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"Sufficient Grace" | 2 Corinthians 12 | Pastor Israel

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  1. Title of tonight's message is Sufficient Grace, Strength in

  2. the thorn. We'll see what that means in a

  3. moment. As you're turning to 2nd

  4. Corinthians 12. Imagine with me for a moment a

  5. butterfly struggling to emerge from its cocoon as the word I

  6. was after, wings trembling against the tight confines of

  7. this cocoon, and a well meaning child, seeing the struggle,

  8. decides to help out and snips the cocoon open.

  9. But when the butterfly emerges, its wings are shrivelled and now

  10. unfit for flight, doomed to crawl instead of soaring.

  11. The struggle, painful as it was, was actually necessary and

  12. essential for strength. Without it, there is no soaring

  13. in the heavens. This example somewhat captures

  14. the heart of 2nd Corinthians 12 verses 1 to 10.

  15. This evening. I think most of us prefer the

  16. idea of strength being stoic. We admire the capable, the

  17. confident, those that seem to have no qualms, concerns, or

  18. worries. Nothing seems to phase them.

  19. They're competent, we might call them, and we want to be one of

  20. those people holding things together, not the one falling

  21. apart. And yet, in God's Kingdom, the

  22. mathematics of power is reversed.

  23. Strength actually comes through surrender.

  24. Power is made evident in weakness, victory through

  25. vulnerability, life through loss.

  26. That's the paradox that Paul unpacks for us here in this

  27. chapter. He's still addressing, answering

  28. these so called super apostles that had set themselves up in

  29. the church there in Corinth that he's writing to.

  30. And these self promoters boasted about visions and revelations

  31. and insight that they had from God that set them apart, certain

  32. achievements that they might have.

  33. And certainly they set themselves up as being

  34. spiritually superior to the rest of the people, the congregation

  35. there in Corinth and Paul, reluctant and comes through in

  36. his writing, but resolute, strong and firm, steps into

  37. their game for a moment, not to glorify himself, but to now show

  38. what true spiritual authority is all about.

  39. That it in fact it's revealed not in triumphs, but in trials.

  40. Chapter 10. Chapter 11 and 12 are all him

  41. addressing this notion reminds me of when Muhammad Ali the

  42. boxer was told to put his seat belt on when flying in an

  43. aeroplane and he quit. Superman don't need no seat

  44. belt. To which someone quickly

  45. reminded. Superman don't need no aeroplane

  46. either. Paul here in this chapter, he's

  47. answering fools what Proverbs tells us according to their

  48. folly. There's a divine twist in his

  49. writing. And that's why Paul pens what he

  50. does, says what he says. He shares for us this

  51. breathtaking vision of heaven, of a revelation that God had

  52. given to him. But quickly is everything off on

  53. the stage, everything muted? Yeah, OK, so it's me.

  54. But quickly now, having gone from this high sort of vision of

  55. heaven, he'll then explore the depths of this brutal thorn in

  56. the flesh, as he will call it, a messenger of Satan sent to

  57. buffet him. Why?

  58. Well, because both the vision of heaven and the thorn in the

  59. flesh serve the one and the same purpose, to magnify the

  60. sufficiency of God's grace. Grace is something that we talk

  61. about because it appears again and again throughout the

  62. Scriptures. And his thorn, we will see, it's

  63. actually in the Greek, a word that indicates a huge, massive

  64. stakes, I think a, a big kind of tent making stake.

  65. Paul's a tent maker. So that's the imagery that he

  66. had in mind of something that's been driven intensely painful

  67. into his flesh. And in this, this thorn that he

  68. speaks of, actually permitted by God, allowed by God, reveals

  69. this paradox for us, that God's strength actually shines the

  70. brightest in our weakness, in our pain.

  71. So what Paul offers for us in this passage, as we'll read in a

  72. moment or two, startling notices of divine work, of God.

  73. And in Paul's life in an house, a glorious, indescribable

  74. revelation of heaven, yes, of being caught up into paradise,

  75. as he'll say. And then this stubborn, piercing

  76. thorn in the flesh, one seems to lift him up, the other humbles

  77. him. But both, he insists for us

  78. reveal the same truth. God's grace is sufficient.

  79. That'll be our reminder. That'll be our focus for us

  80. tonight. And we'll see this as we look at

  81. 3 lessons out of this passage to help us consider what it means

  82. to be a true servant and follower of Jesus Christ.

  83. We'll see the privilege of Revelation and verses one to

  84. six, that God lifts us into his vision.

  85. He, he reveals things for us. But it's not that we'll be

  86. bloated with our own significance and pride filling

  87. our hearts, but rather that we would recognise the call of God

  88. upon us and that we're sent for his purposes and to be busy

  89. about that. We'll see.

  90. Secondly, the purpose of the thorn, that God humbles in that

  91. difficulty so that pride won't ruin us.

  92. We learnt the pride this morning and Paul the Apostle speaks of

  93. this being a needful thing for him lest he become conceited and

  94. filled with pride. And if Paul the Apostle needed

  95. that, then how much more so you and I?

  96. Thirdly, we'll see for us the power of grace, of God's

  97. strength becoming ours in the place in the moments, in the

  98. times of our weakness. So let's begin with the heavenly

  99. part of Paul's story. Verses one through to six I'll

  100. read out of the new King James Version.

  101. He says verse one, It is doubtless not profitable for me

  102. to boast. I will come now to visions and

  103. revelations of the Lord. So in other words, these super

  104. apostles, they keep talking about these grand visions and

  105. revelations God gives to them. All right, I'll play this game.

  106. Let's talk about visions and revelations.

  107. I know a man in Christ who 14 years ago, whether in the body I

  108. do not know. Whether out of the body I do not

  109. know. God knows such a one was caught

  110. up into the 3rd heaven and I know such a man, whether in the

  111. body or out of the body I do not know.

  112. God knows how he was caught up verse 4 into paradise.

  113. This 3rd heaven, this paradise is God's dwelling place.

  114. When we speak of heaven in the Bible, the word heaven's often

  115. used a number of times, translated into English, can

  116. speak of the sky, of the atmosphere, but in this location

  117. it's Speaking of the heavenly realm, God's residence of how

  118. verse 4 caught up into paradise and he heard inexpressible words

  119. which it is not lawful for a man to utter of such a one.

  120. Verse 5. I will boast it of myself.

  121. I'll not boast except in my infirmities, for though I might

  122. desire to boast, I will not be a fool, for I will speak the

  123. truth, but I refrain lest anyone should think of me above what he

  124. sees me to be or hears from me. What is this about?

  125. Well, a point we're going to consider is the privilege of

  126. revelation, that God lifts us into vision, and Paul begins

  127. here almost reluctantly. That comes through in the verses

  128. that we read. I must go on boasting.

  129. Another translation has I'll go on divisions and revelations of

  130. the Lord. Now and then he tells of this

  131. experience, an extraordinary one, but he can't quite fully

  132. explain it. So I don't know whether I was

  133. there physically, but he puts it this way.

  134. I know a man in Christ who 14 years ago was caught up in the

  135. 3rd heaven into paradise and he heard inexpressible words.

  136. Who is this man in Christ? It's it's actually Paul.

  137. And Paul here is utilising something quite common for the

  138. Greeks back then when arguing and developing a point to

  139. reference themselves in the third person.

  140. And he does that here. And so it's an individual that

  141. he's Speaking of, but we know it to be himself.

  142. And he says that man in Christ, Paul, he's kind of keeping the

  143. details a bit tight. Whether it was me literally,

  144. physically in my body in the heavenly realm, or a vision that

  145. God had granted to me to see, I don't know, but God knows.

  146. But what he does know is that I heard things that can't be

  147. spoken, can't be written down. Now, most scholars, most

  148. commentators suggest that what Paul is referencing here is back

  149. in Acts chapter 14, when some Jews in a a town, a city called

    Acts 14 chapter mention

  150. Lystra, had taken Paul out, dragged him out and stoned him

  151. to death. And whether it was that he had

  152. been concussed or knocked out, or he'd actually died and God

  153. resurrected him, it's not clear in the Scripture.

  154. But many attribute this revelation that he references

  155. here to be of this occasion. We know the story that Paul

  156. comes back and continues and persists preaching and teaching

  157. the very thing that had caused him to be dragged out of the

  158. city. And Lister, it's amazing story

  159. in the book of Acts chapter 14. But this paradise episode that

    Acts 14 chapter mention

  160. he references here, it's not the only supernatural revelation or

  161. vision encounter in Paul's life. And each of the visions that

  162. I'll reference and provide for you in a moment that that Paul

  163. has, that we know from scripture, they each of them

  164. have a specific purpose for Paul.

  165. And this is the point we're going to pull out of what and

  166. what Paul is, is declaring this vision all about.

  167. Because the Super apostles so called in Corinth, we're talking

  168. about these revelations and visions so called that they had,

  169. and they were using it as a reason to have themselves

  170. celebrated, to be elevated above everybody else because of these

  171. revelations, these visions that so called, they've been given.

  172. But Paul says, all right, let me tell you about revelations and

  173. visions and these things and the purpose thereof.

  174. You remember on the road to Damascus there was a revelation,

  175. a vision that Paul had. Paul.

  176. Then Saul was met by the risen Jesus who asked him, Saul, Saul,

  177. why are you persecuting me? And that encounter stopped

  178. literally Paul dead in his tracks, his eyesight.

  179. He was blinded for a season, but it turned him.

  180. It transformed him into the apostle Paul, the sent one on to

  181. the Gentiles. And it wasn't merely instruction

  182. that was given in this revelation by Jesus to him.

  183. It was life transforming. It was commissioning in Paul's

  184. life. That's one revelation. 2nd, we

  185. see a revelation in reference to Paul, the visit of Ananias after

  186. that road experience that Paul had a godly man in Damascus

  187. named Ananias received a vision, directed instructions by God to

  188. go to Saul, who understand at this point in time was a

  189. veritable Hitler as far as the early church was concerned.

  190. And Ananias was told in this vision to go and lay hands on

  191. Saul at that time and to heal him and restore his sight.

  192. And that vision led to Paul's healing.

  193. And that vision led to a public identification for Paul with

  194. Christ's people. A third vision, the Macedonian

  195. call, or a vision in Troas. On time in the night in a city

  196. called Troas, Paul saw a vision of a man from Macedonia saying

  197. come over to Macedonia and help us and what that vision provided

  198. was for Paul mission, strategy, strategy and and launch the

  199. gospel into Europe. There's a time when Paul was

  200. actually in the city of Corinth. We read in the book of Acts an

  201. opposition there. Paul had had become fearful of

  202. it. He's wondering, am I in the

  203. right place? God am I doing and and living

  204. according to your will and I'm so fearful and and the Lord

  205. appeared to him and said do not be afraid and said this I have

  206. many people in this city and that vision strength and Paul to

  207. press on where where human approval had failed and where

  208. fear had gripped his heart. It was a promise, later

  209. appearing in vision form to Paul about what would happen in Rome.

  210. While in prison, Paul received again a vision or a word

  211. confirming that he would in fact testify before Caesar.

  212. And you know what? That promise sustained Paul

  213. through a dangerous sea journey and then his eventual ministry

  214. in Rome. There was another vision.

  215. Paul received an angelic reassurance on the ship on the

  216. journey to Rome when in a storm at sea, an Angel told Paul that

  217. none of those aboard the ship would perish, and this vision

  218. protected and guided him through perilous travel.

  219. Finally, what we read tonight, this paradise vision he mentions

  220. here, this 3rd heaven experience kind of crowns this pattern of

  221. visions if Paul's wanting to boast or to speak of them.

  222. And it's an extraordinary vision of glory.

  223. Paul keeps it quiet. It seems that he's not revealed

  224. this for some 14 years. It's the first time, the first

  225. mention, maybe there's been a select few, but certainly in

  226. writing. And he's sharing it only for the

  227. point of defending his ministry when when others seemingly

  228. flaunted their spiritual credentials above Paul.

  229. And so I want us to Note 2 important observations about

  230. revelations, about how God speaks to us, and in particular

  231. for Paul here always these were given with the purpose of

  232. mission and not promotion. Each vision that I referred us

  233. to, and this vision here that Paul is recounting, it redirects

  234. Paul back into service of the Lord to preach, to go, to

  235. endure. It was always about God's work.

  236. It was always about God's call. It was always about God's will.

  237. It was never about making big of Paul.

  238. And I say that because today in modern Christendom, there are

  239. all sorts of people who will declare certain revelations,

  240. certain dreams, certain maybe heavenly insights that they've

  241. received from God. We've all heard of those near

  242. death experiences where people will recount that I was taken

  243. into into heaven and I saw God. You know what inevitably happens

  244. with many of those? A book comes out and money is

  245. made and TV shows and appearances and all the focus,

  246. all the energy seems to go on to the individual.

  247. There's a stark difference between that and what Paul is

  248. recounting here. All those visions, all of those

  249. revelations were about reorienting Paul and reaffirming

  250. that it's all about me, God. And Paul needed to be reminded

  251. of that here and, and so much more.

  252. I think you and I and, and these visions, they, they never made

  253. Paul proud. They rather made him dependent.

  254. Far from inflating him, the revelation exposed his need for

  255. humility. And the more it seems that he

  256. saw of heaven, the less he boasted in himself.

  257. And so the application for you and I in these verses I want us

  258. to see is this. If God lifts you, if God has

  259. revealed things to you, serve him in that.

  260. And with that, if God has granted you spiritual insight, a

  261. platform or an opportunity, don't treat it as as validation

  262. for pride to fill your heart. Treat it as commissioning for a

  263. deeper service of the Lord and test experience by character.

  264. Revelations, you see, are only valuable if they lead to

  265. humility, holiness, and sacrificial service.

  266. That's what Paul models for us. You know when God shows you

  267. something of His glory, let it make you more like Jesus, not

  268. more inflated with yourself. You know, God will sometimes

  269. lift us so that He can send us. And so I see revelation then as

  270. a privilege with a purpose to equip and to humble.

  271. And that's now really where Paul gets us as we consider the

  272. second point for us tonight, the purpose of the thorn of God

  273. humbling us down. Having recounted this revelatory

  274. experience of being taken into the 3rd heaven, now he reveals

  275. something else. In verse 7 and 8 it says unless

  276. I should be exalted above measure by the abundance of the

  277. revelations. I've just recounted a few of

  278. them. No doubt Paul had many more.

  279. A thorn in the flesh. Look at this underliner was

  280. given to me, a messenger of Satan, to buff at me.

  281. Why? Lest I be exalted above measure.

  282. In other words, lest I think more highly of myself than I

  283. ought. Now, unless you think it's some

  284. sort of trivial, insignificant sort of a thing, verse 8 he

  285. goes, no, let me tell you concerning this thing, I pleaded

  286. with the Lord three times. Now the phrasing here pleaded

  287. with the Lord and three times here is in fact eerily similar

  288. in the Greek to the description of Jesus in the Garden of

  289. Gethsemane pleading himself three times.

  290. God, if there'd be any other way past this cup.

  291. And so here's this intensity now of struggle of of painful

  292. experience that Paul is recounting this thorn in the

  293. flesh is a very significant scenario.

  294. Three times that it might depart from me.

  295. So again, Paul shifts from the, excuse me, mountaintop, the

  296. revelation, God in the heavenlies, to now this valley

  297. with a single hard line to keep me from becoming conceited.

  298. Because of these surprisingly great revelations, there was

  299. given me a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to buffet me.

  300. As I mentioned already, the word thorn there in the Greek has the

  301. imagery of, again, Paul being a tent maker, a huge sort of

  302. wooden stake, something very sharp.

  303. So it indicates that it's painful, that it's persistent

  304. for him. Paul never specifies the exact

  305. nature of it. And that's caused many people to

  306. speculate about what this is that he's referencing.

  307. And scholars and and and readers have proposed many

  308. possibilities. The main is to indicate that

  309. it's in reference to Paul eyesight on the behalf of Paul

  310. with all of these references through the scriptures of other

  311. churches who would have liked to have given their eyes to him if

  312. they could. A Paul at times saying, look how

  313. big my font is that I'm penning this to you of some sort of a

  314. condition where his eyes were constantly weeping, almost like

  315. he had perpetual pink eye going on.

  316. That's what some suggest. But here's some of the other

  317. suggestions and speculations that it was a form of epilepsy,

  318. some kind of chronic illness, Some spiritualize it, that it's

  319. in reference to spiritual opposition, but I don't

  320. necessarily agree with that. That seems to be more of a

  321. physical thing. Some suggest aggressive critics

  322. and and one Scottish Bible commentator suggested it was in

  323. reference to Paul's wife. I think maybe this guy had

  324. issues with his wife that he's probably putting that up in his

  325. commentary. But whatever it was, it was

  326. painful, it was personal, it was persistent for Paul and, and

  327. here's the point for you and I in that.

  328. And I think the ambiguity in exactly what it was makes this

  329. less and more universal, applicable for you and I because

  330. whatever your thorn, whatever your stake, the principle

  331. applies. So notice these truths about the

  332. thorn that he referenced. The thorn is both demonic and

  333. permitted. Did you see that?

  334. Paul calls it a messenger of Satan, which means that the

  335. enemy used it. Think of Job, the Old Testament

  336. book of Job, right? The story we're introduced to is

  337. Satan comes into the very presence of God Almighty, and

  338. God brings up Job. Job's probably been on earth

  339. when he's experiencing. Why did you mention me?

  340. And God says, have you seen my man, my servant Job?

  341. The challenge comes Satan to God.

  342. He only worships you, God, because you're like a genie in

  343. the bottle to him. You bless him, take away those

  344. things, touch him and he'll curse you to his grave.

  345. So this comes forward through and so on.

  346. But God allowed the point here. God permitted Satan literally to

  347. be used against Job in that story.

  348. This is the idea here that's being brought forward by Paul in

  349. this that that the text reads as a God aloud or gave it so that

  350. Paul would not become conceited. I'll permit God effectively said

  351. in his heavenly throne room of decision making.

  352. I will permit this messenger of Satan to buffet Paul.

  353. I'll allow it and I'll in fact use it.

  354. And Paul says God gave it to me. It sounds paradoxical, but

  355. Scripture here holds these both realities that Satan is

  356. attacking and and God is permitting for Paul's good.

  357. And that blows our minds. But the purpose we need to

  358. understand is, is this. It's protective and formative.

  359. And why? Because at the heart of it is

  360. this great sin of pride. Don't we see again and again of

  361. pride being the downfall, undoing so many leaders and

  362. ruining so many Saints? And so God loved Paul and, and

  363. Paul's ministry so much that he saw fit that Paul needed this.

  364. So that should it not be there, pride could have potentially

  365. filled Paul's heart and bring the downfall to the ministry and

  366. work of Paul that God was using. And the thorn guarded Paul's

  367. heart against spiritual inflation and elevation of

  368. himself, and in fact preserved Paul for the long run.

  369. But Paul pleaded, he begged 3 times for relief.

  370. It says this means that he prayed earnestly.

  371. Oh man, have you ever prayed earnestly?

  372. Fervently and so Paul's petitions here weren't flippant

  373. nor casual. Oh God, could you just kind of

  374. deal with this for me thanks cheers see you next time now

  375. this here it makes the answer then because of the pleading and

  376. the urgency of it then more meaningful from God.

  377. God's no wasn't indifferent here.

  378. It was purposeful. So note the sequence.

  379. Well, Paul's plea, Lord, remove it.

  380. God's purpose. Paul, you need it and God's

  381. promise. But my grace is sufficient for

  382. you. And sometimes God does not

  383. change our circumstances. And this is an area that we need

  384. to be mindful of in our prayers. And I'll give three ways that we

  385. can pray about situations and circumstances.

  386. They come across our path because often our first port of

  387. call when we pray is to pray for escape.

  388. Lord, deliver me from this. And that's often a prayer that

  389. we pray for other people when they explain a situation or a

  390. circumstance that is like a veritable thorn in the flesh.

  391. And I understand that, and we're sympathetic and we're empathetic

  392. towards them. But God here in Paul's

  393. situation, in his circumstance, whatever this steak was,

  394. whatever this thorn in the flesh was, whatever this messenger of

  395. Satan buffeting him was, God said, no, Paul, I'm actually

  396. going to use this. I'm actually going to change

  397. this, and it will benefit you. But Charles Spurgeon put it this

  398. way. He once said, I have learned to

  399. kiss the wave that throws me against the Rock of Ages.

  400. And it's often true, isn't it, that in difficulty, in intensity

  401. of trial and circumstance, where do we go?

  402. God help. We cling to God so much more.

  403. Paul's thorn was that wave. It hurt, but it drove him closer

  404. to Christ. So I believe every believer

  405. here, you and I tonight has a thorn of some sort.

  406. You're saying a thorn? I've got multiple thorns,

  407. Israel, some pain, some weakness, some limitation.

  408. Maybe God's allowing to humble us, to keep us holy.

  409. Maybe yours is physical, Maybe yours is emotional.

  410. Maybe it's relational, spiritual.

  411. And you've prayed for relief. You've begged 3 times.

  412. I've begged 300 times, but heaven seems silent.

  413. So understand what seems to you and I as unanswered.

  414. Prayer doesn't mean God's neglect.

  415. It may mean God's perfecting work is in progress.

  416. Mr Dahan's book Broken Things illustrates a $5 steel bar he

  417. writes becomes $10 when beaten into horseshoes, becomes $350.00

  418. when broken into medical needles, becomes $250,000 when

  419. broken into watch springs. More valuable is this steel bar

  420. after hammering and polishing. Fawns in our flesh are not about

  421. our lives being comfortable. And that's usually why we're

  422. praying God deliver me for escape.

  423. But God is forging godly character far more valuable in

  424. you and I. So we need to to learn to see as

  425. God's servants that the thorn then is not punishment against

  426. us, but preparation. And so if God humbles you in

  427. this regard, be teachable. And when God allows difficulty,

  428. don't assume you're being rejected.

  429. Ask instead, God, what is this doing in me?

  430. Want me to see your purpose, to understand your plan.

  431. And so learn to pray in these three ways.

  432. Yes, we can pray to escape, and that might be God's deliverance

  433. for us. It's very honest and human for

  434. us to do that. God, help Get Me Out of this.

  435. But failing an answer in that regard, pray then for this.

  436. Pray to endure. God, give me the strength with

  437. this thorn in the flesh, this messenger of Satan buffeting me,

  438. Help me to endure, to stand up against it.

  439. And then thirdly, pray to enlist.

  440. Ask God. God, what is your purpose?

  441. What is your plan that you're allowing that you're permitting

  442. this in my life for see it as, yeah, maybe demonic in origin,

  443. that Satan is trying to use it to attack, but that God has

  444. allowed it, that he has permitted it for some reason,

  445. some purpose for his glory and your good thorn's purpose again,

  446. is not punitive. It's productive, it's

  447. preservative. It keeps us small in the best

  448. possible sense, small enough for God's greatness to fill us.

  449. And this is our Third Point here, verses 9 and 10, The power

  450. of grace. God strengthens us within.

  451. He said to me, Paula prayed 3 times.

  452. God answered him, My grace, grace again, undeserved favour

  453. unmerited. Nothing that you've done Paul,

  454. to deserve it, but I'm giving it to you.

  455. My grace is sufficient, meaning everything that you need is

  456. sufficient for you. Why My strength is made perfect.

  457. That word perfect means complete, full in weakness.

  458. Therefore, Paul replies most gladly, I will rather boast in

  459. my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

  460. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities.

  461. This is not some macabre sort of mindset.

  462. We'll explain it here in a moment.

  463. In reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses for

  464. Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am

  465. strong. And finally, we arrive at the

  466. heart of the passage here. Paul.

  467. He presses for an answer after this third petition.

  468. God, deliver me from this, deliver me from this, deliver me

  469. from this. And God's reply, brief but

  470. eternal. My grace is sufficient for you,

  471. Paul. My power is made perfect in

  472. weakness. What a reply, those short words

  473. but carry the weight of salvation and of ongoing

  474. ministry in Paul's life. 4 words.

  475. My grace is sufficient grace not only a reference to past

  476. forgiveness, but here in this context present provision,

  477. future formation, and hope and promises made being delivered.

  478. The word sufficient implies continuous supply in Paul's

  479. life. God will have enough for today's

  480. needs and tomorrow's and the next days and next weeks and

  481. next months and on. If you're fearful of the future

  482. and what that might hold, may this verse bring courage to your

  483. soul. Tonight.

  484. My power is made perfect in weakness.

  485. And here I understand this. God's power doesn't just

  486. compensate for weakness, it is in fact displayed in it.

  487. Perfect again means complete, means full.

  488. And Paul's response then to that declaration from God, is this

  489. all right? I'm going to rest in your grace.

  490. I'm going to enjoy your grace, God, he says.

  491. Now I'm going to in fact boast all the more gladly of these

  492. weaknesses. I love my thorn in the flesh.

  493. It doesn't become again, masochist here, delighting in

  494. pain for the sake you feel the pain you didn't like have cold

  495. showers and ice baths in the morning.

  496. And he wasn't, you know, embracing that kind of thing.

  497. But rather it's about now him intentionally reframing

  498. suffering where he is weak. He now understands it.

  499. OK, Christ is going to be revealed as strong, and the

  500. thorn now becomes a pulpit for God's power to be preached.

  501. So tonight, rest in grace. It's all sufficient, all you

  502. need. When resources fail, when

  503. reputation fades, when fatigue comes, look for God's

  504. sufficiency rather than your capacity to fix it.

  505. I'll sort it out. I'll solve it, and I'll grind

  506. and I'll make it happen. I'll pull myself up by my

  507. bootstraps and I'll I'll take care of it Both.

  508. Not in your stamina, in your capacity, but in your Saviour.

  509. Make your testimony less about self.

  510. I did this, more about Christ's sustaining power at work in you.

  511. And so to do that, we need to practise dependence, I think

  512. daily. That's why the Bible tells us to

  513. deny ourselves, take up our cross, follow Jesus, to take

  514. those steps that require God's enabling in our lives.

  515. So let prayer be your first resource.

  516. If you've got steak sticking out of all parts of your body

  517. tonight and you haven't been praying, man, can I say pray?

  518. Let prayer be your first resource, not the desperate last

  519. resort, but when pain returns, repeat God's word.

  520. My grace is sufficient. Let the Scripture become like

  521. muscle memory in this way, so that when you're fatigued, when

  522. you're overwhelmed, man, I I'm feeling this way.

  523. I don't know what's going on, but here's what I do know.

  524. The Bible says my grace is sufficient.

  525. Power will become strong in weakness and then use your

  526. weakness, in fact, to serve others.

  527. Many times in our weakness, in our thorns, in the flesh, what

  528. do we do? We withdraw ourselves from

  529. others. We hold pity parties and invite

  530. people over so that they can hear about what we're going

  531. through and how bad it is and what's happening.

  532. You know, what is a good thing to do is to allow the very

  533. weakness, that very maybe area that we're tempted to hide,

  534. become the platform for empathy and ministry, for God to use us

  535. for his power to come through in our weakness.

  536. And so in short, grace doesn't necessarily remove the thorn.

  537. It does remove the thorns ability to rule you and define

  538. you. And don't we know people like

  539. that where they're so defined by the thorn in the flesh?

  540. You know, OK, I'm going to have a conversation with so, so and

  541. so. How long is it going to take

  542. before they bring it up? Oh, you won't believe it Again,

  543. not to diminish that, but rather to suggest that that has become

  544. a means of their identity. And our identity is not that.

  545. Our identity is Christ Jesus. So when you rely on God,

  546. weakness now becomes the stage for Christ's power to come

  547. through. So then this is the the paradox

  548. that Paul presents for us, that I hope through the power of the

  549. Holy Spirit tonight and the word of God will change everything in

  550. yours and my life and us as a fellowship.

  551. Paul has moved from this glorious revelation of the

  552. heavenlies and then back to the grind, back to the thorn in the

  553. flesh, the revelation, the vision, and then the

  554. vulnerability, the thorn. But he says both were gifts for

  555. the same end, to keep Paul dependent on God and to be

  556. fruitful in his service unto him.

  557. He says it plainly, for when I am weak, then I am strong.

  558. So how does this change us tonight as we've read these

  559. verses and we finish now? If God gives you revelation

  560. insight, receive it. Understand it as commissioning

  561. that that comes with a calling, a purpose, not as currency for

  562. pride. Serve more, boast less.

  563. If God allows pain or limitation, ask how it might be

  564. forming you God. What's your purpose in this?

  565. It might be more like God. What's your purpose in this?

  566. That might be how we're praying it.

  567. But pray to enlist it for the Kingdom of God and His purposes

  568. and for His use, rather than a form of escapism.

  569. And if God's grace is the answer, my grace is sufficient.

  570. Let that truth reshape your identity.

  571. You are not ultimately what you do.

  572. You are what Christ is in you so again, many of us, we can pray

  573. like Paul prayed Lord take this away and God sometimes answers

  574. yes, I'll do that. Praise the Lord.

  575. We say Hallelujah. Sometimes Jesus answer is wait,

  576. no, not yet. And sometimes his answer is with

  577. the deeper life changing no, my grace is sufficient.

  578. And we need to learn to hear all those answers and to live

  579. faithfully in each. So tonight, as we close our

  580. Bibles and get ready to pray, wherever you are, on the

  581. mountaintop in the heavenlies, the very throne room of God like

  582. Paul describing, I'm in paradise.

  583. Or in the low valley, I don't know what thorn, what steak,

  584. what messenger of Satan is buffeting you tonight.

  585. May you and I become someone who says, with Paul, I will boast

  586. gladly in my weaknesses so that the power of Christ may rest on

  587. me. You know what happens when you

  588. and I get there. With that we we discover the

  589. strangest and most wonderful thing.

  590. Weakness in our lives will no longer be merely a problem to

  591. solve. It will be the place where God's

  592. greatness is made known.