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Worship in All Circumstances: Contentment

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  1. Good morning.

  2. That's pretty good.

  3. Welcome if you're here for the first time.

  4. My name's Chris.

  5. I help oversee the community groups here.

  6. And I'm on the staff team here.

  7. If you notice in the summer, there's a lot of in and out coming and going.

  8. I know some of you are going to be going away.

  9. Some of you are coming back.

  10. We're called Watermark Community Church.

  11. One of the things we want to be about is community.

  12. Even in the midst of the summer where things are transitioning in and out,

  13. I encourage you, even after the service, don't just kind of run away.

  14. Spend time getting to know people.

  15. There's coffee downstairs.

  16. There's great opportunities just to be able to connect with people.

  17. Don't make the summer like a time where you kind of spiritually take your foot off the accelerator.

  18. Let it be a time where we actually kind of move even deeper into God in this season.

  19. So we're in this season as a church of looking at the Psalms and looking at how the Psalms take us through all the seasons of life.

  20. Winter, spring, summer, autumn.

  21. And that's very much a metaphor for our lives.

  22. That our lives pass through different seasons and go through different realities of life.

  23. We've looked at happiness.

  24. We've looked at unhappiness.

  25. We've looked at discouragement and depression.

  26. And today we're going to look at envy and contentment and doubt.

  27. There's a song in Watermark, which we may even sing later, which is called,

  28. Christ is enough for me.

  29. Christ is enough for me.

  30. Everything I have is in you.

  31. Now, I don't know if you ever look at the song lyrics.

  32. I really encourage you to actually look at the lyrics and what you're saying.

  33. Don't just sing them.

  34. But look at what they're saying.

  35. Because when I read the words to that song, it's saying what the Psalmist in Psalm 73 says.

  36. He says,

  37. Whom have I in heaven but you?

  38. And what do I desire on earth but you, God?

  39. If I have Jesus, then I am content no matter what.

  40. That's what he's saying.

  41. But I don't know if you've thought about that.

  42. Because I thought about that and I thought, is that true of me?

  43. Is that true of me?

  44. I want it to be true.

  45. Deep inside of me, I want to say, yeah, Jesus, you're everything to me.

  46. But actually, a relative of mine is getting married.

  47. I think, in about two weeks.

  48. She hasn't booked the venue yet.

  49. It's in France.

  50. She hasn't actually chosen the exact date yet.

  51. And we, me and my wife, we can't organize anything.

  52. We want to book our holiday in advance.

  53. But we can't do anything.

  54. And it's driving me nuts.

  55. And Christ is enough for me.

  56. But I would like to say, yes, Christ is enough for me and a little bit of organization.

  57. Because that would help me.

  58. And I don't know about you, but maybe you have lots of Christ and, you know, Christ and my kids' education is enough for me.

  59. Christ and my grades is enough for me.

  60. Christ and lots of likes on Facebook is enough for me.

  61. Whatever the fill in the blank is at that point.

  62. And if God were to take away that and part, take away the plans, the dreams, whatever I have for myself, you know, strip me of health, my job, my holiday.

  63. Is Jesus enough for me?

  64. Can I be content if I never go on that holiday?

  65. That's a real question.

  66. And I'm wrestling with that at the moment.

  67. So this is a sermon for myself.

  68. Okay.

  69. But as we think about it, you even think about that question, sometimes we can look at kind of people who are like the spiritual greats and say, those people are the people who can say that.

  70. There's a guy called C.T. Studd.

  71. I don't know if you've heard of him.

  72. Unfortunate name.

  73. But in the 19th century, he was an English guy, son of a wealthy businessman.

  74. And he was an international sportsman.

  75. He played cricket for England.

  76. He was one of the most promising sports stars of the time.

  77. He graduated from Cambridge.

  78. He had a potential political career ahead of him.

  79. And then at one point, he said he heard God speak to him.

  80. And God told him, I want you to be a missionary in China and then in India and then in Africa.

  81. And he gave away an inheritance of about 30 million Hong Kong dollars.

  82. He endured hardship and sickness.

  83. And when people asked him, how can you do that?

  84. He said, if Jesus Christ is God and he died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for him.

  85. Because Jesus is enough for him.

  86. But I look at that.

  87. And we can look at that.

  88. And we can look at the psalmist prayer.

  89. And you say, yeah, if you're a Christian, yeah, I want that.

  90. But I have a lot of ands in my life.

  91. And sometimes it doesn't feel real.

  92. I just wonder, that's maybe just unrealistic for me to ever live like.

  93. I'm just an ordinary Christian.

  94. Well, if that's how you think, well, this psalm has actually got some hope for you.

  95. So have your bulletin open, please.

  96. We want to just, the Bible is important.

  97. I want you to just look along, check at what I'm saying that's in here.

  98. It's not just me making this up.

  99. But let's go in.

  100. I want to talk about two main things.

  101. First thing, I'm slipping.

  102. I'm slipping.

  103. Second thing, I'm regaining my balance.

  104. I'm slipping, I'm regaining my balance.

  105. So I'm slipping.

  106. The psalmist, whose name is Asaph, starts out with a bold declaration of faith.

  107. He says, surely, truly, God is good to Israel and to those who are pure in heart.

  108. Now, this guy, Asaph, who wrote this, he is one of King David's key music leaders.

  109. He was there.

  110. He was a songwriter.

  111. He was an expert cymbal player.

  112. You know, he would have been on the drums here this morning.

  113. And he's a good Jew.

  114. He's been well taught by his family, by his pastor, by his friends, that God is good and

  115. he blesses people who follow him.

  116. He knows it.

  117. He knows it.

  118. He's done the Sunday school.

  119. He knows it.

  120. But then, verse 2, he says,

  121. He's saying,

  122. He's saying,

  123. God was at the top of the escalator and I started sliding down towards the bottom.

  124. And what was the great banana skin that caused him to nearly lose his godly balance?

  125. Well, it's verse 3.

  126. Envy.

  127. Now, in a competitive society like Hong Kong, I'm sure none of us have a problem with envy.

  128. That's a joke.

  129. Hong Kong breeds envy.

  130. And we repackage it as something like ambition.

  131. But actually, there is a very different ambition, which is usually a selfish ambition.

  132. But envy is wanting someone else's talents, someone else's life, someone else's possessions,

  133. someone else's opportunities for yourself.

  134. And envy, at root, says, God's not really good.

  135. It doubts God's goodness.

  136. It says, God, you're not really giving me what's good in life.

  137. If you were really good, you'd give me those opportunities, not these opportunities.

  138. You'd give me his life, not my life.

  139. That's what envy says.

  140. It's like what Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, you know, they've got thousands of trees to choose from.

  141. And what do they do?

  142. They fix their eyes on the one tree that they can't have.

  143. But that's the one they want.

  144. And the lie comes in and says, if God is not giving it to you, then maybe God's not really good to you.

  145. He's holding something back from you.

  146. And you begin to doubt.

  147. And that's what's going on in this psalm.

  148. Asaph sees the prosperity.

  149. And that word prosperity is actually the word shalom, which means not just financial prosperity.

  150. It means every part of life seems complete and whole and well-being for them.

  151. And he says he sees the prosperity of the arrogant, and he starts comparing his life with their life.

  152. And, you know, envy always starts when you see, and then you start comparing.

  153. Because his life is hard.

  154. It's tough.

  155. But then he sees their life, and it's amazing.

  156. You know, he looks at the guys all around him, and look at verse 4.

  157. There's no pangs in their death.

  158. They don't get arthritis or back pain or asthma.

  159. They're fit and healthy.

  160. Even when they get into retirement, they kind of glide easily into death.

  161. They don't kind of crawl there in pain.

  162. Their body is fat and sleek.

  163. Now, that doesn't sound something to be jealous of, you know.

  164. I don't know many people, you know, I'm like, man, your obesity is really making me jealous, you know.

  165. Yeah, I'm not sure I can trust God if I look at your beer belly.

  166. You know, that's not what goes in.

  167. But actually, that's not what's in a culture where there's poverty and malnutrition.

  168. Fatness is the symbol of health and wealth and vitality.

  169. These guys are successful.

  170. They're not in trouble as others are.

  171. Everything seems easy for them.

  172. And they're even popular.

  173. Verse 10.

  174. Therefore, his people turn back to them and find no fault.

  175. Everyone else thinks they're great and are following their advice, too.

  176. And they're getting rich.

  177. These are the guys.

  178. They're only 30.

  179. They're already buying their second house on the peak.

  180. And the worst thing about it, if that's not bad enough, is they're not the good guys.

  181. It'd be easier to accept if they're like nice people, but they're not.

  182. They're arrogant.

  183. They're self-reliant.

  184. They cut everyone else down who doesn't do things as well as they do.

  185. They're ruthless at getting their own way.

  186. And everybody else seems to celebrate their success and look up to them.

  187. And you're stupid if you do it any other way.

  188. And isn't this so often our experience in Hong Kong?

  189. I mean, think about it.

  190. Maybe you've tried to be ethical at work.

  191. You've been really hardworking.

  192. You've got out of your way to work overtime, even for your boss when you didn't have to just to get him out of a hole.

  193. You've tried to honor God in the way that you're working.

  194. And yet, there's a guy in the office.

  195. And he's a two-faced so-and-so.

  196. Lies to get himself out of trouble.

  197. Blames his mistakes on everybody else.

  198. Cuts corners with his work.

  199. Totally thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread and tells everybody about it.

  200. He's a complete jerk.

  201. And promotion time comes around.

  202. And you think, I've given myself this company.

  203. I should get this promotion.

  204. Who gets it?

  205. Demonic Damon in the corner.

  206. And you think, it's not fair.

  207. Or maybe you're single.

  208. And you've been trying to lead a God-honoring life.

  209. You've actually stopped having relationships with certain people.

  210. You've not wanted to settle for anything less than someone who loves Christ in your life.

  211. But you're still single.

  212. And yet, the person who's just been going around with everybody, a promiscuous lifestyle, they come in and they announce their engagement.

  213. And it's the engagement to the cutest person you know.

  214. And you're like, outwardly, you say, oh, congratulations.

  215. I'm so happy for you.

  216. And inwardly, you're like, I want to take that ring.

  217. I want to throw it in the South China Sea.

  218. And you with it.

  219. It's not fair.

  220. And that little thought comes in.

  221. What's the point in trying to honor God?

  222. Trying to be ethical.

  223. Trying to be pure.

  224. Verse 13.

  225. He says, all in vain have I kept my heart clean and washed my hands in innocence.

  226. Why don't I just lie a little bit if that's what it takes to get ahead?

  227. I can cut a few corners, make myself look good because it pays off, even with a few lies.

  228. Because it often does.

  229. And Asaph is really honest here.

  230. Many of us, including myself, are not as honest as he is about this issue.

  231. Because we kind of hope it's not true if you're a Christian.

  232. You know, and we can even play this little game where underneath, we kind of make ourselves feel better by saying, well, but they're not really happy.

  233. You know, really underneath, they're miserable and lonely.

  234. And then you go and ask them and say, you must be miserable.

  235. And they say, no, I'm really happy.

  236. And you say, but you don't have Jesus.

  237. How can you be happy?

  238. And they're like, but I am.

  239. And then you say, but when you're lying on your bed at night, that little voice comes to you, doesn't it, and says, oh, maybe my life is empty and meaningless.

  240. And they say, no, I just turn on Netflix and it's great.

  241. And they look at you and they say, but you're a Christian.

  242. And you look like you're missing out on all the fun.

  243. And you're saying, no, no, no, I have a deep joy.

  244. It's so deep that it's like a submarine that hasn't surfaced for years.

  245. And deep inside you, there's that voice which is like, but I'd like Jesus and just a little bit of what you've got.

  246. Right?

  247. Anyone tracking with me?

  248. That's envy.

  249. And envy says, God's not really good to you.

  250. Look at what he's keeping from you.

  251. Because if he was really good, he'd have made your life so much easier, so much better.

  252. And those doubts just start coming in and you start slipping.

  253. Why do we do that?

  254. One of the reasons we do that is because, like Asaph, we believe sometimes a version of Christianity,

  255. which he's been told, which is actually superficial.

  256. And the tragedy is actually preached in many churches today.

  257. Here's how one guy, the pastor of the biggest church in America,

  258. says this.

  259. He says, right now, something is looking for you.

  260. Something already has your name on it.

  261. As long as you're doing your best to honor God and you have a heart to help others,

  262. an explosive blessing will find its way into your hands.

  263. We know that God's plan always leads to peace, health, and prosperity in every area of your life.

  264. That's what Joel Osteen says.

  265. It's the biggest church in America.

  266. And he'll quote the Bible to show it.

  267. He says, if you follow God, he'll bless you with a materially prosperous life now.

  268. But the problem with that idea, Asaph believed it,

  269. that the problem with that idea is the timing's wrong.

  270. God does promise physical blessing,

  271. but Jesus says, your treasures are stored in heaven, not on earth.

  272. There is a promise of physical blessing, but it's for a new creation.

  273. And it's not guaranteed now.

  274. Now, God does bless us.

  275. Many of us, we know God does bless us physically with things now.

  276. But the point is not to make you comfortable here.

  277. The point is to make and point you to the goodness of God so that you trust him

  278. and find your treasure in him because you know that he really is good.

  279. And the testimony of faithful Christians throughout generations shows that Joel Osteen's view of Christianity is so far wrong.

  280. Take this guy Rashid.

  281. He's a Pakistani man who, after converting to Christianity, he was disowned by his whole family.

  282. Here's what he says.

  283. Some might conclude that my life is pitiable.

  284. After all, every evening after I finish my shift, I go home to an empty flat,

  285. one not filled with the gleeful shouts of a six-year-old child.

  286. When I go to bed at night, there is no one beside me to say I love you.

  287. I expect never to hear from my parents on my birthday or on any other day for that matter.

  288. The only noise in my home comes from a television set that I do not watch very often.

  289. But to pity me would be to miss the joy I have experienced.

  290. I believe things are better now than they were before I was a Christian.

  291. My heart might be quiet, but I'm not lonely.

  292. My family may have forsaken me, but I'm not abandoned.

  293. I have Christ, and that is enough.

  294. Indeed, it's more than enough.

  295. In my eyes, I've been blessed beyond measure,

  296. far greater than I deserve, and more than I could have hoped.

  297. Osteen would say, Rashid, physical blessing is coming.

  298. Rashid would say, I'm already blessed with the greatest blessing of knowing Christ.

  299. Everything else is bonus.

  300. Now, which version is more Christ-exaltering, God-honoring?

  301. That's why Asaph has believed that, and he's starting to slip.

  302. And when doubts come, they test the superficiality of your faith.

  303. Because when that meets the reality of the world,

  304. when the spoon-fed kind of childish faith that we think that,

  305. okay, if I just put enough coins in the God slot,

  306. then he gives me enough blessings in return,

  307. that is childish faith.

  308. And you can't just live off what everyone else has told you.

  309. When doubts begin to come into your life,

  310. it's like a diving board.

  311. You either walk away slowly

  312. because you can't see how the water can be good,

  313. or you plunge deeper than ever into the beauty of God,

  314. and you begin to really know his goodness.

  315. He's slipping, Asaph.

  316. And just as an aside for kind of the flip side,

  317. that if you're thinking,

  318. okay, yeah, I hate those arrogant, successful people too,

  319. be careful.

  320. Because, you know, when we're successful,

  321. can't we be exactly the same?

  322. You know, when things are down, we often run to God.

  323. When things are good,

  324. don't we become kind of subtly,

  325. you know, we don't say it out loud,

  326. but kind of self-reliant.

  327. You know, I can do this.

  328. I'm pretty good.

  329. You know, it was down to my cleverness,

  330. my hard work that I got that job,

  331. that I got that opportunity.

  332. Because when your success is going up,

  333. all too often your prayer life is going down.

  334. Have you noticed that?

  335. It's so easy to think that it was all down to me.

  336. And I don't really need God now.

  337. Yeah, I'll come to church,

  338. but I don't really need him.

  339. But everything we have is gift.

  340. Your talents,

  341. many of your talents are shaped by your genes

  342. and are shaped by the opportunities you've been given.

  343. If you were born in a remote village in Angola

  344. with a disability,

  345. your life would probably be very different now.

  346. Everything we have is grace.

  347. And in every community,

  348. it doesn't matter whether it's in Hong Kong,

  349. whether it's in your sports club,

  350. whether it's in the playground at school,

  351. whether it's in the church,

  352. those at the top are proud,

  353. those at the bottom are envious,

  354. and God is calling us to something better as a church.

  355. Asaph slipping.

  356. But now, second,

  357. I'm regaining my balance.

  358. Have a look at verse 16.

  359. With me.

  360. He says,

  361. but when I thought how to understand this,

  362. it seemed to me a wearisome task.

  363. He's tried to understand it.

  364. He's read all the apologetics books.

  365. He's read all the things,

  366. and it's not getting him anywhere

  367. until he enters into the sanctuary of God.

  368. The sanctuary of God is the tent of meeting,

  369. which later became the temple.

  370. It was a symbol of where God's presence dwelt.

  371. And that's the place where the Jews would go up

  372. to worship God.

  373. So he's going up.

  374. He goes to worship God,

  375. as his habit was.

  376. Like many of you,

  377. you come every Sunday.

  378. His habit.

  379. But suddenly,

  380. as he enters into worship,

  381. he suddenly sees life

  382. from a different perspective.

  383. He gets God's perspective,

  384. and he realizes he hadn't seen the full picture.

  385. Because someone said,

  386. life is more like a cube than a square.

  387. A cube has many sides to it.

  388. Many different facets.

  389. If you just look at one angle,

  390. all you do is see a square,

  391. a 2D image.

  392. But you miss the depth.

  393. You miss the reality and the contours of life,

  394. which is so much more complex

  395. than just a 2D image.

  396. You know,

  397. it's like,

  398. you know,

  399. if you watch a magician

  400. doing the soaring,

  401. like soaring the lady in half,

  402. you know that?

  403. And you just see it from a frontal angle.

  404. That's a very different perspective you get

  405. than if you can actually see

  406. all the way around.

  407. Right?

  408. You get a totally different understanding

  409. of what's going on.

  410. That's what Asaph is saying.

  411. He's only been looking square

  412. in a 2D image of life.

  413. And in God's presence,

  414. he's beginning to start seeing 3D.

  415. And so what are the kind of sides

  416. that Asaph is seeing here?

  417. Three sides

  418. that I like to think about.

  419. One,

  420. eternity

  421. resets

  422. the balance.

  423. Eternity.

  424. When he goes

  425. into the sanctuary,

  426. then in verse 17,

  427. he discerns the end

  428. of those

  429. he envied.

  430. He says later,

  431. it's like life

  432. is like a dream.

  433. And for those

  434. who've trusted in themselves,

  435. the arrogant,

  436. the ones that we envy,

  437. who seem successful

  438. without God,

  439. they'll wake up

  440. to a nightmare.

  441. He says,

  442. the short-term forecast

  443. may look sunny,

  444. but the long-term prospects

  445. are bleak.

  446. He says,

  447. there are two fixed days

  448. in your life

  449. when you're born

  450. and when you die.

  451. And over both of them,

  452. we don't have

  453. that much control,

  454. particularly over the first one.

  455. And between those two dates,

  456. God is going to hold you

  457. accountable

  458. for how you've related

  459. to him

  460. in your life.

  461. Judgment

  462. that God will bring

  463. is like the great audit.

  464. It sets

  465. an unfair world

  466. to rights.

  467. And Tim Keller

  468. says this,

  469. that the rich

  470. without God

  471. will be eternally poor.

  472. Celebrities

  473. without God

  474. are on their way

  475. to being

  476. permanently ignored.

  477. It resets

  478. the balance.

  479. I don't know

  480. if you remember that.

  481. There was a Miss Universe

  482. contest about two years ago.

  483. Now,

  484. I don't normally watch

  485. Miss Universe,

  486. just...

  487. I could get in trouble here.

  488. But two years ago,

  489. I watched

  490. because it was on the news.

  491. Okay?

  492. That's my get out class.

  493. It was on the news.

  494. And Miss Columbia

  495. got crowned the winner.

  496. Does anyone remember this?

  497. Yeah?

  498. Sorry?

  499. Was it last December?

  500. Oh, wow.

  501. I know it was recently.

  502. You see,

  503. I'm getting old.

  504. I'm getting close

  505. to that final date of death

  506. and the...

  507. Is it only a few months ago?

  508. Okay,

  509. it was a few months ago.

  510. That's why it's so fresh

  511. in my mind.

  512. And...

  513. But do you remember?

  514. Miss Columbia

  515. got crowned the winner

  516. until someone told the presenter

  517. that he'd misread the name

  518. on the card.

  519. Remember that?

  520. And she hadn't won.

  521. And her joy

  522. instantly

  523. turned to sadness.

  524. She was stripped,

  525. like literally stripped

  526. of her success

  527. in front of everybody.

  528. Her crown

  529. was taken off

  530. and given to someone else.

  531. Remember that?

  532. That's what

  533. Asaph is saying here

  534. when you have eternity

  535. in perspective.

  536. God has a card

  537. with the names

  538. of those

  539. who will enjoy

  540. his heaven

  541. in a renewed earth.

  542. And the only names

  543. on his card

  544. are the ones

  545. who will run

  546. and trust

  547. in Christ.

  548. the temporary joy

  549. of Miss Columbia

  550. wasn't actually real.

  551. If only she knew

  552. the end result.

  553. If only she knew

  554. the end result.

  555. Eternity changes

  556. all your envy

  557. in perspective.

  558. You see,

  559. when the game of life

  560. is over,

  561. everything goes back

  562. in the box.

  563. Your success,

  564. your money,

  565. relationships,

  566. but what do you have

  567. that outlasts the game?

  568. If you're not a Christian

  569. or if you think

  570. that you're just

  571. a spiritual person

  572. who doesn't really know

  573. what I mean

  574. when I say

  575. you need to find

  576. treasure in Christ.

  577. If you don't get

  578. what that means,

  579. if you don't get

  580. what that means,

  581. do you actually think

  582. you're okay with God

  583. if you were to meet

  584. him right now?

  585. Or have you even

  586. thought about that

  587. at all?

  588. Life is too short

  589. for us to ignore it.

  590. Life is like a countdown

  591. where the clock

  592. is ticking.

  593. It's your name

  594. on the card.

  595. Because if it's not

  596. or if you're not sure,

  597. today is the day

  598. where God actually

  599. wants to say to you,

  600. you can get right

  601. with me

  602. because my son

  603. has died on a cross

  604. for you

  605. so your name

  606. can be engraved

  607. on that card

  608. and there won't be

  609. anyone misreading it.

  610. But if you are

  611. a Christian,

  612. in 2 Corinthians 4

  613. it says this.

  614. He says,

  615. Paul says,

  616. to paraphrase,

  617. the scratches of life

  618. we receive now

  619. are nothing compared

  620. to the eternal

  621. void of glory

  622. that is beyond

  623. all comparison.

  624. When Jesus

  625. rose from the dead,

  626. he has inscribed

  627. your name

  628. on that card

  629. to receive

  630. a lasting crown

  631. which is better

  632. than Miss Columbia

  633. would ever get.

  634. It's one

  635. where you come

  636. into a restored

  637. creation with Christ.

  638. C.S. Lewis

  639. once said this.

  640. He says,

  641. there have been times

  642. where I wonder,

  643. I think we do not

  644. desire heaven

  645. but more often

  646. I find myself

  647. wondering

  648. whether in our

  649. heart of hearts

  650. we have desired

  651. anything else.

  652. all the cravings

  653. for acceptance,

  654. for love,

  655. for prosperity,

  656. for health,

  657. for security

  658. all met

  659. completely in God

  660. in a new creation.

  661. That's the promise

  662. for you and me

  663. as a Christian.

  664. And we won't be saying,

  665. well wow,

  666. now I see

  667. why I suffered

  668. all those bad things.

  669. We won't be saying that

  670. when we see Christ

  671. face to face.

  672. We'll say,

  673. what bad things?

  674. Because the painful

  675. training for the Olympics

  676. is seen in a new light

  677. when the gold medal

  678. is hung around your neck.

  679. And that prize

  680. for the Christians

  681. is Christ.

  682. Laura Story

  683. is a Christian

  684. singer-songwriter.

  685. She's successful.

  686. Everything seemed

  687. to be going well

  688. with her.

  689. And then her athlete

  690. husband got a brain tumor.

  691. Her life started

  692. collapsing.

  693. But then she

  694. wrote a song.

  695. It's a famous song

  696. called Blessings.

  697. It goes like this.

  698. I'm not going to sing it

  699. to you,

  700. so you're okay.

  701. That's right.

  702. Some of you

  703. are getting worried.

  704. Because what if

  705. your blessings

  706. come through raindrops?

  707. What if your healing

  708. comes through tears?

  709. What if a thousand

  710. sleepless nights

  711. are what it takes

  712. to know you're near?

  713. What if trials

  714. of this life

  715. are your mercies

  716. in disguise?

  717. What if my

  718. greatest disappointments

  719. or the aching

  720. of this life

  721. is the revealing

  722. of a greater thirst

  723. this world

  724. can't satisfy?

  725. For the believer,

  726. the brief pain

  727. of this world,

  728. someone has said,

  729. is the closest

  730. you'll come to hell.

  731. And for the unbeliever,

  732. the pleasures

  733. of this world

  734. are the closest

  735. you'll come to heaven.

  736. So are you seeing

  737. life in eternity

  738. 3D perspective

  739. today?

  740. That's the first side.

  741. The second side

  742. is how he sees

  743. his relationship

  744. with God,

  745. how he views God.

  746. Verse 21.

  747. When my soul

  748. was embittered,

  749. when I was pricked

  750. in heart,

  751. I was brutish.

  752. We don't use that

  753. very often.

  754. It means I was stupid.

  755. That's what it means.

  756. The Bible does call

  757. people stupid sometimes.

  758. He says,

  759. I was stupid

  760. and ignorant.

  761. I was like a beast

  762. towards you.

  763. He's saying,

  764. when I got to that point

  765. of comparison

  766. and resentment

  767. and envy

  768. with other people,

  769. when I got there

  770. and I started doubting

  771. in God's goodness,

  772. I was like an unthinking

  773. beast towards you, God.

  774. Not a little

  775. kind of cute dog

  776. kind of animal.

  777. I was a complete

  778. unthinking,

  779. unfeeling slug

  780. towards you.

  781. He's saying,

  782. I wanted your stuff

  783. more than I wanted

  784. you, God.

  785. And that's where

  786. the rub, I think,

  787. really hits me

  788. when I think about

  789. my envy.

  790. Because when I get

  791. those little doubts,

  792. I get disillusioned

  793. with God,

  794. or when you actually

  795. get to that point

  796. of being mad

  797. with God

  798. at something,

  799. it's always

  800. because I want

  801. something more

  802. than God.

  803. It's always

  804. because I want

  805. something more

  806. than God.

  807. Tim Keller again,

  808. he gives this example.

  809. He says,

  810. imagine you meet

  811. someone,

  812. you start falling

  813. in love with them,

  814. and you kind of

  815. agree to get married,

  816. and before you do,

  817. you tell them

  818. that you're going

  819. to come into

  820. a whole load

  821. of money.

  822. You've got this

  823. huge trust fund

  824. that's going

  825. to come to you

  826. after marriage,

  827. and they say to you,

  828. okay, that's fine,

  829. but I'm not

  830. marrying you

  831. for your money.

  832. I just love you.

  833. And so,

  834. you get to the

  835. wedding,

  836. just before the

  837. wedding,

  838. and you then

  839. tell your future

  840. spouse,

  841. actually,

  842. I'm really sorry,

  843. but I've just

  844. found out that

  845. actually my brother's

  846. going to inherit

  847. all of this stuff,

  848. and I'm not going

  849. to get any of it,

  850. and your fiancé

  851. turns around

  852. and calls off

  853. the wedding

  854. and says,

  855. sorry, it's over.

  856. How would you feel?

  857. You'd be absolutely

  858. devastated, wouldn't you?

  859. You'd say,

  860. you never really

  861. loved me.

  862. You only loved me

  863. because you wanted

  864. my money.

  865. Well,

  866. you were just

  867. using me

  868. to get what you

  869. wanted,

  870. and that's

  871. what Asaph

  872. has realized

  873. in God's

  874. presence.

  875. That's how

  876. he was treating

  877. God.

  878. He was a user,

  879. not a lover.

  880. He realizes,

  881. his envy

  882. realizes,

  883. it shows him

  884. that I was

  885. treating you,

  886. God,

  887. as just a tool

  888. to kind of

  889. get what I

  890. wanted for myself,

  891. and when you

  892. weren't giving

  893. it to me,

  894. then I was

  895. going to run

  896. away from you.

  897. And envy

  898. reveals what the

  899. Bible calls

  900. idolatry.

  901. It's when you

  902. want something

  903. more than God.

  904. What does

  905. your envy

  906. reveal that

  907. you want

  908. more than

  909. God?

  910. I've had to

  911. think about

  912. this myself,

  913. because the

  914. call for you

  915. when you see

  916. that in your

  917. heart is to

  918. run to God,

  919. repent,

  920. and confess

  921. as honestly

  922. as Asaph

  923. does.

  924. Run back

  925. to a God

  926. who loves

  927. us,

  928. and he

  929. doesn't use

  930. us like we

  931. try and use

  932. him.

  933. That's the

  934. second side.

  935. He sees how

  936. he views God.

  937. The third

  938. side is

  939. he sees

  940. that God,

  941. that Christ

  942. is enough

  943. for him.

  944. Whom,

  945. verse 25,

  946. whom have I

  947. in heaven

  948. but you?

  949. And there

  950. is nothing

  951. on earth

  952. that I

  953. desire

  954. besides you.

  955. My flesh

  956. and my

  957. heart may

  958. fail,

  959. but God

  960. is the

  961. strength,

  962. literally the

  963. rock of

  964. my heart.

  965. And then

  966. verse 28

  967. he says,

  968. for me

  969. it is good

  970. to be

  971. near God.

  972. One

  973. translation,

  974. I like

  975. this translation,

  976. it says,

  977. the nearness

  978. of God

  979. is my

  980. good.

  981. The nearness

  982. of God

  983. is my

  984. good.

  985. You see,

  986. Asaph's gone

  987. from having

  988. this square

  989. shaped view

  990. of God's

  991. goodness,

  992. where it's

  993. just about

  994. getting the

  995. blessings,

  996. to seeing

  997. that God,

  998. when he

  999. promises

  1000. blessing to

  1001. us,

  1002. he's

  1003. promising

  1004. above all

  1005. himself

  1006. to you.

  1007. Because when

  1008. we get

  1009. physical

  1010. blessings,

  1011. our response

  1012. should be

  1013. gratitude

  1014. and thanksgiving

  1015. to God

  1016. for his

  1017. goodness.

  1018. And Asaph

  1019. has gone

  1020. from seeing

  1021. his greatest

  1022. good as

  1023. getting a

  1024. healthy body,

  1025. as getting

  1026. a successful

  1027. career,

  1028. as God

  1029. and something.

  1030. He's gone

  1031. from that

  1032. to seeing

  1033. the nearness

  1034. of God

  1035. is my

  1036. good.

  1037. shift.

  1038. You see

  1039. the shift

  1040. in perspective.

  1041. And you

  1042. know,

  1043. the problem

  1044. is if you're

  1045. a Christian,

  1046. you kind

  1047. of know

  1048. it.

  1049. You know,

  1050. if I tell

  1051. you,

  1052. okay,

  1053. what's the

  1054. answer?

  1055. What's the

  1056. answer in

  1057. church?

  1058. Jesus.

  1059. Right?

  1060. But the

  1061. thing is it's

  1062. so cliché

  1063. that we get

  1064. to,

  1065. we think,

  1066. if you've

  1067. been in

  1068. church a

  1069. little while,

  1070. you know,

  1071. okay,

  1072. I know

  1073. that.

  1074. Now can

  1075. you move

  1076. on to

  1077. something else

  1078. that I'd

  1079. really like

  1080. to help

  1081. which can

  1082. help me

  1083. with the

  1084. and parts

  1085. of my

  1086. life?

  1087. Right?

  1088. Can you

  1089. inspire me

  1090. so I can

  1091. enjoy a

  1092. good life?

  1093. I kind

  1094. of know

  1095. the Jesus

  1096. bit.

  1097. That's

  1098. the superficial

  1099. faith that

  1100. Asaph had.

  1101. But this

  1102. psalm is

  1103. saying everything

  1104. that causes

  1105. you to envy

  1106. in others

  1107. is a desire

  1108. for what

  1109. Christ alone

  1110. can satisfy

  1111. you and

  1112. fully provide.

  1113. Think about

  1114. it.

  1115. Do you

  1116. crave

  1117. acceptance

  1118. and love

  1119. from others?

  1120. Do you

  1121. envy when

  1122. other people

  1123. are more

  1124. popular than

  1125. you and

  1126. get more

  1127. likes on

  1128. Facebook

  1129. than you?

  1130. Well,

  1131. verse 23

  1132. he says,

  1133. I am

  1134. with you

  1135. continually.

  1136. How?

  1137. Well,

  1138. the psalmist

  1139. only knew

  1140. this in part,

  1141. but we know

  1142. this more

  1143. fully,

  1144. because Christ

  1145. was Emmanuel,

  1146. God with

  1147. us,

  1148. he came

  1149. down to

  1150. us,

  1151. he was

  1152. nailed on

  1153. a cross

  1154. with nine

  1155. inch nails

  1156. hammered

  1157. through his

  1158. hands for

  1159. people like

  1160. you and

  1161. me who

  1162. treated him

  1163. as a

  1164. beast,

  1165. who were

  1166. beasts

  1167. towards him,

  1168. who rejected

  1169. him, and yet

  1170. he still

  1171. said,

  1172. Father,

  1173. forgive.

  1174. And we so

  1175. often live

  1176. like that,

  1177. and yet he

  1178. still says,

  1179. I died to

  1180. bring you

  1181. into relationship

  1182. with me,

  1183. not just to

  1184. say,

  1185. oh yeah,

  1186. thank you for

  1187. that,

  1188. but here's

  1189. all the other

  1190. stuff I want,

  1191. but no,

  1192. to give you

  1193. full acceptance

  1194. and approval

  1195. with the most

  1196. powerful king

  1197. of the whole

  1198. universe.

  1199. Why do I

  1200. need approval

  1201. from those

  1202. who care far

  1203. less about me

  1204. than I care

  1205. about them

  1206. and their

  1207. opinion?

  1208. It's true,

  1209. isn't it?

  1210. When Christ

  1211. is enough

  1212. for your

  1213. need for

  1214. acceptance.

  1215. Do you

  1216. crave

  1217. security

  1218. and envy

  1219. those who

  1220. seem to be

  1221. more financially

  1222. secure,

  1223. more job

  1224. secure,

  1225. more housing

  1226. secure than

  1227. you?

  1228. Because he

  1229. says,

  1230. you hold

  1231. my right

  1232. hand.

  1233. Do you get

  1234. that?

  1235. You know,

  1236. the kid who's

  1237. walking along

  1238. on a climbing

  1239. frame,

  1240. and they're

  1241. tottering along,

  1242. afraid they're

  1243. going to fall,

  1244. and they cling

  1245. to anything

  1246. for security,

  1247. and then her

  1248. father comes

  1249. alongside her

  1250. and grabs

  1251. hold of her

  1252. hand and

  1253. says,

  1254. I'm not

  1255. letting you

  1256. go.

  1257. We're going

  1258. to walk

  1259. through this

  1260. together.

  1261. How much

  1262. difference does

  1263. that make

  1264. now to that

  1265. child?

  1266. Because her

  1267. father is

  1268. holding her

  1269. right hand.

  1270. He holds you

  1271. more secure

  1272. than any

  1273. financial market

  1274. can be secure,

  1275. more than any

  1276. house or

  1277. accommodation

  1278. can be secure,

  1279. more than any

  1280. job can give

  1281. you security.

  1282. If you're a

  1283. Christian,

  1284. you're the most

  1285. secure person

  1286. in this city,

  1287. because he

  1288. holds your

  1289. right hand,

  1290. and we

  1291. forget it.

  1292. Is Christ

  1293. enough for your

  1294. security today?

  1295. Do you crave

  1296. success and

  1297. envy those who

  1298. seem more

  1299. talented,

  1300. more successful

  1301. than you?

  1302. It says,

  1303. God is your

  1304. portion.

  1305. Now,

  1306. I don't know if

  1307. you know what

  1308. portion is.

  1309. Your portion

  1310. is what you're

  1311. allotted when

  1312. a father is

  1313. about to die

  1314. and he's going

  1315. to distribute

  1316. his inheritance

  1317. to his sons

  1318. or to his

  1319. family.

  1320. You know,

  1321. and your

  1322. portion over

  1323. there,

  1324. you get

  1325. ten million

  1326. dollars.

  1327. Your portion,

  1328. that guy's

  1329. portion,

  1330. it's a house

  1331. on the peak.

  1332. That guy's

  1333. portion,

  1334. it's an

  1335. amazing six

  1336. pack.

  1337. That guy's

  1338. portion,

  1339. it's a holiday

  1340. in France.

  1341. Your portion

  1342. is the

  1343. God of

  1344. the universe

  1345. who owns

  1346. all the

  1347. other stuff

  1348. anyway.

  1349. Christ is

  1350. enough for

  1351. your success.

  1352. And if he

  1353. gives you the

  1354. other stuff,

  1355. it's because

  1356. he is good

  1357. and he wants

  1358. to show you

  1359. his love,

  1360. but his love

  1361. is not conditional

  1362. on you getting

  1363. good things or

  1364. not in

  1365. physical terms.

  1366. Christ is

  1367. enough for

  1368. your success.

  1369. You can be

  1370. incredible

  1371. successful,

  1372. you can be

  1373. in the world's

  1374. eyes totally

  1375. unsuccessful,

  1376. but he will

  1377. receive you to

  1378. glory and you

  1379. will receive the

  1380. crown.

  1381. Is Christ

  1382. enough for

  1383. you?

  1384. If nothing

  1385. else changes

  1386. in your life

  1387. right now,

  1388. can you be

  1389. content in a

  1390. city that lacks

  1391. contentment?

  1392. This church

  1393. is called to be

  1394. a people who

  1395. are content

  1396. in Christ.

  1397. Let me finish

  1398. with a quote.

  1399. John Piper

  1400. says this,

  1401. you cannot

  1402. show the

  1403. preciousness of

  1404. a person by

  1405. being happy

  1406. with his

  1407. gifts.

  1408. Ingratitude

  1409. will certainly

  1410. show you that

  1411. the giver is

  1412. not loved,

  1413. but gratitude

  1414. for the gifts

  1415. does not

  1416. prove that the

  1417. giver is

  1418. precious.

  1419. What proves

  1420. that the giver

  1421. is precious

  1422. is the

  1423. glad-hearted

  1424. readiness to

  1425. leave all his

  1426. gifts to be

  1427. with him.

  1428. Do you hold

  1429. what you have

  1430. in open hands

  1431. knowing that he

  1432. is enough for

  1433. you?

  1434. Let me pray.

  1435. Father, as we

  1436. think about

  1437. what it means

  1438. to, for you

  1439. to be enough

  1440. for us,

  1441. Lord, I just

  1442. pray you would

  1443. show us what

  1444. we're envying

  1445. right now.

  1446. It's so easy,

  1447. Lord, to

  1448. focus on

  1449. what,

  1450. everything that

  1451. we don't

  1452. have, and

  1453. to miss

  1454. everything that

  1455. we do have.

  1456. Father, I pray

  1457. that we would

  1458. not take you

  1459. for granted.

  1460. Forgive me

  1461. where I do

  1462. that so

  1463. often.

  1464. Thank you

  1465. that you

  1466. are enough

  1467. for us, and

  1468. Lord, when you

  1469. say that, you're

  1470. going to provide

  1471. everything that

  1472. we need.

  1473. I don't have to

  1474. cling for security

  1475. worried about

  1476. whether you're

  1477. going to provide

  1478. or not,

  1479. because you

  1480. will.

  1481. But I pray

  1482. for those of us

  1483. here who don't

  1484. know you, who

  1485. that idea that

  1486. you can be

  1487. somehow enough

  1488. just seems

  1489. crazy, I pray

  1490. that you would

  1491. show them how

  1492. beautiful you

  1493. are, that you

  1494. would die for

  1495. us, to bring

  1496. us in a

  1497. relationship with

  1498. a holy God.

  1499. I pray for

  1500. those of us who

  1501. are Christians.

  1502. May we not

  1503. treat you as

  1504. just a cash

  1505. machine to get

  1506. what we want

  1507. when we can.

  1508. I pray that you

  1509. would really help

  1510. us to run and

  1511. chase after you,

  1512. to know that

  1513. you're enough for

  1514. us, whatever's

  1515. going on in our

  1516. lives, in the

  1517. craziness of the

  1518. world at the

  1519. moment.

  1520. Let us find our

  1521. hope in you,

  1522. our contentment

  1523. in you.

  1524. In your name.

  1525. Amen.