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There's Something Running Through My Head - Bro Jeremy Howell 5-28-2023

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  1. Bibles with you, or if there's one nearby and the book right on the

  2. backside of the pew, please take it. Let's turn to Acts, chapter

  3. number seven. Man, direct your attention to verse number twenty three. How

  4. many of y'all enjoyed the youth service this past Friday night? Wasn't it wonderful?

  5. Wherever and Ethan Road Calf preachs the mind of the Lord to us,

  6. and Brother Nathaniel Howell, Reverend Nathaniel Howell preach the word of the Lord to

  7. us, they would own target. I love it when you hear the arrow

  8. hit the bulls eye, the thuds and the end of that arrow just shakes

  9. and vibrates it hit its target. I'm so thankful that they spent adequate time

  10. in prayer and obeying the Lord, if that meant changing it up a little

  11. bit and obeying him in order to deliver the right message. I appreciate that

  12. it was so good old target words that were fifty spoken as apples of gold

  13. and picture of silver. Brother Nathaniel is he opened the morning worship service,

  14. he mentioned a summer out. This is a holiday weekend. How many of

  15. you know that some of you are excited about it because you get a day

  16. off. Mondyday is a day off for some of y'all. For Brother Samuel,

  17. brother Philip, it is not a day off. Day will be working,

  18. but some others may be working, but some of you will be celebrating

  19. what holiday, Memorial Day? Don't forget to remember. I'll forget to remember.

  20. Four or five years ago, Brother Justin preached a message titled that what

  21. a great message it was. How many of you appreciate everything that has been

  22. done for this country, all the blood, sweat and tears, all the

  23. sacrifices that have been made in order for us to enjoy the things that we

  24. enjoy on a daily basis. How many of you appreciate all the sacrifices that

  25. were done here at eleven fifty three Cornelia Drive for us to be here.

  26. Enjoy the blessings of the Lord this morning. All of our four fathers and

  27. four runners. I appreciate them so much that I want to honor them this

  28. morning. If you have found the seventh chapter of the Book of Acts,

  29. and you are looking upon the twenty third of verse, say amen. If

  30. you're not, say oh me, I'm glad to hear crickets preach brother Nathaniel.

  31. Would you turn to First Samuel, chapter number ten. You'll be reading

  32. verse number nine of that chapter. Brother Jesse Philippians, chapter number two and

  33. verse number thirteen. It is good to see brother Buford Stags here this morning.

  34. I'm so thankful that he is subject unto his father, Brother Max Stags,

  35. and until he's eighteen. He says that he's on his own and that's

  36. up to him. But I'm so thankful that he is an obedient son to

  37. his father, brother Mack. And he'll be head at home here in just

  38. a little while, but we're glad he's with us here this morning. Also,

  39. Happy birthday to brother Philip terms twenty. Today. Our baby boy is

  40. no longer a baby. He's out of the teens and he's twenty, so

  41. we want to wish him a happy birthday. Sister Whoop had a birthday,

  42. Brother Ethan had a birthday. Many of you have had a birthday. The

  43. month of May is filled up. You would be surprised how many people I

  44. know that have had birthdays in the month of May. Man just from moment,

  45. my mother, well, brother sister Hannah's is on the fourteenth, My

  46. mother's is on the twenty first, and my cousin Jennifer's is on the twenty

  47. third. Somebody's was on the twenty fifth. I cannot remember that. My

  48. brother James is on the twenty seventh, brother Phillips is on the twenty eighth,

  49. My brother Josephs was on the twenty ninth. My birthday is on the

  50. fourth of June, and my mom and dad's anniversaries on the seventh of June.

  51. This is a busy time of the year for us, and this is

  52. when the bank account takes a death, kind of like the stock market.

  53. You're buying gifts. But happy birthday to all of you that are celebrating birthdays,

  54. wedding anniversaries. Anybody having a wedding anniversary this month? Raise your hand?

  55. Anybody they're appointed? Somebody brother Christian's sister Lauren, this will be your

  56. first wedding anniversary. Correct? What day today? That's right, they got

  57. married and brother Phillips birthday, so one year ago. It was my pleasure

  58. to unite these two and holy matrimony, isn't That's something? Happy wedding anniversary

  59. to YouTube. Does anybody have a spiritual anniversary in this month? Did anybody

  60. get saved. There's something exciting about this month. Most of the time we

  61. celebrate our homecoming. When God put it in my heart to work here for

  62. him was right here on this particular Sunday of the month of May. We

  63. were celebrating our homecoming most of the time on Brother Phillip's birthday. He never

  64. complained about that, but we were for the last two years. I moved

  65. it from his birthday to my birthday just so he couldn't say that. So

  66. we will be celebrating homecoming next Sunday, aren't you're excited about that? Our

  67. good brethren will be preaching for us and helping us. They will be coming

  68. in sometime next weekend. I'm excited about homecoming. Can I be carnal with

  69. you? I'm excited about dinner on the grounds, I really am. And

  70. I'm excited about the menu that will be served in the House of God.

  71. I believe we're going to eat very well. Brother Nathaniel first Samuel, chapter

  72. number ten, in verse number nine. And it was so that when he

  73. had turned his back to go from Samuel, God gave him another heart,

  74. and all those signs came to pass that day. How many of us know

  75. we need God to give us another heart? Do you believe that I do,

  76. Brother Jesse, Philippians, chapter number two and verse number thirteen. For

  77. it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his

  78. good pleasure. How many will allow God to do that very thing to change

  79. your heart? I know you're saved, sanctified, holy ghost feel but how

  80. many of you will allow God to work and change in your life according to

  81. his will. If you will allow Him to work in your life according to

  82. his will, all things will work out. They will work together for your

  83. good. And if you need a change of heart, you can get that.

  84. This morning, I feel it in my soul. Let's stand for the

  85. reading of our text, Acts, a very exciting book of the Bible.

  86. Acts, chapter number seven in verse number twenty three, and the Bible said,

  87. and when he was full forty years old, it came into his heart

  88. to visit his brethren, the children of Israel. If you are a note

  89. taker or somebody that likes to lying in your Bible, what stood out to

  90. me from this chapter is it came into his heart double underlying. It came

  91. into his heart single outline underlying, to visit his brethren and it came into

  92. his heart. May we pray, Heavenly Father, we love it. We

  93. praise you, We thank you for the opportunity to be in your house.

  94. We pray that you would anoint this thy servant, set a god at my

  95. mouth, and help me to say only the things that you would have me

  96. to say. Anoint the ears of this thy people, that they might hear

  97. what the spirit saith unto this Church Lord, through the preach word of God,

  98. through this blessed book, through this thy servant, a brother Nathan who

  99. praised many times, when God let us speak as the oracle of God.

  100. I pray, let us just be a mouthpiece. I pray speak through us

  101. all, God, Lord, help us, and let us receive these words

  102. and not be hearers only, but doers, allowing these to descend below the

  103. shoulders to get in our heart. I pray. And then we depart this

  104. place joyfully and not sorrowfully, in Jesus name. And the church said,

  105. Amen, I want you to look at your neighbor and say, hey,

  106. neighbor, is something running through your mind? Brother Rick Jacob had no idea

  107. what I came to the pullpit to preach this morning, and if I was

  108. a young preacher of it's been twenty to thirty minutes taking up your precious time

  109. and shouting, and how good God has been to me and confirming this message

  110. this morning. But I will spare you that and I will deliver the message.

  111. But the thought that I woke up early this morning with, with many

  112. other things on my mind to preach, was why is this running through my

  113. head? When Brother Jacob got up here to receive the offering during the offera

  114. tory, first thing, Brother Rick Jacob said us sometimes things run through our

  115. head. He sure did. How many of you heard that? Many of

  116. you heard that? And then he talked about how these that have received the

  117. Whole Egost fire when the wind begins to blow, it spreads like wildfire and

  118. they begin to move, and God does wonderful things. Anybody that's thinking of

  119. our text already and our cotext will realize the correlation between what Brother Rick Jacob

  120. said and this message this morning. So I'm going to preach a message the

  121. Whole Egosti's title it's running through my head or my mind. Our text is

  122. found in a New Testament Book of the Whole Bible, the Book of Acts.

  123. While reading this Book of Acts, the reader sees the amazing things that

  124. the Lord accomplishes through his people. In this particular book of the Bible,

  125. he accomplishes much through the Apostles. We see the actions of the Holy Ghost

  126. within the Apostolic Church and within the Apostolic leadership of these local assemblies. Because

  127. of the residency of the Holy Ghost within them, these men became men of

  128. action. Women also, who were possessed of the Holy Ghost became women of

  129. action, people whose natural tendency was to be inactive or to be complacent.

  130. Because of the indwelling of the Holy Ghost, they became a very active because

  131. the Holy Ghost, that is the third part or third member of the Godhead,

  132. is active, and I'm so thankful that he is. In fact,

  133. Jesus told his followers that it was very important that he depart from here so

  134. that the Holy Ghost could come in his stead and begin to minister throughout the

  135. world through people such as you and I. The word was God, You've

  136. got to go. And I feel like today that this church has been blessed

  137. with people that have things running through their head. They feel like they must

  138. be about the Father's business. The Bible readers and students among us this morning

  139. would say that Jesus, at the young age of twelve, he knew that

  140. there must be something more to lie for me to feel completely satisfied, where

  141. I would not feel incomplete. I must be about my father's business. Even

  142. though he received a verbal slap in the face from his dear mother, who

  143. also had been obedient to the heavenly called it a woman that was great,

  144. they blessed, and high how they favored. We find that Jesus went home

  145. with her and was subject to her for many years. Nearly eighteen years the

  146. Son of God walked off of the pages of the Sacred writ and lived in

  147. solitude. But many historians have recorded that he did many wonderful things as a

  148. teenager, but yet he was subject to his parents. Maybe perhaps he did

  149. not perform any miracles, but they said his character was notable, and he

  150. was an example for others to follow within his hometown. This past Wednesday night,

  151. I preached a message titled Imitating Emmanuel, and there was no doubt he

  152. was a pattern for some to follow. I thought, how could it be

  153. that some would not be here this morning after simply hearing a message imitating Emmanuel

  154. and I'm not saying that there are people that took offense to the preaching of

  155. that message, but for some reason some people find Christ and his ministry offensive.

  156. In fact, God incarnate in the flesh walked upon this planet Earth,

  157. and he ministered to its inhabitants, and the Bible said that a lot of

  158. people departed from him and would not hear his message because his reaching was too

  159. hard. I feel like the preaching of this man Stephen here in the seventh

  160. chapter of the Book of Acts, was perceived to be too hard by the

  161. religious leaders of that day. These would have been the front liners and the

  162. ones that were on the platform at the local temple, the high priest and

  163. those that were underneath him would have been ministering to the people of God.

  164. And when this man Stephen began to minister to them, Brother Tyler, they

  165. were very offensive. But nevertheless, this man Steel had a hold of what

  166. had a hold of him. You will remember the apostle Paul said, I'm

  167. trying to apprehend that that got a hold of me. I cannot say that

  168. I've yet got ahold of this dream or got a hold of what I'm trying

  169. to get a hold of. But I am a chasing after it. Now

  170. you bear with me. We're going somewhere here. This morning, something got

  171. into the mind of the apostle Paul, and something had got into the mind

  172. of this man Stephen. As you read the seventh chapter, you will see

  173. that this man, no doubt, he had created a rucous among the religious

  174. people. There is nobody more desperately religious than a religious leader that is trying

  175. to protect their position. And that's exactly what these people felt. Like Christ

  176. had come and he was a threat to them. But we look here at

  177. the verse before the seventh chapter, and the Bible notes that all of those

  178. men that sat in that council, as Stephen was defending himself, they looked

  179. with a gaze, I believe the Bible said, they looked to stead and

  180. fastily upon him. They were not distracted, They did not make any mistake

  181. about it. They wanted to gaze upon what was set before them. And

  182. the Bible said, when they saw his face, it had been the face

  183. of an angel. They did not say it was the face of a devil.

  184. They did not say it was the face of a demon possessed person.

  185. Without a question, there was something angelic about the countenance of this man Stephen.

  186. But nevertheless, you know the end of the life of Stephen. In

  187. fact, he ranks among some of the greatest writers within the martyrs within biblical

  188. history. Stephen, if not he might be the crown jewel of martyrdom.

  189. So this man went from having an angelic countenance to having been stoned, brutally

  190. martyred, or murdered by the religious people of this day. You see,

  191. the Bible readers among us know that this man's countenance had changed. It shone

  192. forth an angelic radiance. And Stephen was excited about defending this gospel. Whether

  193. Thomas Starrett, a Street evangelists, a member of our church, one of

  194. our fourteen preachers, gets excited about standing in the defense of our resurrected Lord

  195. and Savior Jesus Christ. And Stephen also felt it important to stand in defense

  196. in the council among these religious leaders. Now, I want you to notice

  197. that the very next verse, though, the first verse of chapter number seven,

  198. tells us to whom he is speaking, who is in the audience,

  199. Who are these supposed people of God? They're the religious leaders of the High

  200. Priest, and the High Priestess himself is present of the religious leaders of the

  201. Jewish people within Judaism, and the High Priest himself is present. That would

  202. be almost equivalent to Brother Nathaniel Howell preaching to the Pope of this day.

  203. This man Stephen has a great audience. What potential is there? Where will

  204. the seed of fall? Will it fall on good ground or will it fall

  205. on a bad ground? Those of you that read your Bible, you know

  206. that it fell upon toxic soil, soil that were trying to destroy the very

  207. seed itself. It was so deep on it and so acidic that it devoured

  208. the very gospel seed that was being planned. But nevertheless Stephen posted up.

  209. In a sermon recently, I talked about how people that played basketball at a

  210. certain time they post up. And you know, I believe that this man

  211. posted a defense for Jesus Christ himself. This deacon had been working among the

  212. people of God. He had taken second place to the great Apostles, the

  213. Twelve Apostles of Jesus Christ. He was willing to do the medial task even

  214. though the Bible scientist predentials, as he was a man a full of faith

  215. and full of the Holy Ghost. Those of you that know the power of

  216. the Holy Ghost. And those of you that know the power hour of one

  217. little seed that is so small it could be sized next to the mustard seed,

  218. and say it's not much. But as Sister Whoop said this past week,

  219. and little is much when God is in it. But this is not

  220. a man of little Holy Ghost strength. This is not a man of a

  221. little faith. This is a man of great strength and great faith. He

  222. is full of the Holy Ghost. And when the apostles were so busy,

  223. as the church exploded and growth was so prevalent, they looked among the men

  224. of the church within the local assemblies, and they said, we need somebody

  225. to take care of the widow. We need somebody to teach him Sunday school

  226. classes. We need somebody to disperse this food as these people bring in these

  227. gifts. We need somebody, as Steven was somebody, as Eugene Mustard said,

  228. Mona, Saarson, I've got my hand out. I'm ready to help

  229. somebody if I cancel. This man was not too big to help others.

  230. This man had something stirring in his mind, sucking running through his head,

  231. that he must be up and about his father's business. So we find this

  232. man Stephen working for God in a mighty way. I want to say again,

  233. we find this man Stephen working for God in a mighty way. You

  234. do not have to be standing behind the sacred desk and your pet, do

  235. not have to be pacing upon the platform to be doing something wonderful for God

  236. and his people. You did not have to be preaching a revival or pastoring

  237. a church to do something wonderful. Would it be recognizable in the Christian community.

  238. Concerning one particular sister, a woman that was full of faith in and

  239. full of the Holy Ghost, they said that she was a mis greatly at

  240. the time of her death because of her helping of others and her gifting towards

  241. others. There was something running through her head constantly about her helping others.

  242. Sister Sheryl, your fore runner, your mother, Sister Platta. It seemed

  243. like every service she brought some token that signified to me that she had been

  244. thinking of her pastor throughout the week. I was not a service that I

  245. could remember, as I prestered her for probably over her ten years, I

  246. would say twelve or thirteen years. That's not a service, a morning service

  247. or a PM service where I could say that it was not ever the attack

  248. after she had come and down them, that I had been running through her

  249. mind throughout the week. Come on, now, how many of you noticed

  250. something called her endearment? And that's why I had such a difficult time preaching

  251. her funeral. It is because she endeared herself to me. There was a

  252. lot of times I knew she was struggling to make ends meet, but she

  253. would text me and say, Pastor, I would like to take you and

  254. the person lady out to eat. Could you meet me tomorrow at the Asian

  255. Buffet. I'd say sure, because I learned early on it was no good

  256. to tell her no. It was no good to tell her keep up her

  257. finances for herself, because she would say, I could spend thinking her about

  258. you and Sister Howard and your family and the Churchill, and I would want

  259. to reciprocate her. In summer way, it's obvious that this man that could

  260. pray over the dead and they lived. It's obvious that this man that could

  261. pray over the sicker and they should recover. Somebody said, how do you

  262. even know that you're add to the Bible not civil one. I'm not adding

  263. to the Bible, for in this time period, an apostle said the pick

  264. is sicker, and then had called her on the orders of the churches,

  265. and let him prayed the prayer of painting, and the seat shall recover.

  266. There was one man that they could say, it is Kinder, that was

  267. school of faith, and the sick recover that when he prayed, that sins

  268. were forgiven, that people's hearts were broken. When he prayed, he was

  269. just fast Stephen. And even though that was covering all though he knew there's

  270. other things in the house, oh God, and outside for the house of

  271. Conda that must not be here at the linking that I must do something.

  272. They told my master my preaching to somebody tonight. They were this spoon and

  273. rhyther, And you wonder, why is this ministry opportunity ever with you?

  274. Why do I feel like you in this brother char why do I feel like

  275. going to the high? Said God, it's cold. Put it in your

  276. heart. I said, it's card that's putting it in your heart. Every

  277. person in this building would say, the night I got saved, I must

  278. admit first the Holy Ghost was drawing me. Sister Elizabeth can say, I

  279. am engaged today because I first felt like responding to that message, that brother,

  280. how will preach first things first? When I was a visitor, I

  281. felt God pricked my heart and he began to deal with me. This thing

  282. was running through my head. It consumed me, I must do it since

  283. to hamming us like it was whenever God beginning to deal with me. When

  284. I was thirty one years of age about coming down here. It was constantly

  285. running through my head day and night. Finally, one day I told an

  286. elder minister, I said, brother, and prayed for me. It's not

  287. that I'd like an opportunity to preach. In fact, I am supposed to

  288. be part time ministering, and I'm preaching fifteen to seventeen times a month.

  289. That had only been preaching for her a year, And I'm just traveling around

  290. and hold down a full time job and preaching a four times a week,

  291. sometimes five times a week, almost like a full time advangelist or more than

  292. full time or evangelists does. To somebody, say a man and hold down

  293. a job, I said, it's not that I just have to have a

  294. place to preach. I'm not looking for a pulpit. All of these pastors

  295. are opening their doors and their pulpits to me. I'm not calling anybody.

  296. My policy was, I will never call anybody they're calling me. I will

  297. never ask for a place or an opportunity to preach their calling me. But

  298. I said, there's something that keeps running through my head, and something's telling

  299. me it's a little church in the mail. Yes, I had heard people

  300. say something about it. Yes, over the years I had heard by the

  301. Johnny plant to talk about it. And later on in life, I would

  302. realize one day, when this church had been dedicated, I've done something,

  303. and I'm naturable and unthinkable, actually been bid. I've never been here before,

  304. but something had run through my head to go to that church dedication.

  305. And I've been pastoring almost seventeen years. So that place a place of worship,

  306. that house that has just been mail it in a pew, And you're

  307. not run across my mind that one billion I would be that man that those

  308. people needed. Didn't never run across my mind that I would be the leader

  309. of the people in this assembly. Years with mine. But now there's a

  310. time in my life that I'm harder than almost continually incessantly with this thing that

  311. I must go to the bill and come home. Now, I'm not talking

  312. about cominging something that's not more so, I'm not talking about that purtasy.

  313. I'm talking about reality, but having rispers in your soul that there's about to

  314. be a change, that it runs through your head, it runs through your

  315. mind. Why am I thinking on this outreach ministry? Why am I thinking

  316. I must go to the local gold the building and she if I could minister,

  317. Why do why take my Bible and put it under my arm and pulled

  318. a gospel wagon to the street corner? Why oh why? He said,

  319. running through my head? Because God put it in your heart. That's what

  320. STEVEA said as he scored the religious leaders. But that day he said,

  321. considered Mosa said, consider that bad who's life has three depenions a forty years,

  322. so forty years the Bible and now God he's doing a new day.

  323. Are you all awaiting this morning? Huh? Are y'all awake? I'll realize

  324. that Sunday morning. But I'm preaching to him. We don't need any daydreamers

  325. up here time this morning. The Bible readers among us know that man was

  326. preaching through the power of the Holy Ghost. He was preaching facts. They

  327. knew it. He wasn't telling Ebus stories, he wasn't telling Mayberry's stories.

  328. He was preaching facts. If you study the seventh chapter of the Book of

  329. Acts, you'll find out it is a chapter of facts within the Book of

  330. Acts. He's preaching their religion. And so like my sermon imitating Emmanuel.

  331. By the way, I titled at Emmanuel beginning with a capital I Emmanuel,

  332. because in the English he is beginning with the letter I Emmanuel. So it

  333. works out good for a sermon title imitating Emanuel, Praise the Lord. So

  334. this man had obviously been with Jesus. Of course he had, because he

  335. has the Holy e Ghost in him. And as brother Samuel said, now

  336. send me all the words of the Mosaic long the piton to the five Books

  337. of Moses. Ah makes sense. And he's able to make sense out of

  338. things even better than the religious leaders are able to say. Because he's got

  339. Christ, he has not denied him, For to deny him is to be

  340. a person who of the spirit of anti Christ. Let's say these people are

  341. religious, yes, but they're in a bad statu of mine. But because

  342. he's got Jesus, and because he's got to hold. He goes to They

  343. do not want to hear the very facts of Abraham recited in our chapter.

  344. We learn the father Abraham, the great patriarch of the judents. What is

  345. a pit of about the little Bible lesson talking about the promise to Abraham.

  346. Let's a pits of about Abraham receiving the promise and coming into Parishia. What's

  347. offensive her about Moses coming to years and realize I may be the son a

  348. Paraoh's daughter, but I'd rather indu affliction with the people of content than enjoy

  349. all the pleasance of each other. What's our pensive about that? You see,

  350. Stephen, he's a man of sacrifice. Stephen, he's a man of

  351. truth, and he's trying to tell them. You know what's been working in

  352. you? Nicodemus has to pack it, calls them and the factor. There's

  353. something working in my persecutor name Paul. I'm telling you there's people about the

  354. truth. That's people presence to the truth. I know with some of the

  355. other it's the spirit of God working in there. Sometimes people tell her,

  356. they say, Pastor, you wouldn't believe what this one said. You wouldn't

  357. believe what this one's dead, And I said, yeah, they got that

  358. spirit, a soul of Tarsus, but they could end up becoming instead of

  359. our greater persecutors, the greater's promoters. I looked at Sister Howell tonight this

  360. morning, and then I see somebody that is the product of my ministry,

  361. my very first convert. I see a person that used to be very bashful

  362. in high school. She was very pure. She didn't just throw herself to

  363. any guy that came by. She was very picky. Just because somebody showed

  364. her at teaching, she did not choose them. She was somebody prayed and

  365. talking to the Lord. She had something in her head, something had been

  366. planted there as a little girl and empery. Not although she had been raised

  367. in what some people believed to be a worldly or a charismatical more correctly said

  368. a compromising church from the standards and the principles of truth and righteousness, her

  369. own heart, there was something running through her heart, her mind, her

  370. spirit that I've got to find the truth. I've got to find mister right

  371. and mister perfect. And because of that blessed hope she held out and come

  372. on, how many of you know God does not always get in a hurry

  373. that leeds to stick in the crawl or something. Right here this morning,

  374. God does not to get in a hurry just because you're approaching the age of

  375. thirty. Or if your name is Moses and you've been schooled by and a

  376. Gypsum and a Hebrew woman, you see her and come out. Have to

  377. wait a little while I preach it to you here this morning. It cuts

  378. sickens me when I see our young holiness curls, just willing to accept whatever

  379. shows her a little attention. They do know how, does not speak very

  380. good. I've her character and the same thank and be sad about professing Christians

  381. to go out to everybody talking about that comes piler. They're already I'm telling

  382. you that here this mornay. Sometimes something runs through your head, and it's

  383. a spirit of combat. That's a spirit of losting. Your neighbor got a

  384. new car, so you want a new car. But that's not what was

  385. going on in the heart of most Stephen said he can't turn that day his

  386. side. This would have been a better preach on a Sunday night. I

  387. realized that. But what I have to preach tonight needs to be preached,

  388. and this must be preached this morning. Stephen was not above assisting the widows

  389. of his hometown, and he certainly was not above by demonstrating here standing in

  390. defense of the truth. He was one who came looking for trouble. He

  391. was one that came anticipating persecution for him serving the God that he served.

  392. He was one that expected nothing less than to do exactly as Jesus had done.

  393. And Jesus had told them, if you do what I do, they're

  394. gonna treat you the way they treated me. This was never a man to

  395. come to church down and out in the money grubs. How do you know,

  396. because the Bible said as these men reacted to his servant and the actions

  397. of the Holy Ghost, as they stoned him, he was looking under Jesus,

  398. and he saw Jesus there was still something who running through his mind,

  399. and come on, you can passed her, and you can pray, and

  400. you can try to shake it off, and you could try to pray it

  401. off, and you could try to put it out of your mind. And

  402. said, it must just be me. It just must be a thing to

  403. imagine missing. But no, it was not, I think, but of

  404. Steven's imagine nation when he said, I see the Lord standing there on my

  405. behalf, right there, the right hand of the Father. Do you know

  406. who was missing? There was a member of that cod hand missing. He

  407. was the Holy del Say that was in here. I want you to know

  408. her. When you got the spinner of cod in it and it's a genuine

  409. holy cussing, it will make a complete circle. You might not understand that

  410. what he is com is doing, but look at our text again. It

  411. messed up at twenty three and cents after that, he was flowing forty years.

  412. It came into his heart to pivisit his brethren, y'all see that?

  413. Why'd you do that? Why'd you transplant? Pastor Howard? I don't know

  414. asking men? Was his corregation? Plant? Why? Because it into our

  415. heart to do so? And when I say God, it doesn't matter what

  416. Mamma Danny Rama REPLI Coker, boss Man, or anybody else stakes about him,

  417. because when God is working with you, work to will and to do

  418. of his good pleasure. I killed you do, it's gonna be in your

  419. mind. My priesting right here this morning, a serving the Holy ghost has

  420. titles sucking running through my mind. I swent a hold of these recipients,

  421. and the Holy Ghost have said that in recent pizza after these days, say

  422. humphry Bible. We had the kissing a minister. We had to just speak

  423. of her that they said, he it is calm, but I said,

  424. it is tid r after this kid a for thirty years after this been that

  425. sent secret that get you going to right, and there's a calmer and the

  426. kids. Let me say, love kind, help me to preacher this thrning

  427. in this people. You see Stevens such a man that he's willing to stand

  428. for the cause of his defense before the highest counsel of the religious, the

  429. Jewish leaders of that day. He will die for the reason that he's standing.

  430. Let that resonate in yourself this morning. He will die for the reason

  431. that he's standing. If it's one earth, it's sixty president as this burner,

  432. if it's one living in South Florida praying God send us a preacher.

  433. If it's three or four living in South Florida, saying God send us a

  434. preacher. God ain't gonna send you a preacher that this helps you beat us

  435. four no more and barely get by when it's running through your mind. I

  436. will a false little church. I want a pianist that can play stupidly the

  437. hoold the Lord, And I want a baby Graham hold the pot. And

  438. I wanted a guitarist. I want a bass picture. I want somebody to

  439. gore hold the saxophone. I want to call it Timmy. How I'm gonna

  440. acquire Hey, I'll tell her. Can you know who put that? Get

  441. on your soul? Get us tied to credit in your soul. And it

  442. doesn't matter how anybody says her body. I'm telling you, three lads,

  443. three harder. I'll turn a three twenty more. Yeah. Get. Stephen

  444. remains focused on the promise. Stephen remains focused on the promise. You know

  445. whatss to him and comes in him a way she you know, I sais

  446. the wood comes and he had the way she does because they remember a time

  447. that they didn't have this, but that change about sixteen or seventeen years.

  448. And yard need to look at the record book. It's somewhere in there.

  449. And fiac of the turn forty seven. I came at thirty one. I

  450. started preaching at thirty because I wanted to wait till the will of God was

  451. infruition. But I'm gonna tell your brother it ran through my head from eighteen

  452. to thirty in reverse to Jesus twelve to eighteen. Mama was eighteen to twelve,

  453. had twelve sided years. He had eighteen sided years. But brother Nathaniel

  454. ran through my head. You can ask your mom a day and night,

  455. day and night. I was supposed to be preaching. There's a purpose for

  456. this. You can see they're focused on this. I'm focused on this.

  457. I told my boys yesterday and will take God Almighty rolling out a red carpet

  458. and even people rolling out a red carpet along with him, because I've learned

  459. that people have as much to do with things as God does. It's free.

  460. We you hain't come on that, but we focus on some of these

  461. promises. Believe it, they will come to fruition or fulfillment. You focus

  462. on the promise. When you focus on the promise, there is no way

  463. you have to worry about forfeiting your future. Come on now, said,

  464. That's what he's saying right here. Moses had three segments in his life.

  465. At forty years, something happened, At eighty years, something happened. He

  466. died at one hundred and twenty. We're not going to live that long.

  467. I don't know how your life is segmented, but I'll tell you the same

  468. man the segments that arn't you, the same man that divided the land from

  469. the sea, the same man as the one that divides your life in segments.

  470. And when you can tell there's a life change or a world change in

  471. your life, you know it's God. If you're saved, or say good

  472. fider, or only this field. Now you got to focus other fielding by

  473. about the filment and a promise. Come on, now, I want to

  474. the bargu with me in your mind. Ignored and the spiritual disciple named Stephen.

  475. Now it's stooling the religious leaders of today. Is something He's given them,

  476. the history of the Jews with a powder that they know not. He's

  477. tasting something they never taste. That He's sure teesus, what's the fulfillment of

  478. the promise? As sure as I live, his promises will be fulfilled.

  479. They knew their history, but they didn't seize the opportunity when An addressed them.

  480. The Holy Ghost is teaching now, and the Holy Ghost is teaching for

  481. Stephen. The Holyghost is preaching now and the Holyghost is preaching through Pastor.

  482. I want you to look at that taste again. And when he was a

  483. full forty years old, he came into his heart to visit his brethren,

  484. the children of Israel. How old are uses? To candis thirty seven?

  485. And when she was thirty six, it would come into her heart to visit

  486. a little hole in his church in Label. When she was thirty six,

  487. it would enter into her heart to get in the vehicle with her fiance under

  488. conviction, not raised in a holiness church, but to traverse about forty five

  489. miles and go to that little holiness church and eventually make her way into an

  490. altar and pray. Brother Jesse, how over you twenty six? He just

  491. twenty five? He don't even know Yes, early stages ever mentioned the forty

  492. year this morning, But whenever he was twenty five or twenty six, it

  493. would enter into his heart to receive the Holy Ghost. He would get a

  494. desire and realize this will always be a dream. As Brother Chris Burnett said,

  495. as I came to beth Room begin the fellowship, then people, God

  496. began to change my heart. He said. I woke up speaking in tongues

  497. he said, But I realized I want speaking in tongues with my mentural lips,

  498. but in my spirit I was speaking in tongues. I told I think,

  499. Sister House, And that's using about what happens before somebody really gets the

  500. Holy Ghost to God starts working. Are y'all look at it? This so

  501. y'all is excited about this text God brought before me as I am. And

  502. it came into years a heart of Hey, that's God. When you start

  503. saying I want the Holy Ghost more than I want to be Mecca, and

  504. you know, ask God whatever you say, I want the Holy ghostist Elizabeth

  505. more than I want to marry Philip or more than a banana split. I

  506. don't know what you like better, the banana split or Philip, because you

  507. posted a picture of the banana split first before you posted a picture a Philip.

  508. But either way, they're both sweet and they're good at the BA.

  509. Daddy, I know the first time I met your brother, I would have

  510. never guessed that our two children would be anted together in the holy matrimony.

  511. You and I could not have put the puzzle pieces together so perfectly. But

  512. you don't watch her. After a while, we got to look it,

  513. and we really lost the wheel of God concerning Philippa and a Visimith before it

  514. fully entered into the heart of Philip. But after Philip conta the Holy Ghost,

  515. I could tell he's taken right, that he staken clearly. Oh I'm

  516. so glad that he got the Holy Ghost. Oh I'm so glad he got

  517. his ducks in around they. I'm so glad he got his finely shrink.

  518. I preaching to you this morning, when God has put it in your heart,

  519. let us run a tream of mine. I said, dream, old

  520. baby, dream all three cards. Because it's God. It's cadd that put

  521. that file in you. It's Todd that protect us hiring. That's why Sevil,

  522. because sat Conserna knows that's something. We know that it was Tad.

  523. We know what uses had, We know what Moses for simple. We know

  524. that it was Taught that puts and desiring his heart to pursave the leadership of

  525. the agencient to pursae, being a long lord among the agent and being leader

  526. Robert God to people. Chap taking be said about Apostle Paul, an upcoming

  527. star quarterback or leader of two Dayism. Apostle Paul he pen these wonderful words

  528. that the New Testament, a lot of them anyway, gave us these wonderful

  529. prison letters and epistles. The apostle Paul, what a teacher would he have

  530. been in the local temple, What a teacher he would have been in the

  531. local synagogue. But the truth was for the start because of his honesty and

  532. his honest heart. When God began to show him, he knew all alone

  533. that Jesus had been the fulfillment of the prophecy of Abraham. He knew it

  534. because whenever he was on his road to Damascus, the Bible said, when

  535. that light shone from heaven, he identified that it was the Lord that was

  536. dealing with him. Lord, I know this has been you, Lord.

  537. I know I don't normally think like this. Lord. I know I don't

  538. normally think that I'm capable of this. I remember one time, in particular,

  539. on a Saturday, God beginning to deal with me that I needed to

  540. refresh my mind on an electrical system, specifically wiring issues of a house.

  541. And God began to deal with me about existing wire. I went to my

  542. little library that I had at the time, and I pulled out home depot

  543. manual, and I flipped to the wiring section and beginning to read that repeatedly,

  544. and I said, why am I doing this? I have no idea,

  545. Why am I doing this? Now I got to just studying it,

  546. and I felt as I was reading it to study particular parts of that to

  547. that manual, and I looked at various things how you tie in and tee

  548. off to an existing light, and I memorized it. I thought why am

  549. I doing this? And that next day, that Saturday morning, around six,

  550. I got up and went to the church. It was just a handful

  551. of a status. The way it goes, brother e j. When it's

  552. time to work, the guys feel like they eat overtime on the job.

  553. And when we started, it was my dad, my uncle Danny, brother

  554. Chester Green, and myself around seven. And my dad looked at me and

  555. he said, Jeremy, I have appointed you to go up in the attict

  556. and to redo that wiring and run all them later to put all that new

  557. lighting in the saction. Weary and without missing a meat, I said,

  558. hey, no problem. I came with my electrical tools. I came with

  559. wire nuts, I came with wire strippers, wire apply hurt you, y'all,

  560. y'all get it. I was prepared right because that was Sister Hammer said

  561. recently. There was a period of preparation God had been. I knew him

  562. right then when he said, you're gonna be the attic rat running around up

  563. there God and knew that that pastor. Although the pastor probably purposefully didn't tell

  564. me I would be in the attic, he waited until I got there.

  565. I've been wanting to work over time like some of the others were doing,

  566. in order to be a blessing to the church and put more tie than the

  567. church. But he waited till I got there. But I was prepared.

  568. Why because there was something working on the inside. It came into my heart.

  569. Look at our text vers up at twenty three about seven, and it

  570. came into my heart. So Stephen pointed out that something had entered into the

  571. heart of Moses that had not been there before. Hey, I was no

  572. journeyman. I wasn't even an apprentice electrician. I certainly was not a master

  573. of electrician. But the Holy e Ghost was prepared me for something that was

  574. ahead. I'm telling you, most of you that received the Holy Ghost recently,

  575. you know that without a doubt. God prepared you for such a time

  576. as this. I had scheduled to youth services. We had a one young

  577. preacher, but in four time for weeks, we've got to hold us to

  578. six or seven and come preaching in youth service. I'm telling you we God

  579. put it in Castor's hard time to have new service. That is why we've

  580. got to preach others for your vi listening a lot. I'm telling you that

  581. that's gold, honey. I said it as God's in hearted. It is

  582. God, and that's hit you. Why don't we just raise our hands and

  583. love O Jesus. I've heard preachers before, say two or three years went

  584. by, and it was all I could think about. If that burden you

  585. got leaves you after you've had that banana split, if that desire that you

  586. have for that craving that you have leaves you after you've had this and have

  587. that, then it wasn't of God. If you go visit somewhere preachers and

  588. you think this because they're missing a pastor, that they need a pastor,

  589. and you fancy yourself on that idea for three or four weeks, but then

  590. you find yourself forgetting about that and forgetting about them people. It's not God.

  591. Oh, come on. We all know the story of Moses, how

  592. he left Egypt early, not planning, but was called the son of Pharaoh's

  593. daughter when he left, but when he came back he was just to seep

  594. her on the backside of the willness. We all know that he had to

  595. leave Egypt. Why would any man give up an opportunity like that, Because

  596. it has to be God putting it in his heart. Before the Red Sea

  597. party, before the Plangues, the ten Plangues affected at Birsty, the people

  598. of Egypt, before the Junivis were wandered in the willerness, before they were

  599. fed with manna, before they were fed with quall, before they looked at

  600. the promised land, he was in their heart. Or y'all giddingness, God

  601. had put something in your heart. It has to be aired into your heart

  602. and a desire. Wise I need to help my brethren. I told you

  603. to double underlying the first part of that, and it came into his heart.

  604. And then I said, single underline, why to fears, here is

  605. the brethren their relisa. When did this idea first to come into his heart?

  606. It came to passing those days when Moses was crowled, that he went

  607. out unto his brethren, and he looked hold their burdens, and he looked

  608. to hold their burdens, and he spotted Egyptia smiting in Hebrew, and one

  609. of his brethren brother staring. Do you know why you feel the need to

  610. preacher to the center, It's because you've got a burn into for your presre

  611. that. Do you know why do you feel like you've gotta mister to the

  612. holdest. It's because you got a bird and have your creansren. I'm a

  613. preacher to you. I here this market. I was taught it for years.

  614. I preach it for years. It's not about us, it's about him.

  615. It's about kill. And that's how I know that it was gold.

  616. Because when you got proper burning for somebody, you'll gotta fire pre store and

  617. you'll pray on to play cat for them. When you've got a bird up

  618. for somebody, you'll get up at three in the morning and you're praying for

  619. them. If you aren't praying about it, good ain't gone. If you

  620. are praying about it, it's not God. Forget it. Troffic. If

  621. you like fasted over tropic but if you are, and if you get a

  622. bird to somebody else, tray and on. That's my smart to your mind.

  623. Fly brother Rick Jacob at his age, whatever age you were, what

  624. age were you when you moved down here? Sixty? At sixty and deacon

  625. of a church in Indiana, bul a beautiful sakes you wear into the covetous

  626. pastor is listening to me preach just because I said I got something you ain't.

  627. Guy I'm making shouldn't make you want to come down here and steal what

  628. I'm going. I'm not talking about having a spirit to take from somebody something

  629. that's theirs. Huh. But when God begins to deal with you, oh,

  630. I feel the heads and you can't even eat lunch for thinking about it.

  631. It consumes you. I stood out there one Sunday night, about midnight,

  632. just stood there. What Thoinas is doing? Comer Tinas. I had

  633. preached and we had a wonderful service. The saints had shouted for about two

  634. hours. I had played the pianisill and saying here the amentor very satisfied as

  635. a minister. But I stood up there just staring into the sky, not

  636. discontented, not troubled, but I said, what is this? Why is

  637. this? And that elder minister walked by and he said, pray for me.

  638. I have been given an opportunity to visit some people. And I said,

  639. are you talking about himself or that? He said yes. I said,

  640. I have been thinking about that church and those people for several months now.

  641. In fact, I'm standing out here right now asking God, why,

  642. what meaneth this? What meaneth this? I'm sure as Moses paced through the

  643. palace, Joseph's coming to the very palace, Moses, Joseph came to the

  644. very palace, Lomases left. So it's God working in you to go to

  645. the palace, Joseph, And is God working in Moses to leave the very

  646. palace, as God promoting Joseph to the throne into palace, and as Moss

  647. pointing at the throne and say, I don't want that. So these great

  648. God feared men are content whether they've got the throne in Egypt or whether they

  649. leave the throne in Egypt. You will never be fully satisfied and are completely

  650. satisfied until you are in the perfect will of God. Come on now,

  651. said sat down centered in the real punk godress, Why somebody who ended up

  652. down here. So you told me I didn't try to recruit you. I

  653. didn't try to pull you. No gotta let people say I am not making

  654. your mortgage payment. I didn't buy your house. Now, I don't want

  655. the liars say you said, God put it in your heart up to be

  656. here by God. And when God puts it in your heart to be there,

  657. there's no pit that can keep you from going to the palace, and

  658. there's no palerace to conkeep you from going to the pit. I'm a fellow

  659. of Moses. Left the perfumes of Egypt and come smelling like a shepherd.

  660. And he put the bony finger in Pharaoh's eyes, right there in between his

  661. eyes, and he said, thus, saith God, y'a'll know goodwill that

  662. that Pharaoh knew who this guy was. You know, the bodyguards and the

  663. temple guards, and then pagan pagan dins and head teeth that you know good

  664. and will. They had said, you're not gonna believe here, and he

  665. looks like just an old outsider. Just do a sheep. In fact,

  666. y'all know the Egyptians considered the shepherd's cursed all scaring of the earth. Here

  667. comes scum. Here comes the filth. Here comes a man out of the

  668. dump. And that man, that old dumpy man, comes in there and

  669. tells Pharaoh. And thus said my God al Mack. The Pharaoh perceived himself

  670. to be God. And Moses said, thus saith the God that took me

  671. out, Papa. Thus saith God, let my people go. This is

  672. indicative of Moses adopting his natural born family. Come on, now, he

  673. didn't also accept the Israelite as his people. He was accepting his Uma Jacob,

  674. his father, that his immediate household in Merriam and here. When he

  675. made that statement, he said, these are my people. Hey, there's

  676. something about it. A little better became my people sixteen or seventeen years ago.

  677. People don't understand that that's my husband, Elizabeth to say that's my life.

  678. Philicals say, hey, that's mine, that's my boy, and that's

  679. my girl, that's my child. Hey, how do you know that?

  680. Because God got to work and give my heart. Oh my God, I'm

  681. trying to preach to us. Hear this one. If you wake up,

  682. we not have a little churches in this household. This ain't gonna be a

  683. game changer for somebody. This ain't gonna be a live change church because of

  684. a lie God to work in your heart. You're gonna see the pop say

  685. from p I said, You're gonna focus up, hold up that fast.

  686. This was the beginning of a wonderful life change in the life of Moses.

  687. First Samuel, chapter number ten and verse number nine, speaking of King Saul

  688. prior to him becoming the great leader that he was, the Bible said,

  689. and it was so that when he had turned his back to go from Samuel,

  690. God gave him another heart. And all those signs came to pass that

  691. day. If God ever calls one of my sons to pastor of church,

  692. I will know it, willn't they know it? Or before they? And

  693. you know what, any real parent of God, any part to a Timothy,

  694. any Peter to a Titis, will understand that God put that there.

  695. They didn't go to a camp meeting and preach good one time. It's one

  696. thing to hit a home run one time a season, but it's another thing

  697. to stand to let sacred desk service at the service consecutively and preach sermons that

  698. makes sense and that are annointed the speaks of somebody that has been properly placed

  699. in position by the Lord. You see, this thing took place within the

  700. heart of Moses before he pointed the bony finger in the face of Pharaoh.

  701. It must begin in the heart. And Samuel had told Saul that the Lord

  702. will come powerfully upon you. The Lord will come powerfully upon you, and

  703. you will be turned into a different person. Jeremy Howld, the sole leader

  704. of such as such church, Jeremy Howl, the pianist of such a such

  705. church, Jeremy Howell, a traveling evangelists, will suddenly be pastor. Samuel

  706. told Saul, you're going to feel the change. Before I got saved,

  707. I had entered it, had entered into my heart that I was going to

  708. be converted. I was ready for a change. Rather, Nathaniel preached a

  709. message about two and a half weeks ago. I just remembered the title there

  710. needs to be a change in the life of Moses, in the life of

  711. Samuel, and the life of Song, and the life of Paul of Tarsus.

  712. There was a change, a spiritual metaphor and most spiritual metamorphosis, a

  713. spiritual rebirth. King Saul had been very bashful, but now he is lying

  714. hardy wants you go back to being a recluse just because the devil tries to

  715. make you can deal because of the joy you got. And once you go

  716. back to that cave of despair just because the devil tries to make you think

  717. you lived your life for the first segment like this, It's time for this

  718. change. I feel the Holy Ghost in this house. All of this began

  719. when it came into his heart to visit his brethren. All of this became

  720. and began when he said, I need to minister to those that are ministry,

  721. when I need to be my brother's keeper, when I need to help

  722. others, when I decided that it was imperative that I bear my brother's burdens

  723. that night, Brother Nathan or sister Rachel have been fighting an onslaught from Helen

  724. as their spiritual leader, the spiritual thought in their life. I could tell,

  725. and I have been praying day and night that God would heal those girls

  726. of the repeated illnesses and sicknesses that was going through their family. Was just

  727. a vicious psycho. And that one particular night, being let of the Holy

  728. Ghost. And I speak as a fool, but I speak the truth.

  729. Nevertheless, I called him up and I said, let's pray. But because

  730. of the battle and the fight and the severity thereof, I said, I

  731. need a spiritual people. Do you remember that, Brother Jesse, I said,

  732. on this particular moment, this service, I need a spiritual people because

  733. the battle was fierce. We took the annointing arm begin to pray. Standing

  734. behind his brother. Standing behind Brother Nathaniel was his brother, brother Jesse.

  735. Brother Jesse said, I've been in church. I've never been a bad person.

  736. I've been saved and sanctified. I enjoyed playing in the House of God.

  737. I know the taste and the experience of the annointing. But when my

  738. pastor, my father said I need a spiritual person, spiritual people to help

  739. me pray, I was disqualified. He said. Nevertheless, as everyone did,

  740. we gathered some of us on the outskirts. Was the spiritual people begin

  741. to pray? He said. Suddenly something arrested his heart and his spirit within

  742. him, and he realized, wait a minute, I've got three sons of

  743. mine own, and I've got a beautiful wife that's going to need me to

  744. be spiritual. He realized the deficit in his life, and because of that

  745. deficit, he knew he would be ultimately defeated. He got a desire when

  746. he saw the deficit. He didn't want to be defeated. He got a

  747. desire for his family. This entered it to his heart. When he went

  748. looked at his brethren, he realized, my wife needs me to have the

  749. Holy e Ghost. Those three boys of mine need me to have the Holy

  750. e Ghost. And right now my brother and his wife need me to be

  751. spiritual, full of faith and full of the Holy Enghost to pray for them

  752. for healing. And then in that moment, God changed his heart and he

  753. was filled with the Holy Ghost. Some days later, brother Philip was in

  754. the church. He got a desire, he said. I got to thinking

  755. about brother Bufort, he said. As I was thinking about Brother Bufort,

  756. I begin to cry, something I do not do very often, he said.

  757. He said. But then I begin to pray with an unction and a

  758. burden for brother Buprit like I've never prayed before. And suddenly I found myself

  759. speaking in a heavenly language because of my burden for Buprit. You could almost

  760. title this my burden permufer come on my bird, and from my brother,

  761. my burden from my brother. I'm not talking about being envious or copetiousness or

  762. lustful. I'm talking about having a genuine burning rede Come on, now,

  763. that's how he's being received the Holy gods. That's why Stephen was good.

  764. He got a burden for his people. Yeah, a burned put the wine.

  765. Brother Jesse was not interested in this for himself. He didn't have selfish

  766. ambitions. When you come to the piano, brother Jesse, could we stand

  767. it was a desire that he did not have until the Lord put it in

  768. him where the Bible said, no man come with him to the Father except

  769. the spirit draw him. Do you know you will probably never get a craving

  770. for a diet coke on a hot day or a banana split if you never

  771. tasted it, unless you've seen it, been around it. Those of you

  772. would want to retreat, being reclusive and stay away from it. When it's

  773. moving. The Holy Egost, you'll never gettle craving before it. And that's

  774. how brother Jonathan got the Holy Egost. Sat to night, it was spread

  775. like fire, and something began to run through his mind, and he was

  776. an outsider, and he got snatched into the fire, and he got the

  777. Holy Ghost because it's the Lord Philippians two and thirteen. Paul said, for

  778. it, it's God which worketh in you to will and to do of his

  779. good pleasure. That y'all notice that to will is one thing, to do

  780. is another. There's a lot of people I've heard them say over the years.

  781. They say, well, I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do this,

  782. I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna be that pastor, I'm gonna be

  783. that mission missionary. I'm gonna be that first lady. I'm gonna be man.

  784. The will is there, the desire is there. It's great, it's

  785. strong, but it's fleeting. It's fleeting. It's like a great ship going

  786. in the wrong direction. It disappears on the horizon, it never comes into

  787. han. What direction are you going in right here this morning? Is Pompeye

  788. is on the vine? Or is your brother that's struggling on the mind?

  789. This cactus makes and a talk on a breed on your mind? Right now?

  790. Where's one of your brothers on your mind? You heard one of the

  791. young preachers say Friday night. He said, I prayed and studied for about

  792. two or three hours on Friday night, two or three hours the night before.

  793. It's just to lur and I think about you right now in this moment.

  794. What about a single mother almost two years ago, just led to the

  795. Lord, distraught, down and out in the total despair. Come down here,

  796. just suitcase, simply need to hear from God, no pressure from us.

  797. We didn't even know she was coming until just moments before she left out.

  798. She came in and sitting down on a feu, didn't say I have

  799. self ambitions, this is my motives, this is my plans. She just

  800. pretty much, I need God and need us hell and you know who's she

  801. said that too. Not to pass her the first lady or the deacons or

  802. women of God to church. She said it in the altar. You could

  803. tell by her actions what she meant. God spoke to her service at to

  804. service. Just this message is just for you, handpick for you, prepared

  805. for you, Sister Lauren. It was so evident of God was speaking to

  806. you. So when people say whatever they want to say, I realized that

  807. someone, not something, someone was running through her head. You need to

  808. go down there and you need to get things right with God. You need

  809. to get serious and surrender to God. I'm gonna give you a desire.

  810. She received the holy case, the real Holy Ghost of Kevin. She received

  811. the real Holy Ghost of Christian on attractive as the wild. And here they

  812. are fixing to celebrate one year of marriage, a precious baby girl on the

  813. way. He will lead a goddess if we will let him. Sister Lauren's

  814. not wanted to just settle for whatever she could have. And even though she

  815. may evade a mistake, she didn't just marry that mistake. Man that would

  816. preach I feel the Holy Ghost in this house. We don't need to settle

  817. for less of what God intended. And there's some of you. I believe

  818. in you. I believe that God can do wonderful things in you. I

  819. told my sons last night, I said, there's not a person on this

  820. planet that I respect more highly than their mother. I said, there's not

  821. a man or a woman that I respect more highly than their mother. Now,

  822. there's a lot of men who be too unch of to say that I

  823. told them. Of something ever happened to her, it would kill sister.

  824. We saw the way you helped handled it. Sister, handle it's on the

  825. way you handled it. I would say, if something happened to me,

  826. it would kill her. She's told me repeated it. Brother Buford, I

  827. don't know what life has a store for all of us, but when the

  828. rubber meets the room, we made traction with life, we better be on

  829. the right ran, and our desire is better be pure. We better know

  830. that we're following the orders of God. When you feel that desire, and

  831. by just waste time frivously, you trifle with your soul. If you'd think

  832. about the little babies, it's under your wing, do you not. One

  833. of the greatest experiences I ever had in God was as an evangelist, pinching

  834. pennies one night, splitting double cheeseburgers with the kids. I looked in the

  835. back seat at a F three fifteen. There were five little kids, and

  836. they were holding them half cheeseburgers and so innocently eating what I had provided for

  837. them. I turned my head away from them and their mother, and I

  838. looked down into the stars, and I wept and cried so they couldn't see

  839. me. Then I said, God, for you, we may be trying

  840. to make ends meet things that we didn't used to have to sacrifice. We're

  841. having a sacrifice to see them babies having the cheeseburder that a woman they could

  842. eat pulled, it told me. But I looked out there and looked into

  843. the sky, and I said, but free you master. It's so worked.

  844. And Brother Samuel, I wouldn't tread anything for the memories or made on

  845. the road. I feel such a sweet presence of God in this place.

  846. And if you would try to collect your composure right now to be mister bunch

  847. of God could help you in this service. Something running through my head.

  848. God's dealing with me about mowing that church lawn on a Saturday when no one's

  849. around, or some day of the week. I go out there, open

  850. the bar, get on the forward, fill it up with guests. First,

  851. get on the mower, third of mow. That's God. Could we

  852. bow our heads this morning. If God has spoken to you in any way,

  853. and you know there's a problems for you and you want to get a

  854. hold of it, focus on it. You can say. It's running through

  855. my head. It's running through my mind and it consumes me. Would you

  856. raise your hand? Too many to count. Let's find a place to pray

  857. right now. I dream of the day when my wife has the Holy ghost

  858. I dream of the day where my kids are saved. I dream of the

  859. day when I'm men astaing. A dream of the day when I surrendered the

  860. Christ. I dream of the day when I when I told my brother do

  861. this. They go outside, they go into town. They stand on a

  862. street corner and preach. They don't just do that. It has entered into

  863. their heart to do so. They walk into a nursome home with Bibles under

  864. their arms and song books in a bag. They don't just do that unless

  865. it has entered into their heart to do so. They hastily walk out of

  866. the sanctuary, make their way to the fellowship palm, get food prepared.

  867. They don't just do that unless it has entered into their heart to do so.

  868. Every Saturday they go to the church, walk through the doors and the

  869. sanctuary. They will just do that unless it has entered their heart to do

  870. song. They go to church, they sit in a pew and walk to

  871. the alta. They don't just do that unless it's entered their heart to do

  872. so. Have something blooded through their mind. It's called conviction. It's called

  873. the God of the Christ. So unerstand the Mother of God for my life.

  874. I'm no longer thinking about. It is time from you to take action,

  875. for it is God which worketh in me, both to well until to

  876. his good pleasure. I will focus until the fulfillment. I will focus.

  877. Oh Lord, no time. Only God he contein me to go we I

  878. had rather steeven. He seems me a baby. Why again, Oh my

  879. sad determina change to the bard. But the wind the worst conteted. I'll

  880. have a service song song are we go? Barty one? You can't get

  881. free, not we but o no time, lodly, you can't be concern

  882. or old lord she there's a word play. Life must do the father me

  883. find me faithful in trust in all. Please tell come I have you did

  884. you start? Lord? House the other mastar to this service. I want

  885. to serve the marking to have no we but down oh your own kindly look

  886. and be conserve