Sermon
The Measure Part 2 - Kingdom Faith with Pastor Marci
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Transcript
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Thanks for checking out the Anchor Faith Message podcast
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from St. Augustine, FL.
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Now enjoy this message. Glory to God, say I have the
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faith of God. Say I have the God kind of
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faith. Come on, say it again.
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I have the God kind of faith. Come on, Hallelujah.
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Do you have the God kind of faith?
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That's what we've been talking about, Amen.
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And I just believe we have to ask ourselves, do do we really
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have the God kind of faith? Do we see our lives and the
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faith working in our lives the way that he describes what faith
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is through the Word of God, Amen.
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Because we say many people think they have faith, but true
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biblical faith can be found only through what the Word of God
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says faith is, Amen. What does the word of God say
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faith is? And last week we started our
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journey talking about Kingdom faith and that we have all been
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given the measure. Say I've been given the measure
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and we talked about the fact that though we've been given the
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measure of faith, each and every one of us are responsible,
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right, to determine what return or what measure our faith will
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become. Because we said last Sunday when
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Pastor was, well, not last Sunday, but the Sunday before
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when he talked about the seed of the word.
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And we talked about the fact that there should always be your
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face should always be producing something within your life that
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you can tangibly see and what it's up to you whether that is
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going to be 3060 or a hundredfold return, right?
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And so the measures been given to us, the seed of faith or the
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seed of the word has been given to each and every one of us.
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And we talked about the fact that it came the minute we
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believed in our heart and confess with our mouth that
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Jesus Christ is Lord. The seed of faith was planted.
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The seed of faith then can begin to germinate or grow or increase
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within our hearts and in our lives.
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But we see that there were several things that just as
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Pastor said out of Mark Four, that try to come in and choke
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the word out of our life. And so everyone of us have to
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determine, are we going to let our hearts be a place where
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nothing come on? Are we going to have good
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ground? Because if we let the Word or
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the seed of faith that's been planted within our heart,
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planted in good ground, then we should be able to expect and see
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3060 or a hundredfold return of our life producing that which we
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believe. So we talked about last week how
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faith came, and we talked about the fact that faith is the
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exchange or the currency of the Kingdom.
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So any promise that God says that belongs to us as a child of
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God in His Word, how are we going to receive that promise?
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We have to receive it by hearing what the Word says about it.
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We have to then believe, believe that word that he spoke.
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And the evidence of us believing the word that was spoke is that
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we will speak it out. Not only will we speak it out,
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we will act it out because faith without action is what dead.
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And we went through all of these things, but biblical faith only
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will come from the Word of God. Biblical faith.
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This is why we have to ask ourselves, is our faith built
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upon what Grandma and Mama has told us?
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Is our faith built upon what religion has taught us?
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Is our faith built upon our experiences or our opinions of
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what faith is? Or is our faith true biblical
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faith built upon what the Word says?
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Faith is what faith looks like, and we gave a huge demonstration
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last week of those that walked in faith in the Word of God,
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Amen. Out of Hebrews 11, the hall of
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faith is what it's called, Hebrews Chapter 11, and we read
Hebrews 11 chapter mention
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verses one through 40. Yes, we did.
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Yes, we did. All right.
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And we saw a true picture of what biblical faith looks like,
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OK. And the fact that a lot of times
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what we saw with those who actually walked faith out in
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their life, it was always putting them in a situation to
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where they were in the unknown. They were in, they lived in the
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unknown. But the way American church and
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Christianity looks today, nobody wants to live that way because
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every example that I see through scripture of people living by
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faith, they were in a peculiar situation or circumstance or
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something was taking place that they would not be able to live
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by. And we talked about this by
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sight. God did not create us to live by
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sight, He created us to live by faith and we read many
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scriptures where he says the righteous should live by faith,
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right? That those we should walk by
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faith and not by sight. The just shall live by faith,
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right? We read all of these scriptures
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and so therefore we said this last week that true biblical
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faith, and we have to say it that way because so many people
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have what they say faith is, but it is in a lot of crazy
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thinking, OK, we said this, that faith is a spiritual law in the
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Kingdom of God. It's a spiritual law.
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And that law started the minute we believed in our heart and
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confess with our mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord.
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The same way we we heard the word, we had to believe, receive
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the word that we needed a Savior, that we had to believe
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the word that we needed a Savior, and then we had to
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confess Him as Lord of our life. That is a spiritual law in the
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Kingdom or the law of faith. And that is how for the rest of
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your life you will receive the promises from God through that
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law of what we could call believing you've received,
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speaking it out, and then acting upon it.
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And so we saw last week as well that we have to be those that
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live by faith. That means that we are going to
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have to build our life upon faith.
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To live by it means we build our life upon it.
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And we said this, that faith was what?
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A firm persuasion based upon what you believe and accept this
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as truth because there's many people that believe Jesus Christ
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is their Savior, but that's the only truth that they believe
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about Him. So there's many truths within
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His Word or promises within His word that belongs to every
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believer, but you can only believe Him based upon certain
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things that you want to receive from Him.
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And many people choose not to receive healing from Him, even
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though it's a promise that belongs to all who will believe.
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Do you see what I'm saying? So it's based upon this firm
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persuasion is based upon what you believe and what you accept
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is truth. You know, we don't get to just
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choose our own truth or live our own truth as a believer are the
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truth is supposed to be formed in our life from the word of
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God, not from what some psychiatrist says or what some
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psychologist says or what some book says on how we are to raise
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our children or all of these coaches that are now coaches on
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Instagram, life coaches. My life coach comes straight
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from the word of God. This is what I build my life
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upon. So we saw that faith is a is a
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firm for persuasion based upon what you believe, what you have
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accepted as truth and that you adhere to it.
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That you adhere to it so firmly that not only do you just
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believe it and adhere to it, it actually you allow it to govern
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your life, life, right? This faith is supposed to govern
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what we think, what we say and what we do.
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It's supposed to govern what we think, what we say and what we
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do. So our lives and what we, how we
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talk, what we're meditating on and the actions or the fruit of
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our life will be evident. You will be able to see if
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people are truly living by what they believe because there will
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be evidence of it within their lives, right?
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Every day. And so he says it this, we say
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it this way too. It's an assurance.
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It's the reality of your what you are believing.
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It's confidence or conviction, right?
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A firm persuasion or a confident expectation.
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This is true biblical faith and we saw this out of Hebrews 11/1
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and three, I want to reread it Hebrews 11/1 and three, it says
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now faith is the substance or assurance.
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I added King James and the SAB together.
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So now faith is the substance, the assurance of things hoped
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for, the conviction or evidence of things not seen, say not
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seen. This is what we're going to
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focus on this tonight. The not seen, the not seen.
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So it's the conviction or evidence of things not seen.
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For by it the men of old gained approval.
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And by faith we understand that the world's listen to this.
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By faith we understand that the world's were prepared by the
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Word of God. By the Word of God we know in
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the beginning in Genesis, what did He do?
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He said in Genesis one, let there be.
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And what was there? He created the world.
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He created everything we see in this world by His word, we can
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be assured, we can be firmly persuaded.
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We should have the conviction that His word will form, will
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create whatever world we see that we want to live in.
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And if we want to see the promises of God, then we have to
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base our faith on what the Word says about our marriage, what
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the Word says about our finances, what the Word says
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come on about healing and health in our body.
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What does the Word say? Because that is what I'm going
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to build my faith upon. That is the substance of what
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I'm going to build upon and that is going to create the reality
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in the natural, in this natural realm.
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And to do that it will always be unseen.
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To start, it was all. It was unseen to God before He
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created the world, but then He spoke it and it came into
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reality and he said in a mark we read this last week, Mark 11/22
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to have the God kind of faith, the God kind of faith.
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So if he says something and can create it, then what is He
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saying that we should be doing? Saying something and what?
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Creating it. But we have to believe what
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we're saying. And that belief has to be based
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upon what his word has said, right?
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It's not just, you know, whatever.
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No, it's what the Word has said belongs to us.
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So by faith we understand that the world's were prepared or
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created by the Word of God so that what is seen was not made
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out of the things which are visible.
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And he tells us this is the kind of faith that we are to have,
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has given us the measure of that faith.
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And therefore we are people that are not going to be able to live
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by what we see in this natural realm or this natural world.
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Period. We can't live by that.
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True people of living by faith is not going to live by what we
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see in this natural realm. We're going to live by the
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substance of faith, that substance.
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And we said that stop substance was to be the foundation or the
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structure, that word substance. Let me find that again.
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It means that thing that we're setting up under to support us.
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It is concrete. Come on, It is the foundation,
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the substance of faith. Get that?
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The substance of faith is what we are to build our foundation
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upon, not anything else. Not anything else.
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And faith, before it is brought into reality, cannot be seen.
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It cannot be seen. We know that there's wind.
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You can't see the wind. You only see the effects of the
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wind. So wind is not seen.
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What you see is the effects of the wind.
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So faith is not seen, but what you should see is the effects of
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your faith within your life and whatever promise God says
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belongs to you, right? So you should see the evidence
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of that. That is the substance that
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you're building your life upon. That is the foundation.
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And we have to act, truly ask ourselves, is, is that my
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foundation? Is faith truly the foundation of
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what I've built my life upon? Because we know that many people
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say they have faith. And this is great to reiterate
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because they say, oh, yeah, I believe that there is a God.
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I have faith that there's a God. But they don't know how to
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appropriate that faith to where they live by it every day.
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And he tells us that we are to live by this, right?
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We're to live by it, not just believe that there's a God and
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that he can do anything. But actually, what Pastor has
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taught us, I believe that what he says that we can do and he
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can do, he'll do through me, through me, through us.
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That's where we have to be, OK? And faith we saw last week is
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useless if it's not activated, if we're not acting on it or we
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are not believing God. And the most of the time that
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it's going to be activated is in the situations, the tests, the
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trials, the circumstances where it looks like you're going
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under, where it looks like your marriage is falling apart.
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When it looks like, come on, you're not going to be able to
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make your mortgage when it looks like these are in the unseen.
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This is in the unseen realm that you are to apply your faith
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within those moments and in those times.
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And that is to really lives by faith.
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I'm not going to live by what I see.
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I'm not going to live by how I feel about the situation.
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I'm not going to live by so we can sing about it, but I'm
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finding a lot of people are actually doing it in the midst
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of these situations. OK, So we have to stir ourselves
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up in faith because we said that in Second Corinthians.
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He says, test yourself to see if you're in faith.
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So this is a test of what true biblical faith looks like.
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And we should test our lives according to what true biblical
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faith looks, not not according to our imagination and what we
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think or how we think, right? And this, this is always, always
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a heart, always wanting to say, am I in faith in this situation?
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Or have I responded differently and and I responding differently
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in whatever circumstance I'm going to?
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Or do I go straight to the word and do I believe the word, speak
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the word, act upon the Word no matter what I see, right?
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Do I act upon the word no matter what I see?
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Am I firmly persuaded that my faith that's built upon him will
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not fail? We said the Weymouth
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translation. Read it this way out of Hebrews
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11. Now faith means that we are
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confident of what we hope for, and convinced of what we do not
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see, say, do not see. Moffett translation reads it
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this way. Faith is the title deed of
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things hoped for, putting to prove the things not seen.
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Faith is the title deed. The title deed, it is done.
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I own it right. Hallelujah.
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So faith will always operate in the unseen.
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Let's talk about this tonight. Faith is the substance that is
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unseen. Pastor had ministered a sermon
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called the Unseen Principle a long time ago.
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How many of you were here when he did that or remember that?
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So we're going to just kind of read not, I don't have his
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message. We're just going to be talking
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about the unseen principle. So one of the greatest examples
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and scripture that we see that lived by faith was Abraham.
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Abraham, who is called the father of faith, also was called
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the father of us all. He was our example, He was our
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father. He was the father of faith, the
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father of us all. And I would like to look at his
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life and how he lived by faith and he lived in the unseen.
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OK, now let's go to Romans chapter 416 through 20.
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Romans say my faith is out of this world.
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Say it again, my faith is out of this world.
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Say my faith is out of this world.
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My faith is out of this world. Come on, it's out of this world.
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It is not of this natural realm. It's not our faith is out of
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this world. Hallelujah, which would be a
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good title for this message, though it wasn't.
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But so look at Romans, as I said, is everybody there?
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Because we see here through Abraham's life.
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It says, therefore it is of faith that it might be by grace
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to the end, the to end the promise.
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Excuse me, to the end the promise might be sure to all the
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seed, not to that only which is of the law, but to that also
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which is of the faith of Abraham, which is US, who is the
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father of us all. As it is written, I have made
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thee a father of many nations before him who he believed, even
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God, who quickened the dead, and called those things which he not
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as though they were, who against hope believed in hope that he
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might become the father of many nations.
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According to that which was spoken.
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So shall thy seed be without becoming what?
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Weak in faith, he contemplated his own body, now as good as
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dead, since he was about 100 years old, and the deadness of
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Sarah's womb. Yet with respect to the promise
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of God, he did not waver in unbelief, but grew strong in
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faith, giving glory to God. Hallelujah.
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So we know Abraham and Sarah, God promised them a child and
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they were up of age, that they, neither one of them were in
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child bearing age, right? They were old OK and we see that
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God spoke this promise to him and said you will have a child
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and you will be the father. What of many of of all these
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people in the nation, many nations and we see here Abraham
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he said this that he what called those things which be not as
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though they were so faith did not go by what he saw in this
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natural realm. Faith, the God kind of faith
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will always defy natural laws. Always God's faith will always
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defy natural laws. It can supersede it because his
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faith is out of this world. So it doesn't matter how dead
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your circumstance looks. It doesn't matter what's going
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on in your life. If we would take up the faith
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his what his word calls faith, a firm persuasion, a confident
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expectation and begin to let it operate within our lives, then
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we would begin to start calling those things that be not as
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though they were. That be not as though he said
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his word would would be as though he said his word would be
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in whatever situation you may go through.
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And that is the substance of faith, his word.
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It's the substance that we are to build our life upon, and it's
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going to go against everything we see in the natural.
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Everything we see in the natural.
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Abraham had to believe. What did it say?
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Hope against hope, according to that which was spoken by God.
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His word is what He has said. So whatever was spoken in His
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Word, that's what we are to believe in the midst of whatever
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circumstance we're going through or whatever situation we're
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going through. And what did he do?
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He did not contemplate when translation said that the
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deadness of Sarah's womb, He didn't contemplate it, right?
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That means, guess what? He did not meditate on that.
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But what he meditated on was what God had promised him.
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And so his faith was in what God had promised him, not with his
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circumstance or the evidence of what he was seeing in the
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natural. Because faith will always
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supersede it. Because our faith is to be out
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of this world. It does not function like this
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world system. Come on it doesn't function like
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this world system. I want to reread James chapter 2
James 2 chapter mention
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because James chapter 2 which is what we read last week and I
James 2 chapter mention
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didn't elaborate on Abraham but they mentioned Abraham in James
James 2 chapter mention
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chapter 2 and I want to read it again in James chapter 2 verses.
James 2 chapter mention
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Actually we read last week 14 through 26 but I want to start
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in 18 and listen to this. It says, now someone may argue
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some people have faith, others have good deeds.
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But I say, how can you show me your faith if you do not have
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good deeds? I will show you my faith by good
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deeds. Because we started, we talked
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about the fact that faith will act.
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Faith will do what it believes. Verse 19, you say you have faith
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for you believe that there is one God.
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Good for you, good for you. This is those people.
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Oh yeah, I believe there's a God.
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Well, good for you. OK, but do we live by it?
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Because he goes on to say this. That's good for you.
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Even the demons believe this. So you have the faith of demons.
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It's all if all you do is believe that there's a God.
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Good for you. Think about that, because does
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this faith work in your life every day?
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Because if not, you're no better than a demon.
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Come on, let's just say it like that.
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You have no more faith than what a demon has.
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The demons believe this and they tremble in terror.
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But I know believers that don't even have one ounce of the fear
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of the Lord. But demons tremble because they
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do believe there is a God. They know that there is a God
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and they know that they will give answer to that God and they
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have more fear of God than we do.
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Just a side point. Because the American church has
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lost all reverence and fear of God because they still want to
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just live the way they want to live.
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Look what he says in verse 20. How foolish.
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Can't you see that faith without good deeds is useless?
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Don't you remember that our ancestor Abraham was shown to be
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right by God or right with God by his actions when he offered
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his son Isaac on the altar? And aren't you glad that God is
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not ever asking us to have to offer our children because He
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offered His only Son in our place?
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But how many of us say we have all this wonderful faith and go
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to all these grand, wonderful faith conferences and can echo
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everything that we're supposed to say Faith does, how faith
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comes, what faith, how you to act upon it?
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But yet we don't believe Him and actually do the Word every day
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in our everyday life, in our everyday life.
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To me, that is useless, right? And so he lets us know because,
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you know, the American Church does not believe in sacrifice
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any longer. Nobody wants to have to
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sacrifice anything. They don't want to sacrifice
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their time to serve. They don't want to sacrifice,
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you know, their finances. They don't want to sacrifice
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walking in love with somebody that may have done them wrong.
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Come on. They don't want to sacrifice
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their time. They don't want to.
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They don't want to sacrifice any law, but they do want to say
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they have faith in God. They don't want to sacrifice
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anymore. And we're going to be a church
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that's going to have faith that endures till the end because
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we're seeing many people that are falling away from the faith
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and not enduring, and they don't endure because they just simply
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don't believe what His Word says that it is and that it can do.
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It's just as simple as that. It's it's not some big
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revelation, OK? It's not a big revelation.
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This thing on how we, I wasn't even feel, I wasn't even, I had
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not even been taught faith and was living a life of faith,
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didn't even know that I was living a life of faith.
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But you know what? I did know what his word was
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telling me to do and I believed it.
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And guess what else I did? I acted upon it had no
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revelation of the AB CS of faith, had no revelation that I
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have to believe and speak and and act.
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But what I did know is what the Word was telling me to do.
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And guess what I did? I obeyed that.
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And every step of the way, God always took care of every single
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need, every single thing. Hallelujah.
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And the sacrifices that were made were done by faith and what
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He was asking and requiring of me.
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And there was always a sacrifice and there was always a
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requirement to be able to do what He was asking of me to, to,
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to do. And we, we said this, that when
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he called pastor and I to ministry, we were living in
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Georgia at the time and we're going to a Baptist Church, a
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Baptist Church. That's where our faith was.
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We had no idea. We picked up US and our two
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children at the time, loaded up a pickup and headed to Georgia
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because Pastor heard the Lord say go to Georgia, you know, and
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live with my father because at the time he was not born again
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and all these things and that he was going to get a job and we
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were going to, you know, whatever.
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He was coming off of a, a National Guard tour at the time
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and we knew nothing. And actually my husband was
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reading the Bible and he had picked up a little booklet from
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Charles Stanley and in it he was talking about faith according to
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Charles Stanley's faith, right. And that was the seed of faith
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or the measure of faith that we were walking in at the time.
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And all he knew is we are supposed to pick up and go, no
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job, nothing. Well, that was a sacrifice
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because I mean, you're asking me to just pick up and go with you.
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And, you know, whatever. I don't even remember how long
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we had even been married by them.
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Only maybe four or five years. Not even that long.
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And so we we sold everything, picked up and loaded up the
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pickup and you know, you've heard the story.
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It was on the 4th of July weekend when we were moving up
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there and didn't even get out of what was at Lake City and a
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overpass had collapsed, collapsed in the middle of the
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highway. So 4th of July weekend still in
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Florida in Lake City, the middle of right, no breeze.
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I mean it's 4th of July and it's hot.
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It's 90°. We're in line for.
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We are in traffic for four hours with a child that hated the car
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seat in the 1st place, which was Chase, Pastor Chase, who
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screamed bloody murder every time you put him in a car seat
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and got carsick all the time. And so he's screaming he's hot.
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What happens? We are in this Interstate for so
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long, car stop, just start pulling off the side of the road
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because they're overheating. So everybody's overheating and
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we finally get to a gas station. We cut our car off and it
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wouldn't crank back up. And you heard the story where
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the one guy showed up, put the pliers on one side of the jumper
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thing and a tire iron on the other.
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One Junior and with short shorts and it's his no shoes, no shirt.
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It was welcome there at that Jiffy store and with the pockets
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of the shorts, you know, the front pockets hanging out.
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He was our Angel that day, junior, and he cranked our car
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right up with his bare hands and those two things.
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And we took off to Atlanta and, you know, the rest is history.
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Maybe we'll get into some of those testimonies, but we had
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nothing, you know, and here's my husband telling me I'm going to
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get a good job. We're going to, you know, all I
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wanted was a, a house with a white picket fence.
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And you know, somebody that worked 9:00 to 5:00.
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So he got a good job all right. And they were getting ready to
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send him. He was working for like a DAPA
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corporation or something. And he was doing mainframes with
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the computer stuff and was get, they were getting ready to send
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him so that he could see that he saw in the paper in Atlanta that
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they could start making six figures.
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So we're, we're going for it, right?
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The American dream. And but God arrested him on his
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way to work one night because he was working shift work and he
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had that open vision of him preaching.
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To masses and was called into the ministry.
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Came home the next morning and told me this grand vision.
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And do y'all know what my comments were?
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I did not marry a pastor. That's good for you, but that is
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not who I am ever wanted to be, ever want to be right and said
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you going to be doing this thing on your own.
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And that's where I was spiritually.
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OK. And you know, so all of these
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things, I mean, we're living in my dad's house and you telling
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me we call and going into the ministry.
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I said I'm not pastor wife material.
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I mean, don't you know, I was a teenage dropout pregnant girl?
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I mean, you know, that's not pastor wife material.
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You know, I had in my mind what I thought a pastor and then
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every pastor wife I really ever had known looked miserable,
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wasn't really raised in church, you know, or anything.
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But it did not look like this grand life that you're, you're
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telling me we going to make 6 figures.
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And now we going into the ministry where they didn't wear
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makeup and had buns in their hair and I cannot play the
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piano. My mom didn't make me finish my
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piano lessons. I mean, this is what I
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envisioned, you know, and I said we might as well sign the papers
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now because that is not what I signed up for.
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I didn't even know what I signed up for at the in reality, OK,
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but anyway, but God had other plans And you know what I had to
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do? I had to surrender my life to
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His plans. I had to sacrifice my life to
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His plans. I had to make a decision.
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Am I going to live out the Word of God for my life and for what
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He is saying or what He is requiring and begin to start
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living by faith and not by all the circumstances and the
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situations that I was encountering on a regular basis
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with this husband of mine? So then, you know, he gets, you
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know, so he's telling me he's called to the ministry.
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We didn't know what that meant. We had no clue what that meant,
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had nobody in the ministry in our family but a stepbrother.
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And I said this last week that now doesn't even serve the Lord
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and has a pot farm. OK, He's into the municipal
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marijuana stuff and actually was the very first person that sewed
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into our ministry when we started this church at Gamble
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Rogers and gave us all of the sound equipment to start with,
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but now doesn't even serve the Lord and has a pot farm.
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So what does that tell me? His faith did not endure.
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He was in Bible college and felt called to the ministry.
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And that is the only person we knew.
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Like, OK, so my husband's like, well, I mean, if God's calling
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us, I guess we need to go to a Bible school, you know, because
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I made good grades and everything, so surely I can go
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find a Bible school. Well, that was the only Bible
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school we knew of, which is where he was going.
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And I said this last week and it was a living hell when we then
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he tells me we weren't even in Georgia very long, not even two
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years. And at the same time got
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pregnant with Brianna and moved into an apartment in Rose,
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Roswell, GA. And it was infested with
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roaches. My dad was trying to talk us out
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of moving into this apartment. Stay with me, stay with me, it's
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fine. So we move into this apartment
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and did not stay there two days, packed everything back up and
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move back it. How do you think that made me
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feel? You know, I didn't want to have
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to, you know, put down my pride and go back and live with him.
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And, you know, now this new found, you know, thing of
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knowing you're called to ministry and to be a pastor and
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yet you can't even move into an apartment, be there for two
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weeks, whatever. I don't know.
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But all I do know is in that night of sleeping in that Roach
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infested apt, I had to take a pregnancy test and found out I
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was pregnant with little old Brianna, right, Who's 30 now,
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you know, so here we are, you know, in Georgia.
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He's telling me he's called to the ministry.
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We moving having to move back with my dad.
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This is all within like not even six months period of time, you
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know, that all these things are transpiring and then tells me
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we're going to pick up and move to South Carolina.
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Columbia, SC is where this seminary was that my stepbrother
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was going. So that's all we knew.
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So now he's telling me we're going to sell any little
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belongings we had left and now we're going to move to, we had
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to load up a U-Haul and move to South Carolina.
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I'm pregnant, right? I'm all these things.
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Now he is jobless again because we're moving.
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He couldn't keep his six figure, you know, job, which we never
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obtained to believe me anyway. So we get to South Carolina and
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now we're in a place where we don't know anyone other than the
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stepbrother. It's still it's a Baptist
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seminary at that, which is what we call cemeteries today, right.
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Baptist seminary no job. I mean, was just miserable and
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not knowing, having a clue what's happening and no money
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until he, he started doing some side jobs with somebody through
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the church where my stepbrother was going to.
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But it was barely enough. You know, my kids don't even
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know that that Christmas, the only Christmas presents that
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they got was because someone knew we had moved there from the
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other church we were going to in Georgia and asked if they could
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their Sunday school class could bless our children with
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Christmas gifts. I didn't.
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My kids don't ever know that, but of course they got presents
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from their grandparents and then this Sunday school class wanted
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to send our children Christmas presents and thank God they did
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because we had nothing. They don't even know that when
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we then God calls us to Rhema out of that cemetery and thank
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God I prayed us out of South Carolina.
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I'm serious. My husband, I was still so
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locked up. I had never told him that I was
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actually filled with the Holy Ghost because he was a good old
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Southern Baptist boy. And I was so locked up and
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didn't trust people and didn't trust what he would have think
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would have thought. And so I never told him that I
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had gotten filled with the Holy Ghost at a Church of God.
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And so during that six month span that we were in South
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Carolina, I started praying in the Holy Ghost every single day
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while he was at cemetery. And listen, I started praying in
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the Holy Ghost. I mean, I was like, this is not
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where I am supposed to be. This is not what my life is
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supposed to be. We had no money, you know, I
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mean, just it was miserable. It was just miserable.
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And and I told y'all last week I had like $14.00 to my name to
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our name and had to make a decision whether I was going to
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buy baby formula or pay my tithe.
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Back then I didn't even know how the principles of faith worked.
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All I know is his word said to tithe.
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So I made a decision to buy her cow's milk which was $200.00,
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two dollars and something a gallon at the time.
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Put my tithe in the offering and that very week we owe I opened
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up the door and there was groceries filled in bags on our
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front doorstep. So because I'm praying in the
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Holy Ghost and I'm crying out to God and saying this is not my
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life. I don't want this life.
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What have you? What are you doing to me?
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What have you asked of me? What have I done to deserve
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this? I mean, what have I done to
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deserve this, right? I mean, I was saying it all.
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And you know, there was not really the only faith that I had
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was in what I knew in the word of God.
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And so he got us out six. I mean, one one day he walked.
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Well, I'll tell you what happened.
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He was having to ride a bike to the cemetery every day, and
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that's how he had to get there. He was riding a bike and in
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South Carolina there's hills, guys, right up and down these
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hills. His wheel flew off of the bike
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and he flipped and wrecked and had to get a ride on the side of
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the road with somebody, a complete stranger.
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He shows up with this wheel in his hand and the bike in the
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other hand and some random car that showed up dropping him off.
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And I walk outside and I'm like, what is up?
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And he said, I think we need to move back to Florida.
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I said, I think you're right. I think you're right.
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And so we loaded up the pickup again from South Carolina with
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bald tires on our van and bald tires on this trailer from a
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friend to help us pull this, whatever we owned at the time.
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And the tires were so bad, the friend that loaned us or the
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yeah, that loaned us the trailer and ended up buying us new
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tires. He's like, you're not going to
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make it to Florida with these tires.
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And this is how poor we were, guys.
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And and so we get back to Florida.
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Well, he goes to work for Orkin and we're moving.
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We moved in with his mother. So yay for me.
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That was fun times with three kids, her, her other son, his
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brother that passed away and that was another whole scenario.
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But anyway there's so many stories I could tell.
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Y'all just want story night of how we had to live by faith.
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Hallelujah. And so anyway, let me see if I
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can move on from here. Oh, glory to God.
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Is this helping anybody? Listen, this is called living by
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faith. This is called do you believe
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his word or do you not? This is called, there's going to
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be things that he's asking you to do.
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You're not going to want to do. You're not going to want to
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sacrifice. You're not going to want to
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sell. You're not going to want to have
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to do this, to do that in which he's asking of you.
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But I'm telling you what? No risk, no reward.
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No risk, no reward. We would not be doing what we're
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doing today if we had not risked it all.
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Everything, spirit, soul and body risk it all.
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Let it all go and completely trust in who he says he is.
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Apply it to your everyday life. Walk this thing out, carry out
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what he tells you to do. And I'm going to tell you every
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time he will come through every single time.
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Because if there is no risk, there is no reward at the end.
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And he is not in. Listen, true biblical faith does
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not look like this mamby pamby, Sissy American stuff that we're
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seeing today across this nation in churches.
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I'm just telling you, it is not real faith.
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It's not real faith. It is not comfortable to live by
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faith. It is not easy to do the things
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that he is requiring of you to cut people out of your life, to
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cut off this, to cut out that, to say I'll never take another
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look at that. I'll never do that again.
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I'll never. I mean, come on.
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These are the things that he's asking of us to truly grow and
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mature as the body of Christ. There's going to be sacrifice.
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There's going to be suffering, which nobody wants to hear
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today. It's, I mean, I suffered, but I
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suffered in the grace of God. I suffered in the rest of God.
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I suffered in the plan of God, in the will of God, and the only
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thing that really suffered was my flesh and my will to align my
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will with His. I mean, my kids don't even know
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that I had to sell blood platelets while we were at Rhema
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to buy them Christmas presents 'cause you could go multiple
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times during the month. And we didn't have the money to
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buy them while we were at Bible school.
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So we would. We found out that you could get
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20 to $40 every time you went to give blood platelets downtown
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Tulsa. So that's what we did.
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And yet we can't even give our time to serve His body.
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There's requirements, guys, to live biblical faith, true
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biblical faith. That means He's going to ask us
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to give when it hurts. He's going to ask us to do
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things when it is not convenient, when it is not
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comfortable, and when you want to say no.
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But if you do it, come on, there's going to be real faith
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operating in your life. Hallelujah.
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So we've all been given the measure of faith and he expects
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us to walk it out. And we have to be people that
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listen in the natural. In the natural, there's no
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groceries. This is what I'm seeing.
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No food for my children in the natural.
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But my God is out of this world, so I couldn't look.
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Look at the empty cabinet. What I had to look at is that
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God, you said that if I tithe, that you would open up the
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windows of heaven and pour out upon me a blessing.
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Oh, Hallelujah. You told me that if I sowed my
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seed. Come on and put it in the ground
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that my God would supply all of my needs and I'm in a need right
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now. And my need is is that I don't
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see anything that. But let me tell you something.
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And you know what else he said? That his righteous would never
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have to beg for seed. And I'm going to tell you we
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never had to beg for seed. We never had to beg for food.
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We never had to beg even though many a times, and I think maybe
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it was more pride than even faith sometimes because you
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know, all along I'm thinking I never got food stamps.
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And no shame on anybody that lived.
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Food shamps should not be your source and supply.
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As a child of God, you should not live on that.
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No, what you should live on is the word of God, the bread.
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Come on, every word that proceeds out of his mouth.
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We didn't have food stamps. And I thought to myself, well
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how stupid. All these years later, well how
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stupid, why didn't we go get food stamps?
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I didn't know you could get WIC and milk for.
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I could have had formula for my baby, but really I was just too
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prideful probably. But in my pride, I learned how
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to what? Trust in God, Have faith in God,
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because this government is not my source.
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That's what I learned. But I learned it the hard way.
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And nobody wants to go through the hard way of true biblical
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faith to actually learn how to exercise faith and live by it.
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Hallelujah, I'm telling you this works every time.
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It works every time it works. Never had to beg for bread.
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He always came through. He always supplied because we
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always did what his word said to do and we believed it and we
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acted upon it and we lived by it.
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Hallelujah, Hallelujah. So that your faith.
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The measure of faith can grow and increase in your life some
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3060 and 100 fold. If you don't exercise when
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there's nothing, guess what? It's not going to grow.
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It's not going to increase to where, as I said, Brother Hagin
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used to say, how can somebody act like they're going to
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believe God for $100,000 and can't even believe God for gas
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to put in their car? You see that?
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So you have to what? What do you have?
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Start with the measure of faith that you have, just like the
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widow woman. What do you have?
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You know what she said. All I have was this, a little
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bit of flour that I'm going to make for me and my son.
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This was her confession so that we can die.
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Have you ever felt like you were going to die?
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I have, I have. We're going to die if this don't
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come through. I mean, you know, we're going to
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die if God don't come through. But what we do have is faith.
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We've been given the measure of faith.
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And therefore, I'm going to stand upon what His words said
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and believe God in the midst of these situations where you feel
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like you're going to die and that you have nothing else.
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This is true biblical faith. So Abraham, listen, this is what
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he he had to be a person that said, listen, I'm not going to
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look at the deadness of the womb, but I'm going to in hope
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against hope and belief in faith, I'm going to believe and
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call those things that be not as though they were because my life
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is built upon the promise of God.
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My life is built upon the word of God.
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Faith is the substance that I have built my life upon.
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So therefore you had to what, walk it out?
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And did it happen for Abraham overnight?
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And what if he would have shrunk back?
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Because Hebrew says, right, he has no pleasure in those that
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shrink back from faith. What if he would have quit?
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Believe it. What if he would have quit
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calling? Well, I can assure you we
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wouldn't see the things that he was able to see.
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So say my faith is out of this world.
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We are not to live by what we see in this natural realm.
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Hallelujah, glory to God. Now let's read Hebrews.
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We'll close with this Hebrews again about Abraham.
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Did I finish reading James about Abraham?
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OK, OK, let's read Hebrews about Abraham because I wanted you to
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see this. So starting in verse one.
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And it goes like this. Now faith is assurance of things
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hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
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For by it men of old gained approval by faith.
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We understand that the world's were prepared by the Word of
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God, so that what is seen was not made out of the things which
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are visible by faith. Abel offered to God a better
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sacrifice than Cain, through which he obtained the testimony
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that he was righteous. God testifying about the gifts,
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and through faith, though he is dead, he still speaks by faith.
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Enoch was taken up so that he would not see death, and he was
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not found because God took him up, for he obtained the witness
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that before his being taken up he was pleasing to God and
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faith. And without faith it's
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impossible to please him, for he who comes to God must believe
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that he is and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him
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by faith. Noah, being warned right by God
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about the things that were not seen, not yet seen in reverence,
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prepared an ark for the salvation of his household, by
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which he condemned the world and became an heir of righteousness
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according to his faith. And Noah is a whole nother, one
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you could talk about. But by faith, Abraham, when he
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was called, obeyed by going to a place which he was to receive
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for an inheritance. And he went out not knowing
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where he was going. This is my life.
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Call pastor when next time you see him.
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If some call him apostles, some call him pastor.
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Why don't we start calling him Father Abraham, which is what my
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sons used to call him, because this was my life.
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We just going to go and we don't know where we're going, how
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we're going, or what we're going to do when we're getting there.
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OK? But God, it said.
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But by faith, Abraham, when he was called obeying and going out
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to a place which he was to receive for an inheritance, he
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went out not knowing where he was going.
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But by faith he lived as an alien in the land of promise, as
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in a foreign land, dwelling in tents with Isaac Jacob, fellow
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heirs of the same promise. For he was looking for the city
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which has foundation whose architect and builder is God.
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By faith even Sarah herself received ability to conceive
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even beyond the proper time of life, since she considered him
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faithful who had promised. Is he faithful?
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Hallelujah. He is faithful to His Word.
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So Abraham is a perfect example because there were many even
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tests that Abraham had to go through.
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He had to OfferUp Isaac, right? He had to go to a place where
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God had called him and he didn't know where he was going.
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He had to call those things that be not as though they were to
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conceive a child. These were three testings that
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Abraham had to go through with his faith towards God.
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So again, this is an example of him not being able to live by
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what he saw. He had to live by faith.
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He had to live by faith, which is out of this world, out of
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this natural realm. And what did he do?
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He had to believe it. But not only did he have to
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believe it, he had to act upon it.
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And he's a perfect example of him believing well, receiving
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the promise of what God said, believing the promise of what
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God said, calling forth the promise of what God said,
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because he called those things that be not as though they were,
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and then acting upon what God had said to do by offering up
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his son Isaac. So Abraham's that perfect
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example of someone who lived by faith, who is the father of our
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faith, the father of us all, and actually walked it out and saw
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the reality of his faith in action, saw it in the reality
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after he had to believe in the unseen.
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Amen. He had to believe in the unseen.
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He had to believe that there would be a seed within him for
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his wife to conceive in the deadness of their womb.
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He had to believe it, and it was not seen.
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And how long did it take her to conceive the promise?
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And do we give up? Do we give up in the midst of
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the things that God's asking of us?
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Or are you one, that I'm going to walk this thing out so that I
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can see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
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I'm going to see what he promised me.
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I'm going to walk it out. I don't care how long it takes,
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look at Noah and his faith and listen.
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These people were not even born again.
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These people were not even filled with the Holy Ghost and
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God required of their faith to be put into action and to live
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by it. Noah having to build an ark when
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they had never seen rain and was mocked and ridiculed, called
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crazy. And some of us don't even like
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it when people talk about you because of what you believe.
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And he put up with it day in and day out, doing what God had
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said, building that ark, doing all the necessary things to that
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was required of him to be able to live by what God spoke over
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him that he needed him to do in the earth.
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And that is the same faith. This is true biblical faith.
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This is what he's still requiring of believers today.
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It is not this comfortable Christianity that America has
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made. It's not.
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There are things that are required for us to live by on a
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daily basis of sacrifice of of things that we're going to have
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to give up to be able to produce true biblical faith for people
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to see what the Kingdom really can offer people's lives.
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Amen. And I'm going to tell you, it
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don't ever stop. This is the faith law that
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whatever he's asking, whatever we're doing, we are going to
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have to receive it. We're going to have to believe
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it, We're going to have to speak it, and we are going to have to
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walk it out. If we are going to see the
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promises of God within our life, if we're going to see the the
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reality of the Kingdom in demonstration in our life, then
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we are going to have to walk these things out.
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That's being required of us. And the majority of it is us
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just, you know, him requiring us just to grow spiritually.
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And that's a sacrifice. I remember when I was having to
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grow up spiritually and grow in. And I'm not there because we're
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always should be growing until he returns.
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But we should be in a place where we've matured.
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And it's evident. But I remember, you know, having
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to cut friends off because there was a requirement that, you know
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what? I can no longer hang out with
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these that are partying. You know, that was a
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requirement. Oh, God forbid you tell people
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they have to cut people off today.
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Oh, you're a cult. Seriously.
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Oh, God forbid, you know, he say, you know, you really
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shouldn't be listening to that type of music because it's only
-
promoting lust and it's only promoting anger.
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And it's only, I remember him speaking to me and say you can't
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listen to that any longer. It is not good for your
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spiritual growth. You're no longer going to be
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able to, you know, do this. I mean, because he was requiring
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more for us to grow spiritually. And therefore there was things
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that he is requiring to cut out of your life so that you can
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grow and that you can mature. And once you get to a place,
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he's not saying you can never speak to them people again, but
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you're not going to habitually hang out with them because they
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want to party and drink. And God's trying to separate you
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out of this world. So there's requirements, there's
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things according to his Word so that we can grow and mature.
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And those things are sacrifices. And you have to put up with the
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people saying, oh, you just think you're better now that
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you, you know, you and Earl got married and, and y'all are
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living for the Lord. You think you're better than us
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and you don't want to come over and, you know, have a cookout
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and party and drink beer anymore.
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What is that? You know all these things.
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Well, who knew he actually wanted us to be holy?
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Who knew he actually was calling us into the ministry when I was
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having to do all those things? Who knew that I had to drive
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around in a $400.00 car because that's all we could buy?
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And I was embarrassed because I had drove way nicer ones before
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I met him. But guess what that was doing?
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Stripping down my pride. But guess if I wouldn't have.
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You know my son used to hide in the back of the seat when we
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pulled up to the school because of the hoop Dee we were driving.
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Literally $400.00. That's all we had because our
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van had gotten repossessed. You know what we learned?
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Completely surrendered everything.
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Everything. That's why I don't care what
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people think. They don't know where I've come
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from. They don't know what God has
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proven himself to do through my life.
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They don't know the sacrifices. They don't know the things.
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So they get up and they want to say what they want to say.
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You know what? None of them can live the life I
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lived. It was all by faith.
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It's still all by faith. To get beyond myself, to believe
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God for others, to pray for others, that their seed would
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increase, that their marriages would be blessed and prospered
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when all I knew was divorce. But yet I have heaven on earth
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now when He stays right. Just teasing, but I had to learn
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how to submit. And you know how I learned how
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to submit to my husband through submitting to God, submitting to
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his word. And I know many people that
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don't submit to the the word of God.
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And that's why there's a submission problem, because once
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you learn how to fully submit to the Word of God, you have no
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problem submitting at all to anyone, to anyone.
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Because I fear God, fear God, and I want to submit to what His
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Word says in every area of my life so that I can walk this
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thing out and see the promises of God and see a return of faith
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being produced in my life. Amen.
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And that's what He wants for you, every single one of you.
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We want to see faith arise in people's lives, people to
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overcome all the nonsense and just start living by faith and
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walking this thing out every day in your life.
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And you do it by simply believing what His word says,
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acting upon it, speaking it out, doing it every day, in every
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season, in every circumstance, in every situation.
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Let me tell you, there should not be any season that you are
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not living by faith. That means my faith is active at
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all times, at all times. Active faith, active faith in
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whatever it is, because nothing is impossible for those who will
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believe or have faith. And what God has said above,
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what we're seeing in this natural realm.
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