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[The Easter Life is] A Life of Mystery (Chester UMC)

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  1. We're almost finished with our series that I've been calling

  2. living the Easter life this Sunday, next Sunday, we're going

  3. to be looking at the Easter life as means living a life of power.

  4. We're going to jump ahead to Pentecost and and but today

  5. we're looking at the Easter story from the book of Mark,

  6. which is really an extraordinary Easter story.

  7. Now, if if you've looked in your own Bible and you see that that

  8. Mark chapter 16 goes beyond verse 8.

    Mark 16 chapter mention

  9. But in many Bibles, in fact most modern translations and

  10. publications of the Bible, it will put the remainder of the

  11. chapter from verse 9 on in brackets or in italics and put a

  12. footnote there that says most ancient manuscripts do not

  13. contain these verses or, or something to that effect.

  14. And what they're trying to communicate is that that

  15. scholars in this is not controversial.

  16. This is not divisive. This is not, it's just one of

  17. those things that's come to be accepted within the world of

  18. biblical scholarship that the original ending of the book of

  19. Mark was at verse 8. The women left and told they

  20. were afraid and said nothing to anyone and that somewhere along

  21. the way people thought, you know what, that's not a great ending

  22. to the story. Let's make it more like Matthew

  23. and Luke. And so the rest of the book was

  24. added. But I want us to focus on

  25. whether that rest, if you want to, if we want to think of that

  26. as scripture, that's cool. But I want to focus on this kind

  27. of ending because each of the Gospels gives us a different

  28. perspective on the resurrection and life after the resurrection.

  29. And Matthew, the, the, the clear emphasis is on mission that

  30. Jesus is giving his disciples. You have a job to do.

  31. Go out into all the world and make disciples.

  32. I'll be with you while you do it.

  33. And, and John, the emphasis is much more on relationship and

  34. community. The the time Jesus spends with

  35. his disciples after the resurrection is not to give them

  36. an assignment, but it is to make sure that they know they're

  37. forgiven. They're still part of the

  38. Kingdom of God, They're still part of the family of God.

  39. And the way they can show their love for him is by loving one

  40. another and loving the people in the world around him,

  41. meaningfully serving one another and meaningfully serving people

  42. in the world around him. In the book of Luke and Acts,

  43. which is, is all written by Luke and, and it's a two-part thing,

  44. we get the resurrection account in Luke and, and at the end of

  45. the book of Luke, Jesus is telling his disciples, you will,

  46. you will be my witnesses. You will, you will preach the

  47. good news of the baptism of repentance through the

  48. forgiveness of sins. And then at the beginning of

  49. Acts, he emphasizes just before he ascends into heaven and we'll

  50. look at this next week, Jesus saying the Holy Spirit's going

  51. to come upon you and he prophecies, you will be my

  52. witnesses throughout the world. And so the emphasis is much more

  53. on what God is going to do in and through his disciples.

  54. Then on an assignment given to the disciples, Mark, Mark ends

  55. in mystery. It ends with a big unknown.

  56. It's like, you know, driving down the road and coming to a

  57. river and the bridge is out and it's like, where do we go from

  58. here? The women go to anoint Jesus to

  59. put the spices on him to do all of the things that they do and

  60. and the other gospels. When they get there, they don't

  61. encounter Jesus and Mark and they don't encounter 2 angels.

  62. They encounter 1 Angel who says Jesus is risen go and tell his

  63. disciples and Peter, which is we're not going to get into the

  64. end Peter much today, but the the emphasis really there is is

  65. to make sure Peter who denied Jesus knows that he's still part

  66. included in all of this. Jesus wants him there too, and

  67. the women are so utterly overwhelmed by what they have

  68. encountered and what they have experienced that they can't say

  69. a word to anyone. It's mystery.

  70. It's it's unknown that the story ends so abruptly with the sense

  71. of what happens next. Where is all of this going?

  72. There's no assignment, there's no call to forgiveness, there's

  73. no call to mission, there's no prophecy of great things that

  74. are going to come. It's just the story ends with a

  75. mind shattering surprise that no one was expecting even though

  76. Jesus told them all that it was coming.

  77. Part of what I believe Mark was trying to do by ending the

  78. gospel this way is to communicate to us that the life

  79. of Easter really is a life of mystery, that it doesn't get all

  80. mapped out for us. That fear is a normal and an

  81. appropriate response sometimes when God shows up in the world

  82. and in our lives and, and, and sometimes we don't know what to

  83. do in response to God's call. And sometimes even when we know

  84. what we're supposed to do, like the women, they were given very

  85. clear instructions, very simple instructions.

  86. Sometimes it's so overwhelming and so terrifying, we can't

  87. bring ourselves to do it. Living the Easter life is living

  88. a life of mystery. This was true from the beginning

  89. of Jesus's life. Now it's Mother's Day.

  90. So I got AI got a, I've got a Mother's Day video to show and,

  91. and we're going all the way back to beginning of Jesus's life.

  92. We're going to see a woman. She's an actress that is is

  93. portraying A fictionalized scene from Jesus's childhood that we

  94. don't get in the scripture, but you know, I think could have

  95. happened and, and let's let's, let's watch here.

  96. So Jesus did the funniest thing the other night.

  97. We were sitting down to dinner and I said jokingly, Mama could

  98. use a glass of wine, it's been a long day.

  99. Next thing I know he had waved his hand over my goblet and turn

  100. my water into a a really delightful Cabernet.

  101. I said OK, OK, give yourself a rest because he had raised our

  102. dog from the dead just a couple hours earlier.

  103. Mary literally says stuff like this all the time.

  104. And we're always like, you gay. Yeah.

  105. What did she say? Last time we wanted fish for

  106. dinner and the boats came back empty and then suddenly there

  107. were fish in the Nets. And like this morning, we're all

  108. just kind of like, okay, Mary, all of her babies, we all think

  109. they're special. We all want them to have those

  110. milestones first. But she's just like competitive

  111. on a new level. My baby actually is super

  112. special. She's probably going to walk

  113. before hers. She might even walk on water.

  114. Wouldn't it be funny? I think they think that I'm

  115. lying. They also asked me recently if

  116. if Joseph was really Jesus's dad.

  117. Yeah, but also, no. It's hard.

  118. You know, there's no real good parenting book for what to do

  119. when your child is the Son of the Lord, but we're figuring it.

  120. Life is a mystery. Motherhood is a mystery even for

  121. Mary and for Mary's, you know, friends and relatives around.

  122. And I don't know, you know, I, I, I know that, that, that, that

  123. motherhood have never experienced it personally.

  124. Well, I've had a mother, but I've never been a mother.

  125. Now I'm just going to leave that there.

  126. What I seem to pick up from the mothers that I see around me is

  127. that that being a mother can be very challenging.

  128. You know, there are lots of books, but none of them really

  129. tell us. We don't really know what the

  130. future is going to hold. There's, there's, there's this

  131. tendency for moms to compare themselves to one another.

  132. And, and boy, it would have been tough to be in Mary's

  133. neighborhood when Jesus was growing up in those kind of

  134. conversations at the playground, in the in the McDonald's Place

  135. in it would have been challenging.

  136. But here, the fact is, it's, it's mystery.

  137. Mary didn't know what was coming.

  138. Mary was as surprised as everyone else at Jesus's

  139. resurrection. She was as as heartbroken, and

  140. maybe more so than anyone else at Jesus's crucifixion.

  141. Not knowing what's coming, not being able to see the future,

  142. not knowing exactly how to respond to God, or even when we

  143. know what we're supposed to do, being able to bring ourselves to

  144. do it. That's a part of the Easter

  145. life. Much of life, including

  146. motherhood and faith, can feel like an unsolvable mystery.

  147. I just don't know what to do. I just don't know where to go.

  148. I don't know what the right answer is.

  149. I don't know how what to tell my kids.

  150. I don't know what to tell my parents.

  151. We get to that point to where we're needing to tell our

  152. parents. We don't know what to tell our

  153. parents. I don't know don't know how to

  154. make it through the day, through the week.

  155. How are we going to get to the end of the year?

  156. How are the bills going to get paid?

  157. How are the school supplies going to get?

  158. All of these things are simply part of living the life that God

  159. has given us to live. And mystery, saying that life is

  160. a life of mystery. Humans are uncomfortable with

  161. unsolved mysteries. That's why scooby-doo worked so

  162. well. Everybody loves.

  163. I've never, well, he's I've never met anyone that openly

  164. admits that they didn't like scooby-doo.

  165. If you're one of those people, I don't want to hear about it.

  166. When there was a mystery, they had to solve it.

  167. I won't get into this. There's an entire episode of

  168. Star Trek on that theme. People have to solve.

  169. When there are clues and there's a mystery, there's something in

  170. its that compels us to seek out an answer to the mystery, to try

  171. to figure out what we don't know, to fill in the gaps, to

  172. shine light into the dark places, to eliminate the shadows

  173. and get to know everything as well and completely and

  174. thoroughly as we possibly can. And there is a sense in which

  175. the scientific revolution, which has been a wonderful thing over

  176. the past several years, gives us the illusion that we have the

  177. capability of eliminating all of the shadows and all of the

  178. mysteries, that one day we'll figure it all out.

  179. The testimony of the Bible is no, we won't.

  180. No matter how much we learn, there's going to be more that we

  181. don't know. No matter how many questions we

  182. answer, it will. It will end up opening up more

  183. questions that are still unanswered and and the grand

  184. unification theories that are out there.

  185. If we can come up with a single equation that explains

  186. everything, I think are ultimately going to be shown to

  187. be false. That that if we can understand

  188. it completely, it doesn't explain everything because

  189. there's too much in this life that is beyond our

  190. understanding. By definition, mystery is

  191. unknown. It's mysterious.

  192. It's what we don't know, in some cases what we can't know.

  193. And that as frustrating as it is, as challenging as it is, as

  194. frightening as it is, is simply part of the life that God has

  195. given us. Having to deal with and live in

  196. and live through and live into the unknown.

  197. Making decisions without really knowing what the short term,

  198. sometimes outcomes will be and and often what the long term

  199. outcomes will be. Either without knowing how it's

  200. going to affect, without knowing how our kids are going to do

  201. down the road. Without knowing how you know

  202. where our lives are going to be a year from now, or five years

  203. or now or 10 years from now. The way the world is changing

  204. and science is developing and technology is developing now I

  205. it's it. Who can guess what this world is

  206. going to look like 30 years from now, much less 50 or 60 or 80

  207. years from now? The future is a mystery, the

  208. future is unknown, and that's part of the way God has created

  209. it and made it. What Isaiah said, God said to

  210. his people through Isaiah. For my thoughts are not your

  211. thoughts, neither are your ways. My ways, declares the Lord, as

  212. the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher

  213. than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

  214. God says you can never know everything that I know.

  215. Our little brains are not big enough.

  216. Our little minds cannot contain the mysteries of the universe,

  217. can never fully comprehend God, God's ways, God's purposes,

  218. God's plans, and God's designs. Even when God says it to us

  219. clearly and directly and explicitly, like when Jesus told

  220. his followers, I'm going to die three days, I'm going to rise

  221. again from the dead, they still didn't get it.

  222. It still didn't make sense. The Ecclesiastes, which Elena

  223. read earlier, he has also said eternity in the human heart.

  224. Yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

  225. God's power, God's work is a mystery beyond our knowing and

  226. beyond our understanding. And, and, and I, I, you know,

  227. I've heard people over the years how we can explain it.

  228. We can know, you know, there's just stuff we can that we can't

  229. predict, we can't control, and we can't know.

  230. And that's the life God has called us to leave.

  231. Now, mystery is, by definition, sort of unknown for the Greek

  232. scholars in the room. And I have to say this because

  233. occasionally my daughter listens to these messages online, and

  234. she knows Greek much better than I do.

  235. And she would have already interrupted me to tell me that

  236. that's not what mystery means in the New Testament.

  237. And she would be right, and she is right in in the New

  238. Testament, mystery is not like an unsolved mystery crime drama.

  239. It's used to talk about the part of God's plan that God has not

  240. revealed yet. And when you look up the word

  241. mystery throughout the New Testament, what you read is that

  242. Jesus is God's answer to the mystery, the mystery.

  243. How is God going to redeem the world?

  244. The answer, Jesus, the mystery, how is God going to reconcile

  245. the world? The answer, Jesus, the mystery.

  246. How is God going to deal with sin?

  247. How is God going to deal with pain?

  248. How is God going to deal with suffering?

  249. How is God going to deal with redemption?

  250. The answer is Jesus through his life, his death and his

  251. resurrection. And we can know that.

  252. And the, the much of the New Testament, when it talks about

  253. mystery, talks about the fact that the mystery that was for

  254. all ages has now been revealed and made known.

  255. US, the people in the past, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Moses, and

  256. others could only look forward and wonder, how is God going to

  257. do all of this? How is God going to answer all

  258. the prayers and, and, and fulfill all his prophecies?

  259. But it has been revealed to us and that revelation is Jesus.

  260. So mystery is by definition sort of unknown.

  261. But we got to be honest here too, that knowing the answer is

  262. Jesus doesn't mean we really understand the answer.

  263. Simple things about Jesus that we say.

  264. We say Jesus is fully God and fully human, right?

  265. If you've grown up in the church, I I hope you've heard

  266. that before. If you haven't heard that

  267. before, shame on us pastors who haven't said that, that Jesus is

  268. fully God and fully human. We say that we have no idea what

  269. that really means. I had a seminary professor who's

  270. who explained it this way. He said the notion that Jesus is

  271. fully God and fully human is like taking a quart of water and

  272. a quart of oil and pouring them together into a single quart

  273. container and it holds it all. That makes sense.

  274. Not right. We say the Trinity, we talk

  275. about God and we have one God, one very important.

  276. We don't have three gods. We have one God and three

  277. persons, Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

  278. What does that mean? We don't know that this is not

  279. how things work in our experienced universe.

  280. We, we, we try to parse it out like, like, and I used to do

  281. this one, the egg, you know, it's got an egg, it's got a

  282. shell, it's got a white and it's got a yoke 3 in one.

  283. I later learned that's heresy. I don't think, I don't think I'm

  284. going to go to hell for that. The technical name for that is

  285. modalism, and Christians killed each other for teaching that at

  286. one point in time it was we were dumb.

  287. We've been dumb that they said that's because the shell, Jesus

  288. is fully God. He's not part of God.

  289. The shell is only part of an egg.

  290. Jesus is fully God, and the shell is only part of an egg.

  291. The white is only part of the egg.

  292. The oak is only part of the egg, but somehow Jesus is fully God

  293. and and God is the Father is fully God and the Holy Spirit is

  294. fully God. But there's not three gods,

  295. there's one God. And if there's one God who was

  296. running the universe when Jesus died.

  297. All of these questions people that aren't part of Christianity

  298. ask, and when we tell them, well, it's the Trinity, they go.

  299. That doesn't really help. It's a mystery.

  300. Part of our teaching about the incarnation of Jesus is God in

  301. the flesh of teaching of the Trinity, part of our of teaching

  302. about the resurrection and and how Jesus's life, death and

  303. resurrection has somehow opened the door for our salvation and

  304. our forgiveness and the reconciliation of the world to

  305. God. We're saying those things as

  306. statements of faith, not something that we can ever fully

  307. or completely explain. Our brains just aren't big

  308. enough. That's that should be good news.

  309. Because if we can understand everything, that means we really

  310. are kind of the high point of the universe.

  311. It doesn't get any better than us.

  312. And Oh my goodness, are we in bad shape if the universe

  313. doesn't get any better than us. But there is someone out there

  314. who is bigger, who is greater, who is beyond our understanding.

  315. Because if God were not beyond our understanding, God would not

  316. be bigger, and God would not be greater.

  317. Beyond all question, Paul writes, The mystery from which

  318. true godliness springs is great. This is the mystery.

  319. He appeared in the flesh, was vindicated by the Spirit, was

  320. seen by the angels, was preached among the nations, was believed

  321. on in the world, and was taken up into glory.

  322. All of those statements true. All of those statements faith.

  323. None of those statements ultimately scientifically

  324. verifiable and provable. As we live the Easter life, then

  325. one of the questions we have to ask ourselves is how do we

  326. respond to mystery? The book of Mark, those women

  327. who went to Jesus tomb, they responded to mystery with fear

  328. and with silence. They were so overwhelmed they

  329. couldn't do or say anything. Now obviously it didn't stay

  330. that way because we never would have heard, right?

  331. Mark's not making the point that that that we should never tell

  332. anyone about Jesus. Mark's talking about that that

  333. experience of God that is so overwhelming that we don't know

  334. how to respond, or even if we know what we're supposed to do,

  335. it's so overwhelming we can't bring ourselves to do it.

  336. Silence, silence. Well, don't be, Don't be

  337. alarmed. He said you were looking for

  338. Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified.

  339. He has risen. He is not here.

  340. See the place where they laid him.

  341. But go tell his disciples and Peter.

  342. He's going ahead of you into Galilee.

  343. There you will see him, just as he told you.

  344. Trembling and bewildered, the women went out and fled from the

  345. tomb. They said nothing to anyone

  346. because they were afraid. Their response was silence.

  347. Silence is not a bad response to mystery.

  348. It's really not. One of the disciplines of of

  349. Christian spirituality that has been lost in our contemporary

  350. society is silence. To, to turn off all the noise,

  351. all of the inputs, all of the phones, all of the computers,

  352. all of the tablets, all of the televisions, all of the

  353. everything and simply be silent before God challenge you to do

  354. it sometime. If, if, if you're not used to

  355. doing that, I, I, you might be surprised at how hard it is to

  356. do that, to decide to sit in silence for 10 minutes, for 15

  357. minutes, for 20 minutes. Try it and see what bubbles up

  358. inside. One of my favorite songs, band

  359. by the name of 21 Pilots called Car Radio and, and, and the he's

  360. he's singing in rhyme. I'm not going to try it.

  361. Don't worry about the fact that he's got a car.

  362. But someone stole his radio and now he has to sit in silence and

  363. it's making him nuts. It's driving him crazy.

  364. And he said the quiet is violence.

  365. Silence and quiet are hard for us to deal with for the same

  366. reason that mystery is hard for us to deal with.

  367. We want answers. We want clarity, we want to

  368. know. And when we sit in silence, what

  369. often bubbles up within us are all of those things that we

  370. don't know and that we don't have answers to, Experiences and

  371. future possibilities that frighten us, memories of past

  372. things that frighten us. And.

  373. And ancient Christian spirituality says one of the

  374. best ways in the world to respond to mystery is with

  375. silence. To sit in silence, I got to

  376. double check to see where I am. OK Yeah.

  377. Now I got a couple more before I get there.

  378. Psalmist writes this. He says God says, be still and

  379. know that I am God. I will be exalted among the

  380. nations. I will be exalted on the earth.

  381. They were faced with a terrifying threat and external

  382. harm, something that they couldn't control, something that

  383. they had no power over. And and the advice of the

  384. prophet, the advice of the poet, is be silent, be still, know

  385. that God is God and God will be exalted.

  386. Whatever else happens and comes out of this, God will be exalted

  387. on all the earth. Silence is a good response.

  388. It's not just not a bad response, it is a good response

  389. to mystery. I'm forgetting what's coming

  390. next. Tell me.

  391. I got several more. Boy, I thought this was thought

  392. I was getting to the video sooner than this.

  393. Silence allows mystery. Why silence a good response?

  394. Because silence allows mystery to be mysterious.

  395. It's a decision to turn off the compulsion within us to solve

  396. and know everything, have everything sorted out to

  397. everything planned out, to have everything laid out.

  398. And it simply says I will allow the mystery to be mysterious.

  399. It's a way of saying I will allow God to be God and not

  400. demanded that God explain himself to me.

  401. Saint Augustine had a vision once.

  402. He's a smart guy. He was a really smart guy, one

  403. of the first great theologians within Christianity, educated,

  404. intelligent, good communicator. He had, it was the whole

  405. package. And he had a dream one night and

  406. he was on a beach and he had a little jar and he was scooping

  407. water out of the sea and putting it into the jar.

  408. And a person walked up said I got the story wrong, I have

  409. messed my mind, just went just brain fart right there.

  410. No I didn't, I had it right. Person came up, it was an Angel.

  411. Takes a minute. Angel says what are you doing?

  412. Said I'm putting the ocean in the jar.

  413. The Angel said, you can't put the ocean in the jar, the ocean

  414. won't fit in the jar. The man said, oh, I guess you're

  415. right. And then the Angel said, and you

  416. also can't understand the Trinity you'll never under.

  417. It's the same kind of thing, the mysteries of God.

  418. To try to seek to comprehend God is like trying to fit the ocean

  419. in a jar. It's just not possible.

  420. And when we're silent before the mystery, we allow the mystery to

  421. be mysterious. Silence in that way is an

  422. expression of humility before mystery.

  423. It's a way of saying, I don't. I let go of my demand to know.

  424. I let go and surrender my right to understand, and I choose to

  425. simply trust and simply believe. Psalm 131 is all of three

  426. verses. This is the whole chapter.

  427. O Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too

  428. high, I do not occupy myself with things too great and too

  429. marvelous for me, but I have calmed and quieted my soul, like

  430. a child quieted at his mother's breast, like a child that is

  431. quiet. It is my soul.

  432. O Israel, hope in the Lord, from this time forth and forevermore.

  433. There are great and mysterious and wonderful and marvelous

  434. things, and sometimes it's good to gaze at those things and be

  435. overwhelmed by those things. But there are times when we just

  436. need to be silent before that mystery and allow it to be the

  437. mystery. And trust.

  438. Trust that our hope is not in our understanding.

  439. Our hope is not in our ability to comprehend.

  440. Our ability to figure out our hope is in the Lord.

  441. That phrase my calm and quiet in my soul, like a child quieted

  442. its mother's breast. The the Hebrew word for child

  443. there is specifically for a child that has been weaned.

  444. So because an unweaned child is at his mother's breast to get

  445. something right. Lunch, dinner, snack, lunch,

  446. dinner, snack, over and over and over again.

  447. But the weaned child is not at his mother's breast to get

  448. something except to be in the presence of his mother.

  449. And that's what the psalmist invites us to.

  450. To live in the presence of the mystery of God without

  451. demanding, without craving, without insisting, without even

  452. trying to fully and completely understand anymore.

  453. Then your two year old, your mom's out there, your two or

  454. three-year old can really understand your love for them.

  455. They don't, they can't, they won't.

  456. And a lot of us, when we became parents, realized that what our

  457. parents told us was right, that we wouldn't really understand

  458. until we were parents ourselves. I was like, OK, well, they were

  459. right about that too. Our kids don't know and we can't

  460. know. We can't know.

  461. I think I'm at the almost all right.

  462. One more here. One possibility for dealing with

  463. mystery is to say just get comfortable with mystery.

  464. But we shouldn't be comfortable with mystery.

  465. Mystery should make us uncomfortable.

  466. I've got a song I keep looking over but want to make sure I get

  467. to this slide. And it's, it's actually a song,

  468. 2 parts written by two different people, Amy Carter or Cardi, I

  469. think is is is is the first person.

  470. She's the one on the top who a few years back wrote a song

  471. about her experience a few days into college, 3 days or two days

  472. into college. And then there's another woman

  473. who in response to that song, and she goes on on YouTube by

  474. I'm sad Alex wrote a song about her experience of life 10 years

  475. after college. And I want you to hear the

  476. mystery in all of this. Let's listen together.

  477. I'm two days into college and I'm three lectures behind.

  478. There's this guy, let's name him Colin.

  479. He says he wants to be mine, but it doesn't really sit with me

  480. quite right because he doesn't really like the things I like

  481. and I keep accidentally look at myself out of my dorm in the

  482. middle of the night. I'm 10 years out of college and

  483. I'm still 10 years behind. All those things I thought I'd

  484. have by now are still so out of sight and it doesn't really sit

  485. with me quite right. I'm 32 years into this life.

  486. I should have more WS than L's so use the hell I don't even

  487. feel the fire when it's in my face.

  488. And I'm a play tonight thinking am I OK?

  489. Should I change to something safer about and very good on

  490. paper? Settle down and fall in love

  491. when they recall and it up? Did everybody succeed now?

  492. Are they happier than me now? Now I'm sad Alex wrote a third

  493. part in response to comments when she posted that video and

  494. folks said, well, what you know, what about older?

  495. What about 20 years out of college?

  496. So she wrote a verse about 20 years out of college.

  497. I deliberately cut that out because two reasons.

  498. One, at that point she's pretty. She's not writing about her

  499. experience, but but now here 10 years out of college, she's

  500. wondering. I don't get it.

  501. I don't understand. Life is not what I thought it

  502. would be. I'm not as far along as I

  503. thought I'd be. I don't know the things I

  504. thought I'd know. I don't even had the experiences

  505. I thought I have. I don't have the winds I don't.

  506. I can't even tell our people. Both people seem to be doing

  507. better than me and and she's struggling with this mystery.

  508. But when she wrote the the 20 years out of college, she

  509. figured it all out. And I got bad news for I'm sad,

  510. Alex, if she's not going to have it figured out 20 years out of

  511. college, either 30 or 40 pushing.

  512. No, I'm not at 50 yet. So far 40, I'm confident not got

  513. it figured out. We need to allow ourselves to be

  514. uncomfortable with the mystery, not to get comfortable with it,

  515. but to be uncomfortable with it, to allow ourselves to look at

  516. the world around us and look at our own lives and say, you know

  517. what? I just don't know.

  518. I don't know. Am I doing it right?

  519. Am I doing it wrong? My kids going to turn out OK?

  520. Am I screwing my kids up? Am I screwing my parents up?

  521. And my there are so many things in life and in faith that we

  522. want to know that we just can't know.

  523. But we know this. We know this, that the answer to

  524. all of the mystery is Jesus, his life, his death, and his

  525. resurrection. How that's the answer we cannot

  526. explain. But that is the answer which

  527. means this, that in the mystery we can rest in the arms of God,

  528. trusting that what God has said will be true.

  529. Trusting that when we stand before God, we will stand before

  530. him. Not as people who need to

  531. present a perfect resume of our past experiences, but as a

  532. people who can trust in His mercy and in His grace because

  533. He loved us enough to die for us, so we allow ourselves to be

  534. uncomfortable for the mystery. I know that there's nothing

  535. better for people than to be happy and to do good while they

  536. live. That each of them may eat and

  537. drink and find satisfaction and all their toil.

  538. This is the gift of God. I know that everything God does

  539. will endure forever. Nothing can be added to it,

  540. nothing taken from it. And God does it so that people

  541. will fear Him. All right, when we get afraid

  542. before the mystery, God's going. That's right where I want you.

  543. Don't get comfortable. Live in the uncertainty, live in

  544. the fear. And while you're at it, enjoy

  545. your life. Eat and drink, raise your kids,

  546. have fun, play, laugh, as well as work and rest.

  547. Do these things in your life with which I have blessed you.

  548. And when the future mysteries get overwhelming, rest in my

  549. arms and trust in my mercy and my love and my power.

  550. Allow yourself to be uncomfortable with mystery.

  551. That's living the Easter life, not having all the answers, but

  552. living with the mystery in Jesus name, Amen.

  553. Amen.