Sermon
JESUS ON UNANSWERED PRAYER
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Father, you know us perfectly.
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You know us completely.
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You know us deeply.
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You know us from the moment of our conception in our mother's womb.
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You know us to our present moment.
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You know what is our future that we do not know but you know.
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You know the dreams we have at night that we cannot remember when we wake up.
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You know those things that we have buried in our past and have forgotten about.
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You know every face and every front that we use.
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And you know how we go from one front to another when we shift and how we shift.
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You know those things about us that are strong.
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You know those things about us that are absolutely terrible.
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And we give you thanks and praise that knowing us so perfectly and so completely.
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That still your son came to die for us on the cross.
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We ask Father that your Holy Spirit would come and touch the command center of who we are.
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That Jesus would truly be the savior and the Lord of our lives.
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And that we would rest in his strong grip on us.
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And this we ask in the name of Jesus, your son and our savior.
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Amen.
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Please be seated.
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Just as we're starting, you're going to see why in a moment why this might be important.
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But if you've forgotten your Bible or you don't own a Bible, there's some Bibles up at the front right there.
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And you're welcome to take a Bible if you want.
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You can keep it.
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It's a gift from us or you could return it afterwards.
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I don't know how much, how close attention you were paying to Jeremy when you were reading.
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But here's the thing.
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If you were listening to that carefully and just sort of listening to it at face value.
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Or maybe imagine that you had to read this text to your skeptical boss or your skeptical next door neighbor.
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And don't you think that they would say to you that Jesus does not seem wise?
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That Jesus does not seem to be a very good teacher.
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That Jesus is not very spiritual.
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And that Jesus recommends bad things.
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And that Jesus, in fact, is a terrible example.
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Some of you may be your guests and you're wondering why you've come to church today.
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Maybe some of you are saying, hooray, somebody's actually finally pointing this out.
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But I don't know.
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You're both welcome.
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But, you know, if you think about it, it's a very, very common thing that people will say.
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That, you know, Jesus is a very wise man.
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If Christians were more like Jesus, it would be better that Jesus is a good man.
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If Christians were more like Jesus, that would be a good thing.
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That Jesus is a really good example.
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If Christians followed the example of Jesus, that would be a really good thing.
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But if you just listen to what Jeremy read, you'd actually probably start to say,
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one moment, maybe I'm going to take some of that stuff back.
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Because actually, if you listen to what Jesus does and what he says
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and the impact that he's had on people's lives,
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I'm not actually sure if he's very good or wise.
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And I'm definitely, it's definitely not the case that he's a good example.
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That's what some of you might say if you actually read this.
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So it would be a great help to me.
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Let's go back and see.
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Some of you might say, George, that's a very shocking thing to say.
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But let's open your Bibles.
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Let's go back to the text and let's look at it and just see.
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Is, in fact, the Bible showing us that Jesus is a really good example?
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Is he a good example because of his wisdom, his spirituality, his access to God,
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his ability to make us successful?
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Is he a good example to follow?
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So if you take your Bibles, we were reading from Luke chapter 22.
Luke 22 chapter mention
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And I'm just going to start reading from a few verses prior to where we started.
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So if you have Bibles, it's Luke chapter 22.
Luke 22 chapter mention
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And we're going to begin at verse 19.
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And just if you're not familiar with how the book of Luke goes,
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the book of Luke is a book, right?
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So it has a structure.
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It's not just a series of quotes.
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And so in this structure, Jesus is in Jerusalem.
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It's a Thursday evening.
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And Jesus knows that Judas is going to betray him.
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And Jesus knows he's going to die the next day.
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And so this is part of that whole sort of final bit of dialogue between Jesus and his disciples.
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Next Sunday, we'll look at Jesus being captured.
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But that's sort of the context.
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And here's how it begins in verse 19.
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It begins actually for some people who don't really know where things come from.
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And you know about communion.
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This is actually where communion comes from in verse 19.
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And Jesus took bread.
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And when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them saying,
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This is my body, which is given for you.
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Do this in remembrance of me.
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And likewise, the cup after they had eaten saying,
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This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.
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And so that's sort of a, that's sort of, some of you might say,
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No, that's sort of where the Lord's Supper stuff comes from.
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I guess that's why Christians do it.
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Jesus said to do it.
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But then all of a sudden, here we get into the part now,
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Which would make many people, if they actually read the New Testament,
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Wonder why it is that anybody would want to follow Jesus.
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Because look what immediately happens in verse 21.
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But behold, the hand of him who betrays me is with me on the table.
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Because Judas was there, and Judas, who's going to betray him for money,
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Has just received communion from Jesus.
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For the Son of Man, that's Jesus referring to himself,
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Goes as it has been determined.
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But woe to that man by whom he is betrayed.
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And they, that's the other 11 disciples, and maybe Judas as well.
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Judas is probably going, Whoa, I wonder who he's talking about.
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Whoa, do you think he's talking about you?
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Like, you know, Judas is right there, right?
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Judas doesn't want to come up to everybody and say,
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It's me.
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I'm the one who's going to slip out in a couple of minutes and betray Jesus.
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Judas wouldn't have done that.
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He would have been asking the questions just with the rest of them, right?
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And so in verse 23,
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And they began to question one another,
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Which of them it could be who was going to do this?
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And we'll just sort of pause.
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Keep your finger in the Bible.
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We're just going to sort of go through the text
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And keep making these little pauses and observations.
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So here's the question.
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You know, you could say to yourself,
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If Jesus is so effective,
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Then why is it that after three years with him,
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That one of his closest disciples would actually betray him?
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Like, I don't know,
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Is Jesus actually really that good of a teacher?
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That he could spend long hours really closely with somebody,
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And then they would betray him for really not that much money.
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Like, it's not even like he got tempted, you know,
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With five million dollars and, you know,
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Medical treatment for his kids or something like that.
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Like, it was actually not that much money.
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Like, actually, you know what?
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Like, why would Jesus have picked,
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Like, not so much why he picked it,
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But how could they,
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How could Jesus actually be a good teacher
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If he could spend three years teaching Judas
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And then Judas would do this?
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And you know what?
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If you actually think about it for a second,
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Like, what type of effect did Jesus' teaching have on the disciples
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If they couldn't actually figure this out?
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Like, does that mean that if I spend three years following Jesus
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At the end of it,
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I still might just betray him?
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Or I'll be so clueless that I can't actually read somebody
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Who's going to betray one of my friends?
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Like, I don't know,
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I don't know if maybe Jesus did that good a job
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In doing all of this.
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And then look at verse 24.
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Like, it gets worse as the story goes on, actually.
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Verse 24.
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So it's very interesting.
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They go, they begin by going,
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Well, who's going to betray Jesus?
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They're all, like, thinking about this.
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And then, the next thing you know,
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They become unbelievably self-centered.
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They forget about Jesus
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Because they begin by saying,
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Who could do the bad thing?
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By saying,
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Well, like, I'm the best.
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I mean, obviously I'm the best.
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Can't be me.
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Because I'm the best.
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That's what it goes right from, immediately.
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Verse 24.
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A dispute.
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They actually get into argument over this.
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A dispute also arose among them,
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As to which of them was to be regarded as the greatest.
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And Jesus said to them,
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The kings of the Gentiles, the pagans,
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Exercise lordship over them,
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And those in authority over them
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Are called benefactors.
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But not so with you.
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Rather, let the greatest among you
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Become as the youngest.
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And the leader is the one who serves.
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For who is the greater?
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One who reclines at table or one who serves?
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Is it not the one who reclines at table?
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But I am among you as the one who serves.
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And, you know, if you think about it for a second,
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You think, one moment,
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There's two problems with this.
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The first problem is that
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These guys have spent three years with Jesus,
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And they're still just as self-centered
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And sort of stupid
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As a bunch of drunk guys in a bar.
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And that's the result.
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That's the fruit of three years of Jesus' teaching.
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And at one moment here,
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Let's look at this advice.
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Does Jesus know my boss?
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Does he know my co-workers?
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Does he know what my brothers and sisters
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And my neighbors and my kids are like?
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If I actually start to just serve them,
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Does he realize how big a mat that I will be
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For people to wipe their feet on?
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Like, is this actually good advice?
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Like, does he know my boss?
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Like, if he knew my boss,
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If he knew my co-workers,
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And, you know, the sleazy ones
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Who just, you know,
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If they make a mistake,
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It's my fault.
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And if I, you know,
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If I do something good,
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They steal it.
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I don't know how many of you
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Watch Parks and Recreation.
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Very funny show.
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And, you know,
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If you know the show,
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You'll know Jerry.
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They all pick on Jerry.
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And then even when they do something bad,
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They say it's Jerry's fault.
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If I listen to Jesus' advice,
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I'm going to be the butt of all the jokes.
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I'll be Jerry.
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And then actually,
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And then,
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Some of you might say,
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You know,
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And I just remember what happens
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Immediately after this, George.
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Jesus does that typical religious thing
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And spiritual thing
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That just drives me crazy.
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Here he sees this bunch of people
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That, if you're honest,
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Are losers.
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And then he goes ahead
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And promises them
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That they're going to be better
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Than everybody else.
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Like, look what happens
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In verse 28.
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Jesus says to them,
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You are those who have stayed with me
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In my trials,
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And I assign to you
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As my Father assigned to me
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A kingdom
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That you may eat and drink
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At my table in my kingdom
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And sit on thrones
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Judging the twelve tribes of Israel?
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Like, Jesus says that
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To these losers
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Who get into arguments
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About who's the greatest
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And can't recognize
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That one of them's betrayed him?
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We don't know, by the way,
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Where in this whole conversation
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Judas has quietly slipped out.
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Maybe it's while they're having
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An argument about
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Who's the greatest
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That they don't even notice
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That Judas has slipped out.
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And Judas is now off
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In the night
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Going to where
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The soldiers and the police
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Are going to capture Jesus
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So he can be killed
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The next day.
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And so, you know,
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We might say, you know,
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George, this
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Like, George,
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Given all of these guys
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Would you choose these guys
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To judge people?
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Like, where's Jesus' judgment
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In all of this?
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Like, the more I look at this text
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The more I sort of wonder
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Whether Jesus actually is wise or good.
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Like, whether he really is
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A good example.
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And then in verse 31 to 34
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It continues just to get
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It gets worse.
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Like, Jesus says,
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Simon, Simon,
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Behold, Satan demanded
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To have you
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And if you were Irish
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And isn't it too bad
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That we aren't all Irish?
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Just joking.
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To have yous
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Because it's plural
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Or if you're from the south
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Satan demanded
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To have you all
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That he might sift you all
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Like wheat
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But I have prayed for you
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Singular
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That your faith may not fail
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And when you have turned again
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Strengthen your brothers.
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Peter said to him
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Lord, I am ready to go with you
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Both to prison and to death.
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And Jesus said
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I tell you, Peter
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That the rooster
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Will not crow this day
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Until you deny three times
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That you have known me.
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Now, here's the thing
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That some of you might say
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Okay, one moment, George.
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Jesus' prayer didn't work, right?
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Isn't that what you're going to read next week?
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Isn't that what happens later on?
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Just after Jeremy stopped reading
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That Peter actually
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In fact, they all fail.
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Jesus says he's going to pray for them
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But they all fail.
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Like, you know what, George?
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I don't have to go to Jesus
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To learn how to have God say
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Have my prayers not work
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I do that all right by myself.
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I pray and my prayers don't work
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And so now you want me to go to Jesus
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And his prayers don't work, George.
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Like, what's going on here?
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And once again
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Like, there's three years with Jesus
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And it just
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All I've done is
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George, all I've done is
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Made Satan mad
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And made them failures.
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Like, what's going on?
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Here.
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And then
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And then, you know, George
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One of the things that I think about
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Religious people
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One of the things I think about
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Religious people
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Is all they do is incite violence
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And then the very next thing I see
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Is that Jesus is encouraging
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Having weapons and violence.
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I mean, this is actually
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Becoming very shocking
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That in terms of
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What's actually here in the New Testament
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You know, I've been told
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That if you read the Quran
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You'll be shocked
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And I just didn't think
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That would happen
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If I read about Jesus
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That I would be so shocked
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But look at verses 35
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To 38
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And Jesus said to them
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When I sent you out
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With no money bag
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Or knapsack
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Or sandals
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Did you lack anything?
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They said nothing
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And then you sort of say
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Well, George
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What should you just say
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Well, yeah, just keep on doing that
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Like, live a simple life
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Like, Walden Pond
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Like, thorough
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Be spiritual
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But then all of a sudden
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It takes this dark turn
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Because he says in verse 36
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Jesus said to them
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But now let the one
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Who has a money bag
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Take it
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Like, is Jesus recommending
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That they start really
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Being concerned about money?
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And likewise
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A knapsack
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And let the one
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Who has no sword
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Sell his cloak
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And buy a sword?
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For I tell you
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That this scripture
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Must be fulfilled in me
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And he was numbered
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With the transgressors
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For what is written about me
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Has its telos
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Or fulfillment
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And they said
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Look, Lord
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Here are two swords
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And he said to them
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It's enough
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In other words
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We're ready
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We can go out
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We're armed
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Group of guys
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Two swords
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Maybe better have more
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But we have two
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George
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I'm really confused
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Here by this
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He seems to be doing
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Exactly what I'm afraid
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That religious people will do
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I mean, it's one of the reasons
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I, you know
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I maybe can't go the way
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Of the spiritual people
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Because a lot of this
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Is just sort of
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Spiritual hooey, you know
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I mean, George
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After you've read this text
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Doesn't it make you
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Just want to go
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To the local Starbucks
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And just have a good coffee
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And read the paper
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And not bother
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With the rest of this stuff?
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Like, I'm not sure, George
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Why anybody now
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Would say that Jesus
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Is an example
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And it finally gets worse
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Because, George
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Jesus
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You know
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Some of you might say
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You know, I've been
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At the deathbed
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Of a loved one
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And they faced death
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A lot better than Jesus did
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Like, I was just
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At a deathbed
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A little while ago
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Some of you might say
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And, you know
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The person dying
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They were pretty calm
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But look at Jesus
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He can't even handle that
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Like, why would anybody
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Think he's an example?
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Like, look at verse 39
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And he came out
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And went
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As was his custom
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To the Mount of Olives
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And the disciples
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Followed him
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And by the way
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It's because as is his custom
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That's how Judas
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Is going to know where to go
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Like, some of you might say
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Jesus is so clueless
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He knows Judas
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Is going to capture him
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He doesn't tell his friends
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And now he goes to the place
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Where he knows
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That Judas knows about
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So Judas can bring the soldiers
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Verse 40
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And when Jesus came to the place
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He said to them
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Pray that you may not
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Enter into temptation
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And he withdrew from them
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About a stone's throw
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And knelt down
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And prayed
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Saying, Father
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If you are willing
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Remove this cup from me
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Nevertheless
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Not my will
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But yours
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Be done
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And there appeared
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To Jesus
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An angel from heaven
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Strengthening him
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And being in agony
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Look at this
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He prayed more earnestly
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And his sweat
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Became like great drops
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Of blood
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Falling down to the ground
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And whether this is
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A literal description
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There's a medical condition
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That it could be
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When you're under
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Unbelievable stress
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And anxiety
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It's
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I wrote it down somewhere
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I can't remember
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I have terrible memory
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For medical terms
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But there's a medical condition
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Or it could just
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It could be a metaphor
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For unbelievable stress
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And
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And when he rose from prayer
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In verse 45
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He came to the disciples
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And found them
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Sleeping for sorrow
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And he said to them
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Why are you sleeping?
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Rise and pray
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That you may not
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Enter into temptation
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Jesus doesn't seem
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To be able to face death
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Very well
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His disciples
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Seem to not
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Be able to have
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The basic strength
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Just to stay awake
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And
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And
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Wow
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Wow George
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Am I ever glad
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I came to church today
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This is actually
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A perfect time
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For me to tell you
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My favorite joke
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About Anglicans
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That many of you
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Have heard before
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This is the difference
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Between the different
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Protestant denominations
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The Salvation Army
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Picks you up
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Out of the gutter
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The Baptists
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They baptize you
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And get you that
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Basic solid
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Discipling beginning
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Presbyterians
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Educate you
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Methodists
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Get you
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Zealous
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For holiness
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Pentecostals
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They teach you
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How to be filled
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With the Holy Spirit
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And fill the joy
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Of the Lord
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And how to really sing
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Anglicans
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Introduce you
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To society
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And culture
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And then
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The Salvation Army
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Picks you up
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Out of the gutter
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And some of you
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Might say
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George
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After this
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After your talk
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I can see
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Why Anglicans
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After they
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Spent some time
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With you
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You just go back
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To the
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People are
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Picking you up
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Out of the gutter
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You know
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So some of you
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Might say
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George
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Okay George
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What do you say
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About all of this
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What do you say
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About all of this
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And here's the
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Here's the
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One of the
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Really big things
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To say about this
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I would say
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To people
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If they were
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To all of these things
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You say
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You know what
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I actually
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Basically agree
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With you
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Jesus isn't
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A very good
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Example
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Jesus isn't
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A good example
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Years ago
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When I was still
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Part of the
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Anglican Church
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Of Canada
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There was this
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Day long
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There was this
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Evening workshop
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And one of the
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Things we had to do
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At the table
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With other clergy
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And the bishop's
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Wife was there
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And everything
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Was talk about
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The Bible
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And why we
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Appreciate the Bible
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And they were
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All going on
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About how the
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Bible was really
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Great literature
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And how the
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Bible had so
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Much wisdom in it
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And I'm not
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Making this up
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I said to them
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You know what
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Frankly
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For most people
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If they had a choice
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Between reading
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The great literature
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In the Bible
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And reading like
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A Michael Connelly
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Novel
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Everybody would
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Choose the
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Michael Connelly
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Novel
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Everybody would
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Pick another
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Novel
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Because it's
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Actually not
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Very good
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Literature
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And if you
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Real
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And then I
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Said
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But the
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Wisdom
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Like I
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Don't
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Know
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Like isn't
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The reader's
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Digest
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With its
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Quotes
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This is
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Like a few
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Years ago
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Like isn't
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That like
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An easier
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Way to get
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Some wisdom
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Than the
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Bible
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And they
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All
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This is
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The reason
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Why when I
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Was doing
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Theology
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People weren't
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Sure if I
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Was an
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Atheist
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Actually
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So
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But you
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Know I
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So if
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Somebody said
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You know
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George all
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Those things
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You just
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Said I
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I would
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I would say
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Well I
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Actually I
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Agree with
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You
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Jesus isn't
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A good
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Example
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Probably
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Like at
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Least
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In terms
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Of how
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You
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Understand
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It
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And so
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Then
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They'd
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Maybe say
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To me
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Or maybe
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You're
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Saying to
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Me
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Well
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George
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And what
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On earth
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Is going
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On
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Like what
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Are you
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Going to
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Say about
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This text
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And the
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First thing
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I'd like
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To say
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Is Andrew
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If you
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Could put
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This up
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On the
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Screen
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I'd
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Like to
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Say that
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Maybe what
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The Bible
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Is doing
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Is
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Something which
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Is completely
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And utterly
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Surprising
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To us
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So you
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See the
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Part
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The big
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Problem is
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Is that
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We look
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As if
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We think
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I'm in
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Control
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I have
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This almighty
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Brain
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And I
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Have this
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Almighty
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Power
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And I
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Put my
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Cash cards
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Somewhere else
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But you
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Know I
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Have the
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Money
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And so
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I'm
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Over the
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Bible
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Reading the
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Bible
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And what
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If
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I don't
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Understand the
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Situation
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And actually
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The Bible
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Is reading
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Me
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What if
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I think
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I'm reading
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The Bible
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And sending
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A judgment
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On Jesus
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Because I
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Want to
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Figure out
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If he's
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An example
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To follow
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And I've
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Completely
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And utterly
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Misunderstood
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My situation
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And actually
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The Bible
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Is reading
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Me
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And I'm
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Reading about
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Myself
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Without
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Realizing
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It
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What
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If maybe
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What the
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Bible
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Is showing
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Is that
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With simple
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Clarity
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Jesus
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Knows us
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Human beings
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In our
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Fragmented
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And fallen
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Complexity
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What if
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That's actually
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What's maybe
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Going on
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Just as
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An opening
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Gambit
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That it's
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That it's
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Not about
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Me
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Trying to
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Figure out
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Whether
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Jesus
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Is a
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Good
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Example
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And I
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Can
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Say oh
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Yeah
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Okay well
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I'm going to
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Forget all
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That
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You know
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Be like
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Oh
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Yeah right
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Serve other
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People
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Like I'm
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Going to
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Forget about
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That stuff
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And yeah
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Yeah
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You know
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This is
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Not good
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And that's
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Not good
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And that's
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Well you know
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But there's
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A gem
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Of wisdom
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In there
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And I'll
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Sort of
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Take that
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But you
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Know what
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If
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What if
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It's
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Actually
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That the
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Bible
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Is showing
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That
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That God
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Knows me
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What if
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It actually
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Is that
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Jesus
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Knows me
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What if
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It's
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Showing
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That
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Jesus
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Actually
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Knows me
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In my
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Fragmented
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Fallen
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Complexity
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Better than
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I know
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My own
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Fragmented
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Fallen
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Complexity
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What if
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It is
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The fact
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That the
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Situation
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Is that
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Often
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I go
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In my
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Own mind
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Between being
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A legend
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In my
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Own mind
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To being
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Despairing
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About my
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Life
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Because my
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Life
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Doesn't
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Match
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The legend
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I am
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In my
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Own mind
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And what
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If it
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Is that
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I take
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Solace
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At how
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I can
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Put others
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Down
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Maybe I
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Don't have
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The ability
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Like my
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Boss
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Does
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Or my
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Snarky
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Coworker
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To do it
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Right in
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Front of
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Everybody
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Else
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And then
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I cower
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Away
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Because they're
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So good
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At putting
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Me in
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My
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Place
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But
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Afterwards
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I think
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Of those
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Cutting
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Statements
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In my
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Mind
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And I
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Put them
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Down
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And I
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Cut them
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To pieces
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And I
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Tower
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Over
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Them
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And maybe
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And maybe
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I forget
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All about
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That
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All of
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The time
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Because I
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Go back
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To the
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Comfort
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Of my
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Idols
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And I
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Go back
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To
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I go
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Back
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To
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To not
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Recognizing
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Just how
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Fragmented
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And complex
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And fallen
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I actually
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Am
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And maybe
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The Bible
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Is showing
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Me
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That Jesus
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Has clear
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Eyed
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Knowledge
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Like you
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Know maybe
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It's saying
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That
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Jesus
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Who institutes
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The Lord's
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Supper
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He knows
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He knows
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That the
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Apostles
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Are going
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To abandon
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Him
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He knows
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They're weak
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He knows
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They're vain
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He knows
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They're self
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Centered
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He knows
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They're slow
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Learners
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He knows
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That one of
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Them will
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Betray
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Him
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He knows
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All of
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These
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Things
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And still
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He goes
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Ahead
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And does
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What he's
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Going to
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Do
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And you
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See
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Maybe
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There's
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Something
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In this
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Story
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At the
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End
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That
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Helps
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You
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To
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Understand
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Why
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It is
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That
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Jesus
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Isn't
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Actually
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Fundamentally
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An
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Example
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But
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That
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There's
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Something
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Completely
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And utterly
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Going on
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Here
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Because
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You see
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Jesus
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Regularly
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We want
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To avoid
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Thinking about
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The control
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And the
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Command center
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Of our
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Lives
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But
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Jesus
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Always
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Wants
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Us
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To keep
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Looking
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At
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The
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Control
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And
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Command
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Center
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Of
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Our
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Lives
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And
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Looking
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At
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It
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In
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The
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Context
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Of
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Who
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We're
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Really
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Going
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Where
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We've
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Really
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Been
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And
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He
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Wants
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Us
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To do
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It
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All
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In
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The
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Context
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Of
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A
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Real
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God
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Who
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Really
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Exists
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And
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So
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He's
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Looking
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Into
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Our
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Hearts
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And
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He's
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Looking
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Into
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Our
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Hearts
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Because
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Of
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Something
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That
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He
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Says
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In
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This
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Text
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Which
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Makes
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It
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Clear
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Why
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He's
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Not
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An
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Example
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But
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Something
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Completely
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And
-
Utterly
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Different
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Than
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We
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Expect
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That
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Makes
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Him
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Completely
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And
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Utterly
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Different
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Than
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Muhammad
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Or
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Buddha
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Or
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Krishna
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Or
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Oprah
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Or
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Harold
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Robbins
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Or
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The
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Woman
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Who
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Wrote
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The
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Secret
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Or
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Any
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Human
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Teacher
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That
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Maybe
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There's
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Something
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Else
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Completely
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Different
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Going
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On
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And
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It
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Comes
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Up
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At
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The
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End
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Of
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The
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Text
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It
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Comes
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Up
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In
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This
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Odd
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Thing
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Where
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It
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Says
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That
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He
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Was
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Numbered
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Amongst
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The
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Transgressors
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And
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It's
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A
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Quote
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From
-
Isaiah
Isaiah 53 chapter mention
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Chapter
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53
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Verse
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Twelve
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And
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Maybe
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It's
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Something
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About
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Jesus
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Being
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Identified
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With
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Transgressors
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And
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Maybe
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It's
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Something
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About
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That
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Part
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That
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Seems
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So
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Horrible
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Where
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Jesus
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Doesn't
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Even
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Seem
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To
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Have
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The
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Courage
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To
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Face
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Death
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As
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Much
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As
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My
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Uncle
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Faced
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Death
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Or
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My
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Best
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Friend
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Faced
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Death
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Or
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Those
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Martyrs
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Who
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Were
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Killed
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In
-
Libya
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Those
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Christian
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Martyrs
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Maybe
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Maybe
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Actually
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If you
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Could
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Andrew
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Put
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Up
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The
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Next
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Slide
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Maybe
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This
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Is
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What's
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Actually
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Going
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On
-
In
-
The
-
Text
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As
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Son
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Of
-
God
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And
-
Sinless
-
Man
-
Jesus
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Has
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A
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Cup
-
Of
-
Destiny
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As
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A
-
Fallen
-
Image
-
Bearer
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Of
-
God
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I
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Have
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A
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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The
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Gospel
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Is
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The
-
Good
-
News
-
That
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With
-
Clear
-
Eyed
-
Grace
-
And
-
Love
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Jesus
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Offers
-
Me
-
An
-
Exchange
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As
-
Son
-
Of
-
God
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And
-
Sinless
-
Man
-
Jesus
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Has
-
A
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Cup
-
Of
-
Destiny
-
As
-
A
-
Fallen
-
Image
-
Bearer
-
Of
-
God
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I
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Have
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A
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
-
The
-
Gospel
-
Is
-
The
-
Good
-
News
-
That
-
With
-
Clear
-
Eyed
-
Grace
-
And
-
Love
-
Jesus
-
Offers
-
Me
-
An
-
Exchange
-
You know
-
that
-
The
-
Whole
-
Story
-
Begins
-
With
-
Jesus
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Instituing
-
The
-
Last
-
Supper
-
And
-
This
-
Cup
-
Of
-
A
-
New
-
Covenant
-
But
-
You know
-
Look
-
Here
-
Again
-
At
-
The
-
End
-
Look
-
At
-
Those
-
Last
-
Few
-
Verses
-
Because
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It's
-
Really
-
There
-
Where
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We
-
Understand
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The
-
Whole
-
Text
-
Verses
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39
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To
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46
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And
-
He
-
Came
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Out
-
And
-
Went
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As
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Was
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His
-
Custom
-
To
-
The
-
Mount
-
Of
-
Olives
-
And
-
The
-
Disciples
-
Followed
-
Him
-
And
-
When
-
He
-
Came
-
To
-
The
-
Place
-
He
-
Said
-
To
-
Them
-
Pray
-
That
-
You
-
May
-
Not
-
Enter
-
Into
-
Temptation
-
And
-
He
-
Withdrew
-
From
-
Them
-
About
-
A
-
Stone's
-
Throw
-
And
-
Knelt
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Down
-
And
-
Prayed
-
Saying
-
Father
-
If
-
You
-
Are
-
Willing
-
Remove
-
This
-
Cup
-
From
-
Me
-
Nevertheless
-
Not
-
My
-
Will
-
But
-
Yours
-
Prayed
-
More
-
Earnestly
-
And
-
His
-
Sweat
-
Became
-
Like
-
Great
-
Drops
-
Of
-
Blood
-
Falling
-
Down
-
To
-
The
-
Ground
-
And
-
He
-
Rose
-
From
-
Prayer
-
Came
-
To
-
His
-
Disciples
-
And
-
Found
-
Them
-
Sleeping
-
For
-
Sorrow
-
And
-
He
-
Said
-
To
-
Them
-
Why
-
Are
-
You
-
Sleeping
-
Rise
-
And
-
Pray
-
That
-
You
-
Might
-
Not
-
Enter
-
Into
-
Temptation
-
Imagine
-
A
-
Thought
-
Example
-
Nowadays
-
With
-
CGI
-
Imaging
-
And
-
Everything
-
Like
-
You
-
Could
-
Just
-
Picture
-
This
-
In
-
A
-
Movie
-
And
-
Imagine
-
That
-
You
-
Had
-
A
-
Chance
-
To
-
Sit
-
Down
-
At
-
A
-
Table
-
With
-
God
-
So
-
There's
-
A
-
Maybe
-
If
-
We'd
-
Had
-
The
-
Curtain
-
Lifted
-
Up
-
There
-
Were
-
Some
-
Tables
-
I
-
Think
-
On
-
The
-
Other
-
Side
-
It
-
Would
-
Have
-
Been
-
Maybe
-
It's
-
The
-
Wrong
-
Time
-
To
-
Had
-
The
-
Curtain
-
Down
-
And
-
God
-
Says
-
To
-
You
-
Come
-
Sit
-
At
-
The
-
Table
-
With
-
Let's
-
Have
-
A
-
Talk
-
And
-
At
-
First
-
You're
-
A
-
Alienated
-
Teenager
-
With
-
A
-
Hoodie
-
And
-
Sitting
-
Down
-
Just
-
Looking
-
Down
-
And
-
There's
-
Two
-
Cups
-
On
-
The
-
Table
-
One
-
In
-
Front
-
Of
-
The
-
Stranger
-
And
-
One
-
In
-
Front
-
Of
-
Yourself
-
And
-
You
-
Begin
-
To
-
Let
-
God
-
Know
-
What
-
You
-
Think
-
About
-
The
-
Different
-
Things
-
That
-
Have
-
Happened
-
In
-
The
-
World
-
And
-
A
-
Shocking
-
Thing
-
Begins
-
To
-
Happen
-
In
-
The
-
Conversation
-
Because
-
God
-
Says
-
Well
-
That's
-
Very
-
Interesting
-
That
-
You
-
Mention
-
That
-
And
-
Then
-
God
-
Let's
-
You
-
Know
-
Backstories
-
And
-
All
-
Of
-
The
-
Other
-
Things
-
And
-
You
-
Start
-
To
-
Hear
-
All
-
Of
-
The
-
Complications
-
And
-
Permutations
-
You
-
Realize
-
That
-
God
-
Is
-
Actually
-
Pretty
-
Just
-
There
-
And
-
Then
-
You
-
Think
-
Of
-
Another
-
Thing
-
And
-
You
-
Realize
-
That
-
God
-
Actually
-
Was
-
Pretty
-
Good
-
There
-
As
-
Well
-
And
-
Every
-
Time
-
You
-
Bring
-
Up
-
Something
-
Against
-
God
-
You
-
Realize
-
That
-
When
-
You
-
Know
-
What
-
Went
-
On
-
Behind
-
The
-
Scenes
-
You
-
You
-
Agree
-
You
-
And
-
They
-
Have
-
Done
-
Something
-
Wrong
-
And
-
Sometimes
-
For
-
Reasons
-
You
-
Can't
-
Let
-
People
-
Know
-
Everything
-
That's
-
Gone
-
On
-
And
-
People
-
Can
-
Actually
-
Even
-
Be
-
Mad
-
At
-
You
-
But
-
It
-
Actually
-
Is
-
The
-
Case
-
That
-
If
-
They
-
Actually
-
Knew
-
All
-
Of
-
The
-
Facts
-
They
-
End
-
Up
-
Realizing
-
You
-
You
-
You
-
Had
-
Actually
-
Been
-
Pretty
-
Merciful
-
And
-
You
-
Had
-
Been
-
Fair
-
And
-
You
-
Done
-
The
-
Right
-
Thing
-
And
-
I
-
Want
-
To
-
Sug
-
That
-
If
-
You
-
Had
-
A
-
Chance
-
To
-
Sit
-
Down
-
With
-
God
-
At
-
A
-
Table
-
That
-
That
-
Would
-
End
-
Up
-
Happening
-
If
-
You
-
Talk
-
To
-
Him
-
And
-
Then
-
God
-
Says
-
Let's
-
Talk
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About
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You
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And
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At
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First
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As
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You
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Talk
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About
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Your
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Life
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You're
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A
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Little
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Bit
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Relieved
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Because
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God
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Knows
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Everything
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About
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You
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And
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So
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Some
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Of
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Those
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Things
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That
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People
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Got
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Mad
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At
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You
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About
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And
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Blamed
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You
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At
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He
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Actually
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I
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Know
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You
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Turned
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The
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Other
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Cheek
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There
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Yeah
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I
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Actually
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Know
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That
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You
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Are
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The
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Generous
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One
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That
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I
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Know
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That
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You
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You
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Know
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That
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Idea
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That
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Everybody
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That
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Was
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Your
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Good
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Idea
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And
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That
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The
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Other
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Person
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And
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At
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First
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You
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May
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Be
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Feeling
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Pretty
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Good
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But
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Then
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Because
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Of
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God's
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Perfect
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Knowledge
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He
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Starts
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To
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Bring
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Up
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All
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Those
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Other
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Things
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And
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He
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Tells
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You
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He
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Reminds
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About
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Maybe
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Even
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Your
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Drive
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Here
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This
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Morning
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And
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Maybe
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The
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Comments
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You
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Have
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About
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How
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Other
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People
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Are
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Dressed
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Or
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About
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How
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The
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Band
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Sang
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Or
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About
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How
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I'm
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Dressed
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And
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He
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Knows
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The
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Times
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When
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You're
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Going
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Through
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What
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You're
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Going
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To
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Say
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To
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Your
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Boss
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Or
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Maybe
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Your
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Lustful
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Thoughts
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Or
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How
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You
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Can
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Maybe
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Lie
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On
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Your
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Taxes
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To
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Get
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A
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Few
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Extra
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Dollars
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And
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Every
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Time
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He
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Comes
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Up
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With
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Something
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Like
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That
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It's
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Like
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He
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Takes
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A
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Bit
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Of
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Black
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Poison
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And
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He
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He
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Said
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You
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Know
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That
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There
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Has
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To
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Be
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Some
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Type
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Of
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Payment
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For
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That
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Don't
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You
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Agree
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At
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First
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You
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Agree
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And
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Then
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He
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Says
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Just
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Imagine
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That
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That's
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Like
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Some
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Poison
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A
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Black
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Ugly
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Looking
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Thing
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And
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I'm
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Just
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Going
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To
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Drop
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Into
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This
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Cup
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And
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Then
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As
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He
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Goes
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Through
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Your
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Life
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There's
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Drop
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After
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Drop
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After
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Drop
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After
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Drop
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After
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Drop
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After
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Drop
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And
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The
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Cup
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Gets
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Full
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But
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After
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That
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It
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Doesn't
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Actually
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Overflow
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It
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Just
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Gets
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Darker
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And
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Blacker
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And
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Danker
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And
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Fouler
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And
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Then
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He
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Said
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George
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This
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Is
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All
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Of
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The
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Things
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You
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Have
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Done
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In
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Your
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Life
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And
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I
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With
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My
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Perfect
-
Clear
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I
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Know
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I
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Know
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All
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About
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Them
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And
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I
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Know
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That
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There's
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No
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Excuse
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And
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That
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What
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You've
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Just
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Done
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Is
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You've
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Been
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Self
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Centered
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You've
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Been
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Vain
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You've
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Done
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Horrible
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Things
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You've
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Done
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Bad
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Things
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You've
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Neglected
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To
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Do
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Good
-
Things
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And
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Every
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Time
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We've
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Come
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Up
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With
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Something
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It's
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Been
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A
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Drop
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Of
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Black
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A
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Foul
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Black
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Stuff
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Which
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Now
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Goes
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Into
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That
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Cup
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George
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And
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You've
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Evaded
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Punishment
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For
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Most
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Of
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It
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And
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Most
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People
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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And
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You
-
Know
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That
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If
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You
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Drink
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That
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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You
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Will
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Be
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Completely
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And
-
Utterly
-
Unmade
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It's
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Unavoidable
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And
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Then
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The
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Hooded
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Stranger
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Lifts
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Up
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His
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Hood
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And
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You
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Realize
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It's
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Jesus
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And
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He's
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Heard
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The
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Whole
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Conversation
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He
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Knows
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Everything
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That's
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Gone
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In
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That
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Cup
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There's
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Nothing
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In
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That
-
Cup
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That
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He
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Didn't
-
Hear
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About
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And
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Then
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He
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Looks
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At
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You
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And
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Says
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George
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I
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Want
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To
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Make
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A
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Trade
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To
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You
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With
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You
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In
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The
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Old
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Testament
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There's
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Sort
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Of
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Two
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Primary
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Ways
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That
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There's
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Image
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About
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The
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Cup
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Is
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It's
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A
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Cup
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Of
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Wrath
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It's
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A
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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It's
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A
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Cup
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Of
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God's
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Judgment
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That
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People
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Must
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Drink
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And
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The
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Other
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Image
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Connected
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To
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A
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Cup
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Is
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A
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Cup
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Of
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Destiny
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In
-
Other
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Words
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You
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Drink
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That
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Cup
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That
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You
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Were
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Destined
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To
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Drink
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That
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It's
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Connected
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To
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Good
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Things
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That
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Are
-
Going
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To
-
Be
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Accomplished
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And
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Now
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You
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Realize
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That
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You've
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Been Sitting
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At
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This
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Table
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With
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God
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And
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There's
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A
-
Cup
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In
-
Front
-
Of
-
Jesus
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And
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There's
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A
-
Cup
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In
-
Front
-
Of
-
You
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And
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You
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Know
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That
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Your
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Cup
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Is
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A
-
Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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You
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Know
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That
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Jesus
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Has
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Never
-
Done
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Anything
-
Wrong
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And
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His
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Cup
-
Is
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A
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Cup
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Of
-
Destiny
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And
-
Jesus
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Looks
-
At
-
You
-
And
-
Says
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George
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I
-
Want
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To
-
Give
-
You
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Good
-
News
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I
-
Know
-
Exactly
-
What's
-
In
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Your
-
Cup
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I
-
Know
-
Everything
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That's
-
In
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Your
-
Cup
-
That
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I
-
Know
-
That
-
Even
-
Now
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You've
-
You've
-
Blocked
-
Your
-
Mind
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Out
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Of
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Some
-
Of
-
The
-
Things
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But
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I
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Haven't
-
Forgotten
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And
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Because
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I
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Love
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You
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I
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Will
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Drink
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Your
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Cup
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Of
-
Doom
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And
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You
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Can
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Drink
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My
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Cup
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Of
-
Destiny
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And
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I
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Will
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Do
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It
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Freely
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For
-
You
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Because
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I
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Love
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You
-
Will
-
You
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Accept
-
Me
-
And
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Accept
-
My
-
Offer
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There's
-
Nothing
-
You
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Can
-
Offer
-
Me
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There's
-
Nothing
-
I
-
Need
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I
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Just
-
Do
-
It
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For
-
You
-
Because
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I
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Love
-
You
-
And
-
That's
-
What
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The
-
Gospel
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Is
-
See
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That's
-
Why
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Jesus
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Was
-
In
-
Agony
-
In
-
The
-
Garden
-
It's
-
Because
-
He
-
Had
-
Clear
-
Eyed
-
Gracious
-
Gospel
-
Love
-
And
-
He
-
Knew
-
That
-
He
-
Was
-
Going
-
To
-
Drink
-
My
-
Cup
-
And
-
He
-
Was
-
Going
-
To
-
Drink
-
Your
-
Cup
-
And
-
He
-
Knew
-
That
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With
-
Clear
-
Eyed
-
Knowledge
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With
-
No
-
Illusions
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With
-
No
-
Romanticism
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With
-
Nothing
-
He
-
Knew
-
The
-
Stark
-
Truth
-
Of
-
Your
-
Life
-
And
-
Mine
-
And
-
Everything
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Bad
-
And
-
Shameful
-
And
-
Foul
-
And
-
On
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Is
-
Blяти
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rồi
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Pretty
-
In
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And he offers you this exchange.
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And that's, you see, what's in communion in a sense.
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It's why it's so brilliant that it goes from the communion to this time.
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Because the Christian life begins when you say to God,
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I will accept this offer of what your son has done for me.
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I will accept that.
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The cross is Jesus drinking the cup of doom that you deserved and I deserved.
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And in communion, every time we receive communion,
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we both remember that he drank the cup I deserved.
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And we realize that in communion, we do not drink the cup that we deserve.
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I drink the cup of destiny that he deserved.
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And it only works if it's actually a remembrance that that's the exchange that I accepted,
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that he offered and that I accepted.
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As son of God and sinless man, Jesus has a cup of destiny.
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As a fallen image bearer of God, I have a cup of doom.
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And the gospel is the good news that with clear-eyed grace and love,
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Jesus offers me an exchange.
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In fact, now if you go back and you look through the whole story again,
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and you realize that it's fundamentally a preparation,
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all of the things that we've heard are not, in fact, a sign of Jesus' failure.
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Every single thing that I read and I've made it look,
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from the perspective of being an example, it looks like a failure.
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If you understand that it's the Bible trying to help me to see my heart,
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the control center of my life,
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and that it's leading me to this understanding,
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the final moment that Jesus is going to take the cup of doom that I deserve,
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then you can go back and you realize that it's something quite different,
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that even when I put my faith in Jesus,
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when I put my faith in Jesus,
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I don't all of a sudden become a superstar.
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I still remain the same person that I am,
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and so that I have to understand faith in a way that's gospel-driven,
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not George-driven, if you could put it up, Andrew.
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Faith in Jesus means living on the strength of his grip on me,
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not my grip on him.
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Faith in Jesus means living on the strength of his grip on me,
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not my grip on him.
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How good is Peter's grip?
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Peter's going to deny Jesus.
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They're all going to deny Jesus.
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Jesus is, they're just going to fail.
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But you see, here's the thing,
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you know how in superhero, like in action movies,
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you know the person's falling out of the helicopter,
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they've fallen off the cliff,
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and just before they fall,
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the arm reaches down from the person who's above them,
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and they grab them.
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And just imagine now that the Christian life is based not on how strong the person who's hanging down,
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and about to fall,
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how strong their grip is.
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Because it might very well be in the movie,
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that you see the person who's holding down,
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that their grip lets go.
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They can't hold it.
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In the movie, sometimes that means that the person falls to their doom.
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But no matter whether we go through times in our life when our grip on Jesus' hand is so weak that we cannot hold,
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his grip on me never lets me go.
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In the Bible text is trying to tell me that all the way through this,
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that Jesus is for me,
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that he intercedes for me,
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that he knows that my grip is going to let go,
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that he knows that my grip will fail,
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and he wants to keep reminding me,
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George,
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faith is putting your hand in my hand,
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but faith continues and grows,
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knowing that your grip will never be enough,
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but my grip is always sufficient.
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It will never let you go.
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That time of depression,
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that time of failure,
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that financial setback,
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the problems in your family,
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the problems in your job,
-
the health concerns,
-
all of those things,
-
those times when you just purely and utterly willfully want to do bad things,
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or turn your back on God,
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once you've put your hand in mine,
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and there will be many times in your life,
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George and friend,
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when your grip will be very weak,
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but I want you to understand,
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I have drank in the cup of doom that you deserve,
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and my grip on you will always be sufficient,
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and will never let you go.
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Never let you go.
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And then,
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finally,
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if you could put up the last screen,
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Andrew,
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in terms of how Jesus is inviting us to live,
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I enter the Jesus way praying,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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Isn't that the prayer of conversion?
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It's Jesus who says to me,
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George,
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this is the cup of doom.
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It's your cup.
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Jesus says,
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this is my cup,
-
the cup of destiny.
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And Jesus looks at me and says,
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my will
-
is that you drink my cup,
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and let me drink your cup.
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And the Christian life begins,
-
in a sense,
-
when I say to Jesus,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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Not my will,
-
but yours be done.
-
I enter the Jesus way praying,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
-
And I walk the Jesus way,
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learning to pray day by day,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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Jesus,
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God doesn't wait for my heart
-
to stop being fragmented,
-
and incomplete,
-
and fallen,
-
and bent.
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And sometimes I ask for brilliant,
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selfless things,
-
and other times I have a pious,
-
spiritual way of praying,
-
like Janet Joplin,
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Lord,
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won't you give me a Mercedes Benz?
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And God hears all the prayers,
-
and he answers everyone,
-
and in heaven we'll say,
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God,
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I'm so thankful you said no
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to 95% of my prayers.
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I'm so glad.
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But we grow learning
-
that we enter the Christian,
-
the Jesus way,
-
by saying,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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Father,
-
take this cup from me.
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Not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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And I learn to walk
-
the Christian walk
-
day by day.
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That when my ego,
-
and my confusion,
-
and my desire for power,
-
and my desire for violence,
-
and my being a legend
-
in my own mind
-
is getting in my own way,
-
and messing up my life,
-
and doing all of those things,
-
and I walk the Christian walk,
-
starting to learn day by day
-
that in every situation,
-
I should be praying,
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Father,
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please help me with this,
-
please do this,
-
but not my will,
-
but yours be done.
-
Not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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We enter the Christian way,
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and we walk the Christian way
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in the same terms,
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the terms that Jesus
-
sets before us.
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Friend,
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if you have wandered
-
far from God,
-
maybe there was a time
-
when you had given
-
your life to Jesus,
-
but you've wandered
-
far from God.
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He's never let
-
His grip up on you.
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There's no time
-
better today
-
than to call out
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to Jesus
-
and say,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done,
-
and my life
-
from now on.
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Thank you
-
that your grip
-
has never let me go.
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There's no better time
-
than today
-
to do that business
-
with God.
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And if you have looked
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down your nose
-
at Christian people,
-
and the way I started
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talking about this book,
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and that was exactly
-
what was through your heart,
-
but now you realize
-
that all the way
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that you thought
-
you were examining Jesus,
-
He was actually trying
-
to make you examine
-
your own heart.
-
and it's time
-
for you to begin
-
the Christian walk.
-
There's no better time
-
today,
-
and there's no better
-
words to use
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than just today.
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Say to Jesus,
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for the beginning
-
of the rest of your life
-
in the Jesus way,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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There's no better time
-
than today
-
to say such a prayer.
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And Jesus,
-
who died for you
-
with clear-eyed love,
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will grip you
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with His hand,
-
and He'll never
-
let you go
-
until you see Him
-
face to face
-
in the new heaven
-
and the new earth.
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Please stand.
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Just take a moment
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to make that private
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work of God,
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that private work
-
with God
-
that the Holy Spirit
-
is convicting you to do.
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Many of us
-
might want to memorize
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later on
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when we go home.
-
Verse 42,
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Father,
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if you are willing,
-
remove this cup from me.
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Nevertheless,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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That latter half,
-
nevertheless,
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not my will,
-
but yours be done.
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Father,
-
we thank you
-
that Jesus' prayer
-
for Peter
-
was answered,
-
that Peter did put,
-
that your grip
-
on Peter
-
was so strong
-
that even though Peter,
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Father,
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we thank you
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that we can live
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out of knowing
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that because your grip
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is so strong with us
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that even when we fail,
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we have a ground
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for turning and repenting
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and coming back to you
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because we know
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that you knew all about it
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and still you kept
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your grip on us
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and never let us go.
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We thank you,
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Father,
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that we can understand
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what the cross is
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and what you've accomplished
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for us on the cross.
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We thank you,
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Father.
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We ask that you would grip us
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with what Jesus did
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for the cross
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so that as we are gripped
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by what Jesus did
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for us on the cross,
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that we can respond
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by basing our life on it,
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by grounding our actions on it,
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that we start to understand
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how to model our lives on it,
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that it starts to draw us
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into doing things
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that we never thought
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that we could do,
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that we never had
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the ability to do,
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that you will draw us
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into yourself,
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that you will form us,
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that you will shape us,
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that you will mold us
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as we're gripped
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by the gospel.
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Father,
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make us disciples of Jesus,
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gripped by the gospel
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who live for your glory
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and we thank you,
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Father,
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that we understand
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that we're gripped
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by the gospel
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because Jesus grips us
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and Father,
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help us to live our lives
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as disciples of Jesus,
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gripped by the gospel
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who live for your glory
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and this we ask
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in Jesus' name.
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Amen.