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The Treasure and the Pearl

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  1. Years ago, a woman wrote a story in Reader's Digest.

  2. It was a true story from her childhood.

  3. It was about a summer that she spent with her grandmother in rural Missouri.

  4. And it was a really hot summer, and she had a job that was her job.

  5. Every day she had to walk all the way down to the mailbox and get the mail and bring it back.

  6. And the walk was about a mile.

  7. And on her first day of doing this chore, her grandmother, as she was walking out the door,

  8. put a bucket in her hand and said, take the bucket with you.

  9. And she said, why?

  10. She complained, I don't want to have to carry this.

  11. It's already a long walk.

  12. It's hot.

  13. There's no point.

  14. And her grandmother said, well, you never know what you might find along your walk.

  15. Just take the bucket.

  16. So she takes the bucket, takes it about halfway, sets it down, gets the mail.

  17. When she comes back, a few pokeberries have fallen into the bucket.

  18. So she takes the bucket home and says, look, I found some pokeberries.

  19. And the grandmother says, great.

  20. And she crushes the berries up and makes some ink.

  21. And they spend the afternoon drawing with pokeberry ink.

  22. Then the next day she goes, and along the way she notices some peppermint that she hadn't seen before.

  23. And so she thinks, well, that'll be interesting.

  24. And so she picks the peppermint, puts it in the bucket, brings it back.

  25. And over the next several weeks, every day she goes out, she finds something.

  26. And she begins to notice all kinds of things that she hadn't noticed before.

  27. Flowers and eggshells and abandoned bird nests and interesting rocks and all kinds of things.

  28. And then one day, weeks into the summer, she's out for a walk.

  29. She has her bucket with her.

  30. And she notices the monarch migration.

  31. And if you've ever seen the migration of the monarch butterflies, it's quite breathtaking.

  32. And she sees all these butterflies being carried along by the wind.

  33. And she's totally taken by the beauty of it.

  34. And she gets home, and she's breathless, and she's telling her grandmother all about it.

  35. And then she realizes that in all the excitement, she forgot to bring anything back in the bucket.

  36. And she says, I forgot because I was so taken with the butterflies.

  37. And the next morning, she wakes up, and she goes to get the mail, and she grabs the bucket.

  38. And her grandmother stops her and says, you don't need the bucket anymore.

  39. And I love the story because we see that in this story, it's sentimental and all that.

  40. But in the story, the bucket is a tool.

  41. It's like training wheels.

  42. It's like training wheels for this little girl to learn how to see.

  43. How to see things that she was walking right by, not even noticing.

  44. How to see the magic and the mystery that was all around her.

  45. When Jesus comes into the public sphere, when Jesus, around the age 30, begins his public ministry,

  46. one of the things that marks his ministry is that he teaches about something called the kingdom of God.

  47. He begins to talk about this new reality that is breaking into our reality, an entirely new way of being.

  48. It's a new way of relating to God that didn't exist in any of the world's religions.

  49. And it's a new way of relating to one another.

  50. And the primary way that he teaches about this kingdom of God, this kingdom of heaven,

  51. is with stories about everyday things, what the Bible calls parables.

  52. And you see, the parables were like the bucket.

  53. They're tools that are meant to help his disciples see this new reality that was emerging all around them

  54. that they might otherwise completely overlook.

  55. And so this summer, we're spending, like that little girl, we're going to spend the summer learning how to see.

  56. Learning how to see this reality called the kingdom by looking at these parables of Jesus.

  57. And tonight, we're just going to look at two really short parables.

  58. They're two very similar parables.

  59. It's just three verses, and they're very similar.

  60. But they teach us a lot about the kingdom.

  61. And these parables are found in Matthew chapter 13, verses 44 to 46.

    Matthew 13:44–46

  62. So what I want to do is summarize the parables and then ask what they teach us about the kingdom of God.

  63. So before we do that, let's pray together.

  64. God, I thank you that in this room we have gathered here so many people,

  65. so many of us from so many different backgrounds and places and sets of assumptions.

  66. We are all coming out of our own contexts.

  67. One of our great hopes, Lord, is not that we have words written on a page or even spoken words,

  68. but that we have you and your promise to speak to us, sometimes through the most unlikely of circumstances.

  69. And so we pray that you would do that as only you can, Lord, in your wisdom and for your glory and our good.

  70. And we ask this in your Son's name. Amen.

  71. So first, I just want to summarize these two parables.

  72. They're very short, a couple of verses.

  73. He tells two stories.

  74. He says, first of all, imagine you have a man who's out working in a field.

  75. It's not his field. It belongs to somebody else.

  76. And he's going along.

  77. He's plowing the field.

  78. And all of a sudden, the plow bumps up against something that doesn't sound like a rock.

  79. It sounds wooden.

  80. So he gets out from behind the plow, gets down, looks, and it's a corner of a box.

  81. And so he digs it away, digs it away, pulls the box up and opens it.

  82. And he realizes that he's stumbled upon, totally by accident, an immeasurably valuable treasure.

  83. And so he immediately closes the box, puts it back in the hole, covers it up, because it's not his field.

  84. And you see, the law is dubious here.

  85. Roman law was unclear.

  86. Jewish law said finders keepers.

  87. If you find it, it's yours.

  88. But Roman law, and Romans occupied the territory at the time, was unclear as to who that might belong to.

  89. Finding treasure was not that uncommon.

  90. See, you didn't have banks, safety deposit boxes.

  91. Marauding armies were fairly common.

  92. And so if a marauding, hostile army were to come through your village, it was very common to go and to hide your valuables,

  93. hope to survive, and then you could go get them again.

  94. And you might survive the looting.

  95. But also, what might happen is that you might hide all your valuables, and then you would get killed,

  96. and then nobody would know that that stuff was there, and the land might change hands several times before anybody discovered it.

  97. So this is a likely scenario.

  98. And the man wants to make sure that this treasure will belong to him,

  99. and so he goes and he sells everything so that he can buy the field just so he can have the treasure.

  100. So that's the first parable.

  101. The second parable is similar.

  102. This time, unlike the field worker, see, the field worker, he's working, he's a day laborer,

  103. the field doesn't belong to him, he's probably poor, he's probably uneducated, he's a laborer.

  104. But the second parable has to do with a pearl merchant, and we know that at this day and age, pearl merchants were very wealthy.

  105. So this person is in many ways the opposite.

  106. He's wealthy, he's probably educated, he's probably fairly cultured and well-traveled.

  107. And this man's whole area of expertise is pearls.

  108. You know, unlike the guy in the field who stumbles upon the treasure totally by accident,

  109. this guy knows this world.

  110. All he does all day long is look for fine pearls, which is the Bible's way of saying good deals.

  111. You know, buy at a good price and sell at a higher price.

  112. Pearl he's ever seen, he immediately, and he spends all his life searching for pearls,

  113. and then he comes across the most beautiful pearl he's ever seen.

  114. He immediately recognizes what he has.

  115. So he liquidates his entire inventory so that he can buy this one pearl.

  116. So these are the two parables.

  117. And now that we kind of know what they're saying, we want to ask a couple of questions of these

  118. and really look at what they're trying to tell us about the kingdom of heaven.

  119. The two questions we're going to ask are these.

  120. First of all, who is the kingdom of God for?

  121. What kind of person?

  122. Who is it for?

  123. And then second, what happens when we find it?

  124. What happens when we find the kingdom?

  125. So the first question, who is the kingdom of God for?

  126. As I alluded to a moment ago, these stories are very similar in some ways,

  127. but I want to notice the differences between these two stories.

  128. There's a number of key differences.

  129. One man is poor, and one man is rich.

  130. One man is probably most likely fairly uneducated.

  131. One is probably pretty educated and well-traveled and worldly and cultured.

  132. One man finds the treasure by accident, totally by accident, just in the course of a normal day.

  133. And one man is actually seeking something just like this, and he knows it when he sees it.

  134. And these differences are striking because this really, from these differences,

  135. emerged the first point of these parables, which is this, that the kingdom of God,

  136. the spiritual treasure of Jesus, we might say, is not just for one kind of person.

  137. It's not just for poor people.

  138. It's not just for rich people.

  139. It's not just for educated people or uneducated people.

  140. It's not just for any one race or ethnicity or country or culture.

  141. And the reason is actually, the reason that it's not for any one person or any one group of people

  142. is because of the nature of the kingdom, the nature of how it comes to be.

  143. Because Christianity is the only religion in the world that's based not on anything we are.

  144. See, many of the world's religions, especially at the time Christianity came into being,

  145. were very closely tied to an ethnicity or a people group.

  146. And part of what it meant to be that religion was that you were born into it.

  147. With Christianity, it's not the case.

  148. It's not based at all on who we are, and it's not based on anything we do for God.

  149. It's the only religion there is that's based entirely on what God has done for us, for human beings.

  150. So becoming a Christian happens not when we pledge ourselves to God.

  151. It actually happens when we recognize and believe and accept that God has actually pledged Himself to us.

  152. That God has pledged Himself to us.

  153. That He's sacrificed Himself for us.

  154. And it's been said that the gospel, the news of this, is like the ocean.

  155. You know, it's shallow enough for the smallest of children to splash around in,

  156. and yet it's deep enough to confound the most skilled of mariners.

  157. You know, this is something that a child can understand,

  158. and yet it is so profound that it has challenged the most brilliant minds across the ages.

  159. This sense that God has done this for us and what that means.

  160. But because of this, the early church was radically diverse.

  161. You know, if you ever want to read a great book, and I mention this all the time,

  162. but Rodney Stark's The Rise of Christianity,

  163. he's a historical sociologist and wanted to answer the question,

  164. why did the early church grow at the rate that it did?

  165. How did it go from being this tiny nothing of a sect of Judaism

  166. to being the dominant religion in the Roman Empire?

  167. And it was profoundly diverse.

  168. One of the great examples of this is the city of Antioch.

  169. I mean, imagine if they did this today.

  170. So when they built Antioch, Antioch is, by the way,

  171. where they first started calling Christians Christians.

  172. It's where they got the name.

  173. It was originally a derogatory term.

  174. But Antioch, when they first built it, they didn't just build a wall around the city.

  175. They built walls all throughout the city.

  176. They actually divided the city with walls into 18 individual kind of ethnic ghettos.

  177. And the idea was to separate and give each ethnic group, each culture,

  178. their own section of the city, and the walls divided it.

  179. And so each kind of quadrant or quarter or ghetto had its own culture,

  180. its own customs, its own language, its own religion,

  181. because religions were very closely tied to culture and ethnicity.

  182. And that was the case in Antioch until the gospel came.

  183. And for the first time in history, the Christians went over the walls

  184. because they recognized that the gospel was something that was meant for everybody,

  185. that it wasn't just limited to one people group.

  186. And so they began to cross the walls.

  187. They were the wall crossers.

  188. And they began to tell everybody about the kingdom of heaven.

  189. And so you have this amazing little place in Acts chapter 13

    Acts 13 chapter mention

  190. where we actually see the leadership team of the church in Antioch.

  191. Imagine this leadership team of a church in our day,

  192. not to mention in a place like Antioch.

  193. The leadership team includes a Jewish Pharisee,

  194. a black African, a Roman,

  195. a Levite who's ethnically Greek,

  196. and then a Greek person who's a Roman prince.

  197. That's the leadership team of the church.

  198. So John Stott says these five men represented three continents

  199. and four different ethnic groups,

  200. all part of one church.

  201. That was unheard of in this time.

  202. So the kingdom of God is not just for one kind of person.

  203. It's for all people.

  204. Another way that this applies is this.

  205. It's not just for religious people.

  206. You know, being in D.C. for the last eight years,

  207. one of the most common conversations I have

  208. with people who aren't a part of any church,

  209. when they ask what I do and I tell them,

  210. many times the conversation goes in this direction.

  211. People say, well, that's great.

  212. I'm so glad that you can believe that,

  213. and that obviously is great for you and your family,

  214. but I'm just not a very religious person,

  215. or I'm not a spiritual person.

  216. And that's a kind of a way of saying,

  217. you know, some people have religious needs and inclinations,

  218. and some people are not inclined in that way.

  219. And religions are good for those people

  220. that are inclined that way,

  221. but religions, you know, really are irrelevant

  222. for people who aren't religiously inclined.

  223. And that's kind of the assumption underneath that.

  224. But what this is saying,

  225. the idea behind this parable,

  226. if you compare the pearl merchant and the day laborer,

  227. what do you see?

  228. The pearl merchant is the religiously inclined person.

  229. This is the person who's seeking,

  230. who wants to know,

  231. who's evaluating the world's religions,

  232. who has that, you know,

  233. God-shaped hole in their heart,

  234. and they're aware of it,

  235. and they want to fill it.

  236. And so they're reading the philosophers,

  237. they're reading the truth claims out there,

  238. and they're wanting to know,

  239. is there anything real for me?

  240. But the day laborer,

  241. what is the day laborer?

  242. This is the person who doesn't care.

  243. They don't care about religion.

  244. At best, they tolerate it.

  245. People tell them,

  246. you have a God-shaped hole in your heart,

  247. they have no idea what they're talking about.

  248. They've never felt that.

  249. They don't really think about it.

  250. They don't really care.

  251. They don't really ask these questions.

  252. They're not religiously or spiritually inclined

  253. in any way that they're aware of.

  254. This is the guy who just shows up at work one day.

  255. He's not thinking about anything

  256. other than what he's going to do on the weekend.

  257. He's got nothing on his mind

  258. that has anything to do with anything,

  259. and then all of a sudden, boom,

  260. he slams into something.

  261. He investigates,

  262. and then it changes his life.

  263. You know, I read about this guy,

  264. and it reminds me of this story of John Shore.

  265. And I don't, you know,

  266. these days I wouldn't agree with everything

  267. Shore puts out there,

  268. but when you read the story of his conversion,

  269. it's pretty amazing.

  270. He wrote a book about it.

  271. I read about it in the Huffington Post

  272. a few years back.

  273. But the title will tell you a lot.

  274. The title of the article is this,

  275. I, a rabid anti-Christian,

  276. very suddenly convert.

  277. Right?

  278. So here's a guy, John Shore.

  279. He just turns up at work one day,

  280. and he says,

  281. at this point in his life,

  282. he,

  283. not only is he not religiously inclined,

  284. he's pretty anti-Christian.

  285. He thinks Christianity is stupid.

  286. He thinks it's for kind of immature,

  287. weak-minded individuals.

  288. He hasn't thought much about it.

  289. His view of himself is pretty good.

  290. He's, you know,

  291. high self-confidence,

  292. high self-esteem.

  293. Thinks he's a pretty decent person.

  294. And he just goes to work one day,

  295. and he's like sitting there at his job,

  296. and all of a sudden,

  297. he says this feeling comes over him.

  298. And he says he couldn't describe it.

  299. It's like he was being filled up

  300. with warm water.

  301. And he says that he knows

  302. that something's happening to him,

  303. and he knows,

  304. he doesn't know what's going to happen,

  305. but he's got to get out of there.

  306. So he tells his co-worker,

  307. I'm going to go use the bathroom.

  308. He gets up,

  309. and the only place he can find to go

  310. that's private is a broom closet.

  311. So he runs into the broom closet,

  312. slams the door,

  313. and he just kind of stands there.

  314. And he says,

  315. and he says this,

  316. he says,

  317. and what happened,

  318. as he's standing there in the broom closet,

  319. rather all at once,

  320. was that I saw

  321. what a complete a-hole I was.

  322. And he says,

  323. isn't that awful?

  324. And he says,

  325. all at once,

  326. the truth was before me

  327. that instead of being a good guy

  328. who's basically always trying

  329. to do the right thing,

  330. I was a selfish,

  331. emotional weakling

  332. who was always doing and saying

  333. whatever best served

  334. my own needs at the time.

  335. And then he goes on

  336. to just reflect on

  337. this new view of himself.

  338. And he says,

  339. what was worse than realizing

  340. that I was a total a-hole

  341. is realizing that I was

  342. never going to change.

  343. He said,

  344. all these illusions

  345. that one day I'll be more mature,

  346. one day I'll be more selfless,

  347. one day I'll be more caring,

  348. one day I'll be more charitable.

  349. He says,

  350. that's not going to happen.

  351. And he says,

  352. what's more,

  353. I realized that I was going to die

  354. and I was going to die

  355. just like this.

  356. And he says,

  357. shouldn't I at least like myself

  358. before I die?

  359. But that's not going to happen.

  360. And he starts to cry

  361. and he falls down to his knees.

  362. And he says,

  363. can you picture it?

  364. I never cry.

  365. I've never had anything

  366. like this happen to me before.

  367. And there I am on my knees

  368. in the broom closet

  369. at my job

  370. weeping like a baby.

  371. And then he says,

  372. he hears a little voice

  373. not unlike a little cartoon voice

  374. say into his mind,

  375. isn't this what Jesus is for?

  376. And he says,

  377. and just like that

  378. I stopped crying.

  379. And do you know

  380. what I knew at that moment?

  381. What instantly imprinted itself

  382. upon me?

  383. That the story of Jesus

  384. is historically true.

  385. That it happened.

  386. That God desiring above all else

  387. to show people he'd created

  388. that he loved them,

  389. became a human,

  390. came to earth,

  391. and sacrificed himself

  392. and in every way

  393. did everything he possibly could

  394. to show people

  395. exactly how deeply

  396. and terribly he loves them.

  397. And he says,

  398. that's what my conversion

  399. consisted of,

  400. a sudden sure knowledge

  401. that the historical story

  402. of Christ is true.

  403. How many times

  404. had that day laborer

  405. been working in that field,

  406. walked across that field,

  407. been there 10,

  408. 12 hours a day,

  409. having no idea

  410. that the priceless treasure

  411. that would change his life

  412. was right there

  413. under his feet?

  414. And it makes me think,

  415. how many times

  416. had John Shore

  417. heard the gospel?

  418. I mean,

  419. he grew up in the United States.

  420. How many times

  421. had he heard this?

  422. You know,

  423. Jesus died for his sins,

  424. blah, blah, blah.

  425. You know,

  426. we could all repeat it.

  427. You can go out

  428. to anybody on the street

  429. and ask them

  430. and they could probably repeat it.

  431. How many times

  432. had he heard this

  433. and had no idea

  434. that just under the surface

  435. of those words

  436. that he had heard

  437. all his life

  438. was a priceless treasure?

  439. And it makes me think

  440. about us,

  441. you know,

  442. I mean,

  443. as I have said

  444. a couple of times,

  445. one of the great things

  446. about our church

  447. is there are so many people,

  448. some are Christians,

  449. some are not.

  450. So I'll ask those of you

  451. who would not consider

  452. yourselves to be Christians,

  453. is it possible,

  454. have you ever considered

  455. that you spend your life

  456. on the threshold

  457. of this immeasurably

  458. valuable treasure?

  459. If only you would stop

  460. and look and see

  461. what's in that box.

  462. And is there any way

  463. that your life is knocking up

  464. against that box right now?

  465. Is it worth a look?

  466. So the first question is this,

  467. who is the kingdom of God for?

  468. Well,

  469. it's for everyone.

  470. It's for rich people

  471. and poor people

  472. and educated people

  473. and uneducated people.

  474. It's for the religiously inclined

  475. and the non-religiously inclined.

  476. You know,

  477. most of the people

  478. that came into the church

  479. were not the religious people

  480. of Jesus' day.

  481. They were the people

  482. who didn't fit into the religion.

  483. They were the people,

  484. the slaves

  485. and the eunuchs

  486. and the widows

  487. and the orphans

  488. are the people

  489. who didn't really feel

  490. that they had a place

  491. in proper society.

  492. But they found a place

  493. in the kingdom.

  494. So that's the first question.

  495. Second question is this,

  496. what happens when we

  497. find the kingdom?

  498. How do you know you found it?

  499. What happens?

  500. To go back to the parables

  501. for a second,

  502. imagine what people were saying

  503. about the two guys

  504. in the parable.

  505. Just imagine for a second.

  506. Like,

  507. hey,

  508. you know that lot

  509. on the edge of town?

  510. That empty lot

  511. with all the rocks

  512. and the kudzu

  513. and the poison ivy?

  514. Did you hear what Joe did?

  515. Joe sold his house,

  516. he sold his car,

  517. and he cashed in his 401k

  518. and he bought that lot.

  519. And people would say,

  520. that's insane.

  521. Who would do that?

  522. You know?

  523. I mean,

  524. maybe in D.C.,

  525. but in most places,

  526. most places

  527. that's not going to happen.

  528. Right?

  529. And then imagine people

  530. talking about the pearl merchant.

  531. Did you see the collection

  532. that guy had?

  533. That guy had some

  534. of the most rare pearls

  535. in the world.

  536. He had the most amazing,

  537. have you ever been

  538. to his pearl seller

  539. and seen his pearls?

  540. Right?

  541. Did you know that

  542. that guy liquidated

  543. his entire inventory

  544. for one pearl?

  545. And people would look

  546. at them and be like,

  547. they got hosed.

  548. They got taken advantage of.

  549. They got ripped off.

  550. They had no idea.

  551. It was a huge loss.

  552. Why would they do

  553. something so stupid?

  554. I thought he was

  555. a good businessman.

  556. See,

  557. on the outside,

  558. it looks like these men

  559. are making a huge mistake.

  560. But the whole point

  561. of the parable is this.

  562. They know something

  563. that everybody else

  564. doesn't know.

  565. Because they alone

  566. see that this treasure

  567. that they found

  568. is worth infinitely more

  569. than anything else

  570. in their lives.

  571. And that's really

  572. the point of these parables.

  573. It's this.

  574. Here's the point.

  575. The kingdom of God

  576. is so valuable

  577. that it is worth

  578. sacrificing anything

  579. to gain it.

  580. The kingdom of God

  581. is so valuable

  582. that it's worth

  583. sacrificing anything

  584. to gain it.

  585. What that means

  586. is it touches

  587. every part of your life.

  588. It calls every aspect

  589. of your life

  590. into question.

  591. You know,

  592. it's interesting.

  593. I think we live

  594. in a culture

  595. where we love

  596. to take religious ideas

  597. and sort of refashion them

  598. in a way that fits

  599. our sensibilities, right?

  600. I mean,

  601. think about mindfulness, right?

  602. I used to be a therapist

  603. and mindfulness

  604. was all the rage

  605. when I was a therapist.

  606. Mindfulness comes out

  607. of the Buddhist tradition

  608. and it's a way

  609. of cultivating

  610. a sense of detachment

  611. from the material world,

  612. right?

  613. But it's taken off

  614. in our culture

  615. primarily where?

  616. In huge corporations

  617. that have learned

  618. that if they teach

  619. their employees

  620. mindfulness,

  621. it will increase productivity.

  622. Isn't that a bit ironic?

  623. Or, you know,

  624. many of us do yoga

  625. and we love yoga,

  626. but, you know,

  627. yoga came from a tradition

  628. that yoga was originally

  629. used as a way

  630. to enable your body

  631. to stay in the same position

  632. so you could meditate longer,

  633. so that you could transcend

  634. any sense of yourself.

  635. But yoga has kind of become

  636. fodder for Instagram feeds

  637. and a market for

  638. $100 Lululemon yoga pants.

  639. We as a culture

  640. like to take religious ideas

  641. and repurpose them, right?

  642. Along the lines of our values.

  643. And we've done the same thing,

  644. maybe even worse,

  645. with Christianity.

  646. You know,

  647. Christianity is good,

  648. but let's infuse it

  649. with some materialism

  650. and commercialism

  651. and individualism,

  652. you know?

  653. Then it'll fit us.

  654. And what this parable shows us

  655. is that the kingdom of God

  656. doesn't work that way.

  657. It can't, by definition,

  658. work that way.

  659. The kingdom of God

  660. is not something

  661. that we take

  662. and fit into our lives.

  663. The kingdom of God

  664. is a reality

  665. into which we fit.

  666. And that's why

  667. it calls everything

  668. in our lives

  669. into question.

  670. You know,

  671. this reminds me

  672. of the story

  673. from Rosaria Champagne Butterfield

  674. who wrote a book

  675. called

  676. The Secret Thoughts

  677. of an Unlikely Convert.

  678. She's a bit like

  679. the pearl merchant.

  680. If John Shore

  681. is like the day laborer,

  682. she's a bit like

  683. the pearl merchant.

  684. She describes herself

  685. in her book

  686. as an agnostic,

  687. liberal,

  688. lesbian activist

  689. university professor.

  690. She, at the time

  691. that this happened,

  692. was writing a book

  693. about the Christian right.

  694. And she was doing

  695. a lot of research,

  696. not only on the Christian right,

  697. but on the Christian faith

  698. as a whole.

  699. And she's essentially

  700. looking for dirt.

  701. She's looking for anything

  702. that she can kind of use

  703. to make the points

  704. that she wants to make

  705. in this book.

  706. And she's looking for fodder,

  707. and she says

  708. that she very unexpectedly,

  709. through a number

  710. of relationships

  711. that she developed,

  712. came face to face

  713. with the reality

  714. of the living God.

  715. And this is not something

  716. that she was looking for.

  717. It's actually something

  718. that she was attempting

  719. to disprove.

  720. And that led

  721. to what she says

  722. she can only describe

  723. as a train wrecked life.

  724. A train wreck, right?

  725. And here's what she says

  726. about it.

  727. She says,

  728. that night,

  729. that night,

  730. I prayed and asked God

  731. if the gospel message

  732. was for someone like me.

  733. I viscerally felt

  734. the living presence of God

  735. as I prayed.

  736. Jesus seemed present

  737. and alive.

  738. I knew that I was not alone

  739. in my room,

  740. and I prayed

  741. that if Jesus was truly

  742. a real and risen God,

  743. that He would change my heart.

  744. And if He was real,

  745. and if I was His,

  746. I prayed that He would give me

  747. the strength of mind

  748. to follow Him

  749. and the character

  750. to become a godly woman.

  751. I prayed for the strength

  752. of character

  753. to repent for a sin

  754. that at the time

  755. I didn't feel like sin at all.

  756. At the time,

  757. my sin felt like life,

  758. plain and simple.

  759. She says,

  760. I prayed that if my life

  761. was actually His life,

  762. that He would take it back

  763. and make it

  764. what He wanted it to be.

  765. I asked Him to take it all,

  766. my sexuality,

  767. my profession,

  768. my community,

  769. my tastes,

  770. my books,

  771. my tomorrows.

  772. And then she says this,

  773. and this is why

  774. I really like this quote,

  775. two incommensurable worldviews

  776. clashed together.

  777. The reality of my lived experience

  778. and the truth of the Word of God.

  779. So this is the kingdom of God

  780. breaking into somebody's life.

  781. The kingdom of God

  782. is a reality

  783. that is not commensurate with

  784. our experience.

  785. In other words,

  786. they're not equal.

  787. That when this reality,

  788. the kingdom of God,

  789. breaks into your life,

  790. it is the reality

  791. into which we are taken.

  792. That's why it's all or none.

  793. Everything gets redefined

  794. by this,

  795. by the kingdom,

  796. because it's so much bigger than us.

  797. You know,

  798. personally,

  799. one of the great privileges

  800. of what I do

  801. is the people I know

  802. and the people

  803. whose stories I get to hear.

  804. And I've known personally

  805. and know personally

  806. people from Hindu backgrounds

  807. and Muslim backgrounds

  808. who have had to sacrifice

  809. friends

  810. ever seeing their families again,

  811. ever living in their home countries again,

  812. and have had to live in exile

  813. for the sake of the kingdom of God.

  814. And they feel thankful

  815. compared to what many

  816. of their brothers and sisters

  817. have had to experience.

  818. I've known

  819. single men and women,

  820. straight and gay,

  821. who have

  822. decided

  823. with joy

  824. and voluntarily

  825. to give up the possibility

  826. of family,

  827. of kids,

  828. of all of those things

  829. that we so value

  830. for the sake

  831. of the kingdom of God.

  832. And I hear these stories

  833. and I look at these acts of faith

  834. and I immediately ask myself,

  835. what have I sacrificed?

  836. What would I be willing

  837. to sacrifice

  838. if it came to that?

  839. And I sometimes wonder,

  840. do I have the foggiest idea

  841. of what the kingdom of God

  842. really is

  843. compared to somebody like that?

  844. The world looks at things like this

  845. and the world says,

  846. that is crazy,

  847. that's insane,

  848. those people are getting ripped off,

  849. they have no idea,

  850. I thought they were smarter than that,

  851. I can't believe they would do

  852. something like that,

  853. they got hosed.

  854. And the question is,

  855. why do they do this?

  856. Why do they look at something

  857. like the kingdom

  858. and why do they see it

  859. as being something so valuable

  860. that it's worth sacrificing

  861. anything to gain it,

  862. regardless of what it is?

  863. And the answer is this,

  864. that the core of the kingdom of heaven

  865. is this,

  866. Jesus is king,

  867. which means his opinion

  868. is the only opinion that matters.

  869. But here's the thing,

  870. to him,

  871. to him,

  872. you are the priceless treasure,

  873. you are the pearl of great price.

  874. To him,

  875. to the one who is king,

  876. when he looks at you,

  877. when he looks at you,

  878. he sees someone who is so

  879. immeasurably valuable,

  880. that you're worth sacrificing

  881. anything

  882. to gain.

  883. And the gospel is exactly that,

  884. that Jesus

  885. is that sacrifice.

  886. And when we look to him

  887. and look what he's done for us,

  888. we realize

  889. you are God's treasure,

  890. you are God's pearl.

  891. And he's given everything

  892. so that he could have you,

  893. so that you would forever belong to him.

  894. And knowing that

  895. is worth anything

  896. to have.

  897. Let's pray.

  898. Father,

  899. we do not pretend

  900. to fully understand

  901. these mysteries.

  902. Lord,

  903. we dabble on the edges

  904. of deep mysteries.

  905. and Lord,

  906. as we stick our toes in

  907. and attempt to grasp

  908. what is before us,

  909. we pray that you would make

  910. that which is

  911. not knowable,

  912. knowable,

  913. that you would make

  914. that which we cannot

  915. understand

  916. clear,

  917. that you would impress

  918. upon our hearts

  919. the reality of your love

  920. until it breaks

  921. our hearts,

  922. until it melts

  923. our hearts.

  924. Lord,

  925. we pray that this would be

  926. for your glory

  927. and for our good.

  928. In your son's name,

  929. Amen.

  930. Amen.