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Convictions, Courage And My Heart Nolan Bechtel

Halsey Mennonite Church

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  1. Good morning and greetings this morning, and Jesus Name, Jesus Name,

  2. because he is the reason why we're Here's the reason

  3. why we're We can travel clear across the country as

  4. some of you obviously have, and are worshiping with a

  5. group of believers, finding the spirit directing our hearts together

  6. because of Jesus. I bring you greetings from the Hill

  7. Country Order Congregation. It's good to be here with you again.

  8. Thank you for directing our minds to that passage in Isaiah.

  9. The Word of the Lord and the power of the

  10. Word of the Lord. There's no question as to the

  11. effectiveness of God's word. There's no question as to the

  12. effectiveness of his spirit. The question this morning as relates

  13. to my thought process and standing at this place and

  14. sharing with you, is my humanity. That's the question. I

  15. wish for that to stay out of the way and

  16. not get in the way of the Lord wanting to

  17. do all he wants to do with his word. I've

  18. titled the exploration this morning Convictions, Courage, and my Heart.

  19. There's a lot of different directions that I'm sure if

  20. we would take turns sharing a couple line sentence about

  21. that title. A lot of different directions it would go.

  22. I'm sure of that. For one reason is that my

  23. mind has gone in a whole lot of different directions

  24. with the title, and so you put different minds to it.

  25. I'm sure there's a lot of different ways. Romans fourteen

  26. is a chapter, and we're not going to spend much

  27. time there. But Romans fourteen is a chapter that deals

  28. with the differences between backgrounds, brothers, sisters, perspectives, differences of conscience,

  29. eating of meat. It talks about there a variety of

  30. things come to the table, and it talks about the

  31. sensitive or the weak conscience. I'll call it that. It

  32. kind of finishes up the chapter. The last couple verses

  33. of that chapter with a thought said a couple different

  34. ways that whatever is not of faith is sin. Whatever

  35. is not of faith is sin. What does that mean

  36. in the context of all of that. I'm sure you

  37. probably contemplated that verse, and I still contemplated, and I'm

  38. not sure that I wrap my mind around all of it.

  39. I'm sure I don't. In fact, whatsoever is not a

  40. faith is sin in the context of serving each other

  41. and respecting each other and protecting each other and deferring

  42. to the other and sorting through my own mind what

  43. is right, what is wrong? Whatsoever is not of faith

  44. is sin? I think that pertains to our subject here

  45. this morning. Keep that in the back of your mind

  46. as we as we talk a little, think about conviction.

  47. How would you define conviction. I think it's a belief

  48. that we are convinced of. We could go many different

  49. directions with that. It's a belief that we have that

  50. we feel like God wants to shape my life with

  51. this belief. God wants me to He wants it to

  52. guide my life, he wants it to take me in

  53. a particular direction. The persuasion convictions are beliefs that can

  54. and should be developed over a period of a lifetime.

  55. It's not something that at conversion snap and the convictions

  56. are there and you have the premise whereby you're going

  57. to make all of your decisions and the assurance and

  58. the surety that the right didn't work that way for

  59. me anyway. It's a process of growth and understanding and

  60. learning to listen to the Holy Spirit, and learning to

  61. understand God's word and hearing from my brothers and understanding

  62. that some of my perspectives that I've hosted are wrong.

  63. Perspectives and need to be changed, need to be adjusted.

  64. Convictions finally, should be framed in the contents, in the

  65. context of God has said, shouldn't they we make application.

  66. We understand scripture and it affects life, and we decide

  67. we don't do this over here, because God's word says

  68. this here, so we make application to it. Convictions framed

  69. in the context of what has God said? What does

  70. he say about this now? Convictions getting a little more

  71. closely to our subject this morning. Can be held solely intellectually,

  72. or they can be persuasions that are rooted in our hearts.

  73. We want to sort that just a little bit. Maybe

  74. part of that sorting could be done just to guide

  75. our minds in the direction of truth. Here could be

  76. done from Matthew twenty three, verse twenty three, where Jesus said,

  77. one to you scribes and pharisees and hypocrites, for ye pay,

  78. So he's talking about the law. Here ye pay ties

  79. a mint and coming and annis and so on. You

  80. fulfill the law on all of these things, and have

  81. omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith.

  82. These ought ye to have done, and not to leave

  83. the other undone convictions held intellectually, or persuasions that are

  84. rooted in our hearts. Maybe in the process of thinking

  85. about this, it's good for us to think just a

  86. little bit about the idea of living from our heads

  87. versus living from our hearts. I have a variety of

  88. personalities that I work with in the office where I work,

  89. and there are personalities all the way from leave me alone.

  90. I'll figure this out to Could you give it to

  91. me in black and white so I know exactly what

  92. I'm supposed to do. The black and white thing has

  93. been difficult to work with. As we approach our customers

  94. and we want to offer customer service and we want

  95. them to walk away smiling. It takes different thanks to

  96. make different customer smile. And on the side of the

  97. black and white, well, just tell me how I should

  98. respond when my customer says this to me, when I

  99. get this on the phone, when he responds that, what

  100. should I do? How should I respond to that? Can

  101. you write some policy for us, give us some direction.

  102. This ship needs to be guided, and I say, the

  103. guiding helm, the rudder set that on customer service? What

  104. do you need to do to achieve that? It's going

  105. to be different in this situation versus that situation. All

  106. of a sudden, you got the black and white rule,

  107. and you'll be ruining a relationship with customer because of

  108. the black and white rule. Does that mean that there

  109. are no foundations that cannot be moved? What does that

  110. mean in your life? As you think about that in

  111. the bigger picture, leaving the office and stepping into the

  112. way you live life? What does that mean? I believe

  113. the convictions that are rooted in our hearts allows for

  114. what we do to be founded upon the weightier matters

  115. of the law rather than the offering of ment and

  116. coming and annis. We'll try to break that down a

  117. little bit as we go, but I've already said to

  118. the black and white person, we need to learn to

  119. live from our hearts, not solely from our heads. You

  120. tell me what to do, and I can do it.

  121. You tell me the principle whereby you want this project

  122. to be known when it's finished and I have to

  123. go to work. I have to go to work. How

  124. am I going to achieve the bottom line? Really? Where

  125. does courage come from? Courage is a strength we all admire,

  126. We covet courage, courage suggests there's a potential risk. So

  127. you're coming up against something, you need to have courage.

  128. Maybe it's to cross that field in the dark. Maybe

  129. it's to cross that busy street in Dhaka. If you will,

  130. then you know courage. Maybe it's so there is raw courage.

  131. There's raw courage based on fear, the knowledge that something

  132. worse is gonna happen if I don't do this right,

  133. raw courage. Children, are you with me? You know the

  134. little story about Gunga, Gonga and the lion. Let me

  135. tell you just a little story here quick. So Gunga

  136. was a boy who was just I don't read remember

  137. his age exactly from the story, but I believe he

  138. was six seven eight years old somewhere in there. He

  139. had a little baby brother. The men of his village

  140. were gonna go out and hunt. They had been having

  141. trouble with a lion prowling in the village, and they

  142. were gonna go out to hunt this village, and Gonga

  143. wanted to go along, but his dad said, no, you're

  144. too young. You cannot go along. Stay here and watch

  145. the village. Gonga stayed and the men of the village

  146. left Early in the morning, hunting for the lion that

  147. was plaguing the village. Gunga's little brother was sleeping in

  148. an open room Branda and Gunga went to see how

  149. his little brother was doing. And as Gunga approached the room,

  150. he looked through the door opposite him, and there stood

  151. the lion. The lion was intent gazing at his little

  152. brother sleeping in the crib. Gonga had heard that lions

  153. do not like sharp piercing sounds. Gunga was a boy

  154. who loved to play his flute, and Gunga had his

  155. flute in his pocket, and Gunga took out his flute

  156. and he began to play, and the lion's ears went back,

  157. and Gunga played his flute louder, and that lion took

  158. one step back, And when the lion took one step back,

  159. Gonga took one step forward and he played his flute,

  160. and the lion took another step back, and Gunga took

  161. another step forward, and slowly the lion backed away from

  162. the hut, the house where his little brother was sleeping,

  163. and back down the village path, and Gunga played his

  164. flute and took another step forward. Well, they went that

  165. way till they came to the edge of the village,

  166. and Gunga was getting tired. Gunga did not know how

  167. much longer he could continue playing his flute. He kept

  168. playing his flute. He knew that if he would stop

  169. and turn and run, probably there was no way for

  170. him to get away, and he continued playing his flute.

  171. But Gunga's wind was getting shorter and shorter. His breath

  172. he was panting harder, and he could just hardly keep

  173. playing his flute. When all of a sudden, there was

  174. a snap from beside him, somewhere off to the side

  175. of him. He was only looking at the lion. He

  176. hadn't looked at anything but that lion, for it seemed

  177. like a very long time. But some of the men

  178. had come back from hunting the lion and saw what

  179. was happening and killed the lion. And when the lion

  180. fell to the ground, Gunga also. His knees gave way

  181. and he fell to the ground. He was fine, but

  182. he was so exhausted, he was so tired, and he

  183. was so relieved. That was courage, wasn't it. That was courage?

  184. Maybe that was raw courage based on fear. Maybe that

  185. was courage that flowed from a heart of love, and

  186. probably it was both. Probably it was both courage. Courage

  187. flows from heartfelt convictions. Courages is a gentle strength that

  188. can't be resisted. You know what love is like from

  189. the head. You know you should take this action. You

  190. know you should send a note, You know you should forgive,

  191. you know you should give encouragement. It's struggling because of

  192. a relationship problem, but you know you need to take

  193. the act. Sometimes we do things without feeling because it's fact,

  194. it's what we ought to do, it's the right thing

  195. to do. Convictions must be held in the head. But

  196. what if that is the only place that love flowed from.

  197. What if the only expressions of love that happened in

  198. this brotherhood was because of fact, black and white regulation.

  199. I know I must do this, My conscience says I must.

  200. So therefore here it goes. You ever have someone love

  201. you from their head and not from their heart. You

  202. kind of know that, don't you. You kind of figure

  203. that out. Sometimes loving from our head is the step

  204. that's needed to learn to love from our heart. Follow

  205. me in that. Convictions are a lot the same way

  206. convictions are a lot the same way. Courage like love

  207. flows best from the heart. Give that salesman, the dues

  208. and the don'ts and the black and the white, and

  209. without feeling, he says it, and he hangs up the phone.

  210. Take the one who's figuring out how to support the

  211. underlying principles. And he spends three times the amount of

  212. time on the phone. And there's a lot of feeling involved.

  213. But they're both smiling when they're done. We like things

  214. that flow from the heart. Jim Elliot Neats Saint. You

  215. know the story, the flight into the how do you

  216. say it, wil Donians or something of that, some of that,

  217. something of that nature. Anyway, the correct name for that

  218. tribal group that they went and ministered to or attempted

  219. to made that flight into lost their lives before they

  220. ever got started. But the end of the story, maybe

  221. he isn't even known yet. But Elizabeth Elliott and Rachel Saint,

  222. their two wives, stepped back into that environment, and many

  223. knew the Lord because of their forgiveness, because of their

  224. persuasion that this was God's work. They worked from convictions

  225. founded in their heart. Point of our study, convictions held

  226. in the heart they begin to close the gap between

  227. faith and intellect, between compassion and holiness. God is a

  228. god of holiness, and he stands his ground and he

  229. does not give. But because he loved Jesus came and

  230. taught us compassion. What bridges the gap in your heart

  231. between holiness and compassion? Another question will will circle back

  232. around to in a bit, courage produced by convictions held

  233. in the heart. It doesn't make a macho out of

  234. a man, but it'll make a real man out of

  235. a macho. A man who's a pillar of faith, a

  236. man who is strong in meekness and love. Courage that

  237. allows you and I to adapt, to blend where needed,

  238. and yet to stand firmly on principle. Paul's testimony was

  239. this in one Corinthians nine, I become all things to

  240. What's he say, all men? What for wishy washy, unlacking

  241. foundation type of statement? Is that I become all things

  242. to all men? How does he make a statement? We know, Paul,

  243. and then he says also just ahead of that, he says,

  244. I make myself servant servant to all Yeah, Paul had

  245. the black and white, he had, he had conviction in

  246. his head, he had he had truth, he had knowledge,

  247. and yet with all of his personality, as we get

  248. to know him through the Book of Accent his epistles,

  249. yet he was a man who wanted to reach people,

  250. and whose love reached out in compassion, and he wished

  251. to be all things to all men. You can have

  252. the black and the white. You can have the conviction

  253. in the head, and you can stand on that, and

  254. you can dance around that, and you can run your

  255. life by that, but you'll be judged as stubborn. You

  256. let conviction work its way in and let the weighty

  257. matters of the law come to bear in relation to

  258. your and my convictions. And instead of stubbornness, you have

  259. courageous conviction. You have courage. I think about this sometimes

  260. at maintaining our practices, doing the things we do, the

  261. things that we believe Scripture teaches us, and the application

  262. thereof as we have brotherhood together, holding those convictions, shaping

  263. our decisions only from a motivation to stay true to form,

  264. only from a motivation to follow tradition. Only because I'm

  265. told what I need. I've been given my list, and

  266. I like my list. I can do my list. The

  267. things I need to do A life that is guided

  268. that way may barely slip by at a time when

  269. there's no test and when there's no deep challenges. But

  270. what happens when we're tested? What happens when I begin

  271. to question within my own heart who is God? And

  272. where is God? And why is God? What happens when

  273. I'm ridiculed for who I am? Why I do this

  274. or why do that? What happens when I'm alone and

  275. I'm tempted to do wrong? What happens when I must

  276. adapt in my convictions to a culture that's different than mine.

  277. What happens? What happens when you see there's a side

  278. in which I believe we live in a world of

  279. people who more and more and more would just like

  280. to be told what to do. It's too difficult to

  281. do our own thinking. You see. I think God even

  282. thought about this since Jeremiah, chapter thirty one, verse thirty three.

  283. He understood he had given the law, and people were

  284. to have that law, they were to know that law,

  285. to follow that law. And it was black and white,

  286. and people dropped dead because they didn't follow the law.

  287. But God was not happy with that whole He wanted more.

  288. The law was a schoolmaster to bring us to Christ

  289. in what how? But this shall be the covenant that

  290. I will make with the House of Israel after those days,

  291. sayeth the Lord, I will put my law in their

  292. inward parts. I will write it in their hearts, and

  293. I will be their God, and they shall be my people.

  294. And we can see the comparative scripture of that in

  295. Hebrews chapter ten, verse sixteen. There's actually a couple of

  296. them in Hebrews. I will write my name, he says,

  297. in another place, on their hearts. I want it in

  298. their hearts. I want them to live, not just from

  299. their heads, I want their hearts. I want to be

  300. in their hearts. How do we involve our hearts in

  301. our convictions? How do we move from doing what is

  302. right simply out of a sense of obligation or mental decision.

  303. How do we gain feeling and purpose to live out

  304. our faith. I'm sure we can't answer all of that

  305. this morning. Well, let's take a look at a few things.

  306. You go to First Samuel chapter two. I'd like just

  307. to think just a little bit initially here or at

  308. this point before I go on. In First Samuel chapter two,

  309. you know the man Eli Eli was a priest, and

  310. his sons were in the priesthood, and they were in

  311. charge of worship in Israel. And you remember how Samuel

  312. grew up and he became a boy, and he came

  313. and he sat at the feet of Eli. He took

  314. care of Eli. He did the work that Eli couldn't

  315. due because of his age, and so on. His mother

  316. came and went, but she gave him because Samuel was

  317. a gift to Hannah. Hannah gave him back to the Lord,

  318. and Samuel served there. So in that setting of Samuel

  319. being a boy, I don't know what stage he was

  320. at this point, how much time had elapsed. But Eli's

  321. sons were wicked men, and Eli rebuked them in chapter two,

  322. verse twenty two, because of their immorality with the women

  323. at the temple they're at the tabernacle, because of their greediness,

  324. because of their lawlessness. And he said to them in

  325. verse twenty three, why do you do such things? For

  326. I hear of your evil doings by all this people. Nay,

  327. my sons, it's no good report that I hear you

  328. make the Lord's people to transgress verse twenty five. In

  329. the middle of it. Notwithstanding they hearken not unto the

  330. voice of their father. And then the man of God

  331. comes in verse twenty seven. And I'd like us to

  332. read just a few verses here and think about this

  333. loss of conviction and dwindling courage and an indifferent heart.

  334. I don't want to be too hard on Eli. He

  335. was but man. But let's hear what God says about him.

  336. Verse twenty seven. There came a man of God unto Eli,

  337. and said unto him, Thus saith the Lord. Did I

  338. plainly appear into the house of thy father when they

  339. were in Egyptian Pharaoh's house? And did I choose him

  340. out of all the tribes of Israel, the Levites, in

  341. other words, to be my priests to offer upon my

  342. alder to burn incense? So this is the lineage of

  343. Erin to wear an ephod before me? Did I give

  344. unto the house of thy Father all the offerings made

  345. by fire and to the children of Israel? Wasn't I

  346. at the root of why you are where you are today?

  347. Did I not put you here verse twenty nine. Wherefore, Kiki,

  348. at my sacrifice and mine offering, which I have commanded

  349. in my habitation and honors thy sons above me. You see,

  350. we kind of get a little bit of a picture

  351. into Eli's life by reading the words of the Lord

  352. here to make yourselves fat with the chiefest of all

  353. the offerings of Israel, my people. They wouldn't take of

  354. the sod or the boiled flesh. If we go back

  355. in chapter two. They wanted to roast it. They wanted

  356. the fat with it. They were disobeying the commandment of

  357. God for the lust of their own taste buds. If

  358. you will verse thirty. Wherefore the Lord God of Israel

  359. Saith I said, indeed that thy house, in the house

  360. of my father, should walk before me forever. Now God

  361. was in a pickle, wasn't he. He made a promise,

  362. You're going to walk before me forever with God in

  363. a pickle? Is God in a pickle because of the

  364. promises he makes to us? Sometimes God's never in a pickle,

  365. is he? But now the Lord Saith, be it far

  366. from me. For them that honor me, I will honor,

  367. and they that despise me shall be lightly esteemed. Yes,

  368. God had it written, if you will, God had given

  369. black and white that the descendants of erin the tribal

  370. believe they were to stand before the Lord. But here

  371. was a man who was standing before the Lord and

  372. his sons were evil, and he was not restraining them.

  373. And God is saying unto saying to Eli, he said, yeah,

  374. you're right, the facts are this, But you know what

  375. the heart of the matter is. The heart of the

  376. matter is, I'll honor those that honor me. This is

  377. what is underlying. This is where we really need to go.

  378. This is the weightier matter of the law. Don't just

  379. stick with the lineage thing. You think you're here and

  380. your sons are here because I said it would be

  381. that way. Sorry. Underlying all of that is something much deeper,

  382. the weightier. And then we jump over to chapter three,

  383. verse thirteen, as God is speaking to Samuel, speak Lord,

  384. for thy servant heareth. And in verse thirteen, God is

  385. saying to Samuel of Eli, for I have told him

  386. that I will judge his house forever for the iniquity

  387. which he knoweth, because his sons made themselves vile, and

  388. he restrained them not verse eighteen. And Samuel told him

  389. every whit. Eli come and said, tell me, what did

  390. God say? And Samuel told him he hid nothing from him,

  391. And Eli says, it is the Lord. Let him do.

  392. Let him do what seemeth good to him. Why didn't

  393. Eli gird up his loins, if you will, and go

  394. to his sons and say, sons, this is not flying.

  395. God is bringing judgment. We must change our ways, we

  396. must change our course, said the Lord. Let him do

  397. what seemeth good. At this point, I think perhaps Eli

  398. was disengaged. He probably had disengaged quite some time earlier.

  399. Somewhere along the way he became jaded. Somewhere he began

  400. to indulge in the meet and the fat offerings that

  401. his sons were indulging in. Because later in the Well

  402. chapter four, if you will, when the Ark of God

  403. was stolen the Bible, God in his writing makes a

  404. particular note here in verse eighteen that when Eli heard

  405. that the Ark of God was taken, that he fell

  406. from off his seat backward by the side of the gate,

  407. and his neck break and he died. For he was

  408. an old man and heavy. Why Why was Eli heavy?

  409. I think we understand why. Somewhere he began to indulge.

  410. He enjoyed those meat offerings, the fat he ate the

  411. same way his sons ate. Somewhere he began to honor

  412. his sons above God because God said, that's what was happening.

  413. He began to neglect his own role because God said,

  414. that's what he did. Cynicism. How do you find cynicism?

  415. I'm just gonna say pessimism, sarcasm, and suspicion. I don't know.

  416. Cynicism takes on a lot of different feaces. Sometimes it

  417. sets in with age. I felt it myself. Sometimes it

  418. sets in with difficult experiences. It's a condition that moves

  419. our convictions out of our hearts and leaves them only

  420. in our heads. That's what cynicism is. That's where it

  421. leaves us standing. I don't know. Did that happen here?

  422. What about Hezekiah where God came to him and said,

  423. you've made a mistake. And God says, but because you've

  424. been faithful to me, I'm going to bring this punishment

  425. in your son's days rather than in your days. And

  426. Hezekiah says, is it not good of peace and truth

  427. reign in my day? Is it not good? At peace

  428. and truth be be for the duration of my days?

  429. Hezekiah was disconnected, His heart was disconnected. What led to

  430. the faithlessness? Just think a little bit with me. We'll

  431. move from this story very shortly. But why KICKI at

  432. my sacrifice? God asks him to make yourselves fat with

  433. the chiefess of the meat. Self indulgence destroys the courage

  434. of conviction in me. Self indulgence destroys the cur reach

  435. of conviction in me. It will do that. Eli was not,

  436. to my knowledge, to the words of the scripture. Eli

  437. was not lying with the women at the gate like

  438. his sons were, and he rebuked them. And this is

  439. not right, this is idolatrous. But somehow he looked at

  440. the idolatrous action that he was already involved in his

  441. own indulgence with food as a lesser evil. Self indulgence

  442. discourt destroys the courage of conviction within me. Why couldn't

  443. Eli address the indulgences of immorality in his sons. It's

  444. because he wasn't willing to discipline himself regard to with

  445. regard to his own indulgences, I lose courage. What about

  446. this statement name my sons? It is no good report

  447. that I hear. But they hearken not unto the voice

  448. of their father, they hearken not. And so inconsistencies destroy

  449. the effectiveness of my conviction in others, it destroys the

  450. courage of my conviction as it relates to other people.

  451. How can I move my sons? And Eli was helpless

  452. to move his sons. He was helpless to do that.

  453. The courage of conviction was not there. Inconsistency sap the

  454. power out of my own convictions. Maybe I think I

  455. have them hidden, but just the fact that I let

  456. them exist will drain my courage even in other areas.

  457. God says, we didn't read it. It's just down just

  458. a little bit farther. In chapter two, them that honor me,

  459. I will honor, them that honor me, I will honor honoring.

  460. God deals with my cynicism. You see. Cynicism is focused

  461. on everybody else and how everything is going to the dogs,

  462. if you will. It's focused on the losses that I

  463. felt myself. It's focused on my interpretation of everybody else's

  464. attempt at faithfulness. Cynicism, them that honor me, I will honor.

  465. Do you grapple with cynicism in your own heart? This is,

  466. I find, is a real key, a real key to

  467. getting past Take your focus off everybody else, Get your

  468. focus off yourself, even focus on God. Them that honor me,

  469. I will honor honor God. It'll pay. And so you

  470. have the downward tread of the falling of conviction because

  471. of my own desire to indulge in this area or that.

  472. But the loss of conviction in this area challenges my

  473. courage to hold conviction anywhere else. It just is that

  474. one true courage flowing from a from a heart, convictions

  475. that abide in the heart. All right, let's just contrast

  476. that a bit. We need to we need to bring

  477. Jesus into the picture here quickly. In this I'd like

  478. us to just think about this heartfelt convictions giving courage

  479. to exercise godliness. Think about Jesus. Yes, he's our perfect example.

  480. Think about the high priests and religious leaders of Jesus date.

  481. They had convictions, they had the law, They stood on

  482. the law. They demanded that Jesus follow the law. Why

  483. do you do this on the Sabbath? Why when they

  484. both Jesus came to fulfill the law, not to destroy

  485. the law. Why when they both were intent on fulfilling

  486. the law, were they miles apart? Why head versus heart?

  487. And we could go to one hundred and one or

  488. one thousand and one things about Jesus that would speak

  489. into this. There's three phrases that Jesus mentioned that will mention.

  490. Three phrases of Jesus John three, verse John five, Verse thirty.

  491. Jesus said, I seek not my own will, but the

  492. will of my Father, which is in heaven. What gave

  493. Jesus courage? I seek not my own will, but the

  494. will of the Father, which is in heaven. Convictions can

  495. be no more powerful than the passion behind him. You see,

  496. if you're a black and white person and you have

  497. this little paper thing that says decrease for to keep

  498. by the Halsey Mennonite Church, and now I know how

  499. to live, Now I know where I need to walk.

  500. How much power is in that? How much power is

  501. in that? You're exactly right that there are times we

  502. need to do this, whether we feel like it or not. Right,

  503. just like the love example, there are times that we

  504. need to do it whether we feel like it or not.

  505. But when that becomes a motiv motivating source in my life,

  506. there's no courage there. The church says that we should

  507. do this, So if the church is watching, I do it.

  508. But guess what if the church isn't watching, it must

  509. be more. You shouldn't leave the others undone, but it

  510. must be more. The weightier matters of the law, it

  511. must be more. Convictions will be no more powerful than

  512. the passion that drives them. And Jesus was driven not

  513. by the law, but to do the will of his Father,

  514. and he fulfilled the law. Think about the passion of Stephen, who,

  515. in his dying breath cried, I see Jesus standing at

  516. the right hand of God. Think about Peter the day

  517. before he was to be executed, as he slept there

  518. between the between the soldiers chained. Think about Felix Monts.

  519. He wouldn't recant and he was drowned in the LaMonte River.

  520. Think about people like Ken Miller, who went to jail

  521. for doing the right thing not so long ago. Do

  522. you want power in your convictions? Understand the underlying premise.

  523. The underlying passion is not for me to keep porter

  524. Mennonite Church spotless. The underlying passion is for me to

  525. do the will of God. And in doing that I

  526. won't misrepresent my brother I won't feel them to do

  527. the will of the Father. Courage conviction, You see, then

  528. when we get into trouble, like Stephen got into, like

  529. Felix got into, like Ken Miller got into. There's something

  530. more than the decrease for to keep, to hold me,

  531. to keep me. Jesus another phrase, Mark ten forty five.

  532. I came not to be ministered unto, but to minister,

  533. and to give my life a ransom for many I

  534. would have liked to read. And I'm not going to

  535. luke chapter seven. Toward the tail end of that chapter,

  536. let me just quickly draw the picture there for you.

  537. Jesus was invited to the pharisees house for a meal,

  538. and he came into the house, and he sat there

  539. at meat with the Pharisees, and a woman came in,

  540. and she began to cry and to wash his feet

  541. with her tears, and to anoint his feet with her

  542. hair and the ointment that she had brought in. And

  543. the Pharisee who had invited Jesus sits across the table

  544. or wherever however they were lounging there in a reclining position,

  545. no doubt in that culture for eating. And he says,

  546. if you knew this one, you wouldn't let her touch you. You

  547. wouldn't let her touch. You remember what we said about

  548. needing something to bridge the gap between holiness and compassion?

  549. What is it? What is it? And Jesus looked at

  550. the Pharisee and he said, Sir, I came into your

  551. house and you didn't kiss me with the traditional greeting. Sir,

  552. you did not wash my feet with the traditional cleaning

  553. of your guess feet. But this woman, So what do

  554. you think who loves most, the one who's forgiven little

  555. or the one who's forgiven lots. Well, must be the

  556. one who's forgiven lots. Yes. Jesus continued looking at his

  557. pharisaical friend and spoke to the woman and said, your

  558. sins are forgiven you, Your sins are forgiven you. As

  559. he continued looking at the Pharisee, he spoke to her point,

  560. well made you see, Jesus had a way of doing

  561. those things. The Pharisee had nothing. He had the law,

  562. he had black and white, he had in his head,

  563. but he did not have the weightier matters in his heart.

  564. And he had no way to bridge the gap between

  565. this woman and Jesus. Sinfulness, holiness, compassion, and God's perfection.

  566. No way to bridge that gap Jesus wasn't concerned about

  567. having the reputation of being a friend of sinners. He

  568. wasn't concerned about that. He was motivated. He came to minister.

  569. He came to bring health and life to them that

  570. needed a doctor. For those that don't need a physician,

  571. they think their whole. What bridges the gap between holiness

  572. and compassion? There are many in our world today that

  573. would say, you must let go of some of your holiness.

  574. You must get down here and live like we live,

  575. dress like we dress, listen to the music we listen to,

  576. and then we'll know you understand us and you can

  577. help us. And there's people in the religious world that

  578. that is their goal to live like, to experience and

  579. then to be able to help help where no is

  580. to be able to become like At that point, there's

  581. no help. Author. What did God want us to have

  582. to bridge the gap between compassion and holiness. It's not

  583. a giving up of our convictions. It's courage to stand

  584. on them and to be all things to all people.

  585. It's conviction that flows from a heart that recognizes that. Okay,

  586. so what about the reputation in this situation, this person

  587. needs to be ministered to, and maybe it means you

  588. end up standing at the tavern and talking, or sitting

  589. in the tavern and talking. I don't know. There's a

  590. lot of situations that we're drawn into that we wouldn't

  591. go into of our own will, for our own self

  592. and for our own reasons, and the and in it.

  593. Those kinds of things become an excuse for licentiousness. There

  594. is no conviction at all all. Right, you understand that

  595. come convictions can be no more compelling than the purpose

  596. behind them. I came to be ministered, to not be

  597. ministered to, but to be a servant, to be a servant.

  598. Another statement of Jesus in twenty three thirty four, Father,

  599. forgive them, Father, forgive them. Jesus hung on the cross

  600. his dying breath. What love? Convictions can be no more

  601. effective than the love that motivates them. Don't go into

  602. this mental mode without your heart when you work with people,

  603. when you talk about truth and life and holiness. Yes,

  604. we must have the love of Christ within us. Real

  605. courage flows from convictions that are rooted in love. Love

  606. doesn't make conviction wishy, washy and undefined. Love makes conviction adaptable,

  607. to be able to reach in any opportunity that God

  608. brings to us, whether in this culture or any other culture. Well,

  609. how do you pass your convictions onto your children, to

  610. the next generation. Hold them in your heart, not just

  611. your head. Think about We don't have time to explore this,

  612. but think about Abraham and Genesis twenty two, where he

  613. and the lad went up yonder to worship, and where

  614. he said, my son, God will provide. God will provide

  615. unwavering faith. Yeah, Abraham's faith wavered, but he was strong.

  616. He was strong. We and Two Corinthians, Chapter four, verse thirteen,

  617. having the same spirit of faith. According as it is written,

  618. I believed, and therefore have I spoken. We also believe,

  619. and therefore speak. Is your life flowing from your head

  620. or from your heart? God bless you as you let

  621. the Holy Spirit make it clearer for you than what

  622. I could, because he will. Let's kneel and pray.