. he's taken to be with Father Abraham, the one that we read

  82. about in the Hebrew Scriptures and is being tended to with

  83. comfort and with ease, with really good things on the other

  84. side of life. And it just so happens that the

  85. rich man also dies and he is taken into the afterlife.

  86. And it's almost as though their fortunes are switched.

  87. The one who had great comfort in this life gets agony in the

  88. next. And the one who has great agony

  89. and pain and suffering in this life gets comfort and ease in

  90. the next life. Remember, this is a story.

  91. Jesus is not talking about what happens in the afterlife in this

  92. story. So don't get confused, Jesus is

  93. one of the best storytellers, but this is not new material.

  94. The story would have been a very popular story in the ancient

  95. world, maybe as close to a meme as they ever got.

  96. So in Egyptian literature and in Jewish literature there are

  97. there are both written stories and oral traditions about the

  98. fate of men who lived in this life being swapped in the

  99. afterlife. Stories just like this one where

  100. a rich and a wealthy man who lives a life of comfort ends up

  101. struggling on the other side of death and a man who struggles in

  102. this life gets the good life in the next one.

  103. It's kind of an ancient trope as well worn as the plot line to a

  104. ROM com from the 90s. OK, it's very normal kind of

  105. story and where you were in the social structure of society

  106. would of course 'cause you to hear this story in a particular

  107. way. So if you were poor or

  108. distressed or you lived a life of suffering, the way that this

  109. story would work on you would to have you judge the wealthy and

  110. those who were walking around in fine clothes.

  111. The story might have provided some relief, knowing that at

  112. least it seemed possible that maybe on the other side of death

  113. this really wealthy rich guy was going to get it.

  114. And I'll get comforted in the next slide.

  115. And if you heard this story and you were one of the wealthy and

  116. the well fed, you might hear this story and assume that this

  117. is just the kind of story that poor people and suffering people

  118. tell themselves to make them feel better.

  119. Stories about your fate or your neighbor's fate in the

  120. afterlife. The way they worked on you is

  121. they would have this effect of distracting you from the reality

  122. of your real life and the real life of your neighbor, the

  123. reality of the great chasm that would have separated the rich

  124. man and the poor man. So the story itself, the way

  125. that it worked, was to distract you from reality.

  126. It's a way of dismissing the distance that lies between you

  127. and someone else simply based on the level level of suffering

  128. that either exists or doesn't exist between your two worlds.

  129. Or what a cute little story that it is that these suffering

  130. people tell to make themselves feel better.

  131. So, friends, the very presence of this kind of story as it made

  132. its rounds in the culture means that the people that the Kingdom

  133. of God is supposed to bring together, the ones who need help

  134. and the ones who have the capacity to help, they don't end

  135. up coming together because they're so caught in this sort

  136. of otherworldly, fanciful story that they can't seem to see what

  137. is actually happening right in front of them.

  138. That is how the story would have worked and operated in society.

  139. Does that make sense? So Jesus is, is telling a very

  140. well worn and well known story, this story of, of, of, of

  141. fortunes switching. And the way that the story

  142. worked would have, would have worked like distraction.

  143. OK, so what's the story about? Let's keep going.

  144. There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine

  145. linen, who feasted sumptuously. Sumptuously, sumptuously, every

  146. day. Go ahead and try it three times.

  147. Sumptuously sumptuous. OK.

  148. The story is about a man who, after he dies, realizes that

  149. he's made a mistake. He was so caught up in the fine

  150. clothes and the good food and the pursuit of fine dining that

  151. he apparently walked right by the poor and the hungry man with

  152. sores on his body every single day without taking much notice.

  153. And then in the afterlife, he sees the man across this great

  154. chasm. But even then, the way that he

  155. interacts with him in the afterlife is to assume that the

  156. poor man could do his bidding. Hey, send that guy back to my

  157. family so that he can be my servant to tell my brothers

  158. about what was happening here in this life.

  159. And the interesting thing about this story that Jesus is telling

  160. is that he gives one of the characters a name.

  161. And it's the only parable of the more than 40 parables that Jesus

  162. gave where someone has a name. So probably something that we

  163. should pay attention to. Let's assume that maybe

  164. something significant is going on for the simple fact that

  165. Jesus has named one of the characters in the story.

  166. The poor man with sores is called Lazarus, which is a

  167. popular name in the time. But more than that, it's the

  168. simple fact that in the ancient Near Eastern culture, names

  169. carry with it significance and meaning.

  170. But the significance in the story of the poor man being

  171. named Lazarus is the fact that the name Lazarus comes from the

  172. Hebrew name Eliazar, which literally means the one who God

  173. helps. Which is Jesus's way of

  174. highlighting and underscoring the fact that the very one who

  175. God was there to help is the one that the rich and the well fed

  176. man did not help. Oh man, it's getting good right?

  177. What a great story that the street corner with the beggar is

  178. where God's presence was the whole time.

  179. And the man living behind the gate was so busy planning the

  180. menu of his next dinner party that he could see that he could

  181. not see where God was at work. So what's the story about?

  182. It's a story about someone missing out on the work and the

  183. presence of God in the world because he numbed his way

  184. through life with sumptuous feasting.

  185. Feasting so much that it distracted him from being able

  186. to see that God had placed a man right at his feet.

  187. That God was committed to helping.

  188. But this man missed it. And the wealthy guy could have

  189. been a part of it. So Jesus uses a well known story

  190. that functioned in society as a distraction from reality, which

  191. causes people to miss out on the kinds of connections that the

  192. Kingdom is meant to bring. And then he tweaks the story

  193. just enough to make it a story about a man who couldn't see the

  194. Kingdom of God unfolding in front of him because he was way

  195. too into high living and fancy food.

  196. His wealth and riches and abundance got in the way of

  197. seeing and participating in something that God was doing.

  198. A story that functioned like distraction and a story that is

  199. about distraction. It's about numbing.

  200. OK, so why does Jesus tell this story?

  201. Let's just keep digging. The reason that Jesus tells a

  202. story is revealed in the text by Luke, because Luke tells us who

  203. Jesus is telling the story to. Just a few verses before that,

  204. just a few verses before Jesus tells this story, Luke gives us

  205. a clue. He says this.

  206. He says the Pharisees, who were lovers of money were listening

  207. to all of these things and were scoffing at him.

  208. Ah, says Jesus, I should tell a story about a rich man who's

  209. well fed. The Pharisees were religious

  210. leaders of the day, and they were steeped in this tradition

  211. and the study of the Hebrew scriptures.

  212. And they lived really cushioned lives with well paid positions.

  213. And they kept their distance from the poor, particularly

  214. those who had diseases like leprosy, for fear that those

  215. people were unclean and therefore would make them

  216. unclean. So they created this distance

  217. between them. And so Jesus tells a story about

  218. a rich man dressed in fine clothes, dining at fancy tables,

  219. only to realize in the next life that they had missed the things

  220. that God was doing. And then he says this again.

  221. We're in the story. He says, I beg you father, this

  222. is the rich man begging Abraham to send him the poor man to my

  223. father's house, for I have 5 brothers, that he may warn them

  224. so that they will not also come into this place of torment.

  225. Abraham replied, Well they have Moses and the prophets.

  226. Well who did? Who did the Pharisees have?

  227. They had Moses and the prophets. They were steeped in the ancient

  228. Hebrew scriptures, they should listen to them.

  229. He said to him, if they do not listen to Moses and the

  230. prophets, neither will they be convinced even if somebody were

  231. to rise from the dead. Even the people who have Moses

  232. and the prophets, namely the Pharisees, are likely to miss

  233. what God is doing right under their noses if they live their

  234. life like the rich man. So Jesus uses a well known story

  235. that kept people ungrounded in reality of their life together

  236. in the real world. And he told the story in a way

  237. that highlighted how the abundance of our lives can dull

  238. us to the presence of God. And he told it to a group of

  239. people he was trying to help warn so they would not miss the

  240. Kingdom of God. Ungrounded in reality, dulled to

  241. the presence of God, missing out on the Kingdom.

  242. That's what the story's about. So we've been in this teaching

  243. series over the past couple of weeks on the passions.

  244. And if you were with us a number of weeks ago, one of the ways

  245. that we described the passions is to say that the passions,

  246. these forces, these desires and attitudes and sometimes

  247. obsessive emotions and thoughts that are our work inside of us.

  248. That much of the time, these desires and thoughts, they work

  249. their way out in our everyday actions and habits in our lives.

  250. And the kind of overall thesis is, is if you were to take a

  251. look at your life, if you were to take a look at my life too,

  252. by the way, and you were to see all of the weird little habits

  253. or the obsessive thought patterns that we kind of get

  254. looped up in, and you were to sort of trace that thread all

  255. the way back. It is a thread that is tied

  256. somewhere in a deep, deep knot inside of our soul, and God

  257. wants to heal it and untie the knot to help us live lives that

  258. are worthy of the thing that we have been called to.

  259. That is sort of the thesis of this whole thing.

  260. And the men and women on their journey of formation in the

  261. first few centuries after the death of Jesus, they developed

  262. some sort of kind of preliminary psychological tradition that

  263. began to recognize that there were all sorts of things that

  264. were getting in the way of their efforts to learn the ways of God

  265. and to follow the way of Jesus. And to pray and to love with

  266. self sacrifice and to stay present to the reality of their

  267. lives and the things that we're getting in the way.

  268. They sort of kind of formed patterns.

  269. And as they got together and they compared notes, they had

  270. this sort of moment like, oh, like, like you too.

  271. Like, like you have that thing going on all of the time in the

  272. back of your mind or that habit is something that you also

  273. struggle with. They begin to compare notes and

  274. they begin to realize that many of the struggles that I might be

  275. having in my thoughts or emotions and the way that those

  276. come out sideways are probably similar to the ways that those

  277. are working out in your life. And here's the thing.

  278. Most of us tend to gravitate to one or two really strong desires

  279. or thought patterns that can begin to form and shape some

  280. really deep patterns in our life.

  281. And those patterns, they form habits and they begin to form

  282. coping mechanisms in our life. And those patterns even begin to

  283. form our personality. And what we know from scientists

  284. and neuroscientists and social scientists is that much of who

  285. you are today, much of who I am today, can be traced back to

  286. patterns of thought and emotional containers that tried

  287. to hold US 20 years ago, 10 years ago, some of you 40 years

  288. ago. The parable that Jesus tells in

  289. our teaching text this morning is also about these kinds of

  290. things. There are complex arrays of

  291. thoughts and emotions and stories that we live in that

  292. keep us ungrounded in reality, dulled to the presence of God,

  293. and missing out on the Kingdom of God.

  294. And at the very center of this story that Jesus tells us is a

  295. rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and who

  296. feasted sumptuously every single day.

  297. So in the ancient world, if you had to categorize the passion

  298. that this guy was struggling with, you would say that he was

  299. dealing with a little bit of gluttony.

  300. That's the passion for today. Gluttony is the craving for what

  301. is more than necessary or more than you need.

  302. And it can show up in all kinds of ways with food and drink, but

  303. also in our particular modern context, in all kinds of

  304. categories that we usually would not associate with gluttony.

  305. Gluttony is the overconsumption of really anything from YouTube

  306. Shorts to ice cream to Merlot. Like whatever your potion is, if

  307. there is a desire to overconsume it, you have a little touch,

  308. little simple full or or a giant container full dumping over your

  309. body of gluttony. Whatever it is that is at your

  310. fingertips that can pull us out of reality, can dull us to the

  311. presence of God. And it might actually be the

  312. thing that is preventing you from seeing the Kingdom of God

  313. unfold in your life. That's what Jesus is talking

  314. about. Like the the rich, well dressed,

  315. well fed man in Jesus story. So friends, I, I, I want to get

  316. just a little meta with you. Just a second.

  317. I not meta as in Facebook, but it's so complex.

  318. OK, I chose this particular teaching text this morning

  319. because I, I don't want to focus too much energy and attention on

  320. the overconsumption of food and drink.

  321. I want you to really hear that I, I think there is some danger

  322. down that path. I think it's really quite

  323. complex, and in just a minute we are going to talk a little bit

  324. about food and drink. But the reason that I chose this

  325. particular text is because I think at the real heart of the

  326. matter of gluttony is really the way that gluttony ungrounds us

  327. in reality, numbs us to the presence of God, and causes us

  328. to miss out on the Kingdom of God.

  329. There is a a well known story in the prophet Ezekiel about the

  330. destruction of two cities called Sodom and Gomorrah.

  331. Anybody ever heard that story referenced?

  332. OK, most of us have heard about that story in a way that is

  333. actually a little bit off. If you actually read the 16th

  334. chapter of the book of Ezekiel, we see that as Ezekiel

  335. enumerates the sins of the people of Sodom, he connects

  336. their destruction with excess food and prosperous ease.

  337. So for Ezekiel, the people of Sodom are guilty of all kinds of

  338. social injustice. But what got them there, what

  339. got them down the path of ignoring the needs of the poor,

  340. was way too much bread and a little too much wine and a

  341. little too much ease. So the reason that the early

  342. church fathers and mothers, they saw gluttony as one of the first

  343. things that we ought to tend to is not because they had a hang

  344. up with food, but because they lived in a world that was so

  345. much suffering. That anyone who's spent too much

  346. time thinking about the finer things of life or consuming too

  347. much food or drink also tended to be the kind of people who

  348. neglected the poor laying outside of their gates, which is

  349. at the very center of the heart of God.

  350. So writing in the 4th century early church, Father John

  351. Chrysostom, who wrote 6 sermons on this passage in Luke, it's

  352. very interesting. It's in a little booklet called

  353. On Wealth and Poverty. And that guy does not pull

  354. punches. Let me tell you this. 4th

  355. century dudes are. But he writes this.

  356. He says the excess that you have belongs to the poor.

  357. The coat in your closet that you never use?

  358. It belongs to the naked. The shoes rotting in your

  359. possession belong to the shoeless.

  360. The money you hoard belongs to the destitute.

  361. Overindulgence deadens our senses to the needs of those

  362. around us. Friends, do you guys see anybody

  363. in need in the world right now? Your neighbors?

  364. People in our city, I'm not in any way trying to make like a

  365. really quick fix, but what I am trying to do is I'm trying to

  366. help us get underneath about why is it even culturally that we

  367. live in a system where there are lots of people who have very,

  368. very little and so many people who have very, very much?

  369. It's gluttony. Overindulgence deadens our

  370. senses to the needs of those around us.

  371. And so I want to keep circling in on what gluttony does to us.

  372. It ungrounds us in reality. It numbs us to the presence of

  373. God. It causes us to miss out on the

  374. Kingdom of God, period, if we're not careful.

  375. So let me let me first talk about reality again.

  376. One of the early Church fathers who helped the formation

  377. tradition learn about the passions was a man named John

  378. Cashin. Cashin described our being

  379. enslaved by the passions as kind of an unreality.

  380. He writes this in his book called The Institutes.

  381. He says the mind darkened by gluttony cannot retain spiritual

  382. understanding. You know, I know I've shared

  383. this in a couple of different contexts, but there was a season

  384. in my my mid 30s where I became aware that I was using a little

  385. bit of bourbon almost every single night to dull my senses

  386. and the overwhelming sense of responsibility that I felt in

  387. raising 4 kids in A1 income household.

  388. And I'm not saying that anyone who has a little bourbon each

  389. night or drinks regularly that that's what you're doing.

  390. I'm telling you that that's what I was doing.

  391. I'm simply saying that this was what was happening for me.

  392. It was a way of me disconnecting and of not staying in it.

  393. I was coasting through the evenings not as an addict, but

  394. as someone who just needed to check out of the hustle and the

  395. bustle at the end of the day in a small little act of

  396. self-reliance and self reward. And you know what?

  397. Praise God that it was a short season in my life that I am

  398. grateful that God put His finger on and gave me the grace to

  399. respond to that. The whole world is filled with

  400. the grandeur of God as Gerald Manley Hopkins says, and I was

  401. self medicating my way through the grandeur in a way that

  402. dulled my senses to the glory of God.

  403. And the post dinner cleanup and the pajama party and the story

  404. time and the brushing of tiny teeth.

  405. And I am so grateful that God came alongside of me and gently

  406. just say said to me, what are you doing?

  407. Would you like to become free of this little tiny self

  408. medication? And would you like to become

  409. more alive to the grandeur of the Lego mess and the toothpaste

  410. spread all over the place? Anybody ever have that problem

  411. with kids? I don't know where they get

  412. these ideas. Friends, the reality of our

  413. lives is the place where God is dwelling and any substance, food

  414. or drink or cannabis or the flashing lights of YouTube

  415. shorts or whatever else is at our fingertips is forever going

  416. to be calling us towards stepping outside the real and

  417. into the imaginary in a way that dolls our senses to the presence

  418. of God. It numbs us to the presence of

  419. God who is wanting to show up everywhere with bright lights in

  420. the faces of men and women and little children in our presence.

  421. It is no accident that the very first temptation and the center

  422. of the downfall of our first sister Eve and our brother Adam

  423. was the temptation to ignore the command of God in exchange for

  424. their one food in creation that the Creator had told them not to

  425. eat. It's such an easy slippery

  426. slope. So let me, let me just try to

  427. hit this straight on. Let me just talk a moment about

  428. the passion of gluttony that shows up directly in our lives

  429. as overconsumption or overindulgence, specifically

  430. around food and drink. You know, in the ancient world,

  431. food and drink were about the only ways you could distract

  432. yourself. You know, the sun went down and

  433. there you were in the darkness with all of your problems.

  434. And if you were lucky, a store of food or wine would help you

  435. get to bedtime. And so the reason that gluttony

  436. shows up at the top of the list of the passions and most of the

  437. literature is because it was the one thing that they thought

  438. should be the first passion that that that we should tackle.

  439. It's really hard to get present to your thoughts.

  440. It's hard to take on the work of renewing your mind and attending

  441. to your desires. They said if your belly is

  442. stuffed full or you're slightly inebriated.

  443. So if we think about our own lives, it's not that food and

  444. drink have waned in their power over our lives, have they?

  445. It's just that we have so many more options to distract us.

  446. You know, we stand in front of the refrigerator and we just

  447. keep looking. And my new refrigerator has an

  448. alarm on it that says that the door is open.

  449. And man, I got to tell you, that's, that's violence for

  450. somebody who's in that sort of acedia, which Carl talked about

  451. last week and standing in front of the refrigerator and it's

  452. like Bing, bong Bing. It's like, OK, OK, let's shut

  453. the door. I mean, even yesterday while

  454. preparing this teaching, I visited the kitchen no less than

  455. 1/2 a dozen times to get a snack.

  456. I mean, who wants to prep a sermon on gluttony in the year

  457. of our Lord in 2025 when there are crinkle cut kettle chips in

  458. the pantry? So here's the honest reality

  459. about our modern day relationship with food.

  460. Since the 1960s, there has been a very conscious and very

  461. scientific development of chemically engineered, hyper

  462. palatable and addictive foods developed in laboratories.

  463. We that is like the closest thing to an Amen I've I've heard

  464. today. So I'll just take it.

  465. Yeah, so food science gave us synthetic additives and

  466. preservatives and emulsifiers for mass production.

  467. And within the lifespan of most of us in this room, the

  468. emergence of the snack food industry has come to 4 The

  469. aforementioned potato chips, one of my personal favorite, the

  470. sugary breakfast cereals, the package cookies.

  471. They became a staple of most American homes and sugar and fat

  472. and salt became central to what industry scientists like Howard

  473. Moskowitz termed in the late 1980s as the bliss point to

  474. describe the perfect flavor combination that keeps people

  475. eating. Food companies began using

  476. consumer psychology and neuroscience to optimize

  477. cravings and engineered foods for from optimal addiction.

  478. You guys know that that's been happening, right?

  479. OK, so in the early 2000's the term ultra processed foods was

  480. introduced, coined by Brazilian nutritionist Carlos Montario and

  481. it became the industry standard practice.

  482. And along with it, the rise of low cost, calorie dense foods

  483. designed for speed, shelf life, profit margins have within one

  484. generation completely redesigned the way that food works in our

  485. modern society. And the result has been the rise

  486. of obesity and metabolic disease.

  487. This is the facts. And just in the past decade,

  488. neuroscientists have begun to do studies and concluded that food

  489. addiction in our modern age parallels drug abuse with

  490. similar brain reward circuit changes and cravings and

  491. withdrawal symptoms. Listen friends, being a human is

  492. really hard. There's no doubt about that.

  493. If, if, if you have come to a different conclusion than that,

  494. I would love to have a conversation with you.

  495. But in the midst of the hardship of being a human, there are

  496. cultural forces and scientists that are doing everything they

  497. can to give us easy access to the things that can numb our

  498. senses and distract us from the things right outside of our home

  499. or even within our home that God is wanting us to become present

  500. to. There's this moment on the cross

  501. where Jesus is in his final hours.

  502. He's suffering the full weight of the sin of the world, and the

  503. soldiers OfferUp to him a sponge filled with strong wine.

  504. Let's take away a little bit of that pain.

  505. Now what does he do? He refuses it.

  506. Why? Because the moment was

  507. important. God was doing something.

  508. He wanted to be fully present to it.

  509. And friends, some of what God is wanting to make us present to is

  510. the pain and the suffering of others so that we can join God

  511. in the work of doing justice and loving the mercy of God.

  512. So much so that we would extend the mercy of God to the one in

  513. front of us and to show up fully in person as an ambassador of

  514. the love of God to the person right outside of our gate.

  515. But often times a first step in being able to see the pain and

  516. the suffering of another is to enter into the pain and the

  517. suffering in our own self. Our capacity to work alongside

  518. of God for justice and mercy is contingent on the capacity for

  519. us to allow God to do those things in US first.

  520. I mean, listen, friends, everyone knows that it is much

  521. easier to crush a pint of ice cream than it is to feel

  522. loneliness and to let that loneliness remind you of the

  523. people that you need. But it will be so much better.

  524. And I bet I would eat a lot less ice cream if in the loneliness.

  525. I called a couple of friends and I told them what I was facing.

  526. So, friends, if food and drink is becoming for us a slow

  527. addiction and a means of self medication, what we know to be

  528. true is that addiction is a symptom of disconnection.

  529. In the story that Jesus tells in Luke's gospel, there's this

  530. great chasm that separated the rich man from the poor man.

  531. And the chasm was made visible in the story in the next life,

  532. but it only revealed how great the chasm actually was in the

  533. real life. And so here's what I would love

  534. to do, if it's possible. Would you just be willing to set

  535. aside for a moment all of the complexities around diet culture

  536. and body image? I know that that's a heavy lift.

  537. Just try set those questions aside.

  538. And could you bring this question before God in prayer?

  539. God, is there any way that I am using food or alcohol or sugar

  540. or cannabis or YouTube or Facebook?

  541. Is there anything that I am over consuming or using to numb

  542. myself to the realities of my life or the lives of those

  543. around me? Just take a minute.

  544. I I just invite you, even just right now, just God, is there

  545. anything that you would want to bring my attention to?

  546. Just to see if God would bring something to your mind.

  547. I just pray in the name of Jesus against any shame because that

  548. is not how God operates. And if it is food or sugar or

  549. alcohol for some other substance, what might it be for

  550. you to let someone in on that stroke?

  551. To get some help? To reach out to someone and let

  552. them know that your relationship with food is complex or there's

  553. a substance that's robbing you of presence?

  554. The Lord is gracious and compassionate.

  555. I'm going to say one more thing and then we'll read together our

  556. our liturgy to close. Why are we doing a series on the

  557. passions? Why are we talking about this

  558. stuff? It's because we desire to be a

  559. community that joins God in the work of mercy and justice and

  560. demonstrating with our real lives the infinite love of God

  561. for all people. And I am just aware there are so

  562. many things in my life that are getting in the way of that task.

  563. And we can say yes to the healing power of God.

  564. And so however you would want to respond this morning, one of the

  565. things I have loved about this church for 20 years is that of

  566. all of the churches I've ever been a part of, this church is a

  567. place where we get to show up and deal with reality, what's

  568. actually true about our lives without any judgement, without

  569. any shame. That together we can lay hands

  570. on one another, we can pray for one another.

  571. We can say come Holy Spirit, and that we can expect that the

  572. healing power of God is going to be in our midst.

  573. So I want to invite you to read this with me as we head into our

  574. ministry time together. We say I am infinitely loved by

  575. God, and God's infinite love is in the process of healing

  576. everything in me that clings to false things.

  577. The invitation of God is to allow God to be the divine

  578. physician. The medicine of God is God's own

  579. loved, poured out into my heart through the Holy Spirit.

  580. We have the worship team come back up.

  581. The kids will be coming in shortly.

  582. We're going to head into a time of worship and prayer.