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The First Christian
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Today's scripture reading is from the Gospel according to John, chapter 2, verses 19-22, and chapter 20, verses 1-18, as printed in the liturgy.
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A reading from the Gospel according to John.
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Jesus answered them, Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days.
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They replied, It has taken 46 years to build this temple, and you are going to raise it in three days?
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But the temple he had spoken of was his body.
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After he was raised from the dead, his disciples recalled what he had said.
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Then they believed the scripture and the words that Jesus had spoken.
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Early, on the first day of the week, while it was still dark,
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Mary Magdalene went to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the entrance.
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So she came running to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one Jesus loved,
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and said, They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we don't know where they have put him.
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So Peter and the other disciple started for the tomb.
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Both were running, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first.
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He bent over and looked in at the strips of linen lying there, but did not go in.
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Then Simon Peter came along behind him and went straight into the tomb.
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He saw the strips of linen lying there, as well as the cloth that had been wrapped around Jesus' head.
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The cloth was still lying in its place, separate from the linen.
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Finally, the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went inside.
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He saw and believed.
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They still did not understand from scripture that Jesus had to rise from the dead.
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Then the disciples went back to where they were staying.
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Now Mary stood outside the tomb, crying.
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As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb and saw two angels in white,
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seated where Jesus' body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.
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They asked her, Woman, why are you crying?
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They have taken my Lord away, she said, and I don't know where they have put him.
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At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there.
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But she did not realize that it was Jesus.
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He asked her, Woman, why are you crying?
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Who is it you are looking for?
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Thinking he was the gardener, she said, Sir, if you have carried him away,
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tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.
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Jesus said to her, Mary.
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She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, Rabboni, which means teacher.
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Jesus said, Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father.
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Go instead to my brothers and tell them, I am ascending to my Father and your Father,
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to my God and your God.
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Mary Magdalene went to the disciples with the news, I have seen the Lord.
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And she told them that he had said these things to her.
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This is the gospel of the Lord.
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Happy Easter to our Christ Church family and friends.
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It's a delight to join together today with brothers and sisters around the world
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and mothers and fathers in the faith throughout time to say that Christ is risen indeed.
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And today we're especially thankful to the Lord for our beautiful new cross that we have behind us.
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So grateful to Amy and Betsy and Jim and Ray and Balen for bringing this amazing project to completion
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during Holy Week of all weeks.
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You should know about me, my name is Jonathan,
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and you should know about me that I grew up in a Christian family.
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I grew up going to church,
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but I did not seriously explore the evidence for Jesus' resurrection until my mom died.
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She was 50 years old and I was 19 years old.
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Prior to her death, I had spent no time in cemeteries.
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And after her death, I found myself spending time among tombs and graves
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of people who had gone from this life and into death.
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And so I was plunged into this kind of dark night of the soul.
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And during those years of my early 20s,
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I was just full of heartbreak.
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It was full of crushing and deep grief.
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And I found myself experiencing a new kind of fear that I'd never had,
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a fear of death,
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a fear that I had suddenly lost my mom
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and perhaps suddenly I would lose my dad too.
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I'd lose my siblings.
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And that maybe the same life-threatening diseases
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that took my mom away would be diagnosed in me,
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a fear that I too would die young before my time.
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And so in those years during college and graduate school,
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I began to ask for the first time some serious questions about what happens after we die.
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What hope do we have beyond the grave?
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And I especially began to examine whether or not I really believed.
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I knew that other people around me believed,
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but whether or not I really believed that Jesus' crucified body in that tomb
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was raised by God,
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not metaphorically,
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but physically,
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literally,
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historically,
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was raised to a new and glorified life on Easter Sunday.
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And I began to ask myself,
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I was a history major,
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and I asked myself,
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are the Gospels reliable eyewitness history?
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Or are these just religious myths?
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Are these pious legends
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and feel-good,
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but not ultimately true stories?
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Did Jesus' heartbroken and grieving disciples
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just convince themselves
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that perhaps they had seen visions of Jesus
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in their attempt to console themselves
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and their attempt to honor their master
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and to keep his memory alive among them?
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Did they say,
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yeah,
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we know that his body is still in the tomb,
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but for us,
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he's spiritually alive.
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Somehow,
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he's mystically alive in our hearts.
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And so,
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I began to search the Scriptures
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as a young person in my early 20s.
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And I quickly realized
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that Christianity hangs,
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everything hangs,
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on the bodily resurrection of Jesus.
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This is from the Apostle Paul
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in 1 Corinthians 15.
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He says,
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if Christ has not been raised,
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our preaching is useless,
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and so is your faith,
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you are still in your sins.
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If only for this life,
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we have hope in Christ.
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We Christians are of all people
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most to be pitied.
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Fortunately for me,
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in 2003,
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when I was in seminary
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about five years after my mom died,
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a book was published.
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And it's really the book.
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I've got it down here.
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It's about 800 or 900 pages
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by a guy named N.T. Wright,
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one of the great New Testament scholars,
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called The Resurrection of the Son of God.
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You don't need to read this book.
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You just need to know that it exists.
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And you need to know that
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deep and serious scholarship
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has been carried out
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on the questions we're talking about today.
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And what I want to do today
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is walk through John 20
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and just share a little bit
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of what I've learned
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and seek to persuade you
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that the resurrection of Jesus
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is not fake news,
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but that it's true news.
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It's good news.
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It's the kind of news
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that can change the course of your life.
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And so I want to talk about three things.
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I want to talk about the evidence,
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the encounter,
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and the enterprise.
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Okay?
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Three E's.
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The evidence,
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the encounter,
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and the enterprise.
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And when we talk about the evidence,
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just know that
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I was on jury duty
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earlier this week
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and was actually down
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at the Alameda County Courthouse
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on Monday.
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So I've got evidence on the mind.
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And what I want to do
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is present nine exhibits,
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nine pieces of evidence
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to the court this morning.
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And if you look at verse one,
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it says,
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early on the first day of the week,
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while it was still dark,
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Mary Magdalene went to the tomb
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and saw that the stone
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had been removed
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from the entrance.
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And this is exhibit number one.
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This disc-shaped boulder
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that weighed two to four thousand pounds,
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which in that culture
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was rolled downhill
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in order to seal the tomb.
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It was rolled into this groove.
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And so once it rolled downhill
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and hit in that seal,
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it was very hard to dislodge
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and roll back uphill.
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And so the question is,
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who came in the night
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to remove this stone
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that was protected
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by a guard of fierce Roman soldiers?
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That's exhibit number one.
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Exhibit number two,
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verse two says,
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so she came,
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Mary came running to Simon Peter
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and the other disciple,
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the one Jesus loved,
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and said,
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they have taken the Lord
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out of the tomb
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and we don't know
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where they have put him.
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Exhibit number two
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is that the tomb
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where Jesus' dead body
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had been laid is empty
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and the body of Jesus is not there.
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And either people came
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and they stole the body,
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which is what Mary thinks,
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or something even more
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strange has happened.
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Look at verse three.
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So Peter and the other disciples
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started for the tomb.
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Both were running,
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but the other disciple
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outran Peter
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and reached the tomb first.
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He bent over
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and looked in at the strips
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of linen lying there
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but did not go in.
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This is exhibit number three,
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that this empty tomb
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is actually not totally empty.
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There are these strips
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of linen grave clothes
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that are lying there
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and why emphasize this?
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Why emphasize the burial wrappings
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of Jesus?
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Well, it goes on in verse six.
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It says,
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Then Simon Peter came along
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behind him
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and went straight to the tomb
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and he saw the strips
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of linen lying there
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as well as the cloth
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that had been wrapped
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around Jesus' head.
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The cloth was still lying
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in its place
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separate from the linen.
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What you need to know
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is that the crucified body
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of Jesus had been wrapped
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in linen cloth
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with about 75 pounds
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of spices
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that were carefully
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folded into
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the folds of the linen.
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And three times here
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it says that Peter and John,
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they saw the strips
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of linen lying,
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which means that they were
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lying undisturbed.
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That they were in the shape
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of Jesus' body
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and yet they were empty
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as if Jesus had passed
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through his grave clothes.
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If the body had been stolen,
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either these grave clothes
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would not be here at all
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or the thieves would have
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unwrapped and scattered
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the grave clothes
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like a bunch of gauze bandages
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just laying everywhere.
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But the clothes, it says,
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are still lying in the place
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where Jesus' body was laid
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and they're in the shape
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that Jesus' body
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had given them.
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It's like an empty cocoon.
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It's like a collapsed balloon
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with all the air
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gone out of it.
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And in verse 8,
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it's so fascinating.
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It says that
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finally the other disciple,
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John,
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who'd reached the tomb first,
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he also went inside
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and it says
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he saw and believed.
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Earlier in verse 5,
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John bent over
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outside the tomb
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and he looked in
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at the strips of linen
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from a distance.
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And then it says
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in verse 6
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that Peter went
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into the tomb
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and it says
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he saw the strips
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of linen up close
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and the Greek verb
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there is phareo
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where we get the word theory.
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Peter saw these strips
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and he's theorizing
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to himself.
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He's wondering
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to himself,
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what is this?
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He's trying to make
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sense of it all,
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of what he sees
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with his eyes.
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And then it says
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that John,
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here in verse 8,
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he goes all the way
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inside the tomb
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and the Greek verb
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there is orao.
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And orao means
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to see with your mind,
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to see with your understanding.
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And John sees
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with his mind.
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He's grasping
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the spiritual truth
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of these empty
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grave clothes
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that his eyes
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can see
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and it says
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that he believes.
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And what does he believe?
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Well, he believes
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that Jesus'
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lifeless body
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is now a living body.
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It's a resurrected
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and glorified body
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that has literally
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passed through
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these empty
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grave clothes.
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And the question
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for us as readers
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is,
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do you see
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with your mind?
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Do you see
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with your understanding?
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Jesus' body
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that passed through
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these empty grave clothes
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is a body
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in which the process
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of death,
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decay,
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and dissolution
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has been reversed.
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Death,
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as Paul puts it,
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death no longer
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has mastery over him.
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Death no longer
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has dominion
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over him.
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That Jesus' body
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is unlike any body
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there's ever been.
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It's an imperishable
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and incorruptible body.
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It's a powerful
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and glorious body
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that Jesus
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has gone on
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through death
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and he's gone out
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into a new creation
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and a new life.
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He's gone out
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into this place
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where death itself
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has been defeated
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in life.
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Sheer life.
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Life in all of its fullness
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and all of its abundance.
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Life indestructible
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and life everlasting
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could begin at last.
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Not just for Jesus
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but for us as well.
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That's what John
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saw with his mind.
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That's what the first Christians
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and the early church
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saw with their understanding
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and believed.
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You guys with me?
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Okay.
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So this is exhibit
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one through three.
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The heavy stone
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has been removed.
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The tomb is empty.
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The grave clothes
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are lying there empty.
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Exhibit number four
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is the meticulously
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recorded appearances
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of the resurrection
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of Jesus,
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the resurrected Jesus
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to the eyewitnesses.
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The New Testament
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records for us
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a dozen or more
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distinct appearances
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over the next 40 days
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to individuals
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like Mary Magdalene
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which we'll look at
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in a moment
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to small groups
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of people
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at one point
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to a gathering
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of over 500 people
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and all of them
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reported this.
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They did not say
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we think that we may
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have seen
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a vision of Jesus
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but what they said
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is that we definitely
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heard him,
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saw him,
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touched him
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and ate with him
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and we are absolutely
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certain beyond
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the shadow of a doubt
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that he is alive.
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Exhibit number five
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is the creation
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of an entirely
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new worldview
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overnight
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without the typical
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kind of slow
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evolutions
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and developments
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that are involved
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in the structure
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of scientific
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revolutions
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and of paradigm
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shifts.
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So like when you
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think of
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Copernicus
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to Newton
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to Einstein
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that took place
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over many
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many years.
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It took a long
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time for people
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to come
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and embrace
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a new structure
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of scientific
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reality
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but here
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something completely
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different is happening
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all of a sudden
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overnight
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out of nowhere
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radically
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monotheistic
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Jews
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are somehow
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worshipping
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a human being
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as Lord
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and God
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and that
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is an unthinkable
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thing.
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Exhibit
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number six
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is the
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dramatically
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changed lives
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of these
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eyewitnesses
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that
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how did
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these
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disillusioned
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cowards
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hiding behind
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locked doors
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overnight
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become
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fearless
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evangelists
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and martyrs.
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Did they go
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out and die
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for a
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group
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hallucination?
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Did they go
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out and die
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for legends
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that they
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actually
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fabricated?
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Exhibit
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number seven
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is that
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what we read
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of in the
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New Testament
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is that the
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early church
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experienced
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the resurrected
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Jesus
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as
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alive
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and
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powerfully
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present
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whenever they
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would gather
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that
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they couldn't
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really explain
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it to
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themselves
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but
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they knew
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that
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somehow
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Jesus
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was
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exalted
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to God's
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throne
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and yet
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he was
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continuing
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to be
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powerfully
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with them
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as the
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living Lord
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and when
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they come
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together
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they knew
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that it
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was Jesus
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who was
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teaching
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them
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Jesus
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who was
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nourishing
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them
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Jesus
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who was
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healing
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them
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Jesus
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who was
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encouraging
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them
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Jesus
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was
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leading
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them
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exhibit
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number
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eight
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is the
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existence
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of the
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New Testament
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documents
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themselves
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that
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somehow
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without
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any
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imperial
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sponsorship
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whatsoever
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a
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persecuted
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minority
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produced
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in prison
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cells
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and in
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exile
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the
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best
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attested
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literature
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in the
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ancient
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world
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by far
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how did
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that
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happen
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and
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exhibit
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number
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nine
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our
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final
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exhibit
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is the
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explosive
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growth
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of the
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Christian
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church
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that
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somehow
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this
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obscure
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marginal
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movement
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became
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the
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dominant
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force
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in the
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Roman
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Empire
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after
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three
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centuries
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of
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intense
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persecution
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just
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pause
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here
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to
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make
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some
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application
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how
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do
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you
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account
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for
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all
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the
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evidence
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exhibited
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before
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your
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eyes
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and before
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your
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ears
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I
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haven't
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even
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given
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you
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all
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the
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evidence
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but
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can
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you
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provide
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a
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historically
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plausible
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alternative
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explanation
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for this
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evidence
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what
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I'm
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advocating
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today
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is
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called
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abductive
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reasoning
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or
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inference
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to the
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best
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explanation
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it's
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a logical
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method
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used to
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determine
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the most
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plausible
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explanation
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for a
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set of
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historical
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data
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historical
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observations
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and
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evidence
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and if
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you come
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to this
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and you
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say
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well my
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hypothesis
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is that
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the first
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Christians
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had visions
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and they
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convinced
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themselves
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they saw
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Jesus
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and then
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they created
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legends
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in order to
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persuade
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other people
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you're actually
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creating way
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more problems
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than you're
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solving
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with that
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hypothesis
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and my
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contention
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is that
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if you
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will
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thoroughly
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go through
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the evidence
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then
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like
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John
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you may
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very well
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see with
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your mind
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see with
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your
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understanding
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and believe
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but very
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often
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unbelief
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happens
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not because
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the evidence
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is lacking
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or not
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because the
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evidence
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is not
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convincing
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but unbelief
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happens
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because
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a resurrected
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Jesus means
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that
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you are not
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in control
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a resurrected
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Jesus means
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that someone
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greater and
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more authoritative
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than you
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is standing
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above you
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and that
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given his
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position
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he demands
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that you
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surrender
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your life
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to him
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and call
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him
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Lord
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and most
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people just
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don't want
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to do that
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most people
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like having
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control of
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their lives
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most people
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like being
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their own
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lord and
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their own
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savior
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and their
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own
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master
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but my
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question for
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you is
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if Jesus
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body
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actually
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did
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pass through
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those
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strips of
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linen
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there lying
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undisturbed
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if he
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emptied
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the tomb
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if God
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rolled away
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that stone
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not so that
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Jesus could
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get out
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but so that
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we could
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look in
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and observe
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if Jesus
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is alive
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today
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is it
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possible
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that he's
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searching
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for you
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is it
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possible
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that he
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is standing
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there waiting
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to be in
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a relationship
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with you
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and I want
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to show you
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one example
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of a person
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whom the
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resurrected
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Jesus
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comes looking
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for
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her name
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is Mary
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Magdalene
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I want to
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turn to her
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story
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I want to
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shift from
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the evidence
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which we
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we absolutely
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have to have
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and I want to
-
talk about
-
the encounter
-
you can
-
have the
-
evidence
-
but not
-
have an
-
encounter
-
but you
-
need both
-
the evidence
-
and the
-
encounter
-
and
-
as I
-
mentioned
-
there are
-
dozens of
-
appearances
-
a dozen
-
appearances
-
of the
-
resurrected
-
Jesus
-
to the
-
disciples
-
recorded in
-
the New
-
Testament
-
and John
-
focuses our
-
attention on
-
one such
-
appearance
-
one such
-
encounter
-
with the
-
leader of
-
Jesus
-
female
-
disciples
-
and before
-
we get into
-
the details
-
I just want
-
to remind
-
you of how
-
radical it
-
was for
-
Jesus to
-
include
-
women in
-
his ministry
-
prior to
-
Jesus there
-
were no
-
women disciples
-
of any
-
Jewish
-
rabbis
-
or teachers
-
and Jesus
-
has created
-
this amazing
-
counterculture
-
full of
-
female
-
disciples
-
and here
-
he comes
-
to make
-
one of
-
those
-
disciples
-
the first
-
witness to
-
his
-
resurrection
-
now we
-
know that
-
Jesus gave
-
nicknames
-
to his
-
disciples
-
he called
-
Peter
-
the rock
-
or rocky
-
right
-
and he
-
called
-
James and
-
John
-
the sons
-
of thunder
-
or thunder
-
boys
-
and
-
Mary
-
Magdalene
-
either means
-
Mary from
-
Magdala
-
which is
-
her hometown
-
but Magdalene
-
also means
-
the tower
-
Mary Magdalene
-
Mary the
-
tower
-
how did she
-
become
-
this person
-
well
-
she's a
-
you can read
-
about her
-
in the
-
gospel
-
she was
-
an aristocratic
-
woman
-
of great
-
financial
-
means
-
and we
-
don't know
-
how
-
but somehow
-
she came
-
under the
-
influence
-
of dark
-
powers
-
that were
-
enslaving
-
her
-
and
-
dehumanizing
-
her
-
and Jesus
-
came
-
and he
-
found
-
Mary
-
and he
-
powerfully
-
liberated
-
Mary
-
and this
-
dramatic
-
life
-
transformation
-
planted
-
in Mary
-
a heart
-
a fierce
-
devotion
-
to Jesus
-
and she
-
became
-
this
-
strong
-
powerful
-
towering
-
disciple
-
but we
-
see here
-
in this
-
story
-
that her
-
towering
-
strength
-
begins
-
to crumble
-
because her
-
greatest
-
hopes
-
and her
-
dreams
-
have been
-
absolutely
-
crushed
-
she saw
-
Jesus
-
breathe
-
his final
-
breath
-
on the
-
cross
-
she heard
-
the
-
rolling
-
stone
-
slam
-
shut
-
on his
-
tomb
-
and the
-
fact that
-
Mary
-
is leading
-
the other
-
women
-
disciples
-
in the
-
dark
-
back
-
to a
-
tomb
-
that's
-
guarded
-
by
-
intensely
-
fierce
-
Roman
-
soldiers
-
shows
-
you
-
something
-
of her
-
strong
-
devotion
-
and her
-
fierce
-
determination
-
right
-
Mary's
-
amazing
-
but adding
-
insult to
-
injury
-
she comes
-
to the
-
tomb
-
and she
-
finds
-
the body
-
of Jesus
-
is stolen
-
or so she
-
thinks
-
and it's no wonder
-
that she's now
-
standing there
-
just absolutely
-
weeping
-
outside of
-
the tomb
-
crushed
-
in spirit
-
and broken
-
hearted
-
because she
-
saw
-
the violence
-
and the
-
brutality
-
of an empire
-
unleashed
-
at the
-
crucifixion
-
she
-
she
-
experienced
-
the
-
finality
-
of
-
burying
-
her
-
beloved
-
friend
-
she
-
has now
-
been denied
-
the opportunity
-
to pay
-
her last
-
respects
-
and she's
-
weeping
-
because of
-
the hopeless
-
sorrow
-
of this
-
world
-
in which
-
we live
-
anybody
-
relate
-
to that
-
there's a
-
kind of
-
hopeless
-
sorrow
-
to our
-
world
-
and she's
-
weeping
-
because
-
this sad
-
old
-
world
-
is full
-
of pain
-
and it's
-
full
-
of misery
-
she's
-
weeping
-
because
-
she's
-
alone
-
she's
-
weeping
-
because
-
she's
-
been
-
abandoned
-
in despair
-
she's
-
weeping
-
because
-
she's
-
been
-
separated
-
from the
-
only one
-
who truly
-
has understood
-
her
-
and loved
-
her
-
she's
-
weeping
-
because
-
this man
-
who has
-
delivered her
-
from bondage
-
and given
-
her new
-
life
-
is gone
-
how can
-
she face
-
the future
-
without him
-
Mary
-
I would say
-
is in
-
the deep
-
darkness
-
and anguish
-
with the
-
problem
-
of evil
-
but
-
something
-
prompts her
-
and
-
for whatever
-
reason
-
she stoops
-
down
-
and she
-
looks back
-
inside the
-
tomb
-
and through
-
her tears
-
she saw
-
something
-
unbelievable
-
she saw
-
these two
-
brilliant
-
angelic
-
messengers
-
of God
-
and they're
-
sitting on
-
either end
-
of the stone
-
shelf
-
where Jesus
-
body had
-
been
-
and their
-
question to
-
her is
-
why are you
-
crying
-
and that
-
question is
-
soon echoed
-
by the voice
-
of a stranger
-
behind her
-
who says
-
why are you
-
crying
-
and who
-
are you
-
looking for
-
and just
-
pause here
-
because the
-
contrast
-
between
-
this lamenting
-
and despairing
-
woman
-
and this
-
resurrected
-
triumphant
-
Lord
-
in the
-
garden
-
right there
-
together
-
is quite
-
striking
-
and I
-
think it's
-
a picture
-
of the
-
world
-
in which
-
we live
-
the risen
-
Lord is
-
right there
-
and he's
-
ready
-
he's able
-
to dry
-
her tears
-
but she
-
does not
-
know who
-
he is
-
friends
-
it's possible
-
to be in
-
the presence
-
of the
-
living Lord
-
and yet
-
not realize
-
that he
-
is with
-
you
-
and you
-
are with
-
him
-
and so
-
in verse 14
-
it says
-
that this
-
she turned
-
around
-
and saw
-
Jesus
-
standing
-
there
-
but she
-
did not
-
realize
-
that it
-
was
-
Jesus
-
and so
-
verse 15
-
he asked
-
her
-
woman
-
why are
-
you
-
crying
-
who is
-
it
-
you're
-
looking
-
for
-
and
-
thinking
-
he
-
was
-
the
-
gardener
-
she
-
said
-
sir
-
if
-
you
-
have
-
carried
-
him
-
away
-
tell
-
me
-
where
-
you
-
have
-
put
-
him
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
go
-
get
-
him
-
this
-
woman
-
of
-
towering
-
strength
-
she
-
says
-
I
-
will
-
go
-
get
-
his
-
body
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
carry
-
it
-
back
-
on
-
my
-
shoulders
-
with
-
the
-
dead
-
weight
-
on
-
me
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
how
-
much
-
I
-
love
-
him
-
just
-
tell
-
me
-
where
-
he
-
is
-
and
-
Jesus
-
says
-
to
-
her
-
in
-
verse
-
16
-
Mary
-
Mary
-
Mary
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
created
-
her
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
redeemed
-
her
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
gave
-
her
-
a
-
new
-
identity
-
just
-
simply
-
speaks
-
her
-
name
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
enough
-
Mary
-
in
-
John
John 10 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
10
-
Jesus
-
said
-
I'm
-
the
-
good
-
shepherd
-
and
-
I
-
call
-
my
-
sheep
-
by
-
name
-
they
-
know
-
my
-
voice
-
and
-
they
-
follow
-
me
-
Mary
-
Mary
-
it
-
says
-
she
-
turned
-
toward
-
him
-
and
-
cried
-
out
-
in
-
Aramaic
-
Rabboni
-
which
-
means
-
teacher
-
and
-
Jesus
-
said
-
do
-
not
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
for
-
I
-
have
-
not
-
yet
-
ascended
-
to
-
the
-
father
-
I
-
think
-
we
-
all
-
know
-
that
-
being
-
reunited
-
with
-
those
-
that
-
you
-
love
-
is
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
happiest
-
experiences
-
on
-
earth
-
right
-
you
-
come
-
up
-
that
-
escalator
-
in
-
the
-
airport
-
you
-
arrive
-
on
-
the
-
threshold
-
!
-
the
-
door
-
you
-
see
-
that
-
familiar
-
face
-
you
-
hear
-
that
-
reassuring
-
!
-
you
-
feel
-
the
-
comforting
-
embrace
-
but
-
imagine
-
what it
-
would
-
be
-
like
-
to
-
be
-
reunited
-
with
-
someone
-
that
-
you
-
thought
-
you
-
lost
-
forever
-
not
-
just
-
somebody
-
who
-
took
-
a
-
new
-
job
-
not
-
somebody
-
who
-
moved
-
to
-
another
-
city
-
but
-
someone
-
you
-
thought
-
you
-
never
-
see
-
again
-
when
-
we
-
think
-
of
-
the
-
friends
-
and
-
the
-
family
-
that
-
we
-
lost
-
it's
-
devastating
-
isn't
-
it
-
to
-
think
-
that
-
they're
-
gone
-
that
-
however
-
hard
-
we
-
no
-
medical
-
or
-
industrial
-
advance
-
can
-
stop
-
death
-
from
-
winning
-
and
-
yet
-
here
-
is
-
one
-
man
-
the
-
one
-
person
-
in
-
history
-
who's
-
demonstrated
-
absolute
-
power
-
and
-
authority
-
over
-
death
-
and
-
when
-
Mary
-
turns
-
she
-
grabs
-
hold
-
of
-
Jesus
-
for
-
the
-
sake
-
of
-
her
-
life
-
she
-
has
-
Jesus
-
in
-
a
-
bear
-
hug
-
and
-
is
-
not
-
going
-
to
-
let
-
him
-
go
-
and
-
I
-
just
-
want
-
to
-
pause
-
here
-
and
-
make
-
a
-
little
-
bit
-
of
-
application
-
for
-
those
-
of
-
you
-
who
-
may
-
be
-
exploring
-
Christianity
-
what
-
other
-
world view
-
what
-
other
-
life
-
system
-
addresses
-
our
-
greatest
-
problem
-
like
-
this
-
addresses
-
it
-
because
-
the
-
reality
-
is
-
your
-
story
-
along
-
with
-
all
-
the
-
stories
-
of
-
everyone
-
you
-
love
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
end
-
in
-
death
-
you
-
know
-
human
-
history
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
end
-
in
-
the
-
collapse
-
and
-
death
-
of
-
the
-
universe
-
but
-
if
-
Mary's
-
encounter
-
with
-
Jesus
-
is
-
true
-
if
-
he
-
has
-
a
-
resurrected
-
voice
-
that
-
can
-
speak
-
your
-
name
-
if
-
he
-
has
-
a
-
living
-
body
-
that
-
can
-
be
-
held
-
if
-
he
-
has
-
a
-
powerful
-
presence
-
who
-
can
-
come
-
and
-
meet
-
you
-
and
-
ask
-
you
-
tender
-
questions
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
your
-
deepest
-
despair
-
and
-
hopelessness
-
then
-
your
-
story
-
and
-
human
-
history
-
is
-
not
-
a
-
tragedy
-
it's
-
been
-
turned
-
into
-
a
-
comedy
-
that
-
in
-
this
-
moment
-
the
-
world
-
has
-
finally
-
turned
-
a
-
corner
-
that
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
this
-
old
-
creation
-
a
-
new
-
creation
-
has
-
been
-
launched
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
this
-
old
-
age
-
a
-
new
-
age
-
has
-
begun
-
and
-
Jesus
-
resurrected
-
body
-
is
-
the
-
first
-
prototype
-
of
-
many
-
bodies
-
to
-
come
-
you see
-
in the
-
resurrection
-
of
-
Jesus
-
God
-
has
-
said
-
yes
-
to
-
Jesus
-
God
-
has
-
said
-
yes
-
to
-
all
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
and
-
all
-
that
-
he's
-
done
-
and
-
all
-
that
-
he's
-
said
-
and
-
he
-
causes
-
Jesus
-
to
-
be
-
alive
-
and
-
so
-
when
-
Mary
-
hears
-
Jesus
-
speak
-
her
-
name
-
she
-
in
-
this
-
moment
-
is
-
getting
-
aligned
-
with
-
God's
-
cosmic
-
yes
-
to
-
Jesus
-
right
-
she
-
turns
-
herself
-
to
-
Jesus
-
and
-
she
-
grabs
-
hold
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and
-
she
-
begins
-
to
-
put
-
all
-
the
-
weight
-
of
-
her
-
trust
-
on
-
Jesus
-
she's
-
saying
-
yes
-
to
-
Jesus
-
the
-
apostle
-
Paul
-
says it
-
this way
-
in
-
Romans
Romans 4 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
4
-
he says
-
he was
-
delivered
-
over to
-
death
-
for our
-
sins
-
and was
-
raised
-
to
-
life
-
for
-
our
-
justification
-
and
-
he
-
goes
-
on
-
in
-
chapter
-
10
-
he
-
says
-
if
-
you
-
declare
-
with
-
your
-
mouth
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
Lord
-
and
-
you
-
believe
-
in
-
your
-
heart
-
that
-
God
-
raised
-
him
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
you
-
will
-
be
-
saved
-
all
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
do
-
is
-
turn
-
and
-
say
-
yes
-
and
-
if
-
you
-
consider
-
yourself
-
a
-
Christian
-
a
-
point
-
of
-
application
-
for
-
you
-
if
-
you
-
have
-
encountered
-
the
-
resurrected
-
and
-
living
-
Jesus
-
not
-
physically
-
at
-
the
-
garden
-
tomb
-
like
-
Mary
-
but
-
truly
-
through
-
the
-
scriptures
-
and
-
if
-
you've
-
heard
-
him
-
speak
-
your
-
name
-
not
-
audibly
-
!
-
like
-
Mary
-
but
-
truly
-
by
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
in
-
your
-
heart
-
if
-
you
-
turned
-
and
-
been
-
restored
-
to
-
a
-
personal
-
and
-
deeply
-
intimate
-
relationship
-
with
-
Jesus
-
like
-
Mary
-
and
-
if
-
you've
-
grabbed
-
hold
-
of
-
Jesus
-
by
-
faith
-
my
-
question
-
for
-
you
-
today
-
is
-
are
-
you
-
living
-
out
-
of
-
the
-
new
-
life
-
and
-
the
-
new
-
power
-
that
-
Jesus
-
has
-
put
-
inside
-
of
-
you
-
the
-
apostle
-
Paul
-
goes
-
on
-
in
-
Romans
-
6
-
he
-
says
-
we
-
were
-
therefore
-
buried
-
with
-
him
-
through
-
baptism
-
into
-
death
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
just
-
as
-
Christ
-
was
-
raised
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
through
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
the
-
father
-
we
-
too
-
may
-
live
-
a
-
new
-
life
-
and
-
in
-
Romans
-
8
-
he
-
says
-
if
-
the
-
spirit
-
of
-
him
-
who
-
raised
-
Jesus
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
is
-
living
-
inside
-
of
-
you
-
he
-
who
-
raised
-
Christ
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
will
-
also
-
give
-
life
-
to
-
your
-
mortal
-
bodies
-
because
-
of
-
his
-
spirit
-
who
-
lives
-
in
-
you
-
friends
-
if
-
you
-
consider
-
yourself
-
a
-
Christian
-
every
-
Sunday
-
since
-
Easter
-
Sunday
-
people
-
have
-
been
-
coming
-
back
-
to
-
the
-
risen
-
Lord
-
that
-
Mary
-
has
-
taken
-
hold
-
of
-
and
-
every
-
morning
-
since
-
Easter
-
morning
-
the
-
disciples
-
of
-
this
-
risen
-
Lord
-
have
-
been
-
coming
-
to
-
him
-
again
-
and
-
again
-
and
-
again
-
why
-
because
-
they're
-
asking
-
him
-
give
-
me
-
more
-
of
-
this
-
new
-
life
-
give
-
me
-
more
-
of
-
this
-
new
-
power
-
Lord
-
if
-
you're
-
alive
-
I
-
want
-
everything
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
give
-
to
-
me
-
and
-
the
-
question
-
for
-
us
-
is
-
are
-
we
-
coming
-
to
-
Jesus
-
like
-
that
-
have
-
you
-
taken
-
hold
-
of
-
Jesus
-
like
-
Mary
-
has
-
taken
-
hold
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and
-
said
-
give
-
me
-
more
-
I'm
-
not
-
letting
-
go
-
give
-
me
-
more
-
you
-
can't
-
just
-
have
-
the
-
evidence
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
have
-
the
-
encounter
-
but
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
conclude
-
by
-
talking
-
not
-
just
-
about
-
the
-
evidence
-
and
-
the
-
encounter
-
but
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
talk
-
finally
-
and
-
briefly
-
about
-
the
-
enterprise
-
the
-
enterprise
-
Jesus
-
said
-
to
-
Mary
-
he
-
said
-
the
-
strangest
-
words
-
he
-
says
-
do
-
not
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
for
-
I
-
have
-
not
-
yet
-
ascended
-
to
-
the
-
father
-
again
-
Mary
-
has
-
Jesus
-
in
-
a
-
bear
-
hug
-
and
-
Jesus
-
I
-
think
-
initially
-
welcomes
-
!
-
the
-
towering
-
strength
-
of
-
her
-
love
-
but
-
he
-
gives
-
her
-
this
-
firm
-
negative
-
in
-
other
-
translations
-
do
-
not
-
touch
-
me
-
do
-
not
-
cling
-
to
-
me
-
do
-
not
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
no
-
writer
-
of
-
fiction
-
could
-
have
-
come up
-
with
-
this
-
part
-
of
-
the
-
story
-
it's
-
the
-
first
-
of
-
many
-
commands
-
that
-
Jesus
-
the
-
resurrected
-
Jesus
-
gives
-
what
-
does
-
this
-
command
-
mean
-
well
-
I
-
think
-
when
-
Jesus
-
says
-
don't
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
number
-
one
-
he's
-
saying
-
that
-
the
-
me
-
you're
-
holding
-
on to
-
is not
-
an
-
ungraspable
-
ghost
-
it's
-
not
-
a
-
disembodied
-
spirit
-
the
-
me
-
is
-
a
-
real
-
me
-
it's
-
a
-
historical
-
me
-
right
-
I'm
-
gloriously
-
alive
-
in this
-
body
-
that
-
now
-
has
-
undreamed
-
of
-
powers
-
that
-
no
-
one
-
has
-
ever
-
seen
-
in
-
this
-
world
-
so
-
you
-
can't
-
just
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
like
-
the
-
relationship
-
we
-
had
-
before
-
secondly
-
I
-
think
-
Jesus
-
is
-
saying
-
Mary
-
you
-
and
-
the
-
disciples
-
you're
-
going
-
to
-
see
-
me
-
now
-
and
-
then
-
over
-
the
-
next
-
40
-
days
-
but
-
soon
-
it's
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
time
-
for
-
me
-
as
-
Jesus
-
says
-
to
-
ascend
-
to
-
the
-
father
-
I've
-
got
-
to
-
go
-
up
-
I've
-
got
-
to
-
be
-
enthroned
-
at
-
the
-
majesty
-
of
-
God's
-
right
-
hand
-
because
-
I'm
-
no
-
longer
-
the
-
humiliated
-
Jesus
-
of
-
Nazareth
-
I'm
-
the
-
exalted
-
Christ
-
of
-
glory
-
so
-
you
-
can't
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
and
-
the
-
third
-
thing
-
I think
-
Jesus
-
means
-
here
-
is
-
now
-
please
-
Mary
-
let
-
me
-
go
-
just
-
for
-
a
-
minute
-
so
-
I
-
can
-
tell
-
you
-
how
-
to
-
go
-
to
-
others
-
and
-
tell
-
them
-
about
-
me
-
Mary
-
you
-
can't
-
keep
-
holding
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
because
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
rule
-
and
-
reign
-
with
-
my
-
father
-
over
-
a
-
worldwide
-
enterprise
-
over
-
a
-
worldwide
-
mission
-
and
-
Mary
-
I've
-
got
-
a
-
job
-
for
-
you
-
I've
-
got
-
a
-
job
-
for
-
you
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
be
-
my
-
first
-
messenger
-
and
-
so
-
he
-
says
-
do
-
not
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
for
-
I
-
have
-
not
-
yet
-
ascended
-
to
-
the
-
father
-
and
-
then
-
he
-
says
-
go
-
instead
-
to
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
tell
-
them
-
I
-
am
-
ascending
-
to
-
my
-
father
-
and
-
your
-
father
-
to
-
my
-
God
-
and
-
your
-
God
-
Mary
-
your
-
assignment
-
is
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
tell
-
others
-
when
-
any
-
of
-
us
-
meets
-
he
-
says
-
go
-
and
-
tell
-
others
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
up
-
to
-
this
-
point
-
Jesus
-
has
-
called
-
his
-
followers
-
his
-
disciples
-
he's
-
called
-
them
-
his
-
servants
-
he's
-
called
-
them
-
his
-
friends
-
but
-
he's
-
never
-
yet
-
called
-
them
-
his
-
brothers
-
and
-
up
-
to
-
this
-
point
-
Jesus
-
has
-
talked
-
about
-
the
-
father
-
and
-
he's
-
talked
-
about
-
the
-
father
-
who
-
sent
-
me
-
and
-
he's
-
talked
-
about
-
my
-
father
-
but
-
he's
-
never
-
called
-
God
-
your
-
father
-
but
-
all
-
that
-
has
-
changed
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
go
-
and
-
say
-
to
-
those
-
guys
-
who
-
denied
-
me
-
and
-
abandoned
-
me
-
and
-
failed
-
me
-
my
-
brothers
-
all
-
is
-
forgiven
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
go
-
tell
-
them
-
that
-
I'm
-
going
-
up
-
not
-
just
-
to
-
my
-
father
-
but
-
to
-
your
-
father
-
to
-
my
-
God
-
and
-
to
-
your
-
God
-
and
-
you
-
see
-
God
-
is
-
Jesus
-
father
-
by
-
nature
-
and
-
by
-
right
-
but
-
what
-
he
-
what
-
he's
-
saying
-
here
-
is
-
that
-
now
-
he
-
can
-
be
-
your
-
father
-
by
-
grace
-
and
-
by
-
adoption
-
that
-
because
-
of
-
the
-
resurrection
-
you
-
can
-
be
-
God's
-
forgiven
-
and
-
intimate
-
child
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
be
-
his
-
beloved
-
son
-
and
-
his
-
beloved
-
daughter
-
and
-
that
-
therefore
-
you
-
can
-
be
-
a
-
little
-
brother
-
and
-
a
-
little
-
sister
-
of
-
Jesus
-
friends
-
is this
-
news
-
of
-
Easter
-
this
-
news
-
of
-
the
-
resurrection
-
is that
-
good
-
news
-
to
-
you
-
because
-
it
-
certainly
-
was
-
for
-
Mary
-
Magdalene
-
she
-
knew
-
in
-
this
-
moment
-
that
-
she
-
was
-
not
-
going
-
back
-
to
-
the
-
way
-
that
-
things
-
were
-
before
-
she
-
knew
-
in
-
this
-
moment
-
that
-
the
-
resurrected
-
Jesus
-
was
-
catapulting
-
her
-
and
-
catapulting
-
the
-
entire
-
disciple
-
community
-
into
-
a
-
whole
-
new
-
enterprise
-
a
-
whole
-
new
-
world
-
mission
-
in
-
the
-
power
-
of
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
and
-
that
-
she
-
knew
-
that
-
she
-
had
-
a
-
new
-
relationship
-
with
-
God
-
where
-
he
-
is
-
father
-
and
-
I
-
am
-
his
-
child
-
she
-
had
-
a
-
new
-
relationship
-
with
-
Jesus
-
because
-
he's
-
the
-
risen
-
!
-
And
-
I'm
-
his
-
ambassador
-
and
-
she
-
had
-
a
-
new
-
relationship
-
with
-
all
-
the
-
people
-
around
-
her
-
because
-
she
-
knew
-
they
-
desperately
-
need
-
this
-
good
-
news
-
that
-
has
-
just
-
been
-
entrusted
-
to
-
me
-
she
-
had
-
to
-
let
-
go
-
of
-
Jesus
-
in
-
order
-
to
-
go
-
tell
-
others
-
the
-
good
-
news
-
she
-
had
-
to
-
stop
-
holding
-
on
-
to
-
Jesus
-
so
-
she
-
could
-
go
-
and
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
others
-
with
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
it
-
says
-
in
-
verse
-
18
-
that
-
Mary
-
Magdalene
-
went
-
to
-
the
-
disciples
-
with
-
the
-
news
-
I
-
have
-
seen
-
the
-
Lord
-
not
-
I
-
think
-
that
-
I've
-
had
-
a
-
vision
-
of
-
the
-
Lord
-
but
-
I
-
have
-
seen
-
the
-
Lord
-
and
-
she
-
told
-
them
-
that
-
he
-
had
-
said
-
these
-
things
-
to
-
her
-
she
-
immediately
-
obeyed
-
and
-
she
-
went
-
out
-
bold
-
with
-
a
-
new
-
found
-
towering
-
strength
-
and
-
she
-
shared
-
the
-
message
-
of
-
Jesus
-
in
-
Christ
-
church
-
the
-
question
-
for
-
us
-
is
-
are
-
we
-
willing
-
to
-
be
-
like
-
Mary
-
will
-
you
-
say
-
yes
-
to
-
this
-
new
-
enterprise
-
this
-
new
-
mission
-
will
-
you
-
too
-
be
-
an
-
ambassador
-
of
-
the
-
risen
-
king
-
will
-
you
-
go
-
out
-
and
-
tell
-
others
-
and
-
share
-
with
-
them
-
the
-
news
-
that
-
has
-
been
-
entrusted
-
to
-
you
-
the
-
best
-
news
-
that
-
the
-
world
-
has
-
ever
-
heard
-
friends
-
the
-
resurrected
-
Jesus
-
is
-
alive
-
and that
-
means that
-
all that
-
he said
-
is true
-
and it
-
means that
-
you are
-
now his
-
brother
-
and his
-
sister
-
it means
-
that now
-
God is
-
your father
-
and you
-
are his
-
child
-
and it
-
means that
-
one day
-
the risen
-
Lord who
-
has ascended
-
to the
-
father
-
and is
-
ruling
-
over all
-
things
-
he's
-
going to
-
set this
-
world
-
right
-
he's
-
going to
-
cause
-
all that's
-
sad
-
in our
-
lives
-
and all
-
that's
-
sad
-
in this
-
world
-
to become
-
untrue
-
and he's
-
going to
-
make this
-
whole world
-
new
-
friends
-
Christ
-
is risen
-
he's
-
risen
-
indeed
-
in the
-
name of
-
the
-
father
-
son
-
and
-
holy
-
spirit
-
amen
-
!
-
to be
-
to be