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The Four Horsemen

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  1. Father, you speak to us hard words, and as you speak your hard words to us, Father, if

  2. we are honest, it opens up to us our confusion and our ambivalence and our desires to hide

  3. from you and to run from you.

  4. Father, we know that even your hard words are in fact words of mercy, that our calls

  5. and appeals to us, Father, to turn and come to you, to receive grace and mercy from you.

  6. So, Father, we ask in your mercy and in your kindness that your Holy Spirit would gently

  7. but deeply fall upon us as we listen to your word and as we think upon your word.

  8. And may your word work with power in our lives.

  9. And this we ask in your name, Jesus.

  10. Amen.

  11. Please be seated.

  12. Thank you.

  13. Suffering.

  14. What about suffering?

  15. One of the things I tell people when I give advice about preaching is don't treat sermons

  16. like school or like university lectures.

  17. You know, in a university lecture, they can say, well, in the last class we looked at this

  18. and today we're looking at this and sort of never say something like that in a congregation.

  19. Hopefully the minister will remember his sermon long enough to give it and hopefully it will

  20. have some impact in his life.

  21. But you shouldn't assume that church is like a lecture hall where everybody's taking notes

  22. and they're coming for the next installment in the lecture.

  23. But just having said all of that, we're preaching through the book of Revelation.

  24. And last week we looked at Revelation chapter 5.

    Revelation 5 chapter mention

  25. And when we were looking at Revelation chapter 5, if there was sort of one overarching point

    Revelation 5 chapter mention

  26. that we wanted to try to, we sort of could discover in Revelation 5, it was this.

  27. That the only one who saves is the only one who is in control of God's unfolding plan for

  28. the future.

  29. And we spent, you know, about 40 minutes sort of unpacking that and talking about that and

  30. seeing how it was in the scripture and sort of what it meant that the only one who saves

  31. is the only one who is in control of God's unfolding plan for the future.

  32. And while I was sort of all week as I was working on the sermon for last week, the thing that kept

  33. going on in my mind is that surely a lot of people will wonder if that's the case, if it is the

  34. case that the only one who saves is also the only one who is in control of God's unfolding

  35. plan for the future, then what about suffering?

  36. What about all the terrible things that go on in the planet?

  37. Like how, George, do you handle that?

  38. And how does the Bible handle that?

  39. And I never made a single comment about suffering last Sunday.

  40. And that's because I knew that in Revelation 6 we'd be looking at it.

  41. And we'll look at it in Revelation 5, I mean Revelation 8, we'll look at it in Revelation 9,

  42. Revelation 10.

  43. We're going to spend a lot of time thinking about things like suffering over the next few

  44. weeks as we go through the book of Revelation.

  45. The other thing sort of about these sermons is I don't know if you've, I don't have actually

  46. a bulletin up with me, but if you look at the bulletin in the notes, and I think it

  47. comes up at some point in time in the sermon notes, I'm not sure about that, the slides,

  48. but all of this, all of my sermons in the book of Revelation have a title.

  49. And the title is, Following the Lamb in the Dying Days of the Dragon.

  50. That's the overarching sermon series title, Following the Lamb in the Dying Days of the

  51. Dragon.

  52. And so last week in Revelation 5, that's where we actually met the lamb for the first time.

  53. And today, as we talk a little bit about suffering, we don't yet meet the dragon.

  54. What we meet are some of the dragon's friends.

  55. First we meet the dragon's friends, and then we meet the dragon, which will be in a few more

  56. chapters.

  57. So it would be a great help to me if you were to turn in your Bibles to Revelation chapter

    Revelation 6 chapter mention

  58. 6, and let's meet some of the dragon's friends, at least in Scripture.

  59. Revelation chapter 6.

    Revelation 6 chapter mention

  60. We always have some free and available Bibles up at the front if you've forgotten to bring

  61. your own Bible.

  62. Those who use your iPads and phones to follow along the Bible, that's really great.

  63. Just don't check your Facebook status or update at the same time.

  64. Try to stay focused on the Bible.

  65. That would be great.

  66. So Revelation chapter 6.

    Revelation 6 chapter mention

  67. Let's read it.

  68. And Nora did such a spectacular job of reading it, didn't she?

  69. When she reads a text like this, it grips us, actually.

  70. And that makes it far easier to talk about it after having her read it.

  71. Verse 1 of chapter 6.

  72. Now I watched when the Lamb opened one of the seven seals, and I heard one of the four

  73. living creatures say with a voice like thunder, Come.

  74. And I looked, and behold, a white horse, and its rider had a bow, and a crown was given

  75. to him.

  76. And he came out conquering, and to conquer.

  77. And I just sort of want to pause there for a second.

  78. And here's the really striking thing.

  79. I don't know how many of you noticed this, but it's actually quite striking.

  80. Andrew, if you want to put the first point up for Rebecca, here's the thing which is

  81. quite striking.

  82. The Lamb who was slain opens the seals.

  83. I don't know if you noticed that when Nora was reading it, and we're going to look at

  84. the text again.

  85. The rider that comes out conquering, and to conquer.

  86. The rider that comes out with the power for people to fight each other and kill them.

  87. The rider that comes out and is given the power to bring famine.

  88. The rider that comes out and is given the power of death, and of famine, and of pestilence,

  89. and of all sorts of civil unrest.

  90. In every one of these cases, as this suffering unfolds, as this suffering and hardship comes

  91. to earth, it comes as the Lamb opens the seal.

  92. Just as I was between these two services, the 8 o'clock service and the 10 o'clock service,

  93. I was in a coffee shop going over my notes, and I sort of rewrite my notes slightly between

  94. the two services, because, you know, just sort of sometimes moving things around.

  95. And I couldn't help but overhearing that every single person in the coffee shop, and probably

  96. on the street outside, heard this street person talking to another street person.

  97. And it was very, very interesting.

  98. He was talking to this other street person, obviously post-hangover, or maybe present hangover,

  99. post-drinking present hangover.

  100. And he had a loud, loud, smoker's raspy street person voice.

  101. And he was explaining to the other guy, as I'm sitting down, preparing to open up Revelation

    Revelation 6 chapter mention

  102. chapter 6, how, you know, people, I just finally understood, and people need to understand that

  103. the way everything is, and the way I am, and the way everything is, it's just all because

  104. of mutations.

  105. It's all just because of chance and mutations.

  106. There was a mutation, and then another mutation, and another mutation, and another mutation.

  107. And here I am, and here you are, and here everybody else is.

  108. And it's, in fact, the governing story of our culture was being articulated by this street

  109. person.

  110. Part of the governing story of our culture, that these blind, irrational forces over time

  111. created what is now life on earth, and everything that we see.

  112. And in the context of a culture that believes that it's blind, irrational, or non-rational,

  113. irrational forces that bring about the things that we see, the book of Revelation has a very,

  114. very powerful, different message.

  115. It isn't that the way that things are are a result of blind, powerful, huge, irrational,

  116. uncaring forces.

  117. But the Lamb who was slain opens the seals.

  118. Why is this really important?

  119. If the Lamb who was slain opens the seals, repentance is always an option.

  120. If I'm just a product of mutation, who can I call to?

  121. What can I do?

  122. If everything that's going on in the world is completely and utterly just due to the military-industrial

  123. complex or global oil or capitalism or socialism or the modes of production doing their unchanging,

  124. doing their sort of inevitable changes to bring about certain types of social constructs and

  125. situations, then what on earth can we do?

  126. But if, in fact, the Lamb who was slain opens the seals, even though the seals are going to

  127. describe great hardship, and they're going to describe more than just hardship, as we're

  128. going to get to in a moment, but if this, in fact, is true, and it doesn't mean that there

  129. isn't a military-industrial complex, it doesn't mean that there aren't economic forces, it doesn't

  130. mean that there aren't those things, that they don't exist, but it means that they have a vastly

  131. different power context than our culture tells us.

  132. It means that repentance is always an option, that prayer is always an option.

  133. But it's very, very important to just hear this as we go through each of the seals.

  134. Now, just one other thing very, very briefly.

  135. Some of you have maybe been wondering when I'm going to do something, which is usually what

  136. ministers and churches in North America do when they talk about the Book of Revelation.

  137. Some of you are saying, okay, George, I have, okay, I've licked my pencil.

  138. Okay, is this before the rapture or after the rapture?

  139. Is it before the tribulation, in the middle of the tribulation?

  140. Is the tribulation going to have these four stages?

  141. And here's, you see, what often happens with people who talk about the Book of Revelation

  142. in North American churches.

  143. They have this sort of timeline, which they've sort of developed from reading the Book of Revelation

  144. and 2 Peter and 1 and 2 Thessalonians and Matthew, Mark, and Luke.

  145. And they've developed it from reading Daniel and Ezekiel and Isaiah and Zechariah

  146. and a whole pile of other books, which would take us too long to list.

  147. And they sort of have this timeline, and there's the rapture, and there's the tribulation,

  148. and there's the judgment, and then there's the millennium, and then there's this, and then there's that.

  149. And so what they do is that while they're reading the Book of Revelation,

  150. what they really do as they read the Book of Revelation is they don't actually preach the Book of Revelation.

  151. I don't mean to put anybody down.

  152. What they don't do is actually try to preach the Book of Revelation.

  153. What they try to do is place everything in the timeline.

  154. I'm not going to do any of that.

  155. If you're hoping for a timeline, you can listen to CHRI.

  156. I think MacArthur is doing another sermon of series on this,

  157. and he can tell you the timeline if you want.

  158. I'm not going to talk about that at all.

  159. I'm going to preach the Book of Revelation.

  160. Here's one of the problems with looking at the Book of Revelation

  161. and trying to fit it into a timeline.

  162. Before we get into it, this is just a bit of a time-out learning moment.

  163. Just skip down to Revelation 6 and look at verses 12 and 13.

  164. Chapter 6, verses 12 and 13.

  165. When he opened the sixth seal, I looked, and behold, there was a great earthquake,

  166. and the sun became black as sackcloth.

  167. The full moon became like blood, and the stars of the sky fell to the earth

  168. as the fig tree sheds its winter fruit when shaken by a gale.

  169. So turn your page to Revelation chapter 8 and look at verse 12.

    Revelation 8 chapter mention

  170. Two chapters later, verse 12.

  171. The fourth angel blew his trumpet, and a third of the sun was struck,

  172. and a third of the moon, and a third of the stars,

  173. so that a third of their light might be darkened.

  174. One moment, I thought all the stars fell from heaven.

  175. How, if they all fell from heaven in chapter 6,

  176. could there still be stars in the sky to fall, a third of them, in chapter 8?

  177. See, here's the thing if you read the book of Revelation.

  178. How many here, I can't really see, oh, here I can see.

  179. How many people here have seen the movie Groundhog Day?

  180. Okay, probably half the congregation have seen Groundhog Day.

  181. Okay, for the other half of you, if you want to understand most of the book of Revelation,

  182. watch the Groundhog Day.

  183. I'm only partially joking, I'm serious.

  184. Because the literary structure of the book of Revelation is that

  185. the first six seals have this progression,

  186. then there's an interlude,

  187. and then the seventh seal, what does the seventh seal do?

  188. The seventh seal introduces the seven trumpets,

  189. and then the six trumpets go right back through destruction,

  190. then there's a long interlude,

  191. and then the seventh trumpet, and what does the seventh trumpet do?

  192. It goes right back, it goes to the bulls,

  193. and all of a sudden it goes right back through the entire same process.

  194. In fact, what you have is the Groundhog Day.

  195. That what you have is a recapitulation,

  196. that you're having a description of increasing series of judgment,

  197. deepening judgment,

  198. and deepening offers of mercy,

  199. and deepening sense of the choice between the two different paths.

  200. And in a literary way, it sort of develops it,

  201. and then there's a pause, and then it develops it,

  202. and then there's a pause, and it develops it,

  203. and then it gets to the end.

  204. It gets to the end.

  205. In fact, most of the book of Revelation,

  206. from chapter six on almost to the end,

  207. is describing life between the crucifixion,

  208. resurrection of Jesus, and the second coming of Jesus.

  209. And so some of you might say,

  210. well, does that mean then, George,

  211. that what it's talking about with the horses and the riders and all that,

  212. okay, is it, are they demons?

  213. Are they humans?

  214. Are they demons?

  215. Are they humans?

  216. Are they, is it sort of something which is happening today?

  217. Is it something that's going to happen at the end of the day?

  218. What do you think?

  219. And my answer is yes.

  220. Yes.

  221. It's all of those things.

  222. It's something which is true of life today,

  223. and it's something which will,

  224. when the final end does come,

  225. will also see it far more clearly

  226. for those who are alive when Jesus finally comes back.

  227. But it describes life.

  228. It describes our experience.

  229. It describes what's going on in the world

  230. from the moment of the crucifixion,

  231. the resurrection of Jesus,

  232. and chapter five of Revelation

  233. describes the resurrection and ascension of Jesus

  234. and what he's like in heaven

  235. and what's going on between now and his return.

  236. But all the way through this,

  237. the lamb who was slain opens the seals.

  238. The lamb who was slain opens the seals.

  239. Some of you might say,

  240. okay, George, this is, okay, that's sort of interesting

  241. and maybe I hadn't thought of that before.

  242. And I'm a little bit relieved

  243. that you're not going to spend

  244. the rest of the book of Revelation

  245. saying things like

  246. that the first horse is the United States,

  247. the second horse is Iran

  248. and the Ayatollahs,

  249. and the third horse, which is black,

  250. is North Korea,

  251. and the fourth horse is Russia.

  252. Like I'm, you know, many of us,

  253. some of us are very disappointed,

  254. I'm not going to say that,

  255. and others are maybe very relieved.

  256. But what on earth does it mean?

  257. Okay, George,

  258. we sort of have a bit of a sense

  259. that to understand that it's the lamb

  260. who was slain opening the seals

  261. does mean that, in fact,

  262. repentance is always an option,

  263. that we can't take

  264. the governing story of our culture

  265. in terms of blind forces

  266. determining so much of what exists,

  267. and we can understand that, in fact,

  268. there's a chance of action,

  269. that there's always choices for human beings,

  270. that we can take action,

  271. that we can pray into things,

  272. that we can call people to repentance,

  273. that we can call the U.S. administration,

  274. the Canadian administration,

  275. we can call the Russians and Iranians

  276. and Israelis and the left

  277. and the right and the Republicans

  278. and the Democrats,

  279. we can call people to repentance,

  280. but what on earth is going on here?

  281. Well, let's look.

  282. Let's go back and read verse 1,

  283. let's go back to chapter 6,

  284. and let's look at the four horsemen

  285. of the apocalypse.

  286. Now, I watched when the lamb

  287. opened one of the seven seals,

  288. and I heard one of the four living creatures,

  289. sorry, just back up

  290. if you weren't here last week,

  291. chapter 5,

  292. God has a scroll in his right hand,

  293. and his palm is open,

  294. and there's a scroll line across it,

  295. and it's a scroll that's sealed

  296. on the outside with seven seals,

  297. and the lamb takes the scroll

  298. from the one on the throne,

  299. who's the father,

  300. and the implication is

  301. is that the scroll contains

  302. basically God's plan for the future,

  303. and the lamb who is slain

  304. takes the scroll

  305. and begins now to open the seals.

  306. So verse 1 of chapter 6,

  307. now I watched when the lamb opened

  308. one of the seven seals,

  309. and I heard one of the four living creatures

  310. say with a loud voice like thunder,

  311. come,

  312. and I looked,

  313. and behold,

  314. a white horse

  315. and its rider had a bow,

  316. and a crown was given to him,

  317. and he came out conquering

  318. and to conquer.

  319. Remember I said that,

  320. you know,

  321. are these creatures,

  322. what they aren't is angels.

  323. Actually,

  324. Rebecca,

  325. put up the next point,

  326. and we'll have that

  327. in the back of our mind

  328. as we read all of these,

  329. the four horsemen.

  330. The lamb who was slain

  331. in mercy

  332. allows and limits

  333. the four horsemen

  334. to do

  335. as they desire.

  336. The lamb who was slain

  337. in mercy

  338. allows and limits

  339. the four horsemen

  340. to do

  341. as they

  342. desire.

  343. So the first

  344. creature comes

  345. at the bidding

  346. ultimately of heaven,

  347. by the permission of heaven,

  348. and this

  349. represents

  350. the horsemen

  351. that is conquering

  352. and desires to conquer.

  353. Look at the next one.

  354. When he opened

  355. the second seal,

  356. verse 3,

  357. I heard the second living creature

  358. say,

  359. notice when he opened,

  360. the lamb opened

  361. the second seal,

  362. I heard the second living creature

  363. say,

  364. come.

  365. And out came another horse,

  366. bright red.

  367. Its rider was permitted

  368. to take peace

  369. from the earth

  370. so that people

  371. should slay one another

  372. and he was given

  373. a great sword.

  374. And this horse

  375. and its rider

  376. represents

  377. civil war,

  378. family fighting,

  379. church fighting,

  380. fighting between

  381. what used to be allies.

  382. Verse 5,

  383. when he opened

  384. the third seal,

  385. I heard the third

  386. living creature

  387. say,

  388. come.

  389. And I looked

  390. and behold

  391. a black horse

  392. and its rider

  393. had a pair

  394. of scales

  395. in his hand

  396. and I heard

  397. what seemed

  398. to be a voice

  399. in the midst

  400. of the four living creatures

  401. saying,

  402. a quart of wheat

  403. for a denarius

  404. and three quarts

  405. of barley

  406. for a denarius

  407. and do not harm

  408. the oil

  409. and the wine.

  410. Excuse me,

  411. this is a picture

  412. of famine.

  413. The ancient world

  414. at denarius

  415. was at an average

  416. working,

  417. take whatever

  418. you folks make

  419. in one day

  420. and that's,

  421. you know,

  422. if you are lucky

  423. you work five days

  424. and you live

  425. for seven days

  426. out of what you make

  427. for five days

  428. so in the ancient world

  429. a denarius

  430. was what a person

  431. made for one day

  432. and they'd have

  433. to work six

  434. or in some parts

  435. of the world

  436. every day of the week

  437. and so a quart

  438. of wheat

  439. is what one man,

  440. a working man

  441. would consume

  442. just by himself

  443. and it's describing

  444. a state of affairs

  445. where everything

  446. is ten times

  447. more expensive

  448. than it normally

  449. would be.

  450. It's describing

  451. a famine.

  452. It's describing

  453. a situation

  454. where the grain

  455. is so expensive

  456. that people

  457. can't work enough

  458. to buy enough

  459. to eat

  460. and it's describing

  461. famine

  462. in very powerful

  463. picture language.

  464. Verse seven,

  465. when you open

  466. the fourth seal

  467. I heard the voice

  468. of the fourth living

  469. creature say,

  470. come,

  471. and I looked

  472. and behold

  473. a pale horse.

  474. In the original language

  475. it's the color

  476. of death.

  477. it's the color

  478. that a corpse

  479. would be

  480. in a morgue

  481. and its rider's

  482. name was Death

  483. and Hades

  484. followed him

  485. and they were

  486. given authority

  487. over a fourth

  488. of the earth

  489. to kill

  490. with sword

  491. and with famine

  492. and with pestilence

  493. and by wild beasts

  494. of the earth.

  495. Now why is it

  496. that I say

  497. that the lamb

  498. who was slain

  499. in mercy

  500. allows and limits

  501. the four horsemen

  502. to do as they desire?

  503. Is God causing evil?

  504. No.

  505. If you look

  506. at the text

  507. what he does

  508. is he limits

  509. he allows

  510. and he limits.

  511. Actually what he sees

  512. what we see here

  513. in picture language

  514. is something

  515. we won't turn

  516. to it right now

  517. but later on

  518. if you want to look

  519. in Romans chapter one

  520. the second half

  521. of Romans chapter one

  522. you'll get

  523. a very

  524. very powerful

  525. picture of

  526. what God

  527. sometimes does

  528. and the picture

  529. is that there's

  530. this human

  531. propensity

  532. to do wrong

  533. things

  534. and it's like

  535. the tug

  536. it's like the current

  537. in the stream

  538. and the current

  539. in the stream

  540. is sort of

  541. always there

  542. but God

  543. in his grace

  544. and mercy

  545. is always

  546. restraining that

  547. and so the picture

  548. is it's almost

  549. as if there's

  550. a boat

  551. in the stream

  552. and the boat

  553. is tied up

  554. to a dock

  555. and the stream

  556. is constantly

  557. wanting to bring

  558. that boat

  559. and push the boat

  560. in a particular

  561. direction

  562. but the boat

  563. is tied up

  564. and sometimes

  565. what God does

  566. in judgment

  567. is he

  568. unties the boat

  569. in other words

  570. he's been

  571. restraining

  572. this evil

  573. but sometimes

  574. what happens

  575. is he takes away

  576. his power

  577. to restrain

  578. and he allows

  579. the natural course

  580. of what is

  581. desired to happen

  582. and it's

  583. one of the ways

  584. that sometimes

  585. it both reveals

  586. that God

  587. as an act

  588. of common grace

  589. and common mercy

  590. is restraining

  591. human evil

  592. but that sometimes

  593. still by mercy

  594. and grace

  595. he allows

  596. that

  597. to not be

  598. restrained

  599. or not restrained

  600. as much

  601. and we see

  602. evil revealed

  603. I see the evil

  604. in myself

  605. I see the evil

  606. around me

  607. the lamb

  608. who is slain

  609. in mercy

  610. allows and limits

  611. the four horsemen

  612. to do

  613. as they desire

  614. as they desire

  615. and that's

  616. what's being

  617. portrayed here

  618. now

  619. some of you

  620. might say

  621. this doesn't

  622. sound very much

  623. like mercy

  624. well

  625. it's

  626. just

  627. the beginning

  628. of the chapter

  629. it's the first

  630. four seals

  631. it's in the next

  632. two seals

  633. and the interlude

  634. that we see

  635. how it's connected

  636. to mercy

  637. so

  638. let's look

  639. and see

  640. how it is

  641. that it's connected

  642. to mercy

  643. how it is

  644. that judgment

  645. and God

  646. and all of that

  647. can be connected

  648. to mercy

  649. let's look at

  650. verse 9

  651. when he opened

  652. the fifth seal

  653. I saw

  654. under the altar

  655. the souls

  656. of those

  657. who had been

  658. slain

  659. for the word

  660. of God

  661. and for the witness

  662. they had borne

  663. just sort of

  664. pause there

  665. for a moment

  666. notice now

  667. that the fifth seal

  668. isn't something

  669. of Jesus

  670. saying

  671. okay

  672. come out

  673. horsemen

  674. or those desires

  675. to conquer

  676. of conquering

  677. and conquering

  678. more and more

  679. and more

  680. and more

  681. and more

  682. and more

  683. and more

  684. it's not a matter

  685. of it being

  686. coming out

  687. what we see

  688. here now

  689. is an act

  690. of revelation

  691. that John

  692. is able

  693. to see

  694. something

  695. and what

  696. he sees

  697. and John

  698. is writing

  699. this in the

  700. mid-90s

  701. and so

  702. there have

  703. been Christians

  704. now for 60

  705. years

  706. in fact

  707. many believe

  708. that following

  709. early church

  710. writers

  711. who wrote

  712. somebody who

  713. wrote just

  714. shortly after

  715. this

  716. that this

  717. was written

  718. while there

  719. was in fact

  720. the first

  721. sort of

  722. major persecution

  723. of Christians

  724. in the Roman

  725. Empire

  726. and there

  727. would have

  728. in fact

  729. been many

  730. martyrs

  731. as John

  732. was writing

  733. this

  734. and John

  735. himself

  736. is writing

  737. this

  738. while he's

  739. a political

  740. exile

  741. on the

  742. island

  743. of Patmos

  744. and what

  745. he sees

  746. are those

  747. who died

  748. for Jesus

  749. again verse 9

  750. when he opened

  751. the fifth seal

  752. the lamb

  753. opened the fifth

  754. seal

  755. I saw under

  756. the altar

  757. the souls

  758. of those

  759. who had

  760. been slain

  761. for the

  762. word of

  763. God

  764. and for

  765. the witness

  766. that they

  767. had borne

  768. that's the

  769. witness to

  770. Jesus

  771. witness to

  772. the lamb

  773. who was

  774. slain

  775. they cried

  776. out with

  777. a loud

  778. voice

  779. oh sovereign

  780. Lord

  781. holy and

  782. true

  783. how long

  784. how long

  785. how long

  786. how long

  787. oh sovereign

  788. Lord

  789. how long

  790. before you

  791. will judge

  792. and avenge

  793. our blood

  794. on those

  795. who dwell

  796. on the

  797. earth

  798. then they

  799. were each

  800. given a

  801. white robe

  802. and told

  803. to rest

  804. a little

  805. longer

  806. here's the

  807. frightening

  808. thing

  809. until the

  810. number of

  811. their fellow

  812. servants

  813. and their

  814. brothers

  815. and sisters

  816. should be

  817. complete

  818. who are

  819. to be

  820. killed

  821. as they

  822. themselves

  823. have been

  824. please put up

  825. the next

  826. point

  827. Rebecca

  828. the saints

  829. are in

  830. God's

  831. presence

  832. and cry

  833. out to

  834. him

  835. how long

  836. how long

  837. so the

  838. first four

  839. horsemen

  840. the lamb

  841. the lamb

  842. I said

  843. in his

  844. mercy

  845. allows

  846. these

  847. things

  848. to happen

  849. as they

  850. desire

  851. it's

  852. in a sense

  853. in a picture

  854. form what

  855. Romans 1

  856. talks about

  857. in terms of

  858. what God

  859. sometimes does

  860. in human

  861. affairs

  862. releasing

  863. or removing

  864. his restraint

  865. and allowing

  866. freedom

  867. allowing freedom

  868. greater freedom

  869. and the

  870. greater freedom

  871. is used

  872. to evil

  873. to pain

  874. and suffering

  875. to conquering

  876. to causing

  877. famine

  878. to fighting

  879. and to sword

  880. the greater

  881. freedom

  882. is used

  883. for these

  884. things

  885. and it

  886. has all

  887. sorts of

  888. repercussions

  889. on the

  890. earth

  891. people die

  892. Christians die

  893. non-Christians

  894. die

  895. all sorts

  896. of people

  897. die

  898. and now

  899. the fifth

  900. seal is

  901. opened

  902. and John

  903. sees

  904. well

  905. here's the

  906. thing

  907. you know

  908. often in the

  909. west

  910. when we talk

  911. about what

  912. happened

  913. in Nazi

  914. Germany

  915. to the

  916. Jews

  917. we call

  918. it the

  919. holocaust

  920. and holocaust

  921. means sacrifice

  922. but the

  923. more common

  924. use of the

  925. word

  926. and in fact

  927. the common

  928. use of the

  929. word in

  930. Israel

  931. is shoah

  932. which means

  933. calamity

  934. see the

  935. question is

  936. this

  937. as bad

  938. things happen

  939. to us

  940. as we

  941. suffer

  942. is it

  943. a sacrifice

  944. or is it

  945. a calamity

  946. see if it's

  947. a sacrifice

  948. it means

  949. it has

  950. meaning

  951. if it's

  952. a shoah

  953. a calamity

  954. there is

  955. no meaning

  956. there is

  957. no meaning

  958. it's just

  959. suffering

  960. it's just

  961. pain

  962. and death

  963. and no

  964. meaning

  965. and what

  966. John sees

  967. here

  968. what God

  969. shows

  970. John

  971. is that

  972. as the

  973. fifth seal

  974. is open

  975. some of

  976. those

  977. who've

  978. been

  979. affected

  980. by the

  981. fourth

  982. seals

  983. what do

  984. they do

  985. do they

  986. say

  987. I no

  988. longer

  989. believe

  990. in

  991. God

  992. I

  993. no

  994. longer

  995. trust

  996. God

  997. what he

  998. sees

  999. is he

  1000. sees

  1001. people

  1002. in

  1003. God's

  1004. presence

  1005. look at that

  1006. in verse

  1007. 10

  1008. he sees

  1009. them

  1010. underneath

  1011. the altar

  1012. it's an

  1013. image of a

  1014. sacrifice

  1015. that their

  1016. death

  1017. has somehow

  1018. or another

  1019. been a

  1020. sacrifice

  1021. they cried

  1022. out with a

  1023. loud voice

  1024. 10

  1025. oh

  1026. sovereign

  1027. Lord

  1028. they're

  1029. now in

  1030. God's

  1031. presence

  1032. they speak

  1033. to God

  1034. and on

  1035. one level

  1036. they do

  1037. call out

  1038. how long

  1039. if you

  1040. read the

  1041. Old Testament

  1042. time and

  1043. time and

  1044. time and

  1045. time again

  1046. in the

  1047. Psalms

  1048. and in

  1049. other

  1050. poetry

  1051. the Old

  1052. Testament

  1053. they cry

  1054. how long

  1055. oh

  1056. God

  1057. how long

  1058. if you

  1059. are in

  1060. the midst

  1061. of

  1062. suffering

  1063. right now

  1064. it is

  1065. completely

  1066. and utterly

  1067. biblical

  1068. for you

  1069. to say

  1070. how long

  1071. oh

  1072. Lord

  1073. how long

  1074. oh

  1075. Lord

  1076. must I

  1077. bear

  1078. this

  1079. how

  1080. long

  1081. oh

  1082. Lord

  1083. make it

  1084. clear to

  1085. me

  1086. what it

  1087. is that

  1088. you desire

  1089. me to

  1090. know

  1091. or do

  1092. or to

  1093. become

  1094. grant me

  1095. strength

  1096. to bear

  1097. up under

  1098. this

  1099. help me

  1100. to understand

  1101. father

  1102. the meaning

  1103. of what

  1104. it is

  1105. that I

  1106. am going

  1107. through

  1108. how long

  1109. is a

  1110. biblical

  1111. prayer

  1112. and that's

  1113. what the

  1114. saints pray

  1115. in the

  1116. presence of

  1117. God

  1118. to God

  1119. how long

  1120. and they

  1121. cry out

  1122. and in our

  1123. version

  1124. it uses

  1125. the word

  1126. look at

  1127. that

  1128. and how

  1129. long

  1130. before you

  1131. will judge

  1132. and avenge

  1133. our blood

  1134. on those

  1135. who dwell

  1136. on the

  1137. earth

  1138. and in

  1139. the original

  1140. languages

  1141. those words

  1142. judge

  1143. and avenge

  1144. it brings

  1145. out two

  1146. things

  1147. it definitely

  1148. brings out

  1149. the meaning

  1150. of punishment

  1151. but it also

  1152. has the idea

  1153. of vindication

  1154. in fact the

  1155. vindication is

  1156. seen here by

  1157. the fact that

  1158. God's response

  1159. to their cry

  1160. about how long

  1161. is that they were

  1162. given a white

  1163. robe

  1164. told to rest

  1165. told to rest

  1166. it's a sign

  1167. that they've

  1168. conquered

  1169. that in fact

  1170. their suffering

  1171. had some

  1172. meaning

  1173. I haven't read

  1174. the rest of

  1175. the book of

  1176. Revelation

  1177. but right now

  1178. it's a promise

  1179. that there is

  1180. meaning in

  1181. their suffering

  1182. these saints

  1183. who talk to

  1184. God

  1185. about it

  1186. and pour out

  1187. their heart

  1188. to him

  1189. and they are

  1190. not rebuked

  1191. he says

  1192. you have

  1193. conquered

  1194. and they ask

  1195. when will we

  1196. be vindicated

  1197. see this is

  1198. the mercy

  1199. we'll see this

  1200. more in a moment

  1201. when we look at

  1202. what happens

  1203. in the sixth

  1204. seal

  1205. but you see

  1206. if

  1207. God

  1208. both punishes

  1209. and vindicates

  1210. in other words

  1211. he reveals

  1212. to the world

  1213. those who have

  1214. a lust

  1215. of conquering

  1216. and to conquer

  1217. and those who

  1218. have a lust

  1219. for battle

  1220. and for triumph

  1221. and for winning

  1222. even if it means

  1223. that people starve

  1224. and that there are

  1225. losers

  1226. and that you can

  1227. have pestilence

  1228. as long as you

  1229. survive

  1230. and you can

  1231. thrive

  1232. and if

  1233. in such a world

  1234. the saints

  1235. are vindicated

  1236. and if it is

  1237. in fact the lamb

  1238. who was slain

  1239. who opens the

  1240. seal

  1241. there is the

  1242. possibility

  1243. for those

  1244. of us

  1245. who have

  1246. given our

  1247. lives to

  1248. evil

  1249. to say

  1250. one moment

  1251. this powerless

  1252. and weak

  1253. person

  1254. that I have

  1255. just killed

  1256. that I

  1257. have

  1258. caused

  1259. this

  1260. famine

  1261. to

  1262. God

  1263. vindicates

  1264. them

  1265. and in the

  1266. revelation

  1267. of their

  1268. vindication

  1269. there is

  1270. the invitation

  1271. to repent

  1272. and to be

  1273. on the side

  1274. of the lamb

  1275. that's why

  1276. these four

  1277. horsemen

  1278. where God

  1279. allows

  1280. what is

  1281. desired

  1282. whether it's

  1283. by human

  1284. beings

  1285. using their

  1286. evil for

  1287. freedom

  1288. or whether

  1289. it's

  1290. hostile

  1291. demonic

  1292. powers

  1293. or

  1294. some

  1295. other

  1296. reality

  1297. encaptured

  1298. by these

  1299. images

  1300. and God

  1301. with limits

  1302. allows it

  1303. to happen

  1304. that now

  1305. when some

  1306. of the

  1307. victims

  1308. who are

  1309. saints

  1310. cry out

  1311. and ask

  1312. for their

  1313. vindication

  1314. there is

  1315. in fact

  1316. an opportunity

  1317. for people

  1318. to say

  1319. oh my

  1320. God

  1321. what have

  1322. I done

  1323. can God

  1324. have mercy

  1325. this is

  1326. made even

  1327. more clear

  1328. as we look

  1329. at the

  1330. next seal

  1331. the sixth

  1332. seal

  1333. because in

  1334. fact what

  1335. is put

  1336. before us

  1337. is that

  1338. in the

  1339. presence of

  1340. such evil

  1341. that there

  1342. are two

  1343. responses

  1344. which are

  1345. ultimately

  1346. possible

  1347. that in

  1348. fact if

  1349. we have

  1350. the courage

  1351. to look

  1352. internally

  1353. into our

  1354. own lives

  1355. and see how

  1356. it is that

  1357. we respond

  1358. to things

  1359. that we

  1360. will understand

  1361. that even

  1362. ourselves

  1363. even those

  1364. of us

  1365. whose suffering

  1366. is not

  1367. nearly that

  1368. which is

  1369. described here

  1370. that have

  1371. not had

  1372. that same

  1373. type of

  1374. terrible

  1375. things happen

  1376. to them

  1377. but even

  1378. if the

  1379. suffering

  1380. is just

  1381. the fact

  1382. that we

  1383. have a

  1384. boss

  1385. that's

  1386. really mean

  1387. to us

  1388. or a

  1389. mom

  1390. who never

  1391. loved us

  1392. enough

  1393. or a

  1394. dad

  1395. who sort

  1396. of ignored

  1397. us

  1398. or somebody

  1399. who cut

  1400. us off

  1401. or it's

  1402. just anxiety

  1403. and it's

  1404. just stress

  1405. and if we

  1406. look at it

  1407. this is

  1408. very powerful

  1409. and profound

  1410. why is it

  1411. that we

  1412. choose one

  1413. way or

  1414. the other

  1415. look at

  1416. what it

  1417. says in

  1418. the sixth

  1419. seal

  1420. verse 12

  1421. when he

  1422. opened the

  1423. sixth seal

  1424. I looked

  1425. and behold

  1426. there was

  1427. a great

  1428. earthquake

  1429. and the

  1430. sun became

  1431. black as

  1432. sackcloth

  1433. the full

  1434. moon became

  1435. like blood

  1436. and the

  1437. stars of

  1438. the sky

  1439. fell to

  1440. the earth

  1441. as the

  1442. fig tree

  1443. sheds

  1444. its winter

  1445. fruit

  1446. when shaken

  1447. by a

  1448. gale

  1449. the sky

  1450. vanished

  1451. like a

  1452. scroll

  1453. that is

  1454. being rolled

  1455. up

  1456. and every

  1457. mountain

  1458. and island

  1459. were removed

  1460. from its

  1461. place

  1462. then the

  1463. kings of

  1464. the earth

  1465. and the

  1466. great ones

  1467. and the

  1468. generals

  1469. and the

  1470. rich

  1471. and the

  1472. powerful

  1473. and everyone

  1474. slave

  1475. and free

  1476. hid

  1477. themselves

  1478. in the

  1479. caves

  1480. and among

  1481. the rocks

  1482. of the

  1483. mountains

  1484. calling

  1485. to the

  1486. mountains

  1487. and rocks

  1488. fall

  1489. on us

  1490. hide us

  1491. from the

  1492. face

  1493. of him

  1494. who is

  1495. seated

  1496. on the

  1497. throne

  1498. and from

  1499. the

  1500. wrath

  1501. of the

  1502. lamb

  1503. for the

  1504. great day

  1505. of their

  1506. wrath

  1507. has come

  1508. and who

  1509. can

  1510. stand

  1511. revelation

  1512. 6 is

  1513. centered

  1514. around

  1515. two

  1516. questions

  1517. how

  1518. long

  1519. or

  1520. who

  1521. can

  1522. stand

  1523. who

  1524. can

  1525. stand

  1526. imagine

  1527. that a

  1528. person

  1529. is coming

  1530. against

  1531. you

  1532. and they

  1533. have a

  1534. gun

  1535. and they

  1536. come to

  1537. you

  1538. and you

  1539. see that

  1540. you're in

  1541. danger

  1542. and you

  1543. have a

  1544. choice

  1545. you can

  1546. look to

  1547. the right

  1548. and there's

  1549. a person

  1550. you can

  1551. see their

  1552. face

  1553. you can

  1554. call out

  1555. to them

  1556. for help

  1557. you turn

  1558. to the

  1559. left

  1560. and there's

  1561. a rock

  1562. and when

  1563. they come

  1564. to you

  1565. with a

  1566. gun

  1567. you say

  1568. I'm not

  1569. going to

  1570. turn to

  1571. the person

  1572. who has

  1573. a face

  1574. that I

  1575. can call

  1576. about

  1577. for help

  1578. I'm

  1579. going to

  1580. call out

  1581. to the

  1582. rock

  1583. to help

  1584. me

  1585. rock

  1586. help

  1587. me

  1588. mountain

  1589. help

  1590. me

  1591. very

  1592. very

  1593. very

  1594. powerful

  1595. imagery

  1596. put up

  1597. the next

  1598. point

  1599. please

  1600. Rebecca

  1601. earth

  1602. dwellers

  1603. try to

  1604. hide

  1605. from God

  1606. while they

  1607. cry out

  1608. to idols

  1609. who

  1610. can

  1611. stand

  1612. earth

  1613. dwellers

  1614. on earth

  1615. is

  1616. a

  1617. world

  1618. of

  1619. earth

  1620. and

  1621. it

  1622. doesn't

  1623. mean

  1624. that

  1625. Christians

  1626. don't

  1627. dwell

  1628. on

  1629. earth

  1630. but

  1631. it

  1632. becomes

  1633. a

  1634. description

  1635. of

  1636. those

  1637. earth

  1638. dwellers

  1639. who

  1640. are

  1641. in

  1642. rebellion

  1643. against

  1644. God

  1645. in fact

  1646. it

  1647. starts

  1648. to

  1649. introduce

  1650. a

  1651. fundamental

  1652. understanding

  1653. of what

  1654. it means

  1655. to be a

  1656. Christian

  1657. a

  1658. Christian

  1659. is a

  1660. resident

  1661. alien

  1662. on

  1663. earth

  1664. a

  1665. Christian

  1666. is a

  1667. pilgrim

  1668. and we

  1669. know from

  1670. the Old

  1671. Testament

  1672. we know

  1673. from the

  1674. New

  1675. Testament

  1676. that we

  1677. are to

  1678. pray

  1679. for the

  1680. blessing

  1681. of God

  1682. upon the

  1683. city

  1684. but

  1685. ultimately

  1686. the city

  1687. of Ottawa

  1688. is not

  1689. my home

  1690. and the city

  1691. of Ottawa

  1692. my citizenship

  1693. is not

  1694. ultimately

  1695. a citizenship

  1696. in Canada

  1697. my ultimate

  1698. citizenship

  1699. is the

  1700. kingdom of

  1701. God

  1702. the kingdom

  1703. of the

  1704. Lamb

  1705. who was

  1706. slain

  1707. and my

  1708. true home

  1709. is where

  1710. the Lamb

  1711. reigns

  1712. and while

  1713. I live

  1714. here on

  1715. earth

  1716. not as

  1717. an

  1718. earth

  1719. dweller

  1720. but one

  1721. who

  1722. lives

  1723. on

  1724. earth

  1725. I

  1726. seek

  1727. the

  1728. good

  1729. of

  1730. the

  1731. city

  1732. the

  1733. earth

  1734. dwellers

  1735. try to

  1736. hide

  1737. from

  1738. God

  1739. while they

  1740. cry out

  1741. to idols

  1742. who can

  1743. stand

  1744. why

  1745. is it

  1746. when I

  1747. at a

  1748. very

  1749. simple

  1750. level

  1751. why

  1752. is it

  1753. that when

  1754. I

  1755. suffer

  1756. or I'm

  1757. in stress

  1758. why

  1759. is it

  1760. that I

  1761. would turn

  1762. to idols

  1763. why is it

  1764. that I

  1765. would turn

  1766. to alcohol

  1767. or to drugs

  1768. or to gambling

  1769. or to spending

  1770. money in a mall

  1771. or to anger

  1772. or to fantasies

  1773. or to pornography

  1774. why when I am

  1775. under mild

  1776. struggling of stress

  1777. would I turn

  1778. to one of these

  1779. why would I

  1780. turn to rocks

  1781. and mountains

  1782. why is it

  1783. that these

  1784. people

  1785. seeing

  1786. or sensing

  1787. or feeling

  1788. or realizing

  1789. the face

  1790. of God

  1791. try to think

  1792. that being

  1793. in a cave

  1794. could hide

  1795. from the face

  1796. of God

  1797. and that an

  1798. idol

  1799. a rock

  1800. or a mountain

  1801. would help

  1802. or deliver

  1803. them

  1804. will suffering

  1805. incline my

  1806. heart to God

  1807. or away

  1808. from it

  1809. many people

  1810. when we

  1811. suffer

  1812. we turn

  1813. away from

  1814. God

  1815. why is it

  1816. that we

  1817. turn away

  1818. from God

  1819. when we

  1820. suffer

  1821. is it

  1822. that when

  1823. we turn

  1824. away from

  1825. God

  1826. and are

  1827. suffering

  1828. that we

  1829. stop

  1830. suffering

  1831. is it

  1832. that when

  1833. we

  1834. turn away

  1835. from God

  1836. and suffering

  1837. that all

  1838. of a sudden

  1839. our

  1840. suffering

  1841. has meaning

  1842. is it

  1843. that all

  1844. of a sudden

  1845. we only

  1846. are victorious

  1847. and we

  1848. tower over

  1849. things when

  1850. we turn

  1851. away from

  1852. God

  1853. like why

  1854. is it

  1855. that we

  1856. do that

  1857. why is

  1858. it

  1859. will

  1860. suffering

  1861. and climb my heart to God

  1862. or away from Him?

  1863. Why do I hide from God?

  1864. Why, if God has a face,

  1865. is it that I see or sense,

  1866. why is it that I speak to a rock

  1867. or an idol rather than God?

  1868. How can a rock help me?

  1869. How can an idol help me?

  1870. Why do I say that I'll only become

  1871. a Christ follower if God shows up?

  1872. Why would I choose to repent

  1873. and have suffering?

  1874. I mean, why would I not,

  1875. why would I refuse the chance

  1876. to repent and have suffering?

  1877. Now, somebody might be wondering,

  1878. am I sane, George,

  1879. are you sane,

  1880. are you sort of like those people

  1881. that make lots of,

  1882. they make it in the news

  1883. and they're just really,

  1884. really, really, really,

  1885. really, really, really,

  1886. add a few more reallys,

  1887. embarrassing,

  1888. that when something bad happens,

  1889. you get some radio preacher

  1890. gets up and says,

  1891. this is all because of the evil

  1892. that's going on,

  1893. and take your pick.

  1894. It's because there's not

  1895. enough Republicans,

  1896. there's not enough Democrats,

  1897. there's not enough rich people,

  1898. there's not enough programs

  1899. for the poor,

  1900. you know, fill in the blank

  1901. with your favorite evil,

  1902. and that's why this judgment

  1903. has happened.

  1904. George, is that what you're saying?

  1905. And that's not what the Bible's saying here.

  1906. The Bible's not saying

  1907. that God doesn't actually

  1908. allow evil to happen.

  1909. I'm not saying,

  1910. in that sense,

  1911. that radio preacher's

  1912. not wrong.

  1913. The radio preacher is,

  1914. and I don't mean to offend,

  1915. is hiding a profound arrogance

  1916. to think that he or she

  1917. knows exactly what it is

  1918. that God's doing.

  1919. And they probably don't.

  1920. They probably don't.

  1921. And it's arrogantly

  1922. overstepping the boundaries

  1923. to talk as if you know

  1924. when you don't know.

  1925. I mean,

  1926. the fundamental lesson

  1927. of the Bible

  1928. is always to humble us,

  1929. not to make us think

  1930. we're smarter than other people

  1931. and better than other people,

  1932. but to humble us,

  1933. to bring us to the point

  1934. where we call out to God

  1935. for mercy

  1936. and say,

  1937. how long?

  1938. The other problem,

  1939. and I know we,

  1940. maybe I'm going over time,

  1941. I apologize for it.

  1942. The other thing about it,

  1943. though,

  1944. is that when people

  1945. say things like that,

  1946. we get the wrath of God

  1947. all messed up

  1948. and confused.

  1949. Turn in your Bibles

  1950. with me to Matthew

    Matthew 26 chapter mention

  1951. chapter 26

  1952. in closing.

  1953. Matthew chapter 26.

    Matthew 26 chapter mention

  1954. It's,

  1955. if you have a Bible

  1956. and you're not that familiar

  1957. with it,

  1958. there's the Old Testament,

  1959. the New Testament,

  1960. and Matthew is the first book

  1961. in the New Testament.

  1962. And turn in your Matthew

    Matthew 26 chapter mention

  1963. chapter 26

  1964. to verse 36.

  1965. And

  1966. in the flow

  1967. of the book

  1968. of Matthew,

  1969. Judas is off

  1970. to betray Jesus.

  1971. Jesus has just instituted

  1972. the Last Supper

  1973. with his friends.

  1974. He's told them

  1975. he's all going to die.

  1976. He's going to be captured

  1977. within 12 hours

  1978. of the Last Supper.

  1979. A few hours,

  1980. in fact,

  1981. less than 12 hours,

  1982. he would be captured.

  1983. He'll be falsely accused.

  1984. He'll die

  1985. a criminal's,

  1986. a slave's death

  1987. upon the cross.

  1988. And he's told them

  1989. all of this

  1990. and they don't understand

  1991. what's going on.

  1992. They're all confused.

  1993. And he goes to the

  1994. Garden of Gethsemane

  1995. and then Jesus went

  1996. with them to a place

  1997. called Gethsemane

  1998. and he said to his disciples,

  1999. sit here while I go

  2000. over there and pray.

  2001. And taking with them

  2002. Peter and the two

  2003. sons of Zebedee,

  2004. he began to be

  2005. sorrowful and troubled

  2006. and he said to them,

  2007. my soul is very sorrowful

  2008. even to death.

  2009. Remain here

  2010. and watch with me.

  2011. And going a little farther,

  2012. he fell on his face

  2013. and prayed saying,

  2014. my father,

  2015. if it be possible,

  2016. let this cup

  2017. pass from me.

  2018. Nevertheless,

  2019. not as I will,

  2020. but as you will.

  2021. Just put your finger

  2022. there for a moment.

  2023. If you go on

  2024. and read the rest of it,

  2025. you'll see that

  2026. three times

  2027. Jesus says this

  2028. same prayer,

  2029. my father,

  2030. if it be possible,

  2031. let this cup

  2032. pass from me.

  2033. Nevertheless,

  2034. not as I will,

  2035. but as you will.

  2036. This happens

  2037. just a few hours

  2038. before the cross.

  2039. And it's a very,

  2040. very powerful image.

  2041. It's a very common image

  2042. in the ancient world,

  2043. in Jewish scripture

  2044. and in pagan,

  2045. in the pagan world,

  2046. for the cup,

  2047. in this particular case,

  2048. to be an image

  2049. of God's judgment

  2050. and wrath.

  2051. And it's a very,

  2052. very powerful image

  2053. that Jesus,

  2054. who understands

  2055. that he's going to

  2056. go to the cross

  2057. and not that he's done

  2058. anything wrong himself,

  2059. but he will go

  2060. to the cross

  2061. and he will die

  2062. upon the cross

  2063. and his death

  2064. upon the cross

  2065. will be

  2066. that he experiences

  2067. the wrath,

  2068. the judgment,

  2069. proper to me,

  2070. that he will drink

  2071. the judgment of God,

  2072. the proper anger

  2073. of God at evil.

  2074. My desire is to conquer

  2075. and to be conquered.

  2076. My desire is to put

  2077. myself forth first

  2078. even if it means

  2079. that others starve

  2080. and are in famine.

  2081. My desire for conflict.

  2082. My desire to triumph.

  2083. All of those things

  2084. that I have done

  2085. that are wrong.

  2086. All those things

  2087. that I love

  2088. about the four horsemen

  2089. in my life

  2090. that deserves

  2091. the judgment of God.

  2092. And those are things

  2093. in my life

  2094. and in yours.

  2095. And that

  2096. which properly deserves

  2097. the judgment of God

  2098. because the saints

  2099. are crying out

  2100. how long

  2101. and I am implicated

  2102. in that cry

  2103. of how long.

  2104. And Jesus goes

  2105. to the cross

  2106. and on the cross

  2107. he takes upon himself

  2108. that cry

  2109. of how long

  2110. that I deserve

  2111. and he drinks

  2112. the cup

  2113. of God's wrath

  2114. for me.

  2115. and the amazing

  2116. thing about this image

  2117. is

  2118. that

  2119. you know

  2120. there's lots of times

  2121. in our life

  2122. we go through

  2123. really really really

  2124. really hard times

  2125. and we say to ourselves

  2126. if I had known

  2127. about how hard

  2128. it was going to be

  2129. in advance

  2130. I would have never done it.

  2131. We can always worry

  2132. about the cross

  2133. that Jesus says

  2134. okay yeah

  2135. I'm going to die

  2136. for the sins of George

  2137. he gets up on the cross

  2138. and afterwards

  2139. it's way way harder

  2140. than he thought

  2141. it was going to be.

  2142. And here we see

  2143. that God lets him

  2144. know in advance

  2145. how hard it's going to be.

  2146. He tastes the cup

  2147. and he still says

  2148. I will go.

  2149. And so it's not just

  2150. that Jesus

  2151. who is the Lamb of God

  2152. who was slain for me

  2153. it's not just

  2154. that he takes upon himself

  2155. that anger and judgment

  2156. which I properly deserve

  2157. and it's just something

  2158. as if God has now

  2159. just sort of

  2160. that he now stands

  2161. for merely in terms

  2162. of suffering

  2163. for me

  2164. in my place

  2165. but also

  2166. his act of obedience

  2167. his willingness

  2168. and love

  2169. to actually

  2170. after having tasted

  2171. the cup

  2172. to still

  2173. take the cross

  2174. both aspects

  2175. of who Jesus is

  2176. stands for me.

  2177. The cry of the rich

  2178. and the poor

  2179. the generals

  2180. and the powerful

  2181. and the slave

  2182. who turn to rocks

  2183. and mountains

  2184. and say

  2185. who can stand?

  2186. And a Christian

  2187. the saints

  2188. who are underneath

  2189. the throne of God

  2190. and are speaking

  2191. in the presence

  2192. of God

  2193. to God himself

  2194. their answer isn't

  2195. well I've lived

  2196. a completely

  2197. and utterly

  2198. blameless life

  2199. and that's why

  2200. I can stand.

  2201. Their answer is

  2202. to humbly say

  2203. I can only stand

  2204. because the Lamb

  2205. of God

  2206. took upon himself

  2207. the wrath

  2208. of God

  2209. that I deserved.

  2210. Put the final point

  2211. up please.

  2212. Out of love

  2213. for me

  2214. the Lamb

  2215. who was slain

  2216. bore the wrath

  2217. of God

  2218. that I deserve.

  2219. Please stand.

  2220. Most of us today

  2221. not all of us

  2222. are able to stand

  2223. on our own strength.

  2224. This Bible passage

  2225. says that there will be

  2226. a day when we have

  2227. to stand before

  2228. the throne of

  2229. Almighty God

  2230. and we will not

  2231. have the strength

  2232. and the strength

  2233. to stand.

  2234. And the Holy Spirit

  2235. is convicting

  2236. some of us

  2237. maybe to turn

  2238. to Jesus

  2239. for the first time

  2240. to understand

  2241. what he's done

  2242. for us on the cross

  2243. and for others

  2244. just to realize

  2245. that my desire

  2246. to conquer

  2247. my desire

  2248. to be first

  2249. my desire

  2250. for conflict

  2251. my desire

  2252. for anger

  2253. my desire

  2254. to hide myself

  2255. from God

  2256. that's

  2257. even though

  2258. I'm a follower

  2259. of Jesus

  2260. that's become

  2261. far too strong

  2262. in me.

  2263. I'm going to

  2264. say a prayer

  2265. in closing

  2266. which

  2267. if the Holy Spirit

  2268. is convicting you

  2269. to pray

  2270. that I invite you

  2271. to pray with me.

  2272. I'll say it to you

  2273. very quickly

  2274. and if it

  2275. suits what the Holy Spirit

  2276. is convicting

  2277. in your life

  2278. then I'll say it

  2279. a second time

  2280. slowly

  2281. so that you

  2282. can pray it

  2283. with me.

  2284. Dear God

  2285. I try to hide

  2286. from you

  2287. I call out

  2288. to idols

  2289. to avoid you

  2290. please forgive me

  2291. please deliver me

  2292. I thank you

  2293. that Jesus

  2294. drank my cup

  2295. of your judgment

  2296. Jesus

  2297. please live

  2298. in me

  2299. as Savior

  2300. and Lord

  2301. please pour

  2302. out your Holy Spirit

  2303. upon me

  2304. today and every day

  2305. until I stand

  2306. in your presence

  2307. as your servant

  2308. thank you

  2309. amen

  2310. the Holy Spirit

  2311. has been convicting you

  2312. of the need

  2313. like me

  2314. to pray such a prayer

  2315. for some

  2316. it is the beginning

  2317. of your life

  2318. as a follower

  2319. of Jesus

  2320. for others

  2321. it is just a deepening

  2322. I invite you

  2323. I'll say this prayer

  2324. slowly

  2325. and I invite you

  2326. if the Holy Spirit

  2327. is convicting you

  2328. do not say no

  2329. to the Holy Spirit's

  2330. conviction

  2331. do not say no

  2332. to the Holy Spirit's

  2333. conviction

  2334. I'll say it

  2335. and I'll pause

  2336. and you can say it

  2337. silently

  2338. you don't have to

  2339. say it out loud

  2340. it's just between

  2341. you and God

  2342. dear God

  2343. I try to hide

  2344. from you

  2345. I call out

  2346. to idols

  2347. to avoid you

  2348. please forgive me

  2349. please deliver me

  2350. I thank you

  2351. that Jesus

  2352. drank my cup

  2353. of your judgment

  2354. Jesus please live

  2355. in me

  2356. as Savior and Lord

  2357. please pour out

  2358. your Holy Spirit

  2359. upon me today

  2360. and every day

  2361. until I stand

  2362. in your presence

  2363. as your servant

  2364. thank you

  2365. Amen

  2366. Amen

  2367. Tiago

  2368. know

  2369. I

  2370. can

  2371. pray

  2372. las

  2373. BR

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