Sermon
JESUS ON HOLY COMMUNION
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Transcript
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Father, we come before you this morning to think about your word.
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And we confess before you, Father, that what your son said about instituting the Lord's Supper,
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Father, we confess that it has caused great division amongst your people.
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And Father, we confess that even, Father, as some of us are waiting to get to that part in the scripture,
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some of us are hoping that I will score points against other people.
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They're worried, Father, that I'm going to end up saying something that they just think is really, really wrong.
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And Father, we confess before you that that which your son instituted for our health and for our salvation,
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for our wisdom, that we have turned it often, Father, into a very ugly thing,
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a very ugly thing that we feel proud of rather than saddened.
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So, Father, you know how hard and confused our heart is
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and how blind we are to the confusion and the hardness of our heart.
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So we ask that in your mercy you would do a great work amongst us this morning
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and that you would gently but deeply pour out your Holy Spirit upon us,
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pour out your Holy Spirit upon us,
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so that we might hear your word,
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that your word would come right to the center of who we are,
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the control and command center of who we are,
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and that your word would come there and do its mighty work in our midst,
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all for your glory.
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And this we ask in Jesus' name.
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Amen.
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Please be seated.
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Nothing like insulting some of you before I even begin the sermon and the prayer.
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I didn't mean to do that.
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You know, some of you who track with how I do sermons,
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it's often the case that however many talking points I have,
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that I spend the longest time developing the first point,
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and then it sort of often gets a bit quicker as it goes down.
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I'm going to sort of mess with your heads today
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because it's not going to be a 90-second sermon,
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but I'm going to begin with the first point.
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Andrew, I didn't warn even Andrew that I'm going to begin.
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If you could put the first point up, that would be really, really helpful.
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Here's the first point.
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Why can human beings so easily plan evil and plan good
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at the same time, all the while thinking that we are superior?
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Why is that about us human beings?
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I know, I was thinking afterwards, the grammar is not exactly perfect,
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but you get the idea.
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Why can human beings so easily plan evil things
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and plan good things at the same time
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and all the while think we're superior to other people?
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Like, why is it that we can do this?
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Why is it that whether or not you put this down on your to-do list,
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it could very easily be on your to-do list,
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find a birthday present for, you know, X,
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pick up some food for the party,
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make sure I spread gossip about why while I'm there,
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have a good time.
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Like, why is it that we can sort of have that in our to-do list
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and not at all even be remotely bothered by it?
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Why is it that maybe you've been in committee meetings like this
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or, and I've been in committee meetings like this
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where it's both been a secular crowd and a Christian crowd
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where it seems as if, you know, in a Christian crowd
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that on their to-do list was practice reading the Bible,
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prepare to pray,
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stab, you know, Fred and Bob in the back during the meeting
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and make sure I take the credit from Erin
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for all of the good things that she did.
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And that's on their to-do list.
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And that often we can have those things on our to-do list
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and we have absolutely no sense of guilt or shame whatsoever.
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And at the same time,
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can often think that we're better than other people.
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Like, why is it that human beings are like that?
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Like, why is it?
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See, I asked that from,
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on one hand it sounds very small and petty,
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but, you know, don't you think it's very, very possible
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that after the ISIS terrorists beheaded those Ethiopian Christians,
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don't you think that on the way home they thought,
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oh yeah, I have to pick up a soccer ball for my son
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because I want to have some fun playing soccer with my son.
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Like, don't you think that that's not at all an inconceivable scenario?
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And yet on the other hand,
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I mean, that's like crazy evil, right?
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A crazy evil.
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Let's martyr a whole pile of Ethiopian Christians
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and, oh yes, on the way home,
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buy a new soccer ball so I can play soccer with my son.
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Like, that's crazy evil.
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But on the other hand,
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if you think about it for a second,
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it's just on a continuum
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from, you know, buy a present,
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you know, pick up some hors d'oeuvres,
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make sure I spread gossip.
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It's a continuum.
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And why is it?
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And why is it that many of us,
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if I say this,
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we all know that it's true,
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but we can't actually,
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we're fairly powerless about changing it.
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Like, why is that?
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What is it about us human beings
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that that's in fact the case?
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Like, I mention all of this
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because if we're not aware,
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it's very interesting,
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the Bible brings this dynamic out
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very, very clearly
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in a very, very powerful way.
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that the Bible confronts us
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with what goes on in our hearts
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in the context of confronting,
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in a profound critique of religion,
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a profound critique of spirituality,
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it also brings out the dilemma
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of the human heart
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and all in the context
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of Jesus instituting the Lord's Supper.
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So if you get your Bibles
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and open them up to Luke 22,
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let's look and see how it is
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that unless we think about
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this question up here,
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unless this question
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has gripped our heart,
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we won't understand
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the dynamics of the text.
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We won't even see
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that the text is trying to make us
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ask this question about ourselves
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because many of us,
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even when we read the text,
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and even if George says,
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oh, it's a profound critique of religion,
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we go, yes,
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it's a profound critique of religion.
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And then we point our fingers
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and our memories
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to those brethren elders
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or those Pentecostal pastors
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or those Roman Catholics
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or those Orthodox
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or that bar manager
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or Stephen Harper
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or Thomas Moclair,
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and we point our finger at him
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or her or whatever,
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and at the same time
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not realize that there's three fingers
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pointing back at our hearts.
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Because you can never point your finger,
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unless you're missing some fingers,
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you can never point your finger
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at somebody without having
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a whole pile of fingers,
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more fingers pointing back at yourself.
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And so the Bible brings this to the fore
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as part of the lead up.
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In a sense,
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it's wanting us to realize
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we really need a Savior.
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I really need a Savior.
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Thomas Moclair needs a Savior,
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and so does Harper,
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but I need one.
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I have three fingers pointing back at me.
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Let's listen to Luke 22.
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Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread
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drew near,
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which is called the Passover,
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and the chief priests
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and the scribes
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were seeking how to put him to death,
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for they feared the people.
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This is a very powerful verse.
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Just a few verses,
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and I have to confess
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the first few times
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I've read through it
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and many other times before
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in just my devotional reading
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when I've read through it,
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it's like you skip through this part
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to get to the good stuff, okay?
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But this is actually,
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you know,
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this is really,
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this is human life.
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This is describing me and you.
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The chief priests and the Pharisees,
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they had two things
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on their to-do list,
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or three things on their to-do list.
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Don't forget to pick up the lamb.
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Make sure I pick up
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the matzo bread made by Moishi
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because my kids really like it,
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and they don't like the stuff
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made by Aaron.
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And attend a meeting
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on how to kill Jesus.
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That was their to-do list.
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And that's what it says.
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Now, the Feast of Unleavened Bread
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drew near,
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which is called the Passover,
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and the chief priests.
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It's very religious.
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Scribes could have been religious,
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could also just been
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professional people,
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the hipsters of the day.
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I don't know,
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like the spiritual,
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not religious people.
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We're not as much
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into the ceremonies,
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but we really know the Bible.
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We're really into words,
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and we're really into
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the meaning of words,
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and they're spiritual people,
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and they're seeking
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how to put Jesus to death.
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Why are they seeking
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to put Jesus to death?
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Because they feared the people.
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You see,
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what do they fear?
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The people?
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They fear the people
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because they think
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the people will do it,
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get it wrong about Jesus.
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And so why do they fear the people?
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They feel that they're worried,
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they're afraid,
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that the people are all stupid.
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They're smart.
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The people are stupid.
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And the bigger the gap
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between how smart you think you are
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and how dumb you think other people are
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is the size of your worry
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as you go through life
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for a whole pile of things.
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That doesn't happen
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to any of you at all.
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None of you are worried
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about different political things.
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Like, none of you are worried
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that Montclair will get elected.
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None of you are worried
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that Harper will get re-elected.
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Like, none of you.
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None.
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I'm sure that I'm...
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We're talking about Americans
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or something like that
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in the next election.
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We're not talking about Canadians.
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We're not talking about people
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who come to church.
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We're not talking about people
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in the bars
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and people doing yoga,
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you know, right now
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or in the coffee shops.
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Folks,
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this is how human life works.
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And we're not even often aware of it.
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The more that we think
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that we've got it right
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and that we're wise and smart
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and the more we think
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that people got it wrong
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and we're at the same time
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completely and utterly blind
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of the fact
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that that's...
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We think that somehow or another
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out of all the people
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on the planet,
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God has anointed me
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or you
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with this special knowledge.
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And there's all this herd
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of independent minds
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and we worry
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and we're afraid.
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Gosh, it's too bad
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the Bible doesn't talk
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about real life, eh?
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Too bad it doesn't address
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our hearts.
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That it's just boring.
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You see,
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we're so blind
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of what goes on
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in most of our lives
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that we don't even recognize
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ourselves here in the text.
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But that's exactly
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what's going on.
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See, that's why
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we have to ask ourselves
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the question,
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why can human beings
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so easily plan
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an evil thing
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and plan a good thing
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at the same time
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all the while thinking
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we are superior
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like they're doing?
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Because they're afraid
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of the people.
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They think the people
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are stupid.
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And really,
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is why can George
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so easily plan
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an evil thing
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and plan a good thing
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at the same time
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all the while thinking
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that he is superior?
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Like, why can George
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do that?
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I don't know why
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George can do that.
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And I'm not saying
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this just to
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dump a load
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on you folks.
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I mean,
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this is human life, folks.
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This is what Buddhism
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has to deal with,
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Hinduism,
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Marxism,
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spirituality,
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atheism,
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agnosticism.
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If these systems
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of thought
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can't actually
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articulate
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real human dilemmas
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and real human problems
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and have something
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to address them,
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then why do we
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follow them?
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So the question is,
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can Christianity
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actually both unveil
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this issue
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and actually speak
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into it,
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both confronting
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us to humble us,
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but at the same time
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promising some type
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of realistic hope?
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Now, the Bible
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doesn't,
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the Bible goes
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something which is
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a little bit deeper.
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This is all the context
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of Jesus setting up
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the Lord's Supper
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and the Bible's
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going to keep
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going deeper
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because here's the thing.
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This is actually
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a really, really,
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really significant
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passage
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and for a lot of us
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more reformed
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evangelical types
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who sort of get
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worried about
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charismatic types
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being a little bit
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kooky sometimes,
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I'm sure there's not
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a single person here
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that that describes
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and this very next thing
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is going to actually
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sort of kick us
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in the behind
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and make us realize
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that we need to get
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a lot more charismatic
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because look what it says
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in verse 3.
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So back up.
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The chief priests,
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the religious
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and the spiritual people,
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the cultural leaders,
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the academics,
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the influence makers,
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the people who write
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op-ed pieces
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in the National Post,
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the Globe and Mail,
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and the Ottawa Citizen,
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they all want
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to kill Jesus.
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The president of Ottawa U,
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the president of Carleton,
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head of the National Research Council,
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they all want to kill Jesus.
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They have a problem.
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And then guess who helps
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them solve the problem?
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The devil.
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That's what the text says.
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The devil solves their problem
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to move the action forward.
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Verse 3,
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then Satan entered into Judas
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called Iscariot
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who was of the number
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of the twelve.
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That means he's one
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of Jesus' apostles.
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And Judas went away.
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He left the twelve
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and conferred with the chief priests
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and the officers.
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That's the guys
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who have like swords
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and shields
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and daggers
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and clubs
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and whips
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and have the power
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to use them.
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How he might betray
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Jesus to them.
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And the religious
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and spiritual people
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in the academics
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and the political leaders
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were really happy.
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and they agreed
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to give Judas money.
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So once he heard
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that they were going
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to give him money,
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because you can see here
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that all these people
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who talk about
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how great a rebel Judas was,
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that they're all like
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really bang on, right?
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But once he realizes
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that they're going
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to give him money,
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he consents
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and sought an opportunity
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to betray Jesus
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to them
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in the absence
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of a crowd.
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So here's a second point.
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And if you could put it up,
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Satan is real,
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invisible,
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hostile,
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and active
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in human affairs.
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And I will not
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take him lightly
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or ignore him
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or fear him
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or be preoccupied
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with him.
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Now the fact of the matter
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is that I do
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all those things.
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Right?
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I mean,
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I don't think
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I ever fear him.
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I've been too well taught
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in the Bible
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to fear him, right?
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Although the one time,
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the first time
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I ever actually dealt
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with somebody
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that I believe
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was probably demon-possessed,
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it was a very intense
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emotional experience
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and I did feel a lot of,
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I felt some fear
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of my physical safety,
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not my spiritual safety,
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but I actually felt
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some fear
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of my physical safety
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when I confronted him.
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He was a con man
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working in evangelical
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and charismatic groups
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in Ottawa
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to rip them off
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and so huge discord.
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And I came,
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I happened to go
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to another Bible study,
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small group thing,
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and after we had sort of
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figured out
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what was going on
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with this guy
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and he was there.
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And when he saw me
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come in the room,
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the daggers
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and the anger
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and the hatred
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that went from him
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to me was like almost,
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it almost hit me
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like a blow.
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And when there was
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the first opportunity
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I told people
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about what he was doing
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in the city
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and he called me out
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to go outside
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and I was worried
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about my physical safety.
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But generally,
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when I put the point
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in things like this,
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I don't do it,
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you know,
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I put it as I
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because if you write it down
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in your notes,
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it's something that
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I hope you can say.
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And what this text
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is telling us,
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and I'm going to go on
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from this,
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it's not a big thing
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in the sermon,
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but I would not serve you
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well as your pastor
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if I didn't point it out.
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That Satan is real,
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invisible,
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hostile
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to God,
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to anything godly,
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to life.
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Satan hates life.
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Satan hates life.
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One of the things
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which is so powerful
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about the Lord of the Rings
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is in that,
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those three books,
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you get it more
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in the books
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than the movie,
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although you see it
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in the movie,
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is that the world
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in a sense
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that's completely
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given over to evil
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is a world
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of barrenness
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and pollution
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where you can't
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drink the water
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and nothing grows
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and the air is foul.
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And where evil
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does not rule,
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most preeminently
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in places like the Shire,
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there's crops,
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there's families,
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there's babies.
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And it's a very,
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at a very,
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very fundamental level,
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he draws the two paths
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in a powerful,
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epic story.
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Satan is real,
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invisible,
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hostile,
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and active
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in human affairs.
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And I will not
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take him lightly
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or ignore him
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or fear him
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or be preoccupied
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with him.
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You know,
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I was thinking about this
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when I was coming here.
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First of all,
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I just shared with somebody
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as I was coming in,
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like,
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I'm so dumb,
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like I really am.
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I'm really stupid
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lots of times.
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And I knew very early on,
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first on Monday
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when I looked at this text,
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I was going to mention
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something about the devil
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and I've had a rough week.
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And I should have realized
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that whenever I'm going
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to do a sermon,
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I'm going to mention the devil
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and I'm going to have
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a rough week.
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He's going to make
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my life miserable.
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And you know,
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one of the things,
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miserable was too strong a word,
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but he made my life hard.
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And one of the things
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that's really interesting,
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when I was writing
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this point down,
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I kept wanting
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to capitalize the hymn
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referring to the devil
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because that's what he wants.
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And I said,
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no, no, no, no,
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small h.
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Only one guy
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gets the big H
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in my notes,
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right?
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Or, you know,
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the Father,
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the Son,
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the Holy Spirit,
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God.
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But nothing else
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gets the big H
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or the big Y
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when it's talking
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about yours.
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And I'm just leaving that,
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you know,
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and so here it is.
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This is what's so amazing
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about this text.
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You know,
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I titled the sermon series,
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Luke,
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Jesus for Pagans
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and Skeptics.
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You can see here
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how Luke goes
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right to the heart
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with what's going on
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with human life.
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And you know,
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the fact of the matter is,
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is that in Buddhist cultures,
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Muslim cultures,
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Hindu cultures,
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secular cultures like ours,
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there's always a powerful belief
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in devils and demons.
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You go to chapters.
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We live in a post-post-Christendom culture,
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all sorts of opinion makers
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that are far, far, far removed
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from a Christian worldview.
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And just look at the number
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of books in a normal chapters
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that talk about occult matters.
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Just, you know,
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and so the Bible provides wisdom
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and clarity about the whole thing
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and a message that ultimately
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that Satan's completely
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and utterly defeated.
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You see, what we have to see
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with this,
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because if you look at
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all the Gospels,
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you'll see that the cross
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is a power encounter
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not only against sin,
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but also against the devil
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and hell itself
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and all hostile spiritual powers.
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And that in the cross,
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when Jesus dies,
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when the devil and the world
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thinks,
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and our flesh thinks
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that it is finally defeated,
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that irksome guy from Nazareth
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named Jesus,
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probably born illegitimately,
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and we think we've had
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our greatest triumph,
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that that's actually
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the moment of defeat
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for hell and sin
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and death and Satan
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and all hostile spiritual powers.
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And it's on one hand
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a profound moment of defeat.
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And for that part of us
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that longs to be redeemed
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and be made one with God,
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it's also the moment
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of our profound salvation
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and victory.
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So it's in this context
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that Jesus is going to institute
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the Lord's Supper.
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It's part of the reason
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why we understand
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why we often find in,
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that we often find
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parts of church service
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and even communion itself,
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why it's often so divisive
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and why we often find
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things so boring.
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Because Jesus,
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even as he's instituting
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the Lord's Supper,
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helps to reveal to us
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our human heart
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and the spiritual dynamic
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and power encounter
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that we're involved in
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when we gather
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in a few minutes
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to remember that Jesus
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died on the cross for us,
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that he conquered sin and death,
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that he is the power of God
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for salvation
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for all who believe,
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that he has defeated
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sin, death, hell,
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all hostile spiritual powers,
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that he has done this for you,
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that you by faith in him,
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by repentance and faith in him,
-
can share in his victory.
-
And that's what we gather
-
in the presence of Jesus
-
and the power of the Holy Spirit
-
to remember.
-
That's what we do.
-
Now, before we get this,
-
there's something evil
-
that's been in the world
-
for several millennium,
-
and it's a growing evil
-
in our culture.
-
And it's something
-
that I need to mention
-
at this point in time
-
because we need to be aware of it
-
because it can rob us
-
of our witness
-
and rob us of our courage,
-
and we don't realize
-
that we need to pray into it.
-
There's been many things
-
in recent months
-
about the growing rise
-
of anti-Semitism in France.
-
Maybe you haven't been noticing it,
-
but there's been many things
-
in certain media outlets
-
that there is a significant exodus
-
of Jewish people from France
-
because of the violent anti-Semitism
-
which is growing in that country.
-
And you cannot be in Canada
-
without realizing
-
that there's increasing
-
anti-Semitism in our country.
-
And often universities
-
are one of the centers of it,
-
by the way.
-
I don't mean to offend you
-
if you're here as a professor.
-
I mean, it's just the case
-
that there's growing anti-Semitism
-
in our country.
-
And so it makes it
-
very, very hard sometimes
-
when you come to parts of the Bible,
-
even the New Testament,
-
how do you bear witness
-
to the Jewishness of Jesus
-
in a culture
-
which is anti-Semitic?
-
How do you witness
-
to somebody who's anti-Semitic
-
about Jesus
-
given that Jesus is just so Jewish?
-
And we're about to see
-
the Jewishness of Jesus.
-
I mean, he's Jewish.
-
Everything that we're about to see
-
in the story
-
that leads up to the institution
-
of the Lord's Supper
-
shows that Jesus is a pious Jew.
-
And that even as he institutes
-
this thing,
-
which has become
-
one of the two main things
-
that Christians are to do,
-
baptism is the other one
-
and the Lord's Supper
-
is the other one.
-
It's to mark us as Christians.
-
We are to do it
-
for our soul's health,
-
for our communal health,
-
to bear witness to Jesus,
-
to proclaim Jesus.
-
We are to do Holy Communion
-
and Jesus institutes it
-
in the context
-
of a Jewish festival and feast.
-
And it's very interesting.
-
Some of you,
-
when you were listening to me
-
read Luke chapter 22,
Luke 22 chapter mention
-
you might have thought,
-
one moment,
-
there's not two cups.
-
There's only one cup in communion.
-
Jesus gets it wrong.
-
Cup, bread, cup.
-
No, no, no.
-
That's not how it works.
-
It's actually very interesting.
-
In this,
-
which is the most pagan
-
of the Gospels
-
in terms of it's most
-
clearly written for pagans,
-
Luke,
-
of all of the writers
-
who bears witness
-
to the institution
-
of the Lord's Supper,
-
is the one that draws out
-
the Jewishness
-
and the connection
-
to Passover
-
of the Lord's Supper.
-
So let's listen to it.
-
And at first,
-
by the way,
-
this next little part,
-
verse seven,
-
it sounds like a spy novel.
-
It's really interesting.
-
I was reading some commentators
-
and they get all,
-
you know,
-
they all get,
-
you know,
-
they get their,
-
you know,
-
their knickers in a knot,
-
you know,
-
all about,
-
you know,
-
what's going on.
-
Did Jesus arrange this,
-
et cetera?
-
It sounds like a spy novel.
-
You know,
-
go to the corner
-
of here and here,
-
light a cigarette,
-
you know,
-
look down,
-
you know,
-
a tall,
-
dark stranger
-
will come and talk to you
-
and then you go to a bar
-
and you'll meet a,
-
anyway,
-
you know what,
-
it sounds just like a spy novel.
-
Here's how it goes.
-
Verse seven,
-
then came the day
-
of unleavened bread.
-
I'll talk about this
-
in a moment
-
on which the Passover lamb
-
had to be sacrificed.
-
So Jesus sent Peter and John
-
saying,
-
go and prepare the Passover
-
for us
-
that we may eat it.
-
So Jesus gives Peter
-
and John this command.
-
So they say to him,
-
where will you have us prepare it?
-
Like they might've even
-
been a little bit frustrated.
-
Historians believe
-
that the population,
-
the year round population
-
of Jerusalem around this time
-
was probably about 30,000 people.
-
And for Passover,
-
the estimate of the number
-
of pilgrims
-
that would swell
-
the city of Jerusalem,
-
that they estimate
-
that it's somewhere
-
between 85 to 125,000 pilgrims
-
would come to Jerusalem
-
for the Passover.
-
And of course,
-
many Jewish people,
-
they would also have,
-
I mean,
-
in that culture,
-
it would be a profound
-
hospitality culture
-
and also a culture
-
for making money.
-
Nothing wrong with that.
-
That's not,
-
nothing disparaging about that.
-
So they would have rooms
-
and stuff like that.
-
But the disciples
-
were probably really worried
-
about where are we going
-
to celebrate the Passover?
-
Okay?
-
So whether Jesus
-
just does this
-
through,
-
you know,
-
whether it's a God thing
-
or whether Jesus,
-
that doesn't matter.
-
But what's going to happen now
-
is it's going to sound
-
like a spy novel, right?
-
Verse 10.
-
Jesus said to them,
-
behold,
-
when you enter the city,
-
a man carrying a jar of water
-
will meet you.
-
Pause here for a second.
-
This is a really hard thing.
-
Until I looked at commentaries,
-
I didn't know this.
-
The reason this is a significant,
-
you see,
-
if you said in Ottawa,
-
okay,
-
walk down to the canal
-
and when you see a man
-
carrying a water bottle,
-
follow him.
-
You'd see so many men
-
carrying water bottles,
-
you'd go,
-
how do I,
-
what do I do?
-
Okay,
-
in this culture,
-
carrying a water,
-
carrying a water jar
-
is woman's work.
-
The man would have stuck out.
-
The man would have stuck out.
-
And so back to verse 10.
-
He said to them,
-
behold,
-
when you enter the city,
-
have entered the city,
-
a man carrying a jar of water
-
will meet you.
-
Follow him into the house
-
that he enters
-
and tell the master of the house.
-
The teacher says to you,
-
where is the guest room
-
where I may eat the Passover
-
with my disciples?
-
And he will show you
-
a large upper room furnished,
-
prepare it there.
-
And they went and found it
-
just as he had told them
-
and they prepared the Passover.
-
And when the hour came,
-
he reclined a table
-
and the apostles with him.
-
And he said to them,
-
I have earnestly desired
-
to eat this Passover with you
-
before I suffer.
-
And earnestly desired sounds,
-
it's a good translation,
-
but it's like a,
-
this is a profound
-
emotional experience for him.
-
The original language
-
communicates that this is
-
a profound emotional experience,
-
a deeply emotional experience
-
for Jesus to celebrate
-
the Passover
-
with his disciples
-
one final time.
-
And, you know,
-
and by the way,
-
what we have to do
-
when we read the text
-
in a culture
-
which is increasingly
-
becoming anti-Semitic,
-
we don't hide
-
the Jewishness of Jesus.
-
Jesus.
-
And we just need to pray
-
that God knew
-
what he was doing
-
when he had a text
-
like this written.
-
And we just have to pray
-
that God will touch hearts.
-
That God will touch hearts.
-
That maybe he will use this text
-
to make a person aware
-
of prejudice.
-
Because as you and I know,
-
for those of us
-
who have prejudices,
-
prejudices are a very,
-
very, very deeply persistent sin
-
that we are blind to
-
in ourselves.
-
It's deeply human.
-
It's not a white problem
-
or an Asian problem
-
or an African problem.
-
It is a human problem
-
to have prejudice.
-
And it is almost always
-
hard for us
-
to recognize it
-
in ourselves.
-
And maybe that's
-
why there is a text
-
like this.
-
And maybe it will be
-
something like that
-
that will touch our heart
-
to make us realize
-
that we need a Savior.
-
And so we just need
-
to trust God
-
and pray
-
and have courage.
-
Anyway, back to the text.
-
I have,
-
with deep emotion,
-
he tells them,
-
and the disciples
-
would have known
-
that Jesus was
-
deeply emotional.
-
I have desire
-
to eat this Passover
-
with you
-
before I suffer.
-
Once again,
-
they don't know
-
he's about to die.
-
Judas knows
-
he's about to come
-
to a really bad end
-
sometime really soon.
-
He's got the dough,
-
got the promise
-
of the money,
-
but they don't know.
-
And yet again,
-
Jesus is telling them
-
he's going to die.
-
In fact,
-
he'll be dead
-
within 24 hours
-
of this,
-
of him saying this.
-
For I tell you,
-
I will not eat it
-
again.
-
See that?
-
He's telling him
-
he's going to die.
-
He's also telling them
-
he's going to rise
-
from the dead
-
until it is fulfilled
-
in the kingdom of God.
-
In fact,
-
he's telling them
-
that everything
-
that's going on
-
is all part
-
of God's plan.
-
It's all part
-
of God's plan
-
to bring a kingdom
-
that comes out
-
of every people group.
-
It's going to come
-
from Africa.
-
It's going to come
-
from Asia.
-
It's going to come
-
from First Nations people.
-
It's going to come
-
from the Inuit.
-
It's going to come
-
to Europeans
-
and North Americans.
-
It's going to come
-
to Australians
-
and New Zealand
-
and it is going
-
to come to the whole planet.
-
It's going to be offered
-
for everybody.
-
This is a planet-wide plan
-
that God has had,
-
a big plan
-
for a long time
-
and it's all coming
-
to be fulfilled
-
and my death
-
is a big part of it
-
and I'm going to explain
-
what's going to happen
-
in a moment
-
but it's going to happen
-
and it's all
-
of the scriptures
-
in the Old Testament
-
we're pointing
-
towards this time
-
and pointing towards
-
the time
-
when I come again
-
and it's all fulfilled.
-
And here's now
-
Jesus entering
-
into the Passover meal
-
and scholars debate
-
whether in the time
-
of Jesus
-
whether there were
-
three cups
-
in the Passover meal
-
or whether there were
-
four cups.
-
It doesn't matter
-
whether there were
-
three or four
-
and it's not entirely clear
-
whether this is
-
the first cup,
-
the second cup,
-
the third cup
-
or if there was
-
a fourth cup
-
that Jesus is about
-
to partake.
-
It's not clear
-
from the text
-
whether the second cup
-
which is going to come
-
in verse 20
-
is one of the Passover cups
-
or what's going on.
-
It's not clear
-
what's going on.
-
That's fine
-
but what Luke does here
-
to his pagan audience
-
is he brings it home
-
that Jesus partakes
-
of the Passover meal
-
and the Passover meal
-
is the remembrance
-
for the Jewish people.
-
Exodus 12
-
it's in the going deeper notes
-
I give you the reference
-
and it's the promise
-
that God has said
-
that he would deliver
-
his people
-
out of bondage
-
and slavery
-
and Egypt
-
and bring and win
-
a people for himself
-
and he does not pick
-
the smartest people
-
the wisest people
-
the most virtuous people
-
it's an act of grace
-
and that's why
-
ordinary people
-
like you and me
-
can be called
-
to belong to Jesus
-
if you're worried
-
that you're not smart enough
-
spiritual enough
-
unspiritual enough
-
rich enough
-
together enough
-
that's entirely good.
-
God has never used
-
those criteria.
-
He calls people
-
because he's love
-
not because of
-
our excellencies.
-
He calls us
-
because he's love
-
and so
-
God calls
-
Israel
-
out of slavery
-
and bondage
-
in Egypt
-
and he says
-
to Pharaoh
-
he even tells
-
Pharaoh
-
what he's about
-
to do
-
that the firstborn
-
will die
-
and nobody
-
takes any action
-
and the people
-
of Israel
-
they gather
-
into the house
-
and before they
-
gather into the house
-
they kill a lamb
-
the lamb dies
-
in their stead
-
and they take
-
the blood of the lamb
-
and they put
-
the blood of the lamb
-
on the entrance way
-
into the house
-
and they enter
-
into the house
-
eating unleavened bread
-
and the lamb
-
that has died
-
on their behalf
-
and God
-
comes in wrath
-
and judgment
-
against all slaveholders
-
all who keep people
-
in bondage
-
all who oppress
-
others
-
all who are people
-
exactly like us
-
and God comes
-
in judgment
-
and kills the firstborn
-
and when he sees
-
a house
-
which is covered
-
by the blood
-
of the lamb
-
his wrath
-
passes over them
-
because
-
the lamb
-
has borne
-
the judgment
-
that the people
-
deserve
-
and God's judgment
-
does not deliver
-
does not fall
-
on them
-
John's gospel
-
is introduced
-
by John the Baptist
-
telling his disciples
-
behold the lamb
-
of God
-
who takes away
-
the sin of the world
-
behold the lamb
-
of God
-
who takes away
-
the sin
-
of the world
-
the true
-
and greater
-
lamb
-
of Exodus 12
-
enters into
-
human history
-
and ministry
-
with the words
-
of John the Baptist
-
the true
-
and greater
-
lamb
-
of Exodus 12
-
walks among us
-
the true
-
and greater
-
lamb
-
will die
-
upon the cross
-
and it is
-
that true
-
and greater
-
lamb
-
that remembers
-
those lesser
-
lambs
-
which are slain
-
some
-
14 or 1500
-
years earlier
-
as a picture
-
and a prophecy
-
and a promise
-
that God
-
would send
-
the true
-
and greater
-
lamb
-
to bear
-
the sins
-
of all the people
-
Jewish and pagan
-
alike
-
to inaugurate
-
and create
-
a new
-
and greater
-
covenant
-
that would be
-
without geography
-
would be without race
-
would be without
-
color
-
would be without
-
ethnicity
-
would be without
-
social class
-
would be without
-
sex
-
that would be
-
for all people
-
who put their
-
faith and trust
-
in the lamb
-
that God
-
provides
-
to deal with
-
people
-
who cannot
-
address
-
and change
-
a human heart
-
whereby they
-
will have
-
on their
-
to-do list
-
today I will
-
slaughter
-
Ethiopian
-
Christians
-
and then I
-
will buy
-
a soccer ball
-
for my son
-
so I may play
-
with him
-
on the way
-
home
-
he dies
-
for us
-
who cannot
-
change our
-
human heart
-
he dies
-
for you
-
and me
-
who cannot
-
change
-
our human
-
heart
-
and so
-
he takes
-
the cup
-
for the
-
Passover meal
-
in verse 17
-
and when he
-
had given
-
thanks he
-
said
-
take this
-
and divide
-
it among
-
yourselves
-
for I
-
tell you
-
that from
-
now on
-
I will
-
not drink
-
of the
-
fruit of
-
the vine
-
until the
-
kingdom
-
of God
-
comes
-
and now
-
whether that
-
was the
-
third or
-
fourth cup
-
in the
-
Passover meal
-
or the
-
first or
-
the second
-
the text
-
doesn't make
-
it clear
-
it doesn't
-
really matter
-
which one
-
of them
-
it is
-
Jesus now
-
institutes
-
the Lord's
-
Supper
-
Holy Communion
-
the Eucharist
-
if you could
-
put up the
-
third point
-
Andrew
-
third point
-
just before I
-
read the
-
words of
-
the institution
-
of the
-
Lord's
-
Supper
-
here's what
-
we have to
-
understand
-
in love
-
Jesus
-
died for
-
me
-
he died
-
for you
-
I always
-
put these
-
remember I
-
put these
-
words down
-
that if you
-
want to make
-
your notes
-
that is
-
personal
-
it's not
-
just that in
-
love Jesus
-
died for
-
for John
-
or Frida
-
or you
-
know Louise
-
or you
-
know Harold
-
but that
-
Jesus died
-
for me
-
in love
-
Jesus died
-
for me
-
in love
-
he explained
-
the meaning
-
of his
-
death
-
before it
-
happens
-
and in
-
love
-
he calls
-
ordinary
-
people
-
to be
-
his
-
and to
-
meet
-
together
-
and to
-
remember
-
who he
-
is
-
and what
-
he
-
accomplished
-
for us
-
that's what
-
Jesus is
-
doing
-
this is
-
all love
-
you see
-
what
-
just a
-
week ago
-
a couple
-
of weeks
-
ago
-
I flew
-
into
-
Newark
-
New Jersey
-
for the
-
first time
-
and I
-
actually
-
happened to
-
be in
-
aisle seat
-
and it
-
actually
-
happened to
-
be that
-
the plane
-
was coming
-
in so
-
that I
-
could see
-
Manhattan
-
spread out
-
through the
-
window
-
and I
-
could see
-
the
-
Empire State
-
Building
-
I can
-
see all
-
the buildings
-
it's such
-
an iconic
-
image
-
you know
-
so many
-
movies
-
superhero movies
-
and others
-
you know
-
you see
-
the city
-
and you see
-
the
-
Statue of
-
Liberty
-
and it was
-
really neat
-
you know
-
I was
-
moved by it
-
I know it's
-
silly
-
but I was
-
moved by it
-
and what
-
Jesus is about
-
to do right
-
now is
-
he's giving
-
the disciples
-
a 10,000
-
feet in the
-
air view
-
of the
-
chaos
-
confusion
-
and evil
-
that's about
-
to engulf
-
them
-
and what's
-
going to
-
engulf
-
them over
-
the next
-
24 hours
-
in particular
-
and then
-
after that
-
on the
-
Easter Sunday
-
there's going
-
to be
-
ears cut
-
off
-
there's going
-
to be
-
kisses
-
of betrayal
-
there's going
-
to be
-
people told
-
that they're
-
not going
-
to actually
-
stand up
-
for Jesus
-
there's
-
going to be
-
fear
-
there's going
-
to be
-
men running
-
away
-
naked
-
there's
-
going
-
to be
-
whips
-
there's
-
going
-
to be
-
complete
-
and utter
-
chaos
-
and there's
-
going to be
-
shame
-
and there's
-
going to be
-
all this
-
things going
-
on
-
and Jesus
-
very calmly
-
and in a
-
very very
-
shocking way
-
he gives
-
them
-
from a
-
10,000
-
feet above
-
the scenes
-
that it
-
might
-
it's going
-
to look
-
chaotic
-
it's going
-
to look
-
evil
-
it's going
-
to look
-
like the
-
most crazy
-
horrible
-
terrifying
-
thing
-
that any
-
of you
-
have been
-
through
-
up until
-
now
-
but I
-
want you
-
to understand
-
what's
-
going on
-
I want
-
you to
-
understand
-
that my
-
body has
-
been broken
-
for you
-
and that
-
my blood's
-
being shed
-
for you
-
and that
-
I am
-
inaugurating
-
a new
-
covenant
-
for you
-
and I'm
-
doing all
-
this because
-
I love
-
you
-
because God
-
loves you
-
and because
-
God has
-
seen you
-
with the
-
problem of
-
your human
-
heart
-
and he
-
wants to
-
deal with
-
what you
-
cannot deal
-
with
-
he's
-
going
-
to
-
deal
-
with
-
it
-
on
-
your
-
behalf
-
verse 19
-
and 20
-
and Jesus
-
took bread
-
and when he
-
had given
-
thanks he
-
broke it
-
and gave
-
it to
-
them saying
-
this is my
-
body which
-
is given
-
for you
-
do this
-
in remembrance
-
of me
-
he did
-
it out
-
of love
-
he's
-
letting
-
them know
-
this
-
look at
-
it again
-
this is
-
my body
-
he breaks
-
the body
-
the only
-
way we
-
can receive
-
Jesus
-
is by
-
him
-
crucified
-
he's not
-
an example
-
I mean he
-
is an
-
example
-
but he's
-
way more
-
than an
-
example
-
he didn't
-
break his
-
body to
-
be an
-
example
-
although
-
breaking
-
of his
-
body
-
grounds
-
us
-
understanding
-
taking
-
so many
-
risks
-
and being
-
willing
-
to sacrifice
-
for others
-
as the
-
gospel
-
grips us
-
it starts
-
to model
-
for us
-
and shape
-
for us
-
a way
-
that we
-
are to
-
understand
-
how to
-
make
-
marriages
-
work
-
and families
-
work
-
and churches
-
work
-
and life
-
work
-
that there
-
needs to be
-
sacrifice
-
somebody has
-
to be the
-
one to turn
-
the other
-
cheek
-
someone has
-
to be
-
the one
-
who will
-
just bear
-
in themselves
-
some of
-
the pain
-
and actually
-
be able to
-
forgive
-
and what
-
Jesus is
-
about to do
-
is to be
-
a profound
-
thing
-
which grips
-
us
-
and as it
-
grips us
-
it starts
-
to nudge
-
us in
-
certain
-
directions
-
of behaving
-
it starts
-
to draw
-
us
-
in certain
-
directions
-
it grounds
-
us to
-
understand
-
why it's
-
worth it
-
to maybe
-
do such
-
things
-
and it
-
starts to
-
shape us
-
but beyond
-
all of that
-
it's a power
-
of God
-
for salvation
-
that he
-
does
-
if there's
-
no salvation
-
there's no
-
point of a
-
model
-
there's
-
no salvation
-
the last
-
thing we
-
need
-
is more
-
advice
-
it's
-
salvation
-
first and
-
foremost
-
and he
-
took the
-
bread
-
and when he
-
had given
-
thanks
-
he broke
-
it
-
and he
-
offers to
-
them
-
the broken
-
bread
-
and he
-
says
-
this
-
broken
-
bread
-
is my
-
body
-
and it's
-
given
-
for you
-
I
-
break
-
my
-
body
-
for you
-
and the
-
original
-
language
-
it's
-
language
-
of
-
sacrifice
-
it's
-
the
-
language
-
of
-
Old
-
Testament
-
sacrifice
-
I
-
do it
-
for you
-
remember
-
me
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to do
-
this
-
in the
-
future
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
use
-
plural
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
guys
-
and
-
gals
-
to do
-
this
-
in the
-
future
-
I'm
-
laying
-
down
-
a
-
command
-
that
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
get
-
together
-
and
-
receive
-
what
-
I've
-
done
-
for
-
you
-
and
-
then
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
remember
-
who
-
I am
-
and
-
what
-
I've
-
done
-
for
-
you
-
and
-
then
-
he
-
says
-
the
-
cup
-
after
-
they
-
eaten
-
this
-
cup
-
that
-
is
-
poured
-
out
-
for
-
you
-
is
-
the
-
new
-
covenant
-
in
-
my
-
blood
-
and
-
there's
-
a
-
double
-
meaning
-
here
-
he's
-
not
-
only
-
pouring
-
out
-
the
-
blood
-
but
-
the
-
cup
-
was
-
an
-
Old
-
Testament
-
image
-
of
-
God's
-
wrath
-
and
-
it's
-
as
-
if
-
God
-
comes
-
to
-
me
-
and
-
sits
-
me
-
down
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
George
-
I'm
-
going to
-
put
-
into
-
this
-
cup
-
every
-
you know
-
all those
-
times
-
George
-
that you
-
had in
-
your
-
to-do
-
list
-
I'm
-
going to
-
enunciate
-
them all
-
every time
-
in your
-
to-do
-
list
-
you said
-
pick up
-
the
-
appetizers
-
remember
-
to
-
slander
-
such and
-
such a
-
person
-
and
-
have fun
-
at a
-
party
-
every time
-
you did
-
something
-
like that
-
I'm
-
going to
-
put this
-
in the
-
cup
-
I'm
-
going to
-
put it
-
in the
-
cup
-
every
-
time
-
you
-
used
-
your
-
judgment
-
against
-
one
-
person
-
and you
-
gave
-
yourself a
-
all the
-
things
-
that you've
-
done wrong
-
against your
-
wife
-
against your
-
kids
-
against your
-
parents
-
against your
-
neighbors
-
against your
-
church
-
I'm going to
-
put all of
-
that in
-
the cup
-
and that's
-
the cup
-
of the
-
wrath
-
and George
-
that's
-
your cup
-
and you
-
got to
-
drink it
-
and Jesus
-
says in
-
this
-
this cup
-
prepared
-
for you
-
George
-
if you
-
take this
-
cup
-
it will
-
be the
-
end of
-
you
-
I will
-
take this
-
cup
-
for you
-
I will
-
drink your
-
cup
-
I will
-
drink
-
this
-
cup
-
for you
-
and I
-
do it
-
for you
-
and what
-
we see
-
on the
-
cross
-
is the
-
result of
-
Jesus
-
drinking
-
my
-
cup
-
and we
-
see him
-
suffering
-
the result
-
of drinking
-
your cup
-
and you
-
know what
-
the people
-
you see
-
on the
-
street
-
out there
-
he drank
-
their cup
-
too
-
they just
-
don't know
-
about it
-
that's why
-
people want
-
to go to
-
China
-
it's why
-
they want
-
to go
-
to India
-
it's why
-
they want
-
to go
-
to Africa
-
it's why
-
they want
-
to go
-
into the
-
punk
-
community
-
and the
-
hipster
-
community
-
and they
-
want to
-
go into
-
the gay
-
community
-
because
-
he drank
-
their
-
cup
-
too
-
and that
-
that's
-
what he
-
says
-
this cup
-
that is
-
poured
-
out for
-
you
-
and there's
-
a double
-
meaning
-
is the
-
new
-
covenant
-
in my
-
blood
-
and the
-
covenant
-
is a
-
relationship
-
that God
-
creates
-
that involves
-
him and
-
ordinary people
-
like you
-
and I
-
that we
-
can enter
-
into
-
and because
-
Jesus drinks
-
my cup
-
and your
-
cup
-
and dies
-
on the
-
cross
-
we can
-
enter into
-
when we
-
receive what
-
he's done
-
for us
-
in just
-
penitence
-
and faith
-
we can
-
enter into
-
a new
-
relationship
-
with God
-
just
-
could you
-
put up
-
one more
-
thing
-
point
-
Andrew
-
and then
-
we're
-
going to
-
get to
-
some
-
practical
-
things
-
and then
-
we'll
-
end
-
here's
-
the
-
thing
-
Luke
-
tells
-
the
-
real
-
story
-
of
-
the
-
real
-
God
-
acting
-
with
-
real
-
grace
-
for
-
real
-
people
-
in
-
real
-
need
-
in
-
real
-
history
-
where
-
his
-
real
-
son
-
really
-
died
-
to
-
really
-
inaugurate
-
a
-
real
-
covenant
-
that I
-
can
-
really
-
enter
-
into
-
and
-
really
-
live
-
in
-
that's
-
what
-
he
-
does
-
and
-
that's
-
what
-
we
-
remember
-
that's
-
what
-
every
-
sermon
-
should
-
be
-
about
-
on
-
one
-
hand
-
and
-
that's
-
what
-
we
-
remember
-
when
-
we
-
celebrate
-
the
-
Lord's
-
supper
-
that
-
Luke
-
tells
-
the
-
real
-
story
-
of
-
the
-
real
-
God
-
acting
-
with
-
real
-
grace
-
for
-
real
-
people
-
in
-
real
-
need
-
in
-
real
-
history
-
where
-
his
-
real
-
son
-
really
-
died
-
to
-
really
-
inaugurate
-
a
-
real
-
covenant
-
that
-
I
-
can
-
really
-
enter
-
into
-
and
-
you
-
entered
-
that
-
have
-
you
-
recognized
-
that
-
Jesus
-
has
-
drank
-
the
-
cup
-
of
-
wrath
-
that
-
you
-
deserve
-
if
-
you
-
there's
-
no
-
better
-
time
-
than
-
today
-
to
-
have
-
Jesus
-
as
-
your
-
savior
-
and
-
just
-
say
-
to
-
him
-
Jesus
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
the
-
words
-
I
-
know
-
there's
-
supposed
-
to
-
be
-
the
-
sinner
-
prayer
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
can't
-
even
-
remember
-
the
-
sinner's
-
prayer
-
he
-
says
-
I'm
-
a
-
sinner
-
be
-
my
-
savior
-
you
-
say
-
that
-
there's
-
no
-
time
-
better
-
than
-
to
-
pray
-
that
-
prayer
-
if
-
you've
-
never
-
prayed
-
it
-
before
-
a
-
couple
-
of
-
other
-
things
-
just
-
in
-
closing
-
like
-
what
-
how
-
do
-
we
-
live
-
in
-
light
-
of
-
this
-
first
-
thing
-
Andrew
-
if
-
you
-
could
-
put
-
it
-
up
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
get
-
honest
-
with
-
God
-
and
-
we
-
recognize
-
that
-
anything
-
I
-
can
-
I
-
do
-
can
-
become
-
religious
-
or
-
spiritual
-
and
-
then
-
work
-
to
-
immunize
-
me
-
against
-
the
-
true
-
and
-
living
-
God
-
anything
-
I
-
do
-
can
-
become
-
religious
-
or
-
spiritual
-
and
-
then
-
work
-
to
-
immunize
-
me
-
against
-
the
-
true
-
and
-
living
-
God
-
anything
-
I
-
do
-
it
-
can
-
be
-
my
-
devotions
-
it
-
can
-
be
-
church
-
it
-
can
-
be
-
good
-
things
-
like
-
caring
-
for
-
your
-
kids
-
it
-
can
-
even
-
be
-
things
-
like
-
speaking
-
in
-
tongues
-
it
-
can
-
become
-
a
-
way
-
to
-
immunize
-
us
-
it
-
just
-
you
-
know
-
anything
-
the
-
problem
-
what
-
is it
-
about
-
the
-
human
-
heart
-
that
-
it
-
can
-
plan
-
evil
-
and
-
plan
-
good
-
and
-
feel
-
superior
-
at
-
the
-
same
-
time
-
and
-
be
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
blind
-
about
-
it
-
the
-
fact
-
of
-
the
-
matter
-
is
-
that
-
every
-
good
-
thing
-
that
-
God
-
does
-
and
-
gives
-
us
-
is
-
something
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
twist
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
break
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
pollute
-
and
-
that's
-
why
-
we
-
just
-
have
-
to
-
start
-
to
-
be
-
honest
-
with
-
God
-
that
-
God
-
I
-
really
-
need
-
a
-
savior
-
I
-
came
-
to
-
you
-
Jesus
-
the
-
first
-
time
-
when
-
I
-
came
-
to
-
Jesus
-
and
-
gave
-
my
-
life
-
to
-
him
-
it
-
was
-
just
-
because
-
I
-
had
-
this
-
sense
-
of
-
needing
-
something
-
more
-
I
-
didn't
-
really
-
understand
-
how
-
broken
-
I
-
am
-
how
-
much
-
I
-
needed
-
a
-
savior
-
and
-
we
-
just
-
need
-
to
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
God
-
Jesus
-
I
-
really
-
do
-
need
-
you
-
as
-
my
-
savior
-
I
-
really
-
do
-
and
-
then
-
just
-
a
-
final
-
thing
-
if
-
you
-
could
-
put
-
up
-
the
-
final
-
slide
-
just
-
a
-
couple
-
of
-
things
-
to
-
help
-
you
-
when
-
you
-
receive
-
communion
-
choose
-
to
-
remember
-
that
-
Jesus
-
died
-
to
-
reconcile
-
you
-
to
-
the
-
living
-
God
-
me
-
to
-
the
-
living
-
God
-
we're
-
going to
-
be
-
receiving
-
communion
-
in a
-
few
-
minutes
-
just
-
say
-
Jesus
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
I
-
have
-
problems
-
my
-
mind
-
is
-
confused
-
I
-
am
-
really
-
angry
-
at
-
this
-
person
-
I
-
can
-
hardly
-
focus
-
my
-
emotions
-
aren't
-
in line
-
Jesus
-
I
-
just
-
want
-
to
-
be
-
honest
-
with
-
you
-
about
-
these
-
things
-
but
-
Jesus
-
I
-
know
-
that
-
you
-
died
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
for
-
me
-
to
-
reconcile
-
me
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
say
-
that
-
to
-
him
-
and
-
then
-
secondly
-
choose
-
to
-
say
-
thank
-
you
-
to
-
Jesus
-
for
-
who
-
he
-
is
-
and
-
what
-
he
-
did
-
and
-
choose
-
to
-
not
-
seek
-
particular
-
emotions
-
because
-
Canadians
-
in
-
2015
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we
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often
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evaluate
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things
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with
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whether
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or
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not
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you
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had
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that
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peaceful
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feeling
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that
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buzz
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feeling
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that
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care
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bear
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feeling
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that
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yearning
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type
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of
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feeling
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I
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don't
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know
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those
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tingles
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down
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the
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spine
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type
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of
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feeling
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and
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if
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we
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don't
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get
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those
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feelings
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it
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wasn't
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a
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very
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good
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communion
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service
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and
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what
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we
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need
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to
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do
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today
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is
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when
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we
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come
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to
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receive
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communion
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say
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Jesus
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I
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don't
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want
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to
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I'm
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supposedly
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remembering
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you
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and
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I'm
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not
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even
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aware
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of
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the
-
fact
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that
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I'm
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making
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it
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all
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about
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me
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and
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whether
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I
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feel
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a
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particular
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thing
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and
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so
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Jesus
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please
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help
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me
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just
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to
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completely
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and
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utterly
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put
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to
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death
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any
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demand
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I
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make
-
of
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you
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that
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I
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feel
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any
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particular
-
way
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when
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I
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come
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to
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remember
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what
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Jesus
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did
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for
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me
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on
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the
-
cross
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and
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then
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finally
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choose
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to
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leave
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it
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up
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God
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does
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something
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in
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this
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transaction
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and
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maybe
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the
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thing
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he'll
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do
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will
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be
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an
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act
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of
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courage
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that
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helps
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you
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in
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six
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years
-
time
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and
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when
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you
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get
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to
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heaven
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and
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you
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might
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say
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God
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I'm
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so
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mad
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I
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came
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to
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communion
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that
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day
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on
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April
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or
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whatever
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it
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is
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today
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26
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2015
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I
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had a
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terrible
-
emotional
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experience
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I
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didn't
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get
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anything
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out
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of
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communion
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and
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then
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God
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just
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says
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oh
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yeah
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that
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act
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of
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courage
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that
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you
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just
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did
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five
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years
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later
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that
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that
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was
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grace
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that
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came
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from
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communion
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then
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like
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why
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do
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you
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think
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I
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have
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to
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give
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you
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something
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right
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that
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instant
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I'm
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God
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I
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got
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this
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I
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got
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this
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covered
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I
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have
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it
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figured
-
out
-
give
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up
-
control
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George
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stop
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thinking
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you're
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God
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George
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let
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me
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be
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God
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in
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your
-
life
-
transform
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communion
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if
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you
-
do
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these
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four
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simple
-
things
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choose
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to
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leave
-
it
-
up
-
to
-
God
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as
-
to
-
how
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you
-
will
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benefit
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from
-
receiving
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communion
-
then
-
really
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there
-
was
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one
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more
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I
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can't
-
do
-
this
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help
-
me
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Jesus
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help
-
me
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I'm
-
so
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weak
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I
-
forget
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help
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me
-
Lord
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have
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mercy
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please
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stand
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just
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bow
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our heads
-
in
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prayer
-
father
-
father
-
father
-
if
-
there's
-
any
-
here
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who've
-
called
-
out
-
to
-
you
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for
-
the
-
first
-
time
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I'm
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a
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sinner
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you're
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a
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savior
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please
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be
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my
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savior
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and
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never
-
let
-
me
-
go
-
father
-
I
-
ask
-
that
-
your
-
holy
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spirit
-
would
-
just
-
flood
-
into
-
that
-
person
-
and
-
seal
-
him
-
or
-
her
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for
-
yourself
-
and
-
and
-
keep
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them
-
yours
-
and
-
just
-
launch
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them
-
in
-
a
-
new
-
covenant
-
life
-
a new
-
relationship
-
with
-
you
-
father
-
we
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thank
-
you
-
for
-
Jesus
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we
-
thank
-
you
-
that
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he
-
drank
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the
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cup
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that
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was
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poured
-
out
-
for
-
us
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we
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thank
-
you
-
for
-
his
-
death
-
upon
-
the
-
cross
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we
-
thank
-
you
-
that
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he
-
is
-
the
-
savior
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we
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thank
-
you
-
that
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he
-
is
-
Jewish
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
a
-
Jewish
-
man
-
dying
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
for
-
the
-
world
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
your
-
son
-
father
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
Jesus
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
never
-
be
-
ashamed
-
of
-
Jesus
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
living
-
for
-
your
-
glory
-
father
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
cry
-
of
-
our
-
heart
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
this
-
in
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
Jesus
-
your
-
son
-
and
-
our
-
savior
-
amen