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Jesus Knows Exactly How It Feels To Be A Human - Leland Zehr

Halsey Mennonite Church

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  1. Good morning to each one of you, and I too

  2. want to greet you in the name of the one

  3. that was wounded for our transgressions and bruised for our iniquities,

  4. the name of Jesus. Appreciated so far. The introduction of

  5. the songs the devotionals very well prepared us for the

  6. subject this morning, the special service this morning of remembering,

  7. remembering Jesus a part of his life. You know, we

  8. like as people, most of us anyways, like stories with

  9. good endings, and this story has a good ending. But

  10. the part of the story that we are thinking about

  11. and looking at, especially today, is kind of the in

  12. the harder part art. It's not very pretty, it's not

  13. very maybe in some ways nice to think about, but

  14. it's part of what Jesus did, and the reason that

  15. he did It is sobering as well because it reflects

  16. then upon us. And I guess I feel like each

  17. time I stand up here, I should try to hide

  18. behind the cross of Jesus. But I feel that, especially

  19. on a service like today, that Jesus could be lifted

  20. up and thought about and magnified. And so I want

  21. to do that this morning and draw your minds to him,

  22. just a few verses in First Corinthians twenty three that

  23. will get to that. Jesus said verse twenty three, for

  24. I've received of the Lord that which I also delivered

  25. unto you. That the Lord Jesus the same night in

  26. which he was betrayed, took bread, and when he had

  27. given thanks, he break it and said, take eat. This

  28. is my body which is broken for you. This stew

  29. in remembrance of me. And after the same manner also

  30. he took the cup when he had supped, saying, this

  31. is a cup of the New Testament in my blood.

  32. This stew as oft as you drink it in remembrance

  33. of me. For as often as you eat this bread

  34. and drink this cup, you to show the Lord's death

  35. till he come. And so that is kind of the

  36. heart of what we're doing here this morning with what

  37. we call the Communion service, is remembering. And remembering can

  38. have different levels. Can be very surface, and it can

  39. also be deep. It can just be a recollecting of

  40. the past. It can be reminding ourselves remembering again. He

  41. also said here, as often as you eat this bread

  42. and drink this cup of to show the Lord's death.

  43. So what all are we doing here at a communion

  44. service this morning, I think is good to think about.

  45. We are remembering, we are declaring, which means we are proclaiming,

  46. we are declaring in some way the reality of that.

  47. And we're also doing more than that. We're doing more

  48. than having a memorial or a reunion, like Gerald said,

  49. which is true about this, But a.

  50. Couple other things that I think our communion.

  51. Is meant to be for us is it's an act

  52. as his followers. It's an act of a renewed commitment

  53. to him now and going forward. And it's an allegiance

  54. to him. And it's a reminder of our daily need

  55. of him. And it's also a time of worship to him.

  56. So those are all part of what I think communions

  57. should be for us. There's a lot of things that

  58. we could remember about the life of Jesus, and of

  59. course we're especially focusing this morning on the suffering, the death,

  60. the hardship that Jesus faced. That's what he said to do,

  61. he said, is you'd take this bread and drink this cup.

  62. You do this in remembrance of my broken body and

  63. my shed blood. So he's he wasn't just saying to

  64. remember all the stories that I did or my teachings,

  65. but specifically about that part of Jesus. It is what

  66. communion is meant to do or be. There's different aspects

  67. even of suffering and death that we could look at

  68. about the life of Jesus, and we could go different directions.

  69. This morning, I want to invite you to the book

  70. of Hebrews four or this isn't my main text, but

  71. a few verses in Hebrews chapter four, verses fourteen through sixteen.

  72. It says, seeing then that we have a great high

  73. priest that has passed into the heavens, Jesus, the Son

  74. of God, let us hold fast our profession, for we

  75. have not a high priest which cannot be touched with

  76. the feelings of our infirmities, but was in all points

  77. tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let Us

  78. therefore come boldly into the throne of Grace, that we

  79. may obtain mercy and find grace of grace to help

  80. in time of need. And these verses are to me

  81. even a little bit stumbling and hard to understand in

  82. the old King James version, but what it's saying here,

  83. the part that I want to focus on is saying

  84. that we do have I have a high priest, Jesus,

  85. which can understand and relate to the feelings and the

  86. struggles that we face. And he was tempted in all

  87. points that we are tempted in. And I'd like for

  88. you to think about that just for a minute. I

  89. know you've heard these verses and heard the statement. I

  90. want you to think about that, those verses in that statement,

  91. and I'd like you to ask you a question about

  92. that as you think about your own life, do you

  93. believe that that Jesus actually understands and relates to you

  94. and your struggles and needs that none of us maybe

  95. even know are happening sometimes here in Halsey, Oregon in

  96. twenty twenty six, a couple thousand years later, after Jesus

  97. has been this all happened to him. A world that

  98. looks completely different from the days that Jesus walked on

  99. the earth and lived. With all the changes that we

  100. have with modern inventions and technologies, the landscape has completely

  101. changed in many ways. Our culture is different, the way

  102. we do life the fast pace. So today, is it

  103. still true that Jesus is still touched with the feelings

  104. of mine and your infirmities, and not only that he

  105. understands all our struggles, but that he also, in some way,

  106. in a different culturally moved faced most of those same

  107. struggles in one form or another himself. And so that

  108. might be pretty near to the heart of what I

  109. want to think about this morning, although we want to

  110. go beyond that. But sometimes we think we're tempted to

  111. think subconsciously think that our situation, my situation, my struggles

  112. are unique. They're just yeah, they're similar, but they are unique.

  113. Nobody quite really understands. Usually that's not true. But even

  114. if it was true, it's not true for Jesus. And

  115. when we feel that way, I think it's important the

  116. way we understand and think and feel about that is

  117. because it has a facts on how we relate in

  118. life and how we feel. We can feel alone and

  119. discourage and start down that road when we believe that feeling,

  120. what is a feeling touched with the feeling? What does

  121. that mean? Well, part of what that means is to

  122. have come passion and to be touched with feeling of sympathy,

  123. be sympathetic, to mutually commiserate with, understand on a deep level.

  124. And sometimes we find friends and we gravitate towards people

  125. that have went through experiences that are similar to what

  126. we have. Whatever they are, good or bad, we have

  127. something in common, and so that makes us attracted to

  128. that person because we just feel like they understand and

  129. they can relate. This morning, I want to look at

  130. some different ways that Jesus experience, not only physical suffering

  131. and mistreatment and death, although we'll maybe get to a

  132. little bit of that later, but I want to mainly

  133. focus this morning. Gerald mentioned my ears perked up when

  134. he said a certain word, and he said it about

  135. three times at least in his devotions. Probably the rest

  136. of you didn't even catch it, but he talked about

  137. emotional relationships or emotional connection.

  138. And I want to think.

  139. A little bit more this morning, for at least the

  140. first part on the emotional, the mental, and the social

  141. suffering that Jesus went through, especially and that he experienced

  142. that and that he understands that. And I don't want

  143. to overlook and minimize the blood and the broken body

  144. and the physical, but I think sometimes these other things

  145. get overlooked, and in a sense, if our main suffering

  146. of Jesus is simply that he got beat by a

  147. whip and got a crown of thorns put on his head,

  148. and he got put on a cross and he died. Well,

  149. that is touching, but you know, none of us have

  150. ever and probably will never actually go through that. We

  151. might but probably not, and so we can't relate in

  152. that same way. But there's a lot of things of

  153. the kinds of suffering that Jesus did go through that

  154. we can and do and are maybe going through and

  155. can relate and connect with. So the title of the message,

  156. I don't know if it's a very good one, but

  157. maybe it'll make more sense at the very end. But

  158. it's simply that Jesus knows exactly how it feels to

  159. be a human. He knows exactly how it feels. And

  160. so for the main passages, if you would like to,

  161. I would invite you again to turn to John chapter six.

  162. So with those thoughts in mind, keep that in mind,

  163. and we'll come back to that. But I'm going to

  164. talk about John chapter six, and just so happens that

  165. it's a really long chapter. I'm not going to read

  166. it all. I want to read part of the last part,

  167. but I want to talk just a little bit, refer

  168. and give some context to this, because we could break

  169. this down, and in some ways it's true into three

  170. different stories in John chapter six. The first one is

  171. about him feeding the five thousand, the second one is

  172. when he was walked on the water and met the

  173. disciples and those miracles, and then the last part is

  174. this long dialogue about Jesus being the bread of life.

  175. And although there are multiple facets here in stories, if

  176. I have if I understand right, I think this whole

  177. chapter spans around a twenty four hour period.

  178. One day in the night the next day.

  179. But I think that this first we often this maybe

  180. the most common story is the one where he feeds

  181. the five thousand people, and that is often given as

  182. just a Bible story. That's amazing miracle that Jesus did,

  183. and it is. But I think that if you look

  184. at this chapter in the right context, that is only

  185. part of a bigger story that happened in this chapter.

  186. It's an interesting story, but it's not finished with just

  187. the feeding of the five thousand, and just a brief

  188. overview of that story we have, and Matt and John

  189. here doesn't say it, but I think in another book,

  190. even a little more background, John the Baptist has just

  191. been killed and beheaded in Jesus who went out alone.

  192. And I'll come back to that later as well. But

  193. here now the people have found Jesus. They found him

  194. because they've heard that he's been healing people, and he's

  195. and he's healing diseases. And of course that drew the crowds,

  196. the needy people, and they went looking for this man,

  197. and they found him, but he was way out in

  198. the country, far from the towns and the cities, by

  199. the Sea of Galilee. And Jesus was not only a

  200. good doctor and a good teacher, but he was also hospitable.

  201. He cared about even the small needs and comforts of

  202. the people. And when all these people came before him

  203. and he'd seen them and they were far from the

  204. cities and the restaurants and their homes, he looked at

  205. his disciples and he said, how are we going to

  206. feed these people? They're hungry? And Philip said, or Philip answer,

  207. He said, well, two hundred pennyworth of bread wouldn't even

  208. fill these people. Everybody would just get a little bit, well,

  209. two hundred pennyworth just for a little bit of interest,

  210. is if I have it right, as about penny's worth

  211. was about a day's wage, and so two hundred penny

  212. worth if you were to think of a day's wage

  213. nowadays for an average two hundred dollars a day times

  214. two hundred is forty thousand dollars. So Philip was saying,

  215. for forty thousand dollars, we couldn't even feed this crowd

  216. the amount that they want. And so that kind of

  217. gave a little bit of the context of the dilemma

  218. that they were in. And it's interesting if you take

  219. forty thousand and divide it by five thousand people, it

  220. comes to about eight dollars, So it converts pretty accurately

  221. even to today as far as per person. But Andrews

  222. spoke up then another disciple, and he said, and I

  223. know this is just a detailing the story, but it

  224. kind of amazes me that he said this out loud

  225. and what he was thinking, except that maybe he was

  226. more faith, had more faith than the others. But he

  227. just said that there's a lad a boy that has

  228. two fish and five loaves, And I just wonder what

  229. the other disciples said when they looked at him. And

  230. he said that, like, well, what is that have to

  231. do with that. We just said it cost forty thousand

  232. dollars to feed these people, and he said two small fishes,

  233. not two thirty pounds salmon. It was like probably too

  234. little blue deal or something just fit in the boys's lunch.

  235. And you children, I'd like for you to think about

  236. this little miracle that Jesus did. So once in a

  237. while we have a fellowship meal on the back on

  238. a Sunday morning, or maybe when there's a big crowd

  239. a wedding, maybe five hundred people a tenth of this crowd.

  240. And if you would imagine that we were having a

  241. meal and we said that there's a meal over in

  242. the gym, and everybody make their way through those doors

  243. and go out through the cafeteria. And you come through

  244. those doors, and in the middle of the table would

  245. be two dishes. One had two fish and one had

  246. five little pieces of bread on it, and there was

  247. lines of people. But that's kind of that was how

  248. it was, except the crowds were much bigger, and Jesus

  249. just said, well, sit everybody down, and he prayed. Then

  250. we know the story how he took took that bread

  251. and through the power of God multiplied it and he fed,

  252. and he fed and he fed, and not only were

  253. they full, but then when they picked up all the leftovers,

  254. there was twelve baskets left. Amazing miracle. So that's the

  255. first part of that story. And I'll just say that

  256. in the in the last in the verse of that,

  257. it said when he and he got done with that

  258. and he fed those people, it says kind of an

  259. interesting thing. I'll come back to this later, said he'd depart.

  260. When Jesus therefore perceived that they would come and take

  261. him by forced to make him a king, he departed

  262. again into a mountain himself alone. These people had seen enough,

  263. he had been healing, he had been feeding, and they

  264. were ready to actually make him a king. And Jesus disappeared.

  265. He went out alone, got away from the crowds. And

  266. then the next part of the story opens up. And

  267. I won't go into this a lot just for the

  268. sake of time, But that night Jesus was out alone

  269. and the disciples, I don't know that they knew necessarily

  270. where he went, but they went fishing, or I don't

  271. know if they went fishing, can't remember. They went out

  272. on the sea. Anyways, And we're rowing across the sea,

  273. and there was a storm and it was nighttime, and

  274. during the night they all of a sudden seen a

  275. man walking on the water, and it was Jesus. And

  276. here it doesn't talk about Peter coming in another place

  277. it does. But there's two miracles that happened in this story.

  278. Jesus is walking on the water, number one, that's amazing.

  279. The second one was he get in the boats. He

  280. combs the sea. That gets them calmed down. And then

  281. he was at the spot where they were headed automatically.

  282. He was instantly on the other side.

  283. And so then we get into.

  284. The last part where the crowds go searching for Jesus.

  285. The ones many that had been fed the day be

  286. four of the bread and the fish are still looking

  287. for him. They lost him in the night, but they're

  288. out finding him. They crossed the sea and they find him,

  289. and then we have this big discussion. And remember, I

  290. think that the feeding of the five thousand was to

  291. prepare them for this other, more deeper spiritual lesson.

  292. I'm going to read this.

  293. It's going to take a little bit, but I'm going

  294. to I think I'm going to jump into verse twenty

  295. five and read at least most of this chapter John six,

  296. verse twenty five. Try to follow along and listen to

  297. this conversation. And when they had found him on the

  298. other side of the sea, they said, unto him, Rabbi,

  299. where camest thou hither? Jesus answered them and said, verily,

  300. I say unto you, ye seek me, not because he

  301. saw the miracles, but because ye did eat of the

  302. loaves and were filled labor. Not for the meat which perisheth,

  303. but for that meat which endureth unto everlasting life, which

  304. the son of Man shall give unto you, for him

  305. hath God the father Seal. Then said they unto him,

  306. what shall we do that we might work the works

  307. of God? And Jesus answered and said, unto them, this

  308. is the work of God, that ye believe on him

  309. whom he has sent. They said, therefore, unto him, what

  310. sign ShoWest thou then, that we may see and believe

  311. thee What dost thou work? Our fathers did eat man

  312. in the desert. As it is written, he gave them

  313. bread from heaven to eat. Then Jesus said, unto them, verily,

  314. I said, too, you, Moses gave you not that bread

  315. from heaven but my Father giveth you the true read

  316. from heaven. And the bread of God is he which

  317. cometh down from heaven and giveth life. Unto the world

  318. then said they, unto him, Lord, evermore, give us this bread.

  319. And Jesus said, unto them, I am the bread of life.

  320. He that cometh to me shall never hunger, and he

  321. that believeth on me shall never thirst. But I say

  322. unto you, that ye also have seen me, and believe

  323. not all that the Father giveth me shall come to me.

  324. And him that cometh to me, I will in no

  325. eyes cast out, for I came down from heaven, not

  326. to do mine own will, but the will of him

  327. that sent me. And this is the Father's will which

  328. hath sent me, that of all which hath given me,

  329. I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again

  330. at the last day. And this is the will of

  331. him that sent me, that everyone which seeth the Son

  332. and believeth on him may have everlasting life and raise

  333. him up at the last day. The Jews then murmured

  334. at him, because he said, I am the Bread which

  335. came down from heaven. And they said, is not this Jesus,

  336. the son of Joseph whose father and mother we know?

  337. How is it then that he saith I came down

  338. from heaven. Jesus therefore answered and said unto them, murmur

  339. not among yourselves, No man can come to me except

  340. the Father which.

  341. Has sent me.

  342. Draw him, and I will raise him up at the

  343. last day. It is written in the prophets, they shall

  344. be all taught of God. Every man. Therefore that hath

  345. heard and hath learned of the Father, cometh unto me,

  346. not that any man has seen, Not that any man

  347. has seen the Father, save he which is of God.

  348. He has seen the Father. Verily, Verily, I say unto you,

  349. he that believeth on me, hath everlasting life. I am

  350. the bread of life your father's did he man in

  351. the wilderness and are dead. This is the bread which

  352. cometh down from heaven, that a man may eat thereof

  353. and not die. I am the living bread which came

  354. down from Heaven. If any man eat of this bread,

  355. he shall live forever. Heed. And the bread that I

  356. give is my flesh, which I give for the life

  357. of the world. The Jews therefore strove among themselves, saying,

  358. how can this man give us his flesh to eat? Then?

  359. Jesus said, unto them, very verly, I send ye, except

  360. ye eat the flesh of the Son of Man and

  361. drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoso

  362. eateth my flesh and drinketh my blood hath eternal life.

  363. And I will raise him up at the last day.

  364. For my flesh is meat, indeed, and my blood is

  365. drink Indeed, he that eateth my flesh and drinketh my

  366. blood dwelleth in me, and I in him. As the

  367. Living Father has sent me, I live by the Father.

  368. So he that eateth me, even he shall live by me.

  369. This is that bread which came down from heaven. Not

  370. as your fathers did eat manna and are dead. He

  371. that eateth of this bread shall live forever. These things

  372. saith he in the Synagogue, as he taught in Caprinium.

  373. Many therefore of his disciples, when they heard this, said,

  374. this is a hard saying. Who can hear it? When

  375. Jesus knew in himself that his disciples murmured at it,

  376. he said, unto them, doth this offend you? What? And

  377. if you shall see the Son of Man ascend up

  378. where he was before, it is the spirit that quickeneth

  379. the flesh profeteth nothing. The words that I speak unto you,

  380. they are spirit, and they are life. But there are

  381. some of you that believe not. For Jesus knew from

  382. the beginning who they were that believed not, and who

  383. should betray him? And he said therefore, and he said

  384. therefore said I unto you, that no man can come

  385. unto me, except it we're given unto him of the Father.

  386. From that time many of his disciples went back and

  387. walked no more with him. Then said Jesus, unto the twelve,

  388. will you also go away? Then Simon Peter answered him, Lord,

  389. to whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of

  390. eternal life, and we believe in are shore that thou

  391. art the Christ, the son of the Living God. Jesus

  392. answered them, have not I chosen you twelve? And one

  393. of you is a devil? He spake of judas Is Scariot,

  394. the son of Simon, for he was that should betray him,

  395. being one of the twelve.

  396. Stop there, So again, this is the day.

  397. There's a lot of back and forth here in a

  398. little bit of all most repetition, it feels like, in

  399. this conversation. But this is the day after Jesus had

  400. did this other miracle of the loaves and the fishes,

  401. and on, these people came and followed him, And we

  402. might say that these were fish and loaves Christians. We

  403. hear about that some today. They were very much interested

  404. and intrigued with the social program that Jesus seemed to have,

  405. the benefit that was in it for them, the free food,

  406. the free health care. They felt that he would make

  407. them a great king, and so that they wanted to

  408. set him up. They were impressed with what he had done.

  409. But when Jesus took this very thing and started talking

  410. about bread and flesh and eating of an eternal life,

  411. then the people didn't seem to understand. They didn't seem

  412. very They got very frustrated. I don't blame them, honestly,

  413. there's a side of me that wonders I would have

  414. probably done maybe done the same thing, sadly, like what

  415. were you talking about? Like do you really mean that?

  416. Because and then so they started asking these follow up questions.

  417. But Jesus just doubled down. He didn't back down and say, well,

  418. what I actually mean is no. He said you must

  419. eat my flesh and drink my blood and I must

  420. be one with you as my father is with me.

  421. But he did clarify later on. He said that the

  422. words that I speak into you, they are spirit and

  423. they are life. But it was a very deep spiritual

  424. principle that went beyond actually eating his blood or flesh

  425. and blood. But I find it interesting that the risk

  426. you might say of all these people being misunderstanding or

  427. turning away or all those things that Jesus, I guess

  428. could have simplified it a little bit more and explained

  429. it to where they weren't so offended. But I think

  430. he understood the depth of commitment, the need of the cross,

  431. and all that would go with that, and he didn't

  432. back down. He stuck to it. He said that I

  433. am the bread of life. And these people that twenty

  434. four hours earlier were trying to find him to make

  435. him their king, were now frustrated and upset and trying

  436. to minimize his whole who he was. He said, is

  437. this not Joseph and Mary's son? We know him, we

  438. know their family, and like public opinion, can it changed quick?

  439. Within twenty four hours, they went from wanting to make

  440. him a king to being done with him, completely done

  441. with him. And the Bible says that many of them

  442. left and walked no more with him. They didn't change

  443. their mind, they left and never came back. And so

  444. I want to luck, like I said at the beginning,

  445. just a few things, and I can't take a lot

  446. of time at each of these. I hope it's not

  447. too surface, but I wanted to talk about different things emotional, mental,

  448. and social suffering that Jesus went through, especially in those

  449. last years of ministry. I would just say that, you know,

  450. I think Jesus enjoyed a lot of life growing up.

  451. It wasn't the light he came to life in all

  452. thirty Some of his years were just a misery, but

  453. at the peak of his ministry, and the purpose of

  454. why he came was to suffer and die and rise again,

  455. and that's what we're focusing on. The first thing is

  456. just simply he was misunderstood. I think that that happened

  457. a lot to him. Many times. People probably weren't malicious,

  458. just there was just a it was a misunderstanding. And

  459. in a way that sounds like a trivial thing. Well,

  460. that's not great damaging to be misunderstood, but being understood

  461. is more important to us than we might think about

  462. until we're being misunderstood, especially by someone that we care about.

  463. When someone gets you, when someone understands what you mean,

  464. when someone gets your humor and different things like that,

  465. there is a a safeness, a trust, a camaraderie, a piece,

  466. and a soothing that all is well. You're connecting and

  467. you're not completely off your rock, or so to speak.

  468. But when someone is puzzled.

  469. And doesn't get you, and doesn't even understand you in

  470. any way, it can it can be very you might say,

  471. lonely and disturbing. You feel agitated. At least that's how

  472. I feel when someone that I care about doesn't even understand.

  473. It's one thing if they don't agree, like, okay, we

  474. understand what you're saying, but I just think the solution

  475. is different. But when there's no understanding, and I think

  476. Jesus face that a lot. In his ministry. He was

  477. trying to kind of draw these earthy minded people and

  478. these hiss years of deep rooted cultural religious tradition into

  479. a life, into life, into spiritual life, and into a

  480. different way, and it was often misunderstood. Another thing in

  481. verse sixty six, I already mentioned this many of the

  482. disciples went back and walked no more with him. Jesus

  483. faced rejection, and we as human beings, are social human beings.

  484. We might think that we're pretty tough and withstand a lot,

  485. can take the way ourselves and we don't need people's approval,

  486. and we can to some point, but we have a

  487. longing again to be accepted on some level with some people.

  488. And rejection is it's to be dismissed, it's to be

  489. turned away from, not wanted, maybe ignored. There's different ways

  490. to reject people. But when we're rejected, we feel, especially

  491. when it's someone that matters, there is a physical feeling

  492. of pain and burden in your heart, like it affects

  493. you e motionally and physically. To be rejected by people

  494. that shouldn't be rejecting you, those that are close to you. Especially,

  495. rejection can cause intense loneliness and sadness and can although

  496. you can't see it. You can't see rejection like you

  497. can't big open wound. It often can be more damaging

  498. than a big open wound. That wasn't Jesus only time rejected.

  499. He experienced it over and over, and I thought about

  500. even in Jesus' birth, he was rejected and he went

  501. to remember this, but his mom and dad would have

  502. They were born in a barn, and then the king

  503. of the land felt threatened and wanted to kill this baby,

  504. and so right off the bat they were refugees. They

  505. had to leave and flee and get out of there.

  506. And that was the life of Jesus first couple of years.

  507. And although Jesus was probably too young to remember it,

  508. I'm sure he would have heard stories of it as

  509. growing up as a child from his mother and father

  510. and what they did and when they were hiding because

  511. someone was after them. So he was a he was

  512. a refugee.

  513. And one of the things about.

  514. Rejection is, well, now I'm getting ahead of myself here.

  515. I'll get to that in a little bit. One thing though,

  516. that Jesus did not do with rejection. And there's ways

  517. to respond correctly and incorrectly to rejection. And it's a

  518. real temptation when we are rejected to create a lot

  519. of or to just give into a lot of self pity,

  520. self centeredness, thinking and tell people and talk about it

  521. and think about it and how rejected I am. And

  522. it is not healthy. It's not how Jesus. Did We

  523. see that Jesus in his life, he turned to his

  524. heavenly father for his acceptance when the people that should

  525. have accepted him weren't accepting him, and he found the

  526. source and foundation of his worth there. Jesus was misunderstood

  527. by his own family. We see that in the next chapter,

  528. Chapter six seven, Verse six or No. Five, for neither

  529. did his brethren believe him. Those were who would have

  530. been his half brothers. And that's you know, that's hard

  531. when your own flesh and blood rejects you, your own DNA,

  532. the ones that are made up in a natural sense

  533. the most like you and me, and they want nothing

  534. to do with us. That's what happened to Jesus. But

  535. I will say because I probably won't get back to

  536. you later. Later they repented, it seems like, and came

  537. back and became followers of Jesus. But in this moment,

  538. in this time of trying.

  539. To figure out what Jesus was saying, they they.

  540. Too were like, nah, that isn't they didn't believe it.

  541. The next thing we've seen in verses seventy and seventy one,

  542. he talks about.

  543. He talks about the one that.

  544. Is that should betray him. Betrayal. And we've talked about misunderstanding,

  545. We've talked about rejection, and I would say that betrayal

  546. is the next step of depth of emotional suffering. To

  547. be misunderstood is lonely. To be rejected is hurtful, but

  548. to be betrayed as much worse. Betrayal is a violation

  549. of a often a deep trust. It's often somewhat calculated

  550. and intentional, kind of a form of backstabbing from a

  551. close friend, someone you trust, that you had opened up to,

  552. that you are vulnerable with, shared deep things with, and

  553. then deliberately deceives and hurts you. And we know that Judas,

  554. one of jesus twelve disciples for three years, was the

  555. one that betrayed Jesus in this way. And when we

  556. get glimpses of along the way, here's one of them

  557. that Jesus knew before it happened. And in a way,

  558. I think that would have made it harder. Some of you,

  559. all of us probably are many of us, have been

  560. betrayed on some level. And after they betray us, and

  561. we know it, and it all comes out and it's

  562. all real. You know, to know how to relate to

  563. that person is very difficult. But do you actually be

  564. living in real time knowing it hasn't happened yet, but

  565. knowing it's going to happen, and they're being your close

  566. friend and they're being with you, and they're confiding in you,

  567. and they're asking questions. Jesus somehow handled that, and it

  568. doesn't seem like he was bitter. It seems like he

  569. was very courteous to Judas through those times. The heart

  570. of the kiss of betrayal, of all things, a kiss

  571. meant to show friendship and love and loyalty was had

  572. to when Jesus got that kiss, his heart must have

  573. been broken for Judas more than himself. When we're betrayed,

  574. there's all kinds of again, negative emotions that flow through us.

  575. Maybe at first there's a shock, and then there's grief,

  576. and then there's this vulnerability and fear and pain, anger

  577. and revenge. That all just kind of works its way

  578. through the process. And I'm sure Jesus struggled with those temptations.

  579. He says he was tempted in all points as that

  580. we are. Yeah, Jesus was so kind to Judas, and

  581. that impresses me, especially you think about the Last Supper

  582. and this thing is coming to a head. Jesus is

  583. getting into his last days, he has his last Supper,

  584. and there's Judas still acting like everything's normal, being at

  585. the supper and taking partaking and trying to pretend that

  586. he's a faithful, loyal follower, and Jesus just gets down

  587. on his knees and washes his feet and doesn't do

  588. it in a heaping calls of fire revengeful way. I

  589. think Jesus felt sorry for Judas.

  590. Often.

  591. Another thing that comes with these things of misunderstanding, rejection,

  592. and betrayal is loneliness. And I just I don't want

  593. to say a lot about loneliness, but I know I'm

  594. sure that Jesus faced loneliness in his ministry, especially.

  595. As he entered into that. Even though he had.

  596. Twelve disciples that were loyal and beside him and supporting

  597. him for the most part, they didn't really understand. They

  598. still were at least a lot of the time thinking

  599. of this earthly kingdom and probably what was in it

  600. for them. And he brought them along, and the whole

  601. time he just loved them.

  602. And he appreciated them, but.

  603. He was alone in knowing what was really happening. And

  604. one of the things about loneliness I'll just mention a

  605. little bit is that makes us very, very vulnerable emotionally

  606. and spiritually.

  607. And loneliness is not an excuse to sin.

  608. Loneliness, though, is we need to remember that when we

  609. enter into loneliness we need to do something with that,

  610. We need to go somewhere. If you just drift in loneliness,

  611. you will lie fall into sin in one way or another.

  612. Loneliness should draw us to God the Father, and that's

  613. what Jesus did when he was lonely or when there

  614. was something too big for him to process. Another thing

  615. Jesus faced was mocking. And I'm not really trying to

  616. get these in in order, but in a way so

  617. far I would say maybe they kind of are mocking.

  618. Is mocking is very open open defiance, open belittling, publish.

  619. There's all kinds of ways that we can mock or

  620. people can mock, and it can be cruel sarcasm and

  621. trying to highlight the flaws in another person, the weaknesses,

  622. to humiliate them, to dismiss the seriousness of them. All

  623. is done by mocking, trying to just discredit that person

  624. in a joking and disdaining way. And you know, the

  625. mocking that Jesus faced in those last days didn't come

  626. from what maybe we would think of in our world

  627. today of rebellious teenagers, but it came from the chief

  628. priests and the scribes and the elders, the religious men

  629. that were the ones that were supposed to be leading

  630. people to God, and those were the very men that

  631. were mocking Jesus, and they were supposed to be leading

  632. people to men, but unbeknownst to them, they were mocking

  633. the very son of God. Jesus was falsely accused, he

  634. was lied about. There again, another very hard thing. When

  635. it is hard, a hard thing to do to hear

  636. a rumor, to hear something come back, an accusation that

  637. is just simply not true about yourself, some personal smear,

  638. some personal twists to a fact that you said or

  639. did that you know, oh, was not true, and to

  640. just not retaliate, not go set the record straight. It's

  641. just a lot harder than we think until we've been

  642. in it. And yet Jesus says he opened not his

  643. mouth in those moments, He just let it play out

  644. the truth was the truth, and he he didn't feel

  645. the need to speak up, at least when it came

  646. to his own self justification. Jesus suffered grief and sorrow,

  647. and you know many of you and us have in

  648. some former another, some more than others. But Jesus he

  649. was faced with that, and we don't know all that

  650. he was faced with. But one thing that I think

  651. about a couple things times was when his good friend

  652. and cousin and contemporary, John the Baptist was killed. John

  653. and Jesus were cousins, and I believe they were close.

  654. That is where Mary went to Elizabeth when at that

  655. one point before they were, before Jesus was born, she

  656. was pregnant with him, and so they had a relationship.

  657. And I'm sure that relationship carried on as they had

  658. these two little boys together and they grew up were friends.

  659. I'm sure they did a lot together, knew each other well,

  660. and as they got older and entered into the ministry together,

  661. John was a preacher and John was preparing the way

  662. for Jesus, and I suppose they had many good times

  663. and good talks and sobering talks. But eventually John was

  664. arrested for speaking the truth to Herod about the woman

  665. he was with, and he was put in prison, and

  666. as it unfolded, out of revenge, his head was cut

  667. off in a gruesome form of murder. The Bible doesn't

  668. say a lot about jesus response, but it does say

  669. when Jesus heard, he departed into a desert place and

  670. he just went alone. And I'm sure he wept and

  671. he prayed, and he grieved for his friend. We know

  672. also that at the tomb of Lazar, although Jesus knew

  673. that he would raise Lazarra's back to life, when he

  674. looked at all these people and they were so sad,

  675. and they were so heartbroken, and they were just weeping

  676. and crying, he couldn't help himself. He wept. It says

  677. that Jesus wept when he's seen the grief of those

  678. Gerald read the verses and I fifty three. He is

  679. despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows and

  680. acquainted with grief. And we hid, as it were our

  681. faces from him. He was despised, and we esteemed him not.

  682. He bore our griefs, and so on carried our sorrows.

  683. Another thing Jesus experienced was abandonment. Now this, you know,

  684. some of these kind of overlap a bit, I suppose,

  685. but here is maybe the focus. He was rejected by

  686. the crowds earlier, but at that point, when all those

  687. crowds laughed, Jesus turned to his twelve disciples and he said,

  688. are you also going to leave me? And Peter spoke

  689. up and said, where would we go? You know, maybe

  690. they didn't understand Jesus either, maybe they had questions, but

  691. Jesus was a friend, and they were emotionally bonded with

  692. Jesus and had spent a lot of time together, and

  693. there really was another place to go. That was kind

  694. of their life then, and they liked Jesus, and they said,

  695. we're going to stick with you. There's nowhere else that

  696. we know of better to go at this point. But

  697. when Jesus was physically arrested in the garden that night,

  698. and all the chaos and the clashing of the swords

  699. and the Roman soldiers and the flames and the shadows,

  700. and jesus life was at risk, and possibly the disciples

  701. life felt at risk. Even jesus closest friends scattered into

  702. the night, brave Peter denied that he even knew Jesus.

  703. He was abandoned by the last of his friends. He

  704. was again alone. Another one I'll just mention. I'm not

  705. going to say a lot about it was stress. I

  706. don't know if any of you ever have stress in

  707. your life and anxiety, but Jesus did, and I think

  708. we all do as we get older. We have to

  709. cope with it. We need to deal with it in

  710. a proper way. But as Jesus is in the garden,

  711. we get that picture again, that is he prayed, and

  712. is he looking death in the near future and all

  713. that was before him.

  714. It said he sweat.

  715. Great drops of blood the stress that he was going

  716. through at that moment, and he was on his knees,

  717. was where he was, how he was dealing with that stress.

  718. Jesus also experienced physical suffering, and I want to just

  719. mention that a little bit. And some of these were combined.

  720. We think about like the program shows the crown of

  721. thorns that was roughly shoved on his head, all mixed

  722. in with the mocking and the scoffing, representing a king

  723. with a crown thorns jabbed into the tender scalp of

  724. our head with thousands of nerve endings and ruffed around

  725. and mocked, slapped in the face with spittle running down

  726. his face. Just again just kind of the mix of

  727. physical but very disrespectful treatment. The beatings across the back,

  728. unprotected back with a whip that had leather straps and

  729. bone or flint or rock or something, and just whipping

  730. him across the back. And the slashes and the lacerations

  731. and the intense bruising. We're all part of those that

  732. last day or two and after that, being forced to

  733. carry that heavy cross. And that might not see much,

  734. but you got a head that's throbbing with all kinds

  735. of cuts and needles poking into it. You have a

  736. back that is beaten and bruised, and then you're supposed

  737. to be carrying this big, hard, rough, heavy cross on

  738. your own. And then as they got there, they led

  739. him on his rob leading back and laid it on

  740. that rough cross and pushed him into position and nail

  741. big nails through his hands. And then they picked up

  742. that cross, and I'm sure they weren't gentle. They just

  743. put it into that hole, dropped it in, jarred it in,

  744. and there he hung pitiful helpless sight, half naked, half alive, mocked, shamed,

  745. crucified between two criminals to try to associate him with

  746. some kind of evil. And in that moment we know

  747. the good ending of the story. But in that moment,

  748. from a human perspective, jesus whole mission, his whole words,

  749. his whole teaching, the kingdom that he had talked about

  750. all looked like a complete and utter failure. The crowds

  751. of people had given up on him and went home

  752. long ago. His most loyal friends were gone and scattered

  753. and confused and scared. It looked like he had better

  754. put on a trial to see if he was guilty,

  755. And yep, he was found guilty. It looked like the

  756. Jews that had been playing this cat and mouse game

  757. for some time of trying to capture him, had finally

  758. caught him and silenced him, and they had won. And

  759. it looked like Satan had triumphed over God in that moment.

  760. It's a pathetic ending. I don't know what the people thought,

  761. after all, he said he as they looked at him.

  762. I have to wonder, speaking of temptations and mental battles,

  763. if one of the hardest tests for Jesus, and all

  764. of this was to not use the power at his disposal.

  765. A man that could walk on water, a man that

  766. could rise it rise a dead person, a man that

  767. could multiply food, hung up on the cross and challenge, now,

  768. come down, if you're the son of God, prove it.

  769. Come down for him with the power.

  770. To stay on the cross for him. When John the

  771. Baptist was in prison, not to just make the doors

  772. open and let us friend out, to set pilots straight,

  773. and to dismiss Judas at least before the feet washing.

  774. And yet Jesus resisted all that mental temptation and anguish

  775. and he stayed on the cross. Well why did he

  776. do that? And I just want to touch on that

  777. a little bit. Why did Jesus go through all this

  778. emotional and mental and social physical anguish? And you know,

  779. there's probably a lot lot more that we don't know about,

  780. you know, and John at the end of the book

  781. it says, and there are also many other things what

  782. Jesus did, the which if they should be written everyone,

  783. I suppose that even the world itself could not contain

  784. the books that should be written. That's interesting. There's a

  785. wonder it makes me wonder what all else Jesus did

  786. and faced in his life that we have no idea about.

  787. But did Jesus want to come to earth? Did he

  788. want to come here and do all that? I don't

  789. know what you think, And maybe there's different Bible verses

  790. that would reflect different But for today, I'm going to

  791. say no, he didn't want to come and in a sense,

  792. and I get that from the verses we already read.

  793. In John sixth he says in verse thirty eight, he says,

  794. I came down from heaven not to do mine own will,

  795. but the will of Him that sent me. Now he

  796. agreed to it.

  797. He wanted to.

  798. Come down in that sense. But there was a side

  799. of Jesus and his will as a man, especially that

  800. I think recoiled and resisted that task. But he obviously

  801. was willing and.

  802. To do it. And it says that he came to

  803. do his father's will.

  804. And this is the will of him that sent me,

  805. that everyone which seeth the sun believeth on him may

  806. have everlasting life, and I will raise him up at

  807. the last day. And that is why Jesus endured all that,

  808. so that we could see and believe and have everlasting life.

  809. Jesus submitted his will in that moment to the will

  810. of his heavenly father, and I think about the Father

  811. in this too. You just think about God the Father

  812. and maybe a comment on that as an earthly father.

  813. You know, I don't like suffering. I'm kind of a whimp.

  814. I don't like pain, but I think, especially certain moments,

  815. the only thing worse than suffering yourself is to watch

  816. your child suffer, and to watch him be mistreated, to

  817. watch her be rejected, to watch them be put to death,

  818. to be kidnapped, to be you know, those things are

  819. like at the height of terrible in the mind of

  820. a parent. And so this was not a casual thing

  821. for God the Father, I think, to have him his

  822. son go there could have been a side where he

  823. struggled with that more than his own son Hebrews he

  824. left two fourteen four. As much then, as the children

  825. are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise

  826. took part of the same, that through death he might

  827. destroy him that had the power of death, that is

  828. the devil, and deliver them through fear of death, who

  829. were all their lifetime subject to bondage for verily he

  830. took not on him the nature of angels, but he

  831. took on him the seat of Abraham. Wherefore, in all

  832. things it behooved him to be made likened to his brethren,

  833. that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest

  834. in things pertaining to God, to make reconciliation for the

  835. sins of the people. So through the power and that

  836. image of complete failure was actually the victory over death

  837. that all the people did. Most of the people didn't

  838. have any ideas they looked at that poor, bleeding human

  839. being on that cross. But it was the triumph over death,

  840. followed of course by the resurrection. Some closing thoughts here

  841. and versus the fact that Jesus Christ experience and understands

  842. all our struggles. The emotional mental social is a wonderful comfort,

  843. but the purpose is more than just to make us

  844. feel good. In Hebrews two eighteen and four sixteen, it

  845. says in that he himself has suffered being tempted, he

  846. is able to sucker them that are tempted. And let

  847. us therefore come boldly under the throne of grace, that

  848. we may obtain mercy and find grace in help of

  849. time of need. And I'd like to just stress that

  850. point and closing just a tiny bit here that he

  851. not only understands that wasn't really the purpose just to

  852. experience it, but to sucker means to help to aid

  853. all those that would follow after through the difficulties and

  854. to deliver us in the moment of temptation.

  855. So that one of the things.

  856. That happened when Jesus died was the veil in the

  857. temple between the Holies and the Holy of Holies was

  858. ripped in half, symbolizing an entrance of the people to

  859. the throne of God. And he says that here let

  860. us come boldly to the throne of Grace. And that

  861. doesn't mean casually, that doesn't mean arrogantly, that doesn't mean

  862. like me and God are buddies. But it means to

  863. come in humble confidence that our hope and our salvation

  864. is in Him, and he covers us, and he forgives us,

  865. and he doesn't want us to have communion. And do

  866. you ever have communion anxiety? Any of you not have it?

  867. And I don't know where all that comes from. I

  868. think coming in the fear and sobriety of fear of

  869. God reverence is good and there is implications. If we're

  870. living in blatant and sin, then we have reason to

  871. be have anxiety. But I would just say that I

  872. don't think that is God's purpose for his people, for

  873. us as children to be living with this kind of

  874. spiritual and moments of communion anxiety. Jesus said many times

  875. to his disciples, be not afraid, fear not different places

  876. throughout He wanted to comfort them in hard times. And

  877. maybe it's our maybe we have too much performance oriented something,

  878. but not to lower the bar of holiness, but to understand.

  879. God wants us to come boldly and to have peace

  880. and to have a relationship with Him. And I think

  881. how one of the key things to that is I'll

  882. just highlight, is that Jesus took time to be alone

  883. with his heavenly Father. That is where he regrouped when

  884. he got frazzled, when someone died, when they tried to

  885. make him king, when the good times and the bad times,

  886. whatever they were, he went alone to regroup with his

  887. heavenly Father. And that is important for us today as well.

  888. It was a secret to the source of jesus focus

  889. and strength in the good and the bad times. I'm

  890. going to read the verses that I started out with

  891. in Hebrews fourth fourteen through sixteen, and this time I'm

  892. going to read them in the amplified inasmuch, then, as

  893. we believers have a great high priest who has already

  894. descended and passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God,

  895. let us hold fast our confession of faith and cling

  896. tenaciously to our absolute trust in Him as our savior.

  897. For we do not have a high priest who is

  898. unable to sympathize and understand our weaknesses and temptations, but

  899. one who has been tempted, and this is title of

  900. the message, knowing exactly how it feels to be human

  901. in every respect we are yet without committing any sin. Therefore,

  902. let us, with privilege approach the throne of Grace, that

  903. is the throne of God's gracious favor, with confidence and

  904. without fear, so that we may receive mercy for our

  905. failures and find His amazing grace to help in time

  906. of need, an appropriate blessing coming just at the right moment. God,

  907. bless you. Let's spell our heads for prayer