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[The Easter Life is] A Life of Mystery (Rock Springs UMC)

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  1. Our scripture reading today is 2 parts Ecclesiastes chapter 3

    Ecclesiastes 3:9–14

  2. verses 9 to 14 and then Mark chapter 16 verses one through 8.

    Mark 16 chapter mention

  3. Mark, this is the end of the Gospel of Mark.

  4. It's it's Mark's account of the resurrection.

  5. And, and before I read it, I want to give a little bit of

  6. introduction to that because most current productions of the

  7. Bible printings of the Bible will, will have, will go through

  8. Mark one through 8. And then they'll either be an

  9. asterisk and the rest of it in parentheses or the rest of it in

  10. italics, something like that rest of it in brackets saying

  11. that most ancient manuscripts lack the everything in Mark past

  12. verse 8. This is no longer controversial

  13. within the world of biblical scholarship and archaeology.

  14. Biblical scholars are fairly confident, very confident, that

  15. Mark, as it was originally written, ended at verse 8 and

  16. the remainder was added sometime later.

  17. That doesn't mean the remainder isn't scripture.

  18. We could obviously still consider that scripture, but

  19. we're going to stop at verse 8 because I want to talk about

  20. Mark today as it was originally written and kind of compare it

  21. and contrast it a little bit with the other 3 gospels and how

  22. they deal with the resurrection. So just saying all that up

  23. front. Let's start now here.

  24. Ecclesiastes chapter 3, verses 9 to 14.

    Ecclesiastes 3:9–14

  25. What do workers gain from their toil?

  26. I've seen the burden God has laid on the human race.

  27. He has made everything beautiful in its time.

  28. He has also set eternity in the human heart.

  29. Yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

  30. I know there is nothing better for people than to be happy and

  31. to do good while they live, that each of them may eat and drink

  32. and find satisfaction in all their toil.

  33. This is the gift of God. I know that everything God does

  34. will endure forever. Nothing can be added to it and

  35. nothing taken away from it. God does it so that people will

  36. fear Him. And then mark chapter 16 verses

    Mark 16 chapter mention

  37. one through 8. When the Sabbath was over, Mary

  38. Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, and Salome brought spices

  39. that they might go to anoint Jesus's body.

  40. Very early on the first day of the week, just after sunrise,

  41. they were on their way to the tomb, and they asked each other

  42. who will roll the stone away from the entrance of the tomb.

  43. But when they looked up they saw that the stone, which was very

  44. large, had been rolled away. As they entered the tomb they

  45. saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right

  46. side, and they were alarmed. Don't be alarmed, he said.

  47. You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified.

  48. He has risen. He's not here.

  49. See the place where they laid him.

  50. But go tell his disciples and Peter, He is going ahead of you

  51. into Galilee. There you will see Him just as

  52. he told you. Trembling and bewildered, the

  53. women went out and fled from the tomb.

  54. They said nothing to anyone because they were afraid.

  55. May the Lord add His blessing to the reading and to the hearing

  56. of His Word. We're talking today about the

  57. Easter life we've got. I've got two more Sundays today

  58. and next week. Next week will be the last

  59. Sunday on this series on the Easter life.

  60. And next week we're going to be looking at Pentecost, looking at

  61. the coming of the Holy Spirit into the life of the Church 50

  62. days after Easter. But today we're going to talk

  63. about this Easter life as a life of mystery.

  64. There is an awful lot in this world that we do not understand,

  65. that we cannot explain. There is much in our faith that

  66. we believe, but we cannot explain, not in a sense of of of

  67. scientific or historical confirmation or accuracy.

  68. There's much that we just don't know, and that is as it should

  69. be. If we could know everything

  70. there is to know about God, then we would be greater than God,

  71. right? I mean, I know a lot more about

  72. my dog than my dog knows about me.

  73. I hope my dog knew more about me than I know about my dog.

  74. My dog should be the one taking me for a walk rather than the

  75. other way around and carrying that little bag around.

  76. You know, I shouldn't have said that.

  77. I'm sorry. I don't know where that came

  78. from. If we can fully comprehend God,

  79. we are greater than God. The fact that we cannot fully

  80. comprehend God is extraordinarily good news

  81. because it means God is beyond us.

  82. God is greater than we are. That also means that there are

  83. simply are things in this life that God has created and in

  84. which he has placed us that we cannot understand.

  85. There is mystery. One of those mysteries in in in

  86. some respects is motherhood. Motherhood is particularly for

  87. men. Motherhood is completely

  88. mysterious, I think. I think, you know, for men,

  89. fatherhood also has some mystery in it.

  90. And for women, motherhood too, that there are things we wish we

  91. knew that we can't understand. We wish there was a manual to

  92. tell us exactly what to do with our kids and when to discipline

  93. and how does discipline and when to Schumer when to do when and

  94. what and how and where and how how to do it.

  95. So our kids turn out great every time, but we don't have that.

  96. There's mystery to it. And it's been that way from the

  97. beginning. I got a video I want to show

  98. you. You know, in motherhood, it can

  99. be a little competitive sometimes women, you know, might

  100. compare themselves to other moms.

  101. Are they doing it better than me?

  102. Are they doing the right way? Oh, she thinks she's a better

  103. mother than I am. And her kids all.

  104. Well, let's just think about it from Mary's perspective here.

  105. This is an actress who has done a video portraying a a fictional

  106. scene from Mary's life when Jesus is young.

  107. It's not in the Bible, but I I think it it could have happened.

  108. So let's let's take a look. So Jesus did the funniest thing

  109. the other night. We were sitting down to dinner

  110. and I said jokingly, Mama could use a glass of wine, it's been a

  111. long day and next thing I know he had waved his hand over my

  112. goblet and turned my water into a a really delightful Cabernet.

  113. I said, OK, OK, give yourself a rest because he had raised our

  114. dog from the dead just a couple hours earlier.

  115. Mary literally said stuff like this all the time.

  116. And we're always, like, gay. Yeah.

  117. What did she say about Star? Well, we wanted fish for dinner.

  118. And the boats came back empty, and then suddenly there were

  119. fish in the Nets. And like, this morning, we're

  120. all just kind of like, OK, Mary, we all love her babies.

  121. We all think they're special. We all want them to do those

  122. miles on SERS. But she's just, like,

  123. competitive on a new level. My baby actually is super

  124. special. She's probably going to walk

  125. before hers. She might even walk on water.

  126. Wouldn't it be funny? I think they think that I'm

  127. lying. Also asked me recently if if

  128. Joseph was really Jesus's dad. Yeah.

  129. But also, no. It's hard.

  130. You know, there's no real good parenting book for what to do

  131. when your child is the Son of the Lord.

  132. But we're figuring it. We're figuring it out, you know,

  133. and that's, that's the, it's the best we can do is figure it out

  134. along the way. And, and there's a lot that we

  135. don't know, a lot that we don't understand.

  136. Much of life, including motherhood in the life of faith,

  137. can feel like an unsolvable mystery, like a black box that

  138. we can't penetrate. And, and sometimes it feels like

  139. we're taking shots in the dark and, and making the best guesses

  140. we can make and hoping things turn out for the best without

  141. really knowing how they're going to turn out.

  142. And here's the thing, humans are very uncomfortable with unsolved

  143. mysteries. This is why scooby-doo has been

  144. so successful for so many years as a cartoon, because everybody

  145. loves a mystery. And when there's a mystery,

  146. you'll want to know what happened.

  147. And if you don't like scooby-doo, I don't want to hear

  148. about that. You just keep that to yourself.

  149. But if there is something that's out there that we don't know,

  150. but we feel like, oh, I ought to be able to figure that out.

  151. It's it's almost compulsive thing for human beings to try to

  152. figure out, to try to solve the mysteries.

  153. We're uncomfortable with unsolved mysteries.

  154. But mystery is by definition unknown.

  155. It's mysterious. If it were known, it wouldn't be

  156. mysterious, right? Used to be mysterious, how

  157. infections were transferred from one person to another.

  158. And then someone said they're little, teeny, tiny creatures

  159. that we're going to call germs. And they go from one person to

  160. another. They're so small, so small you

  161. can't see them. And first people who said that.

  162. Everyone else said you are nuts, you are off your rocker.

  163. But it's true. Now we know that.

  164. We know how it happens. It's not a mystery anymore.

  165. It's not a mystery. Mysteries are by definition

  166. unknown. For my thoughts, God is talking

  167. to His people through the prophet Isaiah here.

  168. For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways.

  169. My ways, declares the Lord, as the heavens are higher than the

  170. earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts

  171. than your thoughts. What God is saying to His people

  172. is you will never fully understand me, no matter how

  173. smart you get, no matter how wise you get, my ways are as far

  174. above yours. My thoughts are as far above

  175. yours are the as the heavens are high above the earth.

  176. And, and, you know, he said that back when kind of people thought

  177. there was a Dome in the sky and, and you could get to the edge of

  178. the heavens. And, and now we know you just

  179. keep going and going and going and going and going.

  180. And there's, you know, it's God's that much bigger, that

  181. much smarter. That's much greater than we are,

  182. which means there will always be things about God that we cannot

  183. know and we cannot understand. It also means there will always

  184. be things about this life which God has created, which God has

  185. given to us and which God has placed us.

  186. Always things about this life which are beyond what we can

  187. know and beyond what we can understand.

  188. There's, there's a quest in, in the scientific community that's

  189. been going on for, for at least decades now, a quest to identify

  190. what they call a grand unification theory, a single

  191. mathematical explanation for everything that exists in the

  192. universe. I I am not a physicist, but I'd

  193. wager every penny I have that that quest for a grand

  194. unification theory will be ultimately futile.

  195. That there is no way human beings are capable of

  196. understanding and explaining everything in the universe.

  197. It's beyond us. It's simply beyond us.

  198. God is the author. God is the creator, and no

  199. matter how much we learn and how much we know and how much

  200. knowledge we gain, it simply opens the door for more

  201. questions about things that we don't understand and can't yet

  202. explain. God's thoughts are greater and

  203. higher than yours. This is what said Solomon says

  204. in Ecclesiastes. He has also said eternity in the

  205. human heart. Yet no one can fathom what God

  206. has done from beginning to end, from beginning of time to the

  207. end of time. God understands it.

  208. None of us do, not completely. We can see little bits and like

  209. the like the blind man. Remember the story of the blind

  210. man and the elephant? You know, we're, we're, I think

  211. it's four or five blind men go up to an elephant and the first

  212. one grabs the elephant's Tusk and says, oh, an elephant is

  213. like a spear. The second one grabs the

  214. elephant's trunk and says what elephant is like a snake?

  215. And the, the, the third one touches the elephant's leg and

  216. says all elephants are like a tree.

  217. The 4th 1 touches the elephant's side and says elephants are like

  218. a wall. And the fifth one grabs the

  219. elephant's tail and says, oh, the the elephants are very much

  220. like a rope. They each had a little piece of

  221. the understanding. None of them had it all.

  222. And that's the way existence is for us.

  223. There are parts of existence that will remain mysterious to

  224. us as individuals and as humanity as a whole that are

  225. beyond our ability to know and understand.

  226. And again, this is good news. If we could understand the

  227. universe completely, that means we are the top of the universe,

  228. we are the apex, we are as good as it gets.

  229. I really hope humanity is not as good as it gets in the universe.

  230. I really, really hope, and I'm putting every, I'm betting my

  231. whole life on it, that there is a God that's greater than we are

  232. and better than we are and gooder than we are, and that we

  233. can trust in. Mystery also is by definition

  234. just sort of unknown. This is for the for the Greek

  235. scholars in the room here. I have to put this in because my

  236. daughter occasionally listens to my sermons and she is a Greek

  237. scholar and, and she would call me angrily if I stopped talking

  238. about what mystery is, as I have talked about it so far, because

  239. the New Testament uses that word a little bit differently.

  240. And mystery is not so much like an unsolved murder or an

  241. unsolved crime. Mystery is something that God

  242. has concealed but then later reveals, and that's the way that

  243. word is used mostly in the New Testament and in almost every

  244. time, maybe every time you see that word mystery come up in the

  245. New Testament, it is in this context.

  246. This was a mystery. God's plan of salvation was a

  247. mystery. God's plan of redemption was a

  248. mystery. God's plan for our hope and for

  249. the future of the universe was a mystery.

  250. But now God has revealed that mystery, and it is Jesus Christ,

  251. his life, his death and his resurrection.

  252. So it's, it's that's, you know, the folks in Jesus's day were

  253. saying, yeah, it was a mystery to Moses.

  254. It was a mystery to Abraham and Sarah.

  255. It was a mystery to Isaiah and Jeremiah was a mystery to to

  256. Ruth and Esther. But it's not a mystery to us.

  257. We know the answer and the answer is Jesus.

  258. Jesus is God's way. Jesus is the life that we have.

  259. Jesus is the truth of God. Jesus is salvation.

  260. Jesus is Lord, Jesus is King. Jesus is redemption.

  261. Jesus is healing. Jesus is God has revealed it in

  262. Jesus truth, 100% truth. But we have to acknowledge

  263. there's a lot about Jesus we still don't and can't

  264. understand, not fully and completely.

  265. Just take for example, what we teach and, and have expressed in

  266. the church about Jesus for for hundreds, thousands of years now

  267. that Jesus of Nazareth is both fully God and fully human, fully

  268. God and fully human, right? I mean, I, if you haven't heard

  269. that, then shame on me and every other preacher that's been here

  270. throughout your life that Jesus is fully God and fully human.

  271. But what does that mean? How does that work?

  272. That seminary professor explained it like this.

  273. To say that Jesus is God, Jesus is fully God and fully human, is

  274. to say that you're going to take 1 quart of water, like that's

  275. the human, and one quart of oil, that's the God part, and you

  276. pour them together in a single quart container and it all goes

  277. in. That doesn't make any sense.

  278. That's the incarnation. Somehow God is completely both

  279. somehow. I'm sorry, somehow Jesus is

  280. completely both. The Trinity is another one that

  281. that we we say, we state because we believe and we affirm that

  282. it's true, but we cannot fully explain it because we absolutely

  283. insist that we do not worship three gods.

  284. There is one God, but that God, one God, exists in three

  285. persons, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

  286. And Jesus is not part of God. Jesus is fully God and, and the

  287. Father is not part of God. The Father is fully God and the

  288. Holy Spirit is not part of God. The Holy Spirit is fully God,

  289. but there's not three gods. There's only one God.

  290. People that have not grown up with that teaching hear that and

  291. they say that makes no sense. To which we have to, if we're

  292. going to be honest, we have to say you are right in in in terms

  293. of common human scientific understanding, that makes no

  294. sense whatsoever. It's one of the reasons why

  295. Orthodox Jews and Muslims consider Christians to be a

  296. polytheistic. They say you can't see one of

  297. the other. You can't have this three in

  298. one, but it's not really three. It's just one.

  299. But that's what we teach. And that I used to think I could

  300. explain it. I say it's like an egg.

  301. It's like an egg. You got the shell, you got the

  302. yolk, you got the white three parts.

  303. They're all one egg. I found out later that was a

  304. heresy for which the Church used to kill people.

  305. We're not doing that anymore. Obviously I'm still here because

  306. it it doesn't. Because the shell is not the

  307. full egg. You see, for that metaphor to

  308. work, the shell would have to be the full egg as well as just the

  309. shell. And the white would have to be

  310. the full egg as well as the just the white.

  311. And the yolk would have to be the full egg as well as just the

  312. yolk. So it's, it's a great metaphor,

  313. but it doesn't explain the Trinity.

  314. It's a belief that we have. I'm 100% convinced that it's

  315. true, but we cannot explain it. Not fully, not completely.

  316. It's a mystery. It's a mystery beyond all

  317. question. The mystery from which true

  318. godliness springs is great. He appeared, that is Jesus,

  319. appeared in the flesh, was vindicated by the Spirit, was

  320. seen by the angels, was preached among the nations, was believed

  321. on in the world, and was taken up in glory.

  322. This is the mystery. The mystery has been revealed.

  323. It is Jesus. The mystery was hidden.

  324. It has been disclosed, it is Jesus, his life, his death, his

  325. resurrection, his ascension, ruling at the right hand of the

  326. Father. We say that we believe it, it's

  327. 100% true. But there is still so much about

  328. Jesus that we cannot fully comprehend and understand

  329. because if we could, that would make us greater than Jesus.

  330. As we live the Easter life now, then how do we respond to

  331. mystery? If there's so much in this world

  332. that is mystery and so much in the life of faith that is

  333. mystery, how do we respond to that?

  334. Let's, let's, oh, I left out a slide.

  335. We'll jump back that. Well, I'll just tell you because

  336. you remember it because we just read it a few minutes ago.

  337. The women went to the tomb. They were expecting to find

  338. Jesus's corpse in the tomb. They had bought spices to take

  339. to anoint him with as part of the their their burial rituals.

  340. And when they got there, the stones rolled away.

  341. There's one Angel, not multiple angels, one Angel who tells them

  342. Jesus is not here, He has risen. Go tell his disciples and Peter.

  343. They want to make sure Peter knew he was still included, that

  344. Jesus is going to meet you in Galilee.

  345. And it says the women left and told no one because they were

  346. afraid. Their response to that mystery

  347. was fear and silence, fear and science.

  348. And Matthew presents a different picture when the women go and

  349. the Angel tells them, and then Jesus himself appears to him.

  350. And then they go back and tell the disciples and the disciples

  351. go to Galilee and meet him there.

  352. Luke gives us a little bit of a different picture to the women

  353. go, they go back, they get the message from the angels, from

  354. Jesus. They go and tell the disciples.

  355. The disciples don't believe them and two of them go and look for

  356. themselves. Then Jesus appears to them in

  357. Jerusalem later that day, and they're like, oh, it's true,

  358. except for Thomas, who's not there, and John.

  359. Similar kind of thing. Similar kind of thing, except we

  360. see Jesus hanging out with the disciples a lot before his

  361. ascension. All four gospels have a

  362. different emphasis and a different focus on on what they

  363. want to leave their hearers with about the message of the

  364. resurrection. Matthew wants wants people to

  365. leave and and finish the story of the resurrection with a sense

  366. of clear mission and calling. Go and make disciples of all

  367. nations. Those are Jesus's final words to

  368. his disciples, baptizing them in the name of the Father Son, the

  369. Holy Spirit, teaching them to obey everything.

  370. I've commanded you and I will be with you always that mission.

  371. Jesus's final words are to give his disciples a job.

  372. And Luke, Jesus's final words are to give his disciples hope,

  373. a prophecy. You're just, you know, 11 folks

  374. and well, you know, all told there about 120 followers of

  375. Jesus there and, and, and, and you're very small.

  376. You have no power, you don't have no influence.

  377. But you need to understand the Holy Spirit's going to come on

  378. you and you're going to be my disciples.

  379. You're going to be my witnesses all over the world, friend and

  380. foe alike. He gives them hope by

  381. prophesying a future in which they are his witnesses

  382. throughout the world. John has a different emphasis.

  383. John's emphasis is on service and on community.

  384. You have fallen away, but I forgive you and I restore you.

  385. You're still my people. I'm still your people.

  386. If you still love me, and if you want to show that you love me,

  387. then love each other and serve each other and love and serve

  388. the people around you in the community.

  389. John leaves with an emphasis on relationship and community and

  390. reconciliation. Mark emphasizes the mystery

  391. These women experience something that is beyond their ability to

  392. grasp and process and understand, and they are shocked

  393. and stunned and frightened into silence.

  394. It is so overwhelming they can't tell anyone about it.

  395. Now, obviously they eventually tell people about it because

  396. we're here. But the story marks telling, the

  397. thing Mark is emphasizing, is the mystery of the resurrection,

  398. that something incredible happened that shocked those

  399. women into silence. And I think that's a good

  400. example for how to respond to men to mystery.

  401. Silence is not a bad response. Being quiet, being still is not

  402. a bad response before God, who is all powerful and all amazing

  403. and all wonderful. Psalmist says it this way.

  404. When his people were God's, people were facing a threat.

  405. And God says to them through the prophet, be still, be still and

  406. know that I'm God. I will be exalted among the

  407. nations. I will be exalted on the earth.

  408. You're facing a threat that's too big for you, too great for

  409. you that you can't handle. Calm down, be still, and trust

  410. that I will be God. We hear it that silence is not

  411. only not a bad response, it's a good response.

  412. It's a good way to approach the mystery of God because silence

  413. allows the mystery to be mysterious.

  414. We have this compulsion to explain, explain, explain,

  415. solve, solve, solve, solve. Sometimes we just have to let

  416. the mystery be mysterious. We have to say, I don't know.

  417. I don't get it. I can't really understand it,

  418. but I believe it. And here's why I believe it.

  419. Here's how I've experienced the truth.

  420. I can't explain this, but I can tell you what's happened to me.

  421. I can tell you what my friends have experienced.

  422. I can tell you what folks in the faith have experienced over the

  423. years and the centuries, in the millennia, and just 'cause I

  424. can't explain it doesn't mean it's not true.

  425. Silence allows the mystery to be mysterious, and silence is an

  426. expression of humility before the mystery.

  427. It is an acknowledgement that God's ways are beyond us, God's

  428. thoughts are beyond us, that we cannot fathom from beginning to

  429. end what God has done and is doing.

  430. What we can do is trust and believe in the face of the

  431. mystery. It's humility.

  432. Psalm 131 is only three verses, and that's all of them right

  433. here. Oh, Lord, my heart is not lifted

  434. up, my eyes are not raised too high.

  435. I do not occupy myself with things too great and too

  436. marvelous for me, but I have calmed and quiet in my soul,

  437. like a child quieted at his mother's breast, like a child

  438. that is quiet. It is my soul.

  439. Oh Israel, hope in the Lord from this time on and forevermore.

  440. There are wonderful, marvelous, incredible things out there, and

  441. at times it's good for us to look on those things and to

  442. ponder those things and reflect on those things and explore

  443. those things and sometimes occasionally even understand

  444. some of those things. But sometimes when we look upon

  445. that mystery, we just need to look down again and sit quietly

  446. with God. That word for child there in in

  447. Hebrew is is more specific than we have in English.

  448. The word there means a weaned child so that this child is not

  449. at his mother's breast to get something.

  450. He or she is at his mother's breast to rest in mother's arms,

  451. to receive comfort and strength to to just be there with God and

  452. the baby. Baby's children can't understand

  453. their moms. No baby understands how much

  454. their mom loves them. None.

  455. It's beyond them, absolutely beyond them.

  456. It's absolutely beyond us to fully understand God's love.

  457. But we can rest in that love and put our hope in the Lord.

  458. Not in our understanding, not in our ability to explain, but in

  459. God Himself, both now and forever more.

  460. I do think there's a temptation when I preach these kind of

  461. sermons in my own head, so I put this in here specifically for

  462. me. They don't get comfortable with

  463. mystery. That's not the idea here for us

  464. to get comfortable with mystery. The idea is for us to remain

  465. uncomfortable with mystery and mystery is a part of our lives

  466. throughout. I'm going to play one more

  467. video. It's a really short 1:00 and

  468. it's 2 songs mashed together. The first part is, is was the

  469. song was originally written by the 1st singer who Amy Cardi, if

  470. I'm remembering her name properly.

  471. And she's singing about her experience just starting off in

  472. college and how she already feels lost.

  473. And it's just two days and she already feels lost.

  474. And then another woman who online goes by the the name I'm,

  475. I'm sad Alex. And she extends it to 10 years

  476. after college and how she still feels lost.

  477. Let's listen together. I'm two days into college and

  478. I'm three lectures behind. There's this guy, let's name him

  479. Colin. He says he wants to be mine, but

  480. it doesn't really sit with me quite right because he doesn't

  481. really like the things I like and I keep accidentally look at

  482. myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night.

  483. I'm 10 years out of college and I'm still 10 years behind all

  484. those things I thought I'd have by now.

  485. We're still so out of sight and it doesn't really sit with me

  486. quite right. I'm 32 years into this life.

  487. I should have more double use than else.

  488. Got so used to hell I don't even feel the fire when it's in my

  489. face and I'm a plate and I think and am I OK?

  490. Should I change to something safer?

  491. Bat and very good on paper. Settle down and fall in love.

  492. And they were calling and it up. Did everybody succeed now?

  493. Are they happier than me now? I I love this how both of these

  494. young women are simply acknowledging the mystery of

  495. life. I'm here.

  496. I thought I'd, you know, I've been looking forward to college

  497. for year. What can I get away from home?

  498. I come in, God. And now I'm here and it's all a

  499. mystery and I'm already baffled. I'm already behind.

  500. I'm already lost. But once I graduate, I'll get

  501. things figured out. Then it'll make sense.

  502. And 10 years later, it still doesn't make sense.

  503. When I thought life was going to be, it's not what I thought I

  504. was going to experience. I haven't.

  505. I look around and everyone else seems to have it all together

  506. and they know what's going on and they seem happy and I don't

  507. and what's going on and I don't understand and I don't know.

  508. And that's life. That's the life of faith.

  509. Not to be comfortable with mystery, but to be willing to be

  510. uncomfortable with mystery. I'm sad Alex struggles with the

  511. uncomfortable with mystery. She had a bunch of comments on

  512. her song saying, hey, what about 20 years out of college?

  513. I'm a lot older than you. I'm 42 now.

  514. What about 20 years out of college?

  515. So she wrote another verse. I cut it out because she's not

  516. at that point writing out of her own experience, beautifully

  517. written, beautifully sung, very aspirational about how by 20

  518. years out of college it'll all be OK and all of these things

  519. she doesn't understand. Now.

  520. It'll be all right. It'll be all right.

  521. I'm 40 years out of college. I'm saying no, yeah, no, no, no.

  522. Allow the mystery to be mysterious.

  523. Don't get comfortable with it. Be willing to be uncomfortable

  524. with it. And then when we're uncomfort,

  525. we take our discomfort, our uncomfortableness, our fear, our

  526. worry, our anxiety, and we take that to God and we rest in God's

  527. arms and say, I don't really understand it, but I know Jesus

  528. is the answer. I don't really know the way, but

  529. I know Jesus is the way. I can't explain all the truth,

  530. but I know Jesus is the truth. I can't figure out everything in

  531. my life, but I know Jesus is the life and I'm going to rest in

  532. that. I know there is nothing better

  533. for people than to be happy and to do good while they live.

  534. That each of them may eat and drink and find satisfaction in

  535. all their toil. What a wonderful blessing right

  536. there in the heart of the scripture.

  537. Enjoy life, eat, drink, enjoy your life.

  538. Do the ordinary stuff of everyday life and enjoy it

  539. because this is a gift of God. I know that everything God does

  540. will endure forever. Nothing can be added to it,

  541. nothing taken away from it. God does it this way so that

  542. people will fear Him. When we encounter God and we are

  543. afraid before the mystery, we are right smack in the will of

  544. God. God doesn't want us comfortable

  545. before His mystery. God wants us in all and even a

  546. little fearful so that we learn to trust in Him instead of

  547. thinking we can depend on ourselves.

  548. Allow yourself to be uncomfortable with the mystery

  549. because this is the life of faith and this is the Easter

  550. life in Jesus name, Amen.