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Galatians | The Free Gift of God

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  1. teaching scripture, we're going to be in Galatians chapter 1

    Galatians 1 chapter mention

  2. verses one through 9. Paul, an apostle, sent neither

  3. by human Commission nor from human authorities, but through

  4. Jesus Christ and God the Father, who raised him from the dead.

  5. And all the brothers and sisters with me to the churches of

  6. Galatia, grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord

  7. Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for our sins to set us free from

  8. the present evil age, according to the will of our God and

  9. Father, to whom be the glory forever and ever.

  10. Amen. I am astonished that you are so

  11. quickly deserting the one who called you in the grace of

  12. Christ and are turning to a different gospel.

  13. Not that there is another gospel, but there are some who

  14. are confusing you and want to pervert the gospel of Christ.

  15. But when? But even if we or an Angel from

  16. heaven should proclaim to you a gospel contrary to what we have

  17. proclaimed to you, let that one be accursed, as we have said

  18. before. So now I repeat, if anyone

  19. proclaims to you a gospel contrary to what you have

  20. received, let that one be accursed.

  21. This is the word of the Lord. All right, Welcome, friends.

  22. I'm glad you're here. My name is Parker.

  23. I'm one of the pastors here. So if we if we haven't met, it's

  24. it's good to be with you this morning.

  25. It's also good to be with you if we have met.

  26. But about 100 years ago, a French anthropologist named

  27. Marcel Moss wrote a little book called The Gift that people in

  28. that field still engage with great interest.

  29. He went looking all across cultures, travelled the world

  30. studying different people groups, looking for the idea of

  31. a truly free gift. He was searching for something

  32. given with nothing expected in return, and he ultimately

  33. couldn't find it anywhere. That concept was, in the the

  34. results of his research, absent from the face of the earth in

  35. any culture. Instead, he found that across

  36. cultures, a gift always leaves a thread between two people.

  37. You give me something, and now there's a connection there.

  38. There is something owed back. But more than that, there is a

  39. sense that something associates us together.

  40. That concept is seemingly unavoidable for us as humans.

  41. The point that Moss makes was that this is how human beings

  42. are wired. A gift ties people to each

  43. other, and it's actually not a catch in the way that gift

  44. giving works. What he discovered was that this

  45. was the entire purpose of giving gifts.

  46. Throughout all of human history, the the thread that connects us

  47. when a gift is given is something that we call a

  48. relationship. Most gifts happen in the context

  49. of a relationship, whether it's a new one or an old one.

  50. There, there. There might be good or bad

  51. motives tied to that gift, but ultimately gift exchange takes

  52. place in a relationship between one person and another.

  53. And most of us know this in our bodies, even if we've never

  54. studied anthropology. Somebody does something generous

  55. for you, does something that you can't pay back.

  56. And there's a kind of sweetness to it.

  57. There's, there's something that you can think of with fondness.

  58. I can, I can think of many times in my life where people were

  59. extravagantly generous toward me and it's endeared me toward

  60. those people. And I, I just want to say, I

  61. don't think that's a bad thing. The idea of an altruistic free

  62. gift we sort of think of as the ultimate expression of gift

  63. giving. But the truth is, some of my

  64. dearest friends and some of the people that I have come to love

  65. and respect the most are people with whom I've, I've built a

  66. relationship with over time of, of giving and exchanging,

  67. whether it's gifts or help or kindness in relationship with

  68. one another. But there is also this little

  69. itch for all of us. We start looking for a way to

  70. kind of even out the two columns naturally as humans, because a

  71. gift that you can't repay leaves you tied to someone in a way

  72. that you can't control. And ultimately what we want as

  73. humans is to have control over our lives and control over our

  74. circumstances. And the thing that we do almost

  75. every time is to try to turn that thread, that connection,

  76. that relationship with another person into something that we

  77. can manage into something that we can control.

  78. We turn our relationships into a kind of Ledger where we keep

  79. track of gifts given and gifts received in in one column or the

  80. other. Hang on to that idea this

  81. morning because it sort of runs underneath everything that we're

  82. going to look at actually for the next couple months through

  83. this series on Paul's letter to the Galatians.

  84. So we're starting this new series that's going to take us

  85. probably over the next 8 or 9 weeks, most of the way through

  86. Paul's letter to the Galatians. We're not going to look at every

  87. single verse in that book, but we're we're going to look at the

  88. most of it. And so naturally, we start at

  89. the beginning. Most of Paul's letters have a

  90. little bit of a, a warm up. He tends to kind of ease in

  91. almost for an entire chapter in most of the books that he

  92. writes. He opens with a Thanksgiving and

  93. he tells the church that he prays for them and he's grateful

  94. for what God is doing among them.

  95. And sometimes he even reminisces a little bit what it was like

  96. when they were together. And he skips almost all of that

  97. here. The greeting is there, but it's

  98. significantly shorter than normal.

  99. It's just a couple verses and then he's just into it.

  100. I'm astonished he writes that you are so quickly deserting the

  101. one who called you. The Greek word that he uses is,

  102. is something close to speechless.

  103. Agitation is what my, my, my dictionary said.

  104. Like, what are you people thinking?

  105. He is he's rattled by some news that he receives.

  106. He can't believe what he's hearing about these people who

  107. he loves and he spent time with and invested in.

  108. This is a letter from somebody who has gotten some news and had

  109. to respond. And what, what makes it, I

  110. think, worth several weeks of our time is that the thing that

  111. he's so worked up about in the beginning of this letter is

  112. something that each of us has done and are probably still

  113. doing in one way or another. And so I think it's apartment

  114. that we sort of dig in and understand a little bit of what

  115. he's talking about. So here's the story.

  116. You can you can read in Acts, actually a lot of the background

  117. for what this, what's where this letter is coming from.

  118. But Paul came through a city called Galatia and he preached

  119. the gospel there and something real happened.

  120. Lots of people were met by the grace of God.

  121. People came to know Jesus for the first time.

  122. They they came into contact with this free gift of God in Jesus

  123. Christ and people's lives were changed.

  124. This kind of self giving love that God pours out into the

  125. world through the cross. People heard about this and it

  126. transformed the way that they thought about their lives.

  127. And then Paul left. Galatia and other teachers came

  128. through with a different message.

  129. So Paul's message said, you know, Jesus has has rescued the

  130. whole creation, has rescued the whole creation from sin and

  131. death, and you no longer need to live under the constraints of

  132. the old law. This is a gift that's been

  133. freely given and you enter into relationship with Jesus.

  134. And then the the teachers who came through after Paul were

  135. sort of adding some ingredients to this message.

  136. And so they would say, you know, keep the Torah practices, keep

  137. the Hebrew law, get circumcised. And if you do these things, then

  138. you'll really belong to the covenant people of God.

  139. And the Galatians started doing it.

  140. So this is the thing that Paul is writing in response to.

  141. These people have heard other teachers add ingredients, add

  142. requirements. They've begun to do those

  143. things. And Paul is writing back

  144. basically to say, hey, I told you you didn't need to do any of

  145. those things, and now you're doing the things.

  146. So they took the freest gift that had ever been offered to

  147. anybody. And this is the part that's

  148. important for us to to hear clearly.

  149. They begun, they began to do the most human thing imaginable with

  150. that gift. It's easy for us to sort of

  151. distance ourselves from these people as we read this letter

  152. and think, well, that's awfully silly.

  153. They received a free gift and started adding requirements to

  154. it. But remember what we were just

  155. saying about the way that we often think about receiving

  156. gifts in relationship to other people.

  157. We start keeping a Ledger without the other person ever

  158. asking us to. We begin to think to ourselves,

  159. I know that that person, you know, gave me a thing generously

  160. or was just trying to help or was trying to express kindness.

  161. But I feel the need to keep track of that internally.

  162. And I'm actually imposing on myself and on the relationship,

  163. the need to sort of keep, keep the balance, keep this thing

  164. even. And this fits perfectly with the

  165. research from Marcel Moss and others on gifts and connection.

  166. It's our human instinct to do this.

  167. So Paul's letter, and this is, this is important.

  168. It's less about a theological correction.

  169. It's less about writing to these people and saying, you know,

  170. you've begun to believe the wrong thing.

  171. You've misunderstood the text, You've misunderstood the message

  172. of Jesus. Paul is writing to them because

  173. they have made a deeply human error.

  174. They've made the most natural human error.

  175. Upon receiving a gift, they started to place conditions on

  176. that gift themselves. And so why so we, we have to

  177. ask, would people who received a free gift start trying to earn

  178. that free gift? And the honest answer is that

  179. it's very difficult to receive something that you didn't earn.

  180. It actually takes a tremendous amount of humility.

  181. Most of us have been taught this idea that, you know, we, we

  182. should work hard for the things that we have, that we should

  183. earn the things in our lives and not, not just be given handouts.

  184. And so we sort of idealize the idea of a free gift because of

  185. some of the things that we were taught to believe about gift

  186. giving as modern Westerners. But there's something in most of

  187. us that really struggles to sit in the presence of the idea of a

  188. pure gift without keeping score. You already know this.

  189. Somebody picks up a check and you hear yourself say you got it

  190. last time, I'll get the next one.

  191. Somebody helps you move and you're already calculating how

  192. you can pay it back in their life because they've taken time

  193. to to be with you. Somebody gives you a gift that's

  194. clearly nicer than the one that you were able to give to them.

  195. And you smile and you accept that gift.

  196. But inside the meter starts running and you're already

  197. thinking about, I don't know how I'm going to get out from under

  198. this indebtedness. And that's almost certainly not

  199. what the person giving you the gift intended.

  200. But that's the way that we think, isn't it?

  201. And so if most of us are honest, this is the the tough part.

  202. We actually prefer it that way because as exhausting as a

  203. system of owing is, it at least tells us where we stand.

  204. You know, being on a treadmill is awful, but at at least I know

  205. how to run on a treadmill. And, and what scares me is being

  206. handed something free and just having to trust that it's, it's

  207. an honest, real free gift. Am I the only one who feels that

  208. or do you have a similar experience?

  209. I've, I've spent a frightening amount of my life sort of

  210. performing to appear worthy of some of the things in my life,

  211. performing competence so that people in my life think that I

  212. kind of have it together, performing faith so that people,

  213. you know, thought that I was the the real thing, right?

  214. And I've done it in prayer with nobody watching but God, which

  215. is one of the strangest places to perform of all, doing

  216. spiritual things quietly hoping that they build up some kind of

  217. credit for me, even though I clearly understand that that's

  218. not how this thing works. Because this is an urge that's

  219. just deep inside of all of us that's incredibly difficult to

  220. work our way around or out of or convince ourselves isn't there.

  221. I was trying to explain this series Debris a few weeks ago,

  222. maybe earlier this week, and she said something that I think is

  223. so important. She said even people who have

  224. been told their entire lives that grace is free still feel

  225. like they have to earn their way to favour people.

  226. People who have spent a long time in the church especially

  227. feel that way. They feel like they're on the

  228. hook. And when somebody starts talking

  229. about responding to the free gift of the love of God, it just

  230. sounds like the same heavy burden that we carry around, but

  231. maybe with slightly better marketing.

  232. So that when the person talking about it says it, it doesn't

  233. feel like I'm, I'm laying a burden on your shoulders.

  234. But instead, oh, it's something that you ought to feel.

  235. And I don't want to rush past that that fact.

  236. Because what the Galatians did was this very normal impulse

  237. towards self protection. They were being handed the one

  238. free thing in the universe and on reflex, trying to turn it

  239. into something that they could manage, trying to turn it into

  240. something that they could control or comprehend by their

  241. own actions and behaviors. Because it's so hard to get our

  242. minds around the idea of something that's given to us for

  243. free. And so before we go on in the

  244. text, I want to, I want to just talk a little bit more about the

  245. world that these Galatians were living in, because it turns out

  246. that they had even more reason to reach for this sort of

  247. relationship, the counting, than we do.

  248. The Galatians weren't just reaching for that Ledger out of

  249. habit. They were doing it because they

  250. had real reasons to be afraid in the moment that they found

  251. themselves. They were living inside the

  252. Roman Empire, and Rome had a very specific, very efficiently

  253. enforced idea about who counted and who didn't, particularly

  254. when it came to religion. Bridget Call, a New Testament

  255. scholar who spent years reading this letter and its imperial

  256. backdrop, makes an important point on her commentary on

  257. Galatians. The Galatians were being

  258. pressured to take on Jewish practices, and they probably

  259. weren't doing it because they were theologically confused.

  260. They were actually probably doing it because they were

  261. scared. And the the point that she makes

  262. in her commentary is that in the Roman world, to be a recognized

  263. religion and stay out of trouble, you had to have some

  264. recognizable practices and some recognizable patterns to count

  265. as a real religion, a real religious movement.

  266. And so Judaism had that. It was ancient, it had standing,

  267. it had legal protections. But if you were following some

  268. recently executed teacher from the backwater of Galilee, with

  269. no temple standing anywhere to its God, you were a little bit

  270. exposed. At the time, it was maybe a

  271. little bit harder to recognize these early Christians as part

  272. of a valid religious movement. So this was the kind of group

  273. that tended to get noticed by the wrong people.

  274. Taking on these Jewish markers might have actually felt like

  275. finally getting your papers in order.

  276. And so if we have some of these things, if we have some of these

  277. practices that we can sort of point to when the authorities

  278. come knocking, we can say, well, clearly we're part of this, you

  279. know, this specific religious sect.

  280. Here are the things that we do that make us part of that.

  281. Please don't haul us off to prison.

  282. But when somebody starts talking about this, this free gift that

  283. removes the need for a lot of those societal markers, it

  284. starts to get a little bit confusing for these people.

  285. There's actually even more on at stake than what initially

  286. appeared. What the Galatians did was was

  287. very normal. They're getting handed something

  288. free and they're trying to manage it.

  289. So Paul writes to them and says basically this.

  290. That's actually not safety. That's the thing that you had in

  291. the first place. It might feel a little more

  292. clear. It might feel a little bit more

  293. like you have firm ground to stand on, but you're backing

  294. yourselves into the thing that you were just freed from.

  295. He actually has a word for the thing that they're turning back

  296. to. He, he calls it Stoichia, which

  297. basically it gets translated all these different ways, weak and

  298. beggardly elements or elemental forces or the basic principles

  299. of the world. What he means is that there is a

  300. whole machinery of the way that the world works, the ways that

  301. people sort of interact with each other in a, in a very rules

  302. based sort of economy. And Paul says you were just

  303. rescued from all of that. You were just rescued from

  304. having to make this exchange and having to keep things even.

  305. And now you, you are walking back in that door and closing it

  306. behind you. There are great African

  307. theologians who argue that those of us in the West tend to

  308. flatten Paul's language about these powers into metaphor.

  309. And you know, when we do in polite Western society, we kind

  310. of lose the plot. Paul is not just being poetic

  311. about these powerful ideas. He's not talking about the the

  312. elemental forces of the world to to use nice flowery language.

  313. He believes that these are real systems and real structures that

  314. sort of inform the way that people are able to show up in

  315. the world. And he thinks that these things

  316. hold people in genuine captivity to patterns of living that the

  317. gospel is meant to liberate them from.

  318. So when he says that the Galatians are turning back to

  319. elemental spirits of the world or the present evil age, he's

  320. not exaggerating for effect. So let's look at what Paul

  321. actually writes Paul, an apostle sent not from men or by a man,

  322. but by Jesus Christ and by God the Father who raised him from

  323. the dead. Grace and peace to you from God

  324. our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ who gave himself for our

  325. sins to rescue us from the present evil age according to

  326. the will of God, the the will of our God and father.

  327. So before he's even said hello properly in this letter, he he

  328. kind of goes on this soliloquy. This is this is important to

  329. remember who's writing this. This is Paul, who was relatively

  330. recently hunting Christians down, dragging them out of their

  331. homes, standing by, observing while Stephen was stoned.

  332. Jesus interrupted his life and pulled him into a story that he

  333. was actively trying to destroy. And he becomes part of this

  334. people of God. And so even in the opening that

  335. can sound a little bit like fluff, he stops to say what the

  336. grace actually is. Jesus, who gave himself, nobody

  337. took his life from him. He handed it over.

  338. And then notice the scope of what he's talking about here.

  339. He he doesn't say Jesus forgave our sins in some private

  340. transaction between US and God. The point that he's making is

  341. that this grace, this free gift of grace rescues us from the

  342. present evil age. So the gospel is not about

  343. humans moving toward a more blessed state of being.

  344. It's about God's liberating invasion of the whole cosmos.

  345. You know, many of us, I think, were handed a gospel that was

  346. about getting my individual soul into the best spot when I die.

  347. And what's happening here in Paul's explanation of the gospel

  348. is that God breaks into enemy territory to get his people out.

  349. And this is the primary picture of the gospel that Paul is

  350. working with. So it's not primarily a a

  351. courtroom scene where one individual is on trial.

  352. We're talking about the epic rescue of the whole cosmos.

  353. So that's how Paul opens this letter.

  354. I think that's I think that's quite the stage.

  355. And so then on verse in verse 6, the temperature changes a little

  356. bit in what he's saying. I'm astonished that you are so

  357. quickly deserting the one who called you to live in the grace

  358. of Christ and are turning to a different gospel.

  359. The word different that he uses means different in kind.

  360. It's a it's a different, it's a different species.

  361. It's a completely different thing.

  362. It's not just we've, we've changed a few ingredients where

  363. we've like added a little bit here, taken away a little bit

  364. there. He's saying that this thing that

  365. they have bought into is a, is a fundamentally different message

  366. than the one that he brought. He, he says that the gospel that

  367. he preached to these people is one that operates on the basis

  368. of of a free gift from God. And the one that they've begun

  369. to embrace moves them back toward this, this habit of

  370. earning what they have. And those two things don't mix.

  371. They're different. They're fundamentally opposed.

  372. And this raises the question underneath all of this, that if

  373. the gospel of grace is really free and it's this beautiful,

  374. can't be taken back thing, how does it so easily for so many of

  375. us become a burden as we try to sort it out in our own lives, as

  376. we try to think, how do I live into the shape of this story

  377. that's been put in front of me? And then verses 8.

  378. And nine are are even more confrontational.

  379. Even if we are an Angel from heaven should preach a gospel

  380. other than the one we preach to you.

  381. Let them be under God's curse, as we have already said.

  382. So now I say again, if anybody is preaching to you a gospel

  383. other than what you accepted, let them be under God's curse.

  384. Some translations in place of God's curse use the actual Greek

  385. word anathema. And in in the Jewish mind, this

  386. meant something that was distinctly set apart for

  387. destruction, handed over to judgement, completely cut off.

  388. This is rarely how Paul talks. You know, he can sound a little

  389. salty in some of his letters, but I think this is the only

  390. place where where Paul actually sort of directly invokes a curse

  391. on his opponents. So this is he.

  392. He means business. He gets angry in.

  393. Other letters, but not a lot of stuff like this.

  394. And and he throws himself. And and the.

  395. Angels under this language, he says.

  396. Even if I come back and preach something else, even if an Angel

  397. does, let it, let it be cursed. So this is this is how strongly

  398. this is how consequential he. Feels that this.

  399. Is he knows exactly how this sounds.

  400. He is not fussing over some secondary thing.

  401. You know, it's not about denominational preference or a

  402. worship style or, you know, any, any of those sorts of things.

  403. He he's saying that the free gift, taking this free gift and

  404. turning it back into a transaction, pulling it into

  405. sort of our human frameworks for how we have to account for

  406. relationships with other people is catastrophic.

  407. To the. Message of Jesus and I want to

  408. slow down because we we have to get clear about what Paul is so

  409. worked up to protect because we're going to spend quite a bit

  410. of this series unpacking the idea of, you know, how how do we

  411. respond to the free gift of God? How do we respond to the grace

  412. that we've received? And and it is.

  413. It's just a click off. But it makes a world.

  414. Of difference, the way that this this thought can kind of unfold

  415. in our minds. There's a New Testament scholar

  416. named John Barclay and some of our team is, is actually reading

  417. his book on Galatians as we preach the series.

  418. And he asked the same question from a more theological angle

  419. that Moss did, but about Paul's world specifically.

  420. And he wrote this book called Paul and the Gift.

  421. And what he found actually lines up with with Moss almost

  422. perfectly. In Paul's world, gifts were not

  423. thought of as free. The way that that sounds to us,

  424. a gift created a a connection, a gift created a bond, a gift

  425. created a relationship between two people.

  426. And that's actually how all of society held together.

  427. There's extensive writing on this in in Roman society, this

  428. was sort of one of the customs, one of the ways that people

  429. thought about how their whole world held together was around

  430. these these sort of social obligations that revolved around

  431. gifts. If somebody gave you something

  432. and you didn't reciprocate, you weren't just rude, you were

  433. breaking the social contract in a way that was really important

  434. to understand. So I want you to picture what it

  435. sounded like when Paul came into that world.

  436. Where failing to. Reciprocate a gift wasn't just

  437. rude, it was a failure of conscience.

  438. It was a failure of nerve. And Paul starts saying that

  439. there is this God who gives gifts to people who have not

  440. earned them and who can't reciprocate Who?

  441. Gives. Before they have done a single

  442. thing. Who gives to people who are

  443. unworthy on purpose without checking whether they deserve

  444. that thing or not that? Didn't.

  445. Sound generous to these people? That would actually not.

  446. Have been their first thought. It sounded irresponsible and

  447. hard to believe. So one of the reasons that

  448. people struggle with this, with this aspect of the gospel so

  449. much in this moment is because they hear this and they don't

  450. instantly think, oh, how good is that?

  451. We're rescued. They think this is a God who

  452. doesn't follow our rules. And that's sort of.

  453. Offensive, isn't it? Barclay says.

  454. That God's grace is incongruous. I think I said that.

  455. Right. It it it.

  456. Doesn't match. It's like misaligned.

  457. So we live in a world where gifts go to worthy people.

  458. And. We sort of track status based on

  459. honor and people get what they have coming.

  460. And then there's this God who gives not just gifts, gives

  461. himself by the spirit to the people who had the least coming

  462. of anybody. And that's why the, one of the

  463. reasons that the gospel was thought of as as scandalous,

  464. because it violated this social convention.

  465. And here's the the move that we have to track because I, I

  466. really think it's the hinge of this whole series.

  467. As we work our way through this letter, you would expect the

  468. punchline to be. So the gift is.

  469. Free Nothing is asked of you, and a lot of us have heard this

  470. preached exactly that way. Nothing required, nothing

  471. required whatsoever. But Barclay shows that grace.

  472. This this idea. That grace asks nothing of you

  473. is a very modern idea only. Just.

  474. In the last, you know, couple 100 years, have we sort of

  475. invented the idea of a purely altruistic gift that doesn't

  476. create any kind of a, a bond or a connection or, or serve a

  477. relationship between two parties?

  478. What Paul is saying is, is stranger than that.

  479. It's a little bit less black and white.

  480. The whole point. Of God's gift.

  481. Wasn't. To settle a score or clear

  482. balance, it was to make a people who represented this kind of

  483. grace to the watching world and to open a relationship with a

  484. people group, to fold you into a family, to pull you into a life

  485. with the living God. And the gift is free and it's

  486. relational. And those two things, we're

  487. really not put in tension. We're not put at odds with each

  488. other. Until pretty recent history,

  489. people people started to put them into tension.

  490. The freedom. Of this gift is what makes the

  491. relationship real instead of coerced.

  492. It's a thing that. You can receive or not receive,

  493. but it's it's clear where it's coming from.

  494. And it's. Clear that we can't just sort of

  495. separate a gift out from the giver and we can't separate a

  496. gift out from the circumstances where we find ourselves when we

  497. receive it. So all of these things have to

  498. be true at the same time for this to really operate the way

  499. that that Paul claims that it does and.

  500. What being? Loved like that does.

  501. Is it calls a response? Out of us, not a payment, not

  502. not a way of getting even, not a way of, of keeping that Ledger.

  503. But there is a response. And those things can look

  504. similar on the outside, but they're worlds apart on the

  505. inside. And so I sort of described the

  506. shadow side of what happens inside of us when we give and

  507. receive gifts. But now, I'd love for you to

  508. call to mind some of the most beautiful instances of giving

  509. and receiving that you can recall in your life.

  510. What have? Those moments.

  511. Created my. Assumption for many of us is

  512. that they've called a response out of us.

  513. Toward the person who's. Given generously to us or to the

  514. person who's been radically kind to us.

  515. Not, you know, when. When we trust that person's

  516. motives, When we understand who they are, When we understand a

  517. little bit of their character. Not because we feel.

  518. Like we have to, not because we feel like we have to pay them

  519. back or to get even or get right with them, but because receiving

  520. a gift from one who loves us is a beautiful thing.

  521. And the response. To that is good and appropriate.

  522. It's a It's beautiful. Paying back is what you do to

  523. clear a debt and get free of someone.

  524. You know when? When?

  525. You're in debt to a credit card company.

  526. That's not a relationship that you want to continue on into the

  527. future. When you're.

  528. When you're paying off your mortgage to the bank, that's a

  529. relationship that's clearly free of of altruism.

  530. There is obviously a motive there and it's to extract as

  531. much money from you as possible. But that's not what we're

  532. talking about. We're not talking about getting

  533. free of someone. Responding is what happens when

  534. we believe that we're loved and we don't want to get free.

  535. We want to go deeper. We want to grow in understanding

  536. and being understood. And so no, that's not the

  537. relationship that you have with the credit card company, but

  538. hopefully that's the relationship that you have with

  539. a close friend or with a spouse or with your kids.

  540. This is the kind of beauty in relationship that human beings

  541. are designed for This, this attachment style, this, this

  542. thought that we just want to get free of someone.

  543. We want to get out of their debt.

  544. That's anxious and insecure. And the other is the most

  545. natural thing in the world when we find ourselves in in the free

  546. exchange of love one with another.

  547. Robert Capen, who wrote some of the most beautiful sentences

  548. about grace that I've ever read, put it plainly in his book

  549. Kingdom Grace and Judgement. He said grace doesn't sell.

  550. You can hardly even give it away because it works only for losers

  551. and no one wants to stand in their line.

  552. I love that idea because you know what is it?

  553. I mean, you don't give grace to one who you think you're going

  554. to get a lot from, right? But to stand in line with

  555. losers? Right.

  556. Is there a more? Is there a more Jesus thing?

  557. And so here we are. Friends, people who we we've

  558. been convinced that we live in this economy of of give and

  559. take, of staying, even of getting out of one another's

  560. debts. And I I.

  561. Just think that one of the things that that the Spirit of

  562. God wants to do in people is to draw us into this understanding

  563. of who God is. That would allow us to just say

  564. I'll stand in line with the losers.

  565. I'll take whatever. You'll give me knowing that I

  566. can never pay it back, but what it will draw out of me will be

  567. the kind of response that's hopefully so full of of love, so

  568. full of gratitude that I'm not concerned with getting even.

  569. I'm not concerned with paying it back.

  570. It's just because I've embraced this reality.

  571. The freedom that Paul is fighting for is, is this idea

  572. that you are not on the hook. You're not on the hook for

  573. anything by receiving this gift. This this gift won't be

  574. repossessed if you don't respond the right way.

  575. You know, I, I don't. Want to overuse this analogy,

  576. but but borrowing in our in our sort of economic structures as

  577. they exist. This is a great example for how

  578. it's not supposed to work. You know, think about this kind

  579. of stuff like if you are, if you borrow money to buy a thing and

  580. you can't repay the money, what happens?

  581. Somebody comes and takes it. That's not what we're talking

  582. about this that's that's not the kind of gift giving, that's not

  583. the kind of love that calls forth a response from US.

  584. One more verse before. We close and then I'll say a

  585. little bit more about where we're headed for the next 8

  586. weeks. Paul's deep into this argument

  587. by Chapter 4, and he's made his case about the gift and about

  588. the freedom of the gift, and then he writes this line.

  589. But now that you. Know God, or rather are known by

  590. God. How is it that you are turning

  591. back to those weak and miserable forces?

  592. And I want you to. Catch the little self edit that

  593. he makes right there and it would be fascinating to know if

  594. it were written this way on purpose or if he sort of caught

  595. himself mid thought and and and made this little change.

  596. But either way, it's in the text he starts to write now that you

  597. know God and. Then he interrupts.

  598. Himself to say no, wait, that's backwards.

  599. Or rather are. Known by God.

  600. That's the entire that's the entire gospel in one little self

  601. correction. This version that starts with

  602. you knowing God. Is the one that we.

  603. Default to it's the oldest story that humans have that we cling

  604. to this idea that I climb toward God and I eventually get there.

  605. I follow the steps, I climb the ladder and you know, it's this,

  606. it's it's magical thinking, really, it's what it is.

  607. I pray the prayer, I recite the right incantation or perform the

  608. right sacrifice. And I conjure favor as a result.

  609. And Paul flips. It and he says it actually never

  610. started with you. This.

  611. This idea, this gospel doesn't, it doesn't terminate on you or

  612. your ability to understand something or your ability to

  613. behave a certain way. It terminates on God and so.

  614. If you have. Ever been on the outside?

  615. If you've ever been the person who had to prove that you

  616. belonged before anybody let you in.

  617. You hear? This verse differently than

  618. people who are a little more comfortable in life do.

  619. And so for people. Who?

  620. Maybe, maybe you've had to earn your way into a lot of rooms.

  621. This idea that. You were known before you proved

  622. anything. It's not just a.

  623. Nice theological idea. It's the whole, it's the whole

  624. gig and. That's what this whole.

  625. Series is about South. For the next 8 weeks, we're

  626. asking one question together. If everything starts with a

  627. gift, if you were known and loved before you did anything,

  628. then what does the rest of the Christian life actually become?

  629. And the answer that we'll continually come back to is that

  630. it becomes a response. It's not a it's not a payment

  631. plan on debt or some way for us to get even with the God who's

  632. given generously to us. It's not a list to keep so that

  633. you don't lose your spot. All of this stuff that we talk

  634. about, prayer and worship and generosity and the way that we

  635. treat each other and the way that we want to show up in our

  636. neighborhood, all the practices that we're going to build toward

  637. together as a church, all of it is meant to be a response that

  638. we can share to a love that has already been found in each one

  639. of us. And so some of you.

  640. Are already feeling that I spend time with some of you in the

  641. question that's rising up. That's right at the surface is

  642. what do I do with this? Where do I start?

  643. How can I help? And hear me.

  644. Clearly that question is good. I love sitting with people who

  645. are like, put me in coach. That's fantastic.

  646. And you know the gift in your case is doing exactly what a

  647. gift does. It stirs something.

  648. There's a response that's in you and it's wanting to come out

  649. because it's come into contact with a new way of being loved.

  650. And so we are going to spend 8 weeks trying to help you find

  651. language for that response. And I just want you to hear that

  652. there is nothing suspect about wanting it and others of us are

  653. somewhere else entirely. Something closer to I don't know

  654. if I feel anything ever. How am I supposed to?

  655. Respond to that. I'm not sure.

  656. God is anywhere near me. I've.

  657. Been at this for a long time and the well is dry.

  658. You know, it's interesting. That those two things can can

  659. coexist in the same room at the same time in response to the

  660. same love of God that's being poured out.

  661. And I just want to say, if that's you, you are not failing

  662. the assignment. If you find yourself.

  663. Not particularly responsive or not particularly full of joy or

  664. excitement. When you think about this, the

  665. thing that we're after isn't, isn't your performance.

  666. And it's actually not. Even your response.

  667. My hope is. That the gift would actually

  668. land in your life in a new way in this season.

  669. And so there's no need to rush. There's no need to rush a

  670. response. If you're not feeling anything

  671. to respond to yet, that's OK. There's room.

  672. For that. My hope is that that.

  673. You'd know underneath all of all of that you were known before

  674. you knew anything. And I think that's what.

  675. Paul is trying to communicate here, so as we move into a time

  676. of response, I'll invite the worship team to come back up.

  677. And parents, you can prepare to receive your kids back into the

  678. room. And I'd love to invite.

  679. You to stand if you're able. I'm going to pray for all of us

  680. here in a moment. Our prayer people will.

  681. Make their way out to the edges of the room.

  682. Some of you have. Been doing this for a long time

  683. and you could probably preach this sermon better than I just

  684. did. And if you're, if you're honest

  685. with yourselves underneath all of that, knowing you still feel

  686. like you're on the hook for something.

  687. There's still a little bit. Of like, I hear all of this, I

  688. hear all the free gift stuff and the, and all of that and I, I

  689. just still feel like there's something that I'm supposed to

  690. be doing or something that I'm not doing right.

  691. And that that. Feeling runs really really deep

  692. and knowing better doesn't seem to be moving it.

  693. I want to invite you to come and and receive prayer this morning.

  694. If that's you, I don't have any technique for that.

  695. But the gift doesn't expire and the the free.

  696. Price tag. On the gift doesn't doesn't

  697. expire either. And so I would just love for you

  698. to come and receive prayer. You know, that's the only kind

  699. of gift that that God gives is the one that that doesn't match.

  700. It doesn't fit. It was never meant to fit.

  701. And so the fact that you can't you can't make it add up is is a

  702. testament to the way that grace works.

  703. And I would just say for the rest of you, if there's anything

  704. in your life, spiritual, emotional things going on in

  705. your family, things going on in your body, come, we'd love to

  706. pray for you. So Lord, we welcome your spirit.

  707. And as we worship God, I pray that you would.

  708. Fill fill this. Room.

  709. Fill us, fill our praise. Lead us together.