Above The Law | Alex Bonilla

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people don't know what an empanada is.

Today is the day of your breakthrough.

I think you should buy 10 of them, one

for you and each member of your family.

Amen.

This morning I want to talk about a

subject uh the title uh message uh above

the law. The Bible says in Romans 8:2 it

Romans 8:2

says, "For the law of the spirit of life

in Christ Jesus has made me free from

the law of sin and death."

Galatians 5:223

says, "But the fruit of the spirit is

love, joy, peace, longsuffering,

gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness,

temperance. Against such there is no

law." You know, in in the past 25 years

in my relationship with God, I I've

watched people and I watch what works

and don't work. I always ask God say God

I don't come from a religious background

and I was a very good sinner uh I did it

with the best of them and then the Lord

called me from that place and uh and and

and he say follow me right so I I went

on my journey so I didn't have all these

preconceived ideas all these religious

idea so I was just watch people to see

what worked and what did not work and my

prayer was always God help me care for

what you care and and if you don't care

about it I don't want to care about it.

If you don't care about the the clothing

I wear, if you don't care about these

things that people these laws

established by men, I I just want to be

free from all that stuff. I just want to

care about what you care and follow you

and pursue you. And in that process,

I've seen two main uh groups of people.

I've seen the people that are consumed

by everything. They're consumed by their

goals. They're consumed by by by their

jobs. They're consumed by the next house

they're going to get, the next car, the

next vacation, the next thing that

they're going to conquer, and their

whole life is consumed by that.

But then I have seen throughout the

years a very interesting group of

people. And it's the people that say,

you know what, I'm just going to be

consumed by him. I'm just going to make

I'm going to spend my time, my energy

every day of my life just pursuing his

will. And the Bible says there is a

principle. The Bible says in Matthew

Matthew 6:33

6:33 it said, "But seek first the

kingdom of God and his righteousness and

all these things shall be added to you."

And then I noticed something very

interesting.

These people that were consumed by him,

they don't have to pursue all this other

stuff. The the Bible says everything

else will be added.

I believe as the church, we're entering

the season of everything else being

added. I think there's a group of

radical people in the church, radical

disciples. Now, there's a difference. I

we love converts. We like people to come

in and receive Jesus Christ in their

heart. And that's the most beautiful and

most important thing you can do in your

life. But God don't want to keep you

there. He says, "I I I call to raise

disciples of the nations." And to those

disciples, to those people that have

this radical pursuit, those people that

make the kingdom first, that spend their

time, energy, and space into pursuing

the will of God, I noticed that they

don't have to pursue after any of that

stuff. That everything is added.

>> I'm like, man, this is an interesting

concept. The Bible says you can be slave

to sin that leads to dead or you can be

enslaved to Christ. You're going to

serve something. You're going to be

consumed by something. But I believe you

have the option to choose what we are

going to be consumed by. And if you

choose to be consumed by God, everything

else is added. And I notice that to

those people where everything else being

added, those certain laws don't apply to

them. It's like they're above the law.

You know, I share many instances my

hatred for parks, especially amusement

parks. I think is something demonic

uh to make line. I don't know who who

came out with this idea of making you

have to make a line to the line. Have

you seen that? Like we I say baby what

what we're in the line for? No, this is

just to get to the parking and then in

the parking there's a line to get into a

shuttle and then the shuttle takes you

to another line to get into the park. I

was like Lord Jesus. And then you get

there, I'm and I'm reading the reviews

and they say, "Well, the tunder mountain

or something like that." I said, "Man,

Thunder Mountain is the best. If you

come to this park, you have to go to the

Thunder Mountain." I was like, "Okay,

let's do that." Have no idea what is it.

I just know it's the best thing. And I

told my family that first thing that we

need to do, we need to go to the Thunder

Mountain. As we're going into the

Thunder Mountain, I start seeing these

signs and I knew something was wrong.

immediately say, "If you got back

issues,

please don't get into this, right?" I

said, "Well, I think I'm good." Still

still got some.

And then you you continue to go up in

this line. And then he says, "If you got

heart issues, you definitely should not

be in this thing." I said, "Man, what

kind of ride is this though? What is it

that we're doing this down? I thought it

was some thunderings and stuff. I don't

know what to expect.

And then they they got all these

warnings and all this stuff. Strap in

and do all this stuff. So I'm strapped

into this thing and this thing I don't

this have to be conceived in a demonic

mind. Like this thing don't only go like

a 100 miles an hour downhill but all of

the sudden everything goes dark. And

then once it goes dark it pull you back

and it start running back like a 100

miles an hour and I don't know if I'm

going forward. I don't know if I'm going

backwards. I don't know if I'm up. I

don't know if I'm down. I'm short and

this thing is shaking. I say, "God,

Jesus,

I want to go out like this." You know,

enemy tried to kill me so many times in

my life. How he went out? Thunder

Mountain.

Thunder Mountain. It's like

we gave him all the warnings, but he he

wanted to go on. But you know what is

the only thing I love about parks is

this thing. They they got the lightning

lane pass. I like that stuff.

I felt so important because there's this

pass that you can get that there's these

lines. There's like two hours and a half

of lines right there, right? So, there's

hundreds of people on this line and you

just walk by it like

I told my daughter, "Baby, don't look at

them.

You don't want to offend them."

That's what the common folk do. Do they

do lines?

We have favor, baby. I know it's not

fair. Keep walking.

And I do believe that's the season that

we're in that God is saying, "No, don't

don't don't look at them cuz I got a

fast track for you." Because you choose

my kingdom first. I will add everything

else. You don't have to be consumed. The

Bible says you are in desert but you're

not from it. The Bible said do not

conform to the patterns of desert. Look

at those people in line for their dreams

and their goals and their things and

you're in the fast track because you're

pursuing him. And he said you don't

don't even look at them. Those are the

common people. Orphans care about that

stuff. Orphans are praying for what

they're going to eat, what they're going

to wear. Your father in heaven knows

everything that you need and he get you

to fast track. You know, David went to a

fast track. The Bible says King David,

he's standing in front of a giant say,

"I will kill you. I will do all this

stuff to you." This dude don't even have

military training. This dude show up

with some shorts and flip-flops and a

couple stones and a stick. But the Lord

says, "Because you're pursuing my

kingdom first. You don't need to go to

boot camp. You don't need to you don't

need an armor. You don't need a I'm

going to take you to a fast track into

your destiny. And I'm going to use the

opposition before you, not for your

destruction, but to propel you to your

destiny. Because I got you in a fast

track, in a lightning fast lane, that is

not going to you're not going to care

about the things of this earth because I

I I I care for you. I know the plans I

have for you.

>> I know before you were in the womb of

your mother, I I I knew you. I love you.

I predestined you. I created a fast

track where you don't have to be

concerned about these things. I love how

Paul calls himself an ambassador. He

says, "We are ambassadors." Now, that's

a political term. That's not a religious

term. Now, when you understand the laws

of an embassy, when you're in an

embassy, you are in a different country,

but the laws of that country don't apply

to you.

>> It even even more, it says that even the

local law enforcement of that nation

have no jurisdiction over the embassy.

And Paul is saying, "I'm an ambassador.

I'm sent here. I'm here in this world,

but your laws don't apply to me. All

this stuff you live by don't apply to

me. I operate under a higher authority,

under a higher power, that stuff." But

the enemy is trying to keep the church

in this place where you're so consumed

by rationale, where you're consumed by

the process on how it's supposed to

look, tradition, and settings and things

like that. And God is saying, "Who told

you that?

>> Who told you that?"

>> He looks at Adam and Eve and they say,

"We were afraid because we were naked."

And he looks at them. Who gave you that

information? That did not came from me.

That don't apply to you. That don't

apply to you. That's a a law, sin, and

death. That don't apply to you. I

created you free from that. The Bible

says through Jesus Christ, through the

blood of Jesus, you and I become an

ambassador of heaven. that that that we

are on this earth and we're going to

walk through it but those laws will

don't apply to you that the enemy have

to ask permission even to touch you that

the enemy have to ask permission even to

come your way we did a deliverance

conference powerful deliverance

conference but something that they were

keep saying is the enemy have no access

to you

>> only the access that you give it to him

the Bible says he have been disarmed he

has been defeated

>> that means he have no arms No legs. No,

I'm just joking. English is my second

language. And so he's like, I'm going to

get you.

He can't get you. He can't touch you. He

can't chase after you. He got no arms,

no legs. No. Uh, that will be an email.

So, I I believe Apostle Alex is not

totally correct on his theology.

I went to college and all that stuff. It

just I did not pay a whole lot of

attention.

But the Bible says he have been

defeated. He has been disarmed.

He have no weapons. He got nothing

against you. The Bible says he even have

to go to the courts of heaven. Think

about it with Job. He says what you're

telling me about this guy. I cannot

touch him.

Satan is saying this as evil as he was.

It's like I cannot even touch him

because there's a hedge of protection.

He's an embassy. My laws don't apply

over him. He's untouchable.

I cannot touch him. That that the Lord

have to give him permission because he

knew whatever area he touched it was

going to double in the next season. So

he said, "Go ahead and touch him. I got

my money on him." But make no mistake,

the enemy did not have any authority

over him. The Bible says even to prove

that point, it says that he came to to

the courts of heaven and he demanded

Peter. He could not touch Peter because

he was an embassy of heaven. His laws,

his rule did not apply over him. But he

said, I demanded him to be sifted. He

have to ask permission to come in. There

is that we need to understand as a

church the enemy have no power, no

authority over you. Unless you open

doors, unless you invite him, unless you

allow him to come in. And even if you

have allowed him to come in, the Bible

says if you humble yourself and pray, if

you come into the presence of God and

you you can you can spell those demons

out of your life, you don't have to be

manipulated by them, they have no

authority, no power over you. That's

what the enemy wants to keep you in this

place. Because if you understand how

powerful you are, the anointing that is

upon your life that you are here to rule

and to reign to bring the presence of

God in every area of societal influence,

you become a force reckon, a force to be

reckoned with.

>> You know, God is calling some

troublemakers.

>> God is calling some some people. I like

that. It's always been a little bit

rebellious in my life. But I realize

the enemy perverted that. But there's a

natural need in my heart to be above

above these laws to be to not to be

restricted by these things. And the

enemy tried to pervert that. But then he

showed me I'm calling some

troublemakers. on calling some people

that are willing to break protocol that

are willing to break out of this

tradition of these things of men because

God cannot be restricted by these

things. He cannot be restricted in these

areas. He say I want freedom. I want the

freedom to move and do. Jesus was a

disruptor. Think about Jesus. Jesus, you

can invite this guy anywhere. You invite

him to a wedding, he's turning water

into wine. He said the party's almost

over. Jesus, not today. I'm going to

party a couple more days. Bring me some

water.

People are mourning. They're all sad.

This baby boy died and he's dead. He

said, "Oh, you Jesus, you can't touch

the dead people." That by the law, Moses

said, "You can't touch it."

Because the law says if you touch

something that was contaminated, you

become contaminated as well. You become

impure.

But Jesus said, "No, no, no, no. I'm

changing that paradigm and an ambassador

of heaven. Those laws don't apply to me.

As a matter of fact, I'm so pure that

when the impure touch me, I purify him.

I'm I'm so full of life that when death

touches me, they come back to life. And

people were all crying. Now understand,

there were people that were paid to cry

in these funerals. There were people

like crying, professional criers.

I love that stuff, man. Hispanic,

African-American funerals, the best you

got. We got going on, man. That's some

of my favorite. These people,

throw me, take me with her, Lord.

They want to jump into the hole with it.

It's like, yes, Lord.

And there's people making money out of

these funeral proceedings, you know,

that were benefit from these loss of sin

and death and these things. And God

says, no, I'm about to disrupt some

things and I'm about to change some

things in your life. I just feel the

spirit of the Lord is telling you this

morning, hey, I'm about to disrupt some

things and I'm about to change some

schedules. I'm about to change some

protocols. and you think it's going to

take you 10 years and the Lord says,

"No, you're in a fast track. I'm going

to bypass the multitude. I'm going to

take you there. Vineyards that you

haven't planted, houses that you haven't

built, is the stuff that I have for

you."

>> Hallelujah.

>> You know, the Bible says that

when you seek the kingdom first,

>> in justice, you're you're unshakable.

>> You're unbreakable. You're unstoppable.

The Bible says if not even injustice can

stop your destiny. You know when I think

about injustice, I'm thinking about

always go back to Joseph. Think about

Joseph. It's it's like the craziest

thing. His own family sold him out. You

do you understand that when your own

family sells you, you know, they put an

ad on marketplace, little brother for

sale,

will include tunic of many colors for

$50 more dollars. You know, dude,

this guy got sold by his own family into

slavery. It was not so to work at the

circus or like he he got sold to be a

slave.

But when you know when you seek the

kingdom first when you're marked by God

it doesn't matter what people do against

you they do against you got no effect

over your destiny over your calling as a

matter of fact the Bible says in

Pyifar's house God prospered Joseph so

much that he was put in charge of

everything

>> and then another injustice took place it

was wrong he deserved punishment he was

falsifully falsely accused of a crime

and he was put in prison.

He could be bitter. He could be

offended. He could be like, "My own

family betrayed me. Every Pifar's house

betrayed me. Now I'm in jail. I'm in

prison." But when you seek the kingdom

first, God will use even that prison

that they place you in. He will use it

as a training camp for you. He say,

"Don't worry, Joseph. I'm going to use

this to train you. I'm going to use this

to equip you." There is jails right now.

There are situations that you are in

right now that you feel there's

injustice that you feel that you've been

doing wrong that you have been shortch

changed that you feel is and and and

probably so probably righteously so you

have been betrayed you have been hurt

you have been done wrong but the Lord

says don't worry when you are marked by

me when you seek the kingdom first

everything will operate for your good I

will make the the natural the spiritual

the good the bad and the ugly conspire

for your favor that that that I will use

you as a training camp. I will form you

in that place. Do you know when when

Joseph got

into his moment to shine,

the Bible says that it was his gift that

opened the door for him. But it was his

process of training that actually

equipped him to stay in that position

because he was able to to to um be able

to interpret these dreams since he was a

kid. He can do that with his eyes

closed.

But the Lord says, I'm going to use even

the minations, the evil that people try

to do against you as a training ground

for you. In Pyifar's house, he training

how to handle abundance. In the jail, he

he he learned how to handle very little

and stretch the little he got. So when

he came to his opportunity to his open

door, he knew exactly what to do because

God used the process of training in his

life. Instead of becoming bitter, he was

faithful to the process set in front of

him because he then he looked at his

brother and say, "I know what you did

was evil, but God used it. Don't worry

about me." But that's why when you are

in the kingdom of heaven, the law of

offense don't work over you because you

know it doesn't matter what they do

against you. They have no power over

your destiny. It will not stop your

destiny because your destiny is in the

hands of God. Yeah.

>> The government looks at Jesus and say,

"Don't you know I have the power to kill

you right now." And Jesus laughed

said, "You got no power, but the power

that my father in heaven gave you. I'm

not going to be offended at you. I know

you're about to crucify me. I know

you're about to kill me, but you were

never in control." Because God will even

use the cross to take you to that place

of resurrection. He will use your

process. Even the process that people

use against you, the Lord said, "I'm

going to use it on your behalf to form

you, to shape you." So when you get into

your space, you will have all the

training, all the equipping that you

need. So some people that they're stuck

right now. And the only reason you're

stuck is because you're still holding on

to that past.

>> And the Lord is saying, "You got to let

go.

>> You got to let it go. so little compared

to where I want to take you. You're so

hold on to that offense, seeking that

justice, seeking that restitution. And

God says, "Forgive that debt. Release

them because he got no power over your

destiny." As a matter of fact, do you

know Judas advanced Jesus destiny more

like Peter?

>> Peter the friend tried to slow him down.

He said, "I will keep you from dying. I

will protect you so you don't die." And

he said, "Get behind me, Satan.

Because I know it look bad. I know it

look like suffering. But I have seen

into the future. When you seek the

kingdom first, you can never outgive

God. When you seek the kingdom first, he

will use everything for your good. It

doesn't matter how bad it look. It

doesn't matter what form, what weapons

are formed against you, they will not

prosper.

And Judah's betrayal accelerated his

purpose.

And God is saying to the church, there's

so offenses you need to let go. There's

some I know it was wrong and it deserve

punishment, but it's so little compared

to where I want to take you. You need to

let go so I can take you into that

place. Do you know Lot's wife was so

concerned about something that God was

done with that she stopped her destiny?

She was so distracted. She was looking

back into something that God says, "I'm

done with it. It's finished.

and she become bitter. Well, she become

salty actually.

There's some salty people in the church

because you are too distracted what was

in the past and you can see what the

Lord have in the future for you.

And God is saying, "Hey, look forward.

Look forward. I will use it all. I will

use it all." The Bible says that even

the laws of scarcity and poverty have no

power over you. You know the Bible says

in first Kings 17:14 16 says the the

1 Kings 17:14

bean of flour shall not be used up nor

shall the jar of oil run dry until the

day the Lord sends rain on the earth.

Now this is a story. This is a widow

that is the the whole time. Understand

this the whole area is in a famine. It's

not just the widow struggling in this

scripture. The whole area is in a

famine. The economic system was

collapsing. There was issues with the

economy of the whole region. And she's

struggling. But she said, "You know

what? My husband seek the kingdom first.

We were under covenant. We're radical

pursuers of his presence. We pursue the

kingdom first." And you know what she

did? The prophet told her, "Give me

first. Plant a seed." Because in in the

kingdom of heaven, it works differently.

Even in famine, even in need, we give.

>> Why? Because we know we cannot outgive

God. Because we understand he activates

a spiritual principle in the heavens

where he activates you die to your own

personal provision and you embrace his

provision. You you let go of the economy

of this earth and you can take part of

the economy of heaven. So when you give

your tithes and your offering, the Bible

says the Lord himself will rebuke the

devour for your sake. You know, and and

this is the thing like there's many

people you you may agree or may

disagree, but you need to be if you are

a disciple, you need to be a giver.

>> You need to be giving your tithes, your

offerings. I believe personally 10% is

the bare minimum

>> that you should be giving.

>> I believe I'm believing and I'm telling

Jennifer uh and we're in agreement. say

we want to be so blessed that we get 50

60 80% you know and and if it's 80% of

millions you know that can I can make

that work.

So I'm asking God, God, why you don't

test me on that? I haven't been tested

with a lot of money. Maybe that's sift

me with that. You know,

couple million. See what happens. You

know, worst case scenario, we tried it

and

you know, I said, "Well, that was not

it." You know,

but maybe that's where I exhale. You

know, maybe I was born to be rich. I

don't know.

But the Bible says this woman gave out

of her need

because she knew she was operating into

a different economy. She knew the laws

of famine and scarcity have no power

over her. And the Bible says

supernatural provisional breakthrough

came to her. It says the flower they all

never cease in her house. Because when

you are in the kingdom of heaven, when

you pursue the kingdom first, these laws

don't apply to you. the laws of desire

don't apply to you. You can give in the

time of your need. You can plant seeds

in the time of your need because you

know that God is going to back you up.

You know there's going to be provision

that he's going to make a way where

there was no way. Now there is people

here that you may be stuck right now

financially on many areas of your life

and and the enemy is telling you you

need to hoard it. You need to save it

all. You need to keep it. And the Lord

said no just give in this season. I

believe there's going to be people that

God is going to put on your heart to

give flamboyant offerings in this

season. I believe God is raising

millionaires of in this house because

the Lord says that no vision will go

without provision and he wants to use

you to be a kingdom funer. So we need to

break this law of scarcity and poverty

from our minds and say that don't apply

to me. You know I operate under a

different economy.

I believe in this season,

God is calling disciples to a brand new

level.

I believe this is a season

where God is telling the church, I need

you all in.

You cannot be in two mindsets anymore. I

said, we're going to decide today.

You're going to either serve Baal or

you're going to serve God. For me and my

house, we will serve him first. They

asked Jesus what is the greatest

commandment

and he say to seek the Lord your God to

love him with all your heart, soul,

heart, and spirit. That's the main law.

You submit to him the Bible says and the

enemies will flee from you. That he

becomes a shield for you. That he

becomes your everything. But I do

believe there's people in this room that

God is calling you to a higher level.

that he's saying you you may need to

reach out if you're part of primary

leadership, if you're part of a

leadership development. And if you are

not, you need to be where God is saying,

"No, I want you to be a disciple. I just

don't want to I don't want you to be an

observer or a reporter in the kingdom. I

want you in. I want you to pick up your

cross and follow me." There's some

people here that you may have to reach

out to your leaders and say, "How can I

build my house? How can I serve the

kingdom? How can I come to a higher

level of covenant with this house? And I

ask you this, if you look at this last

month, when you look at your time,

space, and money, can you prove that you

value the kingdom of heaven

based on how much money, time, and space

you have provided for the Lord?

I'm I'm blown away by the decisions

people make that say, "Oh, the kingdom

first." And I love it because, you know,

you have beautiful worship here at North

Palm and the spirit falls and you see

people crying say, "God, I give you my

all. Send me." Then we got a conference

and you got to beg people. So I I I can

come to the conference. I can pursue the

kingdom. I can do this. You ask for

volunteers and and and and you get these

responses sometimes.

The Bible says there was a call

made to people

and some people answered that call, some

people did not. The Bible says that rich

young ruler was given the chance to

change history with Jesus.

Not ever again we will see Jesus coming

to the earth like he did in that season.

He's coming back. Well, he's coming back

in glory and power to get his church.

But in that moment, he have a

one-in-a-lifetime opportunity to follow

Jesus, to make history with him. I

believe this is the season that God is

telling the church, I inviting you to

make history with me. Come, leave

everything behind and follow me. Just

follow me. That's all I'm asking. I

don't care what you're dealing with. I

chose you. You did not chose me.

You thought you were pursuing me. I was

pursuing you.

And when I chose you, I knew exactly

what you lack, exactly what you needed.

And the enemy want you to be so overly

concerned about what you're lacking

about these processes, about these laws.

And God is saying you're above that law.

You're a troublemaker. You're a

disruptor that don't apply to you. So I

just pray, Father, in Jesus name, I just

want to invite you to bow your head. I

just in Jesus' name I just ask you

father to break right now.

We surrender every idol, every other

lover that we have in our heart any

other pursue,

anything else in this season that we

have value more than you.

We destroy every altar and every high

place this morning.

You told the church, "One thing I have

against you. I've seen your works, seen

what you have done, but you have and and

team preach about this. You have loved

that first love." He says, "I want to be

your first and only love

right now as we speak. These chains are

breaking. These limits are breaking over

you. All this stuff that the enemy tried

to tell you, oh, you don't have the

education, you don't have the

background, you don't know the people,

you don't have the platform." I rebuke

that in Jesus' name. God says, "I'm

about to put you on a fast track. You're

going to skip some lines in this season

because you have chose me first and you

will not be put to shame because what

I'm about to do is going to be

transformational."

And I just invite you to make covenant

right now with God to those who feel

led. Now, don't make a covenant if

you're not ready to make those

covenants.

But I feel there's a spirit. God

operates through covenants. It's a

covenant keeping God.

And there's some people that God is

saying, I'm I'm renewing. It's a time to

renew your vows with me. It's time to

renew your comm your your commitment to

leadership, your commitment to give,

your comm commitment to serve, your

commitment to build the kingdom. How are

you using your resources and your

giftings to build the kingdom?

God is putting a demand on that. He say,

"Seek me first and I will add everything

else.

My children don't have to be concerned

about all those trivial things. I got

your back." And I want you as you do

that, you go to this place where your

love beyond measure.

His word says, "I cannot love you any

more than I love you right now. Not even

things in heaven, on the earth, or below

the earth, the past, present, or future,

can keep you from my love. You are my

child. I love you. I got your back. I

got your back. I got you protected. And

as that perfect love comes upon you, all

this fear, all this anxiety, all this

narrative or this urge fades away and

breaks over you right now in Jesus name.

Because those laws don't apply to you.

And that love is casting out all fear,

all anxiety, all turmoil.

And you take your eyes from yourself,

from your situation, from the economy,

from the natural things. And this

morning, you lift up your eyes to the

heels where your help comes from. Many

trust in chariots, many trust in

soldiers, but you pray, you trust the

Lord.

And you may be here this morning

and you may not even have a relationship

with Jesus. Or maybe you had a

relationship with Jesus and that

disconnected somehow.

You know,

one of the laws that did not apply to

me, you know, I thought when we talk

about the laws of sin and death, I was

supposed to be dead.

Like I say, I was a very bad sinner. I

deserve it all. If I was in the courts

of heaven, I will tell you it's true. I

did it. I was rebellious. I sin against

you. I deserve to be dead

by those laws.

But Jesus said, "I know I became sin for

you."

He looked at me and he said, "Those laws

don't apply to you

cuz I took your sin in the cross. That

is paid for."

And there's some people here that have

been even serving the Lord for a while.

And the and the enemy's been trying to

bind you with this legalism and this

religion. And God is saying, "I love

you. I pay for all that. I don't came to

abolish the law, but through me was

fulfilled."

And I thought it was unfair. I thought

it was it it it it was it was not right

because I just made one prayer but that

prayer transformed my whole life and I

felt how that blood of Jesus came upon

me and erased all my sins. All the stuff

that I was trying to fix with

anti-depressive and ADHD medication and

alcohol and drugs just trying to find

that peace. Just trying to find that

love. Just trying to find that place

where I belong.

one prayer

and I just felt the spirit of the Lord

coming upon me and for the first time in

years I felt peace.

That law was broken over