Sermon
Jonah: Grace That Never Lets Go
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Transcript
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We're going through a five-part series in the book of Jonah.
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Jonah is a book which is about God's love for a city.
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A city which is a bit like Hong Kong, the city of Nineveh.
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It's a story about how God calls his people, his person, Jonah, to go to this city.
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It's a story about how this person rebels against God.
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And yet, even in his rebellion, God is gracious to him.
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Today, we have the privilege of seeing Alfie is going to speak to us.
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God has raised up a number of people who can bring God's word.
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And Alfie is someone who has been working tirelessly in the university ministry,
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along with Henrika, connecting with students and engaging them with God's heart
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and helping them to see the amazing God that we have.
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So as Alfie comes to speak to us, let me just pray that God would really engage with our hearts.
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Because he doesn't just want to tell you some information this morning.
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God wants to speak to you, each person.
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So let me just pray, then Alfie will come and share God's word with us.
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Father, you're a God who loves this city of Hong Kong.
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You're a God who loves each one of us.
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And I pray that this morning, as Alfie comes to speak, that we would hear you speaking to us.
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That we would not go away saying, that was a nice sermon.
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But we go away saying, God has spoken to me.
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And I need to change.
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I need to respond.
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I need to be different in the light of this.
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Open our eyes to see something more of you this morning.
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Thank you that you're an amazing God who wants to speak to us.
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Amen.
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Good morning.
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That is the last time I let Chris introduce me.
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Like I said, yes, I'm on staff at Watermark.
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I work with university students.
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And today we're continuing in Jonah.
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Graham, one of our elders, started this series last week.
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And he talked about four great things.
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But it's the two greater things that he talked about that are continuing on in this story.
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Those are a greater God and a greater grace.
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Graham talked about a God who reaches out to the Assyrians in Nineveh, the people who are probably furthest from his grace.
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He reaches out to them and he sends Jonah and he gives him a chance at redemption, at restoration, a chance at repentance.
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But as we know, Jonah refused to go.
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He went on a ship to Tarshish and ran away.
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Okay.
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But one of the things that Graham asked us last week, and it really, really stuck in my mind, was,
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where is our Nineveh?
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Who is our Nineveh?
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Who are the people that God is sending us to that we're running away, that we're refusing to engage with the gospel?
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Today, I want to talk a bit more about grace.
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We saw a bit of what it looked like for Nineveh last week.
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Today, I want to zoom in and really look at what it was like on the boat, what it looked like for the sailors, what it looked like for Jonah.
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As we know, there's a storm in this story, and in Hong Kong, we have our own storms.
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Monsoon season is coming, and we have typhoons that come and batter Hong Kong.
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And as a child growing up, I had a love-hate relationship with typhoons.
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I would hate them because they would ruin my summer holidays.
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I'd have to stay at home.
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I couldn't go outside.
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I couldn't play.
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But then, if typhoons came late enough, they'd cancel school.
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And I loved them because, man, I could stay home and watch TV all day.
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But sometimes, again, they came during the weekends or on public holidays and ruined those days for me again.
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But growing up in Hong Kong, I never really appreciated what a storm was really like.
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We're very sheltered.
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We have good buildings.
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But in the Philippines, for example, last year, we saw Typhoon Yolanda come and tear up the country.
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Storms are a big deal.
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They destroy lives.
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They're dangerous and disruptive.
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But very much like typhoons, we face storms in our own lives.
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Some are more literal than others.
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It could be something at home or at work, something with our families,
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something that comes or runs through our lives and leaves us helpless and wondering what just happened.
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It could be a failing marriage, the loss of a scholarship, the death of a close friend, leaving Hong Kong.
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Or you could be stuck outside in the middle of a black thunderstorm.
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We all face storms.
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And in them, we have this immense opportunity to see grace, to see God working in our lives.
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We have an immense opportunity to turn to God and to respond to him.
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So today, we meet Jonah on a boat to Tarshish.
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In this little bit, we see that he's rejected God's heart to reach out to lost people.
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And in his pride, he said that,
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I'm a prophet of God's chosen people, and the Ninevites are evil.
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They deserve to die.
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So I'm going to run away in this other direction.
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I'm going to go to Tarshish.
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Because, you know, God doesn't hang out in Tarshish.
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I'll get away from him.
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He gets in the boat, and God sends this storm that rocks the boat.
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And the sailors are freaking out.
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They decide, this is not a normal storm.
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Something supernatural is going on here.
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Let's cast lots and see whose fault it is.
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It comes up with Jonah.
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And as we know, he ends up thrown overboard.
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The storm stops.
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And the sailors worship God.
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It says they make vows and sacrifices.
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But this story is more than about Jonah.
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It's more than about the sailors.
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And even later on, it's not really about Nineveh.
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This story is about what God is doing.
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This story is about God's grace.
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It's about the grace that he's pouring out on those who are his people.
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It's about the grace he's showing to people who aren't his people.
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It's about grace that he's showing to you and that he's showing to me.
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God is gracious in many ways.
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And sometimes grace is easy to see.
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Other times it takes a little bit of digging.
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But as I've been preparing and looking at Jonah, I realized that I needed to be reminded of what grace was.
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We talk about grace a lot.
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And sometimes we see, ah, okay, that is grace.
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We have this very good picture of what it is.
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And other times it kind of gets muddled up in the things that are going on in our life.
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And we don't really see it.
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So I looked for a definition.
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And I came across with this.
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And I really like it.
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It says,
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Grace is undeserving love given lavishly by an unobligated giver.
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Undeserving love given lavishly by an unobligated giver.
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Grace is God reaching out.
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It's him chasing us.
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It's him loving us.
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It's him refining us.
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It's him turning us into his image.
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And not because we deserve it.
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But because he's God.
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Not because he owes it to us.
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But because he is God.
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So this morning I have a few things I want to show you.
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And talk about.
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The first is how God shows grace in this story.
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The second is how people respond to that grace.
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And the third is what that might look like in our lives.
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Let's start with Jonah.
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Now if there's anyone in this story who knows about grace, it should be Jonah.
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He was a prophet.
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It was his job.
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Go to these people.
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Preach grace.
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Go to those people.
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Preach grace.
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If someone knew about grace, it should have been Jonah.
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But in this story, he didn't.
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Something didn't connect between the work that he did and what God was trying to show him.
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In this story, God is so gracious to Jonah.
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He's so loving.
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And I never really noticed it.
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And Jonah didn't either.
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I think until recently, when I looked at the story of Jonah, I was always looking at Jonah and what Jonah did.
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Jonah on the boat.
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Jonah and Nineveh.
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Jonah and the fish.
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But this story is about God.
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This is about what God is doing.
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It's about all the seen and the unseen actions that God is doing through the story.
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God's grace isn't passive in the story of Jonah.
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It's very active.
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God is doing things.
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The story of Jonah could have ended in a million different places.
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It could have ended a hundred different ways.
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And the existence of the story of Jonah in itself is grace.
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That's grace to us.
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And it's the first bit of grace for Jonah.
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I'm imagining a situation in which God goes and speaks to Jonah and says, go to the Ninevites.
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And Jonah says, no, I'm just going to stay here.
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I'm going to go play on my Xbox.
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Or he could have run away and God could have let him run away.
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You know, he'd hear the story about, hey, remember Jonah?
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He was a guy.
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He preached in Israel for a little bit.
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Oh, yeah.
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Now he lives in Tarshish.
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All right.
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It could have been that.
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Or it could have been something different.
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It could have been, ah, well, who is Jonah?
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Jonah.
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I don't know a Jonah.
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No Jonah in the story.
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No Jonah heard of anywhere.
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But God wasn't happy with that.
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God wanted to see Nineveh being redeemed.
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God wanted Jonah to see Nineveh being redeemed.
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God wasn't letting go.
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The next bit of grace we see is a storm.
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Now, a storm isn't ideally what you'd think of when you think about grace.
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But God needed to catch Jonah's attention.
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He needed something to show his grace that Jonah wouldn't miss.
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So he sends a storm.
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And, you know, it looks like a punishment sometimes.
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I think that if I was God, that's what I would do.
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I tell someone to do something.
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They disobey.
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Storm.
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Dead.
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All right.
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Now someone else come and do it.
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And it's probably a good thing that I'm not God.
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But the storm doesn't kill Jonah.
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It wakes him up.
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And as the captain says to Jonah, wake up, wake up.
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And God is saying the same thing to Jonah.
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God is calling to Jonah and saying,
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Wake up.
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Next, God orchestrates this scenario in which the sailors are compelled to cast lots.
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They cast lots.
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And now Jonah is stuck in a situation where the blame is on him.
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And he's called to account.
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He said, you know, what's the deal?
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What's going on?
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Who are you?
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Where are you from?
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And he says it in verse 9.
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But, and the sailors realize that they are in trouble.
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And they're terrified.
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And they ask what they must do to save him.
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Now I'm surprised they asked in the first place.
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I imagine I'm a sailor.
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I'm on my boat.
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I'm going off on this journey.
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And this guy who's running away from God comes in my boat and tells me, ooh, actually, there's a God who's angry with me.
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And so this storm that's about to destroy your boat is my fault.
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I'm surprised the sailors didn't just, you know, kill him on the spot.
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Get it done with.
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You know, get rid of the bad guy.
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But they didn't.
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It seems that even these sailors care more about obedience to God than Jonah does.
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Now the result of this interchange is that Jonah's thrown overboard.
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And again, God would have been satisfied with that.
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He could have been satisfied with a story which said that, well, God didn't kill the sailors, but he killed Jonah because Jonah sinned.
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But he doesn't.
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You know, later on we see that he sends a big fish.
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And I'm always thinking it could have been a shark.
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But God's story isn't about getting revenge on Jonah.
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God's story is about grace for Jonah.
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It could have ended in Israel, in Tarshish.
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There could have been another prophet who had gone to Nineveh.
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It could have ended in the bottom of the ocean or in the belly of a shark.
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But God isn't satisfied with that.
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He's always reaching out.
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He's always calling Jonah back to himself.
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He says, Jonah, I love you and I want you to see what I'm about to do for Nineveh.
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I want you to come along with me and I'm not going to let you run away.
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Now, like the ship's captain waking Jonah, God says to him, wake up and see my grace.
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See my grace that I have for you.
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See my grace in this storm.
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See my grace that is all around you.
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You know, in the story of Jonah, we continue to see time and time again God showing grace to Jonah.
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He sees it in the belly of the fish.
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We see it in Nineveh.
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We see it on the mountainside.
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God is always pouring out and showing Jonah how much he loves you.
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The sailors had a different story.
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They were very different from Jonah.
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Jonah was a prophet.
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They were sailors.
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Jonah was a Hebrew.
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They were pagans.
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They probably worshipped a million different gods.
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And the sea being very unpredictable, they were probably very religious.
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God still reaches out to them.
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And we see grace in three ways.
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I'll run through them real quick.
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The first is a storm.
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And God is catching their attention with that storm.
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Like waking up, but, you know, they were not sleeping like Jonah.
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I think it's safe to assume that the sailors were convinced this was a supernatural storm.
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You know, they tried to throw everything overboard.
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You know, the cargo that they were going to be paid for.
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They prayed to gods, and they prayed to any god that would listen.
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And they cast lots.
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And through the storm, we see that God is capturing their attention.
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And through the lots, we see them directing their attention.
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God says, sailors, listen to me.
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All right?
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Now go listen to Jonah.
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And Jonah says to them, we see it in verse 9.
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I am a Hebrew.
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I fear the Lord, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the dry land.
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So here we have sailors on a boat, convinced of a supernatural storm.
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And now they have a reason for that storm.
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And God's grace continues as he confirms to the sailors that actually what Jonah was saying is true.
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Because we know that as soon as they threw Jonah overboard, the sea stopped.
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The storm ended.
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And the sailors worshipped God.
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Through all of this, God is bringing not just Jonah back to him,
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but he's bringing the sailors step by step closer to knowing him, to worshipping him.
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We have two very different displays of grace.
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For the sailors, it's, wake up.
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Your gods can't help you.
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You're helpless.
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Come to me, and I will show you what salvation looks like.
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But to Jonah, he says, he's always realigning Jonah's story.
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Jonah tries to go one way, and God is realigning him and pointing him in another direction.
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Never letting go.
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Always reaching out.
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In this story, grace comes as a wake-up call.
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Wake up, sailors.
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Come, be in a relationship with me, because your gods will leave you helpless.
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Jonah, I am serious about using you to reach new people.
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Come with me.
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Come, take part in my mission to bless the world.
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The grace of God is that God is big enough to create a storm,
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but also gentle enough to show us grace through it.
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There are two responses to God's grace in this story.
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We see rebellion on one hand and worship on the other.
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But not quite how you expect.
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You'd think that because Jonah's a prophet, he would be the one worshipping God.
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But instead, he worships himself.
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He rebels.
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C.S. Lewis says that all human beings are worshippers.
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We all worship something or other.
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The difference between us would be what we're worshipping.
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Someone who worships something that is not God rebels.
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And Jonah, it seems, was serving his own sense of righteousness.
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He worshipped his position as a prophet.
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He worshipped his position as a Jewish person, part of God's chosen people,
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more than he worshipped the God who actually chose the people.
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And we see this in the way that he responds to God's grace.
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We know he's running away.
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And he says in the beginning that,
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actually, I don't want to preach the gospel to Nineveh.
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Because I think that my sense of justice, of mercy, of righteousness is better than God's.
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And it continues in the boat.
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Jonah says in verse 9,
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this is who God is.
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This is who I am as a Hebrew person.
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And it sounds almost like a creed.
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And when you say a creed,
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you're reminded of who you are and what you believe.
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And you'd think that this is the kind of thing that would cause Jonah to turn to repent.
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But he doesn't.
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I don't get it.
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It doesn't work for Jonah.
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He says, I'm a Hebrew and this is God.
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And the sailors come to him with questions.
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And Jonah admits, the storm is my fault.
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And he's asked what they should do to make the sea quiet.
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What they must do to satisfy God.
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Now, growing up in a Christian household,
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I was never really surprised by Jonah's response.
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Every time my mom told me the story of Jonah,
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it was the same.
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Jonah says, throw me in the water.
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But why does Jonah give that answer?
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Now, I always thought that at that moment,
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we have Jonah who has seen God in the storm
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and realizes that, ooh, I've done a bad thing.
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And now his heart is repentant.
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And he's going to say, I'm going to do the noble thing
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and sacrifice myself so that you guys can live.
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I always thought that Jonah was being noble in that moment,
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that he was reformed and that he was going back to God.
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Or maybe that Jonah had an inkling that God would send a fish to rescue him.
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But the Bible doesn't say anything about that.
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And a noble Jonah, that doesn't really fit in with his character.
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I think that Jonah who was touched by grace may have said something like this.
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Well, God asked me to preach the gospel to Nineveh,
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so I'm going to preach it to you instead.
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Repent and turn to God, and God will stop the storm.
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Or maybe he would have said, turn the ship around.
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Take me back to Nineveh.
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And then God will stop the storm.
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But Jonah's response is rebellion.
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We see Jonah rebelling from God and running away.
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We'll see in the coming weeks,
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Jonah's heart rebelling as God saves the Ninevites.
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And when Jonah's telling the sailors to throw him overboard,
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I think he's thinking one of two things.
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Either he's thinking, well, God has caught up with me,
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and he's right to punish me.
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But what I think he was actually thinking is something along these lines.
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I don't want to preach to the Ninevites.
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I don't want to preach the gospel to Ninevites so much
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that I would rather go into the ocean and die and drown in this stormy sea
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than do what God has called me to do.
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And that's consistent with Jonah's character, I think.
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In chapter 4, we see Jonah saying, after God saves Nineveh,
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he says, I'm so angry I could die.
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That's the same Jonah in the boat.
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The same Jonah that's running away is the same Jonah who's saying,
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I would rather die than do God's work.
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I refuse to bow down.
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I want to do things my way.
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So there's Jonah's rebellion, and there's this.
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There is a bunch of sailors on a boat worshiping God.
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Now, the question I always ask is,
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how do we know that these sailors had truly turned to God?
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It says that they made sacrifices, they made vows,
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but is that something that really changed their life?
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I don't know where they made these sacrifices,
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whether they made them on the boat or off the boat,
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but the time they made the sacrifice, I think, gives us a big clue.
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It says it was after the storm had calmed.
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And I think that after is very important.
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Before my mom had me and my siblings, she was a medical doctor.
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And she used to tell us stories about different things that happened in the hospital.
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And her favorite story was about a man who came to the hospital with breathing difficulty.
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This guy came in, and he was making really short, shallow, painful breaths.
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And he also had a cigarette dangling from his mouth.
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Now, you didn't have to be a doctor to know where his breathing problems came from.
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You don't have to be a genius to know why mom told us the story.
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She didn't want us smoking.
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So this man comes in, and he's settled in, and the doctors come, and they do the tests.
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And later on, mom goes to speak to him and says,
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You have emphysema.
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Emphysema is this lung disease where the linings on the inside of your wall,
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they begin to shrivel, and the alveoli become small,
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and they're not really good at doing oxygen transfer.
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And basically, the result of it is you feel like you're drowning,
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even though you're breathing pure air.
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But mom said to him,
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Actually, it's quite early on.
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We can do something about this.
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We can treat you.
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But the thing is, if you continue smoking, it's going to get worse.
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So this guy was so happy.
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He said,
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Doctor, I will do anything to get rid of this pain.
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You know, treat me.
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And a couple of weeks later, he was on his way, having recovered.
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Now, a couple of months later, mom was doing a rouse and heard a familiar voice calling out to God,
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God, help me.
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Doctor, save me.
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Yeah, he was begging to the doctors.
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And mom went and had a look, and it was the same man.
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Now, obviously, he hadn't carried out on his promise.
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He'd kept smoking, and the emphysema was back.
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It was worse than ever.
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And a couple of days later, he passed away.
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I don't know about you, but in my experience, the more terrifying the situation, the more religious people become.
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It doesn't matter whether they've been in church their whole lives or if they're an atheist.
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When people are terrified, they turn to God.
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You know, they'll do anything to make the pain go away.
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And I think you see this in the same time.
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We see this with the students.
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When exams are coming, all of a sudden, they turn up at church.
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And I love it.
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But, you know, they'll do anything to pass the exams.
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Under pressure, we will do anything to make our pain go away.
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And the difference between the sailors in a boat and this patient with emphysema is that after the storm had calmed, the sailors were still worshiping.
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Getting off the abyss at Ocean Park, the irreligious man forgets the promise he made to God never to go on this ride just 80 meters higher.
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And he runs and goes back to the line to get on the ride again.
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The alcoholic forgets the vow he made while hungover that he would never touch another drink.
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And the patient left the hospital and forgot his suffering.
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The sailors' plea for salvation was a different kind of pleading.
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They knew the seas.
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They knew that this wasn't a natural storm.
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So when they saw their salvation from God, they worshipped.
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They were shown, what we see later in chapter 2, that salvation belongs to the Lord.
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This was a transformation that continued after the storm.
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Their response wasn't to forget or to ignore God.
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Their response was to be changed.
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They became worshippers.
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Jonah and the sailors and the Ninevites later on, they find themselves in this helpless situation.
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Something in which they could do nothing.
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The sailors were changed by this.
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The Ninevites were changed by this.
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But not Jonah.
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He worships himself.
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He refuses to follow God.
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A lot of the times in the storms that we face in our lives,
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whether it's something that's big and shattering like divorce,
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or whether it's something small like missing our bus.
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We lose sight of our helplessness.
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And we try to figure out how to save ourselves.
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We get consumed in ourself, and we turn to our self-God to save us.
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There's that response.
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Or there's another response where we see our helplessness,
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and we realize there's nothing we can do,
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and we turn to despair.
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We become depressed and wallow in our own sadness.
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We're torn not just by the storm, but by the depression we fall into.
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A typhoon season is coming.
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And Watermark, how are we responding?
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How are we responding to our storms?
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What do we do when our boss asks us to work all weekend?
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Or when the cat needs surgery?
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Do we trust ourselves?
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Or when we get that letter from the bank asking for this and that charge?
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Or when your essay deadline is coming?
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Are we despairing?
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Or what about that conversation that you're going to have with your child's teacher about his behavior?
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Or when you find yourselves wondering where next month's rent is going to come from?
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Are we turning to ourselves?
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Or are we turning to God?
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Is our heart's response to trust God with our helpless state?
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Is Watermark a place where we worship God in our storms?
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Or do we worship ourselves?
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It's usually pretty easy for me to know if I'm in a storm.
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Because when something bad happens, it consumes my mind and my focus and all my attention.
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I've been this way since I was a kid.
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As a child, and still now, I hated mosquitoes.
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And in the summer, I smelt like a chemical factory.
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Because I'd put everything on to make sure the mosquitoes wouldn't come within a mile of me.
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But that was because if a mosquito bit me for the next three hours,
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there was nothing I was going to do except for look at my wound and tend to it
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and make sure that it gets better and that the itching stops.
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When the storm of a mosquito bite hit my life, that was it.
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Nothing else was going to be done.
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Nothing was going to be thought about.
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I'm not so bad anymore, I think.
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I still respond to storms in a similar way.
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My response isn't usually despair.
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It's usually the thinking.
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Sometimes I think I'm a really intelligent guy.
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How long do you decide for yourselves?
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I turn to the idol of my own intellect, my own resourcefulness.
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Because I think that if I can figure it out, that everything will be okay.
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A couple of years ago when God was showing me that he wanted me to leave the church I was at
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and look for something else, another place to serve,
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I had a thousand reasons why my plan to stay was better.
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It wasn't.
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Or when I used to work in labs and an experiment would go wrong.
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I would sit there and I would just be consumed by everything.
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Okay, what did I do wrong?
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All right, did I put the PCR in long enough?
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Did I do this?
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Did I do that?
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And I would think and think and think and think until days had passed
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and I hadn't done anything but think about what I had done wrong.
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Now, are these responses rebellion?
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I think so.
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I'm not despairing, but that doesn't make it okay.
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Because in each of those situations, I would say in my heart that my thoughts were greater than God's thoughts,
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that my will should be done.
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The thing is, I never really thought I was turning away.
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I just kept doing what Alfie normally does.
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Alfie has a problem, he sits down, he thinks, he works it out.
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Let me tell you a story.
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Earlier this week, I went to a lawyer's office.
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I wasn't in trouble.
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But my parents are incredibly generous and they're helping me buy my first place.
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In Hong Kong, that's a really big deal.
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And, you know, the thought of buying a place and getting on the property ladder
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has really consumed a lot of my mind, probably more than it should.
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I could probably have done with listening to this sermon a couple of times.
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But I stepped in the lawyer's office and the lawyer was telling me that
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they had sent off a purchase agreement to the other guy's lawyer
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and he had sent it back with an amendment.
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I looked at it and I was like, okay, that looks good.
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But I'm not a lawyer, so I didn't know that what actually had happened
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was this guy was trying to cover himself in case, you know,
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the tenant backed out or broke the tenancy agreement
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and would leave me in the cold with a house where I have to pay a mortgage on
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and no rental income.
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So for the next hour and a half, I sat there with a lawyer discussing, debating,
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thinking, trying to figure out what could we do,
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how could we adjust this or change it so that they would accept it
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and so that I wouldn't be left out in the cold.
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Eventually, we came up with a solution.
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And so we drafted a little counterproposal and it was done.
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But in that moment, in that hour and a half, there was never a moment when I thought,
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hey, Alfie, you know that sermon you're preaching on Sunday?
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You know, the one about trusting God in the storms?
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How about you trust him now?
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I didn't think that.
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I was thinking, if we sit down and we work this out, everything will be okay.
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Now, I'm not saying that when someone is trying to take advantage of you
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that you should roll over and say, oh, well, I'm just trusting God.
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Yeah, I'm not being like Jonah.
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I'm trusting God and letting people take advantage of me.
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And, you know, I know a lot of you in the business world,
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you're working with people who are out to get you.
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But my question is, what does it look like to trust God when you're making these decisions?
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It doesn't mean rolling over on the back, on your back,
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but I think maybe God has something to do in that.
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God has something to say in that situation.
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In my story, God really showed me where my idols were.
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Because after we drafted that counterproposal,
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we called up the other lawyer to see if it was acceptable,
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and he found out that actually, the whole time,
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the lawyer had already retracted his amendment.
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For an hour and a half, I spent my life worrying
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about something that wasn't even an issue.
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And not one moment did I think,
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wow, there's a God of grace who's there.
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I was so relieved.
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But in this experience, God is telling me that,
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Alfie, you're preaching about trusting a God of grace,
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but you don't even trust me yourself.
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God is saying, I am great, and you don't have to be in control.
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He says, I'm good, and I'm gracious,
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and you don't have to prove yourself.
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God is saying that, I am God, and I love you,
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and I want to show you grace.
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Turn to me and see my grace.
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God taught it to the sailors.
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He says, I'm a God of grace,
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and my weakest grace is stronger than you at your strongest.
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God showed it to me,
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and he said that,
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Alfie,
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you're turning to yourself.
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It is idolatry,
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rather than turning to me.
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Another storm I was facing was this sermon.
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I don't know if you can tell, but I'm really nervous.
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On Friday, I sat with Chris,
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and we're talking about this sermon,
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and he pointed out to me that,
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you know, Alfie,
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this sermon is actually an opportunity for you
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to exercise what you're preaching.
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And so,
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what would that look like?
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So, I made plans,
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and I decided that,
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I would make plans for all my Saturday afternoon,
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and all my Saturday evening,
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so that I wouldn't be spent sitting at my desk,
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pondering how to make the sermon perfect.
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If that sentence is in the right order,
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or maybe I should change it.
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I did end up working mostly afternoon,
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but I didn't in the evening.
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But,
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trusting God for me meant,
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trusting God to speak his word,
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trusting God to change hearts,
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and me not trying to be you guys' savior.
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I think we should remind each other,
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that the God of grace that we serve,
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is stronger than we are at our strongest.
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We should remind ourselves that,
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you know,
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when we're turning to God,
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it doesn't matter what the storm is,
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we're free to worship him.
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We're free to love him,
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and rest in his grace.
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In storms,
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Alfie obsesses with the practical.
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I sit and brood,
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and I ponder,
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and I think,
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and then I get grumpy,
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and unsociable,
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and then people ask me how I'm doing,
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and I lie,
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and say that everything is fine.
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And then I think,
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and when I have a perfect plan,
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I carry it out.
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Because I think,
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in that moment,
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that I am God,
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and the plan that I have,
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will end the storm.
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I do this a lot.
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I do this when,
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I'm overwhelmed with the student ministry.
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I do it when I'm worrying about a sermon.
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I do it when I'm thinking about,
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what being an adult,
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and having a mortgage is like.
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In my heart,
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in my storms,
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I separate,
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the practical,
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from the spiritual,
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as if they have no effect on each other.
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And I'm pretty sure,
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I'm not the only one who does this.
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In my heart,
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I say that,
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the spiritual God,
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can't help me,
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with my practical issues.
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I did this in a lawyer's office.
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I carried the storm by myself,
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because,
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I thought the Alfie God was strong,
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but,
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the Alfie God is weak.
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I didn't look out for,
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that God of grace,
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that powerful God.
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You know,
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I say,
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I'll let God take care of the spiritual things in my life,
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my heart,
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my soul,
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my salvation,
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but I won't let him touch the actual,
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practical things.
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And Jonah did the same.
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He separated the practical evil from Nineveh,
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from the spiritual grace,
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that God was offering them.
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And he thought he could do it again.
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He said,
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I'll separate the practical and the physical Jonah,
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from the spiritual God,
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by running away.
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God doesn't see that separation.
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The Bible says,
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and I believe that this is true,
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that the practical and the spiritual in our lives,
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are really intertwined.
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And God uses that.
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God used a practical storm,
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to show Jonah his spiritual grace.
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He used a practical fish,
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to show Jonah his spiritual love.
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We can respond like Jonah.
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We can reject God.
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Or we can despair.
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Or we can try to strain at the oars in our storms.
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Or we can respond with worship and changed hearts.
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We can respond,
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recognizing our need for a strong God in our lives.
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Recognizing our helplessness and God's greatness.
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So what are we doing with the storms in our lives?
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Is God calling out to you in your storm?
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Are you seeing the grace that he has there for you?
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Where are you turning to?
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Do you despair?
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Do you worship yourself?
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Or are you turning to God and worshiping him?
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If there's nothing else you remember this morning,
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whether you're like Jonah running away,
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or whether you're serving yourself,
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or whether you're despairing,
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I want you to remember this.
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It seems to me that in the story of Jonah,
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that God isn't done.
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You know, I see it in my life.
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In my life, when, you know, throughout my university,
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I was trying very, very hard to run away from God.
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But God wasn't done with me.
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God was bringing me here,
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to where I now serve university students.
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And it's not just in my life.
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I see it in the Bible.
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God wasn't done with Abraham when he lied about his wife.
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He wasn't done with Jacob,
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who stole his brother's blessing.
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He wasn't done with Israel,
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who was faithless in the desert.
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He wasn't done with kings who wandered and served themselves.
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Jonah wasn't done with faithless disciples in a stormy lake.
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Jonah, Jonah, God,
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wasn't done with Peter, who betrayed Jesus.
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God wasn't done with me,
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and he isn't done with you.
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And the cross of Jesus shows us this,
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that God isn't done.
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God keeps coming after us with grace.
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He'll follow us into a stormy sea.
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God's grace will follow us to his death on a cross.
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He'll follow us to that disagreement with your boss.
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God isn't done.
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The sailors weren't beyond hope,
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and neither was Jonah.
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We see in verse 17,
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and God appointed a great fish to swallow up Jonah.
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As much as Jonah tried,
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his story wasn't over.
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God's grace kept coming.
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God's grace kept chasing him.
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The thing about this God of grace
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is that his undeserving love is given freely,
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and it touches us,
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and it reaches out to us wherever we are.
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Let's pray.
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Father God, I thank you.
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I thank you that you give us the story of Jonah,
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that we're able to see how you're reaching out
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and loving and changing people.
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Father, I pray for us.
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I pray for Watermark,
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that in the storms that we're going through,
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that we would remember to turn to you,
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a God of grace who is powerful
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and stronger than us at our weakest.
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Father, I pray that you would change my heart,
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that you would remind me to trust you
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when I would rather worship myself.
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Father God, we love you,
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and we pray this in Jesus' holy name.
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Amen.
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Father, amen.
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We love it.
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Amen.
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