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  1. Good morning. My name is Tommy. I'm a pastor here at Church of the Advent. We are in the

  2. middle of a season now called the Home Campaign, which we're very excited about. This is our

  3. endeavor to secure a permanent home here in Washington, D.C., so that we can make good on

  4. the commitment that we made when we started this church, which is to love the city long-term,

  5. meaning for multiple generations, to be the presence and the ministry, the hands and feet

  6. of Christ here until he comes again. And so that's what the Home Campaign is all about. This is

  7. something that we have prayed a lot about, something that we feel called to, something that a number of

  8. us, including me and my wife, have already made a commitment to support. It's something that we're

  9. very excited about, but make no mistake, it's a risk. It's hands down the biggest financial risk

  10. I think we've ever taken as a church community. And we need to be honest about that. We need to

  11. be honest about the risk that we're taking together, even if it's one that we've prayed a lot about.

  12. And so that's what I want to talk about this morning. I want to talk about risk in the Christian

  13. life. We're looking at Matthew chapter 25, verses 14 through 30. It's a very well-known parable,

    Matthew 25:14–30

  14. and it falls within a section of teaching where Jesus is talking about the characteristics of

  15. faithful disciples. When we think about discipleship, I think it's easy to think about things like,

  16. well, faithful disciples have a good, solid prayer life. They regularly study Scripture. They

  17. regularly worship in a local church with a church community. These are things that most people

  18. would think of, but I'm not sure how many of us would think that another characteristic of faithful

  19. discipleship is that faithful disciples take risks, that faithful disciples are willing to take risks.

  20. So that's what we're going to look at this morning as we look at this parable. We're going to look at

  21. first the calling to be risk-takers, and then we'll see the reasons that we are not risk-takers.

  22. Why this is so hard for us, and then finally, the way to become risk-takers. So let me pray,

  23. and then we will dive in together. Lord, I thank you and just praise you for the joy of being

  24. together here in person. And I praise you, and for those who are joining us online or watching this,

  25. Lord, I thank you that in all these ways we can gather together around your Word.

  26. And we pray that it wouldn't be our agenda or even the wisdom or insights of human beings that we put

  27. our hope in this morning, but that we would be hopeful because you're the kind of God who is

  28. living and active and present with us, and that you can do your work in us through your Word.

  29. And that's really what we need, Lord. So we pray that you would do that. We pray that you would bless

  30. our time of turning our hearts and eyes and ears to your Word. And we pray this in your Son's holy name.

  31. Amen. So first of all, let me just unpack this parable. It's somewhat familiar to many of us,

  32. but I just want to make sure that we understand what's happening here. Jesus is telling a story

  33. about a rich master who goes away on a long journey. He's going to be gone for a while,

  34. and before he leaves, he entrusts eight talents of his wealth to three of his servants. Now,

  35. a talent is a unit of monetary value. It's a unit of weight originally, and it's hard to know exactly

  36. how much a talent would be worth, but it's probably worth upwards of 20 years worth of earnings for a

  37. laborer. It's about 20 years worth of earnings for a laborer, so it's a lot of money. So this rich

  38. master entrusts five talents to the first servant, two talents to the next servant, and then one talent

  39. to the third servant, and then he goes away. And while the master is gone, we are told that the

  40. first two servants invest the money that they've been given, and they make a return on that investment.

  41. And then we're told that the third servant buries his talent to keep it safe. Now, when the master

  42. returns, the first servant comes and says, look what I've done. I've doubled the investment. Second

  43. servant comes and says, look what I've done. I've doubled the investment. And in both cases,

  44. the master responds in exactly the same way. He says, well done, good and faithful servant.

  45. You've been faithful over a little. I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.

  46. Identical responses. Doesn't matter the amount of money returned. Identical responses in both cases.

  47. But when he finds out what the third servant has done, he calls him a, quote, wicked and slothful

  48. servant. And then he casts him into the outer darkness. And then he takes the talent away from

  49. that servant, and he gives it to the first servant. And he says, to everyone who has, will more be given.

  50. And he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

  51. Now, what's happening? Well, first we begin to see the calling to be risk takers. This parable,

  52. first of all, I want you to notice a couple of things here. First of all, this parable is about

  53. much more than money. It's actually where we get our modern understanding of talent. That actually

  54. comes from this parable. The idea being that God really entrusts all kinds of resources to us

  55. as his people. We often hear this referred to as our time, talent, and treasure. The time and energy

  56. that we have, our natural abilities, as well as our gifts of the Spirit, and then all of our resources,

  57. including our wealth, that all of that is entrusted to us by God. So it's parables about much more

  58. than just money. The second thing to notice is this. The master commends the first two servants

  59. who took a risk by investing the money that they were given. And we just need to understand,

  60. they could have very easily lost the money. Right? It's very possible that the master comes back and

  61. they say, you know, I went to trade this to try to invest it, and I ended up losing it. I made a bad deal.

  62. Anytime you invest in anything, it's a risk. There are no guarantees when it comes to investments.

  63. But the master doesn't call them reckless. He doesn't say, how dare you risk losing my money?

  64. He commends them, and he commends both of them in the same way. And then thirdly, and I think most

  65. importantly for our focus, look what the master says to the third servant. He calls him wicked.

  66. Wicked. Now that's strong language. As strong then as it would have been today. You know, most of the

  67. time, if you're anything like me, we think of wickedness as doing a bad thing. You did a wicked thing.

  68. But this man didn't do anything wrong. Right? He didn't try to steal the money. He didn't go blow it

  69. all in Vegas. He kept it safe. He returned every penny safe and sound. The master comes back and says,

  70. hey, I kept this safe. I protected it. And now that you're back, here's every penny that you gave me.

  71. There it all is. All accounted for. And Jesus, via this parable, pronounces that this man is wicked.

  72. So clearly, we learn something about wickedness here. Wickedness doesn't just apply to things that we

  73. do. It can also apply equally to things that we don't do. If you're familiar with Anglican worship

  74. and the Anglican prayer book, you know that very often when we come to our confession of sin,

  75. we not only confess things that we have done, but we also confess things that we have left undone.

  76. Jesus condemns this man as wicked because he has left something undone. He refused to take a risk.

  77. He refused to invest his talent. In other words, he condemns this man as wicked for playing it safe.

  78. Now, that should wake us up. It certainly woke me up when I realized this. And what we really begin

  79. to see here is the point of the parable, the reason Jesus is telling us this story in the first place.

  80. The point is not simply that we should be reckless, right? Jesus isn't saying, you know, faithful

  81. disciples go base jumping. He's not saying faithful disciples take risks for the sake of risk-taking.

  82. They live on the edge. They love adrenaline. That's not what he's saying. The point of the parable is

  83. that God has given us all kinds of resources. He's given us all kinds of resources. And the point

  84. is that God gives us the thing that he gives us for a reason. For a reason. Think of it all as God's capital

  85. investment. God has taken his capital and he has given it to you and I. And he's entrusted us with this

  86. capital for a reason. And the point of this parable is that faithful disciples are willing to take risks

  87. in order to invest God's capital into God's kingdom. Faithful disciples take risks

  88. in order to invest God's capital, all that we've been given, into God's kingdom. And when you're

  89. investing your time and your talent and your treasure in God's kingdom, what that means is you're not just

  90. trying to maximize your financial return. You're not just using your time and your talents and your

  91. treasure to get the most financial return you can back. And in many cases, it means that you might

  92. actually be willing to take a hit. Because you have another bottom line that you're thinking about.

  93. You're trying to have kingdom impact, which means maybe you're investing in making disciples.

  94. Maybe you're investing in doing the work of justice and mercy in a place like Washington, D.C.

  95. Maybe you're investing in the common good. You're investing in things that are going to lead to

  96. greater flourishing for all people in that community. Maybe you're investing in things that

  97. bring glory to God. But in all of these ways, you're measuring the return on investment

  98. not just based on whether or not you get the maximum financial return. You're thinking about a

  99. completely different set of metrics. What we need to understand, though, is that just like any

  100. investment, those investments are all risks. Every investment is a risk. There is no guarantee.

  101. But according to this parable, the worst thing that we can do is not to invest and lose out.

  102. The worst thing that we can do is nothing. The worst thing that we can do is to play it safe.

  103. So what we want to ask now is what's the difference between people who are willing to take risks and

  104. invest and people who are not? What's the difference between the first two servants and the third

  105. servant? Reasons we're not risk takers. Notice first the excuse that the third servant gives.

  106. Master comes, says, what'd you do? He says, well, I buried your money and here's why. He says,

  107. Master, I knew you to be a hard man. I knew you to be a hard man. You ever known somebody who kind of

  108. wrongs you or hurts you and then tells you it's your fault? Well, I only did this because of what

  109. you did to me, right? I knew you to be a hard man. It's actually your fault. I was afraid of you and I

  110. went and I hid your talent in the ground. Now, let's just sort of give this servant a little bit of

  111. grace here and assume maybe he's being totally honest. And let's just think about what that

  112. might mean for us. There is a legitimate concern here for some of us. And that is, in other words,

  113. maybe one of the reasons some of us refuse to take risks and invest what we have for the sake of the

  114. kingdom is ultimately that is rooted in our view of God, right? Maybe that's rooted in our view of God.

  115. If you've ever read Cormac McCarthy's The Crossing, in The Crossing, there is a father who has lost his

  116. son in a terrible earthquake. And it's a tragic, awful thing. And it says that despite the father

  117. losing his son in this earthquake, he never actually stopped believing in God. And it says, you know,

  118. it's actually a lot harder to do that than you might think. But here's what it says.

  119. It was never that this man ceased to believe in God. It was rather that he came to believe

  120. terrible things about him. Right? For some of us, we've had experiences in our lives that lead us to

  121. believe terrible things about God. It's not that we gave up our faith. It's that we came to believe

  122. terrible things. We came to doubt God's goodness. We came to see God as harsh or capricious,

  123. unpredictable. If that is your view of God, then it makes sense why you wouldn't invest what God has

  124. entrusted to you in God's kingdom and take real risks with it. Why? Because God is capricious. I can't

  125. trust God. I don't know what God might do to me tomorrow. And so the things that I have, I'm going to

  126. hold on to them because this might be all I get. I have no way of knowing and I can't trust God.

  127. All right? So maybe that is the reason why some of us, and I think I can say safely that there are

  128. some of us in this room for whom that is the main reason we don't take risks. We look at God and we

  129. say, I believe you to be a hard man. But when it comes to this servant, there's another reason

  130. lurking under the surface that I don't want us to miss here that may apply to others of us in this

  131. room. Look at what the master says to the servant in verses 26 and 27. He says basically this, you

  132. know, there's nothing to indicate here whether or not this servant or this master is actually a hard

  133. man. We don't really know what this master is like. Based on the behavior of the first two servants,

  134. we might actually think that this master is a much more gracious man than the way he's portrayed

  135. by the third servant. Nevertheless, here's what he says to the servant. He says essentially this,

  136. if you were truly afraid of me, if you truly were concerned that I was such a hard man, as you say,

  137. you would have at least taken my money to the bank where I could earn some interest. So essentially,

  138. he's calling BS on the servant. He's saying, you're blaming it on me. You're saying that I'm a hard

  139. man. I don't actually think that's the reason that you didn't make any investment. And then he goes

  140. on, and if we look at his language, he not only accuses the servant of being wicked, but he says

  141. what? Wicked and slothful. Now there's a key right there. Most people think of slothfulness as mere

  142. laziness. And he's saying you're lazy because you didn't do anything. And you know, that is one way that

  143. sloth manifests itself, laziness. But there's a lot more to sloth than simple laziness. Here's what

  144. Frederick Buechner says about sloth. He says, sloth is not to be confused with laziness.

  145. A slothful man may be a very busy man. He's a man who goes through the motions, who flies on automatic

  146. pilot. He knows something's wrong with him, but not wrong enough to do anything about. He's letting

  147. things run their course. He's getting through his life. He's getting through his life on autopilot.

  148. So sloth can look like laziness, or at the other end of the continuum of sloth, if laziness is over

  149. here, then you have unnecessary busyness over here. But it's the same continuum and the same

  150. underlying issue, which is this. Sloth at its core is avoidance, escape, disengagement. Sloth is a refusal

  151. to fully inhabit our lives. It's living on autopilot. It's path of least resistance.

  152. Here's another quote about sloth.

  153. Evenings without number, obliterated by television, evenings neither of entertainment nor of education,

  154. but a narcotic defense against time and duty. And when he wrote those words, the iPhone didn't exist yet.

  155. All right, we can fill up our time with unnecessary, meaningless, busy work. Maybe it looks like we're

  156. doing kingdom work, but there's no real investment. There's no real risk. You know, we can spend several

  157. hours a day. Does anybody else on Sunday mornings every week, I get my screen time report for the week?

  158. And I don't know why Apple makes that happen on Sunday morning, but it's perfect for me.

  159. Because I, every single week, have very specific things to confess when we come to the confession.

  160. In our liturgy, I was up an average of two hours and 30 minutes. Help me, Jesus.

  161. Jesus. And so we can fill up our lives and we can spend several hours a day scrolling through posts

  162. from people we don't even know. Right? I can attend to those kinds of people, but we are too busy to

  163. take 10 minutes to walk out of our door, across the street, knock on the door, and introduce ourselves

  164. to our neighbors. So imagine if I took all of that screen time reading posts from people I don't even

  165. know or honestly even really care about. And instead, I invested 10 minutes of that time

  166. in getting to know the person who literally lives across the street from me. Right? But I'm too busy

  167. to do that. Am I really too busy? No. That involves real risk. That involves being awkward. I hate social

  168. awkwardness. That involves, you know, thinking we might get rejected. They might give you a funny look

  169. and be like, get off my property before I call the police. Who does that anymore? Right?

  170. It's real risk.

  171. We spend hundreds of dollars a month

  172. on television streaming services

  173. and alcohol

  174. and unnecessary Amazon purchases

  175. or, I would say,

  176. our narcotic defenses

  177. against reality.

  178. But when it comes to giving money away for the sake of the kingdom,

  179. we say,

  180. I'm not sure if I can afford that.

  181. Because it's risky.

  182. You know?

  183. It involves an investment in something where there's no guarantee.

  184. For some of us, I think,

  185. it is true that we don't

  186. risk because we don't ultimately trust

  187. and believe in God's

  188. goodness.

  189. For some of us, that's the issue.

  190. But I think for some of us,

  191. we don't take risks

  192. because we don't believe God is worth it.

  193. Maybe He's good.

  194. Maybe I can trust Him.

  195. But He's just not worth it.

  196. There's nothing of value

  197. that is worth giving up

  198. my narcotic defenses

  199. against reality.

  200. Because I think ultimately,

  201. and maybe I'm just speaking for myself here,

  202. I think many of us just want an easy Christianity.

  203. I've never really been tempted

  204. to give up Christianity.

  205. I've just been tempted

  206. to embrace an easy Christianity.

  207. That's the thing that I struggle with.

  208. In other words,

  209. a Christianity that doesn't ask

  210. anything real of us.

  211. Because I think really deep down,

  212. we don't want a faith

  213. that calls us to risk.

  214. We don't want a faith

  215. that calls us to risk

  216. being open about our Christian faith

  217. around non-Christian

  218. friends and coworkers.

  219. We don't want a faith

  220. that calls us to risk

  221. investing in friendships

  222. with people who may move away

  223. in a few years.

  224. We don't want to risk

  225. speaking truth in love

  226. to someone who might reject us,

  227. where the friendship might be in peril.

  228. We don't want to risk

  229. loving someone

  230. who may not ever love us back

  231. or appreciate what we're doing.

  232. We don't want to risk

  233. setting work boundaries

  234. around the Sabbath

  235. knowing that it's probably

  236. going to cost us advancement.

  237. We don't want to risk

  238. giving so much money away

  239. that it impacts

  240. our financial security

  241. on a real level.

  242. I don't think really

  243. in many of our hearts

  244. we want that.

  245. What we want

  246. is an easy Christianity.

  247. We want a God

  248. who says,

  249. I just want you to be happy.

  250. I just want you to live

  251. as you please.

  252. Put your feet up.

  253. We want Christianity

  254. as a spiritual sedative.

  255. Our narcotic defense

  256. against reality.

  257. If any of this sounds

  258. familiar to you

  259. as it does to me,

  260. the question then becomes

  261. how do we become risk takers?

  262. How do we become people

  263. who are like

  264. these first two servants?

  265. What does that require?

  266. And I would say

  267. that the way to become

  268. a risk taker in your life

  269. is to realize this,

  270. that even as Jesus

  271. is telling this parable,

  272. even as he is telling

  273. this story,

  274. even as he is challenging

  275. his disciples

  276. to give up personal safety,

  277. to take risks,

  278. to risk everything

  279. they've been given

  280. for the sake of the kingdom,

  281. even as he's saying this,

  282. he knows what's about

  283. to happen.

  284. And if you move down

  285. a little bit in the passage,

  286. at the end of this section

  287. of teaching,

  288. it says this

  289. in chapter 26 verse 1.

  290. When Jesus had finished

  291. all of these sayings,

  292. he said to his disciples,

  293. you know that after two days

  294. the Passover is coming

  295. and the Son of Man

  296. will be delivered up

  297. to be crucified.

  298. Not just a possible outcome,

  299. an absolutely certain outcome,

  300. an event that had been laid down

  301. for thousands upon thousands

  302. of years ordained to happen

  303. was about to take place.

  304. And what we realize is

  305. that no matter how much

  306. we risk,

  307. no matter how much

  308. we put out there,

  309. and no matter how certain

  310. the proposition might be,

  311. no matter how much

  312. we think that we are risking,

  313. there is no loss

  314. that we can ever suffer

  315. that is greater

  316. than what Jesus experienced

  317. on the cross for our sake.

  318. You will never lose more

  319. than what he was willing

  320. to give up for you.

  321. You will never suffer

  322. a loss like that.

  323. And what this means,

  324. and this is very important,

  325. even though we may suffer

  326. some loss in this life,

  327. we will never suffer

  328. ultimate loss.

  329. We will never suffer

  330. the kind of loss

  331. of being cut off

  332. from the Father,

  333. the kind of loss

  334. of taking all of the sin

  335. of the world onto yourself

  336. and suffering to atone for it.

  337. We will never experience

  338. that kind of loss

  339. because it happened

  340. to Jesus already

  341. instead of us.

  342. And what this means

  343. is that for those of us

  344. who are tempted

  345. to doubt God's goodness,

  346. we see God

  347. as a hard master,

  348. as a capricious master.

  349. Look at the cross.

  350. you cannot reconcile

  351. that view of God

  352. with the cross.

  353. Now, it's not always easy

  354. to get from A to B.

  355. In other words,

  356. it's not always easy

  357. to understand why

  358. in this moment of your life

  359. you are facing such

  360. catastrophic hardship

  361. and suffering.

  362. But the one thing

  363. that you do know,

  364. even when you don't understand

  365. God's actions,

  366. we can always know

  367. God's motives

  368. and we can always

  369. trust God's heart

  370. because that's what

  371. we see on the cross.

  372. I don't understand

  373. why this is happening to me

  374. but I know

  375. that God is good

  376. and I know

  377. that God loves me

  378. because that's what I see

  379. when I look at the cross.

  380. A God who is willing

  381. to do that out of love

  382. is the kind of God

  383. that we can trust

  384. even when our lives

  385. don't make sense.

  386. And then for those of us

  387. who don't think

  388. that God is worth it

  389. or don't think

  390. the kingdom is worth it,

  391. it's not worth

  392. having to fully

  393. inhabit our lives.

  394. We would prefer

  395. the narcotic defenses

  396. against reality.

  397. The fact is

  398. that God has put you here

  399. for a reason.

  400. God has given you

  401. your gifts

  402. and your talents

  403. and your resources

  404. for a reason.

  405. And Jesus Christ

  406. has come

  407. to restore God's purposes

  408. in and through you

  409. and there are things

  410. that God is desiring

  411. to do through you

  412. in this world.

  413. And until you understand

  414. that,

  415. your life is never

  416. going to make sense.

  417. And I suspect

  418. that deep down

  419. I'm not going to have

  420. to convince you

  421. of that

  422. because I think

  423. on a deep level

  424. we all know that.

  425. even behind

  426. our desire

  427. to check out,

  428. our desire

  429. to numb out

  430. and live on autopilot,

  431. there's a little voice

  432. in your head

  433. that says,

  434. but there has to be

  435. more to life.

  436. There has to be more.

  437. There has to be meaning

  438. to my existence.

  439. And the gospel

  440. says there is.

  441. But you're only

  442. going to find that

  443. in Jesus.

  444. And you're going to

  445. only find that

  446. when you recognize

  447. that all that you

  448. have been given

  449. is God's capital

  450. and it's meant

  451. to be invested

  452. in what God

  453. is doing in the world

  454. right around you.

  455. And then for all of us

  456. who fear

  457. what we may lose

  458. if we start to take

  459. real risks

  460. for the sake

  461. of the kingdom,

  462. we can know

  463. that because of

  464. Jesus' resurrection

  465. and because of

  466. Jesus' promise

  467. to come again

  468. and restore

  469. all of creation,

  470. here's the point,

  471. every investment

  472. we make

  473. in God's kingdom

  474. will yield a return.

  475. Now I said,

  476. you know,

  477. a few times

  478. this morning

  479. that every investment

  480. involves risk.

  481. Absolutely,

  482. every investment

  483. does involve risk.

  484. And the return

  485. may not be a return

  486. that you ever see

  487. in your lifetime.

  488. But because of

  489. the resurrection

  490. and because of

  491. the promise

  492. of new creation,

  493. every investment

  494. we make

  495. in God's kingdom

  496. will yield

  497. a return.

  498. All of what

  499. we're talking about

  500. here this morning

  501. can be summed up

  502. in the words

  503. of one of my

  504. great heroes,

  505. Lilius Trotter.

  506. And this is a quote

  507. that I come back

  508. to again

  509. and again

  510. and again.

  511. She says,

  512. holiness,

  513. not safety,

  514. is the end

  515. of our calling.

  516. Now just sit

  517. with that for a minute.

  518. Holiness,

  519. not safety,

  520. is the end

  521. of our calling.

  522. Lilius was born

  523. into a life

  524. of privilege

  525. in England.

  526. She was an extremely

  527. gifted painter.

  528. painter.

  529. And she was lucky

  530. enough to be

  531. mentored by

  532. the great

  533. John Ruskin

  534. who was sort

  535. of a local

  536. celebrity.

  537. And he was

  538. a cultural elite

  539. who told her

  540. that she had

  541. the potential

  542. to be one

  543. of England's

  544. greatest

  545. living painters.

  546. And he had

  547. the cachet,

  548. the credibility,

  549. the access

  550. to open

  551. all the right

  552. doors

  553. to give

  554. that life

  555. to Lilius.

  556. But Lilius

  557. also felt

  558. called to

  559. invest time

  560. and energy

  561. not into

  562. painting

  563. but in

  564. serving the

  565. poor women

  566. and the

  567. poor children

  568. in London.

  569. And Ruskin

  570. recognized the

  571. competition there

  572. for her time

  573. and energy

  574. and so he

  575. demanded that

  576. she give up

  577. all of that

  578. other work

  579. and focus

  580. exclusively

  581. to her art.

  582. And that was

  583. his challenge

  584. to her.

  585. I can open

  586. all these doors

  587. for you.

  588. I can make

  589. you famous

  590. but you

  591. have to

  592. invest

  593. everything

  594. in your

  595. art.

  596. And so

  597. Lilius had

  598. to choose.

  599. Do I

  600. play it

  601. safe

  602. which meant

  603. for her

  604. get married

  605. follow

  606. Ruskin's

  607. advice

  608. focus

  609. exclusively

  610. on her

  611. career

  612. and

  613. eventually

  614. enter into

  615. fame

  616. and fortune

  617. and celebrity

  618. status?

  619. Or

  620. do I

  621. take the

  622. massive

  623. risk

  624. of saying

  625. no

  626. because

  627. I

  628. believe

  629. that

  630. God

  631. is

  632. calling

  633. me

  634. somewhere

  635. else?

  636. And

  637. ultimately

  638. that's

  639. what

  640. she

  641. did.

  642. She

  643. chose

  644. risk.

  645. She

  646. gave up

  647. the safety

  648. of marriage

  649. and the

  650. safety

  651. of fame

  652. and instead

  653. she took

  654. this massive

  655. risk

  656. of going

  657. as an

  658. unmarried

  659. woman

  660. to spend

  661. the rest

  662. of her

  663. life

  664. as an

  665. obscure

  666. missionary

  667. in Algeria

  668. in a time

  669. where that

  670. simply did

  671. not happen.

  672. Now I

  673. want to be

  674. clear she

  675. never stopped

  676. painting.

  677. God gave

  678. her a

  679. gift and

  680. a vocation

  681. as a

  682. painter and

  683. she painted

  684. to the end

  685. of her

  686. days.

  687. But she

  688. didn't paint

  689. for the elite

  690. art critics

  691. of London.

  692. She

  693. painted in

  694. the margins

  695. of her

  696. journals.

  697. A few

  698. years ago

  699. my wife

  700. and I

  701. heard from

  702. a missionary

  703. who said

  704. that there

  705. is a

  706. whole

  707. underground

  708. network

  709. of

  710. Christians

  711. in

  712. Algeria

  713. who owe

  714. their faith

  715. to the

  716. legacy

  717. of Lilius

  718. Trotter

  719. even

  720. though

  721. she

  722. never

  723. saw

  724. a single

  725. convert

  726. in her

  727. entire

  728. life

  729. in

  730. ministry

  731. in

  732. Algeria.

  733. Faithful

  734. disciples

  735. take risks

  736. because we

  737. know that

  738. every

  739. investment

  740. in God's

  741. kingdom

  742. will one

  743. day

  744. yield

  745. a

  746. return.

  747. Let's

  748. pray.

  749. Lord we

  750. thank you

  751. for your

  752. word.

  753. We thank

  754. you for

  755. people like

  756. Lilius

  757. who show

  758. us what

  759. real

  760. kingdom

  761. risk

  762. looks like

  763. and who

  764. show us

  765. that we're

  766. a part

  767. of something

  768. so much

  769. bigger

  770. so much

  771. deeper

  772. than we

  773. can possibly

  774. imagine.

  775. Show us

  776. that even

  777. when our

  778. lives don't

  779. make sense

  780. even when

  781. we're tempted

  782. to doubt

  783. your goodness

  784. even when

  785. none of

  786. this seems

  787. worth it

  788. even

  789. when we

  790. strive

  791. and strive

  792. and strive

  793. and never

  794. see a

  795. return

  796. that Lord

  797. our hope

  798. is not

  799. in our

  800. own

  801. strength

  802. or wisdom

  803. to make

  804. good

  805. investments

  806. our hope

  807. is in

  808. you

  809. and your

  810. Holy Spirit

  811. and the

  812. unfolding

  813. plan

  814. enacted

  815. through

  816. Jesus

  817. Christ

  818. that one

  819. day

  820. your

  821. kingdom

  822. would come

  823. fully

  824. and your

  825. will

  826. would be

  827. done

  828. here on

  829. earth

  830. as it is

  831. in heaven

  832. and that's

  833. what we're

  834. investing

  835. in

  836. that's

  837. what we're

  838. hoping

  839. for

  840. and that

  841. Lord we pray

  842. would one day

  843. bring you

  844. the great

  845. glory

  846. that only

  847. you deserve

  848. we pray

  849. that we

  850. would be a

  851. community

  852. marked by

  853. that hope

  854. and that

  855. willingness

  856. to take

  857. risks

  858. believing

  859. in what

  860. you're doing

  861. in your

  862. kingdom

  863. Lord

  864. we pray

  865. this in

  866. your

  867. son's

  868. holy

  869. name

  870. amen

  871. oh

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