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Living Life with the Holy Spirit - Part 6: Great Expectations | Dr. Jim Blumenstock

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  1. Welcome to ECB's weekly sermon podcast. ECB is

  2. an international church in Bangkok, Thailand,

  3. with dozens of nationalities worshiping together.

  4. We invite you to connect with us from wherever

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  6. mobile app. And now we pray that you are blessed

  7. by this week's sermon. I have lived in Chiang

  8. Mai for 17 years. I lived in Singapore for four

  9. years prior to that. So I've been in Asia for

  10. over 20 years. And I live and work with ABTS,

  11. but I am self -supported as a missionary. And

  12. I remember when I first went to candidate school

  13. with my mission. And, you know, I was young,

  14. naive, didn't know what I was doing. And you

  15. go to this group and we're preparing for overseas

  16. work. And this is what they told me. Expect the

  17. unexpected. Has anybody ever told you that? Don't

  18. you hate it when people tell you that? What are

  19. you supposed to do with this phrase? How can

  20. you expect that which is unexpected? Of course,

  21. what they're telling you is you have all of these

  22. grand ideas in your mind of what's going to happen.

  23. And guess what? It's not going to happen that

  24. way. There's going to be unexpected things in

  25. your life, and you need to be prepared for that.

  26. And there's value to that. Expect the unexpected.

  27. You see, life is full of expectations. In fact,

  28. that's how we live our lives. When you woke up

  29. this morning, you had a number of expectations

  30. that brought you here today. First of all, you

  31. expected that you would wake up, right? You expected

  32. that when you wake up, your body would have enough

  33. power and ability to get you out of bed and get

  34. you into the bathroom and downstairs eventually.

  35. You expected that you'd still have a home, that

  36. there'd be clothes in your closet, that there'd

  37. be food in the refrigerator. You'd expect that

  38. if you're driving here, your car is still there,

  39. that it still functions, that you have gasoline

  40. in your car to get you here. Or if you're taking

  41. a grab, that there is still such a thing as grab.

  42. You expect all of these things. In fact, when

  43. you get here, you expect you're not the only

  44. one that's here, right? That there still is a

  45. Sunday morning worship service at ECB at 9 o

  46. 'clock. And so when you get here, there's all

  47. these expectations. And usually in life, our

  48. expectations are fulfilled. For example, you're

  49. here now, which I'm assuming that all these expectations

  50. you had this morning have been fulfilled appropriately.

  51. Life is like that. You have to anticipate a little

  52. bit into the future so that you know what decisions

  53. to make. and how to move forward in life. But

  54. sometimes those expectations are not fulfilled.

  55. Sometimes the unexpected happens. And at times

  56. like that, you can be discouraged, maybe confused,

  57. maybe distressed. Depends on the level of your

  58. expectation. For example, maybe after church

  59. you're thinking, I'm going to have beef for lunch.

  60. And you get home and you realize that your spouse

  61. instead made chicken. Well, you had an expectation,

  62. and depending on how much you like beef, it could

  63. have been a serious distressing expectation that

  64. has now been unfulfilled. But usually that's

  65. pretty minor. You're like, okay, I can eat chicken

  66. today. But there are other expectations in life.

  67. For example, maybe you think you're going to

  68. have a long life, but at a very young age you

  69. develop cancer. Or maybe you have children, and

  70. your expectations that they're going to grow

  71. up in the love of the Lord, but instead they

  72. fall away from the faith. How do you manage those

  73. expectations, those distresses? Sometimes we

  74. expect the wrong things, right? Skewed expectations.

  75. And it can be devastating when we are trying

  76. to understand God's role in this world and in

  77. our lives. Because usually the first thing that

  78. happens when our expectations are skewed or unfulfilled

  79. is we wonder, God, where are you? What are you

  80. doing? And it could be a crisis moment. So I

  81. don't believe the answer to this is to lower

  82. our expectations. I think our answer is to align

  83. our expectations with God's word. That's what

  84. we're going to look at today. We're going to

  85. look at a story in Luke chapter 2, the story

    Luke 2 chapter mention

  86. of Simeon, which is usually like a Christmas.

  87. Sermon, a Christmas story, but we're going to

  88. take it out of Christmas. We're going to have

  89. Christmas in June. Okay? Sound good? And Simeon

  90. is a story of Jesus coming into the world. He's

  91. 40 days old, and he's coming into a world of

  92. expectations. People who are anticipating somebody's

  93. going to come. They're anticipating a Messiah

  94. who's going to come and relieve the people of

  95. Israel from their distress. And so what does

  96. that look like? How did Simeon, how did he expect

  97. the Messiah? And what did that birth of Jesus

  98. look like in this context? So we're going to

  99. read together Luke chapter 2, and I'll read this,

    Luke 2 chapter mention

  100. just follow along. When the time came for the

  101. purification rites required by the law of Moses,

  102. Joseph and Mary took him to Jerusalem to present

  103. him to the Lord. As it is written in the law

  104. of the Lord, every firstborn male is to be consecrated

  105. to the Lord. and to offer a sacrifice in keeping

  106. with what is said in the law of the Lord, a pair

  107. of doves or two young pigeons. Now there was

  108. a man in Jerusalem called Simeon, who was righteous

  109. and devout. He was waiting for the consolation

  110. of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was on him. It

  111. had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that

  112. he would not die before he had seen the Lord's

  113. Messiah. Moved by the Spirit, he went into the

  114. temple courts, and when the parents brought in

  115. the child Jesus to do for him what the custom

  116. of the law required, Simeon took him in his arms

  117. and praised God, saying, Sovereign Lord, as you

  118. have promised, you may now dismiss your servant

  119. in peace. For my eyes have seen your salvation,

  120. which you have prepared in the sight of all nations,

  121. a light for revelation to the Gentiles and the

  122. glory of your people Israel. The child's father

  123. and mother marveled at what was said about him.

  124. Then Simeon blessed them and said to marry his

  125. mother. This child is destined to cause the falling

  126. and rising of many in Israel and to be a sign

  127. that will be spoken against so that the thoughts

  128. of many hearts will be revealed and a sword will

  129. pierce your own soul too. So there is the passage.

  130. And as we see, Mary and Joseph have a little

  131. baby Jesus. And they're on their way to the temple.

  132. And they're there at the temple for two basic

  133. reasons. The first reason is for purification.

  134. This is going back to Leviticus chapter 12. So

    Leviticus 12 chapter mention

  135. Mary just had a baby. And so according to the

  136. law, after you have a baby, there's the flow

  137. of blood. And so you have to go through purification

  138. rituals. You have seven days of being unclean.

  139. You then circumcise the boy on the eighth day.

  140. And then you have another 33 days of uncleanliness.

  141. So at day 40, you then have to go to the temple

  142. to present an offering. Now, according to Leviticus,

  143. the offering should be a sacrifice of a lamb

  144. and a bird. But it makes a concession if you

  145. don't have much money, if you're poor, that you

  146. can offer two birds instead. And as you can see

  147. from Mary and Joseph, they offered two birds.

  148. So they were not very wealthy. They are there

  149. for a second reason, and that is for presentation.

  150. And this is going back to Exodus chapter 13.

    Exodus 13 chapter mention

  151. You remember the story of the Passover, right?

  152. We all remember that story, and God had passed

  153. over the firstborn of Israel, and as a result,

  154. he says, now what I want you to do is to consecrate

  155. to me every firstborn male that's born, right?

  156. And you're going to consecrate them to me, kind

  157. of like giving them to the Lord, but you can

  158. redeem them back by paying five shekels to the

  159. temple. So Mary and Joseph, of course, their

  160. baby was a boy. And so they go to the temple

  161. to present this baby boy there and to redeem

  162. him back. So we learn here that Mary and Joseph

  163. are pious and they're rather poor. They are offering

  164. the doves, but they're actually doing what the

  165. law requires of them to offer Jesus at the temple.

  166. As they're walking there, they meet this guy

  167. named Simeon. We don't know much about this guy.

  168. Usually when we think about Simeon, we think

  169. he's a bit older, maybe. Maybe he's like some

  170. kind of priest or some kind of guy like that.

  171. We're not even sure of that. We're not even sure

  172. why he's here necessarily. He's just this kind

  173. of like random character who's here, but it's

  174. actually quite important because we have a little

  175. bit of a description about him. The passage says

  176. he's righteous and devout. We don't know exactly

  177. what that means, but he's a person who is following

  178. the law, who's following the Lord, seeking to

  179. live his life for the Lord. In other words, he's

  180. kind of an ideal Jew. If you think of Luke writing

  181. this passage to people who are trying to understand

  182. who Jesus is, the very first person who, after

  183. Jesus is born, is going to declare who this son

  184. is, we can trust him. He's reliable. His testimony

  185. is reliable because he is a faithful Jew. He's

  186. also, we're told, led by the Spirit. Several

  187. times here, verse 25, the Spirit was upon him.

  188. Verse 26, the Spirit revealed to him that he

  189. would see the Messiah before he dies. Verse 27,

  190. he's led by the Spirit specifically at the temple

  191. at the right time on the right day to meet this

  192. baby boy. Now think about it. You don't have

  193. WhatsApp. You don't have Facebook. You don't

  194. have Line. How do you figure out when the Messiah

  195. is going to come to the temple? This is a tough

  196. one, right? And so it was the Holy Spirit that

  197. told him, okay, go to the temple. And I don't

  198. know if it was an actual audible thing or just

  199. kind of he felt led to go there. And I don't

  200. even know how he knew of all these boys, little

  201. boys coming to the temple that this was the Messiah,

  202. but he did. And it was the Spirit that revealed

  203. that. But perhaps most significantly about Simeon

  204. is we're told he's waiting for the consolation

  205. of Israel. Consolation of Israel. Consolation

  206. is a strange word. We don't use that word very

  207. often in language. Many of us, English is a second

  208. language. I probably would guess you don't use

  209. this word at all. I don't even use it, and English

  210. is my first language. What is consolation? When

  211. I first heard this word, I go back to the 1980s

  212. when I was a kid. I grew up in America. And in

  213. the 1980s, what we would do is watch game shows.

  214. And you still have game shows today, right? In

  215. all countries where people go up and they play

  216. these games. And if you win, you get a prize,

  217. right? But if you lose, what they would tell

  218. us back in the 80s is you get a consolation prize.

  219. Which when you hear that, you're thinking, oh,

  220. you're a loser. You know, that's a negative thing

  221. to get the consolation prize. Nobody wants that.

  222. So when I first heard this, consolation kind

  223. of takes on negative terms. Of course, it's not.

  224. Consolation means to console, to comfort. It

  225. implies a need, that you're in need of comfort,

  226. that there's some kind of pain or circumstance

  227. you're going through that therefore you need

  228. comfort. Israel was in need of consolation. Why

  229. is that? Well, as you know from your Old Testament

  230. history, hundreds of years ago they went into

  231. exile, right? The Babylonians came in and they

  232. took over Jerusalem and they sent them into exile.

  233. Eventually they came back, but Jerusalem was

  234. never the same since. You had the Babylonians

  235. take over. You had the Persians take over. You

  236. had the Greeks take over. And now, of course,

  237. you have the Romans. Idolaters. You're being

  238. ruled by foreign idolaters in the land of God,

  239. God's holy land. So the end of the exile seems

  240. like it had never come in truth. And the problem

  241. that the people of Israel had is they read their

  242. Old Testament. And as they're reading passages

  243. of Isaiah and many of the prophets who are proclaiming

  244. that God is going to make all things new. He's

  245. going to liberate Israel. And they're going to

  246. rule again and the temple will be built and it's

  247. just going to be better than old times. And yet

  248. they look around them. And the Romans are ruling.

  249. The reality is not liberation. The reality is

  250. oppression. They need a Messiah. And in fact,

  251. in the first century, there were so many people

  252. looking for Messiahs. In fact, many false Messiahs

  253. came around at this time. And there were groups

  254. gathered who were kind of anticipating a Messiah

  255. in their own way. One of these groups were the

  256. Pharisees. We're very familiar with the Pharisees,

  257. right? As we said when we were a kid, the Pharisees

  258. are not fair, you see. They believed that consolation

  259. is going to come through self -discipline. Their

  260. motto, God helps those who help themselves. Because

  261. the Pharisees were all about the law. If there's

  262. going to be consolation in Israel, it's going

  263. to come through following the Torah. But they

  264. were very concerned, not only that we follow

  265. the Torah, but that we don't break any rule even

  266. closely connected to the Torah. So they added

  267. more rules to the Torah. Now, I don't know if

  268. you've read your books of Leviticus and Exodus,

  269. and you've looked at all the laws. There's already

  270. plenty there, right? It seems like we're okay.

  271. We've got enough. But they felt like there should

  272. be more, so they added around 600 more that have

  273. to do with ceremonial purity, like washing your

  274. hands, things like that. maybe things like tithing,

  275. they were very careful. We have to make sure

  276. we follow the Torah. In fact, we have to put

  277. all these guardrails up there with extra laws

  278. so that we don't even get close to breaking any

  279. of those laws. And if we are faithful enough

  280. and we work hard enough and we are good enough,

  281. then consolation will come. That's the Pharisees.

  282. Jesus did not have all those great things to

  283. say about the Pharisees. The other group were

  284. the Sadducees, who were sad, you see. They believed

  285. that consolation came through political maneuvering.

  286. See, their motto was, God helps those who get

  287. political. Because the Sadducees were often the

  288. people who were in the high ranks of religious

  289. society. Oftentimes high priests, or at least

  290. on the Sanhedrin, priestly caste. And so these

  291. were people who were getting political. Let's

  292. try to maneuver with Rome and do things with

  293. Rome and see if we can make this work in our

  294. favor. They were the elite aristocrats, the high

  295. priests who had political power. Okay, Pharisees,

  296. Sadducees. Jesus didn't have very good words

  297. for the Sadducees either. One group that we're

  298. not as familiar with because we don't hear this

  299. name in the Bible are the Essenes. And the Essenes

  300. were kind of a unique group because they believed

  301. that in order to get consolation, they had to

  302. escape. They are the people who created what

  303. we know as the Dead Sea Scrolls. In fact, this

  304. is the cave where those scrolls were found. And

  305. they lived in the deserts. They kind of formed

  306. their own unique community with their own rules

  307. to escape everything else of what's going on

  308. in town. And basically their belief was God helps

  309. those who flee the world. If consolation is going

  310. to come, we're just going to sit here and wait

  311. for it. Was the idea. Right? We're not going

  312. to go in town. We're not going to try to change

  313. things. We're not going to get political. We're

  314. not going to fight. We're going to escape. And

  315. we're going to be in our little lifeboat here

  316. in the desert waiting for the Messiah to come.

  317. Okay. Fourth group. The zealots. We do encounter

  318. these in scripture, right? Their view was consolation

  319. comes through force. And their motto, God helps

  320. those who are willing to fight. Because the zealots

  321. had zeal. Zeal for the nation of Israel. Zeal

  322. against the unlawful rule of Gentile rulers.

  323. A revolt against Rome. That was their viewpoint.

  324. Look, we can't just escape. We're not going to

  325. get political because that doesn't work. Following

  326. the law, okay, fine, but how is that really helping

  327. us? Instead, we've got to go out there and fight.

  328. Get up your swords. Let's go out and start an

  329. insurrection. Of course, we encounter some zealots

  330. in Scripture. One of the disciples was a zealot.

  331. Do you remember who it was? Simon, right? And

  332. of course, Jesus was crucified, and they let

  333. go a zealot, probably, Barabbas, who was an insurrectionist.

  334. So we have these four groups. And as Jesus is

  335. born, these four groups are the ones who are

  336. anticipating the Messiah largely. This is what

  337. he's born into. The anticipation, the expectations

  338. of the people of Israel were kind of like this.

  339. And here is Jesus born into the first century

  340. and Simeon holds him and is going to give a prophecy

  341. about his expectations. And Simeon had very different

  342. expectations. We see it in verse 29. He says,

  343. Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you may

  344. now dismiss your servant in peace, for my eyes

  345. have seen your salvation, which you have prepared

  346. in the sight of all nations, a light for revelation

  347. to the Gentiles and the glory of your people

  348. Israel. What was Simeon's expectations? What

  349. was he looking for in a Messiah? Well, interestingly,

  350. as you read through this prophecy, it connects

  351. a lot to Isaiah. Especially the suffering servant

  352. of Isaiah's prophecy of who this Messiah will

  353. be. He talks about this Messiah delivering from

  354. oppression. Of course, the Pharisees, the Sadducees,

  355. the Zealots, the Essenes, they'd all be in favor

  356. of this. They'd believe that. He also talked

  357. about the establishment of righteousness and

  358. justice. It's not just about freeing a nation.

  359. So that they don't have foreign oppressors. It's

  360. about bringing peace and righteousness and justice

  361. to the earth. He talks about how this Messiah

  362. will bear our iniquities. At least in the book

  363. of Isaiah. So he's not just here to give us what

  364. we want. He's here to give us what we need. That

  365. is the rescue from sins. And he's going to be

  366. a light to the nations. This Messiah is not just

  367. here for Israel. He's here for the Gentiles as

  368. well. He's here, in fact, for the nations. And

  369. his kingdom is going to expand throughout this

  370. whole earth. It's so much bigger than what these

  371. first century groups were anticipating. As we

  372. learn in the passage, Mary and Joseph are listening

  373. to this. They hear this prophecy and they marveled,

  374. we're told. If you were to look at their faces,

  375. it would be like, you know, what? Our son? They've

  376. already seen and heard so many wonderful things

  377. during the birth of Jesus, right? With the shepherds

  378. coming and the kings and all those things. And

  379. now Simeon gives this amazing prophecy. And as

  380. they're marveling, Simeon's not finished yet.

  381. And we're told he looks specifically at Mary.

  382. And here's what he says. It's not all good news.

  383. The child's father and mother marveled at what

  384. was said to him. Then Simeon blessed them and

  385. said to Mary, his mother, This child is destined

  386. to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel,

  387. to be a sign that will be spoken against so that

  388. the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed,

  389. and a sword will pierce your own soul too. Up

  390. to this point, it was really good news. And everybody

  391. could get on board with that kind of Messiah,

  392. right? But here now, we have this prophecy that

  393. turns into a little bit of a negative. Kind of

  394. counter expectations that something is going

  395. to happen with this Messiah. He's going to be

  396. rejected by his own. Of course, Isaiah prophesied

  397. this, right? Despised and forsaken of men. And

  398. he looks specifically at Mary, which I find quite

  399. interesting. Why Mary? You know, if you're a

  400. mother, I think you kind of understand this a

  401. little more. Here's your baby boy. And this is

  402. going to be a Messiah and you have such high

  403. hopes for him. But Simeon's kind of warning her

  404. of what's to come. There's going to be an end

  405. that's going to be a bit shocking. People are

  406. not going to all follow him just simply because

  407. he's the Messiah. He's going to be rejected.

  408. But most significantly, Mary, a sword is going

  409. to pierce your own soul too. Who knows what that

  410. means? It could mean something about her own

  411. relationship with her son and whether she believes

  412. and how that goes about. But most likely, it

  413. refers to Mary standing before the cross as her

  414. own son is brutally tortured and killed. That's

  415. hard for anybody. Imagine your own son and having

  416. to watch that at the foot of a cross. And of

  417. course, Simeon is also telling us that there's

  418. going to have to be a response. The Messiah doesn't

  419. just come and make everything great and everybody's

  420. happy. He comes and brings what we need, and

  421. that means there's going to be a response on

  422. our behalf. We have to respond to this, and not

  423. all of us will respond well. It will cause the

  424. rising and the falling of many. See, Jesus doesn't

  425. come to meet our expectations. He doesn't come

  426. to conform to our expectations. He challenges

  427. what we think we need and offers what we truly

  428. need. And isn't this why Israel rejected him

  429. in the end? If you think about the life, Jesus

  430. had these followers and people who were with

  431. him, but at the end they turned their backs on

  432. him and they yell out, crucify, crucify. This

  433. isn't the Messiah we signed up for. He's not

  434. meeting our expectations. He's supposed to just

  435. kind of come in as a king and take over Rome,

  436. but instead he's talking about sins and he's

  437. going to a cross. It reminds us of Isaiah where

  438. Isaiah talks about the stone metaphor. Remember

  439. the cornerstone? You can stumble over that stone

  440. or it can be the corner of your house, of your

  441. building. What's your choice? So the question

  442. for us today is, who is your Messiah? You know,

  443. in the first century, these different groups

  444. were expecting a Messiah. They had read Isaiah.

  445. They knew Isaiah frontwards and backwards. What

  446. happened? How could their expectations be so

  447. skewed? They perceived the Messiah through a

  448. nationalistic lens, that God is going to send

  449. a Messiah to deliver them from Roman oppression,

  450. to free them from political aggression so that

  451. they can live in freedom in their land. And God

  452. had a bigger purpose. A more significant role

  453. of not just giving them freedom in their land.

  454. Hey, that's great. But there has to be a deeper

  455. problem that's resolved. The problem of sin.

  456. And they miss that. Well, what about us? We have

  457. the advantage of the New Testament. We come to

  458. church. We talk about the Messiah all the time.

  459. We think we're different from these groups. We

  460. have the right Messiah. We understand scripture

  461. well. And maybe we do. But just like the people

  462. of the first century, cultures can skew our expectations

  463. of the Messiah. For some of us, we grew up in

  464. cultures where we were looking for a therapeutic

  465. Messiah. A Messiah that will make us feel happy

  466. and good about ourselves. So that when trials

  467. come in our life, we kind of look around and

  468. say, what happened? Where's God? I thought he

  469. was here to make my life better. For some of

  470. us, we're looking for an on -call Messiah. We

  471. can go about our lives on our own, and we're

  472. perfectly fine until something happens in life

  473. we can't control. Sickness, a death, loss of

  474. work, no income, the list goes on. And then suddenly

  475. we're on our knees crying out, Lord, where are

  476. you? Please help me. Have you been there? That's

  477. me. I'm sufficient in myself. I can kind of make

  478. this happen. It seems like life is going well

  479. until it doesn't, and then I'm on my knees crying

  480. out to the Lord. Just remember the last time

  481. you were sick, right? And the problem with these

  482. messiahs is they're all focused on me. God's

  483. there for me. Or we think we can control God.

  484. We expect God to meet our expectations to do

  485. what we want. And what Simeon and Isaiah remind

  486. us is this isn't about us and we don't control

  487. God. He is saving the cosmos and we fit into

  488. his plan. Isn't this the value of living in a

  489. different country for many of you? I assume many

  490. of you live here and you've maybe traveled the

  491. world and you've seen different things. At least

  492. I have. And it kind of reminds me that God is

  493. not American. Can you believe it? And sometimes

  494. you get that perspective when you're just stuck

  495. in one spot. You just think, okay, I think I

  496. got a grasp of what God wants. And then he kind

  497. of conforms to those expectations. But when you

  498. travel, it broadens your perspective and you

  499. realize, oh, God's doing a lot of things I didn't

  500. even understand. And it humbles me. I don't have

  501. the answers like I used to when I was 20. Travel

  502. adjusts our expectations. It removes our provincialism.

  503. It gives us a bigger picture of what God's doing.

  504. Reminds us that God is a light not only to the

  505. nation of Israel, not only to America or Thailand,

  506. but to the whole world. But secondly, we don't

  507. control him. He confronts us and he demands a

  508. response. And to tell you the truth, the reason

  509. I'm giving this sermon today is because this

  510. is what I struggle with. It's a feeling of like

  511. I have control of my life and I expect God to

  512. meet those expectations. I can kind of maneuver

  513. him to do what I need him to do. Let me give

  514. you a story about this. We've lived in Asia for

  515. 20 years. Our very first year we moved to Asia,

  516. 2004, we adopted a child. As soon as I say that,

  517. it already gives you a lot of information about

  518. the expectations that were already unfulfilled

  519. in our lives for me and my wife, Karen. When

  520. you're young and you're 20 and you get married,

  521. what are your expectations? We're going to have

  522. children. So for 10 years, we struggled with

  523. infertility. We met with doctors. We had no answers.

  524. We finally realized, okay, well, maybe this isn't

  525. for us. We moved to Singapore and we thought,

  526. let's do adoption. So in 2004, we adopted our

  527. baby girl, Ella Grace, or Cheng Jing Ying, who

  528. is Chinese, born in Taiwan. And she was three

  529. months old. And from the start of when we first

  530. put in our paperwork to adopt Ella to the time

  531. we picked her up, it took three months. I don't

  532. know if any of you are involved in adoption,

  533. especially international adoption, but that is

  534. remarkably fast. It usually takes one or two

  535. years at least for paperwork to be processed

  536. and where you can actually pick up a child. So

  537. our baby daughter was very young. She was only

  538. three months old. So we were able to go to Taiwan.

  539. That's a picture of me holding her for the very

  540. first time. And the joy of that overwhelmed those

  541. expectations I had of having my own children.

  542. Like if you've had adoption, it's like a whole

  543. unique, amazing experience. I wouldn't trade

  544. it for anything. And so like God fulfilled our

  545. expectations in ways we didn't even expect. But

  546. that's not the end of the story. You see, our

  547. expectation was to have several children. So

  548. we adopted Ella. It took only three months, as

  549. I said. She graduated actually just this year.

  550. She's 22 years old. She just graduated from college,

  551. so she's now a little bit older. But after about

  552. a year, we decided let's try for a second. So

  553. what we did is we went to the same orphanage

  554. in Taiwan. We figured it only took three months

  555. the first time. This is going to be really fast.

  556. You know where this is going, don't you? We send

  557. in our paperwork. And the paperwork comes in.

  558. We get the response, okay, now we're waiting.

  559. Three months goes by. We're thinking it should

  560. be any day now. Of course, it takes four months,

  561. five months, no response. About six months, we

  562. go back to the orphanage. We say, did you get

  563. our paperwork? Is everything okay? Yup, yup,

  564. it's just things are slower now. You might have

  565. to wait longer. Okay. Well, the year goes by.

  566. And about that time, our school decided to move

  567. from Singapore to Chiang Mai. So we moved to

  568. Thailand. which means we have to get all of our

  569. paperwork renewed, we have to pay all the expenses,

  570. we have to do home studies, we send in all the

  571. revised paperwork. Okay, it should be any moment

  572. now. Another year goes by. Another year goes

  573. by. In the meantime, my daughter is like four

  574. or five years old, and every night I sit with

  575. her at bed and we pray for her baby sister, that

  576. she would come soon. We prayed that way for years.

  577. After six years, We finally decided God doesn't

  578. have this for us. That's painful. Now let's process

  579. this for a moment. Does God love families? Does

  580. he want us to have children? Does he love adoption?

  581. He adopted us as his children. There are so many

  582. kids out there who don't have good homes. We

  583. want to bring a child into our home. Doesn't

  584. God want that? So what happened? Why didn't God

  585. meet this expectation? You know what? I don't

  586. have an answer for you. And that's the point.

  587. I don't control him. And this is the value, the

  588. power of this passage, because if you look at

  589. this passage again, he's not my Messiah. He's

  590. not your Messiah. According to Isaiah, whose

  591. Messiah is he? Look at your passage. He's the

  592. Lord's Messiah. God sent him for his purposes,

  593. to do his purposes, to meet what he wants to

  594. do in this world. It's not about me. You know

  595. what I need to do? Is trust him. I wish I had

  596. a second. Honestly, I really do. And it's hard

  597. for me even sharing this today, after all these

  598. years. But I trust him. I trust him that he knows

  599. what he's doing. I trust that he knows what is

  600. good and he's doing what's good in my life. And

  601. I trust and surrender to his will. That's hard

  602. to do, isn't it? And I pray for you if you're

  603. going through something like that, that today

  604. would be that day of trust and surrender. Heavenly

  605. Father, this is hard to speak about. These are

  606. not easy things. Really hits at the core of life

  607. and the struggles that we face in life and how

  608. it is that we walk by faith because when things

  609. don't happen as we expect, especially big things,

  610. we wonder where you are and what you're doing.

  611. And what a great reminder today that your Messiah

  612. is doing things even bigger than we expect, that

  613. we can trust you, that you know what is good,

  614. you know what is perfect. We surrender. Amen.

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