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Advent Week 4 | The Benedictus

Central Vineyard Church

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  1. So our teaching scripture for this morning is from Luke

    Luke 1:67–80

  2. chapter 1 verses 67 through 80. It says then his father

  3. Zachariah was filled with the Holy Spirit and prophesied.

  4. Blessed be the Lord of God of Israel, for he has looked

  5. favorably on his people and redeemed them.

  6. He has raised up a mighty Savior for us in the House of His child

  7. David, as He spoke through the mouth of his holy prophets of

  8. old, that we would be saved from our enemies and from the hand of

  9. all who hate us. Thus He has shown the mercy

  10. promise to our ancestors and has remembered His holy covenant,

  11. the oath that He swore to our ancestor Abraham to grant us

  12. that we, being rescued from the hands of our enemies, might

  13. serve Him without fear and holiness and righteousness in

  14. His presence. All our days in you, child,

  15. shall be called the prophet of the Most High, for you will go

  16. before the Lord to repair His ways, to give His people

  17. knowledge of salvation by the forgiveness of their sins.

  18. Because of the tender mercy of our God, the dawn from on high

  19. will break upon us to shine on those who sit in darkness and in

  20. the shadow of death, and to guide our feet into the way of

  21. peace. The child grew and became strong

  22. in spirit, and he was in the wilderness until the day he

  23. appeared publicly to Israel. This is the word of the Lord.

  24. Great. Good morning, everybody.

  25. How was your snow day last week? Good.

  26. I'm glad. I know you're you're all

  27. grateful. So most pop songs tell you

  28. exactly what they're doing almost immediately.

  29. Sometimes it's in the very first line.

  30. I'm walking on sunshine. I'm on top of the world.

  31. Tonight's going to be a good night.

  32. We were both young when I first saw you.

  33. I'm sorry Swifties, but it's it's two on the nose.

  34. There is no suspense about where this thing is headed.

  35. The mood has been announced, the emotional range is set from the

  36. very beginning, and the payoff is already baked in.

  37. We spend the next 2 1/2 minutes reiterating the point that has

  38. already effectively been made in the 1st 2 seconds.

  39. Everything about these songs is clear right away.

  40. You don't have to sit with these for very long to know exactly

  41. how they are trying to make you feel.

  42. I have been listening to Dylan's Blonde on Blonde quite a lot

  43. lately, and what I love about that record is many things, but

  44. particularly how uninterested he is in doing any of this.

  45. So for the uninitiated, this is the one you're looking for this

  46. afternoon. When you go to listen to it,

  47. it's long, it's wordy, it takes its time, and it refuses to sort

  48. of hurry you toward clarity. It's not making an obvious

  49. point. The final track, Sad Eyed Lady

  50. of the Lowlands, is almost 12 minutes long.

  51. So what we're doing here is sitting with thoughts, pictures,

  52. ideas. It's patient, and Dylan seems to

  53. trust that something happens to you.

  54. If you stay with these songs long enough, you don't need to

  55. listen to that record to extract a point as quickly as possible.

  56. The whole idea is that we're we're painting a broad picture

  57. and we're kind of going somewhere creative together.

  58. And as we've spent the last four weeks teaching through Luke

  59. chapter one, I've been thinking about how the gospels open in a

  60. number of different ways, and you can almost sort of feel

  61. their personalities right away. The Gospel of Mark opens with a

  62. headline, the beginning of the good news of Jesus Christ.

  63. I'm not trying to compare the Gospel of Mark to a pop song,

  64. but the opening is pretty on the nose.

  65. The Gospel of Matthew starts with the genealogy of Jesus the

  66. Messiah, the son of David, the son of Abraham.

  67. So again, abundantly clear where we're going with this thing.

  68. The Gospel of John, a little bit more esoteric, a little bit more

  69. mysterious, but it's clearly about the cosmic Christ.

  70. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and

  71. the Word was God. And then there's the Gospel of

  72. Luke. After a brief dedication to the

  73. patron who funded the writing of Luke Acts.

  74. Luke begins like this. In the days of King Herod of

  75. Judea, there was a priest named Zechariah.

  76. No thesis statement, no immediate mention of Jesus.

  77. Just a rural priest and his wife and a long standing 8 that they

  78. both hold. Luke seems to sort of trust that

  79. if you stay with the story that he's telling long enough, the

  80. meaning will begin to emerge through the different threads

  81. that he's starting to weave through his book.

  82. And so in the passage that we're looking at today, Zechariah has

  83. been silenced after an Angel announces that he and Elizabeth

  84. will have a son. And for nine months, a priest

  85. whose life is effectively shaped by communicating with words is

  86. silenced, and he's carrying a promise that he can't yet

  87. explain. Luke is teaching us something

  88. important here by the way that he frames the story that waiting

  89. is one of the ways that the love of God is formed inside of us.

  90. Not the only way, but a very real way.

  91. Sometimes faith responds immediately.

  92. So last week on our our snow day, I was supposed to preach on

  93. Mary's magnificent and I we actually still recorded the

  94. sermon and it's going to be available on the podcast because

  95. I just felt like I had something to say both weeks.

  96. So you can enjoy that on your own time.

  97. But what's happening here is we begin to see the ways that

  98. sometimes what God's doing takes a little bit of time to unfold.

  99. Mary sings her song a few verses earlier.

  100. Almost immediately upon having this realization of what's

  101. happening in her life, Zechariah takes his time, nine months of

  102. silence. And so in both cases, God is

  103. shaping people so that when they speak, their words carry trust

  104. rather than fear. Their words carry some measure

  105. of security, some measure of the knowledge of the love of God for

  106. them. And so that raises a question

  107. for us this morning as we look at this text.

  108. Most of us know seasons where we want to act or speak or respond

  109. decisively and faithfully, but we're not really sure how yet.

  110. Times when silence doesn't feel particularly spiritual or

  111. particularly chosen, but like, it's kind of been thrust upon us

  112. a little bit in some kind of waiting period that we didn't

  113. necessarily ask for. There are moments in our lives

  114. where pushing for clarity seems to only increase our anxiety

  115. rather than resolve it. Can you relate?

  116. Have you ever had an experience like that?

  117. And so for some of you, that waiting might be close to home.

  118. You might be facing challenges in your work or as a parent

  119. where the next faithful step for you and the wisdom that you need

  120. seems just out of reach. And others of you might be

  121. carrying difficult family situations into the holidays,

  122. where conversations are tense and people are at each other's

  123. throats and you can see what's wrong, but you are just not

  124. quite sure how to become a person of peace in that room or

  125. at that table. And for many in our city this

  126. week, the waiting is heavier still.

  127. Some of you are lying awake at night with anxiety knotted in

  128. your chest because of the reality of unjust immigration

  129. enforcement that has moved from being an abstract issue to

  130. something that is directly impacting your neighbors and

  131. people you love. We're worried about people we

  132. love. We want to respond with courage.

  133. But maybe we are not quite sure what faithfulness looks like in

  134. this moment. And Zechariah's song helps us

  135. here. Because Zechariah is someone who

  136. has been confronted with something overwhelming and

  137. disorienting to him that he did not expect.

  138. He's given news that upends everything that he thought about

  139. how his life was going to go, his future, his limits.

  140. He struggles to believe it and as a result he is silenced until

  141. the promise unfolds. And so for nine months, he lives

  142. with something true and life altering that he can't yet

  143. articulate or even act on in the way that maybe he would hope to.

  144. And what's striking to me as I've sat with this text is that

  145. when the time finally comes for Zechariah to speak, his words

  146. are not remotely panicked or reactionary.

  147. They're not defensive. They're not self protective.

  148. They're clearly born of the love of God.

  149. His mouth is filled with praise and clarity and mercy, and the

  150. waiting has done something to him.

  151. It has formed him so that in the beginning he's skeptical about

  152. what's about to happen to his family.

  153. But he's been formed so that when his speech is finally given

  154. back, what comes out reflects the love of God rather than the

  155. fear of the moment. And so Luke is inviting us to

  156. trust that God works this way for us, too.

  157. There are moments when faithful action comes immediately.

  158. God does this by his Spirit. When we pray that prayer, come

  159. Holy Spirit. We're anticipating that God

  160. would give us clarity and wisdom in moments where we need to act

  161. decisively. We have an important decision to

  162. make, and not much time to make it, or there's something going

  163. on in our sort of sphere of influence.

  164. We're put in a position to act, and God is asking us to do

  165. something. There are moments where that

  166. action comes immediately, as it does with Mary and her song.

  167. And there are other moments where love is formed in US

  168. slowly, in prayer and attention and restraint until the right

  169. words and actions can emerge. Waiting doesn't mean passivity.

  170. It means that God is shaping us so that when the moment comes

  171. for us to speak or act, what we offer is going to be grounded in

  172. love rather than in the anxiety of the moment.

  173. And so in talking about this text this way, what I don't want

  174. to do is I don't want to be prescriptive about where you

  175. might be at in this process. What I want to do is just sort

  176. of center this idea of Advent waiting and the way that God

  177. forms us while we wait so that when the opportunity comes for

  178. us to act or to speak, we can trust that God will fill our

  179. mouths with words that reflect the gracious love of Christ.

  180. And so I just want to ask, where, where does that show up

  181. in your life right now? And what might it mean for you

  182. to trust that God is already at work in you in that place,

  183. forming the love and the wisdom and the courage that you will

  184. need when the time comes for you to act?

  185. Zechariah begins where faithful worship always begins, with who

  186. God is rather than what God is about to do.

  187. He opens his song, Blessed Be the Lord God of Israel.

  188. And that opening matters because Zechariah doesn't begin with

  189. plans or projections. He doesn't begin with this

  190. beautiful prophecy that he delivers about his son John the

  191. Baptist. He begins with praise, and as

  192. the song unfolds, God is remembered and God is named as

  193. present, and the promises of God from centuries before are

  194. recalled and recounted. He's the one who has acted

  195. faithfully over time, and before Zechariah imagines the future,

  196. he rehearses the past to himself and to the people who are

  197. listening, and the same pattern actually appears in Mary's song.

  198. In both cases, God's character comes before God's acts, and so

  199. their hope is grounded in what God has already done, not in

  200. speculation about what God may or may not do next.

  201. So after nine months of this sort of imposed silence, praise

  202. is how Zechariah re enters the world with language.

  203. He doesn't take the opportunity to explain himself or narrate

  204. what has happened. That would be my first instinct

  205. if I had sort of mysteriously been silent for nine months

  206. after an Angel miraculously shut my mouth in some way, I would

  207. think that the first thing that I would want to do would be to

  208. explain to the people around me why that had taken place,

  209. because that's a strange way to behave.

  210. But Zechariah says that this work of God is ordered toward a

  211. life lived without fear. Mary's song names upheaval and

  212. reversal and the interruption of the status quo.

  213. And Zechariah's song names freedom, especially freedom from

  214. the kind of fear that quietly shapes our decisions and our

  215. relationships and even the ways that we pray we are actually

  216. invited to rely on. And I think this is important,

  217. the faithfulness of God, not the measure of our own faith, not

  218. what we can muster up from inside of us, but actually the

  219. testimony of the faithfulness of God to sort of hang our hopes

  220. for the future on. And so that that raises another

  221. question. Zechariah is talking about an

  222. enemy in his song. What kind of enemy is Zechariah

  223. really describing? The threat that he names most

  224. clearly is fear itself, the kind that sort of narrows our view of

  225. the world around us. It shrinks our imagination for

  226. the future, and it shapes the way that we make decisions.

  227. Contemplating God's faithfulness is one of the antidotes for this

  228. kind of fear that can sort of creep in and control our lives.

  229. And so then Zechariah reaches for one of Advents most powerful

  230. images in this song. The dawn from on high will break

  231. upon us. Because of the tender mercy of

  232. our God, the dawn from on high will break upon us.

  233. And so, friends, on this darkest day of the year, if you're not

  234. aware, today is the least daylight.

  235. Yeah, Winter solstice light enters the the shadowed places

  236. of human life. There's an invitation in

  237. Zechariah's song to consider the ways that even in the midst of

  238. things that are difficult, even in the midst of questions that

  239. we don't have answers for, the light of Christ is dawning.

  240. And the light doesn't eliminate the darkness all at once.

  241. Over the last couple of weeks, as I've been preparing to preach

  242. and, and I've just been contemplating, you know, folks

  243. who struggle with mental health in these like, dark weeks and

  244. months of the year. And I, I just want to speak to

  245. you, if that, if that's you, you know, we can often sort of trick

  246. ourselves into thinking that once I get on the other side of

  247. this or once I feel better, I'll experience the presence and the

  248. love of God again in a meaningful way.

  249. And what Zechariah is communicating in this song, one

  250. of the things that the tradition communicates to us through the

  251. centuries in the Advent season, is that the light of Christ

  252. enters into the midst of dark and difficult circumstances.

  253. And so to those of you who might have just sort of walked in here

  254. like struggling a little bit this morning, I want to

  255. encourage you that you don't need to wait until you're on the

  256. other side of the things that you feel uncertainty about or

  257. the things that you feel some sort of inner conflict about to

  258. experience. A, a, a powerful and meaningful

  259. measure of the love of God by the Spirit.

  260. I want to show you a painting that sort of helps us see what

  261. Zechariah is describing. This is the raising of Lazarus

  262. by Rembrandt. I don't know if you can kind of

  263. see it. It's a little hard with the

  264. glare on the screens. Looks like there's more light

  265. than there actually is. But Rembrandt used light with

  266. great intention. And he does this in a lot of his

  267. paintings to sort of direct our attention to where the meaning

  268. in the painting is unfolding. And most of the canvas remains

  269. dark. The the way that this painting

  270. is sort of constructed. Lazarus isn't quite fully alive.

  271. See, he looks a little sleepy as he's still getting up there.

  272. And yet the this sort of narrow beam of light kind of comes in

  273. from the side of the painting right to where Jesus is

  274. standing. And you can even sort of see

  275. some light on his feet right there where he's standing.

  276. Do you see that the light doesn't flood the room?

  277. It doesn't erase the shadows in the painting.

  278. The painting is actually mostly dark, but the light sort of

  279. seems to be part of the main subject matter.

  280. And so it tells you where God is present, and it gives just

  281. enough illumination to sort of move forward with understanding

  282. of what's happening in the painting.

  283. You can see Lazarus kind of getting up out of the tomb.

  284. And so I just want to ask, like, where does darkness feel

  285. ordinary in your life right now? Where does it sort of feel like

  286. just the backdrop for the way that things are unfolding for

  287. you? Where has it become familiar

  288. enough that you've stopped even expecting anything different?

  289. And what might it mean for you in this season to trust that

  290. God's nearness is already present in that place, shaping

  291. you for the next faithful step, so that when the opportunity

  292. comes, you will speak. You will act out of the love of

  293. Christ being formed in you. This is how the arrival of Jesus

  294. in our world reshapes hope for us.

  295. God does not wait for the world to be resolved before entering

  296. it. God comes close, and God stays

  297. in the unresolved middle of human history.

  298. Gregory of Nazianzos described salvation this way.

  299. He talks about God coming gently, at a pace that we can

  300. bear, so that healing happens through presence rather than

  301. being coerced or being overwhelmed.

  302. The light arrives softly because love seeks to restore us rather

  303. than control us. And so if you've been waiting to

  304. sort of get zapped out of like whatever, you know, moment in

  305. life you're in, I pray that you get zapped.

  306. And know that there is just a high level of awareness through

  307. the Christian tradition that one of the primary ways that God

  308. works is by coming slowly into the middle of what it is that we

  309. are working through to gradually move us toward his love.

  310. Zechariah's song then makes this turn in the middle toward his

  311. son, John the Baptist, and the role that he will play.

  312. And what stands out immediately is how clearly this, this new

  313. role is defined with restraint and with direction.

  314. John isn't presented as the light itself.

  315. He never claims that role. He outright refutes it himself

  316. in his own public ministry. And his work is preparatory.

  317. He goes ahead of what God's doing, helping people to become

  318. ready for a work that doesn't belong to him.

  319. John's vocation is shaped by clearing space for what God's

  320. doing in the world rather than arriving with solutions himself.

  321. And his task is to make room for what he cannot bring, orienting

  322. people toward God's action rather than drawing attention to

  323. his own action toward himself. And Zechariah is careful in this

  324. song about how he describes this work that John's going to do.

  325. John will go before the Lord to prepare his way and give people

  326. knowledge of salvation through the forgiveness of sins, is what

  327. he says. And Luke is very specific here,

  328. that salvation is experienced through forgiveness.

  329. And that's some Christian language that might feel really

  330. familiar to us and might actually not have a very sharp

  331. meaning because we've heard it so many times.

  332. But that order is important. Forgiveness comes before change

  333. and before obedience, not because growth doesn't matter,

  334. but because transformation cannot happen where fear and

  335. shame are still in control of our lives.

  336. Salvation is described here as a restored relationship rather

  337. than a spiritual achievement, and so this tells us something

  338. essential about how the Kingdom of God works.

  339. In Zechariah's song, God's work begins with mercy.

  340. Grace is the thing that creates the space where change becomes

  341. possible. We're knowing the love of God

  342. becomes possible rather than being something that we earn

  343. once change has already happened.

  344. And so friends, this is applicable to your life.

  345. It's applicable to the world around us, the ways that we sort

  346. of handle ourselves and what God's doing in our in our lives.

  347. We're invited toward a posture of mercy and grace, the mercy

  348. and grace of Christ, even for you, even as you sort out what's

  349. happening inside. And we feel the pull to reverse

  350. the order of these things all the time.

  351. We look for improvement before having patience.

  352. We look for clarity before giving mercy to ourselves or to

  353. others. We look for some sort of proof

  354. of what's happening before we trust.

  355. We look for action before understanding.

  356. And we want people, including ourselves, to have things sorted

  357. out before belonging. But when this kind of gentleness

  358. that we're encouraged toward is withheld, the thing that sets

  359. the terms of our engagement with other people or with the world

  360. is fear, is anxiety. This narrows what feels possible

  361. to us. And the kind of change that

  362. we're hoping for becomes harder to sustain because it becomes

  363. about willpower. It becomes about what we can

  364. sort of force to happen in our lives or in the world around us.

  365. So it's worth asking where that pressure shows up in our lives.

  366. Where are we trying to rush toward growth instead of making

  367. space for the mercy of God to come to us?

  368. Where might forgiveness, freely given to you or from you, do

  369. more than correction would ever be able to?

  370. This is what Advent preparation looks like.

  371. It's a season for making room. It's a season for clearing space

  372. and for receiving forgiveness as the starting point of life with

  373. God, the place where love begins, its work of formation.

  374. And so friends, I would just encourage you, if you are

  375. hearing this and, and you feel a need for that kind of mercy in

  376. your life, that kind of grace to be the starting point for where

  377. you hope to go, I would love to invite you to receive prayer

  378. this morning. We'll have in a little bit,

  379. we'll have prayer people along the sides.

  380. And guys, this is how we do it. It's just one person to another

  381. being able to get proximate to the body of Christ, to the, the

  382. love of one another. And in that, in that space of

  383. prayer, God will do this work. And so, by the end of the song,

  384. Zechariah has clearly emerged a changed person.

  385. He seems more settled, he seems more trusting than when the

  386. Angel had first spoken to him, and he seems more deeply

  387. oriented toward the mercy of God than he was before.

  388. This long stretch of waiting has shaped him, and that shows up in

  389. the way that he speaks. His his voice has returned, and

  390. it carries the marks of the waiting that came before it.

  391. And when he finally speaks, his words are clear and grounded and

  392. generous. Mary shows us what faith looks

  393. like when trust rises immediately.

  394. And Zechariah gives us a helpful picture of what it looks like

  395. when it's formed over time. And together they give us a

  396. fuller picture of what I think this season is sort of meant to

  397. cultivate in us as a church, people who can remain steady in

  398. uncertainty. Remember, truthfully, the

  399. faithfulness of God that's come before us and to speak in ways

  400. that are shaped by the love of Christ rather than fear or

  401. anxiety. I can think of, you know, one of

  402. the hardest seasons that our family has ever lived through.

  403. Back in 2020, great year in the middle of the pandemic and

  404. widespread unrest. The church community that I was

  405. pastoring at the time was under significant strain.

  406. Relationships were fraying both in the congregation and in the

  407. neighborhood. So we're sort of trying to deal

  408. with this on 2 fronts. And while I find my found myself

  409. sort of quietly re examining much of what I had assumed about

  410. faith and ministry, in this time, I'll just call it

  411. deconstruction light. Our family also suffered a deep

  412. personal loss that remains painful and unresolved.

  413. And what made that season so disorienting was not just the

  414. number of challenges, but the lack of clarity about how to

  415. respond faithfully on any of these fronts.

  416. It was like I have 10 or a dozen complicated problems in front of

  417. me, and I don't have the answers to any of them.

  418. And we were faced with a choice that many of you will recognize.

  419. Do we cling tightly to certainty and control and try to

  420. manipulate an outcome, or do we remain faithful to what God's

  421. given us to do and stay even though much of what we had hoped

  422. for sort of remained unclear? And so there were long stretches

  423. where I didn't have the words to explain what was happening to

  424. me, and I didn't have the words to help the community that I was

  425. a part of. And honestly, I didn't even

  426. trust myself to speak well in that season.

  427. And looking back, what stands out about that moment in our

  428. lives was that God was present, but in quiet and faithful ways

  429. that were not abundantly obvious at first glance.

  430. But staying attentive to what God was doing in that season

  431. slowly sort of formed something in me.

  432. And coming out of that really trying time of probably about 18

  433. months, words eventually returned to describe what was

  434. happening inside of me. And they carried less

  435. explanation and more presence to myself, to the people around me.

  436. And the change wasn't that the pain that we were wrestling with

  437. had disappeared, but that something had sort of been

  438. loosened. And trusting the faithfulness of

  439. God had taken a little bit deeper root because we remain

  440. focused on what God was inviting us to.

  441. The novelist and essayist Marilyn Robertson Robinson,

  442. Excuse Me, has written that love is learned through faithful

  443. attention over time. That love grows as we stay

  444. present, even when clarity comes slowly.

  445. And I think that's the kind of love that Zechariah's song is

  446. giving voice to, a love that's formed in patience and released

  447. when the moment is right. And so, friends, I just want to

  448. reiterate this again. You know, all this talk about

  449. waiting, I want to be open to the possibility that the moment

  450. is right right now in your life, that that the previous season

  451. that's that's sort of preceded everything that's going on right

  452. now in your life or in in our community has prepared you for

  453. this moment. And when you open your mouth,

  454. God will fill it with words of hope and promise and presence to

  455. the people around you. And it's also entirely possible

  456. that you're somewhere in the middle of that that process.

  457. And so if you feel like things are a little bit quiet right now

  458. and you maybe don't have the words or the presence that you

  459. would hope for, stay in it, keep, keep after it.

  460. You know, this is this is where the gospel becomes clear that

  461. this way of life is not, it's not a personality trait, It's

  462. not a coping strategy. It's the shape of the Kingdom of

  463. Christ coming into the world that Jesus doesn't announce a

  464. quick fix. He doesn't promise that

  465. everything will move steadily up and to the right.

  466. He invites people into a life that's shaped over time by self

  467. giving love and a love that is willing to enter into

  468. uncertainty and engage suffering and be in unresolved places

  469. without withdrawing from them or hardening up against them.

  470. This is the love that we see in Jesus himself, who meets the

  471. world patiently and stays present in its pain and gives

  472. himself for the healing of the world.

  473. And so that's the invitation that this season holds out to

  474. us, that to remain present in what's not yet resolved,

  475. trusting God is at work in us in that place, shaping the words

  476. and the actions that we will need when the time comes.

  477. The call of the gospel, the good news of Jesus, is not to have

  478. everything figured out, but to entrust our lives to Christ and

  479. allow his Spirit to form us in love that is steady and merciful

  480. and courageous, and to remain present to what God is asking of

  481. us in real time. So I want to ask you to give

  482. some thought to this question. What kind of voice is God

  483. forming in you right now? And I want to suggest that it is

  484. likely not one that's driven by urgency or fear, but that's

  485. marked by patience and mercy and trust.

  486. And how might our worship, when it's offered simply and

  487. honestly, begin to sort of shape the way that we speak in the

  488. moment that God is presenting you with?

  489. So Zechariah's song isn't sung once everything is settled or

  490. the future has become clear. It's sung in the middle of the

  491. story. Rome is still in power.

  492. Life is complicated. Nothing has outwardly changed

  493. for his people. Zechariah blesses God because he

  494. trusts that God has remained present and faithful even while

  495. the shape of the future is still unclear.

  496. And so the story is just inviting us to pay attention to

  497. how faith responds in moments like that.

  498. One trust doesn't wait for resolution.

  499. It takes shape in the middle of the story, as people learn to

  500. rely on God's nearness before the clarity about what that

  501. nearness looks like arrives. So some of you may be in a

  502. season where things just don't really add up.

  503. You're doing what you know how to do.

  504. You're showing up, you're staying faithful, but you can't

  505. see how sort of coherence or resolution is going to come.

  506. I want to encourage you that staying present to God in that

  507. place is already an act of faith.

  508. And for some of you, life might look relatively stable on the

  509. surface, but your hope has quietly sort of thinned out.

  510. And you're not in crisis, but you have just sort of stopped

  511. believing that things could be different.

  512. And I want to encourage you that God's light often meets us in

  513. that place, not with sudden solutions, but just with the

  514. next step becoming barely visible in front of us.

  515. And so as we move into ministry time, I'm going to invite our

  516. worship team back up. And we just want to make space

  517. for prayer and for you to respond to this story together.

  518. So you're welcome to come out to the sides for prayer or remain

  519. where you are and just receive as we worship.

  520. There's no pressure to feel anything in particular, but if

  521. joy is really being born in the middle of the ache of being

  522. human, then there might already be light breaking in in places

  523. that feel a little bit unfinished for you.

  524. So I would just encourage you if there are things that are coming

  525. to mind, to come and receive prayer.