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I Have Washed Your Feet

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  5. Good morning, I'm Melissa Arseniega and I'm part of the North Berkeley Tuesday Night Community

  6. Group.

  7. Tuesday's, today's, scripture reading is from the Gospel according to John, chapter 13,

    John 13:1–17

  8. verses 1 through 17, as printed in your liturgy.

  9. It was just before the Passover festival.

  10. Jesus knew that the hour had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father.

  11. Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end.

  12. The evening meal was in progress, and the devil had already prompted Judas, the son of Simon

  13. Iscariot, to betray Jesus.

  14. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power and that he had come from God

  15. and was returning to God.

  16. So he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist.

  17. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples' feet, drying them

  18. with the towel that was wrapped around him.

  19. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,

  20. Lord, you are going to wash my feet?

  21. Jesus replied,

  22. You do not realize now what I am doing,

  23. but later you will understand.

  24. No, said Peter,

  25. you shall never wash my feet.

  26. Jesus answered,

  27. Unless I wash you,

  28. you have no part with me.

  29. Then Lord,

  30. Simon Peter replied,

  31. not just my feet, but my hands and my head as well.

  32. Well, Jesus answered,

  33. Those who have had a bath need only to wash their feet.

  34. Their whole body is clean.

  35. And you are clean,

  36. though not every one of you.

  37. For he knew who was going to betray him,

  38. and that was why he said,

  39. not everyone was clean.

  40. When he had finished washing their feet,

  41. he put on his clothes and returned to his place.

  42. Do you understand what I have done for you?

  43. He asked them.

  44. You call me teacher and Lord,

  45. and rightly so,

  46. for that is what I am.

  47. Now that I,

  48. your Lord and teacher,

  49. have washed your feet,

  50. you also should wash one another's feet.

  51. I have set you an example

  52. that you should do

  53. as I have done for you.

  54. Very truly I tell you,

  55. no servant is greater than his master,

  56. nor is a messenger

  57. greater than the one who sent him.

  58. Now that you know these things,

  59. you will be blessed if you do them.

  60. This is the gospel of the Lord.

  61. Praise to you.

  62. Thank you for that scripture reading, Melissa.

  63. Good morning, Christ Church.

  64. My name is Andrew.

  65. I'm one of the pastors here.

  66. It's good to be back.

  67. I am thankful to the session of elders at our church

  68. for allowing me to go on vacation last week.

  69. But I miss you guys,

  70. so it's good to be home,

  71. even though we did enjoy our time in Seattle.

  72. We got to visit Megan Wong.

  73. Some of you remember her.

  74. It was nice to see her,

  75. stay with her and catch up.

  76. But yeah, it's good to be here.

  77. I'm looking forward to bringing God's word to us today

  78. from this super famous passage

  79. about the foot washing Jesus.

  80. So will you join me in prayer

  81. as we come before God?

  82. Lord God, we want to hear from you.

  83. We want to understand this picture

  84. of the Lord Jesus Christ

  85. wrapped in a towel, on his knees,

  86. washing the feet of his disciples.

  87. Would you so impress this upon us

  88. as you clearly impressed it upon your servant, John,

  89. as he conveyed this picture to us?

  90. And would it make us different kinds of people?

  91. People so affected

  92. by your sacrificial, servant-hearted love for us.

  93. Help us to see and savor

  94. the good news of Jesus this morning,

  95. we pray in his name.

  96. Amen.

  97. All right, we're continuing

  98. through John's Gospel

  99. this second Sunday of Lent.

  100. We are on our way, right,

  101. to the cross of Good Friday

  102. and to the empty tomb of Easter.

  103. And though for us,

  104. Good Friday's still, you know,

  105. more than a month away,

  106. where we are in John's Gospel today,

  107. where we're going to be

  108. for the next couple of Sundays

  109. is in this upper room

  110. around a dining table with Jesus.

  111. We're now at the Last Supper,

  112. just hours before Jesus' betrayal

  113. and his murder.

  114. As it says in verse 1,

  115. Jesus knew that the hour had come

  116. for him to leave this world

  117. and go to the Father.

  118. Now as we enter into this upper room,

  119. it's important that we understand,

  120. that we feel the weight,

  121. the gravity of this moment for Jesus.

  122. So try to imagine

  123. the emotions that you might feel,

  124. the thoughts that you might have

  125. if you knew you were about to die

  126. in 24 hours.

  127. How would you choose to spend

  128. the last couple hours of your life

  129. if you knew the very hour

  130. that you would die

  131. and how you would die

  132. by crucifixion?

  133. Imagine none of us here

  134. has experienced that firsthand.

  135. The closest thing that I could think of

  136. was a sequence of scenes

  137. from the movie Just Mercy.

  138. Anyone seen Just Mercy?

  139. Michael B. Jordan,

  140. he's the man.

  141. He plays the lawyer,

  142. Bryan Stevenson,

  143. and he's a lawyer

  144. who defends people

  145. unjustly put on death row.

  146. And the scenes I'm thinking about

  147. are the scenes leading up

  148. to the execution

  149. of one of his clients, Herb.

  150. See, Herb is one of his clients

  151. whose death sentence

  152. he was not able to overturn.

  153. And the movie takes us

  154. through these moments,

  155. through these minutes,

  156. right before Herb's execution.

  157. And they just do such a great job

  158. of making us feel

  159. how bizarre it is to be on death row.

  160. How bizarre it is to know

  161. that death is knocking at your door.

  162. Herb says,

  163. most people don't get to sit

  164. and think all day

  165. about it being their last day alive.

  166. And everything is heavy,

  167. and everything is sad,

  168. and everything is even awkward.

  169. There are no words

  170. that seem to be right and fitting

  171. between Herb and his lawyer

  172. and his cellmates.

  173. Even his guards don't know

  174. what to say to Herb,

  175. or they don't know

  176. what to do with themselves.

  177. They find themselves

  178. treating him more nicely

  179. than they've ever treated him before,

  180. and yet they also can't

  181. look this guy in the eye.

  182. Herb says,

  183. it's been a strange day.

  184. More people asked

  185. how they can help me today

  186. than ever asked

  187. in my whole life.

  188. And it's because everyone,

  189. even the people

  190. about to execute Herb,

  191. they feel the weight

  192. of his life

  193. just about to be extinguished.

  194. And nothing can be normal.

  195. Nothing can be right

  196. in these last moments.

  197. Now, toward the end

  198. of these scenes,

  199. Herb begins to walk

  200. down the hall

  201. from his waiting room

  202. to the room

  203. where the electric chair is.

  204. And he begins slowly,

  205. even compliantly,

  206. walking with the guards.

  207. And they're like,

  208. you know,

  209. politely ushering him there.

  210. It's so bizarre.

  211. But then as he gets closer,

  212. his body just goes limp.

  213. And you get why that is, right?

  214. Because how can he just

  215. willfully walk

  216. toward an electric chair?

  217. And then it's just excruciating

  218. to watch.

  219. You're pulled in

  220. as a viewer,

  221. to imagine yourself

  222. in Herb's shoes.

  223. There's this overwhelming

  224. sense of empathy

  225. that you feel for him

  226. as you watch the scenes unfold.

  227. The sense of like,

  228. how could anyone

  229. conduct themselves

  230. normally or nobly

  231. or intentionally

  232. knowing that death

  233. is just a few minutes away?

  234. And all the awkwardness,

  235. all the heaviness,

  236. the way Herb just falls over

  237. and goes limp.

  238. It's all so uncomfortable

  239. and yet at the same time,

  240. it all makes complete sense

  241. because death

  242. is literally at his door.

  243. And nothing about this

  244. can be okay.

  245. But now here we are

  246. in John chapter 13

    John 13 chapter mention

  247. at the Last Supper of Jesus

  248. in the final hours

  249. leading up to his

  250. gruesome death,

  251. which he knows is coming

  252. and which he knows

  253. will be upon a cross.

  254. And yet we find a man

  255. who's composed

  256. and who continues

  257. to live a noble,

  258. beautiful, measured,

  259. and deliberate life.

  260. He doesn't sulk

  261. or hang his head.

  262. His body doesn't go limp

  263. and listless.

  264. He doesn't surrender

  265. to helplessness

  266. and hopelessness,

  267. nor does he make it

  268. all about himself

  269. and demand, you know,

  270. the special treatment

  271. and the sympathy

  272. that are due to him

  273. as a man who's about

  274. to lose his life.

  275. He knows exactly

  276. what he wants to do

  277. with the last hours

  278. of his life.

  279. And so characteristic

  280. of Jesus,

  281. what he wants to do,

  282. even knowing that he was

  283. about to depart

  284. from the world,

  285. he doesn't give up

  286. on the world

  287. or forsake the world.

  288. What he wants to do

  289. is love his people.

  290. He wants to love his people.

  291. As it says in verse 1,

  292. knowing that the hour

  293. had come for him

  294. to leave the world,

  295. having loved his own

  296. who are in the world,

  297. he loved them

  298. to the end.

  299. He loved them

  300. to the end.

  301. Don't you love that?

  302. That Jesus is a God

  303. who loves his own

  304. to the very end.

  305. Or in the Greek,

  306. he loved them completely.

  307. He loved them perfectly.

  308. Like he didn't just love them

  309. temporally to the end

  310. of his life,

  311. but he loved them

  312. unto the end

  313. for which they were created.

  314. He loved them

  315. with a perfect love

  316. that made them whole

  317. and complete

  318. before God.

  319. This is how Jesus chose

  320. to spend his final hours.

  321. He continues

  322. his deliberate lifestyle

  323. of love and service.

  324. He chooses to be

  325. a living picture,

  326. an illustration

  327. of God's perfect

  328. and perfecting love.

  329. Will you look with me

  330. at verses 4 and 5?

  331. At this famously vivid picture

  332. of Jesus.

  333. Verse 4 says,

  334. Now,

  335. to understand

  336. what's going on here,

  337. the depth of what Jesus

  338. is doing here,

  339. and how this is

  340. such a powerful illustration

  341. of his perfect

  342. and perfecting love,

  343. his humble,

  344. serving love.

  345. We have to talk about

  346. feet for a second,

  347. all right?

  348. We're going to talk

  349. about feet for a second

  350. because, you know,

  351. like, I don't know

  352. how many of you

  353. have participated

  354. in foot washing things,

  355. but I have,

  356. and honestly,

  357. it was more funny

  358. than deep.

  359. Maybe just because

  360. I'm immature.

  361. I just remember

  362. maybe my feet

  363. getting tickled,

  364. or at one time,

  365. one of my best friends,

  366. he had to wash my feet

  367. and I'd been playing

  368. basketball all day

  369. and he just got hit

  370. in the face

  371. with the pungent smell,

  372. right?

  373. But that's, like,

  374. not what this is about.

  375. Okay, so let's talk

  376. about feet

  377. in a Middle Eastern context.

  378. Now, to us modern

  379. Western people,

  380. feet are just feet,

  381. right?

  382. Maybe not the most

  383. attractive part

  384. of the human body,

  385. but still really

  386. just feet.

  387. But what we have

  388. to understand

  389. about the Middle Eastern

  390. culture is that feet

  391. are almost seen

  392. as inherently impure

  393. and unclean

  394. and shameful

  395. and unholy.

  396. Like, being trampled on,

  397. being stomped on,

  398. or having someone's

  399. heel or shoe,

  400. like, come against

  401. your head in particular,

  402. that is the ultimate shame.

  403. That is the ultimate

  404. dishonor.

  405. That's why in the beginning

  406. of the Bible,

  407. Genesis chapter 3,

    Genesis 3 chapter mention

  408. after Adam and Eve

  409. have fallen,

  410. what does God foretell?

  411. He foretells

  412. of the offspring

  413. of the woman

  414. crushing the head

  415. of the serpent

  416. with what?

  417. His heel.

  418. His heel, right?

  419. Or that's why

  420. one time an angry

  421. Iraqi journalist

  422. threw a shoe

  423. at President Bush.

  424. Or when Saddam Hussein's

  425. statue was toppled,

  426. people, crowds

  427. gathered around

  428. and they beat

  429. the statue

  430. with their shoe.

  431. The ultimate dishonor.

  432. The ultimate dishonor.

  433. Or like when Paul,

  434. when Paul talks about

  435. how, when he says,

  436. how beautiful are the feet

  437. of those who bring

  438. the good news

  439. about Jesus,

  440. it's meant to be

  441. a crazy statement.

  442. That the gospel of Jesus

  443. is so powerful,

  444. so amazing,

  445. so transformative,

  446. it can even make

  447. dirty, filthy,

  448. shameful feet

  449. beautiful.

  450. Alright, so that's

  451. what you have to understand

  452. about feet

  453. in this context.

  454. And hopefully that can

  455. help us understand

  456. why washing people's feet

  457. was just an utterly

  458. dishonorable,

  459. shameful activity,

  460. maybe even a futile

  461. activity in their eyes,

  462. only reserved

  463. for the lowest of low.

  464. I mean,

  465. Jewish rabbis,

  466. Jewish masters

  467. wouldn't even subject

  468. their Jewish servants

  469. to this foot washing

  470. activity.

  471. It was just too

  472. dehumanizing,

  473. too shameful.

  474. But see,

  475. the thing is,

  476. someone had to do it.

  477. Remember,

  478. they're in a borrowed room.

  479. Who knows if any

  480. Gentile servant

  481. is present?

  482. The gospel accounts

  483. seem to give the impression

  484. that probably only Jesus

  485. and his closest companions

  486. were with him

  487. in these last hours,

  488. right?

  489. So who's going to do it?

  490. Who's going to step up?

  491. Surely they wouldn't

  492. go a whole night,

  493. eat a whole meal

  494. without washing

  495. the dirtiest parts

  496. of their bodies,

  497. right?

  498. So imagine the scene.

  499. Here's the scene.

  500. Imagine everyone reclining,

  501. okay?

  502. It's not like that famous

  503. Leonardo da Vinci

  504. Last Supper painting.

  505. They're all leaning in

  506. like on mats

  507. toward the table

  508. and their feet

  509. are pointing outward

  510. away from the table,

  511. all right?

  512. That's the scene

  513. right here.

  514. And of course,

  515. no one sees themselves

  516. as the one

  517. who is supposed

  518. to be washing

  519. everyone else's feet.

  520. In fact,

  521. quite the opposite

  522. in Luke's gospel account,

  523. what does he tell us?

  524. They're actually quarreling.

  525. They're debating

  526. who is the greatest

  527. among them.

  528. Who is going to sit

  529. at Jesus' right hand?

  530. Who's going to be

  531. the secretary of state

  532. to the Messiah,

  533. the vice president?

  534. They have no thoughts

  535. of washing

  536. one another's feet.

  537. They're debating

  538. who is the greatest,

  539. who is the least suited

  540. to wash

  541. everyone else's feet.

  542. And so of course,

  543. no one is even thinking

  544. about taking on this role

  545. as the foot washer

  546. until Jesus,

  547. their rabbi,

  548. their lord,

  549. gets up from the table

  550. and literally

  551. takes on the form

  552. of a servant.

  553. He dresses down

  554. to the outfit

  555. of a servant,

  556. taking off his outer garment,

  557. pretty much like stripping down

  558. to his undershirt

  559. and his boxers,

  560. and he wraps a towel

  561. around himself.

  562. And he pours water

  563. into a basin.

  564. He gets on his knees

  565. and does what no

  566. self-respecting Jewish man

  567. would ever do.

  568. And we gotta believe

  569. that at this sight,

  570. all of the jaws

  571. in the room

  572. just dropped

  573. seeing what Jesus

  574. was doing.

  575. This eternal word

  576. of God, right?

  577. The I am who I am,

  578. the Messiah King

  579. on his knees,

  580. taking the feet

  581. of his disciples.

  582. And remember,

  583. these feet were

  584. largely exposed.

  585. They only wore sandals

  586. back then.

  587. Largely exposed.

  588. People only wore sandals

  589. on dusty roads

  590. in these agrarian societies.

  591. Maybe these feet had walked

  592. closely to animal droppings.

  593. They're probably all cracked

  594. and crusty and calloused

  595. like mine.

  596. But he takes these

  597. very filthy feet

  598. into his hands.

  599. These same hands

  600. that he's about to eat with.

  601. These very hands

  602. that it says in verse 3

  603. that God put all things into.

  604. He uses these hands

  605. to wash his bickering

  606. disciples' feet.

  607. And just picture this.

  608. Jesus kneeling

  609. before each of his disciples.

  610. The towel around him

  611. getting filthier

  612. and filthier.

  613. Picture the great

  614. I am who I am

  615. wrapped in a towel

  616. covered in dirty smudges

  617. like all around him.

  618. To quote a Syrian bishop

  619. from the 5th century,

  620. he who wraps the heavens

  621. in clouds

  622. wrapped around himself

  623. a towel.

  624. He who pours water

  625. into the rivers

  626. and pools

  627. tipped water

  628. into a basin.

  629. And he before whom

  630. every knee bends

  631. in heaven

  632. and on earth

  633. and under the earth

  634. knelt

  635. to wash the feet

  636. of his disciples.

  637. And this is supposed

  638. to blow our minds.

  639. Because what kind

  640. of a Lord,

  641. what kind of a Messiah,

  642. what kind of a God

  643. does something like this?

  644. It certainly blew

  645. Peter's mind.

  646. Look at verse 6.

  647. He came to Simon Peter

  648. who said to him,

  649. Lord,

  650. are you going to wash

  651. my feet?

  652. Verse 8.

  653. No, said Peter.

  654. You shall never

  655. wash my feet.

  656. In the Greek,

  657. never ever into

  658. all eternity

  659. shall you ever

  660. wash my feet.

  661. This is not the kind

  662. of Lord Peter wanted.

  663. This is not the kind

  664. of God Peter

  665. could even believe in.

  666. Peter didn't want

  667. a Lord who would

  668. wash his feet.

  669. And certainly not a God

  670. who would stoop so low

  671. to wash his feet.

  672. In Peter's mind,

  673. being both Lord

  674. and foot washer

  675. was completely

  676. incompatible.

  677. This is not what

  678. the Lord does.

  679. This is not what

  680. Yahweh does.

  681. This is not what

  682. you do if you are

  683. the most powerful,

  684. most honorable,

  685. most holy, holy, holy

  686. God of the universe.

  687. In Peter's mind,

  688. you cannot be God

  689. and a servant.

  690. In Peter's mind,

  691. you cannot be holy

  692. and come into contact

  693. with the filthy feet

  694. of sinful men.

  695. But see,

  696. even as the whole

  697. gospel account of John

  698. has been filled

  699. with very,

  700. very powerful

  701. demonstrations

  702. of the divinity,

  703. the deity,

  704. the godness of Jesus.

  705. And it's like,

  706. boom, boom, boom, right?

  707. The power and authority

  708. of God revealed to us

  709. in Christ everywhere.

  710. Boom, water into wine.

  711. Do you believe yet?

  712. Boom, the man born

  713. blind from birth.

  714. Do you believe now?

  715. Boom, Lazarus last week

  716. raised from the dead.

  717. Surely you must believe

  718. that Jesus is God now

  719. for who else but God

  720. can do any of these things?

  721. Even as John

  722. has gone to such great lengths

  723. to demonstrate

  724. who the Almighty I am

  725. is in Christ,

  726. John wasn't done there

  727. with the power

  728. and the miracles.

  729. Because see,

  730. the beauty of the gospel

  731. is that there is more

  732. to who God is

  733. than his mere power

  734. and holiness

  735. and transcendence.

  736. Yes,

  737. that is all

  738. that he ever had to be.

  739. The holy,

  740. holy,

  741. holy one.

  742. The Lord God almighty.

  743. I am who I am,

  744. but let me say this again.

  745. The beauty

  746. of the gospel

  747. is that there is more

  748. to who God has chosen

  749. to be for us

  750. than simply a powerful,

  751. holy,

  752. and transcendent Lord.

  753. Think about it.

  754. Why is it?

  755. Why is it that

  756. John's gospel account

  757. is the only one

  758. that tells the story

  759. of Jesus washing the feet

  760. of his beloved disciples?

  761. Well, it's because

  762. John wants to make

  763. very clear

  764. that the word

  765. who was with God

  766. and who was God,

  767. the light and life

  768. of the world,

  769. who was in the beginning

  770. and who made all things,

  771. he is also

  772. a God

  773. who became flesh

  774. and came near

  775. and in contact

  776. with sinful humanity

  777. and this broken

  778. and cursed world

  779. in order to wash

  780. our feet

  781. like a servant.

  782. And not only

  783. to wash our feet

  784. and wear a dirty towel,

  785. but to do the ultimate

  786. act of humble service

  787. that this foot washing

  788. pointed to,

  789. to cleanse us

  790. of our sins.

  791. How?

  792. To die naked

  793. on a cross,

  794. wearing and bearing

  795. nothing but the sin

  796. and curse

  797. and shame

  798. of the world

  799. in order to put

  800. death to death,

  801. in order to remove

  802. our sins

  803. and bring the reality

  804. of new life

  805. into this broken world.

  806. That's what he means

  807. when he says

  808. in verse 7,

  809. you do not realize

  810. now what I am doing,

  811. but later

  812. you will understand.

  813. When we read

  814. of Jesus

  815. taking off

  816. his outer garment

  817. and getting down

  818. on his knees

  819. to wash his disciples'

  820. filthy feet,

  821. we are to read it

  822. with the echo

  823. of Paul's words

  824. to the Philippians.

  825. Christ Jesus,

  826. who being in very nature

  827. God did not consider

  828. equality with God

  829. a thing to be grasped,

  830. but emptied himself

  831. by taking the form

  832. of a servant.

  833. And being found

  834. in human form,

  835. he humbled himself

  836. by becoming obedient

  837. to the point of death

  838. even death

  839. on a cross.

  840. This is the gospel.

  841. This is the gospel

  842. that in Jesus Christ,

  843. God has chosen

  844. to reveal himself

  845. to us

  846. as both

  847. God

  848. and servant

  849. without compromise,

  850. without contradiction.

  851. This is the gospel

  852. that in Jesus Christ,

  853. mighty power

  854. and humble

  855. sacrificial service

  856. are not at odds,

  857. but in perfect harmony.

  858. Look at how Jesus

  859. takes off his garment,

  860. wraps himself in a towel

  861. and washes his disciples' feet

  862. and then in the very same scene,

  863. he gets back up,

  864. he puts back on his garment

  865. and then he says

  866. in verse 13,

  867. you call me teacher

  868. and Lord

  869. and rightly so.

  870. He is not confused here.

  871. There is no tension for him.

  872. He is both God

  873. and servant

  874. with no contradiction.

  875. And it is of

  876. the utmost importance

  877. that we hold

  878. both of these truths

  879. tightly

  880. or else we will never

  881. grasp the greatness

  882. and the uniqueness

  883. of the one true God

  884. of the Christian scriptures.

  885. You see,

  886. if we only ever believe

  887. in an almighty,

  888. all-powerful God

  889. who has not chosen

  890. to also be a servant,

  891. we will always

  892. only live

  893. in fearful

  894. and maybe even

  895. in dreadful

  896. and resentful

  897. submission to him.

  898. Unfamiliar with God's

  899. tender compassion

  900. and the costly

  901. and sacrificial love

  902. which he has generously

  903. poured out upon us

  904. and pursued us with.

  905. But see,

  906. if we only ever believe

  907. in God

  908. as a servant

  909. and not the

  910. holy, mighty,

  911. I am,

  912. creator of the universe,

  913. then he is nothing more

  914. than a means

  915. to an end.

  916. A magic genie

  917. in submission

  918. to us

  919. and thus no

  920. true God at all.

  921. In fact,

  922. if he is only

  923. our servant,

  924. that would make us

  925. gods.

  926. And do I need

  927. to convince any of us

  928. that we all make

  929. for poor

  930. and terrible

  931. gods?

  932. But see,

  933. the beauty of the gospel

  934. is that in Christ,

  935. God is both

  936. God and servant

  937. without contradiction.

  938. And though it might

  939. be hard to believe

  940. and accept,

  941. sure,

  942. it sure was for Peter,

  943. though it might be

  944. hard to accept

  945. that the perfect

  946. and perfecting love

  947. of God

  948. is the love of God

  949. who is,

  950. of a God

  951. who is also humble

  952. and a sacrificial servant,

  953. though it might be

  954. hard to accept

  955. that this is the truth

  956. that changes the world.

  957. This is the truth

  958. that transforms

  959. everything.

  960. Now,

  961. how and why

  962. this changes everything

  963. requires some explanation.

  964. Like,

  965. why is it good,

  966. why is it even necessary

  967. to have a humble

  968. and sacrificial servant

  969. be our God?

  970. Well,

  971. look with me

  972. at this exchange

  973. between Jesus

  974. and Peter.

  975. Peter's like,

  976. no,

  977. never,

  978. ever,

  979. not in all eternity

  980. will you wash my feet.

  981. In Peter's mind,

  982. the Lord

  983. should not wash his feet.

  984. Peter could wash

  985. his own feet

  986. or maybe someone

  987. he believed to be

  988. lower than him,

  989. like a slave,

  990. a Gentile slave,

  991. someone with less power

  992. and prestige,

  993. they could wash his feet,

  994. but not his Lord.

  995. Never,

  996. Lord.

  997. Peter does not understand

  998. what Jesus tells him

  999. he will later understand.

  1000. So Jesus has to insist

  1001. and says in verse 8,

  1002. unless I wash you,

  1003. you have no part in me.

  1004. And what he's saying

  1005. is Peter,

  1006. not in all eternity.

  1007. Really,

  1008. Peter?

  1009. You really have no idea

  1010. how filthy you are,

  1011. do you?

  1012. Sure,

  1013. you got it right.

  1014. I am the,

  1015. I am.

  1016. I am the Holy One

  1017. of Israel,

  1018. the Lord God Almighty.

  1019. But let me ask you something.

  1020. If the Almighty

  1021. does not wash

  1022. your feet,

  1023. who will?

  1024. And who can?

  1025. Who can blot out

  1026. the deepest stains

  1027. of your sin?

  1028. Who can fully remove

  1029. your shame?

  1030. Do you think

  1031. you can wash it all away?

  1032. Do you think

  1033. you can wash

  1034. your own filth away?

  1035. Do you think

  1036. some powerless slave

  1037. will wash your filth away,

  1038. make you white as snow,

  1039. approachable

  1040. in the very presence

  1041. of God?

  1042. You think you can be

  1043. united with God

  1044. and have a part in me

  1045. with anything other

  1046. than a God-grade

  1047. cleaning?

  1048. Peter,

  1049. don't you see?

  1050. Don't you see?

  1051. You need a God

  1052. who is a servant

  1053. and you need a servant

  1054. who is a God.

  1055. This is what Jesus

  1056. is getting at

  1057. when Peter still

  1058. doesn't understand

  1059. and says in verse 9,

  1060. oh hey,

  1061. I need you to wash

  1062. my hands and my head

  1063. as well then.

  1064. Jesus is saying,

  1065. bro,

  1066. you already had a bath

  1067. before you got here.

  1068. This is not about

  1069. how many of your body parts

  1070. are physically clean.

  1071. Peter,

  1072. it's not about you.

  1073. It's not about

  1074. checking boxes.

  1075. It's not about

  1076. outdoing everyone else

  1077. and having the most

  1078. body parts washed.

  1079. Me washing your feet

  1080. is not about you.

  1081. It's about me.

  1082. It's about me

  1083. being a servant,

  1084. the servant God

  1085. that you need

  1086. to be cleansed

  1087. of your filthiest filth,

  1088. your shameful sin.

  1089. What Jesus is communicating

  1090. to his disciples

  1091. and what John

  1092. is trying to communicate

  1093. to us

  1094. in his detailed account

  1095. of Jesus' last hours

  1096. is that we all need

  1097. this God

  1098. and servant,

  1099. Jesus Christ,

  1100. to cleanse us

  1101. of our sins.

  1102. We all need

  1103. this God

  1104. and servant

  1105. to blot out

  1106. the dirt

  1107. and grime

  1108. that we've collected

  1109. upon ourselves

  1110. by participating

  1111. in the world's evil

  1112. and darkness.

  1113. And I know that

  1114. as soon as I start

  1115. talking about this,

  1116. our need to be cleansed

  1117. of sin,

  1118. many of us

  1119. might get uncomfortable,

  1120. right?

  1121. Because,

  1122. oh,

  1123. this sounds so spiritual,

  1124. so abstract,

  1125. so esoteric,

  1126. right?

  1127. Or maybe it frightens you

  1128. like,

  1129. oh,

  1130. typical religion.

  1131. Typical religion,

  1132. always trying to do away

  1133. with these evil things

  1134. that some random people

  1135. have arbitrarily deemed

  1136. as sins.

  1137. Probably just another

  1138. social power play.

  1139. And if you'd like

  1140. to talk about that

  1141. more in depth,

  1142. Jonathan is available,

  1143. I'm available,

  1144. our elders would love

  1145. to talk to you

  1146. more about this sin stuff.

  1147. But for the sake of time,

  1148. could I just suggest

  1149. one thing?

  1150. Just one thing.

  1151. Could I suggest

  1152. that if we don't accept

  1153. this notion of sin,

  1154. which is so central

  1155. to the Judeo-Christian

  1156. understanding of the world,

  1157. if we don't accept

  1158. this notion that we

  1159. and this world

  1160. have been infected

  1161. and afflicted

  1162. and also are complicit

  1163. with the world's wickedness,

  1164. if we don't accept

  1165. this understanding of sin,

  1166. then I'm not sure

  1167. if we could ever understand

  1168. or experience

  1169. the gracious

  1170. and transformative love

  1171. that we all want to believe in

  1172. in this world either.

  1173. because what is a love

  1174. that costs nothing?

  1175. What's that kind of love

  1176. actually worth?

  1177. Think about it.

  1178. So much of what is past

  1179. for love these days

  1180. is actually just

  1181. objectifying infatuation,

  1182. contractual relationships

  1183. fueled by self-interest.

  1184. I'll love you

  1185. and stay with you

  1186. as long as I'm getting

  1187. what I want

  1188. out of this relationship.

  1189. You can use me

  1190. and I'll use you

  1191. until we find each other

  1192. no longer useful

  1193. to each other anymore

  1194. or until one of us

  1195. breaks the relationship

  1196. by sinning against the other.

  1197. But what if the essence

  1198. of transforming

  1199. gracious love

  1200. is not that feeling

  1201. of attraction

  1202. but a commitment

  1203. to stay

  1204. and endure

  1205. and forgive

  1206. and pursue

  1207. even in spite

  1208. of sins

  1209. committed

  1210. against ourselves?

  1211. Does anyone remember

  1212. that song

  1213. from Hamilton?

  1214. I'm looking at you, Robbie.

  1215. I know you love that.

  1216. It's quiet uptown, right?

  1217. Alexander Hamilton

  1218. has grievously sinned

  1219. against his wife, Eliza.

  1220. He's cheated on her

  1221. for several years.

  1222. His family has been extorted

  1223. because of this affair.

  1224. He's prioritized

  1225. his political career

  1226. above the needs

  1227. of his family.

  1228. And you could also

  1229. make the case

  1230. that his political quarrels

  1231. were what led

  1232. to his firstborn,

  1233. Philip's death

  1234. in that duel, right?

  1235. And these sins

  1236. of Alexander Hamilton,

  1237. they leave both him,

  1238. they leave his wife,

  1239. they leave his whole family

  1240. broken in every way, right?

  1241. If you see him

  1242. in the street

  1243. walking by himself,

  1244. talking by himself,

  1245. talking to himself,

  1246. have pity.

  1247. He is working

  1248. through the unimaginable.

  1249. His hair has gone gray.

  1250. He passes every day.

  1251. They say he walks

  1252. the length of the city.

  1253. You knock me out,

  1254. I fall apart.

  1255. Can you imagine?

  1256. Can you imagine?

  1257. Then all of a sudden,

  1258. Hamilton's there

  1259. with Eliza

  1260. and he's,

  1261. what,

  1262. he's seeking reconciliation.

  1263. He knows that he doesn't

  1264. at all deserve it.

  1265. Look at where we are.

  1266. Look at where we started.

  1267. I know I don't deserve you,

  1268. Eliza,

  1269. but hear me out.

  1270. That would be enough.

  1271. If you see him in the street

  1272. walking by her side,

  1273. talking by her side,

  1274. have pity.

  1275. He is trying

  1276. to do the unimaginable,

  1277. to receive forgiveness.

  1278. He's trying to do away

  1279. with his sin,

  1280. but he's not in control

  1281. of that.

  1282. He's trying to receive

  1283. forgiveness for his sins,

  1284. but it all depends

  1285. on her response,

  1286. whether or not she can

  1287. muster that kind of love,

  1288. whether she will be willing

  1289. to bear the cost

  1290. of his sins.

  1291. And she contemplates

  1292. this as she sings,

  1293. there are moments

  1294. that the words

  1295. don't reach, right?

  1296. There's a what?

  1297. There's a grace

  1298. too powerful to name.

  1299. We push away

  1300. what we can never understand.

  1301. We push away

  1302. the unimaginable.

  1303. And then all of a sudden,

  1304. she's made her decision.

  1305. And they're standing

  1306. in the garden,

  1307. Alexander,

  1308. by Eliza's side.

  1309. She takes his hand,

  1310. this filthy hand,

  1311. that had caressed

  1312. another woman,

  1313. and that had spent

  1314. most of its time

  1315. writing more political treatises

  1316. than love letters

  1317. to her or her family.

  1318. She takes his hand,

  1319. right?

  1320. It's quiet uptown.

  1321. Forgiveness.

  1322. Can you imagine?

  1323. Forgiveness.

  1324. Can you imagine?

  1325. They're going through

  1326. the unimaginable.

  1327. Forgiveness

  1328. is not cheap.

  1329. Forgiveness

  1330. is unimaginable.

  1331. And that is the gospel.

  1332. Is this not beautiful?

  1333. Isn't this the

  1334. unimaginable grace?

  1335. forgiveness

  1336. and forgiveness

  1337. of sins?

  1338. Isn't this something

  1339. that you want to believe in

  1340. if you don't

  1341. presently believe in it?

  1342. Isn't it the thing

  1343. that you love to imagine?

  1344. Well, this is what

  1345. Jesus offers us.

  1346. By cleansing us

  1347. of our sins,

  1348. it's free.

  1349. He takes this job

  1350. on himself.

  1351. He doesn't just say,

  1352. you can be cleansed,

  1353. here's how to do it.

  1354. He says,

  1355. you can be cleansed

  1356. by my blood.

  1357. I'll do it.

  1358. I'll get up.

  1359. I'll take my clothes off.

  1360. I'll wrap the towel around.

  1361. I'll get my hands dirty.

  1362. I'll come near your shame

  1363. and your filth.

  1364. It's free.

  1365. We just have to admit

  1366. and acknowledge

  1367. that we are filthy.

  1368. That we need a God-sized,

  1369. God-standard cleaning.

  1370. We have to admit

  1371. that we have done

  1372. what was once unimaginable.

  1373. We rebelled against our Maker.

  1374. We've done shameful things

  1375. we ought not have done

  1376. against Him,

  1377. against others,

  1378. against ourselves,

  1379. and we have also shamefully

  1380. not done

  1381. what we ought to have done

  1382. for Him,

  1383. for others,

  1384. and for ourselves.

  1385. While the disciples

  1386. may have been embarrassed

  1387. for the Lord Jesus

  1388. to take His holy hands

  1389. to their nasty feet,

  1390. while the disciples

  1391. may have squirmed

  1392. at the thought

  1393. of the Lord Jesus

  1394. so closely examining

  1395. what they believed

  1396. to be the most filthy,

  1397. shameful,

  1398. and unclean parts

  1399. of themselves,

  1400. Jesus met them there

  1401. at their filthy feet

  1402. in love

  1403. and in tenderness,

  1404. and He wants to do

  1405. the same with us.

  1406. And this is the Gospel.

  1407. Jesus wants to do

  1408. the same with us.

  1409. He wants to meet us

  1410. precisely where

  1411. we feel most ashamed

  1412. and dirty

  1413. and impure

  1414. and unclean.

  1415. He wants to reach out

  1416. His hand

  1417. toward our selfish greed

  1418. and our addictions

  1419. to alcohol

  1420. and sex

  1421. and porn

  1422. and our jobs

  1423. and our phones

  1424. and Netflix.

  1425. But He doesn't reach out

  1426. with a heavy hand

  1427. to condemn.

  1428. He reaches out

  1429. with a tender hand

  1430. and the ability

  1431. and the desire

  1432. to wash us clean.

  1433. Wash us clean

  1434. precisely because

  1435. He is the suffering

  1436. servant God

  1437. that we need.

  1438. He is the older brother

  1439. who is willing

  1440. to go down

  1441. and wash

  1442. his younger brother's feet

  1443. and put shoes

  1444. on those stinky

  1445. pig feet.

  1446. Washing away

  1447. the deep stain

  1448. of sin in our lives

  1449. by His blood.

  1450. That's what He's about.

  1451. The payment for our sins

  1452. with His blood.

  1453. Friends,

  1454. this is the God

  1455. we need

  1456. and this is also

  1457. the God

  1458. we never deserved

  1459. but it's the God

  1460. who is graciously

  1461. offered to us

  1462. in Christ.

  1463. The only kind of God.

  1464. The only kind of love

  1465. that's going to make

  1466. a difference in this world.

  1467. That's going to save

  1468. this world.

  1469. That's going to usher

  1470. in new creation

  1471. and change our lives

  1472. and make us

  1473. the kinds of people

  1474. that we all

  1475. want to be.

  1476. So to close,

  1477. will you listen

  1478. and consider this question

  1479. Jesus asks

  1480. in verse 12.

  1481. He says,

  1482. Do you understand

  1483. what I have done

  1484. for you?

  1485. If our God

  1486. is a servant

  1487. and has served us

  1488. with the perfect

  1489. and perfecting love

  1490. of Christ,

  1491. how then shall we

  1492. who are made

  1493. in His image

  1494. live?

  1495. What might a community

  1496. so convinced,

  1497. so moved

  1498. by the perfect

  1499. and perfecting

  1500. love of the

  1501. suffering servant?

  1502. What might we

  1503. look like?

  1504. A people

  1505. freed by the gospel.

  1506. A people

  1507. who have

  1508. had a Savior

  1509. come to them

  1510. and meet them

  1511. in their most

  1512. shameful,

  1513. filthy place

  1514. and say,

  1515. I still love you.

  1516. I want you to be

  1517. a part of my family.

  1518. What kind of freedom,

  1519. what kind of safety,

  1520. security,

  1521. and confidence

  1522. do you think

  1523. a people like that

  1524. might have?

  1525. And what kind of fruit

  1526. might such a church

  1527. bear

  1528. in the city,

  1529. in the world?

  1530. Now at the risk

  1531. of getting too

  1532. practical,

  1533. maybe even sounding

  1534. self-serving,

  1535. I have some ideas

  1536. of what that might

  1537. look like.

  1538. If you're looking

  1539. to serve

  1540. particularly in this

  1541. church,

  1542. we would love that.

  1543. Jonathan is about

  1544. to go on his

  1545. sabbatical,

  1546. end of April

  1547. to end of August,

  1548. all right?

  1549. And we're looking

  1550. for all the help

  1551. we can get,

  1552. but not just to get

  1553. help,

  1554. but because this

  1555. is discipleship.

  1556. This is what it

  1557. means to walk

  1558. in the way

  1559. of Jesus.

  1560. Talk to me.

  1561. Talk to our

  1562. assistant director

  1563. of ministry,

  1564. Maria Francis.

  1565. Talk to our

  1566. director of operations,

  1567. Jesse Chewy.

  1568. There are plenty

  1569. of places to serve,

  1570. whether on our

  1571. care portal team

  1572. supporting foster

  1573. families,

  1574. tutoring Oakland

  1575. students at

  1576. Harbor House,

  1577. facilitating laughter

  1578. and connections

  1579. outside on our

  1580. hospitality team

  1581. during coffee time,

  1582. teaching or mentoring

  1583. our Christ Church

  1584. kids,

  1585. or youth,

  1586. preparing these

  1587. elements,

  1588. chopping this bread

  1589. up,

  1590. pouring out wine

  1591. on our communion

  1592. crew,

  1593. being up there,

  1594. clicking through the

  1595. slides,

  1596. helping with the

  1597. sound.

  1598. Maybe you're

  1599. interested in being

  1600. a deacon and

  1601. learning how to

  1602. care for others,

  1603. how to pray for

  1604. others,

  1605. how to counsel

  1606. others in this

  1607. congregation.

  1608. Please let us

  1609. know.

  1610. We would love to

  1611. empower and equip

  1612. you to serve in

  1613. the footsteps of

  1614. our foot-washing

  1615. Savior.

  1616. So I want to

  1617. close with these

  1618. last words from

  1619. Jesus in verse 15.

  1620. He said,

  1621. I have set you an

  1622. example that you

  1623. should do as I

  1624. have done for you.

  1625. Now that you know

  1626. these things, you

  1627. will be blessed if

  1628. you do them.

  1629. Christ Church, let

  1630. us be a blessed

  1631. people who know

  1632. the perfect and

  1633. perfecting love of

  1634. Jesus Christ.

  1635. You pray with me?

  1636. Lord, we all know

  1637. deep down that what

  1638. it's going to take

  1639. to change this

  1640. world, to make it

  1641. what you want, is

  1642. love.

  1643. The love of Jesus

  1644. Christ.

  1645. And we want to be a

  1646. people who bear

  1647. witness to that

  1648. perfect and

  1649. perfecting, humble,

  1650. sacrificial, servant

  1651. love.

  1652. But we have to be

  1653. moved by this love

  1654. toward ourselves

  1655. first.

  1656. So will you

  1657. convince us of the

  1658. filthiness of our

  1659. feet?

  1660. And would you

  1661. astound us that the

  1662. Savior has come

  1663. near to our filth and

  1664. our impurity?

  1665. And he has washed us

  1666. clean, white as snow.

  1667. Transform us with that

  1668. truth.

  1669. Make us the people you

  1670. want us to be.

  1671. and make a

  1672. difference through us

  1673. in this world to the

  1674. glory of your name and

  1675. for the good of our

  1676. neighbors we pray.

  1677. Amen.