The joy of Joseph - Bro Jeremy Howell 1-28-2024

Mad direct your attention to the forty fifth chapter. We will be reading the

first five verses of that chapter again, Genesis chapter number forty five. Mad,

Director, attention to verse number one. We will be reading to verse

number five. Brother Nathaniel Genesis chapter number fifty and verse number fifteen, and

Brother Jesse Matthew Chapter number six versus numbers fourteen and fifteen. Did you have

a good weekend? We sure did to. I'm telling you what the goodness

of the Lord and his grace has been upon us. All for that,

I'm very thankful. Also, after the service tonight, we will be having

a first birthday party for baby Mariah. Now, I want to tell you

something that happened to me this morning that was most interesting. Very early this

morning, my alarm clock went off. One of the benefits of being self

employed is you don't have to set an alarm clock. Okay, so I

thought, wow, it's been many, many, many years since I woke

up to an alarm clock. And I usually wake up between five point thirty

or six thirty. If I'm really tired and have preached hard or something,

I wake up late at six thirty. Okay, So my alarm clock goes

off, and there's this flashing light with letters on this screen is notifying me

that Samuel and Megan's baby is due to be born Simon. Today's is due

date. That's what I have put in my phone. And he's been with

us now for a couple of weeks, right, sister Megan, how many

three weeks? He came three weeks early? Now that Sunday school superintendent over

there talked to us last Sunday morning about coming to church a little bit early.

I don't know what halfer, brother Jesse. I didn't look at the

class rooms or look at the number in attendance or notice anything, particularly because

I wasn't looking for it. But I'm sure the Sunday School superintendent was looking

for it. How many of you know the Lord is looking for us.

I'm glad you're here this morning. He came looking for you, he really

did. He came to see if you're here, and I know he was

already here, but you know what I mean. So just do your best

attend service when you can. We miss brother Jonathan Edwards. He is having

to work hardly, effor does he have to work on Sunday? The very

next Sunday? After we begin our new Sunday school program. He loses his

perfect attendance for the year twenty twenty four. I'm telling you he can't win

for losing. But we miss your brother Jonathan. All right, brother Nathaniel,

when you read Genesis chapter number fifteen and burst Genesis chapter number fifty and

verse number fifteen, And when Joseph's brethren saw that their father was dead,

they said, Joseph will peradventure hate us, and will certainly require of us

all the evil which we did unto him. Joseph will perdventure hate us,

Brother Jesse Matthew, chapter number six, verses number fourteen and fifteen. For

if ye forgive me in their trespasses, your heavenly father will also forgive you.

But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your father forgive

your trespassage. Oh may the Lord help us? Right? Okay, let's

stand for the reading of our golden text. These passages of scripture have been

a blessing to me throughout this past weekend. The Bible says, then Joseph

could not refrain himself before all of them that stood by him, and he

cried fors every man to go out from me, he said, and there

stood no man with him, while Joseph made himself known unto his brethren,

and he wept aloud, and the Egyptians and the house of Pharaoh heard.

And Joseph said, unto his brethren, I am Joseph. Does my father

yet live? And his brethren could not answer him, for they were troubled

at his presence, and they don't realize he's their brother. And Joseph said,

unto his brethren, come near to me, I pray you. And

they came near, and he said, I am Joseph, your brother.

Immediately they have an awareness of Oh, our sins have found us out when

he said, I am Joseph, your brother, whom ye sold into Egypt.

Now therefore be not grieved. Everybody, go our leave. That must

have been when he spoke these additional words. Now, therefore be not grieved

nor angry with yourselves that she sold me hither, For God did send me

before you to preserve life. As I was studying to preach and preparing to

bring these passages of scripture before you this morning, I was saying, Lord,

I know there's something in these five verses for this people. I can

tell that you have dealt with my heart concerning this. The Holy Ghost has

given me a title concerning these scriptures, and I want to point it out

to you. If you look at the latter part of verse number four,

it says, whom ye sold into Egypt. Look at the latter part of

verse number five, for God did send me. I want to preach on

the joint of Joseph discerning the Holy Ghost titled Joy of Joseph. You underline

things in your Bible underlying that whom ye sold God did send me sent,

not sold. Joseph believed that. Praise the Lord. Let's pray, Heavenly

Father, we thank you, and we praise you for the opportunity to be

in your house. I pray that you would anoint this thy servants of God

in my mouth. Help me to say only the things that you would have

me to say, nothing more or less. Anoint the hears of this thy

people, that they might hear what it is the spirit saith unto the Church's

Lord. I pray God that you would help us to have these words in

our heart when we leave this place. Let these sayings go below the shoulders.

Let them be that heart that soul of that spirit. I pray that

we would not be hearers only, but that we would heed Lord. May

we depart this place joyfully and not sorrowfully, in Jesus's name, And the

church says, Amen, look at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor,

how did Joseph do it? He had a joy in his heart.

Our text is found in an Old Testament book of the Holy Bible, the

Book of Genesis. This is the first of sixty six books. This is

the beginning of God's written word to mankind. In this sacred writing we find

the origins of so many things. Truly, it is a book of beginnings.

Not only is Genesis the first book of the sixty six books of the

Holy Bible, it is also the first book of the Pentitug or the Torah

that is known as the Law of Moses to the Jews, the Law of

Moses. I want to tell us, as gentile believers, that we believe

it to be the law of God, not the law of Moses. Every

scripture, every passage of scripture, every verse that's in this sacred divine library,

it is God breathed, God inspired. These are not the words of

Moses that we're speaking of right. Here this record of the origins of all

forms of life, the Book of the Genesis. This is the word of

God. I appreciate the Word of God. That's why I have a problem

when people begin to taint it perverted with all of these other perversions. I

appreciate the Lord for this authorized King James translationist not a version. This is

the translation for the English speaking people. It has worked throughout the ages.

Generations upon generations have handed this precious authorizem King James version down from one hand

to another, and I thank God for it. I know that the children

of israelciated the Torah, or the Law of God, and I believe that

every one of these words came directly from the mouth of God. They did

not come out of the mouth of Moses. So we have now received clarification

concerning this Book of Genesis. It's not for us to try to do some

research and disprove the accuracy of this book. Although there are plenty of archaeologists

proving very well that Noah's flood really did happen. The more they try to

disprove things that are found in the Word of God, the more they affirm

it and approve it. So I believe that the Word of God is true,

no matter what any discoverer makes, no matter the discoveries that they make

year after year. I believe the Word of God is true. And so

as we trust this this precious book called the Bible, and as we read

this record of the beginning of time, the beginning of life, the beginning

of homes, the beginning of families, the beginning of sin, the beginning

of sadness, the beginning of sorrow, the beginning of suffering, the beginning

of salvation, the beginning of the nation of Israel. But something else stood

out to me. I mean it, it really stood out to me.

This past weekend, my life has been forever changed. The Almighty God summons

me into his presence, and I have fallen awe struck in his presence,

and I have heard him speaking into my soul concerning the joy of Jove.

Of how did this man survive such a trial as betrayal of his own brethren?

How did this man survive such a trial as being sold into slavery,

but yet eventually becoming pharaoh, second in command, the Hebrew pharaoh over the

land of Egypt. He had an extreme joy. Can I tell you that

joy is impossible without forgiveness. I will put an emphasis on forgiveness this morning.

We will speak a little bit of guilt and shame. I feel like

there's a lot of people today dealing with guilt and shame. There's a lot

of people living with regret. And so as I pondered on the joy of

Joseph, I wondered about that, how the Holy Ghost had spoken that into

my heart. And I thought of the trials and the hardships of Joseph,

and I thought, how could such a man have such joy? And how

did he get over these things that so perplexed him and certainly bothered him.

If Elijah was a man subject to like passions as we are, surely this

man, Joseph, was a man subject to like passions as we are.

And as Elijah had to pray through these things that troubled him, there is

no doubt that Joseph must have prayed through some things that troubled him as well.

We heard our brother read our codtext a little while ago about us forgiving

our fellow man in order for our heavenly Father to forgive us. And so

as I pondered the life of Joseph, and I searched my soul and my

spirit for the reason of this extreme joy that Joseph possessed. I said,

Lord, when did this begin? How could this be? And in this

book of the Bible I found what seemingly was the beginning of forgiveness. For

many years now I have searched the scripture and an effort to find where Adam

asked the Lord to forgive him for partaking of the forbidden thing. Instead of

Adam repenting of his sin, he blamed his wife. And for those of

you that have a good memory, you will remember with me that around this

time last year, I preached a sermon titled the Blame Game, and I

spoke along these lines. And then sometime later, soon after that message,

I preached another message titled the same Game, talking about people that just get

stuck in a cycle, in a vicious cycle or a vicious routine, some

praying the altars only to go out sin again, that come back into the

altar repent, but they don't mean it, Brother Jesse. So they get

into this cycle, and this cycle needs to be broken, but they don't

really have a repentant heart towards the Lord. They don't have godly sorrow concerning

their trespasses and offenses against the Lord. And so I noticed that, brother

Tyler. The first instance of somebody somewhat asking for forgiveness was when Pharaoh pled

with Moses and said, I'm telling you, Moses, I've done some things

wrong. Take your people and get out of here. It wasn't when Adam

had transgressed in sin. I could not find anywhere in the Bible where Adam

began to make a sacrifice and he rent his heart and tore his heart and

said, God, would you please forgive me for my sin. In fact,

a lot of times, whatever preachers begin to preach on forgiveness, they

reach as far into the Bible as David to find somebody really with a repentant

at heart, somebody that was saying, created me a clean heart, O

God, and renew in me a right spirit. And as I was tempted

to do the same thing, I said, Lord. In the book of

orch and surely there is an example of someone attempting to achieve forgiveness. Surely

there's somebody in this book that's trying to do something better than they've been doing,

that's trying to behave better, trying to put the past behind them and

reach up to those things that are before them. And I thought about Esau,

how he carefully saw repentance with tears, but he was unable to achieve

it because he was not truly sorry for what he had done. And we

know the accusations against him, We know why the Bible says God hated him

and yet loved his brother Jacob. So we know that Esau would have been

the uncle of Joseph, and Joseph would have known what it's like to watch

a man die as he sucks upon the bitter morsel of bitterness. And Joseph

must have heard his father talk about his brother Esau, speaking of the brother

of Jacob, Esau. Joseph must have heard Jacob talk about the betrayal of

the birthright. He must have heard his father Jacob talk about the blessings of

the Lord, and how God had disapproved of the actions of Esau and had

approved of the actions of Jacob. There must have been some sort of teaching

and training in the life of Joseph that made him such a person that,

even though he was facing extreme hardships such as these, and somehow he would

not be overcome by bitterness. There's nearly sixty five people in this building this

morning, and I believe it's safe for us to assume and say that there

has to be at least two or three people in this building dealing with bitterness.

I know that one time in the New Testament, one of the Apostolic

brethren was preaching. There was somebody that came into their presence and begin to

communicate with them, And after a short period of time, that Apostolic brother

said, I perceive that you are in the very gall of bitterness. You

see, Joseph refused to allow the tentacles of bitterness to wrap around his soul.

There is no doubt that family had been haunted by the defecting of Esau,

the demise of Esaul. When I think about life, I know that

life has its lessons, and I know that not everybody lives and learns.

Everybody lives for some time, some for a longer time than others. But

I have seen, Sister Wood, that very few people learn life's lessons.

Years ago, you could be assured that that person would learn whatever it is

that they were supposed to learn during a hardship or during a trial but now

today, it does not matter how much the preacher preaches on the topic.

It does not matter how much the Holy Gost moves on the heart of some

individual. It doesn't matter if you have tones and interpretation that is specific for

that individual, Brother Jesse. They just seem help bent and help bound,

and they have no desire whatsoever to learn anything out of their trial or their

hardships. They don't come out on the other side better they come out bitter.

We're gonna go somewhere here in a minute. I'm trying to lay a

foundation and trying to grab every person I can by the heel and drag them

into this dog fight, because already I have detected and sense that there are

people in this building attempting the stiff arm the word of God and shove themselves

onto the sidelines. But I have your number. God has dealt with me

all week long. My bride could tell you that I have been very sober

throughout this weekend. Brother Chris Burnett could tell you, although we were on

the lake fishing together, that I had my mind on something more than fishing.

I appreciated the fellowship, I appreciate the friendship. I'm telling you though,

but God has shook me to the core of my being. I went

to bed last night at eight thirty pm and I told Sister Howell, I

said, my life has been forever changed. The morn has shaken me in

a way that I have never been shook before. And I feel like God

is going to speak to his people in the morning. I did not tell

her of the topic or what I would be preaching on. I did not

give her our passages of scripture. I did not give her a golden text.

But I said, Honey, I'm telling you, I've got something on

my heart for this people in the morning. And we sit there on that

pew, and we choose right now whether to release bitterness and embrace joy.

Which will it be? Will you release regret and embrace joy? Which will

it be? I feel like there's somebody in this fielding you better get a

hold of this message this morning. And so, in an effort to find

if Adam had repented of his sin, I was unsuccessful. In an effort

to find if Eve had repented of her sin, I was somewhat unsuccessful.

In fact, their descendants, their immediate offspring, both Cain and Abel,

whenever they tried to make repentance and offer their sacrifices up to the Lord.

One did it half heartedly? Why did one do it half heartedly? I

believe a brother just preached on that this past Friday night. Half hearted sacrifices,

parted offerings. Where did Kin learn how to do that? Probably because

of the nod chalant behavior and the attitude of his father Abraham. I feel

like there's somebody in this building this morning. If you don't release regret,

guilt, and shame and bitterness, you're gonna find yourself in hell. Those

are very harsh and stern words, but they are very true. We know

that King went on to say concerning his punishment because he had been rejected of

the Lord because of his half hearted sacrifice. Upon his rejection of the Lord,

the Bible said that Kin said, my punishment is greater than I can

bear. Kin had been sent into the land of Nod without God, and

the thought of not having God on his side was greater than he could bear.

Is Saul dealing with the fact that God no longer loved him but hated

him. The Bible said that God is angry with the wicked every day,

and I want you to know it is important that you forgive others, but

it's also most important that you forgive yourself. The sin of unforgiveness will damn

somebody to hell, whether it's you not being willing to forgive yourself or forgive

your neighbor. You've forgiven your neighbor is very important, but also you forgiving

yourself is important. You find that these men, brother Jesse, that are

in this first book of the Bible, that have committed offense against God and

against their brother some of those men were willing to offer sacrifice and offer a

true repentance for their sin, while others were not truly sorry for their offense

or what they had done wrong. I'm telling your brother Samuel, is saw

where Pharaoh admitted his sin, and it appears to me that he requested forgiveness.

But as I continue to read the story of Pharaoh, I noticed that

his repentance wasn't genuine. The mighty Pharaoh could have benefited from the naught to

preaching of the Prophet Moses. He also could have benefited from the anointed preaching

of the Prophet Isaiah. From many, many many years later, there would

be a prophet on a mission just like I am on this morning. And

that prophet's name was Isaiah. And Isaiah chapter number thirteen, verse number fifteen.

You find where Isaiah said, for thus saith the Lord God, the

Holy One of Israel, in returning and rest shall ye be saved. In

quietness and in comfortness shall be your street? And ye would not we find

that the prophet I say it, just like the prophet Moses was letting those

that were hearing the words of these great men of God speak. They were

saying, to those people, you must turn from your sin. The Bible

saip that God their sorrow worketh repentance. And after that God has granted you

forgiveness, you have to pick yourself up by the nap for the net touched

your knees and elbows off and go onto the glory of God. I want

to preach to us this morning a certain entitled the Chore of Joseph. And

so we go back thinking about Pharaoh, because that is a familiar position and

a famuliar person to Joseph. So what was wrong with Pharaoh? You see,

Pharaoh did not listen to the preacher who had been sent to him by

God. He owed me toy with Moses and the Lord if he could have

heard the words of Moses more clearly in a soul, if he had removed

all of the destructions of the kingdom, and he could have rear he heard

what Moses was saying, this man could have found repentance, and no doubt

I've been a blessing of God's people as well, asked to the Lord.

But no, he would not heed the words of the Lord. The prophet

Isaia was saying, if you'll just return to God and set abound, you

will find rest in yourself. You will find the dee sa of Pisa,

and a quietness and a competence in God. As so many people today,

they are unlike the chosen. They're too busy looking at their wounds. The

two busy looking at the offensives of their neighbor, of some person on the

God, her family member. The two busy studying the wounds, and they're

not looking at the savior. I'm preaching now. You see the bier sat

there and our gold and texted it. There was some herd that would think

that they had been served, while others interpreted it as they had been sent.

I know this many biblical characters that they have been put in the position

that Jonesph was put into, they would have a lost style. They would

have got her in a stale prison house. But not Joseph. He did

not feel a lot who Those wounds were wounds unto death. Neither did the

Son of God when Judas portrayed him. There is no doubt that the offense

was great. That's gotta save You're some well preached her to us this pastor

Friday night with the naughty. There no dolt that what he done was Atrosiah.

There's no doctor that it was official to the father and the son.

It was so wounde in the mind of Judas that he could not burn,

but sister would. If Judas could have just got a hold of the idea

that he could be forgiven for the off picture. If he don't want to

have been forgiven, my God, I'm telling you, Jesus would have met

him there. Jesus would have healed the wound in his mind. Jesus would

have all the cars their soul. I'm talking to somebody this morning. You

can't be forgiven. If you want to be forgiven, you are forgiven.

If you have asked him to forgive you, if you got to to forgive

yourself. Hell, you help me right here. This morning the Pharaoh did

not want to listen to the preacher. He rather toilet with Moses, just

like these tuna mes will toiling her with Isaiah. And Isaiah said, there's

no doubt calamity and chaosa is coming. There's no doubt the iron pistol I

got a condition won't be shaken her in your facer, and he wheels overthrow

your land and drive your heads back to battle. Lad Now I feel like

her. There's somebody in this fielding her this morning. You have not yet

realized her. Just how closer you are for the enemy to come in like

a blood and raise up for a standard is selfer a this tune. And

if you do not have her the standard up for repentan sir, and the

standard of forginness and the standard of tail in your life, you will offered

no resistance whatsoever. Head to the esses of the adversary. Who could sit

there and be as pipeless as you are. And I'm telling you you better

praid and ask God to give you creative power in that soul. You gotta

ask God to preach it and loveful in your soul you might come down me

into the throw the case. Let you not find messing and prays to help

in the tower of need. Let's have got to be willing. You've got

to have faith to believe. I can find help, I can find forgetness,

I can be set free. Preacher, you're preaching to me, but

I still don't believe him. That's okay, that's okay. You can have

that victim mentality all you want to. But Dave, whose offenses were great,

his offenses were great. In fact, the shame that he bore is

so great. But brother Jesse, I read in the Bible where a sin

that abound grace did much more bound. I'm not saying that you can willfully

walk away from God and say I'm gonna go out and sold my waters,

and I'm gonna sleep with the hobs and a hawk Pien, and I'm gonna

come home without any tipe of scars. I'm gonna come home smelling like roses.

No, I'm telling you, if you, on your own choose to

go into a land that is a land of captivity, if you yourself walk

yourself there, and you go into that forbidden city, and you cross the

intrigate and you go in there and you live like war among the wickedness and

the lewdness of a secular society. I am not saying you are like Joseph,

and I am not saying that you will find your way out. And

I am saying that there has been these people that have unwillingly stumbled in life,

and they have faltered, and they have failed, and they have found

themselves to be a complete failure. There are people that are suffering there because

of the sisions that were not their own decisions. They are suffering because of

traices that they did not make. But are jes see their spouses here that

are suffering because a companion decided to betray them. There are people that are

suffering here right now because one friend decided to murder another friend and I was

in hospital. We had a football player, his name was Curtis Taxi.

He would get on the front lines and he would offer defense for those of

us that were on offense and brother one sometimes on Curtison. He would go

through there like a bulldozer, making a podcast for us to follow. But

I want you to know her. It did not stop there when the car

City football player star. It did not stop there with a Hedson robuster dude

handing this picture in the what do you call it? The yearbook? No,

that's to him in the yearbook. You're five a man named Michael Hinson.

I went to school with both of these boys and Froda Nathaniel. They

went on to be friends. Years would buy from nineteen ninety four under twenty

eleven. They had a friendship for the jesse that must people would have ended.

But one day truck's got between them, and a truck deal went bad

and little old friend Mic hitsing. He's shot to Curnis Chechi. I think

it was twenty to thirty times, and then he stabbed him in a better

than thirteen times. I went to school with him. Boys, when we

signed the year ups, we'd have never thought that we should have put beside

that picture a future murderer f a chessie, even a potter had the fall

doggage and the paron caught the same my kitchen would be a murderer. I

would have never said that he was gonna murder Curtis Chising, not his best

friend. You don't know what bull cheer of mine. I remember hearing about

that. It's been twelve years ago, at twenty eleven, we heard that

the family a Chexie was having a hard time forgiving her my kitchen. I'm

sure they were. I'm telling you that would be a hard thing to do.

It's the for deal somebody that took the life to your side on the

man. I'm telling you, God knows every sinner took the light of the

sight, and God is willing to forgem every person within humanitate, prison and

future. For the mothers all praise the Lord. This message is slightly different

this morning, but it spollowed it. How can God do that? I

have no idea how he can do that. I despise capture so much that

I'm having a hard time even saying the word cancer because of what it's doing

to my son. But after a few days ago, feeling the Holy Ghost

promptly just to get down beside his bedside as he laid their riddle with infection,

and we didn't know which way it would go. And while I was

in there visiting with him, the Holy Ghost kept saying, just kneel by

his bedside and just take his hand and just pray ever so softly and tenderly.

That's a different manner than I prayed for people before, Brother Philip,

and it just kept coming to me the way the servant has continued to come

to me. And I just prayed with Brother Philip, and then the ladies

were having a baby shower, and the holy ghosts got to moving and the

baby shower around the same time, and Brother Philip, all of these precious

people were praying for you, and we saw that God performed a notable miracle

on your behalf. Even the doctor said that next morning. These things do

not happen like this, and the numbers just don't double, and especially don't

do more than triple over a short period of time, as yours has done.

Brother Tessy, I know that we received a good results, but that

does not make me have any better feelings concerning cancer. I'm telling you I'm

not I'm wanting to pucker up and kiss cancer in the mouth. I'm not

wanting to go buy the cancer of copy. It's with me every day I

think about it. I'm telling you, I turn my frustration, my anger,

and my hatred on the devil. I'm turning devil. If you're behind

this, you're being unsuccessful because I hate you, Lord than I've ever hated

you. I don't you know when we lost to my grand's son chapter he

was born prematurely. He was doing good. Send me the tide change.

What was rolling in for good is now old and out for bad. And

father Jessee her. I remember standing there when he took his last breath in

his mother in father's arms. Then I said to myself, damn one,

you think that you're gonna make me bidder. I'm telling you that I hate

you. I hate you, devil. You need to turn the angel that's

inside of you this feelings and gonna trust trace him that's inside of you on

the temple. That's what Joseph did. He said to talk who had their

parents of me, that you talk, you want control of my life.

You talk, you sent me away. But it was not you that sold

me. It was God. That's sit there, Brother Nethaniel, sister Rachel.

They don't kill like just a listener. The taking Maca I talked to.

He sold us in with this. But I want you to know.

Sit uself to a cousin, and God will bring us through around the joy

of Joseph. The Bible said that Jesus, when he considered that he was

soon to face Calvary's brown and have to climb up on that old cross and

be offered as a boody sacrifice for all of humanity. Upon consideration, he

said, for the joy set before me, I will and through the cross,

and I will despise the shame they come on now. Joseph didn't know

how Jesus was gonna do it. Joseph did not have the knowledge that we

have today. But we've got two memberical examples here that we can go through

something called a hardship or a try old hell. We pray join. Jesus

stood, let mister follow after. I said. He he's a student.

What mister follow after? And that's what we've got to believe. That is

still the Romans at twenty eight cock. All things work together for good if

you're called according to his purpose. It's looking for your good. I'm telling

somebody, we've gotta learn how to properly channel her energy and the feeling said,

you feel your soul. You can't turn it anywhere, You can't turn

it after. You gotta turn it the head. I'm telling you you don't

see it. What did you do? You are holding hor do you know

handing it? God will make this trial blessing, then it brings me to

my name. The Bible said that Joseph somehow had a proper understanding of what

was going on. Young peoples are important that we're paying attention when the preacher's

preaching, it's an important And when the Holy ghoste is the church into revival

and we're literally hitting the ways of revival head on, and we're getting the

Holy Ghost over spray on the old shipper's iron, I'm telling you that you

ought to have your head over the side of the boat and getting us past

and getting every bit of that holy ghost hydration that you can. You don't

person up, you don't have the Holy Ghost. We're knocking on another there

of revival. It's not going to be an announced revival. It's not going

to be a scheduled revival. I know when complicist to deal with me the

way he's dealing with me, or and the preacher or sucking. I'm not

going to schedule and depends on whom I missing, but I will and ready

for your person. I figured you rock. We are promised to revival through

the words of God. I still of God. I promised her to intial

restoration. A renewal. But you review. It's not that you don't know.

He refuse say to believe that you can be forgiven. He refused to

forgive yourself. Don't instruct me the baby even know what struck. You have

to man as you have to run up and receive. Beside that said,

per we're knocked on the door withviv It's been a year, just shy here

of wh we experienced that body revival. And already there's some praying and they're

seeking the Lord, and they're praying, and they're seeking the Lord and they're

praying. But there's some of you that don't have the holy ghosts. You

have not yet scheduled with your pastor one term meeting in far forest. It

tells me everything. If you're not getting in and praying with the church.

I'm not talking about those of you that drive further than forty miles, and

I'm talking about some of you that are flying under radar. You better deal

with that bitter cancer of unforgiveness or old sweet lamb of God. That's what

Isaiah was trying to do is tell these people you need to repent, and

you need to turn and you need to say I'm gonna go and sin no

more. Pharaoh had to be truly sorry. Him saying he was was not

enough. That's what we heard brother Samuel say this time last year, after

one of our services. He got away from the distractions. And for that

person, I'm actually parent everybody. That's what they're gonna do. They're gonna

pattern their experiences after somebody else. You ought to pattern it after the Bible,

and you ought to find your own. You need to experience in Jesus.

And your brother Samuel said. He went home and he said, he

fell down in this living room and he said, God, I'm the pastor's

son. I struggled the guitar. I do not live in sin. I

do not sin habitually, he said. But I just know that I don't

have peace in my soul with you the luck I should. And so therefore

I'm unable to flourish. When the preacher, don't you around my tree whatever,

that's just the house. And last Sunday they spread them a mirror around

this year after year, it's not making a difference. And Samuel got down

to the minty gritty with God and it got say true, and God begin

her and become a new creature in this living room. It did not happen

right here out eleven fifty three Cornelia Drive. It happened at twenty thirty two

Steve bus Suckle and I worked in the door. He didn't get the holy

ghost hearing of more than fifty three for real, your trial. This church

is not a sacred cow. He's being in not received their experiences in this

church house. Someone will receive your trups between the church and the polership.

Paul, it's not be in the building. I know some receipts. I'm

Bason here. I know some baptized in the Holy guests here. Hey,

I'm not looking for a new church building in order for you to five.

Hey, lets you feed in God. I'm not looking up for a new

touch ban and for our congregation and grow. I'm never looking for these sanctuary

here in order for you to five Chilling who said I have trolling he despite

the hardships? Who said, I tell you he despite the particular that's re

shaid. I tell her, if you're a heart, just a knowing,

we can get a church. Look at be preached to. We can receive

hope the same messages. Let's side Mason, the pre received, they breave

me, rocked the devil back to the Lord. I continue with See,

I have about two hours worth of preaching it. Then I'm trying to squeeze

in an hour, and it usually doesn't work very good. I've had a

burden for four or five days, and how am I supposed to preach all

this in less than sixty seventy minutes? Because your parents can talk to you

year at the year, and they don't get anywhere with you. I can

try to preach to you for an hour and a half, and I hope

we could get somewhere with you. But there are so many people today,

brother, they are not examples of forgiveness. There are many here today who

are shocked by Joseph's reactions of responses to the words of his brethren. But

Joseph understood that forgiveness is power. Joseph offered unconditional forgiveness before his breath and

repented. They did repent, but he had already forgiven them because he knew

he had been sent, not sold. He had been sent not sold counted

all joy. We fall into divers temptations, creature. I don't understand that.

I don't get that I do. I found the words of the Bible

to be true. It may be difficult to wrap our minds around Joseph forgiven

his brothers. It may be difficult for us to wrap our minds around the

Father Father God forgiven us for the sins that we committed that caused the death

of his son Jesus. But I want you to know that this man,

even though he had been offended and hurt so severely, he had already forgiven

his brethren before where they even asked him to do it. It's not a

matter of whether or not you're forgiven. It's a matter of whether or not

you will accept that forgiveness. You do realize every person within humanity, past,

present, and future have been forgiven. What they have to do is

accept it. Oh, come on now, if you could just get a

hold of out and realize, wait a minute, I should be trading that

vehicle and the loss of plainness says I'm forgiven. Yes, that should be

you that if you're wanting to do the same thing and you've got give on

your heart and you know you're not gonna do any better. And the Bible

said that with the Pharisees and the matter entious leaders of that day. They

brought that woman to Jesus who had been caught to in the hearing actor,

and left the man that was guilty too in the wakeful and left him behind

for a saying, when that castor down here, as they word a rabic

dog, that castor down because her sin was certainly damning. That cast her

down her because the words of the Moses, the law and Costs certainly said

stoned to death? But where is the other person? It was unholy judgment,

it was unholy tality. It was impured, it was taken. Oh,

come on now, and that's what some of us do. We come

and we're superficial art official reptens. We say, I'm been caught in a

very act. The preacher had my message. We knew here. We make

sure we don't mess off our hair. We make sure we don't mess off

our pictures. We must sure for a goomn, we don't mess off our

tests. And we lay here and we asked to forgiveness. But it's partial,

it's not complete. It's important. Come on that. He Jesus did

not like it. In the case of a rooman taught in adulty, he

did not like that the interprete transaction. I'm telling you you will have a

complete transaction. You will have their attentions of killing, he said, And

no more. That's what Jesus told this rooman. I forgive you, I

do not condemn you. But before you go, it not happen again,

I said, before you don't, just to be sure that you know so

it will not happen again. And when you pray you not to intend.

Oh, yes, sir for himself. You may have locked me in a

prison house, you may have three me, but I know you never happen

to me again. Then pull me. What's say No, it's like saying

no me ah, not getting this up, this burning. I'm telling you,

bralling me not to the tamplero to see this topic, I said,

he is what gets too complete. Total forgiveness as yours. You mean,

I'm forgiven. Yeah, accept it. I've got so much more to treat,

said, I keep treating U. Should we go to the house,

so Joseph realize, yes, I've been hurt severely. If you look at

the golden text that says, now therefore be not grieved nor angry with yourselves

that you saw me hither already immediately they had apparently started nudging one another and

saying, hey, we're in for it. There's no doubt that as Joseph

set up there upon the throne and figured that lion's head that was on the

end of the armress, there's no doubt that one of them brothers looked at

the other one they said, Man, that was a stupid idea. It's

come back to harness. Be sure your sins will find you out judgments upon

us. I'm sure some of them had big lumps going down their throat like

that Eger that it's one of that big burner book by a bug, you

know, just big lumps, brothers, Caleb. I'm sure some of them

pelled. Some of them probably got dazzy. Maybe the bodyguards asked one of

them like this waitress asked me this past week, sir, you okay,

have you ever ate something that gets stuck in you and your pipes down in

there and after about three or four minutes, it's still not going away?

And I did that at a restaurant. It got stuck right there, and

you know, for that three or four minutes, you wonders, it's a

heart attack or is that the food? What is that? And if you'll

get McDonald's French fries without drinking much, especially after preaching McDonald's fries alone will

do that to me and thy single time. It even does it to my

wrath and han on if you eat just the fries of themselves and you're really

hungry, and you eat a bunch of them quick. And that dear sweet

black waitress over there at Big V she said, sir, are you okay?

I guess she've been watching me, and she was talking to somebody In

mid conversation. She hollered across there and said, sir, are you okay?

And I just nodded at her and said, I'm okay, Mama,

I'm okay. I look okay. And that's what I'm asking somebody in this

building right here this morning, are you okay? And I know that Joseph

could tell by their countenance that something was not right. He could tell that

maybe some of them we're not truly sorry, but for the most part of

them, they were sorry. I'd say, brother. The thing, I

know that there was something that the bodyguards was saying, are you okay?

Can we get you something to treat what's wrong? Hey, brother Jesse.

We know how people are when fear gets a hold of them. God is

not wont to destroy you. I know that I've got the message this morning.

But this is not for your destruction. This is it for your salvation.

If you will find the those of saying he ain't don't beat yourself,

hop don't be angry at yourself. They should be sorry for what they got.

And the scouty riots, scoundrels, sorry, good for nothing brothers.

That's how they should be you when you're praying, that's how they should feel

when I have to feed the Joseph and saying forgive me, I'm sorry.

Oh yes, we should be sorry for our sin. But if you'll notice

that it's said right there, don't be angry with yourself that you sold me

hither someone might think, come and someone could say right here to somebody,

no sweat, no effort to strain at all, to say that. Really,

would you say that if you were Choseph, what you want to extinguish

their fire? What you want to put out their angry? Right now?

Whileless Joseph not like co out of it. I shook up all these years

so because he had a chore and a soul that newt list the acid for

dinner. This so you ever talk to somebody. Then they grew up.

Then they grew up the handle. Then he said, what happened? What

in the world calls that? Then you realize there's been something eating on there.

There's been some chewing over there, There's been something Keep the layety,

I love the fuck come on that. They realized her. Then Joseph said,

I am a chosen There was a quietness, there was a steelness,

there was a rest. When I say I have saved you, it would

happen that Jesus said, that would happen the church. I'm telling somebody right

here this voted, he will give you rest her for your told minute,

soul God, the moment of truth is manifested. And what's going to happen

in this day and hour? Someone expected oozies to come out in this day

and hour. Someone expect Joseph to request the sword from his bodyguard because they

let me in person be had every one. What would you do with the

history behind us that Joseph had the hind Us? What would you do?

No swept, no effort, no strain at all. I do the same

thing Joseph did. Wait a minute, Joseph's brethren sold him into slavery,

sending him away bound, left their baby brother in the hands of strangers that

could have relisted him physically, that did abuse him mentally. Then they went

home a suffered with their father presented his torn, bloodstained garments. They told

their father that Joseph had been killed by Wilde's savage, brute animal. This

was terrible enough. Then they hurt Joseph. They hurt Joseph year after year

after year because of one silly action that they didn't really think through. They

hurt their father, Jacob. He suffered for year upon year upon year.

Joseph suffered for year upon year upon year. We suffered because of other people's

choices, do we not? We suffered because of other people's bad decisions.

This offense was great. It was not a tiny offense. Joseph paid for

this year after year. In time there was a reunion of these family members.

And when it takes place, Joseph has become so powerful within the land

of his captivity. His captors had probably been executed. And I was thinking

about this careerfully over the weekend, and I said, what happened to his

captors? Those that brought him there into the land of captivity through the caravan.

What happened to them when they saw Joseph? Are you Are you the

one Pharaoh? Are you the yeah? I'm What did he do? Did

he order their execution? What happened all of those people that mishandled him while

he was in prison until he earned their confidence? I believe that I have

accurately concluded that he showed them all mercy because when I see how he handled

his brothers, who had created an even greater offense. Right, no doubt

every person that had offended him he had forgiven. So after pondering on the

words of our Golden text, Brother Jessee, I can't help but wonder that

all of these people that offended Joseph had been spared, and it's likely that

Joseph had forgiven them. And that's what we have to do. People have

offended us. Prodigal sons and prodigal daughters have offended us. People haven't heard

of Jesus said, you should not consider that a strange thing. Jesus said,

whatever they're gonna do to me, they're gonna do to you. Whatever

they have done to me, they're gonna do to you. How do the

leaders of the early Christian church that was so holy ghost infused a power pact?

How did they do what they did by the Jesse? How did they

do what they did without getting bitterness in their heart? How did widows come

to church knowing that their husbands have been cut in half the night before?

How did bitterness not get a hold of them. I'm telling you you can

choose to let bitterness get ahold of you if you want to. I'm telling

you, in this world we could see some abrupt changes and the pendulum could

swing to the other side where the anti Christ could have full reign and set

about the last seven years of time in a moment, but the jesting in

a moment, your mother could be widowed here because I would say, ouse

an independent of the customer holding this preacher, I'd be one of the first

time to be targeted by the spiritu of an anti Christ. Now let me

ask you something, Sister Hannah. It's easy right now, sitting on that

pew and saying I'm a pastor's daughter. I know he's gonna be on a

program in the mix. I know that he's getting annoyed and preaching her.

I know that our family's being lossed her. I know that I spect nothing

of the wonderful things, But what if the tide turned her and I was

murdered, had a bitterness would try to get to a hold of you.

And there is nothing a sinful executioner can do to anybody that's more harmful,

hard, debilitating, hard damning damn to get to somebody to get bitterness in

that aren't because of what they cutting aside out what the devil couldn't do the

sister hand as she said on the pill, but you let us start eating

on her. I can't believe they did that my daddy. I can't believe

they left my daddy's head to ditch. Somebody said we shouldn't talk about these

things. Since when what church do you belong to? You? Anyway?

I'm telling you out in the sick cut, sick of the cowardice that I

see in the show called churches. We protest prosperity preaching, but we preach

prospectity. We just preach a perverted, twisted version of it. And the

Bible said all that are godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. If the

preachers were preaching the way they're supposed to be preaching. Whether their name's Noah,

Moses, Jonah, Isaiah, Jesus, or Joseph, they're gonna be

persecuted. But if you're preaching things everybody wants to hear, you're not gonna

be persecuted. But what if you're being persecuted for doing nothing wrong? What

about it? The Bible said, Jesus never spoke anything that was wrong.

Jesus never spoke anything, Brother Jesse that was tainted or perverted or polluted.

He never spilled out doctrine that wasn't sound. Jesus never filled anybody with a

deathfel Jesus never murdered anybody. Y'all aren't getting us this point there out.

I'm preparing a generation they will understand that good things happened to people are bad

things happen to good people. The spirit of job with some say, is

one of the oldest meaning. One of the earliest characters of the Bible.

He said, shall I not receive bad from the Lord as I have received

good? The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away. Bless it be the

name of the Lord. I a preach it this past Wednesday night with them

apostles were brought before men like a grip of Festus, Feelings and Herod,

and they were forced to bow, not willingly, but men that could raise

the dead, men like Peter, that could speak and people fall dead,

men like Peter whose shadow pass it over some people could be healed. And

to think that them, pipsqueak leaders and government of officials felt like they were

lords over these meek and mild mannered lambs that really had the power. Like

Jesus, he said, if I wanted to right now, I can call

down legions of angels, and all of them centurions, them soldiers, six

hundred number would testify and say, hey, amen, because when Jesus said,

you're talking to me, I am he the one you're looking for,

six hundred Roman soldiers stood on their face immediately. Are y'all getting this?

When somebody with that kind of power humbles themself, That's something I try to

practice. Opten. Humble yourself and you realize that me and like a Grandpa

Herod best Feelings Festus, they realize I know I'm power us an impotent up

against this man. I've got more money, I've got more position, I've

got more prominence, but not really, because all that matters, it's what

we have an eternity. But it's amazing how powerful the spirit of greed is,

the spirit of position, the spirit of posture, prominence tower. Even

though the man said, I am not a sup all those you persuaded me,

all those. It takes a great person to realize greatness comes from littleness.

I told Sister Hall the last night. I said, I truly now

have a different outlook on life. I said, after going down there to

Miami and run through the bay and seeing that three hundred million dollar yacht and

seeing what appeared to be read deck men walking around on it when their hats

been and fish and hooks on the brim, and I realized, man,

they was just as humpty dumpty goopy looking as anybody. I realized the devil

plays people so well. And I stood there on a rented boat with my

bride and realized there's way more spiritual power instead of me. And I'll stood

there and looked at that famous soccer player's apartment that costs two million dollars at

Wayside, and then I went over there and looked at his house. I

think it was fifty million dollars or whatever it was. And P Diddy,

that guy's in trouble right now. They're talking about that his friends with TD

Jakes. He's out there in his front yard waving at us. And I

thought, man, who is that? I know who it is? Who

cares who that is? Sister how It gets on the phone and says,

I want to show you the most famous man in the world. Puts it

on me. She's showing her kids. Here's the most famous thing in the

world. We didn't care one thing about all the time, all right,

we didn't. But I told us to how one thing it did do it

put every person that thinks there's something under my feet, because I realized that

hell will strip everybody of everything, and so will heaven. And I realized

that life itself is put a drop in the bucket compared to everlasting waters of

eternity, Russian vicious, wealthy water. Oh, I want something right here,

And I told her, I said, it doesn't matter if it's an

a less celebrity, a less celebrity, if it is some sort of government

official, if it's Donald Trump, if it's Joseph Bower, if it's Fladimir

puting us at sister, how I really feel like I considered a presence with

my legs, trust her and look at them and tell them with love,

without my blood pressure, even elevating as to who they are, as to

what to God, what position they hold? Her and was much tity and

compassion. I could try her and say, what happened to you? What

made you feel survived? What made you hate the world? What anxious some

years of I'm telling you, I've left? And I cried and I realized

so thed nothing about perfect so on the cable street and I looked, telled

her and I didy. I said, that's a tide of com We were

pity her executions. Let take that parentage of our people. We were pity

those. Let take advantage of the chill it. Oh God, we weren't

pity. Those are the pews. We pray for them. They don't use

us. We'll pray for them. They use that. You're love here,

proditionally. You're not getting this, are you. It's not to be little

there. It's not to push myself up and push them down. Truly,

something inside of me has snapped, and I realized these people are miserable,

no matter what they've got what happened to you? Didn't you feel bad when

you're not your brother in the back when you took his what John the Badness

said, you ain't feel bad about it? Are you seeing there? As

a response, these people are happy, They're not happy. They don't have

the joy. I guess I'm just now preaching. I try to give you

so much foundation. They don't have the joy. They don't have the joy

out of Joseph. They're looking at us. They dropped out about what they're

gone. They feel bad about who was stuff told, They feel bad about

who took advantage job. But you know what they can be forgogether, I

said, they can't be take you about it. There was a group for

burners being executed. As the martyrs were being executed, they began to sing

a song. As they sang that song, you can hear the third of

a killer team at the base of the chocolaw brother Jes and they continued singing.

You hear another third. You listen more closely, you realize they're singing

a song of joy. He's saved. These people suppose they have power over

them. They can take their houses, they can take their lands, they

can confiscate their properties, they can take advantage of them. They feel like

they ruin in life, Galatine. The guillotine is still going up and it's

going down. Innocent, pure minded people earning the honest, living, serving

God his spirited and truth, being faithful unto death, having their head cut

off. How you gonna feel now, Jeremy, How I gonna feel for

them his grandson. Don't feel bitterness, don't feel anger. I'm telling you

this generation to turn it off right here. This is when I'm down here

in the teaching. This is when I'm done with about the house. And

they say he's long winded. Sometimes we don't get in our good part till

work out sixty seventy minutes. Even still off a couple of hundred heads today,

Holy righteous people, people are saying, you know what you're doing.

Any pride, Harry is unlawful for you to have your brother's wife. You've

cut the head off the holdness preacher, you cut him off your podcast.

You can cut him out of your life. You can fire the prophet.

But there's one thing God never do is crush the spirit of Joseph. Guillotine's

going up and it's going down, and that'll sick twisted executioners, picking heads

up and throwing them in baskets. Little girl starts caving the pressure, and

she starts to deny her Jesus. About that time, her uncle that passes

the church towards the back of the life starts singing loud, and she starts

thinking about the words of what he's singing. Courage comes up inside of her.

She gets a joy. Brother Philip Jesus becomes Jubilee says, I can't

deny, no way, no change Guiltine's still going up and going down to

saints or still marching. But sister Hamming, what they notice, Let's get

quieter, because what was two or three hundred dollars fifty? Then they notice

it's getting on down twenty or thirty. Then brother Phillips get down to eight

or ten. Then there's the pastor, the uncle and the wife and that

little girl. She's talking to the king. And the king said, little

girl, do you not know I have power right now to preserve your life,

for power to destroy right now? If you'll deny Jesus and deny you

up the fellowship of the church, all let's you go. Then she hears

her aunt singing along with her uncle. Her aunt goes to the shop block.

Guillotine goes up, comes down. Now there's one voice left and it

is her uncle, and he's singing. Guillotine goes up. The silence,

bitterness players up the sun. Well am I gonna do? Now? It

doesn't matter. I could just walk away? What's she gonna do? Sister?

How The holy ghost moves and she has divine understanding and she asks the

king who has been doing everybody willing to take the advantage of everybody who had

just gone below, She says, what happened to you? H Immediately the

big mighty King, as I said earlier, suddenly he's at the feet of

the little girl and my sister Hannah. There's some of you not getting he

was doing all that because of business. He was angry. I'm telling you

God's in this service. If I've ever preached the service that I knew God

was in this morning, the King was ordering the execution of good people.

The little girl, much little than him, finally says, what happened to

you? Why are you doing this? Happened to you immediately? The little

girl traded places. There's a lot of people doing things to other people.

Because they've been hurt. Why are you doing this? They said? After

Tile that ordered the execution of Jesus, his story said he walked around every

day and each night bringing his hands, said, I can't get the blow

it off. I can't get the blood off because I know what I did

that, I know what I did to that innocent versa. It's just a

hand. You can be dismissed if the devil can get you to weave a

web that's so thick that you desern is impossible for you to get out,

a web of deadly silk, a tangled web that we weave, an intricate

design, and we feel like because it is so terfectly designed and so secure,

that there's no hope for us, that it's king. I want you

to know this morning that Jesus can provide it into date for a sting of

death which is biting us, and I have so much worn breaks. Genesis

fifteen and fifteen it said that when Joseph's brethren saw that her father was dead,

they said, Joseph will peradventure hate us and will certainly quiet us all

the evil which we did unto him, brother Roque. They thought for sure

Joseph would have a flare up after while, they thought for sure, brother

Jesse, after Jacob died and he's going to have their hands. But he

didn't. And I want to say to somebody this morning, I'm feeling this

message. Someone needs to let go of that anger and that hurt is killing

you. Someone needs to let loose and that bitterness it's eating you away.

This unresolved anger will lead to bitterness, which will escalate the violence that will

hang with Rebinge. Brother Jesse, would you come to the piano, Brother,

The Bible said, if we confess our sins, he is faithful and

just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all and righteousness.

At the first sight of his brother, and Joseph could have exploded what he

did because the Lord had forgiven him. He had forgiven himself. The Bible

said, for if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly father will also

forgive you. But if you forgive not men their trespasses, either were your

Father in Heaven forgive your trust passes brother Roaduap. Just within the last week,

I have realized just how tornmented people are. I have a burden,

brother Caleb, not a fantasy, not thinking highly of myself. That's these

young preachers we provoke to foolishness. But I realized whether their kings, queens,

aimless, celebrities, businessmen, business women, papers, whoever the lawd

is the maker of them all. And I realize every last one of them,

we're tormented if they don't have peace with God, if they're unsaved.

Every one of them were tournamented. There are some things that will not help

us when we're tormented. A new car will not help us. A new

vote, a new house, a new spouse, and new occupation, a

new career, a new job. So how can we have joy? You

have Jesus, Jesus, let's stand Wait a minute. You mean Jesus endured

the cross with join? You mean I could endure this with join? Yeah,

when you realize you've been sent, not sold, let's bow aheads and

close our eyes this morning. Some of the menaces and bosters of society are

those people that have been hurt by others. Listen, just because somebody hurts

you doesn't mean you should hurt others. The Bible said, vengeance is by

and I shall repay saith the Lord God will vindicate. So what's Joseph's joy

from the road cap no one. He's in the hand of God, knowing

he's in the plan of God, knowing he's in the will of God,

knowing that he belongs to God. That's enough, Brother Ethan. Certainly circumstances

and events of his life did not make sense. If you're that person here

this morning, being eaten alive by anger, resentment, bitterness, raise your

hand because I know you're in here. One. Two, that's what I

thought, just a few of us, three, four. I didn't expect

a lot of hens this morning for your trying to see. We're going to

have a general ultra call, but I want us all to trying to move

forward if we can. And I want you to think for a while and

ask the Lord to give you joy instead of bitterness. That he will.

You've been forgiven, you can forgive others. God would know you. What

did they do to you that made you so angor what happened to you,

Joseph. They could do anything to Joseph that would cause him to lose his

joy. That's what the devil's trying to do with cancer, sickness, renal

failure. I want to tell those of you that raised your hand. Forgiveness

is power. Forgiveness is power, saying Joseph had the power of the position.

A man needed to inflict great harm upon his brethren, but he didn't.

Instead of punishing them, he forgave forgetful pass for you again the bother,

the buts our trucy that became our mistage student in the ashes, the

pregeous way, the pain and hardy not the blood archeees, uh does one

can there's a place called forgivening at this room there for you? Where's the

blasses where the best off? Don't see because you got see tells you that

you can't go call again? But the father is lady, you may you

have wonder from the bath you found yourself on me and laws a long way

from the guilty inside sas that you cannot be fucking on the stone all but

the places you came with the past off you've seen little cover you're now side

say it tells you hold me that day, go call again the fathers with

arms gold and by the blood see game. We've all made our choices and

became our mistige student. The asshes, the bridges weave, the painting hardy

blood. The blood U geez just wander beyut can't do. There's a pace

called forgiving and this room therefore you all the bloods is the past door behind

your sill. Be o your car to see that you get mad Dog of

the father replained to me to why the person you