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Love Our Neighbor: “For the City”
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Good morning, Christchurch. I'm Susie Shin, and I'm part of the Oakland Family Monthly Community Group.
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I'll be reading today's scripture from John chapter 5, verses 1 to 18, as printed in your liturgy.
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A reading from the Gospel according to John.
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Some time later, Jesus went up to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish festivals.
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Now there is in Jerusalem, near the Sheep Gate, a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda, and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades.
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Here a great number of disabled people used to lie, the blind, the lame, the paralyzed.
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One who was there had been an invalid for 38 years.
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When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him,
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Do you want to get well?
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Sir, the invalid replied, I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred.
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While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.
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Then Jesus said to him, Get up, pick up your mat and walk.
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At once the man was cured, he picked up his mat and walked.
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The day on which this took place was a Sabbath.
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And so the Jewish leaders said to the man who had been healed, It is the Sabbath.
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The law forbids you to carry your mat.
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But he replied, The man who made me well said to me, Pick up your mat and walk.
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So they asked him, Who is this fellow who told you to pick it up and walk?
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The man who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there.
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Later, Jesus found him at the temple and said to him, See, you are well again.
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Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.
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The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that it was Jesus who had made him well.
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So, because Jesus was doing these things on the Sabbath, the Jewish leaders began to persecute him.
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In his defense, Jesus said to them, My father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.
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For this reason, they tried all the more to kill him.
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Not only was he breaking the Sabbath, but he was even calling God his own father, making himself equal with God.
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This is the Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, O Christ.
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Father, we want to hear from you this morning.
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We want to see as you see.
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We want to live as you've called us to live.
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We want to be the church that you made us to be.
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A church filled with adoration of your son, filled with worship.
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A church that has a community that's filled with love and accountability and care for one another.
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God, we want to be on mission.
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We want the world to know that Jesus Christ is Lord.
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And we want them to know through our words and through our deeds.
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And so, would you do that, O God, by your spirit, through these ordinary means of grace, the preaching of your word, the communion table, all the elements of our worship.
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Would you form us into your people and bless the world through us.
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In Jesus' name, amen.
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Amen.
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All right, so these past few weeks, we've been preaching through John's Gospel, right, with a focus on our church's mission.
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Christ's church exists to lead people into deeper relationships with Christ and His church through community for what?
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The city.
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Thank you.
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So, today we're on the fourth C.
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The fourth and final C.
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What does it actually mean to have a deeper relationship with Christ for the city?
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You know, for me, growing up in the suburbs, I didn't have much of a vision for the city and definitely not an appreciation for it.
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Actually, for a lot of us, you know, second and third generation Chinese Americans here in California, especially during like the 80s and the 90s,
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our parents and our grandparents worked super hard to move us out of the cities, out of San Francisco, out of Oakland, out of L.A.
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and into the suburbs for cleaner streets, less crime, more space, more parking, better schools, and way more Costco's, right?
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And that was like the narrative of my family.
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My parents went to Oakland High, then after Cal and UCSF, they got out and they raised me in the suburbs of San Leandro, not too far away from here.
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My grandparents soon followed after them, moving into Alameda, and that's just what we did.
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We left the city.
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We left the urban centers, and we never really looked back.
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And honestly, I had a great suburban childhood.
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I love Costco, all right?
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My suburban, middle-class, Asian-American evangelical upbringing, it's something I'm super grateful for, and I wouldn't trade it for a different story.
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It set me up well for college, where I found another Asian-American church and campus ministry to be a part of,
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and I just continued to grow.
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So by the time I graduated from UC Irvine, I was healthy, and I was happy, and I felt like I really had a solid foundation in so many ways.
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I felt like I had my up and out down, up with God, in with His people, and out with the world.
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I was in the Word daily.
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I was in prayer daily.
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I was memorizing Scripture.
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I loved my church.
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I was being discipled.
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I was making disciples.
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We were evangelizing, sharing our faith with people outside of the church.
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I was practicing all the piety that had been modeled for me from the beginning, and I thought I was doing all right.
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And yet, toward the end of my time in Orange County, you know, even with all my spiritual disciplines and all this strong Christian community I had,
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I was beginning to feel like something was still seriously missing in the way I was practicing my Christian faith.
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Like, I remember thinking, well, is this all that Christianity is?
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Just go to church, practice spiritual disciplines, hang out with others who are trying to do the same,
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and then when we're not at church, just try to tell people about Jesus?
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I remember starting to think, it all just felt too clean, too neat and tidy, too contained, even sterile.
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And at the same time, I was also listening to a lot of Tim Keller, and he was preaching a Christianity that was far bigger than the individualistic personal piety that I had had.
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He was preaching a God who was Lord over every square inch of creation,
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a Jesus whose life and lordship had profound implications for every sphere of culture and society.
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And so, what I began to realize was that my faith, my suburban, college-educated, middle-class, Asian-American, evangelical faith,
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while it truly was a faith, an authentic and beautiful faith in its own way,
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I was coming to realize that at the same time, this faith of mine,
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it still hadn't significantly encountered or engaged with the dark depths of the world's brokenness.
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Like, my faith was real, but also super sheltered and very inexperienced.
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It hadn't yet grasped the comprehensive scope and nature of Jesus' kingdom.
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And so, slowly, I came to realize that Jesus, he demanded not just faith in him as my personal savior,
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but a holistic faith in him as the savior of, like, the cosmos, right, of everything that is broken,
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both in my own life and soul, but also in the rest of creation.
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Christianity was meant to make a difference, not just for individual souls in eternity later,
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but also for whole societies, cultures, and communities now, as a sign of the kingdom of God, here and now.
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So, during my last year or so in Orange County, I began to drive into the city of Santa Ana,
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which is, like, right in the center of Orange County, and Orange County is SoCal's, like, wealthiest county.
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But, Santa Ana, in 2004, was named the most troubled and distressed city in the nation.
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So, I started driving into Santa Ana, serving meals with a group of people who were meeting at the Civic Center to serve the homeless.
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Then I started collecting and passing out clothes, made some connections and contacts,
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and with a few friends, we were even able to help an immigrant man help him find a place to live for a few months,
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get on his feet, find work, and just get into a place of some stability.
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But, you know, the more I spent time out there, getting to know people,
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getting to hear their stories of addiction and family fractures and immigration struggles,
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trauma and abuse, mental health challenges,
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I increasingly discovered how raw and real the world was,
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how deep the brokenness can go, how much hurt and pain are out there,
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and how far back it reaches, right, into people's histories.
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But what also struck me was not simply the brokenness,
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but all the ways people were seeking to cope with the brokenness,
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seeking to remedy their pains and their plights,
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drugs, alcohol, unhealthy relationships.
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But, you know, whatever it was that people were looking to to save themselves,
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the more I observed, the more I came to realize that what I was witnessing,
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it wasn't just, you know, people making bad, self-destructive decisions.
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No, these were desperate people making flailing attempts to grab onto, to find, to secure
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really the same thing that we were after in the suburbs,
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the same thing as every human being.
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What all these folks in Santa Ana were after,
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what every single one of us in this room is after is that thing, right,
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that thing that will finally bring about shalom and peace and restoration and wholeness.
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What we're looking for is salvation, and not just salvation from hell later on in the afterlife,
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but salvation from the hellish life that many of us are experiencing in the here and the now.
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That's what we're all reaching for, running to, living by that thing, right, that place,
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that practice that we believe will secure for us,
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or at least get us an inch or two closer to the shalom and the wellness that we're all after.
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That the wholeness that Jesus calls the abundant life.
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But the question is, how's that going for those of us who are seeking it outside of Christ?
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How's it going for us?
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Like, if we're all chasing wellness, and we still haven't secured it,
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what if we're looking in the wrong places, trusting the wrong things to make us whole?
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And that's where we get into John chapter 5.
John 5 chapter mention
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Look with me at verse 1.
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Now, here in verse 1, it says that Jesus is heading into Jerusalem for a festival, right?
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So imagine a city bursting at the seams with pilgrims flocking into the city from all over.
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And where's everyone going?
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They're going to the temple, to the center of the city, to the center of their culture,
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the place where God is supposed to dwell.
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And yet here, Jesus is one among tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands,
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all on their way to the most holy place, the place of joy and celebration.
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But his first stop is to a place of ceremonial uncleanness, despair, and suffering.
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Verse 2 tells us that of all the places he could have visited in Jerusalem,
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he goes to the Sheep Gate Pool at Bethesda, where the broken are.
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Verse 3, where a great number of disabled people were lying there,
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the blind, the lame, the paralyzed, some scholars estimate there could have been hundreds,
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maybe even thousands of people gathered at this pool.
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But now why?
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What's so special about this place, this pool?
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Well, if you noticed in the NIV translation that's in your liturgies,
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there's no verse 4.
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Anyone notice that?
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There's no verse 4.
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The King James Version has verse 4, but not the NIV.
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So what's that all about?
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Well, the reason the NIV doesn't include verse 4 is because the earliest,
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the best manuscripts of John's gospel don't actually include verse 4.
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And it's highly likely that the later copies just added verse 4
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to share the common belief of the time that an angel would stir the water at this pool
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and the first person in, they would be healed.
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Okay?
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Okay?
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So while this missing verse 4 probably wasn't part of what John originally wrote,
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it does reflect what people believed about this pool in the first century.
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And we can see that in verse 7, right?
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This man clearly believes in the magical power of this pool.
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So try to picture the scene.
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Tens of thousands entering Jerusalem, all with their sights on the temple,
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many of them coming in through the Sheep Gate,
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which, by the way, was the closest city entrance,
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basically right next door to the temple.
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In fact, it was called the Sheep Gate because this is where they brought the sheep in
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for the sacrifices into the temple.
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So here Jesus is, the Lamb of God, entering by the Sheep Gate.
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And while tens of thousands of others would have just thoughtlessly
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just looked and walked past this unsightly Sheep Gate pool area
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with all these sick, lame, paralyzed people,
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eyes forward, just fixed on their temple destination,
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just minding their own business, right?
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Keeping to themselves like they probably did every single year,
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being blind to the blind,
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letting these helpless and hopeless, lame, and paralyzed people become invisible to them.
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Jesus is not about to overlook the poor and the suffering
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on his way to commune with God at the temple.
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He's not that kind of a God.
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He's not that kind of a man.
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Jesus doesn't avert his gaze from the suffering of the city.
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No, when Jesus comes to the city, he comes to the whole city, the real city.
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He stops at Santa Ana before he goes to Hollywood.
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He stops in the Tenderloin before he goes to the Golden Gate Bridge.
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And why?
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Because when Jesus sees the many lying by this pool,
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he doesn't just see the unlucky ones.
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He doesn't just see the sad, suffering minority.
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And he also doesn't see, you know, just superstitious people undeserving of his help.
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Because look at how foolish they are for waiting upon this magic water to heal them.
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How pathetic.
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No.
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His eyes and his heart are filled with compassion.
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And what he sees are thousands of people
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who are just wearily groping and grasping for anything,
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anything, even magical angel water.
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Because that's how desperate they are in this city.
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Then, out of all these people, Jesus fixes his eyes on one man.
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Verse 5.
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One who was there had been an invalid for 38 years.
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And man, that's how old I am.
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I'm 38.
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That's my entire lifetime that he'd been sick.
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That would have been more than the entirety of a lot of people's lives in antiquity.
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So, basically, this guy's been stuck for an ancient lifetime.
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Okay?
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Now, imagine how he'd spent those 38 years.
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38 years of waking up and not getting better.
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38 years of hoping but nothing changing.
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And who knows how many of those 38 years he spent here at this pool just by himself.
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No one to help him in the water.
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Just him alone with his mat.
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Which, sure, that mat may have been a luxury item in this pool area.
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Yeah.
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Kept him from having to sleep directly on the ground.
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Maybe provided a little bit extra comfort.
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A little extra dignity.
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Something to call his own in that miserable place.
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But what if the mat also reminded him of the seeming permanence of his state.
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And of how long he had been there.
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Day and night.
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Right?
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Night and day.
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Day in and day out.
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Can you imagine?
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Day in and day out.
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Day in and day out.
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So, again, Jesus learning, it says in verse 6.
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How long this man had been suffering.
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Jesus approaches him and at first it seems like he asks this man like a really stupid question.
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Do you want to get well?
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Of course.
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Of course he does.
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He's been waiting to get well for 38 years and he's so desperate to get well.
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He's been laying here on a mat for who knows how long with all these other sickly people.
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Of course he wants to get well.
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Why would Jesus ask this?
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How could he not know the answer?
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Well, I think what Jesus is doing here is not so much trying to figure out whether or not this guy wants to be well.
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But I think he's trying to expose something.
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Diagnostically probe.
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Bring something to light within the man.
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Because look at the man's response in verse 7 to Jesus' question.
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One commentator describes it as the crotchety grumblings of an old man.
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It's like he doesn't even think Jesus' question is worth answering.
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Do I want to get well?
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Huh.
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Well, let me tell you the problem I have with getting well.
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Of course I want to get well, but I can't because no one cares to help me.
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What do you think I'm doing here, man?
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I'm trying.
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I'm trying to get well, but I have no one to help me.
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And in fact, all these other people are not just not helping me, but they are pushing past me, rushing in ahead of me, cutting me in the line.
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He's just so miserable, right?
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So jaded.
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Maybe he's lost faith in the prospect of getting well.
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After all, it's been 38 years.
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He's definitely lost faith in the kindness of others, right?
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All he sees are people cutting him in line.
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And for decades, he hasn't found a single person to help him get into the water.
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A single person, right?
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To help him get into this water, which honestly, maybe he doesn't even believe is going to actually heal him.
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Just his last-ditch effort, right?
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Who would want to spend a day helping a man do that, right?
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For 38 years, this guy had just witnessed people not thinking that he was worth their time.
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People not willing to wait around and be with all these other sickly, nasty people, right?
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To help him just be superstitiously dipped into this hopefully magic water.
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Who would spend their time on that?
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Surely all of this contributed, right, to this man's cynicism.
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It's just been so long, right?
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13,870 days of not getting well.
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And also of not getting help.
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And probably after that long, you know, it's not uncommon to start managing your expectations, right?
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Maybe stop pursuing wellness because it hurts too much to hope.
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And maybe you just resign yourself to life at this pool, lying on this mat, angry at the world and just waiting to die.
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38 years in a downward trend, it can slowly convince you that this is just your life now.
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So get used to it.
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And it's that.
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It's that attitude.
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It's that spirit that Jesus wants to expose and speak into when he asks,
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Do you want to get well?
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Oh, he cares about what this guy wants.
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He wants him to reimagine what he might want, what he might have.
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And again, listen to how he answers, though.
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Sir, I have no one to help me into the pool.
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And when I try, someone else gets there first.
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Notice he never actually says, yes, I want to get well.
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Rather, he explains how he thinks getting well works.
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He explains the thing, the thing he thinks might possibly bring him shalom and salvation.
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And what he's basically saying is, sir, I know how to get well.
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I need to get into that water at just the right time.
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And before that, I need to get someone to help me into the water at just the right time.
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That's how this works.
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That's how I'll be healed.
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In his mind, the problem isn't that he doesn't know the magic formula to get healed,
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but that he doesn't have the help to execute the formula.
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For him, it's a logistics problem.
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Without even answering Jesus' question, he's exposing what all his hopes have been placed upon,
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this magical angel water.
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And it's so funny because standing right in front of him is Jesus, the true healer, but he's missing him.
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In just the chapter before, Jesus has just convinced the woman at the well that he had living water for her.
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Surely he had some for this man as well, right?
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Right?
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This man doesn't even think to ask Jesus for any kind of help.
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It's just kind of like, well, I know the cure, but let me tell you the problem I'm having, accessing the cure.
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And man, aren't people so rotten?
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But little does this guy know who he's talking to.
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He's just fixated on this water as his salvation and as his shalom.
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He has no idea.
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He's basically just suggested to the maker of heaven and earth,
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would you mind dipping me in the magical angel water?
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To the creator of the universe.
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He's standing right in front of him and he asks for so little.
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He asks for so little.
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And he asks for something that won't even bring him health.
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Do we ask our God for too little as well?
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Well, my daughter, she just finished her second season of basketball.
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And I promised her I would give her $1,000 if she made a basket.
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I didn't believe.
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And it also shows my values, right?
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I said, I'll give you $1,000 if you make a basket.
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And she said, well, can I have two bobas instead?
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I said, okay.
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And she made a lot of baskets, so I'm glad.
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But do you see yourself in my daughter?
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In this man?
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And the point is, not that I'm like Jesus, all right?
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But do you see yourself asking so little of this God?
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It's almost infuriating how this guy speaks to Jesus.
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He's so clueless.
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And yet Jesus is so kind.
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And his response is so striking.
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He refuses to play along.
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He's not about to affirm the man's faith in the magical angel water,
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but he also doesn't rebuke his superstition or correct his theology.
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He doesn't even say you're looking for wellness in all the wrong places.
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He simply looks at this man with compassion and authority at the same time.
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And he issues a healing command.
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Get up.
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Pick up your mat.
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And walk.
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While this man was asking for help to access the cure he thought he needed,
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Jesus refused to help him access that cure.
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Jesus didn't come to help him get into the water.
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He came to show him that he never needed the water in the first place.
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Jesus doesn't come into our lives helping us access the false and futile cures we think we need.
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No, he comes to give us the real thing.
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To give us himself.
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To liberate us, right?
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From our slavery.
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Our slavery to all these things and places and practices that we think will bring us abundant life.
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Jesus is showing us here that health and healing don't come from a certain place or practice,
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but from a person.
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God himself.
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God with us.
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God with us.
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But here's the thing.
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This wasn't just a lesson for the man at the pool.
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The man at the pool isn't the only one in the city trying to plug into the right system to secure his own shalom.
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It's not just the unclean ones, but also the clean ones.
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So verse 9 says that Jesus' command authoritatively heals this guy and he takes up his mat and walks.
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And this happens on the Sabbath.
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Verse 10.
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And so the Jewish leader said to the man who had been healed,
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It is the Sabbath.
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The law forbids you to carry your mat.
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Like, instead of, praise God, you're healed.
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This is amazing.
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We're so happy for you.
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It's shame, right?
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They can't see the amazing thing that's happened in this guy's life,
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but only that the Sabbath was being broken, at least in their eyes.
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But honestly, the Sabbath wasn't even being broken.
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The Sabbath command in Scripture was about resting from production,
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resting from your normal labor and economic activity.
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It didn't prohibit simply carrying a mat.
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In the Old Testament, there was a command against gathering wood and carrying burdens on the Sabbath,
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but it didn't forbid carrying mats.
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No, it wasn't even a prohibition against carrying things so much as turning the Sabbath into a business day.
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It was a prohibition against trusting my own work over God's work for me.
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Trusting God's provision for me.
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But see, over time, these Jewish leaders had built a whole system of extra rules to be followed
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because just like the invalid man, in their minds they had their own idea
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of what would bring shalom and salvation to their nation.
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While the invalid thought he needed the stirred up magical pool of water to be saved,
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the Jewish leaders here thought they needed strict moralistic practices in order to be saved.
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And this is why they were so legalistic and so quick to police people's behavior.
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It wasn't just about broken rules to them.
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For them, each violation of their rules was a threat to their nation's righteousness
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and worthiness to receive a Messiah.
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So do you see a similarity?
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Here in the city of Jerusalem, whether at the pool of Bethesda by the sheep gate
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or even the halls of the temple itself, the invalid man had his way of getting well.
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He had his own way.
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And the Jewish leaders had their own way of getting well.
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Sure, they were looking in different places and for different practices,
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but they were essentially pursuing the same thing.
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Security, shalom, salvation, apart from the true source.
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Apart from the Savior.
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And this wasn't unique to Jerusalem.
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This is every city.
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This is our city.
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This is the Bay Area.
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Because, like, we may not be lying by pools,
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and we may not be policing Sabbath laws to transform our nation,
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but we definitely have our own ways of trying to take control of our own destinies.
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Our own ways of trying to secure wellness for ourselves apart from God.
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For some of you, it's if I can just secure that relationship with my high school,
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my middle school crush, right?
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Or if I can just find love or get this relationship to work out.
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If I can find someone to desire me, adore me, then I'll finally be whole.
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You're trying to dip yourself in the pool of romance and intimacy.
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Or for others, you're trying to dip yourselves in the pools of wealth and status and success.
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If I can just get to this point in my career,
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if I can just get to that number in my retirement fund,
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then I'll feel secure.
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Then others of us are just like the Jewish leaders here, right?
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Maybe we're just like them.
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We find ourselves, like, subconsciously haunted by a Santa Claus-like version of God
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who knows if we've been good or bad, so be good for goodness sake, right?
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Maybe that's why you're here.
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Because you're thinking, I gotta get back to church,
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just say enough prayers, just get spiritual enough,
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just be obedient enough, just get consistent enough in my personal piety,
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and then God will come through for me.
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And my life will go the way I finally want it to go.
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But do you see the pattern?
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In the invalid?
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In the Jewish leaders?
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In your own hearts?
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In your own life?
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Sure, maybe, again, it's different places we look to,
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different practices we employ,
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but at the end of the day,
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it's all the same strategy of self-salvation.
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Self-securing shalom.
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The question is whether or not we will notice it in our lives.
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Like, if it's not a magic pool or some moralistic practice,
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what's that thing for you?
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That thing you keep going back to,
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believing that this will finally make you well
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and full of abundant life apart from God.
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To give you a window into what this is for me,
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and like what I've been working through and processing with God
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and confessing to the people in my life who keep me accountable,
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for me, it's this constant feeling
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that I need to be working in order to live a fruitful life
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and in order to control my future.
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Like, I so often operate as if,
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man, if I can just get everything dialed in,
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my routines, my fitness and dietary habits,
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my family rhythms, my finances,
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my spiritual practices.
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If I can do this many push-ups and pull-ups each day, right?
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Keep my weight at this number.
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Increase my VO2 max, right?
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Count my calories.
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Get my macros right.
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Train my daughters to thrive in academics
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and sports and music and scripture memory
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and social skills.
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And if I can fine-tune my retirement portfolio,
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make sure I have just enough exposure to Bitcoin, right?
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If I can read and memorize and meditate all the scripture,
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pray for that many minutes each day,
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and then on top of all that,
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if I can just keep up with everything,
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what's happening in the world,
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what's changing, what's coming next,
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then hopefully I won't fall behind.
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And I'll finally feel like things are gonna be okay,
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like I've secured my future
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and like I'm in control,
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or at least in as much control as I can be.
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And then and only then will I know
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that I'm a good and faithful pastor,
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dad, husband, human being.
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If I just commit to constantly sharpening myself,
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optimizing my life,
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leveling up 24-7,
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then and only then will I be worthy enough
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to hear the words,
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well done, good and faithful.
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But the truth is,
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this is an exhausting way to live.
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Because I'm never quite there,
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never optimized enough,
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never disciplined enough.
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And not only that,
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but living this way has made me a more hurried,
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anxious,
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and impatient person.
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Chelsea will tell you I'm miserable
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when I'm in this mode.
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More self-centered,
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less loving,
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less present,
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less able to enjoy the gifts
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that God places in my lap,
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like the gift of the Sabbath.
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Man,
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this is the hardest commandment
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for me to observe.
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I just find it so tempting
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to use that day
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to pick up more sticks, right?
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I want to pick up more sticks.
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I want to have more
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by the end of the week
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and more at the end of my life,
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more sticks.
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That's what I want.
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So really,
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it's timely that my sabbatical
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is coming up.
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And I hope you'll pray for me
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as I figure out
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how to embrace
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the spirit of Sabbath.
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But you know,
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even with that,
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people have been asking
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how to pray for me
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in my Sabbath,
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and I've been praying,
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can you pray that I won't
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waste my sabbatical?
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But you see,
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even the idea
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of not wasting it, right?
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The sentiment still has
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the idol of optimization
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looming largely over it.
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So man,
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as you can tell,
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I'm still very much
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a work in progress.
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But overall,
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God's been gently
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reminding me
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again and again
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that I need not be
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a frantic branch
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trying to plug myself
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into all kinds
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of different vines, right,
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in order to manufacture
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all the kinds
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of artificial fruit
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I want to see in my life.
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No.
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There's only one
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true vine.
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It's Jesus.
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Jesus.
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And His yoke is easy.
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His burden
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is light.
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So why in the world
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would we try so hard
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to find alternative
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vines
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to the true
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divine vine
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who loved us
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and gave Himself
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for us?
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The one who doesn't
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ask us to break
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our backs
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to bear fruit,
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but promises
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to do that work
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in us
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if we just abide
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in Him?
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Every other vine,
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every other vine
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is merely
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a block of wood,
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good only to be
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burned in the fire.
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And trying to connect
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myself to these
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blocks of wood
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is no different
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from the invalid man
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asking the maker
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of heaven and earth
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to dip in
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the magic
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angel water.
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So what if we
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actually believed
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that Jesus
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is the vine?
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That He's the
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living water?
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And He's the living
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water who comes
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to us.
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And just like He did
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for this invalid man,
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what if we believe
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that He wants
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to speak words
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of power
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and life
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into us
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to bear fruit
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in us?
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You know,
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when Jesus spoke
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so authoritatively
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into this man's
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life,
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everything changed
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in his life.
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Everything changed.
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But what the Jewish
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leaders,
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all that they could
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see
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was a broken
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role.
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They couldn't see
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His liberation.
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They couldn't see
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His joy.
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All the Jewish
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leaders could see
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was a threat
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to their anxious,
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scrupulous way
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of life.
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The way of life
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that they were
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going to commit to,
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so sure of the
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shalom that was
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going to come
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by their works
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rather than by grace
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through faith.
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And when they found
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out that Jesus
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had healed this man
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on the Sabbath,
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verse 16 says
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they went after Him.
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But what's interesting
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is Jesus doesn't
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open up the Torah
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and demonstrate
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to them that He
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actually technically
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had not violated
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the Sabbath.
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No, actually,
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He admits
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that He was
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indeed working.
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He says in verse 17,
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My Father is always
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at work
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and I too am working.
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Do you see
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what He was claiming?
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It says it in verse 18.
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The Jewish leaders
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surely knew
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what He was saying.
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He was saying,
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Of course I healed
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on the Sabbath.
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I'm doing the work
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of God.
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I am God.
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And that's why
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they wanted to kill Him.
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Because if that was true,
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then their whole vision,
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what they had devoted
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all their lives to,
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their whole vision
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for their city
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and for shalom,
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was about to fall apart.
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Jesus was confronting
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them with the truth
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that they weren't the ones
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to bring about
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their own shalom.
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And neither are we.
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we cannot be the hope
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of the world.
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If we are,
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the world is in trouble.
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And that's an indictment
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upon every hustling
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and bustling city
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that has ever existed
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on planet Earth,
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no doubt here
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in the Bay Area,
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every urban center.
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Yes,
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with our shiny temples
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and also our sad pools
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by the Sheep Gate cities
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full of all kinds of people
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doing the same thing,
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though.
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frantically trying
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to fix ourselves,
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fix our lives,
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fix our world
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through technique
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after technique
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after technique,
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ever trying to gain control
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over the cosmos
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but only ever coming up
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short and exhausted.
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This is what I saw
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in Santa Ana.
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It's what we're seeing here
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in John chapter 5
John 5 chapter mention
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in Jerusalem,
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in the invalid,
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in the Jewish leaders,
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and it's what we see
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in our own cities.
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Again,
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different places,
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different practices,
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but the same failing strategy,
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trying to secure shalom
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through technique
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but never arriving.
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But what if this bad news
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that we can't bring about
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our own shalom
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is actually the best news?
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My Father is always working
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and I too,
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says Jesus.
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That's the gospel.
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That's the gospel.
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That if God is always at work,
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then the healing of your life
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the healing of our cities,
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they don't ultimately rest on us
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but on the one
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who is both
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the ever-working God
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and yet at the very same time
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the never hurried,
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never surprised,
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always at rest God.
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This is the gospel.
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That this ever-working,
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ever-resting God
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has come to make all
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our strivings cease in Christ.
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And having completed
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the most toilsome,
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the most painstaking work
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of all time upon the cross,
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He has proclaimed
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once and for all.
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What?
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It is finished.
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No need to dip ourselves
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in magic pools.
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No need to police
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perfect piety
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into our societies
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to make us
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a worthy society
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of a Messiah
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to change all things.
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No, the work is finished
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in Christ
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so that as His people,
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as His church,
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as His bride,
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we don't have to work.
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We don't work
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to secure our shalom.
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We don't work
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to save our cities
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because we can't.
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But thanks be to God
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that He is always at work
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so that we can always
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be at rest.
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And from that place of rest,
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as we await the day
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when He will come
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and establish
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His holy city
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on earth,
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in the meantime,
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we can step
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into every city
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from Berkeley
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and throughout the bay
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and beyond,
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simply walking
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in the good works,
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our always-working Father
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has already prepared
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for us,
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His children,
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to do.
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Not in order to fix everything,
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but bearing witness
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to the one who can
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and who will.
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This is what it means
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to cultivate
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a deeper relationship
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with Christ,
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the vine,
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bearing fruit
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for the city
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as a church.
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We embody
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and tell a better story,
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offering a better Savior
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to those who are grasping
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and groping
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in the dark
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for whatever equivalent
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magical angel,
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water,
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or false gods
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that cannot save them,
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that do not love them,
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that have not died for them.
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We reach them.
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We bear witness to them
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in word and deed,
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a sign of the kingdom
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of God.
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We've been doing that here
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for 20 years.
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We plan to do it
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for many more.
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So Christ Church,
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let this be our good news.
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As we look to celebrate
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20 years as a church,
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let this be our good news
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that long before
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we arrived here in Berkeley,
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our God was always
-
at work.
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He was always working.
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Before us,
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He will continue working
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after us.
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He was always working.
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Even to death on a cross,
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He was working.
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And He'll continue to do so
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with or without us.
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But Lord,
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please,
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let it be with us.
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Let it be here
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in our church,
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in our city.
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Let it be with us
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as we rest and work
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to the glory of Your Son
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for the good of the city.
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Lord, convince us
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that this is the cure
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for every city,
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the gospel.
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And send us out
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to share it
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and display it
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in word and deed
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for Your sake
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and for the city.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.