Sermon
Do You Have A Heart For Ministry?
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But since we were torn away from you brothers for a short time, in person not in heart,
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we endeavored the more eagerly and with great desire to see you face to face.
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Because we wanted to come to you, I Paul again and again, but Satan hindered us.
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For what is our hope or joy or crown of boasting before our Lord at his coming? Is it not you?
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You are our glory and joy.
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Making disciples is just part and parcel of the Christian life, isn't it?
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Not only did Jesus explicitly command us to do it, that's the heart of the Great Commission, right?
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There's really only one imperative in the Great Commission in Matthew 28,
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and it's to go and make disciples of all nations.
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But Jesus didn't only command it.
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And wanting to help other people know and follow Jesus is part of the transformation
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that God does in us when he saves us.
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Think about your conversion.
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Everything in your life up to that point was for you, ultimately, foundationally.
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You pursued your desires.
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You pursued your affections.
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You pursued your sin.
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Everything that you wanted out of life, you pursued it.
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And then you were introduced to Christ, and you realized that all the things you were pursuing,
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whether it be sin or philosophies, whatever it was, all of those things were wrong.
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That they were not leading you to satisfaction in life.
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They were leading you to death and eternal separation from God.
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That it was actually going to be unsatisfying in your life.
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And then you found Christ to be the satisfaction, right?
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You make a switch.
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Everything changes at that point, doesn't it?
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All of your goals change.
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Your affections change.
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That's not because you change them.
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It's because God does this work in you.
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He transforms you.
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He transforms everything.
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Now you think, behold, all things are become new, Paul says.
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A part of that transformation is this progressive change whereby we are turning away from worldly pursuits,
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maybe good pursuits that just are not the best pursuits, and we begin to pursue other things.
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One of the things we begin to pursue is the discipling of other people.
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We want other people to know Jesus.
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We want to help other people faithfully follow him.
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And if you're a Christian, you will happily engage in discipling others when given opportunities to do it.
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In fact, a genuine believer who is an unwilling participant in gospel work is an anomaly, if not even an impossibility.
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Still, being willing to participate in gospel work is not exactly the same as having a heart to do it.
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We understand that, right?
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We acknowledge everybody has passions, right?
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We all have things that we love, things that we give ourselves to, and that's different for all of us.
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I may be a willing participant if Shane ever invites me to his house to watch Lord of the Rings.
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I may be happy to sit with my friend and endure 18 hours worth of little men, hairy men that are doing some weird thing with a ring.
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I may be a willing participant in that.
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I may even experience some kind of joy in the process of it.
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I'm not going to feel that in the same way that Shane does because he loves it, doesn't he?
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It's a passion for him in some sense.
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He's going to pursue that in a different kind of way.
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We understand the difference, right?
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There's a difference between being happy to be involved with something, but then actually having a passion for it, having a heart to do it.
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And it's a casual approach to discipleship that really is driven largely by convenience and ease that plagues many Christians in our context, isn't it?
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Again, it's not that we're unwilling to engage in gospel work.
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Most of us really, honestly, we would be thrilled if somebody we know came to us today and asked us about our faith.
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We would be so overjoyed if somebody came and sought counsel from us.
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If we could just take our Bible and help them know how to be a better Christian or a more faithful, we would be so happy to do that.
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However, a heart that is driven to that, a heart that's driven by that experience, eludes many of us, maybe all of us to some extent.
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So that rather than having gospel ministry as a priority of our lives, it becomes almost an optional matter.
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We squeeze it in when we can, and we're happy when it works.
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Unfortunately, it's easy to get so busy giving our hearts to other endeavors that we even eventually begin to miss those clear opportunities that the Lord gives us, isn't it?
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We give our hearts to so many things.
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We give our time to so many things.
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How much time, how much affection, how much heart are we giving to the work of the Lord?
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Christ calls us to something different than that, something actually greater than this.
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The Christians we read about in the New Testament, they immerse themselves in the life of the church.
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They focus tremendous effort on making disciples in their communities around the world.
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But those efforts were born from a heart-level desire to participate with God in His saving work.
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And Paul is one of the clearest examples of this that we find anywhere in the Scriptures.
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And through his letter to the Thessalonian church, we discover what it looks like when someone has a heart for ministry.
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Not that they're just happy to be involved when it works out.
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But what does it look like when somebody really is giving themselves to gospel work and gospel ministry?
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I think our text helps us get a glimpse of that.
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And I pray that the Lord will use it to shape our own hearts this morning.
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Just three things here to point out.
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A heart for ministry has an unrelenting desire to minister to people.
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As an unrelenting desire to minister to people.
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Again, not mere willingness, but a serious desire and affection that drives intentional effort and action.
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Okay?
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Verse 17.
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Paul says,
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You see the two portions here, the two categories.
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There is desire.
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There's affection on one hand in this verse.
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And that affection is driving effort, action in the second half of the verse.
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Now it's Luke that records for us in Acts chapter 17 the explanation of how Paul's time ended so abruptly and dramatically in Thessalonica.
Acts 17 chapter mention
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He had enjoyed a relatively short season of fruitful ministry there.
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The church is coming together.
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A few people have been saved.
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They're excited about serving the Lord.
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And a group of jealous Jews were told incites a mob against Paul.
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Violent mob.
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And he and his team, which included Silas and Timothy, were forced to escape the city.
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They had to leave quickly under cover of night.
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And then what we find here in verse 17 is Paul is addressing them after that fact.
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And what we find is that since their escape, Paul and Silas and Timothy worked relentlessly to do what?
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To try to go back.
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They've been forced out.
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And now they're doing everything that they can to get back to Thessalonica.
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But why?
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Because their heart's desire was to be with them.
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But Paul's heart's desire was not merely to be with them, but to be with them in a particular way.
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His unrelenting desire was to continue ministering the gospel to them.
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Discipling them in the faith.
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These young believers who are being abused and persecuted by unbelievers.
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He's concerned for them.
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He's worried for them.
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He wants to get to them so that he can serve the gospel.
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So he can strengthen their faith.
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So he can help establish and strengthen them.
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As a fledgling congregation there in Thessalonica.
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And this desire that he has in his heart, it's oozing out of the language that he uses here.
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Let's look first at the affection with which he speaks.
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He references his departure as being torn away.
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Literally, orphaned is the word here.
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Since we were orphaned from you, Paul says.
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The extent to which we feel loss is directly linked to the measure of our affection for that thing or for that person.
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If you lose a pen and it means nothing to you, you won't worry too much over it.
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But when you have an heirloom handed down to you maybe from a family member or a loved one.
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And it gets misplaced or it gets lost.
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It matters, doesn't it?
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It bothers us.
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We feel loss for the thing because of our affection for the thing.
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Paul's affection for the Thessalonians is so great that being forced to leave them felt like being, quote,
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torn away from his own family, orphaned.
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That's pretty tremendous love.
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But their separation wasn't hopeless, was it?
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He says that it was only for a short time.
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Now at the time of this letter, we know Paul hasn't been back to Thessalonica.
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He doesn't know if he's going to be back to Thessalonica.
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He's at Corinth at the time.
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Who knows if he'll actually be able to make it back.
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So how can he actually say this?
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How can he say that their separation is but for a short time?
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Of course, maybe he's not talking about going back to Thessalonica at all.
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Maybe, as is a common theme through the letter, he's got his eyes on the coming of Christ.
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Acknowledging that even if he doesn't make it back now, he's confident that they would at least be reunited at Christ's return.
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All we were torn away, but it's only for a short time.
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Ultimately, we'll be brought back together when our Lord returns.
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The gospel assures us of this, doesn't it?
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Even in the letter, even in his moments of personal correspondence, he's ministering the gospel.
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That's where his heart was.
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Reminding them that any sense of separation that we feel now, whether in life or in death, we understand as believers, that's but temporary.
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It's but for a short time.
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The gospel gives us hope of a certain future.
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We will be reunited together when he returns.
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Paul may have been torn away in person, but his heart was still with them.
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And it's this affection that helps convey this unrelenting desire to get back there and minister further.
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It's an affection that we must cultivate if we're ever to have a heart for gospel ministry that looks anything like Paul's heart.
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But it's not just affection here, is it?
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That affection is doing something.
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It's leading to something in the text.
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It's leading to action.
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Action.
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Paul's affection for the people drove him to intentional effort.
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He says, since being torn away from them, he, quote, endeavored more eagerly and with great desire to see them face to face, to get back.
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Paul and his team, they didn't wait for opportunities to present themselves.
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No, they labored.
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Relentlessly, even it seems, to find ways to minister to the people.
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That's what a heart for gospel ministry does.
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It has an unrelenting desire to minister the gospel to people, to disciple people, to share the gospel with people.
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And what we find here in Paul's example, this is why it's so convicting.
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What we find here in Paul's example is it's a far cry from the convenience-based form of ministry that pervades our hearts.
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When's the last time you could say that you endeavored more eagerly and with great desire to minister the gospel to someone else?
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That your priority at that moment was to do whatever you could to remove any obstacle possible that you could
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in order that you could go and serve the gospel to that person, to comfort them in Christ, to share the truth with them?
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Why so different for Paul than for us?
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It's not a difference in calling or gifting, though Paul had a unique call and was certainly a gifted apostle.
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But that's not the key difference here.
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It's the spiritual cultivation of a heart that prioritizes gospel work.
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I think that's the difference.
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It's not that Paul's example is unattainable.
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It's just that he cultivated a heart to do this thing.
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Now, there's one more thing that's worth our note here in this verse.
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Paul's desire is further demonstrated in his effort to see them in a particular way.
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Did you pick up on that in verse 17?
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We endeavored more eagerly and with great desire to see you face to face.
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This is a portion of the text that is especially relevant today, isn't it?
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I find it actually maybe the most convicting thing here.
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Face to face, personal, embodied presence with these people
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so that he might most effectively and fruitfully minister the gospel to you.
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Communication technology can be wonderfully helpful to gospel ministry.
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It really can.
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It can also render it powerless and ineffective
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when our use of it is really aimed at efficiency more than effective ministry.
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Here's what I mean.
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We're in an age where the prevailing thought,
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and probably my prevailing thought is,
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why schedule a meeting when an email will do?
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Why go to coffee if we can just make a phone call?
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Why make a phone call if a text message will suffice?
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Why go through all the trouble to type out 10 words in a text message
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when you can just give the thumbs up, right?
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This is how we think, isn't it?
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And it's not all bad.
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Efficiency can be a good thing.
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And I'm certainly not saying that use of communication technology
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is something we should avoid in gospel ministry.
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That's not at all what I'm saying.
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Clearly, Paul is using communication technology in this letter.
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He's writing a letter because at this time, he can't be with them.
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And yet he uses what's available to him in the moment
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to minister the gospel, to minister effectively as he can
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to the people in Thessalonica.
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But he understood the different implicit, explicitly here in the verse.
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He understands that there is a power in the written word,
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but it pales in comparison to the power of personal embodied presence
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to effectively minister to someone.
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When it comes to gospel ministry,
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we might do well to kind of reverse the typical thought.
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Why send a text message when I can call them
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and I can hear their voice and they can hear mine?
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Why call them when I can take the time
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to sit down and show my heart and bear my heart in a letter?
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Why sit down and bear my heart in a letter
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when I could change my schedule to go to their home
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or sit down at coffee or invite them into my home
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in order that I might especially encourage them in the faith?
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Do you see?
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There's something here for us.
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We'll miss it if we don't pay attention, but it's there.
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Oh, I just wanted more than anything to see you face to face
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because Paul knew the most effective ministry
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happens when we are embodied in presence with someone else.
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Now, can I just encourage you as a church to take this part seriously?
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And let me just say, I understand my weakness here.
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You know my weakness in this better than anyone.
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What must we do?
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What must we sacrifice intentionally
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in order that we might effectively minister to one another face to face?
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Is what we would have to give up worth it?
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And I think we'd have to say, almost exclusively,
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yes, yes.
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What stands between you and embodied ministry to others?
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Most often it's just busyness, isn't it?
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We're busy.
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We're too busy.
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What can we do this year to be less busy
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so that we can be more intentional in our efforts to one another?
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Having that unrelenting desire to minister to one another
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the gospel of Jesus Christ.
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Secondly,
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Heart for Gospel Ministry recognizes
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recognizes and fights against Satan's hindrances.
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It recognizes and fights against Satan's hindrances.
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Look at verse 18.
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Because we wanted to come to you.
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And then Paul inserts this very personal note.
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I, Paul,
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again and again,
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I wanted to come to you.
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And the reason we haven't come to you is not because
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we don't want to.
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He says,
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Satan has hindered us.
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Satan's hindered us.
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But implicit in his statement is,
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though Satan has hindered us,
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we keep trying
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again and again.
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We're trying to overcome the obstacles.
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We're trying to get there.
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We want to serve you.
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We want to be with you.
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There's always obstacles to gospel ministry,
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isn't there?
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And the reason there's always obstacles to gospel ministry
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is because we have a real,
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real spiritual enemy
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fighting against us
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every day.
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Paul didn't explain exactly
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how Satan continued to hinder him.
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It's probably many different ways.
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But that's not the point anyways.
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The point in the statement
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is that he recognized Satan's opposition
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and he fought against it.
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Again and again.
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He didn't quit on it.
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He wasn't unrelenting.
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He was unrelenting.
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He pursued it,
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recognizing that the obstacles
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that were in his way
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were not God's obstacles.
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They were Satan's obstacles.
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And he had the discernment to see that.
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Now, I think these traits
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are essential marks of those
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with a heart for ministry.
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They don't easily give in.
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But as Peter said,
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they're vigilant,
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watchful,
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faithful to resist the devil in faith,
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trusting that God's in control,
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leaning on God's providence
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in those moments.
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Scriptures routinely call us
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to be alert to Satan's devices
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and fight against them
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in the power of the Spirit.
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But here's the rub.
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How can we know
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when a particular obstacle
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or hindrance in our life,
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a real thing,
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a tangible thing,
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a hindrance or an obstacle,
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how can we know
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when that is something
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that has been brought to us
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by God
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because he doesn't want us
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to pursue that any further
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versus something
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that is actually an obstacle
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by the evil one
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in order to fight against us?
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How can we know?
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After all,
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in Acts 16,
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Luke tells us
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that there were multiple occasions
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where Paul was trying
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to go to certain places
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to minister,
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but it was the Holy Spirit
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that hindered him.
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And when the Holy Spirit
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hindered him,
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he submitted to that.
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He didn't fight against it.
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He submitted to it
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and he went a different direction
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under the leadership
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of the Spirit.
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But how can he know
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the difference?
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How can we?
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At least part of the answer
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has to come down
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to our personal walk
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with God,
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doesn't it?
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If you're a Christian,
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God's Spirit dwells in you.
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That's a promise
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that we have from God
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that when he saves us,
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he indwells us.
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It's a new covenant promise.
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It was prophesied
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in the Old Testament
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that it would happen.
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At the day of Pentecost,
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it was demonstrated
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that it had happened.
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And now it's a promise
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we cling to
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that when God saves us,
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he lives within us.
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And what is it
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that the Spirit
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within us does?
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Well, the Scriptures
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tell us that he guides us
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into all truth.
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He teaches us his word.
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He reminds us
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of the things
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that Christ taught.
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He guides us.
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He directs us.
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He gives us
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the discernment we need
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to understand the day.
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As we give ourselves
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to meditating
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on the Scripture,
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to communing
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with God in prayer,
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to gathering
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for corporate worship,
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all of these things
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are ways
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that the Holy Spirit
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directs and informs
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our hearts
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in godly wisdom.
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There is just
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some Christian discernment
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that cannot be explained
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by any other thing
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than the indwelling presence
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of the Spirit
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at work
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through his word
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and through his people
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in us.
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therefore,
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we walk
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by the Spirit
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in faith,
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don't we?
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We submit
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to his direction
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and then we persevere
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when he exposes
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the work
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of the devil
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in our lives.
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You say,
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that doesn't really
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answer my question.
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I don't know
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what else to say.
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We must lean
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on the Lord
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in this.
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I think there's
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something else
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here for us
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to wrestle with
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for just a moment
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as it relates
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to Paul saying
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that Satan
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has hindered him.
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Paul's doing
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a good work,
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isn't he?
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We understand
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why Satan
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would want
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to hinder him.
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We also understand
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that God's sovereignty
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rules over
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the power of Satan.
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There is a sense
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in which
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the problem of evil
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that so many people
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wrestle with
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is something
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that we continue
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to wrestle with
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as believers,
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isn't it?
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We might come
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to a passage
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like this
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and we see,
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look at the effectiveness
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of Paul's ministry
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in Thessalonica.
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Why would God
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ever allow
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this kind
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of hindrance
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to stand
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in his way
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from something
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so good?
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Maybe we can
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wrestle with this
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for just a moment.
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God is sovereign
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over all things.
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We believe that.
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Even what's possible
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for Satan to do.
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And I do believe
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that we can trust
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the Lord
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even when the forces
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of hell
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are at war
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against us.
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Who else
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will we trust?
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Now evidence
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of this truth
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is found
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all throughout
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the scripture
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that what Satan
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means for evil
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God often uses
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for good.
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We see that phrase
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especially
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in the story
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of Joseph,
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don't we?
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We get to the end
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of the account.
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He's finally reunited
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with his brothers.
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They think
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he's going to kill them
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because he's
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one of the most
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powerful people
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in the world now
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and they keep
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apologizing.
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And do you remember
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what he said?
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He said,
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listen,
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you meant it
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for evil.
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God meant it
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for good
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to save
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much people.
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There's no way
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that as he's
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in the pit
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in the wilderness
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or as he's
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in the prison
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after being lied
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about by Potiphar's
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wife,
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there's no way
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that Joseph
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can see
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what God's doing.
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but he trusts
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that God's
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doing something.
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He knows
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that evil
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is present
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and God
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is allowing it
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but he trusts
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the Lord
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in it.
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Now is there
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any better place
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or more
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clear place
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for us
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to see
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this truth
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so evident
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than at the cross?
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Jesus himself
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on the night
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of his arrest
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at the last supper
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he says
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the son of man
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goes as it
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has been determined
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for him to go.
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In other words
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all of this
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is happening
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according to
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the will
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of the father
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that was
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predetermined
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before the world
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began.
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But then he
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pronounces a judgment
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on Judas
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he says
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but woe to him
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who betrays
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the son of man.
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Now how could
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it be both ways?
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Judas
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the Roman soldiers
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the Jews
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who turned him over
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all the people
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involved
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it was their
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real sin
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out of their
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desire of
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indwelling sin
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that carried out
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those acts
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and yet
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God was sovereign
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over every
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evil act
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that they
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committed
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and it was
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for man's
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ultimate
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greatest good
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because
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God allowed
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that evil
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tragedy
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to take place
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to his only
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son
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we have
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eternal salvation
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we have
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life
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we have
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forgiveness
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and this is
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something the
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apostles picked up
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on
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if you read
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through the sermons
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in the book
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of Acts
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they mention it
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over and over
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Peter in particular
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that God
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determined this
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God determined
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this
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but you
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killed him
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he said
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as he preaches
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to the Jews
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what does he
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mean?
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yes there's evil
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yes that's a
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result of our
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own sin
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yes there's an
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enemy that's
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fighting against
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us
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yes God is
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sovereign over
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it
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yes we can
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trust that
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he's working
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the good for
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his people
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in all of
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those things
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and I think
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it's with this
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view in mind
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that we come
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to verse 18
-
when Paul
-
says Satan
-
keeps hindering
-
us
-
but we keep
-
fighting
-
he's fighting
-
because he's
-
fighting against
-
an enemy
-
he's not
-
fighting against
-
God in that
-
sense
-
and yet he
-
trusts the
-
Lord with it
-
doesn't he
-
he trusts the
-
Lord
-
so while trusting
-
God's sovereignty
-
he fights against
-
Satan's hindrances
-
and so should
-
we
-
so what does
-
a heart for
-
gospel ministry
-
do?
-
well it's
-
unrelenting in
-
its desire to
-
minister to
-
people
-
it works hard
-
at it
-
it's an
-
intentional
-
purpose of
-
life
-
and when
-
obstacles get
-
in the way
-
it cultivates
-
through its
-
own personal
-
worship
-
a discernment
-
to know
-
is this
-
something that
-
God is
-
telling me to
-
change course
-
in or is
-
this something
-
I need to
-
continue to
-
pursue because
-
the enemy
-
is at work
-
does that
-
fights against
-
it
-
thirdly
-
a heart for
-
gospel ministry
-
is motivated
-
by the joy
-
of presenting
-
others to
-
Jesus
-
at his
-
return
-
verse 19
-
Paul says
-
what is our
-
hope
-
or joy
-
or crown
-
of boasting
-
before our
-
Lord Jesus
-
at his
-
coming
-
is it
-
not you
-
he says
-
you are
-
our glory
-
and joy
-
this is the
-
purpose statement
-
for Paul's
-
longing
-
for his
-
desire
-
it's the
-
explanation
-
it reveals
-
the motivation
-
to return
-
to Thessalonica
-
his hope
-
to present
-
these Christians
-
and others
-
to Jesus
-
when he
-
comes
-
and returns
-
his joy
-
was for God
-
to use him
-
to make more
-
disciples for
-
Christ
-
his reward
-
to be a
-
witness
-
of those
-
to whom
-
he ministered
-
the gospel
-
to see them
-
escape God's
-
judgment
-
that's what's
-
motivating him
-
here
-
at least in the
-
text
-
right
-
he's got
-
this desire
-
he's fighting
-
hard against
-
the enemy
-
what's motivating
-
all of this
-
he just wants
-
to minister
-
to more
-
he wants to
-
present more
-
people to
-
Christ
-
and we need
-
to be careful
-
not to
-
misunderstand
-
what he
-
means here
-
how can
-
this be
-
true
-
and then
-
Paul also
-
say in
-
another place
-
that he
-
was determined
-
to boast
-
in nothing
-
but the
-
cross of
-
Christ
-
is there
-
contradiction
-
or do
-
those things
-
somehow
-
fit together
-
of course
-
they fit
-
together
-
this isn't
-
about
-
recognition
-
Paul knew
-
only God
-
can be
-
credited
-
and glorified
-
for anyone's
-
salvation
-
and anyone's
-
sanctification
-
his glorying
-
in the
-
Thessalonican
-
Christians
-
recognizes
-
the partnership
-
that God
-
affords us
-
in his
-
saving purposes
-
look just a
-
couple of
-
verses later
-
in chapter 3
-
we'll get there
-
next week
-
notice what he
-
calls Timothy
-
in chapter 3
-
in verse 2
-
we sent
-
Timothy our
-
brother
-
and God's
-
co-worker
-
in the gospel
-
not my
-
co-worker
-
God's
-
co-worker
-
Paul wasn't
-
looking to
-
revel in his
-
own achievement
-
he's looking to
-
revel in God's
-
achievement
-
through him
-
his ultimate
-
desire is not
-
his own glory
-
it's God's
-
glory
-
and he knows
-
that God is
-
glorified
-
by every soul
-
that turns from
-
sin
-
to Christ
-
and he
-
recognized
-
this wonderful
-
opportunity
-
afforded to
-
him
-
by God
-
to participate
-
in that
-
work
-
to be a
-
co-laborer
-
with God
-
in the salvation
-
of souls
-
and that
-
motivated him
-
it drove him
-
my joy
-
is to see
-
God glorified
-
by your
-
salvation
-
and he's
-
allowed me
-
to have a
-
part in that
-
so why do I
-
want to get
-
back to you
-
because you're
-
my glory
-
and joy
-
because my
-
glory and joy
-
is the glory
-
of God
-
and the joy
-
of God
-
his desire
-
to minister
-
again in
-
Thessalonica
-
it's motivated
-
by a zealousness
-
for God's glory
-
and a love
-
for those
-
whom he served
-
the one
-
with a true
-
heart for
-
ministry
-
their hope
-
and joy
-
and glory
-
is to see
-
others faithfully
-
follow Christ
-
and what
-
drives your
-
gospel ministry
-
to others
-
what motivates
-
it
-
we might
-
have to be
-
honest and
-
say well
-
to be honest
-
I'm motivated
-
by guilt
-
I know that
-
if I don't
-
engage
-
it would be
-
wrong
-
and it is
-
the avoidance
-
of guilt
-
that actually
-
drives me
-
to do the
-
thing
-
I think
-
that's reasonable
-
to some extent
-
but it can't
-
be all
-
of course
-
we want to
-
obey the
-
Lord
-
we don't
-
want to
-
live in
-
disobedience
-
we don't
-
want to
-
live under
-
his guilt
-
for sure
-
but that
-
can't be
-
our main
-
motivation
-
perhaps
-
sometimes
-
our gospel
-
work is
-
out of a
-
sense of
-
obligation
-
oh
-
pastor's
-
asking again
-
that we
-
do the
-
thing
-
I guess
-
I should
-
sign up
-
for the
-
group
-
or I'm
-
going to
-
be scowled
-
at
-
obligated
-
to do
-
stuff
-
I gotta
-
go do
-
the
-
evangelistic
-
thing
-
I gotta
-
I need
-
to say
-
this
-
we feel
-
an obligation
-
to it
-
maybe that's
-
related to
-
guilt
-
I think
-
the thing
-
that drives
-
those with
-
a really
-
a sincere
-
heart for
-
discipling
-
I think
-
it's driven
-
by joy
-
it's just
-
joy in
-
knowing that
-
you get to
-
be a part
-
of God's
-
work
-
there's
-
really nothing
-
quite like
-
seeing
-
someone
-
grow in
-
their faith
-
because God
-
uses you
-
to minister
-
to them
-
in a
-
particular
-
way
-
there's
-
joy
-
what motivates
-
the work
-
that you
-
do in
-
our church
-
through our
-
church
-
and to
-
our
-
church
-
what I've
-
tried to
-
do is
-
lay out
-
for you
-
from this
-
text
-
through Paul's
-
example
-
what it
-
looks like
-
to have
-
a heart
-
for ministry
-
it isn't
-
casual
-
it doesn't
-
work
-
it's an
-
unrelenting
-
desire to
-
build others
-
up in
-
Christ
-
it fights
-
against the
-
enemy
-
its efforts
-
are driven
-
by joy
-
we just
-
want to
-
see people
-
come to
-
Christ
-
and glorify
-
the Lord
-
it's as
-
passionate
-
for God's
-
work now
-
as it was
-
for sin
-
prior to
-
knowing
-
Christ
-
and it's
-
not a
-
reality
-
reserved
-
for those
-
who like
-
Paul
-
have unique
-
ministry
-
callings
-
I think
-
this is
-
something
-
God
-
delights
-
for all
-
of us
-
to possess
-
but the
-
fact is
-
that
-
many of
-
us
-
if not
-
all of
-
us
-
are going
-
to fall
-
short
-
of this
-
I think
-
we probably
-
all say
-
yeah
-
probably
-
all of
-
us
-
I don't
-
mean to
-
lay a
-
burden
-
on you
-
with that
-
I think
-
we understand
-
the progressive
-
sanctifying
-
work of
-
God
-
so let
-
me close
-
by giving
-
a few
-
suggestions
-
how might
-
we cultivate
-
this heart
-
for gospel
-
ministry
-
number one
-
pray
-
pray
-
I really
-
do believe
-
this is a
-
divine work
-
I think
-
that work
-
is initiated
-
at conversion
-
God
-
changes
-
our
-
affections
-
doesn't
-
he
-
but we
-
don't
-
go
-
from
-
being
-
lost
-
in
-
sin
-
to
-
being
-
an
-
immensely
-
mature
-
Christian
-
in a
-
moment
-
do we
-
there's
-
a progressive
-
work
-
of sanctifying
-
that God
-
does
-
in us
-
it's
-
initiated
-
at our
-
conversion
-
and it's
-
progressively
-
grown
-
as we
-
walk in
-
the spirit
-
and in
-
the word
-
it's a
-
work that
-
God does
-
in us
-
so I
-
think we
-
should
-
ask him
-
to do
-
it
-
ask him
-
to do
-
it
-
make it
-
a part
-
of your
-
prayer
-
Lord
-
my heart
-
is weak
-
give me
-
a heart
-
for ministry
-
give me
-
a heart
-
for worship
-
give me
-
a heart
-
for you
-
for Christ
-
I
-
think
-
that's
-
a
-
prayer
-
that
-
God
-
delights
-
to
-
answer
-
I
-
think
-
we
-
just
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
willing
-
to
-
pray
-
it
-
number
-
two
-
repent
-
repent
-
developing
-
a heart
-
for gospel
-
ministry
-
requires
-
at some
-
level
-
it's
-
going
-
to
-
require
-
sacrifice
-
isn't
-
it
-
it's
-
going
-
to
-
require
-
the
-
abandonment
-
of lesser
-
things
-
that stand
-
in its
-
way
-
so what
-
good is
-
it for
-
us to
-
do
-
the first
-
thing
-
to
-
pray
-
that
-
God
-
would
-
grant
-
us
-
this
-
heart
-
if
-
we
-
refuse
-
to
-
repent
-
of
-
the
-
idols
-
that
-
grip
-
us
-
instead
-
number
-
three
-
study
-
the
-
gospel
-
preach
-
the
-
gospel
-
to
-
yourself
-
every
-
day
-
the
-
most
-
effective
-
tool
-
that
-
God
-
uses
-
to
-
do
-
his
-
work
-
in
-
us
-
is
-
the
-
gospel
-
itself
-
the
-
gospel
-
is
-
not
-
just
-
for
-
our
-
conversion
-
it's
-
for
-
all
-
of
-
life
-
isn't
-
it
-
and
-
the
-
more
-
we
-
glory
-
in
-
the
-
good
-
news
-
of
-
Jesus
-
the
-
more
-
we
-
will
-
have
-
this
-
desire
-
to
-
share
-
it
-
with
-
others
-
again
-
that's
-
a work
-
of the
-
spirit
-
in
-
us
-
as we
-
stare
-
at the
-
cross
-
and we
-
begin
-
to
-
plumb
-
the
-
depths
-
of
-
God's
-
love
-
in
-
the
-
death
-
and
-
love
-
in
-
the
-
death
-
and
-
resurrection
-
of
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
and
-
the
-
freeness
-
of
-
salvation
-
that
-
he
-
offers
-
to
-
us
-
to
-
anyone
-
who
-
will
-
come
-
to
-
him
-
how
-
will
-
it
-
not
-
motivate
-
us
-
to
-
want
-
to
-
engage
-
in
-
that
-
work
-
oh
-
stare
-
at
-
the
-
cross
-
four
-
think
-
about
-
eternity
-
one of
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
has
-
been
-
so
-
apparent
-
to
-
me
-
lately
-
!
-
is
-
how
-
often
-
the
-
apostles
-
in
-
particular
-
in
-
the
-
New
-
Testament
-
had
-
their
-
minds
-
fixed
-
on
-
the
-
future
-
they
-
were
-
active
-
in
-
the
-
present
-
they
-
weren't
-
living
-
in
-
a
-
dream
-
world
-
but
-
they
-
were
-
always
-
looking
-
ahead
-
they
-
had
-
heaven
-
on
-
their
-
minds
-
they
-
had
-
the
-
return
-
of
-
Christ
-
on
-
their
-
hearts
-
imagining
-
no
-
doubt
-
what
-
it
-
will
-
be
-
like
-
to
-
worship
-
with
-
myriads
-
and
-
myriads
-
of
-
people
-
who
-
have
-
been
-
saved
-
by
-
the
-
lamb
-
that's
-
what
-
revelation
-
tells
-
us
-
will
-
happen
-
a
-
myriad
-
of
-
myriads
-
uncalculable
-
numbers
-
of
-
people
-
what
-
will
-
it
-
be
-
like
-
to
-
worship
-
the
-
Lord
-
in
-
eternity
-
with
-
them
-
and
-
when
-
our
-
minds
-
are
-
set
-
on
-
heaven
-
and
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
it
-
and
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
will
-
that
-
not
-
then
-
cause
-
us
-
to
-
look
-
at
-
our
-
husband
-
and
-
our
-
wife
-
and
-
our
-
children
-
and
-
our
-
friends
-
and
-
our
-
neighbors
-
and
-
think
-
I
-
want
-
them
-
to
-
be
-
there
-
with
-
me
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
help
-
them
-
get
-
there
-
to
-
minister
-
this
-
wonderful
-
gospel
-
to
-
them
-
final
-
thing
-
fifth
-
how do
-
we
-
cultivate
-
this
-
heart
-
you
-
just
-
do
-
it
-
right
-
you
-
just
-
do
-
it
-
there
-
really
-
is
-
nothing
-
quite
-
like
-
leading
-
someone
-
to
-
Christ
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
how
-
many
-
of
-
you
-
have
-
had
-
that
-
personal
-
experience
-
where
-
the
-
Lord
-
has
-
graciously
-
allowed
-
you
-
to
-
sit
-
down
-
with
-
someone
-
and
-
see
-
that
-
moment
-
of
-
rebirth
-
when
-
their
-
eyes
-
are
-
opened
-
and
-
their
-
heart
-
is
-
transformed
-
and
-
they
-
believe
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
they
-
trust
-
in
-
Christ
-
there
-
is
-
nothing
-
really
-
like
-
that
-
the
-
same
-
goes
-
for
-
when
-
you
-
are
-
!
-
sitting
-
down
-
with
-
!
-
Christian
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
they
-
have
-
things
-
going
-
on
-
in
-
their
-
life
-
or
-
maybe
-
there
-
is
-
sin
-
that
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
confront
-
and
-
whatever
-
it
-
may
-
be
-
you
-
are
-
sitting
-
down
-
with
-
them
-
and
-
the
-
Lord
-
is
-
using
-
you
-
to
-
transform
-
them
-
to
-
do
-
his
-
work
-
in
-
them
-
and
-
you
-
see
-
it
-
and
-
you
-
sense
-
it
-
and
-
they
-
sense
-
it
-
and
-
you
-
understand
-
it
-
there
-
is
-
nothing
-
quite
-
like
-
that
-
!
-
the
-
more
-
you
-
intentionally
-
engage
-
you'll
-
see
-
the
-
fruitfulness
-
of
-
God's
-
work
-
through
-
you
-
and
-
you'll
-
crave
-
it
-
more
-
and
-
more
-
to
-
pray
-
remove
-
the
-
distractions
-
the
-
busyness
-
whatever
-
whatever's
-
standing
-
in the
-
way
-
oh
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stare
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at
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the
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cross
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think
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about
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heaven
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and
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then
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just
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do
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it
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make
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the
-
call
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schedule
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the
-
appointment
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send
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the
-
text
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if
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that's
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the
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best
-
way
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to
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get
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at
-
it
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do
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what
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you
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must
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so
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that
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you
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might
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joy
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in the
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presentation
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of other
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people
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before
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Christ
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when
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he
-
comes