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Treasures of the Journey - Part 4: Can God Call on You? | Pastor René Dekker
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Welcome to ECB's Weekly Sermon Podcast. ECB is an international church in Bangkok, Thailand,
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with dozens of nationalities worshipping together. We invite you to connect with us from wherever
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you are through our website, ecb.asia, or our mobile app. And now we pray that you are blessed
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by this week's sermon. We're in week four of our sermon series, Treasures of the Journey, and over
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the past week since the beginning of this year we've heard from Pastor Pablo, from Zach Wiley,
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and from Pastor Phil about the journeys that they have discovered in their walk of faith,
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and I hope this has been encouraging for your own walk with God. And to me today it's my turn to
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share this treasure of the journey that I am in the process of discovering, okay? It's still going
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on and I want to present my treasure or introduce my treasure to you in the form of a question,
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can God call on you? Can God call on me? For some reason God has decided to build his kingdom on
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earth through people like you and me. If I were God I would have chosen a different strategy that
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relied less on people that can easily say no to any involvement in this huge rescue plan that God
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has launched to win the world back to him. But hey, God is God and he chose us to build his kingdom
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on earth. But the question is, can he call on us? As we dig into this question today I want to look
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with you at the story of Moses. His story of calling was quite a unique one as we will learn
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today. But at the same time it gives us beautiful insights into how God mobilizes people for his
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work. And as a matter of fact it provides an opportunity for you and me to assess our readiness,
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our willingness to engage in the work that God is calling us to do to build his kingdom on earth.
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And although I'm not a hero of the faith like Moses, I do recognize parts of my story of calling
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in Moses' story of calling. And I want to intertwine that story today in this preaching as well as
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sharing of my treasure of the journey. If you're not familiar with the story of Moses, let me briefly
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introduce him to you. Moses was born into a Jewish family that lived in Egypt at around the year
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1300 before Christ. Why did the people of Israel live in Egypt in those days? Well, they were
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oppressed. They were held in slavery for hundreds of years. But although Moses was born in a Jewish
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family, he was not raised in a Jewish family. As a matter of fact he was raised at the royal court of
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Egypt as an adopted son of the daughter of the Pharaoh who was the mightiest man on earth in those
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days. And that raising at the royal courts came with good education, came with stature, came with
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a rich life. But all of that changed around the time when Moses was 40 years old. Then that's
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began when things began to go south. There was one day when Moses was walking around in Egypt and he
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saw that one of his fellow Jewish people was beaten up by an Egyptian guard and he could not control
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himself, upset as he was, and he killed the Egyptian guard. And in one day Moses turned from a prince
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of Egypt into a refugee. He had to flee. He had to run for his life because the Pharaoh, as you can
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understand, wanted to kill him and he ended up in a country called Midian. It was in the wilderness.
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In the desert. And in the 40 years that followed, you know what Moses did? Well from a prince of
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Egypt he turned into a shepherd of sheep. One of the most despised jobs in those days. 40 years of
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that. Stinky animals, most despised job of all. What a humiliating experience. And it was this guy,
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Moses, a murderer, a refugee, someone who had for 40 years been tending sheep and who was now 80
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years old, that God would call to lead his people, the people of Israel, out of the slavery of Egypt
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into the promised land. Go figure. How unlikely. But God seems to be in the business of calling
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unlikely people to assignments that are well beyond their capabilities. I mean look at the
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story of Scripture. You remember Jesus' 12 disciples, these men, uneducated, unpolished,
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and yet Jesus called them to play an essential role in his ministry. Remember that the story
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of Saul who turned into Paul, he was the greatest enemy to the church of Jesus and yet God had his
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eyes on him and he called him to be a powerful witness and worker for the kingdom of God to
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advance, to break through, and we owe it to Paul and his team that we today have come to an
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understanding of the gospel of Jesus Christ. God is in the business of calling unlikely people to
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assignments that are well beyond their capabilities and I consider myself one of those unlikely people.
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As many of you know, it was never on my radar to become a pastor. I was trained, educated,
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in business and for more than 20 years I worked for international companies and it was my executive
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job that brought me and my family to Bangkok in 2016. And although John and my wife and I had
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been praying for years, Lord if you want to redirect our lives, we're open to that. We didn't
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think he would actually do that. Lesson learned, dear friends, be careful what you pray for because
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God may actually answer your prayer. So it was in 2017 when God began to make me aware that he was
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calling me out of business into pastoral ministry that I thought, huh? That is unlikely. A pastor,
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really? I've never done that. I'm not trained to be a pastor and yet the calling was so clear. God
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made it so clear that there was no way for me to say no to that calling. And four years later, now
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four years ago, God did it again and he asked me to be the lead pastor of this church. So what could
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I say? Well, God, it's unlikely but you're calling me so I'm just gonna trust you. I'm gonna go for
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it. You will have to do it through me. That's what God does. He calls unlikely people to assignments
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that are well beyond their capabilities. When we look at Moses story in Exodus 3 and 4, we get a
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good picture of how God calls people to his work. It's a picture that in part I recognize in my story
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but it's also a picture that I think may unfold the things that God is up to in your life, in your
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current season. There's five stages to Moses calling that I want to look at together with you
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today. Preparation, attention, specification, excuses, and obedient faith. Let's have a look
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at each of these stages. The first stage of Moses calling was preparation. This is what we read at
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the start of Exodus 3. Now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro, his father-in-law, the priest of
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Midian, and he led the flock to the far side of the wilderness and came to Horeb, the mountain of
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God. Horeb also often referred to as Sinai, Mount Sinai. It's been 40 years of this in Moses life,
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okay? We meet him at a time when he is 80 years old and he has done 40 years of this, taking care
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of the sheep of his father-in-law Jethro, spending every day in the wilderness to find some fresh
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grass and water for these animals, for these sheep. The Bible doesn't tell us exactly what Moses' state
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of mind was but I think it's fair to assume that there were days on which Moses thought, really?
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This stinky job? Every day the same animals, the same routine, the same wilderness, the same looking
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for water and for grass? Really? 80 years old? What is the point of my life? But little did Moses know
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that God used these 40 years of shepherding sheep to prepare him for the assignment that he had from
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Moses next. 40 years of tending sheep on the Sinai Peninsula is a very handy experience, geographically,
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topography, knowing the area, knowing the people, knowing the region, if God is calling you a little
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while later to lead about 2 million people through exactly the same geographical area. Preparation
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for his time. Also, 40 years Moses had been leading sheep and as sheep behave a little bit like people,
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often a lot like people, that comes in handy as a preparation time for the assignment that God had
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for him. Also, after being a prince of Egypt with all that had came for 40 years, Moses had to learn
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a very important trait of leadership. Humility. 40 years of this, 40 years of being with sheep in a
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very modest environment, modest job, not fancy at all, was needed for God to teach Moses humility,
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because that is what he would need to lead the people of Israel out of the slavery of Egypt into
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the promised land. Here's what we need to learn from this, dear friends. God uses our past and
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our current experiences to prepare us for future assignments. In the first month of being a pastor
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here at ECB, I wrestled with a couple of things, but one question was more the prominent question.
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The question I asked God is, God, tell me what I need to unlearn now I am a pastor. Here's how I
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reasoned. I've been in business for more than 20 years. I really understand how to lead business,
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how to do strategy, how to do finance, but hey, this is a church, God. It has to look different
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here, doesn't it? But we were six or seven months down the road when God made me aware that he did
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not want me to unlearn anything. He made me aware that those 20 years of international business was
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preparatory ground for the new season he was calling me into. He wanted me to lead the way I
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was. The René leader that I was is, I can tell, the René leader I am today. God can use our past and
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our current experiences to prepare us for the future assignment, whether it's your vocation,
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whether it's your skill, whether it's your job, whether these are your successes or your failures,
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even when it involves your hardships. God never wastes an opportunity to get you ready for the
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next assignment like he did with Moses. The second stage of Moses' calling involves drawing his
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attention. Look at how God did that. There, this was Mount Horeb, Mount Sinai, the angel of the
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Lord appeared to Moses in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush
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was on fire, it didn't burn up. So Moses thought, I will go over and see this strange sight, why the
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bush does not burn up. When the Lord saw that he had gone over to look, God called to him from within
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the bush, Moses, Moses. And Moses said, here I am. God had used different ways to draw people's
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attention before, but not this very unusual way, a burning bush that didn't burn up. God speaks in
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different ways to us, you know. I know we're very familiar with God speaking to us through his word,
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which is what he does, he truly does. But we need to be open also to the unusual and unpredictable
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ways that God uses to draw our attention. As God was calling me to be a pastor here at ECB, I had a
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number of burning bush experiences. And one of those burning bushes was my wife. Before you
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misinterpret this, let me explain what I mean. Early 2017, I wrote an email to the then lead
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pastor, Pastor David King, to offer my help because ECB was going through a leadership transition.
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But what I meant by offering my help was a couple of hours here and there because I had a very
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demanding job that took most of my time. So Pastor David came to our home and we had a wonderful
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conversation. We didn't even know each other, so there was introduction involved, nice conversation,
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nice evening. And after he had left, Honecker came to me, she looked at me, she said, God is not
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calling you to help out a little bit, he is calling you for much more than that. And although my answer
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was nope, I don't think so, it did draw my attention. Husbands, listen. Listen to your wives. Also when
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it involves the things of God, here's the thing, and I'm serious about this, when you're married
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to a godly woman, often they are faster to hear from the Holy Spirit than us guys. So I'm serious,
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listen to your godly wives. That was a burning bush experience, it drew my attention, and in the
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months that followed after in 2017, God used a number of other burning bush experiences, dreams,
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and visions, and strangers coming up to me actually saying, hey, did you know that God is calling you
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for pastoral ministry? Go figure. God speaks, dear friends, even in unusual ways, be open to that.
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When God calls you, he will be drawing your attention, whether that is through a word,
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whether that is through an impression, whether that is through another burning bush experience.
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And whenever he speaks, he does that to draw our attention. But like with Moses, when God draws
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your attention, it is on us to respond. You know what Moses did when he saw this burning bush that
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didn't burn up? He said, this is weird. I need to go and check it out. What is up? And he went,
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and it was there at the burning bush that God specified the assignment for Moses. When God
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draws your attention, it's up to you to respond. Go, check it out. Find the clarity that God wants
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you to have. Could it be that God has been drawing your attention lately for new things that he is
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up in your life? Maybe it was a Bible verse. Maybe it was a dream or a vision. Maybe it was
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an impression that one of your friends or brothers or sisters shared with you. Don't run away. Go.
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Check it out. Seek what God wants to say to you. Third stage of Moses' calling is this,
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specification. Now, God has Moses' attention. He specifies the assignment he has for him.
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The Lord said, I have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out
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because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. So I have come down to
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rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and
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spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey. And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me,
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and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them. So, Moses, now go. Go, Moses.
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I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt. God has had enough
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of the suffering of his people in Egypt. It has to stop now. Fond as he is of his people,
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he no longer wants them to be oppressed. He no longer wants them to be in slavery,
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but instead he wants to lead them of a land, a country that is filled with abundant blessings.
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The thing is, he needs someone to lead that people from here to there, and it is Moses he has set his
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eye on. It is Moses he is calling for a new assignment to save his people and lead them to
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the promised land. After 40 years as a prince of Egypt, followed by 40 years as a shepherd in the
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wilderness, God now calls Moses to lead his people, to serve his people. What you can tell
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from Moses' calling and from any other calling for that matter in Scripture is that whenever
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God calls you, it is always, always to serve the interests of other people. When you track the
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storyline of Scripture, whether you read about Joseph or Abraham or Moses or David or the disciples
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or Paul or Jesus himself, God always called them for the benefit of others, to serve others. As I
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was preparing and thinking about this, I thought, could it be, maybe, could it be that this is the
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reason why some of us are so reluctant to say yes to the call that God places on your life? Reluctant
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because it's not for self, it's for other people. It's not to benefit and serve yourself, it's to
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benefit and serve the interests of others. If what I just said makes you feel uncomfortable, please
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don't go feel guilty or ashamed. That's not my intention for saying this, but see it as an
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invitation to spend some good time with Jesus on this and just share this with him. Lord, if I'm
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being honest with you, I am selfish. As a matter of fact, I'm looking into benefiting self more
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than in benefiting others. Spend the time with Jesus. Ask him to break your heart for what his
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heart breaks for. You know what it is? People. So that you will be ready, so that you will be
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willing to take up whatever assignment God calls you to. The next stage of Moses' calling is one
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that I recognize a lot, maybe you as well. It's excuses. Moses was not at all on board with the
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plan. God had not even finished his specification of his assignment and Moses begins, oh Lord,
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who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt? Lord, have you forgotten
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80 years old? Shepherd of sheep. What are you thinking? I'm not capable, I'm unsuitable for
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going there. Oh, and by the way, Lord, suppose I go to the Israelites and I say to them, the God of
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your fathers has sent me to you and they ask me, what is his name? Now what shall I tell them? God,
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what do I really know about you? And when people ask me about you, what do I even say? Oh, another
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thing, Lord, that I think you should reconsider your plan. What if they do not believe me or
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listen to me and say, the Lord did not appear to you? I don't want to make a fool out of myself,
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Lord, showing up and saying, well, God sent me and then they laughing at me and mocking me, Lord.
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Think again. Oh, and Lord, another thing, as you know, I've never been eloquent,
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neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I'm slow of speech and tongue.
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By the way, this is even a false excuse because Moses did learn how to speak and communicate in
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Egypt, but probably 40 years of sheep communication didn't help a lot. Lord, for this big thing that
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you're calling me to, you need a good communicator who is eloquent and can speak well. That's not me,
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Lord. So, God, the more I think about it, the more I think it's a bad idea. You know what? I'm out.
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Just call somebody else who's more suitable, more capable, more willing. I find this very
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inconvenient, Lord, so thank you, but no, thank you. Wow. Moses spends a lot of energy
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for throwing up, putting out reasons to say no to God's calling on his life. He's afraid he finds
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himself unsuitable and unqualified, and his answer is no, thank you, Lord. Have you been there?
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Have you been there? You kind of know that God is calling you to this assignment, whether it's
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something totally new or maybe he calls you deeper into something you're already doing
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and afraid as you are, insecure as you are, inconvenient as it is.
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You're putting forward your best arguments, putting forward reasons to say, God,
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no, thank you. I'd rather say no to what you're calling me to.
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Here's the thing. The more we look to ourselves, the more reasons we find for saying no to God's
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call. The more we make it about us, the less we will look to God and be in awe of the things that
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he is capable of through us. My excuses that I made to God when I was a child, I made to God
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my excuses that I made to God when he called me into pastoral ministry in 2017, I did different
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than Moses, maybe a little bit more polished. I asked God a few questions, hesitant as I was
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to take this big leave of faith. There were four questions that I asked God. Question number one,
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God, is this as you? Would you please make this a job that involves end worship and the executive
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leadership side of things? Because I know how to do that. I don't know what it is to be a pastor,
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but at least I know how to do that. Question number two, Lord, I get it that the salary of a
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pastor is much lower than what I make in business. Could you please just make it enough? Question
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number three, Lord, we just put our girls, our three daughters through this huge transition from
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the Netherlands to Bangkok, and they just settled in in their school. Could we please continue
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them to have them there at that school, not to take them through another transition? Question
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number four, Lord, if you are calling me to do this, this was a daring one. Would you send three
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people that I have never met who literally tell me God wants you to be a pastor at ECB? There you go.
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And I thought with these questions, things were clear and settled, not realizing that God would
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answer all those questions in a very specific way. By the way, these are the kind of questions
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that you ask when you look too much to yourself, your situation, your needs, your capabilities,
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and you forget to look at who God is and what he is able to do for you and through you. The more
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we make it about ourselves, the less we see God. We need to stop making it about ourselves, dear
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friends, and instead we need to look to God. God will never ask you for any kingdom assignment
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that you will be able to pull off on your own. Let me repeat that. God will never call us to kingdom
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assignments that we are able of pulling off on our own, whether it's the call to love your neighbor,
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or the call to be holy like God is holy, or the call to leave your country and go minister and
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serve people who you have never met in a country far away. You will always need God. So we need to
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stop looking at ourselves and we need to begin, stop looking to ourselves and begin to look at
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God and his ability. And you know, when we do that, God will always come through. God will always
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come through. And he wanted Moses to be aware of that as Moses was making his excuses. While Moses
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was doing that, you know what God did? He superseded those excuses by promises. Moses, you're wondering
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about who you are, about your identity, and about your ability. Can I tell you? I am with you, and I
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will be with you every step of the way. You can count on my presence, Moses. Moses, you were
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wondering about what to say when the people ask you, hey, who is it who sent you? You can tell them
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this. I am who I am, and it's I who has sent you to them. And Moses, if you have more questions about
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who I am and what I'm capable of, you just ask because my wisdom I give you. Oh, and Moses, you
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didn't ask for this, but I want you to know that I will take care of you and my people really well.
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I will make sure that you will not leave the country of Egypt empty-handed. I'm going to take
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care of you and give you everything you need for those 40 years of journeying to the promised land.
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Oh, Moses, about your question, what to say when the people tell you, well, God didn't show up to
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you. Here is what's going to happen. Pharaoh will need some convincing, you know. He will not go easy
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on letting my people go, so I will give you power. I will give you power to do signs and miracles, and
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probably he will not answer or listen to you after a first sign. It may take two or three or 10, but
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in any case, Moses, I'm going to show up in power for you to be able what I called you for.
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Oh, Moses, you were doubting your abilities as a communicator. Can I remind you who invented
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communication in the first place? Moses, that's me, and I gave you the mouth and the capacity to
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speak and to communicate. So would you just trust me? Would you just follow me? And I will tell you
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what to speak, and I will enable you to do that well. You see what God does to counter our excuses?
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He supersedes our excuses by His promises. Whenever God asks you something, for something,
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calls you to something, He promises His presence. He promises His wisdom. He promises to take care
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of you, to provide for everything that you need, and He promises His power to go with you. Why?
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To enable you and me for kingdom impact, to enable us to build His kingdom on earth.
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That's our God. The God of Moses has not changed. The God of Moses is the same God today, and I can
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testify to you, like many others here. All the hesitations that I had, all my insecurities that
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I had eight years ago and four years ago, all of the questions that I asked God, not only did He
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answer them in an amazing way, He also has consistently come through in all those years,
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in all of these ways, to enable me to do things that I am not capable of doing myself, to enable me
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to be a pastor, to be a shepherd, to represent Him well, to proclaim the good news of the kingdom
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of God, but also to demonstrate the power of the kingdom of God. So be encouraged, dear loved ones.
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Whatever God is calling you for, He promises to give His presence, His wisdom, His power,
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and He promises to take care of you, because He wants you to succeed in advancing the kingdom of God
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here on earth.
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The last stage of Moses' calling is obedient faith. While Moses is still in his excuses mode,
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God asks him this, Moses, what is that in your hand? Well, it's a staff, Moses replied,
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and the Lord said, Jesus, you are a servant of God, and you are a servant of God.
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Moses replied, and the Lord said, Moses, I want you to throw it on the ground.
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You need to know that a shepherd's staff, the staff that Moses held in his hand,
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was super important to Moses. It was an essential tool to do his work well, his job well, and to be
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safe. It was this staff that Moses used for 40 years, that he had relied on for 40 years,
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to direct his sheep, to course correct them, so that they would make sure that they would go where
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he wanted them to go. It was this staff that Moses would use to fight off wild animals that tried to
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kill the sheep and even tried to kill himself. It was this staff that Moses used to lean on,
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to find some moments of rest after some tiring hours in the desert with his sheep.
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This staff is what Moses held onto, what he relied on for life. And now God is asking him, Moses,
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I want you to let go of that. I want you to throw it on the ground. That's a big ask
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that requires obedient faith. So Moses threw it on the ground and it became a snake and he ran from it.
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Then the Lord said to him, reach out your hand and take it by the tail. So Moses reached out and
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took hold of the snake and it turned back into his staff in his hand. What Moses didn't know yet
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is that God had amazing plans for this staff. It would be this staff that Moses would use
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to do all those miracles in front of Pharaoh, to let the people out of Egypt. It was this staff
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that Moses would use to split the Red Sea so that two million people could walk through it
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and be saved from the army of the Egyptians. It was this staff that Moses used to split the Red Sea
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so that Moses would use to hit on a rock so that water would come out of it so that those same
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two million people could have a drink of water. That's the plans that God had for Moses and his staff.
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But it required Moses to let go of what he had in his hand and to pick up what God had for him.
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And Moses did it, but it required deep, deep faith because the staff had turned into a snake.
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And Animal Kingdom 101 teaches us never pick up a snake, especially not by its tail.
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But Moses did it. He obeyed God, exercised deep faith, took the snake, which turned immediately
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into a staff. Moses needed to let go of what he was holding onto so God could transform him and it
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into a powerful instrument for kingdom breakthrough.
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This is true for you and for me, very much so. When we surrender to God what we're holding onto,
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he can use us in ways that greatly surpass our own capabilities, whether it's your education,
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whether it's your skill, whether it's your vocation, whether it's your dream,
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whether it's your career, whether it's the stuff that you own, God is asking you to hold all of that
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loosely in your hands. Can we be people of God who do that? Hold these things loosely in your hands,
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ready to offer them up to God whenever he would be asking that of us, ready to offer ourselves so
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that God could equip us, transform us, empower us to do things that are well, well, well beyond our
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own capabilities. You're looking at a guy this morning who had never preached a sermon before he
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came to ECB. God enables this. A guy who had never been a pastor before, God enables this. A God who
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had no clue about shepherding a flock and about all those things, God enabled this. That's the
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story. That's it. When we surrender to God what we're holding onto, whatever that looks like,
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he can use it in ways that greatly surpass our own capabilities. He can use it in ways that greatly
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surpass our own capabilities. This is what happened to Moses, dear friends. He did it.
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God had prepared him for 40 years and another 40 years. God drew his attention to the burning bush.
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That's where God began specifying the assignment that he had for Moses. And then God countered
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all of Moses' excuses by giving us his promises. And lastly, he called Moses to obedient faith so
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that God could enable him in ways well beyond his own capabilities to lead the people of Israel out
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of the slavery of Egypt into the promised land. If you know the story of Moses and if you know how
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the story of Moses ends, you also know that Moses never got to see the promised land.
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And in his particular case, it was because of a sin. It was because of an act of disobedience
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that Moses had done while he was undertaking this assignment for God. But it does speak into a larger
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reality and that reality is this. God determines our seasons of calling.
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God is the one building his kingdom on earth and therefore he is the one calling us to specific
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assignments at specific times. And that is what brings me to the most recent assignment that God
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has given me. And that is what brings me to the most recent part of my own story.
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Over the past year, the Lord has made me and my family aware that a change is coming.
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It's about a year ago that I was reflecting with the Lord on ECB's ministry and my role
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in the ministry. And as I was doing that, I could so see why God did what he did. Why he brought us
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as a family to Bangkok in 2016. Why he called an unlikely guy like me to be a pastor first and later
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on to be your lead pastor. Full clarity about why God did what he did. And as I was looking back,
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it was such a confirmation and it stirred so much gratitude in me.
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But as I was looking ahead to the future, I realized that God had not given me a vision
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for the years to come. And that surprised me. And that awareness began a journey of prayerfully
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seeking God in the months that followed for clarity. Lord, what does this mean? Lord,
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what are you trying to tell me? And the journey was first one between God and myself, intimate
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conversations with the Lord. And a little while later, my wife, Honeke, and our daughters joined
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in that journey. And a couple of months later, the ECB pastors and elders became part of that
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journey as well. And it was after seven months of that earnestly seeking God for clarity
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that God led us to a place of clarity in August last year. Clarity that he is
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releasing me from my ministry at ECB, which will be happening in June of this year.
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That was a surprise. But at the same time, there was so much peace in that knowing,
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which often is an indication that God is in it. God had us here for the past eight and a half years
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for some very clear reasons, reasons that we did not understand yet when we arrived to Bangkok in
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2016. But now we can look back over those years. I can tell you we wholeheartedly agree with the
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reasons that God had. And now he is leading us to a new place, a new destination, a new assignment.
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That's still work in progress, by the way. But we are confident. We trust God. We know that he has
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good things for us. Sharing this with you today is hard. But I want to say that I am very happy
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that I am here. This is the part of the sermon I did not look forward to this morning.
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And it comes with all kinds of emotions. The reason why it's hard is because our transition
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in June involves saying goodbye to you. You are ECB. You are the people that we deeply love.
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And the prospect of no longer being here comes with sadness, comes with a lot of grieving.
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And as a family, we embrace those emotions. We want to do this well. We want to grieve in a healthy
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way, also together with you. So we embrace these emotions. The sadness and the grieving is real.
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But also the expectation and the excitement for the new is very real. And we're holding
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those two sets of emotions together and dearly. Can I close with the question that I begin with,
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the beginning of this sermon? Can God call on you?
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Each of our callings is different. Not all of us are called by God to leave a place you know
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and to move and to do a new thing somewhere else. Some of you, God is calling deeper
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into something that you're already engaging with. Some of you, God is calling for a next assignment
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next to what you're already doing. And yes, some of you, God may be calling to let go of what you
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have, leave the place you know, to go a place you don't know and go do something that you have never
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done before. Each of our callings is different, but one thing is sure. God calls all of us. God needs
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each of us. Plan A that he has is to build his kingdom on earth through you and through me,
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and there is no plan B. So can God call on you when he opens opportunities in places where you
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are to represent him, whether that place is a friend group or a place where you study or your
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workplace? Can God call on you when ECB needs people to serve as a volunteer in one of the
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ministries or even to join in as a staff member? Can he call on you? And yes, can God call on you
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when he asks you to do crazy things? Crazy that is in your own understanding, looking to yourself,
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to let go of things and to pick up the new of what God has for you.
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Love ones, may your answer be, yes Lord, call me, send me, use me, change what needs to be changed,
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give me the power I need, but Lord I am ready to go wherever you will lead me.
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Let that be your answer, dear love ones.
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Asia. If God is calling you to support our ministries, you will find giving options on
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our website. And remember to join us next week. God bless you.