Sermon
August 30th, 2015 - Samir Massouh
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Well, good morning.
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We are in a series on prayers,
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and we started this series by looking at
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Jesus' prayer in the Gospel of Luke, Luke chapter 11.
Luke 11 chapter mention
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I was the one who preached on that passage then,
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but I want to tell you that there's a very important verse
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in that passage that we shouldn't just look at lightly,
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that that verse itself deserves to be read
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and reflected on and considered seriously.
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And so let me ask you to turn to the Gospel of Luke,
Luke 11 chapter mention
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chapter 11, and let me point out this verse
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that we're going to be thinking about this morning.
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It is Luke 11, 13.
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Luke 11, 13.
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If you then, though you are evil,
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will your Father in Heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?
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So we're going to think and reflect on what it means
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for God to give us the Holy Spirit
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because we are His children.
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And so that is the basic thrust of the sermon this morning.
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We're going to look at two halves,
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the problem and the solution.
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And so let's begin with the problem.
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The problem shows up as early as Genesis chapter 3,
Genesis 3 chapter mention
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which is the disobedience of Adam and Eve and the fall.
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As God comes walking in the garden,
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they hide themselves.
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And Adam says,
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we are afraid.
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So I want us to think about prayer
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in relationship to the Father
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giving us the Holy Spirit
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in relationship to being afraid.
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That's where I'm hoping we will look at this morning.
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So, they were afraid.
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I want you to understand a couple of things.
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Most of us, I think,
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can relate to the doctrine of sin
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better than anything else
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because we are expert at sinning.
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At least I know I'm expert at sinning.
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I went to a university,
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University of California, Santa Barbara,
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where the student housing was called Sin City.
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I mean, we were competing with UCLA and Berkeley
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and other schools.
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We took pride in the fact
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that we could sin better than any other campus
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in the University of California system.
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So I'm a product of that environment.
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So, first of all,
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sinning is a lot more complicated than we think.
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Just in Hebrew alone,
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there are 13 different words for sinning.
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So sinning just covers
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one of 13 different things.
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But my purpose this morning
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is not to go through all 13 kinds.
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My purpose is to try to help us understand
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God giving us the Holy Spirit
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in relationship to fear.
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There are all kinds of fears.
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So just as there are many words for sinning,
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there are many kinds of fears.
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And some of them are good kinds,
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and some of them are terrible kinds.
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Let me just mention a couple good fears.
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If you're at all familiar with wisdom literature,
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that is to say Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Job,
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you will notice that Proverbs begins with
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the beginning of wisdom is the fear of the Lord.
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It also says the beginning of knowledge
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is the fear of the Lord.
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In Ecclesiastes, it says,
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now that we have considered everything,
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let's arrive at a conclusion.
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The conclusion is this,
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fear God and keep his commandments
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because this applies to everyone.
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So there we are encouraged to fear,
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but it is to fear God.
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So we want to fear God
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because that is the beginning of wisdom,
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that is beginning of knowledge,
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that's what it's all about.
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So that would be a healthy kind of fear.
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But there is another kind of fear.
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We wouldn't continue to use the word fear in our culture,
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but it is the verb that meant to fear in older English.
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When St. Paul's Cathedral in London burnt in 1666,
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Wren was asked to rebuild it.
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It was too destroyed, so he built a brand new one.
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And all the newspapers,
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if you read the newspapers from their time,
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all of them said,
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this cathedral is awful.
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I've been to St. Paul's Cathedral.
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It's not awful at all.
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It's the second largest dome in the world.
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It's a fabulous cathedral.
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Well, in 1666,
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what it meant is that
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this cathedral is awful
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means it fills you with awe.
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That is, when you go in,
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you are in this atmosphere,
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this environment,
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that you are filled with awe.
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So it is awful in that sense,
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not awful,
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terrible in our use of English 400 years later.
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I want to ask you,
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have you ever experienced
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an experience that fills you with awe?
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Maybe you have,
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maybe you haven't.
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I don't know.
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I don't know you well enough to know.
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But I'll share with you two of them.
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I was,
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20 years ago,
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I was visiting Italy,
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and we were in Venice,
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and it was Sunday.
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So I could have gone to a museum,
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because after all,
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I was a tourist visiting Italy,
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but I thought,
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this is Sunday,
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at least I should go and worship God,
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and I may not get anything
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out of the sermon,
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if it's in Italian,
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or anything from the theology
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of the setting of that church,
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but nevertheless,
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I can still go and talk to the Lord.
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At least pray the Lord's Prayer in English,
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or Arabic.
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So I went to San Marcos,
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Cathid Basilica.
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I don't know what happened,
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but I was there about one minute,
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and I had,
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it was jam-packed,
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there were no more chairs,
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I was standing at the very, very back,
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and this overwhelming feeling came over me.
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I want to assure you,
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I am not a touchy-feely,
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gushy-mushy kind of a person.
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I am an analytic philosopher,
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I am a disciple of David Hume,
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I doubt everything,
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I hardly believe anything,
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I am not even sure
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that you really exist out there.
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For all I know,
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I may be hallucinating
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in a psychiatric ward,
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pretending to be a preacher.
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But I am not a gooey,
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gushy-mushy,
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and yet this overpowering feeling
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came upon me.
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I have not experienced it
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that many times in life.
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Before you know it,
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I was on my knees.
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I felt this need
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to get on my knees.
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A couple seconds later,
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I was completely flat,
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prostrate.
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I know that because I know
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the Hebrew verb,
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hishtahwe,
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and I know that it's used
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in scriptures,
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hishtahwe,
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to prostrate before God.
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So I know it's biblical.
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And as I was there,
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see,
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I thought I was going there
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really,
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you know,
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to really tour
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and see the church
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and maybe pray on the side.
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What I had no idea
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was that that was going
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to be an experience
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of encountering God.
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I was flat on my face
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on the floor
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and I couldn't get up.
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One of the ministers
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came to me and said,
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are you okay?
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They thought maybe I fainted
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or, you know,
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had a heart attack
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or something.
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I said, no, no,
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I'm fine.
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But that was
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an overwhelming sense
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of awe,
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fear,
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yare in Hebrew.
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Nine years later,
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not nine years later,
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but nine years ago,
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I was in Washington, D.C.
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and I was at a church
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because it was Easter
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and I was with my family.
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And as we were sitting there,
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I found myself sobbing,
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crying so strongly.
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And that's just not me,
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you know, I mean.
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And I had this overwhelming sense
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of the presence of God.
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God was doing work in my life
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and I had not planned on it.
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I would have asked him
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to do it at this church.
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After all, this is my home church
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and I would feel like it's at home.
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But it was in Washington, D.C.
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Can anything good
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come out of Washington?
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Well, some religious experiences can.
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But that is a good fear
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of the Lord.
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A sense of awe,
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a sense of respect.
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But there are other kinds of fears.
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If you really want to torture me,
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promise me not to do it
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because here I'm being vulnerable to you.
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I'm giving you a chance to torture me
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if you really want to.
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The way to torture me
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is to take me to Willis Tower
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and make me go to the top
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and step on the extension
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where the floor is glass.
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I would have the worst anxiety reaction
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you'll see in your life.
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I'd probably have a heart attack
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and die right there and then.
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Something tells me
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that the minute I step on that,
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it's going to open up
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and I'm going to fall down
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and kill myself
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against the pavement.
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Now, I've studied enough physics.
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I mean, I am well educated.
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I have gone to college.
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I know something about physics.
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I know walls don't open up
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and swallow.
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But that would give me,
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you know,
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you couldn't pay me
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to go through that experience.
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That would be a horrible sense of fear.
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I remember as a kid,
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I don't know why.
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I mean, I must have been stupid.
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But I went and saw the movie Dracula
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and I was seven years old.
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I went with my cousin
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and he was going to go
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and I wasn't going to look like a coward.
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So I thought,
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I'll go with him.
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And so several of us,
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my cousin,
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my best cousin
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and several of us friends
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went to see the movie Dracula
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and it was terrifying
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for a seven-year-old.
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I came back home.
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I went to sleep,
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had a nightmare.
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And in my great fear,
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I woke up
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and I thought
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I saw Dracula coming at me.
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So I stretched my hand
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to grab the cross
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to stop him
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and there was no cross.
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And I gave a scream
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that scared half of my family.
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They all rushed
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to see what's going on.
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That is fear.
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There are movie slashers
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that focus on fear.
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Alien,
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if you've seen the first one.
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But there is
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a special kind of fear
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that I want us
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to think about
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this morning.
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A very important
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kind of a fear.
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that's going to be
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to do it.
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So,
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please turn in your Bibles
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to Hebrews,
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the epistle to the Hebrews
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after the Paul's,
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after the Pauline epistles,
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then we have Hebrews.
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If you get to James,
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you've got too far.
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If you get to Peter,
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you've got to,
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first,
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second Peter,
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you've got too far.
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It's Hebrews.
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Hebrews.
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And Hebrews
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is asking
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a simple question.
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Was it necessary
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for Jesus
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to be born?
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Why didn't God
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just open the heavens
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and announce,
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vocally,
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you are forgiven
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and forgive us?
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Why didn't he do it
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like that?
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Why did he send Jesus?
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Couldn't he have
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come up with other ways
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of saving us?
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And the answer is that,
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of course,
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he could have,
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but he chose this one
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for this reason.
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So,
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the author of Hebrews
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is trying to answer
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the question,
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was it necessary
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for Jesus
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to be born?
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And of course,
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it was necessary.
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So,
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let's look at
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Hebrews chapter 2,
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verse 14
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to see why
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it was necessary
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for Jesus
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and then we'll look
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at verse 15.
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So,
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Hebrews 2,
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14 and 15.
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Since the children
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have flesh and blood,
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he,
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Jesus,
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too,
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shared in their humanity
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so that by his death
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he might destroy him
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who holds
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the power of death.
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Jesus became human
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in order to destroy death.
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That in his dying
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and in his resurrection
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he would do that.
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He couldn't have done that
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by simply announcing
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you are forgiven.
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And so,
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in order to destroy him
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who holds
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the power of death.
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And in case you don't know
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who that is,
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that is the devil.
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But look at verse 15
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carefully.
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And not only to destroy him
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who had the power of death,
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and to free
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those
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who all their lives
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were held
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in slavery
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by their fear
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of death.
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Satan uses
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fear
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to run
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his kingdom.
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fear
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and
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Satan's
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primary
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tool
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is fear
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and the ultimate
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fear
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is death.
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But I'm sure
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there are other fears
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between now
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and death.
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So,
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Satan
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uses
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fear
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to
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terrify us
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and to hold us
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as slaves.
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Fear
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results,
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fear of death
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results
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in slavery.
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Okay.
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So,
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if you're hungry,
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how would you solve
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that problem?
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Well,
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you eat.
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If you're naked,
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how would you solve
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that problem?
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You get dressed.
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If you are cold,
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how would you solve
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that problem?
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Put on a sweater.
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If you can't see
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very well,
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how do you solve
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that problem?
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Well,
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you buy eyeglasses.
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So,
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there are
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solutions
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to problems.
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What
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is the solution
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to the problem
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of the,
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of fear
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of death
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that results
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in slavery?
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If I am
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feeling afraid,
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what is God
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going to do
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to deliver me
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from that fear?
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Maybe give me
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four green berets,
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you know,
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as bodyguard.
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and then I'll
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think,
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well,
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you know,
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they can't take me
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out,
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they'll have to
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go through them.
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Or,
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you know,
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give me a car
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with,
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you know,
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made out of iron
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and thick glass.
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Not like the one
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convertible
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in which Kennedy
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was shot.
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The Lincoln.
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Maybe give me
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that kind of a car,
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a tank.
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Or,
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maybe live
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in a castle
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that can't be
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conquered.
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What is God's
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solution
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to
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slavery
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that comes
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from the fear
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of death?
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You are going
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to be surprised.
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Where you're
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taking notes,
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jot what you think
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you answer
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and we'll check.
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The answer
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to that
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is a very,
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very important
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verse.
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The answer
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to that
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is in Romans 8.
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Look at
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Romans 8
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verse 15.
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If we are saved,
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when we are saved
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at that time,
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Romans 8
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15.
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Please look at
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Romans 8
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15.
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You
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did not
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receive
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a spirit
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that makes
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you a slave
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again
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to fear.
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Do you notice
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that he's using
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the same vocabulary
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as in Hebrews?
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Slavery,
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fear.
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But he's saying
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we aren't
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like that.
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you did
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you did
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not
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receive a
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spirit
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that makes
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you a
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slave
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again to
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fear,
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but you
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received
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the spirit
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of sonship
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or the
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spirit
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of adoption
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and by
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him
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we cry out
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Abba
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Father.
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God's
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solution
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to our
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fear of
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death
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and the
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slavery that
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comes with it
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is to assure
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us that
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we are
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adopted
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by God
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and if
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we are
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adopted
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by God
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then it
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is the
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Holy Spirit
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who cries
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within us
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Abba
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Father.
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I'll get
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back to
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Abba
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Father in
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just a
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second
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but I
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want to
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focus on
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something else
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before we
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get to
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Abba
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Father.
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So
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we are
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adopted
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by God.
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You did
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not receive
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a spirit
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that makes
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you slave
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again to
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fear but
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you received
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the spirit
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of sonship
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or the
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spirit of
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adoption.
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Well
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of all
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the things
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that we
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have in
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archaeology
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we happen
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to have
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a lot
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of material
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about
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adoption.
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Some of
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the most
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fascinating
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things to
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read in
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archaeology
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of the
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Old
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Testament
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is
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Nuzu
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material
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or
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Nuzi
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material.
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Please
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don't
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misunderstand
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me.
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I didn't
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say Nazi.
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Nazi are
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bad Germans
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in World
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War II.
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This is
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not
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Germans.
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This is
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much
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earlier.
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At least
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2,400
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years before
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Germans.
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This is
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Nuzi
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material.
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Nuzu
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material.
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And all
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of that
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material
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deals
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with
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adoption
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and
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inheritance.
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It
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raises
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some
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interesting
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question.
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If I
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don't
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have a
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son
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and I
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am
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rich
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and I
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want
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to
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leave
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this
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wealth
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to
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somebody,
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who
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do I
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leave
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it
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to?
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And the
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answer is
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to your
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adopted
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son.
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Have you
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read that
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anywhere in
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the Old
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Testament?
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Like
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Genesis 15,
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Abraham
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wanting to
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adopt
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Eliezer?
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But it
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raises
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another
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issue.
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Suppose
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I
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adopt
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a son
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and then
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my daughter
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marries
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a
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guy,
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her
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husband,
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is
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my
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adopted
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son
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and my
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son-in-law
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the same?
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who
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would
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inherit
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me?
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My
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adopted
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son
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or my
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son-in-law?
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Adopted
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son.
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There
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are other
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issues.
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If I
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adopt
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a son
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because
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if I
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adopt
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a son
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because I
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don't have
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a son
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and I
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want
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somebody
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to take
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care of
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me
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in my
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old age
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etc.
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etc.
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And
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then
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as
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happened
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to my
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own
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very
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best
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friend
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who
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for
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10
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years
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couldn't
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have
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any
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children
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and
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then
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they
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adopted
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a
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son
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and
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a
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year
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later
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she
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became
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pregnant
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and
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they
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ended
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up
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with
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two
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sons.
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One
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adopted
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one
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natural
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born.
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Of
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those
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two
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who
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is
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more
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important
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legally?
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And
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the
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answer
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is
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the
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natural
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son
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does
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not
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nullify
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the
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adopted
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son.
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They
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are
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equal.
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We
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know
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a lot
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about
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adoption
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customs
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in
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Paul's
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own
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age.
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So when
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we read
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the news
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material,
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when I
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read it
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I think
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oh I'm
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reading
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just
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Genesis.
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Everything
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I see
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in Genesis
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I see
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in news
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material.
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But we
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also know
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something
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about
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adoption
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laws
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in Roman
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empire.
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There
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are
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two
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stages.
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The
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first
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stage
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is to
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cut off
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completely
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your
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relationship
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with the
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past.
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You
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are
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completely
-
set
-
free
-
from
-
your
-
past.
-
So
-
even
-
if you
-
had
-
debts
-
you're
-
free
-
from
-
your
-
debts.
-
You
-
don't
-
have
-
to
-
pay
-
because
-
now
-
you
-
have
-
been
-
adopted
-
and
-
you're
-
a
-
different
-
person.
-
You're
-
not
-
that
-
same
-
person.
-
You
-
may
-
have
-
the
-
same
-
name.
-
You
-
can
-
even
-
change
-
your
-
name
-
if
-
you
-
want
-
to.
-
But
-
you
-
are
-
completely
-
set
-
free
-
from
-
that
-
and
-
then
-
you
-
become
-
a
-
new
-
person
-
completely.
-
So
-
suppose
-
a
-
master
-
adopts
-
a
-
son
-
in
-
a
-
Roman
-
culture
-
but
-
the
-
master
-
also
-
has
-
a
-
daughter.
-
The
-
son
-
and
-
the
-
daughter
-
are
-
not
-
in
-
any
-
way
-
related
-
blood
-
wise.
-
one
-
is
-
adopted
-
completely
-
from a
-
different
-
family
-
altogether
-
and
-
one
-
is
-
his
-
daughter.
-
Can
-
the
-
brother
-
and
-
the
-
sister
-
marry
-
because
-
they
-
don't
-
have
-
any
-
blood
-
ties
-
whatsoever?
-
The
-
answer
-
is
-
no.
-
They
-
are
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters.
-
But
-
you
-
say,
-
but
-
we
-
are
-
not.
-
We
-
don't
-
have
-
the
-
same
-
parents.
-
You
-
have
-
now
-
become
-
a
-
part
-
of
-
the
-
new
-
family.
-
You
-
are
-
adopted.
-
And
-
what
-
is
-
happening
-
now
-
is
-
that
-
adopted
-
by
-
God.
-
And
-
that's
-
why
-
we
-
can
-
say
-
so
-
our
-
past
-
is
-
cut off.
-
It's
-
finished.
-
It's
-
over.
-
It
-
can't
-
hold
-
itself
-
against
-
us
-
anymore.
-
So
-
we
-
are
-
cut
-
off
-
from
-
the
-
past
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
brand
-
new
-
relationship
-
and
-
we
-
are
-
heirs.
-
Co-heirs
-
with
-
Christ
-
as
-
he
-
says.
-
But
-
a couple
-
things I
-
want you
-
to
-
notice
-
in
-
relationship
-
to
-
this
-
adoption
-
has
-
ramifications.
-
Look
-
at
-
verse
-
in
-
Romans
-
8.
-
Look
-
at
-
Romans
-
8.
-
34.
-
Look
-
at
-
Romans
-
8.
-
34.
-
And
-
now
-
you
-
can
-
see
-
how
-
this
-
is
-
all
-
tied
-
up
-
to
-
prayer.
-
So
-
in
-
8.
-
34
-
Paul
-
asks
-
the
-
question
-
who
-
is
-
he
-
that
-
condemns?
-
more
-
than
-
that
-
who
-
is
-
he
-
that
-
condemns?
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
who
-
died
-
more
-
than
-
that
-
who
-
was
-
raised
-
to
-
life
-
is
-
at
-
the
-
right
-
hand
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
he
-
is
-
also
-
interceding
-
for
-
us.
-
So
-
Jesus
-
intercedes
-
for
-
us
-
at
-
the
-
right
-
hand
-
of
-
the
-
father.
-
Jesus
-
is
-
praying
-
for
-
us.
-
So
-
whatever
-
else
-
my
-
prayer
-
life
-
is
-
like
-
Jesus
-
at
-
least
-
I
-
know
-
Jesus
-
is
-
praying
-
for
-
me.
-
Jesus
-
is
-
interceding
-
for
-
me.
-
I
-
would
-
have
-
thought
-
that's
-
a great
-
answer.
-
I
-
got
-
even
-
better
-
answer
-
than
-
that.
-
I
-
mean
-
this
-
is
-
not
-
just
-
the
-
icing.
-
This
-
is
-
the
-
cherry
-
on top
-
of
-
the
-
icing.
-
Look
-
at
-
Romans
-
8
-
26.
-
In
-
the
-
same
-
way
-
8
-
26
-
in
-
the
-
same
-
way
-
the
-
spirit
-
helps
-
us
-
in
-
our
-
weakness
-
we
-
don't
-
know
-
what
-
we
-
ought
-
to
-
pray
-
for
-
but
-
the
-
spirit
-
himself
-
intercedes
-
for
-
us.
-
So
-
who
-
is
-
interceding
-
for
-
us?
-
Jesus
-
and
-
as
-
if
-
that
-
is
-
not
-
enough
-
and
-
the
-
holy
-
spirit
-
Jesus
-
at
-
the
-
right
-
hand
-
of
-
the
-
father
-
the
-
holy
-
spirit
-
now.
-
That's
-
a good
-
team.
-
Great
-
team.
-
Two
-
aces.
-
The
-
holy
-
spirit
-
intercedes
-
for us
-
and
-
one
-
of the
-
things
-
he
-
does
-
is
-
that
-
he
-
enables
-
us
-
to
-
say
-
Abba
-
father.
-
He
-
enables
-
us
-
to
-
understand
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
now
-
in
-
a
-
new
-
family
-
with
-
no
-
ties
-
to
-
the
-
past
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
brand
-
new
-
and
-
we
-
belong
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
his
-
family.
-
So
-
that
-
is
-
one
-
thing.
-
The
-
other
-
thing
-
I
-
wanted
-
you
-
to
-
notice
-
is
-
look
-
at
-
verse
-
26
-
again.
-
Romans
-
8
-
26
-
In the
-
same
-
way
-
the
-
spirit
-
helps
-
us
-
in
-
our
-
weaknesses
-
we
-
do
-
not
-
know
-
what
-
we
-
ought
-
to
-
pray
-
but
-
the
-
spirit
-
himself
-
intercedes
-
for us
-
with
-
groans
-
with
-
groans
-
too
-
deep
-
for
-
words.
-
The
-
Greek
-
is
-
too
-
deep
-
for
-
words.
-
So
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
intercedes
-
for
-
us
-
with
-
groans
-
that
-
are
-
too
-
deep
-
for
-
words.
-
Take
-
a look
-
at
-
verse
-
23.
-
Take
-
a look
-
at
-
verse
-
23.
-
Not
-
only
-
so
-
but
-
we
-
ourselves
-
who
-
have
-
the
-
first
-
foot
-
of
-
the
-
spirit
-
groan
-
inwardly.
-
So
-
who
-
is
-
groaning?
-
We
-
are
-
groaning
-
but
-
who
-
else?
-
The
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
is
-
groaning
-
with
-
us.
-
So
-
when
-
we
-
don't
-
know
-
how
-
to
-
pray
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
prays
-
for
-
us
-
in
-
things
-
that
-
are
-
too
-
deep
-
for
-
words.
-
It's
-
difficult
-
to
-
know
-
what
-
he
-
really
-
means
-
by
-
too
-
deep
-
for
-
words.
-
It
-
could
-
mean
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
groaning
-
to
-
us
-
in
-
something
-
other
-
than
-
verbal
-
language.
-
So
-
he's
-
not
-
using
-
words.
-
He
-
may
-
be
-
using
-
sounds
-
like
-
oh
-
or
-
whatever.
-
or
-
he
-
is
-
saying
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
groaning
-
for
-
us
-
with
-
deep
-
words
-
but
-
we're
-
not
-
sure.
-
We don't
-
know whether
-
to pray
-
this way
-
or this
-
way.
-
We don't
-
know whether
-
to ask
-
for this
-
or that.
-
But he
-
knows
-
and he
-
prays
-
for us
-
with words
-
that are
-
too deep
-
for us
-
but not
-
too deep
-
for him.
-
so the
-
spirit
-
intercedes
-
for us
-
the spirit
-
assures
-
us
-
that we
-
are God's
-
children
-
the spirit
-
prays
-
for us
-
with groaning
-
that are
-
too deep
-
for words.
-
But that's
-
not all.
-
Just one
-
more thing
-
I want
-
you to
-
notice.
-
Look at
-
verse
-
15
-
again.
-
By
-
him
-
we
-
cry
-
out
-
it
-
is not
-
chairman
-
Mao
-
it's not
-
captain
-
America
-
it's not
-
you know
-
manager
-
of this
-
company
-
we cry
-
out
-
with
-
Abba
-
father.
-
Why is
-
that
-
important?
-
This
-
turns out
-
to be
-
extremely
-
important
-
perhaps
-
the most
-
important
-
thing
-
of
-
everything
-
I'm
-
saying
-
this
-
morning.
-
The
-
reason
-
for
-
that
-
is
-
that
-
there
-
is
-
a
-
scholar
-
by
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
Joachim
-
Yeremias
-
who is
-
an expert
-
on
-
Aramaic.
-
I wish
-
he laid
-
hands on
-
me before
-
he passed
-
away and
-
passed all
-
the Aramaic
-
to me.
-
No he
-
didn't so
-
now I
-
have to
-
learn it
-
rather than
-
just
-
inherit it.
-
Yeremias
-
studied
-
every
-
written
-
prayer
-
between
-
Malachi
-
and
-
Matthew.
-
Every
-
prayer
-
that
-
was
-
recorded
-
anybody
-
who
-
wrote
-
down
-
a
-
prayer
-
he
-
studied
-
it
-
and
-
those
-
prayers
-
were
-
in
-
Aramaic
-
and
-
to
-
his
-
amazement
-
he
-
discovered
-
two
-
things
-
number
-
one
-
all
-
the
-
prayers
-
without
-
a
-
single
-
not
-
even
-
one
-
single
-
exception
-
all
-
the
-
prayers
-
began
-
formally
-
and
-
collectively
-
so they
-
all began
-
with
-
our
-
not
-
my
-
not
-
your
-
not
-
his
-
they
-
all
-
began
-
with
-
our
-
and
-
they
-
all
-
began
-
with
-
the
-
word
-
father
-
formally
-
our
-
father
-
let
-
me
-
ask you
-
a question
-
so you
-
can feel
-
good about
-
yourself
-
where have
-
you seen
-
that
-
before
-
give
-
yourself
-
a good
-
mark
-
our
-
father
-
all
-
the
-
prayers
-
400
-
years
-
of
-
prayers
-
all
-
of
-
them
-
begin
-
with
-
our
-
father
-
plural
-
formal
-
then
-
comes
-
Jesus
-
and
-
he
-
decides
-
to do
-
something
-
else
-
he and
-
I are
-
going to
-
have to
-
talk
-
about
-
grammar
-
here
-
look at
-
John
-
chapter
-
20
-
verse
-
17
-
in
-
the
-
gospel
-
of
-
John
-
chapter
-
20
-
verse
-
17
-
after
-
the
-
resurrection
-
Mary
-
Magdalene
-
goes to
-
the tomb
-
sees
-
Jesus
-
and she
-
is so
-
excited
-
she is
-
clinging
-
to him
-
and he
-
says to
-
her
-
don't
-
cling
-
to me
-
or don't
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
me
-
I
-
have
-
not
-
yet
-
returned
-
to
-
the
-
father
-
go
-
instead
-
to
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
tell
-
them
-
I
-
am
-
returning
-
to
-
my
-
father
-
and
-
to
-
your
-
father
-
to
-
my
-
God
-
and
-
to
-
your
-
God
-
for
-
those
-
who
-
teach
-
English
-
what would
-
be a
-
simpler
-
way of
-
saying
-
that
-
I
-
am
-
going
-
to
-
our
-
father
-
and
-
our
-
God
-
but
-
he
-
doesn't
-
say
-
that
-
he
-
says
-
my
-
father
-
and
-
your
-
father
-
my
-
God
-
and
-
your
-
God
-
he
-
does
-
not
-
include
-
himself
-
in the
-
same
-
group
-
as
-
the
-
disciples
-
why
-
is
-
that
-
because
-
the
-
father
-
is
-
his
-
father
-
in a
-
different
-
way
-
than
-
he
-
is
-
our
-
father
-
we
-
are
-
adopted
-
Jesus
-
is
-
not
-
adopted
-
so
-
Jesus
-
doesn't
-
put
-
himself
-
he's
-
not
-
just
-
one
-
of
-
us
-
he's
-
not
-
just
-
one
-
of
-
us
-
and
-
he
-
wants
-
to
-
make
-
it
-
clear
-
that
-
they
-
don't
-
think
-
he's
-
just
-
a
-
member
-
of
-
the
-
team
-
he is
-
not
-
he's
-
the
-
lord
-
of
-
the
-
team
-
Jesus
-
in the
-
gospels
-
starts
-
to
-
pray
-
Abba
-
singular
-
not
-
our
-
father
-
but
-
my
-
father
-
and
-
the
-
other
-
interesting
-
thing
-
is
-
that
-
rather
-
than
-
praying
-
our
-
father
-
he
-
starts
-
to
-
pray
-
my
-
dad
-
not
-
father
-
but
-
dad
-
if
-
one
-
of
-
my
-
students
-
call
-
me
-
dad
-
or
-
daddy
-
you
-
know
-
couple
-
slaps
-
I'm
-
not
-
anybody's
-
dad
-
certainly
-
not
-
my
-
students
-
but
-
Jesus
-
calls
-
the
-
father
-
dad
-
whom
-
do I
-
allow
-
to
-
call
-
me
-
dad
-
my
-
children
-
and
-
that's
-
all
-
because
-
there's
-
an
-
intimate
-
relationship
-
between
-
me
-
and
-
my
-
children
-
that
-
doesn't
-
exist
-
between
-
me
-
and
-
any
-
of
-
you
-
you're
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
in
-
Christ
-
yes
-
you
-
are
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
mean
-
that
-
likely
-
you
-
really
-
are
-
but
-
it's
-
my
-
son
-
and
-
my
-
daughter
-
who
-
call
-
me
-
dad
-
my
-
son
-
teaches
-
at
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
public
-
schools
-
here
-
and
-
he
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still
-
calls
-
me
-
dad
-
he
-
never
-
calls
-
me
-
Samir
-
he
-
always
-
calls
-
me
-
dad
-
my
-
daughter
-
never
-
calls
-
me
-
Samir
-
she
-
always
-
calls
-
me
-
dad
-
because
-
there
-
is
-
an
-
intimate
-
relationship
-
between
-
me
-
and
-
them
-
so
-
Jesus
-
Jesus
-
calls
-
the
-
father
-
my
-
dad
-
if
-
you
-
look
-
at
-
Romans
-
8
-
the
-
spirit
-
calls
-
into
-
you
-
know
-
we
-
go
-
and
-
we
-
cry
-
out
-
Abba
-
not
-
Avino
-
the
-
formal
-
but
-
the
-
informal
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Abba
-
what
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
does
-
is
-
to
-
allow
-
us
-
to
-
have
-
the
-
same
-
kind
-
of
-
intimate
-
relationship
-
to some
-
extent
-
that
-
exists
-
between
-
Jesus
-
and the
-
father
-
and now
-
between
-
us
-
and the
-
father
-
so
-
I
-
can
-
call
-
my
-
heavenly
-
father
-
dad
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
advantage
-
of
-
the
-
father
-
giving
-
us
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
if
-
you
-
human
-
fathers
-
who
-
are
-
evil
-
know
-
how
-
to
-
give
-
good
-
gifts
-
to
-
your
-
children
-
how
-
much
-
more
-
will
-
your
-
heavenly
-
father
-
give
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
and
-
why
-
does
-
he
-
want
-
to
-
give
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
well
-
for
-
lots
-
of
-
things
-
but
-
one
-
of
-
them
-
to
-
enable
-
us
-
to
-
pray
-
with
-
intimacy
-
to
-
enable
-
us
-
to
-
know
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
adopted
-
by
-
God
-
to
-
enable
-
us
-
to
-
know
-
we're
-
not
-
on
-
our
-
own
-
even
-
when
-
I'm
-
blundering
-
with
-
my
-
prayer
-
I
-
have
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
interceding
-
for
-
me
-
and
-
I
-
have
-
Jesus
-
interceding
-
for
-
me
-
and
-
so
-
don't
-
worry
-
if you
-
just
-
can't
-
articulate
-
the
-
right
-
word
-
don't
-
say
-
well
-
I
-
don't
-
have
-
enough
-
good
-
enough
-
vocabulary
-
God
-
can
-
the
-
Lord
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
can
-
intercede
-
with
-
us
-
with
-
groanings
-
too
-
deep
-
forward
-
so
-
what
-
I
-
do
-
what
-
I
-
do
-
and
-
that
-
really
-
does
-
happen
-
to
-
me
-
I
-
know
-
in
-
the
-
morning
-
I
-
usually
-
spend
-
five
-
minutes
-
praying
-
father
-
just
-
saying
-
father
-
because
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
talk
-
to
-
my
-
father
-
but
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
what
-
to
-
talk
-
about
-
or
-
what's
-
important
-
and
-
things
-
like
-
that
-
so
-
I
-
start
-
praying
-
Abba
-
Abba
-
and
-
then
-
after
-
a
-
while
-
I
-
feel
-
that
-
I
-
am
-
in
-
his
-
presence
-
not
-
that
-
I
-
go
-
by
-
feelings
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
don't
-
go
-
by
-
feelings
-
and
-
I
-
understand
-
that
-
the
-
father
-
is
-
listening
-
to
-
the
-
intercessions
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and
-
to
-
the
-
intercessions
-
of
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
and
-
that
-
the
-
father
-
hears
-
my
-
prayers
-
I
-
wanted
-
to
-
share
-
this
-
with
-
you
-
as
-
we
-
reflect
-
on
-
prayer
-
I
-
hope
-
this
-
will
-
be
-
helpful
-
so
-
you
-
don't
-
feel
-
like
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
articulate
-
just
-
the
-
exact
-
right
-
words
-
to
-
get
-
with
-
God
-
Amen