Sermon
Demons
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Father, we thank you that you love us.
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We thank you that your son came to die on the cross for us.
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We thank you, Father, that he has defeated in his death upon the cross and in his resurrection
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all sin, all death, and all hostile spiritual powers.
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We ask, Father, as we gather now to hear these words of the Bible
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and to think about these words and to pray about these words,
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we ask, Father, that your Holy Spirit would move deeply in our minds and hearts and wills,
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that we will receive what you desire to give us in your word.
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And we know, Father, that you have something that you desire to give everyone who is here.
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So, Father, in your mercy and kindness, deliver us from hardness of heart.
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Grant us a soft heart willing to hear your word.
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Make us good soil so that we will receive your word and bear fruit to bring you glory.
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And all this we ask in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.
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Amen.
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Please be seated.
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So, I've had an interesting time this week.
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If you're a guest at Church of the Messiah,
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we want to make disciples gripped by the gospel who bring glory to God.
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We want to be used by God as he builds a prayerful Bible teaching evangelical church
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in the heart of the city with a heart for the city and the world.
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And so, one of the things we do is we preach through books of the Bible.
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And we're preaching through the book of Revelation.
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And that's why we read Revelation chapter 9.
Revelation 9 chapter mention
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And I've had an interesting week thinking and praying about it and studying it.
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And if you were listening to Laurier read, and we're going to look at the Bible text in a moment,
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every Sunday, if you forget to bring your own Bible,
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we always have some Bibles up at the front or by that door.
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And you're welcome to keep the Bible if you want or return it afterwards.
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But if you're listening to this text,
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a third of all the people on the earth die.
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Great torment.
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I have to confess, I like watching certain types of movies.
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And every time one of the verses, I come across one of the verses in this text,
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I think of the Wolverine.
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And many of you who have seen the last movie with the Wolverine,
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I mean, the rest of you, it's like I'm speaking in hieroglyphics.
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But if you watch or follow that at all,
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longing for death but not being able to find it,
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speaks a lot about Wolverine and a lot of his character.
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But it's a very, very stark text.
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And it could lead us to say, is God cruel?
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Is God cruel?
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Why does God seem to order demons to hurt people?
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Why is such crazy stuff in the Bible?
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Isn't this proof for some people that only crazy people,
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not rational or well-educated people, would take the Bible seriously?
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Because this is just crazy.
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And it seems to portray a God that just seems to be cruel.
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And it seems to talk about things that just aren't true
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to well-educated, well-adjusted people.
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So, given that that's,
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I don't know if any of you are thinking that,
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but I could well imagine that if I was to say,
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I'd like you to share this Bible text with your office workers
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or your classmates on Monday,
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you might have some apprehension about what they would think.
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So, it would be a great help to me and to you
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if you were to get your Bibles
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and turn to the last book in the Bible,
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and the book of Revelation,
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and turn to chapter 9.
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And let's look and see more carefully
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what it is that the Bible says and doesn't say.
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In fact, I actually think that as we look at this text,
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we see that this is a very robust, thick, deep text of the Bible,
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which actually has profound things to say about human nature
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and about God and about good and evil.
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In fact, I think it's,
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if we grasp it in the context of other spiritualities and philosophies,
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that we will just be completely struck
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by how deep and wise the text is,
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even though at first it looks very, very frightening and daunting
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and seems to say terrible things about God.
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So, let's just start at verse 1.
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And just, actually, we're going to start at verse 13 of chapter 8.
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And just if you want to sort of have a bit of the flow of the Bible text,
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what it is, is in around chapter 5,
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there's a, chapter 4, there's a vision of God in heaven.
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Chapter 5, there's a vision of Jesus on the throne in heaven.
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He's pictured as the Lamb who was slain.
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And chapter 5 sort of begins with this idea that God knows the future
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and he has a scroll and only the Lamb who's slain is able to take the scroll,
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the sort of the things that are going to happen in the future,
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only the Lamb, Jesus, is able to take it from God's hand.
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And then in chapter 6, we see Jesus starting to open the scroll
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by opening the seals.
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And as he opens it, there's a series of judgments.
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And then in chapter 7, there's a bit of a pause.
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And in chapter 8 that we looked at last week, the final seal is opened.
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There's silence in heaven.
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And then the seventh seal enters into seven new judgments
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described in terms of trumpets.
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And the image is that all of heaven adores the Lamb.
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Then the prayers of the saints come up to Jesus.
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And as a result of the prayers of the saints coming up to Jesus,
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an angel takes fire from heaven and he throws, hurls the fire down at the earth.
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And the fire that comes down to earth appears in seven different forms as these seven different trumpets.
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And last week we looked at four.
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And at the end of the four, in verse 13, this is what happened.
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Then I looked and I heard an eagle crying with a loud voice as it flew directly overhead.
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And he said,
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Notice that again.
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Notice that again.
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Notice that again.
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Notice that again.
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Notice that again.
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They were told not to harm the grass of the earth or any green plant or any tree.
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But only those people who did not have, do not have the seal of God on their foreheads.
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And they were allowed, that's these locust type creatures, were allowed to torment them,
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that's the people, for five months, but not to kill them.
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And their torment was like the torment of a scorpion when it stings someone.
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And in those days, here's the Wolverine text,
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in those days people will seek death and will not find it.
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They will long to die, but death will flee from them.
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Now just sort of pause here for a second.
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Here's the first thing to see in the text.
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Remember we began by saying, like, this just sounds crazy, it sounds cruel.
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Why does God seem to order demons to hurt people?
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But here's the thing that the text, I'm going to show you in a second,
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but here's the thing, Andrew, if you could put it up on the screen.
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God is absolutely sovereign over every demon,
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and he restrains them until their inevitable judgment.
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This text, not only here, but the rest of the text,
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and I'm sort of giving away a bit of the ending
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by adding the word inevitable,
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telling you what's going to happen in chapters 19, 20, 21 and all.
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But what this text is showing is that God is absolutely sovereign
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over every demon,
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and God restrains them until their inevitable judgment.
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One of the things that happens in the book of Revelation
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is that they use a variety of different images for angels and for demons,
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and so sometimes you have to just be careful and read slowly and meditatively
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and look at the context to sort of keep things straight.
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And so the angel here isn't an angel that begins the whole thing,
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and it's an image of the angel descending with great speed.
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So the trumpet's blown,
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and an angel with great speed descends.
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An angel comes from God,
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and he goes,
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and he opens
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the door
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which leads to the bottomless pit,
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the abyss.
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And the abyss,
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all the way through the book of Revelation,
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is portrayed as a type of prison
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where demons and the devil
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are held.
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In other words, they're restrained.
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Why?
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Because God is sovereign over them.
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Because Jesus has triumphed
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over all hostile spiritual forces
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in his crucifixion and resurrection.
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And the text doesn't make any comment
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about whether all demons were there or all that,
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but it's just giving you this image
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that God restrains them,
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and he goes,
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he sends an angel,
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the angel lets the demons out,
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and the demons, of course,
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come flooding out,
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they escape,
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but even as they escape,
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God sets limits on them.
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And he says to them,
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he says that they're not allowed
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to harm the trees
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or anything like that.
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They're only allowed to harm
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people who do not have
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the seal of God on their forehead.
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And they're not even allowed to kill them.
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And in everything about it,
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we just see this picture
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of the demons doing what they desire to do,
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but even what they desire to do,
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that God, who's sovereign over them,
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restrains them.
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That's why the text is showing
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all the way through chapter 9
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and all the way through
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the book of Revelation,
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that God is sovereign
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over every demon,
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and he restrains them
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until their inevitable judgment.
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And it's obvious
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that these are demons,
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not animals.
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They're coming from the bottomless pit,
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from the abyss,
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from a place
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that God has contained them.
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That's not what normal locusts look like,
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and as we're going to see
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in a couple of minutes,
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they don't look at all
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like normal locusts.
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They don't act like normal locusts.
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It's a way of picturing
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demons swarming
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and of being inhuman
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and anti-human
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and destructive.
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Yet God is sovereign
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over them.
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And so,
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but here's the question
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that some of us might say.
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If you look at it
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very carefully,
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like, you know,
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he told them what to do
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and et cetera, et cetera.
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But the fact is,
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why would God still allow
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such demons
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to come out from a place
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where he has bound them
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to hurt anybody?
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Like, why would God allow that?
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Isn't that almost the same
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as him causing it?
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And that's a very,
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very good question.
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Well,
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to start to answer that question,
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let's look at verses 7 to 12.
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In appearance,
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the locusts were like horses
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prepared for battle.
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Notice all the way
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through this description,
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like, like, like, like.
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In appearance,
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the locusts were like horses
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prepared for battle.
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On their heads
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were what looked
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like crowns of gold.
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Their faces were like
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human faces.
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Their hair
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like woman's hair.
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It means they had long hair.
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I was in a church
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back,
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I'm, I'm, I'm,
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I'm a hundred million years old.
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And in, in the 70s,
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I grew up in a church
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that always had these
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prophecy conferences
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all of the time.
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And, you know,
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in like,
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like 1975 or 76,
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it was very, very uncommon
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in conservative
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baptisty type churches
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to have anybody
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in the church
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who had long hair.
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So there's a whole pile
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of people looking one way
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and then there was me
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with my hair
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halfway down my back
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at that point in time
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and dressed in jeans
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and all,
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which everybody
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was dressed in suits.
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And there was
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this prophecy conference.
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I stuck out
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like a sore thumb
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and there was a guy
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drawing a picture
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of the devil
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and demons
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and he said,
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looking around the room,
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let's make him a hippie.
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Wasn't trying
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to single me out
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at all.
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I felt very welcomed,
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actually,
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by this guy.
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Anyway, so verse 8,
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their hair
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like woman's hair
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and their teeth
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like lion's teeth.
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They had breastplates
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like breastplates
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of iron
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and the noise
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of their wings
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was like the noise
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of many chariots
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with horses
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rushing into battle.
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They have tails
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and stings
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like scorpions
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and their power
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to hurt people
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for five months.
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That's actually
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a restraint,
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again,
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is in their tails
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and they have
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as king over them
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the angel
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of the bottomless pit,
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sort of an arch demon,
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maybe the devil himself
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and his name
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in Hebrew
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is Abaddon
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and in Greek
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he is called
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Apollyon,
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destroyer
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and destruction.
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The first woe
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has passed
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before two woes
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are still to come
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and you're saying,
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George,
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how does this
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exactly help you
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at all?
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Well, here's the thing.
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Here's the point.
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If you could put it up
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on the screen, Andrew.
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What the text is showing
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is that demons
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are real
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and they hate
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their devotees
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and turn on us
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when they can.
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I spent a long time
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trying to think
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of whether I should
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say turn on them
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or turn on us
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and I decided
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with us.
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You can ask me
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about it
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or we can debate it
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over coffee
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if you want,
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but demons are real
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and they hate
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their devotees
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and turn on us
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when they can.
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And so,
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here's how you should
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interpret this language
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is it's,
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you know,
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here's the thing.
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I think it's,
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my daughter-in-law,
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my son Jesse
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was just telling me
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about his wife,
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my daughter-in-law,
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Kavita.
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You know,
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she did an engineering
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degree at Waterloo
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so she's really smart
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and she's really good
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with numbers
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and Jesse says
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you can tell Kavita
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like a phone number
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or some other type
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of number
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and she just
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remembers it
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and,
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you know,
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her ability to do math
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in her head
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and all that,
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she's this really good
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number person
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and there's some people
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in the congregation
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they've told me
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about how they live
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in a world
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where numbers
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are really,
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really important
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and,
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in fact,
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there's all these
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numeric things
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that go on
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in the Bible
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that sort of
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help them to understand
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that the Bible
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has to be the Word of God
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and for a lot of us
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numbers
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and all these
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numerical things
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and our eyes
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start to glaze over
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and all,
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but for people
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who really numbers work
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there's lots of things
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in the Bible
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about numbers
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that communicate to us
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and for some of us
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it's poetry,
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for some of us
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it's more like
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philosophical types of stuff,
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for some of us
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it's narratives
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and for some people
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what they really need
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is powerful images
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and because the Bible
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is written for everyone
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it means that
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there's some parts
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of the Bible
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that people are going
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whoa,
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look at that,
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that just so sticks with me
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I can really understand that
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I can really remember that
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look at those numbers
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and other people
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it's not that at all
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and so what the Bible
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here is talking about
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it's all the way through
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it's making a very,
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very strong claim
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that demons are real
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that demons are
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spiritual beings
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or creatures
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that were originally angels
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that rebelled against God
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and in their rebellion
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against God
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they not only hate God
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they hate people
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they hate those
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who bear the image of God
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and that's human being
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every human being
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whether it's a
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whether they're a poor person
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or a rich person
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a smart person
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or a dumb person
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whether they're
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profoundly handicapped
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or whether they're
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the world's greatest athlete
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every human being
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is made in the image of God
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bears the image of God
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and demons are portrayed
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in this text
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as being real
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and as they hate God
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they also hate human beings
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because we bear
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the image of God
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and are made
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in the image of God
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and so this text here
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it's not to be taken
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that somehow
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the demons have
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all these things
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but it's to communicate
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for those of us
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that images
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stick in their heads
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that if I was to give you
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you know five points
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and the five points
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wouldn't stick in your head
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but you just hear
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this description
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and the image of them
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being like horses
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in the ancient world
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it means that they're
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powerful
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it means that they're
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bred for war
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it means that they're
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bred for aggression
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in the Roman world
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the hooves of the war horses
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would often have like
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they'd shoe them
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and they'd have
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they would be sharp
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so that they would cut
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and the breastplate
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so once again
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that they're ready for battle
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and that they have protection
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and everything
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and the long hair
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is that they're
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like the barbarians
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that the Romans
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were starting to know of
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and in other words
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they were other
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and they were dangerous
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and they were fearful
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and they were powerful
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and they were organized
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and they were a swarm
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and it's trying to communicate
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truth about demons
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that just using words
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will not do
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for some people
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and so it's a series
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of word pictures
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to try to communicate
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the reality
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and the nature
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of demons
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that demons are real
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and they hate their devotees
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and turn on us
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when they can
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but then the question still is
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why is it that God
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allows them
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to come out
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well first of all
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look back up
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at verse 4 again
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they were told
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not to harm
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the grass of the earth
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or any green plant
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or any tree
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but only those people
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who do not have
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the seal of God
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on their foreheads
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this is a very very
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this in the next trumpet
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it's a very very
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unique type of teaching
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in the scriptures
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and it's showing
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how demons
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turn on their own
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people who have
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given themselves
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to evil
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have given themselves
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consciously to demons
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those who believe
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that by practicing
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white magic
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or using spells
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or potions
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are in touch
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with the demon
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the spiritual world
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which is in rebellion
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against God
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and we think
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it makes us stronger
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and we think
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it puts us in contact
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with stronger things
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and it does put us
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in contact
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with stronger things
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and maybe
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in the short run
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things seem to work
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but the Bible here
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is giving us a picture
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of the end game
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and from the end game
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these powers
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that we dabble with
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it's not talking about
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it's not talking about
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anything now
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about Christians
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it's talking about
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those who have not
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given their lives
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to Jesus
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and these demonic powers
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will turn on them
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because ultimately
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they hate them
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you know
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it's very very interesting
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that
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often here in the west
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when we think
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of Buddhism
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or Hinduism
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when we think
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even of Islam
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in a good sense
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because it's a
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complicated thing
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our culture
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with Islam
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we tend to think
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of philosophical
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high
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high-end philosophical
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versions of Buddhism
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or Hinduism
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or Islam
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and even when we think
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of secularism
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and agnosticism
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we tend to think
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of high-end
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ones
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that are more abstract
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and philosophical
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but the very interesting
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thing is
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in every one of those
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cultures
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apart from the high-end
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there is the reality
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of a fascination
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with demons
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and a worry about demons
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if you were to go
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I've never been to Thailand
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but if you were to go
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to China
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or you go to Thailand
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you see
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you see idols
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everywhere
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there is a concern
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with spells
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and with evil spirits
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and bringing misfortune
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upon you
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it's true in Islam
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it's true in India
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it's true in China
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it's true in Thailand
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and even here
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in the educated west
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it's true here
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you go to any chapters
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and you see the wide
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range of bookstore
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in the bookstore
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given over to
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occult types of matters
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that even
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and this isn't just
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something that
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the really uneducated
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people are fascinated with
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it's true
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even if you have
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your bachelor's degree
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or your master's degree
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or your doctorate
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or multiple doctorates
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there's this fascination
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with it
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and the interesting
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thing about it
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is that these
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philosophical forms
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of Hinduism
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and Buddhism
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and Islam
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and secularism
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that they actually
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are sort of powerless
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they're powerless
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against this
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widespread
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worry
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and presence
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of practice
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of magic
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and concern
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about demonic
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types of things
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that there's a type
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of disconnect to
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in Christianity
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what often appears
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in certain circles
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as philosophical
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Christianity
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actually isn't a
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higher form of
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Christianity
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it's residual
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Christianity
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but the Bible
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as you go into
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the Bible
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and understand
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Christianity
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from the Bible
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and from Jesus'
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own words
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you see that it's
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a very robust
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and thick faith
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that talks
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about the practical
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things
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that attract
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and frighten
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and bind
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and repel
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both ordinary
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people
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and educated
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people
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and what
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this text
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is showing
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here
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is a certain
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type of way
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that God
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sometimes
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how it is
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that God
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acts
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towards us
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as human
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beings
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I've been
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a few times
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on my travels
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when I've been
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at some type
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of a conference
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I've been
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away from my
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wife and kids
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I've been
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at some type
-
of a conference
-
and I've been
-
right next
-
to a casino
-
and I'm
-
not boasting
-
here about
-
how strong
-
I am
-
at resisting
-
temptation
-
but I can
-
tell you
-
that those
-
I think it's
-
three or four
-
times I've
-
stayed either
-
right next
-
door or
-
across the
-
street from
-
a casino
-
and I've
-
never gone
-
into it
-
once
-
why?
-
I have
-
going to a
-
casino to
-
gamble
-
I have
-
zero
-
temptation
-
for it
-
okay
-
two dollars
-
to a
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one-armed
-
bandit
-
or a coffee
-
at Starbucks
-
like I don't
-
even think
-
about that
-
for a
-
millisecond
-
of a second
-
a muffin
-
or a scone
-
or a
-
one-armed
-
bandit
-
I don't
-
even think
-
about that
-
for a
-
millisecond
-
like it
-
has no
-
attraction
-
to me
-
I'm going
-
to stop
-
giving you
-
any
-
illustrations
-
because you
-
realize how
-
many sins
-
I'm actually
-
deeply tempted
-
to
-
but gambling
-
is one that I
-
have absolutely
-
zero temptation
-
to
-
I could stay
-
in the casino
-
and I
-
wouldn't put
-
a penny
-
in a
-
one-armed
-
bandit
-
I just
-
maybe I
-
would once
-
just say
-
how it
-
worked
-
but it
-
wouldn't
-
even be
-
temptation
-
it would
-
just be
-
I wonder
-
how this
-
works
-
I've always
-
seen movies
-
that would
-
be it
-
and then
-
I'd go
-
buy a
-
coffee
-
preferably
-
an Italian
-
roast
-
or French
-
roast
-
something nice
-
and dark
-
but the fact
-
is that
-
there are
-
many things
-
in my life
-
that I'm
-
tempted to
-
evil things
-
that I'm
-
tempted to
-
and in
-
the book
-
of Romans
-
it gives
-
a very
-
philosophical
-
description
-
of how
-
that works
-
and here
-
we see
-
in the book
-
of Revelation
-
it gives
-
an image
-
picture of
-
how it
-
works
-
and how
-
it works
-
it's as if
-
there are
-
different currents
-
in my life
-
it's as if
-
there are
-
rivers
-
inside of me
-
rivers
-
that have
-
a current
-
towards
-
something which
-
is wrong
-
maybe it's
-
slander
-
maybe it's
-
pride
-
maybe it's
-
anger
-
maybe it's
-
gluttony
-
maybe it's
-
lust
-
I mean
-
it's going
-
to be
-
there's going
-
to be
-
different streams
-
within every
-
human being
-
there are
-
like
-
it's as if
-
there's
-
a current
-
going on
-
in my life
-
and
-
what it is
-
is the Bible
-
has this idea
-
of what's called
-
common grace
-
that
-
God
-
generally
-
restrains
-
the strength
-
of the current
-
in our lives
-
and doesn't
-
usually
-
allow the current
-
to have
-
full reign
-
in our life
-
so it's as if
-
I am a boat
-
tied to a rock
-
or a dock
-
and the boat's
-
in a current
-
and for some
-
things it's as if
-
I'm very tightly
-
tied
-
I can feel
-
the strength
-
of the current
-
and partly
-
I resist it
-
by my will
-
and by my
-
disciplines
-
but partially
-
it's just God
-
holding me
-
against the current
-
but what the Bible
-
pictures here
-
is that sometimes
-
the way that
-
the judgment
-
of God works
-
it works in
-
one of two ways
-
sometimes what
-
happens
-
it's as if
-
he takes the
-
rope that ties
-
me so that
-
I'm not being
-
taken with the
-
current
-
and he lets
-
it out a hundred
-
feet
-
he lets the
-
rope out a hundred
-
feet
-
and the current
-
takes me
-
bang against rocks
-
bang against trees
-
who knows what
-
happens
-
I get to
-
experience the
-
strength of the
-
current that by
-
God's common
-
grace
-
he usually is
-
holding me back
-
but even then he
-
might just let it
-
out a hundred
-
feet
-
and sometimes
-
the Bible
-
says he
-
unties the
-
rope all
-
together
-
and I
-
experience
-
the full
-
strength
-
of the current
-
towards doing
-
wrong
-
that I have
-
within me
-
and so what
-
we see here
-
is that
-
the fact of the
-
matter is
-
demons and
-
idols and
-
evil don't
-
restrain
-
evil
-
they actually
-
only want
-
to harm
-
us
-
evil is
-
harmful
-
to us
-
demons
-
will
-
harm
-
us
-
idols
-
say that if
-
we serve
-
them
-
love them
-
obey them
-
trust them
-
and hope
-
in them
-
that they
-
will make
-
us greater
-
and stronger
-
but they
-
will only
-
harm
-
us
-
they are
-
either
-
powerless
-
or they
-
are
-
harmful
-
and sometimes
-
what God
-
does is not
-
only does he
-
not only is a
-
type of a
-
judgment upon
-
us in our
-
continued resistance
-
against him
-
but it's also
-
sometimes an
-
act that God
-
allows to
-
happen in the
-
hope that we
-
will realize
-
what's going on
-
in our lives
-
and that we
-
will say
-
why is it
-
why is it
-
that even
-
though I can
-
begin the day
-
saying that I
-
will not be
-
angry at my
-
wife or will
-
not be angry
-
at my kids
-
but before you
-
know it
-
as the day
-
comes a
-
moment will
-
come when I
-
realize I
-
have a choice
-
to say
-
something angry
-
to them
-
or hurtful
-
to them
-
or sarcastic
-
or demeaning
-
to them
-
and I don't
-
want to do
-
it
-
I plan not
-
to do it
-
but then the
-
time comes
-
and I
-
choose it
-
I choose
-
it
-
and why
-
is it
-
that there
-
are things
-
like that
-
within not
-
only me
-
but every
-
human being
-
and maybe
-
for some
-
it's anger
-
as I said
-
maybe for
-
some it's
-
a sexual
-
thing or
-
pride or
-
revenge or
-
ingratitude or
-
whatever but
-
it's not as if
-
there's just a
-
group of people
-
here who have
-
no currents in
-
their lives
-
and the others
-
who have
-
currents
-
it's in us
-
and the Bible
-
here is trying
-
to teach us
-
that sometimes
-
God allows
-
this to happen
-
in our lives
-
and he doesn't
-
cause it
-
because generally
-
he's restraining
-
it but he
-
does it
-
to allow it
-
that we
-
might realize
-
our need
-
for God
-
to work
-
that we
-
might realize
-
that our
-
philosophical
-
things
-
our theological
-
things
-
our disciplines
-
are the
-
things that
-
we're trusting
-
in
-
that these
-
things are
-
just not
-
ultimately
-
they do
-
not have
-
the power
-
to ultimately
-
change us
-
or transform
-
us to have
-
us to be
-
the type of
-
free human
-
being that
-
God
-
we know
-
ultimately
-
desires us
-
to be
-
that we
-
need
-
God
-
to act
-
Revelation
-
showing us
-
this in
-
picture language
-
demons are
-
real and
-
they hate
-
their devotees
-
and turn
-
on us
-
when they
-
can
-
that's why
-
if you could
-
put the next
-
thing up
-
Andrew
-
the Bible
-
underneath this
-
text and
-
underneath the
-
whole book of
-
Revelation
-
through the
-
book of
-
Revelation
-
it's trying
-
to teach us
-
that human
-
beings are
-
created to
-
know God
-
and be
-
free
-
but we
-
turn time
-
and time
-
again to
-
idols
-
demons
-
and evil
-
that human
-
beings are
-
created to
-
know God
-
and be
-
free
-
but we
-
turn time
-
and time
-
again to
-
idols
-
demons
-
and evil
-
I'm not
-
going to
-
comment on
-
verses 13
-
to 19
-
you can read
-
it later
-
it's a
-
second
-
snapshot
-
only in
-
this
-
particular
-
case
-
the demons
-
are allowed
-
to actually
-
kill up
-
to a third
-
of the
-
people who
-
have not
-
given their
-
lives to
-
Jesus
-
how does
-
this all
-
work out
-
here's how
-
it all
-
works out
-
folks
-
I don't know
-
how it works
-
the book of
-
Revelation is a
-
book about
-
Jesus
-
what he's
-
done
-
what he's
-
doing
-
what he
-
will do
-
on one
-
hand
-
everything in
-
the book
-
of Revelation
-
is true
-
of human
-
existence
-
between the
-
death and
-
resurrection
-
of Jesus
-
until the
-
end of the
-
end of the
-
end of the
-
ends
-
and in
-
some way
-
there's
-
something
-
that's
-
always true
-
about this
-
at every
-
point in
-
time in
-
human history
-
and there
-
might be
-
times
-
I mean
-
Bonhoeffer
-
who was
-
writing during
-
the days of
-
Nazi Germany
-
he ultimately
-
died by direct
-
orders of
-
Hitler
-
because Hitler
-
wanted him
-
dead
-
he was a
-
devout
-
Christian
-
and he
-
at times
-
wondered if
-
in fact
-
images of
-
the book of
-
Revelation
-
and demons
-
were almost
-
made visible
-
I mean
-
how could
-
you not
-
watch
-
Hitler
-
and those
-
grand
-
spectacles
-
and watch
-
the book
-
burning
-
and know
-
about
-
Auschwitz
-
and know
-
of the
-
terrible
-
things
-
that are
-
going on
-
and not
-
wonder if
-
demons
-
were walking
-
the earth
-
and so
-
on one
-
level
-
it's true
-
of human
-
experience
-
it's somehow
-
true of
-
all of
-
this time
-
and there's
-
no doubt
-
that there
-
will be
-
some final
-
time
-
close to
-
the end
-
when
-
we'll see
-
that this
-
is just
-
somehow or
-
another
-
perfectly
-
fulfilled
-
I don't
-
know how
-
it would
-
look
-
but it
-
wants us
-
to understand
-
that it's
-
always
-
always
-
the case
-
but that's
-
what's
-
going to
-
happen
-
I'm not
-
going to
-
read verses
-
13 to
-
19
-
you can
-
read it
-
yourself
-
but after
-
the sixth
-
trumpet
-
look at
-
verses
-
20 to
-
21
-
remember I
-
said
-
that human
-
beings are
-
created to
-
know God
-
and be
-
free
-
but we
-
turn time
-
and time
-
and time
-
again
-
to idols
-
and demons
-
and evil
-
and that's
-
what the text
-
says
-
I got it
-
from the text
-
look verse
-
20 again
-
the rest of
-
mankind
-
the rest of
-
humanity
-
who were not
-
killed by
-
these plagues
-
did not
-
repent of
-
the works
-
of their
-
hands
-
nor give
-
up
-
worshipping
-
demons
-
and idols
-
of gold
-
and silver
-
and bronze
-
and stone
-
and wood
-
which cannot
-
see or hear
-
or walk
-
nor did they
-
repent of
-
their murders
-
or their
-
sorceries
-
or their
-
sexual
-
immorality
-
or their
-
thefts
-
and there's
-
sort of
-
three categories
-
here
-
there's a
-
picture of
-
the works
-
of their
-
hands
-
which is
-
just like
-
an idol
-
which is
-
nothing
-
worshipping
-
of demons
-
and idols
-
as the
-
book of
-
first
-
corinthians
-
talks about
-
sometimes
-
an idol
-
is connected
-
to a
-
demon
-
and then
-
there's the
-
outright
-
connection
-
to demons
-
and then
-
there's the
-
fact that
-
we ourselves
-
willfully
-
choose
-
things
-
that we
-
willfully
-
choose
-
evil
-
and it's
-
providing
-
this
-
remarkable
-
sense
-
that even
-
though
-
terrible
-
things can
-
happen to
-
us
-
and as
-
it's been
-
shown
-
repeatedly
-
in the
-
book of
-
revelation
-
that we
-
might even
-
have a
-
sense
-
that God
-
exists
-
but rather
-
than this
-
making us
-
desire to
-
call out
-
to God
-
for mercy
-
and help
-
it leads
-
us to
-
shake our
-
fist at
-
God
-
and it's
-
and
-
all of
-
the telling
-
us of
-
this
-
is so
-
that we
-
could
-
God
-
communicates
-
this to
-
us so
-
that we
-
can see
-
this and
-
realize it
-
about
-
ourselves
-
and he
-
does it
-
so we
-
can realize
-
it about
-
our friends
-
and neighbors
-
so that we
-
will pray
-
greatly for
-
them
-
and so
-
that we
-
can search
-
and realize
-
that we
-
need to
-
call out
-
to God
-
for mercy
-
every
-
Sunday at
-
the church
-
in your
-
bulletins
-
we have
-
two
-
different
-
things
-
one of
-
them is
-
called
-
there's
-
a blog
-
you can
-
always
-
read
-
but there's
-
something
-
called
-
growing
-
and grace
-
and there's
-
always
-
something
-
and this
-
Sunday
-
it's at
-
the back
-
about
-
going
-
deeper
-
and the
-
going
-
deeper
-
is a way
-
you can
-
go do
-
some
-
Bible
-
studies
-
about
-
things
-
connected
-
to the
-
text
-
the sermon
-
that's
-
happened
-
to get
-
some of
-
the background
-
and some
-
other
-
perspectives
-
on it
-
and the
-
growing
-
in grace
-
which is
-
usually on
-
the insert
-
like this
-
it has
-
a variety
-
of different
-
attitudes
-
and prayers
-
and Bible
-
memory
-
verse
-
connected
-
to the
-
sermon
-
and this
-
week
-
you'll notice
-
the three
-
attitudes
-
one of them
-
is that
-
idols and
-
demons
-
always lie
-
and tell me
-
I cannot
-
have new
-
life in
-
God
-
through
-
grace
-
the idea
-
of these
-
attitudes
-
is for us
-
to think
-
about them
-
throughout
-
the week
-
to have
-
it
-
become
-
part of
-
how we
-
understand
-
the world
-
that idols
-
and demons
-
always lie
-
and tell me
-
I cannot
-
have new
-
life in
-
God
-
through
-
grace
-
that's
-
a lie
-
every one
-
of the
-
people
-
who in
-
a sense
-
would go
-
through
-
what's
-
described
-
in
-
Revelation
Revelation 9 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
9
-
the whole
-
reason
-
it's
-
described
-
is so
-
they can
-
ask God
-
for new
-
life
-
through
-
grace
-
the second
-
attitude
-
the devil
-
harms
-
his own
-
God
-
saves
-
his own
-
and then
-
the third
-
one
-
which is
-
what I
-
really
-
want
-
for some
-
of us
-
here's
-
a main
-
thing
-
for us
-
to pray
-
into
-
I have
-
two
-
problems
-
with
-
idolatry
-
first
-
I worship
-
idols
-
second
-
I rarely
-
recognize
-
that I
-
worship
-
idols
-
and that's
-
something
-
for us
-
to pray
-
into
-
friends
-
but here
-
I thought
-
about this
-
all week
-
whether I
-
would do
-
it
-
and I
-
decided
-
I would
-
I don't
-
talk about
-
this very
-
often
-
and I'm
-
going to
-
say something
-
I just
-
ask you
-
a little
-
bit of
-
grace
-
for me
-
but
-
some
-
of you
-
might
-
know
-
that
-
this
-
congregation
-
actually
-
I think
-
it's
-
in about
-
two weeks
-
time
-
will be
-
the
-
sixth
-
anniversary
-
of us
-
leaving
-
the
-
Anglican
-
Church
-
of
-
Canada
-
there's
-
maybe not
-
many people
-
in the
-
room
-
who were
-
part of
-
the
-
congregation
-
six years
-
ago
-
when we
-
made that
-
decision
-
and that
-
that led
-
three and a half
-
years later
-
to us
-
after lawsuits
-
walking away
-
from a
-
building
-
and a
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whole range
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of financial
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assets
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and
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and we
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did it
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because
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the
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Anglican
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Church
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of
-
Canada
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created
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the
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doctrine
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and began
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the
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practice
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of
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blessing
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same
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sex
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marriages
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and
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the
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text
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here
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actually
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says
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something
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very
-
powerful
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about
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why
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we
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felt
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we
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had
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to
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be
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willing
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to
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lose
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a
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building
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and
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take
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a
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position
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which
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is
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profoundly
-
unpopular
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in
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Canadian
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culture
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but we
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felt
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bound
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to
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do
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it
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and
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it
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can
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be
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seen
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here
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in
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verse
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20
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remember
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after
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having
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all of
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this
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description
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of
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demons
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and
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the
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lack
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of
-
God
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loosening
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the
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cords
-
and
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these
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things
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that
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happen
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to
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people
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the
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torment
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and
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them
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having
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on one
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level
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to
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realize
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that
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even
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as
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they
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devote
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themselves
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to
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demonic
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stuff
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that
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the
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demons
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actually
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still
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hate
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them
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and
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turn
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on
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them
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and
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there's
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this
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puzzling
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comment
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deeper
-
cry
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for
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people
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to
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heed
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and
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to
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turn
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because
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the
-
rest
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of
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mankind
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who
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were
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not
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killed
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by
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these
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plagues
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do not
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repent
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of the
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works
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of their
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hands
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nor
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give up
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worshipping
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demons
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of idols
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and silver
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and bronze
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gold
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silver
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and bronze
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and stone
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and wood
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which cannot
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see or hear
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or walk
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nor did
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they repent
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of their
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murders
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or their
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sorceries
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or their
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sexual
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immorality
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or their
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thefts
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and the
-
word
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translated
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their
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sexual
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immorality
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as part
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of the
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porneia
-
word
-
teaches
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friends
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the
-
bible
-
teaches
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that
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god's
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intention
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for us
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as human
-
beings
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not that
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sexual
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knowing
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is bad
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or sexual
-
stimulation
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is bad
-
but that
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for those
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who are
-
called
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to enter
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into it
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that god
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limits
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sexual
-
stimulation
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and sexual
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knowing
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between
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one man
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and one
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woman
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exclusive
-
of all
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others
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with the
-
intent
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that as
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they enter
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into this
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relationship
-
called
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marriage
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that they
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intended
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for life
-
and so
-
sexual
-
immorality
-
the
-
porneia
-
word
-
group
-
says
-
that
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any
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sexual
-
stimulation
-
or sexual
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knowledge
-
outside
-
of marriage
-
of one
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man to
-
one woman
-
is sin
-
and in
-
fact it's
-
actually a
-
sign
-
here
-
a specific
-
sign
-
of a lack
-
of repentance
-
and a
-
hardness
-
of heart
-
to god
-
see in
-
marriage
-
in marriage
-
of one
-
man to
-
one woman
-
god has
-
provided in
-
a sense
-
a path
-
the bible
-
doesn't portray
-
marriage as
-
just a mere
-
contract between
-
two consenting
-
adults about
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financial and
-
sexual and
-
child raising
-
relationships
-
bible doesn't
-
put it in that
-
way at all
-
it understands
-
marriage as a
-
form of
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holiness
-
a form of
-
holiness
-
whereby a
-
man will
-
give himself
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in all
-
senses including
-
sexually to
-
his wife and
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his wife
-
will give
-
herself sexually
-
and in all
-
other ways to
-
her husband
-
and that
-
is a form of
-
holiness
-
that's blessed
-
and so for
-
a church
-
to say
-
that a
-
sign of
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rebellion
-
is blessed
-
in the
-
context of
-
revelation
-
nine
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is a
-
horror
-
it's a
-
horror
-
now some of
-
you might say
-
george are you
-
saying that the
-
people in this
-
church are all
-
just a bunch of
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goody two-shoes
-
that they've
-
never had any
-
type of sexual
-
temptations or
-
sexual indiscretions
-
are you saying
-
that it's only
-
perfect people in
-
here not at all
-
if all of a
-
sudden an
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angel was to
-
appear in the
-
room and he
-
and the angel
-
makes me say
-
all of those
-
who've at any
-
point in time
-
violated this
-
pornea
-
commandment
-
could you
-
stand my
-
guess is that
-
just about every
-
single one of us
-
would stand
-
and in fact
-
if the angel
-
said okay those
-
who have violated
-
this this past
-
week stand
-
we would probably
-
be shocked at
-
how many of us
-
stand
-
so that the
-
text is not
-
at all
-
saying
-
anything at all
-
about us
-
the stand
-
and this text
-
it's not saying
-
anything at all
-
about us being
-
particularly
-
brilliantly good
-
it's actually
-
saying
-
I got something
-
out of order
-
in my talk
-
Andrew if you
-
could skip
-
to the fifth
-
point
-
this is what
-
it's saying
-
actually go back
-
to the fourth
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God always
-
preserves
-
goodness
-
restrains evil
-
judges evil
-
and freely
-
offers me
-
grace and
-
mercy and
-
redemption in
-
Jesus
-
God always
-
preserves
-
goodness
-
restrains evil
-
judges evil
-
and freely
-
offers grace
-
and mercy
-
and redemption
-
and Jesus
-
that's what the
-
Bible says
-
and so for us
-
as a congregation
-
when we hear
-
this sign of
-
rebellion
-
I mean on one
-
level
-
I don't know
-
how many of you
-
have either
-
dreamed of stealing
-
or cheated on
-
your income tax
-
or did some
-
other type of
-
thing this past
-
week
-
maybe there's
-
nobody here
-
who's murdered
-
anybody this
-
past week
-
although the
-
Bible says
-
that to really
-
hate your
-
brother and
-
call him
-
names is a
-
type of
-
murder
-
and I
-
don't know
-
how many of
-
us have
-
maybe struggled
-
with pornography
-
or other
-
types of
-
things or
-
maybe other
-
types of
-
sexual stimulation
-
or sexual
-
knowing outside
-
of marriage
-
but this text
-
it's all
-
calling us to
-
receive mercy
-
from God
-
and it
-
actually helps
-
to illustrate
-
and we're
-
going to close
-
by looking at
-
Colossians 1
-
it helps
-
us to
-
understand
-
a very
-
powerful
-
image of
-
salvation
-
in the
-
Bible
-
so if you
-
could just
-
turn to
-
Colossians
-
chapter 1
-
verses 11
-
to 14
-
we'll see
-
how
-
Revelation 9
-
is trying to
-
help us to
-
understand what
-
it is that
-
only God
-
can do
-
and what
-
we need
-
God to
-
do
-
Colossians 1
-
verses 11
-
14
-
may you be
-
strengthened
-
with all
-
power
-
according to
-
his glorious
-
might
-
for all
-
endurance
-
and patience
-
with joy
-
giving thanks
-
to the
-
Father
-
who has
-
qualified
-
you
-
to share
-
in the
-
inheritance
-
of the
-
saints
-
in light
-
he has
-
delivered us
-
from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
and transferred
-
us to
-
the kingdom
-
of his
-
beloved
-
son
-
in whom
-
we have
-
redemption
-
the forgiveness
-
of sins
-
verse 13
-
he has
-
delivered us
-
from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
darkness
-
and transferred
-
us to
-
the kingdom
-
of his
-
beloved
-
son
-
in whom
-
we have
-
redemption
-
the forgiveness
-
of sins
-
here's what the
-
bible is telling
-
us
-
the fifth point
-
Andrew
-
when I turn
-
and put my
-
faith in
-
Jesus
-
he transfers
-
me from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
into his
-
kingdom
-
and he
-
seals me
-
as his
-
own
-
forever
-
forever
-
you see
-
what we're
-
seeing in
-
revelation
-
19
-
is what
-
we're
-
seeing
-
in a
-
sense
-
the
-
domain
-
of
-
darkness
-
and
-
what the
-
text
-
is saying
-
it isn't
-
saying
-
that George
-
you have
-
to pull
-
yourself
-
up by
-
your
-
bootstraps
-
you have
-
to
-
figure out
-
spiritual
-
disciplines
-
you have
-
to figure
-
out all
-
of these
-
types
-
of
-
things
-
you have
-
to
-
go to
-
therapy
-
so you
-
can
-
understand
-
the roots
-
of your
-
genetic
-
inheritance
-
and your
-
family of
-
orange
-
inheritance
-
and you
-
have to
-
do all
-
these
-
rules
-
and you
-
have to
-
be good
-
and you
-
have to
-
be good
-
and you
-
have to
-
be good
-
and then
-
somehow
-
or another
-
you force
-
your way
-
into the
-
kingdom
-
of God
-
and now
-
you're
-
here
-
and now
-
you can
-
look down
-
on those
-
who aren't
-
there
-
the Bible
-
is saying
-
something
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
different
-
it's saying
-
that if you
-
understand
-
revelation
-
9
-
and if you
-
understand
-
the book
-
of
-
revelation
-
you will
-
understand
-
cannot get
-
from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
into the
-
kingdom of
-
God
-
the kingdom
-
of heaven
-
and become
-
citizens of
-
it
-
all we can
-
do is
-
call to
-
God for
-
mercy
-
and God
-
does what
-
no human
-
being can
-
do by
-
themselves
-
in their
-
own power
-
by their
-
rituals
-
by their
-
therapies
-
by their
-
disciplines
-
by their
-
successes
-
by their
-
failures
-
by their
-
wounds
-
God does
-
something
-
that no
-
human being
-
can do
-
is that when
-
we put our
-
faith and
-
trust in
-
Jesus and
-
what he did
-
for us on
-
the cross
-
that God
-
takes somebody
-
like me
-
and somebody
-
like you
-
and he
-
takes us
-
and he
-
moves us
-
into his
-
kingdom
-
and when
-
he moves
-
us into
-
his kingdom
-
and we
-
get there
-
and then a
-
week later
-
a month
-
later
-
a year
-
later
-
and we
-
say to
-
Jesus
-
Jesus
-
did you
-
realize
-
when you
-
move me
-
from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
into your
-
kingdom
-
do you
-
realize
-
how strong
-
the current
-
in my
-
life is
-
towards
-
same-sex
-
sex
-
do you
-
realize
-
how strong
-
the pull
-
within me
-
is towards
-
pornography
-
do you
-
realize
-
how much
-
anger I
-
have in me
-
do you
-
know how
-
much I
-
hate
-
do you
-
understand my
-
racism or
-
my anti-semitism
-
and if we say
-
that to Jesus
-
he's not going to
-
say oh good grief
-
I didn't know
-
about you
-
I'm going to
-
kick you back
-
out here
-
I thought I was
-
only taking a
-
perfect Sinclair
-
that's not how it
-
works at all
-
that knowing
-
that knowing the
-
power of the
-
currents in our
-
life we call
-
out to God
-
for mercy
-
and he does
-
what I can
-
never do
-
he moves me
-
into his
-
kingdom
-
and when he
-
moves me
-
into his
-
kingdom
-
he takes
-
Sinclair from
-
the moment of
-
Sinclair's
-
conception to
-
the moment of
-
Sinclair's
-
death with
-
all of the
-
currents and
-
all of the
-
problems and
-
all of the
-
wounds and
-
all of the
-
strengths he
-
knows all
-
about it and
-
he moves me
-
into his
-
kingdom and he
-
seals me as
-
his own
-
forever he
-
does this
-
for me
-
because of
-
Jesus's death
-
upon the
-
cross for me
-
he does not
-
weigh my
-
merits he
-
pardons my
-
offenses
-
and it is in
-
the context
-
of being in
-
his kingdom
-
that then I
-
can say God
-
I have this
-
current
-
I don't
-
know help
-
me to help
-
me not to
-
go help me
-
to restrain
-
it helped
-
me to
-
incline my
-
heart away
-
from thievery
-
to generosity
-
and incline
-
my heart away
-
from adultery
-
or fornication
-
towards my
-
wife
-
incline my
-
heart from
-
lies to
-
speaking the
-
truth
-
father you
-
know you
-
transferred me
-
knowing what
-
was going on
-
and still you
-
accepted me
-
still Jesus
-
was able to
-
move me into
-
this it's in
-
that context
-
that we can
-
honestly talk
-
to God
-
and he
-
day by
-
day
-
sometimes
-
quickly
-
sometimes
-
slowly
-
can change
-
us
-
please stand
-
so what
-
about you
-
what about
-
me
-
some of
-
us here
-
today
-
we were
-
thinking
-
maybe as
-
we were
-
going on
-
saying
-
George
-
you know
-
I can
-
never get
-
into this
-
Christian
-
thing
-
because I'm
-
not like
-
you
-
you realize
-
that
-
those who
-
are sealed
-
by the
-
blood of
-
Jesus
-
sealed by
-
the Holy
-
Spirit
-
moved into
-
the kingdom
-
of God
-
it's not
-
God
-
counting our
-
merits
-
or looking
-
at how
-
wonderful or
-
strong we
-
necessarily
-
are
-
but he
-
does something
-
we cannot
-
do
-
and so we
-
have an
-
invitation
-
if you've
-
never done
-
it to say
-
to Jesus
-
Jesus have
-
mercy on
-
me
-
thank you
-
for what
-
you've done
-
for me on
-
the cross
-
move me
-
from the
-
domain of
-
darkness
-
move me
-
from
-
Revelation
-
9
-
into
-
Colossians
-
1
-
use your
-
own words
-
you can
-
just say
-
God
-
I'm in
-
Revelation
-
9
-
I want
-
to be
-
in
-
Colossians
-
1
-
and only
-
you can
-
do it
-
thank you
-
that you
-
do it
-
thank you
-
for Jesus
-
and what he
-
did upon
-
us on
-
the cross
-
and for
-
others
-
we have
-
to pray
-
into the
-
idolatries
-
that we
-
still struggle
-
with
-
the currents
-
that we
-
still struggle
-
with
-
and say
-
Father
-
I thank
-
you
-
that you
-
brought me
-
into your
-
kingdom
-
not weighing
-
my
-
merits
-
but pardoning
-
my
-
offenses
-
Father
-
I just
-
surrender
-
before you
-
and open
-
myself
-
for you
-
for your
-
Holy Spirit
-
to move
-
deeply
-
in my
-
life
-
to deal
-
with those
-
things
-
that I
-
cannot have
-
victory
-
in my
-
own
-
power
-
please
-
help me
-
thank you
-
for your
-
mercy
-
let's bow
-
our heads
-
in prayer
-
Father
-
we all
-
give you
-
thanks
-
and praise
-
that you
-
know us
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
perfectly
-
you
-
know
-
every
-
current
-
towards
-
evil
-
that
-
every
-
one
-
of
-
us
-
has
-
within
-
you
-
know
-
Father
-
those
-
things
-
that we
-
delight
-
in doing
-
that are
-
wrong
-
you
-
know
-
those
-
good
-
things
-
that we
-
delight
-
in not
-
doing
-
you
-
know
-
you
-
know
-
you
-
know
-
Father
-
those
-
of us
-
who
-
have
-
opened
-
ourselves
-
up
-
to
-
demons
-
and
-
knowing
-
all
-
this
-
about
-
us
-
still
-
you
-
love
-
us
-
still
-
your
-
son
-
died
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
to
-
redeem
-
us
-
still
-
your
-
son
-
died
-
to
-
defeat
-
sin
-
and
-
death
-
and
-
all
-
hostile
-
spiritual
-
powers
-
upon
-
the
-
cross
-
and
-
Father
-
still
-
you
-
ask
-
us
-
to
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
you
-
for
-
mercy
-
that
-
you
-
turn
-
no
-
one
-
away
-
who
-
calls
-
to
-
you
-
Father
-
we
-
give
-
you
-
thanks
-
and
-
praise
-
for
-
this
-
Father
-
we
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
you
-
for
-
mercy
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
the
-
gift
-
of
-
Jesus
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
that
-
by
-
faith
-
in
-
him
-
we
-
can
-
be
-
part
-
of
-
his
-
kingdom
-
that
-
you
-
do
-
this
-
not
-
us
-
and
-
Father
-
for
-
those
-
of
-
honor
-
and
-
glory
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
be
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
bring
-
transformation
-
to
-
our
-
lives
-
so
-
that
-
more
-
and
-
more
-
of
-
what
-
characterizes
-
each
-
of us
-
as
-
each
-
of
-
us
-
blesses
-
your
-
holy
-
name
-
and
-
brings
-
you
-
glory
-
and
-
all
-
this
-
we
-
ask
-
and
-
thank
-
in
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
Jesus
-
your
-
son
-
and
-
our
-
savior
-
amen