Face To Face With What I Need - Bro Chuck Scrivener 8-10-2025

Shave you opportunity to be here.

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I've been looking forward to it in your little Lord

in the house today on you even I believe God

wants to help somebody. Christ is is anybody here needs

help today? Surely somebody does. The Lord has spoke to

my heart to preach this message. And I thought of

the house, gonna.

Get on there for a minute, and he didn't hit him.

He so that's all right, thought, Amen, all right, let's

get relaxed here. Calm down. Amen, you now see me.

I'll see you what he say.

We have church.

But if you let kindred spirit out.

Je me as a praise God, us have church here today.

I want to appreciate the accommodation. It's the place to stay.

I appreciate h that beautiful water. I a little that

water and H yeah, I think it was. I don't

remember just exactly how long ago now, twenty eleven. I

had my first stroke and it wasn't a bad one.

It wasn't too bad. I bounced back pretty quick from

that one. Then I had the second stroke, and uh,

it was pretty bad. And then the third stroke was terrible,

and now I thought I was gonna die on that

third stroke but.

You know, God's seen a reason. I didn't have nothing

to do with it.

I kind of feel like I was on my way out,

but God had a reason to keep it around.

Then I had COVID nineteen and they said he ain't

gonna make it. I didn't know where I was at

in the world and all I had no clue what

was going on. And uh, well we bounced back from back.

After seventeen days in the hospital.

My son called down every day and house my dad

doing and they said, well, he used to make your progress.

He said what the pastor said, want to go, and

then talked about progress, won't go, We need to make progress.

Never did I regress, but I progressed email.

Then two years later they said, you gotta have an

open heart surgery.

Funny thing. I was laying on the table there and

the heart caath. No, you don't have two.

Heartcas in my in my time, and uh one of

them they put me to sleep.

Well, this one they didn't put me to sleep.

And the doctor talked to me the whole time, and

he said, mm, it's saying good.

How may that here? God man, what's going on?

Finally he said, I ain't gonna be to let you

go home. He said, you lived too far away. I

was about thirty five minutes from the hospital.

He said, you live too far away. He said, I'm

having to punch in the hospital. That was on Monday.

On Wednesday morning, they'd done heart surgery, and God brought

us through that.

Thank God. I know, you know, we've all got a time,

We're all appointed at that time to die. We're all

gonna die one day. But as for now, I'm here

with you.

Thank God.

Let's have everybody, hey man, all right. In the Book

of Mark, chapter number ten.

Good secret, sister Frock, good friend of ours, and some mothers.

Here for Aaron.

Good. See.

We don't know everybody. We know a few of you.

He went on.

Mark, chapter ten, verse from A forty six. And they

came to Jericho. And as he went out of Jericho

with his disciples and a great number of people, blind Bartimaeus,

the son of Tomaus, sat by the way highway side daddy.

And when you.

Heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to

cry out and say, Jesus, thou son of David, have

mercy on me. And many charged him that he should

hold his peace and he cried the more and a

great deal, Thou, son.

Of David, have mercy on me.

And Jesus stood sty and commanded him to be called.

And they called the blind men, saying, unto him be

of good comfort.

Rise.

He calleth thee or the privilege, And he, casting away

his garment, rose and came to Jesus. And Jesus answered

and said unto him, what wilt thou that I should do?

Unto thee? The blind men said, unto him, Lord, that

I might receive my sight.

And Jesus said, unto him, go thy way, Thou faith.

Has made thee hole.

And immediately he received his sight and followed Jesus in

the way.

Pray with his father.

We love you, Cadre, so grateful today to me standing

in the presence of God God. Pray God this morning

the Lord, that the will of God be done.

Pray that you touch every.

Heart and every life.

We pray that you're minister to us to day. God

through your word, God, give us a great all? Can

we pray? And we ask it all in the name

of Jesus.

And everybody said amen, And he let it be speaking.

If the Lord will help me this morning I want

to preach on this simple thought, face to face with

what I need. Bartimaeus is where he's been now for

a long time, perhaps too will. It seems to me

though he's been waiting for a certain sound every day.

He's waiting on that certain sound, that certain footstep, that

certain whisper, maybe that certain voice.

He knows, but he's not for sure if he's going to.

Recognize it when he hears it has been a long way,

My goodness, say that you've been there.

I've been there, You've been there. We've been there.

When it was such a long way it seemed like

it wasn't going on ever end.

But we waited, didn't we? What else do you do?

Church?

What else can you do? The only thing I know

to do is wait? And that what's the word of

God tells us.

Wait upon the Lord.

Man.

How many knows what it is to wait on God?

You know, when we wait on God we grow stronger, we.

Grow stronger, and then the day comes. Everything is pretty

much the same.

And always as begin. But then Jesus artimaus can't see.

He hears the noise.

He inquires us to what that noise is? He's told

it's not for you. Don't you worry about it any

anything you need to be concerned about. His expectation is

now through the roof, so to speak. He stops Jesus

with his Christ, and then Jesus stops in his tracks

and he calls from all of Maatus. Suddenly, now he's

face to face. WHOA, I love it, don't you?

I love it when.

I'm face to face with the Lord? How mean is ever?

Being face to face with the Lord? Part of mass

face to face with the Lord, and he realizes what

he's being needed and what he needs right now is

before him. What an awesome tender church, to know that

what you need you ain't gonna have to wait on

it no longer. What you need is standing right before you.

You're looking out ball out or with what you need.

I feel like there's somebody here today.

You're in great need.

You need to stand and look out ball at our

ball with exactly what it is that you. Finally he's

face to face with what he've been needing for a

long time. There's two things to remember. He wanted his

healing and he wasn't leaving with that God determination. I

need my healing. I may not get my healing immediately.

But I need my healing. If I'm not gonna get

it immediately, then I'm gonna wait on him.

I'm gonna I'm not leaving. I'm gonna stay right here right.

I know we can't stay at church day and night.

I know we can't do that, and I understand that.

And I'll tell you something. You don't have to stay.

At church.

When you realize what you need is coming.

When you realize that you can get what you need

from God. He it pays us to stay faithful to God.

It's pays us to stay ready because in an hour

that you're not taking about God, I come by and

he'll touch your body, He'll touch your mind.

They'll give you what you need.

He'll make everything good that's been bad for a long

time to call.

Now.

God knows you, and he knows what you need, and

he knows what He's gonna give it to you. But

you've gotta need paper to wait upon the lawd every man,

because it's gonna be a glorious moment. It's gonna be

a glorious time. Amen, when we see him taste the face,

any lays a handle on its amen.

And heels our note d any man.

I don't know. Listen.

Maybe it's having to wait for a long time.

I don't know.

Maybe it's just because bart of me Is had been.

Blind all his life a man, but somehow or another

he knew that.

Jesus have one he needed.

I'll come over.

Here now you know today where ye he's gonna come from?

You know today?

Who's gonna heal you? Why don't we wait?

To Amen?

You may have to wait just a little hour longer,

any man, he knows your need.

But yet time, Amen, he'll heal. He'll heal you. He'll

touch you in his timing. And until that time.

You're gonna have to await. The Namas waited a long time.

Maybe you waited a long time. But I'm gonna tell

you something.

That hitter he is in the house.

They in the way, Baker is in the house. But

need me the is in the house. Can somebody say, man.

For monamas?

There first came that invitation, and he'd been waiting, he

had been listening, he had been looking for it.

Now came the invitation. And then after the invitation came,

there was a great.

Realization, Amen, that God is about to give me what

I've had neither or a little time.

You can't you can't help me get heppy.

You can't help me get signed, Amen, because you know

you're about to.

Get what you needed for a long long time.

And my misery, misery, missmn, A man is about to

go out the door.

Right, they're come on here now.

Ain't dding great things?

Amen?

All it's been a tree that's been a long time coming.

Now, there's many times when you didn't know for sure

if you just don't get.

It at all? Now went all of a sudden.

Now you're standing in the presence.

A man of the old lighty and man no love.

Now who is Abel the Law, who's not only able,

but will and can and does and did?

Amen?

And so we just wait until the Lord news.

Remember when Elijah heard the still small voice and he

knew the things were about to get better.

Well, I looked at it this way. Barna mass heard

it too. Only listen.

Only it was in the excitement of the crowd, Amen,

the rally of the crowd from Barna Manes. They too,

there was some there. They too knew that Barni Maez

had a great need. Not everybody there was mean of

bart Ams. Not everybody treated him like he wasn't nobody

not everybody was mean too. There was some there. I

believe that rallied upon him. They were just like today.

They were for him. Poor mornins. I'd like to see

get this kid.

I'd like to see God touch you. I'd like to

see normal.

There's anybody though, so they man, they were rooted for

him by somehow, Brother Rock.

I feel like it.

Was that crowd then he heard he man, and that

crowd was excited.

That crowd was poor him.

That crowd knew they seen Jesus walking through the town.

Hey, they knew he was theirs.

Hey and she's okay, shad, Hey, God and good things

we're in their hearts and minds. Hey man, come on now,

I want to kiss somebody here this morning. Now, Hey man,

he's here.

Heyday. Whatever you have ito like, whatever is you been

going through?

Here?

Like whatever it is you ever gets right now? I

want to know he's in there.

Why come on, he's passing to get your will, amad

that he wants to hear from you. I think it's

somebody would just cry it out. Now, there's somebody with

just hear kid's heart. There's somebody would call his name.

I mean it's topped right here. Hit this certain right now.

Amen in motion for you to come or sending for

you to come. Amaen, now you get what you need today?

I said, you give what you y'all have right now,

Adam that go with that, go in.

God can't touch you right now. Let's just say that

was a great desperation on funivation's part. I want you

to understand this. Now, this this desperation. I mean, you're

god man. After all, he had been through.

Day and night, every single moment, every second that passed by.

What he had been through, there was a lot of

desperation built up, a lot of desperation.

He was a desperate human being.

Oh yeah, I want to understand something here. He didn't

like being where he was. You don't like being where

you walk. It didn't feel good and it didn't have

a good fitling. It just I don't know to have

been there, so I don't really know, but I know this.

It couldn't have been good. He had been there a

long time. Desperation had built that. I'm gonna tell you,

when desperation gets built upon you, they ain't no devil

the hell gonna stop.

You gonna call in Jesus' name. Hear me, you heard

the more they have no devila.

Hell, it's gonna stand in the lake church are outside

the church.

Hey man, that's gonna stop you from calling his name?

You see it.

Perhaps perhaps you're here today and you have a great

need in your body and great need in your life,

but you're not willing to be desperate enough.

You're not willing to sew that desperation.

Maybe you're not mad, you just don't have that type

of desperation built up yet.

Come on, now, you know I don't want to tell

somebody here this morning. You need to get sick.

And tired of.

You need to get sick and tired. You need to

build it up, you.

Until you can't hold it standing no more God, until

tired of your scream out.

It doesn't matter who's looking, little matter who's here. He

made the matter of the governor anybody to be here

with matter and man.

Who it was.

He did because you're so guestment, You're sick and tired

of the way things are. I've had enough, You've had enough,

and he cakes taking them all off.

You can't take it, them off of it.

And you stand to your feet now and you yell

us right as you can't stop, don't know no further.

Jesus please stop, and I gotta hand your hell. I

gotta have your time like he.

Ainting out of here in a small come on here

one ticket, honust with God.

They don't sell. He't anybody here right now, lose you

just fill in colorade.

You let the thing got tang on and said call

his name, turn to somebody, call us name.

You ain't he come out telling us?

Say about stop him?

Stop him. They're coaching me while he's dog.

M stop.

Jesus, hey, chase out all.

The stops off forgoty have you got in the chaps?

There's somebody just look at about that.

The always need a boy.

You gotta have this times.

You need to stand face to face up what the

very thing these dogs? He anything wants somebody right now

stop him.

You're helping. You're helping.

He's in the house. You're help do anything that stay

that very thing that you knew.

I won't stop and say this. I'm sixty four years old.

I've told you what I've been through. That's just a

little bit of it. And I don't like it when

the devil messes with me.

I don't like it. Number one, I don't like the devil.

Number two.

I don't like him messing with me. Ain't none of

his business. You ain't got no business messing with me.

I'm sick, do it?

Hum gonna tell you that it was a man, sick

of it.

I'm sick everything, I'm kids. Oh God, I just wish

somebody here today. I just wish somebody right in the hand, because.

I know you're here.

I know you're here, all tame from the surface. That

look good. They've been going pretty good seeing me. Hey maybe,

but you've got you got something breaking you, you got

something you go have. You need to stop him right now.

You need to stop it.

They called the devil just gonna keep attaching, and he's

gonna keep u lie because you won't.

Stop DN, you won't.

Stop tolor, you won't ask guy for help.

I'll come out here, watch ang way, lies, I.

Can't break you about, want anybody to tell you time.

Let's just get the job done, don't you know that's

wait here?

My arm done.

Part of mes fell.

Way felt.

I've got to get this chopter.

I'm gonna through this morning. Now he's about to go crazy.

It's enough to make you go crazy. But Rock telling

you about things he's going through. I'm telling you it's

nothing to drive you craziest things I've been thinking all

about it.

It's enough to drive you crazy. I was in the

hospital room with COVID nineteen. I've been there up to

that point. Well, no, this was the seventeenth days.

The doctor was coming.

They done told me. But then I didn't have COVID nineteen.

Yet.

The doctors came in nine o'clock that morning, say four

o'clock that evening. I was still in there. Oh, this

is a pastor. It it doesn't build up.

A little twenty two of you.

Old girl come in by nursing named Casey. First day.

I've ever seen her on the seventeenth day, first the

first time. She didn't been in every brother there. She's

a little young.

I don't know. I guess she is cool. I don't

know in term of whatever she was.

She come in.

See begin doing what nurses do. I'm waiting on the doctor.

I'm fighting back tears right now. I'm fighting back tears.

And I looked at her as she'd learned everything she

came in to do, and before she went out I.

Said, Casey, and I lost you just started to cry,

he said, Casey. I said, I gotta get out of here.

I got church at ten o'clock in the morning. I

haven't been here at seventeen days.

I'll look pastor and I want to be there, whether

I preaching or not, I want to be there.

I see tears well up and right.

She said.

She said, mister Chuck, you have a little conversation every time,

said mister Church.

She said, I'm going to find the doctor and I'm

gonna do my best to do toginning.

And I said, God, bless your heart. She left him

and I sat lay there and waiting, sitting town of

the place. I wanted out, everybody.

Understand, sound out there. After a while he came up,

little doctor water in there. He walks past me my bed.

Here.

You watch him past the bed. He goes over to

the window, and you saw she up in ire to me.

Now in there, my dear god.

Man, you didn't seen him. Finally, I said, darting right,

he turned and looked at me. I said, you wanna

let me go home today? He said, you got your

family up here? I said, my whole.

It was out there somewhere and live it. Come to

get me, he said, But I guess I wanna let

you go home. I'a tell you what. I was so distria.

I don't know what my next move would have been. There,

I said, you gotta stay one more night. I don't know, Lord,

my next move would have been. Huh, but I was

I believed I was desperately night. I couldn't walk. I've

been here seventeen days.

I live been owt to bed seventy I didn't want

but I had no how to walk all over again.

But I was got ready to get it.

If I want to hit the floor, every.

Going to come out of the bed, come in a

clean desperation. Here will be at something. I need that

same kind of today on your lips right now?

Huh.

You look to it and it's been bad. You're seeking

tired of it, won't you? Protested that? I want you

let tod I know right will go right now this.

I'm I believe it's somebody here right now. I believe

it a long haul. I think I could run.

I think I could just about conclude you. I'm not

too pretty, but I would be gone to move.

He's something here right now you need you get through

your hands.

So I mercy on.

Telling you know, Jesus out, Albert, Jesus out, Jesus out.

I'm just kind of I'm taking too for I'm talking to.

Look, yeah, you gotta be old.

Ain't sixty four on the four six teenager and I'm

telling you you just gotta get estate enough.

He tired of it.

He gets sick out.

They took mind U. I ain't going to another money board.

I didn't make all wind up.

I want go day They teenth day, Sunday was the

next day. I was going to the house of garden.

You just gotta may give.

Me nine o'clock. Get God in his house. God, listen,

I'm trying to help you.

Why don't you step out right now?

Why don't you step down right now? Come on and

now it's kind of hip you go o pret.

I was reading go bad, oh doctor, doctor, causs God

my laughs.

Your eyes I got as him. He's a eyess and

eyes I've had a laugh.

I have laughed.

I'm all let down. He is like shut and look down.

He his way like me shutbody not told anybody who

can't you can't trip hip the name up to.

Yeah, study.

He's waiting here for somebody in this house, like in somebody.

Stopping stop him, Lord God along behind that, thinking, I.

Jack come up many SB turn. I come to.

God the waiting tattoo.

In the name of Jesus, jod my Dad, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.

Tell somebody, somebody, Jesus, my God help. I said him that.

You get it. If you wanted, I said you did it.

If you wanted, you just gotta press on to following

a man, you gotta get desperate, you really want him,

You're gonna have to get dessert.

I'm gonna tell you that now.

God's gotta for you. But if you want him, you're

gonna have to get going. That's you don't want.

Tomorrow right now.

If you want to talk to leave us, you are

to get pressed.

So on in and be work. That's for now.

If you want what God's got thinking, I believe God's

trying to help somebody got now.

I believe that.

I believe it. I couldn't stand the thought of him.

I swear I'll giving you like I can't stand the

thought of going.

Through this one more hour?

Can I win the heaters in the house, And I'll win.

The White makers and co say come on, come on,

you might as well for a hand like that and

intd you I wear no head.

Like that and internet for whatever it is.

I still feel the holygolls. I still feel lost. I

still feel good. He had somebody. Yes you is, yes you,

yes you come?

I want too many?

Come on, sir, I'm too d Can I see then?

How too, Mandy hep you hold me holy honey.

To stretch.

Why I I'm asking the dead, I'm coming. I'm calling

you Bella, I'm calling you telor.

Someone's can't hand the way, someone's don't man the way?

How can the only stand to children? Here till it?

Don nott me tut you leave me a purpose to

I don't know who you know? Who know who had

changed on.

The power of God.

No, it's.

Cheeses like you know what she needs?

You know what's got right God, in the name of church, teacher,

teacher la right, really, in.

The name of chis we need to bend. He needed

to be good. You need to call somebody, get in

your good, somebody getting phrase.

Somebody worship. Come you need mercy. That tell to messer

rsa press.

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feel in this I kill a holidays in this book.

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you know, I got