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  1. One of the most striking and attractive things about the early church was its diversity.

  2. It's one of the reasons why it had such a massive impact on the Roman Empire for some

  3. couple of centuries of its existence.

  4. Because for the first time in history, you have a community that was made up of people

  5. that historically have been divided, uneducated people right alongside high-level Jewish people,

  6. slaves right alongside their former masters, Jews right alongside Gentiles, wealthy right

  7. alongside the poor.

  8. And what makes me the more amazing is that this was happening long before diversity was

  9. something people cared about or valued or pursued.

  10. And in fact, I think you could make a strong case that the reason people care about it

  11. so much today is a direct result of the impact of the Christian church on the Roman civilization.

  12. The diversity was not a value in the first century.

  13. In fact, the earliest Christians, if they had been left on their own devices, if they had

  14. their way, Christianity arguably would have remained a small, mostly Jewish sect.

  15. So there is this historic question that presents itself to us.

  16. What happened?

  17. What happened to catalyze what has become a global movement?

  18. And the short answer to that question is the Holy Spirit.

  19. The Holy Spirit happened.

  20. And then all of the early Christians had to scramble to catch up with what God was doing.

  21. The resurrected Jesus, as we heard in John's Gospel reading just a moment ago, promised

  22. that before he departed he would send another helper, the Spirit of Truth, who would be with his disciples, and be with and empower the church in its mission.

  23. And that's exactly what happened.

  24. But it went way beyond what they could have even imagined.

  25. Willie James James, in his commentary on the book of Acts, says that the clearest evidence of the Holy Spirit in the book of Acts is, quote,

  26. that the disciples of Jesus rarely, if ever, go where they want to go or to whom they would want to go.

  27. The Holy Spirit compelled them to go to the very people that they would least like to go to, people they would never have gone to on their own.

  28. And Jennings says, quote, that drive to cross boundaries and borders is what marks the presence of the Spirit of God.

  29. So we think about a Spirit-filled church.

  30. And I don't know what you think about when you hear that phrase, a Spirit-filled church.

  31. Maybe you think about people speaking prophecy or speaking in tongues or being slain in the Spirit or being healed by the Spirit.

  32. Fair enough.

  33. But according to the book of Acts, a Spirit-filled church is one in which people are compelled to cross boundaries and borders

  34. and go after those who would be considered in that society to be the other, the unreachable, the unclean, the untouchable.

  35. And so the book of Acts is full of unexpected Holy Spirit-driven encounters.

  36. And we're going to look at one this morning in Acts chapter 8.

    Acts 8 chapter mention

  37. This encounter that A.J. read about just a moment ago between a traditional Jewish man.

  38. He was a colonized, he was probably spoken Greek, he was a Greek name, but he's a traditional Jewish man.

  39. And a gender-nonconforming black African.

  40. So we're going to look at this encounter and then we're going to look at some of the implications for us.

  41. Let's pray.

  42. Lord, we thank you for your word and we thank you for your spirit.

  43. And we know that we need to be careful what we pray for you.

  44. Because if we pray that you could show up, you might actually show up.

  45. And if we pray that you would speak to us, you might actually speak to us.

  46. And if you speak to us, we might actually have to respond.

  47. And if that happens, then Lord, it clearly means that we're not in control.

  48. So with fear and trembling, we ask that you would speak to us this way.

  49. That you would manifest yourself.

  50. That we would joyfully who would push control to you.

  51. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.

  52. So let's look first at this encounter in Acts chapter 8.

    Acts 8 chapter mention

  53. This passage opens with Philip.

  54. Philip is one of the deacons.

  55. First appointed to care for the poor in the church in Jerusalem.

  56. One of the original deacons.

  57. And he's also clearly a very gifted evangelist.

  58. And so God sends him to the road that connects Jerusalem to Gaza.

  59. And a version of that road exists today.

  60. And he sits in there because he wants him to meet a man who is coming.

  61. He's returning to Ethiopia from Jerusalem.

  62. Now we don't know this Ethiopian person's name.

  63. But we do know that he was very successful in his career.

  64. He's a highly ranking official in the court of Candace.

  65. The queen of Ethiopia.

  66. The fact that he has a chair atonym finans is probably very

  67. high status.

  68. But we're told in pretty very important detail that this man is a unit.

  69. That was the price of his success. If you were a male commoner, the only way that you could serve in such a high level job would be to allow yourself to be castrated. That would mean that the royal men of the court would know that you wouldn't be a threat to the royal women of the court.

  70. So it was the price of admission to those higher status positions. But these days, we would probably refer to someone like this as gender non-conforming. This is a person who had sacrificed everything for his career. He had given up the possibility of a family, he had given up the possibility of children, and yet despite all of his success and status, when we meet him, he's still very much unfulfilled.

  71. He's unfulfilled. And you know, you see this a lot of people, once they have attained success in their lives. I've read so many interviews over the years. People, everyone from Tom York, the front man of the band Radiohead, one of my favorite bands, to Kevin Durant, the NBA star, right?

  72. You, again and again and again, across various fields of confessions, you see people saying verses of the same thing. Now, I was struck because these two men in their interviews said almost were made of the same thing.

  73. Basically, I thought when I got to where I wanted to be, I thought when I attained success, everything would be different. I thought it would finally fill the void. But now that I'm successful, I realize the void is still there.

  74. Judd Apatow, the successful film director says in his interview, there's a great distraction in thinking, when I get to the top of that hill, it's all going to be awesome.

  75. And then when you get to the top of the hill, you're like, oh, well, I guess now I really have to deal with my problems, because that didn't work at all.

  76. People think that when they attain that successful life and they reach that plateau, everything's going to be different, and they realize it's not. And that brings a lot of exclusion.

  77. And so this Ethiopian official is in a stage of his life where he is beginning to realize that no amount of success is going to fill the void, and so he's starting to wonder about God.

  78. Now, in his own country, the people worship his son. But somewhere along the way, he has heard about the God who made his son, and that's the God he wants to know.

  79. He knows enough to know that the God of the Bible isn't like any of the other gods in Ethiopia or any other nation for that matter.

  80. He had started to want to know more, so he had gone to great lengths to obtain a written copy of the book of Isaiah, which would have been a scroll at that time.

  81. No verse or chapter reference. It just would have been a long, written scroll, very rare, very valuable, but somehow he had gotten his hands on a copy.

  82. It had actually gotten the point in his life and in his seat where he had decided to risk it all to know this God.

  83. And so he had decided to make a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, which is about a 500-mile journey.

  84. This would have been incredibly expensive. This would have been incredibly dangerous.

  85. There's a good chance that you wouldn't survive a journey like this.

  86. He would have had to probably leave his job, his entire community, for several months, risking never seeing him again.

  87. And you can imagine the people in his home country, when he told them, his family, when he told them that this was his plan,

  88. they probably thought he was out of his mind.

  89. You know, the ultimate midlife crisis for this man.

  90. And yet he barks at this time.

  91. Because he's really going to risk it all for the chance to finally meet this God.

  92. And so imagine he travels that 500 miles and he makes it.

  93. He finally gets to the gates of the temple and he can't wait to finally come in.

  94. And they arrive at the temple and all their hopes that the fulfillment he's seeking is finally going to be found.

  95. But of course we know what would have happened.

  96. Because we know what Deuteronomy chapter 23 verse 1 says.

    Deuteronomy 23:1

  97. That no eunuchs are allowed in the temple.

  98. So 500 miles on the road, he would have pulled up to the temple and he would have been told,

  99. no uncertain terms, your kind isn't welcome.

  100. Now I don't think any of us in this room can really imagine what that would have felt like.

  101. But it's a kind of rejection on such a deep and such a personal level.

  102. It's a kind of rejection that could potentially destroy a person.

  103. We can't imagine.

  104. We can only ponder what this man might have felt.

  105. Because this man couldn't change who he was.

  106. He couldn't change the decisions that he had made.

  107. And it very much seems as though this man is doomed to remain an outsider rejected by God forever.

  108. So I believe, this is why this man is reading Isaiah.

  109. Because I think he is looking for anything that might offer hope or might offer some answer.

  110. And if he's reading in Isaiah, and he's reading, he's scrolling for Isaiah,

  111. he would have come across Isaiah chapter 56, which would have grabbed his attention.

    Isaiah 56 chapter mention

  112. Because that is where it says this,

  113. Let not the eunuchs say, Behold, I am a dry tree.

  114. For thus says the Lord,

  115. To the eunuchs who hold fast my covenant,

  116. I will give in my house and begin my walls a monument and a name better than sons and daughters.

  117. I will give them an everlasting name that shall not be cut off.

  118. Can you imagine what he would have felt as he's riding back,

  119. still reeling from the rejection,

  120. and he's reading these scriptures,

  121. and he comes across those words.

  122. This man had gone to the temple,

  123. he had the door slammed in his face,

  124. but here God is saying,

  125. One day,

  126. eunuchs,

  127. outcasts,

  128. people like him,

  129. are not only going to be welcomed into God's family,

  130. but once they're joined to God,

  131. they will never be cut off.

  132. It's going to be an eternal union.

  133. And in that relationship,

  134. they're going to be given something better than sons and daughters.

  135. They're going to be given eternal inclusion in the house of God.

  136. An eternal family.

  137. And so you can imagine his next day.

  138. And he's thinking,

  139. How?

  140. How is this possible?

  141. How could the temple say no?

  142. How could the law of 1b3 say no?

  143. And yet this scroll is saying,

  144. At some point the answer will be,

  145. it resounding in eternal yes.

  146. So he would have rolled back and scrambled,

  147. right?

  148. Again,

  149. no chapter or verse references.

  150. He would have been rolling back,

  151. trying to figure out,

  152. how,

  153. how,

  154. when does this happen?

  155. What makes this possible?

  156. And so he would have gone back,

  157. just a few,

  158. what we consider to be chapters.

  159. He would have gone a few back,

  160. and he would have come across Isaiah chapter 53.

    Isaiah 53 chapter mention

  161. And this is the passage that he happens to be reading,

  162. he happens to be reading,

  163. when Philip comes upon him.

  164. This is the passage that explains how a dog can make such a promise.

  165. And here's what this passage says.

  166. Surely he has worn our griefs,

  167. and carried our scars.

  168. He was wounded for our transgressions,

  169. he was crushed for our indignities.

  170. Upon him was the punishment that brought us peace,

  171. and by his wounds we are healed.

  172. All we like sheep on a string,

  173. have turned everyone to his own way.

  174. And the Lord has laid upon him

  175. the iniquity of us all.

  176. Somehow,

  177. this person

  178. is going to take on

  179. all of the iniquity of the world.

  180. He's going to make it possible

  181. for people to come to know

  182. God personally.

  183. And so,

  184. this man would have said,

  185. who in the world is this?

  186. Who would voluntarily take on

  187. the grief of the world?

  188. Who would become an addict?

  189. Who would become like a unit?

  190. Who would become like a leper?

  191. Who would become like a criminal?

  192. Who would become like someone who is unclean

  193. in order to allow a person like me in?

  194. Who would quietly and obediently

  195. trade places with outcasts?

  196. Who would do that willingly?

  197. So that the outcasts

  198. could be invited into the house of God

  199. for eternity

  200. while he is slaughtered.

  201. And he's waiting,

  202. and he's like,

  203. who in the world can this be?

  204. And that is precisely

  205. when Philip comes alongside him.

  206. See, in those days,

  207. whenever he's not read aloud,

  208. it's normal to read aloud

  209. when you're reading.

  210. So this official would have been

  211. riding a dog,

  212. reading aloud,

  213. and Philip literally comes alongside him

  214. as the Spirit commanded him to do.

  215. And I almost believe

  216. as chariots come along,

  217. and Philip comes running up beside him,

  218. and he hears him reading,

  219. and he goes,

  220. do you need help understanding that?

  221. Do you know what you're reading?

  222. It's kind of a funny scene.

  223. But you can imagine

  224. that the chariot's stopping

  225. and then fighting full of love,

  226. and the words almost tumbling

  227. out of this Ethiopian man's mouth.

  228. He can't even get the words out fast enough.

  229. You know,

  230. who is this?

  231. Who is this person?

  232. Is it Isaiah?

  233. Is it somebody else?

  234. Who is it?

  235. And you can imagine Philip

  236. catching his breath.

  237. I can tell.

  238. His name is Jesus.

  239. And he loves you more

  240. than you can possibly imagine.

  241. And this man here,

  242. at the door,

  243. slammed in his face

  244. by the law in Jerusalem.

  245. In that moment,

  246. finds another door opened

  247. in the person of Jesus Christ.

  248. Philip would have shared

  249. the gospel with him

  250. his invitation to become

  251. a member of the household

  252. of God.

  253. By faith,

  254. all you have to do

  255. is put your faith in Jesus.

  256. Allow his forgiveness

  257. and righteousness

  258. to become your forgiveness

  259. and righteousness.

  260. And so this Ethiopian man

  261. comes to faith in Jesus.

  262. And the transformation

  263. is so immediate

  264. and so radical

  265. as they go along the road

  266. that he looks

  267. and he sees some water

  268. on the side of the road.

  269. And he immediately says,

  270. well,

  271. if all of this is true

  272. and if I've come to faith,

  273. why can't I be baptized

  274. right now?

  275. Why would I care

  276. so much about that?

  277. Well, that's what baptism is.

  278. See, baptism is the symbol

  279. that marks you

  280. as a member

  281. of the household of God

  282. forever.

  283. It's a symbol

  284. of this promise.

  285. And he says,

  286. I want that mark on me.

  287. I want that symbol on me.

  288. I want the whole world

  289. and I want to know

  290. that now I have

  291. this room.

  292. Now I have

  293. a community.

  294. Now I belong.

  295. And so

  296. they stop the chariot

  297. and they go down

  298. and they water both of them

  299. and they baptize them

  300. right in there

  301. right on the side of the road.

  302. And it's,

  303. you know,

  304. Christian tradition

  305. actually says

  306. that this Ethiopian eunuch

  307. is the one

  308. who then brought

  309. the gospel to Ethiopia

  310. and he shared it

  311. with the queen

  312. and with the court

  313. and that they began

  314. to come to faith

  315. and tradition says

  316. that through him

  317. and in the court of campus

  318. the rest of the,

  319. the,

  320. the,

  321. the,

  322. the seeds

  323. of the Christian gospel

  324. were planted there

  325. in Ethiopia.

  326. It's an amazing story.

  327. What does it have

  328. to teach us?

  329. I think there are

  330. implications here

  331. first for

  332. those of us here

  333. who are Christians

  334. who desire to share

  335. our faith

  336. or maybe

  337. who think we should

  338. desire to share

  339. our faith.

  340. It gives us

  341. a completely different way

  342. to think about

  343. sharing our faith.

  344. I think most people,

  345. certainly most Christians,

  346. are very popular

  347. with the idea

  348. of evangelism.

  349. A lot of people

  350. don't even like

  351. the word evangelism.

  352. in our culture

  353. I think religion

  354. is seen as very much

  355. a private thing.

  356. Something that you're

  357. very much expected

  358. to keep to yourself

  359. and trying to foist

  360. your beliefs

  361. on other people

  362. is seen as to be

  363. very rude

  364. or unacceptable behavior.

  365. I want to make you

  366. clear that's not

  367. what we see happening

  368. here.

  369. This Ethiopian official

  370. is already

  371. spiritually open.

  372. He is already

  373. searching for something

  374. more.

  375. and Philip

  376. doesn't foist

  377. the gospel

  378. on him.

  379. Philip gives him

  380. the gospel

  381. the way you might

  382. give water

  383. to someone

  384. who's dying

  385. of thirst.

  386. He offers him

  387. the gospel

  388. the way you might

  389. offer food

  390. to someone

  391. who's dying

  392. of starvation.

  393. And I would suggest

  394. that that is always

  395. how the gospel

  396. has been to be.

  397. the gospel

  398. is always

  399. good.

  400. See, sharing

  401. our faith

  402. isn't about

  403. techniques.

  404. It's not about

  405. getting the right

  406. arguments.

  407. Good arguments

  408. help.

  409. It's not about

  410. manipulating you.

  411. Sharing our faith

  412. is primarily

  413. about paying

  414. attention

  415. to what the

  416. Holy Spirit

  417. has already

  418. done.

  419. The Holy Spirit

  420. is the evangelist.

  421. And evangelism,

  422. sharing our faith

  423. is about paying

  424. attention to what

  425. the Holy Spirit

  426. is already doing

  427. in the lives

  428. of the people

  429. right around us.

  430. And as I think

  431. about some of

  432. the most gifted

  433. evangelists I know

  434. and some of you

  435. were in this church,

  436. they are,

  437. they are,

  438. without exception,

  439. people who seem

  440. to have a heightened

  441. sensitivity to what

  442. the Holy Spirit

  443. is doing in people's lives.

  444. And they're willing

  445. to respond to that.

  446. See, if someone

  447. is not open

  448. to the gospel,

  449. there's nothing

  450. that you or I

  451. can do to change that.

  452. But when the Holy Spirit

  453. is working

  454. in someone's life,

  455. often, often,

  456. it doesn't immediately

  457. look like that.

  458. Often it presents

  459. itself as disillusioned

  460. or unfulfilled

  461. longings

  462. or times of grief

  463. or times of struggle.

  464. In some way

  465. or another,

  466. that person

  467. is coming to realize

  468. that the things

  469. that they have

  470. built their life

  471. from,

  472. the places

  473. they have put

  474. their house,

  475. that that's

  476. working anymore.

  477. It's not working

  478. the way they thought

  479. it would.

  480. Right?

  481. They've realized

  482. that success,

  483. as we said,

  484. didn't fill the void.

  485. Now, as Joe

  486. D'Apatole says,

  487. now I have to figure

  488. out how to solve

  489. my problems

  490. another way.

  491. Or they've realized

  492. that marriage

  493. didn't solve

  494. their problems.

  495. Or they've realized

  496. that politics

  497. can't solve

  498. the hardest problems.

  499. Or they've realized

  500. that science

  501. can't answer

  502. our deepest questions.

  503. Or they've realized

  504. that they're not

  505. the good,

  506. upstanding

  507. considering the person

  508. that they thought

  509. they were.

  510. Maybe they've had

  511. a major moral failing

  512. that cracked

  513. into the truth

  514. just enough

  515. for them to take

  516. one hallmark

  517. glance

  518. at the person

  519. they were playing.

  520. Right?

  521. The Bible's

  522. comment,

  523. he writes,

  524. says that there

  525. are certain features

  526. of human life,

  527. certain things

  528. that matter

  529. to people

  530. everywhere,

  531. in every culture.

  532. Things like justice

  533. and beauty

  534. and freedom

  535. and truth

  536. and relationships

  537. and Wright

  538. calls these

  539. broken signposts

  540. because he says

  541. that every society

  542. and every individual

  543. cares about these things.

  544. We all know

  545. these things matter

  546. and the reason

  547. is because that's

  548. how God made us.

  549. They're part of

  550. the human vocation

  551. and yet in each case

  552. no matter how hard

  553. we try

  554. we can never

  555. attain these things.

  556. and he says

  557. how can we explain

  558. that for all

  559. of human history

  560. we care about

  561. these things

  562. and yet we've

  563. never been able

  564. to attain them.

  565. And he says

  566. the reason is

  567. because apart from God

  568. they are not attainable

  569. and so their

  570. broken signposts,

  571. the longing

  572. for these things

  573. is meant to point us

  574. to the God

  575. who makes them

  576. ultimately possible.

  577. And so understanding

  578. this helps us

  579. understand that evangelism

  580. sharing our faith

  581. is really just about

  582. learning how to listen.

  583. It's about learning

  584. how to discover

  585. where those

  586. qualities are

  587. in the lives

  588. of people around us.

  589. So a conversation

  590. about the gospel

  591. might start out

  592. as a conversation

  593. about injustices

  594. or about music

  595. or a great film

  596. or a really hard

  597. to do

  598. or the loss of a job.

  599. And we have to be able

  600. to listen very carefully

  601. when we are in conversation

  602. with people

  603. to be genuinely

  604. interested,

  605. genuinely curious

  606. while at the same time

  607. listening to the Holy Spirit.

  608. Because the Holy Spirit

  609. is the one

  610. who can help us discern

  611. how and when

  612. it's appropriate

  613. to begin to tell people

  614. about Jesus

  615. the way Philip does.

  616. How and when

  617. we need to have

  618. the courage

  619. to take that next step.

  620. And it does take

  621. the courage.

  622. It takes listening

  623. to the Holy Spirit

  624. and it takes courage.

  625. We're not told

  626. what Philip is thinking

  627. but he very well may be

  628. thinking something like

  629. if I tell this guy

  630. about Jesus

  631. is he going to laugh

  632. me all the way

  633. or is he going to

  634. kick me out of his chair?

  635. He doesn't know

  636. how this guy

  637. is going to respond.

  638. He's just responding

  639. to what the Holy Spirit

  640. is prompting him

  641. and he's leaving

  642. the outcome

  643. in God's hands.

  644. So that's the first

  645. self-implication

  646. is just how we think

  647. about sharing

  648. our faith.

  649. If we put ourselves

  650. at the center of it

  651. we've already lost

  652. our way

  653. but if we understand

  654. that the Holy Spirit

  655. is at the center of it

  656. and that our job

  657. is to listen to

  658. and respond to the work

  659. of the Spirit

  660. it totally changes

  661. how we think about it.

  662. The other implication

  663. is this

  664. it's an implication

  665. for our community.

  666. You know I don't think

  667. we can overlook

  668. the fact that

  669. this Ethiopian man

  670. is someone

  671. who we would consider

  672. today to be

  673. gender non-conforming.

  674. You know honestly

  675. if he lived today

  676. in a place like D.C.

  677. he would probably

  678. include himself

  679. in the LGBT community

  680. because he would believe

  681. that would be a place

  682. where he could find belonging.

  683. And

  684. this may not seem

  685. like the central

  686. point of the passage

  687. but I actually believe

  688. that Luke intentionally

  689. includes this story

  690. in Acts

  691. to illustrate

  692. how the gospel

  693. was going to the ends

  694. of the earth

  695. to the least likely people

  696. because in the first century

  697. Jewish imagination

  698. right

  699. the Ethiopian community

  700. was about as ends

  701. of the earth

  702. as you can imagine.

  703. And I think that Luke

  704. includes this

  705. because he's

  706. he's wanting us

  707. to understand

  708. that when Jesus

  709. sends his followers

  710. to the ends of the earth

  711. to bring the gospel

  712. to the earth

  713. to bring the gospel

  714. to the earth

  715. and if that actually happens

  716. it means the church

  717. is about to become

  718. a whole more diverse.

  719. So here's the question

  720. for us to wonder.

  721. There's clearly a place

  722. for this Ethiopian man

  723. and people like him

  724. in God's family

  725. and people like him

  726. and people like him

  727. to come to church

  728. and he's like

  729. to be a place

  730. in our church.

  731. Right?

  732. A lot of people assume

  733. that the only way

  734. LGBT people

  735. will ever go to church

  736. is if the church

  737. completely revises

  738. its theology.

  739. but that's not

  740. in fact true.

  741. The biggest study

  742. done

  743. was the largest

  744. study ever

  745. on the religious

  746. backgrounds

  747. of people

  748. in the LGBT community

  749. who have left

  750. the church

  751. found a very surprising

  752. statistic

  753. that among

  754. gay-lisping people

  755. who left the church

  756. only 15% left

  757. for theological reasons

  758. which means

  759. 85% left

  760. for other reasons.

  761. many of them

  762. felt there was

  763. no place for them.

  764. Many of them

  765. felt that they would

  766. never be able

  767. to really belong.

  768. And if one of them

  769. is somebody

  770. who's got a really

  771. good work on this,

  772. Mark Yarhouse

  773. has done an enormous

  774. amount of work on this.

  775. His research was published

  776. in a book

  777. called Costly Obedience.

  778. And he cites a study

  779. that found that

  780. LGBT people of faith

  781. are two and a half times

  782. more likely

  783. to attend a church

  784. with a traditional

  785. sexual order.

  786. And we've actually

  787. seen that

  788. in some instances

  789. in our own church.

  790. Right?

  791. And I'm so thankful

  792. for those of you

  793. who have come to call

  794. Advent.

  795. Right?

  796. And so Mark Yarhouse

  797. has some accepted people

  798. who have made that decision

  799. and some of them

  800. are in heterosexual marriages

  801. and some of them

  802. and many of them

  803. are sacral and celibate.

  804. And he's done all kinds

  805. of measures

  806. of their well-being

  807. and he's found

  808. across the board

  809. they tend to be

  810. more spiritually engaged

  811. more matured

  812. in their faith

  813. more committed

  814. to the church

  815. than the kind

  816. of average person.

  817. He says across

  818. most measures

  819. of well-being

  820. they're doing fine

  821. except the biggest

  822. threat

  823. the biggest challenge

  824. that is faced

  825. by someone

  826. who makes that decision

  827. is the struggle

  828. to belong.

  829. It's the ability

  830. to develop deep

  831. and meaningful friendships.

  832. It's the,

  833. it's coming to a place

  834. where you really feel

  835. like you're part

  836. of the community

  837. and not always

  838. on the outside

  839. looking at you.

  840. And so that leads

  841. to increased anxiety

  842. in relationships,

  843. increased fear

  844. of abandonment,

  845. depression,

  846. loneliness.

  847. I believe that part

  848. of what it means

  849. to be a spiritual

  850. community

  851. is that no one

  852. feels like an inside

  853. regardless of their

  854. sexuality,

  855. their age,

  856. their life stage,

  857. their marital status,

  858. their class,

  859. their race.

  860. I would love for our

  861. church to be known

  862. throughout the city

  863. as a place where

  864. we're just as committed

  865. to hospitality

  866. and ensuring

  867. that people belong

  868. as we are

  869. to biblical ethics.

  870. As a place where

  871. if you're serious

  872. about following Jesus

  873. you will never have

  874. to do that alone.

  875. You'll never have

  876. to worry about

  877. gunning it out

  878. by yourself.

  879. But for this kind

  880. of thing to be true,

  881. not only do we have

  882. to pray for the Holy

  883. Spirit to lead us

  884. the way He has been

  885. leading His church,

  886. since He came

  887. 2,000 years ago.

  888. But for this to be true

  889. you have to be willing

  890. to follow the Holy

  891. Spirit,

  892. wherever the Spirit

  893. leads us,

  894. regardless of the

  895. borders or boundaries

  896. that we may have

  897. to cross together.

  898. Let's pray.

  899. Lord, we recognize

  900. that a religion

  901. that we control

  902. is in many ways

  903. a lot more appealing

  904. because we get

  905. to determine

  906. exactly who we want

  907. to.

  908. And we know

  909. that is something

  910. that is in us

  911. as human beings,

  912. a desire for comfort

  913. that has gone back

  914. to the beginning

  915. of our origins.

  916. that is in us.

  917. We want to be in control.

  918. And we know

  919. that your Holy Spirit

  920. is here to remind us

  921. continually,

  922. among other things,

  923. because this is your

  924. church,

  925. it's not our church,

  926. and that you are the

  927. one who is desiring

  928. in the world now

  929. to call all people

  930. to yourself.

  931. Lord,

  932. and that you're able

  933. to reach people

  934. in ways that no one

  935. is ready to be

  936. and found.

  937. And that right now,

  938. we're at work

  939. in the hearts

  940. and lives

  941. of people

  942. all around this city.

  943. And those people

  944. need to know the gospel

  945. and they need

  946. a church home.

  947. And Lord,

  948. we pray

  949. that your Holy Spirit

  950. would disturb

  951. and challenge

  952. and disrupt

  953. those of us

  954. who need it,

  955. who are clinging

  956. to our comfort,

  957. who are clinging

  958. to our desire

  959. and convenience

  960. and predictability.

  961. Lord,

  962. that you can catalyze

  963. in our community

  964. a movement

  965. of the gospel

  966. out of the way.

  967. Lord,

  968. I pray that that

  969. would be a movement

  970. of your Holy Spirit

  971. and we can't

  972. engineer that.

  973. It's something

  974. that you have to do

  975. again through us.

  976. And I pray

  977. that you're blessed

  978. to those here

  979. who do feel

  980. like they are

  981. on the outside of the way.

  982. And I pray

  983. that in whatever ways

  984. we have eradicated

  985. those walls

  986. that you tear

  987. those walls down.

  988. Lord,

  989. I pray that you

  990. repent

  991. if and if that

  992. is necessary

  993. to make it so.

  994. We pray this

  995. in Jesus' name.

  996. Amen.