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Dying to Live: Dying to Sin

Graham Chapel Wesleyan Church

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  1. God, thank you so much for the opportunity to be here today and to be able to celebrate

  2. not because of anything that we have done, but Lord, because of what you've done.

  3. Father, this morning we are very thankful that you are worthy to do all the things that

  4. we cannot do ourselves. And Lord, not just thinking about things to come like

  5. breaking the seals on the scroll and bringing judgment like it's been promised

  6. that would happen, but God, that you were worthy to be the sacrifice for our sin.

  7. You were worthy to be Lord and God and to be worshiped and for us to put our faith

  8. in and our trust and our hope in. And God, this morning we just we ask that you

  9. would send your spirit in this place and that you would work and move in a mighty

  10. way. That you would break down the barriers and the things in our heart

  11. that's holding us back from experiencing you more. God, we need you today. We need

  12. you. We need you in our lives. We need you to guide us and show us and we need

  13. you to rescue us from ourselves in so many ways. So God, I just ask that you

  14. would make yourself present and known. That every person here could feel you

  15. moving and working in their lives, even though they cannot explain it or

  16. understand it, but they can feel you in this moment. And Father, we give you this

  17. time. We give you all of this and pray that you would help us to be pleasing and

  18. honoring to you in it. Father, this morning we lift up Miss Lois and Mr.

  19. Harold, as both of them are recovering from from procedures done this past week.

  20. We pray that you continue to be with our bodies to help them to heal. God, this

  21. morning we pray for Jonathan's mom, Miss Angelina, and the Lord. We just ask that

  22. you would touch her today if she's in the hospital or that you had work in

  23. moving her life and do a miracle there and in her friends life as well. Father,

  24. we need you this morning. Lord, we need you spiritually, need you physically. We

  25. need you in all aspects of our lives. And I pray this morning we would humble

  26. ourselves before you and invite you in. Jesus, we love you this morning. We thank

  27. you so much for the opportunity to be here and we pray and ask all this in

  28. your precious and holy name, all God's people said. You may be seated. Well, as

  29. always, if you feel the Lord speaking to you and you work up the courage, don't

  30. feel like you can't interrupt me at any time. I will be more than happy to let

  31. you speak as well. He is no fool to give away what he cannot keep, to gain what he

  32. cannot lose. Jim Elliot is given a lot of credit for writing that, although some

  33. think that it was said or written before he ever did. But probably the most

  34. the older you get, the more precious it becomes because you're running out of it.

  35. It's temporary. You don't get as much as you would like to have. It always ends

  36. sooner than you think that it should and you never can truly appreciate how

  37. special and important life is until you lose someone that you love or you come

  38. close to losing someone that you love and are very close to. Jesus understands

  39. more than we could ever fathom how important life is. And it's exactly why

  40. he called us to be willing to die. That's why he was willing to die. He calls us to

  41. be willing to die because life is very important. But no matter what, we are

  42. going to die. That day comes for every single one of us. And Jesus calls us to

  43. do it willingly rather than begrudgingly. And over the next several

  44. weeks, we're going to be talking about this concept of dying to live. That

  45. there's a calling on your life if you claim to be a follower of Christ, that

  46. you have a calling on your life to die. That you are dying to many different

  47. things in the world, that you're dying to yourself, you're dying to the world,

  48. you're dying to sin. And we're focusing this morning specifically on dying to the

  49. sin in our lives. There is a common theme throughout scripture that you see

  50. where it talks about us dying with Christ, dying for Christ, dying to ourselves

  51. constantly from Matthew all the way through Revelation. And this morning

  52. we're in Romans chapter 6 verses 6 through 18. And if you want to, you can

    Romans 6:6–18

  53. turn there. It's going to be on the screen. But about Romans chapter 3

    Romans 3 chapter mention

  54. through about chapter 10 is kind of considered what a lot of theologians say

  55. is the Roman road. It's the Roman road to salvation. It is probably the best

  56. description of what it means to be saved and to be a follower of Jesus Christ

  57. that we have in scripture that is compacted in this kind of like

  58. chronological order that you can read and get a pretty good understanding of

  59. what it means to be a Christian, Romans 3 through 10. In the middle of that

  60. section of scripture you have Romans 6 when Paul writes about how sin's power

  61. should be broken in our lives. Okay? So let's read this together and we got a

  62. good bit to talk about. So verse 6 it says, we know that our old sinful

  63. selves were crucified with Christ so that sin might lose its power in our

  64. lives. We are no longer slaves to sin. For when we died with Christ we were set

  65. free from the power of sin. Now I want to just inject something in the middle of

  66. this this morning. There is a feeling in our lives that when it comes to sin and

  67. things that we know that we shouldn't do, sometimes we can get bound up in these

  68. things and we feel like, man, I cannot overcome this. I cannot make it through

  69. this. I want to quit. I can't stop. This is just something I don't feel like I'm

  70. ever gonna be free from. This is just something that just keeps burdening me

  71. over and over and over again and I want to quit and I just can't and I just feel

  72. trapped and I feel like I do not have the power of God within my life. Paul is

  73. writing this letter to Christians. These are Christians who are like the Church

  74. of Rome. They have put their faith in Jesus Christ and yet they are still

  75. struggling in their sin and Paul is reminding them in this moment you are

  76. no longer a slave to the sin that you feel enslaved to. Sometimes we get so used

  77. to something that it's hard for us to get out of it or see ourselves beyond this

  78. thing but Paul is reminding these Christians and he's reminding us this

  79. morning that we are free from that enslavement. He has paid our price. He

  80. has bought us. He has given us freedom and this morning I'm challenging you

  81. guys to understand that if you are remaining under the slavery of sin you

  82. are doing it in your own choice. It's not because the power and love and

  83. mercy of Jesus is not enough to set you free because he has set you free. Look

  84. at verse 8. And since we died with Christ we know we will also live with him. We

  85. are sure of this because Christ was raised from the dead and he will never die

  86. again. Death no longer has any power over him. When he died he died once to break

  87. the power of sin. But now that he lives he lives for the glory of God. So you also

  88. should consider yourselves to be dead to the power of sin and alive through

  89. Christ Jesus. Do not let sin control the way you live. Do not give into simple

  90. desires. Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to

  91. serve sin. Instead give yourselves completely to God for you were dead but

  92. now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right

  93. for the glory of God. Sin is no longer your master for you no longer live

  94. under the requirements of the law. Instead you live under the freedom of

  95. God's grace. Well then since God's grace has set us free from the law does that

  96. mean that we can go on sinning? Of course not. Don't you realize that you become

  97. the slave to whatever you choose to obey? And the truth is this morning is

  98. that there are many people who have put their faith in Jesus Christ and we've

  99. called on his name for mercy and forgiveness and grace and yet in the

  100. midst of that we have chosen to remain enslaved to sin despite what we have

  101. experienced in our salvation in Jesus. Verse 16 don't you realize that you

  102. become a slave to whatever you choose to obey? You can be a slave to sin which

  103. leads to death or you can choose to obey God which leads to righteous living.

  104. Thank God once you were slaves to sin but now you wholeheartedly obey his

  105. teaching we have given you. Now you are free from your slavery to sin and you

  106. have become slaves to righteous living. That's some heavy scripture. Point

  107. number one this morning all Christians have died with Christ. All Christians

  108. have died with Christ and I want to ask do I have your permission this morning to

  109. speak honestly? I mean you want me to butter it up you want me to to be honest

  110. okay since nobody objected we forget that when we call on the name of Jesus

  111. Christ it's not that we should have died it's not that we will die but it's

  112. the fact that we have died and are dying if we belong to Christ. You cannot truly

  113. belong to Jesus Christ unless you have died and are still dying. There is no

  114. life in Christ without death. You cannot live in Jesus Christ and not have died

  115. to many things but we're talking about sin this morning and think about this

  116. you cannot be with God unless you die a physical death right? Like we all

  117. claim to be Christians we all claim to want to go to heaven but we cannot get

  118. there until we die a physical death so we can't be with God until we physically

  119. die and we can't be filled with God until we die to ourselves and we die to

  120. the world and we die to sin. It's not gonna happen. We cannot belong to God

  121. until we have died with God and are committed to continue dying with God

  122. throughout the rest of our lives. Unchanged people are not saved people. I

  123. will say it again. Unchanged people are not saved people. There is no possible

  124. way you can belong to Jesus Christ and him not change you. It is a must. He did

  125. not come and die so that we could remain the same but he came and died

  126. to set us free so that we can become new creations to be born again to die to the

  127. world and to have a brand new life through Christ Jesus and this is such

  128. an interesting passage because it feeds the entire New Testament. Everything that

  129. we talk about where you have to die in order to live and if you cling

  130. to your life you will lose it but if you give up your life you will find it

  131. or have it. Like it's all throughout the New Testament and to understand this

  132. morning when Paul is talking about dying in verse 13 he talks about this

  133. new life and so understand today as part of this process of understanding that

  134. that we have to die with Christ it's not like Christ is calling you to die

  135. in order for you to be miserable or you to lose but the faith to believe in

  136. God to understand that when he calls you to die he's calling you to give up

  137. something that isn't really that good because he has something for you that is

  138. so much better and only people who've truly experienced the work of God in their

  139. lives and God has changed them can testify to that because the life that God

  140. has for you is better than the life that you have before and when you're not

  141. saved you can't see that you can't understand that and there's things that

  142. you want and dreams and hopes and aspirations and for God to call us to

  143. die to things like that is almost like it's crippling in some ways because

  144. you're just not sure if what God has on the other side is actually better than

  145. what you could have something that's tangible that you can see that you can

  146. actually like put your thoughts in your eyes and you can touch and feel and

  147. smell and you know like I can maybe get that one day and that's willing I'm

  148. gonna be willing to give that up for something that I'm not quite sure what

  149. God has for me and that's where faith comes into the picture you have to

  150. believe in Christ Jesus enough to understand that he loves me he cares for

  151. me he not only has he prepared eternity for me but even in this world he has

  152. something better for me than this world could ever give me and apart from sin

  153. something that we are called to die to the very first thing man God has

  154. something so much better for us in those things and the truth is is if we

  155. have not surrendered to Christ you probably very much believe in that you

  156. are living your best life like you you probably are like all in like trying to

  157. get the most out of this life and living and think like there's a lot of

  158. people who think they have a really good life and and what they do is not

  159. that big of a deal but in Galatians 2 verse 20 Paul wrote to the church in

    Galatians 2:20

  160. Galatians he says my old self has been crucified with Christ it is no

  161. longer I who live but Christ lives in me so I live in this earthly body by

  162. trusting in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me we are called to

  163. put our faith and our trust in a Savior who literally died not only died to

  164. things the world but gave up his physical life and died physically so

  165. that you and I could have life and it is no outlandish thought to think that he

  166. would ask us to die with him in some way shape or form so as a Christian this

  167. morning you need to understand that if you claim to be a Christian you should

  168. have died with Christ and you should be dying with Christ daily because

  169. whatever you died to whenever you first got saved I guarantee you whatever Christ

  170. freed you from in that moment and did a work in your life and in that moment

  171. from the years that have passed since then for some of you who's been saved a

  172. little longer the devil has brought in new things to tempt you with he's

  173. brought in new things to kind of get your attention and pull you away and

  174. distract you and and there's always going to be something that we have to

  175. die to we talk about themes and things that you see regularly throughout the

  176. Bible you go back and you follow the main characters about it's almost you can

  177. see it where God calls them to do certain things but he never just calls

  178. them once he never just calls them to give up one thing it's almost like God

  179. always comes back and say okay now I want you to give me this now I want

  180. you to follow this now I want you to do this now I want you to say this now

  181. I want you to preach this now I want you to do and there's always this thing

  182. of where God comes back and he brings up this issue are you willing to die

  183. again are you willing to give this up again are you willing to be mine again

  184. because make no mistake about it this morning saved people are changed people

  185. you cannot know who Jesus Christ is and not be changed if you've truly had an

  186. encounter with him if you're not changed chances are you need to take an

  187. internal look at where you're putting your faith and your hope and your trust

  188. because we should be dying with Christ point up to death to sin is the primary

  189. death death to sin is the primary death it is the very first thing that we are

  190. called to die to when you look at what it means to be a Christian the very

  191. first thing that we have to do as people is acknowledge that we are

  192. sinners that we have iniquity in our heart that we need to be forgiven of

  193. things that we have done and said and who we are and our desires and the ways

  194. that we've treated people that there is sin that needs to be forgiven and

  195. cleansed and that's just a part of becoming a Christian it's the first

  196. thing that we have to die to and it's not one of those things that whenever

  197. you get saved God is just gonna like wipe you clean and all of a sudden

  198. you're just gonna be like the cleanest most holy person ever live so there's

  199. gonna be some things that you die to initially when you come to Christ and

  200. then as you follow him there's going to be a process of this continual choosing in

  201. your life to die to the sin and the things in your life that you need to

  202. die to in order to walk with Christ as you go and he will reveal more things to

  203. you as time goes on and in the beginning it's like sins of the youth and sins

  204. of the flesh and sins of the world that are easy to identify and we can all

  205. see and we can all like know it's like yeah that's not good we we shouldn't be

  206. doing that and people can hold you accountable but the longer you walk with

  207. Christ what happens is is that we we tend to have these sins in our hearts

  208. that nobody really knows about like the way we look at people the way we think

  209. about people the way we talk about people you know when you start

  210. dealing with church and you start really getting in church and you start

  211. dealing with with gossip and division and the way that we talk about things and

  212. the way that we sow seeds of division and all those all that stuff is hard to

  213. identify it's hard for other people to point at those things in our hearts and

  214. say hey man you need to work on that that's a sin that's some internal stuff

  215. that only the Holy Spirit can deal with us on and convict us on and so we

  216. have to have this attitude of God I'm not just dying to sin whenever I first

  217. get saved but I'm committed to dying to sin throughout the entirety of my life

  218. until I can be with you there's a commitment to die regularly and the

  219. problem is is that so many people call on the name of Jesus Christ and we ask

  220. for forgiveness of our sins but then we want Jesus to just accept our sin and

  221. we just want to keep on doing what we've been doing all along

  222. and it's exactly what we said earlier is is that saved people are changed

  223. people and we have a we have a world and a culture of people who claim Jesus

  224. Christ as I'm a Christian but I'm still living in the same sins that I was

  225. before I was saved but when you look at scripture it clearly says that he came

  226. to set us free from the power of sin we don't have to continue on in our sins

  227. because he died to set us free from that and your sins might be little itty-bitty

  228. this morning it may be nothing compared to what your friends may be doing or

  229. what you see is doing in the rest of the world but let me remind all of us

  230. this morning that the standards of Christ is not the standards of the

  231. world so your sin may seem little itty-bitty but when we stand before God

  232. one day we are gonna stand before a holy God we are standing before a sinless

  233. God and any amount of sin is going to be unacceptable do we realize and

  234. understand that scripture says that the heavens and the earth will be destroyed

  235. because sin had was entered into heaven when Satan rebelled against God and sin

  236. came into the earth when Adam and Eve ate from the tree and so both have been

  237. tainted with sin and both will be destroyed and God's gonna create a new

  238. heavens and a new earth without sin and do you really think that he's gonna go

  239. through that much effort and judge the world and create this new perfect

  240. sinless place to invite sinful people in he died to cleanse us and to set us

  241. free from our sins so that one day we could be able to be qualified and

  242. worthy to go there through his power and his love and his mercy Jesus is not

  243. going to tolerate our sin I just we need to remind ourselves of that we make a

  244. lot of excuses we make a lot of rationalizations in our lives but Jesus

  245. Christ is not going to tolerate our sin he suffered and bled and died to free us

  246. from that sin it will not be tolerated he's not going to change his expectations

  247. based off of the culture of the world in Galatians 5 verses 24 to 25 it says

    Galatians 5:24–25

  248. those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their

  249. sinful nature to his cross and crucified them there sin wouldn't be tempting if

  250. there wasn't something enjoyable about it I guess let's be honest this morning

  251. it wouldn't be tempting to you if there wasn't something enjoyable about it

  252. wouldn't be tempting to you if you did not get some sort of gratification out

  253. of it but those who belong to Christ have nailed their sinful passions and

  254. desires to the cross of Christ not your own cross but to the cross of Christ

  255. your cross is not good enough to get rid of them but the cross of Jesus is good

  256. enough to get rid of since we are living by the spirit let us follow the

  257. spirits leading in every part of our lives and and if you are in this boat

  258. this morning when you say okay man like I've asked Christ into my heart I do

  259. think I'm saved I'm still struggling with sin so I'm feeling pretty garbage

  260. this morning all right it's like I've been here I'll just say I've been in a

  261. situation where somebody's preached on this and I've had sin in my life and

  262. you feel like garbage in this moment so I understand where you are and you say well

  263. I don't know what to do because I've tried and I've said I'm not gonna do this

  264. anymore I've said I'm not gonna I'm not gonna partake in this anymore and I

  265. just keep on going back to it and I don't understand why in verse 25 reveals

  266. the reason because if we're living by the spirit we will follow the spirits

  267. leading in every part of our lives but if we're living in our own strength and

  268. our own abilities we are going to fail over and over and over again and

  269. chances are if you're living in your own strength following Jesus has been

  270. exhausting for you and you feel defeated and you feel like you don't have any

  271. power and you don't feel his presence and you don't feel like your prayers are

  272. being heard and you just feel like so empty in this whole aspect of being a

  273. Christian but through the power of the Spirit there's all these wonderful

  274. fruits that are provided there's all this guiding there's all this this this

  275. power and authority that comes within us that helps us to do these things and

  276. only through the power of the Spirit can we take our sinful desires and come

  277. to the realization of God I'm ready to die to this and I'm gonna nail this to

  278. your cross cuz only your cross can get rid of it and God whatever you have for

  279. me on the other side it's got to be better than what I'm feeling right now

  280. because this garbage stinks and I want to make really good and sure this

  281. morning that you understand that I'm not trying to come down hard on you and

  282. to be this hellfire and brimstone kind of person saying well you're all going

  283. to hell this morning you know it's like no that's not what I'm saying but I do

  284. think it's very important that as we have a lot of new people we have a lot

  285. of young people this morning to start out as early as we can to understand

  286. that Jesus Christ died to set you free you do not have to stay in bondage

  287. to sin you do not have to stay in bondage to addictions you don't have to

  288. say in bondage to anything in this world and Lord knows I have had to die to a lot

  289. of things and I'm still dying to a lot of things and Hannah can testify to that

  290. we're all dying together that's the way it should be

  291. so there's no condemnation this morning there's no calling you unworthy none of

  292. us are worthy but as the song said Jesus is worthy he's the one who's worthy

  293. he's the one with the power he's the one with the authority and apart from him

  294. we're done we don't have it and chances are if we're still struggling in the

  295. same sins and addictions and all the things we've been dealing with for

  296. years after we've claimed to belong to Christ we just don't have the spirit of

  297. God living in us giving us that power and that victory death the sin is the

  298. primary death because until until we're willing to die to sin we'll never be

  299. able to die to things of the world I mean think about it man like sin is not

  300. the only thing that Christ called his people to die to I mean we're gonna

  301. talk about death to the world next week but how in the world are we ever

  302. gonna die to careers and hobbies money fame all the desires that we could have

  303. is things that aren't inherently sinful but they're distracting how can we die

  304. to sin which we know separates us from God how can we die to these things

  305. which aren't sinful but yet they're just pulling us away from the the calling

  306. that God's put in our lives if you haven't died to sin you're never gonna be

  307. able to die to these things we might as well not even talk about it until you

  308. talk about dying to the sin first and if we don't die to sin we're not gonna

  309. die to the other things

  310. point three dying to sin makes us the most like Christ dying to sin makes us

  311. the most like Christ if you call yourself a Christian I think it's really

  312. important you understand what that means like putting that title on your

  313. life in the original Greek what we derived the word Christian from it

  314. means little Christ that you're identifying yourself as as a little

  315. Christ or as Christ like and the one of the most significant and important

  316. qualities and characteristics of Christ was that he was without sin how in

  317. the world can we run around in this world move throughout our families move

  318. throughout our communities move around at our workplaces and continue to live in

  319. sin and yet claim the title of Christ in our lives one of the things that we

  320. celebrate him the most in is that he was sinless and perfect and it gave him the

  321. qualifications to be worthy of the sacrifice for our sins and to be the

  322. one to open those scrolls when the day of judgment comes and so many things that

  323. we do as people just does not equate to the expectations that God has for our

  324. life for us to be like Christ there needs to be an absence of sin and I'm

  325. not saying this morning like you need to be perfect and 100% without sin but

  326. you need to be committed to the dying of sin there is sins that you've died to

  327. and you need to be able to identify that and place your finger on those things I

  328. have died to that and I have died to that and I am dying to this and this

  329. and this and I'm willing to die to anything that comes my way into the

  330. future the death process gives us the ability to be more and more like

  331. Christ in Romans 8 verses 12 through 14 we're still in that whole section of

    Romans 8:12–14

  332. that that Roman road of salvation of what it means to be a Christian so in

  333. 6 you have death to sin and in chapter 8 he's talking about life in the spirit

  334. because you can't die to sin and you can't live a life in the spirit

  335. without being full of the spirit so in verse 12 of chapter 8 it says

  336. therefore dear brothers and sisters you have no obligation to do what your

  337. sinful nature urges you to do and that's hard because like we said earlier

  338. it wouldn't be tempting if there wasn't something in you that wanted to do it

  339. and didn't enjoy doing it it would not be a temptation but you don't have to do

  340. what it urges you to do and in the moments when you're tempted we have to

  341. remind ourselves of that like I don't have to do this Jesus died to set me

  342. free Jesus died to break the power of this thing in my life and we have to

  343. remind ourselves in those moments rather than giving in to our own desires and

  344. urges in verse 13 it says for if you live by its dictates you will die again

  345. you see that theme if you live for yourself if you choose yourself you die

  346. if you give it up if you live for Christ you live for eternity but if

  347. through the power of the Holy Spirit you put to death the deeds of your

  348. sinful nature you will live for all who are led by the Spirit of God are

  349. children of God you cannot live without sin in your life unless you are filled

  350. with the Spirit you cannot be a child of God unless you are living in the

  351. power of the Spirit we have to be led by the Spirit you can't die to sin without

  352. it you can't die to the world without it if the Holy Spirit dwells within us it

  353. frees us from our sins and only then can we truly be like Christ and this

  354. morning my reminder to you today is you've been called to live a holy life

  355. you believe in a holy God you serve a holy God you believe him to be sinless

  356. and perfect and all good and all these wonderful titles that we give him and

  357. to think this morning that he sent his son to die and his Holy Spirit to live

  358. in you to help you become more like him and yet to say that we don't have to be

  359. like him that's a scary thing to say in 1st Peter 1 verses 17 to 19 Peter wrote

  360. and remember that the Heavenly Father to whom you pray has no favorites he will

  361. judge or reward you according to what you do so you must live in reverent fear

  362. of him during your time here as temporary residents we're just temporary

  363. we're just visitors passing through for you know that God paid a ransom to save

  364. you from the empty life that you inherited from your ancestors to think

  365. this morning no matter how you were brought up no matter whether or not you

  366. were brought up with plenty of wealth or you have this great spiritual legacy

  367. where people taught you the Bible and they taught you about church you still

  368. inherited an empty life it does not matter what your ancestors did for you

  369. until you accept Jesus Christ and give your life to him and die to sin and die

  370. to the world you have an empty life and it was not pay with mere gold or

  371. silver which lose their value it was the precious blood of Christ the sinless

  372. spotless lamb of God so many people cling to this life man this world and

  373. there's something special about there's something good when God created it he

  374. saw that it was good and so it shouldn't be surprising that we would

  375. want to cling to it but understand this morning when you leave this place

  376. today that God has called you to die God has called you to die especially to

  377. sin you're not gonna be able to die at all the other things that God's called

  378. you to until you're willing to die to sin because we know it displeases him it

  379. separates us from him it is the very thing that Jesus came to bleed and

  380. die for so that we could be free let's pray father thank you for the

  381. opportunity to be here today and to read your word and Lord to just be reminded

  382. once again of the calling that you've put on our lives nobody in this room

  383. is absent from that it doesn't matter whether we're a pastor or on the

  384. worship team or we work a regular job no matter what we do if we claim Christ in

  385. our life we are called to surrender to you and die to ourselves so that your

  386. spirit can fill us more and more and Lord this morning no matter where we

  387. are if we've been saved for a hundred years God I pray that you would help us

  388. to say Lord help me to die to anything that I need to die to don't let me walk

  389. out of this room clinging to anything it doesn't need to be there the Lord if

  390. there's anybody in this room who's never never given anything up never made the

  391. decision to follow you that Lord they would simply say God I don't I don't

  392. understand I don't know what all this means but Lord I feel you working in my

  393. heart I feel you speaking to me and God I just invite you into my life to

  394. help me to begin dying to the sins and things in my life that I know are making

  395. me feel guilt and shame and regret and I don't know why I keep going back to them

  396. because I feel terrible every time but Lord I believe and trust that you can

  397. free me from that so Lord fill me with your spirit and help me to die father we

  398. love you today and we thank you and we ask all this in your precious and

  399. holy name amen