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Treasures of the Journey - Part 4: Can God Call on You? | Pastor René Dekker

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  1. Welcome to ECB's Weekly Sermon Podcast. ECB is an international church in Bangkok, Thailand,

  2. with dozens of nationalities worshipping together. We invite you to connect with us from wherever

  3. you are through our website, ecb.asia, or our mobile app. And now we pray that you are blessed

  4. by this week's sermon. We're in week four of our sermon series, Treasures of the Journey, and over

  5. the past week since the beginning of this year we've heard from Pastor Pablo, from Zach Wiley,

  6. and from Pastor Phil about the journeys that they have discovered in their walk of faith,

  7. and I hope this has been encouraging for your own walk with God. And to me today it's my turn to

  8. share this treasure of the journey that I am in the process of discovering, okay? It's still going

  9. on and I want to present my treasure or introduce my treasure to you in the form of a question,

  10. can God call on you? Can God call on me? For some reason God has decided to build his kingdom on

  11. earth through people like you and me. If I were God I would have chosen a different strategy that

  12. relied less on people that can easily say no to any involvement in this huge rescue plan that God

  13. has launched to win the world back to him. But hey, God is God and he chose us to build his kingdom

  14. on earth. But the question is, can he call on us? As we dig into this question today I want to look

  15. with you at the story of Moses. His story of calling was quite a unique one as we will learn

  16. today. But at the same time it gives us beautiful insights into how God mobilizes people for his

  17. work. And as a matter of fact it provides an opportunity for you and me to assess our readiness,

  18. our willingness to engage in the work that God is calling us to do to build his kingdom on earth.

  19. And although I'm not a hero of the faith like Moses, I do recognize parts of my story of calling

  20. in Moses' story of calling. And I want to intertwine that story today in this preaching as well as

  21. sharing of my treasure of the journey. If you're not familiar with the story of Moses, let me briefly

  22. introduce him to you. Moses was born into a Jewish family that lived in Egypt at around the year

  23. 1300 before Christ. Why did the people of Israel live in Egypt in those days? Well, they were

  24. oppressed. They were held in slavery for hundreds of years. But although Moses was born in a Jewish

  25. family, he was not raised in a Jewish family. As a matter of fact he was raised at the royal court of

  26. Egypt as an adopted son of the daughter of the Pharaoh who was the mightiest man on earth in those

  27. days. And that raising at the royal courts came with good education, came with stature, came with

  28. a rich life. But all of that changed around the time when Moses was 40 years old. Then that's

  29. began when things began to go south. There was one day when Moses was walking around in Egypt and he

  30. saw that one of his fellow Jewish people was beaten up by an Egyptian guard and he could not control

  31. himself, upset as he was, and he killed the Egyptian guard. And in one day Moses turned from a prince

  32. of Egypt into a refugee. He had to flee. He had to run for his life because the Pharaoh, as you can

  33. understand, wanted to kill him and he ended up in a country called Midian. It was in the wilderness.

  34. In the desert. And in the 40 years that followed, you know what Moses did? Well from a prince of

  35. Egypt he turned into a shepherd of sheep. One of the most despised jobs in those days. 40 years of

  36. that. Stinky animals, most despised job of all. What a humiliating experience. And it was this guy,

  37. Moses, a murderer, a refugee, someone who had for 40 years been tending sheep and who was now 80

  38. years old, that God would call to lead his people, the people of Israel, out of the slavery of Egypt

  39. into the promised land. Go figure. How unlikely. But God seems to be in the business of calling

  40. unlikely people to assignments that are well beyond their capabilities. I mean look at the

  41. story of Scripture. You remember Jesus' 12 disciples, these men, uneducated, unpolished,

  42. and yet Jesus called them to play an essential role in his ministry. Remember that the story

  43. of Saul who turned into Paul, he was the greatest enemy to the church of Jesus and yet God had his

  44. eyes on him and he called him to be a powerful witness and worker for the kingdom of God to

  45. advance, to break through, and we owe it to Paul and his team that we today have come to an

  46. understanding of the gospel of Jesus Christ. God is in the business of calling unlikely people to

  47. assignments that are well beyond their capabilities and I consider myself one of those unlikely people.

  48. As many of you know, it was never on my radar to become a pastor. I was trained, educated,

  49. in business and for more than 20 years I worked for international companies and it was my executive

  50. job that brought me and my family to Bangkok in 2016. And although John and my wife and I had

  51. been praying for years, Lord if you want to redirect our lives, we're open to that. We didn't

  52. think he would actually do that. Lesson learned, dear friends, be careful what you pray for because

  53. God may actually answer your prayer. So it was in 2017 when God began to make me aware that he was

  54. calling me out of business into pastoral ministry that I thought, huh? That is unlikely. A pastor,

  55. really? I've never done that. I'm not trained to be a pastor and yet the calling was so clear. God

  56. made it so clear that there was no way for me to say no to that calling. And four years later, now

  57. four years ago, God did it again and he asked me to be the lead pastor of this church. So what could

  58. I say? Well, God, it's unlikely but you're calling me so I'm just gonna trust you. I'm gonna go for

  59. it. You will have to do it through me. That's what God does. He calls unlikely people to assignments

  60. that are well beyond their capabilities. When we look at Moses story in Exodus 3 and 4, we get a

  61. good picture of how God calls people to his work. It's a picture that in part I recognize in my story

  62. but it's also a picture that I think may unfold the things that God is up to in your life, in your

  63. current season. There's five stages to Moses calling that I want to look at together with you

  64. today. Preparation, attention, specification, excuses, and obedient faith. Let's have a look

  65. at each of these stages. The first stage of Moses calling was preparation. This is what we read at

  66. the start of Exodus 3. Now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro, his father-in-law, the priest of

  67. Midian, and he led the flock to the far side of the wilderness and came to Horeb, the mountain of

  68. God. Horeb also often referred to as Sinai, Mount Sinai. It's been 40 years of this in Moses life,

  69. okay? We meet him at a time when he is 80 years old and he has done 40 years of this, taking care

  70. of the sheep of his father-in-law Jethro, spending every day in the wilderness to find some fresh

  71. grass and water for these animals, for these sheep. The Bible doesn't tell us exactly what Moses' state

  72. of mind was but I think it's fair to assume that there were days on which Moses thought, really?

  73. This stinky job? Every day the same animals, the same routine, the same wilderness, the same looking

  74. for water and for grass? Really? 80 years old? What is the point of my life? But little did Moses know

  75. that God used these 40 years of shepherding sheep to prepare him for the assignment that he had from

  76. Moses next. 40 years of tending sheep on the Sinai Peninsula is a very handy experience, geographically,

  77. topography, knowing the area, knowing the people, knowing the region, if God is calling you a little

  78. while later to lead about 2 million people through exactly the same geographical area. Preparation

  79. for his time. Also, 40 years Moses had been leading sheep and as sheep behave a little bit like people,

  80. often a lot like people, that comes in handy as a preparation time for the assignment that God had

  81. for him. Also, after being a prince of Egypt with all that had came for 40 years, Moses had to learn

  82. a very important trait of leadership. Humility. 40 years of this, 40 years of being with sheep in a

  83. very modest environment, modest job, not fancy at all, was needed for God to teach Moses humility,

  84. because that is what he would need to lead the people of Israel out of the slavery of Egypt into

  85. the promised land. Here's what we need to learn from this, dear friends. God uses our past and

  86. our current experiences to prepare us for future assignments. In the first month of being a pastor

  87. here at ECB, I wrestled with a couple of things, but one question was more the prominent question.

  88. The question I asked God is, God, tell me what I need to unlearn now I am a pastor. Here's how I

  89. reasoned. I've been in business for more than 20 years. I really understand how to lead business,

  90. how to do strategy, how to do finance, but hey, this is a church, God. It has to look different

  91. here, doesn't it? But we were six or seven months down the road when God made me aware that he did

  92. not want me to unlearn anything. He made me aware that those 20 years of international business was

  93. preparatory ground for the new season he was calling me into. He wanted me to lead the way I

  94. was. The René leader that I was is, I can tell, the René leader I am today. God can use our past and

  95. our current experiences to prepare us for the future assignment, whether it's your vocation,

  96. whether it's your skill, whether it's your job, whether these are your successes or your failures,

  97. even when it involves your hardships. God never wastes an opportunity to get you ready for the

  98. next assignment like he did with Moses. The second stage of Moses' calling involves drawing his

  99. attention. Look at how God did that. There, this was Mount Horeb, Mount Sinai, the angel of the

  100. Lord appeared to Moses in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush

  101. was on fire, it didn't burn up. So Moses thought, I will go over and see this strange sight, why the

  102. bush does not burn up. When the Lord saw that he had gone over to look, God called to him from within

  103. the bush, Moses, Moses. And Moses said, here I am. God had used different ways to draw people's

  104. attention before, but not this very unusual way, a burning bush that didn't burn up. God speaks in

  105. different ways to us, you know. I know we're very familiar with God speaking to us through his word,

  106. which is what he does, he truly does. But we need to be open also to the unusual and unpredictable

  107. ways that God uses to draw our attention. As God was calling me to be a pastor here at ECB, I had a

  108. number of burning bush experiences. And one of those burning bushes was my wife. Before you

  109. misinterpret this, let me explain what I mean. Early 2017, I wrote an email to the then lead

  110. pastor, Pastor David King, to offer my help because ECB was going through a leadership transition.

  111. But what I meant by offering my help was a couple of hours here and there because I had a very

  112. demanding job that took most of my time. So Pastor David came to our home and we had a wonderful

  113. conversation. We didn't even know each other, so there was introduction involved, nice conversation,

  114. nice evening. And after he had left, Honecker came to me, she looked at me, she said, God is not

  115. calling you to help out a little bit, he is calling you for much more than that. And although my answer

  116. was nope, I don't think so, it did draw my attention. Husbands, listen. Listen to your wives. Also when

  117. it involves the things of God, here's the thing, and I'm serious about this, when you're married

  118. to a godly woman, often they are faster to hear from the Holy Spirit than us guys. So I'm serious,

  119. listen to your godly wives. That was a burning bush experience, it drew my attention, and in the

  120. months that followed after in 2017, God used a number of other burning bush experiences, dreams,

  121. and visions, and strangers coming up to me actually saying, hey, did you know that God is calling you

  122. for pastoral ministry? Go figure. God speaks, dear friends, even in unusual ways, be open to that.

  123. When God calls you, he will be drawing your attention, whether that is through a word,

  124. whether that is through an impression, whether that is through another burning bush experience.

  125. And whenever he speaks, he does that to draw our attention. But like with Moses, when God draws

  126. your attention, it is on us to respond. You know what Moses did when he saw this burning bush that

  127. didn't burn up? He said, this is weird. I need to go and check it out. What is up? And he went,

  128. and it was there at the burning bush that God specified the assignment for Moses. When God

  129. draws your attention, it's up to you to respond. Go, check it out. Find the clarity that God wants

  130. you to have. Could it be that God has been drawing your attention lately for new things that he is

  131. up in your life? Maybe it was a Bible verse. Maybe it was a dream or a vision. Maybe it was

  132. an impression that one of your friends or brothers or sisters shared with you. Don't run away. Go.

  133. Check it out. Seek what God wants to say to you. Third stage of Moses' calling is this,

  134. specification. Now, God has Moses' attention. He specifies the assignment he has for him.

  135. The Lord said, I have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out

  136. because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. So I have come down to

  137. rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and

  138. spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey. And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me,

  139. and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them. So, Moses, now go. Go, Moses.

  140. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt. God has had enough

  141. of the suffering of his people in Egypt. It has to stop now. Fond as he is of his people,

  142. he no longer wants them to be oppressed. He no longer wants them to be in slavery,

  143. but instead he wants to lead them of a land, a country that is filled with abundant blessings.

  144. The thing is, he needs someone to lead that people from here to there, and it is Moses he has set his

  145. eye on. It is Moses he is calling for a new assignment to save his people and lead them to

  146. the promised land. After 40 years as a prince of Egypt, followed by 40 years as a shepherd in the

  147. wilderness, God now calls Moses to lead his people, to serve his people. What you can tell

  148. from Moses' calling and from any other calling for that matter in Scripture is that whenever

  149. God calls you, it is always, always to serve the interests of other people. When you track the

  150. storyline of Scripture, whether you read about Joseph or Abraham or Moses or David or the disciples

  151. or Paul or Jesus himself, God always called them for the benefit of others, to serve others. As I

  152. was preparing and thinking about this, I thought, could it be, maybe, could it be that this is the

  153. reason why some of us are so reluctant to say yes to the call that God places on your life? Reluctant

  154. because it's not for self, it's for other people. It's not to benefit and serve yourself, it's to

  155. benefit and serve the interests of others. If what I just said makes you feel uncomfortable, please

  156. don't go feel guilty or ashamed. That's not my intention for saying this, but see it as an

  157. invitation to spend some good time with Jesus on this and just share this with him. Lord, if I'm

  158. being honest with you, I am selfish. As a matter of fact, I'm looking into benefiting self more

  159. than in benefiting others. Spend the time with Jesus. Ask him to break your heart for what his

  160. heart breaks for. You know what it is? People. So that you will be ready, so that you will be

  161. willing to take up whatever assignment God calls you to. The next stage of Moses' calling is one

  162. that I recognize a lot, maybe you as well. It's excuses. Moses was not at all on board with the

  163. plan. God had not even finished his specification of his assignment and Moses begins, oh Lord,

  164. who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt? Lord, have you forgotten

  165. 80 years old? Shepherd of sheep. What are you thinking? I'm not capable, I'm unsuitable for

  166. going there. Oh, and by the way, Lord, suppose I go to the Israelites and I say to them, the God of

  167. your fathers has sent me to you and they ask me, what is his name? Now what shall I tell them? God,

  168. what do I really know about you? And when people ask me about you, what do I even say? Oh, another

  169. thing, Lord, that I think you should reconsider your plan. What if they do not believe me or

  170. listen to me and say, the Lord did not appear to you? I don't want to make a fool out of myself,

  171. Lord, showing up and saying, well, God sent me and then they laughing at me and mocking me, Lord.

  172. Think again. Oh, and Lord, another thing, as you know, I've never been eloquent,

  173. neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I'm slow of speech and tongue.

  174. By the way, this is even a false excuse because Moses did learn how to speak and communicate in

  175. Egypt, but probably 40 years of sheep communication didn't help a lot. Lord, for this big thing that

  176. you're calling me to, you need a good communicator who is eloquent and can speak well. That's not me,

  177. Lord. So, God, the more I think about it, the more I think it's a bad idea. You know what? I'm out.

  178. Just call somebody else who's more suitable, more capable, more willing. I find this very

  179. inconvenient, Lord, so thank you, but no, thank you. Wow. Moses spends a lot of energy

  180. for throwing up, putting out reasons to say no to God's calling on his life. He's afraid he finds

  181. himself unsuitable and unqualified, and his answer is no, thank you, Lord. Have you been there?

  182. Have you been there? You kind of know that God is calling you to this assignment, whether it's

  183. something totally new or maybe he calls you deeper into something you're already doing

  184. and afraid as you are, insecure as you are, inconvenient as it is.

  185. You're putting forward your best arguments, putting forward reasons to say, God,

  186. no, thank you. I'd rather say no to what you're calling me to.

  187. Here's the thing. The more we look to ourselves, the more reasons we find for saying no to God's

  188. call. The more we make it about us, the less we will look to God and be in awe of the things that

  189. he is capable of through us. My excuses that I made to God when I was a child, I made to God

  190. my excuses that I made to God when he called me into pastoral ministry in 2017, I did different

  191. than Moses, maybe a little bit more polished. I asked God a few questions, hesitant as I was

  192. to take this big leave of faith. There were four questions that I asked God. Question number one,

  193. God, is this as you? Would you please make this a job that involves end worship and the executive

  194. leadership side of things? Because I know how to do that. I don't know what it is to be a pastor,

  195. but at least I know how to do that. Question number two, Lord, I get it that the salary of a

  196. pastor is much lower than what I make in business. Could you please just make it enough? Question

  197. number three, Lord, we just put our girls, our three daughters through this huge transition from

  198. the Netherlands to Bangkok, and they just settled in in their school. Could we please continue

  199. them to have them there at that school, not to take them through another transition? Question

  200. number four, Lord, if you are calling me to do this, this was a daring one. Would you send three

  201. people that I have never met who literally tell me God wants you to be a pastor at ECB? There you go.

  202. And I thought with these questions, things were clear and settled, not realizing that God would

  203. answer all those questions in a very specific way. By the way, these are the kind of questions

  204. that you ask when you look too much to yourself, your situation, your needs, your capabilities,

  205. and you forget to look at who God is and what he is able to do for you and through you. The more

  206. we make it about ourselves, the less we see God. We need to stop making it about ourselves, dear

  207. friends, and instead we need to look to God. God will never ask you for any kingdom assignment

  208. that you will be able to pull off on your own. Let me repeat that. God will never call us to kingdom

  209. assignments that we are able of pulling off on our own, whether it's the call to love your neighbor,

  210. or the call to be holy like God is holy, or the call to leave your country and go minister and

  211. serve people who you have never met in a country far away. You will always need God. So we need to

  212. stop looking at ourselves and we need to begin, stop looking to ourselves and begin to look at

  213. God and his ability. And you know, when we do that, God will always come through. God will always

  214. come through. And he wanted Moses to be aware of that as Moses was making his excuses. While Moses

  215. was doing that, you know what God did? He superseded those excuses by promises. Moses, you're wondering

  216. about who you are, about your identity, and about your ability. Can I tell you? I am with you, and I

  217. will be with you every step of the way. You can count on my presence, Moses. Moses, you were

  218. wondering about what to say when the people ask you, hey, who is it who sent you? You can tell them

  219. this. I am who I am, and it's I who has sent you to them. And Moses, if you have more questions about

  220. who I am and what I'm capable of, you just ask because my wisdom I give you. Oh, and Moses, you

  221. didn't ask for this, but I want you to know that I will take care of you and my people really well.

  222. I will make sure that you will not leave the country of Egypt empty-handed. I'm going to take

  223. care of you and give you everything you need for those 40 years of journeying to the promised land.

  224. Oh, Moses, about your question, what to say when the people tell you, well, God didn't show up to

  225. you. Here is what's going to happen. Pharaoh will need some convincing, you know. He will not go easy

  226. on letting my people go, so I will give you power. I will give you power to do signs and miracles, and

  227. probably he will not answer or listen to you after a first sign. It may take two or three or 10, but

  228. in any case, Moses, I'm going to show up in power for you to be able what I called you for.

  229. Oh, Moses, you were doubting your abilities as a communicator. Can I remind you who invented

  230. communication in the first place? Moses, that's me, and I gave you the mouth and the capacity to

  231. speak and to communicate. So would you just trust me? Would you just follow me? And I will tell you

  232. what to speak, and I will enable you to do that well. You see what God does to counter our excuses?

  233. He supersedes our excuses by His promises. Whenever God asks you something, for something,

  234. calls you to something, He promises His presence. He promises His wisdom. He promises to take care

  235. of you, to provide for everything that you need, and He promises His power to go with you. Why?

  236. To enable you and me for kingdom impact, to enable us to build His kingdom on earth.

  237. That's our God. The God of Moses has not changed. The God of Moses is the same God today, and I can

  238. testify to you, like many others here. All the hesitations that I had, all my insecurities that

  239. I had eight years ago and four years ago, all of the questions that I asked God, not only did He

  240. answer them in an amazing way, He also has consistently come through in all those years,

  241. in all of these ways, to enable me to do things that I am not capable of doing myself, to enable me

  242. to be a pastor, to be a shepherd, to represent Him well, to proclaim the good news of the kingdom

  243. of God, but also to demonstrate the power of the kingdom of God. So be encouraged, dear loved ones.

  244. Whatever God is calling you for, He promises to give His presence, His wisdom, His power,

  245. and He promises to take care of you, because He wants you to succeed in advancing the kingdom of God

  246. here on earth.

  247. The last stage of Moses' calling is obedient faith. While Moses is still in his excuses mode,

  248. God asks him this, Moses, what is that in your hand? Well, it's a staff, Moses replied,

  249. and the Lord said, Jesus, you are a servant of God, and you are a servant of God.

  250. Moses replied, and the Lord said, Moses, I want you to throw it on the ground.

  251. You need to know that a shepherd's staff, the staff that Moses held in his hand,

  252. was super important to Moses. It was an essential tool to do his work well, his job well, and to be

  253. safe. It was this staff that Moses used for 40 years, that he had relied on for 40 years,

  254. to direct his sheep, to course correct them, so that they would make sure that they would go where

  255. he wanted them to go. It was this staff that Moses would use to fight off wild animals that tried to

  256. kill the sheep and even tried to kill himself. It was this staff that Moses used to lean on,

  257. to find some moments of rest after some tiring hours in the desert with his sheep.

  258. This staff is what Moses held onto, what he relied on for life. And now God is asking him, Moses,

  259. I want you to let go of that. I want you to throw it on the ground. That's a big ask

  260. that requires obedient faith. So Moses threw it on the ground and it became a snake and he ran from it.

  261. Then the Lord said to him, reach out your hand and take it by the tail. So Moses reached out and

  262. took hold of the snake and it turned back into his staff in his hand. What Moses didn't know yet

  263. is that God had amazing plans for this staff. It would be this staff that Moses would use

  264. to do all those miracles in front of Pharaoh, to let the people out of Egypt. It was this staff

  265. that Moses would use to split the Red Sea so that two million people could walk through it

  266. and be saved from the army of the Egyptians. It was this staff that Moses used to split the Red Sea

  267. so that Moses would use to hit on a rock so that water would come out of it so that those same

  268. two million people could have a drink of water. That's the plans that God had for Moses and his staff.

  269. But it required Moses to let go of what he had in his hand and to pick up what God had for him.

  270. And Moses did it, but it required deep, deep faith because the staff had turned into a snake.

  271. And Animal Kingdom 101 teaches us never pick up a snake, especially not by its tail.

  272. But Moses did it. He obeyed God, exercised deep faith, took the snake, which turned immediately

  273. into a staff. Moses needed to let go of what he was holding onto so God could transform him and it

  274. into a powerful instrument for kingdom breakthrough.

  275. This is true for you and for me, very much so. When we surrender to God what we're holding onto,

  276. he can use us in ways that greatly surpass our own capabilities, whether it's your education,

  277. whether it's your skill, whether it's your vocation, whether it's your dream,

  278. whether it's your career, whether it's the stuff that you own, God is asking you to hold all of that

  279. loosely in your hands. Can we be people of God who do that? Hold these things loosely in your hands,

  280. ready to offer them up to God whenever he would be asking that of us, ready to offer ourselves so

  281. that God could equip us, transform us, empower us to do things that are well, well, well beyond our

  282. own capabilities. You're looking at a guy this morning who had never preached a sermon before he

  283. came to ECB. God enables this. A guy who had never been a pastor before, God enables this. A God who

  284. had no clue about shepherding a flock and about all those things, God enabled this. That's the

  285. story. That's it. When we surrender to God what we're holding onto, whatever that looks like,

  286. he can use it in ways that greatly surpass our own capabilities. He can use it in ways that greatly

  287. surpass our own capabilities. This is what happened to Moses, dear friends. He did it.

  288. God had prepared him for 40 years and another 40 years. God drew his attention to the burning bush.

  289. That's where God began specifying the assignment that he had for Moses. And then God countered

  290. all of Moses' excuses by giving us his promises. And lastly, he called Moses to obedient faith so

  291. that God could enable him in ways well beyond his own capabilities to lead the people of Israel out

  292. of the slavery of Egypt into the promised land. If you know the story of Moses and if you know how

  293. the story of Moses ends, you also know that Moses never got to see the promised land.

  294. And in his particular case, it was because of a sin. It was because of an act of disobedience

  295. that Moses had done while he was undertaking this assignment for God. But it does speak into a larger

  296. reality and that reality is this. God determines our seasons of calling.

  297. God is the one building his kingdom on earth and therefore he is the one calling us to specific

  298. assignments at specific times. And that is what brings me to the most recent assignment that God

  299. has given me. And that is what brings me to the most recent part of my own story.

  300. Over the past year, the Lord has made me and my family aware that a change is coming.

  301. It's about a year ago that I was reflecting with the Lord on ECB's ministry and my role

  302. in the ministry. And as I was doing that, I could so see why God did what he did. Why he brought us

  303. as a family to Bangkok in 2016. Why he called an unlikely guy like me to be a pastor first and later

  304. on to be your lead pastor. Full clarity about why God did what he did. And as I was looking back,

  305. it was such a confirmation and it stirred so much gratitude in me.

  306. But as I was looking ahead to the future, I realized that God had not given me a vision

  307. for the years to come. And that surprised me. And that awareness began a journey of prayerfully

  308. seeking God in the months that followed for clarity. Lord, what does this mean? Lord,

  309. what are you trying to tell me? And the journey was first one between God and myself, intimate

  310. conversations with the Lord. And a little while later, my wife, Honeke, and our daughters joined

  311. in that journey. And a couple of months later, the ECB pastors and elders became part of that

  312. journey as well. And it was after seven months of that earnestly seeking God for clarity

  313. that God led us to a place of clarity in August last year. Clarity that he is

  314. releasing me from my ministry at ECB, which will be happening in June of this year.

  315. That was a surprise. But at the same time, there was so much peace in that knowing,

  316. which often is an indication that God is in it. God had us here for the past eight and a half years

  317. for some very clear reasons, reasons that we did not understand yet when we arrived to Bangkok in

  318. 2016. But now we can look back over those years. I can tell you we wholeheartedly agree with the

  319. reasons that God had. And now he is leading us to a new place, a new destination, a new assignment.

  320. That's still work in progress, by the way. But we are confident. We trust God. We know that he has

  321. good things for us. Sharing this with you today is hard. But I want to say that I am very happy

  322. that I am here. This is the part of the sermon I did not look forward to this morning.

  323. And it comes with all kinds of emotions. The reason why it's hard is because our transition

  324. in June involves saying goodbye to you. You are ECB. You are the people that we deeply love.

  325. And the prospect of no longer being here comes with sadness, comes with a lot of grieving.

  326. And as a family, we embrace those emotions. We want to do this well. We want to grieve in a healthy

  327. way, also together with you. So we embrace these emotions. The sadness and the grieving is real.

  328. But also the expectation and the excitement for the new is very real. And we're holding

  329. those two sets of emotions together and dearly. Can I close with the question that I begin with,

  330. the beginning of this sermon? Can God call on you?

  331. Each of our callings is different. Not all of us are called by God to leave a place you know

  332. and to move and to do a new thing somewhere else. Some of you, God is calling deeper

  333. into something that you're already engaging with. Some of you, God is calling for a next assignment

  334. next to what you're already doing. And yes, some of you, God may be calling to let go of what you

  335. have, leave the place you know, to go a place you don't know and go do something that you have never

  336. done before. Each of our callings is different, but one thing is sure. God calls all of us. God needs

  337. each of us. Plan A that he has is to build his kingdom on earth through you and through me,

  338. and there is no plan B. So can God call on you when he opens opportunities in places where you

  339. are to represent him, whether that place is a friend group or a place where you study or your

  340. workplace? Can God call on you when ECB needs people to serve as a volunteer in one of the

  341. ministries or even to join in as a staff member? Can he call on you? And yes, can God call on you

  342. when he asks you to do crazy things? Crazy that is in your own understanding, looking to yourself,

  343. to let go of things and to pick up the new of what God has for you.

  344. Love ones, may your answer be, yes Lord, call me, send me, use me, change what needs to be changed,

  345. give me the power I need, but Lord I am ready to go wherever you will lead me.

  346. Let that be your answer, dear love ones.

  347. Asia. If God is calling you to support our ministries, you will find giving options on

  348. our website. And remember to join us next week. God bless you.