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  1. I don't know what you think about profits.

  2. Not the kind of profits that you want to have in your bank account,

  3. but the ones who kind of speak messages to us.

  4. Because I think actually every one of us in life wants our own profit.

  5. The other day I saw, I was walking along, I saw on a bus an advertisement.

  6. And on the advert, I think it's for a tutorial center,

  7. there was this guy looking like he was a member of a boy band.

  8. And emblazoned next to him on the bus was the title something like,

  9. Edwin Wong, he is considered by some to be an exam profit.

  10. And I got thinking, we all want our own profit.

  11. If you're in business on the stock market,

  12. wouldn't you just love to have a profit who could tell you what was going to happen?

  13. In your family life, for your kids, wouldn't you like to have a profit?

  14. Well, in the Bible, there are profits.

  15. And these profits are maybe not quite the kind of profits

  16. that you might like to have in your life.

  17. Because these profits didn't just tell you about the future,

  18. they told you about what God was like, what God was thinking,

  19. and how God felt about his people.

  20. They were a bit like an alarm clock.

  21. You know, an alarm clock is very annoying, and you want to turn them off.

  22. But actually, you need an alarm clock to wake you up.

  23. Otherwise, you won't be able to live.

  24. You won't be able to work.

  25. You won't be able to function.

  26. At least, if you are like me.

  27. But if you were to imagine and to go back in time,

  28. into the time when the Bible was written,

  29. and you were to look in the Jerusalem classified post,

  30. and you were to look at the job description of a prophet,

  31. you would see some very unusual, strange things.

  32. You would see things like wanted,

  33. wanted, man who can lie on his side, on his left side, for a year,

  34. and then turn over and for 40 more days lie on his right side.

  35. You might see wanted, man skilled in cooking bread over human poo.

  36. You might see wanted, man who can walk around butt naked for three years.

  37. Some of you might like to take that one.

  38. But these were unusual things that they were asked to do,

  39. because prophets were like this alarm clock to Israel,

  40. a nation which was slipping and sleeping further and further away from God.

  41. And the prophets came on the scene at the same time as the kings.

  42. And if this is your first time here,

  43. we've been going through a series looking at the Bible's story,

  44. calling it God's story, our story,

  45. and seeing what is God up to in the world.

  46. We've seen how God created human beings for relationship with him.

  47. Human beings, Adam and Eve, turned away from God.

  48. They rejected him.

  49. And yet God came again, and he promised a man, Abraham,

  50. that he was going to give a people a land and blessing

  51. that was going to go to all the nations.

  52. And so God raises up a people, Israel.

  53. He releases them from captivity.

  54. He brings them to Mount Sinai.

  55. He makes this marriage covenant where he says,

  56. I want you to be mine.

  57. I've rescued you.

  58. I want you in relationship with me.

  59. And Israel then continually, time and time again,

  60. goes away from God.

  61. God continues to be faithful,

  62. bringing them into the land that he's promised them.

  63. He then gives them a king,

  64. even though they wanted a king because they were rejecting God.

  65. He gives them a good king, David.

  66. But then he gives them kings,

  67. and he tells them,

  68. you must obey me.

  69. You must trust me.

  70. You must love me because the way that you live

  71. will affect the whole of the nation.

  72. Because as goes the kings,

  73. goes the rest of the nation.

  74. And the problem is,

  75. if you know the story,

  76. the kings, time and time again, mess up.

  77. They disobey God,

  78. and their legacy is destruction

  79. in the nation of Israel.

  80. The nation splits in two,

  81. a bit like North and South Korea,

  82. and then the northern kingdom of Israel

  83. has 20 wicked kings.

  84. And God sends them prophets,

  85. like the one we're going to look at today,

  86. called,

  87. who will light that alarm clock

  88. to wake them up to what was happening

  89. in their lives.

  90. Because they were good

  91. at turning their ears off,

  92. putting the alarm on snooze function.

  93. And so God had to do

  94. some dramatic demonstrations

  95. so they could visibly see

  96. what he was trying to tell them.

  97. So that's what we're going to look at today.

  98. We're looking at the life

  99. of this guy, Hosea,

  100. this prophet.

  101. Okay?

  102. I know some of you say Hosea,

  103. but Hosea is the correct way to say it.

  104. And we're going to look at it

  105. in three parts.

  106. We're going to look at this

  107. as a story of marriage.

  108. It's a story of a terrible marriage.

  109. And it's a story of a cost

  110. of restoring this marriage.

  111. Okay?

  112. A marriage,

  113. a terrible marriage,

  114. but a cost of restoring this marriage.

  115. So I don't know if you,

  116. if you think about an image of God,

  117. what comes into your mind?

  118. In the Bible,

  119. there's lots of images.

  120. There's king,

  121. judge,

  122. shepherd,

  123. father.

  124. There's lots of beautiful images.

  125. But one of the images

  126. that the Bible has of God

  127. is that he is a lover.

  128. He is a husband.

  129. Here's a couple of verses.

  130. Isaiah 54 says,

  131. your maker is your husband.

  132. In Isaiah 62,

  133. it says,

  134. and this is beautiful,

  135. it says,

  136. for as a bridegroom

  137. rejoices over his bride,

  138. so the Lord,

  139. God,

  140. shall rejoice over you.

  141. Now,

  142. if you think about that image,

  143. that picture,

  144. just for a minute,

  145. the images of a wedding day.

  146. And I remember,

  147. I went to see,

  148. I went to one of my friends' weddings.

  149. And,

  150. you know,

  151. they'd been waiting there for a while.

  152. And then,

  153. the music played,

  154. and the bride started walking down the aisle.

  155. And my friend,

  156. the groom,

  157. was at the front.

  158. And I looked at his face

  159. as he looked around

  160. to see the bride coming.

  161. And I wish I had had a camera at that moment,

  162. because his face was just stunned.

  163. He was captivated.

  164. He was amazed

  165. at the dazzling beauty

  166. of his wife.

  167. And at that moment,

  168. I can imagine

  169. that he just wanted

  170. to sweep her off her feet

  171. and make her his,

  172. because

  173. that

  174. was just

  175. his greatest desire

  176. at that moment.

  177. The problem was,

  178. he had the rest of the ceremony

  179. to keep going,

  180. so he couldn't do that

  181. and express his emotions.

  182. But the thing is,

  183. that picture

  184. is the image

  185. of God

  186. looking at his relationship

  187. with his people.

  188. Have you ever thought about that?

  189. That is his image

  190. of how he looks at his people.

  191. And we've seen

  192. in the story

  193. that God was the one

  194. who made the first move

  195. in this relationship

  196. because he wants us

  197. to be in this marriage

  198. relationship with him.

  199. Now, if you think about it,

  200. what's distinctive

  201. about a marriage relationship?

  202. Because if you're married,

  203. you know that being single

  204. and being married

  205. is quite different.

  206. I feel you, brother.

  207. Confirmation from the Lord.

  208. You see,

  209. when I was single,

  210. I remember

  211. I lived in France

  212. for a year

  213. and I stayed with this

  214. in a person's house

  215. and the owner of the house

  216. once sat me down

  217. very kind of,

  218. you know,

  219. properly

  220. and she looked across

  221. at me and said,

  222. you know,

  223. you really need

  224. to get a wife.

  225. And,

  226. you know,

  227. I totally got

  228. what she was saying.

  229. I mean,

  230. I would eat

  231. baked beans

  232. for breakfast

  233. cold straight out

  234. of the can.

  235. Okay?

  236. I'd wear the same

  237. t-shirt for a week.

  238. I mean,

  239. anyone who knew me

  240. would say that

  241. getting married

  242. for me was a good thing.

  243. Okay?

  244. And when I did get married,

  245. things did begin to change.

  246. You know,

  247. your sleeping habits,

  248. your eating habits,

  249. your cooking habits,

  250. your dressing habits.

  251. All your habits

  252. begin to change

  253. because marriage,

  254. and I think most people

  255. would say for the better,

  256. that marriage

  257. shapes you.

  258. Marriage is meant

  259. to direct

  260. the course of your life.

  261. It shapes every aspect

  262. of your life.

  263. You can't just say,

  264. okay,

  265. let's do marriage

  266. at 10.30

  267. on a Sunday morning,

  268. shall we,

  269. and then we'll book

  270. another appointment

  271. a week later.

  272. That's not marriage.

  273. Marriage shapes

  274. everything in your life,

  275. your decisions,

  276. the way you think,

  277. what you do.

  278. It shapes you

  279. because marriage

  280. becomes your priority,

  281. and if your marriage

  282. is not your priority,

  283. then your spouse

  284. will soon tell you

  285. that it should be.

  286. That's what our relationship

  287. with God

  288. is meant to be like.

  289. Our relationship with God

  290. is not just

  291. for a Sunday morning.

  292. It's meant to shape

  293. every aspect

  294. of your life.

  295. But it's not just

  296. this aspect.

  297. It's also the aspect

  298. that marriage

  299. is also about intimacy.

  300. When you're married,

  301. you're known

  302. by someone.

  303. You see,

  304. if someone comes up

  305. to me and says,

  306. hey, listen, Chris,

  307. you're a pretty calm

  308. kind of guy.

  309. You know,

  310. you don't get stressed

  311. out so easily.

  312. You can just go

  313. and talk to my wife,

  314. and she will soon

  315. tell you

  316. all the areas

  317. that I get stressed in

  318. because

  319. I may think,

  320. okay,

  321. I fooled you guys,

  322. okay,

  323. but I can't fool

  324. my wife.

  325. I can hide

  326. from most of you,

  327. but I can't hide

  328. from her.

  329. And

  330. there's intimacy

  331. because you're known.

  332. And more than that,

  333. if

  334. other people

  335. criticize me,

  336. you know,

  337. someone could come up

  338. to me and say,

  339. you know,

  340. Chris,

  341. you're the most stupid

  342. guy in the world.

  343. And I would say to you,

  344. I probably agree with you.

  345. Fine.

  346. It doesn't bother me.

  347. Really,

  348. it wouldn't bother me.

  349. But if my wife

  350. said that to me,

  351. that would be devastating

  352. because my wife

  353. actually really knows me.

  354. Right?

  355. Because your wife

  356. or your husband

  357. has a power

  358. that nobody else

  359. has over you.

  360. But it's not just a power

  361. that can damage you.

  362. It's a power

  363. that can also bring

  364. great healing.

  365. Because if all the rest

  366. of the world says

  367. you are useless,

  368. and yet your wife

  369. or your husband says,

  370. I believe in you,

  371. I can keep going.

  372. I can carry on.

  373. But if all the world

  374. says to me,

  375. you're amazing,

  376. and my wife says to me,

  377. you're useless,

  378. then I'll think

  379. I'm useless.

  380. Right?

  381. Because marriage

  382. is a place

  383. that shapes

  384. all of your life.

  385. It's a place

  386. of intimacy,

  387. but it's also

  388. a place

  389. of great healing

  390. and restoration.

  391. Because your wife

  392. or your husband

  393. can speak words

  394. into you

  395. which can give you

  396. the strength

  397. to keep going.

  398. And by the way,

  399. that's as an aside.

  400. Be your wife

  401. or your husband's

  402. greatest encourager

  403. if you are married.

  404. Because you should be.

  405. Because you have

  406. that power

  407. in their lives.

  408. And that's what

  409. God is saying

  410. he wants

  411. for each one of us.

  412. He wants

  413. that relationship

  414. where we make him

  415. our greatest priority

  416. and where we come

  417. into that place

  418. where we are known

  419. by him,

  420. where we share

  421. our hearts with him

  422. and where we can feel

  423. safe and secure

  424. with him.

  425. Because that's where

  426. we get restoration

  427. to keep going

  428. in life.

  429. Well,

  430. that's how

  431. relationship with God,

  432. and this story

  433. is going to be

  434. going to be

  435. going to unpack it

  436. is about marriage.

  437. But as we get

  438. into the story

  439. we're going to see

  440. it's not just about marriage

  441. it's about a terrible marriage.

  442. And so let's go

  443. and dive into this story

  444. a little bit.

  445. Because right at the beginning

  446. of this guy

  447. Hosea's

  448. profiting career

  449. God basically says

  450. to him

  451. if you're going to go

  452. and deliver

  453. my message

  454. you need to show

  455. people what

  456. my heart is like.

  457. And if you want

  458. to show people

  459. what my heart is like

  460. you're going to have

  461. to feel

  462. what my heart is like.

  463. And you're going

  464. to feel

  465. the agony

  466. that I feel

  467. over my people.

  468. And so what does God do?

  469. He tells him

  470. go

  471. you see that woman

  472. over there

  473. Goma

  474. I want you to go

  475. and marry her.

  476. And

  477. by the way

  478. she slept

  479. with more women

  480. than you've had

  481. hot dinners.

  482. And most of the kids

  483. that you're going

  484. to have with her

  485. they won't be yours.

  486. And we don't know

  487. if Goma

  488. was actually

  489. a prostitute

  490. or whether she was

  491. just promiscuous

  492. as the passage says

  493. but

  494. imagine how Hosea

  495. is feeling

  496. at this moment.

  497. I mean he's going

  498. but I like Linda

  499. over there.

  500. You know

  501. she's got great career

  502. prospects

  503. my mum really loves her

  504. you know

  505. but God says

  506. marry Goma.

  507. I mean

  508. imagine

  509. him going home

  510. and telling his mum

  511. you know

  512. mum

  513. I'm

  514. decided that

  515. I want to get married

  516. and

  517. it's to

  518. Goma

  519. you know

  520. the one who goes

  521. with anyone.

  522. Imagine her mum's

  523. his mum's reaction

  524. imagine the family's

  525. reaction

  526. and yet

  527. he marries her

  528. and they

  529. have their first

  530. child together

  531. and then

  532. the story

  533. begins to unfold

  534. and

  535. I haven't given you

  536. all of Hosea 1

  537. but

  538. the story

  539. basically shows

  540. that maybe

  541. one night

  542. Goma doesn't

  543. come home.

  544. She comes back

  545. the next morning

  546. makes up some

  547. lame excuse

  548. about where she's been

  549. and frequently

  550. more and more

  551. frequently

  552. she's just missing

  553. one night

  554. two nights

  555. three nights

  556. and Hosea

  557. must have been

  558. thinking at this

  559. moment

  560. what did I

  561. get myself

  562. into?

  563. Did I do

  564. something wrong?

  565. Did I hear from

  566. God all wrong?

  567. Look at who

  568. I've married.

  569. Some of you

  570. maybe know

  571. what that's like

  572. that sense

  573. of betrayal

  574. and if

  575. you haven't

  576. experienced it

  577. then you're

  578. sure to know

  579. somebody who has

  580. but it gets

  581. worse

  582. because

  583. she finds

  584. that she's

  585. pregnant

  586. again

  587. and Hosea

  588. 1 shows us

  589. that Hosea

  590. it doesn't

  591. mention Hosea

  592. was the

  593. father

  594. and imagine

  595. Hosea has to

  596. bring up

  597. two children

  598. who are the

  599. fruit of his

  600. wife's

  601. adultery

  602. and maybe

  603. he's got to

  604. do it

  605. single-handedly

  606. because

  607. Goma's

  608. off with

  609. her latest

  610. boyfriend

  611. and things

  612. are getting

  613. worse and

  614. worse

  615. and chapter

  616. two

  617. I've just

  618. put it in

  619. your bulletin

  620. for reference

  621. but shows

  622. that one

  623. day she

  624. finds a

  625. note on

  626. the table

  627. saying

  628. thanks for

  629. everything

  630. but I got

  631. a better

  632. offer

  633. you were

  634. disappointing

  635. Hosea

  636. my boyfriends

  637. give me

  638. what I want

  639. they give

  640. me everything

  641. I need

  642. and he

  643. has given

  644. everything to

  645. her but she

  646. does not

  647. recognize

  648. anything that

  649. he has

  650. given

  651. and angry

  652. and hurting

  653. and betrayed

  654. Hosea

  655. is crushed

  656. and maybe

  657. his friends

  658. are telling

  659. him just

  660. get rid

  661. of her

  662. forget about

  663. it

  664. she's not

  665. worth it

  666. put it

  667. behind you

  668. because he's

  669. such full

  670. of shame

  671. imagine in

  672. the community

  673. everyone knows

  674. what he's

  675. like

  676. everyone

  677. knows his

  678. situation

  679. every time

  680. he looks

  681. at his

  682. two children

  683. he feels

  684. that same

  685. sense of

  686. betrayal

  687. and then

  688. in chapter

  689. three

  690. God comes

  691. to Hosea

  692. again

  693. and says

  694. go again

  695. go again

  696. love a

  697. woman

  698. love a

  699. woman

  700. love your

  701. wife

  702. again

  703. even though

  704. she's an

  705. adulteress

  706. go again

  707. Hosea

  708. didn't want

  709. to go

  710. so God

  711. has to say

  712. go again

  713. because

  714. you need to

  715. know my

  716. heart in

  717. this

  718. you're hurt

  719. so badly

  720. and

  721. and the

  722. thing is

  723. when she

  724. says go

  725. again

  726. she's with

  727. somebody else

  728. already

  729. but what

  730. Hosea does

  731. he goes

  732. and he says

  733. he buys

  734. her for

  735. 15 shekels

  736. and some

  737. barley

  738. and most

  739. scholars think

  740. that the

  741. reason why

  742. he bought

  743. her

  744. was because

  745. she'd either

  746. become so

  747. heavily

  748. indebted

  749. through her

  750. work that

  751. she could

  752. pay nothing

  753. off

  754. or her

  755. boyfriends

  756. had actually

  757. made her

  758. had become

  759. her pimp

  760. and they'd

  761. used her

  762. and exploited

  763. her so

  764. much

  765. until the

  766. point where

  767. she was

  768. past her

  769. sell-by date

  770. and so

  771. then they

  772. just threw

  773. her on the

  774. bargain section

  775. of the slave

  776. market which

  777. happened in

  778. the town

  779. and so

  780. there is

  781. Goma

  782. stripped down

  783. naked in

  784. the middle

  785. of the town

  786. because all

  787. the buyers

  788. of the slaves

  789. wanted to

  790. see what

  791. they were

  792. getting

  793. down

  794. head bowed

  795. down

  796. covered

  797. with shame

  798. maybe closing

  799. her eyes

  800. to just

  801. salvage some

  802. dignity

  803. from this

  804. situation

  805. and all

  806. the men

  807. around in

  808. the town

  809. examine her

  810. wondering

  811. how much

  812. she's worth

  813. maybe shouting

  814. obscene

  815. comments

  816. at her

  817. because

  818. Goma

  819. is to be

  820. sold as

  821. property

  822. she's there

  823. exposed

  824. naked

  825. fearful

  826. and she

  827. knows

  828. it's all

  829. her own

  830. fault

  831. and one

  832. guy starts

  833. the bidding

  834. it's an

  835. auction

  836. one guy

  837. starts the

  838. bidding

  839. he says

  840. I'll give

  841. you 10

  842. shekels

  843. for her

  844. another

  845. says

  846. I'll give

  847. you 11

  848. another

  849. says

  850. give you 12

  851. and then

  852. finally

  853. someone says

  854. 15

  855. and Hosea

  856. says

  857. no I'll give

  858. you 15

  859. and a load

  860. of barley

  861. and everyone

  862. says

  863. okay

  864. she's not

  865. worth any

  866. more than

  867. that

  868. go on

  869. take her

  870. do what

  871. you want

  872. with her

  873. we know

  874. how she's

  875. treated you

  876. and Hosea

  877. goes to

  878. take Goma

  879. and if you

  880. were Goma

  881. maybe she's

  882. been trying to

  883. blot out the

  884. sound of

  885. people because

  886. it's such a

  887. harrowing

  888. experience

  889. and she

  890. looks up

  891. at who

  892. has actually

  893. bought her

  894. and as

  895. she looks

  896. up she

  897. sees

  898. the one

  899. that she

  900. has betrayed

  901. so badly

  902. coming towards

  903. her

  904. and terror

  905. grips her

  906. heart

  907. because you

  908. know in

  909. that culture

  910. if you

  911. were a

  912. slave

  913. your master

  914. could do

  915. anything

  916. with you

  917. they could

  918. even

  919. kill you

  920. that's what

  921. everyone else

  922. thought was

  923. going to

  924. happen

  925. that's why

  926. they thought

  927. Hosea was

  928. buying her

  929. but actually

  930. as she

  931. comes

  932. thinking

  933. this is

  934. my last

  935. moments

  936. alive

  937. as Hosea

  938. takes her

  939. out of

  940. the market

  941. she's

  942. thinking

  943. he's

  944. going to

  945. lay

  946. into

  947. me

  948. and

  949. then

  950. she

  951. looks

  952. up

  953. into

  954. his

  955. eyes

  956. and

  957. what

  958. does

  959. he

  960. say

  961. to her

  962. he says

  963. not

  964. words

  965. of

  966. anger

  967. but he

  968. says

  969. I want

  970. you to

  971. be

  972. with

  973. me

  974. I

  975. want

  976. you

  977. to

  978. be

  979. my

  980. wife

  981. stop

  982. playing

  983. around

  984. I

  985. don't

  986. want

  987. you

  988. to

  989. go

  990. with

  991. any

  992. other

  993. men

  994. now

  995. come

  996. and

  997. be

  998. with

  999. me

  1000. stay

  1001. with

  1002. me

  1003. I

  1004. want

  1005. you

  1006. to

  1007. be

  1008. my

  1009. wife

  1010. and

  1011. I

  1012. am

  1013. going

  1014. to

  1015. be

  1016. faithful

  1017. to

  1018. you

  1019. I

  1020. haven't

  1021. given

  1022. up

  1023. on

  1024. you

  1025. she's

  1026. stunned

  1027. stunned

  1028. that's

  1029. what the

  1030. Bible

  1031. calls

  1032. grace

  1033. God's

  1034. undeserved

  1035. incredible

  1036. love

  1037. for us

  1038. that's

  1039. what

  1040. God

  1041. is

  1042. like

  1043. that's

  1044. how

  1045. beautiful

  1046. he

  1047. is

  1048. that's

  1049. the

  1050. kind

  1051. of

  1052. husband

  1053. the

  1054. kind

  1055. of

  1056. lover

  1057. that

  1058. God

  1059. is

  1060. and

  1061. if

  1062. you

  1063. think

  1064. just

  1065. for

  1066. a

  1067. moment

  1068. if

  1069. you

  1070. really

  1071. know

  1072. that

  1073. somebody

  1074. loves

  1075. you

  1076. that

  1077. much

  1078. in

  1079. spite

  1080. of

  1081. all

  1082. you've

  1083. done

  1084. how

  1085. secure

  1086. will

  1087. you

  1088. be

  1089. how

  1090. secure

  1091. that

  1092. you

  1093. know

  1094. even

  1095. if

  1096. you

  1097. failed

  1098. even

  1099. if

  1100. everyone

  1101. else

  1102. tells

  1103. you

  1104. that

  1105. you

  1106. have

  1107. messed

  1108. up

  1109. that

  1110. you

  1111. have

  1112. failed

  1113. that

  1114. you

  1115. have

  1116. screwed

  1117. up

  1118. your

  1119. life

  1120. but

  1121. he

  1122. says

  1123. to

  1124. you

  1125. I

  1126. love

  1127. you

  1128. I

  1129. want

  1130. you

  1131. to

  1132. be

  1133. mine

  1134. come

  1135. and

  1136. be

  1137. with

  1138. me

  1139. how

  1140. does

  1141. that

  1142. now

  1143. change

  1144. the

  1145. way

  1146. that

  1147. you

  1148. view

  1149. yourself

  1150. in

  1151. marriage

  1152. your

  1153. husband

  1154. or

  1155. your

  1156. wife

  1157. can

  1158. bring

  1159. that

  1160. power

  1161. of

  1162. healing

  1163. and

  1164. restoration

  1165. that's

  1166. what

  1167. God

  1168. wants

  1169. to

  1170. do

  1171. in

  1172. our

  1173. lives

  1174. that's

  1175. just

  1176. liberating

  1177. is that

  1178. you don't

  1179. have to

  1180. go

  1181. around

  1182. trying to

  1183. prove

  1184. your

  1185. worth

  1186. to

  1187. anybody

  1188. else

  1189. because

  1190. even if

  1191. the rest

  1192. of the

  1193. world

  1194. says

  1195. you're

  1196. useless

  1197. he

  1198. comes

  1199. to

  1200. you

  1201. and

  1202. says

  1203. you're

  1204. mine

  1205. and

  1206. I

  1207. ain't

  1208. never

  1209. letting

  1210. you

  1211. go

  1212. isn't

  1213. that

  1214. amazing

  1215. but

  1216. I

  1217. think

  1218. if

  1219. I'm

  1220. honest

  1221. if

  1222. I'm

  1223. really

  1224. honest

  1225. I

  1226. actually

  1227. know

  1228. this

  1229. I've

  1230. preached

  1231. on it

  1232. before

  1233. I

  1234. can

  1235. tell

  1236. you

  1237. all

  1238. the

  1239. places

  1240. in

  1241. the

  1242. Bible

  1243. which

  1244. tell

  1245. it

  1246. but

  1247. I

  1248. forget

  1249. this

  1250. so

  1251. quickly

  1252. and

  1253. in

  1254. fact

  1255. I

  1256. can

  1257. guarantee

  1258. there

  1259. is

  1260. not

  1261. one

  1262. person

  1263. in

  1264. this

  1265. room

  1266. who

  1267. doesn't

  1268. forget

  1269. this

  1270. regularly

  1271. when

  1272. it

  1273. comes

  1274. to

  1275. Monday

  1276. morning

  1277. we

  1278. suddenly

  1279. start

  1280. feeling

  1281. insecure

  1282. again

  1283. because

  1284. we've

  1285. forgotten

  1286. something

  1287. why

  1288. do I

  1289. try

  1290. and prove

  1291. myself

  1292. again

  1293. and again

  1294. well

  1295. imagine

  1296. Hosea

  1297. is in

  1298. your

  1299. community

  1300. group

  1301. or

  1302. he's

  1303. your

  1304. next

  1305. door

  1306. neighbor

  1307. imagine

  1308. living

  1309. he's

  1310. living out

  1311. this

  1312. message

  1313. you're

  1314. seeing

  1315. him

  1316. working

  1317. struggling

  1318. wrestling

  1319. with all

  1320. of these

  1321. things

  1322. a sense

  1323. of

  1324. betrayal

  1325. and

  1326. what

  1327. do

  1328. you

  1329. think

  1330. you're

  1331. living

  1332. next

  1333. door

  1334. to

  1335. him

  1336. what

  1337. do

  1338. you

  1339. think

  1340. about

  1341. him

  1342. you

  1343. think

  1344. what

  1345. an

  1346. idiot

  1347. don't

  1348. you

  1349. like

  1350. who

  1351. would

  1352. marry

  1353. a

  1354. prostitute

  1355. you've

  1356. just

  1357. you deserve

  1358. everything

  1359. you've

  1360. got

  1361. okay

  1362. you should

  1363. have been

  1364. more like

  1365. me

  1366. who

  1367. married

  1368. more

  1369. sensibly

  1370. I

  1371. married

  1372. up

  1373. okay

  1374. we

  1375. all do

  1376. if you're

  1377. men

  1378. okay

  1379. but

  1380. the thing

  1381. is

  1382. we

  1383. miss

  1384. what

  1385. Hosea

  1386. is

  1387. what

  1388. Hosea

  1389. is

  1390. speaking

  1391. through

  1392. his

  1393. life

  1394. and

  1395. to

  1396. all

  1397. the

  1398. people

  1399. around

  1400. him

  1401. who

  1402. couldn't

  1403. see

  1404. it

  1405. but

  1406. what

  1407. he's

  1408. saying

  1409. to

  1410. them

  1411. is

  1412. this

  1413. this

  1414. isn't

  1415. just

  1416. about

  1417. the way

  1418. Gomer

  1419. is

  1420. treating

  1421. me

  1422. this

  1423. is

  1424. about

  1425. how

  1426. you

  1427. are

  1428. treating

  1429. God

  1430. because

  1431. you

  1432. are

  1433. just

  1434. like

  1435. Gomer

  1436. I

  1437. don't

  1438. want to

  1439. admit

  1440. that

  1441. but

  1442. the

  1443. way

  1444. God

  1445. is

  1446. saying

  1447. the

  1448. way

  1449. that

  1450. you

  1451. treat

  1452. me

  1453. the

  1454. way

  1455. that

  1456. you

  1457. think

  1458. you

  1459. can

  1460. just

  1461. come

  1462. once

  1463. a

  1464. week

  1465. on

  1466. a

  1467. Sunday

  1468. and

  1469. just

  1470. have

  1471. your

  1472. little

  1473. bit

  1474. of

  1475. religion

  1476. and

  1477. then

  1478. go

  1479. away

  1480. for

  1481. the

  1482. rest

  1483. of

  1484. the

  1485. week

  1486. doing

  1487. whatever

  1488. you

  1489. want

  1490. that

  1491. hurts

  1492. and

  1493. breaks

  1494. my

  1495. heart

  1496. the

  1497. way

  1498. that

  1499. we

  1500. you

  1501. come

  1502. to

  1503. me

  1504. and

  1505. you

  1506. only

  1507. pray

  1508. to

  1509. me

  1510. when

  1511. you

  1512. want

  1513. to

  1514. get

  1515. something

  1516. from

  1517. me

  1518. or

  1519. life

  1520. suddenly

  1521. gone

  1522. bad

  1523. that's

  1524. the

  1525. only

  1526. time

  1527. you

  1528. ever

  1529. come

  1530. to

  1531. me

  1532. you

  1533. forget

  1534. about

  1535. me

  1536. the

  1537. rest

  1538. of

  1539. the

  1540. time

  1541. that

  1542. breaks

  1543. my

  1544. heart

  1545. because

  1546. I

  1547. want

  1548. you

  1549. in

  1550. relationship

  1551. with

  1552. me

  1553. in

  1554. this

  1555. marriage

  1556. with

  1557. me

  1558. and

  1559. the

  1560. way

  1561. that

  1562. I

  1563. am

  1564. calling

  1565. Hosea

  1566. to

  1567. love

  1568. Goma

  1569. is

  1570. the

  1571. way

  1572. that

  1573. I

  1574. love

  1575. you

  1576. and

  1577. I'm

  1578. calling

  1579. you

  1580. back

  1581. to

  1582. myself

  1583. you

  1584. see

  1585. God

  1586. if

  1587. you

  1588. know

  1589. the

  1590. story

  1591. God

  1592. has

  1593. continually

  1594. lavished

  1595. his

  1596. blessings

  1597. on the

  1598. people

  1599. of

  1600. Israel

  1601. he's

  1602. continually

  1603. every

  1604. promise

  1605. he's

  1606. made

  1607. he's

  1608. kept

  1609. he's

  1610. brought

  1611. them

  1612. into

  1613. the

  1614. land

  1615. he's

  1616. made

  1617. them

  1618. a

  1619. people

  1620. he's

  1621. blessed

  1622. them

  1623. again

  1624. and

  1625. again

  1626. and

  1627. again

  1628. and

  1629. what

  1630. do

  1631. the

  1632. people

  1633. of

  1634. Israel

  1635. do

  1636. in

  1637. spite

  1638. of

  1639. all

  1640. the

  1641. wealth

  1642. and

  1643. the

  1644. prosperity

  1645. what

  1646. they

  1647. were

  1648. doing

  1649. they

  1650. were

  1651. running

  1652. after

  1653. other

  1654. gods

  1655. and

  1656. they

  1657. were

  1658. saying

  1659. they're

  1660. the

  1661. ones

  1662. who've

  1663. made

  1664. us

  1665. rich

  1666. and

  1667. if

  1668. you

  1669. were

  1670. to

  1671. look

  1672. in

  1673. verse

  1674. one

  1675. of

  1676. chapter

  1677. three

  1678. it

  1679. says

  1680. God

  1681. says

  1682. to

  1683. love

  1684. Gomer

  1685. as

  1686. the

  1687. Lord

  1688. loves

  1689. the

  1690. Israelites

  1691. though

  1692. they

  1693. turn

  1694. to

  1695. other

  1696. gods

  1697. and

  1698. love

  1699. the

  1700. sacred

  1701. raisin

  1702. cakes

  1703. I

  1704. don't

  1705. know

  1706. if

  1707. you

  1708. notice

  1709. anything

  1710. strange

  1711. there

  1712. is

  1713. raisin

  1714. cakes

  1715. in

  1716. your

  1717. top

  1718. ten

  1719. list

  1720. of

  1721. sins

  1722. I

  1723. don't

  1724. know

  1725. did

  1726. you

  1727. have

  1728. a

  1729. cheeky

  1730. little

  1731. cinnamon

  1732. raisin

  1733. bun

  1734. this

  1735. morning

  1736. and

  1737. think

  1738. oh

  1739. I'm

  1740. disobeying

  1741. God

  1742. no

  1743. I

  1744. mean

  1745. God

  1746. is not

  1747. anti

  1748. desserts

  1749. okay

  1750. some

  1751. of you

  1752. are

  1753. worried

  1754. okay

  1755. it's

  1756. okay

  1757. but

  1758. what

  1759. is

  1760. God

  1761. saying

  1762. why

  1763. does

  1764. he

  1765. talk

  1766. about

  1767. raisin

  1768. cakes

  1769. I

  1770. mean

  1771. he

  1772. could

  1773. have

  1774. picked

  1775. anything

  1776. why

  1777. raisin

  1778. cakes

  1779. well

  1780. the

  1781. raisin

  1782. cakes

  1783. were

  1784. the

  1785. things

  1786. that the

  1787. Israelites

  1788. would

  1789. sacrifice

  1790. and offer

  1791. to all

  1792. the other

  1793. gods

  1794. around them

  1795. and they'd

  1796. have this

  1797. little feast

  1798. together

  1799. and they'd

  1800. celebrate

  1801. these other

  1802. gods

  1803. and eat

  1804. the

  1805. raisin

  1806. cakes

  1807. together

  1808. and what

  1809. God

  1810. is saying

  1811. in this

  1812. is

  1813. he's

  1814. saying

  1815. do you

  1816. realize

  1817. Israelites

  1818. how

  1819. extraordinarily

  1820. stunning

  1821. my love

  1822. for you

  1823. the cost

  1824. of my

  1825. love

  1826. the betrayal

  1827. and yet

  1828. I keep

  1829. loving you

  1830. and look

  1831. what you do

  1832. in return

  1833. how do you

  1834. love me

  1835. do you

  1836. love me

  1837. faithfully

  1838. in return

  1839. no

  1840. what do

  1841. you love

  1842. you just

  1843. love

  1844. little

  1845. raisin

  1846. cakes

  1847. that's

  1848. what you

  1849. go after

  1850. you are

  1851. captivated

  1852. by something

  1853. so small

  1854. and so

  1855. trivial

  1856. as a

  1857. little

  1858. raisin

  1859. cake

  1860. because

  1861. they thought

  1862. if I can

  1863. get a

  1864. blessed

  1865. life

  1866. you know

  1867. I'll have

  1868. maybe a

  1869. bit of

  1870. God

  1871. but I'll

  1872. also have

  1873. the other

  1874. ones

  1875. just in

  1876. case

  1877. and they

  1878. seem to

  1879. be working

  1880. out a bit

  1881. better than

  1882. God

  1883. so we'll

  1884. go with

  1885. them

  1886. okay

  1887. and what

  1888. he's saying

  1889. is

  1890. if you

  1891. don't

  1892. see

  1893. that all

  1894. these

  1895. other

  1896. gods

  1897. that eventually

  1898. if you keep

  1899. following them

  1900. and if you

  1901. know the rest

  1902. of the story

  1903. Israel goes

  1904. sent into

  1905. exile

  1906. because of

  1907. this

  1908. if you

  1909. keep

  1910. following

  1911. all these

  1912. other

  1913. gods

  1914. they're

  1915. just

  1916. going to

  1917. pimp

  1918. you out

  1919. you're

  1920. going to

  1921. become

  1922. a slave

  1923. the thing

  1924. that you

  1925. think

  1926. you need

  1927. the most

  1928. in your

  1929. life

  1930. that you

  1931. think

  1932. is going

  1933. to be

  1934. the greatest

  1935. lover

  1936. is actually

  1937. going to

  1938. enslave

  1939. you and

  1940. just pimp

  1941. you out

  1942. that's

  1943. what he's

  1944. saying

  1945. and if

  1946. you think

  1947. today

  1948. what are

  1949. those

  1950. things

  1951. that we

  1952. do

  1953. the same

  1954. because

  1955. this is

  1956. not just

  1957. to the

  1958. Israelites

  1959. it's

  1960. to us

  1961. as well

  1962. what are

  1963. our

  1964. little

  1965. raisin

  1966. cakes

  1967. that we

  1968. go

  1969. after

  1970. I think

  1971. it can

  1972. be many

  1973. things

  1974. one thing

  1975. other

  1976. people's

  1977. approval

  1978. you know

  1979. I remember

  1980. and

  1981. I can't

  1982. remember

  1983. the exact

  1984. details

  1985. but

  1986. I remember

  1987. a long

  1988. time ago

  1989. when indie

  1990. music

  1991. had just

  1992. come out

  1993. and

  1994. I didn't

  1995. really know

  1996. what indie

  1997. music was

  1998. I mean

  1999. I thought

  2000. it was

  2001. something to

  2002. do with

  2003. Indiana Jones

  2004. or something

  2005. like that

  2006. but

  2007. I

  2008. had some

  2009. I was

  2010. with some

  2011. friends

  2012. well in fact

  2013. they weren't

  2014. really friends

  2015. they were

  2016. people I

  2017. wanted to

  2018. be my

  2019. friends

  2020. and

  2021. they were

  2022. talking about

  2023. indie music

  2024. and how

  2025. amazing

  2026. indie music

  2027. was

  2028. and this

  2029. is this

  2030. and I

  2031. was like

  2032. yeah

  2033. yeah

  2034. it's great

  2035. no idea

  2036. what it

  2037. is

  2038. but it's

  2039. great

  2040. and

  2041. and then

  2042. one of

  2043. them

  2044. in some

  2045. way

  2046. turned around

  2047. to me

  2048. and said

  2049. something

  2050. like

  2051. yeah

  2052. Chris

  2053. so

  2054. what's

  2055. your

  2056. favorite

  2057. indie

  2058. band

  2059. and I'm

  2060. like

  2061. going a

  2062. pale

  2063. shade

  2064. of white

  2065. at this

  2066. stage

  2067. and

  2068. I said

  2069. something

  2070. vague

  2071. like

  2072. well

  2073. there are

  2074. so

  2075. many

  2076. you know

  2077. I just

  2078. can't

  2079. pick

  2080. one

  2081. but

  2082. but

  2083. inside

  2084. I

  2085. knew

  2086. you know

  2087. at that

  2088. moment

  2089. I was

  2090. exposed

  2091. I was

  2092. shamed

  2093. I was

  2094. shown to

  2095. be the

  2096. fraud

  2097. because

  2098. even though

  2099. if other

  2100. people hadn't

  2101. recognized

  2102. that I was

  2103. a phony

  2104. I knew

  2105. inside me

  2106. that I

  2107. was

  2108. I knew

  2109. that I

  2110. felt

  2111. shamed

  2112. and guilty

  2113. inside me

  2114. because

  2115. what did

  2116. I chase

  2117. it

  2118. I wanted

  2119. people's

  2120. approval

  2121. that was

  2122. my

  2123. raisin

  2124. cake

  2125. and I

  2126. was willing

  2127. to do

  2128. anything

  2129. I was willing

  2130. to laugh

  2131. along with

  2132. everybody

  2133. and then

  2134. at one

  2135. moment

  2136. I became

  2137. exposed

  2138. just like

  2139. Goma

  2140. you think

  2141. you're getting

  2142. everything

  2143. you want

  2144. and then

  2145. you get

  2146. exposed

  2147. by your

  2148. raisin

  2149. cakes

  2150. because

  2151. you always

  2152. will

  2153. anything

  2154. you chase

  2155. after

  2156. other than

  2157. God

  2158. will at

  2159. some point

  2160. or other

  2161. leave you

  2162. shamed

  2163. and exposed

  2164. and even

  2165. if other

  2166. people don't

  2167. see it

  2168. you know

  2169. it yourself

  2170. and we

  2171. spend the

  2172. rest of

  2173. our lives

  2174. doing this

  2175. little dance

  2176. trying to

  2177. hide

  2178. from the

  2179. shame

  2180. that we

  2181. know

  2182. we

  2183. have

  2184. so think

  2185. about it

  2186. in your

  2187. life

  2188. what is

  2189. your

  2190. raisin

  2191. cake

  2192. what is

  2193. that thing

  2194. that wraps

  2195. up your

  2196. life

  2197. what is

  2198. that God

  2199. which takes

  2200. you away

  2201. if you're

  2202. truly honest

  2203. what sets

  2204. the course

  2205. of your

  2206. life

  2207. what shapes

  2208. your thinking

  2209. what do you

  2210. think about

  2211. throughout the

  2212. day

  2213. what are your

  2214. decisions

  2215. based

  2216. around

  2217. how do you

  2218. spend your

  2219. money

  2220. because those

  2221. will show

  2222. you

  2223. are you

  2224. really

  2225. investing

  2226. in your

  2227. marriage

  2228. relationship

  2229. is that

  2230. with God

  2231. or have you

  2232. got a little

  2233. raisin cake

  2234. anything else

  2235. that you're

  2236. chasing after

  2237. your other

  2238. lover

  2239. will disappoint

  2240. you

  2241. we've said

  2242. the relationship

  2243. that God

  2244. wants is like

  2245. a marriage

  2246. we've said

  2247. it's like

  2248. a terrible

  2249. marriage

  2250. but actually

  2251. to restore

  2252. this relationship

  2253. requires

  2254. an extreme

  2255. cost

  2256. because

  2257. Hosea

  2258. doesn't just

  2259. have the

  2260. personal cost

  2261. of the

  2262. humiliation

  2263. to himself

  2264. with all

  2265. his

  2266. neighbors

  2267. his relatives

  2268. people around

  2269. he doesn't

  2270. just have

  2271. the ridicule

  2272. from people

  2273. about why

  2274. he's been

  2275. so stupid

  2276. he doesn't

  2277. just have

  2278. the emotional

  2279. turmoil

  2280. of seeing

  2281. his wife

  2282. betray him

  2283. again and

  2284. again

  2285. he also

  2286. has to

  2287. go and

  2288. buy her

  2289. physically

  2290. back

  2291. from the

  2292. slave market

  2293. and in

  2294. verse 3

  2295. you'll see

  2296. there's a

  2297. verse which

  2298. is in

  2299. chapter 3

  2300. which is a

  2301. little difficult

  2302. to translate

  2303. actually

  2304. it says

  2305. you are to

  2306. live with me

  2307. for many days

  2308. you must not

  2309. be a

  2310. prostitute

  2311. or be

  2312. intimate

  2313. with any

  2314. man

  2315. and I

  2316. will behave

  2317. the same

  2318. way towards

  2319. you

  2320. what it

  2321. basically

  2322. means is

  2323. this

  2324. God says

  2325. to Hosea

  2326. the relationship

  2327. that you have

  2328. is not actually

  2329. just going to

  2330. suddenly become

  2331. all a bed

  2332. of roses

  2333. that there's

  2334. going to be

  2335. a period

  2336. of time

  2337. where you

  2338. I want you

  2339. to come

  2340. and live

  2341. with me

  2342. and we're

  2343. going to

  2344. work through

  2345. all the

  2346. baggage

  2347. all the

  2348. emotional

  2349. turmoil

  2350. all the

  2351. things

  2352. which have

  2353. happened

  2354. in your

  2355. life

  2356. up to

  2357. this

  2358. point

  2359. we're

  2360. going to

  2361. work it

  2362. through

  2363. and no

  2364. matter

  2365. what

  2366. no matter

  2367. how hard

  2368. this is

  2369. as we're

  2370. working

  2371. I'm not

  2372. going to

  2373. give up

  2374. on you

  2375. because I'm

  2376. here

  2377. faithful

  2378. because I'm

  2379. going to bring

  2380. healing into

  2381. your life

  2382. because that's

  2383. what a marriage

  2384. relationship is

  2385. meant to do

  2386. and I don't

  2387. know if

  2388. you've ever

  2389. had those

  2390. experiences

  2391. as you're

  2392. trying to

  2393. work through

  2394. baggage with

  2395. somebody

  2396. I don't know

  2397. if you've

  2398. had that

  2399. where somebody

  2400. rings you up

  2401. a friend

  2402. rings you up

  2403. on a Sunday

  2404. night

  2405. and says

  2406. hey I've

  2407. just got to

  2408. talk to you

  2409. I've got some

  2410. things I just

  2411. really need to

  2412. share

  2413. and you're

  2414. watching your

  2415. favorite TV

  2416. program

  2417. you don't want

  2418. to get off

  2419. the sofa

  2420. and at that

  2421. moment it's

  2422. either

  2423. sofa

  2424. get up and

  2425. talk to my

  2426. friend

  2427. but because

  2428. they're your

  2429. friend you

  2430. decide you're

  2431. going to get

  2432. up maybe you

  2433. go down and

  2434. you meet with

  2435. them and as

  2436. you do that

  2437. you listen to

  2438. them pour out

  2439. their heart for

  2440. three hours

  2441. and at the end

  2442. of three hours

  2443. how is your

  2444. friend feeling

  2445. they feel great

  2446. they say thank

  2447. you so much

  2448. just such a

  2449. burden off my

  2450. shoulders

  2451. how are you

  2452. feeling

  2453. terrible

  2454. you're like why

  2455. did you have to

  2456. go on for so

  2457. long

  2458. you're feeling

  2459. tired

  2460. you're exhausted

  2461. and you missed

  2462. your favorite

  2463. program

  2464. and you go

  2465. home

  2466. and she's

  2467. feeling great

  2468. but you're

  2469. feeling terrible

  2470. but that's

  2471. love

  2472. because love

  2473. always has

  2474. what you might

  2475. call a

  2476. substitutionary

  2477. cost to it

  2478. there's always

  2479. something where

  2480. you may take

  2481. the pain of

  2482. somebody so

  2483. that somebody

  2484. else may get

  2485. joy

  2486. where you

  2487. may lose

  2488. your comfort

  2489. so somebody

  2490. else may get

  2491. comfort

  2492. that's the way

  2493. love works

  2494. right

  2495. and Hosea

  2496. is feeling

  2497. the heart

  2498. ache

  2499. and the

  2500. pain

  2501. of God

  2502. and this

  2503. enormous cost

  2504. must have been

  2505. overwhelming for

  2506. him

  2507. for him to

  2508. forgive someone

  2509. who has hurt

  2510. you badly

  2511. costs you

  2512. it always

  2513. costs to

  2514. forgive

  2515. it always

  2516. costs to

  2517. walk with

  2518. somebody

  2519. loving

  2520. it is not a

  2521. light thing

  2522. but Goma

  2523. knows

  2524. the stunning

  2525. grace

  2526. Hosea

  2527. knows the

  2528. pain

  2529. Hosea is

  2530. broken

  2531. so that

  2532. Goma

  2533. might be

  2534. healed

  2535. and some

  2536. of you may

  2537. even be

  2538. thinking about

  2539. how does this

  2540. relate to

  2541. even issues

  2542. like divorce

  2543. and you know

  2544. I know many

  2545. people who come

  2546. for marriage

  2547. counseling

  2548. they will say

  2549. their first

  2550. question is

  2551. can I get

  2552. a divorce

  2553. and this

  2554. passage really

  2555. isn't actually

  2556. talking about

  2557. divorce

  2558. because it's

  2559. talking about

  2560. God's saving

  2561. redeeming love

  2562. for us

  2563. in the Bible

  2564. it does give

  2565. reasons

  2566. some reasons

  2567. for when you

  2568. can get

  2569. divorced

  2570. but what this

  2571. passage I think

  2572. shows us about

  2573. God's heart

  2574. is

  2575. aren't we

  2576. glad

  2577. that God's

  2578. first question

  2579. to us

  2580. is not

  2581. can I get

  2582. a divorce

  2583. from you

  2584. that's not

  2585. God's first

  2586. question

  2587. he is willing

  2588. to go through

  2589. the cost

  2590. for us

  2591. and right

  2592. in this

  2593. passage

  2594. God promises

  2595. he says

  2596. there's going

  2597. to come

  2598. David a king

  2599. who we know

  2600. is Jesus

  2601. that there's

  2602. going to come

  2603. a time

  2604. where people

  2605. are going

  2606. to go back

  2607. and are going

  2608. to seek him

  2609. and this

  2610. relationship

  2611. is going

  2612. to be

  2613. restored

  2614. and in

  2615. Matthew

    Matthew 9 chapter mention

  2616. chapter 9

  2617. which is in

  2618. the New

  2619. Testament

  2620. of the Bible

  2621. Jesus comes

  2622. and some

  2623. of the religious

  2624. leaders ask

  2625. him

  2626. why are your

  2627. followers

  2628. not fasting

  2629. and do you

  2630. know what

  2631. Jesus says

  2632. to them

  2633. he says

  2634. this

  2635. he says

  2636. you know

  2637. can the

  2638. wedding guests

  2639. mourn

  2640. as long

  2641. as the

  2642. bridegroom

  2643. is with

  2644. them

  2645. can the

  2646. wedding guests

  2647. mourn

  2648. fast

  2649. while the

  2650. bridegroom

  2651. is with

  2652. them

  2653. what he's

  2654. saying

  2655. is this

  2656. Jesus

  2657. is saying

  2658. I am

  2659. that husband

  2660. Hosea

  2661. was just

  2662. a picture

  2663. I am

  2664. that husband

  2665. who has

  2666. come to

  2667. get my

  2668. bride

  2669. and the

  2670. agony

  2671. that Hosea

  2672. felt

  2673. was nothing

  2674. compared

  2675. to the

  2676. agony

  2677. that Christ

  2678. went

  2679. through

  2680. for us

  2681. he was

  2682. broken

  2683. that we

  2684. may be

  2685. healed

  2686. he sweated

  2687. blood

  2688. he knew

  2689. emotional

  2690. turmoil

  2691. physical

  2692. turmoil

  2693. he knew

  2694. betrayal

  2695. that we

  2696. will never

  2697. know

  2698. because he

  2699. came because

  2700. we're so

  2701. often

  2702. captivated

  2703. by so

  2704. many other

  2705. things

  2706. and he

  2707. comes to

  2708. us and

  2709. says

  2710. will

  2711. you

  2712. come

  2713. back

  2714. to

  2715. me

  2716. I

  2717. want

  2718. relationship

  2719. with

  2720. you

  2721. I

  2722. want

  2723. to

  2724. captivate

  2725. your

  2726. heart

  2727. with

  2728. me

  2729. and to

  2730. restore

  2731. you

  2732. in this

  2733. marriage

  2734. relationship

  2735. that's

  2736. what he

  2737. wants

  2738. for you

  2739. that's

  2740. what he

  2741. wants

  2742. some

  2743. some

  2744. of us

  2745. I

  2746. think

  2747. maybe

  2748. like

  2749. Hosea

  2750. you

  2751. really

  2752. know

  2753. that

  2754. pain

  2755. and that

  2756. brokenness

  2757. that

  2758. betrayal

  2759. at the

  2760. moment

  2761. and

  2762. God

  2763. sometimes

  2764. takes us

  2765. through

  2766. these

  2767. things

  2768. because

  2769. as you

  2770. go

  2771. through

  2772. it

  2773. you

  2774. will

  2775. begin

  2776. to

  2777. get

  2778. something

  2779. of

  2780. God's

  2781. heart

  2782. and

  2783. you

  2784. will

  2785. begin

  2786. to

  2787. be

  2788. able

  2789. to

  2790. show

  2791. God's

  2792. heart

  2793. and

  2794. God's

  2795. love

  2796. to

  2797. other

  2798. people

  2799. through

  2800. that

  2801. pain

  2802. some

  2803. of

  2804. you

  2805. are

  2806. like

  2807. Goma

  2808. in

  2809. fact

  2810. I

  2811. would

  2812. say

  2813. probably

  2814. most

  2815. of

  2816. us

  2817. all

  2818. of

  2819. us

  2820. some

  2821. of

  2822. us

  2823. have

  2824. such

  2825. guilt

  2826. and

  2827. shame

  2828. that

  2829. we

  2830. know

  2831. is

  2832. there

  2833. we

  2834. trying

  2835. to

  2836. hide

  2837. it

  2838. we

  2839. trying

  2840. to

  2841. prove

  2842. ourselves

  2843. that

  2844. it's

  2845. not

  2846. there

  2847. but

  2848. if

  2849. you

  2850. come

  2851. and

  2852. you

  2853. have

  2854. a

  2855. moment

  2856. to

  2857. yourself

  2858. to

  2859. stop

  2860. and

  2861. think

  2862. about

  2863. what

  2864. you've

  2865. done

  2866. in

  2867. your

  2868. life

  2869. the

  2870. things

  2871. that

  2872. you're

  2873. ashamed

  2874. of

  2875. the

  2876. things

  2877. that

  2878. you're

  2879. afraid

  2880. of

  2881. it

  2882. may

  2883. be

  2884. an

  2885. affair

  2886. you've

  2887. had

  2888. it

  2889. may

  2890. be

  2891. just

  2892. poor

  2893. choices

  2894. that

  2895. you

  2896. have

  2897. made

  2898. in

  2899. your

  2900. life

  2901. and

  2902. you're

  2903. like

  2904. Goma

  2905. who

  2906. is

  2907. fearful

  2908. because

  2909. you

  2910. don't

  2911. want

  2912. to

  2913. see

  2914. God

  2915. again

  2916. because

  2917. you

  2918. are

  2919. afraid

  2920. that

  2921. if

  2922. you

  2923. look

  2924. up

  2925. and

  2926. see

  2927. like

  2928. Hosea

  2929. Goma

  2930. saw

  2931. Hosea

  2932. that

  2933. if

  2934. you

  2935. see

  2936. God

  2937. you're

  2938. afraid

  2939. he's

  2940. going

  2941. to

  2942. punish

  2943. you

  2944. expose

  2945. some

  2946. of

  2947. those

  2948. issues

  2949. in

  2950. your

  2951. life

  2952. he's

  2953. going

  2954. to

  2955. strike

  2956. you

  2957. down

  2958. and

  2959. maybe

  2960. you're

  2961. just

  2962. trying

  2963. to

  2964. prove

  2965. yourself

  2966. that

  2967. I'm

  2968. worth

  2969. it

  2970. I'm

  2971. hiding

  2972. my

  2973. shame

  2974. but

  2975. God

  2976. says

  2977. this

  2978. everyone

  2979. else

  2980. in

  2981. the

  2982. crowd

  2983. everyone

  2984. else

  2985. around

  2986. you

  2987. like

  2988. with

  2989. Goma

  2990. may

  2991. say

  2992. you're

  2993. a

  2994. failure

  2995. may

  2996. say

  2997. you're

  2998. ashamed

  2999. may

  3000. say

  3001. all

  3002. kinds

  3003. of

  3004. things

  3005. but

  3006. God

  3007. comes

  3008. to

  3009. you

  3010. God

  3011. comes

  3012. to

  3013. us

  3014. and

  3015. he

  3016. looks

  3017. us

  3018. right

  3019. in

  3020. the

  3021. eyes

  3022. and

  3023. he

  3024. says

  3025. I

  3026. want

  3027. you

  3028. to

  3029. be

  3030. mine

  3031. come

  3032. back

  3033. to

  3034. me

  3035. or

  3036. let's

  3037. work

  3038. through

  3039. all

  3040. of

  3041. this

  3042. together

  3043. because

  3044. I'm

  3045. not

  3046. going

  3047. to

  3048. give

  3049. up

  3050. on

  3051. you

  3052. that's

  3053. how

  3054. much

  3055. I

  3056. love

  3057. you

  3058. some

  3059. of

  3060. you

  3061. may

  3062. not

  3063. be

  3064. a

  3065. Christian

  3066. some

  3067. of

  3068. you

  3069. may

  3070. be

  3071. a

  3072. Christian

  3073. and

  3074. the

  3075. question

  3076. is

  3077. are

  3078. you

  3079. acting

  3080. like

  3081. Goma

  3082. what

  3083. is

  3084. it

  3085. that

  3086. is

  3087. directing

  3088. and

  3089. shaping

  3090. the

  3091. course

  3092. of

  3093. your

  3094. life

  3095. is

  3096. it

  3097. something

  3098. that

  3099. is

  3100. as

  3101. beautiful

  3102. as

  3103. secure

  3104. as

  3105. healing

  3106. as

  3107. this

  3108. love

  3109. that

  3110. God

  3111. has

  3112. for

  3113. each

  3114. one

  3115. of

  3116. you

  3117. each

  3118. one

  3119. of

  3120. us

  3121. who

  3122. are

  3123. just

  3124. like

  3125. Goma

  3126. but

  3127. loved

  3128. beyond

  3129. what

  3130. we

  3131. could

  3132. imagine

  3133. let's

  3134. pray

  3135. father

  3136. father

  3137. i don't

  3138. really want

  3139. to think

  3140. of myself

  3141. like

  3142. Goma

  3143. because

  3144. that's

  3145. maybe

  3146. too

  3147. honest

  3148. and

  3149. sometimes

  3150. i don't

  3151. see

  3152. the

  3153. things

  3154. that

  3155. i

  3156. do

  3157. which

  3158. i

  3159. know

  3160. i'm

  3161. chasing

  3162. after

  3163. other

  3164. things

  3165. i don't

  3166. see

  3167. those

  3168. things

  3169. as

  3170. really

  3171. breaking

  3172. your

  3173. heart

  3174. i think

  3175. they're

  3176. just

  3177. rules

  3178. that

  3179. i'm

  3180. maybe

  3181. can

  3182. be

  3183. twisted

  3184. can

  3185. be

  3186. bent

  3187. loopholes

  3188. can

  3189. be

  3190. found

  3191. but

  3192. lord

  3193. please

  3194. show

  3195. us

  3196. just

  3197. how

  3198. much

  3199. you

  3200. love

  3201. us

  3202. please

  3203. lord

  3204. for

  3205. those

  3206. of

  3207. us

  3208. here

  3209. lord

  3210. who

  3211. are

  3212. really

  3213. struggling

  3214. with

  3215. the

  3216. pain

  3217. of

  3218. broken

  3219. relationships

  3220. i pray

  3221. that they

  3222. would

  3223. just

  3224. know

  3225. that

  3226. you

  3227. know

  3228. what

  3229. it's

  3230. like

  3231. and

  3232. that

  3233. it

  3234. will

  3235. run

  3236. to

  3237. you

  3238. in

  3239. this

  3240. moment

  3241. and

  3242. that

  3243. you

  3244. will

  3245. bring

  3246. healing

  3247. i pray

  3248. for

  3249. those

  3250. of

  3251. us

  3252. who

  3253. are

  3254. who

  3255. are

  3256. struggling

  3257. with

  3258. the

  3259. guilt

  3260. and

  3261. the

  3262. shame

  3263. and

  3264. we

  3265. just

  3266. don't

  3267. want

  3268. to

  3269. be

  3270. exposed

  3271. because

  3272. it's

  3273. too

  3274. painful

  3275. i pray

  3276. lord

  3277. that

  3278. you

  3279. would

  3280. open

  3281. our

  3282. eyes

  3283. help

  3284. us

  3285. to

  3286. look

  3287. up

  3288. to

  3289. you

  3290. and

  3291. to

  3292. see

  3293. you

  3294. not

  3295. as

  3296. we

  3297. think

  3298. you

  3299. are

  3300. but

  3301. as

  3302. you

  3303. really

  3304. are

  3305. and

  3306. with

  3307. all

  3308. of

  3309. that

  3310. emotional

  3311. and

  3312. guilt

  3313. and

  3314. baggage

  3315. lord

  3316. i pray

  3317. that

  3318. we

  3319. would

  3320. just

  3321. lay

  3322. that

  3323. honestly

  3324. and

  3325. openly

  3326. before

  3327. you

  3328. and

  3329. know

  3330. your

  3331. grace

  3332. of

  3333. restoration

  3334. i pray

  3335. for those

  3336. who

  3337. don't

  3338. know

  3339. you

  3340. here

  3341. that

  3342. they

  3343. would

  3344. see

  3345. that

  3346. you

  3347. are

  3348. actually

  3349. so

  3350. much

  3351. more

  3352. beautiful

  3353. so

  3354. much

  3355. more

  3356. beautiful

  3357. than

  3358. all

  3359. the

  3360. other

  3361. things

  3362. the

  3363. careers

  3364. we

  3365. chase

  3366. after

  3367. the

  3368. relationships

  3369. the

  3370. status

  3371. the

  3372. power

  3373. the

  3374. respect

  3375. and

  3376. approval

  3377. from

  3378. everybody

  3379. else

  3380. that

  3381. we

  3382. chase

  3383. after

  3384. and

  3385. yet

  3386. so

  3387. many

  3388. of

  3389. them

  3390. care

  3391. so

  3392. little

  3393. about

  3394. us

  3395. the

  3396. people

  3397. that

  3398. we

  3399. are

  3400. worried

  3401. about

  3402. their

  3403. opinions

  3404. yet

  3405. you

  3406. care

  3407. so

  3408. much

  3409. about

  3410. us

  3411. please

  3412. show us

  3413. your

  3414. beauty

  3415. show us

  3416. your

  3417. glory

  3418. let us

  3419. be

  3420. captivated

  3421. by

  3422. you

  3423. again

  3424. thank

  3425. you

  3426. that

  3427. that's

  3428. who

  3429. you

  3430. are

  3431. you

  3432. are

  3433. a

  3434. gracious

  3435. gracious

  3436. God

  3437. amen

  3438. you

  3439. for

  3440. to

  3441. we

  3442. have

  3443. together

  3444. to