Sermon
(Sermon only) In The Light of Truth Unitarian Universalist Church of Berkeley February 8, 2026
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In the light of truth and the warmth of
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love.
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These are words that regularly begin the
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services at my home Unitarian
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Universalist congregation in Farmington,
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New Mexico.
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Truthtelling is central to our Unitarian
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Universalist faith.
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We embrace a free and responsible search
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for truth as we currently know it to be.
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We say that revelation isn't sealed in
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ancient texts, but that it unfolds in
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honest examination of lived experience.
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And I want to share with you some hard
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heavy truths regarding my hometown of
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Farmington and the spiritual lessons
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that I have taken from these truths.
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I have called this northwest city in New
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Mexico home for 28 years. Its population
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of about 40,000 swells to over 200,000s
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on weekends as residents of surrounding
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rural communities come to shop at car
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dealerships and Sam's and Walmart and
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Target.
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The town's economy relies on business
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from nearby neighbors, many of whom are
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indigenous,
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Navajo or Da as they call themselves,
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Ute or Hickoria Apache.
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And the identity of Farmington as a hub
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serving a large indigenous population
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contains a troubled past. In 1974, when
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photographer Bob Fitch captured this
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sign, Farmington gained notoriety as the
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Selma of the Southwest
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due to brutal, racially motivated
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murders of three DA men. These are hard,
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heavy truths.
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Fast forward to 2024 and local
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activists, community members, and clergy
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chose to mark the 50th anniversary of
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those mur murders.
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We mourned with the families who lost
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loved ones, and we recognized those who
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in 1974
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had asserted indigenous power in the
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light of blatant racism.
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We came together to craft a common
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narrative about what had happened in
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Farmington, a truth that accounts for
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multiple voices and perspectives.
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Historian Howard Zinn asserts that the
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stories that we tell and how we tell
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them determines our lives. We select
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facts, we adopt perspectives, we led in
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some voices, and we exclude others.
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Stories of violence and cruelty can be
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told as a few bad actors out of
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character with how we conceive our
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society,
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or we can recognize those as powerful
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demonstrations
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of systemic harms.
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The story I'm sharing this morning
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contains both brutality and resistance,
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horror and hope. And I share it as an
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invitation into the courage and humility
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that we invoke here at UUCB in our land
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acknowledgement over broken
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relationships with indigenous peoples.
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And on a deeper level, I share this
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story to ask ourselves how we reckon
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with our past to dwell in the light of
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truth.
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In May of 1974, Farmington made the
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national news after a family picnicking
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north of town discovered the body of a
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Da man. After the first body, two more
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were found.
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All three men were brutally tortured by
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three high school students.
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The young white teenagers targeted
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indigenous men who were inebriated, who
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were caught in that cycle of dislocation
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and addiction that Reverend Marcus
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addressed several weeks ago. The
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murderers took their victims to a
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desolate canyon where they horrifically
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tortured and killed their victims. And
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for their atrocities, a judge sentenced
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the teenagers to reform school.
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Outrage over the racial violence and the
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sentencing fueled weeks of protest.
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Local members of the American Indian
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movement called on national leaders who
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draw drew widespread press attention.
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Marchers boycotted local businesses and
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the Department of Justice launched an
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inquiry into racism in Farmington with
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subsequent reports re-examining
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relationships spanning the next 30
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years.
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50 years later, we organized to remember
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the events of 1974 with a dayong event.
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I became involved because of friends who
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had a compelling vision of the story we
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wanted to tell and around 250 people
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mobilized to travel the route of the
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1974 marchers.
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Walkers carried banners and pro posters
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for other victims of local racial
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violence and we then gathered in a
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downtown theater where participants from
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50 years ago told stories. We recognize
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relatives of the murdered men, allies,
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and their families.
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The intention of the day was to create a
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path toward healing, recognizing that
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healing requires telling the truth about
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the harm before seeking to make amends.
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Even 50 years after the fact, we still
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needed an an honest accounting of
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historical events.
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In the words of James Baldwin, not
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everything that is faced can be changed,
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but nothing can be changed until it is
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faced.
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My friend D organizer Chileazi wrote a
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one-page narrative that began, "From the
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time of the first incursion by settlers
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along the three rivers, there has been a
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history of negative relationship between
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the newcomers and the indigenous
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peoples.
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That welcome to our home didn't take
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shape. Settlers took up unseated lands
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and they began developing towns.
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animosity transformed into acts of
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racial mistreatment.
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Chile's words were truthtelling history,
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history that clearly names wrongs
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instead of glossing over the past.
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As we planned the event, we grappled
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with how racism continues to exist more
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quietly in our community.
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This quiet racism is seldom spoke with
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the slurs and violence of our past, but
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it's manifest in poor customer service,
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in under representation and community
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leadership, in continued economic
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disparity, and in murdered and missing
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indigenous relatives.
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At the event, we connected the truth of
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ongoing racism with the story of past
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harms and the powerful resistance
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against racist ideas and acts.
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Now, I'm presenting to you so far the
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end result, the final product of
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truthtelling,
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not the interior changes that happened
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inside of me and others involved.
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As Reverend Marcus said, our current
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series of sermons here at UUCB has used
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the metaphor of winter light to
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illuminate our interior states. We have
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connected the current realities of
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cruelty and violence with our spiritual
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needs and the complexity of what is
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inside of us.
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I've presented to you this final product
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of an event based on truthtelling.
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But what you don't see is the in the
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images is the interior growth needed to
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side with raw unflinching truth.
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My personal learning required the
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humility and the courage that we speak
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of in our land acknowledgement.
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Our group had frank conversations about
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white privilege and I learned to
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acknowledge the many ways in which I
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have benefited from settler colonialism
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and wealth disparity. I have wrestled
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with the inongruity of unhoused
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indigenous community members on their
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ancestral lands while I hold a deed
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entitled to land in the house.
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As we planned the event, another white
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committee member and I wanted to craft a
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thoughtful land acknowledgement.
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And my friend Chile, he just shook his
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head at the absurdity for this
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particular event. Well, you saw the
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images. Think of well-meaning white
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folks standing up in front acknowledging
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to a primarily indigenous audience. Oh,
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what do you know? We're on stolen lands.
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And as the relationships among our
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planning team deepened,
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I learned to listen more, relying on the
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leadership of my DA friends and to check
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my assumptions.
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One week, our two DA leaders were absent
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and running the meeting fell to me and a
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retired white minister. We had quite a
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few firsttime DA attendees and the
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meeting ran long with stories.
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I had my own agenda for the meeting and
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wanted to stay on track.
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And as I pushed the meeting along, my
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minister friend,
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he gently reached his hand and put it on
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my arm as a way of letting me know that
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I didn't need to take charge.
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It's likely that my face flushed and I
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felt a quick embarrassment.
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But I remember that I became more aware
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of how I take up space. I learned how I
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can respect da storytelling.
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At the same time as this project, I had
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a seminary class in which my professor
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asked us each to identify a group with a
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counterpressive mission that we were
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involved with. We then needed to look at
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the horizon that the group was working
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toward. And I focused on this small
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group that had put together this event.
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And I initially could only articulate
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our purpose very narrowly. We were
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truthtelling about these specific
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events.
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Over time, deeper truths emerged through
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our conversations, through the articles
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we shared, and I came to see that we
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were working toward a much larger
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horizon of healthy race racial
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relationships that extends far beyond
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one event or one community.
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Creating spreadsheets, lining up press
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contacts, organizing volunteers. These
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were the practical elements that I knew
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how to do to get work done.
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But connecting to a larger vision asks
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me to dig deeper in myself to align with
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a larger vision that doesn't end when I
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cross off a to-do list.
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The sacred work of collective liberation
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is an ongoing commitment to stay
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engaged,
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not to look away. To see the holy in
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each other as we name the pain. To see
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the holy as we align not in charity but
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in solidarity as we march together both
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literally and figuratively.
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To reach that horizon of collective
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liberation,
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we need the light of truth. Restoring
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our collective imagination to provide an
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honest account of harm.
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And we also need the warmth of love.
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Not only are we called toward a horizon
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of collective liberation,
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we must do so grounded in an ethic of
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care and compassion.
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As we call out harm and stand firm
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against hatefilled violence,
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we are invited into a horizon where all
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thrive.
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We are invited into a world that
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celebrates the inherent worth and
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dignity of every person.
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And this is the tender part of my story
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where my heart feels heavy
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at the point of breaking
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because the love that was around the
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table and the church as we planned
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was not charity.
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It was solidarity that held us together
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through family deaths, through cancer
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diagnosis, through the kinds of deeds
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that are read in the sanctuary every
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Sunday.
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It was a level of care that enabled us
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to grow in our commitment to collective
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liberation.
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My story has taken us back and forth
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between the specific details in
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Farmington and the larger perspectives
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of truthtelling.
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Similarly, I think the ways in which we
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can implement lessons from my story
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range from smallcale and practical to a
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much larger orientation.
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Here at UUCB, we have multiple
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opportunities to build relationships
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that honor truthtelling.
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One group specific to this topic is our
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honoring indigenous people or HIP group.
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This group meets monthly and welcomes
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new members. And I'm going to ask if
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you're a member of that group, would you
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just wave your hand so people know?
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Thank you.
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This group seeks to educate about
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indigenous people's history,
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acknowledging the harms of settler
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colonialism, including genocide and land
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theft. They also connect and actively
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partner with Aloney people in the
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community. and they assume
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accountability through ongoing and
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enduring acts of respect, including, as
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was mentioned last week, regular
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financial contributions to indigenous
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people's organizations such as Sagorte
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Land Trust.
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And I also invite you to consider paying
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a personal land tax or land tax or shumi
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to sigor.
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Shumi means gift into cheno.
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We offer this as a congregation and we
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also each have an opportunity to
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acknowledge in a tangible way that we
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live, work and play on unseated lands.
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These specific actions are part of
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larger narratives of how we tell stories
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and make ourselves at home.
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Cordell's reflection last week made
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clear that we need education to tell
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stories of many different peoples.
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Indigenous stories, stories of those
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enslaved and oppressed, stories of
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immigrants, current stories of harm.
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Because erasing history is a tool of
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totalitarianism.
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Instead, we need truthful common
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narratives rather than a rosy story of
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growth and progress. We need to tell
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stories in ways that acknowledge that
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the current harm
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is not new.
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That harm in our nation's history has
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been here for centuries.
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In addition to tangible ways to confront
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the truth of settler colonialism,
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I invite you into those interior states
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of courage and humility necessary to
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live into new solidarity.
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We will stumble and make mistakes.
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I hope that you have someone who will
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put their hand on your arm and help you
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to realize your assumptions and help you
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grow. And I hope that you will gently
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put your hand on someone else's arm and
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help them grow as well. I hope that you
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will find relationships that make your
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heart break, not just over abstract,
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distant harms, but with that warmth of
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love.
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And I pray that you find ways that your
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heart stays true in those relationships.
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Opportunities for solidarity are not
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just one-time events, but ongoing. And
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that's here at UUCB as well as for our
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small our small truthtelling group in
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Farmington. And I'd like to share one
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last image of our story.
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Beyond our one-time 50th anniversary
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event,
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family members of murdered men organize
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annual solidarity marches.
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Last April, about 70 people gathered in
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an unexpected snowstorm to speak the
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names of the murdered men.
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Family members spoke about their loved
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ones.
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We prayed. We deepened our relationship
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and our commitment.
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Because solidarity doesn't end with one
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march or one event. Solidarity invites
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us into deepened relationships and
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continued learning.
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Solidarity invites us into the light of
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truth and the warmth of love.
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May we have the courage and humility to
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bring together truth in love, in
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community, in solidarity.
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May we make it so. Amen.