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JESUS ON UNANSWERED PRAYER

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  1. Father, you know us perfectly.

  2. You know us completely.

  3. You know us deeply.

  4. You know us from the moment of our conception in our mother's womb.

  5. You know us to our present moment.

  6. You know what is our future that we do not know but you know.

  7. You know the dreams we have at night that we cannot remember when we wake up.

  8. You know those things that we have buried in our past and have forgotten about.

  9. You know every face and every front that we use.

  10. And you know how we go from one front to another when we shift and how we shift.

  11. You know those things about us that are strong.

  12. You know those things about us that are absolutely terrible.

  13. And we give you thanks and praise that knowing us so perfectly and so completely.

  14. That still your son came to die for us on the cross.

  15. We ask Father that your Holy Spirit would come and touch the command center of who we are.

  16. That Jesus would truly be the savior and the Lord of our lives.

  17. And that we would rest in his strong grip on us.

  18. And this we ask in the name of Jesus, your son and our savior.

  19. Amen.

  20. Please be seated.

  21. Just as we're starting, you're going to see why in a moment why this might be important.

  22. But if you've forgotten your Bible or you don't own a Bible, there's some Bibles up at the front right there.

  23. And you're welcome to take a Bible if you want.

  24. You can keep it.

  25. It's a gift from us or you could return it afterwards.

  26. I don't know how much, how close attention you were paying to Jeremy when you were reading.

  27. But here's the thing.

  28. If you were listening to that carefully and just sort of listening to it at face value.

  29. Or maybe imagine that you had to read this text to your skeptical boss or your skeptical next door neighbor.

  30. And don't you think that they would say to you that Jesus does not seem wise?

  31. That Jesus does not seem to be a very good teacher.

  32. That Jesus is not very spiritual.

  33. And that Jesus recommends bad things.

  34. And that Jesus, in fact, is a terrible example.

  35. Some of you may be your guests and you're wondering why you've come to church today.

  36. Maybe some of you are saying, hooray, somebody's actually finally pointing this out.

  37. But I don't know.

  38. You're both welcome.

  39. But, you know, if you think about it, it's a very, very common thing that people will say.

  40. That, you know, Jesus is a very wise man.

  41. If Christians were more like Jesus, it would be better that Jesus is a good man.

  42. If Christians were more like Jesus, that would be a good thing.

  43. That Jesus is a really good example.

  44. If Christians followed the example of Jesus, that would be a really good thing.

  45. But if you just listen to what Jeremy read, you'd actually probably start to say,

  46. one moment, maybe I'm going to take some of that stuff back.

  47. Because actually, if you listen to what Jesus does and what he says

  48. and the impact that he's had on people's lives,

  49. I'm not actually sure if he's very good or wise.

  50. And I'm definitely, it's definitely not the case that he's a good example.

  51. That's what some of you might say if you actually read this.

  52. So it would be a great help to me.

  53. Let's go back and see.

  54. Some of you might say, George, that's a very shocking thing to say.

  55. But let's open your Bibles.

  56. Let's go back to the text and let's look at it and just see.

  57. Is, in fact, the Bible showing us that Jesus is a really good example?

  58. Is he a good example because of his wisdom, his spirituality, his access to God,

  59. his ability to make us successful?

  60. Is he a good example to follow?

  61. So if you take your Bibles, we were reading from Luke chapter 22.

    Luke 22 chapter mention

  62. And I'm just going to start reading from a few verses prior to where we started.

  63. So if you have Bibles, it's Luke chapter 22.

    Luke 22 chapter mention

  64. And we're going to begin at verse 19.

  65. And just if you're not familiar with how the book of Luke goes,

  66. the book of Luke is a book, right?

  67. So it has a structure.

  68. It's not just a series of quotes.

  69. And so in this structure, Jesus is in Jerusalem.

  70. It's a Thursday evening.

  71. And Jesus knows that Judas is going to betray him.

  72. And Jesus knows he's going to die the next day.

  73. And so this is part of that whole sort of final bit of dialogue between Jesus and his disciples.

  74. Next Sunday, we'll look at Jesus being captured.

  75. But that's sort of the context.

  76. And here's how it begins in verse 19.

  77. It begins actually for some people who don't really know where things come from.

  78. And you know about communion.

  79. This is actually where communion comes from in verse 19.

  80. And Jesus took bread.

  81. And when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them saying,

  82. This is my body, which is given for you.

  83. Do this in remembrance of me.

  84. And likewise, the cup after they had eaten saying,

  85. This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.

  86. And so that's sort of a, that's sort of, some of you might say,

  87. No, that's sort of where the Lord's Supper stuff comes from.

  88. I guess that's why Christians do it.

  89. Jesus said to do it.

  90. But then all of a sudden, here we get into the part now,

  91. Which would make many people, if they actually read the New Testament,

  92. Wonder why it is that anybody would want to follow Jesus.

  93. Because look what immediately happens in verse 21.

  94. But behold, the hand of him who betrays me is with me on the table.

  95. Because Judas was there, and Judas, who's going to betray him for money,

  96. Has just received communion from Jesus.

  97. For the Son of Man, that's Jesus referring to himself,

  98. Goes as it has been determined.

  99. But woe to that man by whom he is betrayed.

  100. And they, that's the other 11 disciples, and maybe Judas as well.

  101. Judas is probably going, Whoa, I wonder who he's talking about.

  102. Whoa, do you think he's talking about you?

  103. Like, you know, Judas is right there, right?

  104. Judas doesn't want to come up to everybody and say,

  105. It's me.

  106. I'm the one who's going to slip out in a couple of minutes and betray Jesus.

  107. Judas wouldn't have done that.

  108. He would have been asking the questions just with the rest of them, right?

  109. And so in verse 23,

  110. And they began to question one another,

  111. Which of them it could be who was going to do this?

  112. And we'll just sort of pause.

  113. Keep your finger in the Bible.

  114. We're just going to sort of go through the text

  115. And keep making these little pauses and observations.

  116. So here's the question.

  117. You know, you could say to yourself,

  118. If Jesus is so effective,

  119. Then why is it that after three years with him,

  120. That one of his closest disciples would actually betray him?

  121. Like, I don't know,

  122. Is Jesus actually really that good of a teacher?

  123. That he could spend long hours really closely with somebody,

  124. And then they would betray him for really not that much money.

  125. Like, it's not even like he got tempted, you know,

  126. With five million dollars and, you know,

  127. Medical treatment for his kids or something like that.

  128. Like, it was actually not that much money.

  129. Like, actually, you know what?

  130. Like, why would Jesus have picked,

  131. Like, not so much why he picked it,

  132. But how could they,

  133. How could Jesus actually be a good teacher

  134. If he could spend three years teaching Judas

  135. And then Judas would do this?

  136. And you know what?

  137. If you actually think about it for a second,

  138. Like, what type of effect did Jesus' teaching have on the disciples

  139. If they couldn't actually figure this out?

  140. Like, does that mean that if I spend three years following Jesus

  141. At the end of it,

  142. I still might just betray him?

  143. Or I'll be so clueless that I can't actually read somebody

  144. Who's going to betray one of my friends?

  145. Like, I don't know,

  146. I don't know if maybe Jesus did that good a job

  147. In doing all of this.

  148. And then look at verse 24.

  149. Like, it gets worse as the story goes on, actually.

  150. Verse 24.

  151. So it's very interesting.

  152. They go, they begin by going,

  153. Well, who's going to betray Jesus?

  154. They're all, like, thinking about this.

  155. And then, the next thing you know,

  156. They become unbelievably self-centered.

  157. They forget about Jesus

  158. Because they begin by saying,

  159. Who could do the bad thing?

  160. By saying,

  161. Well, like, I'm the best.

  162. I mean, obviously I'm the best.

  163. Can't be me.

  164. Because I'm the best.

  165. That's what it goes right from, immediately.

  166. Verse 24.

  167. A dispute.

  168. They actually get into argument over this.

  169. A dispute also arose among them,

  170. As to which of them was to be regarded as the greatest.

  171. And Jesus said to them,

  172. The kings of the Gentiles, the pagans,

  173. Exercise lordship over them,

  174. And those in authority over them

  175. Are called benefactors.

  176. But not so with you.

  177. Rather, let the greatest among you

  178. Become as the youngest.

  179. And the leader is the one who serves.

  180. For who is the greater?

  181. One who reclines at table or one who serves?

  182. Is it not the one who reclines at table?

  183. But I am among you as the one who serves.

  184. And, you know, if you think about it for a second,

  185. You think, one moment,

  186. There's two problems with this.

  187. The first problem is that

  188. These guys have spent three years with Jesus,

  189. And they're still just as self-centered

  190. And sort of stupid

  191. As a bunch of drunk guys in a bar.

  192. And that's the result.

  193. That's the fruit of three years of Jesus' teaching.

  194. And at one moment here,

  195. Let's look at this advice.

  196. Does Jesus know my boss?

  197. Does he know my co-workers?

  198. Does he know what my brothers and sisters

  199. And my neighbors and my kids are like?

  200. If I actually start to just serve them,

  201. Does he realize how big a mat that I will be

  202. For people to wipe their feet on?

  203. Like, is this actually good advice?

  204. Like, does he know my boss?

  205. Like, if he knew my boss,

  206. If he knew my co-workers,

  207. And, you know, the sleazy ones

  208. Who just, you know,

  209. If they make a mistake,

  210. It's my fault.

  211. And if I, you know,

  212. If I do something good,

  213. They steal it.

  214. I don't know how many of you

  215. Watch Parks and Recreation.

  216. Very funny show.

  217. And, you know,

  218. If you know the show,

  219. You'll know Jerry.

  220. They all pick on Jerry.

  221. And then even when they do something bad,

  222. They say it's Jerry's fault.

  223. If I listen to Jesus' advice,

  224. I'm going to be the butt of all the jokes.

  225. I'll be Jerry.

  226. And then actually,

  227. And then,

  228. Some of you might say,

  229. You know,

  230. And I just remember what happens

  231. Immediately after this, George.

  232. Jesus does that typical religious thing

  233. And spiritual thing

  234. That just drives me crazy.

  235. Here he sees this bunch of people

  236. That, if you're honest,

  237. Are losers.

  238. And then he goes ahead

  239. And promises them

  240. That they're going to be better

  241. Than everybody else.

  242. Like, look what happens

  243. In verse 28.

  244. Jesus says to them,

  245. You are those who have stayed with me

  246. In my trials,

  247. And I assign to you

  248. As my Father assigned to me

  249. A kingdom

  250. That you may eat and drink

  251. At my table in my kingdom

  252. And sit on thrones

  253. Judging the twelve tribes of Israel?

  254. Like, Jesus says that

  255. To these losers

  256. Who get into arguments

  257. About who's the greatest

  258. And can't recognize

  259. That one of them's betrayed him?

  260. We don't know, by the way,

  261. Where in this whole conversation

  262. Judas has quietly slipped out.

  263. Maybe it's while they're having

  264. An argument about

  265. Who's the greatest

  266. That they don't even notice

  267. That Judas has slipped out.

  268. And Judas is now off

  269. In the night

  270. Going to where

  271. The soldiers and the police

  272. Are going to capture Jesus

  273. So he can be killed

  274. The next day.

  275. And so, you know,

  276. We might say, you know,

  277. George, this

  278. Like, George,

  279. Given all of these guys

  280. Would you choose these guys

  281. To judge people?

  282. Like, where's Jesus' judgment

  283. In all of this?

  284. Like, the more I look at this text

  285. The more I sort of wonder

  286. Whether Jesus actually is wise or good.

  287. Like, whether he really is

  288. A good example.

  289. And then in verse 31 to 34

  290. It continues just to get

  291. It gets worse.

  292. Like, Jesus says,

  293. Simon, Simon,

  294. Behold, Satan demanded

  295. To have you

  296. And if you were Irish

  297. And isn't it too bad

  298. That we aren't all Irish?

  299. Just joking.

  300. To have yous

  301. Because it's plural

  302. Or if you're from the south

  303. Satan demanded

  304. To have you all

  305. That he might sift you all

  306. Like wheat

  307. But I have prayed for you

  308. Singular

  309. That your faith may not fail

  310. And when you have turned again

  311. Strengthen your brothers.

  312. Peter said to him

  313. Lord, I am ready to go with you

  314. Both to prison and to death.

  315. And Jesus said

  316. I tell you, Peter

  317. That the rooster

  318. Will not crow this day

  319. Until you deny three times

  320. That you have known me.

  321. Now, here's the thing

  322. That some of you might say

  323. Okay, one moment, George.

  324. Jesus' prayer didn't work, right?

  325. Isn't that what you're going to read next week?

  326. Isn't that what happens later on?

  327. Just after Jeremy stopped reading

  328. That Peter actually

  329. In fact, they all fail.

  330. Jesus says he's going to pray for them

  331. But they all fail.

  332. Like, you know what, George?

  333. I don't have to go to Jesus

  334. To learn how to have God say

  335. Have my prayers not work

  336. I do that all right by myself.

  337. I pray and my prayers don't work

  338. And so now you want me to go to Jesus

  339. And his prayers don't work, George.

  340. Like, what's going on here?

  341. And once again

  342. Like, there's three years with Jesus

  343. And it just

  344. All I've done is

  345. George, all I've done is

  346. Made Satan mad

  347. And made them failures.

  348. Like, what's going on?

  349. Here.

  350. And then

  351. And then, you know, George

  352. One of the things that I think about

  353. Religious people

  354. One of the things I think about

  355. Religious people

  356. Is all they do is incite violence

  357. And then the very next thing I see

  358. Is that Jesus is encouraging

  359. Having weapons and violence.

  360. I mean, this is actually

  361. Becoming very shocking

  362. That in terms of

  363. What's actually here in the New Testament

  364. You know, I've been told

  365. That if you read the Quran

  366. You'll be shocked

  367. And I just didn't think

  368. That would happen

  369. If I read about Jesus

  370. That I would be so shocked

  371. But look at verses 35

  372. To 38

  373. And Jesus said to them

  374. When I sent you out

  375. With no money bag

  376. Or knapsack

  377. Or sandals

  378. Did you lack anything?

  379. They said nothing

  380. And then you sort of say

  381. Well, George

  382. What should you just say

  383. Well, yeah, just keep on doing that

  384. Like, live a simple life

  385. Like, Walden Pond

  386. Like, thorough

  387. Be spiritual

  388. But then all of a sudden

  389. It takes this dark turn

  390. Because he says in verse 36

  391. Jesus said to them

  392. But now let the one

  393. Who has a money bag

  394. Take it

  395. Like, is Jesus recommending

  396. That they start really

  397. Being concerned about money?

  398. And likewise

  399. A knapsack

  400. And let the one

  401. Who has no sword

  402. Sell his cloak

  403. And buy a sword?

  404. For I tell you

  405. That this scripture

  406. Must be fulfilled in me

  407. And he was numbered

  408. With the transgressors

  409. For what is written about me

  410. Has its telos

  411. Or fulfillment

  412. And they said

  413. Look, Lord

  414. Here are two swords

  415. And he said to them

  416. It's enough

  417. In other words

  418. We're ready

  419. We can go out

  420. We're armed

  421. Group of guys

  422. Two swords

  423. Maybe better have more

  424. But we have two

  425. George

  426. I'm really confused

  427. Here by this

  428. He seems to be doing

  429. Exactly what I'm afraid

  430. That religious people will do

  431. I mean, it's one of the reasons

  432. I, you know

  433. I maybe can't go the way

  434. Of the spiritual people

  435. Because a lot of this

  436. Is just sort of

  437. Spiritual hooey, you know

  438. I mean, George

  439. After you've read this text

  440. Doesn't it make you

  441. Just want to go

  442. To the local Starbucks

  443. And just have a good coffee

  444. And read the paper

  445. And not bother

  446. With the rest of this stuff?

  447. Like, I'm not sure, George

  448. Why anybody now

  449. Would say that Jesus

  450. Is an example

  451. And it finally gets worse

  452. Because, George

  453. Jesus

  454. You know

  455. Some of you might say

  456. You know, I've been

  457. At the deathbed

  458. Of a loved one

  459. And they faced death

  460. A lot better than Jesus did

  461. Like, I was just

  462. At a deathbed

  463. A little while ago

  464. Some of you might say

  465. And, you know

  466. The person dying

  467. They were pretty calm

  468. But look at Jesus

  469. He can't even handle that

  470. Like, why would anybody

  471. Think he's an example?

  472. Like, look at verse 39

  473. And he came out

  474. And went

  475. As was his custom

  476. To the Mount of Olives

  477. And the disciples

  478. Followed him

  479. And by the way

  480. It's because as is his custom

  481. That's how Judas

  482. Is going to know where to go

  483. Like, some of you might say

  484. Jesus is so clueless

  485. He knows Judas

  486. Is going to capture him

  487. He doesn't tell his friends

  488. And now he goes to the place

  489. Where he knows

  490. That Judas knows about

  491. So Judas can bring the soldiers

  492. Verse 40

  493. And when Jesus came to the place

  494. He said to them

  495. Pray that you may not

  496. Enter into temptation

  497. And he withdrew from them

  498. About a stone's throw

  499. And knelt down

  500. And prayed

  501. Saying, Father

  502. If you are willing

  503. Remove this cup from me

  504. Nevertheless

  505. Not my will

  506. But yours

  507. Be done

  508. And there appeared

  509. To Jesus

  510. An angel from heaven

  511. Strengthening him

  512. And being in agony

  513. Look at this

  514. He prayed more earnestly

  515. And his sweat

  516. Became like great drops

  517. Of blood

  518. Falling down to the ground

  519. And whether this is

  520. A literal description

  521. There's a medical condition

  522. That it could be

  523. When you're under

  524. Unbelievable stress

  525. And anxiety

  526. It's

  527. I wrote it down somewhere

  528. I can't remember

  529. I have terrible memory

  530. For medical terms

  531. But there's a medical condition

  532. Or it could just

  533. It could be a metaphor

  534. For unbelievable stress

  535. And

  536. And when he rose from prayer

  537. In verse 45

  538. He came to the disciples

  539. And found them

  540. Sleeping for sorrow

  541. And he said to them

  542. Why are you sleeping?

  543. Rise and pray

  544. That you may not

  545. Enter into temptation

  546. Jesus doesn't seem

  547. To be able to face death

  548. Very well

  549. His disciples

  550. Seem to not

  551. Be able to have

  552. The basic strength

  553. Just to stay awake

  554. And

  555. And

  556. Wow

  557. Wow George

  558. Am I ever glad

  559. I came to church today

  560. This is actually

  561. A perfect time

  562. For me to tell you

  563. My favorite joke

  564. About Anglicans

  565. That many of you

  566. Have heard before

  567. This is the difference

  568. Between the different

  569. Protestant denominations

  570. The Salvation Army

  571. Picks you up

  572. Out of the gutter

  573. The Baptists

  574. They baptize you

  575. And get you that

  576. Basic solid

  577. Discipling beginning

  578. Presbyterians

  579. Educate you

  580. Methodists

  581. Get you

  582. Zealous

  583. For holiness

  584. Pentecostals

  585. They teach you

  586. How to be filled

  587. With the Holy Spirit

  588. And fill the joy

  589. Of the Lord

  590. And how to really sing

  591. Anglicans

  592. Introduce you

  593. To society

  594. And culture

  595. And then

  596. The Salvation Army

  597. Picks you up

  598. Out of the gutter

  599. And some of you

  600. Might say

  601. George

  602. After this

  603. After your talk

  604. I can see

  605. Why Anglicans

  606. After they

  607. Spent some time

  608. With you

  609. You just go back

  610. To the

  611. People are

  612. Picking you up

  613. Out of the gutter

  614. You know

  615. So some of you

  616. Might say

  617. George

  618. Okay George

  619. What do you say

  620. About all of this

  621. What do you say

  622. About all of this

  623. And here's the

  624. Here's the

  625. One of the

  626. Really big things

  627. To say about this

  628. I would say

  629. To people

  630. If they were

  631. To all of these things

  632. You say

  633. You know what

  634. I actually

  635. Basically agree

  636. With you

  637. Jesus isn't

  638. A very good

  639. Example

  640. Jesus isn't

  641. A good example

  642. Years ago

  643. When I was still

  644. Part of the

  645. Anglican Church

  646. Of Canada

  647. There was this

  648. Day long

  649. There was this

  650. Evening workshop

  651. And one of the

  652. Things we had to do

  653. At the table

  654. With other clergy

  655. And the bishop's

  656. Wife was there

  657. And everything

  658. Was talk about

  659. The Bible

  660. And why we

  661. Appreciate the Bible

  662. And they were

  663. All going on

  664. About how the

  665. Bible was really

  666. Great literature

  667. And how the

  668. Bible had so

  669. Much wisdom in it

  670. And I'm not

  671. Making this up

  672. I said to them

  673. You know what

  674. Frankly

  675. For most people

  676. If they had a choice

  677. Between reading

  678. The great literature

  679. In the Bible

  680. And reading like

  681. A Michael Connelly

  682. Novel

  683. Everybody would

  684. Choose the

  685. Michael Connelly

  686. Novel

  687. Everybody would

  688. Pick another

  689. Novel

  690. Because it's

  691. Actually not

  692. Very good

  693. Literature

  694. And if you

  695. Real

  696. And then I

  697. Said

  698. But the

  699. Wisdom

  700. Like I

  701. Don't

  702. Know

  703. Like isn't

  704. The reader's

  705. Digest

  706. With its

  707. Quotes

  708. This is

  709. Like a few

  710. Years ago

  711. Like isn't

  712. That like

  713. An easier

  714. Way to get

  715. Some wisdom

  716. Than the

  717. Bible

  718. And they

  719. All

  720. This is

  721. The reason

  722. Why when I

  723. Was doing

  724. Theology

  725. People weren't

  726. Sure if I

  727. Was an

  728. Atheist

  729. Actually

  730. So

  731. But you

  732. Know I

  733. So if

  734. Somebody said

  735. You know

  736. George all

  737. Those things

  738. You just

  739. Said I

  740. I would

  741. I would say

  742. Well I

  743. Actually I

  744. Agree with

  745. You

  746. Jesus isn't

  747. A good

  748. Example

  749. Probably

  750. Like at

  751. Least

  752. In terms

  753. Of how

  754. You

  755. Understand

  756. It

  757. And so

  758. Then

  759. They'd

  760. Maybe say

  761. To me

  762. Or maybe

  763. You're

  764. Saying to

  765. Me

  766. Well

  767. George

  768. And what

  769. On earth

  770. Is going

  771. On

  772. Like what

  773. Are you

  774. Going to

  775. Say about

  776. This text

  777. And the

  778. First thing

  779. I'd like

  780. To say

  781. Is Andrew

  782. If you

  783. Could put

  784. This up

  785. On the

  786. Screen

  787. I'd

  788. Like to

  789. Say that

  790. Maybe what

  791. The Bible

  792. Is doing

  793. Is

  794. Something which

  795. Is completely

  796. And utterly

  797. Surprising

  798. To us

  799. So you

  800. See the

  801. Part

  802. The big

  803. Problem is

  804. Is that

  805. We look

  806. As if

  807. We think

  808. I'm in

  809. Control

  810. I have

  811. This almighty

  812. Brain

  813. And I

  814. Have this

  815. Almighty

  816. Power

  817. And I

  818. Put my

  819. Cash cards

  820. Somewhere else

  821. But you

  822. Know I

  823. Have the

  824. Money

  825. And so

  826. I'm

  827. Over the

  828. Bible

  829. Reading the

  830. Bible

  831. And what

  832. If

  833. I don't

  834. Understand the

  835. Situation

  836. And actually

  837. The Bible

  838. Is reading

  839. Me

  840. What if

  841. I think

  842. I'm reading

  843. The Bible

  844. And sending

  845. A judgment

  846. On Jesus

  847. Because I

  848. Want to

  849. Figure out

  850. If he's

  851. An example

  852. To follow

  853. And I've

  854. Completely

  855. And utterly

  856. Misunderstood

  857. My situation

  858. And actually

  859. The Bible

  860. Is reading

  861. Me

  862. And I'm

  863. Reading about

  864. Myself

  865. Without

  866. Realizing

  867. It

  868. What

  869. If maybe

  870. What the

  871. Bible

  872. Is showing

  873. Is that

  874. With simple

  875. Clarity

  876. Jesus

  877. Knows us

  878. Human beings

  879. In our

  880. Fragmented

  881. And fallen

  882. Complexity

  883. What if

  884. That's actually

  885. What's maybe

  886. Going on

  887. Just as

  888. An opening

  889. Gambit

  890. That it's

  891. That it's

  892. Not about

  893. Me

  894. Trying to

  895. Figure out

  896. Whether

  897. Jesus

  898. Is a

  899. Good

  900. Example

  901. And I

  902. Can

  903. Say oh

  904. Yeah

  905. Okay well

  906. I'm going to

  907. Forget all

  908. That

  909. You know

  910. Be like

  911. Oh

  912. Yeah right

  913. Serve other

  914. People

  915. Like I'm

  916. Going to

  917. Forget about

  918. That stuff

  919. And yeah

  920. Yeah

  921. You know

  922. This is

  923. Not good

  924. And that's

  925. Not good

  926. And that's

  927. Well you know

  928. But there's

  929. A gem

  930. Of wisdom

  931. In there

  932. And I'll

  933. Sort of

  934. Take that

  935. But you

  936. Know what

  937. If

  938. What if

  939. It's

  940. Actually

  941. That the

  942. Bible

  943. Is showing

  944. That

  945. That God

  946. Knows me

  947. What if

  948. It actually

  949. Is that

  950. Jesus

  951. Knows me

  952. What if

  953. It's

  954. Showing

  955. That

  956. Jesus

  957. Actually

  958. Knows me

  959. In my

  960. Fragmented

  961. Fallen

  962. Complexity

  963. Better than

  964. I know

  965. My own

  966. Fragmented

  967. Fallen

  968. Complexity

  969. What if

  970. It is

  971. The fact

  972. That the

  973. Situation

  974. Is that

  975. Often

  976. I go

  977. In my

  978. Own mind

  979. Between being

  980. A legend

  981. In my

  982. Own mind

  983. To being

  984. Despairing

  985. About my

  986. Life

  987. Because my

  988. Life

  989. Doesn't

  990. Match

  991. The legend

  992. I am

  993. In my

  994. Own mind

  995. And what

  996. If it

  997. Is that

  998. I take

  999. Solace

  1000. At how

  1001. I can

  1002. Put others

  1003. Down

  1004. Maybe I

  1005. Don't have

  1006. The ability

  1007. Like my

  1008. Boss

  1009. Does

  1010. Or my

  1011. Snarky

  1012. Coworker

  1013. To do it

  1014. Right in

  1015. Front of

  1016. Everybody

  1017. Else

  1018. And then

  1019. I cower

  1020. Away

  1021. Because they're

  1022. So good

  1023. At putting

  1024. Me in

  1025. My

  1026. Place

  1027. But

  1028. Afterwards

  1029. I think

  1030. Of those

  1031. Cutting

  1032. Statements

  1033. In my

  1034. Mind

  1035. And I

  1036. Put them

  1037. Down

  1038. And I

  1039. Cut them

  1040. To pieces

  1041. And I

  1042. Tower

  1043. Over

  1044. Them

  1045. And maybe

  1046. And maybe

  1047. I forget

  1048. All about

  1049. That

  1050. All of

  1051. The time

  1052. Because I

  1053. Go back

  1054. To the

  1055. Comfort

  1056. Of my

  1057. Idols

  1058. And I

  1059. Go back

  1060. To

  1061. I go

  1062. Back

  1063. To

  1064. To not

  1065. Recognizing

  1066. Just how

  1067. Fragmented

  1068. And complex

  1069. And fallen

  1070. I actually

  1071. Am

  1072. And maybe

  1073. The Bible

  1074. Is showing

  1075. Me

  1076. That Jesus

  1077. Has clear

  1078. Eyed

  1079. Knowledge

  1080. Like you

  1081. Know maybe

  1082. It's saying

  1083. That

  1084. Jesus

  1085. Who institutes

  1086. The Lord's

  1087. Supper

  1088. He knows

  1089. He knows

  1090. That the

  1091. Apostles

  1092. Are going

  1093. To abandon

  1094. Him

  1095. He knows

  1096. They're weak

  1097. He knows

  1098. They're vain

  1099. He knows

  1100. They're self

  1101. Centered

  1102. He knows

  1103. They're slow

  1104. Learners

  1105. He knows

  1106. That one of

  1107. Them will

  1108. Betray

  1109. Him

  1110. He knows

  1111. All of

  1112. These

  1113. Things

  1114. And still

  1115. He goes

  1116. Ahead

  1117. And does

  1118. What he's

  1119. Going to

  1120. Do

  1121. And you

  1122. See

  1123. Maybe

  1124. There's

  1125. Something

  1126. In this

  1127. Story

  1128. At the

  1129. End

  1130. That

  1131. Helps

  1132. You

  1133. To

  1134. Understand

  1135. Why

  1136. It is

  1137. That

  1138. Jesus

  1139. Isn't

  1140. Actually

  1141. Fundamentally

  1142. An

  1143. Example

  1144. But

  1145. That

  1146. There's

  1147. Something

  1148. Completely

  1149. And utterly

  1150. Going on

  1151. Here

  1152. Because

  1153. You see

  1154. Jesus

  1155. Regularly

  1156. We want

  1157. To avoid

  1158. Thinking about

  1159. The control

  1160. And the

  1161. Command center

  1162. Of our

  1163. Lives

  1164. But

  1165. Jesus

  1166. Always

  1167. Wants

  1168. Us

  1169. To keep

  1170. Looking

  1171. At

  1172. The

  1173. Control

  1174. And

  1175. Command

  1176. Center

  1177. Of

  1178. Our

  1179. Lives

  1180. And

  1181. Looking

  1182. At

  1183. It

  1184. In

  1185. The

  1186. Context

  1187. Of

  1188. Who

  1189. We're

  1190. Really

  1191. Going

  1192. Where

  1193. We've

  1194. Really

  1195. Been

  1196. And

  1197. He

  1198. Wants

  1199. Us

  1200. To do

  1201. It

  1202. All

  1203. In

  1204. The

  1205. Context

  1206. Of

  1207. A

  1208. Real

  1209. God

  1210. Who

  1211. Really

  1212. Exists

  1213. And

  1214. So

  1215. He's

  1216. Looking

  1217. Into

  1218. Our

  1219. Hearts

  1220. And

  1221. He's

  1222. Looking

  1223. Into

  1224. Our

  1225. Hearts

  1226. Because

  1227. Of

  1228. Something

  1229. That

  1230. He

  1231. Says

  1232. In

  1233. This

  1234. Text

  1235. Which

  1236. Makes

  1237. It

  1238. Clear

  1239. Why

  1240. He's

  1241. Not

  1242. An

  1243. Example

  1244. But

  1245. Something

  1246. Completely

  1247. And

  1248. Utterly

  1249. Different

  1250. Than

  1251. We

  1252. Expect

  1253. That

  1254. Makes

  1255. Him

  1256. Completely

  1257. And

  1258. Utterly

  1259. Different

  1260. Than

  1261. Muhammad

  1262. Or

  1263. Buddha

  1264. Or

  1265. Krishna

  1266. Or

  1267. Oprah

  1268. Or

  1269. Harold

  1270. Robbins

  1271. Or

  1272. The

  1273. Woman

  1274. Who

  1275. Wrote

  1276. The

  1277. Secret

  1278. Or

  1279. Any

  1280. Human

  1281. Teacher

  1282. That

  1283. Maybe

  1284. There's

  1285. Something

  1286. Else

  1287. Completely

  1288. Different

  1289. Going

  1290. On

  1291. And

  1292. It

  1293. Comes

  1294. Up

  1295. At

  1296. The

  1297. End

  1298. Of

  1299. The

  1300. Text

  1301. It

  1302. Comes

  1303. Up

  1304. In

  1305. This

  1306. Odd

  1307. Thing

  1308. Where

  1309. It

  1310. Says

  1311. That

  1312. He

  1313. Was

  1314. Numbered

  1315. Amongst

  1316. The

  1317. Transgressors

  1318. And

  1319. It's

  1320. A

  1321. Quote

  1322. From

  1323. Isaiah

    Isaiah 53 chapter mention

  1324. Chapter

  1325. 53

  1326. Verse

  1327. Twelve

  1328. And

  1329. Maybe

  1330. It's

  1331. Something

  1332. About

  1333. Jesus

  1334. Being

  1335. Identified

  1336. With

  1337. Transgressors

  1338. And

  1339. Maybe

  1340. It's

  1341. Something

  1342. About

  1343. That

  1344. Part

  1345. That

  1346. Seems

  1347. So

  1348. Horrible

  1349. Where

  1350. Jesus

  1351. Doesn't

  1352. Even

  1353. Seem

  1354. To

  1355. Have

  1356. The

  1357. Courage

  1358. To

  1359. Face

  1360. Death

  1361. As

  1362. Much

  1363. As

  1364. My

  1365. Uncle

  1366. Faced

  1367. Death

  1368. Or

  1369. My

  1370. Best

  1371. Friend

  1372. Faced

  1373. Death

  1374. Or

  1375. Those

  1376. Martyrs

  1377. Who

  1378. Were

  1379. Killed

  1380. In

  1381. Libya

  1382. Those

  1383. Christian

  1384. Martyrs

  1385. Maybe

  1386. Maybe

  1387. Actually

  1388. If you

  1389. Could

  1390. Andrew

  1391. Put

  1392. Up

  1393. The

  1394. Next

  1395. Slide

  1396. Maybe

  1397. This

  1398. Is

  1399. What's

  1400. Actually

  1401. Going

  1402. On

  1403. In

  1404. The

  1405. Text

  1406. As

  1407. Son

  1408. Of

  1409. God

  1410. And

  1411. Sinless

  1412. Man

  1413. Jesus

  1414. Has

  1415. A

  1416. Cup

  1417. Of

  1418. Destiny

  1419. As

  1420. A

  1421. Fallen

  1422. Image

  1423. Bearer

  1424. Of

  1425. God

  1426. I

  1427. Have

  1428. A

  1429. Cup

  1430. Of

  1431. Doom

  1432. The

  1433. Gospel

  1434. Is

  1435. The

  1436. Good

  1437. News

  1438. That

  1439. With

  1440. Clear

  1441. Eyed

  1442. Grace

  1443. And

  1444. Love

  1445. Jesus

  1446. Offers

  1447. Me

  1448. An

  1449. Exchange

  1450. As

  1451. Son

  1452. Of

  1453. God

  1454. And

  1455. Sinless

  1456. Man

  1457. Jesus

  1458. Has

  1459. A

  1460. Cup

  1461. Of

  1462. Destiny

  1463. As

  1464. A

  1465. Fallen

  1466. Image

  1467. Bearer

  1468. Of

  1469. God

  1470. I

  1471. Have

  1472. A

  1473. Cup

  1474. Of

  1475. Doom

  1476. The

  1477. Gospel

  1478. Is

  1479. The

  1480. Good

  1481. News

  1482. That

  1483. With

  1484. Clear

  1485. Eyed

  1486. Grace

  1487. And

  1488. Love

  1489. Jesus

  1490. Offers

  1491. Me

  1492. An

  1493. Exchange

  1494. You know

  1495. that

  1496. The

  1497. Whole

  1498. Story

  1499. Begins

  1500. With

  1501. Jesus

  1502. Instituing

  1503. The

  1504. Last

  1505. Supper

  1506. And

  1507. This

  1508. Cup

  1509. Of

  1510. A

  1511. New

  1512. Covenant

  1513. But

  1514. You know

  1515. Look

  1516. Here

  1517. Again

  1518. At

  1519. The

  1520. End

  1521. Look

  1522. At

  1523. Those

  1524. Last

  1525. Few

  1526. Verses

  1527. Because

  1528. It's

  1529. Really

  1530. There

  1531. Where

  1532. We

  1533. Understand

  1534. The

  1535. Whole

  1536. Text

  1537. Verses

  1538. 39

  1539. To

  1540. 46

  1541. And

  1542. He

  1543. Came

  1544. Out

  1545. And

  1546. Went

  1547. As

  1548. Was

  1549. His

  1550. Custom

  1551. To

  1552. The

  1553. Mount

  1554. Of

  1555. Olives

  1556. And

  1557. The

  1558. Disciples

  1559. Followed

  1560. Him

  1561. And

  1562. When

  1563. He

  1564. Came

  1565. To

  1566. The

  1567. Place

  1568. He

  1569. Said

  1570. To

  1571. Them

  1572. Pray

  1573. That

  1574. You

  1575. May

  1576. Not

  1577. Enter

  1578. Into

  1579. Temptation

  1580. And

  1581. He

  1582. Withdrew

  1583. From

  1584. Them

  1585. About

  1586. A

  1587. Stone's

  1588. Throw

  1589. And

  1590. Knelt

  1591. Down

  1592. And

  1593. Prayed

  1594. Saying

  1595. Father

  1596. If

  1597. You

  1598. Are

  1599. Willing

  1600. Remove

  1601. This

  1602. Cup

  1603. From

  1604. Me

  1605. Nevertheless

  1606. Not

  1607. My

  1608. Will

  1609. But

  1610. Yours

  1611. Prayed

  1612. More

  1613. Earnestly

  1614. And

  1615. His

  1616. Sweat

  1617. Became

  1618. Like

  1619. Great

  1620. Drops

  1621. Of

  1622. Blood

  1623. Falling

  1624. Down

  1625. To

  1626. The

  1627. Ground

  1628. And

  1629. He

  1630. Rose

  1631. From

  1632. Prayer

  1633. Came

  1634. To

  1635. His

  1636. Disciples

  1637. And

  1638. Found

  1639. Them

  1640. Sleeping

  1641. For

  1642. Sorrow

  1643. And

  1644. He

  1645. Said

  1646. To

  1647. Them

  1648. Why

  1649. Are

  1650. You

  1651. Sleeping

  1652. Rise

  1653. And

  1654. Pray

  1655. That

  1656. You

  1657. Might

  1658. Not

  1659. Enter

  1660. Into

  1661. Temptation

  1662. Imagine

  1663. A

  1664. Thought

  1665. Example

  1666. Nowadays

  1667. With

  1668. CGI

  1669. Imaging

  1670. And

  1671. Everything

  1672. Like

  1673. You

  1674. Could

  1675. Just

  1676. Picture

  1677. This

  1678. In

  1679. A

  1680. Movie

  1681. And

  1682. Imagine

  1683. That

  1684. You

  1685. Had

  1686. A

  1687. Chance

  1688. To

  1689. Sit

  1690. Down

  1691. At

  1692. A

  1693. Table

  1694. With

  1695. God

  1696. So

  1697. There's

  1698. A

  1699. Maybe

  1700. If

  1701. We'd

  1702. Had

  1703. The

  1704. Curtain

  1705. Lifted

  1706. Up

  1707. There

  1708. Were

  1709. Some

  1710. Tables

  1711. I

  1712. Think

  1713. On

  1714. The

  1715. Other

  1716. Side

  1717. It

  1718. Would

  1719. Have

  1720. Been

  1721. Maybe

  1722. It's

  1723. The

  1724. Wrong

  1725. Time

  1726. To

  1727. Had

  1728. The

  1729. Curtain

  1730. Down

  1731. And

  1732. God

  1733. Says

  1734. To

  1735. You

  1736. Come

  1737. Sit

  1738. At

  1739. The

  1740. Table

  1741. With

  1742. Let's

  1743. Have

  1744. A

  1745. Talk

  1746. And

  1747. At

  1748. First

  1749. You're

  1750. A

  1751. Alienated

  1752. Teenager

  1753. With

  1754. A

  1755. Hoodie

  1756. And

  1757. Sitting

  1758. Down

  1759. Just

  1760. Looking

  1761. Down

  1762. And

  1763. There's

  1764. Two

  1765. Cups

  1766. On

  1767. The

  1768. Table

  1769. One

  1770. In

  1771. Front

  1772. Of

  1773. The

  1774. Stranger

  1775. And

  1776. One

  1777. In

  1778. Front

  1779. Of

  1780. Yourself

  1781. And

  1782. You

  1783. Begin

  1784. To

  1785. Let

  1786. God

  1787. Know

  1788. What

  1789. You

  1790. Think

  1791. About

  1792. The

  1793. Different

  1794. Things

  1795. That

  1796. Have

  1797. Happened

  1798. In

  1799. The

  1800. World

  1801. And

  1802. A

  1803. Shocking

  1804. Thing

  1805. Begins

  1806. To

  1807. Happen

  1808. In

  1809. The

  1810. Conversation

  1811. Because

  1812. God

  1813. Says

  1814. Well

  1815. That's

  1816. Very

  1817. Interesting

  1818. That

  1819. You

  1820. Mention

  1821. That

  1822. And

  1823. Then

  1824. God

  1825. Let's

  1826. You

  1827. Know

  1828. Backstories

  1829. And

  1830. All

  1831. Of

  1832. The

  1833. Other

  1834. Things

  1835. And

  1836. You

  1837. Start

  1838. To

  1839. Hear

  1840. All

  1841. Of

  1842. The

  1843. Complications

  1844. And

  1845. Permutations

  1846. You

  1847. Realize

  1848. That

  1849. God

  1850. Is

  1851. Actually

  1852. Pretty

  1853. Just

  1854. There

  1855. And

  1856. Then

  1857. You

  1858. Think

  1859. Of

  1860. Another

  1861. Thing

  1862. And

  1863. You

  1864. Realize

  1865. That

  1866. God

  1867. Actually

  1868. Was

  1869. Pretty

  1870. Good

  1871. There

  1872. As

  1873. Well

  1874. And

  1875. Every

  1876. Time

  1877. You

  1878. Bring

  1879. Up

  1880. Something

  1881. Against

  1882. God

  1883. You

  1884. Realize

  1885. That

  1886. When

  1887. You

  1888. Know

  1889. What

  1890. Went

  1891. On

  1892. Behind

  1893. The

  1894. Scenes

  1895. You

  1896. You

  1897. Agree

  1898. You

  1899. And

  1900. They

  1901. Have

  1902. Done

  1903. Something

  1904. Wrong

  1905. And

  1906. Sometimes

  1907. For

  1908. Reasons

  1909. You

  1910. Can't

  1911. Let

  1912. People

  1913. Know

  1914. Everything

  1915. That's

  1916. Gone

  1917. On

  1918. And

  1919. People

  1920. Can

  1921. Actually

  1922. Even

  1923. Be

  1924. Mad

  1925. At

  1926. You

  1927. But

  1928. It

  1929. Actually

  1930. Is

  1931. The

  1932. Case

  1933. That

  1934. If

  1935. They

  1936. Actually

  1937. Knew

  1938. All

  1939. Of

  1940. The

  1941. Facts

  1942. They

  1943. End

  1944. Up

  1945. Realizing

  1946. You

  1947. You

  1948. You

  1949. Had

  1950. Actually

  1951. Been

  1952. Pretty

  1953. Merciful

  1954. And

  1955. You

  1956. Had

  1957. Been

  1958. Fair

  1959. And

  1960. You

  1961. Done

  1962. The

  1963. Right

  1964. Thing

  1965. And

  1966. I

  1967. Want

  1968. To

  1969. Sug

  1970. That

  1971. If

  1972. You

  1973. Had

  1974. A

  1975. Chance

  1976. To

  1977. Sit

  1978. Down

  1979. With

  1980. God

  1981. At

  1982. A

  1983. Table

  1984. That

  1985. That

  1986. Would

  1987. End

  1988. Up

  1989. Happening

  1990. If

  1991. You

  1992. Talk

  1993. To

  1994. Him

  1995. And

  1996. Then

  1997. God

  1998. Says

  1999. Let's

  2000. Talk

  2001. About

  2002. You

  2003. And

  2004. At

  2005. First

  2006. As

  2007. You

  2008. Talk

  2009. About

  2010. Your

  2011. Life

  2012. You're

  2013. A

  2014. Little

  2015. Bit

  2016. Relieved

  2017. Because

  2018. God

  2019. Knows

  2020. Everything

  2021. About

  2022. You

  2023. And

  2024. So

  2025. Some

  2026. Of

  2027. Those

  2028. Things

  2029. That

  2030. People

  2031. Got

  2032. Mad

  2033. At

  2034. You

  2035. About

  2036. And

  2037. Blamed

  2038. You

  2039. At

  2040. He

  2041. Actually

  2042. I

  2043. Know

  2044. You

  2045. Turned

  2046. The

  2047. Other

  2048. Cheek

  2049. There

  2050. Yeah

  2051. I

  2052. Actually

  2053. Know

  2054. That

  2055. You

  2056. Are

  2057. The

  2058. Generous

  2059. One

  2060. That

  2061. I

  2062. Know

  2063. That

  2064. You

  2065. You

  2066. Know

  2067. That

  2068. Idea

  2069. That

  2070. Everybody

  2071. That

  2072. Was

  2073. Your

  2074. Good

  2075. Idea

  2076. And

  2077. That

  2078. The

  2079. Other

  2080. Person

  2081. And

  2082. At

  2083. First

  2084. You

  2085. May

  2086. Be

  2087. Feeling

  2088. Pretty

  2089. Good

  2090. But

  2091. Then

  2092. Because

  2093. Of

  2094. God's

  2095. Perfect

  2096. Knowledge

  2097. He

  2098. Starts

  2099. To

  2100. Bring

  2101. Up

  2102. All

  2103. Those

  2104. Other

  2105. Things

  2106. And

  2107. He

  2108. Tells

  2109. You

  2110. He

  2111. Reminds

  2112. About

  2113. Maybe

  2114. Even

  2115. Your

  2116. Drive

  2117. Here

  2118. This

  2119. Morning

  2120. And

  2121. Maybe

  2122. The

  2123. Comments

  2124. You

  2125. Have

  2126. About

  2127. How

  2128. Other

  2129. People

  2130. Are

  2131. Dressed

  2132. Or

  2133. About

  2134. How

  2135. The

  2136. Band

  2137. Sang

  2138. Or

  2139. About

  2140. How

  2141. I'm

  2142. Dressed

  2143. And

  2144. He

  2145. Knows

  2146. The

  2147. Times

  2148. When

  2149. You're

  2150. Going

  2151. Through

  2152. What

  2153. You're

  2154. Going

  2155. To

  2156. Say

  2157. To

  2158. Your

  2159. Boss

  2160. Or

  2161. Maybe

  2162. Your

  2163. Lustful

  2164. Thoughts

  2165. Or

  2166. How

  2167. You

  2168. Can

  2169. Maybe

  2170. Lie

  2171. On

  2172. Your

  2173. Taxes

  2174. To

  2175. Get

  2176. A

  2177. Few

  2178. Extra

  2179. Dollars

  2180. And

  2181. Every

  2182. Time

  2183. He

  2184. Comes

  2185. Up

  2186. With

  2187. Something

  2188. Like

  2189. That

  2190. It's

  2191. Like

  2192. He

  2193. Takes

  2194. A

  2195. Bit

  2196. Of

  2197. Black

  2198. Poison

  2199. And

  2200. He

  2201. He

  2202. Said

  2203. You

  2204. Know

  2205. That

  2206. There

  2207. Has

  2208. To

  2209. Be

  2210. Some

  2211. Type

  2212. Of

  2213. Payment

  2214. For

  2215. That

  2216. Don't

  2217. You

  2218. Agree

  2219. At

  2220. First

  2221. You

  2222. Agree

  2223. And

  2224. Then

  2225. He

  2226. Says

  2227. Just

  2228. Imagine

  2229. That

  2230. That's

  2231. Like

  2232. Some

  2233. Poison

  2234. A

  2235. Black

  2236. Ugly

  2237. Looking

  2238. Thing

  2239. And

  2240. I'm

  2241. Just

  2242. Going

  2243. To

  2244. Drop

  2245. Into

  2246. This

  2247. Cup

  2248. And

  2249. Then

  2250. As

  2251. He

  2252. Goes

  2253. Through

  2254. Your

  2255. Life

  2256. There's

  2257. Drop

  2258. After

  2259. Drop

  2260. After

  2261. Drop

  2262. After

  2263. Drop

  2264. After

  2265. Drop

  2266. After

  2267. Drop

  2268. And

  2269. The

  2270. Cup

  2271. Gets

  2272. Full

  2273. But

  2274. After

  2275. That

  2276. It

  2277. Doesn't

  2278. Actually

  2279. Overflow

  2280. It

  2281. Just

  2282. Gets

  2283. Darker

  2284. And

  2285. Blacker

  2286. And

  2287. Danker

  2288. And

  2289. Fouler

  2290. And

  2291. Then

  2292. He

  2293. Said

  2294. George

  2295. This

  2296. Is

  2297. All

  2298. Of

  2299. The

  2300. Things

  2301. You

  2302. Have

  2303. Done

  2304. In

  2305. Your

  2306. Life

  2307. And

  2308. I

  2309. With

  2310. My

  2311. Perfect

  2312. Clear

  2313. I

  2314. Know

  2315. I

  2316. Know

  2317. All

  2318. About

  2319. Them

  2320. And

  2321. I

  2322. Know

  2323. That

  2324. There's

  2325. No

  2326. Excuse

  2327. And

  2328. That

  2329. What

  2330. You've

  2331. Just

  2332. Done

  2333. Is

  2334. You've

  2335. Been

  2336. Self

  2337. Centered

  2338. You've

  2339. Been

  2340. Vain

  2341. You've

  2342. Done

  2343. Horrible

  2344. Things

  2345. You've

  2346. Done

  2347. Bad

  2348. Things

  2349. You've

  2350. Neglected

  2351. To

  2352. Do

  2353. Good

  2354. Things

  2355. And

  2356. Every

  2357. Time

  2358. We've

  2359. Come

  2360. Up

  2361. With

  2362. Something

  2363. It's

  2364. Been

  2365. A

  2366. Drop

  2367. Of

  2368. Black

  2369. A

  2370. Foul

  2371. Black

  2372. Stuff

  2373. Which

  2374. Now

  2375. Goes

  2376. Into

  2377. That

  2378. Cup

  2379. George

  2380. And

  2381. You've

  2382. Evaded

  2383. Punishment

  2384. For

  2385. Most

  2386. Of

  2387. It

  2388. And

  2389. Most

  2390. People

  2391. Cup

  2392. Of

  2393. Doom

  2394. And

  2395. You

  2396. Know

  2397. That

  2398. If

  2399. You

  2400. Drink

  2401. That

  2402. Cup

  2403. Of

  2404. Doom

  2405. You

  2406. Will

  2407. Be

  2408. Completely

  2409. And

  2410. Utterly

  2411. Unmade

  2412. It's

  2413. Unavoidable

  2414. And

  2415. Then

  2416. The

  2417. Hooded

  2418. Stranger

  2419. Lifts

  2420. Up

  2421. His

  2422. Hood

  2423. And

  2424. You

  2425. Realize

  2426. It's

  2427. Jesus

  2428. And

  2429. He's

  2430. Heard

  2431. The

  2432. Whole

  2433. Conversation

  2434. He

  2435. Knows

  2436. Everything

  2437. That's

  2438. Gone

  2439. In

  2440. That

  2441. Cup

  2442. There's

  2443. Nothing

  2444. In

  2445. That

  2446. Cup

  2447. That

  2448. He

  2449. Didn't

  2450. Hear

  2451. About

  2452. And

  2453. Then

  2454. He

  2455. Looks

  2456. At

  2457. You

  2458. And

  2459. Says

  2460. George

  2461. I

  2462. Want

  2463. To

  2464. Make

  2465. A

  2466. Trade

  2467. To

  2468. You

  2469. With

  2470. You

  2471. In

  2472. The

  2473. Old

  2474. Testament

  2475. There's

  2476. Sort

  2477. Of

  2478. Two

  2479. Primary

  2480. Ways

  2481. That

  2482. There's

  2483. Image

  2484. About

  2485. The

  2486. Cup

  2487. Is

  2488. It's

  2489. A

  2490. Cup

  2491. Of

  2492. Wrath

  2493. It's

  2494. A

  2495. Cup

  2496. Of

  2497. Doom

  2498. It's

  2499. A

  2500. Cup

  2501. Of

  2502. God's

  2503. Judgment

  2504. That

  2505. People

  2506. Must

  2507. Drink

  2508. And

  2509. The

  2510. Other

  2511. Image

  2512. Connected

  2513. To

  2514. A

  2515. Cup

  2516. Is

  2517. A

  2518. Cup

  2519. Of

  2520. Destiny

  2521. In

  2522. Other

  2523. Words

  2524. You

  2525. Drink

  2526. That

  2527. Cup

  2528. That

  2529. You

  2530. Were

  2531. Destined

  2532. To

  2533. Drink

  2534. That

  2535. It's

  2536. Connected

  2537. To

  2538. Good

  2539. Things

  2540. That

  2541. Are

  2542. Going

  2543. To

  2544. Be

  2545. Accomplished

  2546. And

  2547. Now

  2548. You

  2549. Realize

  2550. That

  2551. You've

  2552. Been Sitting

  2553. At

  2554. This

  2555. Table

  2556. With

  2557. God

  2558. And

  2559. There's

  2560. A

  2561. Cup

  2562. In

  2563. Front

  2564. Of

  2565. Jesus

  2566. And

  2567. There's

  2568. A

  2569. Cup

  2570. In

  2571. Front

  2572. Of

  2573. You

  2574. And

  2575. You

  2576. Know

  2577. That

  2578. Your

  2579. Cup

  2580. Is

  2581. A

  2582. Cup

  2583. Of

  2584. Doom

  2585. You

  2586. Know

  2587. That

  2588. Jesus

  2589. Has

  2590. Never

  2591. Done

  2592. Anything

  2593. Wrong

  2594. And

  2595. His

  2596. Cup

  2597. Is

  2598. A

  2599. Cup

  2600. Of

  2601. Destiny

  2602. And

  2603. Jesus

  2604. Looks

  2605. At

  2606. You

  2607. And

  2608. Says

  2609. George

  2610. I

  2611. Want

  2612. To

  2613. Give

  2614. You

  2615. Good

  2616. News

  2617. I

  2618. Know

  2619. Exactly

  2620. What's

  2621. In

  2622. Your

  2623. Cup

  2624. I

  2625. Know

  2626. Everything

  2627. That's

  2628. In

  2629. Your

  2630. Cup

  2631. That

  2632. I

  2633. Know

  2634. That

  2635. Even

  2636. Now

  2637. You've

  2638. You've

  2639. Blocked

  2640. Your

  2641. Mind

  2642. Out

  2643. Of

  2644. Some

  2645. Of

  2646. The

  2647. Things

  2648. But

  2649. I

  2650. Haven't

  2651. Forgotten

  2652. And

  2653. Because

  2654. I

  2655. Love

  2656. You

  2657. I

  2658. Will

  2659. Drink

  2660. Your

  2661. Cup

  2662. Of

  2663. Doom

  2664. And

  2665. You

  2666. Can

  2667. Drink

  2668. My

  2669. Cup

  2670. Of

  2671. Destiny

  2672. And

  2673. I

  2674. Will

  2675. Do

  2676. It

  2677. Freely

  2678. For

  2679. You

  2680. Because

  2681. I

  2682. Love

  2683. You

  2684. Will

  2685. You

  2686. Accept

  2687. Me

  2688. And

  2689. Accept

  2690. My

  2691. Offer

  2692. There's

  2693. Nothing

  2694. You

  2695. Can

  2696. Offer

  2697. Me

  2698. There's

  2699. Nothing

  2700. I

  2701. Need

  2702. I

  2703. Just

  2704. Do

  2705. It

  2706. For

  2707. You

  2708. Because

  2709. I

  2710. Love

  2711. You

  2712. And

  2713. That's

  2714. What

  2715. The

  2716. Gospel

  2717. Is

  2718. See

  2719. That's

  2720. Why

  2721. Jesus

  2722. Was

  2723. In

  2724. Agony

  2725. In

  2726. The

  2727. Garden

  2728. It's

  2729. Because

  2730. He

  2731. Had

  2732. Clear

  2733. Eyed

  2734. Gracious

  2735. Gospel

  2736. Love

  2737. And

  2738. He

  2739. Knew

  2740. That

  2741. He

  2742. Was

  2743. Going

  2744. To

  2745. Drink

  2746. My

  2747. Cup

  2748. And

  2749. He

  2750. Was

  2751. Going

  2752. To

  2753. Drink

  2754. Your

  2755. Cup

  2756. And

  2757. He

  2758. Knew

  2759. That

  2760. With

  2761. Clear

  2762. Eyed

  2763. Knowledge

  2764. With

  2765. No

  2766. Illusions

  2767. With

  2768. No

  2769. Romanticism

  2770. With

  2771. Nothing

  2772. He

  2773. Knew

  2774. The

  2775. Stark

  2776. Truth

  2777. Of

  2778. Your

  2779. Life

  2780. And

  2781. Mine

  2782. And

  2783. Everything

  2784. Bad

  2785. And

  2786. Shameful

  2787. And

  2788. Foul

  2789. And

  2790. On

  2791. Is

  2792. Blяти

  2793. rồi

  2794. Pretty

  2795. In

  2796. And he offers you this exchange.

  2797. And that's, you see, what's in communion in a sense.

  2798. It's why it's so brilliant that it goes from the communion to this time.

  2799. Because the Christian life begins when you say to God,

  2800. I will accept this offer of what your son has done for me.

  2801. I will accept that.

  2802. The cross is Jesus drinking the cup of doom that you deserved and I deserved.

  2803. And in communion, every time we receive communion,

  2804. we both remember that he drank the cup I deserved.

  2805. And we realize that in communion, we do not drink the cup that we deserve.

  2806. I drink the cup of destiny that he deserved.

  2807. And it only works if it's actually a remembrance that that's the exchange that I accepted,

  2808. that he offered and that I accepted.

  2809. As son of God and sinless man, Jesus has a cup of destiny.

  2810. As a fallen image bearer of God, I have a cup of doom.

  2811. And the gospel is the good news that with clear-eyed grace and love,

  2812. Jesus offers me an exchange.

  2813. In fact, now if you go back and you look through the whole story again,

  2814. and you realize that it's fundamentally a preparation,

  2815. all of the things that we've heard are not, in fact, a sign of Jesus' failure.

  2816. Every single thing that I read and I've made it look,

  2817. from the perspective of being an example, it looks like a failure.

  2818. If you understand that it's the Bible trying to help me to see my heart,

  2819. the control center of my life,

  2820. and that it's leading me to this understanding,

  2821. the final moment that Jesus is going to take the cup of doom that I deserve,

  2822. then you can go back and you realize that it's something quite different,

  2823. that even when I put my faith in Jesus,

  2824. when I put my faith in Jesus,

  2825. I don't all of a sudden become a superstar.

  2826. I still remain the same person that I am,

  2827. and so that I have to understand faith in a way that's gospel-driven,

  2828. not George-driven, if you could put it up, Andrew.

  2829. Faith in Jesus means living on the strength of his grip on me,

  2830. not my grip on him.

  2831. Faith in Jesus means living on the strength of his grip on me,

  2832. not my grip on him.

  2833. How good is Peter's grip?

  2834. Peter's going to deny Jesus.

  2835. They're all going to deny Jesus.

  2836. Jesus is, they're just going to fail.

  2837. But you see, here's the thing,

  2838. you know how in superhero, like in action movies,

  2839. you know the person's falling out of the helicopter,

  2840. they've fallen off the cliff,

  2841. and just before they fall,

  2842. the arm reaches down from the person who's above them,

  2843. and they grab them.

  2844. And just imagine now that the Christian life is based not on how strong the person who's hanging down,

  2845. and about to fall,

  2846. how strong their grip is.

  2847. Because it might very well be in the movie,

  2848. that you see the person who's holding down,

  2849. that their grip lets go.

  2850. They can't hold it.

  2851. In the movie, sometimes that means that the person falls to their doom.

  2852. But no matter whether we go through times in our life when our grip on Jesus' hand is so weak that we cannot hold,

  2853. his grip on me never lets me go.

  2854. In the Bible text is trying to tell me that all the way through this,

  2855. that Jesus is for me,

  2856. that he intercedes for me,

  2857. that he knows that my grip is going to let go,

  2858. that he knows that my grip will fail,

  2859. and he wants to keep reminding me,

  2860. George,

  2861. faith is putting your hand in my hand,

  2862. but faith continues and grows,

  2863. knowing that your grip will never be enough,

  2864. but my grip is always sufficient.

  2865. It will never let you go.

  2866. That time of depression,

  2867. that time of failure,

  2868. that financial setback,

  2869. the problems in your family,

  2870. the problems in your job,

  2871. the health concerns,

  2872. all of those things,

  2873. those times when you just purely and utterly willfully want to do bad things,

  2874. or turn your back on God,

  2875. once you've put your hand in mine,

  2876. and there will be many times in your life,

  2877. George and friend,

  2878. when your grip will be very weak,

  2879. but I want you to understand,

  2880. I have drank in the cup of doom that you deserve,

  2881. and my grip on you will always be sufficient,

  2882. and will never let you go.

  2883. Never let you go.

  2884. And then,

  2885. finally,

  2886. if you could put up the last screen,

  2887. Andrew,

  2888. in terms of how Jesus is inviting us to live,

  2889. I enter the Jesus way praying,

  2890. not my will,

  2891. but yours be done.

  2892. Isn't that the prayer of conversion?

  2893. It's Jesus who says to me,

  2894. George,

  2895. this is the cup of doom.

  2896. It's your cup.

  2897. Jesus says,

  2898. this is my cup,

  2899. the cup of destiny.

  2900. And Jesus looks at me and says,

  2901. my will

  2902. is that you drink my cup,

  2903. and let me drink your cup.

  2904. And the Christian life begins,

  2905. in a sense,

  2906. when I say to Jesus,

  2907. not my will,

  2908. but yours be done.

  2909. Not my will,

  2910. but yours be done.

  2911. I enter the Jesus way praying,

  2912. not my will,

  2913. but yours be done.

  2914. And I walk the Jesus way,

  2915. learning to pray day by day,

  2916. not my will,

  2917. but yours be done.

  2918. Jesus,

  2919. God doesn't wait for my heart

  2920. to stop being fragmented,

  2921. and incomplete,

  2922. and fallen,

  2923. and bent.

  2924. And sometimes I ask for brilliant,

  2925. selfless things,

  2926. and other times I have a pious,

  2927. spiritual way of praying,

  2928. like Janet Joplin,

  2929. Lord,

  2930. won't you give me a Mercedes Benz?

  2931. And God hears all the prayers,

  2932. and he answers everyone,

  2933. and in heaven we'll say,

  2934. God,

  2935. I'm so thankful you said no

  2936. to 95% of my prayers.

  2937. I'm so glad.

  2938. But we grow learning

  2939. that we enter the Christian,

  2940. the Jesus way,

  2941. by saying,

  2942. not my will,

  2943. but yours be done.

  2944. Father,

  2945. take this cup from me.

  2946. Not my will,

  2947. but yours be done.

  2948. And I learn to walk

  2949. the Christian walk

  2950. day by day.

  2951. That when my ego,

  2952. and my confusion,

  2953. and my desire for power,

  2954. and my desire for violence,

  2955. and my being a legend

  2956. in my own mind

  2957. is getting in my own way,

  2958. and messing up my life,

  2959. and doing all of those things,

  2960. and I walk the Christian walk,

  2961. starting to learn day by day

  2962. that in every situation,

  2963. I should be praying,

  2964. Father,

  2965. please help me with this,

  2966. please do this,

  2967. but not my will,

  2968. but yours be done.

  2969. Not my will,

  2970. but yours be done.

  2971. We enter the Christian way,

  2972. and we walk the Christian way

  2973. in the same terms,

  2974. the terms that Jesus

  2975. sets before us.

  2976. Friend,

  2977. if you have wandered

  2978. far from God,

  2979. maybe there was a time

  2980. when you had given

  2981. your life to Jesus,

  2982. but you've wandered

  2983. far from God.

  2984. He's never let

  2985. His grip up on you.

  2986. There's no time

  2987. better today

  2988. than to call out

  2989. to Jesus

  2990. and say,

  2991. not my will,

  2992. but yours be done,

  2993. and my life

  2994. from now on.

  2995. Thank you

  2996. that your grip

  2997. has never let me go.

  2998. There's no better time

  2999. than today

  3000. to do that business

  3001. with God.

  3002. And if you have looked

  3003. down your nose

  3004. at Christian people,

  3005. and the way I started

  3006. talking about this book,

  3007. and that was exactly

  3008. what was through your heart,

  3009. but now you realize

  3010. that all the way

  3011. that you thought

  3012. you were examining Jesus,

  3013. He was actually trying

  3014. to make you examine

  3015. your own heart.

  3016. and it's time

  3017. for you to begin

  3018. the Christian walk.

  3019. There's no better time

  3020. today,

  3021. and there's no better

  3022. words to use

  3023. than just today.

  3024. Say to Jesus,

  3025. for the beginning

  3026. of the rest of your life

  3027. in the Jesus way,

  3028. not my will,

  3029. but yours be done.

  3030. There's no better time

  3031. than today

  3032. to say such a prayer.

  3033. And Jesus,

  3034. who died for you

  3035. with clear-eyed love,

  3036. will grip you

  3037. with His hand,

  3038. and He'll never

  3039. let you go

  3040. until you see Him

  3041. face to face

  3042. in the new heaven

  3043. and the new earth.

  3044. Please stand.

  3045. Just take a moment

  3046. to make that private

  3047. work of God,

  3048. that private work

  3049. with God

  3050. that the Holy Spirit

  3051. is convicting you to do.

  3052. Many of us

  3053. might want to memorize

  3054. later on

  3055. when we go home.

  3056. Verse 42,

  3057. Father,

  3058. if you are willing,

  3059. remove this cup from me.

  3060. Nevertheless,

  3061. not my will,

  3062. but yours be done.

  3063. That latter half,

  3064. nevertheless,

  3065. not my will,

  3066. but yours be done.

  3067. Father,

  3068. we thank you

  3069. that Jesus' prayer

  3070. for Peter

  3071. was answered,

  3072. that Peter did put,

  3073. that your grip

  3074. on Peter

  3075. was so strong

  3076. that even though Peter,

  3077. Father,

  3078. we thank you

  3079. that we can live

  3080. out of knowing

  3081. that because your grip

  3082. is so strong with us

  3083. that even when we fail,

  3084. we have a ground

  3085. for turning and repenting

  3086. and coming back to you

  3087. because we know

  3088. that you knew all about it

  3089. and still you kept

  3090. your grip on us

  3091. and never let us go.

  3092. We thank you,

  3093. Father,

  3094. that we can understand

  3095. what the cross is

  3096. and what you've accomplished

  3097. for us on the cross.

  3098. We thank you,

  3099. Father.

  3100. We ask that you would grip us

  3101. with what Jesus did

  3102. for the cross

  3103. so that as we are gripped

  3104. by what Jesus did

  3105. for us on the cross,

  3106. that we can respond

  3107. by basing our life on it,

  3108. by grounding our actions on it,

  3109. that we start to understand

  3110. how to model our lives on it,

  3111. that it starts to draw us

  3112. into doing things

  3113. that we never thought

  3114. that we could do,

  3115. that we never had

  3116. the ability to do,

  3117. that you will draw us

  3118. into yourself,

  3119. that you will form us,

  3120. that you will shape us,

  3121. that you will mold us

  3122. as we're gripped

  3123. by the gospel.

  3124. Father,

  3125. make us disciples of Jesus,

  3126. gripped by the gospel

  3127. who live for your glory

  3128. and we thank you,

  3129. Father,

  3130. that we understand

  3131. that we're gripped

  3132. by the gospel

  3133. because Jesus grips us

  3134. and Father,

  3135. help us to live our lives

  3136. as disciples of Jesus,

  3137. gripped by the gospel

  3138. who live for your glory

  3139. and this we ask

  3140. in Jesus' name.

  3141. Amen.