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Cain, Abel & Baby Jesus

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  1. Father, we thank you for your word.

  2. We confess before you, Father, that we often just quickly flip through your word,

  3. just gaze or listen to it lightly, gaze lightly with our eyes, listen lightly with our ears,

  4. and that we don't allow your word, Father, to settle into our heart and our mind and our will.

  5. We don't trust your word, Father, to settle into our mind, our heart, our will.

  6. So that we are preoccupied with our own thoughts.

  7. Father, you know our frailty and still you love us.

  8. You know our rebellion and still you love us.

  9. We ask that you would gently but deeply pour out your Holy Spirit upon us this morning

  10. so that we might gaze upon your word and listen to your word

  11. and that your word might have its healing and forming and challenging role in our lives.

  12. And all this we ask in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.

  13. Amen.

  14. It's not a good thing about me, but some things really, really sort of bother me.

  15. And I think I've mentioned it before.

  16. I listen to Christian radio sometimes.

  17. In fact, it's usually Christian radio on at our house.

  18. And my daughter, who'd come back from university,

  19. was asking me if I'd noticed that a particular show had changed on Sunday night.

  20. And I realized that I hadn't noticed that.

  21. And I was trying to think about why it was.

  22. And then I realized the reason why I hadn't noticed that this show had changed on Sunday night.

  23. And that's because at some point in time on Sunday morning, afternoon,

  24. I always turn the radio off, even though it's usually on sort of in the kitchen area.

  25. And it's because I think there's like four shows in a row about contagious enthusiasm.

  26. And I end up, by the time I've listened to it the second time, I want to go postal.

  27. Too much unbridled enthusiasm and positive thinking just starts to really, really, really irritate me.

  28. Because it just, I don't know, there's just something.

  29. I hope I'm not offending anybody here.

  30. Those of you who I'm offending, it just shows you how deeply you have to pray for me,

  31. that I can be set off by people just wanting to always be,

  32. have cheery voices, huge smiles, only talking about positive, pleasant things,

  33. and just encouraging us to be good.

  34. And that makes me go postal after a certain point in time.

  35. It shows that there's something going on inside of me.

  36. I probably need counseling, but I turn it off.

  37. Because it's having the exact opposite effect on me

  38. than the people who are making the show are intending it to.

  39. And this sort of complicated aspect of human nature, or at least my human nature,

  40. but I think all of us have certain things that people intend it to maybe make us smile,

  41. or happy, or do something, but it creates the opposite reaction.

  42. This type of complicated aspect of human beings is well illustrated,

  43. and great wisdom is presented in the passage, which John just read a few moments ago.

  44. So I invite you to take your Bibles and turn with me to Genesis chapter 4.

    Genesis 4 chapter mention

  45. Genesis chapter 4.

    Genesis 4 chapter mention

  46. And as is every Sunday, if you're a guest here, you don't have your Bible with you,

  47. there's always some Bibles here at the front by the stage,

  48. and you're welcome to use the Bible, keep it.

  49. It can be a gift from us to you if you want.

  50. You can return it afterwards as well if you want.

  51. And it's the famous story of Cain and Abel.

  52. Some of you might have noticed when John read Am I My Brother's Keeper,

  53. that is one of those snippets of biblical tradition

  54. which still would be sort of known in our culture.

  55. People might not know where it came from.

  56. They might use it out of context, but it's a snippet of that biblical heritage

  57. which still exists in our culture.

  58. And so it's going to talk...

  59. Anyway, let's read.

  60. Genesis chapter 4, verses 1.

    Genesis 4:1

  61. We'll look at it again.

  62. Now Adam knew Eve, his wife, and she conceived and bore Cain, saying,

  63. I have gotten a man with the help of the Lord.

  64. And again she bore his brother Abel.

  65. Now Abel was a keeper of sheep, and Cain a worker of the ground.

  66. In the course of time, Cain brought to the Lord an offering of the fruit of the ground,

  67. and Abel also brought of the firstborn of his flock and of their fat portions.

  68. Just a pause here.

  69. In older times, people liked eating fat.

  70. It was highly valued if something had lots of fat.

  71. I mean, now it's sort of a guilty pleasure when we're pouring on the bacon and the cheese on our burger

  72. with lots of filling in it so that none of the fat runs out of the hamburger

  73. and we feel slightly guilty about it.

  74. But in older times, and in many parts of the world today,

  75. it would still be viewed as something precious.

  76. The fat was important.

  77. Back to verse 4 again.

  78. And Abel also brought of the firstborn of his flock and of their fat portions.

  79. And the Lord had regard, had favor.

  80. That's sort of another way to translate it.

  81. And the Lord had favor for Abel and his offering,

  82. but for Cain and his offering, he had no regard.

  83. He did not have favor.

  84. So Cain was very angry, and his face fell.

  85. The Lord said to Cain,

  86. Why are you angry, and why has your face fallen?

  87. If you do well, will you not be accepted?

  88. In other words, will you not have my favor upon you?

  89. And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door.

  90. Its desire is for you, but you must rule over it.

  91. Now, I should have sort of paused there at a certain part.

  92. But some of you might wonder, why is it, like,

  93. why on earth is it that God liked Abel's sacrifice,

  94. and he didn't like Cain's sacrifice?

  95. I have to confess that for many, many years,

  96. when I would glibly go over it,

  97. I thought that the reason that God liked Abel's sacrifice

  98. was because it was an animal sacrifice,

  99. and you sort of pointed to the cross.

  100. And Cain's was just, you know, grain and fruit and nuts and stuff like that,

  101. and didn't point to the cross.

  102. But I later on realized that that actually can't possibly be the reason,

  103. because if you go on and read Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy,

  104. you'll see that, in fact, there's a whole series of Old Testament offerings

  105. that, in fact, just involve grain and the fruits of the earth.

  106. So it's not as if there's something special about the animal

  107. and something bad about the grain.

  108. And so, you know, somebody might wonder,

  109. well, why is it that God sort of liked one sacrifice and didn't like another?

  110. One of the things when you read Old Testament stories and New Testament stories

  111. is, as we read it, to understand that no response is,

  112. that no particular response is required by the text.

  113. Like, we might become very familiar with the fact that a certain response occurs,

  114. but you should, we can always ask the question,

  115. well, out of all of the possible responses,

  116. why did the person choose that response?

  117. So here's what I mean.

  118. I'm married, and let's say I bring home to my wife one day a gift,

  119. and I bring the gift to my wife, and her face falls.

  120. She gets sad by it.

  121. Okay, well, one moment.

  122. I have a whole range of responses to this, don't I?

  123. Like, if in fact, if I bring my wife a gift,

  124. and her face falls,

  125. and she seems to be unpleased with it,

  126. why would I fly into a rage at her?

  127. Like, why would I be angry at it?

  128. Like, I mean, I could ask her,

  129. like, why are you upset?

  130. Well, I didn't like you spending so much money, or something,

  131. or it reminds me of something.

  132. I mean, I could ask her,

  133. I could ask her, what could I do to make the gift acceptable?

  134. I could ask if I could take this gift back,

  135. and exchange it, and buy another gift.

  136. I mean, if I did something to offend her with the gift,

  137. I could apologize.

  138. Like, there's all sorts of responses to that, isn't there?

  139. So, in fact, what happens when, in this story,

  140. when Cain's gift is not accepted,

  141. his response to God reveals

  142. why it is that God did not accept the gift.

  143. Here's the first insight from the text,

  144. if you want to put that up on the screen, Mike.

  145. The first insight from the text.

  146. A problem with me?

  147. I want to put God in my debt.

  148. A problem with me?

  149. A problem with you?

  150. I write these in such a way that if you write them in your notes,

  151. if you write these in your notes,

  152. it doesn't say,

  153. a problem with George.

  154. But if you write down a problem with me,

  155. then you realize that you're writing it as a problem about you,

  156. about me.

  157. That it's, in fact,

  158. it's a far, far deeper-rooted problem than we realize.

  159. You see, what Cain is doing

  160. is he's trying to, in a sense, manipulate God.

  161. Like, don't we understand?

  162. Here's another thing about gifts.

  163. It matters to us, doesn't it?

  164. Why somebody gives us a gift?

  165. It matters to us.

  166. Like, if somebody gives me a gift,

  167. and I think, oh, that's really nice.

  168. You know, maybe they've been, I don't know,

  169. really obnoxious,

  170. they've been really, really rude,

  171. they've been angry,

  172. and they give me a gift.

  173. And then, you know,

  174. I think, well, that's sort of curious.

  175. Why are they giving me a gift?

  176. And then, like, you know,

  177. an hour later, they say,

  178. oh, by the way,

  179. I need a letter of recommendation from my pastor.

  180. Could you write me a letter of recommendation?

  181. Well, that would be a very transparent attempt

  182. to try to bribe me,

  183. to try to change my mood,

  184. to try to make me feel like somehow I'm in their debt,

  185. or change my impression of them.

  186. And so, even if at a human level,

  187. we understand that the motive behind the giving of the gift matters,

  188. then how much more does it matter for God?

  189. But the fact of the matter is,

  190. is that we regularly think, naively,

  191. that whether it's being involved in a liturgy,

  192. or reading our Bible,

  193. or somehow or another,

  194. that we do it,

  195. not so much necessarily because we love God,

  196. or trust God,

  197. or trust his sovereignty,

  198. or trust his goodness,

  199. desire to know him,

  200. desire to give him honor,

  201. desire to show our dependence upon him,

  202. do anything which is what God desires,

  203. but instead we do it expecting some type of result.

  204. Maybe because we've done something bad,

  205. and it maybe helps us with our conscience,

  206. it calms our conscience,

  207. or,

  208. you know,

  209. I,

  210. you know,

  211. I,

  212. you know,

  213. we come to church not because we want to sing God's praises,

  214. and open the Bible,

  215. and hear from him,

  216. but we want an hour of calm and quiet to collect our thoughts,

  217. so we can handle a busy week.

  218. An hour of calm and quiet to,

  219. you know,

  220. to calm our thoughts to handle a busy week.

  221. Like,

  222. we do it because of me,

  223. because of I,

  224. because of,

  225. you know,

  226. whatever reason.

  227. And,

  228. and,

  229. and that's what's going on here in Cain,

  230. is his response shows,

  231. that in fact,

  232. he's not actually that interested in God.

  233. In fact,

  234. here,

  235. if you put the next point up,

  236. Andrew,

  237. here,

  238. here's the spiritual principle behind the text.

  239. The first thing is very important,

  240. that the problem is very important,

  241. but here's the spiritual principle.

  242. In true worship,

  243. first I bring myself,

  244. and then I bring myself and my stuff.

  245. In true worship,

  246. first I bring myself,

  247. and then I bring myself and my stuff.

  248. In fact,

  249. at a,

  250. at a,

  251. at the level of the Hebrew,

  252. and in the,

  253. and the,

  254. and the cultural context,

  255. we actually get a bit of a hint about that.

  256. In,

  257. in the book of Hebrews,

    Hebrews 11:4

  258. chapter 11,

  259. verse 4,

  260. it talks about how,

  261. uh,

  262. Abel's sacrifice was accepted,

  263. because it came out of faith.

  264. In other words,

  265. it came out of a desire,

  266. to have a relationship,

  267. with the living God,

  268. where,

  269. uh,

  270. Abel acknowledges that God is God,

  271. and he is a creature,

  272. Abel is a creature,

  273. and that God,

  274. Abel desires to somehow,

  275. honor that,

  276. illustrate that,

  277. to represent that,

  278. to,

  279. to,

  280. to know God.

  281. He's not only bringing himself,

  282. he brings himself to God first,

  283. in a matter of trust,

  284. but then he brings his stuff with him,

  285. and,

  286. and that's seen in the,

  287. in the,

  288. in the,

  289. in the actual story,

  290. because Abel brings the best,

  291. and gives it to God,

  292. off the top.

  293. He doesn't sort of wait,

  294. until he has,

  295. uh,

  296. a thousand,

  297. livestock,

  298. and then after he has lots of livestock,

  299. for himself,

  300. he then takes,

  301. you know,

  302. a few unimportant ones,

  303. or a little bit of,

  304. you know,

  305. so-so ones,

  306. I guess if,

  307. you know,

  308. we,

  309. I don't know,

  310. we put a little,

  311. you know,

  312. wash it up a bit,

  313. and fluff its hair,

  314. it'll look all right,

  315. for God.

  316. He,

  317. he takes it at the beginning,

  318. he gives the first fruit,

  319. he gives the very,

  320. very best,

  321. and he gives the best portion,

  322. of the meat,

  323. to the,

  324. the very,

  325. very best,

  326. and in the original language,

  327. Cain just sort of gives some of his stuff.

  328. It's like he has a whole barn full of stuff,

  329. and he says,

  330. oh gosh,

  331. I've got to go to God,

  332. uh,

  333. I don't know,

  334. I,

  335. um,

  336. you know,

  337. and he says to his wife,

  338. you know,

  339. you don't like turnips,

  340. I don't like turnips,

  341. let's give turnips to God,

  342. okay?

  343. Uh,

  344. we'll give God a whole pile of turnips,

  345. uh,

  346. we won't miss them,

  347. and,

  348. and God will be pleased,

  349. you know?

  350. And that's,

  351. that's what's going on in the story.

  352. And,

  353. um,

  354. but,

  355. so Abel understands it,

  356. he actually,

  357. he,

  358. he doesn't understand,

  359. he just knows that God is God,

  360. and he wants to give of himself to God,

  361. and he gives himself first,

  362. and he brings along his stuff.

  363. It's a very,

  364. very fundamental principle.

  365. If you're a guest here today,

  366. this is my opportunity to say to you,

  367. uh,

  368. that one of the things that we do here as part of our worship

  369. is collect an offering.

  370. And,

  371. and why do we collect an offering?

  372. Well,

  373. first of all,

  374. we want to bring ourselves to God,

  375. and then we want to bring ourselves and our stuff.

  376. That that's like a spiritual principle about growth.

  377. Because stuff matters,

  378. right?

  379. Stuff matters to us.

  380. And so,

  381. if we're bringing ourselves to God,

  382. we want to bring the stuff that matters to God as well.

  383. And so,

  384. if you're here,

  385. and you're a seeker,

  386. or you come just,

  387. you know,

  388. for whatever reason,

  389. uh,

  390. and you're a guest,

  391. especially if you're a guest that you're,

  392. you haven't given yourself to God first,

  393. I really,

  394. you know,

  395. keep coming to our church as often as you want,

  396. and never put any money in the plate.

  397. Uh,

  398. that's completely fine with us.

  399. In fact,

  400. it's probably better for you not to.

  401. Uh,

  402. because you see,

  403. what God wants first is,

  404. is me.

  405. What he wants first is you.

  406. And then,

  407. as,

  408. as,

  409. as I give myself to God,

  410. and he,

  411. and,

  412. and,

  413. and I start to know God,

  414. and I start to know who he is,

  415. and his goodness,

  416. and his mercy,

  417. and I start to be healed,

  418. and freed up by that,

  419. then it,

  420. it starts to become obvious to me that I need to bring my stuff to him.

  421. So,

  422. let the plate pass.

  423. Uh,

  424. we'll keep passing the plate,

  425. uh,

  426. in our services because it is part of worship.

  427. It's a,

  428. an important spiritual principle,

  429. but at the same time,

  430. um,

  431. you know,

  432. give ourselves first,

  433. then,

  434. then our stuff.

  435. Now,

  436. um,

  437. some of you,

  438. um,

  439. um,

  440. one of the things that,

  441. uh,

  442. also sort of bothers me about Christmas

  443. is,

  444. uh,

  445. I,

  446. boy,

  447. this is like a bad day for Christian radio.

  448. Um,

  449. one of the things that bothers me about Christian radio,

  450. at least in this city,

  451. is how they almost play as many secular Christmas songs as,

  452. as Magic 100,

  453. uh,

  454. or,

  455. uh,

  456. 88.5,

  457. Live 88.5,

  458. uh,

  459. you know,

  460. the alternative music station,

  461. or any other station.

  462. Uh,

  463. and,

  464. and if you listen to secular music songs,

  465. and I,

  466. you know what,

  467. you're going to think I'm like the Grinch.

  468. I,

  469. I really am not like the Grinch.

  470. I don't want to be the Grinch,

  471. but I'm just trying to,

  472. here's the thing about secular music songs,

  473. is it makes it look as if,

  474. what's Christmas about?

  475. Christmas is about snow,

  476. about family,

  477. uh,

  478. about coming home,

  479. uh,

  480. it's about being good,

  481. and it's about being kind,

  482. and it's about being generous,

  483. and that's what Christmas is sort of all about.

  484. And,

  485. uh,

  486. and one of the funny things about this secular understanding and idea behind Christmas

  487. is that it,

  488. it,

  489. it sort of promises certain things about home and goodness and kindness and getting along,

  490. but then when we actually go home for Christmas,

  491. we deal with all the grumpy,

  492. angry,

  493. selfish people who irritate us for the rest of the year.

  494. I'm not talking about my own family,

  495. okay?

  496. Uh,

  497. maybe they're taught,

  498. maybe that's what they think about me,

  499. I don't know,

  500. but,

  501. especially after I'm sort of grumpy about secular Christmas carols.

  502. and,

  503. and,

  504. and,

  505. but you know what I mean,

  506. on one hand,

  507. Christmas carols promise something,

  508. but if you actually try to follow the secular Christmas carols,

  509. it reveals something very,

  510. very different.

  511. And,

  512. you know,

  513. some families are really,

  514. really great,

  515. and hopefully,

  516. well,

  517. let's all pray for great families.

  518. But you know what I mean,

  519. often,

  520. you know,

  521. maybe it's at work,

  522. and you go to a Christmas party,

  523. or you have a neighborhood Christmas party,

  524. and,

  525. and you realize that,

  526. boy,

  527. some people,

  528. they're just obnoxious.

  529. Like,

  530. you sort of hope that you don't get caught in a corner with them.

  531. Like,

  532. that idea of human goodness is often not revealed at Christmas parties,

  533. and at Christmas time.

  534. The rushing,

  535. and the pushing,

  536. and the grabbing,

  537. and the materialism,

  538. and there's all sorts of stuff about Christmas that reveals the opposite of what Christmas songs seem to promise.

  539. And,

  540. and one of the reasons I'm doing these unusual introductions to the Christmas story is because these unusual introductions help to reveal the meaning of Christmas,

  541. the biblical meaning of Christmas,

  542. and also are just very,

  543. very rich insights about what is that goes on in us as human beings.

  544. And,

  545. and this can be seen in something,

  546. the story that maybe some of you are wondering at,

  547. which is,

  548. just,

  549. well,

  550. let's go back and look at the text.

  551. Go back up to verse five,

  552. this part about how Cain gets angry at God.

  553. Go up to verse four.

  554. For Abel also brought of the firstborn of his flock and of their fat portions,

  555. and the Lord had regard for Abel and his offering,

  556. but for Cain and his offering he had no regard.

  557. So Cain was very angry,

  558. and his face fell.

  559. The Lord said to Cain,

  560. why are you angry,

  561. and why has your face fallen?

  562. If you do well,

  563. will you not be accepted?

  564. Or,

  565. as I said,

  566. sort of,

  567. my favor will rest upon you.

  568. And if you do not do well,

  569. sin is crouching at the door,

  570. its desire is for you,

  571. but you must rule over it.

  572. Now just put your finger there for a second.

  573. This is sort of very,

  574. very interesting.

  575. God actually has been very kind and merciful to Cain.

  576. He's basically telling,

  577. warning Cain of a great danger,

  578. and he's definitely leaving the door wide open

  579. for Cain to change his heart in such a way

  580. that he can know God,

  581. and that God will know him,

  582. and that Cain can know God's favor.

  583. And so God speaks to Cain,

  584. and in the story,

  585. how is it that Cain speaks next?

  586. Like, how does he speak to God?

  587. Okay?

  588. God has spoken to Cain.

  589. How does Cain respond?

  590. Well, notice this in the text.

  591. It's very, very subtle,

  592. but very, very important,

  593. and very interesting.

  594. Verse 8.

  595. Cain spoke to Abel.

  596. He doesn't speak back to God,

  597. but he speaks back to God in a sense

  598. by speaking to Abel.

  599. Cain spoke to Abel, his brother,

  600. and when they were in the field,

  601. Cain rose up against his brother Abel

  602. and killed him.

  603. That's,

  604. look at verse 9,

  605. how it continues.

  606. Then the Lord said to Cain,

  607. where is Abel your brother?

  608. And Cain said,

  609. I do not know.

  610. Am I my brother's keeper?

  611. And the voice,

  612. and the Lord said,

  613. what have you done?

  614. The voice of your brother's blood

  615. is crying to me from the ground.

  616. And just sort of paused.

  617. You see that?

  618. It's a very,

  619. very interesting dynamic.

  620. Abel,

  621. I mean,

  622. Cain brings the turnips

  623. and,

  624. I don't like Brussels sprouts,

  625. brings the turnips

  626. and the Brussels sprouts.

  627. I like turnips.

  628. I don't like Brussels sprouts.

  629. Brings the turnips

  630. and Brussels sprouts

  631. and offers them to God

  632. as his offering.

  633. And it throws in,

  634. like, you know,

  635. an apple or something

  636. because he likes apples,

  637. just to, you know,

  638. hide the fact that it's

  639. a whole pile of Brussels sprouts

  640. and offers them to God.

  641. God realizes

  642. what's going on

  643. in Cain's life,

  644. speaks a word of mercy

  645. to Cain.

  646. Cain's response is,

  647. Cain's response is,

  648. anger at God.

  649. God speaks his word

  650. of mercy to him

  651. and Cain goes

  652. and rather than speaking

  653. back to God,

  654. he speaks to Abel

  655. to lure him

  656. into a field

  657. to kill him.

  658. Put up the next slide.

  659. A problem with me,

  660. I have an anger at God

  661. that is expressed

  662. as an anger

  663. at myself and others.

  664. A problem with me,

  665. I have an anger at God

  666. that is expressed

  667. as an anger

  668. at myself

  669. and others.

  670. There are some of us

  671. who

  672. maybe are insufficient

  673. that don't get angry

  674. when we should.

  675. maybe we've

  676. been so deeply

  677. inundated by our culture

  678. to accept certain types

  679. of indignities against us

  680. that

  681. when there might,

  682. should maybe be

  683. a type of a moment

  684. of appropriate anger,

  685. it's gone.

  686. That's a bit of a problem,

  687. probably not as much

  688. of a problem in our culture

  689. as we think that it is.

  690. The more problem,

  691. the more,

  692. the more

  693. common problem

  694. is that

  695. while there might be

  696. a place

  697. that something happens

  698. where there's,

  699. you know,

  700. a type of a,

  701. being upset

  702. at the,

  703. at the wrongness

  704. and the injustice

  705. that there is

  706. an appropriate

  707. response to evil

  708. that can also

  709. go along with anger.

  710. But for most of us,

  711. we can't just stay

  712. with that appropriate

  713. response

  714. to the evil,

  715. but the anger

  716. grows within us.

  717. And for many of us,

  718. there are

  719. deep areas

  720. of anger

  721. in our lives

  722. that can easily

  723. come out.

  724. Maybe it's

  725. Rob Ford,

  726. the mayor of Toronto,

  727. and as soon as I mention

  728. that to some of you,

  729. you get mad.

  730. Maybe it's

  731. Thomas Mulcair

  732. of the NDP,

  733. and I just mentioned him,

  734. and you get mad.

  735. Maybe it's

  736. Stephen Harper.

  737. Maybe it's

  738. the president

  739. of the United States.

  740. Maybe it's,

  741. I just have to mention,

  742. ex-wives

  743. or children,

  744. and instantly

  745. there's anger

  746. that's right there

  747. underneath the surface

  748. for you.

  749. Maybe it's even

  750. good things.

  751. Maybe it's even

  752. things like,

  753. I mentioned,

  754. sex trafficking

  755. or abortion

  756. or

  757. violence against

  758. women

  759. or

  760. racism.

  761. And instantly

  762. there's this

  763. anger which is

  764. there.

  765. And

  766. we might have,

  767. even as Christians,

  768. very, very

  769. sophisticated

  770. theological

  771. reasons as to

  772. why our anger

  773. is justified.

  774. And maybe

  775. even we would

  776. say,

  777. boy,

  778. if you knew

  779. my ex-wife,

  780. if you knew

  781. my kids,

  782. if you knew

  783. my husband,

  784. if you knew

  785. my boss,

  786. if you knew

  787. my employees,

  788. if you knew

  789. my neighbor,

  790. you would be

  791. angry as well.

  792. But the Bible

  793. here reveals

  794. something which

  795. modern psychology

  796. and counseling

  797. completely and

  798. utterly ignores,

  799. and Christian

  800. counseling and

  801. psychology,

  802. which is just

  803. aping secular

  804. counseling,

  805. completely and

  806. utterly ignores,

  807. that in fact,

  808. ongoing,

  809. habitual,

  810. residual wells

  811. of anger

  812. within us

  813. are revealing

  814. to us

  815. that we aren't

  816. really angry

  817. about the things

  818. that we think

  819. we're angry

  820. about.

  821. You and I

  822. are angry

  823. at God.

  824. The problem

  825. with me,

  826. I have an

  827. anger at God

  828. that is expressed

  829. as an anger

  830. at myself

  831. and others.

  832. I guess I

  833. could have put

  834. and or others.

  835. That would have

  836. been more

  837. appropriate.

  838. That's what

  839. the text is

  840. revealing.

  841. Cain tries

  842. to buy off

  843. God.

  844. God calls

  845. him on it

  846. but does it

  847. in a very

  848. gracious way

  849. so that it

  850. can all be

  851. fixed.

  852. Cain doesn't

  853. even speak

  854. to God.

  855. He speaks

  856. to his

  857. brother and

  858. kills him.

  859. Cain is

  860. consumed with

  861. an anger

  862. at God

  863. and he

  864. takes it

  865. out at

  866. anger and

  867. murder

  868. at his

  869. brother.

  870. And there's

  871. a very,

  872. very important

  873. takeaway for

  874. us here.

  875. that in

  876. fact if

  877. some of

  878. us are

  879. dealing,

  880. if we

  881. are aware

  882. of the

  883. fact that

  884. ongoing

  885. deep

  886. anger that

  887. gets revealed,

  888. one of the

  889. things we need

  890. to do is

  891. call out to

  892. God and

  893. say,

  894. God,

  895. why am I

  896. angry at

  897. you?

  898. And one

  899. of the

  900. things that

  901. we need

  902. to do is

  903. ask ourselves,

  904. ask the

  905. fathers to

  906. pour out his

  907. Holy Spirit

  908. upon us,

  909. that he can

  910. reveal to us

  911. the idols that

  912. we're serving,

  913. the lies that

  914. we're believing,

  915. or the sin

  916. that we're

  917. guarding.

  918. that is at

  919. root of our

  920. anger against

  921. God.

  922. If we put

  923. up the

  924. next slide,

  925. here's the

  926. other important

  927. thing for us,

  928. is that God

  929. is never,

  930. ever,

  931. ever,

  932. anger driven.

  933. One of the

  934. things that

  935. comes all the

  936. way through

  937. the story,

  938. God is

  939. never,

  940. ever,

  941. ever,

  942. anger driven.

  943. One of the

  944. problems that

  945. we have as

  946. human beings

  947. is because we

  948. have this

  949. deep-seated,

  950. these,

  951. you know,

  952. and some

  953. of us

  954. don't have

  955. it,

  956. you know,

  957. maybe some

  958. of us,

  959. anger is

  960. never going

  961. to be a

  962. bit of a

  963. problem for

  964. us,

  965. but those

  966. of us

  967. who have

  968. realized that

  969. there's

  970. anger in

  971. there,

  972. we,

  973. you know,

  974. you know,

  975. the sign

  976. of anger

  977. beyond the

  978. very,

  979. very narrow

  980. momentary

  981. appropriateness

  982. of it is

  983. a sign of

  984. our enmity

  985. towards God.

  986. It's an

  987. indicator of

  988. it,

  989. using

  990. sociological

  991. language.

  992. It's an

  993. indicator of

  994. a deeper

  995. problem.

  996. And it's

  997. part of our

  998. problem that

  999. we have in

  1000. coming to

  1001. God and

  1002. talking to

  1003. God and

  1004. worshiping God

  1005. and giving

  1006. ourselves and

  1007. our stuff to

  1008. God is that

  1009. we sort of,

  1010. at one level,

  1011. transpose,

  1012. transfer,

  1013. project our

  1014. own anger at

  1015. God to God

  1016. and how he

  1017. relates to us.

  1018. But in this

  1019. story, God is

  1020. never, ever,

  1021. ever,

  1022. anger-driven.

  1023. read the

  1024. Old Testament.

  1025. He is

  1026. never,

  1027. ever,

  1028. ever,

  1029. anger-driven.

  1030. Now,

  1031. we're going to

  1032. have to wrap

  1033. it up in a

  1034. couple of

  1035. minutes.

  1036. Some of you

  1037. might be

  1038. wondering,

  1039. George,

  1040. those are

  1041. all very,

  1042. very interesting

  1043. things.

  1044. But, you

  1045. know,

  1046. I have two

  1047. things,

  1048. George.

  1049. First of all,

  1050. this is a

  1051. Christmas sermon

  1052. and you

  1053. haven't mentioned

  1054. anything about

  1055. Christmas at

  1056. all yet.

  1057. But the

  1058. other thing,

  1059. George,

  1060. is, come

  1061. on,

  1062. let's look at

  1063. this story

  1064. for a second.

  1065. You know,

  1066. I remember

  1067. that other

  1068. part.

  1069. I remember

  1070. the story a

  1071. little bit.

  1072. where are

  1073. the other

  1074. people to

  1075. kill Cain?

  1076. Cain's going

  1077. to start a

  1078. city?

  1079. Like, where

  1080. are the

  1081. people to

  1082. start a

  1083. city?

  1084. And those

  1085. are very,

  1086. very good

  1087. questions.

  1088. But here's

  1089. the thing

  1090. about the

  1091. stories in

  1092. the first

  1093. 11 chapters

  1094. of Genesis

  1095. in particular.

  1096. And, you

  1097. know, this

  1098. would be one

  1099. of those

  1100. things that

  1101. if Andrew

  1102. or Mike

  1103. were to

  1104. take my

  1105. tape and

  1106. cut it at

  1107. the right

  1108. spot, it

  1109. would make

  1110. me look like

  1111. I'm saying

  1112. something very,

  1113. very bad

  1114. and wrong.

  1115. So you

  1116. have to hear

  1117. the whole

  1118. part of it.

  1119. But, you

  1120. know, the

  1121. stories in

  1122. Genesis are

  1123. a little bit

  1124. like a joke.

  1125. Okay?

  1126. They're a

  1127. little bit

  1128. like a joke.

  1129. I'll show you

  1130. what I mean.

  1131. Some of you

  1132. have heard this

  1133. before.

  1134. It's my

  1135. favorite

  1136. Anglican joke.

  1137. How do you

  1138. explain the

  1139. different

  1140. Protestant

  1141. denominations

  1142. to a Roman

  1143. Catholic or

  1144. an Eastern

  1145. Orthodox?

  1146. You know,

  1147. somebody comes

  1148. from a place

  1149. where there's

  1150. only Eastern

  1151. Orthodox,

  1152. they come and

  1153. discover all

  1154. these Protestant

  1155. churches,

  1156. how on earth

  1157. do you explain

  1158. Protestantism to

  1159. them?

  1160. And it's

  1161. very, very

  1162. simple.

  1163. You say,

  1164. well, the

  1165. Salvation Army

  1166. pick you up out

  1167. of the gutter.

  1168. the Baptists,

  1169. they get you

  1170. baptized and

  1171. started in the

  1172. Christian life.

  1173. Presbyterians,

  1174. they're really

  1175. good at

  1176. educating you.

  1177. And so,

  1178. you know,

  1179. Christian Reformers

  1180. are really good

  1181. at educating you.

  1182. Methodists,

  1183. they get you

  1184. really fired up

  1185. with a concern

  1186. for holiness.

  1187. Pentecostals

  1188. and Charismatics

  1189. are really

  1190. spectacular at

  1191. freeing you up

  1192. in worship

  1193. and teaching

  1194. you how to

  1195. sing.

  1196. Anglicans,

  1197. they introduce

  1198. you to society

  1199. and culture.

  1200. And then the

  1201. Salvation Army

  1202. pick you up

  1203. out of the gutter.

  1204. Now, you

  1205. see, the

  1206. thing about

  1207. this is,

  1208. obviously,

  1209. in this story,

  1210. that's not all

  1211. about Anglicanism.

  1212. You know,

  1213. I haven't

  1214. mentioned the

  1215. 39 articles.

  1216. I haven't

  1217. mentioned,

  1218. you know,

  1219. Wilberforce

  1220. and C.S.

  1221. Lewis and

  1222. John Stott

  1223. and the

  1224. godly Anglican

  1225. heritage.

  1226. You know,

  1227. you could say,

  1228. oh, George

  1229. Emerson,

  1230. all this stuff.

  1231. You know,

  1232. Methodists,

  1233. you know,

  1234. Baptists,

  1235. they don't

  1236. just baptize you.

  1237. You know,

  1238. okay, but what's

  1239. the point of,

  1240. how does a joke

  1241. work?

  1242. You just take

  1243. this little tiny

  1244. moment and you

  1245. trace along the

  1246. thread to make

  1247. a point.

  1248. How is that a

  1249. parable work?

  1250. A parable,

  1251. when Jesus tells

  1252. a parable about

  1253. the seeds and

  1254. the sower,

  1255. you know,

  1256. it's just,

  1257. he's trying to

  1258. make,

  1259. you just take

  1260. the tiny little

  1261. narrow point as

  1262. it goes from

  1263. moment to

  1264. moment to

  1265. moment to

  1266. get the

  1267. point.

  1268. How does a

  1269. metaphor or

  1270. an analogy

  1271. work, you

  1272. know,

  1273. or an

  1274. illustration?

  1275. You take

  1276. this,

  1277. that one

  1278. aspect of

  1279. the story or

  1280. the image

  1281. which matters

  1282. and you leave

  1283. the rest of

  1284. it behind.

  1285. And that's,

  1286. in a sense,

  1287. what's happening

  1288. with Genesis

    Genesis 4 chapter mention

  1289. chapter 4.

  1290. We have lots

  1291. of questions

  1292. about the

  1293. text,

  1294. that the

  1295. text is not

  1296. interested in

  1297. answering.

  1298. It doesn't want

  1299. us to pause to

  1300. try to figure out

  1301. these other

  1302. things,

  1303. it's just

  1304. wanting us to

  1305. follow along

  1306. as the text

  1307. makes a series

  1308. of very,

  1309. very important

  1310. points.

  1311. One overarching

  1312. point,

  1313. which is that

  1314. as the enmity,

  1315. as human enmity

  1316. towards God

  1317. and rage

  1318. toward God

  1319. increases,

  1320. that God

  1321. is always

  1322. merciful.

  1323. That's the

  1324. overwhelming

  1325. story of the

  1326. text,

  1327. but even as

  1328. it goes along

  1329. there's just

  1330. always a fine

  1331. type of point

  1332. and it's not,

  1333. just like my

  1334. little joke

  1335. about Anglicanism

  1336. doesn't intend

  1337. to explain

  1338. the 1662

  1339. Book of Common

  1340. Prayer and

  1341. the 1552

  1342. Book of Common

  1343. Prayer and

  1344. the 39

  1345. Articles and

  1346. the Ordinal

  1347. with its

  1348. Preface and

  1349. her whole

  1350. godly heritage

  1351. doesn't do

  1352. all that stuff,

  1353. does it?

  1354. Just a little

  1355. tiny point,

  1356. that's what

  1357. Genesis 4 is

  1358. doing.

  1359. And in fact,

  1360. it's quite

  1361. breathtaking in

  1362. the rest of

  1363. the text,

  1364. how,

  1365. let's just

  1366. read it very

  1367. quickly.

  1368. Look back

  1369. at verse,

  1370. skip over

  1371. to verse 17.

  1372. God has

  1373. put a mark

  1374. on Cain,

  1375. it's an act

  1376. of mercy.

  1377. Verse 17,

  1378. Cain knew

  1379. his wife

  1380. and she

  1381. conceived

  1382. and bore

  1383. Enoch.

  1384. When he

  1385. built a city,

  1386. he called

  1387. the name

  1388. of the city

  1389. after the

  1390. name of

  1391. his son

  1392. Enoch.

  1393. Enoch

  1394. was born

  1395. Irad,

  1396. and Irad

  1397. fathered

  1398. Mahujahel,

  1399. and Mahujahel

  1400. fathered

  1401. Methushahel,

  1402. and Methushahel

  1403. fathered

  1404. Lamech,

  1405. and Lamech

  1406. took two

  1407. wives.

  1408. The name

  1409. of the one

  1410. was Adah,

  1411. and the

  1412. name of

  1413. the other

  1414. was Zillah.

  1415. Adah

  1416. bore

  1417. Jabal,

  1418. he was

  1419. the father

  1420. of those

  1421. who dwell

  1422. in tents

  1423. and have

  1424. livestock.

  1425. His

  1426. brother's

  1427. name

  1428. was

  1429. Jubal,

  1430. he was

  1431. the father

  1432. of all

  1433. those

  1434. who played

  1435. the lyre

  1436. and the

  1437. pipe.

  1438. Zillah

  1439. also bore

  1440. Tubal-Cain,

  1441. he was

  1442. the forger

  1443. of all

  1444. instruments

  1445. of bronze

  1446. and iron.

  1447. The sister

  1448. of Tubal-Cain

  1449. was Nahmah,

  1450. Lamech said

  1451. to his

  1452. wives.

  1453. Adah

  1454. and Zillah

  1455. hear my

  1456. voice,

  1457. you wives

  1458. of Lamech,

  1459. listen to

  1460. what I

  1461. say,

  1462. I have

  1463. killed a

  1464. man for

  1465. wounding

  1466. me,

  1467. a young

  1468. man for

  1469. striking

  1470. me,

  1471. if Cain's

  1472. revenge is

  1473. sevenfold,

  1474. then Lamech's

  1475. is seventy-sevenfold.

  1476. It's very,

  1477. very,

  1478. very curious

  1479. how this,

  1480. the Moses

  1481. writing the

  1482. book of

  1483. Genesis,

  1484. under the

  1485. inspiration of

  1486. the Holy

  1487. Spirit,

  1488. making all

  1489. these fine

  1490. things.

  1491. It's very,

  1492. very interesting.

  1493. In a world

  1494. that attributed

  1495. the development

  1496. of farming

  1497. and music

  1498. and metallurgy

  1499. to the gods,

  1500. God's word

  1501. is saying

  1502. it has

  1503. nothing to

  1504. do with

  1505. the gods,

  1506. there's only

  1507. one God.

  1508. And it's

  1509. very,

  1510. very interesting

  1511. that in the

  1512. Old Testament

  1513. in this

  1514. language here

  1515. what characterizes

  1516. building a

  1517. city is

  1518. it means

  1519. one of two

  1520. things,

  1521. it either

  1522. means building

  1523. a wall

  1524. that you

  1525. could defend

  1526. or building

  1527. a tower

  1528. that you

  1529. could go

  1530. in to

  1531. defend.

  1532. In other

  1533. words,

  1534. it's talking

  1535. about a

  1536. place to

  1537. defend against

  1538. war.

  1539. And it

  1540. shows part of

  1541. the mystery

  1542. or the riddle

  1543. of cities

  1544. all in this

  1545. little tiny

  1546. thing,

  1547. it shows the

  1548. mystery and riddle

  1549. of cities

  1550. that on one

  1551. hand,

  1552. civilization has

  1553. things like

  1554. music and

  1555. metallurgy and

  1556. fine crafts

  1557. and animals

  1558. and husbandry

  1559. and all that

  1560. thing which is

  1561. connected to

  1562. civilization,

  1563. yet at the

  1564. same time

  1565. that civilization

  1566. grows,

  1567. war grows,

  1568. which is why

  1569. you need a

  1570. fortress.

  1571. And it

  1572. sort of shows

  1573. the riddle

  1574. and the

  1575. mystery of

  1576. cities and

  1577. civilization,

  1578. and it

  1579. opens up the

  1580. whole way for

  1581. Christians to

  1582. understand what

  1583. it means to

  1584. live in the

  1585. city,

  1586. that on one

  1587. hand,

  1588. the city

  1589. does have

  1590. these things

  1591. like music

  1592. which are

  1593. good,

  1594. yet the

  1595. other time

  1596. it seems

  1597. to be,

  1598. there seems

  1599. to be,

  1600. as civilization

  1601. increases,

  1602. there seems

  1603. to be an

  1604. increase of

  1605. violence and

  1606. war at the

  1607. same time,

  1608. and there's

  1609. a mystery to

  1610. the fall,

  1611. and a mystery

  1612. to our

  1613. rebellion against

  1614. God,

  1615. and a mystery

  1616. as to how it

  1617. bends and

  1618. changes human

  1619. nature,

  1620. music and

  1621. munitions,

  1622. culture and

  1623. clash and

  1624. violence.

  1625. men.

  1626. But at the

  1627. end of it

  1628. all, it

  1629. also shows,

  1630. by the way,

  1631. that polygamy

  1632. is a result of

  1633. the fall.

  1634. But then at

  1635. the end of it,

  1636. it shows how

  1637. Lamech kills

  1638. a man just

  1639. because he'd

  1640. been slightly

  1641. hurt, and

  1642. then Lamech

  1643. boasts,

  1644. aha, God

  1645. protected

  1646. Cain by

  1647. promising

  1648. seven-fold

  1649. retribution.

  1650. I am safer

  1651. than Cain

  1652. because you

  1653. mess with

  1654. me, I

  1655. will exact

  1656. 77 times

  1657. punishment on

  1658. you.

  1659. I am more

  1660. powerful than

  1661. God.

  1662. Don't fear

  1663. God, fear

  1664. Lamech.

  1665. I take wives

  1666. as I will.

  1667. I have my

  1668. sword and my

  1669. violence, and

  1670. it will protect

  1671. me.

  1672. I am more

  1673. powerful than

  1674. God.

  1675. that's how

  1676. the text

  1677. ends.

  1678. In fact,

  1679. there's a

  1680. very, very

  1681. interesting

  1682. counterpoint,

  1683. which will

  1684. then lead us

  1685. into Christmas,

  1686. that with

  1687. Cain's

  1688. rebellion, God

  1689. warns Cain

  1690. that sin is

  1691. growing and

  1692. desires to

  1693. work in him.

  1694. And then by

  1695. the end of the

  1696. story, we see

  1697. that Lamech's

  1698. understanding of

  1699. the way that

  1700. Lamech wants to

  1701. deal with sin

  1702. is to become

  1703. more powerful

  1704. than God.

  1705. In fact, if you

  1706. put up the

  1707. slide,

  1708. a problem

  1709. with me,

  1710. sin is a

  1711. power that

  1712. towers in

  1713. me and

  1714. over me,

  1715. and in

  1716. response, I

  1717. want to

  1718. tower as

  1719. God.

  1720. So the

  1721. story is

  1722. showing.

  1723. God warns

  1724. Cain that

  1725. there's sometimes

  1726. that there's

  1727. sins that

  1728. just seem to

  1729. grow and

  1730. grow and

  1731. grow and

  1732. grow and

  1733. get bigger,

  1734. and they

  1735. desire to

  1736. overwhelm

  1737. me.

  1738. Yet at the

  1739. same time,

  1740. my response

  1741. to things

  1742. that want

  1743. to overwhelm

  1744. me is that

  1745. I desire to

  1746. tower as

  1747. God.

  1748. Both are

  1749. responses of

  1750. hell, not

  1751. of heaven.

  1752. Our response

  1753. is, put up

  1754. the next

  1755. slide,

  1756. please.

  1757. God is

  1758. sovereign and

  1759. good, even

  1760. in judgment,

  1761. and offers

  1762. mercy.

  1763. All the way

  1764. through the

  1765. story, mercy

  1766. is always

  1767. offered by

  1768. God.

  1769. All the way

  1770. through the

  1771. story, God

  1772. is always

  1773. sovereign.

  1774. And if we

  1775. just think about

  1776. those different

  1777. responses that in

  1778. true worship,

  1779. first I bring

  1780. myself and

  1781. then I bring

  1782. myself and

  1783. my stuff,

  1784. God is

  1785. never, ever,

  1786. ever anger

  1787. driven, and

  1788. God is

  1789. sovereign and

  1790. good, and

  1791. even in

  1792. judgment, offers

  1793. mercy.

  1794. That's who the

  1795. living God is.

  1796. Put up the

  1797. final slide,

  1798. please.

  1799. Running out

  1800. of time.

  1801. The birth of

  1802. Jesus is not

  1803. the prelude to

  1804. tragedy, but

  1805. the beginning of

  1806. God's gracious

  1807. gift of

  1808. shalom.

  1809. To turn into

  1810. Luke chapter

  1811. one, to Luke

  1812. chapter two.

  1813. And in Luke

  1814. chapter two, we

  1815. have Luke's

  1816. account of the

  1817. Christmas story.

  1818. chapter two, and

  1819. look at verse

  1820. eight.

  1821. And in the

  1822. same region, there

  1823. were shepherds out

  1824. in the field, keeping

  1825. watch over their

  1826. flock by night.

  1827. And an angel of

  1828. the Lord appeared

  1829. to them, and the

  1830. glory of the Lord

  1831. shone around them, and

  1832. they were filled with

  1833. fear.

  1834. And the angel said

  1835. to them, fear not,

  1836. fear not, fear not,

  1837. right?

  1838. Their shepherds are

  1839. projecting their

  1840. anger drivenness, and

  1841. their lack of the

  1842. belief that God is not

  1843. good, and they

  1844. project that on

  1845. anything that comes

  1846. from heaven.

  1847. And the angels

  1848. say to them, fear

  1849. not, for behold, I

  1850. bring you good news of

  1851. great joy that will be

  1852. for all the people.

  1853. For unto you is born

  1854. this day in the city of

  1855. David a Savior, who is

  1856. Christ the Lord.

  1857. And this will be a sign

  1858. for you.

  1859. You will find a baby

  1860. wrapped in swaddling

  1861. clothes and lying in a

  1862. manger.

  1863. And suddenly there was

  1864. with the angel a

  1865. multitude of the heavenly

  1866. host, praising God and

  1867. saying, glory to God in the

  1868. highest, and on earth

  1869. peace, shalom, among

  1870. those with whom he is

  1871. pleased.

  1872. In other words, on those

  1873. with whom his favor

  1874. rests.

  1875. It's the very, very same

  1876. language of the

  1877. sacrifice that was used

  1878. of Cain and Abel.

  1879. The very same language

  1880. that the angels used to

  1881. describe Jesus.

  1882. They describe the

  1883. state of, I mean,

  1884. what the story of Cain and

  1885. Abel shows is it reveals

  1886. human enmity and anger

  1887. towards God.

  1888. And it reveals to us our

  1889. tendency to desire to

  1890. deal with enmity and

  1891. anger and any type of

  1892. sin that overwhelms us

  1893. by being able to be like

  1894. a God and towering over

  1895. it, getting bigger and

  1896. bigger and bigger over

  1897. that sin.

  1898. And the Bible here is

  1899. revealing something

  1900. completely and utterly

  1901. different, that God

  1902. enters the human story

  1903. not by towering, but he

  1904. enters it as a baby.

  1905. And in fact, he enters it

  1906. as a baby to live his

  1907. life and ultimately to

  1908. die upon the cross as a

  1909. means to reconcile us

  1910. to God.

  1911. But we see with the

  1912. birth of Jesus the

  1913. entering in of something

  1914. that only God can do

  1915. for us and that we

  1916. cannot do for ourselves

  1917. and we cannot do in

  1918. terms of our relationship

  1919. with God, that while

  1920. that which characterizes

  1921. us is being trapped

  1922. between enmity, often

  1923. unrecognized, and a

  1924. desire to tower over the

  1925. things that seem to

  1926. overwhelm us, which

  1927. also keeps us

  1928. distance from God, but

  1929. that God brings into

  1930. the world his means

  1931. of shalom.

  1932. And shalom means

  1933. something different

  1934. than the experience

  1935. of emotional peace.

  1936. Shalom means a

  1937. setting right, a

  1938. reestablishing of

  1939. order, a reestablishing

  1940. of creating a

  1941. balance, a change not

  1942. first and foremost of

  1943. emotion, but a change

  1944. of reality and

  1945. structure.

  1946. And God is

  1947. bringing his shalom

  1948. into the world.

  1949. That shalom will be

  1950. won upon the cross, but

  1951. he's bringing his

  1952. shalom into the world,

  1953. the means by which we

  1954. by faith in him can

  1955. know God's favor and

  1956. his acceptance and be

  1957. reconciled to him.

  1958. That's what Christmas

  1959. is.

  1960. It's not a prelude to

  1961. tragedy, but the

  1962. beginning of God's

  1963. gracious gift of

  1964. shalom.

  1965. Let's stand.

  1966. Father, we, you know

  1967. those of us this

  1968. morning who struggle

  1969. with anger.

  1970. Father, you know

  1971. those of us who have

  1972. never even considered

  1973. that the anger that we

  1974. feel when certain names

  1975. are in the world.

  1976. We ask that we

  1977. never even thought,

  1978. Father, that it's

  1979. hiding in anger that

  1980. we have at you.

  1981. We ask, Father, that you

  1982. would reveal to us the

  1983. idols that we are

  1984. serving or the lies

  1985. that we are believing

  1986. or the sin that we are

  1987. covering up that make us

  1988. angry at you.

  1989. Father, we ask

  1990. desperately.

  1991. We do not want to be

  1992. angry.

  1993. We do not want to be

  1994. anger-driven.

  1995. We give you thanks and

  1996. praise, Father, that your

  1997. son came to bring your

  1998. shalom and that when we

  1999. become your children by

  2000. adoption and grace on one

  2001. level, already that

  2002. shalom now characterizes

  2003. us.

  2004. Yet, on the other hand, it

  2005. still needs, Father, to

  2006. take depth in our

  2007. experience.

  2008. And we ask, Father, that

  2009. you would reveal to us the

  2010. idols and the lies and the

  2011. sins.

  2012. Reveal to us why it is

  2013. that we are angry at you

  2014. and bring your shalom to

  2015. bear in our lives, that

  2016. we might be free of

  2017. anger, that we might

  2018. live free, not towering

  2019. over others, but free as

  2020. your doulos and your

  2021. servant.

  2022. Grow in us, Father, a

  2023. sense of your immensity

  2024. and the immensity of

  2025. grace and the immensity

  2026. of your shalom.

  2027. And help us, Father, to

  2028. desire not to tower over

  2029. other people, but to be a

  2030. servant of you, a

  2031. servant of your shalom, a

  2032. servant of grace, a

  2033. servant of the gospel.

  2034. Father, that is the

  2035. truth for which we were

  2036. meant, to be your

  2037. doulos, not to tower.

  2038. So, Father, may your

  2039. Holy Spirit work within

  2040. us to heal us this

  2041. Christmas time and every

  2042. day until we see your

  2043. Son face to face.

  2044. And all this we ask in the

  2045. name of Jesus, your Son,

  2046. and our Savior.

  2047. Amen.

  2048. Amen.

  2049. Amen.

  2050. Amen.

  2051. Amen.

  2052. Amen.

  2053. Amen.

  2054. Amen.

  2055. Amen.

  2056. Amen.

  2057. Amen.

  2058. Amen.

  2059. Amen.

  2060. Amen.

  2061. Amen.

  2062. Amen.

  2063. Amen.

  2064. Amen.

  2065. Amen.