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Breakthrough to Supposed Enemies
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Good morning.
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My name is Beth Todd and I'm a part of the Oakmore Community Group.
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A reading from the Acts of the Apostles, chapter 9, verses 1 through 18.
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But Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to
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the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he
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found any belonging to the way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem.
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Now as he went on his way, he approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven shone around
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him.
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And falling to the ground, he heard a voice saying to him, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting
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me?
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And he said, who are you, Lord?
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And he said, I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.
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But rise and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.
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The men who were traveling with him stood speechless, hearing the voice but seeing no one.
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Saul rose from the ground, and although his eyes were opened, he saw nothing.
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So they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus.
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And for three days he was without sight, and he neither ate nor drank.
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Now there was a disciple at Damascus named Ananias.
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The Lord said to him in a vision, Ananias.
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And he said, here I am, Lord.
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And the Lord said to him, rise, and go to the street called Straight.
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And at the house of Judas, look for a man of Tarsus named Saul.
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For behold, he is praying, and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and
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lay his hands on him, so that he might regain his sight.
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But Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done
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to your saints at Jerusalem.
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And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on your name.
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But the Lord said to him, go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before
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the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel.
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For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.
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So Ananias departed and entered the house.
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And laying his hands on him, he said, Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus who appeared to you on
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the road by which you came has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with
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the Holy Spirit.
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And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and he regained his sight.
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Then he rose and was baptized, and taking food, he was strengthened.
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This is the word of the Lord.
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Thanks be to God.
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Thank you, Beth, for that scripture reading.
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Good morning, everyone.
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My name is Andrew.
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I'm on the pastoral staff here.
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It's good to be back.
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I've been gone two weeks.
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Not sure if anyone noticed.
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We were in Hawaii two weeks ago, and last week I got to preach at a church in Vacaville.
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That's part of our denomination.
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But it's good to be home with all of you today.
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So will you join me in a word of prayer before we get into the scripture?
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Lord God, we are coming before you on this Trinity Sunday wanting to experience the love
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of the Father and the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit.
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Would you convince us of the heights of your holiness and the depths of our sin and the
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overwhelming abundance of your grace toward us in Christ?
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Convince us of that truth, and so convince us of that truth that we can't help but be witnesses
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of Christ and everything that he's done, everything that he's going to do to make this world your
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new creation.
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That's what we long for, that's what we hope in, and that's what we want to proclaim.
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So be honored in the preaching of your word this morning, God, and I pray these things
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in the name of Jesus.
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Amen.
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All right, so we're in Acts chapter 9 today, and you know, preparing for this sermon from
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Acts chapter 9, it took me back to an episode in my life that I'm like, honestly, super ashamed
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about, super embarrassed about.
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It's an episode from my high school days.
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Two of my buddies and I were out running.
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We were on the cross-country team, and we were off campus running, and we were running
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by this local Catholic school.
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And it was around the time when this Catholic school was letting all the students out, so
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there were students coming out of this Catholic school.
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We were running there.
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And some of these students from this Catholic school started jeering my friends and I.
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Now, one thing you need to know about where I come from is that I grew up in a very, you
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know, conservative, evangelical, Protestant tradition of a church and a private Christian
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school.
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And so what I was taught in this church and school was that, you know, Roman Catholic Christians,
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maybe you actually weren't really Christians.
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They believed a different kind of theology of salvation than we did.
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And so I took that, and as we were getting jeered by these Catholic school students, I said
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something that I still think about, you know, at least once a month.
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I said, you're all going to hell.
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I said that to them as they were jeering at us.
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I said, you're all going to hell.
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And, you know, I said it with a smile on my face.
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And also to the amusement of my fellow Protestant buddies.
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And when I think about this shameful moment in my life, my immediate temptation is just
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to excuse my immature high school self, right?
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But no matter how I slice it, I can't get around, you know, the tribal and dogmatic malice
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that was in my heart.
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And the way that I used even the beautiful Protestant doctrine of salvation by grace through
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faith alone as a tool, I used it as a tool for my own superiority.
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Even if what I yelled back was true, and we don't have time to get into that, it's quite
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complicated.
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But even if what I said was true, that I told other human beings made in the image of God,
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that they were going to hell.
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And that I said it with a smile on my face and delighting in my own religious supremacy.
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Man, it fills me with incredible shame.
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Incredible shame even to this day.
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Especially as someone preaching the gospel here at Christ Church.
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But as someone who will soon be ordained, unless Jonathan changed his mind after hearing
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that story, or the elders, as someone who will soon be ordained in the next couple weeks,
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ordained as a minister of the gospel of God's grace, I hope this story goes to show you,
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much like Saul's story here in Acts chapter 9 today, not just the depths of the sinful heart,
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but the heights of God's gracious heart.
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And that God can truly use anyone, anyone as his witness, to testify of his grace and his
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mercy and his radical inclusion, even those who previously weaponized his truths for their
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own evil ends.
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Now, if you're new at Christ Church, we've been going through the book of Acts, and we're
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considering what it means to be witnesses of Christ, the crucified and risen Christ, to
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the ends of the earth.
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And we've been seeing how when Jesus told his early church that you'll be my witnesses to
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the ends of the earth, man, he really, really wasn't kidding.
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And we cannot miss how crazy it must have been for the early church to see the Spirit of
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God crossing all kinds of religious and social and cultural boundaries so much that it was
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like, man, is there anyone whom God's Spirit won't reach?
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Is there anyone who God is just not interested in pursuing, not interested in knowing by name?
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Maybe, you know, someone whose heinously wicked deeds just went just too far, too far beyond
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God's saving touch.
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Or someone whose life is just so completely jacked up and opposed to God, so beyond repair,
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that God could never turn such a life around and use it for his good purposes.
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Or someone whose hard-heartedness was just too hard to be softened.
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Surely there must be some despicable, undeserving, and stubborn person whom God's Spirit just
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principally refuses to dwell within and unite to his Son, right?
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Well, in Acts chapter 9, today we see these questions really pushed to their limit in the
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story of Saul from Tarsus, better known to us maybe as the Apostle Paul, right?
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I mean, this text, it begins with Paul in verse 1, breathing threats and murder against the
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disciples of the Lord.
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And yet somehow, by verse 18, it ends up with him filled with God's Holy Spirit and baptized
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in the name of Jesus.
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So let's look at this Saul of Tarsus.
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Just for some background, Saul of Tarsus, he was what was called a Pharisee.
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The Pharisees believed that Israel's exile and their foreign occupation was due to their
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unfaithfulness to God.
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He was part of this distinct Jewish religious group that sought to restore Israel through
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faithful and extreme observance of the law.
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And thus the Pharisees especially saw, who was called a Pharisee of Pharisees, well known for
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his teaching ability and his knowledge of the law and his devotion amongst his peers.
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They were experts at the law.
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Externally, they were blameless.
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In their minds, their nation's whole future depended on their faithfulness and their blamelessness
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before God.
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So no one in this time was more righteous than the Pharisees and certainly not more righteous
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than this guy here, Saul of Tarsus.
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So zealous was he for the purity of Israel.
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He even approved of the murder of those he considered to be theologically incorrect.
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So what happens?
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Earlier in Acts, this is an example of how zealous he was.
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Earlier in Acts, we didn't actually preach on this, but earlier in Acts, what we see is
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he's actually watching the coats of people who stoned the first Christian martyr, Stephen,
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who is preaching that Jesus is Lord and Messiah.
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This is how hardcore he was about what he believed in.
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And as we get here to Acts 9, we see that Saul, he still hasn't let up, right?
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Verse 1,
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But Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to
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the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he
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found any belonging to the way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem.
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See, now that many of the followers of Jesus had scattered from Jerusalem after the martyrdom
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of Stephen, so zealous Saul was for the purity of his religion.
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He's like, no, I'm going to go pursue them.
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I'm going to go get the rest of these infidels.
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I'm going to bind them and make sure that they meet the same end as well.
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Even as far as Damascus, a five-day journey from Jerusalem.
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Now, Saul was known by the early church as a persecutor, right?
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He was known as a persecutor, and Jesus himself called him that.
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But of course, Saul didn't think of himself as a persecutor.
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Saul didn't think of himself as a persecutor, and this is a scary thing if you think about
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it, right?
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It's a pretty scary thing.
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No one ever says, all right, I think I'm going to be a persecutor today.
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Like, it's a good thing to aspire to, right?
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No one says that.
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I mean, Hitler, Mao Zedong, right?
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Kim Jong-il probably didn't think of themselves primarily as persecutors, right?
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Rather, Hitler and Kim Jong-il and Mao would probably say they were just being men of principle,
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right?
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Carrying out what they believed to be true and just and good.
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What was best for their nation?
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What was best maybe even for the whole entire world?
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Simply carrying out a certain kind of coherent logic that, though twisted according to others
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like us, made lots of sense according to their values and their views of the world, which
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they believed with certainty were absolutely right.
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And I don't say this to excuse this crazy, wicked persecution of these men, but to warn us.
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To warn us of the real danger, right?
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The real danger of becoming persecutors ourselves.
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See, being a persecutor is not about whether or not you, you know, resolve to be a mean
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and prejudiced person.
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It really starts with the most basic and ultimate beliefs that you devote your life to.
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If you are Hitler and your guiding foundational principles are Aryan supremacy, right?
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And the Jewish peril.
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If you are Israel and these are the foundational values that you believe will make the world
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a better place, then the Holocaust, according to such logic, is justified.
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According to such fallacious premises, the Holocaust would then be justified.
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And really anything, anything that serves what you're ultimately devoted to is justified.
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And see, this is how Saul, who believed he was the most devoted Yahweh worshiper ever, despite,
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you know, Yahweh's commandments, thou shalt not murder and, you know, love your neighbor
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as yourself.
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This is how Saul of Tarsus was still able to justify his murderous intentions toward the
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followers of Jesus.
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This is how I justified my telling these Catholic students, you're going to hell with a smile
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on my face.
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According to Saul, these people he was pursuing, they were infidels who needed to be wiped out
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to cleanse the promised land.
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This was his logic, and it justified his hate.
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Saul's religion was weaponized, just like mine was in high school.
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And as Yale theologian Willie James Jennings writes, though,
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no one is more dangerous than one with the power to take life and who already has mind
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and sight set on those who are a threat.
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Such a person is a closed circle relying on the inner coherence of their logic.
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Their authority confirms their argument, and their argument justifies their actions,
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and their actions reinforce the appropriateness of their authority.
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The disciples of the Lord have no chance against Saul.
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They have no argument.
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They are betrayers of the faith who are a clear and present danger to Israel.
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This is how Saul sees them.
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His rationality demands his vision of justice.
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See, you could be the most principled person in the world, but if your principles are off
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in the first place, your passionate devotion will only ever lead to harmful destruction.
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In Saul's mind, he was doing everything he thought was right and good and pure in the
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supposed service of the Lord, and yet all it revealed was that he actually didn't know
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the Lord at all.
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And it should be incredibly sobering to us that while Saul of Tarsus absolutely believed
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that he was loving God and serving the Lord with all his heart, soul, mind, and strength,
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and while he was even right to acknowledge the glorious light that knocked him off his
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heart as a light that came from this God he worshipped, he still didn't actually know
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the Lord.
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He didn't know him.
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Verse 3,
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Now as he went on his way, he approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven shone around
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him.
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And falling to the ground, he heard a voice saying to him,
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Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?
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And he said, who are you, Lord?
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See, Saul knew that this was the Lord.
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He knew that this was Yahweh.
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Who else could encounter him with such power and such glory?
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But he didn't know the Lord's true identity.
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He says, who are you, Lord?
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He didn't know him.
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And get this, the Lord answered, he said, I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.
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And man, we have to understand how mind-blowing this must have been for Saul to hear, right?
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He was so sure that this was the Lord getting his attention, yet this Lord was the same Jesus
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that he detested and whose followers he committed his life to destroy.
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It's a huge shocker, a paradigm-shattering revelation.
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Jesus?
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The crucified man from Nazareth?
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The one who rejected so many of the traditions that my people, the law-abiding Pharisees, gave
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to the people?
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The one whose way I've been trying to exterminate from Israel?
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How, how, how could this be?
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How could the Lord Yahweh be a crucified man from Nazareth?
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And how could I and the rest of the Pharisees, you know, experts in the law, how could we
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be so wrong about so much?
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In this moment, Saul realized that the God he thought he knew, the God he thought he served,
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was not the God he wanted nor expected.
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And an application question for us today, Christ Church, is could it be?
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Could it be that many of us are actually searching for, many of us are actually devoting ourselves
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to a God that we want to believe in, rather than the true Lord revealed to us in Jesus
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Christ?
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Could it be that the God we're either looking for or think we're serving is simply one made
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in our own image, a God who fits in our box, right?
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And sure, you know, as people made in the image of God, we should definitely have many things
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that resonate with us about this God.
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But if we also believe in sin, if we believe in the fallenness and brokenness of our world
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and the fallenness of our head and our hearts and our hands, then if we are looking for or
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giving ourselves to a God who never disagrees with us, never rubs us the wrong way, it is
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quite likely that we are not worshiping the one true God who made us in his image, but a
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God we've crafted after our own images.
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And this is called idolatry.
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And if you don't think this is such a bad thing, I'm here to tell you that a God crafted
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in your image, a God crafted in my image, is no real God at all.
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And certainly not the kind of God that can save and deliver us in any meaningful way,
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right?
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For to create a God in our own image is basically to equate ourselves with God.
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But that puts us where?
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It puts us back at square one.
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If I am my own God and my only hope for salvation is thus myself, man, I'm in huge trouble.
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I'm in huge trouble.
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But, but if the God who called out to Saul and knocked him off his horse with a blinding
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light, if that God is my God, then even if my butt is sore from falling off a horse, even
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if my ego is sore from being so wrong and so blind about so many things in my life, then
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perhaps this God, perhaps this God might have something better for me than anything I could
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come up with myself.
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And this is the gospel, right?
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This is the gospel that it is quite possible, even likely, that we are running the wrong
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way to the detriment of ourselves and of others, but that we can never outrun the grace of God
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or escape his good purposes for our life.
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And this is the gospel.
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And through this encounter, Saul, he was just beginning to be acquainted with the truth.
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The truth that though he had been terribly wrong about so much, the true Lord, Jesus Christ,
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knew the way to restoration and wholeness for Saul.
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And that's why Saul says, according to the conversion account he tells in Acts 22, after
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being knocked down, blinded, and hearing the name of Jesus, Saul says, what shall I do,
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Lord?
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What shall I do, Lord?
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And I love this little detail because check it, Saul began on the road of repentance without
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having all the answers.
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But he just says, what shall I do, Lord?
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He knew enough to begin asking the right questions of the right Lord.
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He didn't know exactly how Jesus could be Lord, but that Jesus was Lord was unmistakable
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to him now.
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And though not having all the answers, but somehow knowing who the true Lord was, he just began
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to bow the knee and say, what shall I do, Lord?
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To which Jesus replied in verse 6, rise, enter the city, and you'll be told what you are to
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do.
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So Jesus doesn't even tell him that much.
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He really just tells him, hey, I'm going to tell you later, just get up and go into
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the city.
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And Saul, he just goes, blind, led by the hand.
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He waits three whole days, right?
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I mean, this guy, it's just crazy.
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Just imagine.
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Imagine those three days without hearing what's in store for him.
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He's just obeying the Lord Jesus.
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I'm going into the city.
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He's fasting.
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He's praying for three days, hearing nothing.
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And this guy, right?
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He knew the law.
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Just imagine what was on his mind.
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He knew the law.
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He had the highest regard for the holiness of God and the high standards of Yahweh.
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And here he was realizing that this whole time he had been persecuting Yahweh rather
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than serving him.
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Maybe his mind went to the curses in Deuteronomy chapter 28, all those curses listed for the
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unfaithful and the disobedient, which apparently he was one of them now.
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In particular, Deuteronomy 28 says of the disobedient and the unfaithful, it says,
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Wow, this was him, right?
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Isn't that him?
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This was bad.
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It was really bad.
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Saul knew he was in deep water.
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And he knew according to Yahweh's holy and righteous law, he deserved nothing, nothing
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but the curse.
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So without knowing all the answers or what would now happen, he did the only thing he knew
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was right to do.
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He bowed the knee to Jesus as Lord and simply asked, what shall I do now, Lord?
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His only hope now as the persecutor of Yahweh was a radically gracious and merciful inclusion
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of Yahweh.
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Now we're going to see what happens next, but I want to turn our attention to another character
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who doesn't get talked about that much here in the church.
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But if you think about it, it's quite an integral figure in church history, and that is Ananias.
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Unlike Saul, Ananias was a faithful follower of Jesus.
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You can see him kind of as a foil to Saul.
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He had a vision too, right?
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Just like Saul, he had a vision.
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But this guy, he knew exactly who he was talking to.
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When his name is called Ananias, he doesn't say, who are you?
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He says, here I am, Lord.
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He has a deep, personal, intimate relationship with God.
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But then God asks him to go and do something crazy, right?
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Something pretty crazy.
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Go to this stranger you've never met before, but who you've heard about, and who you've
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heard is extremely dangerous.
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And this guy who's come to the very city to bind you and to murder people like you, why
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don't you go over there and go lay your hands on him so that he will receive his sight back
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and so that he can receive the greatest power, the greatest honor imaginable, so that he can
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be filled with the power of the Holy Spirit.
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And Ananias is understandably reluctant, probably just as confused as Saul was.
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Like, God, don't you know who this guy is, how much evil he's done, how much evil he's planning to do?
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He's against us, God, and therefore he's against you.
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But do you see what's happening here with Ananias' reluctance?
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Why, God, why should I help the other team, the evil team?
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Ananias, too, is tempted to fall into his own tribalistic logic, a logic that doesn't recognize
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the radically gracious inclusion of God.
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But praise God, right, that God's ways are far more gracious, far more creative, far more
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expansive than any of our ways.
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And verse 15 says,
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But the Lord said to him,
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Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings
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and the children of Israel.
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God says,
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And this was crazy because, you know, Ananias, he probably had, you know, no idea.
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There's no way he could have known how impactful this Apostle Paul figure would be, you know,
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who's written so much of the New Testament scriptures.
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There's no idea that, you know, he'd write these inspired words from God, so beautiful
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that we'd still meditate on and memorize today.
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Things like,
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For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing.
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It is the gift of God, not a result of work, so that no one may boast.
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Or, you know,
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Oh, death, where is your sting?
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Right?
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Oh, grave, where is your victory?
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All Ananias knew is what God told him to do.
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And he did it with great faith in the God of a radically gracious inclusion.
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Look, he even calls Saul, this great persecutor of the church,
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who just three days earlier wanted to kill him.
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He even calls him Brother Saul in verse 17.
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And he recognizes God's inclusion of this sinner among the saints of God's family.
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And the application here for us today, Christ Church, is who could your Saul be?
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Who could be your potential Apostle Paul?
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Like last week when Jonathan asked,
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Who's your one?
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Who's your one?
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Who's that one person in your life that desperately needs to know about Jesus?
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That desperately needs to know the love and the mercy and the grace and the compassion of God?
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And why would we withhold such good news?
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Think about it.
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Think about it.
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What amount of awkwardness should keep us away from offering Christ to others?
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And perhaps seeing God write an amazing story out of their lives and ours.
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Think about it, Christ Church.
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What if we really believed in the radically inclusive grace of God?
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What if we believed in the God who pursued Saul of Tarsus?
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What if we believed that the God who called upon Saul by name calls our names as well?
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And not only our names, but the names of people in our lives we'd never expect.
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What if redemption were possible even for the most messed up amongst us?
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Even for those whom we hate and those whom we cannot fathom?
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The idea of their redemption.
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And even more than redemption, their shalom.
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In Christ, the possibilities of such beautiful stories are limitless.
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They are limitless.
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And God invites us to take part in these stories.
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Every story testifying to his amazing grace.
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That's what we're called to do as witnesses.
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See, this is what we're offering people as witnesses of Christ.
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We're offering them Christ.
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We're not offering people some kind of weird, self-harming cult or a lifestyle preference.
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We're inviting people into a relationship and an encounter with the crucified and risen Christ
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who pursues us in compassion and love.
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See, the main thing, you know, we could talk about the details of Saul's sinfulness.
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We could talk about, you know, Ananias' reluctance.
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But the main thing here in Acts chapter 9 is not about Saul.
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It's not about Ananias.
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The main thing here is the compassion of Christ.
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It's Christ's compassion that won Saul's heart
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and turned this persecutor of Christ and his church
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into perhaps the greatest missionary and theologian of the early church.
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It's Christ's compassion that expanded Ananias' horizons
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and allowed him to play a part in the incredible salvation story of Apostle Paul.
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Christ's compassion is what we bear witness to.
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And it's a reality that wins people all by itself.
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Even in spite of my lips and my life,
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it wins people all by itself.
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I have the easiest job in the world.
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I get to sell Jesus, the grace of God, the gospel.
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Yeah, Ananias, he played an important role in this story,
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but the most important role was played by the compassionate Christ.
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If you don't see this, you're missing the main thing,
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the whole point of the Christian faith.
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You're missing the gospel.
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I mean, notice how tenderly Christ beckons Saul,
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this persecuting murderer.
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He doesn't say, murderer, murderer.
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He doesn't say, fool, fool.
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He doesn't say, self-righteous Pharisee or imbecile, imbecile.
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He doesn't even say, stop, you're hurting me.
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He doesn't try to explain why what Saul is doing is wrong.
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He simply asks a question.
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He merely says, Saul, Saul, with a personal and intimate tenderness.
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And then he simply asks a question.
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Why are you persecuting me?
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No accusation here.
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Just a gentle question that will forever change the life of Apostle Paul.
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And notice, he doesn't say, why are you persecuting them?
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He says, why are you persecuting me?
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And we cannot miss how incredibly profound this was for Saul to hear.
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What do you mean I'm persecuting you, Jesus?
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Don't you mean I'm persecuting your followers, your disciples?
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Well, what Jesus is saying here is, Saul, don't you see?
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Don't you see that so intimate is my bond?
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So intimate is my union with my people.
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So near am I to them that what's theirs is mine and what's mine is theirs.
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And I am in them and they are in me.
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This is the radically profound doctrine of union with Christ.
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By which Paul would later say things like, I've been crucified with Christ.
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It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.
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Or that we've been raised with Christ and even seated with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus.
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Jesus was subtly introducing Saul to a faith unlike any other.
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Without at all compromising his divine nature, God covenanted to unite his very self
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with fallen and finite and frail human beings for their good that they might share in his glory.
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Partakers of his glory.
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See, every other faith either unites creator and creature by minimizing the distinction
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or it eschews the possibility of union because of the creator-creature distinction.
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It says it's not possible.
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Either it blurs the distinction or it says it's just not possible for the creator to be united to the creature.
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But in the Christian faith, through Christ, the God-man, Christianity is altogether different.
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And see, Christ Church, this is what we as witnesses of Christ get to invite people into.
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Union with God.
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Union with God.
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Not just any God, but union with the compassionate Christ.
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With the compassionate Christ.
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I want to close by drawing our attention to one extra detail that Paul introduces into his conversion story
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in the account in Acts chapter 26.
Acts 26 chapter mention
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A detail that I just absolutely love because I think it speaks volumes of the heart of compassion of Christ.
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In Paul's retelling of the story in Acts 26, Jesus, again, he says,
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Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?
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And then he adds, it is hard for you to kick against the goats.
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And I love how this so beautifully demonstrates the heart of Jesus.
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For even here in mentioning Saul's persecution of himself,
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Jesus' primary concern is not the persecution of his own body.
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But his preoccupation is Saul's self-harming kicking against the goats.
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And goats are these, you know, sticks with sharp pointy edges used to goad and herd livestock.
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The image here is of an ox, not wanting to be led in the right direction.
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But futilely and unnecessarily kicking at, you know, these prickly things,
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harming itself to its own dismay and to the dismay of its master.
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See, Jesus is a compassionate Lord.
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He does not delight in seeing us bloodied by the goats.
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And so we have to understand, we have to understand that bearing witness to Jesus is not a mere indictment.
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It's not merely a challenge to make people change.
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It's really an invitation.
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It's an invitation to a better and less painful way.
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Jesus says, my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
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In reality, Jesus can't stand to see us pierce our feet by kicking at the goats.
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Because he's a compassionate Christ.
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He doesn't want to see us bloody our feet by kicking at the goats.
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And why?
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Because he already came to have his feet pierced in our place on the cross.
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There's no need for further bloodshed because of the compassionate Christ.
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And this radically inclusive God of grace called unto Saul by name.
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And he's calling unto many of us by name.
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Perhaps he's calling you today and or someone in your life.
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Someone you might never have expected.
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He wants to be united with us, Christ Church.
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God himself wants to be with you.
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And he wants you to be with him.
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No matter what you've done.
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No matter where you've come from.
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No matter how broken you think your life is.
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He wants to be with you.
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He's got plans for you.
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And he's paid it all to free you from a life of kicking the goats.
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A life where you have to shed your own blood.
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Don't you want this?
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Don't you want this for your friends, your families, even your foes?
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Don't you want this for our world?
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Christ Church, what if we believed in this compassionate Christ?
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Let's pray.
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you
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